TPA Program - Conspirare: Considering Matthew Shepard

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CONSIDERING MaTTHEW Shepard

AN ORDINARY BOY WHOSE LIFE BECAME A MOVEMENT

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With a libretto as diverse and ingenious as its musical palette, and music that touches the soul with its exuberance, its lyricism and its immediacy, Considering Matthew Shepard manages to reach and unite all audiences with a palpable sense of community and love. This is a work that must be experienced, relished, and shared well into the future.

The musical fabric of Considering Matthew Shepard is ingeniously woven of contrasting styles heretofore unseen within the framework of a single passion oratorio - including that of Broadway musical, Country & Western, Blues/Jazz, Pop, Southern Hymnody, and Gospel. And yet, the score is nonetheless firmly rooted in our Western choral tradition.

The breadth and diversity creates a musical tent large enough to welcome the broadest of audiences. It is as relevant today in 2024 as it was when Craig and Conspirare debuted in 2016.

– Daniel Bara
Interim Director, Hugh Hodgson School of Music
John D. Boyd UGA Foundation Professor of Choral Music
FROM THE 2018 STAGING OF CONSIDERING MATTHEW SHEPARD

Considering Matthew Shepard

Commissioned by Fran and Larry Collmann and Conspirare

Dedicated to Philip Overbaugh

PROLOGUE

Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass

Ordinary Boy

We Tell Each Other Stories

PASSION

The Fence (before)

The Fence (that night)

A Protestor

Keep It Away From Me (The Wound of Love)

Fire of the Ancient Heart

I Am Like You

We Are All Sons

The Innocence

The Fence (one week later)

Stars

In Need of Breath

Gently, Rest (Deer Lullaby)

Deer Song (Mist on the Mountains)

The Fence (after) / The Wind

Pilgrimage

EPILOGUE

Meet Me Here

Thanks All of Us

REPRISE

This Chant of Life Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass

PROLOGUE

All.

Yoodle—ooh, yoodle-ooh-hoo, so sings a lone cowboy,  Who with the wild roses wants you to be free.

Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass

Cattle, horses, sky and grass

These are the things that sway and pass  Before our eyes and through our dreams  Through shiny, sparkly, golden gleams  Within our psyche that find and know  The value of this special glow  That only gleams for those who bleed  Their soul and heart and utter need

Into the mighty, throbbing Earth

From which springs life and death and birth.

I’m alive! I’m alive, I’m alive, golden. I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive . . .

These cattle, horses, grass, and sky  Dance and dance and never die  They circle through the realms of air  And ground and empty spaces where  A human being can join the song  Can circle, too, and not go wrong  Amidst the natural, pulsing forces  Of sky and grass and cows and horses.

I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive . . .

This chant of life cannot be heard  It must be felt, there is no word  To sing that could express the true  Significance of how we wind  Through all these hoops of Earth and mind  Through horses, cattle, sky and grass  And all these things that sway and pass.

Ordinary Boy

Let’s talk about Matt—

Ordinary boy, ordinary boy, ordinary boy . . .

Born in December in Casper, Wyoming

Ordinary boy

to a father, Dennis  and a mother, Judy

Ordinary boy, ordinary boy

Then came a younger brother, Logan

Ordinary boy

His name was Matthew Wayne Shepard. And one day his name came to be known around the world. But as his mother said:

Judy Shepard: You knew him as Matthew. To us he was Matt.

He went camping, he went fishing, even hunting for a moose  He read plays and he read stories and especially Dr. Seuss  He wrote poems with illustrations for the neighbors on the street  And he left them in each mailbox till he learned it was illegal

He made friends and he wore braces and his frame was rather small  He sang songs his father taught him

Frère Jacques . . . Row Row Row Your Boat . . .  Twinkle Twinkle Little Star . . .

Judy:  He was my son, my first-born, and more.  He was my friend, my confidant, my constant reminder of how good life can be —and . how hurtful.

How good life can be, how good life can be

Judy: Matt’s laugh, his wonderful hugs, his stories . . .   Matt writes about himself in a notebook:

I am funny, sometimes forgetful and messy and lazy.  I am not a lazy person though.

I am giving and understanding.  And formal and polite.  I am sensitive.  I am honest.  I am sincere. And I am not a pest.

I am not a pest, I am not a pest . .

I am my own person.  I am warm.

I want my life to be happy and I want to be clearer about things. I want to feel good.

I love Wyoming . . .

I love Wyoming very much . . .

I love theatre

I love good friends

I love succeeding

I love pasta

I love jogging

I love walking and feeling good

I love Europe and driving and music and helping and smiling and Charlie and Jeopardy

I love movies and eating and positive people and pasta and driving and walking and jogging and kissing and learning and airports and music and smiling and hugging and being myself

I love theatre!  I love theatre!

And I love to be on stage!+

Such an ordinary boy living ordinary days

In an ordinary life so worth living

He felt ordinary yearning and ordinary fears  With an ordinary hope for belonging

He felt ordinary yearning and ordinary fears  With an ordinary hope for belonging  (Born to live this ordinary life)

Just an ordinary boy living ordinary days with extraordinary kindness

extraordinary laughter extraordinary shining  extraordinary light and joy  Joy and light.

I love, I love, I love .

Ordinary boy, ordinary boy

We Tell Each Other Stories

We tell each other stories so that we will remember  Try and find the meaning in the living of our days

Always telling stories, wanting to remember  Where and whom we came from  Who we are

Sometimes there’s a story that’s painful to remember

One that breaks the heart of us all  Still we tell the story  We’re listening and confessing What we have forgotten  In the story of us all

We tell each other stories so that we will remember  Trying to find the meaning .

I am open to hear this story about a boy, an ordinary boy  Who never had expected his life would be this story,  (could be any boy)

I am open to hear a story

Open, listen.  All.

PASSION

RECITATION I

Laramie, southeastern Wyoming, between the Snowy Range and the Laramie Range. Tuesday, October 6, 1998.

The Fence (before)

Out and alone on the endless empty prairie  the moon bathes me  the stars bless me

the sun warms me  the wind soothes me

still still still  I wonder

will I always be out here  exposed and alone?

will I ever know why  I was put (here) on this earth?

will somebody someday  stumble upon me?

will anyone remember me  after I’m gone?

Still, still, still . .  I wonder.

RECITATION II

Tuesday night. Matthew attended a meeting of the University of Wyoming’s Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender Association, then joined others for coffee at the College Inn. Around 10:30, he went to the Fireside Bar, where he later met Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson. Near midnight, they drove him to a remote area, tied him to a split-rail fence, beat him horribly and left him to die in the cold of night.

The Fence (THAT NIGHT)

Most noble evergreen with your roots in the sun:   you shine in the cloudless sky of a sphere no earthly eminence can grasp,  You blush like the dawn,  you burn like a flame of the sun.

I held him all night long

He was heavy as a broken heart  Tears fell from his unblinking eyes  He was dead weight yet he kept breathing

He was heavy as a broken heart  His own heart wouldn’t stop beating  The cold wind wouldn’t stop blowing  His face streaked with moonlight and blood  I tightened my grip and held on

The cold wind wouldn’t stop blowing  We were out on the prairie alone  I tightened my grip and held on  I saw what was done to this child

We were out on the prairie alone  Their truck was the last thing he saw  I saw what was done to this child  I cradled him just like a mother

Most noble evergreen, most noble evergreen, your roots in the sun .

I held him all night long  Their truck was the last thing he saw  Tears fell from his unblinking eyes I   cradled him just like a mother

Most noble evergreen . . .

The next morning, Matthew was found by a cyclist, a fellow student, who at first thought he was a scarecrow.

After several days in a coma and on life support, Matthew Shepard died on Monday, October 12, at 12:53 a.m. At the funeral, which took place on Friday, October 16, at St Mark’s Episcopal Church in Casper, Fred Phelps and the Westboro Baptist Church protested outside.

A Protestor

God Hates Fags, Matt in Hell – Signs held by anti-gay protestors at Matthew Shepard’s funeral and the trials of his murderers

kreuzige, kreuzige!               (translation: crucify, crucify)

A boy who takes a boy to bed?  Where I come from that’s not polite  He asked for it, you got that right  The fires of Hell burn hot and red  The only good fag is a fag that’s dead

A man and a woman, the Good Lord said  As sure as Eve took that first bite  The fires of Hell burn hot and red

kreuzige, kreuzige!

Beneath the Hunter’s Moon he bled  That must have been a pretty sight  The fires of Hell burn hot and red

C’mon, kids, it’s time for bed

Say your prayers, kiss Dad good night

A boy who takes a boy to bed?  The fires of Hell burn hot and red

crucify, crucify . . .  the light

crucify the light . . .

Keep It Away From Me

(The Wound of Love)

don’t wanna look on this  never get near  flames too raw for me  grief too deep keep it away from me  stay out of my heart stay out of my hope some son, somebody’s pain  some child gone  child never mine  born to this trouble  don’t wanna be born to this world world where sometimes yes  world where mostly no  the wound of love

smoke round my throat  rain down my soul  no heaven lies  keep them gone  keep them never  grief too deep, flames too raw  keep them away from me  stay out of my heart  stay out of my hope  don’t try  any old story on me  no wing no song   no cry no comfort ye  no wound ever mine  close up the gates of night  the wound of love keep this all away from me  the wound of love  you take away  the wounds of the world  keep it away from me

RECITATION IV

National media began to broadcast the story. As the news began to spread, many people across the country gathered together in candlelight vigils, moved to (silently) speak for life over death, love over hate, light over darkness.

Fire of the Ancient Heart

Cantor:

“What have you done? Hark, thy brother’s blood cries to me from the ground.”

Choir:

Called by this candle Led to the flame  Called to remember  Enter the flame

Cantor:  all our flames now  swaying and free all our hearts now  moving as one every living spirit turned toward peace  all our tender hopes awake

Choir:

Called by this candle  Led to the flame  Called to remember  Enter the flame

Fire: howl

Fire: broken

Fire: burst

Fire: rage

Fire: swell

Fire: shatter

Fire: wail

Fire

We all betray the ancient heart Ev’ry one of us, all of us

His heart, my heart, your heart, one heart “In each moment the fire rages, it will burn away a hundred veils.”    Burning     Breaking     Grasping     Raging

how do we keep these  flames in our hands?  how do we guard these  fears in our hearts?  how long to hold these  griefs in our songs?

remembering anger  weave it with hope remembering  exile  braid it with praise  longing past horror  longing past dread  dreaming of healing  past all our pain

Fire: living  in me  Fire: purify  Fire: now hold me  Fire: seize my heart

(enter the flame, enter the flame  shatter my heart, shatter my heart called to enter, burn a hundred veils)

Called by this flame  Fire of my heart:  Break down all walls  Open all doors  Only this Love

“Eyes of flesh, eyes of fire”

Lumina, lumina, lumina                  Open us,   All!

(In each moment the fire rages, it will burn away a hundred veils.)

RECITATION V

Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson were arrested shortly after the attack and charged with murder, kidnapping, and aggravated robbery. The first of two trials began on October 26, 1999; both were convicted of the murder and sentenced to two consecutive life sentences.

We Are All Sons

Stray birds of summer come to my window to sing and fly away.

And yellow leaves of autumn which have no songs flutter and fall there with a sigh.

Once we dreamt that we were strangers.

We wake up to find that we were dear to each other.

I Am Like You

I am like you

Aaron  and Russell

When I think of you (and honestly I don’t like to think about you)  but sometimes I do,   I am so horrified, and just so angry and confused (and scared)  that you could do things to another boy—they were so cruel and   so undeserved, so dark and hard and full of (I don’t know)

am I like you? (in any way)

(I pray the answer is no)  Am I like you?

I bet you once had hopes and dreams, too.

I am like you, I get confused and I’m afraid  and I’ve been reckless, I’ve been restless, bored,  unthinking, listless, intoxicated,   I’ve come unhinged,   and made mistakes  and hurt people very much.

Sometimes I feel (in springtime, in early afternoon)   the sunshine warm on my face;   you feel this too (don’t you?),   the sunshine warm on your face.

I am like you.   (this troubles me).   I am like you   (just needed to say this).

Some things we love get lost along the way.

we are all sons of fathers and mothers  we are all sons

sometimes no home for us here on the earth  no place to lay our heads  we are all sons of fathers and mothers

if you could know for one moment  how it is to live in our bodies  within the world

if you could know

you ask too much of us  you ask too little

RECITATION VI

In the days and weeks after Matthew’s death, many people came to the fence to pay homage and pray and grieve.

The Fence (one week later)

I have seen people come out here with a pocketknife and take a piece of the fence, like a relic, like an icon.

Rev. Stephen M. Johnson, Unitarian minister

I keep still  I stand firm  I hold my ground  while they lay down

flowers and photos  prayers and poems  crystals and candles  sticks and stones

they come in herds  they stand and stare  they sit and sigh  they crouch and cry  some of them touch me  in unexpected ways  without asking permission  and then move on

but I don’t mind  being a shrine  is better than being the scene of the crime

RECITATION VII

Matthew’s father made his statement to the court on November 5, 1999.

Stars

By the end of the beating, his body was just trying to survive. You left him out there by himself, but he wasn’t alone. There were his lifelong friends with him—friends that he had grown up with. You’re probably wondering who these friends were. First, he had the beautiful night sky with the same stars and moon that we used to look at through a telescope. Then, he had the daylight and the sun to shine on him one more time—one more cool, wonderful autumn day in Wyoming. His last day alive in Wyoming. His last day alive in the state that he always proudly called home. And through it all he was breathing in for the last time the smell of Wyoming sagebrush and the scent of pine trees from the snowy range. He heard the wind—the ever-present Wyoming wind—for the last time. He had one more friend with him. One he grew to know through his time in Sunday school and as an acolyte at St. Mark’s in Casper as well as through his visits to St. Matthew’s in Laramie.

I feel better knowing he wasn’t alone.

Stars  across  scattered  the  sky   in  blinking  dismay  unable  being  to help  light  years  away

RECITATION VIII

Matthew was left tied to the fence for almost eighteen hours.

In Need of Breath

Matt:

My heart

Is an unset jewel Upon the tender night

Yearning for its dear old friend The Moon.

When the Nameless One debuts again Ten thousand facets of my being unfurl wings And reveal such a radiance inside

I enter a realm divine  ̶    I too begin to sweetly cast light, Like a lamp, I cast light  Through the streets of this World.

My heart is an unset jewel Upon existence Waiting for the Friend’s touch.

Tonight

Tonight

My heart is an unset ruby Offered bowed and weeping to the Sky. I am dying in these cold hours For the resplendent glance of God.

My heart Is an unset jewel Upon the tender night

My heart is an unset ruby Offered bowed and weeping to the Sky.

RECITATION IX

Sheriff’s Deputy, Reggie Fluty, the first to report to the scene, told Judy Shepard that as she ran to the fence she saw a large doe lying near Matt—as if the deer had been keeping him company all through the night.

Deer Song

Deer:

A mist is over the mountain,  The stars in their meadows upon the air,  Your people are waiting below them,  And you know there’s a gathering there.

All night I lay there beside you, I cradled your pain in my care, We move through creation together, And we know there’s a welcoming there.

Welcome, welcome, sounds the song, Calling, calling clear;  Always with us, evergreen heart, Where can we be but there?

Matthew:

I’ll find all the love I have longed for,   The home that’s been calling my heart so long  So soon I’ll be cleansed in those waters,

My fevers forever be gone;  Where else on earth but these waters?

No more, no more to be torn;

My own ones, my dearest, are waiting  ̶  And I’ll weep to be where I belong.

Welcome, welcome, sounds the song,  Calling, calling clear;  Always with me, evergreen heart, Where can I be but here?

RECITATION X

The fence has been torn down. People still come to pay their respects.

The Fence (after) / The Wind

prayed upon  frowned upon

revered  feared  adored  abhorred

despised  idolized

splintered  scarred

weathered  worn  broken down  broken up

ripped apart  ripped away  gone  but not forgotten

The North Wind   carried his father’s laugh  The South Wind  carried his mother’s song  The East Wind  carried his brother’s cheer  The West Wind  carried his lover’s moan

The Winds of the World  wove together a prayer  to carry that hurt boy home

prayed upon  frowned upon

revered  feared

North Wind, South Wind, East Wind, West Wind

Pilgrimage

The land was sold and a new fence now stands about fifty yards away. People still come to pay  their respects.

– Jim Osborn, friend of Matthew Shepard

I walk to the fence with beauty before me  The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want

I walk to the fence with beauty behind me  Yit’gadal v’yit’ kadash (may his great name grow)

I walk to the fence with beauty above me

Om Mani Padme Ham (Om! the jewel in the lotus, hum!)

I walk to the fence with beauty below me  Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit

I reach the fence surrounded by beauty  wail of wind, cry of hawk

I leave the fence surrounded by beauty  sigh of sagebrush, hush of stone

(Beauty above me, beauty below me  By beauty surrounded)

Still, still, still, I wonder....  wail of wind, cry of hawk

Still, still, still, I wonder. .  wail of wind, cry of hawk

Still       still        still

(Splintered, scarred, weathered, worn, broken down, gone)

Winds of the World:  carry him home.

EPILOGUE

Meet Me Here

Meet me here

Won’t you meet me here

Where the old fence ends and the horizon begins

There’s a balm in the silence

Like an understanding air

Where the old fence ends and the horizon begins

We’ve been walking through the darkness

On this long, hard climb

Carried ancestral sorrow

For too long a time

Will you lay down your burden

Lay it down, come with me  It will never be forgotten

Held in love, so tenderly

Then we’ll come to the mountain

We’ll go bounding to see   That great circle of dancing

And we’ll dance endlessly

And we’ll dance with the all the children

Who’ve been lost along the way

We will welcome each other  Coming home, this glorious day

We are home in the mountain

And we’ll gently understand      That we’ve been friends forever  That we’ve never been alone

We’ll sing on through any darkness  And our Song will be our sight  We can learn to offer praise again  Coming home to the light . . .

Thanks

Choir:   Thank you

Listen  with the night falling we are saying thank you  we are stopping on the bridges to bow from the railings  we are running out of the glass rooms  with our mouths full of food to look at the sky  and say thank you  we are standing by the water thanking it  standing by the windows looking out  in our directions

Thank you, thank you

Hohou, hohou    (Arapaho—thank you)  Yontonwe    (Huron—thank you)

back from a series of hospitals back from a mugging  after funerals we are saying thank you  after the news of the dead  whether or not we knew them we are saying thank you

over telephones we are saying thank you  in doorways and in the backs of cars and in elevators  remembering wars and the police at the door  and the beatings on stairs we are saying thank you  in the banks we are saying thank you  in the faces of the officials and the rich  and of all who will never change  we go on saying thank you thank you

Hohou, Yontonwe . .

Thank you

with the animals dying around us  taking our feelings we are saying thank you  with the forests falling faster than the minutes  of our lives we are saying thank you  with the words going out like cells of a brain  with the cities growing over us  we are saying thank you faster and faster  with nobody listening we are saying thank you  thank you we are saying and waving  dark though it is

All Of Us

What could be the song?

Where begin again?  Who could meet us there?

Where might we begin?

From the shadows climb,

Rise to sing again;  Where could be the joy?

How do we begin?

Never our despair,

Never the least of us,  Never turn away,

Never hide our face;  Ordinary boy,

Only all of us,  Free us from our fear,

Only all of us.

Only in the Love,

Love that lifts us up,  Clear from out the heart

From the mountain’s side,  Come creation come,

Strong as any stream;  How can we let go? How can we forgive?

How can we be dream?

Out of heaven, rain,

Rain to wash us free;  Rivers flowing on,

Ever to the sea;  Bind up every wound,

Every cause to grieve;  Always to forgive,

Only to believe.

[Chorale:]

Most noble Light, Creation’s face, How should we live but joined in you, Remain within your saving grace Through all we say and do And know we are the Love that moves The sun and all the stars?+

O Love that dwells, O Love that burns In every human heart.

(Only in the Love, Love that lifts us up!)

This evergreen, this heart, this soul,  Now moves us to remake our world, Reminds us how we are to be Your people born to dream;  How old this joy, how strong this call,              To sing your radiant care With every voice, in cloudless hope Of our belonging here.

Only in the Love,  Love that lifts us up,  Clear from out the heart  From out the mountain’s side,   Come creation come,      Strong as any stream;  How can we let go? How can we forgive?  How can we be dream?

Out of heaven, rain,  Rain to wash us free;  Rivers running on,  Ever to the sea;  Bind up every wound, Every cause to grieve;  Always to forgive, Only to believe.

REPRISE

This Chant of Life (Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass)

(This chant of life cannot be heard  It must be felt, there is no word  To sing that could express the true  Significance of how we wind  Through all these hoops of Earth and mind  Through horses, cattle, sky and grass  And all these things that sway and pass.)

Considering Matthew Shepard

Text authors and publication credits.

All music composed by Craig Hella Johnson © 2016.

1. Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass Compilation with additional text © Craig Hella Johnson / Please Come to Wyoming by John D. Nesbitt © by John D. Nesbitt. Used by kind permission. / Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass by Sue Wallis © by Estate of Sue Wallis. Used by kind permission. Quoting Prelude in C Major Book 1, Well-Tempered Clavier by J. S. Bach

2. Ordinary Boy © Craig Hella Johnson / From The Meaning of Matthew, by Judy Shepard p. 206. / + I Love Poem by Matt Shepard © by Judy Shepard. Used by kind permission.

3. We Tell Each Other Stories We Tell Each Other Stories © Craig Hella Johnson

5. The Fence (before)* Lesléa Newman

7. The Fence (that night) Material reproduced from Hildegard of Bingen from Symphonia: A Critical Edition of the “Symphonia Armonie Celestium Revelationum” (Symphony of the Harmony of Celestial Revelations), Second Edition, translated by Barbara Newman. © 1988, 1998 by Cornell University.  Used by permission of the translator, Barbara Newman, and publisher, Cornell University Press. / The Fence (that night)* Lesléa Newman

8. A Protestor * Lesléa Newman / Additional italicized text by Craig Hella Johnson

10. Keep it Away From Me (The Wound of Love) by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson

© 2015 by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson. Used by kind permission. / Gabriela Mistral

12. Fire of the Ancient Heart by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson © 2015 by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson. Used by kind permission. / Genesis 4:10 / Rumi / William Blake.

With thanks to Tom Burritt – percussion consultation and special arrangement

14. Stray Birds Stray Birds by Rabindranath Tagore

15. We Are All Sons (part 1) by Michael Dennis Browne © 2015 by Michael Dennis Browne. Used by kind permission.

16. I Am Like You/We Are All Sons (part 2) © Craig Hella Johnson

17. The Innocence by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson © 2015 by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson. Used by kind permission.

19. The Fence (one week later)* Lesléa Newman

21. Stars* Lesléa Newman / Dennis Shepard Statement to the Court

22. In Need of Breath Hafiz lyrics from “In Need of the Breath” from the Penguin (New York) publication The Gift: Poems by Hafiz by Daniel Ladinsky. Copyright © 1999 Daniel Ladinsky and used with his permission.

23. Deer Song by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson © 2015 by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson. Used by kind permission.

24. The Fence (after)/The Wind* Lesléa Newman

25. Pilgrimage* Lesléa Newman

26. Meet Me Here © Craig Hella Johnson

27. Thanks “Even in This Rain” text by Michael Dennis Browne © 2019 by Michael Dennis Browne

28. All of Us by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson © 2015 by Michael Dennis Browne and Craig Hella Johnson. Used by kind permission. / + from Divine Comedy, from the Paradiso by Dante, adapted by Michael Dennis Browne

29. Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass (reprise) Cattle, Horses, Sky and Grass by Sue Wallis © by Estate of Sue Wallis. Used by kind permission. / Please Come to Wyoming by John D. Nesbitt © by John D. Nesbitt. Used by kind permission.

Recitations I-X compiled from news reports and crafted by Craig Hella Johnson and Michael Dennis Browne.

ADDITIONAL CITATIONS:

Texts by Craig Hella Johnson and/or Michael Dennis Browne © 2016.  *All works authored by Lesléa Newman are from OCTOBER MOURNING: A SONG FOR MATTHEW SHEPARD. Copyright © 2012 by Lesléa Newman. Reproduced by permission of the publisher, Candlewick Press, Somerville, MA.

Selections used by permission of Curtis Brown, Ltd. Copyright © 2012. All Rights Reserved.

“Introduction” from OCTOBER MOURNING: A SONG FOR MATTHEW SHEPARD by Lesléa

On Tuesday, October 6, 1998, at approximately 11:45 p.m., twenty-one-year-old Matthew Shepard, a gay college student attending the University of Wyoming, was kidnapped from a bar by twenty-one-year old Aaron McKinney and twenty-one-year-old Russell Henderson.  Pretending to be gay, the two men lured Matthew Shepard into their truck, drove him to the outskirts of Laramie, robbed him, beat him with a pistol, tied him to a buck-rail fence, and left him to die.  The next day, at about 6:00 p.m. – eighteen hours after the attack – he was discovered and taken to a hospital.  He never regained consciousness and died five days later, on Monday, October 12, with his family by his side.

One of the last things Matthew Shepard did that Tuesday night was attend a meeting of the University of Wyoming’s Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgendered Association.  The group was putting final touches on plans for Gay Awareness Week, scheduled to begin the following Sunday, October 11, coinciding with a National Coming Out Day.  Planned campus activities included a film showing, an open poetry reading, and a keynote speaker.

That keynote speaker was me.

I never forgot what happened in Laramie, and around the tenth anniversary of Matthew Shepard’s death, I found myself thinking more and more about him.  And so I began writing a series of poems, striving to create a work of art that explores the events surrounding Matthew Shepard’s murder in order to gain a better understanding of their impact on myself and the world.

What really happened at the fence that night?  Only three people know the answer to that question.  Two of them are imprisoned, convicted murderers whose stories often contradict each other (for example, in separate interviews both McKinney and Henderson have claimed that he alone tied Matthew Shepard to the fence).  The other person who knows what really happened that night is dead.  We will never know his side of the story.

This book is my side of the story.

While the poems in this book are inspired by actual events, they do not in any way represent the statements, thoughts, feelings, opinions, or attitudes of any actual person.  The statements, thoughts, feelings, opinions, and attitudes conveyed belong to me. All monologues contained within the poems are figments of my imagination; no actual person spoke any of the words contained within the body of any poem.  Those words are mine and mine alone.  When the words of an actual person are used as a short epiraph for a poem, the source of that quote is cited at the back of the book in a section entitled “Notes,” which contains citations and suggestions for further reading about the crime.  The poems, which are meant to be read in sequential order as one whole work, are a work of poetic invention and imagination: a historical novel in verse.  The poems are not an objective reporting of Matthew Shepard’s murder and its aftermath; rather they are my own personal interpretation of them.

There is a bench on the campus of the University of Wyoming dedicated to Matthew Shepard, inscribed with the words He continues to make a difference. My hope is that readers of October Mourning: A Song for Matthew Shepard will be inspired to make a difference and honor his legacy by erasing hate and replacing it with compassion, understanding, and love.

OCTOBER MOURNING: A SONG FOR MATTHEW SHEPARD.

Copyright © 2012 by Lesléa Newman. Reproduced by permission of the publisher, Candlewick Press, Somerville, MA.

Emily Yocum Black Paducah, KY
Melissa Givens Claremont, CA
Chelsea Helm Washington, DC
Gitanjali Mathur Austin, TX
Savannah Porter Brooklyn, NY
Kathlene Ritch Santa Fe, NM
Tiana Sorenson Chicago, IL
Shari Alise Wilson Austin, TX
Ana Baida Atlanta, GA
Sarah Brauer Eugene, OR
Janet Carlsen Campbell Omaha, NE
Grace Kiver Washington, DC
ALTO
Lauren McAllister Cincinnati, OH
Laura Mercado-Wright Austin, TX
Lianna Wimberly Williams Atlanta, GA
Brian Giebler Long Island City, NY
Performing the role of Matthew Shepard
Haitham Haidar Montreal, QC
David Kurtenbach Rivera San Francisco, CA
Jos Milton Oxford, MS
Wilson Nichols New York, NY
Brendan Jacob Smith Brooklyn, NY   Jason Vest Cincinnati, OH
Gregory Fletcher Moreno Valley, CA
Rick Gabrillo Round Rock, TX
Robert Harlan Austin, TX
Michael Hawes Pflugerville, TX
BASS
Enrico Lagasca New York, NY
Tim O’Brien Austin, TX
John Proft Austin, TX
Jonathan Woody New York, NY

PERCUSSIONISTS

“Fire of the Ancient Heart” Guest percussionists from the The University of Texas Percussion Studio:

Clinton J. Washington III Lugoff, SC

Jenna Boone Rocklin, CA

Chia-Yu Lin

Taoyuan City, Taiwan

CO-PRODUCER & STAGE DIRECTOR

Elliott Forrest

Peabody Award winning broadcaster, director, producer, designer, filmmaker. Midday host on New York’s Classical Radio Station 105.9FM, WQXR. Founding Executive Artistic Director of ArtsRock.org of Rockland County, NY. Co-Creator, Producer, Projection Designer of the National Tours of An Evening with Itzhak Perlman and Micheal Feinstein Celebrates Judy Garland and Tony Bennett. Director, award-winning documentary with violinist Kelly Hall-Tompkins Face to Face: Forgotten Voices Heard, premiered at Carnegie Hall. Host of the national radio concerts of The Chamber Music Society of Lincoln Center.

Co-Director and Projection Designer: NY Production with Trinity Wall Street, National Tour and PBS-TV Special of Considering Matthew Shepard by Craig Hella Johnson. Executive Producer, The Public Theater’s Shakespeare in the Park on the Radio of Richard II. Director, Aid News, MCC Theater, NY. Directed productions of A Christmas Carol with David Hyde Pierce, F. Murray Abraham, Brian Cox, Tony Roberts, Kathleen Turner. Featured on Grammy winning comedy album WTWP: Classical Talkity Talk Radio with Peter Schickele.

Regularly produces, directs and designs symphony concerts: LA Philharmonic, The NY Philharmonic, Houston Symphony, Philadelphia Orchestra, Atlanta Symphony, New Haven Symphony, Pasadena Pops and the Little Orchestra Society in venues including the Kennedy Center, Hollywood Bowl and Lincoln Center. Orchestra narrator: Saint-Saens’ Carnival of the Animals, Peter and the Wolf, Lincoln Portrait For 12 years, Host, A&E Television Breakfast with the Arts. Was on the Gong Show with Chuck Barris in the 1970’s. Co-host, The Late, Late Radio Show with Tom Snyder. Theater Grad, University of Texas, Austin. www.elliottforrest.com

CO-PRODUCER & STAGE DIRECTOR

Rod Caspers

Rod Caspers served as the Executive Director of University Events at The University of Texas at Austin – creating and producing a wide variety of special events. Prior to that he served as the Executive Director of Creative Services for the UT System, where he and colleagues received five Lone Star Emmy Awards for creating/ producing the PBS series, State of Tomorrow He has taught and directed at the University of Wisconsin and The University of Texas at Austin. While at UT he received the Margaret C. Berry Award for Outstanding Contribution to Student Life as well as being named a Top Hand by the Ex-Students’ Association. Directing credits include Merrily We Roll Along, The Secret Garden, Big River, Honk!, Ah, Wilderness!, Branson or Bust, The Rivers and Ravines and The Bat (a new adaption of Die Fledermaus). Stage managing credits include The Radio City Christmas Spectacular starring the Rockettes (seven seasons) and Jim Henson’s Musical World at Carnegie Hall with the New York Pops, the Muppets and the casts of Avenue Q and Sesame Street Rod conducts directing/curriculum workshops across the country and served as a guest artist for the Facing History and Ourselves program in Switzerland and the Czech Republic. He co-produced/directed the Texas Medal of Arts Celebration for the Texas Cultural Trust and recently directed Darden Smith’s Western Skies. Rod staged the original production of Conspirare’s Considering Matthew Shepard as well as consequent productions across the US. Last year he co-directed the NYC production at Trinity Wall Street.

viola
Ames Asbell Austin, TX
percussion Thomas Burritt Leander, TX
double bass Utah Hamrick San Marcos, TX
cello
Douglas Harvey Austin, TX
violin
Stephen Redfield Santa Fe, NM
clarinet
Vanguel Tangarov Austin, TX
guitar
Mitch Watkins Austin, TX
conductor and pianist understudy
Austin Haller

SET DESIGNER

Nate Bertone

Nate Bertone is a NYC-based theatrical storyteller who has worked internationally as a director, designer, playwright, and producer. His work has been seen at Lincoln Center, Disney’s D23 Expo, Google, and regional theaters across the country. Recently, he co-produced the new musical How to Dance in Ohio on Broadway, Your Lie in April on the West End, and Co-Produced/Directed/Designed the Australian tour of Alice in Wonderland. As the Associate to Tony AwardWinning Designer Beowulf Boritt: Be More Chill (West End/Japan), Crazy for You (LCT), Superhero (2ST). Assistant to: Harmony New York, New York Freestyle Love Supreme, A Bronx Tale (Broadway). His plays Letters From War and The SeaView Nursing Home for the Newly Deceased are currently in development. Nate’s children’s book Nana Nana was published in September 2024 and was created in benefit of Seth Rogen and Lauren Miller Rogen’s Hilarity for Charity and The Alzheimer’s Association. He is a proud member of The Dramatists Guild and USA829. Nate is represented by the Gersh Agency. Carnegie Mellon University Alumnus. Dean’s Scholar of Central Saint Martins, London. @natebertone / natebertone.com

ASSISTANT SET DESIGNER

Matthew Herman

COSTUME DESIGNER

Claudia Stefany

Claudia Stefany is a freelance Costume Designer and Wardrobe Supervisor in the greater NY/NJ/CT area having won an OnStage Critics award for Best Costume Design for Sunday In The Park With George A native of Cleveland and a graduate of Baldwin-Wallace University, she previously served as the Associate Artistic Director at the SHAPE Performing Arts Centre outside of Brussels, Belgium. She is currently on the Board of Directors at Elmwood Playhouse in Nyack, New York and is the Wardrobe Supervisor at Hudson Valley Shakespeare Festival in Garrison, New York. – Deep gratitude to Elliott and Rod for bringing me along to help tell this remarkable story. claudiastefany.com

PROJECTION DESIGNER

Camilla Tassi

Camilla Tassi is a NYC-based projection designer and musician from Florence, Italy. Design credits include Falling Out of Time (Carnegie Hall), King Arthur (Lincoln Center, Juilliard415), Seachange (Miami City Ballet), Elijah Reimagined (Kennedy Center), Adoration (Beth Morrison Projects), L’Orfeo (Apollo’s Fire Tour), Malhaar (Walt Disney Concert Hall, LA Master Chorale), Path of Miracles (Conspirare), The Extinctionist (Heartbeat Opera), The Listeners (Princeton Glee Club), Sandra (TheaterWorks Hartford), Iphigénie en Tauride (Boston Baroque), American Railroad (Silkroad Ensemble Tour), La bohème (Music Academy of the West), The Hunt (Miller Theater), and Alcina (Yale Opera). Broadway: Illinoise, Associate. She has sung with the Yale Schola Cantorum and NY Philharmonic. Tassi has guest lectured at institutions including Princeton, Dartmouth, Penn State, and Yale. 2022 Burry Fredrik design award, 2023 Robert L. Tobin Opera DirectorDesigner prize. Tassi holds degrees in computer science, music, and projection design. She completed her MFA in Design at the David Geffen School of Drama at Yale, under Wendall Harrington. @camtassi / camillatassi.com

LIGHTING DESIGNER & STAGE MANAGER

Viera Buzgova

Viera Buzgova’s experience in the world of music is multi-faceted: she studied piano for 12 years, received her Bachelor’s degree in church music, sang in many choirs, played various percussion instruments, and has been involved in many aspects of the production side of choral performance. Her light design and theatrical production career began in 1998 while working as a Technical Director with Concordia University at Austin theater program. During her 10-year tenure there, she directed light design, set design and construction, and stage crew management. Since 2012, she has been working with Grammy-award winning Conspirare in various production roles, including stage management and light design. Outside of her production life, Viera is an owner and managing partner of an Austin-based immigration law firm.

MASTER ELECTRICIAN & LIGHTING DESIGNER

Sam Tompkins Martin

Previous credits with Conspirare include Christmas tours 2022 & 2023 and The Muse Speaks: The House of Belonging in 2023. Other lighting design, programming, and production work with the University of Texas at Austin, Austin Shakespeare, ZACH Theatre, and onscreen for Netflix & Google. A native of Richmond, VA Sam holds a degree in theatre from Vermont’s Middlebury College & worked in Massachusetts and New York before relocating to Texas in 2021.

ASSISTANT LIGHTING DESIGN

Kate Hazzard

CO-PRODUCER & TECHNICAL DIRECTOR

Robert Harlan

Robert Harlan is a founding member of Conspirare, singing in the chamber choir and Symphonic every season for the last 31 years. He has also served as Technical Director for the last 15 years, where he has assisted in producing, designing and executing all of Conspirare’s tours, concerts, recordings and films. Robert performs with professional choirs around the country and has a background in musical theater, art and engineering. Robert designed the Considering Matthew Shepard touring set and fence and designs the Conspirare Christmas concert stage annually at the Long Center. He is co-producer of the Conspirare Christmas recordings and spearheaded the technical aspects of remote audio/video recording for in-home video concerts.

SOUND DESIGN

Randall Squires

MONITOR ENGINEER

Juno Black

PROJECTIONS ASSISTANTS

Ben G. Randall (AUSTIN) Mark Williams (PHILADELPHIA)

POET / CO-LIBRETTIST

Michael Dennis Browne

Michael Dennis Browne came to the United States in 1965 from England, where he was born, of mostly Irish ancestry, in 1940. After graduating from the University of Iowa, he taught at Iowa, Columbia, Bennington, and the University of Minnesota. He is now a professor emeritus at the University of Minnesota, where he taught for thirty-nine years, served a term as director of the creative writing program, and was a member of the Academy of Distinguished Teachers.

Browne’s poems have been published in many magazines and anthologies, and his awards include fellowships from the National Endowment for the Arts, the Bush Foundation, the Jerome Foundation, and the McKnight Foundation. Two of his collections have won the Minnesota Book Award for poetry. His most recent collection of poems, The Voices was published by Carnegie Mellon in 2016. As a librettist, he has written many texts for music, working for many years with composer Stephen Paulus. Their post-Holocaust oratorio, To Be Certain of the Dawn, was nominated for the Pulitzer Prize in music by the Minnesota Orchestra. Other composers he has worked with include John Foley S.J., Carolyn Jennings, Juliana Hall, Tim Takach and Craig Hella Johnson, with whom he recently collaborated on Considering Matthew Shepard.

He lives in Minneapolis and is married to Lisa McLean; their children are Peter, Mary, and Nellie.

POET / AUTHOR

Lesléa Newman

Lesléa Newman has created 85 books for readers of all ages, including the novel-in-verse, October Mourning: A Song for Matthew Shepard ; the fully illustrated poetic biography, Always Matt: A Tribute to Matthew Shepard ; a pair of memoirs-in-verse, I Carry My Mother and I Wish My Father; the short story collection, A Letter to Harvey Milk ; the middle-grade novel, Hachiko Waits ; and the children’s books, Sparkle Boy ; The Babka Sisters ; The Fairest in the Land ; The Boy Who Cried Fabulous ; A Fire Engine for Ruthie ; Ketzel, the Cat Who Composed ; Welcoming Elijah: A Passover Tale With A Tail ; and Heather Has Two Mommies Her literary awards include poetry fellowships from the National Endowment for the Arts and the Massachusetts Artists Foundation; two National Jewish Book Awards; two American Library Association Stonewall Honors; the Association of Jewish Libraries Sydney Taylor Body-of-Work Award; the Golden Crown Literary Society Trailblazer Lifetime Achievement Award; the Matthew Shepard Foundation Making a Difference Award; and the Massachusetts Book Award. Her books have been translated into Chinese, French, Italian, Spanish, German, Turkish, and Swedish. From 2008 – 2010, she served as the poet laureate of Northampton, MA. Currently she teaches at the Naslund-Mann Graduate School of Writing. www.lesleanewman.com

Production Team

CO-PRODUCERS

Rod Caspers

Elliott Forrest

Robert Harlan

Craig Hella Johnson

Ann McNair

CREW

Jon Fritzlen

Lalo Rodríguez

Sarah Williams

PRODUCTION PARTNERS

Mann Center for the Performing Arts

Nomad Sound

Texas Performing Arts

TSV Sound & Vision

PRINTED PROGRAM DESIGN

Karin Elsener

AMBASSADORS

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Rod Howard

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Conspirare is grateful to our Ambassadors for serving as ushers, providing office and storage assistance, and many other jobs that keep us singing!

To learn more about becoming an Ambassador, contact Ali Lewis at alewis@conspirare.org.

WITH GRATITUDE TO OUR Friends and Supporters

Andrea Ariel Movement Specialist

Bob Bursey

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& Greg Wooldridge

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Gitanjali Mathur & Ciji Isen

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Conspirare is grateful to our Artist Hosts for providing artist accommodations. If you have a spare bedroom (or more!) and would like to learn more about hosting an artist, please contact Meri Krueger at mkrueger@conspirare.org.

Performance Note

Conspirare performs in venues that best enhance choral performances. We acknowledge that some performing venues and some of the choral repertoire represent specific religious and cultural history. We do not intend to exclude any individual whose experience or beliefs are not represented. Conspirare respects and celebrates the great diversity of religious, artistic, and human experiences represented among our singers, musicians, and audience members. We believe the audience creates the space in which the music is held.

CONSPIRARE

CRAIG HELLA JOHNSON

is the founding artistic director and conductor of Conspirare. Beloved for crafting thought-provoking musical journeys that create deep connections between performers and listeners, Hella Johnson is also Artistic Partner at the Oregon Bach Festival. Hella Johnson is a celebrated guest conductor of choral and orchestral works, a published composer, arranger, and educator. Hella Johnson is an Artist in Residence at Texas State University, earning the 2022 Presidential Award for Excellence in Scholarly/ Creative Activities.

Hella Johnson’s concert-length composition Considering Matthew Shepard was premiered and recorded by Conspirare and continues to have broad national and international reach, having been performed by more than 60 choirs worldwide.

Hella Johnson’s accomplishments have been recognized with numerous awards and honors. Notably among them, he and Conspirare won a 2015 GRAMMY® for Best Choral Performance. His honors also include Chorus America’s Michael Korn Founders Award for Development of the Professional Choral, Texas State Musician, the Matthew Shepard Foundation’s Dennis Dougherty Award for Community Leadership and most recently, Wartburg College’s 2023 Graven Award.

is a GRAMMY®-winning choir and nonprofit performing arts and music education organization that believes in the power of music to change lives, inspire peace, and foster belonging. Conspirare was established in 1991 in Austin, Texas, by Craig Hella Johnson and a band of dedicated supporters.

Conspirare shares the gift of singing through:

Conspirare: A Company of Voices

Our GRAMMY®-winning professional choir that performs, records, and teaches.

Conspirare Symphonic Choir

Our choir of volunteer musicians who audition and perform.

Conspirare Artist Citizen Choral Collective

Gathers local educators and singers to co-create a choral culture through community involvement, engaging rehearsals, and high-level performance.

Music in Schools

Our musicians inspire and uplift choir students and their teachers at diverse middle and high schools through master classes and free performances.

Big Sing

Free community singing opportunities held at public places like schools, libraries, and museums.

Upcoming Concerts

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Restless Hearts

Immerse yourself in music of comfort and hope with Florence Price’s Abraham Lincoln Walks at Midnight and the iconic Duruflé Requiem. With the Conspirare Symphonic Choir.

SATURDAY NOVEMBER 16 8 pm

University Presbyterian Church Austin, TX

Conspirare Christmas

Experience this holiday favorite with Featured Artist Lianna Wimberly Williams.

SATURDAY DECEMBER 7 8 pm

SUNDAY DECEMBER 8 4 pm

Hogg Memorial Auditorium Austin, TX

– ON TOUR –

MONDAY DECEMBER 9

St. Luke’s UMC Houston, TX

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 11

Central Lutheran Church Minneapolis, MN

THURSDAY DECEMBER 12

St. Michael-Albertville PAC St. Michael, MN

Our Impact:

All of us belong! Last season you helped . . .

4,000 people experience beauty, healing and belonging through concerts and free community “Big Sings.”

300 choir students learn in free class sessions with a Conspirare singer and attend Conspirare Christmas with their teacher.

76 professional artists work doing what they do best.

83 volunteers and 707 donors be a vital part of co-creating transformative music experiences.

12,000 YouTube viewers watching from home or choir classrooms.

596,705 Spotify listeners and 7,139 dedicated YouTube followers listen, teach, learn, and sing with us.

Big Sing: Let Freedom Sing

Where the audience is the Choir

THURSDAY OCTOBER 24 6 pm Austin Central Library

Soprano Lianna Wimberly Williams
Florence Price Maurice Duruflé

Craig Hella Johnson

would like to acknowledge:

Matt Alber

Jennifer Braham

Michael Dennis Browne

Thomas Burritt

Rod Caspers

Fran and Larry Collmann

Rob Deemer

Cynthia Gonzales

Michele Josue

Robert Kyr

Nicole Lammartine

Jason Marsden

Ann McNair

Paul Melroy

Evans Mirageas

Elizabeth Neeld

Lesléa Newman

Lacey Roop

Dennis and Judy Shepard

Sheila Youngblood

The Singers, Staff and Board of Conspirare

Considering Matthew Shepard Committee

Thank you to the following individuals for their enthusiastic support of Considering Matthew Shepard in the community.

J. Randle Adair

Fran & Larry Collmann

Marianne DeLeon

Nina Di Leo

Scott Dinger

Lee Manford & Casey Blass

Joey Martin

Ann McNair

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of Us” Choirs

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Steve White, Director

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Conspirare Symphonic Choir

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Craig Hella Johnson, Artistic Director & Conductor

Harker Heights High School

Master Singers

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Deric Lewis, Director

Texas State University

Chorale & University Singers

Joey M. Martin & Thomas Rinn, Directors

The University of Texas at Austin

Concert Chorale & University Chorus

J.D. Burnett, Suzanne Pence, Eric Newell, and Chongwoo Steve Ko, Directors

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In an emergency, please listen for instructions from the stage. Most patrons will exit towards the back.

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Your Generosity Brings Our Song to Life.

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The Huebsch-Stroud Family *

Donna & William Hulsey

Michael D. & Cora Jo Hummel

David L. Hunt

Impact Arts Austin

Bobbi Kaye Jones & David Gilliam *

Phyllis & Lane Keller

Mark & Becky Konen *

Kati Lewis

Paul J. & Kathy Lindquist

John & Nancy Loftis

Anonymous

Henry E. Meadows, Jr.

Linda Mountain

Sue & Mike Nazar *

Marcia E. & Jeffrey Noebels

Ashley Nwonuma

Bill O’Meara

Dorothy O’Shea Overbey *

Pelton Charitable Foundation, Inc.

Jean A. Permann

Stuart Phillips *

Barbara Pollock & Carol Mouché

Jane Ramirez *

Pat & Ken Reed *

Jo-Michael & Mary Scheibe

April Marie Schweighart *

Araminta & Tom Sellers

Carolyn & Marc Seriff

Debra Shivers

Anonymous

John G. Slawson

Jare Smith

Sugar Gay Isber

Les Sunada

Peter Flagg Maxson

& John C. R. Taylor, III

The Garden Room

Kimberly Theodore Sidey

Michael & Melissa Tomasz

Lester Tanquilut

Anne & Tony Vance *

Will & Anne Wagner

Amy C. & Philip W. Welsh*

Karen & Andy S. White

Susan Willis

$250-$499.99

Advanced Micro Devices

Blair K. & Betty R. Anderson

Cory Arcak

Anton E. Armstrong, DMA

Douglas R. Bailey*

Michal R. Bailey*

Anonymous

Toby N. Blumenthal-Phillips

Robin Bradford

Lisa McLean

& Michael Dennis Browne

Becky Brownlee

Kyle Bryson & Amy Burgus

Jack Byrom*

Janet Carlsen Campbell

& Charles Campbell

Anonymous*

Tom & Marsha Caven

Capital Music Center

Atmara Rebecca Cloe*

Emma Jane Conley*

Janie Cook*

Marc Coté*

Mary Craddock

Cina Crisara*

Joao Crus

Sandy Dunn & Paul Harford

Melissa Eddy & Tracy Schiemenz*

Kathleen Ellis*

Maydelle & Sam Fason

Melinda Floyd

Helen Fraser*

Marilyn T. Gaddis, PhD

Jody Gillit*

Ann S. Graham & Arlen W. Johnson*

Karen Hale & Al Lindsey*

Charlotte D. Hartwig

Pamela Hite

Linda M. & Kenneth Dale Holmen

Pam & Rick Huffman

Nathan Idais

Katherine Kaighin

Patricia Koch PhD

Teri Larson & Donald Krubsack

John R. Lindley

Ann & Tim Lowry

Anonymous

Dr. Ciji Isen & Gitanjali Mathur

Karen McLaughlin

Mary McLeod

Vance McMahan

Ann McNair*

Jeanie Miley*

Phyllis R. Miller

Rebecca Miller*

Nancy Noret Moore

Cindy & Jim Morriss

Fran & Steven Moss

Monty Northrup

Peter & Kathie Nycklemoe

AnnMarie Olson

Mary Parse

Mr. and Mrs. Terry L. Paulus

Nancy Radding

William S. Reardon

Andrea & Donald Reaves*

Sally Ritch

Kathlene Ritch & Scott Noakes*

Jane Rundquist*

Donna Rutherford

Michelle V. Schumann & Matt Orem*

Natalie & Casey J. Seeboth*

Mary M. Sheppard

Kyle Sigrest

Bea Ann Smith*

Jo Stevenson

Still Austin Whiskey

Stephanie & Kevin Sutherland

Marion Lear Swaybill

Tecovas

TEXArts

Texas Performing Arts

Faith & Don Trapp*

Catherine Troisi & Richard Stoll

Sharon Turner

Linda & Nick van Bavel*

Villa Salon & Spa

Kendall Walshak*

Becky Wills

Anne Winn

Ross Wojcik

Ron Moss & Mary Wolf*

Meg Youngblood

Mark Zafereo

Conspirare

is grateful for all donors who contributed gifts under $250 and regrets that space does not permit the listing of each name. Your support is very much appreciated. We strive to publish an accurate donor list. If an error or omission is noted, please let us know by calling Ali Lewis at 512.476.5775 or emailing at alewis@conspirare.org.

Texas Performing Arts Staff

Bob Bursey

Executive & Artistic Director

Bianca Hooi

Executive & Artistic Project Manager

Priscilla Perales

Assistant to the Executive & Artistic Director

BUSINESS OFFICE

Kamille Deysel

Senior Human Resources Coordinator

Kristi Lampi

Associate Director, Business Operations

Leigh Remeny

Business Operations Manager

Basil Montemayor

Business Operations Associate

DEVELOPMENT

Anna Langdell

Director of Development

Jeannette Thomas Director of Major Gifts

Amy Burgar

Associate Director, Development

Chelsea Casner

Development Associate

Miguel Robles

Development Associate

EDUCATION & ENGAGEMENT

Tim Rogers

Director of Education and Engagement

Eric Vera

Education Program Manager

Aubrey Felty

Education & Engagement

Program Coordinator

Ava Tran

Emerging Arts Professional, Education & Engagement

FABRICATION & ACADEMIC PRODUCTION

Jeff Grapko

Director of Fabrication and Academic Production

Scott Bussey

Facility Manager and Senior Technical Director

Bridgette Clifford

Emerging Arts Professional, Fabrication

Daniel Geld

Emerging Arts Professional, Fabrication

Carolyn Hardin

Properties Manager

Eliot Haynes

Assistant Audio/Video Supervisor, Academic Production

Jason Huerta

Operations Manager, Fabrication

J. E. Johnson

Associate Director of Fabrication

Karen Maness

Associate Director of Fabrication

Earnest Mazique

Academic Production Technology Manager

Ashton Bennett Murphy

Project Specialist, Fabrication

Hank Schwemmer

Lead Fabricator

Michael Shanks

Assistant Lighting Supervisor, Academic Production

David Tolin

Project Manager, Fabrication

MARKETING & COMMUNICATIONS

Lizzie Choffel Cantu

Design Manager

Erica De Leon

Marketing Specialist, Digital Media

Brady Dyer

Associate Director, Communications

Romina Jara

Associate Director, Marketing

Lindsey Sageser

Marketing Associate

PRODUCTION

Jim Larkin

Director of Production

Blake Addyson

Production Supervisor

Drew Millay

Audio Video Supervisor

Chris Payeur

Assistant Audio Video Supervisor

Joey Colao

Lighting Supervisor

Camryn Senioris

Assistant Lighting Supervisor

Travis Perrin

Staging and Rigging Supervisor

Ruben Vasquez

Assistant Staging and Rigging Supervisor

PROGRAMS & EVENTS

Bobby Asher Director of Programming

Brendan Burke

Programming Manager

Mika O’Dwyer

Event Manager

Alexander Reindl

Event Manager

TICKETING & GUEST EXPERIENCE

Blake McDonald Director of Guest Experience

Amanda Adams

Associate Director, Guest Services

Diana Gembinski Director of Ticketing

Meredith Delay

Patron Services Manager

Elizabeth Requenez

Ticketing Manager

Dianne Whitehair

Ticketing Systems Manager

Leadership Board

The Texas Performing Arts Leadership Board is a group of volunteer leaders in the arts, business, and philanthropy.

The Board is dedicated to expanding Texas Performing Arts’ world-class programming, positioning the organization as an international leader in the performing arts, and strengthening the bond between the performing arts and the communities we serve.

Board Members

Brian Haley, Chair

Kristin Alexander

Malú Alvarez

Carly Christopher

Jaime Davila

Tamara Dorrance

Lisa Duchon & Dennis Andrulis

Debbie Dupré

Dennis Eakin

Aubrey & Bobby Epstein

Deborah Green

Sheri Henriksen

Mike Herman

Steve Houston

Nancy & Angus Littlejohn

Chris Mattsson

Eric Natinsky

Lauren Reid

Marc Seriff

Lisa B. Thompson

Natasa & Michael Valocchi

Major Donors

Texas Performing Arts is a nonprofit supported by generous patrons and donors. We extend a special thank you to the following major supporters:

$100,000+

Anonymous

Kristin & Joshua Alexander

Malú Alvarez

Carly & Clayton Christopher

William & Anita Cochran

Jaime Davila

Lisa Duchon & Dennis Andrulis

Debbie Dupré

Kandace & Dennis Eakin

Aubrey & Bobby Epstein

Deborah Green

Caroline & Brian Haley

Sheri Henriksen

Abbey & Mike Herman

Mimi & Steve Houston

Nancy & Angus Littlejohn

Julia Marsden

Chris Mattsson

Susan & Robert Morse

Michelle & Eric Natinsky

Carolyn & Marc Seriff

The Tocker Foundation

Natasa & Michael Valocchi

$50,000–99,999

Carolyn Rice Bartlett Charitable Foundation

Jamie Barshop

$10,000–49,999

Christie & Jason Barany

Suzanne & Bill Childs

Mary Anna & Andrew Heller

Mila McCutchen

Marcia & Gary Nelson

Moritz Center for Societal Impact

Bettye Nowlin

Kendra Scott Foundation

Marcelle Spilker

Laura & David Starks

Special gratitude to donors who have established endowments at Texas Performing Arts to provide long-term funding for mission-driven projects and programs:

Alex and Dee Massad Endowment Fund

Arts Education Endowment

Joann and Gaylord Jentz Endowment for Student Engagement

Kathy Panoff Texas Performing Arts Student Engagement Endowment

Nancy Lee and Perry R. Bass Concert Hall Endowment

William & Anita Cochran Endowment for Performing Arts Access & Education

Phillip Auth Endowed Dance Fund for Texas Performing Arts

PAC Fund for the Creation of New American Art

Performing Arts Center Endowment for Performing Excellence

Robert L. Tocker Endowed Excellence Fund for Student Volunteerism

Topfer Endowment for Performing Arts Production

Z. T. Scott Family Endowment for the Performing Arts

Stream Considering Matthew Shepard performed by vocal ensemble Conspirare and composed and conducted by Craig Hella Johnson.

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