I am a person with honor and respectful to others And hold my head up no matter what I have
I Love myself, And other my passion is life and having God guide me through my path and journey of Life fight against the odds and different Valleys, making choices to live and not just support but understanding people on a different level of life; not making differences between people listen Take other in consideration
I hope this book reaches people to understand how to take your emotions, the Up and down, take it
Turn it around
From negative-positive: making It works for the Best
Self healing comes from the inside. within from nside out of mind, body, soul spirit helping to learning yourself and trin to make people unerstanding life good be good or bad be when you healing uou have learn your self on and out understanding the journey with yourself. Love you who you are falling down on your knees fighting the demons from the light learning me do expect yourself or make other happy maknig yourself smile!
b sm m tas go different. Healing smell like sweet like a pickle and hot like hot flames healing can be hot and cold feeling in your body the spirit reflecting on life chilling facts end thou come from within you got want it for yourself and are worthy of it making it happen for self minde and happiness and joy from inside and out
and thinking and staying happy, no matter the situation with inside one self.
I am from dust from dirt and land i am from cleaner of life peaceful. I am from sunflower, fig trees whose long limbs i remember as if they were my own.
I am from spiritual and traditional. from clay and dirt. I’m from the creation and clean and from love to talk.
I’m from smart and confidence and Ms Mary Mack.
I”m from Chicago From chicken and popchops from love of each other goal or donation Santa clause everyting
where I am from.
I”m from Chicago
From chicken and popchops from love of each other goal or donation Santa clause everything Rags, Mud, and dirt
As sit and think about people who aspire me in my life Are they toxic or are they fake? Are they real, are blue, Or are they true
Sitting here thinking about positive shit, let me turn it around for one minute on you They didnt aspire me; They made me look at life differently
Ok let me give an example to you why I say what I say, check it out, listen for one minute
Apsire would be a word for me, it be a faze in Life, turning things around For me
Tto work in my “favor”
If you ask me
I have learned one thing you see Turning “negativity into positive Thats what inspires me
Ok let me give an example to you why I say what I say, checkTry turning thing around on people and bring the light out of darkness, that's what Inspires me
Its not people you See, its just the things people what do, that’s what inspires me
Its not people and not material thingsWhat motivation me is turning light into darkness, understand me That’s what inspires Me
Please believe me I Been through a lot you See to make me think Like that. Turning “Negativity into positivity - that's what Inspires me.
If pain was a pill
Would you like
Would you enjoy it
Would you respect it
Or would just let I go
If the pill was like Candy
Would it taste like the first piece you had as a child
If pain was a pill
How many would you take
Pills come in many different formats
If you think about it on other levels
Life pills is sometimes easy and sometimes smart
Up and down but expecting the good and bad
Being prepared for the pills is the test at hand
Follow no one but spirit and doing your best to fight the word and the world’s battles and wounds and ____ ???
THe SEven Sins of Life
Lust,
hate, greed, love, pride, envy, malice
When think about reminded You of the ten Commandment of life
Well that broke down in the new generation language that start at beginning then hit the middle and then the end
Lust: number one Old school way of looking at it – don't have sex until married-
The new generation: have a baby and it may keep a man but when tables are turned it checks and live for Free but my mind is Mess up. My baby Daddy, my check for the day, my looking for my new boo
Lust of the flesh and sin of the eyes are man and woman ’ s deepest sin
Number Two: Hate
It’s such a mean word but it exists in the world. You can pass hate in all types of ways. Just being jealous of the next man and not breaking down for self. New generation different: You are hating, You mad at me, you can’t understand me, How you going to tell me anything I’m living my life for Me, you don’t know shit!!!
Number Three 3: Greed
Greed has made the world way about self Money over everything Fuck everybody about me!!
The new generation words: get out of my business boo boo b,aby, bye mind your business, and let me shine hater !!!
Number Four 4: Love:
That
One, man and women deadly Sin in life, love can be blind like a snake and life changing. Learn love is not sex- that is just lust Love does not boast, love doesn't envy. Love doesn't hate, love doesn’t speak against each other for Self-gratification, love is pure of heart. New generation: Fuck love, what you going to Give me?
Number 5: Pride of
Life when you just let people weather get money Fuck you all about me New generation – fuck you Me first Pride can make you lose everything
Number six 6: Evidence
Lets look it up in the dictionary and see what say It’s lack of quality Skills and achievements or Profession and wishes that other lacked it. New generation words: You gotta do that let's go over
Here we going to have fun she don't know what she talking about haters ass bitch ass niggas
Number 7: Malice
To cause evil thoughts over people, evil intentions
New generation: That nigga think better than me I rub that nigga, who think he is !!!
Judgement day come for everyone because every man and woman will have stand in the line and confess their sins to The Man that matters the Most!
The Destroyer
When I think of words
I think of some Man
I have dealt with in my life that not always been a positive person for me
The struggle was real See but I also see best in me
Used to deal people that didn't have my best plan for me
So I begin to learn Me; you see and not let other bring out the worst in me and the things that wasn’t a part of me
Sometimes you just have love yourself
just to see you are the best part of you and who you can Be
No matter what the Destroyer say it can, I see the best in me
Stop trying to take me from me and see the best in me! Thats all I can be!
Mind in man point of views
The chain was broken once we understood the process at hand
Education was the way out but back day You couldn’t do that Shit!!
The white man was making all the rules to the game
You couldn’t read, write, anything at all!!!!
Get your ass the fuck up everyday, trying to fight, masters is saying, doing this and That, pick that Cool boy so i make my Money!!
Enslave of Black Women
Now and family saying pray the pain away and let life
But now of days people say that wasn’t real- you wasn’t there Kids need to know we fighting for this shit son!!!
Change your mind Stand and make it work for us
Believing in yourself Work that did to Make choice the Wrong roads and Path that is ahead.
Th Snake with 25th Layers
Poison of the snake
Venom !
Poison of the control
To keep us line with Mind state of self
Love love of man
And men being Love of themselves
Trap in the mind
Of the world plans
And snake hurting the Mind of poison, their Situation of life
Problems what would Call the snake think About for one minute
A snake has 25 layers of Skin never see comes Off every year
Chance temperature and Everything else can’t see
Some snakes are poison
And some are not looking at just like this if Snake
If snake shade them Skin only six season Of or it four how Many times do He really shed his Skin
The human doesn’t Think about that For one minute How many times Do people change On you with 365 Days or years Only if you are Pay attention How many human Are like the snake How many face do Really do say, see
The only one want You to see shameful Thing when you Look at like That things That make go wow What the fuck !
Discernment
is Required when it comes to who you
Listen to; your counselor within Yourself, with people who Will tell you what you Want to hear not get very Far, you choosing to be honest with people around you and not their selfish interpretation. You will be the person who connect in love, lying to someone or overlooking their errors in order to make them happy is not
Love
Taskmaker
Courage is what Come from inside of You
Dedication is what
World have bring
Out no matter Try And try again
Change : I what
Make who i am as Person and individually
That what come out No matter what Problem they put in Front of me am a star am the shine
Light bright girl
Glow up you hear
The glow girl
How about you are child
In age but am not a child having child like mind
State of mind
Still have kids inside And outside
Mind state of mine
That what bring me
Energy joy and enter Happiness and peace From outside in Child like behavior And kindness that Inside one self As a person Make sense out of Life statement and self
Respect as person as Women or man
Life choices come From within self
And mind states as Personal mind set
Sexual mind state when I listen to songs
To see you everyday make me hot but it take me to other levels of Mind and spirit levels
It’s motivating me to pick up the pen and put words together
Love one self
Darn do you hear me
Trying to inner peace from the melon of beats that goes through the pen
My mind is awake and my pen is my mental healing that comes out when I just listen to sounds
Around my heart that Come from within
The Enslaver of Master Plan
The energy when I think about love song, thinking how you make
Me believe in self pity but unclear Stand
Self healing so is important when you pick up the pen and let the words flow like melons in my heart
Love and making Self peace, love one self by words of love peace and understanding
The melons being One self balance of air, water, fire, Earth five elements of life with my Pen !!
The Roots // Th uilty Tripper
Man this words begin Out of the sad side of Me because i had a man That did that to me I think everyone Or woman – man Has on the guilty Tripper in life one time Or other
But first you have To take off the Mask to see the guilty Tripping you see
Because some people Always got on mask
Don’t even see it because
You are ignoring the Red flags Look over that trying The person the benefit Of doubt in was Blind
My
daddy always said people
Only let see what They want you see
Can be that simple Is simple things You look over
Because you in love
With thou to have A men or women o fit in with other people
Making wrong choice
But don’t know how to bring out So decided to make up my pen son!
Making self healing is plan you see letting the pen
Taking over my Life
The words i didn’t like!
I was always told to write it down
Line up the number Add it up right
People will take you for granted if you don’t write it down
If you write it down you can always go back
Look over it if you forget Don't forget Put the date on it make sure everyone have understanding what they are signing
Have clear understanding Now go and look back at this when they getting and acting funny now
Show you put on this paper
Venting
Vent on my life but can really See the reality do
That when am
So bless by the Most high complexing
Not going solve
The problem at Hand
Praying for my enemies even Thou out to destroy me
Laying all the problems on the line and taking plan not making my own but God plan At hand
People trying to be your friend when their actions are enemies and you bless at the same times
Taking life situations at hand
Put God first in the plan, just wanted to Vent so people could understand
The Rules and Regulation of Life and RElationships
Sitting back thinking about Being fam
1. The first rule with that is honesty, respect, Loyalty and commitment and communicate and have clear understanding
2. Trust that going to work and don’t thinking About the negative no matter what or how it looks or sounds Like.
3. Respect other’s ways the way you would like respect; you have to give it for one things and Self respect.
4. Self-treatment: you look at on all sides of the corn good bad and indifferently before you get upset about any situation Respect other people’s space when they say they need It. Also, give each other time to one self..
Communicate: when you Have clear understanding Have any type of problems Good or bad or different Even if you think it don’t Make no sense at the time you having the problems at hand.
What is love
Love is real
Love is special
Love is unique
Love is equal
Love is chemistry
Love is all I need
Love is me and you
Love is mind
My love come from
My heart. Love Is mind and the Lord
Is in my heart. Love State of mind
Love is energy to listen and coming to clear under Standing even you disagree
When you are lost and can't understand the things around you
When you try to get people to respect what you have said or are saying
Please you saying accepting Me to who i am even Though I am lost trying to help the next man that think they got the plan even though I Am lost Look up and down
Understanding why you listening to me Lord When I can’t be love but give so much Love Wow I love who I am Please accept me for Me
Who I am all I
Want to be
Turn Truth to me and help me to be with me
Love who I am supposed to be love me for me coming out of the darkness
The Guilty Tripper, PT 2
Man this words beginning Out the sad side of me
Because i had a Man that did that to Me
I think everyone Man or women has Had guilty tripper In their life
One time or another
You see
But first you have to Take off the mask to See a person who they Are and what they are! People always have mask on when you first meet them
My daddy always told Me when see things for Who they are and take it For what it is
You can be in life
Situation - what they are And who they are
Then you would never Be guilty tripping if you Understand Tripping pping yelling ussing is not make a difference
See it as it expecation
Of to who you are as A person and individual
f weet and sometimes it can smell like shit
Sometimes you smell some shit you can’t understand I think a smell can be energy or you just don't like smell from all the above Smell of ass is that smell? LOL!!!
Type –shit
Life is real
One life to live
You only have one life To
Live one
Life to live hello
You only have to Keep it real with one Yourself
So you only have one life to live
And keep it
100% with one
Self; that’s called self love, self respect for one self and ones
Spirit and ones
Plan with spirit. Walking the Path with one Self Hello!!
Seven Wounds
Why you got to cut me why would you do me like that
Why would you fake being real Why act real when you was a snake in beginning and end
Why you try play with my emotions Why would you act like you hate - hit me in the face
Treating me like a side piece, like I wasn't shit mind game when the Seasons change, one layer fallen The next phase begins Like a lion
Travel through the Indiana woods people cry with tears because they’re being attacked
By
the snake
and animals that control the jungle
Listen to birds and Sun light look through the shadows of darkness
Chasing a bug on your ass and can’t get off, damn
Listen to the devil on the side and sunshine on other Boy you gotta get your mind together contract somebody am alone But do you see what’s in front of your eye without seeing at all!! PS: What the fuck Is this my nigga
Let's say there’s a Woman
But we both was after the same thing - a molestation in your mind
But a goodness and goodness at the same time
Feeling used and good at the same times Playing mind games
Damn it happened again Played by the man and fail the test; the plan was always the test
During the supermoon
The moon is at a stage where it is closest To earth!
Solar Moon
The three phase of life think About what bringing to me and others
Triple goodness symbols of the waxing birth
Full moon is the Maiden mother and Crowning of the child’s head
The cycles of life Then you have rebirth
Highlands are the marina and characteristics The process of healing the mind body the moon and Sunshine is the way out!!
around the ¾ tion! d into ealm, the nt morals, changed ullible esolve
Natural cycle is of birth
Life and death
Goodness are Three phases of monthly moon
Growing bigger and bigger
Warning (shrinking) moon
END OF VOLUME ONE.
Was speaking of hurt placed in my mind
Am I healed or am I just tired
Did I have a reflection
Did I go through the gates of heaven
How many time did I go through the gate
Did I make the right choices, did I pass my test, did I write it right
Did I bring it Life
About to go and on next page is the real show Win the begin of storm but Did I win let me
Tell on the next page once again.
Plan, always make
More than one
Plan then you Manifestation man people
y don’t do
Getting wrong plan Because should i have Made more then One wrote it down Look over though About make sure You understanding What you have Write down man
Make sure understand The plan this this manisfestation man
S a l t
+ Pepper
Salt is very fine
Salt can mistake
For different things
Man pepper gets In your nose and Some people are Different effects On the body
Salty feeling is Real Pepper make you hot All over your body
Love is salt and Pepper at the same Times
One Wing – Love Notes
Listening and thinking about the things you feeling in your heart But I don’t want to start listen to Other don’t give a damn things about love and how if feel inside to make
World turn around make you feel given up and all Got to do is work out the plan
Smile through the pain and make see what’s missing inside of me myself and I before I even think about this man
Love myself inside and out, love self to make a difference.
Love self even though you feeling like shit as you go on with God’s plan not man
Saying to self it’s cool to walk away from the plan and concentrate on one ’ s self
Understanding all you have to do now is breathe in and out now
Listen to love notes in my head.
Sunshine - God Battles
The chain was broken once we understand the process of life
Education was what they denied us
Now we can get education, we take it for granted
Learning how to read and write was a sin in those time
Getting your ass beating to live just to be a person the word was Master back then Whats the new word
Enslaved the woman
Mind fighting to stay Focus
The man journey
Was different back then now the journey is really the same way, just Different way to look
At the plan making other people listen to master so now it keeps your mind in the game
Follow me is the same process and different Time zone
Getting on knees and pray it will be ok
Now get the gun
Go sell those drugs
Addiction of life
Eating you up inside and Out
Now you locked up and missing your family and something just other way to enslaved the black man and women mind instead of putting the rope around your neck now
Go behind the bars for Many years so now you Have left the women know Hse have go things thats Make feel less as a
Person and women not
Understanding how be Type of person
Following the White Man plan
To stop the Black Man and women
Do you understand
Education was way out
When been enslaved
In the mind dealing with The will lench
Mob black panther
Moved move was
Try to stop Black
Women mind now
If you understanding
The white man plan
Dam if really Fuck up men
Let go back so Just get on knees
And pray man
Always back to beginning man!
Choice is what
The subject of day
Right now
When you make the right choice
How does it make you feel
Make you smile or clap your hands, is joy in your heat like God is walking in the building from Me hell yeah
Then we keep making the wrong choices
Keep going around in circle same people Just different playing The Game just to Look at the board and Work it out for you Not others but you
Will get their Please understanding Man
Like a AFrican Baby
Trying to escape for the transgressional game wasn’t meant to be heard To have the killing that inside of your body but not understanding why you feel like you can’t get out; why I escape the life - who am to do run to Or try to lead myself down the road to success
