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CONTENTS

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Are You a Grumpy Old Wo/Man

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or a Sage? By Scott Ware

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The Widow Whisperer

By Jeff Ziegler

Japanese Gnocchi Vegan Recipe By Jeff Ziegler

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Moving into an RV FullTime By Scott Ware

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ON THE COVER

Phyllis Anne Douglass

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Fire Integration Ceremonies

By Deidre Selby

Spirit Spirit Everywhere

By Gina Kegel

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The “C” Word that Saved

Me By Rachel Lynn Sebastian

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arching Consciousness of Cancer By Mare Cromwell

Hey Ma, Just Checking in

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With You By Frances Pullin

The Afterlife of Billy Fingers

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Teachings from the Over-

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By Annie Kagan

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– Book Excerpt

Becoming the Voice of the Angels

Do You Still Try to Fix People?

By Radiance Readers

The Best Version of Your Life Awaits

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Compassionate Recovery

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Interview with Joshua Pannell

How One Healer Stopped Hustling and Learned to Love the Flow

A Story by Camille Leon and Scott Ware

After Death By Bashar

How to Deeply Love Yourself…

– How to Allow it

Interview with Darryl Anka

What Happens to the Soul

Before You Love Another

By Joya the Beverly Hills Shaman

Nature is Our Nature

By Aaron Pyne

What the Tree Told Me

By Emelia Cuevas

Witches Guarding the

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Sacred Soul of Nature

By Monika Carless

Allowing Archangel Michael

By Michael Abramson

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100-Word Stories

By Radiance Readers & Editors

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Are You Becoming a Grumpy Old Wo/Man or a Sage? o you remember when you went from

being the Grumpy Old Man/Woman to the

Wise Man/Wise Woman? Or haven’t you made the leap yet?

It has little to do with age - you could be 17

and still be a light of wisdom for the rest of us.

I remember having feet on both sides of the

line - I could go either “full Clint” OR Obi-Wan,

depending on my righteous mood of the moment.

About some conflict, I would angrily think:

“Don’t these people understand what’s common

an excerpt from “The Afterlife of Billy Fingers” by Annie

what I’ve learned and earned through life experience and

municating with their passed loved ones… 3) Also revel

sense to me?” The answer is NO, they don’t see what I see, deep spiritual work. ASSuming people know what I know

only caused me suffering anyway, so that was nice to let go.

People don’t need MORE low-vibe energy coming at

them - they need grace and an elegant way out of conflict from someone who sees a higher road. Wise Radiance Readers, you are so needed!

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In the lovely issue you’re holding, I hope you’re in-

spired: 1) To open your inner ear for the continual chat nature is having with you – truly! 2) That the rapturous

expressions of beauty in the afterlife inspire you to live more fully here (Life is but a dream, so let’s rock it) in

Kagan… not to mention people we know who are com-

in the transcendent poetry of viruses like cancer being

channeled for its messages and how to love it out of ex-

istence… 4) Our effervescent cover subject, Phyllis Anne

Douglass, also known as the Vocal Alchemist VOX ANGE-

LUS, is a direct conduit for the Divine Order of the Elohim.

She’ll be performing and channeling in a few weeks at the Conscious Life Expo (back cover) for which you may go to consciouslifeexpo.com for tickets and scheduling.

Blessings in advance for letting us walk on your lawn.

Scott Ware - Publisher

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Jeff Ziegler Struggled with this yesterday and into the night. Totally got sucked into my own BS in my mind—and of course anxiety, fear, and mistrust of my true self reared its ugly head, too.

Ugh. If only I could maintain this state of being able to consistently “mind my own business” instead of sometimes dropping into the vortex of thinking I know what others are thinking

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Scott Ware to Jeff Ziegler Thanks for being vulnera-

ble here - that’s helps us all. At some level I feel we know we’re all divine, all on our own Journey; just Remembering that is one thing that helps

Stacey Dilley Thanks for the validation!!

Yep, I decided it’s time to Soar, see how high I can go without worrying about those still making mud pies in the sandbox. I used to be “Leave no Soul behind” Now, I am curious to see what God is, living in and through me...

Seeing what no one else has described to me. Just SEEING, KNOWING BEING Letting others do the same.

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Evan Anderson This was such a hard lesson to learn but once I did it made my life so much better. We can be torch bearers lighting the way, but we cannot make people follow.

Scott Ware to Evan Anderson I agree.

The biggest difference you make for me is your Presence, your beautiful energy.

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Shirene K. McKinney to Evan Anderson Aha! A Zen

monk/teacher I know would say that there is nothing to “fix.” Nothing to fix in them or oneself. ~

Scott Ware Yes and our neutral presence is what

allows practitioners to hold space for a person

me. * There’s a guy at an intersection I see a lot with various political flags and religious symbols yelling *something?!* at the drivers passing by, and I just think, “Man, he came here to have that experience. God bless him.”

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Orit Heartlight to Jeff Ziegler no

struggle is wasted. We continually learn through them and become better expressions of ourselves. Maybe you can be less hard on yourself? 🏼

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Jerry Yusko I do not believe you can fix people but I do

believe you can try to help empower people. That does not mean you pay their bills or take on their responsibility for what they have created from their own lack of actions or actions. It means you will not let them victimize you or play the victim as you try to help them out. It’s up to them to make their choice whether they would like you to help them or not. An example to me would be like Alcoholics Anonymous. I don’t think they are trying to fix you as much as they try to help you start helping yourself. Note: I could be wrong about Alcoholics Anonymous, but I have known people that have gone there and got what they needed then left.

Scott Ware to Jerry Yusko I agree. AA - or Jerry Yusko - is help they sought.

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to gain a felt sense of their oneness, alignment, empowerment.

Shirene K. McKinney The flipside of resonance

and reflection that happens with projection may also remind a person of their alignment with Source.

Scott Ware to Shirene K. McKinney Who You Are is “spoken” to me at the level of energy, and to me, you’ve always exhibited a gentle, thoughtful, caring energy at a minimum ️

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Shirene K. McKinney to Scott Ware Thank you! Those are encouraging words I needed to hear as a reminder.

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Do you still try to FIX PEOPLE?

In the Facebook group The Radiance Experience, we

asked our wise readers: Do you still try to fix people?

This quote here from Abraham-Hicks might sound

harsh, but it’s actually practicing self-love for yourself and non-judgment for others. We used to think we

were helping, but the resulting entanglements just confused. I walk my path and honor your path by allowing it to unfold. #energymanagement *Is this difficult?

Shirene K. McKinney “Fix Yourself”, “Save

Yourself” This is the better option.

Someone said in a holy text something about seeing the speck in another’s eye and not noticing the speck in one’s own.

Maybe it has to do with resonance and reflection. The fact that a person notices the flaw then says something means they were uneasy about their own speck, so seeing the same in another person made them aware of it and they did not like the reminder. That thing that they thought was healed in them still got activated, vibrated and resonated or stirred up what needed to be looked at.

Zulmara Maria I am a reformed “fixer” especially in my

family... and although they resented me trying to fix them, they now resent me not trying to fix them. So, if I say, that is their journey and I respect their right to live it as it is unfolding, my family thinks I am not caring and should try to “help,” It is an interesting conundrum as you try to stay in alignment with your own truth and not judge others for being on a different path.

Orit Heartlight It is such a blessing to learn this lesson and practice this teaching!! Yes, I was a major “fixer” too, and it wasn’t serving. My life is so much more whole since I’ve learned to not mind other people’s choices.

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Tina Ghahramani-Singh -Singh Yes this is a big one

this in deep levels. With women

Scott Ware to Tina Ghahramani-Singh Tina, your

and other sisters. It’s true to just sometimes walk away and work on ourselves ️

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presence and your glow more than anything speaks to people’s souls “Words” are secondary at best. The biggest happenings are at the energetic levels, in my experience

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Tina Ghahramani-Singh to Scott Ware Aw ty

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Scott Ware to Tina Ghahramani-Singh ... and

let our REAL selves out unfettered by our ego stuff

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Tina Ghahramani-Singh to Scott Ware yes!

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The Widow Whisperer o you know anyone who is widowed? Chances are, you probably do. The overall widowed population

of the United States stands at around 12%.

Just two weeks after my 23rd anniversary, I became

a painful statistic. I became part of a club that makes up around 1.6% of all widowed people in the US. A club no one ever wants to be a member of.

According to the US census bureau, in 2020 there was

just over 1m widowed people under the age of 50 (1/3 of them men, 2/3 of them women). As a percent of the total population, less than 1% of all people under the age of 50 in the United States are widowed. I am one of them.

By Jeff Ziegler

tence, I qualified as a life coach with an International

Coaching Federation (ICF) accreditation. In the process, I founded The Infinite Man and The Infinite Being series’ after opening my own coaching company. My programs are designed to help widowers and widows find their

own meaning and purpose in life after the death of their

person. I also became the CEO of the Widowers Support Network, a private group of more than 3000 widowers

from 36 countries who seek community and camaraderie amongst brothers.

This is not grief coaching. No, I coach widowers seek-

ing meaning and purpose in their lives after loss. I help

Jeff Ziegler (center) with 5 widowed clients.

“Beyond grief and loss, all of us serve a purpose and can find meaning in this life”

Photo was taken after a group coaching session.

In the aftermath of my wife’s death to cancer, I was

them find the best version of themselves as they navi-

lived with her. At a younger age than I ever expected (yes,

included “losing themselves” along with their person).

faced with the prospect of living longer without her than I THAT word), I had to choose to live a purposeful life after profound loss, rebuilding my world and my dreams. I had

to choose a new path for myself and for our children as we

moved forward in a new reality without my wife (their mama).

In the process, I had to learn to let go, to allow, to live without attachment to people and things; and I had to learn to let life unfold in both unexpected and beautiful ways.

gate a new life in the wake of tremendous loss (that often Beyond grief and loss, all of us serve a purpose and can find meaning in this life.

Jeff Ziegler is a widower who chose to embrace the life that

was thrust upon him after his wife died from cancer in 2018.

His purpose is coaching others… and cooking tasty vegan

meals. He recently founded The Vegan Living Club (www.

Just three years later, I live a fulfilled life of joy, purpose,

veganliving.club), an online membership program designed

son, and with other widowed people—especially widowers.

their diet. For more information about Jeff or his programs,

and meaning. It’s a life that I now share with another perAfter significant hard work on myself, including

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to help non-vegans introduce more plant-based meals into

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our months have passed since I moved into an RV full time with my lifemate, and some people have

Are we asking for trouble? Why lean in to discomfort?

Because life these days demands it if one wants to

asked what that’s like.

TRANSCEND endless suffering. It’s no (spiritual) secret

learning how to live this way, with barely enough time at

comfort zones in order to truly grow and allow our soul

It’s been hard to answer because life gets really FULL

first to think, let alone reflect. So many things need at-

tention, and it takes time to get a flow. In some ways, the three months have felt like a year of experience – which can be exciting and intense.

There is little time for reflecting because I’m busy

adapting to a life on wheels while maintaining my (remote) day job, even expanding it (gratitude). It’s like learning a

new language while simultaneously learning to walk again

that the pandemic is designed to push the limits of our purpose to expand beyond our egos’ desires. Fear, in

many forms, feels ratcheted up, and I see it as an excuse to look deeper at myself and shed stubborn limiting beliefs (that are easier to see now!!) – for more freedom to live my truest life.

Then we took all that and moved it into an RV! The

pure compression is at once challenging and exhilarating.

How does a relationship survive that? To use one

What I’ve Learned Moving into a Rejuvenation Vehicle (RV) FULL-TIME

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It can be extra challenging when you’re in a conscious

relationship. To us, that means codependent behav-

ior and triggers don’t get bypassed (for long) and get

confronted and worked out. Period. We’ve learned that

analogy, we knew we were going surfing, so we brought our surfboards (spiritual tools to work through triggers, etc.).

What I didn’t expect:

We’ve gotten closer in ways I didn’t even know exist-

incredible treasures of trauma release and other expan-

ed. New dimensions of relationship have opened up that

nated here in the first place, and RV living actually helps

sovereign

to move through it with more ease and grace.

the inside out. In the past I would have been insecure

sive experiences are one of the main reasons we incar-

us get used to living with the discomfort of that process,

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paradoxically make us feel closer and more individually We operate less from the outside in, and more from

about this – “Hey, this part of our lives doesn’t look like

what I think a love relationship should look like…” – and

now follow my flow. My flow never disrupts, disappoints, deters, defines, or detracts from anything, and neither

We find charming, nearly empty coffee shops in small

towns where we can work on our computers in air conditioned comfort for a good part of the day

I’m spending more time with family, both on the phone

does hers

and in person. I’ve discovered that I enjoy cooking for

Other things I didn’t expect to experience:

them they can eat throughout the week, which relieves

Food tastes better. Even the simplest foods, like a

slice of bread is rapturously delicious

We take more hikes because we park in nature a lot,

but we also take more walks in unorthodox places, like random but beautiful neighborhoods

I’m more physically active overall and haven’t even

thought of going to a chiropractor since we began

Getting knicks, bumps, scrapes, and minor injuries hap-

pen as I learn this new lifestyle, which is slightly complicated by chemo/ immunotherapy treatments I receive every few weeks that makes it take longer to heal those things, but I

my parents and followed that joy, preparing meals for

stress for them. And I get to hang out with them more

than I have in years, which has utterly *transformed* our relationship. So grateful

We $aved quite a bit taking a shuttle bus with 25 seats

in it and renovating it into an RV with a full bathroom with shower, solar panels, two rooms, closets, etc. (thanks

Ismael Ramon for your expertise) so we can only point

to ourselves if something isn’t quite what we expected.

But because we made it, we can change it too, which you can’t say about regular RVs.

Same with us. We take full responsibility for Who We

Are, and that’s the biggest game-changer of all.

Scott Ware is the Publisher of Radiance Magazine.

chose it all (ALL) and I open myself to receive the messages

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Fire Integration Ceremonies for Multidimensional Wellbeing

By Deirdre Selby-Gius

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e at Crystal Enhancements developed our Fire Integration Ceremonies at a crisis point. I was

experiencing some challenges with finding my footing in

multidimensional interactions. I turned to Sean (the same son who you have read about, he’s in charge of enhancing the Crystals for Crystal Enhancements) …

He set up the

not working with a full deck, we don’t have all the pieces

of the puzzle. Some of us feel this as depression, others

as alienation, some as anxiety, and still others may suffer from “disorders” that end in mental health diagnoses because they see through the veil, and/or are overly empathetic to the feelings of others.

Fire Ceremony, and the door

to the Akashic

CEREMONIES

Records opened up, and inte-

grations began.

As Sean led me through that door – a gift

he uses quite

effectively with others in this

special ceremony, always with permission – I

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connected with the importance of loving all as-

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life was forever changed. That energy drain that had me so

Through Fire Ceremonies, we will lead you to meeting and

exhausted was gone, so I was more able to meet my days

fully integrating every aspect of yourself through the true

ful in my endeavors, whatever they were.

and the ugly. This often contains some true shadow work.

with the vim and vigor needed to go forth and be successA large majority of those who are in physical bodies

love and acceptance of all parts of you, the good, the bad

Through each ceremony, you will integrate one aspect

at this time have incarnated countless lifetimes into

of yourself that is fractalized, whether the fractalization

of our energies fractalized and disengaged so that we

through your multi-dimensional lineage. With each inte-

unimaginable situations. In order to protect us, aspects were not trying to process everything at once, causing

occurred in this life, another life, that of an ancestor, or

gration, you will become more and more completely you:

information overload.

the connected being that you came here to be.

coming more into contact with our higher selves, this

amazing resource that is the birthright of each and every

As we are now moving to a higher dimension and

fractalization affects our experience as we are essentially

We look forward to helping others connect with this

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The BEST Version of Your Life Awaits - How to Allow It Interview with Darryl Anka

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lthough many of us are aware that eliminating limiting beliefs from our thinking is the key to having a life with

more happiness and freedom, it can be fairly tricky to uncover them in the first place. They tend to hide out in

the unconscious. When they do present themselves, they can appear as hardened, established (fake) facts. Particularly intransigent beliefs can provide an extra layer of resistance that seems to whisper: “It will be hard or painful to

drop these negative beliefs.” Guess what? That’s just another limiting belief that keeps us stuck in them. In an inter-

view with Darryl Anka last year, he shared Bashar’s wisdom with me on how to free ourselves from negative beliefs in order to follow our soul’s joy. Lightly edited for length and clarity. – Scott Ware

Bashar has said we’re in an age of transformation. Is it true we may be helped by an unseen hand? Well, many different beings I’m sure are helping.

can use the instruction manual more clearly, and use the

options and opportunities to do so, and they’re also at-

We have to know we’re empowered to do that.

take those actions. They can’t do it for us, or be responsi-

tems work, he’s attempting to deconstruct that for us in a

It’s still up to us to take that step. They’re giving us more tempting to help us learn that we’re the ones that have to ble for us, but they’re making it easier for us.

How? With the information they’re communicating. If

tools more easily, more effortlessly. We still have to be the ones to say, “I will do that.”

Exactly. When Bashar starts talking about how belief sysway that allows us to change those beliefs that are in our way, that are fear-based, negative beliefs-

someone hands you the operation manual, it should

Or even just to see them in the first place! And to

instructions. So they’re giving us that instruction manual,

those fear-based beliefs are unconscious, and we don’t

make operating the machine easier, if you follow the

but there’s also how to get out of your own way so you

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be able to know that they’re there, yes, because many of understand why something’s not working in our lives. So

again, he’s providing tools that say, “Here’s what’s getting

if I let it go, so I won’t let it go.” So you have to kind of see

out what that belief is, here’s how you let it go, and once

go, “This is just a belief; it’s not a fact. It’s not any more

in your way - it’s about your belief. This is how you find

you truly let it go, the rest of this should be easier... if you truly let it go.”

Bashar explains that there may be multiple negative

the magic trick behind that and have the skeleton key to

real than anything else… then you can start working with it and start breaking through it.

beliefs working in concert, together, to prevent you from

And it’s very uncomfortable. It can be, but it’s

that’s simply the nature of a negative belief. In a sense,

seem uncomfortable. It’s not inherently uncomfortable.

really understanding what you’re dealing with, because

he said, “Beliefs perpetuate themselves.” They have to.

Because physical reality isn’t real. It’s an illusion. It’s a

projection of consciousness. So belief systems have to

make you believe that what they’re telling you is real. For positive beliefs, that’s not really a big deal. We’re fine listening to positive beliefs.

We go with that. We go with that. The negative beliefs,

in a sense, have to work harder so that you won’t let them go. They are designed to perpetuate themselves so you can have the physical reality experience.

uncomfortable because the negative belief is making it Bashar is trying to get us to understand that layer that

says: “Well, it’s uncomfortable to go through that.” That’s not a fact – it’s a belief.

It’s just a story I told. Exactly. It’s about telling yourself a different story knowing that the new story you’re telling that you prefer to tell is just as real and solid as

any of the negative stories. But like you said, because so

much of it is unconscious, we say, “Well, I can do that, but it’s going to be difficult, it’s going to be uncomfortable…”

We have that EXTRA LAYER that reinforces the idea that “This is going to be difficult to let go

There may be multiple negative beliefs working in concert They’re devious. But they’re designed to perpetuate

themselves. It’s not that they’re malicious, it’s not that it’s intentional, it’s not like they have a mind of their own, it’s just how the machine is designed.

Do they have a consciousness? They are part of your own consciousness. They’re getting their con-

sciousness from you. They’re getting their fuel, their

energy from you. Because if you buy into it, you’re making it seem solid, you’re making it seem like a fact, as op-

posed to a belief. You have to understand how they work, so you can see through the smoke and mirrors; you can

see through the lie that they’re telling you about yourself in order so that you won’t let them go. Once you under-

stand that’s how beliefs work, then you can start seeing it for what it is and you can start realizing: “Okay, I’m afraid to let it go. The feeling about letting it go is the product

of the negative belief. It’s not a fact that something bad

will happen. It’s just telling me something bad will happen

of.” You have to SEE that as just an-

other layer of the negative belief and that’s it’s not actually some kind of

fact woven into the fabric of how we could experience things.

It seems like it would help to have a buddy who can tell you “Hey, when you hear me telling one of these disempowering stories, call me on it right away. Exactly, and Bashar is attempting to get us to call ourselves on it. He’s saying, “Listen to what comes out of your mouth, listen to what goes through your head,

and don’t just accept it as a fact. Because from Bashar’s

perspective, there are very few actual facts in existence.

Almost everything else we’re dealing with is some kind of

opinion, perspective, or belief. And those can be changed.

It will be a different world when more people say, “You know that thing I just said over the last 20 seconds? Scratch that. It’s disempowering to everyone who hears it.” Right. Especially to yourself.

Bashar is a physical ET from the future who has spoken for the past 38 years through channel Darryl Anka.

For more information go to Bashar.org.

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Compassionate Recovery Taken from an interview with Case Worker Joshua Pannell

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of Roots Through Recovery in Long Beach, CA.

t’s always kind of funny, listening to somebody try to

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What is the struggle that you’re seeking assistance for?

Is it mental health? Is it substance? Is it chronic pain? Is it trauma? Is it a combination of all of these things?

And then start from there. “What do you want to do

with your life? What are your goals? How can we help you work through and find the connection?”

You go to our website, roots-recovery.com. I see

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that would go there is probably obviously someone who knows their life is being negatively affected by some-

thing, and they need some help, some assistance. I think that’s where they would start.

That’s one thing that I think is scary, because I’m in

recovery myself – seven years ago, is what started this journey for me from a willingness standpoint, but the journey dates back to the 90s. So, like, where do we start? Where do I get the help I need?

I know there’s rehab. But what if I’m

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But beyond that, you think rehab and treatment and

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some Hollywood dramatization with like, 12 step, and it’s

going to be God, God, God shoved down your throat. And the reality is it’s kind of between that and a faith-based version of recovery, Celebrate Recovery. That’s what really worked for me.

So I am transitioning from other organizations where

that was a complete eye opener because I walked into

doors where the owner said, that’s great – that works for some – so we want to do something different. We want to reach people where they’re at. And that struck me

and through these years of me banging my head before rolling with the flow and being in that open mindedness but and that’s really what this has become about. It’s

just being open to finding it. Is it a meditative approach?

Is that a Buddhist approach that’s going to work for you right? Is it mindfulness? Is it going to be drumming, for

healing meditation? Or is it going to be the 12-step kind of thing that’s going to work for you or are we going to the breathwork at the core of it all.

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Spirit, Spirit Everywhere

By Gina Kegel

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walked briskly down the long corridors of the brightly lit mall, on

the hunt to buy a pair of sandals.

The ones I had never made it

into my suitcase, leaving me on a sightseeing trip with nothing

but flipflops and beat up tennis shoes.

As I headed to the lower level, I was

suddenly hit with a strange dizziness, a buzzing in

the center of my head, and a pressure in my chest. It was

intensely uncomfortable. “When was the last time I ate?” I won-

dered. “Did I have too much coffee?” Walking next to me, my husband said,

“I don’t know why, but I keep having visions of people running and screaming,

crying. It’s intense here.” Although it seemed like just a regular mall, with shoppers and kids, noise and bustle, I couldn’t wait to get out of there.

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exactly we were until we exited, looked around, and realized – we had been in the Oculus, a shopping center built in the basement of one of the Twin Towers.

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Becoming

Angels

the Voice of the

By Phyllis Anne Douglass

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hen I was four years old, I came to the realization that my invisible playmates, as others referred to them, were Angels. They have been with me since as teachers, guides, and in a few unfortunate moments, my

saviors. They have saved my life three times within flashes of light, and have soothed my emotions appearing within a

human form, at exactly the right time and telling me exactly what I needed to hear. Then disappearing in the blink of an eye, a turn of my head, or around a corner.

I knew they were Angels, and never once did I wonder why. I never considered this question as in, “Why me over

anyone else?”

My entire childhood was a training ground of metaphysical happenings. If you have ever watched one of the Para-

normal movies, I can tell you that some of the occurrences are very familiar—including blankets being pulled off me, being pulled out of bed, and conversations with disembodied voices.

I never uttered a word about it to anyone until the age of 15. The pivotal moment was when my Grandmother Eula vis-

ited me as she was making her transition. She said that upon her shift from the physical flesh, she realized that she was a Seer. She had never known nor nurtured this gift, but she saw clearly that I was a Seer as well. And a powerful one!

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She told me, “It is something you need to know, in order to move forward into the world and accomplish

what you came to do.”

Out of nowhere, I told my Grandmother that I remembered being born. She didn’t bat an eye as she an-

swered, “I know, Baby.”

Her words unlocked something within me, and the adventure truly began.

Many years have passed. There have been many self-realizations, adoptions of different spiritual practices, and extraordinary experiences including receiving the Aka Dua, an ascension and

healing technology, in 2007. This is my life, but I wasn’t truly grounded until I was guided to research my ancestry. I was told that understanding where you come from and acknowledging your bloodline—your roots—will liberate you.

The Aka Dua helps to clear away the debris; dredging up those things

packed and hidden within, that are not aligned with your true path and

purpose. Through divine intention, the Aka Dua seemed to rapidly root out long lost memories, trauma, familial and ancestral patterns that

belonged to another time, but that I still carried within my DNA and bloodline.

The Aka Dua helped relieve the burdens from my ancestors

that I was carrying, in addition to helping me recognize the

gifts I’ve carried forward, to be unwrapped in perfect timing

throughout my life. It has also helped me to acknowledge what was not working within my life, and guided me to a new way

of understanding the world and my place within it. It was the introduction of a new way of approaching the world, from a space of higher perception, grace and wisdom.

As I now stand upon the shoulders of those who came

before me, I stand in strength, empowerment, and resilience.

I stand as a tree that is deeply rooted into the earth, reaching

upwards and outwards, nourished by the Mother, Gaia, so

that I am grounded, strong and can bear fruit. And nourished

by the cosmos, the energy of the Sun and the Moon, and the

astrological currents that take command through the many

cycles we experience within our human lifetimes.

Within all that I have experienced, the thing that truly allowed

my spiritual transfiguration, was acknowledgment and under-

standing of my bloodline. Our ancestors never leave us. They course

through our veins, our genetic code, and are a deep part of who we are.

And why we are the way that we are. I learned that Seers, Healers, Medi-

ums, Voodoo Priestesses and Prophets riddled both the paternal and ma-

ternal sides of my family. My mother announced when I was 33 years old, that

she was a prophetess and refused to use her gifts. She never spoke of it again, but

both my sister and I realized that she unconsciously used the gift all the time!

We all have gifts we incarnated into this lifetime with, and all that it takes is acknowledg-

ment and practice. Every seed must be nurtured. Space must be created within the well of our de-

sires. And our fears and mistrust must be abolished, or at least set aside as we allow ourselves to explore

and experience that which is new to us. And we must trust.

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I used to blame experiences of the past, or people, or

circumstances for my challenges. For my inability to be

successful. Then one day, someone mentioned that I had a choice. I remember being angry for a time at hearing

The Angels would like to say that the day HAS arrived

where we MUST talk about this with anybody and everybody.

There have always been pivotal experiences within my

that, and then realization set in. I understood that the

life that shatter any doubts and leave me stripped naked

was excellent at self-sabotage.

me forward into a higher space and new way of being.

only thing keeping me from moving forward, was me. I I’m not speaking of normal self-sabotage. Not the

Muggle version of getting ahead in life, earning money, raising a family, having a successful career. I’m talking

and standing at an open door, whose threshold beckons Again, there is always a choice. I always choose to walk through.

In 2020 during a training intensive, I had a direct

about the higher understanding that if I sabotage cer-

experience of God. In hindsight, it was a necessary un-

evolve spiritually either, because I know as a species we

essence of God. And in so doing, I truly understood the

tain aspects of my life, I will not have the opportunity to

are seeking unity—physically, emotionally, mentally, AND spiritually. I literally wanted the spiritual aspect of my life to go away. The challenge was that the more I fought it, the more open I became.

The Angels told me I didn’t have the option to go

backwards, because you cannot unknow something you already know. The door was already wide open, and the

more I tried to kick it shut, the more miserable and tumultuous my life became.

I finally gave in. Mind you, all of this time I was in

conversation with the Angels, Intergalactic beings, and

Loved Ones who had passed on. They would come speak to me. I was receiving teachings and initiations. It was

like dialing them up on a mobile phone, and giving them

a cheery, “Hello.” Anytime. Any place. It is normal for me.

However, I still thought that just maybe, I could be what many people call ‘normal’.

I would like to say that we all know that the day hasn’t

yet arrived where we can talk about this stuff with anybody and everybody.

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dertaking so that I would understand the true nature and magnificence and level of capability existing within the

human species, and the power we have individually and

in unity, to create a world where all people are valued and equal. And where peace reigns over war and dissention, intolerance and distrust.

It only took a few minutes with God in the “White

Room”—which felt like hours—to truly understand this. It changed my life.

My teacher and mentor, Koyote, began guiding us in

a meditation experience. As I was listening to his words, they began to fade away, and I noted that I was being

pulled in a different direction than his words entailed I

should be. Then the space, the other participants, and

reality itself swirled away in magnificent colors turning

to grayness. It was then that I was sucked into a glaring bright white space that appeared to have no boundar-

ies, but that I knew I was trapped within. And there was a consciousness there that encompassed the space that seemed to have no beginning or end, but that still felt

contained. The light burned my eyes and I closed them

tight, and they still burned,

I agree with the Angels

leaving a retinal image like

that we have a responsibil-

pleading.

onto my path, working as a

a mirage of my own souls

ity, and have stepped fully

My mind and body flooded

conduit for the Divine Order

with painful emotions and re-

of the Elohim. Through my

alizations that did not belong

vocal alchemy work, trans-

to me, but that belonged to

missions, spiritual initiations

a multitude of worlds, and

and creation of conscious,

peoples, of rage, and fear,

sacred artifacts, I’m to bring

and pain, and struggle, and

forward the understanding

loss, and sorrow, and grief,

that we are all infinite, and

and profound loneliness that

eternal individuations of the

was not empty. It bombarded

Infinite Source—God. We are

me, taking my breath away, in

creators.

an electrical stream of con-

Through the work that I

scious light penetrating every

do, I create ‘Access Points’,

ing throughout the branches

and liberation from the old

cell of my being; and stream-

that assist your healing

of my nervous system as liquid light. Throughout the

paradigms that were created, and liberate you from

or want to know, but I knew and experienced it all. And I

are meant to be—authentically, and unapologetically.

experience I gained a knowing of everything I didn’t need felt the consciousness of God nestled within, blissfully asleep and dreaming everything that exists into being.

And it knew I was there, even in its slumber. I sensed that as a visitor who had breached its chamber, it desired me to stay.

constraints and self-imposed boundaries, to be who you When the veil is lifted, the Angels herald the new day as a rebirth into higher understanding and consciousness.

A rebirth into your divinity and remembrance of who you truly are.

energies, that I could feel threatening my sanity. However,

A true awakening.

limb from limb. Through sheer will and what seemed like

was real to discover what was hidden. I came here upon

I was locked in a tight embrace of intense emotional

for reasons that I could not understand, I was not torn herculean effort, I birthed myself back into this world through an aperture of my own making. And though I

really have no idea how I did it, somewhere deep inside I desired to be rebirthed into this world. My world.

When I reentered my body with force, I began to weep

in despair for all that I’d witnessed, and had been made

to physically, emotionally, and mentally experience. And I

wondered to what end, as I was handed my Destiny Drum and I drummed myself back into being in body, anchored and grounded.

Koyote was seated in front of me on the floor, help-

ing to guide my way home to myself. He told everyone

that I had entered the “White Room.” A term which I had never heard of prior. Though it was somewhat terrifying

in the moment, the edges have softened on this profound

I was born within an awakened state. The struggle

request, and I will not be returning. And within my life-

time, at this pivotal time in our history, I am here to assist others on their journey of discovery, recognition, and Becoming. I can truly see you.

The truth is that it was much simpler than I expected

when I dropped the expectations. The expectations and illusions are manmade.

I will leave you with this phrase that the Angels are

always sharing . . .

“Humans are always muddying up the waters, when

God has made it expressly simple.”

Phyllis Anne Douglass is an Author, Seer, Angelical Conduit,

Massage Therapist, Yoga Teacher, and “Woman of Knowl-

edge” in the Toltec Shamanic tradition.

experience, and great insight has come as to why we are

www.PhyllisDouglass.com

here. And how I am meant to be of service to all beings

www.alchmemicalsacreds.com

everywhere.

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100-Word S t o ri es

By Radiance Readers & Editors

We issued a challenge to our Radiance Experience readers on Facebook: write a piece of flash fiction

of 100 words-or-less; spiritual, esoteric, metaphys-

ical… truth, fiction, or a melding of both, just make it authentic. Perhaps share a slice of your life.

The submissions came, and they were delightful. I

learned a lot writing my own truths and I was extremely inspired by the creativity of these writers/souls.

Each story feels like a universe unto itself. I hope you

SCAN ME!

I had to drop off a package by 8 pm, and it was 7:45.

Following the signs on the hospital wall, I turned left, right…

Was led to a dark hallway and continued deep into darkness, feeling spooked.

A smiling well-dressed elderly man appeared and walked towards me.

I stood still.

VERY tall, perfect posture, wearing a light brown suit, hat to match and shiny shoes.

He said, “Follow me.” Side by side we walked. No words.

We stopped by a door. “Just slide it under there.” He smiled. I said, “Thank you!”

And just as he appeared, he disappeared. ~ ~ By Vanessa L. Adlawan, based on a true story

“Ssssh...” spake the wind. “Be quiet or you’ll miss it.”

“What?” I whispered, afraid to disappoint the wind.

I heard nothing. I strained my ears. I heard nothing but my own heartbeat and the sounds of nature around me.

“What is it?” I asked again. “I don’t hear anything.

There’s nothing there.”

“Exactly,” the wind whispered back. “There’s nothing you could do or not do that would disappoint us or make us love you less.”

And in that moment, I heard everything. ~ By Margo Mateas

I found the opening

On the beautiful being hovering behind him

the staircase descending deep underground

In a pulsing merkaba, colorful energies dancing through dimensions

and soon I was in my underground vault Of Akashic records

I looked upon him gloriously, basking in this version of me

The man with the hair flopping in his eyes

Then I turned back to my anxious floppy version

– “cut it if it bothers you” I thought –

Who I pulled into a loving embrace

Greeted me anxiously with a clipboard

Because that’s what I needed the most ~ By SW

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As the girl sought the voice of the wind, the wisdom of the animals, and the secrets of the trees, she did not realize she was in communion with God. There was no wrong and the difference between reality and illusion, memory and fortune telling, were naught. There were rabbits, birds, snakes, opossums, squirrels, deer, frogs, dogs, and perhaps coyotes in the distance as she lay between wake and sleep. When did the dark visions begin? A faceless man returning to the foot of her bed, looming and threatening her. Paralyzed and terrified she dared him to show his face. ~ By Joia Gibble

Middle aged, middle management, he goes about his day.

Shaving every morning, unconscious motions.

Once a week, he pokes his razor through the slot at the back of the medicine cabinet and briefly wonders how many more are down there.

How many will fit.

Will he be dead before the space fills up?

Will some other man poke his razors down there next?

When? Ten years? Three months?

And a schism between his eyes and the infinite appears. A pit forms in his stomach.

He closes the mirrored door, catches sight of himself, wipes cream from his neck, and the moment, the potential, is lost for another week. ~ By Gina Kegel

The baby was cooing, giggling at something seemingly invisible.

A familiar knowing shown on his face as he joyfully interacted with the air.

His mother watched; curious, tickled by his happiness.

Noticing a flicker of light in his eye, she moved closer, peering in.

Slowly she fell through, toward the glow. Shifting as she dropped through space and time.

Have you ever really looked at someone?

I mean, really, really look at them for who they are?

Perfection in God’s eyes yet flawed in human eyes.

Wondering what they came to experience, to learn on their path, their journey.

Deep within the heart lies the presence of God, are they bringing that God light to the surface - do they even know it exists within them?

Can I connect with them to let them know how much God loves them just the way they are?

Perfection born from the light of God, from the Love of God ~ By Pamela Fecteau

I love you.

I love you, too.

Does it feel different?

Yes, again.

I was almost afraid to ask.

Because you were afraid the change meant…

You didn’t love me the same way.

I don’t.

Neither do I. It’s expanded.

It’s MORE, so it feels DIFFERENT. I think I can get used to it.

We have before. Like, three or four times this year.

Remember when you said you wanted to break up?

Yes. I was angry.

But we did END things.

We ended THOSE things.

There’s more to explore now.

I’m excited.

Thank you for beingMe? My mirror. ~ By SW

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ne defeated and self-deprecating afternoon 18 years ago (with 55 “extra” lbs on my body) I found

myself imagining, with my hyper-creative skills “ways that I could lose the weight.” The idea popped

into my head that I would surely get skinny if I had cancer. I’d seen the stock photos of chemo patients online and it seemed quick, efficient and I was at the point psychologically where I would rather face death than consider that I might never be skinny otherwise.

I was also attracted to the idea that I would be cared for, and that anyone who had ever “done me

wrong” would surely feel badly and regret their mistakes knowing that I was dying. That seemed like the ultimate prize.

As quickly as the idea came in, I scurried it out. But then it came back again. And again.

Ultimately, I lost the weight (largely as a result of a parasitic infection from bad crab in Vietnam). But,

the phrase, “You’ll be sorry when you find out I’m dying,” made a regular appearance in my mind when I faced conflict in relationships.

Not surprisingly - my dream became a reality 12 years later when I was informed that I had the “C” word.

And it was nothing like I had imagined.

Some of my closest loved ones disapproved of how I chose to heal my

body. And within two weeks of the diagnosis, full-blown PTSD kicked in leaving me isolated, terrified, and once-again defeated.

Cancer didn’t fix my problems. It magnified them.

It opened the Pandora’s Box of all of my pain, inner-conflict, and emo-

tional negligence. It showed me my anxious-attachment style co-dependencies, my hatred for myself and my body, and my innate feeling that “Everyone would be a whole lot less miserable if I wasn’t here.”

And thank GOD. Because just like a low-grade infection that ultimately

wreaks havoc on the body, these low-grade fears and feelings had been wreaking

havoc on my relationship with myself and ev-

eryone around me LONG before they made a home in my body temple.

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Had I been eating organic, exercising,

and regulating my stress? No. But the

same was true for many of my friends in their mid-30s and they didn’t have cancer.

I felt sick long before I was sick.

And that was the most painful and

shameful-feeling truth I was being called

The “ C ” Word that Saved Me

to accept.

Ouch. This was gonna be hard. Feelings

felt so foreign to me at this point, as I hadn’t

allowed myself to feel much of anything in years.

The habit of invalidating my own feelings (self-gas-

lighting) began in late elementary school for me. Being the

“new kid” in school made me the target of a grade-wide bully-

ing scheme that lasted years and erupted one afternoon in the

play-yard when my primal defense mechanisms took over: I went

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shirt ripped and I had caused him to bleed.

My genuinely loving family’s reaction to my school

suspension wasn’t counseling or any form of protection (I tell myself this was “generational” to make myself feel

Eventually, I began to feel HONORED to be there for

cancer.

In fact, I chose to love cancer. And I still do.

Through loving cancer, I find the strength to love

better). But, they did offer love, affection, and this advice:

every “unwanted” part of me. It is a life-long choice: one

you alone.”

and upset myself.

“Ignore them, Rachel; That’s the only way they’ll leave And you wanna know what 10-year-old me heard in

that I make even when I fail - and even when I disappoint The “C” word saved me by not only giving me the

that conversation?

chance to love the most important person in my life – but

innately wrong with you.”

had: clairaudience (clear hearing).

“It’s your fault. You deserve this. There’s something So, I did my best to fix the problem that was - me.

by leading me to the awareness of a gift that I had always It turns out that in giving cancer a voice I had opened

I ignored the bullies. But they didn’t stop. So, I began

the door to discover that I could give everything that

shame of crying to my family again without having fixed

grandmother’s protective counseling, the whispers of

ignoring my feelings. ANYTHING but face the horrific

myself. And when the feelings kept knocking on my door, I told them, “You don’t really feel that way; you’re just being dramatic.”

GOD, I wish I knew then what I know now. Touch your

hand on your heart if you feel me?

The human mind is programmed to make sense out

of things (even when things are senseless and cannot be rationalized). For this reason, even as a small child,

when I experienced these repetitive traumatic events – to make sense of the trauma – I created that I deserved to

experience it. That I had it coming to me. And as a result

of being traumatized over time, my emotional growth and maturation was stunted.

exists a voice. I began distinguishing my deceased

the trees, the consciousness of money, the truth of The Creator of All That Is and the ever-growing voice inside

of me that had been quieted for so long. And you know what she finally said?

“There was never anything wrong with me.”

Rachel is clairaudient, clairsentient and clairalient. She

serves as a Holistic Life Coach, Trance Medium and Shaman and is the founder of the School of Holistic Mediumship:

teaching sensitive and talented souls how to step into mediumship as an awakening tool, lifestyle and business choice.

Applications are now open for their November 2021-22

So, when the cancer diagnosis hit at 34-years-old,

School Year.

I again defaulted to the core belief: it’s my fault. To my mind, it felt less terrifying to create blame, shame, and guilt than it did to “not know.”

I am now in my forties -

and a bucking young lass!

I found my way through

emotionally by giving cancer

the voice I never gave myself - by asking it, “What are you feeling? How can I support

you? How can I make you feel safe?”

The first response I re-

ceived when I tuned into the voice of cancer was, “I feel

like everyone is against me.”

Hundreds of responses came after in the years to follow,

from “I feel trapped” to “I feel so alone.”

“

Rachel was quickly able to uncover the limiting belief systems that kept me stuck in unfulfilling relationships and heal them at the root cause.

Rachel, you set me free and I have never been happier.

—Dr. Mary Anne Esmieu, Long Beach, CA.

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TEACHINGS from the Overarching Consciousness of CANCER

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ost people know me as a Gaia Communicator (confirmed by several gifted Native Elders) and High Priestess and healer. I have published messages from Mother Gaia in books, blogs, YouTube, and Facebook.

In late August 2020, I was diagnosed with lymphoma.

On October 7th, I was scheduled to meet a Vietnamese Buddhist nun in the evening for a “Hair Releasing Ceremony.”

My hair was starting to fall out after the first round of Chemotherapy and this nun was a good friend who promised to help me. She shaved her head every week as part of her vows, and supports others in the releasing of their hair.

Mother Gaia woke me up at 6am that morning and told me to take a hot, healing bath to get ready. Already at that early hour, I was shifting into an altered state to prepare myself for the ceremonial shaving. To my surprise, as I lay in the steamy bath water, I was encouraged by Mother to reach out to the Overarching Consciousness of Cancer for a message. Here is what I heard: 34

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Mare Cromwell has surrendered to serve

the Great Mother. She is an internation-

ally known Gaia Communicator & High

Priestess, Author, Healer & Visionary. Her

award-winning books include: “Messages from Mother…. Earth Moth-

er”and “The Great Mother

Bible.” She has studied with Native American teachers

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for 26 years along with other gifted mentors and is the Vi-

sionary & Co-Weaver of the 1000 Goddess-

es Gathering Global Grid. Mare also leads the “Great Mother Love Way”year-long

course. She is a Midwife of the New Earth

devoted to the Divine Mother in all of her manifestations.

MESSAGE FROM THE CANCER DEVA (OVERARCHING

CONSCIOUSNESS)

We want Love from the humans. There is so much Fear directed towards us and all of this Fear hurts us. The Fear makes us grow even more as Fear is not Healing. It is the opposite. If you send us Love, then we can take in those Love energies and feel appreciated and start to release from you.

You have tied us to the Death Energies of Fear. There are so many misperceptions of Death. This makes us so unhappy. You have no idea how unhappy.

We are messengers – all of us Cancer Cells. We are messengers of how you are not taking care of your sacred temple, your body. Your body is not a machine.

Your body is a fantastic flow of sacred energy and cells, and organs all dancing in a most amazingly choreographed way that great intelligences from the Universe have brought together for you to be incarnate.

We Cancer are here to help you grow spiritually so that you can remember who you truly are, as powerful, divine beings who source from Spirit. You are gifted these bodies in the physical to grow spiritually, to always return to Spirit. Some call it Heaven, or wherever.

Trees don’t have cancer. Nature Spirits don’t have cancer. They don’t need cancer to remember who they are.

The only animals who get cancer are the ones exposed to the chemicals in your human environments.

We Cancer came from off planet.

Through truth-be-told, all life here on Earth came from somewhere off in the

Cosmos. Though you humans have not been so kind to all of that life.

The reason Cancer has run so ‘amok’ – as you may see it – among so many of your human bodies is that you are not taking care of your sacred bodies. You

are not taking care of your water, your food, your emotional bodies, your soul bodies, your homes, your neighborhoods, each other, and so much of all that is around you and within you.

So, we are here to teach you. To open you up to your core. Some of you are not going as deep to your core as you could. That is your choice.

Some of you are not willing to heal at the depths of the soul level you could, and that is your choice.

The truth is that We Cancer can leave your body to give it back to you so you can be ‘healthy’ when you TRULY want this. Yet this means doing your spiritual work to depths that you may not be open to.

As opposed to how some of your religions may teach this, you are souls who have all lived multiple incarnations.

Odds are good some of your lifetimes have not even been on this planet.

There is Karma that builds up from interactions with other souls that can actually bring us Cancer in. Soul woundedness. Yet this Karma can be cleared, so your soul body can return to a higher level of Love, that is so high vibrational that we know our work is done, and we can then gently leave your sacred temple.

“All Cancer can be Healed” – as some of you may word this. This is Truth.

We also want to state that our Earth that we share with you is not a machine, as neither is your body. Many of you have found us growing within you because of how your culture treats

your food, our water, air and so many things you buy. Many of you are aware that these chemicals weaken your cells and this allows us to come in. Many of you are not aware of this. Or at least not enough to change your ways.

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We yearn for you to send us Love.

We yearn for you to recognize the Great Intelligence of the Consciousness of Cancer. We yearn for you to recognize our Deva (actually all Devas, including your own body-deva).

Sigh, we yearn for you to recognize how we can help you grow spiritually.

Many times, we bring you Home to Spirit. Such a beautiful experience when you pass over to come Home.

This is a gift too!

We help your loved ones grow spiritually if they so choose to grow.

Yes, some people get stuck in their anger and hurt and grief and blame

God or Creator, and wallow in a darker place. That is their choice too. Their soul-woundedness. Sigh… They can go to very Dark Places. They don’t have to do that.

We also yearn for when we won’t need to be present in your bodies to

be a teacher for you. There will be a time when you have learned about the Sacred Dance of Love between all the cells in your body. And the Sacred Dance of Love of all beings and energies here on Earth. This time is approaching soon. And we will have phased out then.

We invite you to embrace us. To bring us into your Oneness. To open up to the teachings that we offer to you.

Do you not see how your Fear of us and wishing to cut us out of your system is a way of hating a part of your body? Yes, sometimes surgery

to remove some tumors that we’ve helped to create is a wise decision. Yet we want you to reflect on the roots of how it is that we even needed to come into your body so that you can start the healing there. In this deeper process, we can start to leave your body from a place of harmonious release.

Love your food. There are farms that offer love to the plants (and animals) as they are growing them. You can find them. Eat your food mindfully and with gratitude. And Love.

Drink good water. Love your water and bless it before you drink it. Send love to the rivers, the streams, the oceans, to all of your water!

Love the trees and all the plants that give you oxygen. Do you know how much they also yearn for you to open up to the great dance of Love within which they exist? They are waiting for humans to rejoin that dance!

We are all One, including – yes – we cancer cells. Please open up to what we are offering you and embrace our sacredness too.

There is a greater purpose to our existence! ~~~ Update, August 2nd, 2021. I am doing far better healthwise. Right after the diagnosis last summer, Mother Gaia told

me that the lymphoma was just a bump in the road and an opportunity for me to clear my woundedness, to go far deeper in my work serving her.

I have spent many weeks sending love to the cancer cells in my body and finding alternative treatments that honor

the deeper wisdom of team healing within all the cells in my body and all the food and water and air that I breathe, to the best of my capacities. While there have been moments of terror, I am grateful for this Healing Adventure.

A humble servant to the Great Mother, Mare Cromwell is a healer, an International Speaker, Award-Winning Author, Visionary & Co-WebWeaver - 1000 Goddesses Gathering Global Grid “The Voice of Earth Mother,” and can be contacted by phone at 240-405-4265 or 36

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We are messengers – all of us Cancer Cells.

We are messengers of how you are not taking care of your sacred temple, your body.

Your body is not a machine

Hey Ma, Just Checking in With You

By Frances Pullin

L

ate at night on October 26, 2003, I heard my eldest son’s girlfriend on the phone say, “Damon is not

breathing.” I was told the paramedics were already there and she wanted us to come right away.

My husband and I found him lying on his sofa, gone.

This was the beginning of my trip down the rabbit hole – two full years of undeniable grief, which included many

lonely drives in my car, wailing for things to be different.

After a dear friend let me know about a meditation

class, I felt called to attend and I found it so comforting. I

started taking more classes and even digging into the big metaphysical questions, like why did we exist, and where did we come from? This is when spiritual; gone was the judg-

I became

mental woman, replaced by a peaceful one (I continue to grow in my serenity). I

sought many mentors and came to learn how everything happens in divine

timing. I learned I’m an em-

path… and then I discovered I was a channel.

And who would wish to

speak through me first? None

other than my son Damon, now 18 years after his Earthly transition.

We have the ability to chat. He is al-

As for the state of the world, there is much to be corrected. The United States is in a state of chaos as are other parts of the world. The control of humanity needs to be done away with as there are brilliant minds suffocating. Do your part. Love of self is key. That is where the uprising comes from. If you love yourself, you can stand up for you and others.

Go in love my beautiful mother and teach others what you know. In love, Damon.”

I know with deep gratitude and humility that without

his departure, I would not have discovered this part of my journey until, perhaps, another lifetime. I now live joyfully

in confidence of love of self and of teaching it to others, which is my purpose.

Love, light, and laughter to you as

you wander blessed through your journey.

Frances Pullin is a well-known spir-

itual teacher, intuitive, medium, and

hypnotherapist with clients through-

out the world. As the author of “Loving the Me in Me” she is a leader in teach-

ing self-love to all, her life’s purpose.

Contact her for guidance at francespullin@

gmail.com or go to francespullin.com.

ways there to remind me he loves me and is proud of my changes. We are also able to understand his exit; it was agreed upon before his birth and mine when he would

go, and that it would help propel me into the world I was supposed to be living in.

Some mornings I am awakened to, “Hey Ma.” It is

clearly my boy. The voice and the words are distinctly his:

“Hey ma, just checking in with you. You are doing much needed healing work and I see much improvement.

When you think or talk of me, you do not tear up. You own it, yet let it go. I am so proud of you. You are headed in a forward, positive direction. Know I am clapping and cheering.

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Book Excerpt

The Afterlife of Billy Fingers

By Annie Kagan

William Cohen, aka Billy Fingers, woke his sister at dawn a few weeks after his death. Amazingly, he was able to communicate his experience of moving beyond the death of his body to glorious dimensions of the afterlife.

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he first thing that happens is bliss; at least it was like that

chamber pen-

in my case. I don’t know if it’s that

etrated me and

way for everyone who dies. As the car

made me feel better

hit me, this energy came and sucked me

and better as they pulled me up.

right out of my body into a higher realm. I

It wasn’t just the wounds from my

say “higher” since I had the feeling of rising up and suddenly all my pain was gone.

I don’t remember hovering over my body or looking

down on it or anything like that. I guess I was pretty anx-

ious to get out of there. I knew right away I was dead, and went with it, more than ready for whatever was waiting.

I wasn’t aware of traveling at any particular speed.

I just felt light and unburdened as the sucking motion

drew me up inside a chamber of thick silvery blue lights.

People who have near-death experiences sometimes say they went through a tunnel. I’m using the word “chamber” because a tunnel has sides, but no matter what direction I looked, there was nothing but light for as far as I could see. Maybe the difference is I had a one-way ticket and theirs was a round-trip.

And even though I didn’t have my body anymore, it felt

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car accident that were being healed.

In the first nanosecond that the lights touched me, they erased any harm I suffered during my lifetime: physical, mental, emotional, or otherwise.

Soon, Daddy appeared right there beside me, young

and smiling and handsome as ever. He was making jokes

and asking, “What took you so long?” It was so great, seeing Daddy, but I’m guessing he was there to be a familiar landmark in foreign territory. I’m saying that because he

was only with me for part of the ride and Daddy definitely wasn’t the main event.

The main event was the silvery lights and their party

atmosphere. Those healing lights had a festive feeling,

like they were cheering me on, saying, “Welcome home, Son.”

I can’t say how long I was floating up the healing

chamber, because I no longer have a sense of time. But I can say that chamber was some kind of cosmic birthing canal that delivered me into this new life.

I want you to know, darling, there’s nothing hard or

cruel for me anymore. I glided from the chamber right

out into the glorious Universe. I’m drifting weightlessly

through space with the gorgeous stars and moons and

galaxies twinkling all around me. The whole atmosphere

is filled with a soothing hum, like hundreds of thousands of voices are singing to me, but they’re so far away I can just barely hear them.

I’m looking down on the Earth, and it is down. It’s

like there’s a hole in the sky, a hole between our two

worlds, I can look through and see you. I know how sad

you are about my death. Sad is too small a word. Bereft

is more like it. But death isn’t as serious as you think it is,

honey. So far, it’s very enjoyable. Couldn’t be better, real-

ly. Try not to take death too seriously. As a matter of fact,

try not to take life too seriously. You’d enjoy yourself a lot more. That’s one of the secrets of life. Saying goodbye

isn’t as serious as it seems either, because we will meet again.

And although I can’t exactly say anyone was here to

greet me, as soon as I came out of the chamber I felt a

Divine Presence; a kind, loving, beneficent presence, and really, that was enough.

In addition to the Divine Presence I also feel beings

around me—Higher Beings, I guess you would call them.

I can’t explain why I’m using the words ”beings,” and not

the singular; I just know there’s more than one. I can’t see or hear them, but I can feel them moving about, swooshing by, doing different things that concern yours truly.

And although I haven’t got a clue what these things might

be, I’m guessing that floating out here in space is euphoric instead of terrifying because I’m being attended to by

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…Many different things anything you want and we’re only talking linearly here for convenience, yes?

What happens to the soul

after Death? ~ By Bashar

In a sense, you’re already dead… because everything exists at once and you never really leave “Heaven” you just dream that you have.

Nevertheless, what you generally will experience because of the way you think of these things is similar to what many people relate with regards to near death experiences.

You may experience a shift from one dimension to another like going through a tunnel of light but that’s just a perception, an interpretation of the shift, from one level to another You will be greeted by those who are already in that spirit realm family, friends, and so forth

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you will have the life review idea to some degree, in some fashion and you will decide what you will do with what you will have learned and move on from there in any way shape or form that you so desire You can go on to other dimensions You can experience the illusion of reincarnation You can even continue to live the same life as if you never died in another parallel reality version of yourself.

You can become a spirit guide \ You can have an experience of incarnating in an alien civilization \ You can explore the galaxy as a spirit \ You can go up to higher planes and commune with the oversoul \ You can even join communities in the spirit world and create whole apparently solidly physical reality if you wish because again remember As Above, So Below and all the templates of physical reality already exist as a blueprint in Spirit and you can still experience those things in a very physical way if you wish to, but of course because it’s not really the same degree of physicality you are used to in the blink of an eye you can change everything ~

From a 2014 live event where Darryl Anka channels the extra-dimensional being Bashar.

Bashar material Copyright © 2014-2021 by Darryl Anka. Used with permission.

For further information about Bashar, please visit bashar.org.

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hysics tells us everything is vibrational energy of varying frequencies, but our own senses can quickly demonstrate that holding a crystal is different than holding a chunk of cement. Just as different flowers have a multi-

tude of beautiful markings and scents (vibration), it turns out even the glamorous emeralds and diamonds of the world have potent energies within the sacred geometries of their interiors, and sometimes even healing energies.

Take gold, for instance.

Many have. Plundered it, that is.

From 16th century conquistadores searching for the valuable El Dorado treasure, to off-world friends using gold

in their atmosphere to reflect the sun’s rays and preserve their planet, astronomer Derrick Pitts point out its ma-

ny-splendored value in space exploration for humans: “Gold is an inert material, it doesn’t react with anything. It is a

wonderful conductor of electricity… and… a perfect reflector of infrared energy. You can use gold blankets to protect spacecraft against the

intense heat of a star or

any sort of heat source.”

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She’s about to retire and go live abroad with an actual prince at the end of 2021, but not before she helps us all love ourselves deeper for more satisfying relationships.

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body, how can you love someone correctly or expect

them to love you correctly? Meditate on that - ask your guides and Angels to help you deeply love yourself.

Be your real confident self. It’s attractive. Fake is not.

Looking for someone to make you happy is very

frustrating; they can only add to your happiness once you make yourself happy.

o many come to me for guidance

Two whole people make a happy

and healing for existent or non-

union, not two halves trying to make

existent love relationships. I love

each other whole. Kids can’t make

LOVE and I am a natural match-

us happy either, so work on your

maker and marriage counselor.

inner self; the kids will reflect

I found true love, and my goal

that. Attract generous na-

is that I can assist all who

tured people, and those

are guided to me to find

who make you laugh.

that too, and I must say,

Trying to change a

I have many happy

person doesn’t work

couples and fami-

often, they’ll change

lies, who have been

because they want

with me and doing

to. When there

their inner work for

are flaws that are

years.

Some may

choose to remain a

How to

“satisfied single”- I

have plenty of those

fifty percent divorce rate and a virus that keeps us

Millennials and others watched

it has kept many people not wanting marriage.

Studies show men feel they’ll be limited if they marry,

when actually they live longer and are healthier; women feel excited about marriage, but so much lands on their shoulders, they don’t take enough care of themselves.

People feel living together and having kids with no

commitment creates an easier exit point if necessary.

Social media has created a feeling that people are dis-

posable, just a quick dm to a stranger who makes it easy to cheat. Comparing ourselves to the posts of happy couples who only post their happy moments doesn’t

help. Both people have to work at a relationship. They

have become lazy spiritually and morals are nonexistent.

Here’s a few things I encourage everyone to do: work

on self-love. If you don’t treat yourself right, respect

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…Before You Love Another

6 feet apart, it’s confusing.

irritating, sit down

once a month

ten things you like

Deeply Love Yourself

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it that needs work. Give

each other a month to

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the end of the month. Give each

other a grade to continue improving,

then go to the next month together with

what needs working on.

We are like a gas tank. Ask your mate from 0-10

how is your gas tank fueled up. If it’s not a 10 ask them how you can help. We all love differently. Find out what

both need and give it freely. You can find on my website

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umanity emerged out of the wilds of na-

ture, where we use to deeply integrate with

nature’s rhythms. The physical, mental, emotional,

and spiritual aspects of our being were intimately

connected to nature because we lived in it and with it.

Over the centuries, humanity has stepped away

from nature to seek out “security” and uniformity,

mostly partaking of this wonderful abundance on

“vacations” for a bit of recreation. When we begin to

understand that nature is our nature, we realize that by

being separate from it is being separate from Who We

Truly Are.

Like the long green twisting vines I encountered

during my recent visit to New Zealand, I’ve allowed

nature’s energetic gifts to lovingly wrap around my life,

s i e r u t a N e r u t a N Our

infusing it with all the beauty and lessons it offers. Nature has become my lover, my partner, my mother, and so

much more. I walk with her, dance with her, sing to her,

enjoy her mystery and beauty, and play my flute to her.

She feeds me, she inspires me, she nourishes me, she moves me, she speaks to me. During the day and the

night. Under the sun and the stars. The more I’m in her

wild arms, the more awake and vital I am, and the more I remember my own true nature!

One of my favorite times is when I get to take my

incredible daughter into nature to run, play, and explore.

I love to see her find something special in nature that lights up her curiosity. I love to witness her care and

love extend out when she sees an animal. Together in nature, there’s an openness where our spirits

soften and open to a deeper sense of play and pres-

ence. Here we have the opportunity to step outside the Aa

normal bounds, expand our senses, and experience life ron

Py

in a sacred way together.

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Nature speaks to me through the elements,

through the plants, through the weather. Within

nature, I can more clearly feel myself. Although I

lose cell phone reception, I have better reception

to my spirit. The wide-open spaces allow my soul to

be set free and receive the gift of life. Here is where the

Majik comes alive: creative life force, unbridled vitality, and

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the deep presence of the moment arise within when you

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open to receive nature’s gift.

!

Aaron Pyne is the creator of Inner Realms Journey an

engaging series of meditative adventure journeys into your

own multidimensional consciousness. This game / training

platform connects you with Who You Really Are, under-

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I

recall speaking to the

knew I was in pain, so how

flowers, plants, trees

could I not accept this

and animals in my back-

offer? My pain was allevi-

yard growing up, but my

ated in minutes.

parents stopped me be-

cause of what the migrant

But still the human in

workers would think, so I

me said, “He’s not talking

shut down that connec-

to me!”

tion with nature.

“Yes, I am,” the tree

Only later did I learn

said. “I pay attention to

they were listening to

what you say, and what

me, even supporting my

you say to your husband.”

needs. And they were

My husband Manny and I

talking back…

had many conversations

under that tree during the

Shortly after I started

pandemic. I admit, I felt a

learning Reiki, a crystal

little embarrassed. Since

whispered to me in a

then, however, I’ve had

store. I looked around

many conversations with

for where the voice was

this tree, and I’ve even

coming from, and when

safely cried with him.

I figured out it was the

crystal, I understood that

it wanted my attention not for my benefit, but to let my friend know that she

needed to buy this crystal for healing.

“Are you crazy?” my

These days I talk to

What the Tree Told Me

friend said, but when I put it in her hand and it started vibrating, she under-

stood she needed to buy it and take it home.

“Talk to it,” I told her. She did.

Then I started hearing the plants talking back. Now

when I go to Home Depot, I will ask a plant, “Will you go home with me?” Sometimes they say, “No,” and I bless them as I walk away.

Once when I was experiencing some back pain, I felt

called to hug a tree near my house. It said to me, “Thank you, but you need to talk to the other one…” I saw the

tree being referred to, so I went over and hugged him.

The tree said, “You’re finally here! Lay your back against me and let the energy come up your spinal cord.” He

By Emelia Cuevas

my flowers, plants and

trees almost every day. I greet them with kisses

and, “Good morning,” or “How are God’s spoiled

girls?” I burn Palo Santo

in my front and back yard to assist them with the energy.

I do understand that family, work, and life commit-

ments often keep us from going out to nature, but in

your own home one little potted plant can connect you to Mother Earth. Having a few rocks in your bathroom sink can ground your home, or you. It is our choice to

be “nature-al” to support our mind, body and soul, so I

encourage you to be open to even more of nature’s gifts, like little high-vibe chats you’ll never forget.

Emelia Cuevas is an Energy Healer trained in Quantum En-

ergy Healing, Karuna Reiki, and other modalities which she

uses with doTERRA Essential Oils to awaken your Being and

see your light. Appointments: (714) 917-5364 or EmeReiki.com. Hablo Espanol.

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Witches Guarding the Sacred Soul of Nature

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By Monika Carless o be a witch is to be one with Mystery. It is to walk a co-operative path with Spirit and Earth Mother.

Witches are at once fantastical and very ordinary. What makes us both

is our commitment to living with integrity and honoring the earth we walk upon. We are like any other human who cares to live this way.

Witches strive for their actions to be for the good of all. They wish to

guard the soul of nature, to bring solace to those they encounter, harmony to everyday life, balance to their environment, and to listen deeply to all

sentient life forms. Can you see yourself in this? Healers, shamans, herbalists, medicine folk, activists for Gaia and people from all walks of life share these same desires.

This path is as ancient as the first steps humanity took and will endure

forever more, as long as we have breath to guard what is sacred and vulnerable.

To be a witch is to practice inner knowing – the ability to trust our in-

stincts, to value intuition and the guidance of our soul. It is to walk barefoot on the earth. It is to think with our hearts. It is to see medicine in our food.

together her human and spirit selves –

~ Observing the cycles of the seasons and moving through her own

spring, summer, autumn and winter with curiosity and compassion. Na-

ture is her teacher, a constant flow of questions and answers, observable through quiet introspection

~ Sowing and reaping of seeds, physical, action-based, and intentions

of the heart. As above so below, as within so without, as we do unto others, so we do unto ourselves. This is valuable in understanding that we cannot

hurt another without hurting ourselves, and vice versa. Oneness becomes a way of life

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The modern witch is empowered through her belief in the ancient ways;

practices which are of intrinsic value during any century and which knit

~ Practicing gratitude for the bounty of her table, whatever the abun-

dance or meagerness. Especially in the moments before she eats, the

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~ Connection to the divine through her every day. Although

she observes monthly celebrations to mark the holy days, her spiritual practice is birthed of ordinary moments

Witchery is an internal process first, something intimate made

manifest through the tangible and intangible. Witches are the conduit for many voices.

I have been told, many a time, that using a word different than

‘witch’ to describe my path would attract more people to the

philosophy. This only makes me more determined to not abandon the word. Above all, I wish for people to lean in, ask questions,

and learn more about what it is to be a witch in a modern world.

When witches celebrate Samhain, their most high and sacred

festival from the evening of October 31st to the evening of No-

vember 1st, they do so to connect with ancestors and to wander

the Underworld in search of wisdom. At Samhain, they fly to other dimensions to commune with lost parts of themselves through

dreams and sometimes plant medicine. They celebrate birth, life, death and rebirth, because this cycle informs every part of their existence. The modern witch is like her witch sisters and broth-

ers from centuries ago… aware of the mystery of life, part of the mystery, surrendered to the mystery. Nothing lies outside the mystery.

When I say witch, I mean Maiden, Mother and Crone. I mean

Youth, Warrior and Sage. Every stage of life is honored by the

witch, and no one stage or gender is venerated above another.

The modern witch is as needed now as she was ages ago, an-

choring the frequency of the Aquarian Age. With their intentions,

witches cast spells of regeneration for the wholeness of humanity and the planet.

And so it is.

Monika Carless is a practicing solitary witch living on the traditional

lands of the Lkwungen People of Southern Vancouver Island. She mentors others interested in this path through her Wise Woman

Mystery School, and in private sessions regarding conscious rela-

tionships, heart-led business and shamanic rites. An internationally published author, earthkeeper and certified holistic nutritionist,

Monika channels the Pleiadian Being, Aiden, through her books and

daily writings on social media. Connect with her via monikacarless. com, Facebook or Instagram.

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Allowing Archangel Michael

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eyond my wildest dreams, I could have never

imagined what would take place on that unfor-

gettable, warm summer afternoon in Los Angeles, 7/17/2017.

All my years of higher education, medical training,

spiritual endeavors, and unique healing experiences fell by the wayside in utter surrender for the miracle that showed up.

While facilitating Traditional Chinese Acupuncture

to my dear beloved Honi, I was quite blown away to

watch her fully incorporate into one of the most powerful channels I have ever witnessed in my life.

Her consciousness shifted as her voice began to

change frequency with a ginormous male presence that slowly began to speak directly to me.

Standing in awe with my heart pulsating to the

immensity of energy filling the room, there came

forward a most powerful anointment by Archangel

Michael through Honi. With great power and the grace of God’s words, he explained how Earth beings have

carried lifetimes of pain and suffering that have been

I was quite blown away to watch her fully incorporate into one of the most powerful channels I have ever witnessed in my life

trapped within the vessels of their human body and

transformational healing. It is truly a blessing to behold this

that would free them into liberation and transformation of

to allow a new state of Beingness. I feel beyond blessed

have not known the removal of these deep levels of pain their templates.

Archangel Michael then expressed to me that the

unique healing I was performing on Honi (guided through his assistance) “is one of the highest levels of work you could do with many beings on this planet.”

Upon hearing this, massive tears poured from my eyes

while prolific energies shimmered throughout my body as I received this sacred transmission. I cried and cried and cried to this heavenly gift that was bestowed upon us.

Archangel Michael then profoundly stated: “You dear,

must help the souls with their hands and feet, to open

up all the fabrics to their channels in the fullness of their

energy that vibrates through them as I will be cutting and opening up all the other channels.” When the transmission ended, I held Honi and once again cried my eyes

out, intuitively feeling how this sacred transformational healing would dramatically help so many people.

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sacred healing in cleansing and clearing ancestral energies to have been a witness to several women who were able

to become pregnant after the healing, dissolving years of infertility. I have seen individuals experience the arrival of their Beloved partner after clearing the most painful past relationships. I have witnessed career changes with indi-

viduals fully taking off with their Life Mission and so much more that has come from this rare & truly phenomenal

Transformation Healing through Archangel Michael I was fortunate enough to facilitate.

Thank You God for this precious honor in being of

the highest healing service to these sacred Archangel Michael Transformational Healings.

Deep Love & Gratitude, Michael

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(To learn more about this powerful transformational healing and read testimonials from around the world, please visit

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cef_Lh7bwKA&t=3s)

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