LIRON ASH KEN AZI
/ COLLAGE
Someone once told me i will never be good enough. they could be wrong.
they must be wrong.
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war in the air collage process/ process of thinking.
i feel really slow lately i usually have good ideas
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but then i forget them. I try to remember while speaking-but it almost never comes out the wsy i want to.
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i can’t help it.
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I pile them up in a box in my head, hoping they will stay there.
there is nothing i can do about it yet it still bothers me.
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there is nothing i can do about it yet it still bothers me.
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paper, i go back to my childhood.
i care less about nostalgia but i do miss myself before i learned what life actually means.
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what they actually, actually mean. what do they mean? when was i born? what is time?
then, how old am i ?
38 what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions. what a terrible question mark helvetica has. it always brings up so many questions.
then i fold,
and i fold. i fold a map. it reminds me of myself or of who i used to be.
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me & you
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you never make me feel invisible
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you make me feel alive, not like some people feel they feel lonely, i’m not lonely.
you never ever make me feel small.
how is it that some people do do they mean it? am i dreaming? why does it matter?
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whatever i did to deserve him i will never know, i can’t be more afraid.
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me & you 57
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like a long strip of tape
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the thing you think will never be over.
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if it’s *always going to be like this.
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so swiss and perfect
but the fear, it’s always there even though i want to live my life fearless, i can’t help thinking
and then, i think about what can happen
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so much to think about
what are feelings? what is romance? what do these actually mean? when was i born? what is the time?
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then he sings to me, words of old songs that calms me down, allowing me to take over the world.
“right down the line”
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You know I need your love, you got that hold over me Long as I got your love, you know that I’ll never leave When I wanted you to share my life, I had no doubt in my mind And it’s been you, woman, right down the line I know how much I lean on you, only you can see Changes that I’ve been through have left their mark on me You’ve been as constant as a northern star, the brightest light that shines It’s been you, woman, right down the line I just wanna say this is my way Of telling you everything I could never say before Yeah, this is my way Of telling you that every day I’m loving you so much more ‘Cause you believed in me through my darkest night Put something better inside of me, you brought me into the light Threw away all those crazy dreams, I put them all behind And it was you, woman, right down the line I just wanna say this is my way Of telling you everything I could never say before Yeah, this is my way Of telling you that every day I’m loving you so much more If I should doubt myself, if I’m losing ground I won’t turn to someone else, they’d only let me down When I wanted you to share my life, I had no doubt in my mind And it’s been you, woman, right down the line
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oman what a weird idea for a relationship
man + woman
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blured together.
me & you
and me & me
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make up what i call “the bigger picture� where my fragments lay in peace. the end.
THANK YOU.