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METROPOLITAN THE
The
Metropolitan
State
University
Student
BY REBEKAH PAHR
Newspaper
Volume 19 Number 8 April 2011
Monte Bute: facing the taboo of death
Pahrre@go.metrostate.edu
“Even I am getting sick of hearing about me!” exclaimed Monte Bute, a professor of sociology and social science at Metropolitan State University. “But knowing that I am going to die,” he said, “caused me to take a different approach to my life.” Bute says that honestly coming to terms with death has been the most exceptional process in his life. After his story came out in the last few months, Bute has given countless interviews. He was featured in the Pioneer Press, the Examiner, and on PBS and CBS. Bute even has a fan page on Facebook, the Monte Bute Fan Club, where readers can follow his progress. Bute says his tale fascinates others because “this story is really not about me—this story ultimately is about the hunger people have to face the taboo of death.” He explains that openly discussing death is uncommon. “Most people approach this topic gingerly, wearing polite masks because death confirms the uncertainty of life.” Bute’s candor and willingness to talk about his own unavoidable mortality is the element that has drawn so many to his story. Last fall, Bute was diagnosed with stage three granular pulmonary lymphoma, a rare and terminal form of cancer with only 500-600 existing cases in medical literature. More than 60 percent of patients with this type of cancer die within five years. His heart function has decreased to about 20-30 percent. His legs are numb from the knees down with almost no feeling left in his feet. However, Bute summed up his physical symptoms and 36 weeks of chemotherapy treatment in almost one breath. He made it clear that his story is the story of living and, more importantly, continually learning. When Bute was initially diagnosed 18 months ago, he wrote what he calls “a dark op-ed piece” for the Pioneer Press. He explained that the article was part of the process of dealing with the reality of death in his life, and when he wrote it he felt a profound sense of despair. Since that time he is back to being “the Monte that
BY DIANA NEUERBURG
Neuedi@go.metrostate.edu
Trenda Boyum-Breen (Vice President of Student Affairs), Cecilia Stanton (Dean of Students), and a “core group” of staff and students have begun planning construction of a student center on Metropolitan State University’s St. Paul Campus. Plans for a student center started in December of 2010, which consisted of recruiting architectural company Workshop Architects and developing a core group of Metropolitan State staff—including Dan Hambrock (Associate Vice President of Facilities); Murtuza Siddiqui (CFO); Cecilia Stanton; Phil Fuehrer (Student Life Director); Mike Eisenbeisz (Project Manager of Student Affairs)—as well as Awo Ahmed (student senator), and Vanessa Young (student). In addition, the group consists of two students representing each college/school. The existing parking lot (on the Maria Avenue side) is the expected site of the center. Therefore, in addition to a student center, the University is planning on remodeling the existing parking lot into a tiered parking
I know.” He says it was freeing to expose his approaching death to others, and he also inadvertently “became part of a public awareness, a discussion and acknowledgment of death.” Bute used the diagnosis as a vehicle to teach others and created a class at Metropolitan State about death and dying. After describing his physical symptoms, Bute said, “I have felt as low as I have ever felt, sometimes wallowing in melancholy. Then there are moments during the process when I feel the most exhilaration for life that I have ever felt, like it is the most incredible roller coaster ride. I know that life is a series of many transformations, but this experience has been the most transformative.” Bute says that more importantly he has reached a certain contentment that often plagues and eludes many people who ask themselves, “Is this enough?” Bute said, “In the great scheme of life found within the millions and billions of years of
evolution, my own 66 years of life on this earth is the most blessed gift that I can have.” Bute adds that he will continue to teach saying, “The best place that I could possibly die is at the front of my classroom. I have no plans to stop, I want to continue living and not count a time that it all ends, I just happen to know that it eventually will.” Bute has an unquenchable passion for knowledge, and teaching is something that he refuses to abandon. “The vast majority of people on this earth seek immortality in some way, or through wealth and fame they are driven to leave their mark; however, this is not what I want.” Bute said instead, “I have come to realize that what I have left behind is those that have been transformed. I don’t teach to pour content into students’ heads—I teach to transform their lives. I don’t present the answers—I give them the big questions for life that I hope that my students spend the rest of their lives pursuing the
answers to.” Bute explains this revelation saying, “Time no longer exists for me. There is no future. Instead, life has become a procession of moments—this is even more real to me because I am not even sure that I have an entire day at a time. And I am not talking about achieving some bullshit list—I am talking about the pragmatic reality that I have been dealt.” Pausing, Bute recalls, “I remember a quote that went something like, ‘Life is a series of contingent choices’ and that in life you choose without knowing the outcome. You choose as well as you can and only at the end of the journey your destiny will be revealed.’” He said, “I am at the end of my journey and I feel like I know what my destiny was—to be a teacher in the broadest sense. I am an obsessive life-long learner and I constantly want to share what I have discovered.” Bute approaches every class he teaches as if it is a work of art and admits, “Some works of art turn out better than others, but my goal is to make my class the one thing in the week that you want to show up for and you don’t want to miss.” Bute went on to say, “I may get in trouble for saying this but the phrase I use at the start of each class is ‘I am here to kill your teachers.’” He added, “certainly figuratively and not literally.” Bute explained that he wants to help students become their own lifetime teachers, “to realize that learning and discovery never stops, and that students don’t need a classroom to continue to grow.” This thirst for knowledge is illustrated by Bute’s addiction to reading and collecting books. Bute says that it is his “vice.” He said, “I collect and consume books like an alcoholic. Even if I had the opportunity to live to 150 years I would never begin to be able to read everything that I want to.”
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Plans for a student center begin structure. While the new parking structure is a given due to rapid growth, the future of the student center depends on the student body. Student senator Awo Ahmed will be sending students a survey informing them of the plans and the associated costs by the end of this semester. After the survey is conducted, the student senate will vote on whether to continue. The construction of the parking structure is tentatively scheduled to start in March of 2013 and end in February of 2014. The construction of the student center is tentatively scheduled to start (pending a “yes” vote) in April of 2014 and will be completed by July of 2015. Metropolitan State is the only four-year university in the MnSCU system that does not have a student center. Even many of MnSCU’s community and technical colleges have student centers. According to BoyumBreen, students at Metropolitan State have been talking about building a student center
for the last 10 years but they were never able to take the appropriate first steps without the University’s involvement. “This is the first time that the University has put forth some of its own resources to get the process started,” said Boyum-Breen. After hearing the student senate and other students express a desire for a student center, Boyum-Breen took action and the University hired Workshop Architects—a company that specializes in student center design—to conceptualize the space. The company visited the campus Feb. 15-16 to meet with the core group and conduct random surveys from students on-site. The company is expected to return on Wednesday, April 13 and Thursday, April 14 to meet with the group, discuss program priorities and brainstorm. The cost of the structure will depend on the feedback from students. Boyum-Breen says that the reaction she’s gotten so far from students is that they want practicality. “Students don’t want a gazillion-dollar, huge facility,”
Boyum-Breen said. “They don’t want bells and whistles. They just want a functional space.” The project will be funded by requesting a revenue bond that must be approved first by MnSCU and the state of Minnesota. A revenue bond is a loan that universities use to purchase structures that will generate revenue to pay off the debt. For example, if the student center rented out space to a food vendor, the rent for the space would help to pay off the debt. In addition to revenue generated from the operation of the facility, higher student activity fees and parking fees will be implemented. Furthermore, Metropolitan State currently has a sizable account of the accumulated student activity fees that may be tapped into to pay off the debt. Cecilia Stanton says that this
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