Halloween 2007
The Bayou Packet # 37
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An irregular irreverent confabulation for the edification and delectation of podjos, friends, brothers, kith and kin of Jess Epps
Dearest Betsy, I sleep, I dream, I awake, And feel your presence, As if you had only just risen. This is my first foray into free verse poetry, and you're not here to check my grammar, spelling and structure, as you used to do when I was a more frequent purveyor of lexis. I am however cognizant of my double entendre. As Samhain approaches (on 01 November), for the third time since you left on that day (in 2004), I again put my virtual pen to the task of communicating with you. Samhain (pronounced 'sow'inn') has been celebrated in Britain for centuries and has its origin in Celtic traditions. It was the time of year when the veils between this world and the Otherworld were believed to be at their thinnest: when the spirits of the dead could most readily mingle with the living once again. Later, when the festival was adopted by Christians, they celebrated it as All Hallows' Eve, followed by All Saints Day, though it still retained elements of remembering and honoring the dead. While death is still the central theme of the festival this does not mean it is a morbid event. For Celtics, death is not a thing to be feared. Old age is valued for its wisdom and dying is accepted as a part of life as necessary and welcome as birth. While Celtics, like people of other faiths, always honor and show respect for their dead, this is particularly marked at Samhain. Loved ones who have recently died are remembered and their spirits often invited to join the living in the celebratory feast. As well as feasting, Celtics often celebrate Samhain with traditional games such as apple-dooking. Sure do wish that you were here for some plain and fancy dooking – with or without the apples. ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Nehalennia is proclaimed to be a goddess of seafarers. Her name itself means 'leader' or 'steerswoman', and all of us who wish to make the dangerous journey across the open seas seek her protection and guidance. Along the coast of ancient Celtic settlements are standing stones carved with stylized dolphins. Offering stones have been found depicting her sitting down with a basket of apples, and a dog at her side, sometimes with a sceptre in her hands. In some iconography she rests her foot on a ship, or holds a ship's oar. As well as the Earthly seas, Nehalennia also presides over the sea to the afterlife. When we decide to really look at our selves, we might see an endless and unexplored ocean and think, 'how could this have been here all this time, and I didn't notice it'. Eager or afraid, there is only one thing to do and it is not until we lose sight of our safe harbor of everyday life, that we begin to realize what it is we are up against. Fear and truth. It is here, when most of us want to turn back, that Nehalennia steps in, and in her beautiful and calming voice urges us onwards. I wear her talisman about my neck at all times for both of us, and have invoked her to watch over you during your journey across the uncharted waters. She will be your guide and companion, her beautiful and calming voice urging you onwards, her presence giving you strength and courage. My Nehalennia Pendant ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Love can do all but raise the Dead. — Emily Dickinson