Christinam

Emotion dddRollercoaster By: Christina M.

Invisible - http://vocaroo.com/i/s1aSVaHCFiqA I walk down the hall, I feel deserted.

There are swarms of friend groups all around me, I feel alone.

There's only one person that can light up my day, but that won't happen because to them I'm invisible.

Squished by people but all I feel is unlimited space.

Surrounded by noise but the room is silent Only one person can accompany me, but they won't because to them I'm invisible.

It kills me to feel like the death of my heart is waiting around the corner, but my body still sits, waits, and hopes that the person who will make it all better can see me, but they can't because to them I'm invisible.

Silent-http://vocaroo.com/i/s0f3X5Y353Yq

Sheer silence, but why I wanted to know what was happening, what was going on I wanted details about the story and I wanted them now, it's not like they'll tell me again Why were they silent, did I do something wrong Don't be silly I thought I couldn't have that's just absurd Seconds, Minutes, Hours the clock kept ticking by Then it struck me after many hours of confusion that the T.V. was on mute.

The Anonymous One http://vocaroo.com/i/s0hJnSCrLmbF He secludes himself in his room waiting for there to be silence He scurries to his new destination without a creek in the floorboards and readjusts himself in his new location When he spots you it freezes you motionless waiting for his command like an indentured servant counting the days until you are free from him You talk to him or at least attempt to, but the response you get if any is emotionless or really just angry making you feel like you're the annoying little fly that everyone wishes were gone.

Is that how he views me? An annoying pest?

He doesn't understand me, it's not like he could even if he tried I used to be able to laugh with him and await the time when he finished his homework so we could go out and play together.

I used to see him more than once a day but now that he's disappeared I feel like he's never coming back I don't know if he notices me or cares about any of my accomplishments, he might just find me arrogant but I'm just trying to mask the cold hearted silence he leaves in every space he enters I wish it weren't this way and sometimes I see a small light of hope but then it just disappears even though neither one of us really want it to. The boy that hides away from all happiness given to him still has a heart and I'm determined to bring it back out.

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