kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬...? tUm. Ggw-Ipfw kmwIp´n Cw•ojv kmln-Xy-Øn¬ s{]m^-k-dmb Ggw-Ipfw kmwIp´n ImsXm-en-t°‰v tImfPv (]-Ø-\w-Xn-´), bqWn-th-gvkn‰n Hm^v A¿°≥km-kv A‰v ss]≥ª^v, A¿°-≥-kmkv tÉv bqWnth-gvkn-‰n, bqWn-th-gvkn‰n Hm^v eqkn-bm\ F∂n-hn-S-ß-fn-emWv hnZym-`ymkw \S-Øn-b-Xv. "]mfw sX‰nb Xoh≠n' F∂ Ncn{Xt\mh¬ Dƒs∏sS Ggp {KŸ-߃ Fgp-Xn-bn-´p-≠v. A\-h[n `‡nKm-\-ß-fpw. 1996 ¬ "tIcfm FIvkv{]kv' (Nn°m-tKm) \S-Øn-b sN-dp-IYm a’-cØ - n¬ H∂mw ÿm\w t\Sn. "FIvkv {]kv' Hm^okn¬ e`n® \q‰n-b©v IY-I-fn¬ \n-∂mWv s{]m^-k¿ sI. Fw. Xc-Is‚ ta¬t\m-´Ø - n¬ kmwIp-´n-bpsS IY ("kq-dX - v') Ahm¿Un\p-th≠n Xnc-s™-Sp-ØX - v. tIcf ss{IkvXh A°m-Zan alm-Ihn sI.-hn. sska¨ Ahm¿Uv, temI- a-eb - mfn ktΩ-f\w (\yqsPgvkn 1995) anI® t\mh¬ Ahm¿Uv, k¿K-k-anXn (Xn-cp-h-√) kmlnXy kmwkv°m-cnI hm¿jnI ]pc-k° v m-cw, s]‚-t°m-ì {]kv Atkmkn-tb-j≥ Ahm¿Uv F∂n-h-bmWv At±-l-Øn\p e`n-®n´p≈ a‰v AwKo-Im-cß - ƒ. `mcy tUm. ]pjv] ssat{Im-_t- bm-fPn s{]m^-k¿. c≠p a°ƒ ˛˛ cRvPnXv, _nμp.
Aev]-t\-c-tØ°v Hcp `mh\m temI-Øn-te°v Rm≥ hmb\°msc £Wn-°p-I-bm-Wv. Cuiz-c-hn-izm-kn-bmb Rm≥ ac-Wm-\-¥c Pohn-X-Øn¬ hnizkn-°p-∂p. \oXn-am\p kz¿§hpw ZpjvS\p \c-Ihpw e`n-°p-sa∂p hniz-kn-°p-∂p. kz¿§sa∂p ]d-bp-tºmƒ Rm≥ F¥mWv A¿∞-am-°pIbpw hniz-kn-°p-Ibpw sNøp-∂Xv? Zp:Jhpw Zpcn-Xhpw Zpc-¥ß - f - pw, thZ\-bpw th¿]mSpw, tcmKhpw ac-Whpw C√mØ ÿew. Bcm-[\ Df-hm-°p∂ kt¥m-jhpw kwXr-]vXnbpw A\p-`h - n-®p-sIm≠v ssZhk-∂n-[n-bn¬ F∂t∂°pw Pohn-°p∂ Ahÿ ˛˛ imiz-X-im-¥nbpsS Znhym-\p-`qXn. thZ-]p-kvXI `mj-bn¬ ]d-™m¬ \nXy-Poh≥...c£. tam£w F∂ ]Zhpw kz¿K-Øn\v ]cym-ba - mbn D]-tbm-Kn°m-dp-≠.v tam£-]pcn F∂p-]d- ™ m¬ kz¿K-temIw Xs∂.
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\cIw F∂tXm? Zp„-∑msc A¥y-\ym-b-hn-[n-bpsS Znhkw ssZhw in£n®v ]pdw- X - ≈p-tºmƒ Hmtcm Zp„\pw A\p-`-hnt°-≠n-h-cp∂ A¥-an-√mØ th¿]m-Sv ˛˛ \nXy-in-£m-hn-[n. Cu Zpc-hÿ sb hnip-≤- ss_-_nƒ ""c≠mw acWw'' F∂p hnti-jn-∏n°p-∂p-≠v. Fs‚ hnizmkw sX‰m-sW∂v H∂p `mh\ sNbvXp t\m°p-I. kz¿§w C√. \cIw C√. ac-Wm-\-¥c PohnXhpw C√. ssZhw C√. Bflm-hn-√. \ymb-hn[nbpw C√. C{X-\mƒ Rm≥ hniz-kn-®s - X√mw t`mj-Øam-Ipw. ssZhm-cm-[\bv°p th≠n sNe-hg- n® kabw ]mgm-bn. B≤ym-flnI Imcy-߃°p th≠n sImSpØ kvtXm{X-Im-gvNIfpw hy¿∞-am-bn. B≤ym-flnI cwK-tØmSp _‘s∏´ Fs‚ kmln-Xy-]-cn-{i-aß-sf√mw {]tbm-P-\-iq-\y-am-bn. Ah-bv°p-th≠n hn\n-tbm-Kn® ]Whpw ka-bhpw ]mgv-sN-e-hm-bnt∏mbn. ]Icw ssewKn-I-hm-k-\Iƒ hf¿Øp∂ Ipsd t\mh-ep-I-ƒ Fgp-Xn-bn-cp-s∂-¶n¬ ]Whpw {]kn-≤nbpw s]s´∂p t\Sm-am-bn-cp-∂p. aX-]-c-amb Imcy-ß-fn¬ ImWn® Xmev]cyw P\-{]o-Xn- t\Sn-Ø-cp∂ at‰-sX-¶nepw -cwK-Øv ImWn-®ncp-s∂-¶n¬ ]ehn[ KpW-߃ ssIh-cp-am-bn-cp-∂p. Bflob kmlnXy cwKØv {]h¿Øn-®-Xp-aqew ]e D√mk thf-Ifpw hn{i-a-th-f-Ifpw \jvS-s∏-´n-´p-≠v. Iq´p-tZym-K-ÿ-cp-ambn Ipiew ]d™v t\c-tºm-°m-kz-Zn-°p-∂Xpw D√m-kb - m-{X-If - n¬ ]s¶Sp-°p-∂Xpw F\n°v hfsc C„-ap≈ Imcy-ß-fmWv. B≤ym-fln-Iamb DØ-c-hm-Zn-Ø߃ aqew CØcw B\-μ-{]-Z-amb Ah-k-c-ßfn¬ \n∂v Hgn™p amtd≠n h∂n-´p-≠v. tPm-en Ign™v ho´n¬ h∂m-ep-S≥ t]\m, ]pkvX-Iw, IS-emkv F∂o kp-lr-Øp-°-fn¬ am{Xw Nne-t∏mƒ kmaq-ly-Po-hnXw ]cn-an-X-s∏-Sp-tØ≠n h∂n-´p≠v. hymb-ma-Øns‚ Imcyw ]d-™m¬, ho´p-ap-ºn-eq-sS-bp≈ \S-∏mX-bn-eqsS sshIn´v HmSp-Ibpw \S-°p-Ibpw, IqSmsX ho´n-\p-≈n¬ Icp-Xn-bn-cn-°p∂ FIvk¿sskkv ss_kn-°nƒ Nhn-´p-Ibpw sNøp∂-Xn¬ am{Xw HXp-t°-≠n-h-cp∂p. kabw em`n-°m≥ th≠n ]cn-N-b-ßfpw kº¿°-ßfpw sh´n®p-cp-t°-≠-Xmbn h∂n-´p-≠v. hnhm-l-߃°p kw_-‘n-°p-hm≥ £Ww In´n-bm¬, Hgn-®p-Iq-Sm-\m-hmØh am{Xta kzoI-cn-°q. IqSpX¬ kμ¿`-ß-fnepw h[q-h-c-∑m¿°v A`n-hm-Z-\-߃ Adn-bn-®psIm≠v IsØ-gp-Xp-I-bmWv ]Xn-hv. P∑-Zn-\w, inip-kv\m-\w, hnizmk-kv\m\w, inip-{]-XnjvT, shRvsNcn∏p I¿Ω-߃ Ch-tbmSp
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_‘-s∏´ BtLm-j-ß-fn¬ \n∂v an°-t∏mgpw Hgn-™p-am-dp-∂p. ]cn-Nb-°m-cpsS hnhm-l-hm¿jnIw apX¬ ]mep Im®¬hsc-bp≈ NS-ßp-Ifn¬ km[-mc-Wb - mbn kw_-‘n-°m-dn√. Ch-sbms° {]mtZinI Xe-Øntem kz¥w hoSn\p-≈ntem sNdnbtXmXn¬ \S-tØ≠ NS-ßp- I-fm-Wv. A√msX temIw samØw ]c-ky-s∏-SpØn kΩm-\߃ ssI∏-t‰≠ hnj-b-ß-f-√. \mSp-\osf HmSn \S∂v ih-kwkvImc ip{iq-jI - f - n¬ ]s¶-Sp-°p∂ ]Xnhpw F\n°n√. IØp-aqew A\p-tim-N-\-w Adn-bn-°pIbmWv km[m-cW sNøm-dp-≈-Xv. ssZhw Xºp-cm≥ Fs∂ kz¿§-Øn-te°v hnfn®p tN¿°p-tºmgpw Zqsc \n∂v HØn-cn- _-‘p-an-{Xm-Zn-Isf hnfn-®p-Iq´n a‰p-≈h - c - psS kabhpw ]Whpw \„-s∏-SpØn kwkv°mc ip{iqj Hcp taf-bm°n am‰-cpsX∂v IpSpw-_mw-Kß - sf [cn-∏n-®n-´p-≠.v A\p-tim-N\ ktμiw Abbv°m≥ Xmev]c - y-ap-≈h - ¿ Im¿Uv hmßm≥th≠n ]Ww IfbmsX, ]Icw shdpw Hcp IØpam{Xw A-b®m-¬ aXn-bm-Ip-w. Rm≥ Duln-°p-∂-Xv, Fs‚ \ncym-W-tØm-S-\p-_-‘n®v Np‰pap≈ kaqlw Ipsd-tbsd NS-ßp-Iƒ ASn-t®¬]n®v Fs‚ IpSpw_mw-Kß - sf sIm√m-sX-sIm-√p-sa-∂m-Wv. C°m-cW - Ø - m¬, Hcp aWn°q- d n¬ IqSp- X ¬ \o≠p- t ]m- I msX Hscm‰ k¿hokv am{Xw \SØnbtijw arX-ic - ocw ivaim-\Ø - n-¬ FØn-°W - s - a∂v Fs‚ ac-W] - {- Xn-Ib - n¬ Fgp-Xn-h® - n-´p-≠v. Npcp-°n-∏d - ™ m¬ Body Viewing, Memorial Service, Wake F∂o Hma\t]cp-I-fn¬ s]mXn™v t{]m{Km-ap-Iƒ kwL-Sn-∏n-°-cp-sX∂¿∞w. ""^yqW-d¬ k¿hokv'' F∂ Hscm‰ t{]m{Kmw aXn hnS-hm-߬ (Farewell) Znh-kßfn¬. apI-fn¬ ]d™ coXn-bn-ep≈ \n¿_-‘߃ aq-ew Nne ]cn-Nb-°m¿ F∂n¬\n∂v am\-kn-I-ambn AI-∂p-t]m-bn-´p-≠v. Fs‚ XmXzn-Ihpw {]mtbm-Kn-Ih - p-amb Nne \ne-]m-Sp-Iƒ Ah¿°v Dƒs°m≈m≥ km[n-°m-Xncp-∂-XmWv Imc-Ww. Nne kμ¿`-ß-fn¬ Ipsdt∏¿ Fs∂ sX‰n-[-cn-®n-´p-ap≠v. Fs‚ bmYm-ÿn-XnI \ne-]m-SpIƒ \nanØw A\-h[n BÀm-Z-th-f-Ifpw Iq´m-bvabv°p≈ Ah-kc-ßfpw \„-s∏-´n-´p-≠v. Fs‚ kwkv°mcw Ign-™p≈ Znh-kß - f - n¬ Bcpw Hcn-SØpw {]tXyI A\p-tim-N\ tbmK-߃ hnfn-®p-Iq-´n A\y-¿°v kab\„hpw bm{X-sN-ehpw D≠m-°-c-p-sX∂pw Rm≥ Ipdn-®p-h-®n-´p≠v. F∂m¬ ]nt‰ Rmb-dm-gvNtbm, ]n∂oSv cm{Xn-I-fn¬ \S-°p∂ s]mXp-tbm-K-ß-fntem, ]I¬ \S-°p∂ skan-\m-dp-I-fntem k¥]vXc - mb Fs‚ IpSpw-_mw-Kß - ƒ°p-th≠n {]m¿∞n-°m≥ H∂p-c≠p an\n-´p-Iƒ am‰n-hb - v°mw. A\p-kvac - W - Ø - n\p th≠n-am{Xw {]tXyI
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tbmK-ß-ƒ kwL-Sn-∏n-°-cp-sX∂pam{X-amWv Rm≥ ]d-bp-∂Xv. ssZhw Xºp-cm≥ \ap-°p-th≠n A\p-h-Zn-°p∂ Hmtcm aWn°qdpw an\n´pw hne-s∏-´-Xm-Wv. kabw Zpcp-]-tbm-K-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂Xv henb hogvNb - mbn Icp-Xp∂ BfmWv Rm≥. Cu Nn¥m-KXn Fs‚ Cuiz-c-hn-izm-k-Øns‚ `mK-am-Wv. \ΩpsS NS-ßp-Iƒ F{Xtbm t]¿°v Aku-Ic - y-߃ D≠m-°p∂p! KXm-KX - X-Skw D≠m°n F{Xtbm t]sc D]-{Z-hn-°p∂p! Zp:JmNc-WØ - n-\p-th≠n Hm^o-kp-Iƒ°pw hnZym-eb - ß - ƒ°pw Ah[n {]Jym]n®v s]mXp-P\ - ß - ƒ°v F{X-am{Xw _p≤n-ap-´p-≠m-°p-∂p! Rm≥ 1970 emWv Ata-cn-°-bn¬ Hcp hnZym¿∞n-bmbn hs∂Øn-b-Xv. Chn-SpsØ Xma-k-Øn-\n-S-bn¬ \mev Ata-cn-°≥ {]knU‚p-am¿ ac-Ws - ∏-SpI-bp-≠mbn. Hcn-°¬t]mepw hnZym-`ym-k- ÿm]-\߃°v Ah[n {]Jym-]n-®n-´n-√. Fs‚ acW]{Xn-Ib - n¬ (Will) Ipdn-®p-h® - n-cn-°p∂ a‰p-Im-cy-߃ ]d-bmw. ^yqW-d¬ k¿ho-knse F√m t{]m{Km-ap-Ifpw Hcp {]mtZinI k`-bpsS CS-b-\mWv \S-tØ-≠-Xv. tZiob k`m t\Xm-°ƒ kw_-‘n-®m¬ Ah¿°v A\p-tim-N\w {]I-Sn-∏n-°m-\p≈ Ah-kc - w am{Xta \¬Im-hq. ]Øp-an-\n´p \o≠p-\n-ev°p∂ Hscm-‰ -{]-kwKw am{Xw ˛˛ {]mtZ-inI Xe-Øn-ep≈ Hcp ssZh-Zm-ks‚ {]kwKw. IpSpw-_h-I-bmbn Hscm‰ ]pjv]-N{Iw hmßnhbv°mw. A\y-cn¬ \n∂v ]pjv]-N-{I-߃ kzoI-cn-°m≥ ]mSn-√. ]pjv]-N-{I-ß-fpsS t]cn¬ B≠p-tXmdpw F{Xtbm ]Ww Zp¿hybw sNøp-∂p! F{Xtbm kwL-S\ - I - f - p-sS ^≠n¬ \n∂v ]Ww tNm¿Øn-sb-Sp-°p∂p! Ipgn-am-S-Øn\p Np‰pw Dt]-£n-°p∂ ]pjv]°q-ºm-c-߃°v F¥p kw`-hn-°p∂p? ag-bØv \\-™-fn-bp-∂p... Im‰v \mep Zn°n-te°pw NnX-dn-®p-I-f-bp-∂p. B Zn°p-I-fn-sem-s° F{Xtbm AØm-g-]-´n-Wn-°m¿! Cu NS-ßf - p-Is - fms° ""]m]''-Øns‚ ]´n-Ib - n¬ Rm≥ Dƒs∏Sp-Øn-b-Xmbn sX‰n-[-cn-°p-cp-Xv. ]Icw ""A\m-hiy-''-ß-fpsS ]´n-IbnemWv Dƒs∏Sp-Øn-bn-cn-°p-∂-Xv. CΔn[ \n¿_-‘-ß-ƒ Fs‚ PohnX Z¿i-\t- ØmSp _‘-s∏´ shdpw cpNn-t`-Zß - f - mbn ImW-cpXv. ]Icw, Cuiz-hn-izm-kt- Øm-Sp- _-‘s - ∏´ Fs‚ a\:km£n-bpsS t\cnb i–-Øn\p hgßns°m≠v Ipdn-®n´ Imcy-ß-fm-Wv. ]Øp-\m-ev]Xp h¿j-ßf - n-embn Pohn-XØ - ns‚ F√m taJ-eIfnepw anX-hybw ]men-°m≥ Cuiz-c-hn-izmkw Fs∂ klm-bn-°p∂p≠v F∂ hnhcw hn\-b] - q¿Δw Fgp-Xn-s°m-≈s - ´. Ct∏mƒ Ggmbncw hnZym¿∞n-I-fp≈ Hcp ÿm]-\-Øn-emWv Rm\pw `mcy
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]pjv]bpw tPmen sNøp-∂-Xv. GI-tZiw \m\qdv A[ym-]-I¿. ]sØ-gp-]Xv C¥y≥ s{]m^-k¿am¿. C≥Uym-°m-cmb A[ym-]-IcpsS CS-bn¬ G‰hpw hne-Ipd™ Imdv Ft‚Xpw ]pjv]-bp-tSXpw BsW∂v tXm-∂p∂p. G‰hpw hne Ipd™ hoSpw Rß-fp-tS-XpXs∂. as‰-√m-hcpw hmßn-bXv ]pØ≥ hoSp-Iƒ. R߃ 1991 ¬ hmßnb hoSn\v Ct∏mƒ \mev]-Øn-c≠v h¿j߃ ]g-°w. \mev]Ø - m-dp- h¿j-am-Ip∂p Ata-cn-°b - n¬ FØn-bn-´v. \bmKvc sh≈-®m´w I≠n-´n-√mØ Npcp°w ae-bm-fn-If - n¬ Hcm-fmWv Rm≥. C≥Uy-bnse XmPva-lmfpw I≠n-´n-√. Rß-fpsS a°ƒ {]mb]q¿Øn Bb-Xn\ptijw Rm\pw `mcybpw D√m-kb - m-{X-Iƒ ]q¿Wambpw Hgn-hm-°p-I-bmWp sNbvX-Xv. shdpw ck-Øn-\p-th-≠ntbm ]pXp-a-bv°p-th-≠ntbm am{Xw tlm´-ep-I-fn¬t]mbn `£Ww Ign°m-dn-√. a‰p-≈-h¿ £Wn-®m¬t]mepw eIvjzdn tlm´-ep-I-fn¬ t]mIm-dn-√. A\y-sc-sIm≠v A\m-h-iy-ambn ]Ww sNe-hm-°p-∂Xn-s\-Xnsc Fs‚ Cuiz-c-`‡n hne°p Iev]n®n-cn-°pI-bm-Wv. hnt\mZ k©m-c-Øn\v t]mIp-∂-h¿ kt¥m-jt- ØmsS aS-ßnh-cp-∂Xv I≠n-´p≠v. F∂m¬ Rß-fpsS ho´nse {]m¿∞-\m-ap-dn-bnen-cp∂v ssZhsØ kvXpXn-°p-tºmƒ F\n°pw `mcybv°pw AXns‚ ]Øn-c´n kt¥mjw In´p-∂p. \bm-Kvc s - h-≈® - m-´Øns‚ ]e-aS- ßv i‡n-bp≈ sh≈-®m-´a - mWv Rß-fpsS lrZ-bß - f - n¬ X´-p∂-X.v ]cnip-≤m-fl-\-Zn-bpsS Imcy-am-Wn-hnsS ]d-bp-∂-Xv. sNe-hp-Np-cp°n kzcq-]n-°p∂ ]W-amWv Ign™ Gsg-´p-h¿jß-fn-embn (2007 apX¬) kuP\y ]pkvX-I- hn-X-c-W-Øn-\p-th≠n D]-tbm-Kn-°p-∂X - .v A\m-hiy sNe-hp-Iƒ Hgn-hm-°pI F∂Xv Cuizc-hn-izm-kØ - ns‚ `mK-am-sW∂v ]Øp-\mev]Xv h - ¿j߃°p apºp apX¬ F\n°p tXm∂n-Xp-S-ßnbncp∂p. ]pjv]bpw Fs‚ hnizm-kØn¬ ]¶m-fn-bmbn kl-I-cn®p {]h¿Øn-®p-h-cp-∂p. Fs‚ Pohn-X-ssi-ensb Hcp \„-°-fn-bmbn ImWp∂ Ipsd _‘p-an-{Xm-Zn-I-fp-≠v. PohnXw at´mfw Bkz-Zn-°m-\p≈ Ah-k-c߃ Rm≥ \„-am-°p-I-bm-sW-∂v Ah¿ hna¿in-°m-dp-≠v. F\n-°p-≠mb a‰p "\„-ß-sf-∏‰n' ]d-bmw. Hcp hnizmknbm-bXp-sIm≠v aZy-]m-\w, ]pI-h-en XpS-ßnb Zp»o-e-ßfn¬ \n∂pw Hgn™p Pohn-t°-≠-Xm-bn-h-∂p. sk°p-e¿ Ne-®n-{X-߃, tamlNn-¥-Ifnte°v \bn-°p∂ \mS-I-߃ F∂n-h-bvs°-Xnsc Rm≥ F\n°pXs∂ hne°v Iev]n-t°≠n h∂p. X∑qew \nco-iz-c-hm-ZnI-fmb Nne bphm-°ƒ - A-\p-`h - n-°p∂ kpJ-ßf - p-w BlvfmZXnan¿∏p-
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Ifpw A-\p-`h - n-°m≥ F\n°p Ign-bmsXt]mbn. kmln-Xyhpw kn\n-abpw XΩn¬ henb hyXymkw Ds≠-∂mWv Fs‚ Cuizct_m[w a\-kn-em-°nX∂n-´p≈Xv. C°mcyw hy‡am-Im≥ Hcp DZm-l-cWw \¬Imw. ZmhoZv cmPmhv bmZr-›n-Ia - mbn kpμcnbmb Hcp kv{Xosb ImWp∂p ˛˛ s_Xvti_. Ahs-f sIm´m-c-Øn¬ sIm≠p-h-cp-∂p. AhtfmSv acym-Z-tISv ImWn-°p-∂p. c≠p-t]cpw Ggmw-I-ev]\mewL\w F∂ IpSp-°n¬ sN∂p-s]-Sp∂p. CXv ss__n-fn¬ ImWp∂ Hcp kw`-h-hn-h-cWw ˛˛ BJym-\-km-ln-Xyw. Zmho-Zn-s\-∏-‰n-bp≈ BJym\w AXn¬Xs∂ sX‰-√. am{X-a-√, hen-sbmcp KpW-]m-Thpw Cu IY-bn-ep-≠v. F∂m¬ Cu kw`-h-w Ne-®n-{X-am-°n-bmtem? anSp-°-\mb Hcp Ne-®n-{X-Xmcw Zmho-Zp-cm-Pm-hmbn A`n-\-bn°p-∂p. s_Xvti-_b - psS A`n-\b - `mKw Gs‰-Sp-°p∂Xv kpμ-cn-bmb Hcp \Sn. Ggmw Iev]-\-bpsS ewL-\-tØmSp _‘-s∏´ A\p-cmK cwK-߃ Ah¿ A`n-\b - n-s®-∂p-hc - pw. BZyw Xs∂ \S\pw \Snbpw ""tamlw' F∂ hnIm-c-Øn¬ Xf-®n-S-s∏-Sp-∂p. Ima-hn-Im-c-Øns\Xnsc ss__nƒ \¬In-bn-´p≈ Iev]\bmWv c≠p Xmc-ßfpw ewLn-®ncn-°p-∂Xv. CXv Fs∂-¶nepw Ch-cn¬ Ip‰-t_m[w D≠m°pw ˛-- ˛ Xo¿®. Ne-®n{Xw ImWp-∂-h¿°v F¥p kw`-hn-°p∂p? ssewKnI cwK-߃ Ahcn¬ A[a hnIm-c߃ Cf-°n-hn-Sp-∂p. HSp-hn¬ Ip‰-t_m[w am{Xw an®w. a\p-jys\ t\¿h-gn-bn-te°p Xncn-°m-\mbn ss__nƒ tcJs∏-Sp-Ønb Hcp kw`-hI - Y - . B kw`hw Ne-®n-{X-am-°ptºmƒ Bbnc-am-bncw kn\n-am-t{]-an-Isf AXv aen-\N - n-¥I - f - n-te°v \bn-°p-∂p. 1966¬ Rm≥ ]¥fw F≥.-F-kv.-F-kv. tIf-Pn¬ {]oUn{Kn hnZym¿∞n-bm-bn-cp-∂p. tImfPvImº-kns‚ FXn¿h-i-Øp≈ Hcp temUvPn-emWv Ah-km-\h - ¿jw Xma-kn-®X - v. A°m-es - Øm-cn-°¬ Hcp kn\n-am-Im-Wm≥ Rm≥ Hfn-®p-t]m-bn. temUvPns‚ kao-]-ambn-cp∂p A∂sØ kn\n-amX-n-sb-‰¿. Fs‚ amXm-]n-Xm-°-tfmSv Hcn°epw Cu hnhcw ]d-™n-´n-√. kn\na I≠-Xns‚ ]nt‰ Rmb-dmgvN Bcm-[\ - bv°p t]mbn-√. Ne-®n-{X-Ønse Nne cwK-߃ F∂n¬ Ip‰-t_m[w Df-hm-°nbXm-Wv Im-cWw. A∂sØ Hfn-®p-Ifn Fs‚ {]m¿∞-\-sbbpw thZ]pkvXI ]m-cm-bW - s - Øbpw XS-ks - ∏-Sp-Øp-Ib - p-≠m-bn. kn\n-am-Xnsb-‰-dp-I-fn¬ taen¬ Imev IpØp-I-bn-s√∂v Xocp-am-\n-®p. C∂pw B Xocp-am-\Ø - n¬ Dd®p \n¬°p-∂p. A∂sØ a\- m-£n-°pØv
-7-
kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
Cuiz-c-`‡n \¬Inb Hcp hne-°mbn Rm≥ ImWp-∂p. B≤ym-flnI aqey-߃ {]N-cn-∏n-°Ww F∂ e£ywh®v Bflob kwL-S\ - I - ƒ \n¿Ωn-°p∂ Nn{X-߃ am{Xta Hcp Cuizc hnizmkn ImWm≥]m-Sp-≈p F∂mWv Fs‚ A`n-{]m-bw. C°m-cW - Ø - memWv 1983¬ {]kn-≤o-I-cn® Fs‚ "]mfw-sX-‰nb Xoh≠n' F∂ t\mh¬ Hcp sk°p-e¿ Ne-Nn{Xam°p-∂Imcyw Rm≥ ]cn-K-Wn-°-t]mepw sNøm-™Xv. ssZhhn-izm-kn- Bb-Xp-sIm≠v HØncn hnt\m-Z߃ F\n°p \„-s∏-´n-´p-≠v. ]e \„-߃ D≠m-bn-´p≠v ˛˛ ]mgvsN-e-hp-I-fpw. F∂m¬, CØcw \jvS-߃°p ]Icw F\n°v B≤ym-flnI temI-Øn¬ \n∂pw ]e-hn[ t\´-߃ D≠m-bn-s°m≠n-cn-°p-∂p. Bflob cwKØv [mcmfw kvt\ln-Xsc kºm-Zn-°p-hm≥ Ign-™n´p≠v; Iq´p-hn-izm-kn-I-fp-ambn HØp tN¿∂v s]mXp-P-\-߃°p {]tbm-P-\-ap≈ ]e Imcy-ß-fn¬ {]h¿Øn-°m≥ Ign-™n-´p-≠v. Xm¬°m-enI kpJ-t`m-Kß - f - n¬ \n∂pw A\m-hi - ym-Vw-_c - ß - f - n¬ \n∂pw Hgn-™p-\n-∂-Xp-aqew Btcm-Kyhpw ]Whpw \√ a\- m£nbpw kq£n-°m≥ Ign-™p. Hcp ss]km-t]mepw aZy-°-®-h-S°m-c\p sImSp-Øn-´n-√. NqXp-I-fn-°m-c\pw knK-c-´p-I-º-\n-°m-c\pw F∂n¬ \n∂pw Hcp em`hpw D≠m-bn-´n-√. thiym-e-b-߃ Hcn°epw Hcn-SØpw kμ¿in-®n-´n-√. Hcp kv{XotbmSpw acym-Zt- ISv ImWn®n-´n-√. Ggmw Iev]\ - sb [n°-cn®p {]h¿Øn-°m≥ Hcp kv{Xotbbpw {]tem-`n-∏n-®n-´n-√. `¿Øm-°-∑m¿ ho´n¬ C√m-Ø-t∏mƒ Ah-cpsS `mcy-amsc X\nsb kμ¿in°p∂-h-sc-∏‰n tI´n-´p-≠v. F∂m¬ Aßs\ Hcp kml-kØn\v Rm≥ apXn¿∂n-´n-√. CXpw Cuiz-c-hn-izmkw Zm\w \¬Inb A®-S° - t- _m-[Ø - n-s‚bpw kzb-\n-b{- ¥-WØ - n-s‚bpw `mKam-Wv. Fs‚ `mcy Adn-bmØ _m¶v A°u-t≠m IØn-S-]m-SpItfm ]W-an-S-]m-Sp-Itfm Csa-bn¬ kº¿-°ßtfm F\n-°n√. `¿Øm-°-∑m¿ C√mØ X°w t\m°n ]cn-N-b-°m-cpsS hoSp-Ifn¬ t^m¨ hnfn®v ho´-Ω-am-tcmSv skmf- ]dbp-∂-h-cp-≠v. ]cnNnX- c mb aln- f - I - f psS t^mWn- t e°v ktμ- i - ß ƒ Ab®psImSpØv Ah-cpsS kuμ-cy-h¿W\ \S-Øn A\ys‚ `mcysb {]tem-`n∏n-°m≥ {ian-°p-∂-h-cp-≠v. ]Tn-∏n-°p∂ hnZym¿-∞nIsfbpw IqsS tPmen sNøp∂ kv{XoI-sfbpw irwK-cn-°p∂ A[ym]-Isc F\n-°-dn-bmw. CØcw s]cp-am-‰-ßfn¬ \n∂v Cuiz-c-
kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
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t_m[w Fs∂ hne°n \n¿Øp-∂p. icocw kv]¿in-®p-sIm≠p kwkm-cn-°bpw XΩn¬ ImWp-tºmƒ sI´-n∏n-Sn®v A`n-hmZyw ]d-bp-Ibpw sNøp∂ coXn-bmWv Ata-cn-°bn¬ ]e¿°pw. CsXms° am\y-amb s]cp-am‰ ssien-bpsS `mKambn AwKo-I-cn-°m≥ Cuiz-c-hn-izm-khpw Fs∂ Du´n-h-f¿Ønb `mc-Xob kwkvIm-chpw A\p-h-Zn-°p-∂n-√. kv{Xobp-sSbpw ]pcp-js‚bpw icocw ssZhw hkn-°p∂ t£{X-am-sW∂v Rm≥ BZyw hmbn-®Xv ss__n-fn-em-Wv. \ΩpsS ico-c-ßsf \mw At\ym\yw BZ-cn-t® ]‰q. F\n°v 2015 PqWn¬ Adp-]Ø - n-bmdv hbkv Ign-™p. C{Xbpw Imew \nc-]c - m-[n-If - m-b Btcbpw D]-{Z-hn-°msX Pohn-°m≥ ssZhw Ir] \¬In. A\ym-b-ambn Bcp-sSbpw ]Ww tamln-®n-´n-√. i{Xp°-sf-t∏mepw A«o-eh - ¿jw \SØn apdn-s∏-Sp-Ønbn´n-√. Fs‚ Ffnb XqenI A\o-Xnbv°p th≠n Nen-®n-´n-√, hymPw {]N-cn-∏n-®n-´n-√, Bscbpw ]c-lk - n®p Xcw-Xm-gvØn-bn-´n-√. At\-I¿ aZy-]m\w Dt]£n-°m-\pw ]m]-hg- n-If - n¬ \n∂p ]n≥Xn-cn-bp-hm\pw k¿Δ-i‡ - \ - mb ssZhw Fs‚ Ffnb cN-\I - sf D]-tbm-Kn-®psIm≠n-cn-°p-∂p. Rm≥ ChnsS ]d-™-Im-cy-߃ kzb{]iw-k-bmbn hymJym\n-°-cptX. Cuiz-c-hn-izmkw Zm\w sNbvX \∑-Isf∏‰n lrZbw Xpd∂v FgpXnsbt∂ D≈p. Aß-s\, ssZh-Øn¬ hniz-kn-®-Xp-sIm≠v sNe-hp-Ifpw kab-\-jvShpw Ipsd D≠m-bn-´p-s≠-¶n-epw, adp-h-iØv {]tbm-P-\-I-camb ]e-Xpw aXØn¬ \n∂pw In´n-bn-´p-≠v. Ch-bn¬ G-‰hpw {][m\-am-bXv Cuiz-c-hn-izmkw F\n°v \¬Inb A®-S-°-t_m-[hpw [m¿anI t_m[-hp-am-Wv. CXv Fs‚ hy‡n-Po-hn-XØ - n\p am{X-a√ IpSpw-_-Po-hn-X-Øn\pw HutZym-KnI Pohn-X-Øn\pw {]tbm-P\w sNbvXpsIm≠n-cn-°p∂p. Ccp-hi - hpw X´n®p t\m°p-tºmƒ, ac-Wm\-¥c - P - o-hnXw Fs∂m∂v Cs√-¶nepw F\n°v `oa-amb \jvSs - am∂pw D≠m-bn-´n-√. Atß-b‰ - w, Pohn-®n-cp∂ ImeØv Rms\mcp aT-b\pw aX-{`m-¥\ - p-am-bn-cp-s∂∂p sXfn-bp-sa∂p am{Xw. ac-Wm-\¥ - c PohnX-an-√m-ØX - n-\m¬ F\n°p ]‰nb aT-bØ - s - Ø-∏‰ - ntbm \jvSß - s - f∏-‰ntbm t_m≤y-ap-≠mbn a\x-{]-bm-kØ - n\p hgn-bp-≠m-Ib - p-an-√. acW-tØm-Sp-IqSn em`hpw \jvShpw Ah-km-\n-®p. Fs‚ `mh-\b - psS adp-hi - -tØ°p IS-°mw. Rm≥ hniz-kn-°p∂Xpw ]d-bp-∂-Xp-sa√mw icn-bm-sW∂p sXfn-™-Xmbn k¶-ev]n°p-I. AXm-bX - ,v ssZhw D≠v. ac-Wm-\¥ - c - P - o-hn-Xa - p-≠.v kz¿§-ap-≠v...
-9-
kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
\c-I-ap-≠v... \ymb-hn-[n-bp-w. Rm\pw Hcp \nco-iz-c-hm-Znbpw H∂n®v Hcp Imd-]-I-S-Øn¬ acns®∂p `mh\ sNøp-I. acn®v A©p \nanj-߃°p tijw Fs‚ ÿnXn-sb-¥v? IqsS acn® \mkvXnIs‚ Ah-ÿ-? Cuiz-cs\ X≈n-∏-d™ Abmƒ°v kI-ehpw \jvSambnt√? kz¿§w \jvS-am-bn. \nXy-im¥n ssIhn-´p-t]m-bn. Abmƒ {]]-©Ønse G‰hpw \n¿`mKyhm\m-bn-°g- n-™p. temI-Øn¬ A\p-`h - n® F√m Blvfm-Z-ßfpw hy¿∞-am-bn-°-gn-™p. \ymb-hn-[nbpw \cIhpw Abm-fp-sS-ta¬ A[n-Im-cw ÿm]n®p Ign-™p. Fs‚ ÿnXntbm? Rm≥ {]]-©Ø - n-te°pw `mKy-hm≥... kz¿§w F\n-°v. \nXyim¥n F\n-°v ssZhsØ F\n°p t\cn¬ I≠m-cm-[n°mw. Fs‚bpw kI-e-a-\p-jy-cp-sSbpw ]m]-tamN\-Øn\pth≠n Im¬hdnbnse Ipcnin¬ Poh≥ _enb¿∏n®v aq∂mw Zn\w Dbn¿sØ-gpt∂‰ tbip{InkvXp-hns\bpw t\cn¬ I≠phμn°mw. \c-IØ - n¬ \n∂pw Rm≥ hnap-‡≥! F-\n°p aptº a¨a-d™ Bflob kvt\ln-Xsc ho≠pw ImWmw. acn-® _‘p-P\ - ß - s - fbpw ImWmw. `qan-bn¬ Pohn-°p-tºmƒ Bflob Imcy-߃°p-th-≠n sNe-hn´ ]Whpw A≤zm-\hpw _m¶nse \n-t£]w t]mse {]Xn^ew e`y-am-°p-∂p. euInI Pohn-XImeØv Hgn-™p-am-dnb BlvfmZ-߃°p ]Icw \nXy-amb k-t¥m-j-Øn\v Rm≥ Ah-Im-in-bm-bnØo¿∂n-cn-°p∂p! kz¿§o-b-k-Z- n-¬ Rms\mcp hnP-bn-bmbn Xocp∂ `mKyZnh-kw. lm, Rm≥ F{X `mKy-hm≥! \nco-iz-c-hmZn Cu temI-Ønepw Hcp Xcw at\m-hym[n A\p-`hnt® ]‰q. ""ssZhw Hcp ]t£ Dt≠m, Ds≠-¶n¬ Fs‚ ac-Wm-\¥-c-Po-hnXw \c-I-Øn-em-bn-t∏m-hnt√?'' F∂n-ß-s\-bp≈ BIp-eNn-¥-Iƒ `qan-bnse Pohn-X-Imew apgp-h≥ \nco-iz-cs\ Ae-´n-s°m≠n-cn-°pw. \nco-iz-cs‚ kz]v\-߃ `bm-\-I-ß-fm-sW∂v a\x-imkv{X-⁄-∑m¿ shfn-s∏-Sp-Øn-bn-´p-≠-t√m. At_m-[-a-\- n¬ \ncoiz-c≥ ac-Wm-\-¥-cm-h-ÿ-sb-∏‰n `bw- t]dn \S-°p-∂p. hnizmkn CΔn[ -Nn-¥-I-fn¬ \n∂pw kzX-{¥-\m-Wv. Npcp-°n-∏d - b - s´. Hcp ]t£ ssZhw Cs√-¶nepw F\n°p henb \jvSa - n-√. F∂m¬, ssZhw Ds≠-¶n¬ \nco-iz-c\p kI-ehpw \jvSam-bnt√? ac-Wm-\¥ - c - P - o-hn-XØ - n¬ Nne¿°p hnizm-ka - n-√m-ØXp t]mse,
kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
-10-
P\-\m-¥c Pohn-X-Øn¬ hnizm-k-an-√m-Xn-cp∂ Hcp inip-hns‚ IY ]≠v hmbn-®-tXm¿an°p∂p. t\c-tºm°p kwkm-c-K-Xn-sb-¶nepw Aev]w Nn¥n-°m≥ hI \¬Ip-∂ sI´pIY. H∂p-c≠p JfinIIfn¬ hnh-cn® Hcp IY-bm-Wv Rm≥ hmbn-®Xv. F∂m¬ B IYtbmSp-IqSn Ipsd kw`m-j-W-߃ tN¿Øvv Rm≥ hnI-kn-∏n®v AXv \me©p t]Pp-I-fp≈ Hcp `mh-\m-c-N-\-bm-°n-sb-Sp-Øp. hnIkn-∏n-s®-SpØ sI´p-IY Xmsg tN¿°p-∂p. AΩ-bpsS K¿`m-i-b-Øn¬ InS-∂p-sIm≠v Cc-´-°p-™p-߃ A-t\ym\yw hmZ-{]-Xn-hmZw \S-Øns°m≠n-cp∂p. Hcp Ip™v hnizmkn-bmWv; at‰Xv A-hn-izm-kn. K¿`m-ib - Ø - nse \m`n-c÷ - p-hn¬ \n∂pw _‘w-hn´v _m-lytemI-tØ°p h∂m¬ ]ns∂ Pohn-Xa - n-s√-∂m-bn-cp∂p Ahn-izm-kn-bmb inip-hns‚ hmZw. inip-°ƒ°v P\-\m-\-¥-c-Po-hnXw \¬Im≥ Ignhp≈ bmsXmcp Znhy-i-‡nbpw K¿`m-i-b-tem-IsØ \nb-{¥n-°p∂n-s√∂pt]mepw! X߃ shdpw bmZr-—n-Ia - m-bn D-≠m-bX - m-sW∂v! P\n-°pI, H≥]Xv amkw Ign™v acn-°p-I ˛˛ CXmWv Pohn-Xw. ""s]m°nƒsImSn s]m´p-tºmƒ, ]ns∂ inip-°ƒ°v Pohn-°m\m-hn-√. K¿`m-ib - h - p-ambn _‘n-∏n-°p∂ amwk-®c - Sp s]m´n-bm¬ Blmcw hen-s®-Sp-°m≥ km[y-a√; {]mW-hmbp In´n-√. \mw \nan-j߃°p-≈n¬ ]nS™p acn-°pw... K¿`m-ib - Ø - n\p ]pdØv \ap°v Hcp Pohn-Xa - n-√. {]k-hm-\-¥-c-Po-hn-X-an-√. ]pdØv as‰mcp temIhp-an-√.'' Ahn-izm-kn-bmb inip-hns‚ hmZ-an-ßs - \-bm-bn-cp-∂p. hnizm-kn-bmb inip Xncn-®-Sn-®p: ""\mw bmZr-—n-I-am-bn D-≠m-bhc√. \ap-s°mcp ]nXm-hp-≠v. amXm-hp-≠v. amXm-]n-Xm-°f - psS CjvSm\p-k-cWw D≠m-b-h-cm-Wv \mw. K¿`m-i-b-Øn\p shfn-bn¬ Hcp temI-ap-≠v. _mly-tem-IØ - n¬ Blm-cØ - n\pw {]mW-hm-bp-hn\pw {]tXyI {Iao-Ic - W - ß - f - p-≠mhpw. _mly-temIw K¿`m-ib - t- Ø-°mƒ sa®-am-W.v Ahn-sS, \sΩ Xmcm-´p-]mSn Xmtem-en-°m≥ ]e¿ \ΩpsS P\\w {]Xo-£n-®p-I-gn-bp-∂p. Cubns-S-bmbn shfn-bn¬ \n∂pw kvt\l-Øns‚ Nne i_vZ-ßfpw Ne-\-ßfpw Rm≥ A\p-`-hn-®psIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. kv{Xo]p-cp-j-∑m¿ Bscm-s°tbm \sΩ {i≤n°p-∂p-≠v.'' \nco-iz-c- inip CsXm∂pw kΩ-Xn-®p-sIm-Sp-°msX tNmZy-߃ Db¿Øn-Xp-Sß - n. ""K¿`m-ib - Ø - n\p shfn-bn¬ \n∂pw kvt\l-Øns‚ i–-ßtfm? Ne-\ß - tfm?... At_m-[a - \ - k - nse anYy-Iƒ... anYyIƒ Fßs\ kXy-ßfmIpw?''
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kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
""kXy߃ Fßs\ anYy-Ifm-Ipw?'' ""]nXm-hv... shdpw anYy. amXm-hv... Aß-s\mcp km[\w C√.'' ""AΩ... A∏≥... Ch¿ XnI®pw bmYm¿∞y-ßfm-Wv.'' "bp‡n°p \nc-°m-ØXp ]d-bm-sX-Sm... A∏\pw AΩbpw Ds≠¶n¬ Ah¿ Fß-s\ D-≠mbn F∂pIqSn ]d-bq.' ""F\n°dnbn-√. A\p-`hw ]ds-™t∂-bp≈p.'' ""Ft¥m A\p-`-ham?'' ""Hcp kv{Xo Fs∂ s]mXn-™p-kq-£n-°p-∂p≠v F∂ A\p`hw. Ah-fpsS NqSv Fs∂ hebw sNøp-∂p-s≠-s∂mcp tXm∂¬.'' ""hgn-sX-‰nb `mh\. shdpw tXm∂-ep-Iƒ.'' ""Hcp ]pcp-j≥ ˛˛ A∏≥ ˛˛ shfn-bn¬ \n¬°p∂p... Abmƒ Cu amwk-k-©n-bpsS ]pdØv Xtem-Sp-∂p. B a\p-jys‚ Ickv]¿i-\-ß-fpsS Btμm-f\߃ F\n°v kpJw Xcp-∂p.'' ""`mh\ \¬Ip∂ I≈-kp-Jw.'' ""\mw InS-°p∂ Cu amwk-°q´n¬ Iqcn-cp-´v. ]t£, CXns‚ `nØn-Isf Xpf-®p-sIm-≠p-h-s∂-Øp∂ Hcp sh≈n-sh-fn®w Fs‚ D≈n¬ X´p-∂p-≠v. Hcp henb i‡n-bpsS emf-\bpw B sh≈nsh-fn-®-Øn-eqsS Rm≥ A\p-`-hn-®psIm-≠ncn°p-∂p. \ΩpsS A∏s\-°mƒ, AΩ-sb-°mƒ, \ap-°p-Np-‰p-ap≈ F√m-‰n-s\-°mƒ henb GtXm Hcp i‡n F√m-bn-S-Øpw D≠v. D≈n¬X´nb {]Im-i-ØneqsS F\n°v shfn-s∏-´p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂ Imcy-amWnXv.'' ""aXn-{`-aw, CXn\m AcIndp-s°∂p ]td-∂-Xv.'' ""Icp-Xt- em-Sp-hn-fn-°p∂ A∏s‚ i–w Fs‚ sNhn-If - n¬ ]Xn°m-dp-≠v. c≠psNhn-Iƒ°pw ]cakpJw!'' ""CXm-Wp apgp-°n-dp-°v. Ak¬ Indp-°v. \o km£m¬ Indp-°\m-Wv. \ns‚ Xe-t®m-dn-s\t¥m XI-cm-dp ]‰n-b-Xm.'' ""\o s]m´\m ˛˛ i–w tIƒ°m≥ Ign-hn-√m-Øh - ≥. A‘\mSm ˛˛ {]Imiw \nc-kn-°p∂ a-\-kns‚ DS-a.'' ""kvt\ln-°p∂ Hc-∏≥ \ap-°p-s≠-¶n¬ Abmƒ F¥p-sIm≠v Cu Ccp-´p-ap-dn-bn-te-°p- h-cp-∂n-√? Cu Ipgn-bn¬ \n∂v F¥p-sIm≠v \sΩ Db¿Øn-sb-Sp-°p-∂n-√?... kz¥w IÆp-sIm≠v ImWWw. sNhn-sIm≠v tIƒ°bpw thWw... F∂mte Rm≥ hniz-kn-°q.?'' ""Cu amwk-°p-gn-bn¬ \n∂pw shfn-bn¬ NmSm-\p≈ i‡n A∏≥ Xºp-cm≥ \ap°v Hcn-°¬ \¬Ipw. CXm-sWs‚ {]Xymi.'' ""FSm, imkv{Xo-b-a-√mØ {]Xym-i-I-sfm∂pw Rm≥ AwKo-Icn-°n-√. \o ]d-bp-∂Xv G‰p-sNm-√p∂ Gdm≥ap-fn-b√ Rm≥, tIt´m.
kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
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bp‡n-bpw Xe-t®m-dp-amWv Fs∂ \bn-°p-∂-Xv.'' ""\ns‚ Hcp Xe-t®m-dv... aÆmw-I-´.'' ""CXmWv bp‡n-hn-Nm-cw, imkv{Xo-b-Nn-¥. \o ]d-bp-∂ A∏≥ AI-tØm-s´m∂p Ib-dn-hcs´. Fs‚ apºnsem∂p h∂p \n¬°s´... At∂-cw-Xs∂ \ap°v Hcp A∏≥ ˛˛ {k„mhv ˛˛ Ds≠∂v Rm≥ hniz-kn-t®°mw.'' ""\o ]td-∂n-SsØms° A\p-k-cn®p {]Xy-£-s∏-Sm≥ A∏≥Xºp-cm≥ \ns‚ ASn-ab - mtWmSm? Ifn-∏m-hb - mtWmSm? A∏-\n-s√∂v aqV≥ Xs‚ lrZ-b-Øn¬ ]d-bp-∂p. \o aqU-\m ˛˛ aca≠≥.'' ""Cc-´-t∏-cp-hn-fn-®m¬ IoØm-Sns°mcp X´p-X-cpw.'' ""\ns∂ F\n°v H´pw t]Sn-bn-√... Cu sIm®p- amw-k-°q-Sn-\p≈n¬ \ns∂ Btcm kwc-£n°p∂p. \o H´pw A≤zm-\n-°msX t]mj-Im-lmcw apS-ßmsX \¬Ip∂nt√? \n\°v {]mWhmbp In´p∂n-t√? \o Ft∏mgpw Nen-°p-∂p, Imen-´-Sn-°bpw sNøp∂p. FhnSp∂p In´n-sbSm CsXms° sNøm-\p≈ Du¿÷w?'' ""Cu amwk-°qSn\p Np‰n-ep-ap≈ ]Zm¿∞-߃ \¬Ip∂ Du¿÷amWnXv. kzb-\n¿an-Xw. ]Zm¿∞-\n¿an-Xw. A√msX shfnbn¬ \ns∂ßpw Bcpw Xcp-∂-X-√.'' ""\μn-sI-t´m-t\... t\m°q Cu amwk-Kpl-. NqSp-Xc - p∂ Hc-¤pX k©nbmWnXv. Blmcw Hgp-°n-X-cp∂ Hcp amwk-®-c-Sv \ΩpsS s]m°n-fns‚ A‰Øp \o≠p-In-S-°p∂p. Cu Hscm‰ Nc-Sn¬ tIm¿Øn-´psIm≠v F{Xtbm \mfp-If - mbn Btcm \sΩ N°m-Øn\v t]m‰n hf¿Øp∂p! \ΩpsS Imepw ssIøpsams° sImgp-Øp-X-Sn®p- hf-cp∂nt√? CXn-s‚-sbms° ]n∂n¬ A¤pXw {]h¿Øn°p∂ Hcp i‡n Cs√-∂mtWm \o ]td-∂-Xv.'' ""CsX√mw bmZr-›n-Iw.'' ""bmZr›nI-tam?? GsXm Hcp _mly-i-‡n-bpsS Ic-hn-cp-Xnte-°t√ Cu A¤p-X-{]-Xn-`m-k-߃ hnc¬Nq-≠p-∂Xv? F{Xtbm hnkva-b-\o-b-amb Imcy-߃ amwk-\n¿an-X-amb Cu apdn-bn¬ \nanjw tXmdpw \S-°p-∂p. CXns‚sb√mw ]n∂n¬ ka-{K-amb Bkq-{X-Wa - nt√? hyhÿm-]n-Xa - mb {]h¿Ø-\ß - f - t√ CsX-√mw? F√m-‰n\pw IW°pw Imcyhpw amkhpw Xob-Xn-bp-ant√? CXn-s‚sbms° ]n∂n¬ Hcp i‡nbpw _p≤nbpw {]h¿Øn-°p-∂nt√? CsXms° ImWm≥ \ns‚ IÆpw a\kpw sXmd°Sm.'' ""\ΩpsS ico-c-Ønse Pohm-Wp-°ƒ X\nsb sNøp∂ anSpanSp-°p-]WnIfmWnsX√mw.'' ""GI-tZiw Htc-Zn-hkat√ \ap°v c≠p-t]¿°pw aq°pw \m°pw
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kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
ssIIfpw Imep-Ifpw Infn-®n-d-ßn-bXv.'' ""A-Xn-s\¥m?'' ""\Ωƒ c≠p-t]cpw tXm∂n-b-Xp-t]mse Hmtcm-cp-Ø-cmbn {]tXyIw {]tXyIw hf-cp-I-b-√t√m? Btcm Hcmƒ \ΩpsS c≠pt]-cp-sSbpw hf¿®sb \nb-{¥n-°p-∂p≠v. \ΩpsS C∂-setbbpw C∂n-t\bpw \msftbbpw \nb-{¥n-°p-∂p-≠v. \ns‚ N¶nSn∏pi–w t]mepw F\n°v \∂mbn tIƒ°mw.'' ""FSm, \ns‚ N¶nSn∏p i–w F\n°pw tIƒ°mw.'' ""\ns‚ lrZ-bØpSn-∏ns‚ FÆhpw F\n-°-dn-bmw. F√m-‰n\pw IW-°pw Imcy-hp-ap≠v... IrXy-Xbpw D≠v. Xmfw sX‰p-∂n√, FÆhpw sX‰p-∂n-√.'' ""\ns‚ Bibw t`mj-Ø-sa-¶nepw hnjbw Kuchw Xs∂.'' ""Fs‚ lrZ-b-Øn¬ CS-°nsS Hcp sh≈nshfn®w h∂p X´p∂p≠v. AXp-sIm-≠mWv hnjbw Kuc-h-am-Ip-∂-Xv... tIt´m a≠®m-tc... sh≈n shfn-®sØ \nc-kn-°p∂ ac-Ø-e-bm.'' ""\obm ac-Ø-e-b≥...'' ""\ns‚ lrZbw a\-:]q¿Δw ]q´n hbv°msX Xpd-∂p-sIm-Sp-Øm¬ Cu sh≈n shfn®w \ns‚ lrZ-b-Ønepw h∂p-X-´pw.'' ""Rm≥ Aßs\ lrZbwXpd∂p hbv°p-∂h - \ - √ - . Dulm-t]m-l߃°p-th≠n Fs∂-Xs∂ ASn-as - ∏-Sp-Øp∂ Bf-√. sh≈nshfn®-tØmSp ]dbq, Fs‚ bp‡n-bn¬ h∂p X´m≥... lrZ-bØ - n¬ X´nbm¬ t]mcm, Fs‚ Xe-t®m-dn¬ X´-Ww.'' ""hgn-sX-‰nb \ns∂ t\¿hgn Xncn-°m≥ Fs‚ A\p-`-h-ß-ƒ t_m[y-am°nb Imcy-߃ ]d-s™t∂ D≈p.'' ""\ns‚ t]cv A‘-hn-izmkn... C√mØ DΩm°n Ds≠∂p hnizkn-°p-∂-h≥. Xe-t®m-dn-√mØh≥. bp-‡n-hnlo-\≥.'' ""P\\m-¥c - P - o-hnXw Cs√-∂t√ \o ]td-∂X - v. amwk-®c - S- p-s]m´n \o shfn-bn¬ hcp-∂ Znhkw \ns‚ A¥y-Zn\w BsW-∂p-t]mepw!... \ns‚ bp‡n A\p-kc - n®v \ns‚ P∑-Zn\w \ns‚ ih-kw-kvImc Znhkw IqSn Bbn-cn-°pw. K¿`m-ib - Ø - n¬ P\n-°p∂ F√m inip-°fp-sSbpw Bbpkns‚ \ofw ]d-™m¬ samØw H≥]-Xp-amkw am{Xw. P\n-°p∂ Znhkw Xs∂ inip-°ƒ F√m-hcpw acn-°pw. AXp-sIm≠v \o P\n-®p-ho-gp-tºmƒXs∂ Rm≥ \ns∂ Ipgn-bn¬ C´paqSn-tb-°mw. As√-¶n¬ ihw Zln-∏n®p Nmc-am-°n-tb°mw.'' hmZ-{]-Xn-hmZw amk-ßtfmfw \o≠p-\n∂p. Ah¿ XΩn¬ ASn]nSn \S-∂n√ F∂p-am{Xw!! H≥]-Xmw-amkw amXmhv Cc-´-°p-™p-ßsf {]k-hn-®p. P\-\m-
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kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
¥-c-tem-I-Øn¬ hnizm-k-an-√m-Xn-cp∂ \mkvXn-I-inip ]pXnb temIsØ I≠p e÷n-®p. at‰ inip A\p-`h - n-®p-sh-∂v Ah-Im-is - ∏´ _mly-k] v ¿i\߃ shdpw anYy A-√m-bn-cp-s∂-∂v a\-kn-em-°n. hb-‰n¬ InS-°p-tºmƒ apX¬ amXm-]n-Xm-°ƒ Xßsf kvt\ln®p-sIm-≠n-cp∂p F∂v hnizm-kn-b-√mØ inip-hn\v kΩ-Xn-t°-≠Xmbn h∂p. AXm, A∏≥. ]p©n-cn-tbmsS apºn¬ \n¬°p∂p. \h-PmX inip-°ƒ°v kzmKXw Acp-fp-IbmWv. AΩ I´n-en¬ InS-°p-∂p. hoSp-\n-dsb Ab¬-]°sØ kv{XoIƒ. \nco-iz-c-hm-Zn-bmb kvt\ln-Xm, R߃ hnizm-kn-Iƒ Hcp kz¿§-tem-I-Ønse Ne-\-ß-sf-∏-‰nbpw ]nXm-hmb ssZh-Øns‚ kvt\l-sØ-∏‰ - nbpw ]d-bp∂ Imcy-߃ \n߃°v Hcp anYy-bmbn Ct∏mƒ tXm∂n-tb-°mw. F∂m¬, Cu Xm¬°m-enI temI-Øn-\∏p-dØv as‰mcp tem-I-ap-≠v. AhnsS \c-Ihpw kz¿§hpw D≠v. Hcp Znhkw Xm¶-fpsS ico-csØ temI-am-Xm-hp-ambn _‘n-∏n-°p∂ Poh≥ F∂ NcSv A‰p-t]m-Ipw. A∂v \nß-fpsS Bflmhv \nXyX F∂ bmYm¿∞y-sØ t\cn-Spw. hnizm-knsb kw_-‘n-®n-St- Ømfw B Znhkw Hcp kpZn\w Bbn-cn°pw. \nco-iz-c\v Hcp Zp¿±n-\hpw! H∂p-In¬ \nXy-]-dp-Zo-k. As√-¶n¬ \nXy-\-c-Iw. hmb-\-°m-cm, Xm¶ƒ Hcp hnizm-kn-bm-Ip-I. Xm¶ƒ°p \jvSs∏-Sm-s\m∂p-an√; t\Sp-hmt\m hf-sc-bp-≠p-Xm-\pw$ First Published : 1983
Current Edition : January 2016
Nn¥n-°p-∂-h¿ kwkm-cn-°p∂p sI.]n. tIi-h-ta-t\m≥ (ap≥ ]{Xm-[n-]¿, amXr-`q-an) ""\ni-_vZX \nd™ A¥co£Øn¬ GIm-In-bmbn Ccp∂v KmVambn Nn¥n-°p-tºmƒ a\x-km-£n-bn¬IqSn ssZhw \tΩmSp kwkm-cn-°p-sa∂v Hcp XXz-⁄m\n ]d-™Xv Ig-ºn-√mØ shdpw hm°-s√∂ A`n-{]mbw apºp-Xs∂ F\n-°p-≠m-bn-cp-∂p.... A\-¥i - ‡ - n-bp-am-bp≈ \ΩpsS _‘Øn\v bm-sXmcp lm\nbpw X´m-Øh - n[w PohnXw \bn-t°-≠n-bn-cn-°p-∂p.'' s{]m^-. F≥.-sI. apkvX^m Iam¬]mj (]n.-F-kv.-Fw.-H. tImf-Pv, Xncp-c-ßm-Sn, ae-∏p-dw) ""aX Nn¥ XpS-ßp-t∂-SØv imkv{X-Nn¥ Ah-km-\n-°p∂p F∂v bp‡nhm-Zn-Iƒ X´n-hn-Sm-dp-≠v. F∂m¬ hkvXp-X AXmtWm? imkv{X-Øns‚ {][m\ I≠p-]n-Sn-Øß - s - f√mw \S-Øn-bXv aX-hn-izm-kn-Ifpw Ah \S∂Xv aX-hn-izmkw \ne-\n-∂n-cp∂ Ime-L´- ß - f - nepw Bbn-cp∂p F∂p ImWmw.''
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kz¿§hpw \c-Ihpw Cs√-¶n¬?
s{]m^k¿ sI. Al-ΩZ- p-Ip-´n (^dq°v tImf-Pv, tImgn-t°m-Sv k¿Δ-I-emim-e, ap≥ {]kn-U‚ v, apkvenw FUyq-t°-j≥ Atkm-kn-tb-j≥) ""Cu {]]©w F¥n-\v, Fßs\ cq]w sIm≠p? {]]©w Fhn-tS°v? \nXy-amb iq\y-X-bn-te-°mWv CXv \oßp-∂-sX-¶n¬ CXn-s\-¥¿∞w? Pohn-X-Øn\v F¥¿∞w? F∂v a\p-jy≥ kzbw tNmZn-®p-t]m-Ip-∂p... krjvSnIƒ krjvSm-hn-te°v hnc¬Nq-≠p-∂p-. Cu Adn-hmWv Pohn-XØ - n\v A¿∞w \¬Ip-∂-Xv.'' tUm. F.-]n.-sP. A_vZpƒ Iemw (C-¥y-bpsS ap≥ {]kn-U‚ v) ""a\p-jys\ ssZh-tØm-S\ - p-_‘ - n-∏n-°p∂ Nß-eb - mWv hnizm-kw. \ΩpsS Pohn-XsØ t\¿]m-X-bn¬ \bn-°m-\p-X-Ip∂ [m¿anI aqey-߃ Icp-∏nSn-∏n-°m≥ aX-Øns‚ ]n≥_ew Bh-iy-am-Wv.'' hn. B¿. IrjvW-ø¿ (ap≥ PÃn-kv, kp{]ow tIm¿´v) ""aXsØ Hgn-®p-\n¿Øn-bm¬ imkv{Xw apS-¥p-≈-Xm-Ip∂p'' Koh¿Kokv am¿ HkvØm-Øn-tbmkv sa{Xm--t∏m-eoØ (ap≥ s{]m^-k¿, Hm¿Ø-tUmIvkv Xntbm-fP - n-°¬ skan-\m-cn) ""imkv{Xhpw aXhpw XΩn¬ bmsXmcp s]mcp-Ø° - p-dh - p-an-√. c≠pw Ahb-hb - psS cwKØp am{Xw {]h¿Øn-®m¬... ssZhw aX-Øn-s‚bpw imkv{XØn-s‚bpw ssZh-am-Ib - m¬ aXhpw imkv{Xhpw XΩn¬ Bflmhpw icochpw t]mse _‘-ap-≠v.'' dh. tUm. Fw. sP. tPmk^v (am¿tØmΩm sshZnI skan-\m-cn) ""kXy-Øns‚ D{K-amb Bhn-jv°-c-W-Øn¬ IqSn am{Xta am\-h-cmin hf-cp-I-bp-≈p. imkv{Xhpw kmt¶-Xn-I-hn-Zybpw hn`m-h-\w -sN-øp∂ atXXc kwkvIm-c-Øn\v aXsØ XpS®p am‰p-hm≥ Ignbp-∂-X-√. imkv{XØns‚ ]nSn-bn¬ Aa-cmØ \qdp-\qdp tNmZy-߃ B[p-\nI a\p-jys‚ apºn¬ Xo∏¥w t]mse {]Xy-£-s∏-´p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p.'' Dr. C.T. Luiskutty (Former Professor & Chair, Department of Physics and Engineering, Oral Roberts University, USA) “I have been a believer in God before I became a scientist. But learning science and doing research and teaching in related fields have not diminished my belief in God. The more I learn science, the more complex the world appears to me and reveals to me the relevance of an intelligent designer whom I call God. Science is not able to predict anything with absolute certainty. Just recently (September 24, 2014), India became the fourth nation in the world to project a satellite to Mars’ orbit. It was a great relief for the scientists, the government and the people when the news came that the mission was a success, because there was no certainty of its success though hundreds of India’s brightest scientists worked behind it and the government spent
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crores of rupees on the project. This shows that science can only talk about probabilities and not certainty. I often wonder why some people are willing to accept the so-called scientific theories of the origin of the universe and of life for which the probabilities are infinitesimally small while they reject the existence of God for which there is at least a 1 in 2 probability. It should be reiterated that science will never prove the existence of God or the non-existence of God. Both are matters of faith, and I choose to believe the more probable thing – the existence of God.” M. K. Gandhi “There is an indefinable mysterious power that pervades everything, I feel it though I do not see it. It is this unseen power which makes itself felt and yet defies all proof, because it is so unlike all that I perceive through my senses. It transcends the senses. But it is possible to reason out the existence of God to a limited extent... I do dimly perceive that whilst everything around me is ever changing, ever dying, there is underlying all that change a living power that is changeless, that holds all together, that creates, dissolves and recreates.... I gather that God is life, truth, light. He is love. He is supreme Good.... Sense perceptions can be and often are false and deceptive, however real they may appear to us.... I confess that I have no argument to convince through reason. Faith transcends reason.” {]m¿∞\ Bh-iy-ap-≈-hcpw Bflob hnj-b-ß-ƒ N¿®-sN-øm≥ B{K-ln-°p-∂-hcpw _‘-s∏-Sp-I.
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