Anything You Are Attached to, Give That

JEREMY HOWARD BECK

A N Y T H I N G YOU ARE A T T A C H E D T O, G I V E T H A T FOR

BASS

TROMBONE

Score (29 May 2017)

AND

PIANO

Commissioned by: Dennis Bubert, Justin Clark, John Engelkes, Randy Hawes, Gabe Langfur (lead commissioner), James Markey, Steve Norell, James Rogers, and Nick Schwartz

First performances: June 18, 2016 Cleveland Trombone Seminar, Cleveland, OH June 27, 2016 Boston University Tanglewood Institute, Lenox, MA

Copyright Š 2016 Why You Call Me Boo Music (Jeremy Howard Beck).

International Copyright Secured. All Rights Reserved.

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Instrumentation Bass Trombone (Harmon mute) Piano

Performance Notes 1.

All dynamics are subito unless indicated otherwise.

2.

All glissandi should begin immediately following the attack and move as gradually as possible—spend as much time as possible “between” pitches.

Unless speci?cally marked, do not re-articulate the “landing” note.

3.

A successful performance of the work depends on the creation, by the performers, of a meditative emotional atmosphere in the performance space.

Lighting and staging may be helpful in this regard. For example: the bass trombonist may wish to sit behind the piano, moving into a more usual performing position (in front of the piano) in measures 59-62. Lighting, if used, should gradually dim over the duration of the work, possibly ending in darkness.

Duration approximately 8 minutes

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Program Note Anything You Are Attached to, Give at is named after the fourth in the series of instructions known as the Five Slogans of Machig Labdrön (Labdrön was a Buddhist nun in Tibet in the 11th century CE). De slogans are wonderfully counterintuitive—the second is "approach what you ?nd repulsive"—and my original plan was to create a ?ve-movement virtuosic work, with each movement's construction guided by one of the slogans. Dis piece is, therefore, a study in subtraction, dissolution, and letting go. It is mostly very quiet and extremely delicate. De simple beauty of the beginning lullaby, rocking gently, is systematically disassembled, bit by bit, until nothing remains.

What began as a purely musical challenge (could I compose a piece without using certain musical techniques I was "attached" to?) gradually expanded to also become an emotional portrait of my experience putting this slogan, the fourth of Machig Labdrön's ?ve, into practice. De piece forced me to let go of many things—for example, this is the ?rst piece I've composed that has no climax. I also had to let go of the thing I was perhaps most attached to: not just my elegant, clever ?ve-movement plan, but having any plan at all. Dis is the ?rst piece I have ever written without having planned it—from the largest arc down to the smallest details—in advance. Dis is both the result of letting go and also what letting go feels like.

In a further departure from my usual process, the piece was written backwards: the end was written ?rst (since that was supposed to be the entire fourth movement of the ?ve-movement work), and I then worked from the end to the beginning, bar by bar, gradually assembling the music that will be experienced as gradually taking itself apart.

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for Gabe Langfur

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*1 Bass trombone and piano must be equally balanced (i.e. bass trombone's p = piano's p) Copyright © 2016 Why You Call Me Boo Music (ASCAP). All Rights Reserved.

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*3 Tongue-stop: abruptly stop the air with the tongue against the top teeth *4 [Piano] Like an off switch: this note abruptly cuts off bass trombone *5 Breath accents: pulse air with the diaphragm (do not articulate with the tongue)

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*16 See footnote *9 in bar 72. (Slide moves gradually downward; voice pitch remains constant.) *17. Introduce more and more noise into the tone (with the embouchure).

May 13, 2016 *18. Fade tone seamlessly to air noise (no pitch).

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