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Ôejv nq, mªóvi B”Qv Qvov Mv‡Qi GKwU ÿz`ª cvZvI b‡o bv, ZvB bv?Õ ÔwR¦, m¨vi|Õ Ôai, AvR mKv‡j Avwg GKRb †jvK‡K Lyb Kijvg| Zvn‡j wK Avgvi ZvKw`‡i c~e© wba©vwiZ wQj bv?Õ ÔwR¡, wQj|Õ ÔAvgvi ZvKw`i hLb †jLv nw”Qj, ZLb wK Avwg RxweZ wQjvg?Õ Ôbv m¨vi, RxweZ wQ‡jb bv|Õ ÔAvgvi ZvKw`i †K wj‡L‡Q? Kvi wb‡`©‡k †jLv n‡q‡Q?Õ Ômªóvi|Õ ÔZvn‡j, †mvRv Ges mij jwRK GUvB e‡j, AvR mKv‡j †h LybwU Avwg K‡iwQ, †mwU g~jZ Avwg Kwiwb| Avwg GLv‡b GKwU †iveU gvÎ| Avgvi †fZ‡i GKwU †cÖvMÖvg †mU K‡i w`‡q‡Qb mªóv| †mB †cÖvMÖv‡g †jLv wQj †h, AvR mKv‡j Avwg GKRb †jvK‡K Lyb Kie| myZivs Avwg wVK ZvB-B K‡iwQ, hv Avgvi Rb¨ mªóv c~‡e© wVK K‡i †i‡L‡Qb| G‡Z Avgvi †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| Wz BD A¨vwMÖ, mvwR`?Õ ÔwKQzUv m¨viÕ, Avwg DËi w`jvg| gwdRyi m¨vi Gevi nvm‡jb| †n‡m ej‡jbÑÔAvwg RvbZvg Zzwg wKQzUvB GKgZ n‡e, cy‡ivUv bq| GLb Zzwg Avgv‡K wbðqB hyw³ †`wL‡q ej‡e m¨vi, mªóv Avgv‡`i GKwU ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³ w`‡q‡Qb| Avgiv GUv w`‡q fv‡jvÑg›` wePvi K‡i Pwj, ivBU?Õ ÔwR¡, m¨vi|Õ ÔwKš‘ mvwR`, GUv LyeB †jBg jwRK| Wz BD †bv? a‡iv, Avwg †Zvgvi nv‡Z evRv‡ii GKwU ZvwjKv w`jvg| ZvwjKvq hv hv wKb‡Z n‡e, Zvi mewKQz †jLv Av‡Q| GLb Zzwg evRvi K‡i wdi‡j| Zzwg wVK ZvB ZvB wKb‡j hv Avwg ZvwjKvq wj‡L w`‡qwQ Ges Zzwg GUv Ki‡Z eva¨|Õ
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GZUzKz e‡j m¨vi Avgvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡jbÑÔeyS‡Z cviQ?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔwR¡ m¨vi|Õ Ô†fwi ¸W! a‡iv, Zzwg evRvi K‡i Avmvi ci, GKRb wR‡Ám Kij, mvwR` Kx Kx evRvi K‡iQ? ZLb Avwg DËi w`jvg, Ii hv hv †L‡Z gb †P‡q‡Q, Zv-B wK‡b‡Q| e‡jv †Zv, Avwg mZ¨ e‡jwQ wKbv?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔbvn, Avcwb wg_¨v e‡j‡Qb|Õ m¨vi wPrKvi K‡i e‡j DV‡jbÑÔG·v±wj| BD n¨vf MU `¨ c‡q›U gvB wWqvi| Avwg wg_¨v e‡jwQ| Avwg ZvwjKv‡ZB e‡j w`‡qwQ †Zvgv‡K Kx Kx wKb‡Z n‡e| Zzwg wVK Zv-B wK‡bQ, hv Avwg wKb‡Z e‡jwQ| hv wK‡bQ me Avgvi cQ‡›`i wRwbm| GLb Avwg hw` ewj- Ii hv hv †L‡Z gb †P‡q‡Q, †m ZvB ZvB wK‡b‡Q, Zvn‡j GUv GKUv Wvnv wg_¨v K_v n‡e, ZvB bv?Õ ÔwR¡, m¨vi|Õ ÔwVK mªóvI Gfv‡e wg_¨v e‡j‡Qb| `yB b¤^i K‡i‡Qb| wZwb A‡bK Av‡M Avgv‡`i ZvKw`i wj‡L Zv Avgv‡`i Mjvq Szwj‡q w`‡q‡Qb| GLb Avgiv †mUvB Kwi, hv mªóv †mLv‡b wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| G¨vÛ A¨vU `¨v GÛ Ad `¨ †W, GB Kv‡Ri Rb¨ †KD Rvbœv‡Z hv‡”Q, †KD Rvnvbœv‡g| wKš‘ †Kb? GLv‡b gvby‡li †Zv †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| g¨vbyqvjUv mªóvi ˆZwi| Avgiv †Zv Rv÷ cvidg©vi| w¯ŒÞ ivBUvi †Zv mªóv| mªóv Gi Rb¨ Avgv‡`i KvD‡K RvbœvZ, KvD‡K Rvnvbœvg w`‡Z cv‡ib bv| hyw³ ZvB e‡j, wVK?Õ Avwg Pzc K‡i iBjvg| cy‡iv K¬v‡m wcbcZb bxieZv weivR Ki‡Q ZLb| m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔn¨vf BD A¨vwb †cÖvcvi jwRK Ab `¨vU wUwcK¨vj †Kv‡qðvb, wWqvi?Õ Avwg wKQz¶Y Pzc K‡i _vKjvg|
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m¨vi gyPwK nvm‡jb| m¤¢eZ fve‡Qb, Dwb Avgv‡K Gevi mwZ¨ mwZ¨B Kz‡cvKvZ K‡i w`‡jb| weRqxi nvwm| Avgv‡K hviv wP‡b Zviv mevB Rv‡b, Avwg KL‡bv KviI cÖ‡kœi DËi w`‡Z mgq wbB bv| AvR‡K †h‡nZz Zvi e¨wZµg NUj, eÜziv Avgvi w`‡K W¨ve W¨ve †PvL K‡i ZvKvj| Zv‡`i Pvnwb †`‡L g‡b nw”Qj, GB mvwR`‡K Zviv †P‡bB bv| †Kv‡bvw`b †`‡Lwb| K¬v‡m Avgvi weiæ× g‡Zi hviv Av‡Q, Zv‡`i †Pnviv ZLb gyn~‡Z©©B D¾¡j eY© aviY Kij| Zviv nq‡Zv g‡b g‡b fve‡Z jvMjÑ Ô†gvjøvwRi †`uŠo H gmwR` ch©šÍB|Õ Avwg gyL Zz‡j m¨v‡ii w`‡K ZvKvjvg| gyPwK nvwmUv m¨v‡ii gy‡L ZLbI weivRgvb| Avwg ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, GB K¬v‡m Kvi m¤ú‡K© Avcbvi Kx AwfgZ?Õ m¨vi f¨vevP¨vKv †L‡jb| m¨vi wR‡Ám K‡i‡Qb Kx Avi Avwg ejwQ Kx| m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔeySjvg bv|Õ Ôgv‡b, Avgv‡`i K¬v‡mi Kvi †gav Kx iKg, †m wel‡q Avcbvi aviYv †Kgb?Õ Ôfv‡jv aviYv| Qv·`i m¤ú‡K© GKRb wk¶‡KiB †Zv me‡P‡q fv‡jv Ávb _v‡K|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, Avcwb ejyb †Zv, GB K¬v‡mi Kviv Kviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e Avi Kviv Kviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e?Õ m¨vi wKQzUv wew¯§Z n‡jb| ej‡jbÑÔAvwg †Zvgv‡K Ab¨ wel‡q cÖkœ K‡iwQ| Zzwg AvDU Ad Kb‡U·‡U wM‡q cvëv cÖkœ KiQ, mvwR`|Õ Ôbv m¨vi, Avwg Kb‡U·‡UB AvwQ| Avcwb DËi w`b|Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔGB K¬vm †_‡K ivqnvb, ggZvR, dvinvbv, mRxe, Iqv‡im, BdwZ, mygb, Rv‡e` I Zzwg dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e| Avi evwKiv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e|Õ
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m¨vi hv‡`i bvg e‡j‡Qb, Zviv mevB K¬v‡mi weªwjqv›U ÷z‡W›U| myZivs m¨v‡ii Abygvb Lye GKUv fzj bv| Avwg ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, Avcwb GUv wj‡L w`‡Z cv‡ib?Õ Ô†nvqvB bUÕ, m¨vi ej‡jb| GB e‡j wZwb LPLP K‡i GKUv KvM‡Ri GKcv‡k hviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e Zv‡`i bvg, Ab¨cv‡k hviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e, Zv‡`i bvg wj‡L Avgvi nv‡Z w`‡jb| Avwg ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, a‡i wbjvg †h, Avcbvi fwel¨ØvYx m¤ú~Y© mZ¨ n‡q‡Q| gv‡b, Avcwb dv÷© K¬vm cv‡eb e‡j hv‡`i bvg wj‡L‡Qb, Zviv mevB dv÷© K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, Avi hviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e wj‡L‡Qb, Zv‡`i mevB †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q|Õ Ôûg, †Zv?Õ ÔGLb m¨vi ejyb †Zv wcøR, hviv dv÷© K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, †KejgvÎ Avcwb GB KvM‡R Zv‡`i bvg wj‡L‡Qb e‡jB wK Zviv dv÷© K¬vm †c‡q‡Q?Õ Ôbv †Zv|Õ Ôhviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, †KejgvÎ Avcwb GB KvM‡R wj‡L‡Qb e‡jB wK Zviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔGK`g bv|Õ ÔZvn‡j g~j e¨vcviwU Kx m¨vi?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔg~j e¨vcvi n‡jv, Avwg †Zvgv‡`i wk¶K| Avwg Lye fv‡jv K‡iB Rvwb, cov‡kvbvq †Zvgv‡`i †K †Kgb| Avwg Lye fv‡jv K‡iB Rvwb, Kvi †gav †Kgb| myZivs Avwg †PvL eÜ K‡iB e‡j w`‡Z cvwi †K †Kgb †iRvë Ki‡e|Õ
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Avwg nvmjvg| ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, hviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, Zviv hw` Avcbv‡K †`vl †`q? hw` e‡j, Avcwb Ô†m‡KÛ K¬vmÕ K¨vUvMwi‡Z Zv‡`i bvg wj‡L‡Qb e‡jB Zviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q?Õ m¨vi Kcv‡ji fuvR j¤^v K‡i ej‡jbÑÔBU DW we †UvUvwj is! Avwg †Kb Gi Rb¨ `vqx ne? GUv †Zv m¤ú~Y© Zv‡`i `vq| Avwg ïay Zv‡`i †gav, †hvM¨Zv m¤ú‡K© aviYv ivwL e‡jB AwMÖg e‡j w`‡Z †c‡iwQ †h, †K †Kgb †iRvë Ki‡e|Õ Avwg Gevi †Rv‡i †Rv‡i nvm‡Z jvMjvg| cy‡iv K¬vm Avgvi w`‡K nv K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| Avwg _vgjvg| ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, ZvKw`i Z_v fvM¨UvI wVK G iKg| Avcwb †hgb Avgv‡`i †gav, †hvM¨Zv, ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© fv‡jv aviYv iv‡Lb, mªóvI †Zgwb Zvi m„wó m¤ú‡K© Rv‡bb| Avcbvi aviYv gv‡S gv‡S fzj n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ mªóvi Rvbv‡Z †Kv‡bv fzj †bB| mªóv n‡jb Avwjgyj Mv‡qe| wZwb f‚Z-eZ©gvb-fwel¨r me Rv‡bb| me| ÔAvcwb Avgv‡`i m¤ú‡K© c~e©vbygvb K‡i wj‡L w`‡q‡Qb †h, Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ Kviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e, Avi Kviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e| Gi gv‡b wKš‘ GB bq †h, Avcwb e‡j‡Qb e‡j Avgiv †KD dv÷© K¬vm cvw”Q, †KD †m‡KÛ K¬vm cvw”Q| Avgiv †h hv †iRvë KiwQ, †mUv Zvi †gav, †hvM¨Zv I cwikÖ‡gi Avwë‡gU dj| Ô†Zv mªóv †h‡nZz Zuvi m„wói e¨vcv‡i me Rv‡bb, Kv‡RB wZwb †m Abyhvqx Avgv‡`i ZvKw`i wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| Zv‡Z †jLv Av‡Q `ywbqvq Avgiv †K Kx Kie| Gi gv‡bI wKš‘ GB bq †h, wZwb wj‡L w`‡q‡Qb e‡jB Avgiv KvR¸‡jv KiwQ| eis Gi gv‡b n‡jv wZwb Rv‡bb †h, Avgiv `ywbqvq GB GB KvR¸‡jv Kie| ZvB wZwb Zv AwMÖg wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb ZvKw`i wn‡m‡e| ÔAvgv‡`i g‡a¨ †KD dv÷© K¬vm Avi †KD †m‡KÛ K¬vm cvevi Rb¨ †hgb †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Avcwb `vqx bb; wVK †mfv‡e gvby‡li g‡a¨ †KD fv‡jv KvR
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K‡i Rvbœv‡Z, Avi †KD Lvivc KvR K‡i Rvnvbœv‡g hvevi Rb¨I mªóv `vqx bb| mªóv Rv‡bb †h, Avcwb AvR mKv‡j GKRb‡K Lyb Ki‡eb| ZvB wZwb †mUv Av‡MB Avcbvi ZvKw`‡i wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| GUvi gv‡b GB bq †h mªóv wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb e‡jB Avcwb LybwU K‡i‡Qb| Gi gv‡b n‡jvÑmªóv Rv‡bb †h, Avcwb AvR LybwU Ki‡eb| ZvB †mUv AwMÖg wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb Avcbvi ZvKw`i wn‡m‡e| m¨vi, e¨vcviUv wK GLb cwi®‹vi?' m¨v‡ii †Pnviv wKQzUv d¨vKv‡m g‡b n‡jv| wZwb ej‡jbÑÔûg|Õ Gici m¨vi wKQz¶Y Pzc _vK‡jb| Zvici ej‡jbÑÔAvwg ï‡bwQjvg Zzwg Kw`b Av‡MI bvw¯ÍK wQ‡j| Zzwg Avevi Avw¯ÍK n‡j K‡e?Õ Avwg nv nv nv K‡i nvmjvg| ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi GB cÖkœUv wKš‘ AvDU Ad Kb‡U·U|Õ GUv ï‡b cy‡iv K¬vm nvwm‡Z †d‡U coj| m¨vi Gevi K¬v‡mi GKv‡WwgK †jKPvi ïiæ Ki‡jb| K¬v‡mi GK`g †klw`‡K m¨vi Avevi Avgv‡K `uvo Kiv‡jb| ej‡jbÑÔeySjvg mªóv Av‡M †_‡K Rv‡bb e‡jB wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| wZwb †h‡nZz Av‡M †_‡KB Rv‡bb, †K fv‡jv KvR Ki‡e Avi †K Lvivc KvR Ki‡e, Zvn‡j cix¶v †bqvi Kx `iKvi? hviv Rvbœv‡Z hvIqvi Zv‡`i Rvbœv‡Z, Avi hviv Rvnvbœv‡g hvIqvi Zv‡`i Rvnvbœv‡g cvwV‡q w`‡jB †Zv n‡Zv, ZvB bv?Õ Avwg Avevi nvmjvg| Avgvi nv‡Z m¨v‡ii wj‡L †`qv KvMRwU ZLbI aiv wQj| Avwg †mUv m¨vi‡K †`wL‡q ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, GB KvM‡R Kviv Kviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e, Avi Kviv Kviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e, Zv‡`i bvg †jLv Av‡Q| Zvn‡j GB KvMRwUi wfwˇZB †iRvë w`‡q w`b| evowZ K‡i cix¶v wb‡”Qb †Kb?Õ
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m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔcix¶v bv wb‡j †KD nq‡Zv GB e‡j Awf‡hvM Ki‡Z cv‡i †h, m¨vi Avgv‡K B”Qv K‡iB †m‡KÛ K¬vm w`‡q‡Q| cix¶v w`‡j Avwg nq‡Zv wVKB dv÷© K¬vm †cZvg|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔGK`g ZvB, m¨vi| mªóvI GRb¨ cix¶v wb‡”Qb, hv‡Z †KD ej‡Z bv cv‡i; `ywbqvq cix¶vi e¨e¯’v _vK‡j Avwg Aek¨B AvR‡K Rvbœv‡Z _vKZvg| mªóv B”Qv K‡iB Avgv‡K Rvnvbœv‡g cvwV‡q‡Qb|Õ K¬v‡mi mevB nvZZvwj w`‡Z ïiæ Kij| m¨vi ej‡jbÑÔmvwR`, AvB n¨vf A¨v jv÷ †Kv‡qðvb|Õ Ô†Wwd‡bUwj, m¨vi|Õ, Avwg ejjvg| ÔAv”Qv, †h gvbyl cy‡iv Rxe‡b Lvivc KvR †ewk K‡i, †m AšÍZ wKQz bv wKQz fv‡jv KvR †Zv K‡i, ZvB bv?Õ ÔwR¡ m¨vi|Õ ÔZvn‡j, GB fv‡jv KvR¸‡jvi Rb¨ n‡jI †Zv Zvi Rvbœv‡Z hvIqv `iKvi, ZvB bv?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔm¨vi, cvwb Kxfv‡e ˆZwi nq?Õ m¨vi Avevi AevK n‡jb| nq‡Zv ej‡Z hvw”Q‡jb †h, GB cÖkœUvI AvDU Ad Kb‡U·U| wKš‘ Kx †f‡e †hb Pzc‡m †M‡jb| ej‡jbÑÔ`yB fvM nvB‡Wªv‡Rb Avi GK fvM Aw·‡R‡bi mswgkª‡Y|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔAvcwb GK fvM nvB‡Wªv‡Rb Avi GK fvM Aw·‡Rb w`‡q cvwb ˆZwi Ki‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ ÔKL‡bvB bv|Õ ÔwVK †mfv‡e, GK fvM fv‡jv KvR Avi GK fvM g›` Kv‡R RvbœvZ cvIqv hvq bv| RvbœvZ †c‡Z n‡j nq wZb fvMB fv‡jv KvR n‡Z n‡e, bZzev `yB fvM
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fv‡jv KvR, GK fvM g›` KvR n‡Z n‡e| A_©vr, fv‡jv Kv‡Ri cvjøv fvix nIqv Avek¨K|Õ †mw`b m¨vi Avi †Kv‡bv cÖkœ Avgv‡K K‡ibwb| Wv‡qwi‡Z mvwR‡`i †jLv GK wbtk¦v‡m cy‡ivUv c‡o †djjvg| †Kv_vI GKUzI _vwgwb| cov †k‡l †hB gvÎ Wv‡qwiUv eÜ Ki‡Z hv‡ev, Agwb †`Ljvg, †cQb †_‡K mvwR` G‡m Avgvi Kvb g‡j a‡i‡Q| ejjÑÔZzB †Zv mvsNvwZK †j‡f‡ji †Pvi| Pzwi K‡i Avgvi Wv‡qwi cowQm|Õ Avwg †n‡m ejjvgÑÔnv nv nv| fz‡j †MwQm †h, GB Wv‡qwi covi G‡·m ZzB wb‡RB Avgv‡K w`‡qwQwj!Õ mvwR` wRnŸvq Kvgo w`‡q ejjÑÔ†mUv Avgvi Dcw¯’wZ‡Z wKš‘!Õ Avwg cÖm½ Nywi‡q w`‡Z ejjvg, Ôm¨vi‡K †Zv †mw`b fv‡jv Rã K‡iwQm †i †`v¯Í!Õ K_vUv †m Kv‡b wbj e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| wb‡Ri m¤ú‡K© †Kv‡bv Kgwcø‡g›UB †m Avg‡j †bq bv| MvgQvq gyL gyQ‡Z gyQ‡Z Lv‡Ui Dci ï‡q coj| Avwg Zvi Kuv‡a nvZ ivLjvg| ejjvgÑmvwR`... ÔûÕ ÔGKUv K_v eje?Õ Ôej|Õ ÔRvwbm, GK mgq hye‡Kiv wngy n‡Z PvBZ| njy` cvÄvwe Mv‡q w`‡q, giæf‚wg‡Z MZ© Lyu‡o †R¨vrmœv †`Lvi ¯^cœ †`LZ| †`wLm, Ggb GKw`b Avm‡e, †hw`b hye‡Kiv mvwR` n‡Z PvB‡e| wVK †Zvi g‡Zv|Õ
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mvwR` Kwdi Kv‡c PzgyK w`‡q ejjÑ ÔRvbv welqUvI Avcbvi gyL †_‡K ïb‡j g‡b nq bZzb RvbwQ| Avwg Avcbv‡K KZUv cQ›` Kwi, Zv †Zv Avcwb Rv‡bbB|Õ wecøe`v †Kv‡bv f‚wgKvq †M‡jb bv| mivmwi ej‡jbÑÔH †h, †Zvgvi m„wóKZ©v, Dbvi e¨vcv‡i ej‡Z PvB| Zzwg weÁv‡bi QvÎ, Zzwg nq‡Zv G e¨vcv‡i Rv‡bv| m¤cÖwZ weÁvb cÖgvY K‡i‡Q, GB gnvwek¦ m„wó‡Z m„wóKZ©vi †Kv‡bv f‚wgKv †bB| gnvwek¦ m„wó n‡q‡Q k~b¨ †_‡KB| Av‡M †Zvgiv, gv‡b wek¦vmxiv ej‡Z, GKUv mvgvb¨ myuPI hLb †Kv‡bv KvwiMi Qvov Ggwb Ggwb ˆZwi n‡Z cv‡i bv, Zvn‡j GB †MvUv gnvwek¦ Kxfv‡e ˆZwi n‡e Avcbv-Avcwb? wKš‘ weÁvb GLb ej‡Q, GB gnvwek¦ k~b¨ †_‡K Avcbv-AvcwbB ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| KviI mvnvh¨ QvovB|Õ GB K_v¸‡jv wecøe`v GK bvMv‡o e‡j †M‡jb| g‡b n‡q‡Q wZwb †Kv‡bv wbtk¦vmB †bbwb GZ¶Y| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔA™¢yZ †Zv| Zvn‡j †Zv Avgv‡K Avevi bvw¯ÍK n‡q †h‡Z n‡e †`LwQ| nv nv nv nv|Õ mvwR` PgrKvi GKUv nvwm w`j| wecøe`v †mw`‡K g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q‡Qb e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| Dwb †gvUvgywU GKUv †jKPvi ïiæ K‡i‡Qb| Avwg Avi mvwR` Lye g‡bv‡hvMx Qv‡Îi g‡Zv Dbvi ˆeÁvwbK K_vevZ©v ïbwQjvg| wZwb hv †evSv‡jb, Zvi mvims‡¶c wVK GiKg| Ôc`v_©weÁv‡b bZzb w`M‡šÍi D‡b¥vPb K‡i‡Q †Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb·| GB †Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb‡· GKwU w_Iwi Av‡Q, †mwU n‡Z Ô†Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb|Õ GB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi g~j K_v n‡jv, Ôgnvwe‡k¦ cig k~b¨¯’vb e‡j Av`‡Z wKQz †bB| gv‡b, Avgiv †hUv‡K ÔNothingÕ e‡j GZw`b †R‡b G‡mwQ, weÁvb ej‡Q, Av`‡Z ÔNothingÕ ej‡Z wKQzB †bB| cÖK…wZ k~b¨¯’vb cQ›` K‡i bv| ZvB hLbB †Kv‡bv k~b¨¯’vb
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(Nothing) ˆZwi nq, †mLv‡b GK †m‡K‡Ûi wewjqb fv‡Mi GK fvM mg‡qi g‡a¨ KYv Ges cÖwZKYv (Matter & Anti-Matter) ˆZwi n‡”Q Ges GKwUi mv‡_ Ab¨wUi Nl©‡Y aŸsm n‡q hv‡”Q| †Zvgiv wK Rv‡bv †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi aviYv †Kv_v †_‡K G‡m‡Q?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑÔbv|Õ wecøe`v Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jbÑÔGB aviYv G‡m‡Q nvB‡Rbev‡M©i weL¨vZ ÔAwbðqZv bxwZÕ †_‡K| nvB‡Rbev‡M©i †mB weL¨vZ m~ÎUv †Zvgiv Rv‡bv wbðq?Õ mvwR` ejjÑÔnu¨v| nvB‡RbevM© e‡j‡Qb, Avgiv KLbI GKwU KYvi Ae¯’vb Ges Gi fi‡e‡Mi mwVK cwigvY GKmv‡_ GKz‡iBUwj Rvb‡Z cvie bv| hw` Ae¯’vb mwVKfv‡e Rvb‡Z cvwi, Zvn‡j Gi fi‡e‡Mi g‡a¨ Mj` _vK‡e| Avevi hw` fi‡eM mwVKfv‡e Rvb‡Z cvwi, Zvn‡j Gi Ae¯’v‡bi g‡a¨ Mj` _vK‡e| `y‡Uv GKB mv‡_ mwVKfv‡e Rvbv KL‡bvB m¤¢e bv| GUv †h m¤¢e bv GUv weÁv‡bi AmvoZv bq, Avm‡j GUv n‡jv KYvi ag© ev ˆewkó¨|Õ wecøe`v ej‡jbÑÔG·v±wj| GK`g ZvB| nvB‡Rbev‡M©i GB bxwZ‡K kw³ Avi mg‡qi †¶‡Î e¨envi Kiv hvq| nvB‡Rbev‡M©i GB bxwZ hw` mwZ¨ nq, Zvn‡j gnvwe‡k¦ Ôk~b¨¯’vbÕ e‡j wKQz _vK‡Z cv‡i bv| hw` _v‡K, Zvn‡j Zvi Ae¯’vb I fi‡eM `y‡UvB k~b¨ P‡j Av‡m, hv nvB‡Rbev‡M©i bxwZweiæ×|Õ GUzKz e‡j wecøe`v GKUz _vgj| cU †_‡K Kwd Xvj‡Z Xvj‡Z ej‡jbÑ ÔeyS‡Z‡Qv †Zvgiv?Õ mvwR` eyS‡Q wKbv Rvwb bv, Z‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q e¨vcviwU `y‡e©va¨ g‡b n‡jI, wecøe`vi Dc¯’vcb fw½gv †mUv‡K A‡bKUvB cÖvÄj K‡i Zz j‡Q| fv‡jv jvM‡Q|
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wecøe`v Kwd‡Z PzgyK w`‡jb| Gici Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jbÑÔZvn‡j †Zvgiv †h ej, weM e¨vs-Gi Av‡M †Zv wKQzB wQj bv| bv mgq, bv kw³, bv Ab¨ wKQz| Zvn‡j weM e¨vs-Gi we‡ùviYwU n‡jv Kxfv‡e? Gi Rb¨ wbðq †Kv‡bv kw³ `iKvi? †Kv‡bv evwn¨K ej `iKvi, ZvB bv? GUv e‡j †Zvgiv mªóvi aviYv‡K Rv‡qR Ki‡Z| †Zvgiv ej‡Z, GB evwn¨K ejUv G‡m‡Q mªóvi KvQ †_‡K| wKš‘ †`‡Lv, weÁvb ej‡Q, GLv‡b mªóvi †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| weM e¨vs nevi Rb¨ †h kw³ `iKvi wQj, †mUv G‡m‡Q GB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb †_‡K| myZivs, gnvwek¦ ˆZwi‡Z mªóvi Aw¯ÍZ¡‡K weÁvb mivmwi ÔbvÕ e‡j w`‡q‡Q| Avi †Zvgiv GL‡bv mªóv mªóv K‡i †Kv_vq †h c‡o Av‡Qv, Zv Avwg eyS‡Z cvwi bv|Õ GZUzKz e‡j wecøe`vi †PvLgyL Sjgwj‡q DVj| g‡b n‡”Q, Dwb †h D‡Ï‡k¨ Avgv‡`i †W‡K‡Qb, Zv mdj n‡q †M‡Q| Avgiv nq‡Zv Dbvi weÁvbgq GB ÁvbMf© †jKPvi ï‡b Gÿzwb bvw¯ÍKZvi Dci Cgvb wb‡q Avme| hv‡nvK, B‡Zvg‡a¨ mvwR` `yKvc Kwd wM‡j †d‡j‡Q| bZzb GK Kvc Xvj‡Z Xvj‡Z †m ejjÑÔGB e¨vcv‡i w÷‡db nwKs‡qi eB Av‡Q| bvgÑÔThe Grand DesignÕ| GUv Avwg c‡owQ|Õ mvwR‡`i K_v ï‡b wecøe`v‡K Lye Lywk g‡b n‡jv| wZwb ej‡jbÑÔevn, Zzwg Zvn‡j cov‡kvbv ÷c Kiwb? †ek †ek! cov‡kvbv Ki‡e| †ewk †ewk co‡e| hZ co‡e, ZZ `„wófw½i cÖmviZv evo‡e|Õ mvwR` nvmj| †n‡m †m ejjÑÔwKš‘ `v`v, GB e¨vcv‡i Avgvi KbwdDkvb Av‡Q|Õ Ô†Kvb e¨vcv‡i?Õ wecøe`vi cÖkœ| Ôw÷‡db nwKs Avi wjIbvW© †¤øvw`‡bvi eB ÔThe Grand DesignÕ-Gi e¨vcv‡i|Õ
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wecøe`v GKUz _ZgZ †L‡jv g‡b n‡jv| m¤¢eZ g‡b g‡b ej‡QbÑGB †Q‡j †`LwQ †Lv`vi Dci †Lv`vwMwi Ki‡Q| wZwb ej‡jbÑÔwK¬qvi Ki|Õ mvwR` ejjÑAvwg `yB w`K †_‡KB GUvi e¨vL¨v Kie| weÁvb I ag©| hw` AbygwZ †`b|Õ ÔAek¨B|Õ wecøe`v ej‡jb| Avwg gy» †kªvZv| ¸iæ Avi cÖv³b wk‡l¨i ZK© R‡g D‡V‡Q| mvwR` ejjÑÔcÖ_g K_v n‡”Q, w÷‡db nwKs‡qi GB w_IwiUv GL‡bv Ôw_IwiÕ, †mUv Ôd¨v±Õ bq| GB e¨vcv‡i cÖ_g K_v e‡jb weÁvbx j‡iÝ µvDm| wZwb GUv wb‡q GKwU wekvj mvB‡Ri eB wj‡LwQ‡jb| eBUvi bvg wQjÑÔA Universe From Nothing|Õ A‡bK c‡i, GLb w÷‡db nwKsm GUv wb‡q Dbvi ÔThe Grand DesignÕ-G K_v e‡j‡Qb| Dbvi GB eBUv cÖKvk nevi ci wmGbG‡bi GK mvsevw`K nwKs‡K wR‡Ám K‡iwQ‡jbÑÔAvcwb wK Ck¦‡i wek¦vm K‡ib?Õ nwKs e‡jwQ‡jbÑÔCk¦i _vK‡jI _vK‡Z cv‡i, Z‡e gnvwek¦ ˆZwi‡Z Zvi cÖ‡qvRb †bB|Õ wecøe`v ejjÑÔ†mUvB| Dwb †evSv‡jb †h, Ck¦i g~jZ avwg©K‡`i GKwU AKvh©Ki wek¦vm|Õ ÔnwKs Kx eywS‡q‡Qb Rvwb bv, wKš‘ nwKs‡qi H eBwU Am¤ú~Y©| wKQz weZK© Av‡Q|Õ wecøe`v Kwdi Kvc ivL‡Z ivL‡Z ej‡jbÑÔweZK©? gv‡b?Õ
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Ô`uvovb, ejwQ| weZK© gv‡b, Dwb wKQz welq eB‡Z cwi®‹vi K‡ibwb| †h‡nZz GUv weÁvb gn‡j cÖgvwYZ mZ¨ bq, ZvB GUv A‡bK weZwK©Z n‡q‡Q| Dbvi eB‡Z †h weZK©¸‡jv Av‡Q, †m¸‡jv avivevwnKfv‡e ejwQ| ÔnwKs e‡j‡Qb, k~b¨ †_‡KB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi gva¨‡g e¯‘KYv ˆZwi n‡q‡Q Ges †mUv gnvKl© e‡ji gva¨‡g wbDUªvjvBR n‡q‡Q| GLv‡b cÖkœ n‡jvÑÔk~b¨ ej‡Z nwKs wK GK`g Nothing (†Kv‡bv wKQzB †bB) eywS‡q‡Qb, bvwK Quantum Vacuum (e¯‘i Abycw¯’wZ) eywS‡q‡Qb, †mUv cwi®‹vi K‡ibwb| nwKs e‡j‡Qb, k~b¨¯’v‡b e¯‘KYvi gv‡S †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb n‡Z n‡j †mLv‡b gnvKl© ej cÖ‡qvRb| wKš‘ H k~b¨¯’v‡b (hLb mgq Avi ¯’vb ˆZwi nqwb) wVK †Kv_v †_‡K Ges Kxfv‡e gnvKl© ej G‡jv, Zvi †Kv‡bv e¨vL¨v nwKs †`bwb| ÔnwKs Zvi eB‡Z e‡j‡Qb, gnvwek¦ ˆZwi n‡q‡Q GK`g k~b¨ †_‡K, †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi gva¨‡g| ZLb ÔmgqÕ (Time)-Gi AvPiY AvR‡Ki mg‡qi g‡Zv wQj bv| ZLb mg‡qi AvPiY wQj Ô¯’vbÕ (Space)-Gi g‡Zv| KviY GB d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb nIqvi Rb¨ cÖv_wgKfv‡e mg‡qi `iKvi wQj bv, ¯’v‡bi `iKvi wQj| wKš‘‘ nwKs Zvi eB‡Z GB K_v e‡jbwb †h, †h mgq (Time) gnvwe‡k¦i GK`g ïiæ‡Z Ô¯’vbÕ-Gi g‡Zv AvPiY K‡i‡Q, †mB-ÔmgqÕ c‡i wVK K‡e Avi KLb †_‡K Avevi Time-Gi g‡Zv AvPiY ïiæ Kij Ges †Kb?Õ Avwg wecøe`vi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvjvg| Zvi †Pnvivi Drdzjø fveUv P‡j †M‡Q| mvwR` e‡j hv‡”QÑ
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Ôc`v_©we`¨vi †h m~Î †g‡b †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb n‡q gnvwek¦ ˆZwi n‡jv, ZLb k~b¨ve¯’vq c`v_©we`¨vi GB m~θ‡jv ejer _v‡K Kx K‡i? GUvi e¨vL¨v nwKs †`bwb| ÔAvcwb e‡j‡Qb, cÖK…wZ k~b¨¯’vb cQ›` K‡i bv| ZvB k~b¨¯’vb c~iY Ki‡Z Avcbv-AvcwbB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb n‡q gnvwek¦ ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| Avgvi cÖkœ n‡jvцhLv‡b Avcwb k~b¨¯’vb wb‡q K_v ej‡Qb, hLb mgq wQj bv, ¯’vb wQj bv, ZLb Avcwb cÖK…wZ †Kv_vq †c‡jb?Õ mvwR` nwKs‡qi eB‡qi cuvP bv¤^vi weZ‡K©i K_v ej‡Z hvw”Qj| Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q wecøe`v ej‡jbÑÔI‡K, I‡K eySjvg| Avwg ejwQ bv †h, GB wRwbmUv G‡Kev‡i mwZ¨| GUv wb‡q ZK©-weZK© n‡e| Av‡jvPbv-mgv‡jvPbv n‡e| AviI cix¶v-wbix¶v n‡e| Zvici wWmvBW n‡e †h, GUv wVK bv fzj|Õ mvwR‡`i Kv‡Q wecøe`vi GiKg †gŠb civRq Avgv‡K Lye Z…wß w`j| g‡b g‡b ejjvgÑÔB‡qm mvwR`, BD K¨vb|Õ mvwR` ejjÑÔnu¨v, †m cix¶v Pj‡Z _vKzK| hw` †Kvbw`b GB w_Iwi mwZ¨I n‡q hvq, Zvn‡jI Avgv‡K WvK w`‡qb bv `v`v| KviY Avwg Avj-KziAvb w`‡qB GUv cÖgvY K‡i w`‡Z cvie|Õ mvwR‡`i GB K_v ï‡b Avgvi †nuPwK D‡V †Mj| Kx e‡j? GZ¶Y †hUv‡K Mj`c~Y© e‡j‡Q, †mUv‡K Avevi KziAvb w`‡q cÖgvY Ki‡e ej‡Q? Kxfv‡e m¤¢e? wecøe`v eySj bv| wZwb wR‡Ám Ki‡jbÑÔKx iKg?Õ
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mvwR` nvmj| ejjÑÔk~b¨ †_‡KB gnvwek¦ m„wói K_v Avj-KziAv‡b ejv Av‡Q `v`v|Õ Avwg AviI AevK n‡Z _vKjvg| Kx e‡j GB †Q‡j? †m ejjÑÔAvwg ejwQ bv †h Avj KziAvb †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi K_vB e‡j‡Q| KziAvb hvi KvQ †_‡K G‡m‡Q, wZwb Zvi m„wó RM‡Zi m„wói e¨vL¨v w`‡q‡Qb| GLb †mUv weM e¨vs G‡jI cvëv‡e bv, †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb w_Iwi G‡jI cvëv‡e bv, GKB _vK‡e|Õ wecøe`v ejjÑÔKziAv‡b Kx Av‡Q ej‡j †hb?Õ mvwR` ejjÑÔm~iv evKvivi 117 b¤^i Avqv‡Z ejv n‡q‡QÑ whwb gnvKvk I c„w_ex‡K Abw¯ÍZ¡ n‡Z Aw¯Í‡Z¡ Av‡bb (GLv‡b g~j kã Ôevw`qy¨/Originator †mLvb †_‡KB Aw¯ÍZ¡-Abw¯Í‡Z¡i aviYv) Ges hLb wZwb wKQz Kievi Rb¨ wm×všÍ MÖnY K‡ib, ZLb ïay e‡jb ÔnIÕ, Avi Zv n‡q hvq|Õ ÔCreator of the heavens and the earth from nothingness, He has only to say when He wills a thing, Be, and it is.Õ Ô†`Lyb, Avwg AveviI ejwQ: Avwg GUv ejwQ bv †h, Avjøvn& ZvÔAvjv GLv‡b †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi K_vB e‡j‡Qb| wZwb Zvi m„wói K_v e‡j‡Qb| wZwb ÔAbw¯ÍZ¡Õ (Nothing) †_‡K ÔAw¯ÍZ¡Õ (Something) G‡b‡Qb| Ggb bv †h, Avjøvn& ZvÕqvjv Zuvi nvZ w`‡q cÖ_‡g gnvwe‡k¦i Qv` evbv‡jb| Zvici Zv‡Z m~h©, Puv`, M¨vjvw· G¸‡jv GKUv GKUv K‡i ewm‡q w`‡q‡Qb| wZwb †Kej wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Qb| ÔnwKsI GKB K_v e‡j‡Qb| wKš‘ Zviv ej‡Q GUv Ggwb Ggwb n‡q †M‡Q; k~b¨ †_‡KB| Avjøvn& ZvÕqvjv ej‡Qb, bv, Ggwb nqwb| Avwg hLb wb‡`©k K‡iwQ ÔnIÕ (Kzb), ZLb Zv n‡q †Mj|
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