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†evwW©s cv‡mi Rb¨ A‡c¶v KiwQ| Ggb mgq Avgvi m¤úv`‡Ki †dvb Gj- ÔwiWwj!Õ Avwg Zv‡K mvicÖvBR †`qvi fw½‡Z e‡j DVjvg, ÔRv‡bv, Avwg wU‡KU †c‡q †MwQ| Aí¶‡Yi g‡a¨B †cø‡b DV‡Z hvw”Q|Õ Icv‡i wKQz mg‡qi bxieZv| Zvici DËi Gj, ÔwiWwj! Avgv‡`i cwiKíbvq wKQzUv cwieZ©b G‡m‡Q| Zzwg †mvRv cvwK¯Ívb P‡j hvI| Zvici AvdMvwb¯Ívb|Õ ÔKxÕ Avwg wb‡Ri Kvb‡K wek¦vm Ki‡Z cviwQjvg bv| ÔAvdMvwb¯Ívb?Õ Ôûg! NUbvi ïiæ AvdMvwb¯Ívb †_‡K| mviv c„w_exi †PvL GLb †mw`‡KB _vK‡e| †Zvgvi hvÎv ïf †nvK|Õ jvBbUv †K‡U †Mj| Avgvi ev· †evSvB kx‡Zi Kvco| Avwg `uvwo‡q AvwQ wbDBqK©Mvgx †cø‡bi jvB‡b| Avgv‡K wKbv GLb †h‡Z n‡e giæi †`k AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b| Awek¦vm¨! Kx Avi Kiv! Av‡gwiKvi wUwKU evwZj K‡i `yevB‡qi wUwKU KvUjvg| `yevB n‡q †cuŠQvjvg cvwK¯Ív‡b| AvdMvwb¯Ív‡bi wfmv cvIqvi Rb¨ Avwg wZb-wZbevi †Póv Pvjvjvg| wfmv †cjvg bv| A_P msev` msMÖ‡ni Rb¨ AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b bv †M‡jB bq| GLb Dcvq? wewewmÕi mvsevw`K Rb _gmb GK Awfbe eyw× †ei Kij| `yB Rb _gmb GKw`b Avgvi Kv‡Q G‡m ejj, Ô†`L! Avwg cy‡ivcywi A`„k¨ n‡q †MwQ|Õ R‡bi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ cy‡ivUvB Kv‡jv †eviKvq XvKv| mvg‡b weivU GK g~wZ©, A_P Zuvi kix‡ii wKQzB †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Zvr¶wYK Avgvi gv_vq `viæY eyw× †L‡j †Mj| Avwg fvejvg, ÔAv‡i GiKg †eviKv c‡i †Zv AvwgI A`„k¨ n‡q †h‡Z cvwi| Zvici Xz‡K †h‡Z cvwi AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b| Rb _gmb A`„k¨ n‡q †h‡Z cvi‡j, Avwg †Kb bq?Õ


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Avgvi `yB MvB‡Wi GKRb cvwK¯Ívwb, Av‡iKRb Rb¥m~‡Î AvdMvb| Zv‡`i mv‡_ e‡m `viæY GK eyw× AuvUjvg| wVK n‡jv, Avgiv we‡q evwoi †jvK mvRe| Avwg _vKe †eviKvq XvKv| Zvici †Kv‡bv we‡qi Abyôv‡b hvw”Q Ggb fve K‡i Xz‡K coe AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b| †hB fvev †mB KvR| GKw`b Avgiv cvwK¯Ívb mxgvšÍ †Nu‡l AvdMvwb¯Ív‡bi D‡Ï‡k¨ iIqvbv njvg| Avgv‡`i Mvwo ZLb PjwQj ÔLvqevi cvmÕ1 w`‡q| Lvqevi cvm c„w_exi me‡P‡q eo wMwi DcZ¨Kv| `ycv‡k cvnvo Avi meyR f‚wg‡Niv PgrKvi me `„k¨| Avgvi aviYvB wQj bv, Lvqevi cvm GZ eo! Avwg g‡b K‡iwQjvg, GUvi ˆ`N©¨ m‡e©v”P 30 MR n‡e| Avm‡j Gi ˆ`N¨© 34 gvBj| Bm! Kx †evKvB bv wQjvg Avwg! Avgvi g‡b ZLb wPšÍvi So| AvdMvwb¯Ívb! bv Rvwb †mLvbKvi gvbyl¸‡jv †Kgb? eyk-†eøqv‡ii fvlvq †mLv‡b ÔkqZv‡bi kvmbÕ Pj‡Q| gwnjviv Pig wbh©vwZZ Ges wb‡®úwlZ Rxebhvcb Ki‡Q| AwaKvi ej‡Z Zv‡`i wKQzB †bB| Zv‡jevb kvm‡Kiv GZB Lvivc, †QvU ev”Pv‡`i NywoI Dov‡Z †`q bv| wKQzw`‡bi g‡a¨ ïiæ n‡e hy×| c„w_exi me‡P‡q abx †`k, me‡P‡q Mwie †`‡ki Dci nvgjv Pvjv‡e| bv Rvwb †mLvbKvi gvbyl¸‡jv Kx fve‡Q? nVvr SuvKzwb‡Z Avgvi wPšÍvi †ik †K‡U †Mj| ZvwK‡q †`wL Avgv‡`i Mvwo †_‡g †M‡Q| Avgiv `uvwo‡q AvwQ Ô†bv g¨vbm j¨v‡ÛÕ2| GKUz `~‡iB AvdMvwb¯Ívb mxgvšÍ| Avgiv `yiæ-`yiæ ey‡K GwM‡q †Mjvg †PK‡cv‡÷i w`‡K| fqvj `k©b me cÖnix `uvwo‡q Av‡Q †mLv‡b| gv_vq cvMwo, Bqv j¤^v AvjLvjøv, gy‡L j¤^v `vwo| fqsKi Zv‡`i Pvnwb| Zv‡`i nv‡Zi ÔKvjvkwbKfÕ ivB‡dj m~‡h©i Av‡jvq PKPK Ki‡Q| Avgvi ey‡Ki †fZi ZLb `yg `yg Wªvg evR‡Q| GZUvB †Rv‡i †h, Avwg wb‡Ri Kv‡b ïb‡Z cvw”Qjvg ü`wc‡Ði AvIqvR| GKevi g‡b n‡jv D‡ëv w`‡K wd‡i †`Šo w`B| wKš‘ ZLb Avi †cQb wd‡i hvevi Dcvq wQj bv|


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AevK KvÐ! Iiv Avgvi w`‡K fv‡jv K‡i ZvKvjB bv| GKev‡ii R‡b¨I bv| nq‡Zv weivU †eviKvi Avov‡j †Kv‡bv gwnjv †f‡eB| MvBWiv Avgv‡K wfbœ GK AvdMvb gwnjv e‡j cwiPq w`j| fzqv GKwU AvBwW KvW©I †`Lvj| GKUz c‡i Mvwo‡Z P‡o emjvg| Avgvi ZLb `viæY †ivgv Abyfe nw”Qj, Ô†kl ch©šÍ AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b P‡j Gjvg| cyiæl kvwmZ AvdMvwb¯Ívb... hv wb‡q cvðv‡Z¨ `yb©v‡gi †kl †bB|Õ Avgiv G‡m †cuŠQjvg ÔRvjvjvev`Õ| GUv AvdMvwb¯Ív‡bi Ab¨Zg eo GK kni| GKUv eo gv‡K©‡Ui mvg‡b G‡m Mvwo _vgvjvg| †`wL, cyiæ‡liv Kuv‡a K‡i evRv‡ii eo eo e¨vM wb‡q †ei懔Q| fvejvg, Ôevn, `viæY †Zv! GLv‡b cyiæ‡liv evRvim`vB K‡i| cvðv‡Z¨ †Zv kwcs gj †_‡K evRvi-m`vB me mgq Avgv‡`i bvix‡`iB Ki‡Z nq|Õ c‡i Rvbjvg GLvbKvi wbqgKvbyb Lye Kov| gwnjviv gvnig cyiæl Qvov AcwiwPZ †jvK‡`i mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z cv‡i bv| wbqg †bB| Avwg †eviKvq XvKv A‡bK gwnjv‡KI †`L‡Z †cjvg | Zviv Zv‡`i cyiæl m½x‡`i mv‡_ Ny‡i †eov‡”Q| gvbyl¸‡jvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q Avwg AevK njvg| mevi †Pnviv †Kgb nvwmLywk| mevi g‡a¨ myLx myLx fve| `yw`b c‡i Av‡gwiKv D‡o G‡m G‡`i Nv‡o †evgv †dj‡e, †mUv wb‡q G‡`i †Kv‡bv wPšÍvB †bB| Avgiv Gjvg †QvU GKUv MÖv‡g| ZLb Kx GK Dcj‡¶¨ †mLv‡b †ek Avb›` dzwZ© PjwQj| MÖv‡gi †jvKRb MvB‡Wi Kv‡Q Avgvi cwiPq Rvb‡Z PvBj| MvBW ckZz3 fvlvq weoweo K‡i Kx e‡j †Mj, Avwg Zvi GK we›`y wemM©I eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| Z‡e GZUzKz eySjvg, MvB‡Wi DËi ï‡b Zviv †gv‡UI Lywk nqwb| Zviv fvewQj, Pviw`‡K GLb hy× hy× fve| Gi g‡a¨ MvBW GK cwðgv bvix‡K wb‡q Gj GLv‡b| e¨vUvi Av‡°j ÁvbUv Kx ïwb! Zvi Dc‡i †gvjøv Dg‡ii4 Kov wb‡lavÁv wQj Ô†Kv‡bv †jvK cwðgv we‡`wk‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡j Zvi Rb¨ KwVb kvw¯Í †c‡Z n‡eÕ| ¯^fveZB Zviv MvB‡Wi Dci Lye w¶ß n‡q DVj| †fZ‡i †fZ‡i fqI cvw”Qj, bv Rvwb KLb aiv c‡o hvq!


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AvdMvbiv RvwZMZfv‡e dzwZ©evR I nvwmLywk| Lye †ewk¶Y gbgiv n‡q _vKv G‡`i av‡Z †bB| wKQz¶‡Yi g‡a¨ Zv‡`i fq K‡g Gj| `y-GKRb gwnjv †`vfvlxi gva¨‡g Avgvi mv‡_ K_vI ejv ïiæ Kij| wek eQi eqmx GK †g‡q‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg, ÔGB †h `yw`b c‡i hy× ïiæ n‡”Q, †Zvgvi fq Ki‡Q bv?Õ weiw³gvLv ¯^‡i †m DËi w`j ÔAvi ej‡eb bv| Avgvi Lye ivM jvM‡Q| Avwg Rvb‡Z PvBjvg Ô†Kb?Õ †m ejv ïiæ Kij, ÔAvwg wQjvg bvwm©s Bwbw÷wUDU †_‡K cÖwk¶YcÖvß GK bvm©| eQi `y‡qK Av‡M Zv‡jevbiv nVvr K‡iB †m cÖwZôvb eÜ K‡i w`j| Avwg P‡j Gjvg MÖv‡g| †f‡e †`Lyb, AvR hw` Avwg wVKfv‡e Avgvi cÖwk¶Y †kl Ki‡Z cviZvg, Zvn‡j GB hy‡×i mgq Avwg KZ KvR Ki‡Z cviZvg! AvnZ‡`i †mev Kiv, wPwKrmvi e¨e¯’v Kiv....Zv bv, Avwg GLb nvZ cv ¸wU‡q GB ARcvov Muv‡q G‡m cu‡P giwQ|Õ K_vi gvSLv‡b GK eq¯‹ gwnjv Avgv‡`i mvg‡b G‡m `uvov‡jb| Zvi †Pnvivq Zvw”Qj¨, `ynvZ †Kvg‡i ivLv| Avgv‡K fv‡jvg‡Zv wbix¶Y K‡i Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb, ÔGB †g‡q! †Zvgvi †Q‡j-†g‡q Av‡Q?Õ Avwg DËi w`jvg, ÔAv‡Q| GKUv †g‡qÕ| Ô†gv‡U GKUv?Õ ÔwR¦, †gv‡U GKUvÕ wZwb Avgvi ey‡Ki Dci m‡Rv‡i GKUv av°v gvi‡jb, Ô†Zvgiv cwðgv bvixiv Avm‡jB nZfvMv| †Zvgv‡`i ev”Pv nq †gv‡U GKUv `yBUv| Avgv‡K †`L| Avgvi mšÍvb †gvU c‡b‡iv Rb| hy‡×i gv‡V hLb †Zvgv‡`i me ˆmb¨ gviv hv‡e, Avwg ZL‡bv G‡K G‡K mšÍvb Rb¥ w`‡Z _vKe|Õ GUv fvevi †Kv‡bv KviY †bB, AvdMvb gwnjviv jvRyK jvRyK Avi Romo gvwUi g~wZ©| Avwg g‡b g‡b fvewQjvg, Ôevc‡i! GB hw` nq gwnjvi †ZR, Z‡e cyiæ‡liv bv Rvwb †Kgb?Õ


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Avwg cvëv cÖkœ Kijvg, ÔGB †h Av‡gwiKv G‡m Avcbv‡`i Dci †evgv †dj‡e, Avcbv‡`i fq Ki‡Q bv?Õ wZwb mgvb †Z‡R DËi w`‡jb, ÔAvmyK bv Av‡gwiKvb ˆmb¨! GB MÖv‡g hw` Av‡m, Avi Avwg hw` nv‡Zi Kv‡Q cvB, Z‡e Rvgv Kvco wQu‡o wbR nv‡Z Avwg I‡`i kv‡q¯Ív Kie|Õ GKUz kvšÍ n‡q wZwb Avevi ej‡jb, Ô†`L! †Zvgv‡`i ILv‡b †h `yN©Ubv N‡U‡Q, Zvi Rb¨ Avgiv `ytwLZ| wKš‘ Zv‡Z Avgv‡`i Kx †`vl! Gi Rb¨ Av‡gwiKvbiv †Kb Avgv‡`i Dci †evgv gvi‡Z PvB‡Q? Avgiv wK wKQz K‡iwQ?Õ Avwg ZLb g‡b g‡b dzumwQjvg| ÔKx? UzBb UvIqvi nvgjv G‡`i Kv‡Q †bnv‡qZ GKUv `yN©Ubv? †hLv‡b Qq nvRv‡ii AwaK gvbyl R¡‡j cy‡o gviv †Mj, †hLv‡b mywekvj UzBb UvIqvi aŸ‡m coj, cÖvY euvPv‡Z GK k Zjv †_‡K gvbyl †¯^”Qvq jvwd‡q coj... GZ eo NUbv‡K Giv `yN©Ubv e‡j Kx K‡i?Õ c‡i †f‡e †`Ljvg, Avm‡j G‡`i †`vl †bB| Zv‡jevb kvm‡b we‡`wk wUwf †`Lv eviY| Giv †Zv Rv‡bB bv †m `„k¨, †m NUbv KZUv fqven wQj! MÖv‡g _vK‡Z _vK‡Z we‡Kj n‡q Gj| Avgv‡`i‡K wb‡q fq, DrKÉv Avevi gvbyl¸‡jvi †Pnvivq wd‡i Gj| A‡bK e‡j K‡q Zv‡`i KvQ †_‡K `y-PviUv Qwe wbjvg| we`vq wb‡q GKUz G¸‡ZB †`wL MÖv‡gi A`~‡i †MBU eÜ K‡i †`qv n‡q‡Q| ïb‡Z †cjvg, cvwK¯Ívb Zv‡`i mxgvšÍ eÜ K‡i w`‡q‡Q| KvD‡K Avm‡ZI w`‡”Q bv, †h‡ZI w`‡”Q bv| ciw`b mKv‡j wM‡q †`wL GKB Ae¯’v| Avwg cojvg gnv Sv‡gjvq| Avgvi m¤úv`K hw` Rv‡bb, Avwg AvdMvwb¯Ív‡b wM‡q wb‡LuvR n‡q †MwQ, Zvn‡j wek¦ wgwWqvq nBPB c‡o hv‡e| Pviw`‡K AvZ¼ Qov‡e| Avgv‡K †h K‡iB †nvK GLvb †_‡K †ei n‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ Dcvq? MvBW ejj, ÔDcvq GKUv Av‡Q| Avgv‡`i‡K †PvivPvjv‡bi iv¯Ív (Smuggling Route) a‡i wdi‡Z n‡e|Õ


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ÔIqvI!Õ Avwg g‡b g‡b †ek †ivgv Abyfe KiwQjvg, Ô†PvivPvjv‡bi iv¯Ív w`‡q cvjv‡bv? GUv †Zv `viæY †ivgvÂKi Avi wkniY RvMv‡bv e¨vcvi n‡e| Avwg Avgvi cwÎKvi Rb¨ fv‡jv GKUv †÷vwi wjL‡Z cvie|Õ Avwg †f‡ewQjvg ¯§vMwjs iæU n‡e cvnv‡oi Luv‡R Luv‡R †Mvcb †Kv‡bv iv¯Ív| gv‡S gv‡S †Svc R½‡jI jywK‡q _vK‡Z n‡e| Igv! AevK KvÐ| †h iv¯Ív a‡i mxgv‡šÍi Kv‡Q †Mjvg, †mLv‡b †`wL weivU evRvi e‡m‡Q| †KD DU wewµ Ki‡Q, †KD wewµ Ki‡Q Kv‡c©U| Avevi KviI nv‡Z wewµi Rb¨ we‡bv`‡bi wewfbœ wRwbmcÎ| A‡bK cyiæl‡K †`Ljvg| Zviv G‡m‡Qb hy‡×i Rb¨ bvg wjLv‡Z; †hb Ôeo kqZvbÕ Av‡gwiKvi weiæ‡× hy× Kiv hvq| Avgvi cv‡q wQj AvdMvb RyZv| c_ Pj‡Z Pj‡Z Zv wQu‡o cv †d‡U i³ SiwQj| Avwg MvBW‡K ejjvg, Ô†`L! mxgvšÍ †Zv Avi gvÎ `k wgwb‡Ui c_| †Kv‡bv evnb †bqv hvq bv? Avi nuvU‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ †m Avgvi w`‡K mw›`nvb `„wó‡Z ZvKvj, ÔAvcwb wK Mvavq Po‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ ÔMvav!Õ g‡b g‡b fvewQjvg ÔAv‡i e¨vUv! Avwg †Nvovq P‡owQ, †Nvov wb‡q †`Š‡owQ| Avi †m Avwg GB wcw”P Mvavq Po‡Z cvie bv!Õ Avgvi Bkviv †c‡q †m GKUv Mvav wb‡q Gj| Mvavi wc‡V †hB bv e‡mwQ, Agwb Zv Dévi †e‡M we`y¨r MwZ‡Z Avgv‡K wb‡q †`Šo w`j| †Kv‡bvfv‡eB wbqš¿Y ivL‡Z cviwQjvg bv| Avgvi nvZ cv Dc‡i-wb‡P evZv‡m †XD‡qi g‡Zv DVvbvgv KiwQj| g‡b nw”Qj, Avwg †hb GKUv wbqš¿Ynxb ev`yo| †h wb‡Ri fvimvg¨ a‡i ivL‡Z mgvb Zv‡j Zvi cvLv bvowQj| wPšÍv Kiæb, weivU AvjLvjøvi g‡Zv †eviKv civ GKRb Mvavi Dc‡i e‡m nvZ-cv Qzo‡Q| Avi Mvav QzU‡Q w`M&wew`K fz‡j...`~i †_‡K wbðqB Avgv‡K wK¤¢~ZwKgvKvi f‚‡Zi g‡ZvB jvMwQj| Mvav‡K wbqš¿Y Ki‡Z †hB bv wb‡Pi w`‡K Szu‡KwQ, Agwb Avgvi †eviKvi †fZi †_‡K K¨v‡giv c‡o †Mj| K¨v‡giv Zv‡jevb kvm‡b cy‡ivcywi wbwl×| AvwgI Zvj mvgjv‡Z bv †c‡i wb‡P c‡o †Mjvg|


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wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡q gv_v Zz‡j †`wL, GKRb fqvj`k©b Zv‡jevb ˆmwbK R¡jšÍ `„wó‡Z Avgvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb... wZb Avwg hLb jÛb wd‡i evÜex‡`i GB NUbv e‡jwQjvg, Iiv ZLb wR‡Ám K‡iwQj, ÔAv”Qv †mB gyn‡~ Z© †Zvgvi Abyf‚wZ Kx n‡qwQj? hLb †jvKUv †Zvgvi w`‡K Agb K‡i ZvwK‡q wQj, Avi Zzwg ey‡S †M‡j †Zvgvi †Ljv †kl?Õ Avwg †n‡m e‡jwQjvg, Ôg‡b n‡qwQj, evn! †jvKUv †Zv †`L‡Z `viæY Avi n¨vÛmvg! Zvi wQj meyR SKS‡K †PvL, PKP‡K `ywU Mvj Avi Nb Kv‡jv `vwo|Õ Aek¨ Ggb Abyf‚wZ wQj †m‡K‡ÛiI Kg mg‡qi Rb¨| Avcv`g¯ÍK †eviKvq XvKv _vKvq †m Avgvi †Pnviv †`L‡Z cvqwb| Avwg Zvi nv‡Z K¨v‡givUv w`‡q †PvL eÜ K‡i `uvwo‡qwQjvg| fvejvg, Gÿzwb Avgvi Rxeb †kl n‡q hv‡e| g‡b g‡b A‡c¶v KiwQjvg, KLb GKUv ey‡jU G‡m Avgvi Kcvj dz‡Uv K‡i †`q| K‡qK †m‡KÛ c‡i †PvL †g‡j †jvKUv‡K †`L‡Z †cjvg bv| GKUz †Lqvj Ki‡ZB †`wL, †m A`~‡i Avgvi `yB MvB‡Wi w`‡K ZvwK‡q wPrKvi Ki‡Q Avi wR‡Ám Ki‡Q, Ô†Kvb mvn‡m K¨v‡giv GLv‡b wb‡q Avmv n‡q‡Q?Õ gvi †L‡q MvBW‡`i GKR‡bi bvK w`‡q `i`i K‡i i³ Si‡Q| Av‡iKRb †Póv KiwQj cwiw¯’wZ mvgvj w`‡Z| Zv‡`i wN‡i AšÍZ k Lv‡bK †jv‡Ki wfo| ÔGB †Zv my‡hvM!Õ Avwg Avb›`wP‡Ë fvewQjvg, ÔAvwg †Zv mn‡RB mxgvšÍ‡Nulv †jvK¸‡jvi mv‡_ wg‡k cvwK¯Ív‡b cvwj‡q †h‡Z cvwi|Õ Av‡MB wVK Kiv wQj, cwiw¯’wZ †eMwZK †`L‡j †h †hfv‡e cviv hvq cvwj‡q hvevi †Póv Ki‡e| Avwg K‡qK cv evwo‡qwQjvg| ci¶‡YB †Pv‡Li mvg‡b MvB‡Wi i³v³ †Pnviv †f‡m DVj| g‡b n‡jv, I‡`i Gfv‡e †cQ‡b †i‡L Avwg cvwj‡q †h‡Z cvwi bv| Avgvi wKQz GKUv Kiv DwPZ| Avwg †mvRv †jvK¸‡jvi †fZi w`‡q †mB ˆmwb‡Ki Kv‡Q †h‡Z PvBjvg| wKš‘ †jv‡Kiv Avgv‡K av°v †g‡i mwi‡q w`w”Qj| fveLvbv Ggb, ÔGB cyiæl gvby‡li KvR Kviev‡ii †fZi gwnjv‡`i Avevi Kx?Õ


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hLb wbwðZ nIqv †Mj Avgvi Kv‡Q †Kv‡bv A¯¿ †bB, Zviv Avevi Avgv‡K Mvwo‡Z Zz‡j wbj| Gevi MšÍe¨ Rvjvjvev`| Zv‡`i †Mv‡q›`v m`i `dZi| Pvi Rvjvjvev` †cuŠQvi ci Avwg †Mv‡q›`v wefv‡Mi cÖav‡bi gy‡LvgywL njvg| wZwb wKQzUv Bs‡iwR eyS‡Z cv‡ib| Avgvi we¯ÍvwiZ wVKvbv, †Uwj‡dvb b¤^i wj‡L w`‡Z ej‡jb| hv‡Z wbwðZ nIqv hvq, Avwg Avm‡jB mvsevw`K wKbv| Avwg me wj‡L w`jvg| ZLb Lvev‡ii mgq n‡q G‡mwQj| wZwb Avgv‡K Lvev‡ii †Uwe‡j Avgš¿Y Rvbv‡jb, ÔAvmyb Avgiv Lvevi LvBÕ| Avwg `„p ¯^‡i ejjvg, ÔAvgv‡K Av‡M cwiwPZ‡`i Kv‡Q †Uwj‡dvb Ki‡Z w`‡Z n‡e|Õ wZwb gv_v bvo‡jb Ô`ytwLZ| GB gyn~‡Z© †mwU m¤¢e bq|Õ AvwgI Abo ÔhZ¶Y bv Avgv‡K †dvb Ki‡Z †`qv n‡e, ZZ¶Y Avwg †Kv‡bv Lvevi ¯úk© Kie bv|Õ c„w_exi me‡P‡q wbK…ó, wbôzi, ee©i kvmK‡Mvôxi Kv‡Q GKRb gwnjvi Ggb Av‡e`b-wb‡e`b we‡kl †Kv‡bv ¸iæZ¡ cvevi K_v bv| Avwg Lvw”Q wK Lvw”Q bv, Zv wb‡qI Zv‡`i †Kv‡bv gv_v e¨v_v _vKvi K_v bq| wKš‘ AevK Kivi g‡Zv welq n‡jv, Avwg Lve bv †R‡b wZwb Lye nZvk n‡jb| GKUz Kx LvivcI jvMwQj Zvi? Avwg Avgvi wm×všÍ †_‡K GKUzI bwowb| cÖwZw`b wZb‡ejv Zviv Avgvi Rb¨ Lvevi wb‡q AvmZ| mvg‡b cvwU wewQ‡q w`Z| Zv‡Z _vKZ iæwU, fvZ I Ab¨vb¨ Lvevi| mv‡_ GK RM cvwb| Zviv AvM evwo‡q Avgvi nvZ ay‡q w`Z| fvOv fvOv Bs‡iwR‡Z Zv‡`i K‡É Abybq S‡i coZ Ô†evb! Ggb K‡i _vK‡eb bv| Avcwb Avgv‡`i †evb, Avgv‡`i AwZw_| Avcwb bv †L‡q _vK‡j Avgiv Kó cve|Õ


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Avwg Rvb‡Z PvBjvg Ô†K †mB †jvK? †K Ggb wfAvBwc hvi bvg wb‡ZI nv‡g` fq cv‡”Q? †gvjøv Igi?Õ nv‡g` gv_v bvoj, ÔGKUz c‡iB †`L‡Z cv‡ebÕ| Avgvi g‡b wPšÍvi So| Avgvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z †K Ggb Avm‡Z cv‡i? Avgvi fvebvi gv‡SB `iRvi Kov b‡o DVj| cuvP hw`I Avwg wQjvg ew›`, wKš‘ `iRvi Pvwe Avgvi Kv‡QB _vKZ| Zviv †`Lv Ki‡Z Avm‡j `iRvi Kov bvo‡Zb| Avwg †fZi †_‡K Ly‡j w`Zvg| `iRv †Lvjvi ci †h †jvKUv Avgvi mvg‡b G‡m `uvovj, Zv‡K †`‡L Avgvi kix‡ii ckg Lvov n‡q †Mj| GK gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ i³ PjvPj †Mj eÜ n‡q| weMZ Qq QqwU w`b Avwg ag© wb‡q Av‡jvPbv mh‡Zœ Gwo‡q P‡jwQ| Avi GLb wKbv Avwg GKRb kxl©¯’vbxq ag©xq ¸iæ, gvIjvbvi gy‡LvgywL| AvdMvb †`kUv a~wj a~mwiZ giæ AÂj| wKš‘ †jvKUvi ci‡b my›`i cwi®‹vi AvBfwi iO‡qi j¤^v AvjLvjøv| j¤^vq gvwU QzuB QzuB| GZUvB eo, Zvi cv †hb Zvi g‡a¨ cy‡iv A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q| gy‡L gvwR©Z, my›`i K‡i QvUv Nb `vwo| gv_vq AvBfwi iO‡qi my›`i cvMwo| †PvL `y‡Uv nvjKv ev`vwg| †Pv‡L gy‡L e¨w³‡Z¡i cÖLi `xwß| nv‡Z wQj Zvmwen| wZwb AbeiZ Zvmwen R‡c P‡j‡Qb| AviI GKUv welq wQj hv GKUz Ab¨iKg, GKUz A™¢zZ| Zvi †Pnvivq wQj Av‡jvi `y¨wZ| †hb †fZi †_‡K Avmv †Kv‡bv Av‡jvK”QUv Zvi †Pv‡Lgy‡L bvP‡Q| Avwg hLb c‡i gymwjg‡`i mv‡_ GB Abyf‚wZ †kqvi Kwi, Zviv DËi w`‡qwQj, Ômyenvbvjøvn! GUv n‡jv Ôb~iÕ, hv cyY¨evb gvbyl‡`i †Pnviv †_‡K †ei nq|Õ GKUz AvZ¥¯’ n‡ZB Avwg Zv‡K emvi Rb¨ Aby‡iva Kijvg| wVK nuvUv bq, wZwb †hb †f‡m †f‡m G‡m em‡jb| Zvi nv‡Zi Zvmwen ZL‡bv Pjgvb| gy‡L gyPwK nvwm| wZwb Gevi gyL Lyj‡jb, ÔAvcbvi ag© Kx?Õ


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GB‡i, ïiæ n‡q †Mj! DËi w`jvg, ÔAvwg wLªóvbÕ| wZwb wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, Ô†Kgb ai‡bi wLªóvb? †ivgvb K¨v_wjK6, †cÖv‡U÷¨v›U7, A¨vswjK¨vb8, bv e¨vcwU÷?Õ9 ÔAvwg †cÖv‡U÷¨v›U|Õ ÔBmjvg m¤ú‡K© Avcbvi aviYv Kx?Õ Zvi Zvmwen GK gyn‡~ Z©i Rb¨I _v‡gwb| ÔIn, Bmjvg!Õ Avwg e‡j Pjjvg, ÔBmjvg GKUv PgrKvi I AmvaviY ag©|Õ Avm‡j Bmjvg m¤ú‡K© Avgvi †Zgb †Kv‡bv aviYv wQj bv| †hUzKz RvbZvg, ZvI fzj-fvj, wgwWqv †_‡K Rvbv| Avwg cÖvq `yB wgwbU a‡i Bmjv‡gi eoZ¡ I gnË¡ wb‡q K_v e‡j †Mjvg| wZwb Avgvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q gyPwK gyPwK nvmwQ‡jb Avi GK g‡b Zvmwen R‡c hvw”Q‡jb| Avwg _vg‡ZB wZwb ej‡jb, ÔBmjvg n‡jv my›`iZg ag©|Õ ÔGK`g wVK e‡j‡QbÕ Avwg AveviI g‡bi gvayix wgwk‡q Bmjvg wb‡q my›`i my›`i K_v e‡j Pjjvg| nv‡g` Avgvi K_v¸‡jv‡K ckZz fvlvq Abyev` K‡i w`w”Qj| wZwb Av‡Mi g‡ZvB gyPwK gyPwK †n‡m Zvmwen R‡c hvw”Q‡jb| GLb eywS, wZwb nq‡Zv ZLb g‡b g‡b fvewQ‡jb ÔGB gwnjv Av¯Í GKUv nv`vivg! Rv‡b bv wKQzB, Avevi Avgv‡K †evKv evbv‡bvi †Póv Ki‡Q|Õ Avwg K_v †kl Ki‡j nvwm nvwm gy‡L wZwb ej‡jb, ÔZvn‡j Avcwb wbðq GLb Bmjvg MÖnY Ki‡Z Pvb?Õ Avwg †`Ljvg, G †Zv gnvwec`! wb‡Ri duv‡` GLb wb‡RB AvUKv c‡owQ| hw` GLb Ônu¨vÕ ewj, Zvn‡j `yw`b c‡i Giv Avgvq wb‡q cv_i †g‡i nZ¨v Ki‡e| ej‡e, GB gwnjv Bmjv‡gi wKQzB gv‡b bv| Avevi hw` bv ewj, Zvn‡jI Avgv‡K †g‡i †dj‡e| ej‡e, Zzwg Bmjv‡gi Aegvbbv K‡iQ| Avgvi gv_vq ZLb NyicvK Lvw”Qj, my›`i Reve Kx n‡Z cv‡i|


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