Trying to be me Stop telling me how to act And treating me like your experimental rat All this time I was so dumb So innocent in a world of hunt Now I’m feeling so faithless Cause everything seems senseless I just wanna go and never look back And try to get rid of this freaking bad luck My life keeps getting more and more complicated It’s never close to anything I’ve ever wanted If I could have one chance to make things right And reach that far shimmering light I’m getting nervous, but I try to stay calm and ready So I can avoid making things bad and heavy It happens to me to be sad Sometimes to get mad, and cry over things I never had With a pain that I can’t understand Maybe cause everything that I thought I would be Is falling apart right in front of me Just why do I try to be perfect?
And search for happiness I won’t get