Lilly Bee

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L i l l y B e e

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THE WORLD SENDING MAGIC AND MENTAL CHAOS TO HER HOME SHE SAID HER

PRAYER AFFIRMATIONS AND STEPPED OVER THAT BROOM HEALTH ABUNDANCE WARMTH FEELING HOMELY EACH ARMS OPEN WIDE FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD TO SEE COURAGEOUS NOT BACKING DOWN FROM HER CALLING THAT’S WHAT MADE LILLY BEE

A STRONG BLACK AFRICAN AMERICAN WOMAN YOUNG WITH A OLD SOUL FULL OF KNOWLEDGE

TO KNOW HER IS TO LOVE HER TO PROTECT HER AND TO SERVE HER THE HIGH

PEDESTAL SHE REACHED WITH HER OWN TWO FEET MAYBE IF YOU TRIED TO KNOW HER YOU’LL WONDER WHY SHE FELT SO DEEP

EMPATHIC CAN FEEL YOUR FEELINGS TOO PROBABLY SCARED YOU BECAUSE YOU

COULDN'T PLAY HER LIKE A FOOL EVEN IF GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY SHE’LL TAKE THE SHOT FOR YOU

A SMART MASTERPIECE OF ART SOMETHING SO CREATIVE THAT YOU WAS EAGER TO START TO LEARN HER MIND INSTEAD OF FEELING LIKE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME

HEAD HELD HIGH LILLY BEE EVENTUALLY WHEN THE COURSE IS FINAL YOU’LL GET THE PEOPLE TO SEE HEAD HELD HIGH LILLY BEE EVENTUALLY WHEN THE COURSE IS FINAL YOU’LL GET THE PEOPLE TO SEE ALL THE THINGS THEY WERE LACKING AND MORE AND NOW YOU OPENED UP THEIR HEARTS SO THEY CAN POUR INTO YOU SO MUCH MORE GO LILLY BEE GO I CAN’T

WAIT TILL YOU GET YOUR HAPPY ENDING AND SAIL ON THAT BOAT LILLY BEE YOU DID IT YOU MADE THE NON SAYERS INTO BELIEVERS IT’S OK WHEN THEY DON’T GIVE YOU YOUR FLOWERS EVENTUALLY THEY WALK IN THEY DEMISE

KNOWN AS KARMA SCARED OF YOU FOR WHAT SHE DON’T NEED A CROWD BECAUSE SHE ALREADY HAS SOMEBODY TOUGH GOD AND ANGELS ALL AROUND HER SITTING IN THE WOMB WATERLESS AND OUT CAME AN EARTH ANGEL LILY HOW ARE YOU ALIVE AND YOUR MOM HAD NO FLUIDS IN YOUR SACK FOR A WEEK HOW WERE YOU EVEN ABLE TO BLINK YOU KNEW MY MENTION BEFORE I DID BUT I ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME OUT TO HEAL

ODIES GIVES DOWNGRADES TO YOUR BODY IT’S

SOLUTELY NOW THE PEOPLE IS STUNNED AND

E HERE FOR A REASON MAYBE TO TEACH THE PEOPLE THE SOFT TRUTHS OF THEMSELVES AND LEARN HOW TO LOVE IN EVERY SEASON

NO JUDGMENT ZONE WITH LILLY AT ALL SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE REACH YOUR

HIGHEST POTENTIAL AND GET TO THE TOP AND HAVE A BALL

I'M SO PROUD OF THE FIGHT LILLY HAS IN HER NOT GOING TO THERAPY AFTER LOSING A BLESSING TO ME I CARRY HER ASHES SO I KNOW S ME

MY MEKIYAH MY BABY THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED TO YOU ASHLEY

BECAUSE YALL WILL ALWAYS BE MY FIRST LADIES PUSHED OUT A CHAIR AND LOST MY BABY COUSIN ASHL GUN VIOLENCE

A’LL TED TO TRAP US FUL BUTTERFLY MY DAUGHTER

H LIFE TO SAY HELY

DADDY SAID YOU’LL BE THE GIRL THAT GET THE BOYS IN TROUBLE MEANING THEY’LL BE INTIMATED BY YOUR HUSTLE

DADDY SAID GO TO WORK, OR GO TO SCHOOL IF YOU HAVE KIDS THAT’S YOUR FIRST PRIORITY YOU HAVE TO PLAY BY THE RULES

DADDY SAID DO YOU REMEMBER THE THREE B’S BOOKS BEFORE BOYS

DADDY SAID YOU CAN RIDE YOUR BIKE BUT YOU BETTER BE HOME BEFORE THEM STREET LIGHTS

DADDY SAID I RAISED YOU THE BEST I COULD NEVER PUT THAT IN YOUR HEART AND GET IT MISUNDERSTOOD

DADDY SAID YOUR MY BABY GIRL AND I STILL WANT TO SEE YOU GET MARRIED

THAT’LL MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST IN THE WORLD TO SEE YOU RIDING IN A CARRIAGE

DADDY SAID DON’T GO TO SCHOOL ACTING A CLOWN CAUSE WHEN YOU GET HOME

IT’LL BE TROUBLE ADDED WITH A FROWN

DADDY SAID I GAVE YOU CHORES FOR A REASON BECAUSE I’M TAKING CARE OF YOU AND DOING EVERYTHING ALONE ALL SEASON

DADDY SAID I’M SORRY YOUR MOM DON’T WANT TO BE APART BUT I’M HERE TILL DEATH DO US APART

DADDY SAID I GAVE YOU CHORES FOR A REASON BECAUSE I’M TAKING CARE OF YOU AND DOING EVERYTHING ALONE ALL SEASON

DADDY SAID I’M SORRY YOUR MOM DON’T WANT TO BE APART BUT I’M HERE TILL DEATH DO US APART

DADDY SAID YOU’RE THE STRONGEST OUT YOUR SIBLINGS I APOLOGIZE THAT I ALWAYS DOUBTED YOUR AMBITION

DADDY SAID I’M HAPPY THAT YOU LISTENED TO SOMETHING I TAUGHT YOU BECAUSE SOMETIMES I FELT YOU NEVER HEARD ME

DADDY SAID I’M PROUD OF HOW FAR YOU COME WITH ALL DUE RESPECT I RAISED OFF TOXICITY SO YOU MAY THOUGHT IT WAS DISRESPECT

DADDY SAID YOU GOT ME TILL THE END OF TIME YOU’RE ALWAYS GOING TO BE MY BABY GIRL AND A LITTLE FRIEND OF MINE

DADDY SAID YOUR KILLING THEM GRADES I KNEW YOU’D FINISH SCHOOL AND BECOME SOMEBODY SOMEDAY

Life

LIFE SOMETHING NICE MAKE YOU NOT THINK TWICE THE RIVER FLOWING AND THE

BODY GOING BRUISED AND USED SO FULL OF THE ABUSED LIFE

THROW YOU IN THE RIVER MAKE YOUR BODY QUIVER SOAK AND COLD HOME ALONE

NOWHERE TO GO YOUR BODY STILL STONE LIFE

SITTING IN THE DARK WONDERING FOR THE SPARKS WONDERING THINKING

CONSTANTLY BLINKING SOBBING AND WEEPING WONDERING WHEN IT’S GOING TO

BEGIN LIFE

FROM DEATH DO US APART NOTHING CAN TEAR US APART THAT’S WHAT THE

MARRIAGE SAID THE CERTIFICATE SHREDDED THE BABIES IN THE MAKING THE OVEN

WAS CAKING AND NOBODY WAS MATING LIFE

YOU FILED FOR IT YOU DIE FOR IT YOU BURNED FOR IT YOU CRIED FOR IT WHEN IT

CAME TUMBLING DOWN NOBODY WAS AROUND HOW DO ID YOU FEEL DID IT MAKE

YOU FEEL LIKE A BILL LIFE

THE BILLS GONE NOBODY'S HOME LIGHTS ALL GONE FOOD ALL GONE SO YOUR

ALONE WHERE DID THEY GO WHERE DID THEY FLY DID YOU GO DID YOU TOUCH THE

SKY LIFE

I COULDN’T BREATHE I COULDN’T EAT I COULDN’T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT MY BODY

WAS IN THE TREES THEY WERE BROKEN IT WAS EMPTY THE LEAVES WERE ON THE

GROUND AND I WAS SINKING LIFE

STEP INTO THE POOL HOT AS A SUMMER DAY TRYING TO FIND MY COOL LOOKING

FOR ANOTHER WAY NOBODY AROUND NOBODY IN TOWN GOD ABOVE HE PUT ME ON

TOP NOW LIFE

WHEN I SEEN THE VISION AND I LISTENED TO THE MISSION NOBODY COULD TELL ME NOTHING

IT WASN’T EVEN NOTHING DIFFERENT THEY PUT ME DOWN STOMP ME

AROUND TOWN CALLED ME A CLOWN BUT I GOT THE LAST LAUGH NOW LIFE

THE MISCARRIAGE HURT ME TRAUMATIC PUT ME IN PAIN MADE ME FREEZE UP STATIC

I LOST THE BEST PART SOMETHING THAT WAS INSIDE OF ME SOMETHING THAT GREW

OUT THAT I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BE APART OF ME LIFE THEY TOOK IT THEY TOOK IT SO FAST IT WAS IN A BLINK OF A SECOND BUT ITS APART

OF MY PAST LIFE

THEY NEVER SAID SORRY THEY NEVER UNDERSTOOD THEY KEPT PUTTING ME IN

THIS BOX LIKE I WAS MISUNDERSTOOD LIFE

AT THE END OF THE DAY I’M GOING TO FIND MY WAY EVEN IF I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO

SAY BUT I’LL GO I’LL FIND MY HOME I’LL FIND THAT LAND AND IT WILL BLOOM LIFE

I’LL TAKE MY KIDS I’LL LIVE FREE I’LL LIVE SO FREE FOR GOD HE SEE LIFE THE ABUNDANCE THE WEALTH THE HAPPINESS TILL DEATH WE GOING TO GO WE

GOING TO FLY WERE GOING TO GET THERE AND TOUCH THE SKY LIFE I’M NOT GOING DOWN NOT NOMORE NOBODY COME KNOCKING AT MY DOOR I’M NOT

GOING TO OPEN IT I’M NOT GOING TO ANSWER I’M NOT EVEN GOING TO TELL YOU

WHY I AIN’T FUCKING WITH YOU NOW LIFE

YOU CROSSED ME OUT YOU PUT ME TO THE SIDE YOU TELL THE PEOPLE THE REAL

REASON WHY LIFE

WHY IT HAPPENED WHY DID I SNAP WHY I LOOK AT YOU LIKE A BITCH WHY I DON’T GOT YOU AROUND LIFE

Y'ALL TREATED ME COLD PUT ME IN THE SNOW CAME AGAINST ME SO I’LL GET COLD LIFE

BUT I CAME OUT ON TOP I WAS THE BEAST IN THE END THEY CALLED ME THE

UNDERDOG NOW Y'ALL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND LIFE FUCK THAT SHIT AND FUCK YOU TOO ME AND MY KIDS WE SAID FUCK YOU TOO LIFE

AND IF YOU AIN’T ON MY PATH AND YOU AIN’T AROUND IT’S FUCK YOU UNTIL THE END

NOW LIFE

Life Life

I Tried

I TRIED TO COMPROMISE THE SITUATION GOING DEEP INTO MY MIND WITH SO MANY QUESTIONS THEY SAY THE TRUTH HEART BUT I RATHER HEAR IT SO I WON’T MISS MY BLESSINGS

I TRIED TO BE THE BIGGER PERSON THE PEOPLE WILL HURT YOU AND MAKE YOU

QUESTION YOUR WORTH WON’T GIVE YOU THE HONEST ANSWER EVEN IF IT HURTS

I TRIED TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS HOPING THAT IT’LL MAKE A DIFFERENCE BECAUSE

I BELIEVE IT’S BROKE THEN FIX IT

I TRIED TO BURY THE FEELINGS DEEP IN MY PORES COVERING MY EARS I COULDN’T TAKE NOMORE

I TRIED TO PUT MY BEST FOOT FORWARD TO BE EVERYBODY HERO WONDERING

WHO THE FUCK COMING TO SAVE ME WHEN I’M FEELING ZERO

I TRIED TO SHOW EVERYBODY THE LOVE THAT I HAVE INSIDE OF ME THEY TRIED TO RIP IT OUT AND SNATCH WHAT WAS APART OF ME

I TRIED TO AVOID THE CONFRONTATION THEY’LL KEEP POKING THE BEAR AND TELL THE PEOPLE THAT THEY NEED TO SHOW FEAR

I TRIED TO BALANCE OUT MY MENTAL I COULDN’T KEEP BEING SECLUDED IN THE BOX

TRYING TO SEND ME TO PRISON

I TRIED TO SHOW MY VULNERABILITY THAT TRANSFORMED MY WORDS AS IF I WAS SPEAKING HUMILITY

I TRIED TO SHOW THE COMFORT THAT I KNOW NEVER WAS THE TYPE TO JUST GET UP AND GHOST BUT AS THEY DEGRADED ME I BECAME THE HOST

I TRIED TO EXPLAIN THE REASSURANCE I NEEDED THEY SAID SHUT UP SOUNDING

LIKE A SIMP NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR THAT SHIT

I TRIED TO HOLD THEM CLOSE DEAR TO MY HEART THE MORE THEY TRIED TO KEEP ME IN THE BOX I GREW FURTHER APART

Boxedmeintoolong

e you’ll think everyday it was the first 48 full Of mockery and smirks jokes on the inside but they dig where it hurts

Boxed me in too long

I had jazz in my step walked in the name of love full of pep they envied

That too looking at all the people and they shitty saying why all the People love you boxed me too long

It was my aura it was my glow it was my ability to use my discernment

get everything you want because bitch

nd with a funk boxed me in too long erybody now why would you say that now the same mufka who laughed at me

oo long

e they th ith gree ried to m

Cocky mufkas shoulder all tuff bigger than me and could beat me up

Nothing but a bunch validation ass bullies always carry a pistol cause

They can’t stand up for you boxed me in too long

Friends turning in to foe you got to watch bitches cause they’ll fuck yo

Nigga and act like you in the wrong but they been scoping for a minute

And dawging you in the wish list boxed me in too long

Look at my opps coupled up that shit funny asf bitches like that i can’t

Relate plus that nigga that was on my line new he was running out of

Time he pillowed talked for it baby matter fact i got the receipts but ill

Let yall be boxed me in too long

Yall really weird fr yall want to see somebody doing better but not

Better than them why the fuck would i want to be your friend boxed me

Too long

the Blcck Sheep

n you everything in the book that they of their self

nted out back stabs and wounds all over Your back

Weigh you down like a weight send evil eye towards your plans so it’ll

Always be a delay

Stole from you and closed their eyes looked you in your eyes and said Your full of fear

They didn’t want everyone to recognize your power tried to dim your Light so you can forget your power

Seeing spirits and seeing ghost they don’t know the connection that you

Have with the utmost

Hold you back so you wouldn’t prosper past them they get to conquer

Your their plans and do you in

Pick the side they’ll never pick because they was celebrating on the

Other side like a little bitch

Keep trying to keep you in the box fuck you think this is tic tok

Underestimated me too long when i get to the finish line they gone be

Clapping at my song

My rhythm to the drum that i knew i had lord when i get there i’ll be so

Grateful for the past

The sleepless nights and no support recruiting

Love

The seer one of kind can’t nobody keep knoc

I’m tired of feeling this shit within lord releas

Of keep getting binded again

It Hurts to Be Binded

et the nails ripped in your pores cutting so

Deep bloody mess soaking down to your feet from the miscarriage

Trembling weak it hurts to be binded

They couldn't tell you the pain that felt deep inside your chest from the

Weight of the news replaying in your head like a record tune it hurts to

Be binded

Weak minded now tears soaking with the rain showers from the thunder

Hours what do you think was it me it hurts to be binded

Why couldn’t i have a kid why is my body not functioning what’s wrong

With me did god skip me why he didn’t pick me to be a parent it hurts to be

Binded

Everyone has families except for me i wanted to create a foundation

Living happily it hurts to be binded

Looking at everyone be happy i wanted to be apart of a family it hurts to Be binded

God when am i going to get a child i call out and pray for it and Sometimes i feel you let me down it hurts to be binded

I come home everyday house empty of love they say get a animal because

That’s the closest thing to love it hurts to be binded

o maybe even six maybe even a few but i don’t leave a legacy i want to get married to a

o be binded

nough i showed you all these years i can fight

These battles even when they’re tough it hurts to be binded

I have siblings too but you outgrow them and they outgrow you it hurts

To be binded

Oohh did it hurt your feet the nails ripped in your pores cutting so

Deep bloody mess soaking down to your feet from the miscarriage

Trembling weak it hurts to be binded

They couldn't tell you the pain that felt deep inside your chest from the

Weight of the news replaying in your head like a record tune it hurts to

Be binded

Weak minded now tears soaking with the rain showers from the thunder

Hours what do you think was it me it hurts to be binded

Why couldn’t i have a kid why is my body not functioning what’s wrong

With me did god skip me why he didn’t pick me to be a parent it hurts to be

Binded

except for me i wanted to create a

o be binded happy i wanted to be apart of a family it

God when am i going to get a child i call out and pray for it and

Sometimes i feel you let me down it hurts to be binded I come home everyday house empty of love they say get a animal because

That’s the closest thing to love it hurts to be binded I want to have kids too maybe even six maybe even a few but i don’t want

To die alone i want to leave a legacy i want to get married to a man and

Build a family it hurts to be binded

Am i not responsible enough i showed you all these years i can fight These battles even when they’re tough it hurts to be binded I have siblings too but you outgrow them and they outgrow you it hurts

To be binded

Bad news

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to tab

Comes and goes when roads close

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to tab

The emotions flow where the river goes

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to tab

Fires and desires feeling’s and inspiring

Bad news feeling like a taboo kind of make you want to go to tabo

When it’s not inspiring and the worlds not desiring

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to tab

Weeping and sweeping ears steady ringing

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to tab

Bees steady coming around flying and stinging

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Funerals heavy eyes feeling hefty

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Picking up trash picking up bags and it’s heavy

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Needles stinging take all of your being

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Sitting dizzy in the hospital bed and you eyes steady spinning

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Having a miscarriage and no marriage

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make y

Cheated on beated on now you have no carri

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make y

Catfish that ain’t what you call a bad bitch

BAD NEWS FEELING LIKE A TATTOO

taboo

Now they call you money making mitch

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Bitches running around and screaming like a fucking switch

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Doing donuts if field in you ran into a ditch

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

You can believe that every dream will turn to a wish

Bad news feeling like tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

When they tried to put you in the box and they can’t dish

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Trying put the puzzle together so you can get the clues

Bad news feeling like tattoo kind of make you want to go to

When you’re the head of the household and got to pay the d

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go t

Mental shaking body aching so confused

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go t

Taking shots hitting the clock so consumed

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go t

When the love ain’t real and you're constantly running up hi

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go t

Caught in that jam and now you can’t run up the mills

Bad news feeling like tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Solidarity voluntarily with no commissary

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Missing the passion and action and now it’s no missionary

Bad news feeling like a tattoo kind of make you want to go to taboo

Sinking

On this boat riding the waves passing by so many caves but my mind

Constantly replays sinking

No lifeguard to save my life feeling like the movie color purple all my Life i had to fight sinking

Lost out here in this big ass lake i can’t see near or far to know what’s

Headed from the tar ain’t like i can take off and run far sinking

My map fell into the water hours ago so i told myself i just wanted to

Stay on the boat sinking

What if it’s a shark in the water it’ll tilt my boat and goggle me for Dinner sinking

Good thing it’s no glaciers here i’ll freeze to death and bleed to my Knees and not even sneeze sinking

That’s a huge current up ahead all this trauma in my head they wouldn’t Care if i was dead sinking

It’s no one in sight i can call on as i looked around i noticed the people i

Thought had me were all gone sinking

I’m hungry and starving i don’t know what destination to get to reach

The harbor sinking

It’s so quiet and dull out here and i just want to jump in go to the Bottom nobody's coming to pull me out further sinking

The anchor’s at the bottom maybe i should just tie myself up and sit at

The bottom for another option to become dinner sinking

Why i have to be the strongest when everyone’s gone home alone i’m the Loneliness sinking

Cold bones so alone body cold weak and deep make the river flow creek

Down to yo knees asking god please how can this be cry

Saying goodbye and it’s no reason why down and sad and about what

Just happened in your mental and can’t finish yo sentence cry

Pouring and mourning nobodies adoring the lessons the blessings and

The shit that brought you the bestest cry

The real reason why when you wanted to swing high and they told you

Go sigh cry

How did it feel internally externally was it real did they deliver how

They made you feel cry

Legs trembling body bending hair pulling clothes bullying acne

Scratchy don’t have nobody at the backend cry

Silent and loud they sound the same the silence the storm they all of

The same pain cry

Dying inside and out bones started shattering no they didn’t hear they

Didn’t listen asking god to please get me out this prison cry

Mental fog toilets clog can’t see through the fog but you wishing them

All the best and at they less cry

Overthinking overstimulated hell have you ever felt empty inside your

Belly no food to bring you back happy cry

Down on your luck they never gave a fuck why do you care hell they

Wouldn’t dare say sorry call you to admit how they was the problem

Cry

Bend fold one step close then you up the road where the wind blows

And everything seems toad bold expressive waiting for your blessing

Making sure you don’t miss the exit cry

Pain so deep inside you pours filling yo lungs with gas and ass from the PAST BUT YOU GOT TO GET TO THE BLAST cry

Keep going keep running don’t you stop and don’t you fumble it cry

Slow and steady win the race that's what they said head down go turtle

Moving slow but he won the test cry

Giving all your best passing the test not settling for less going against

The grain passing through the pain came out the rain cry

Mistress secrets it all sound like same like it’s beat less beast give em

Something to eat it ain’t the same you not done you’re going to be one cry

Headstones bodies all gone they in the grave flesh deteriorate turned

To ashes bashes rusty crusty so full of ashely cry

Showers pouring water going head down eyes pouring sweeping weeping

Creeping tiptoeing behaving trying not to be so soulless cry

They ain’t listening you think they give a damn to hear you to bring in to

Their arms protect cherish wanted to feel loved mishaved miss days

Fuck em it’s not they pain cry

Don’t look back keep running i don’t even give a fuck how the world’s

Coming another day and nother dollar fuck em keep popping yo collar

Cry

Don’t hold it in don’t pretend if it’s today tomorrow next year or the

Following in the worst way cry

Skip jump running around stump fall soar keep going don't bore roll it

Toll it wrap it and throw it cry

They don’t get you they never did honestly foreal they never was yo

Friend snakes and bakes taking all yo fucking cake smiling in yo face cry

When you was down did they give a fuck they put you in the bunk and

Told them to put you in the trunk like a skunk dead still got you fucked

Up that ain’t yo friend cry

Patience running thin where do you begin the deepen the seepend the

Deadend yo bestfriend slithered and withered with the crew that was

Dissing cry

BreakingChains

How do i break them do i saw it off pull it off it’s a heavy wool on my

Shoulders lord i’m dying inside like a heavy tool breaking chains

I’m tired of crying in silent you say be strong because you’ll take care

Of the battle breaking chains

One foot in front of the other my legs criss cross when i try to pull a

Double breaking chains

I go forward they push me back telling the society that’s it’s me that

Don’t know how to act breaking chains

Why would they continue to lie to me put me in a box like a outcast like i

Wasn’t apart of the family breaking chains

You said pray about it and give it to you but as i triumph i feel like you

Don’t come through breaking chains

It’s all apart of the mindset like the matrix when i just want to continue

To rise like th

Fighting off

Shit like a pa

They come a

Have to turn

Angry at me but it’s they projection they didn’t stop to heal and kept

Ignoring the message breaking chains

Evil eye towards my mission no matter how far they tried to knock me i

Kept my vision breaking chains

Little ol me and a pack full of wolves i’m coming back again to eat them

Wolves with shovels and tools breaking chains

Projecting toxicity on me and all i wanted was a understanding of why They doing this to me breaking chains

They don’t apologize for their actions dust you off and tell to keep

Pushing through the traction breaking chains

Why am i waiting around for them to change when they constantly put Me to the side like i was a lame breaking chains

Transferring energy on me because they confused when we all got 24

Hours in the day so what you gonna do breaking chains

Secret competition and feelings when i was making sure everybody ate

And made sure we kicked it breaking chains

Maybe i’m just bluntly honest was the point of lying to cover it a

Thousand times to make it sound like a island breaking chains

I’m searching for the freedom on the other side of the waves i got to

Keep going to reach the next paves breaking chains

Distractions come when you start to elevate the people turn envy and Won’t even congratulate breaking chains

Smear campaigns and stories they didn’t even care you was fighting

Battles nor ever wanted to hear you story breaking chains

Your aura so bright they made how people love you because you shine

So bright breaking chains

It’s better to be in my own lane i don’t want to cross over and get pulled

The ricky chan breaking chains

My head full of cloudy mirrors praying to the lord to give me a better

Vision breaking chains

I can’t eat or sleep hell nor breathe i’m suffocating and they don’t even Notice me breaking chains

I pray i get there i’m tired of missing my blessings lord i ask you that this Is my last lesson breaking chains

Breathe

They said breathe this shit stinks and it smell like dirty sewers full of

Gooey shit nasty trees dirty leaves i’m ready to leave this bitch

How tf can i breathe when i’m sitting here thinking who to believe nobody

Got my back but god these mufkas sitting here laughing trying to piss

Me off

Breathe huh what would you do put up a fight or let them continue to

Blame you for there problems and pain keep shitting on you and leave

You out in the rain

Dirty trash everywhere beer bottles beer cans broken glass

Everywhere straight alcohol from this mufka mouth everytime they

Come out they aint put the crack pipe down can you breathe through

The smoke hell naw cause maybe you’ll fuck and and die and choke

It’s hard to believe they want you to breathe sit there and be quiet

Become they victim like they mufka muhhamad i ain’t yo victim nor yo bitch

Fuck out my face for i hit you in yo shit

Breathe yeah tell me if you can breathe or not suffocating because you

Can make it to the cherry top where’s your inhaler your anxiety going

Up they didn’t check yo vitals to see if you had any luck

Maybe i’m tired of fucking breathing ya’ll not in my head nor know what

The fuck i’m thinking making up all these stories so ya’ll can pick sides i

Don’t need the crowd but i’ll put my city own the map

City so fucking judemental mental everybody got the same hustle and

Mad cause you do your shit different breathe right fuck you him her

Them this ain’t my fucking battle to fight so now i’m bout to go breathe

And make myself believe

Remember they laughed

Shackles on your ankles hanging from the tree nail in the coffin the Body all’s weak still no lungs no oxygen begun remember they laughed

Years went by you broken torn adoption foster house hoping and

Putting through trauma remember they laughed

Look at you hands bleeding within begging the people to hear your voice

Screaming and shouting and they never looked for you remember they

Laughed

Smiled in your face joker laugh pointing they fingers in your face

Loudmouth of aggression veins pouring out they head we in a

Congregation remember they laughed

Wickedness illness senseless it ain’t a difference the recruit came to Knock you off your feet putting you to shame with defeat remember

They laughed

We say pray for em christian hypocrite being judgmental of folks

Who’s going to keep living in old traditions i be damn to become the Families victim remember they laughed

Did you hear the deceit tried to make you sink into concrete the

Construction man out nail and drilling you can hear the vibration

Killing in your ears because of all the fear remember they laughed

That wasn’t yo intentions or heart they put you up to the snakes and

Told em hissle you apart remember they laughed

Judgement day was around the corner you was the runner up they

Never seen what’s coming remember they laughed

Immaturity

Maybe it was the demeanor in your throat every time when you had the Facts they threw something at you throat to make you choke immaturity

Soon you hit puberty had to stand tall like an adult to understand the Principle of life when everyone wanted to fight immaturity

Understand you for what just because you young evidently it don’t mean Shit cause they say you don’t supposed to be tough immaturity

Yo feelings mattered too everybody had they own paintbrush and Picture and told the people that’s the real you immaturity

Testing yo patience and telling you to fix it okay so when you scream yo Opinion they don’t want to hear it immaturity

Naw it wasn’t fair that they kept the old you to they chest not knowing

Every day behind closed doors you were becoming your best

Immaturity

Yo mind stay up worried stuck in the mental trap like it’s a bloody Murder immaturity

Even when you’re not around you’re the problem they spread gossip so Now you said fuck solving it immaturity

No your problems can’t become music to they ears they living in the old Paradom so they going to walk and talk in fear immaturity

I wanted to stop

I wanted to stop i wanted to give up i wanted to throw in the towel

Like man what the fuck is this how life goes i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop but i was the strong one out of my siblings the one Everyone depended on to make a difference i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop and say fuck them people they never can me the benefit Of the doubt or see my vision i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop because all the distractions all the increments that

Lead to subtraction i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop because my schedule was so busy do everything alone

With these kids didn’t nobody get me i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop soon i got to the finish race because i had a problem

Looking back to make sure we all ate i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop i could get the people to the stars honestly they Wasn’t really fucking with me from the start i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop my drive and hussle was something serious they get Intimidated and keep they distance i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop even when i was hungry but i had to keep going to get

The mission to make sure i never be hungry i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop i was the old ball out the crew honestly energy don’t Lie and something told me not to fuck with you i wanted to stop

I wanted to stop they said i’ll never be shit where did you graduate or Even get a intuition i wanted to stop

Reassurance

They didn’t take you serious hell did they even want to hear you all you

Wanted was reassurance

Yo head clogged from the trauma and pain sounds of the thunder rain

Brain filled with agony from the past tragedy all you wanted was

Reassurance

Everybody went back to there regular days and your sitting in they hay

Can’t reach for can’t reach near so you experiencing delays all you

Wanted was reassurance

They said stop nagging the world don’t revolve around you now in my

Mental i came in this world alone so i’ll die alone too all you wanted was

Reassurance

Why didn’t they put you first and love you like the people no they made it

Difficult for you to pinpoint your decisions all you wanted was

Reassurance

You wanted to be seen you wanted to be felt hell who don’t want to feel

Like the next best all you wanted was reassurance

Screaming to the people to hear your voice they run in the packs to

Shut you up all you wanted was reassurance

Dates and romance where did it go the generation don’t really want to

Understand the meaning of love all you wanted was reassurance

Liars and deceivers they swimming around you ready to eat you all you

Wanted was reassurance

I can’t wait till it’s my turn because eventually god will let them know

Like usher to let it burn all you wanted was reassurance

Hold Your Vision

Hold your vision baby were almost there soon it’ll be beautiful flowers

On the other side of the heir

Hold your vision don’t cry step forward and forward one step at a time

Hold your vision it’s sunlight at the end of the tunnel did you see the Leprechaun holding the gold through the funnel

Hold your vision our second chance is hear why not fight for what you

Want and show no fear

Hold your vision use you brain keep growing getting knowledge to get Through the pain

Hold your vision god heard your cries it’s been a long time coming but Don’t you start asking why

Hold your vision the sun is paving you through can’t you smell the Cinnabons waiting for you

Hold your vision baby we made it the shift is coming and now we can stop Running

Hold your vision we came to far everytime we look they’ll be a time when All you see is the stars

Hold your vision your path is clear if you look inside you’ll see that you

Had it within

Hold your vision you see the Kept backing down you wasn

Hold you vision that horsepo

Out like napoleon dynamite

The veil has lifted

Come on smile a bit relax shrub your shoulders and walk through your

Crowd the veil has lifted

Look at the crowd everyone's waiting for your appearance remember

They called you the class clown the veil has lifted

Sunrise and moon pies doesn’t it feel good to see how far you came and

Still alive the veil has lifted

Light load no toads not even the snakes came come in your mansion or

Even down your road the veil has lifted

I can smell the berries in the air the air swinging and your hair just

Blowing in the air the veil has lifted

Rising from the ashes like the phoenix now continue to keep getting

Your wishes fulfilled so we can make it to venus the veil has lifted

Look at the new professional step in your walk the people admire you

And they said they love to h

The power of the tongue do

He’ll put them people to sha

Lion roar and soar big teeth

Your veins baby go baby go

Your veins you couldn't ask

A powerful soul

Can you imagine being in your mother womb a whole week with no fluids

The doctors surprised as how did she do it

Inside the belly in thin air just oxygen eyes open and ears can hear

Comfortably

Can hear mama singing the tunes to me lullaby baby and rocking baby to Sleep

The sound of the music vibrating her belly i remember one time the beat

Sounded like a machete

No she didn’t fall to her knees and get weak it’s as she walked with the

Power within her belly

I was created and hidden for a reason maybe that’s one reason god don’t

Play about me in no seasons

Starseed maybe a alien everybody i come in contact to with gets

Attached to me then forget how they played me

Heart full of gold shines bright like a diamond i probably knew the

World before i got here and knew how it was turning

I came and made a difference impacted many lives to bring the people a

Difference

Diamond in the rough is rare to find i wonder why some people didn’t

Cherish a heart like mine

Old wisdom and great knowledge i’ll never steer you wrong or feed you

Bullshit knowledge

I had to look at myself in the mirror a few times to see what the people

Saw and why i felt like the weird kind

I got it now because i was different they was staying in the matrix when i

Was trying to get them to see the vision

Transformation

Intoxication defamation humiliation public intoxication trepidation

Trepidation affiliation consternation insinuation tribulation alliteration

Deprivation alcoholization it’s all apart of the transformation

Graduation dedication striation determination gratification moderation

Permutation polarization resignation duration exceleration culmination

Desperation inspiration congregation segregation imagination

Misadministration miseducation it’s all apart of the transformation

Anticipation dissipation activation emancipation adulteration advocation

Aggravation alienation alligation alteration amplification anatomization

Application argumentation bastardization misapplication

Misclassification minimization victimization it’s all apart of

Transformation

Beautification instegation aviation barbarization calcification

Calibration caramelisation captivation carbonation celebration

Characterization colouration colorization commendation coordination

Corporation infatuation magnetization mesmerization sophistication it's

All apart of the transformation

Creation criminalization indiscrimination cultivation cybernation

Deactivation deflation dehydration designation destination

Deterioration devaluation deviation differentiation disassociation

Discrimination disinformation disorientation incarnation indetermination

Legalization legitimation it's all apart of the transformation

Divination crystallization customization hallucination harmonization

Confirmation complication communication colonization collaboration

Coeducation displantation diversification domination elimination

Energization evacuation exaggeration manifestation marination

Mathematization mineralization migration mobilization motivation it's all

Apart of the transformation

Exanimation intercommunication malformation expiration exploitation

Fabrication falsification fascination federalization feminization

Fertilization feudalization glorification globalization horrification

Hospitalization incubation incarnation infestation it’s all apart of the Transformation

TheShift

We made it guys now it’s our time to touch the sky everybody rooting us

On playing our song and singing along the shift

That cosmic that just hit you on the top of head made you jump out of

Bed they said early bird gets the worm so get to the bread the shift

Go pedal go put the pedal to the flo roll it hold it and don’t you lose

Control it the shift

True alien sure your a good friend if you can see them coming they

Making awareness i don’t know why everyone is running the shift

Technology were getting hacked jacked trying to put us in slack

They’re taking the money and running why don’t you get back up and let

Them know they’re a dummy the shift

The simpsons gave us so many predictions is it real is it fake if you ask me

And look deep the shits highly relatable the shift

Look at you climbing mountains or going to be a turtle but shit in power

You’re turning to a lion the shift

The police coming fucking with the people you see they took dr. Martin

Luther king cause he had the dream to lead the people the shift

Government starting wars and shit that shit more spiritual than

Physical is good versus evil and money is the root of all evil the shift

Buckle up that seat belt up extra tight they bout to throw grenades so

We might have to fight with strength and might the shift

That temple sitting up and steady tell them fucking people that you

Earned your crown now your fucking ready the shift

The sun meets earth

When the earth and sun collides it feels like a magnetic force sorta like

A push and pull to want so much more

Great minds think alike when the two come together they can conquer

Any fight dark days cloud days nice days nice waves

It’s all the same flow river flow creek flow nature flow so full of Lillies and blows to kisses and memories history and victory set you

Free and make you believe

Eureka do you see the light at the end of the tunnel the dark days are

Headed to the funnel

To drain the pain and sadness to drop the rain for the actress

To meet your highest potential like the mountain climb lion climb don’t

You fall if you do earth has open arms to catch you when you fall

It’ll be sad days it’ll be great hell sometimes it may even be a day late but

It’s right on time to get up and get back to the grind the love the smiles

The happiness the joy continue to look to the other side because

There’s so much more

Altitude gratitude black and blue but it’ll never leave your body bruised

Big service big planets two collide and now you're standing on big

Business veins sprouting from the growth water flowing in your veins

To get rid of the hurt you can plant the soil put you can also pull

Yourself out of dirt

Go lion go you can’t stop now earth is waiting at the door open arms

Turn to one unity beauty big and bless becoming apart of the community

It’s a gorgeous fight with all due respect i love how earth and fire put a Fight trials and tribulations they made it they became to grow and

Learned how to be balanced

Fire can burn buildings and houses but what will be the real reason of

Why would fire want to do damage it’s a boost of confidence it’s a Different scenery but if you look into it it’ll make you get an epiphany

How you need the fire to maybe you forgot yourself and needed a boost

I need you and you need me together always we can make history and Victory

The worms in the soil digging holes forming ways to make it home on the Other side of the road maybe the leaves maybe the trees maybe how if

You sit still you can hear the earth breathe

When earth is still what does it do look for passion spark it’ll look at You crazy because you full of fume it can’t keep up your speed is driving

Up the wall and earth wants to give up

But it can’t let you go moving in snail pace full of anxiety hell you’ll

Feel like it’s turning to intoxicity but it’s not if you think about because

Who's going to push you forward and make you calm to relax your mind

Make you feel the comfort make you feel whole make you feel safe and When the world’s turning cold fire and earth meets again first they Were friends and grew over time it grew so strong they grew old

Together till the end of time

If earth didn’t bring balance hell yes the sun was going to keep causing Havoc and if fire didn’t meet earth it’ll sit there and keep letting these

Bullies pull them to the dirt

But they were friends at first think it was trauma bonding because it

Was hurt and as time goes on and on earth will never put fire in the Friend zone

Fire tried to push it away but somehow they just made each other day

Fire was happy with balance and earth was happy with confidence

Through the mix of it all they came together because they never wanted

To see each other fall that's romantic if you ask me maybe i need to talk

To them to see how they made history and got over triumphs to claim Victory

Showers

It’s so cold out here i have no shoes on and my feet is bleeding lord i’m

Talking of walking through these showers

The lighting striking the trees shaking the leafs big bressy breeze

Roaming through my clothes from the wetness to my toes showers

There's no building within reach i’m steady walking and starting to can’t

Think like i can’t teach showers

The last hour of dinner i can’t get there fast enough or pull myself in a

Timber showers

I’m roaming around trying to find my way home i have no map no money to

Even reach to rome showers

Big puddles on every street every time i go further and further i see

The water getting deep showers

There’s no signs out to say watch out every path has a dip with the water

At your waistline showers

Where almost there now i can’t wait to go in and dry and get in bed now

Showers

My nose is all sniffly i can hear a wheeze in my throat twinkle is my toes

And i’m trying to get unfroze showers

I need some hot chocolate if i don’t get some steam i won’t be able to get

To my beam showers

The time is here get and bed roll in covers and cry and scream showers adphones on sit in my zone because now i just want to world to alone showers

WhentheRainClear

Hey did you feel the shift in your body from all the trauma that was

Stuck in your in constantly replaying there comes a time when the rain

Clear

Did your heart activate to reach your highest potential i know you felt

True love getting near there comes a time when the rain clear

That spouse that you wanted is on their way the butterfly told me there

Coming to save the day there comes a time when the rain clear

I never seen you so happy before in your life you look so lovely for

Making it through the fight there comes a time when the rain clear

Look at you selling out in your business i knew that birdy came and told

You it was a god within there comes a time when the rain clear

Omg im so excited for you i couldn’t even imagine how they doubted you

There comes a time when the rain clear

Look at your family you created i hope you don’t let society judge you

To be tamed to not be fruitful to continue to make generations there

Comes a time when the rain clear

I love when you get up and put that shit start hopping out the bed and

Letting yo self know you in the beast zone there comes a time when the

Rain clear

So you really like that item huh well buy it we got one life to live so why

Not try it there comes a time when the rain clear

You went back to school keep going no matter who tries to stop you

There comes a time when the rain clear

Well i know how it feels to be late on the a bill call the company to see

If they have a payment plan you don’t have go broke and still trying to

Survive there comes a time when the rain clear

Why do you have such an amazing glow i knew as i kept looking at you it

Was a rare halo there comes a time when the rain clear

Now how do you make it look so easy to keep going i knew there was so Much strength within to keep you going there comes a time when the Rain clear

No don’t let them people come fuck up your foundation why would you

Do that and they never wanted to eat at your table there comes a time

When the rain clear

Look at god keep giving you them blessings that’s what happens when You learn and don’t want to keep repeating lessons there comes a time

When the rain clear

Oh no they can’t handle the new you the real reason why is because

They seen your light before you there comes a time when the rain clear

Them people at war with their self fighting demons and projecting on You because they don’t know what to do there comes a time when the

Rain clear

I wouldn’t continue to keep back to the people that hurt evidently they Never deserved you there comes a time when the rain clear

I really want you to know i’m proud of you because through all the

Trials and tribulations you never folded there comes a time the rain

Clear

The people asked why you don’t fuck with them they must’ve forgot

When they tried to do you in there comes a time when the rain clear

They tried to sataoge great things for you i’m so proud how you didn’t

Let that get the best of you there comes a time when the rain clear

Brush off your shoulders the rain has stopped now are you in the life

That you envisioning as a kid now there comes a time when the rain clear

The Butterfly That Rose

The butterfly that rose as it grows flows like the lilies smelling like a Hundred millies

The butterfly that rose stood ten toes full of power every hour it Grows

The butterfly that rose magical and mystical full as a musician

The butterfly that rose wrote the book they got shook because you Made them stop and take a look

The butterfly that rose out the grass high and mighty feel unstoppable

Makes the mission turn impossible

The butterfly that rose found victory in the end at the beginning we

Thought the story was going to end

The butterfly that rose your heart feels lighter down keep dimming it

Down instead be a fighter

The butterfly that rose the phoenix you rise climb the mountain till you

Reach the peaking drive

The butterfly that rose the greatest leader graduated college now

You're becoming the teacher

The butterfly that rose took your power back never keep letting them

Put you in slack

The butterfly that rose hard works pays off but the pedal to metal till

The wheels fall off

The butterfly that rose full of love and light leave them people where They at it’s not your fight

The butterfly that rose stood in truth when just got served everybody

Knew not to play with you

The butterfly that rose found a new home you have all the love now you

Don’t feel alone

The butterfly that rose found happiness within what’s dope about it you

Was everybody real friend in the end

The butterfly that rose motivational speaker when you use your voice

Now the people is listening

The butterfly that rose keep getting up fighting back never continue

Letting them stab you in the back

The butterfly that rose happily married found your true love and can

Ride out in the carriage

The butterfly that rose beautiful family you created now you see why

All yo exes was going to hate it

The butterfly that rose your feelings got heard you feel so whole can

Fly like a bird

The butterfly that rose the magic not going to work god almighty

Power will continue to put them in the dirt

The butterfly that rose keep speaking your truth idgaf even if they

Think you rude

The butterfly that rose new levels bring new devils but keep going

Reaching your highest levels

The butterfly that rose you're so smart and courageous your day

Coming to say you made it

The butterfly that rose stay consistent don’t you froze

The butterfly that rose dust of them ashes it’s dirt it’s raw and leaving

You acne

The butterfly that rose keep going your almost there you better keep it

In your head that your sticking to the plan

The butterfly that rose you're so obedient i love how rose up with self

Love and discipline

The butterfly that rose you’re so humbled how are you so calm and still

Get the job done

Do You Know How It Feels to be Free

Free you know

Wondering wh

Jungle again fr

Skipping and d

Clouds you see

Free do you kn

It makes you fe

So far and fly u

Corn the cotto

Eventually you feel it you smell it you’ll hear it you’ll get it it won’t

Feel like chain it won’t feel down it won’t put you in a box and it won’t

Judge you now free do you know how it feels to be free

See they took you there beat you down stomped on yo face pushed you

To the ground you will rise you will go you’ll reach so high and get on

That boat and float free do you know how it feels to be free

Swimming and jumping and running and just flowing praying glowing you

Got to take a pause think for a second or we might just all fall free do

You know how it feels to be free

They picked and nicked left you over there like you ain’t mean shit you

Kept dragging kept asking kept asking questions and getting no answer

Free do you know how it feels to be free

It’s no more pain it’s no more anguish it’s the life we live and we need to

Claim it ain’t nobody going to take us there but god nor is they going to

Let us touch the sky free did you know how it feels to be free

When they were talking about you clacking about you recruiting up

Even made a name out of you stole frozed but you grew like the rose

Free you know what that mean free on the inside free on the out

Wondering what’s life about down and out in the sand coming thru the Jungle again free do you know how it feels to be free

Skipping and dipping waving your hands nothins missing you see the

Clouds you see the stars you see the moon but did you hear the tune

Free do you know how it feels to be free

It makes you feel whole it makes you want to go it makes you want to go

So far and fly up the road jump of the plane land in the field grow the

Corn the cotton fields free do you know how it feels to be free

Eventually you feel it you smell it you’ll hear it you’ll get it it won’t

Feel like chain it won’t feel down it won’t put you in a box and it won’t

Judge you now free do you know how it feels to be free

See they took you there beat you down stomped on yo face pushed you

To the ground you will rise you will go you’ll reach so high and get on

That boat and float free do you know how it feels to be free

Swimming and jumping and running and just flowing praying glowing you

Got to take a pause think for a second or we might just all fall free do

You know how it feels to be free

They picked and nicked left you over there like you ain’t mean shit you

Kept dragging kept asking kept asking questions and getting no answer

Free do you know how it feels to be free

It’s no more pain it’s no more anguish it’s the life we live and we need to

Claim it ain’t nobody going to take us there but god nor is they going to

Let us touch the sky free did you know how it feels to be free

When they were talking about you clacking about you recruiting up

Even made a name out of you stole frozed but you grew like the rose

Free do you know how that feels to be free

I tell you what it mean it mean letting go finding your way getting out

The bed looking forward to a new day getting up brushing your teeth

Cooking that meal so you can eat you got the kids you got the house

Even if you lonely you feel so amazing now free do you know how it

Feels to be free

Do you know how it feels to be free- author franka sears

Faith

Test after test knees buckling underground sitting on your crown

Collecting dust faith

Don’t stop there you bet not the dragon is coming to slay so rise up

Faith

Karma is real the people never wanted to look within only call bullshit

On you cause that’s all they know is shit faith

They said don’t chastise me you’ll never be shit nor make it in the

Magazines to even be shit faith

The bow and arrows coming close to your chest heart beating fast

Sweating from the eyebrow making you upset faith

Why did they want to ruin your life never wanted to take accountability

To be honest and let you hear what they said because they tried to turn

That shit to humility faith

You was always the problem there were even times when you tired to

Solve it and guess what them mufkas was honestly the problem faith

Back down for what stood ten toes just to not sit in a bunk full of junk

Faith

Laugh now cry later oohh the people going be mad when you come up

And you’ll see how much they hated faith

Dodging bullets and traps everybody running like snakes looking like

Mouse you set the trap they took the bait to sink your captain in the

Lake faith

Stand up stop falling i really don’t give a fuck whose calling are you

Tired now of repeating yourself just hang up the phone and wish them

The best faith

New Doors

New doors did you see them open coming running back with open arms

New doors the time is near stand up keep going show no fear

New doors it’s our time to shine put your lighters up to the sky

New doors i can’t stop smiling never knew i’ll make it this far out that Static

New doors everything is coming in on time let the world know this Season is mine

New doors yours is full of light i can’t wait till you open it because you

Done now with that fight

New doors i loved how you healed i love how you still have your head on

Your shoulders and went within

New doors i hear the crowd on the other side look at you keep rising in

Your full potential now

New doors no they don’t look like same look at yours and look at theirs

Do you look like a lame

New doors judgment day is hear good thing you got your life together

Because the grim reaper is near

New doors i love all you stood up for self not letting anyone

Overstand your ground

New doors your life is hear did you hear the wedding bells loud and Clear

New doors i love your new car i hope you can maintain the discipline to Make it keep taking you far

New doors did you feel the release the bags and baggage that was

Lifted off your knees

New doors it smells so pretty now that i kept going i can save every

Penny

New doors i love your new office suite i hope the clienteles come in

Double and triple and you keep getting booked

New doors you’re intellectual is so amazing can you keep being positive

And teach me new things

New doors my skin is glowing tremendously never thought i’ll be this Happy flowing like the century

New doors my new life is here i’m done going back to fear

New doors you look so at peace now the people will say your doing

Witchcraft

New doors i’m proud of you making it there soon you come in the house

I’ll have you an big bear

New doors i love that new kitchen i love your coordination it’s so

Different

New doors open it up your boots is all laced now you can shoot the Ducks quack and bluff but still keep it tuck

New doors your bird feeder is gorgeous i know the birds happy to know

Somebody loves them

New doors i love your new attitude i love how nothing stopped you and You came back improved

New doors the pool is so relaxing now you can sit on the massage chair

And start waxing

New doors you different is dope when the people ask tell them your the New coke

New doors your light is so bright i so much love how your full of love

And light

New doors i love being your friend in the beginning i was skeptical and

Now i’ll love to be your friend till the end

News doors im so happy you made it put it in the books and let the world

Know you made it

New doors you bet not put out that fire baby we going to new york to

Show them our desire

New doors you smell the freshness of that air gone head and buy that House in belair

New doors thats a big backyard now you can hire your personal trimmer

To cut your lawn

New doors get rid of the old baggage baby stop thinking it yes your

Living lavish

New doors you prayed for moments like this give god a praise because

Evidently he didn’t miss

New doors okay you popping yo shit and i bet the people saying your

Acting different

New doors thats a nice rolex fuck it let’s pop champaign and toast it

New doors you then put in the work that's what happens when you wont

Allow them to keep you in the dirt

New doors you said you wanted to work from home well dreams come

True and now you can work at your tone

New doors you said you wanted to take trips and explore the world now

You free to take a dip and keep exploring

New doors yes open it you can't be scared and yes this is your moment

On the road again

My gas tank is full now we can drive to new york to dream big with the Lights town were on the road again

Look at all the new friends we made big boss millionaires and Entrepreneurs that love to get paid were on the road again

Did you pack up all your belongings that new house said it’s already

Established and fully furnished were on the road again

Got the best job in the city and look at you had doubt you’ll never get it

Were on the road again

Your body looking nice i know everyday now we can get up and enjoy the Beach life were on the road again

How many trips did take remember they made jokes because you was on

Section 8 were on the road again

You finally have money leftover for you doesn’t it feel good that you

Can now cater to you were on the road again

That blueprint idea you had came out to be a success i’m so excited it’s

Taking you places you always put your best were on the road again

You just got signed to who so you hide all those big talents now look at

Chu were on the road again

The journey felt like a struggle tell the people you gave it all the Strength you had with great muscle were on the road again

You look so free now you got tired of people pleasing look who claim

They power back and said this my season were on the road again

You going to give up now i didn’t think so remember all the times when You kept getting up off the flow we’re on the road again

I Will

I will keep rising and continue to fight

I will get where i'm going without a doubt

I will make the naysayers believers

I will stand in my truth to set me free

I will stand in my power

I will continue to believe no weapon formed against me shall prosper

I will continue to believe there's a god

I will continue to put one foot in front off the other

I will to honor myself

I will continue to pour the love in myself i know i deserve

I will come out on top

I will dust myself off very fall i had

I will continue to get the last laugh

I will only love those who wholeheartedly love me

I will always believe i can do anything i put my mind to

I will execute my plans through the trials and tribulations

I will find the spark again that i have within

I will keep healing if that keeps my sanity balanced

I will not let them bully me no more

I will always use my discernment for sheeps dressed in clothing

I will protect my peace even if i need to set boundaries

I will not tolerate disrespect any longer

I will always show my authentic self no longer staying in the bubble

I will cherish all my achievements that i have accomplished for me

I will keep letting them put me in a box

I will see the rainbow after the storm

I will no longer hide my talents for the world to see

I will break those generational traumas

I will continue to be disciplined to my goals

I will not stop until i get there at the end of the tunnel

I will no longer care how they view me

I will continue to be the villain for my dignity

I will continue to surpass my fears

I will continue to challenge myself to be better than yesterday

I will always uplift me peers when they’re down

I will always give the greatest advice

I will continue to show genuine love

I will no longer care what they say about me

I will continue to speak positive affirmations over myself

I will not be a fucked up person like people want me to be like them

I will continue to have my protection armor over my life

I will continue to take care of my responsibilities

I will continue to not fall victim to the system

I will always make my kids feel important

I will continue to be a real friend

I will continue to nurture society with knowledge

I will continue to show up for myself

I will continue to banish the lies that was put upon my character

I will continue to know i’m enough even when i get suicidal

I will continue to fight the battles to get out free in the end

I will always count my i’s and dot my t’s

I will continue to remain grateful for every mishap that i learned

I will continue to walk through life

I will keep going

I will continue to take the bad news and turn it great

I will keep continue to be free

I will always come back as a butterfly

I will make it threw them new doors

I will not back the fuck down

I will always adjust my crown

I will always conquer the past

I’m proud of you

Just like the star i knew you were i m proud of you

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Light shoulders now heavy weight lifted now what crown did you think

About tilting i’m proud of you

Rose up from the ashes i know that’s right i know people asstoned how

You kept putting up that silent fight i’m proud of you

Now don’t lose your breath going to fast slow down your time is hear

Now sprinkles and berry’s lillies and cherries i’m proud of you

The finish line that sound bought right look at all your trophies you

Gained i knew you’ll get through the pain i’m proud of you

Keep Going

When the sad songs and days gone keep going

When the birds chirping and kids nerving keep going

When the rain comes and the storm forms keep going

When the ear rings and you start to sing keep going

When the days over heavy on your shoulders keep going

When you trip and fall and nobody to call keep going

When the cloud is dark and it seems to fright keep going

When the church singing and the bells clinging keep going

When they knock you down and put you down keep going

When they laugh and hate and don’t make you feel safe keep going

When your alone and the day is gone keep going

When your tired and wired and not feeling wiser keep going

When you at your best and can’t past the test keep going

When the tears dry and your flying high keep going

When the water run dry and you have no more cry keep going

When the pains heavy and it’s getting hefty keep going

When the parade ends and a barcade begins keep going

When your motherless and fatherless keep going

When the ducks quack and the geese attack keep going

When the birds shit and the clouds shift keep going

When the ball falls and noone to call keep going

When the music pours and no more doors keep going

When they silence you out and no balance now keep going

When the rooms quiet and everybody bias keep going

When they judgemental and fucking with your mental keep going

When they laugh in your face and it’s nobody place keep going

When they speed in the car and you was walking the tar keep going

When you ran out of gas and they called you an ass keep going

When the clock strikes one and the docks all gone keep going

When the water stops flowing and your well stops growing keep going

When your brain is clouded from all the baggage keep going

When your stomach is empty from no nourishing keep going

When the lights stop shining and the bills keep coming keep going

When your empty and feeling filthy keep going

When the math ain’t mathing and you have to start subtracting keep Going

When the caterpillar springs and you can’t seem to beam keep going

When the turtle was late to the race and everybody had something to Say keep going

When the paint wasn’t wet anymore and you wasn’t adored keep going

When the engine starts ticking and your mind starts conflicting keep Going

When they were moving slow and started going ghost keep going

When you can’t sing but you feel you have a thing to connect with the Rings keep going

When it’s cold out and no plow out keep going

When the snow to your knees feeling they’re going to bleed keep going

When the volcano comes and the world feels it’s just begun keep going

When you feel your dark and it’s falling apart keep going

When you couldn’t remember the song but you remember the tone keep Going

When you didn’t remember the lyrics but you can hear it keep going

When the earthquakes happened and everybody started snapping keep Going

When it was love at first sight but you couldn’t see the light keep going

When the diapers overflow and the smell is everywhere like a overload

Keep going

When the baby starts crying and constantly whining keep going

When you feel christmas is coming but you had to bum it keep going

When the holidays are happy and your feeling snappy keep going

When the baby can’t walk but knows how to crawl keep going

When the baby can’t talk but you understand their heart keep going

When everybody was happy and you were sassy keep going

When you got put in dirt and start feeling hurt keep going

When everybody was getting money and you was feeling funny keep Going

When they laughed at your stains and didn’t see your pain keep going

When they shoes was nice and yours was sliced keep going

When they was roasting and you were trying to toasting it keep going

When they called you ugly and don't know your story keep going

When you felt hungry and no food in your tummy keep going

When the shower gets cold and your feeling blurr keep going

When the bubbles stops forming and your running in puddles keep going

When the went high and made you feel slow and low keep going

When they said you was a clown but you was down keep going

When the gas turns off and the faucets are dry and fall apart keep

Going

When the bills is due and no money for you keep going

When you was late and couldn’t get a date keep going

When they stole your money and your feeling funny keep going

When they stepped on the crack and broke your mamas back keep going

When they stepped on your toes and made you be cold keep going

When you couldn’t shit even though it was at the tip keep going

When the contractions steady happening and the timing starts

Fastening keep going

When the medicine is not curing and your body is feeling incurable keep Going

When the hair fallouts and now you have a patch keep going

When your skin is different mitch match patches looking like a outcast

Keep going

When the cancer takes over and your liver feels over keep going

When the heart stop beating and feeling like your sinking keep going

When the pictures stop selling and they start bailing keep going

When the rocking chair is rocking and the clock stops tocking keep Going

When the grease is greasy and your stomach feeling queasy keep going

When the exam is hard and you didn’t study at all keep going

WHEN THE TEST GAVE YOU AN f AND YOU KNOW YOU GAVE IT YOUR BEST KEEP Going

When the time starts now but you have no chime keep going

When the birds starts dropping and the wind stops rising keep going

When the roadkill smells fishy and the winds all wishy keep going

When the swing is sitting still as your sitting on the hill keep going

When they didn’t clap and you wanted to snap keep going

When they told your business so you know who did it keep going

When they whispered in ears and made you disappear keep going

When they burnt out the rubber and you heard the muffler keep going

When they did the donuts and everybody wanted to turn up keep going

When the grass is tall and you think your going to fall keep going

When the creek is shallow and rocks forming a pattern keep going

When they say your dancing with the devil but he became one of your Protectors keep going

When you can’t ejaculate nor masturbate keep going

When the doves are flying and you picture you flying keep going

When your sad and down on the other side of town keep going

When it’s no hugs love and jugs keep going

When the pencil can’t write and you put up up a fight keep going

When the sharpener stops working and have to kind of jerk it keep going

When the movie skips the scene so you don’t know what happened in

Between keep going

When you miss the show now feeling slow keep going

When you didn’t get the ticket because you just missed it keep going

When you didn’t get called and know you was the beast of them all keep Going

When you kept healing but feeling kinda dizzy keep going

When the heart grows fonder and starts to ponder keep going

When the birds start chirping and your constantly burping keep going

When the baby is fussy and wants to be on their tummy keep going

When the babies upset and you don’t know what else to do but tried your

Best keep going

When you feel sick and sick of it keep going

When your temperature rising and your feeling burning keep going

When the teas is to help for sickness but your immune really weakens

Keep going

When the eyes go bad so you have to get prescription now keep going

When you told your jokes and they took it as a cloak keep going

When the tire ran out of air so now you have to use the spare keep going

When the car starts overheating and you start overthinking keep going

When you had a crush but you gave up on love so you kept it on the hush

Keep going

When the windows was getting foggy and you were feeling noggy keep Going

When the tent was built and that’s your night where you have to spend

Keep going

When the phone didn’t give you a ring dial because you were out of town

Keep going

When the plane got canceled and you were in the middle of traveling

Keep going

When your flight got delayed and made everybody wait keep going

When the register declined your card and the clerk is making things

Hard keep going

When your shoes untied and your dragging them in the tide keep going

When the shore has deep waves so it feels like deep days keep going

When the tornado started spinning and shit got to ripping keep going

When the siren went off to alert and you were the only one hurt keep Going

When the roof flipped off the houses and all you seen were the mouses Keep going

When you had to move and couldn't figure out your next groove keep Going

When the trash is old sitting in the garbage disposal and nobody Noticed keep going

When the chain on your bike brakes and your running late keep going

When they were cracking jokes and blowing smokes keep going

When they doubted you and said no one would have keep going

When they were cheating and creeping and you were sinking keep going

When they confused love for lust and thought you weren’t going to Rise above keep going

When they betrayed and you couldn’t get payed keep going

When they doubted you instead of counting you keep going

When they misunderstood you and don’t know you from the hood keep Going

When the greens to salty so it can feel faulty keep going

When the pastor gets to preaching and you think he picking keep going

When it was time to push and all you felt was a big gush keep going

When they treated you like a average but you really was a savage keep Going

When you felt worthy and knew you were the trophy keep going

When they dissed you and yet still missed you keep going

When the salad got old and dried with mold keep going

When the food went bad and you turned mad keep going

When you had an outage and had to wait for hours keep going

When you had to go to school but kept breaking all the rules keep Going

When the teacher picked on you and everybody thought it was cool keep Going

When the bully got active so you had to get active and ask em what's Happening keep going

When they say goodbye and forgot you’re a good dye keep going

When your hair got colored and the breakage started occurring keep Going

When your heart skip a beat everytime you eat raw meat keep going

When they dancing and singing and nobodies thinking keep going

When the clock strikes two and you're feeling confused keep going

When everybody sleep and now you have time to think keep going

When you put yo clothes on and know you put that shit on keep going

When they played you but you stayed you keep going

When they got revenge and you was just done in the end keep going

When they picked them over you and had you feeling the blues keep Going

When they divorced you and now it feel like a tattoo keep going

When you got married and waiting for the carriage keep going

When the horses start galloping and the wind turns to alchemy keep Going

When the bonfired goes out and there’s no more wood left keep going

When the wax dies down and now your candles going down keep going

When you can’t see the tv because your eyes can’t focus in the 3d keep Going

When you went blind and couldn’t see now keep going

When your body is sore and you so ready to explore keep going

WHEN THE KEYS GIGGLING AND EVERYBODY START WIGGLING

KEEP going when the

When the computer shuts off so now you have to dust off keep going

When your mind goes blank and now your feeling like frank keep going

When you couldn't get the mouse cause it’s steady missing the trap and

Running around the house keep going

When you didn’t have the change but you know you wanted that ring

Keep going

When life challenges you it'll feel like bad news just don't stay in the Blues keep going

When you can’t measure with the ruler so you feel stupid and not Cooler keep going

When you don’t understand math and feel your going down the wrong

Path keep going

When you ran out of tissue so now it became an issue keep going

When you went into labor and felt the favor keep going

When you took the pic but felt like you missed and looking like shit keep Going

When the meat looks old but if you cook it it’ll turn to gold keep going

When they lied to you and hide from you keep going

When they teamed up and you wanted to pull up with the beamer keep Going

When you hear the ocean in the shells so you feel like your going

Through hell but the orisha’s are near keep going

When you ride the boat and hit a bad note keep going

When they said they’ll call you back and never came back keep going

When you felt the rush and everybody wanted you to hush keep going

When you seen the star so it reminded you of a drunken lit night at the Bar keep going

When the clouds dark and gray and your feeling like hay keep going

When it’s news after news hell yeah it’ll feel like the blues keep going

When the drugs took over and you thought it was over keep going

When you went to rehab to stay intune for the get back keep going

When they touched your private and supposed to been solid keep going

When you tried to roll the dice and froze up like ice keep going

When you were new and everybody thought you were apart of the crew

Keep going

When the bus passed you by and your wondering wtf why keep going

When the rattle snake starts shaking so you know it’s bout to start

Baking keep going

When you’re loopy and feeling gooey keep going

When the dish fell and you felt like oh hell keep going

When they made up stories and you saw the other side of the glory keep Going

When they had you toting guns and you just wanted to have fun keep Going

When they did the hit and run and didn’t say nothing and felt life just Begun keep going

When they shot the pistol and all you heard was whistling keep going

When you had to call the ambulance and it turned to a huge turbulence

Keep going

When they cut your hair and you thought they wouldn’t dare keep going

When the beat you so badly and now your walking around sadly keep Going

When they punched you in the eye and now you're thinking you're going Blind keep going

When they pushed you down the stairs and you had to get up where you

Fell instead of flare keep going

When the landlord being a slum and now you're wondering if he a bum

Keep going

When the homework due but so is rent too keep going

When the liquor kicks in and the dj going in keep going

When your drunk and skunked not near a bunk keep going

When your learning patience so it feels like your constantly waiting

Keep going

When your knee is bleeding and constantly leaking keep going

When the alcohol burns and you have nowhere to turn keep going

When the cut is deep and it makes your body feel weak keep going

When your asthma flared up and now your stuffed up keep going

When your breast is sore from the milk that has stored keep going

When the light starts turning red and you have to stead keep going

When the choir starts singing and evreybodies getting jiggy keep going

When they thought you were the clone when the cloned tyrone keep Going

When they wasted your time and later find out you were the dime keep Going

When they dissed you and now they want to kiss you keep going

When the sexual energy is high and now your feeling like wow keep Going

When the sex is great but can turn to love and hate keep going

When the sex is great but you feel it’s too late keep going

When your the prize and not feeling alive keep going

When the snails end and the storm hail just begins keep going

When the phones dialing and nobody spiraling keep going

When the rain stops and the dock drops keep going

When the fish begin to swim and you get to film keep going

When they love you and put noone before you keep going

When the thunder is loud sounding like a loud crowd keep going

When you were suicidal and thought it was diabolical keep going

When the razor sliced your hair and now your feeling bare keep going

When the goat wins the game and whole time they thought you were a Lame keep going

When they grouped up and fucked up because you fucked aroung and Lucked up keep going

When they laughed at yo hair and made you feel nobody cared keep Going

When the oven stopped working and now your getting nervous keep Going

When you wanted affection and they called it desperate keep going

When they didn’t want you to be vocal because you were outspoken keep Going

When you want to be adored but feeling like your hovered keep going

When the hail hit the glass and make you reminisce about the past keep Going

When the job say your fired and you just got hired keep going

When the medical bills getting expensive and insurance supposed to Cover interest keep going

When your car get repo’d and now your feeling like a cheap hoe keep Going

When you want to exhale but can only inhale keep going

When the pipes are clogged and now your feeling fogged keep going

When your period came on now you feel it’s apart of a bad song keep Going

When your crazy in love and feeling like a dove above keep going

When you felt you were slacking and trying to figure out what Happened keep going

When the glacier broke the ice and everything started rolling like dice Keep going

When you stopped being nice and now they want to roll the dice keep Going

When the charger breaks and your on the phone trying to cake keep Going

When your homeless assed out but all yo life you really wanted to cash Out keep going

When they defamed your name and pointed at you to take the blame keep Going

When they didn’t come home so now you feel alone keep going

When the funeral came fast and you still have to go to the repast keep Going

When the battery saver was supposed to save your life but now you have To think twice keep going

When the lifeguard supposed to have saved you but you felt like they

Caved you keep going

When the street lights came on so you knew it was time to get home keep Going

When they bullied you in school and you were ready to act a fool keep Going

When you were the class clown so you wanted to uplift everybody that

Was down keep going

When you got kicked out of class and knew mama was bout to beat ass

Keep going

When they called you a hoe and you barely walked to the sto’ keep

Going

When they tried to finesse you instead of blessing you keep going

When you busted your knee and had to give it two weeks keep going

When you broke your ankle and now it feels like a bagel keep going

When you had to fart and felt yo insides coming apart keep going

When the coach started screaming and the team started missing keep

Going

When the robot couldn’t talk but it was a good for walk keep going

When the aliens came to the planet and they said the world was ending

Keep going

When the climax is rising and nowhere for hiding it keep going

When you wake up hot and can’t think of a jot keep going

When the peas were too sweet but you knew you needed to eat keep

Going

When you broke your sandals and just wanted a kennel keep going

When the lights starts flickering and you start whimpering keep going

When the ghost comes in your sleep and your dreaming to deep keep

Going

When the butterfly blooms and your manifestations start becoming

True keep going

When the roses are red but they ain’t dead keep going’

When you stepped on a nail and it felt like it came out your tail keep

Going

When you broke your hip now walking with a dip keep going

When your voice ran out of words and now you become absorbed keep Going

When the inside voices playing tricks feeling like you’re constantly

Hitting licks keep going

When the curtain fell down and now you have to move it around keep Going

When the furniture is dirty so now your feeling like a big birdy keep Going

When your lips chapped cracked and dry and you was just trying to Slide by keep going

When it’s past curfew and you out for the night because you deserve it

Keep going

When the school food is nasty and your feeling hasty keep going

When the doctor office is extremely full and your feeling dull keep Going

When you ran out of weed and now all you got is tweeds keep going

When you can’t swim but all you wanted was a slim jim keep going

When the chips were hot but you misspelled the format of the dot keep Going

When the bat came swinging over your head and now you thought you Were dead keep going

When the vents blows out the heat and makes your heart skip a beat

Keep going

When the robbers broke in the house so you had to get the strap keep Going

When you were robbing peter to pay paul because you didn’t want to fall

Keep going

When the liquor in your system and now your feeling like the victim keep Going

When you got molested and testing and all you wished them were the Bestest keep going

When you sold dope on the block and it started to get hot like a clock

Keep going

When you had the baby and all you wanted to become was a successful Lady keep going

When you became nonchalant and they said now your the problem keep

Going

When they didn’t understand your boundaries and so they turned to Enemies keep going

When the world shifted and everybody started drifted keep going

When the world collided and now you’re feeling like joe biden keep Going

When trump went president i thought we were just getting ready for

The elections keep going

When pressure makes diamonds and the ring starts turning keep going

When the birds stopped chirping and now you don’t feel worth it keep

Going

When the music is too loud and your stuck in the crowd keep going

When you hit your toe walking to the stoe keep going

When the ball drops and the clock stops keep going

When you were rich and they still make you feel like shit keep going

When you broke break and they played like they were dead keep going

When you heard the rumor and they didn’t know you had a tumor keep

Going

When you got wasted and couldn’t even taste it keep going

When you threw up and said fuck this i had enough keep going

When you wanted to luck up but kept feeling like a fuck up keep going

When the strokes get deep and makes you start to weep keep going

When you feel spicy but don’t have nobody so it don’t feel enticing keep

Going

When it’s breezy and your feeling cheesy keep going

When the motor stops going and now you have to get a new rotor keep

Going

When the steering wheel don’t turn and now your hands full of burn

Keep going

When you couldn’t find your sock now they running around calling you

A jock keep going

When your piercing came out and you have no back keep going

When your teeth is yellow from years prior to the mellow keep going

When your breath is hot from the tater tot keep going

When the clock strikes one and the party just begun keep going

When the grill won’t hold the fire and that was your desire keep going

When the water ran the town over so now you have to move over keep Going

When they smirk and grin and honestly your trying to fix yourself

Within keep going

When your unique so your volume always speaks and you don’t have to

Sneak keep going

When the phone hit the disconnection and now you're stressing keep Going

When you had to grocery shop and have little time to shop because it

Close at six o clock keep going

When you ran track and blew out your back keep going

When you made it to shore and got there just before keep going

When the pain aches in your foot so now you have to give it a shook keep Going

When the umbilical cord wrapped the baby neck and now you feel the Coldness in your chest keep going

When they said no heartbeat left and now yours beating out your chest

Keep going

When they said sorry we tried and now your all worry keep going

When you cremated the baby to have an angel now they can watch you

From all angles keep going

When you cried so hard and no one to catch you when you fall keep Going

When you couldn’t get the car to the pump and now your feeling like a

Dump keep going

When your stuck on the side of the road and now your feeling like a Stupid toad keep going

When you didn’t have the money for the bill and now your ready to kill

Keep going

When you starting to lose focus and feeling like you're running out of Motion keep going

When you were carrying the heavy weight and always wanted to call it

Checkmate keep going

When the commercial came on and fucked up your song keep going

When you going hours with your mate and now the baby became the cake

Keep going

When you have to crawl before you walk and haven’t learned how to Talk keep going

When you want to cuddle but all alone so it leads to blowing snot and

Spit bubbles keep going

When the bed rail broke and you lost all hope keep going

When the swimming pool is extremely cold and there's no sun to hold

Keep going

When yo hair dew is lit so you know you the shit keep going

When they block your blessings but you kept passing the lessons keep Going

When the bed is high so you have to so a sigh keep going

When you have no team but you have to reach your dreams keep going

When you feel like stressing but you know your about to receive your Blessing keep going

When you feel anxiety because you're determined to get out of poverty

Keep going

When you’re trying to stay positive and they want to be the opposite

Keep going

When you real and they forgot you were a big deal keep going

When they say hi but behind closed doors telling lies keep going

When you were telling the truth and they wanted you to act a fool keep Going

When you can’t get no sleep so you just get up to sweep keep going

When it’s friday and payday and all you want to do is get on the highway

Keep going

When you didn’t feel like driving to the casino but got there and won

Bingo keep going

When they choose not to get their shit together and fumbled their Blessing keep going

When you didn’t want to go to work because your body was hurt keep

Going

When the homework is hard and you can’t catch up to par keep going

When the storm is clear and the brighter days are near keep going

When everybody twerking and ain’t nobody working keep going

When the bed is messed up and you just want to rest up keep going

When your hair is dry and brittle and you want to cut it with the Scissors keep going

When the atm is shut down and your own your way out of town keep

Going

When the shark was in the lake trying to get his piece of the cake keep Going

When the lights don’t flick and your pissed ready to trip keep going

When the slumlord stole yo rent so now you have to sleep in a tent keep Going

When you couldn’t get food cause everybody walked past looking at You like a fool keep going

When you went skydiving and felt like you were high vibing keep going

When the snakes slithered in the grass and it’s about to turn to a mass

Keep going

When you were hot and sticky and feeling itchy keep going

When you won the first league it turned out to be your biggest dream

Keep going

When they were so to text so you was debating on going to the next

Keep going

When they want to argue and cuss and you want to say bitch please hush

Keep going

When they accuse you of accusations and the truth set you free due to Misinformation keep going

When they locked you up with no bond and you can’t call cousin twon

Keep going

When you got beaten with a belt and it left you a welp keep going

When you healed the childhood wounds to get unbound keep going

When they lied and said you did coke and you was ready to clear the Smoke keep going

When they said you took pills but you knew that’ll be a deadly kill keep Going

When the lied and said you were an addict when you never even had an Habit keep going

When you seen cuzo on first 48 and now you haven’t ate keep going

When the police killing the blacks and covering up they tracks keep Going

When the investigation went cold now you know the story is about to Get old keep going

When they didn’t find the killer and you feel you becoming thriller keep Going

When they thought you were sinking in the boat but you came out the Goat keep going

When the sun overpowers now your feeling like you have superpowers Keep going

When they took over your account and got it hacked and jacked keep Going

When you had to reschedule the test because you weren't at your best Keep going

When the diamond turned to pressure so you knew that was yo blessing Keep going

When the world made you feel underrated and you came out a beast like Undertaker keep going

When the ants form holes and they look like miniature moles keep going

When the spider bite your leg and almost left you for dead keep going

When they walk by nasty hate and you walk by faith keep going

When they think everything that glitters is gold when really they sold Their soul keep going

When they put you at the bottom of the barrel and you came out like Will Ferell keep going

When the lighter won’t flick and that’s your only bic keep going

When you had a toothache and it made your body shake keep going

When the water is glistening as you approach you start listening keep Going

When it’s love and make you want to fly like a dove keep going

When you put your happy first and thought it’ll turn out the worst keep Going

When it was your time to shine and they made it seem like a crime like

You're losing your mind keep going

When god said you could and they made you feel misunderstood keep Going

When you were the blessing and now became they biggest lesson keep Going

When the roaches to over the house and now you had to move out keep Going

When the mice were crawling inside the wall and you thought the house

Was going to fall keep going

When you didn’t get the call back from the job so now your feeling like

Corn on the cob keep going

When they left you for dead and nobody was there keep going

When the caterpillar turns to the butterfly and blooms and you can

Hear the rhythm in the blues keep going

When the first kiss was passionate and you feel fluttery like what’s Happening keep going

When your spouse makes you happy so now your not snappy keep going

When the reciprocity is the same so you have no need to feel sane keep Going

When the tables finally turned and now you don’t feel so burned keep Going

When you past the storm and now it’s back to norm keep going

When you understood the realization and now you can use your

Imagination keep going

When you had an epiphany and wanted to go to tiffany’s keep going

When your past life soulmates so you know that’s yo whole mate keep Going

When your heart chakra was shallow and now it’s becoming bright gold Yellow keep going

When they made fun you were spiritual but you was changing for the Physical

When you walk away from the past into your future blast keep going

When you couldn’t make it to church and now you're feeling hurt keep Going

When they didn’t believe in god and made you feel like a fraud keep going

When they wanted to leave and you kept begging them please keep going

When they weren’t vulnerable but you taught them how to be

Wonderful keep going

When you got new love it and it fits so well just like a glove keep going

When you get butterflies in your stomach because they make you feel

Bubbly keep going

When that’s yo little secret and that’s how you want to keep it keep Going

When you got yo t shirt and panties on so you know yall bout to get in The zone keep going

When they love you for you so you know it’s true keep going

When it’s full of bliss and kiss and something you don’t want to miss keep Going

When that temptation running high going up that thigh and that pussy

Ain’t dry keep going

When that dick hard and steady so you know he hot and ready keep Going

When the plane soars the sky and now you have to say goodbye keep Going

When you didn’t take a shower because you were passed out for hours Keep going

When you found your investment and now you can stop stressing keep Going

When you see signs from spirit so you know he real and hear it keep Going

When you were at the bottom searching for the cotton keep going

When they can’t read your mind so feel like they’re running out of time

Keep going

When you decided to heal and everybody made it seem like a big deal keep Going

When you thought yall weren’t compatible but now it feels magical keep Going

When you wanted to see it but it became meant to be for you to keep it

Keep going

When them backshots is active so the sex is giving passive keep going

When you let go and let god and put your pride to the side keep going

When it’s feeling like the blues and everything feels brand new keep Going

When you wanted to play sports and didn’t have the training to move

Forward keep going

When you became the teacher and graduated and became the leader

Keep going

When your swimming in the waves and can feel the brighter days keep Going

When the honeybun full of honey and now it’s upset your tummy keep Going

When the kids asking for snacks and about to turn to big backs keep Going

When’s he’s coming to get you and actually rocking with you keep going

When she’s she said she rocking with you and actually comes and get

You keep going

When you were suffering and now your butterflies can start ruffling

Keep going

When your eyes are blurry and your trying to get your vision clearer

Keep going

When you get lit off the goose and now your feeling loose keep going

When you sold your body for sex to feed yourself keep going

When they can’t compete where they don’t compare and can’t get near Keep going

When they tried to expose you but truth it was old news keep going

When they put cameras in your house stealing your privacy like anatomy

Keep going

When they tracked your car so you wouldn’t get far keep going

When they got you confused no your body over consumed keep going

When they don’t know how you getting money so they think you doing

Something funny keep going

When they have no facts so they wanted to stab you in the back keep Going

When you have clarity so now you feel fairly keep going

When it’s no more lack and your done with the slack keep going

When you thought it was too late and too much on your plate keep going

When you won the prize and knows it only comes once in a lifetime keep Going

When you won the lottery and silenced it so they wouldn’t bother you Keep going

When they was on some lasme shit and fucked around and made you

Famous keep going

When he fights for you so you know it’s right for you keep going

When she fights for you and you know it feels nice to you keep going

When yall committed so yall know who did it to fix it keep going

When he can read your mind so you don’t have to hide keep going

When she reads your scope and can tell your dope keep going

When he proves his point and won so know we on point keep going

When you know how to tame the beast so his pull out game weak keep Going

When he makes you think twice so you don’t have to put up a fight keep Going

When you can manifest and get everything that was put to test keep Going

When you ride the dick so good and the toes curl in the hood keep going

When the attraction is mutual and everything feels neutral keep going

When yall match each other fly so it’s death do us till we fly keep going

When he stands on business and knows how to listen keep going

When you need the bills paid and don’t always want to get laid keep Going

When you get the ring because you were the missing thing keep going

When you can be yourself and nothing less keep going

When that’s yo man and he coming with a plan keep going

When it’s understood and don’t have to be explained because mufkas get

In the way keep going

When she ain’t coming to play about you and heal you in everything you Been through keep going

When he called you he called you wife and said yall doing this for life

Keep going

When he wants you to himself and nothing less keep going

When she’s addicted to her man and he don’t have to pretend keep going

When you can be submissive yet and still dominant keep going

When it’s equal understanding and you don’t have to guess it keep going

When you know you cocky and sometimes shit gets rocky keep going

When they slandering your name and didn’t mention the pain keep going

When you got your new car and now you can go far keep going

When you went to the gym trying to get slim like a jim keep going

When you mopped the floors and they were wet and you had to wait for Them to set keep going

When you washed the dishes and notice silverware missing keep going

When the laundry overflowed and you didn’t want to fold keep going

When you didn’t want to cook and just read a book keep going

When the baby finally talks and now you have a smile in your heart keep

Going

When the kids show you their talents now you have to plant a stable

Palette keep going

When they kept dissing but saying you were in your feelings keep going

When they play on yo top and now you about to get hot keep going

When they guilty and try to say you trippy keep going

When they make you mad and now your feeling bad keep going

When yo kids fucking with yo mental while yall at the dental keep going

When you don’t feel pretty and feeling bitty keep going

When your sick of shit and full of shit keep going

When the alarm didn’t go off so now you about to go off keep going

When the mailman running late because it’s a rainy day keep going

When the cereal was great and the kids ate keep going

When they talking back and make you want to snap keep going

When they started their period and now you feel you can’t deal with it

Keep going

When kids having babies and they only a baby keep going

When they denied the baby and now you don’t feel like a lady keep going

When you went to court and knew you was done shooting the courts

Keep going

When you went on a date and it turned out your mate keep going

When they laughed and pointed and you were really anointed keep going

When they criticized and lied and now you want to die keep going

When they check in on you and make it seem like they care too keep going

When the house caught fire and you lost everything you desired keep

Going

When the grass was getting tall and you have to lawn it all keep going

When the paper is due and your mind is blew keep going

When somebody pissed you off and you want them to back off keep going

When he comes with karat and next it’s going to marriage keep going

When they not happy for you but god rooting for you keep going

When it’s time to let go and the process is going extra slow keep going

When the line is long at the store way out the door keep going

When you missed the sale because you didn’t hear the bell keep going

When the earthquake shook the town and now everybodys down keep Going

When your running out of words so now you're using slurs keep going

When your drunk and stump and they said you stunk keep going

When they were raising dion and thought he was a peon keep going

When they were raising kanan but we had everybody loves raymond keep Going

When we had raven baxter and we knew she was one of the best actors

Keep going

When we had taraji p henson but she really was the simpson’s keep going

When glo came and stole the map and everybody thought she was wasck

Keep going

When we had saleen nathan love and basketball was the greatest keep Going

When we had tia & tamera 17’ seventeen again was the best story keep Going

When we had everybody hates chris and everybody had a diss keep going

When we had the nanny and knew she was going to be a great mammy keep Going

When we had the brady bunch and we all wanted a family as one keep Going

When we had barack obama and that was the greatest of all timest keep Going

When the horn beeps and makes you think keep going

When you got up early for the bus and it left you in the dust keep going

When your pockets were empty and made you feel iffy keep going

When we had kobe bryant and knew he was the goat at it’s finest keep Going

When we had chief keef and he always came out with dat heat keep going

When they made my little pony and had the kids rolling on their tummy

Keep going

When you went to the park to get wet and the sprinklers aint shoot

Back keep going

When you bust your knee and it feels like a third degree keep going

When we had men in black and everybody wanted to be a shooter now Keep going

When we had fantasia barrino and shit hit us with dat you know keep Going

When we were playing uno everybody was mad cause we were skipping They ass keep going

When we were playing spades and we kept winning cause our shit was Laid keep going

When we were playing dominoes mufkas arguing cause they getting Vaminoes keep going

When you were getting them backshots and they were sounding like the Chicago drum line keep going

When yall was fucking quiet but claim you in the room on a diet keep Going

When you ran out of tissue so now it turned to an issue keep going

When the mucus is filled in your lungs and now you can’t feel your Tongue keep going

When you need a massage but thanking god your still alive keep going

When you can hear them talking shit but god gone turn around that diss Keep going

When raven kept giving us the vision’s and everybody thought she was Tripping keep going

When your the queen part to the bees keep going

When them actions is consistent so you know it ain’t going to be no Distance keep going

When they sacrificed you the lamb like you was apart of the dam keep Going

When the grim reaper comes and the bells just begun keep going

When life giving you lemons and your steady fighting demons keep going

When you had to scam to get out that jam keep going

When you had section 8 cause you barely made pay keep going

When they laughed cause you had food stamps and they couldn’t get Them keep going

When yo back was against the wall and you took the hardest fall keep Going

When you had a car note because you had responsibilities not trying go Broke keep going

When it was the last thread on the rope and you planted the mustard

Seed by hope keep going

When you were down on your knees asking god to please redeem keep Going

When life is turned upside down and your left with a frown keep going

When life gives you test after test and you just want to rest keep going

When your ready to be free and nobody to believe keep going

When your breaking bad habits to come out of static keep going

When your sad and out and ready to pout keep going

When your ready to give up but know your ready to live up keep going

When you can see the rainbow on the other side of the halo keep going

When your a overthinker meditate and take a breather keep going

When you have no iron for your clothes now your wrinkled going out

The door keep going

When your going through repeated cycles please pray to god about it

Keep going

When the suicidal kicks in please look within keep going

When you became the single parent god see you just keep it one hundred

Keep going

When your a powerful individual betta know they bringing the army to Fuck with yo mental keep going

When everybody is not happy for you that should tell you exactly what

To do keep going

When you think nobody heard you prayers the man above always heard

You keep going

When you were ready to throw in the towel but god stood you in front

Of your enemies with a bow keep going

When you remember how every holiday you felt alone keep going

When you want to let up on the gas but your growing from the past keep Going

When they laughed at your pain not knowing you will grow again keep Going

When they were being sneaky and you were being loyal don’t worry god

Will restore it keep going

When they made you little feeling brittle keep going

When you gave them a pass and they threw you in the glass keep going

When god balances it how i hope you become happy now keep going

When they chanting your name and using it for fame keep going

When they send death magic your way and god backfire it they way keep Going

When they like control let them go and get up the rode keep going

When your unbothered and stopped your old problems keep going

When your a healer and they want to be a stealer keep going

When your winning and shining and steady grinding keep going

When your of the light and they always want to start a fight keep going

When your a chosen one like a alien in the golden zone keep going

When you wanted to get your body right but your digestive system

Couldn’t get right and tight keep going

When family turned into snakes chew them mufkas up and turn them to

Steaks keep going

When them prayers come into fruition don’t forget yo fucking mission

Keep going

When your healthy and it became healthy keep going

When aalyiah said at first if you don’t succeed dust yourself off and try

Again keep going

When life is in front of you and you feel grater within reach keep going

About the Author

My name is franka sears, I wanted to touch you with some encouragement and positive Affirmations that when life is beating you down it’s ok to keep going and Never look back at what your past tried to isolate you from Nobody is

Perfect but you all are important in your own special way if nobody Believes in you i do. I’m not judgemental i will give you advice only from Experience never from out of a magazine. This is my life and i’m happy to

Be free i’m no longer looking at the past although i appreciate it for Pushing me to my highest potential that i knew i had along that they Tried to keep covered. I’m honest and sometimes it sounds harsh but i’ll Never tell you anything wrong because i’ll continue to clap for you

Even if you don’t have an audience or feel in the blues. I hope you all Reach your milestones your never too old to get the job done one foot In front of the other and you’ll be there in no time. I love you bye

The End. Lilly Bee

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Indianapolis,IN

Allrightsreserved.Nopartofthisbookcanbereproducedorusedinany mannerwithoutthepriorwrittenpermissionofthecopyrightowner,except fortheuseofbriefquotationsinabookreview.

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