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flU/kh x| dh lcls lcy fo/kk ^dgkuh* MkW- txnh'k yPNk.kh [kq'kcw ls vksr&izksr flUèk dh flUèkh dgkfu;k¡ ykWVjh oklqnso eksgh tgkt+ ';ke t;fla?kk.kh dkys yksx d+ej 'kgckt+ Q+dZ izse izdk'k nLrkost+ ukjk;.k Hkkjrh vaèkdkj dh ljgn ij! egjk.k eYykg ge lc uaxs gSa dhjr ckck.kh toka enZ dchj csnh 'kkVZ dV bZ'oj Hkkjrh gok,¡ gw¡njkt cyok.kh lPpk ikfdLrkuh gjh iadt [+kwu Hkxoku vVyk.kh xje Li'kZ vtqZu pkoyk ft+Unxh vkSj Vscy&VkWd 'kjthy nnZ dh ixMaMh MkW- fgnk;r izse xqykc dh [kq'kcw fy;kd+r fjt+oh chekj vkdka{kkvksa dh [kkst eq'rkd+ vgen 'kksjks Lusge;h txnh'k yPNk.kh ;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS xksfoan eYgh fuokZlu tsBks ykyok.kh jks'kuh ykSV vkbZ ,-ts- mÙke vkt dh lhrk rkjk ehjpankuh ;kn ds lqulku egy esa lqanj mÙkepankuh ys[kd ifjp;

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flU/kh x| dh lcls lcy fo/kk dgkuh dyk ds fofHkUu izdkjksa esa lkfgR; vkSj lkfgR; ds fofHkUu izdkjksa esa dgkuh dk ,d egRoiw.kZ LFkku gSA dgkuh mruh gh izkphu gS] ftruk ekuo! ekuo dk thou gh dgkuh gSA ekuo esa tc psruk mRiUu gqbZ] mldk fparu izkjaHk gks x;kA ^eSa dkSu gw¡] dgk¡ ls vk;k gw¡] D;ksa vk;k gw¡\* vkSj fQj fparu djrs&djrs] mlus iz'uksa ds mÙkj Hkh Lo;a gh nsus izkjaHk dj fn;sA vktrd u mlds iz'uksa dk gh var gqvk gS vkSj u mÙkjksa ls iw.kZ larks"k dh izkfIrA ;g foLr`r txr bu iz'uksa ls fudy gekjs pkjksa vkSj QSy x;k gSA ekuo eu esa tkuus dh bPNk Hkh gS] rks viuh ckr dgus dh Hkkouk HkhA bl lquus&dgus dh izo`fÙk us dgkuh dks tUe fn;k gSA cPpk cksyuk lh[krs gh dgkuh lquuk pkgrk gS vkSj tc mldh dYiuk 'kfDr fodflr gksrh gS rks og dgkuh lqukuk Hkh pkgrk gSA dgkuh lquuk vkSj lqukuk ekuo dh LokHkkfod ,oa LFkkbZ izo`fÙk gSA fo'o lkfgR; esa dgkuh izkphu dky esa fdlh u fdlh :i esa izkIr gksrh gS] ysfdu orZeku :i esa dgkuh (Genre) vius :i] fo"k; oLrq ,oa f'kYi fo/kku esa izkphu dgkuh ls fcydqy gh fHkUu gSA ;g ,d 'krkCnh ls vf/kd izkphu ugha gSA dgkuh thou ls iSnk gks] thou ds vla[; igyqvksa dks lkFk ysdj pyus okyk lkfgR;&:i gS] fdUrq ;g lnSo Lej.k j[kuk pkfg, fd O;fDr&fpÙk dkyØe ,oa ifjfLFkfr;ksa ds vuqlkj foLr`r] fodflr ,oa ifjofrZr gksrk jgrk gSA blfy, dgkuh dk :i Hkh xfr'khy gSA og foLr`r] fodflr ,oa ifjofrZr gksrk jgrk gSA blesa dksbZ lansg ugha fd orZeku dgkuh&dyk geus ;wjksi ls yh gS] de ls de bldk orZeku :i rks if'pe dh nsu gSA dfork dks NksM+] fla/kh x| dh lcls lcy fo/kk dgkuh gSA fla/kh dgkuh Hkkjr foHkktuksijkUr i;kZIr fodflr 6

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gqbZ gSA u;s&u;s iz;ksxksa ,oa jpukRed ifjiDork ds dkj.k] flU/kh dgkuh Hkkjr dh vU; Hkk"kkvksa ds lEeq[k [kM+s jgus esa leFkZ gSA vkt flU/kh dgkuh ekDlZoknh] jksekuoh] u;h dgkuh ,oa vdgkuh ds nkSj ls xqt+j pqdh gSA vkt dh dgkuh us ^u;k* ,oa ^v* fo'ks"k.k vkRelkr dj fy;k gSA xr dqN o"kks± ls dgkuh ihNs ykSV xbZ gSA vkt dk ikBd mlesa fQj ^dFkk* <w¡<us yxk gS vkSj mls izkIr gksus yxh gS ?kVuk iz/kku dgkuh] ik=k iz/kku dgkuh] fopkj iz/kku dgkuh] okrkoj.k iz/kku dgkuh ,oa euksfo'ys"k.kkRed dgkuhA ekufld tfVyrkvksa dks ysdj fy[kh tkus okyh dgkfu;ksa dk ;qx Hkh lekIr gks pqdk gSA lgh vFkks± esa dgkuh u u;h gksrh gS] vkSj u iqjkuhA dgkuh] dgkuh gksrh gSA og ;k rks vPNh fy[kh gksrh gS] ;k cqjh fy[kh gqbZ gksrh gSA dksbZ Hkh dgkuh] lkfgR; dh jpukRed l'kDrrk ls gh egRoiw.kZ curh gSA vkt dk dFkkdkj nk'kZfud uqL[kksa ls Hkh ijgst+ djrk gSA vkt dh dgkuh thou ds fcydqy fudV vk xbZ gSA mlesa ekuo ds ân; dh /kM+du dk vglkl gksrk gSA bl laxzg esa vyx&vyx le;ksa ij fy[kh gqbZ vëkjg ys[kdksa dh dgkfu;k¡ gSaA ;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS\ xksfoan ekYgh dh ,d vR;ar gh yksdfiz; dgkuh gSA ;g dgkuh flU/k dh i`"BHkwfe ij vk/kkfjr gSA foHkktu us tkus fdrus izseh&izsfedkvksa dks ,d nwljs ls vyx dj fn;kA vizR;{k :i esa Hkkjr foHkktu ds ckn flaf/k;ksa ds la?k"kZe; thou dks Hkh izLrqr djrh gSA jks ' kuh ykS V vkbZ ,-ts- mÙke dh dgkuh gSA os fla/kh ds izxfroknh /kkjk ds izfl) ys[kd gSaA mudh izk;% lHkh dgkfu;k¡ izxfroknh i`"BHkwfe ij vk/kkfjr gSaA ekDlZoknh /kkjk ds lkfgR;srj ,oa izpkjh dysoj ds dkj.k os flU/k ds 'kh"kZ dgkuhdkjksa dh Js.kh esa ugha vk ldsA bl dgkuh esa ;q) fojks/kh Hkko gSA ;q) ls yksxksa esa ,drk vk tkrh gSA [kqn ls eksg djus okys izkf.k;ksa esa Hkh ;q) dh Hk;adjrk thus dh bPNk iSnk djrh gSA dgkuh 'kkVZdV esa fn[kk;k x;k gS fd vehj cuus ,oa vkuane; thou O;rhr djus dh izcy vkdka{kk vkt ds uo;qodksa dks cqjkbZ dh nyny esa Qalk nsrh gSA os vius cM+ksa ds

laLdkjksa dks Hkqykdj tqeZ ds jkLrs ij pys tkrs gSaA lqanjh mÙkepank.kh dk izxfroknh dgkuhdkjksa esa fo'ks"k LFkku gSA ysfdu mudh cky euksfoKku ij vk/kkfjr ;g dgkuh ;kn ds lqulku egy esa mudh vU; dgkfu;ksa ls fHkUu gSA bl dgkuh esa ysf[kdk us cky lqyHk Hkkoukvksa dk cM+k gh jkspd ,oa LokHkkfod fp=k izLrqr fd;k gSA gw¡njkt cyok.kh cky lkfgR; ds ,d l'kDr ys[kd gSa] ysfdu mUgksaus dqN vPNh dgkfu;k¡ Hkh fy[kh gSaA ^gok,¡* mudh u;h dgkuh gSA vkt ds ;qx esa thou cM+k gh tfVy gks x;k gSA thou esa dbZ ckj vlqj{kk dk rRo u pkgrs gq, Hkh le>kSrk djus ds fy, foo'k djrk gSA HkkLdj Hkh ,slk gh djrk gSA Hkxoku vVyk.kh us [+ k w u dgkuh esa xk¡oksa esa nfjnzrk dh vR;ar gh d#.kktud rLohj izLrqr dh gSA vkt dk izk.kh laosnukghu cu x;k gSA ejht+ ds ej tkus ds ckn Hkh MkWDVj lksprk gS] ^igyk dsl] og Hkh ej x;k] Qhl xbZA tsc ls bUtsD'ku yxk;kA thUl [kjkc dh] bruk djus ds ckn Hkh cnukeh fgLls esa vk,xhA* ,ejtsUlh cSx esa j[kh Xywdkst+ ds bUtsD'ku dh dher mls ,d ftUnxh ls T+;knk yxrh gSA fdruh foMacuk gS ;g! fuokZlu ds ys[kd tsBks ykyok.kh flU/kh ds ,d [+;kfr izkIr lkfgR;dkj gSaA Hkkjr foHkktu ds ckn fganq flafèk;ksa dks vusd ;krukvksa ls xqt+juk iM+k gSA ;g dgkuh mldk ,d ;FkkFkZ mnkgj.k izLrqr djrh gSA vkt dh lhrk rkjk ehjpank.kh dh dgkuh gSA iq#"k iz/kku lekt esa L=kh dks lnSo ijh{kkvksa ls xqt+juk iM+k gSA lH; lekt esa Hkh L=kh dh fLFkfr ogh dh ogh gSA izkphu ;qx esa /kksch ds dgus ij] jke us lhrk dk R;kx fd;k Fkk vkSj Ñ".k Hkh viuh lfjrk dk R;kx dj jgk gSA oklqnso eksgh dh ykVjh ik=k iz/kku dgkuh gSA dgkuh dk fodkl LokHkkfod xfr ls gqvk gSA dgkuh esa ,d esgurd'k ukStoku yM+dh dh bZekunkjh ,d lqanj mnkgj.k gSA pkfjf=kd izo`fÙk;ksa dk mn~?kkVu] dykRed vfHkO;fDr ,oa ifjiDo f'kYifof/k ,oa LokHkkfod xfr ds dkj.k dgkuh ikBdksa dks Hkkrh gSA Ýsap eksiklk¡ us dgkuh esa dFkk&oLrq ij vf/kd cy fn;k] ps[ko us

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ik=kksa dks gh egRoiw.kZ le>kA oklqnso eksgh dh dgkfu;ksa esa ;s nksuksa fo'ks"krk,¡ n`f"Vxkspj gksrh gSaA izse izdk'k flU/kh ds cgqvk;keh lkfgR;dkj gSaA lkfgR; dh vusd fo/kkvksa esa mUgksaus lQy iz;ksx fd, gSaA flUèkh dgkuh esa Hkh mudh [;kfr gSA dgkuh Q+ d + Z vius ?kj dks vius gkFkksa ls ltkus ds ckn] viuh gh ut+jksa ls ns[kus esa tks vuks[kk vkuan izkIr gksrk gS] ogh vge gSA nwljksa dh vis{kk [kqn dk larks"k egRoiw.kZ gSA ';ke t;fla?kk.kh dk u;h flU/kh dgkuh esa ,d vuwBk O;fDrRo gSa] gkyk¡fd mudh dgkfu;ksa dk izkjaHk :ekuoh <ax ls gqvk FkkA u;h dgkuh ds ys[kdksa us jksekuokn dks ,d jksx ekukA ';ke t;fla?kk.kh fla/kh dgkuh dks ijEijk dh dhpM+ ls ckgj fudky] uohurk dh vksj ys x;sA mUgksaus l`tukRed lrg ij dgkuh esa vusd iz;ksx fd,A viuh dykRed vfHkO;fDr] jkspd cukoV ,oa cqukoV] u;h ,oa ifjiDo 'kSyh] okrkoj.k dh jkspd fp=kdkjh ds dkj.k] flaèkh dgkuh ij viuh vfeV Nki NksM+hA tgkt+ ';ke dh cgqpfpZr dgkuh gSA tgkt+ dh dgkuh dk iBku pkSdhnkj 'ksj?ku ,d dksBsokyh pEikckbZ ls eu gh eu izse djus yxrk gSaA og gj jkst+ pEikckbZ ds fy, iku ykrk gSA ;gh mlds thou dk euksje {k.k gSA 'ksj?ku dh vuqifLFkfr esa tc ;g dke fy¶V CokW; dk'kh djrk gS rks 'ksj?ku vkx ccwyk gks tkrk gS vkSj ml ij vkØe.k dj cSBrk gSA ;g dgkuh L=kh&iq#"k ds vR;ar gh dksey fj'rksa ls lEcfU/kr gSA ys[kd ds f'kYi dkS'ky ,oa izHkko'kkyh Vsduhd ,oa 'kSyh ds dkj.k dgkuh vR;ar jkspd cu xbZ gSA thou dh lrg ds Hkhrj izfo"V dj mldh vkarfjd irksaZ dks mn~?kkfVr djus ds dkj.k] ';ke dh dgkfu;ksa dk Øexr iSVuZ cgqr ifjofrZr gks x;k gSA ckgj ls lkQ+&lqFkjh fn[kus okyh ;g dgkuh Symbolic Vision fy, gq, gSA vtqZu pkoyk flU/kh lkfgR; ds lcy gLrk{kj gSa] mudh dgkuh xje Li'kZ esa ekuork ds ,d vuNq, vglkl dk HkkoukRed Li'kZ ik;k tkrk gSA ;g ,d l/ks gq, lkfgR;dkj dh dye dk tknw gSA igys I;kj dh dld Hkh ekStwn gSA ukjk;.k Hkkjrh dh dgkuh

^nLrkos nLrkost+* foHkktu ds igys dh flU/kh dh dgkuh gS ftlesa foHkktu dh okjnkr dks n'kkZ;k x;k gSA ;g dgkuh bUlkfu;r ds rd+kt+s dks ge lc uaxs gSa* dbZ lokyksa ds mHkkjrh gSA dhjr ckck.kh dh dgkuh ^ge tokc ryk'kus dks et+cwj djrh gSA vkSjr ij enZ ds t+qYe dh og'kr dh ?kVuk,¡ lfn;ksa ls nksgjkbZ tk jgh okjnkrksa dk ikjn'khZ fp=k.k lkeus j[kk x;k gSA lPpk ikfdLrkuh gjh iadt dh dgkuh ns'k izse ds tT+cs o viuh tUe Hkwfe flU/k dh ;knksa dks lkFk ysdj pyus okyh ,d ,d /kM+du gSA flU/k dh dgkfu;ksa ds LFkkud vyx&vyx gksus ds dkj.k] ogk¡ dh Hkk"kk vkSj 'kSyh dqN vuks[ks rsojksa ls lkeus vkrh gSaA fy;kd+r fjt+oh dh dgkuh xqykc dh [kq'kcw] dchj csnh dh toka enZ] egjku eYykg dh dgkuh va/kdkj dh ljgn ij ij] 'kjthy dh ft+anxh vkSj Vscy VkWd] dej 'kckt+ dh dgkuh dkys yksx] fgnk;r izse dh dgkuh nnZ dh ixMaMhh] eq'rkd+ vgen 'kksjks dh dgkuh chekj vkdka{kkvksa dh [kks t] ;s lHkh dgkfu;k¡ vyx&vyx lkekftd o ikfjokfjd igyqvksa dks ysdj fy[kh xbZ gSaA budh tkap&iM+rky dh ?kfeu vkidh iBuh;rk gSA vkSj viuh dgkuh Lus g e;h ds ckjs esa eSa vkils lquuk pkgw¡xkA bu dgkfu;ksa dh vuqokfndk nsoh ukxjkuh flU/kh] fganh ,oa vaxzsth dh l'kDr ysf[kdk gSaA vuqokn dk;Z vklku ugha gS] ysfdu nsoh us bl nq:g dk;Z dks cM+h lQyrk ls fd;k gSA dgkfu;ksa dk p;u Hkh vPNk gSA os /kU;okn dh ik=k gSaA

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dgkuh x| dFkk lkfgR; dk ,d vU;re Hksn rFkk miU;kl ls Hkh vfèkd yksdfiz; lkfgR; dk :i gSA euq"; ds tUe ds lkFk gh lkFk dgkuh dk Hkh tUe gqvk vkSj dgkuh dguk rFkk lquuk ekuo dk vkfne LoHkko cu x;kA blh dkj.k ls izR;sd lH; rFkk vlH; lekt esa dgkfu;k¡ viuh&viuh izkra h; Hkk"kk esa ikbZ tkrh gSAa Hkk"kk lekt dk lR;] lkfgR; dk f'koe vkSj laLÑfr dk lqna je n'kkZrh gSA fdlh Hkh Hkk"kk esa fy[kk x;k lkfgR; ml Hkk"kk dh lkaLÑfrd fojklr dk izrhd gksrk gSA fo'o dh gj Hkk"kk dk viuk lkfgR; gksrk gS] ftlesa ml izkra dh] ml dLcs dh ijEijkvksa dh [”k'q kcw gksrh gS] ogk¡ dh ft+na xh ds vDl fn[kkbZ nsrs gSAa Hkkjr esa vusd Hkk"kk,¡ gSa ftuds vius vyx&vyx :ijax vkSj vkapfyd laosnuk,¡ gSaA Hkkjr esa Hkk"kk;h fofoèkrk gS] fQj Hkh bu fofofèkrkvksa ds ckotwn mlesa HkkoukRed rFkk lkaLÑfrd ,drk dk lw=k lnk ls fo|eku jgk gSA Hkk"kk] laLÑfr dh okfgdk gh ugha gksrh cfYd og laLÑfr Hkh gksrh gSA vkt ds nkSj esa vuqokn ds ekè;e ls Hkkjr gh ugha fo'o dh fofHkUu Hkk"kk,¡ fofoèk vkapfyd eèkqjrk fy, lkfgR; dks le`) djrh vk jgh gSAa izkphu lkfgR;@vnc i<+us ls ,slk vkHkkl gksrk gS fd dgkuhdkjksa us dgkuh&ys[ku ds nkSj esa mlds brus fyckl cnys gSa fd ekStnw k oD+r esa og vius vlyh esa :i vkbZ gS] fcuk fdlh vkMEcj ds] fdlh gkj flaxkj ds] Q+d+r lp dks c;ku djrs gq,] vius eu dh Hkkoukvksa dh

t+cku cuh gSA Hkk"kk dk cgko dHkh eu dh xgjkb;ksa esa gks jgh d'kkd'kh dks eafFkr djrs gq, Hkkoukvksa dks lrg ij yk NksM+rk gS] rks dHkh vius vkl&ikl lekt esa gks jgs vO;ofLFkr gknlksa ds ft+Ø lkeus ykrk gS] dqN bl rjg tSls egkunh dh èkkj viuh j¶+rkj ds lkFk [”kjq njh vkSj eqyk;e lrgksa dks fHkxksrh tkrh gSA ,d dgkuhdkj dk vlyh dF; mldh dgkfu;k¡ gh gksrh gS]a tks ekuoh; laons ukvks]a thou rFkk ewY;ksa dk niZ.k Hkh gksrh gSAa dHkh dgha iwjh dgkuh lksp ds vankt+ vkSj Hkk"kk ds cy ij cquh gqbZ dksf'k'k gksrh gS] vius le; ds gkykrks]a vklikl dh leL;kvksa dks] dgha gkykrksa dh lkft+'kh] eqQ+fylh] csjkstxkjh] vekuq"krk] dgha [”k'q kgkyh] dgha csclh] chekjh] nfjanxh ds f'kdkj] gn ljgn ij Q+lknksa ds taxy] mlwyksa dh cfy] I;kj uQjr dh Q+ly ls iuirh bUlkfu;r o et+gch Vdjko ds ckjs esa i<+dj vke vkneh vius gh HkkbZ&caèkqvksa ds nq[k&lq[k dk ifjp; ikrk gS vkSj ;gh js[kkafdr fd, x, dF; dgkuh cu tkrs gSAa bu dgkfu;ksa esa jpuk vkSj thou dh vf}rh; vfUofr gS dqN bl rjg tSls thou ;FkkFkZ jpuk x<+ jgk gSA blfy, dgkuh dk :i Hkh xfr'khy gS] og foLr`r] fodflr ,oa ifjofrZr gksrk jgrk gSA flUèkh x| dh lcls lcy foèkk dgkuh gSA flUèkh dgkuh Hkkjr foHkktuksijkUr i;kZIr fodflr gqbZ gSA u;s&u;s iz;ksxksa ,oa jpukRed ifjiDork ds dkj.k] flUèkh dgkuh Hkkjr dh vU; Hkk"kkvksa ds lEeq[k [kM+s jgus esa leFkZ gSA flUèkh dgkuh dh Hkk"kk esa xkaoksa dh [”k'q kcw gS] ij 'kgfj;r dk og rst+kc ugha gS tks fgUn dh flUèkh dgkfu;ksa esa ekStnw gSA ns[kk tk; rks flUèkh dgkuh dh lksp dks ,d u;k foLr`r f{kfrt feyk gS] tks mUgsa ogk¡ ds ekgkSy vkSj vius bnZ&fxnZ ds bykdksa dh thou 'kSyh ls tksM+rk gSA ;gh dgkfu;k¡ ikBdksa ds lkeus 'kÅj dh ubZ 'kek,¡ jks'ku djrh ut+j vkrh gSAa gd+hd+r esa vnhcksa dk vnc gh ml d+keS dh thou 'kSyh o laLdkjksa dk lEiw.kZ izrhd gS tks lR; dh f'kyk ij rjk'kk gqvk Lo:i cudj lkeus vkrk gSA ;gh lkfgR; tc vuqokn ds :i esa ikBdksa ds

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ykWVjh oklqnos eksgh fnu cgqr vPNk xqt+jkA dkQ+h O;kikfj;ksa ds ;gk¡ ls olwyh gks xbZA ipkl gt+kj ds psd Hkh gSAa Hkqxrku gks tk,¡x]s dS'k tSls gh gSAa eSua s lc uksV laHkky dj ,d cM+s fyQ+kQs esa Mkys vkSj Åij ls fiu yxk nhA bruh cM+h jd+e vkSj iSdVs fdruk NksVk yx jgk gSA ljdkj us cM+s uksV Nkidj vR;Ur lqfoèkk dj nh gSA iSdVs lSEiYl ds cM+s FkSys esa Mkydj] vUnj iM+k uSifdu fudkydj psgjs ls ilhuk iksNa rk gw]¡ cgqr xehZ gSA uSifdu FkSyh esa okil j[kdj ft+i can djrk gwA¡ vc nknk dks fo'okl vk,xk] eSa D;k dj ldrk gwA¡ T+;knk i<+ u ldk] fny gh ugha yxrk FkkA nknk dk ,d gh okD;—^csVk isV esa bYe ds nks v{kj jgsxa s rks dHkh iSls dh deh u jgsxh] Hkw[ks u ejksx]s bYe jkg jks'ku djrk gSA* esjh ft+n] eSa èkaèkk d:¡xkA eq>s fdlh dh x”y q keh ugha djuh gSA ij èkaèks ds fy;s iSlk pkfg,] gekjs ikl iSlk dgk¡ gS\ ^cl vki Q+d+r rhu yk[k dgha ls fnyok ns]a ckd+h eSa laHkky ywx¡ kA* nknk us rk&mez diM+s dh nqdku pykdj fdlh rjg ?kj pyk;kA yk[k dgk¡ ls yk;s\a eSa Hkh ft+n ij vVy] d:¡xk rks èkaèkk] ugha rks nks jksVh [kkrk jgwx¡ kA HkkHkh vius bdykSrs csVs dk [k+;ky j[krh gS] jksVh ij dqN T+;knk gh fpdukbZ yxkrh gSA irk ugha nknk dks D;k lw>k] fdlh iqjkus nksLr ls ckr dhA nksLr us de C;kt ij nks yk[k nsus dk oknk fd;k vkSj fuHkk;kA ^ij nknk nks yk[k esa èkaèkk u gksxkA* HkkHkh us t+os j fudkysA eSa dqN Mj&lk x;kA èkaèks esa uqd+lku Hkh ykVjh %

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rks gks ldrk gSA ij nknk us fgEer nsrs gq, dgk—^csVk vc iz;kl fd;k gS rks vkxs c<+kAs >wyy s ky dh Ñik ls cjdr iM+xs hA* t+os jksa ls pkSl a B gt+kj gkfly gq,A fdjk;s ij vPNh nqdku fey x;hA ekewyh t+:jr ds eqrkfcd+ fQfVax djokbZ] diM+k dqN ud+n dqN mèkkjh ij vkjke ls fey x;k vkSj cl nqdku 'kq: gks xbZA 'kVZ dk O;kikj Hkh deky dk gS] flQ+Z mèkkj ij pyrk gS vkSj cl dkjhxjksa ls ekFkk&iPph djuh iM+rh gSA iSfdax okys Hkh de gSjku ugha djrsA vkt igyh olwyh ij gh vPNh dke;kch feyh gSA vkWMjZ Hkh mEehn ls T+;knk feykA xsLV gkml dh vksj #[k+ fd;kA cjkSnk esa gksVy cgqr egaxh gS]a ij ,d fnu vk,xk] tc eSa Q+kboLVkj gksVy esa vkdj jgwx¡ k] olwyh ds fy;s ugha] og rks esjs ukSdj djsxa ]s eSa flQ+Z xzkgdksa ls feyus vkÅ¡xkA esjh vkjaHk dh gqbZ czkMa ds eky dh fMt+kbu dSlh yxrh gS]a diM+k dSlk yxrk gS] oks D;k dgrs gSa vaxt sz h es-a --gk¡] ekdsVZ losAZ lkjh mez flQ+Z ;s vkyrw&Qkyrw lLrs fdLe dh 'kV~lZ FkksMs+ gh cukrk jgwx¡ k] cM+k eSU;qQDS+ pfjax ¼Manufacturing½] oks D;k dgrs gS-a --lp dgrs gSa nknk] bYe t+:jh gS---gk¡ cM+h xkesV± QSDVªh yxkÅ¡xkA HkkHkh cgqr [”k'q k gksxa h] mlds fy;s chl&chl gt+kjksa dh cukjlh lkfM+;k¡ [kjhnwx¡ kA Hkw[k yxh gSA xsLV gkml ds ikl fjD'ks ls mrjrk gw¡A ,d toku yM+dh xzkgdksa dks vkeysV cukdj nsrs gq, ns[khA lkFk esa pk; Hkh cukdj ns jgh gSA deky dh QqrhZ gS mlesaA uD+'k rh[ks] dkyh&dkyh cM+h vk¡[ksa] jax fcydqy lkQ+] mTToy&mTToy! ;gha dqN [kk yw¡A xsLV gkml esa rks ywVekj gS] Q+d+r pk; ds gh chl #i;s ys fy;sA xzkgd ml yM+dh ds NksVs ^jsLVkjsaV* dks ?ksjs gq, gSaA ,d NksVk pcwrjk gS ftl ij mlus LVkso j[kk gS] LVkso ij xeZ rok gS] ftlij og pEep ls rsy Mkydj] vaMk QksM+dj] ?kksydj] FkksM+k ued&fepZ feykdj ros ij QSyk nsrh gSA QqrhZ ls og vkeysV cukrs&cukrs ros ds cktw esa czsM ds Lykbl Hkh lsadus j[k nsrh gSA chp&chp esa og rok mrkjdj pk; dh dsVyh LVkso ij j[k nsrhA mldk QqrhZykiu eksg ysrk gSA eSa pqipki [kM+k gks tkrk gw¡ fd og eq>ls igys vk, xzkgdksa dks fucV ysA yM+dh ds ihNs nhokj ij NksVs ls 16

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cksMZ ij nke fy[ks gq, Fks tks vaèksjk gksus ds ckotwn Hkh lkQ+ ut+j vk jgs FksA flaxy vaMs dk vkeysV nks Lykbl ds lkFk] Mcy vaMs dk vkeysV nks Lykbl ds lkFk] VksLV rsy esa] VksLV eD[ku esa] pk;] eSa lewjh fyLV ugha i<+rk! csodwQ+ gw¡ tks xsLV gkml esa pk; ihA ^dje tyh] vks dje tyhA* ^vkbZ vEeh* yM+dh us t+kjs ls vkokt+ dks vkokt nhA tSls dje tyh mldk uke gksA og LVkso dh ykS fcydqy èkheh djds] vk¡[kks&a vk¡[kksa esa xzkgdksa ls NqVV~ h ysdj pcwrjs ds lkFk okyh ladjh xyh esa pyh tkrh gSA tYn gh ykSV vkrh gS] 'kk;n vEeh dh dksbZ t+:jr iwjh djdsA mlus ?kklysV dk nhid tyk;k ij vaèksjk cjd+jkj jgkA xzkgd dkQ+h de gks x, gSAa eSa pcwrjs ds ikl okys HkkdM+s ij cSBrk gwA¡ fxjrs&fxjrs nhokj dh vksV ds dkj.k cp x;k] ,d xzkgd cSBk gS vkSj eSa FkSyk laHkkydj xksn esa j[krk gwA¡ vc yM+dh dk #[k+ esjh vksj gSA ^flaxy vaMk] nks Lykbl] pk;A* pkj xzkgd tks lkFk [kM+s Fks] iSls nsdj py fn;sA xehZ gSA eSa FkSyk HkkdM+s ij j[kdj ft+i [kksydj uSifdu fudkyrk gwA¡ FkSyk fxjrs&fxjrs cpkA eSua s ilhuk iksNa k] uSifdu okil FkSys esa j[krs gq, ft+i can dhA yM+dh us ros ij vaMk QSykdj] pcwrjs ij iM+h IysVas mBkdj ikuh ls Hkjs Vc esa Mky nsrh gSA ex+jc ¼'kke dh uekt+½ dk oD+r gqvk gS] eSa mBdj py iM+rk gwA¡ xyh esa ls t+kjs dh vkokt+ vkrh gSA ^,d fnu uekt+ ugha i<+kxs s rks rqEgkjh tUur [k+rjs esa ugha iM+xs hA blls csgrj gS rqe esjh xksfy;k¡ ys vkvks] eSa ej jgh gwA¡ * igys ls t+kjs nkj vkokt+ Fkha] ^dje tyh* okyh vkokt+ ls HkhA lQ+ns nk<+h okyk ,d cqt+xq Z yM+dh ds ikl vkrk gSA mldh is'kkuh ij xgjk fu'kku gSA yM+dh vaMk myVrh gSA ^tehyk] lkS #i;s nsA uekt+ ls ykSVrs vEeh dh xksfy;k¡ ysrk vkÅ¡xkA* yM+dh ykS de djds xksy MCcs ls NksVs cM+s uksV fudkydj fxurh gSA ^yks vCcw!* ykVjh %

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tYnckt+h esa vaMk ros ls mrkjrh gS] Lykbl j[kuk Hkwy xbZ Fkh] ogh j[krh gSA lsd a dj eq>s vaMs ds lkFk IysV esa nsrh gSA bl chp HkkdM+s ij cSBk nwljk xzkgd fcuk dqN [kk,&fi, gh pyk tkrk gSA eSa FkSys dks ns[krk gw]¡ ft+i can gSA ^vkik] lkS #i;s nks] fiDpj tkuk gS] vkbZlØhe Hkh ysuh gSA* ^fiDpj tkuk gS] ,sls dg jgs gks tSls fdlh cM+h ukSdjh ij tk jgs gksA dekuk ugha gS] ij vk¡[k ls ,s'k dk t+k;dk Hkh ysuk gSA* ^dje tyhA D;ksa bu xans iSlksa dh [k+kfrj vius HkkbZ ds lkFk cgl djrh gSA ml cqM<~ s dks rks tYnh iSlk fudky dj nsrh gks\ oks D;k dekrk gS] lkjk fnu nk<+h eSyh djrk jgrk gSA Qtj] t+qgj] vlj] ex+jc] bZ'kk ¼fnu dh ikap uekt+½as ds flok; vkSj dqN ;kn gh ugha gSA ;gk¡ Hkys gh nkst+[k+ gks ij ogk¡ mls tUur pkfg,] gwj teky pkfg,A* yM+dh us eq>s pk; nhA ^vkik! ,d fnu ns[kuk] vius lc duLrj NksM+dj rqe esjh lsou LVkj gksVy dh fpdu fcj;kuh [kkvksxhA* ^gok esa ckrsa djuk NksM+ nksA fnuHkj reke th&tku ls dke djds dekrh gw]¡ gj jkst+ dksbZ ykVjh ugha [kqyrh gS tks ;w¡ yqVkrs fQjrs gks!* xyh esa ls t+kjs ls dkslus dh vkokt+ vkrh gS—^gk; vYyk] ;g dSlk thuk gS] ;g dje tyh rks HkkbZ dh nq'eu cu cSBh gSA ;g lc ns[kus ls rks vYyk lkabZ eq>s cqyk yks] rkfd bl nkst+[k+ ls vkt+kn gks tkÅ¡A* ^vkik tYnh dj] nsj gks jgh gS* og xksy MCcs dh rjQ+ gkFk c<+krk gSA tehyk chp esa gh mldk gkFk jksdrh gS] ij og t+kjs ls tehyk dk gkFk >Vddj MCck ysdj uksV fudky ysrk gS vkSj fcuk fxus gh tsc ds gokys dj nsrk gSA ^ns[k [kkstk! ltk Hkqxruh iM+xs hA esjh rks lkjh esgur gh ikuh esa ued dh ekfuan ?kqy tkrh gSA* nq[kHkjs ygt+s esa og flld mBhA ?kklysV dh cÙkh Qd&Qd djds cq> tkrh gSA eSa iSls nsdj FkSyk mBk, xsLV gkml dh rjQ+ c<+rk gwA¡ dejs esa FkSyk j[kdj] Hkhrj ls 18

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ykWd djds [”knq dks iyax ij yq<+dkrk gw]¡ vk¡[k yx tkrh gSA vk¡[k [kqyh] ukS cts gSAa mBw]¡ O;kikfj;ksa dh nh gqbZ jd+e dk fglkc d:¡A gkFk eqg¡ èkksdj eSa FkSyk [kksyrk gwA¡ fcYk~ cqd] jlhn cqd] lSia Yl fudkyrk gwA¡ vpkud eSa pkSd a rk gw]¡ fyQ+kQ+k dgk¡ gS\ eSa FkSys ls fudkyh pht+as fQj ls ns[krk gwA¡ fyQ+kQ+k ugha gSA esjs dku yky gks tkrs gS]a [k+uw ulksa esa cg ugha jgk gS] mNy jgk gSA eSua s FkSys dk dksuk&dksuk ns[kk ij fyQ+kQ+k ugha feykA esjs lkeus HkkHkh dh yky vk¡[ksa ?kweus yxhaA nknk dk Hkh psgjk t+nZ yxkA 'kk;n esjk Hkh psgjk oSlk gh gksxk] cq>s gq, cYc dh rjgA eSua s ,d ckj fQj lSia Yl >Vd dj ns[ksA jlhn cqd >Vdh] ;g tkurs gq, Hkh fd fyQ+kQ+k muesa fNius dh pht+ ughaA eSa mBk ij fQj cstku&lk gksdj iyax ij yq<+d x;kA fyQ+kQ+k ugha gS] fcydqy ugha gSA eSa vius vkidks jksus ls jksd ugha ik jgk gw]¡ lkeus vkbuk gS] eSa tSls [”knq dks igpku ugha ik jgk gwA¡ vk¡[ks]a HkkSga ]as cky lHkh csxkus&csxkus yx jgs gSAa cngoklh esa ckgj fudyrk gw]¡ fuf'pr gh HkkdM+s ij cSBs ml 'k[+l dk gh ;g dke gksxkA mlus gh fyQ+kQ+k gfFk;k;k gksxk] blhfy, gh rks og fcuk dqN [kk, fi, tYnh ogk¡ ls fudy x;kA iqfyl esa tkÅ¡] D;k gkfly gksxk\ ;kn djus dk iz;kl djrk gw]¡ vkf[+kjh ckj eSua s fyQ+kQ+k dc ns[kk—lc ;kn gS] l¡Hkkydj og FkSys esa gh Mkyk Fkk vkSj FkSyk reke oD+r gkFk esa gh Fkk] dgha Hkh eSua s mls NksM+k u FkkA og d+kfry vkneh ikWdVs ekj gksxk] iSls ys x;k] eq>s [k+cj rd u gqbAZ jkLrs ij ;gk¡&ogk¡ ns[krs gq, vkxs c<+ jgk gw]¡ tSls oks yk[kksa ys tkus ds ckn ;gk¡ blh bykds esa ?kwe jgk gksxkA eSa pk; ds Bsys dh vksj tkrk gw]¡ 'kk;n og yM+dh ml 'k[+l dks tkurh gks] og mldk gj jkst+ dk xzkgd gks vkSj pk; ihus vkrk gksA HkkdM+k rUgk&rUgk tSls uhan esa gks] 'kkarA pkjksa rjQ+ vaèksjk FkkA pcwrjk [k+kyh FkkA eSa ladjh xyh esa ?kqlrk gwA¡ yM+dh ds vCcw&vEeh Bgkdk ekjdj g¡l jgs FksA yM+dh ut+j ugha vkbZA cw<+s us esjh rjQ+ ?kwj dj ns[kkA ^D;k pkfg,\* ^th ekQ+ djuk] og vkidh csVh dgk¡ gS\* ykVjh %

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^dkSu&lk dke gS\* mldh ckr dk ygtk Mjkouk FkkA ^eq>s mlds fdlh xzkgd ds ckcr iwNrkN djuh gSA* ^[k+keks'k] [k+ch'k! dkSu xzkgd] dSlk xzkgd\ Hkkx ;gk¡ lsA* mlds y¶+t cngokl FksA eq>s yxk vxj eSa ,d iy Hkh ogk¡ [kM+k jgk rks] og ogha ij esjh d+cz cuk nsxkA eSa xyh ls ckgj vk;kA ^[k+Re] lc [k+Re gks x;kA dt+Z] dt+Z] flQ+Z dt+ZA mez xqt+j tk,xh mrkjrs mrkjrsA nknk dh rjg eq>s Hkh fdlh diM+s dh nqdku ij f?klVuk iM+xs kA d+nq jr dk d+kuwu rksM+us pyk FkkA Hkwy x;k Fkk fd vkSykn ek¡&cki ds uD+'ks&ik ij pyrh gSA ^ckcwth* pk; okyh yM+dh us vkokt+ nhA ^eq>s vkidk gh bUrt+kj FkkA* mlus FkSyh esa ls fyQ+kQ+k fudky dj eq>s fn;kA eq>s yxk eSa gok esa mM+k gwA¡ ugha] esjs ik¡o t+ehu ij FksA 'kk;n esjs eu us yEch mM+ku Hkjh FkhA fyQ+kQ+s dks fiu yxh gqbZ FkhA eSua s fyQ+kQ+k gkFk esa ysdj tSls mls rksyk—^vki tSls gh iSls nsdj ykSV]s eq>s ;g HkkdM+s ds uhps ls feykA fo'okl Fkk fd ;g vkidk gh gS vkSj dksbZ rks ogk¡ Fkk ughaA eSa vkids ihNs Hkh vkbZ] ij vki ut+j ugha vk,A eSa ykSV vkbZ ;g lkspdj fd vki t+:j iwNus vk,¡xAs vkf[k+j jd+e Hkh rks NksVh ugha gS ukA og Hkhrj xbZ gh Fkh fd mlds vCcw dh ngkM+ lquhA eSa mls ns[krk jgk] flQ+Z ns[krk jgk] dqN dg u ik;kA tSls eSa tue ls xwxa k FkkA og eqLdjk jgh FkhA vaèksjs esa Hkh mldh dkyh vk¡[kksa dh ped lkQ+ ut+j vk jgh FkhA

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tgkt+ ';ke t;fla?kk.kh ^'ksj[k+ku!* igyh eaft+y ls f[kM+dh ij [kM+h pEikckbZ dh vkokt+A ^vHkh vk;k ckbZ th!* tokc esa 'ksj[k+ku dh uhps ls vkokt+A ckbZ th dh ctk; tokc esa mls ^pEikckbZ* cqykus dh reUuk iBku pkSdhnkj 'ksj[k+ku eqnn~ r ls fny esa nkcs gq, gS] ysfdu mldh t+cku gj jkst+ ^ckbZ th* dk gh mPpkj.k djrh vkSj bl ekeys esa og viuh vkt dh vkl dks dy ij NksM+ nsrk FkkA pEikckbZ dks mldh vkokt+ ij tokc nsdj 'ksj[k+ku us viuh ewNksa dh uksdksa dks [k+cjnkj vkSj fugk;r gh eqyk;e Nqgko ls lgykrs gq, ,d yEch lkal yh vkSj fQj vius d+neksa dh Hkkjh vkokt+ dks de djus dk vlQ+y iz;kl djrs gq, Åij p<+ x;k vkSj pEikckbZ dh dksBh ds ikl [kM+s gksdj nLrd nh— ^ckbZ th* pEikckbZ dh dkyh enzklh nklh us eqg¡ ckgj fudkykA 'ksj[k+ku ut+jas gVkrk] blls igys pEikckbZ t+kfgj gqbAZ ^'ksj[k+ku* ^iku] ckbZ th!* ^gk¡] ;s yks!* dgdj mlus 'ksj[k+ku dh rjQ+ iSls c<+k,A iSls ysrs gq, 'ksj[k+ku us] ges'kk dh rjg ,d ut+j mBkdj lhèks pEikckbZ dh vksj ns[kkA mlds <ax ls lts cky] ;k cs<xa os'kHkw"kk] psgjk ;k t+Yq Q+ 'ksj[k+ku ds fy;s dksbZ eryc ugha j[krsA bl ,d ut+j esa eq[; :i ls og flQ+Z pEikckbZ dh vk¡[ksa gh ns[krkA tgkt+ %

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iSls ysdj 'ksj[k+ku okil eqM+k vkSj uhps mrjus yxkA njokt+k can djrh enzkflu nklh dh vk¡[ksa dqN d+neksa rd mlds lqxfBr cnu dk ihNk djrh jghaA 'ksj[k+ku dks ml nklh ls uQ+jr gS—d+ckc esa gM~Mh! og gj jkst+ pEikckbZ ds fy;s iku ykrk FkkA oSls rks og lkjs fnu ds fy;s i;kZIr ek=kk esa iku vius ikl j[krh FkhA fQj Hkh mls jkr dks rkt+k iku [kkus dh bPNk gksrh FkhA 'ksj[k+ku u Q+d+r lgh oD+r tkurk] ij ;g Hkh tkurk Fkk fd mldk yk;k gqvk iku pEikckbZ dks cgqr ilan vkrk gSA 'ksj[k+ku] pEikckbZ ds edku ds lkeus okys xksnke dk pkSdhnkjA pEikckbZ ds edku ds fupys Hkkx es]a VwVh gqbZ fy¶+V ds Åij j[kh viuh [kkV] jkr dks xksnke ds ckgj fcNkdj cSBrk] igjk nsrk ;k fy¶+V esa lksuos kys yM+ds ^dk'kh* ds lkFk xi'ki djrkA dk'kh edku ekfyd dk xzkeh.k ukSdj Fkk ftlds lkFk og cSBdj gqDdk ihrk] ij mldh ut+jas lnk xksnke ds rkys ij fVdh jgrhaA pEikckbZ ds fy;s iku ykuk mldk ,dek=k izes iw.kZ 'kx”y q jgrk gS] ftlds [k+;ky ls gksrh xqnxqnkgV dks Hkqykuk mlds cl esa ughaA iku dh cnkSyr pEikckbZ dks nks ckj vkeus&lkeus ns[kus dk ekSd+k mls fey tkrk FkkA iSls ysrs vkSj Q+jeku lqurs mldh ut+jsa pEikckbZ dh [+kcw lwjr yEch maxfy;ksa ls my>us dks [okfg'kean jgrhA nksuksa ckj gh pEikckbZ dh vksj ls feyh eqLdjkgV dks ;kn djrs >wers] eqLdjkrs ewNksa ds dksuksa dks eqyk;e Nqgko ls laokjrs] iguh gqbZ osLV dksV esa j[ks vkbZus dks ckgj fudkys fcuk vius toku psgjs dh dYiuk djrs lyker uhps igqp ¡ tkrkA dHkh&dHkh [kkV ij cSB&s cSB]s gqD+d+k ihrs gq, tc og lksp esa Mwck gqvk gksrk Fkk rks pEikckbZ] mldh tokuh] 'kq#okrh tgkt+ vkSj is'kk Hkh mlds [k+;kyksa dk fgLlk cu tkrsA is'kk! vdsys esa gh vius dku idM+dj vkleku dh vksj ns[krk xks;k mls pEikckbZ dks uaxk ns[k fy;k gksA 'ksj[k+ku ij pEikckbZ dh fuNkoj dh xbZ eqLdjkgVsa eq¶+r u Fkha] ;g jkt+ flQ+Z VwVh fy¶+V esa lksus okyk dk'kh tkurk Fkk fd 'ksj[k+ku 22

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pEikckbZ ds fy;s nqxuq s iSls Hkjdj iku yk;k djrk FkkA vkèks iSls og [”knq viuh tsc ls nsrk FkkA iku okys dks rks mlus [k+kl mÙke rEckdw dh fMfc;k ds iSls igys ls gh ns fn;s gksrs gSAa vDlj 'ksj[k+ku fuèkkZfjr le; ds igys pEikckbZ ds edku ij igqp ¡ tkrk gS] ysfdu ftl fnu ikl okys LVwfM;ks dk pkSdhnkj ukpkd jgk] 'ksj[k+ku mldh f[k+ner esa O;Lr jgkA ml jkr rst+ ckfj'k vkSj vaèksjs dh ?kuh ijrksa esa pEikckbZ ds edku dh ckgj okyh cfÙk;k¡ ef)e yx jgh Fkha] tSls yxkrkj tkxj.k us Q+hdkiu yk fn;k gksA QVh gqbZ Nrjh ds vusd lqjk[k+kas ls vkleku dh cnyrh >yfd;k¡ ns[krs gq, vius xhys ckyksa dks lj fgyk&fgyk dj lq[kkrs gq,] vius cwV esa tek gqbZ dhpM+ ls cst+kj ^dk'kh* edku ds ikl igqp ¡ k] vUnj tkrs&tkrs Nrjh can djus dh dksf'k'k esa og vkSj T+;knk Hkhx x;kA cnu ls deht+ mrkjh] lj iksNa k] deht+ >Vdh] fy¶+V ds dksus esa Vkax nh] fy¶+V ds Åij 'ksj[k+ku dh myVh iM+h [kkV ij ls viuk fcLrj mBk;k] fy¶+V dh lrg dks iqjkuh v[k+ckj ds VqdM+s ls lkQ+ djds fcLrj fcNk;k vkSj nwljh chM+h tykdj ihrs gq, [k+ku dk bUrt+kj djus yxkA ckfj'k dh lqjrky c) vkokt+ esa mlus ,d eèkqj y; esa ?kqyrh feyrh t+ukuh vkokt+ lquhA cjkcj! pEikckbZ 'ksj[k+ku dks vkokt+ ns jgh FkhA chM+h dk tyk gqvk eq¡g t+ehu ls f?kldj deht+ vks<+h vkSj dk'kh Åij igq¡pkA pEikckbZ dh dksBh dk njokt+k [kqyk FkkA njokt+s ds ikVksa dks Fkkes dkyh enzkflu [kM+h FkhA ^'ksj[k+ku ugha vk;k gS D;k\* vanj ls pEikckbZ dh vkokt+ vkbZA dk'kh gSjku gksdj flQ+Z ns[krk jgkA ^,s Nksdjs] 'ksj[k+ku dgk¡ gS\* enzklh nklh us iwNkA ^vHkh vk;k ugha gSA* ^esjs fy;s iku ys vkvksx\s * vc pEikckbZ dk psgjk lkeus vk;kA dk'kh us lj fgykdj gkeh HkjhA pEikckbZ us iSls mldh gFksyh ij èkj fn;sA ^dydÙkk lknk] lsdh gqbZ lqikjh] rEckdw vkSj byk;ph] D;k le>s\* tgkt+ %

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^lknk dydÙkk] rEckdw] byk;ph vkSj---A* ^vkSj lsdh gqbZ lqikjh ;kn j[kksA* ^gk¡] gk¡!* dk'kh okil tkus dks eqM+kA can eqV~Bh esa flDds jxM+rk gqvk uhps mrjus yxkA vkèkh lh<+h ikj dh vkSj mldk iSj f[kld x;kA ,su oD+r ij jsfyax idM+dj [”knq dks fxjus ls cpk;k vkSj lh<+h mrjrs oD+r Bhd ls è;ku u ns ikus dh viuh x+yrh dk vglkl gqvkA mldk leLr 'kjhj ;w¡ dk¡i jgk Fkk tSls lp esa og fxjk gks vkSj vius csod+Q w +h ij pEikckbZ vkSj enzkflu nklh dks [”knq ij g¡lrk gqvk ik;k gksA dk¡irs iSjksa dks èkhjs&èkhjs lh<+h ij j[krk gqvk og uhps vk;kA fy¶+V ds ihNs] dqN dksfB;ksa ls mtkys dh ydhjsa ckgj vk jgh FkhaA vklikl ls g¡lh dh vkokt+as Hkh [kud jgh FkhaA fy¶+V ds ikl igqp ¡ dj] vkèkh [kqyh Nrjh Fkkeh] dqN iy [k+ku dk bUrt+kj fd;k vkSj fQj ckgj fudy iM+kA iku ysdj ykSVkA [k+ku ds fy;s ut+jas ;gk¡&ogk¡ fQjkb± vkSj fQj Åij p<+ x;kA pEikckbZ dh dksBh dk njokt+k [kqyk FkkA Hkhrj vkbZus ds lkeus og viuk Ük`xa kj Bhd dj jgh FkhA vkgV ikdj og ihNs eqM+h] dk'kh ,dne nks d+ne ihNs gVkA ^'ksj[k+ku ugha vk;k D;k\* pEikckbZ us gkFk vkxs fd;kA udkjkRed <ax ls lj fgykrs gq, dk'kh us iku vkxs c<+k;kA pEikckbZ us iku eqg¡ esa Mkyk] thHk ls xksy fQjkrs gq,] gydk pckdj t+k;dk eglwl fd;kA ^okg! [kwc!* dk'kh ds daèks ij Fkidh nsrs gq, [”k'q kh ds ygt+s esa dgk—^fcydqy ogh] dksbZ Hkh Q+d+Z ugha!* dk'kh pqipki ckgj vk;k] cgqr èkhes ls lh<+h mrjus yxkA mls ekywe Fkk bl ckj mlds ik¡o ugha f[kld ik,¡x]s ij èkhjs&èkhjs mrjrs gq, Hkh mls ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls lkf<+;k¡ mlds ik¡o dks Nwdj tYnh&tYnh Åij p<+ jgh gksAa vkf[k+jh ik;nku ij vkdj ^Bi* dh vkokt+ ds lkFk mlds ik¡o t+ehu ij fVds] dqN bl rjg tSls mlds ik¡oksa us vkSj lhf<+;k¡ mrjus ds iz;kl esa d+ne vkxs c<+k;k gksA 24

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lkeus 'ksj[k+ku gk¡Q jgk Fkk] tSls dgha ls nkSM+ dj vk;k gksA 'ksj[k+ku dks ns[kdj] pkgrs gq, Hkh dk'kh ds gksBa ksa ij eqLdku u vk ikbZ] flQ+Z mldh t+cq ku ij dqN yft+'Z k vkbZA ^vkt bruh nsj------\* ^esjk ;kj d+knj chekj FkkA* Nrjh lkFk gksrs gq, Hkh 'ksj[k+ku Hkhx x;k FkkA fy¶+V ds Åij j[kh viuh [kkV mrkjrs oks dgrk jgk—^lkjk fnu HkVdk gw]¡ dHkh MkWDVj ds ;gk¡] rks dHkh---* ukd ds nksuksa rjQ+] vk¡[kksa ds fdukjksa ds ikl] v¡xBw k vkSj chp okyh m¡xyh j[krs gq, {k.kHkj ds fy;s vk¡[ksa ewn¡ h vkSj QqlQqlk;k] [kqnk;k! ^rqedks pEikckbZ us cqyk;k Fkk [k+ku!* ^lp* 'ksj[k+ku [kkV NksM+dj Åij tkus yxkA ^'ksj[k+ku!* ^dgks---* ^iku ds fy;s cqyk;k Fkk ckbZ us rq>As * ^tkurk gwA¡ * bl chp ckrksa esa 'ksj[k+ku dqN lhf<+;k¡ Åij p<+ x;k FkkA ^iku ckbZth ds ikl igq¡p x;k] 'ksj[k+kuA* 'ksj[k+ku vc #d x;kA ^igqp ¡ x;k\* ^eSua s [”knq ykdj fn;k ckbZ dks* ^lp\* lhf<+;k¡ okil mrj vk;k 'ksj[k+kuA ^gk¡* ^dgk¡ ls\* ^tgk¡ ls rqe ykrs gks---A* ^vPNk fd;k nksLr!* 'ksj[k+ku [kkV ij cSBk] ixM+h mrkjh] gkFk esa idM+k MaMk cktw esa j[kk] Vk¡xs QSykb±] lj ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, iwNk— ^fdrus iSls fn;s ckbZ th us\* ^iUnzg*] fy¶+V dh vksj tkrs dk'kh us tokc fn;kA ^fdrus okyk iku yk,\* ^rhl okyk] rqeus tks crk;k FkkA* viuk uke lqurs gh [kku dk gkFk vius vki gh ewNas l¡okjus ds tgkt+ %

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fy;s mBk] ij ewNksa rd igqp ¡ rs&igqp ¡ rs #d x;k] D;ksfa d mldh t+cq ku ls y¶+tksa dks ckgj vkus dh T+;knk tYnh FkhA ^rhl iSlksa okyk\* ^gk¡! iUnzg eSua s vius 'kjhd fd;sA* [k+ku dqN iy lksprk jgk] mldh is'kkuh dh flyoVsa ,d nwljs dh vksj c<+ jgh FkhaA csLV dksV dh tsc ls flDds ckgj fudkysA ^;s yks iangz iSl*s ] [k+ku us iSls dk'kh dh vksj c<+k,A dk'kh us ^u* dgus ds vankt+ esa gyds ls lj fgyk;k] ij [k+ku ds psgjs dks ns[krs gh viuh csclh Hkk¡i yhA ^ckbZ th us dqN dgk\* ^rqEgkjs fy;s iwNk] igys Hkh vkSj ckn esa HkhA* lqudj 'ksj[k+ku dh vk¡[ksa pedus yxhaA ^rqels dqN dgk\* ^iku eqg¡ esa Mkydj---* ^gk¡--gk¡---\* ^'kkcklh nh!* [k+ku mB [kM+k gqvk] iwNk—^D;k dgk\* ^dgk rks dqN ugha] flQ+Z daèks ij Fkidh nhA* tokc nsdj dk'kh fy¶+V ds Hkhrj FkksM+k vanj dh rjQ+ ljd x;k] tSls [k+ku ds u, lokyksa ds rkars ls cpus dk iz;kl dj jgk gksA Åijh gksBa ls fupys gksBa dks nck, j[kus ds dkj.k [k+ku dh nk<+h ds cky [kM+s gks x, FksA dk'kh ds cnu esa xqnxqnkgV tSlk dqN gks jgk FkkA ^rsjh mez fdruh gS js dk'kh\* [k+ku us vpkud loky fd;kA ^mez\ vV~Bkjg] mUuhl---A* ^mUuhl---mUuhl---] gk¡!* [kku ds nk¡r T+;knk fHkaprs tk jgs FksA fy¶+V dh rjQ+ c<+dj dk'kh dks ckgj [khapk] ^mUuhl] cnek'k!* vkSj dk'kh dks ckgj [khapdj ekjuk 'kq: fd;kA jkr dh [k+keks'kh vkSj dk'kh dk fpYykukA Hk; ls vklikl ds vkneh fudy vk,A [k+ku dks jksdus dh dksf'k'k djrs gq, lHkh us dkj.k tkuuk pkgkA [k+ku tokc nsus ds ctk;] dk'kh ij cjlus yxkA 26

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^D;k gqvk [k+ku\* mldh ck¡g ij t+ukuk gkFk iM+kA ^dEc[+r us esjk uqdlku dj fn;k gS] pEikckbZA* [k+ku dk gkFk #d x;k vkSj ck¡g uhps gks xbZA lcus dk'kh dh vksj ns[kkA og fcydqy [k+keks'k [kM+k Fkk] ml ukSdk lh[kus okys eYykg dh rjg] tks leqnz dks tkuus vkSj mlesa mrjus ls igys gh Hkkai x;k Fkk fd mldh NksVh ukSdk fdlh 'kkgh tgkt+ ds ,d dksus ls Vdjkdj lkfgy ds ikl gh t+ehu esa èkal xbZ gSA

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dkys yksx d+ej 'kgckt+ Mªfs lax Vscy ds lkeus cSBdj mlus ,d ?kaVs rd [+kcw esd&vi fd;kA vk¡[kksa esa xgjs uhys jax ds dkWUVSDV ysl a t s yxk,] gYds lqugjs jax ds HkkSga as ltkbZ] C;wVh ikyZj ls djkbZ lyhdsnkj ckjhd HkkSga ksa dks vkb&czks isfUly ls vkSj xgjk fd;kA fyfifLVd fdV~ ls dqN vyx&vyx 'ksM dh fyfifLVd fudkydj ck,¡ gkFk ds ihNs muds 'ksM vktek, vkSj fQj gyds xqykch dyj dh pedhyh lq[khZ fudkydj fugk;r gh lyhds ls gksBa ksa ij yxkbZA ;s lc djus ds ckn dfBu dke Fkk lkM+h ilan djukA lkM+h dk pquko mlds fy;s ges'kk flj dk nnZ lkfcr gksrk FkkA okMZ&jksc ds gSxa lZ esa yVdh ntZuksa lkfM+;k¡ mldh eqf'dyksa esa bt+kQk dj fn;k djrh FkhaA ,d ls c<+dj ,d yqHkkouk jax] fMt+kbu vkSj d+herh diM+s dk QkWy mls viuh vksj vkdf"kZr djrk vkSj ;gh tknqbZ df'k'k mlds QSlys dks vkSj nq'okj cukus esa ennxkj gksrhA oSls rks og Hkyh&Hkk¡fr tkurh Fkh fd dkSu ls ekSd+s ij dkSu&lk jax vkSj dkSu&lk fMt+kbu equkflc gksxk] ij lkFk&lkFk ;g fpark Hkh mls lrkrh Fkh fd dgha mlh gqtew esa ogh lkM+h ;k mlls feyrh&tqyrh lkM+h rks igys ugha iguh gS\ mlds Dykl esa ,d gh Mªl s nks ckj iguuk mlds fy;s cnukeh dk lcc cu tkrkA blfy;s pquko djrs oD+r mls ;knnk'r ij cgqr t+kjs nsuk iM+rk FkkA ;g eqf'dy dke flQ+Z ogh le> ik;sxa ]s ftUgsa viuh ifCyd best dk vglkl gksxkA vkt+kn <ksj rks nqfu;k Hkj esa ?kwers gSAa gkbZDykl lkslkbVh ds vius gh vudgs mlwy Hkh gksrs gS]a ftudks le>uk gj fdlh ds cl dh ckr ughaA vkf[k+j 28

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fyckl ds t+fj;s ftLe ds [k+wclwjr mrkj&p<+ko o xksykb;ksa dks yqHkkouk vkSj vkd"kZd cuk, j[kuk Hkh rks ,d lkbUl gS] ftlds dqN d+k;ns vkSj d+kuwu Hkh gSa vkSj ;d+huu jax vkSj fMt+kbu mu d+k;ns&d+kuwuksa ds rgr viuk tknw txkrs gSAa mlus cgqr lksp&fopkj ds ckn f'kQ+ku dh lQ+ns lkM+h fudkyh] ftl ij mlh jax ds Qwy cus gq, Fks vkSj muds ihNs mldk gkFk jks'kuh esa lkQ+ ut+j vk jgk FkkA rS;kj gksdj uhps mrjh rks fctyh dh rst+h ls mldk Mªkboj vkxs c<+k vkSj xkM+h dk fiNyk njokt+k [kksydj] jkscksV dh rjg pqipki ck&vnc [kM+k jgkA og cM+s 'kku ls lkM+h laHkkydj xkM+h esa cSBh vkSj jbZlkus vankt+ esa dgk—^eSfj;VA* xkM+h fMQ+Us l ds yEcs jkLrs dks ihNs NksM+rh nks ryokjksa dh jkg ls eqM+dj] 'kku lfdZy ij fDy¶+Vu iqy dks ikj djds gksVy eSfj;V esa nkf[k+y gqbAZ Mªkboj us mlh Q+rq hZ ls njokt+k [kksyk vkSj ck&vnc [kM+k gks x;kA og èkhjs&èkhjs cM+s gh ukt+ ls uhps mrjhA viuh engks'k [”keq kj Hkjh fuxkgksa ls bnZ&fxnZ dk gYdk&lk tk;t+k fy;kA eqLdjkdj lyke esa >qds njcku dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj gksVy dh ykWch esa nkf[k+y gqbAZ Q+kVs ksxkz Q+lZ ds ¶yS'k peds] ewoh dSejk okyksa dh èkDdk&eqDdh vkSj izl s fjiksVlZ ds lokyksa dh ckfj'k 'kq: gks xbZA og eqLdjkdj ,d&,d dh rjQ+ ns[krs] gqLu ds x”: q j esa uis&rqys d+ne ysrs gq, vkxs c<+rh jghA mlh le; mldh ut+j ykWch esa cSBh ^'kk* ij iM+ xbZA mlus vk¡[k ds b'kkjs ls cSt yxs ,d odZj dks vius ikl cqyk;k vkSj èkhjs ls mlds dku esa dqN dgkA ¶yS'k can gks x,A izl s fjiksVjZ ihNs gV x, vkSj ewoh dSejk okys vkSjksa ds lkFk nkSM+dj ykWch ds vafre Nksj ij Åij tkrh gqbZ lh<+h ds ik;nkuksa ij cSBdj mldk bUrt+kj djus yxsA viuh ml yqHkkouh fnyd'k pky ds lkFk og dqN d+ne vkxs c<+h vkSj ^'kk* ds lkeus vkdj [kM+h gks xbZA ^'kk* mldh ge mez] mldh Dykl&esV] le vankt+ okyh mldh gejkt+ vkSj varjax l[kh FkhA ^'kk!* mlus mlds Vscy ds ikl igqp ¡ dj] gyds lqjhys vkokt+ esa dgkA dkys yksx %

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vius gh [k+;kyksa esa [kksbZ ^'kk* us pkSd a dj Åij ns[kk vkSj fQj mls vius lkeus ns[kdj f[ky mBhA eqLdjkdj dg mBh—^jkaM] ;gk¡ D;k dj jgh gks\* og gyds ls yjt+ dj pkSadhA fQj èkhes ls cksyh—^vkfgLrs HkkSd a ksA dgha og gjket+knk lqu u ys! ,slk u gks fd lkjk et+k gh fdjfdjk dj nksA* mlus mM+rh gqbZ ut+jksa ls lhf<+;ksa ds ik;nkuksa ij bdV~Bs lewg dh vksj ns[kk vkSj fQj dlSyk eq¡g djrs gq, iwNk—^dkSu gS og dqÙks dh vkSykn\* ^lqukrh gwA¡ * mlus cSBrs gq, dgk—^Hkkxh rks ugha tk jgh gwA¡ * ^D;k irk] ,d ckj fQj Hkkx tkvksA rqe tSlh fNuky ij dkSu ,srckj djsxk\* ^fQj ogh cd&cd\* mlus Ñf=ke xqLls ls dgk—^;s crkvks ;gk¡ dkSu&lk dkyk eqg¡ dj jgh gks\ fdlh dks le; fn;k gS D;k\* ^'kk* us gYdh&lh g¡lh ds lkFk Vscy dh vksV ls vius gkFk dk iatk mls fn[kkrs gq, dgk—^yQaxh] rqels rks dksbZ Hkh ckr djuk ,slk gS tSls vius gh lj ij dkSos fcBkukA* ^ljnkj lkgc dks irk iM+xs k rks rqEgsa ekj&ekj dj dkyk dj nsxa ]s lqu ysA* mlus dgkA ^ljnkj lkgc!* 'kk us fgdkjr ls dgk—^'kgj esa ljnkj lkgc tSlk pwgk fdlh dk D;k fcxkM+ ysxk\ xk¡o dh tkV vkSjrksa dks ekjk gksxk! eSua s rks 'kknh ds igys gh dg fn;k Fkk fd 'kgj esa esjs dqN Cok;ÝsMa Hkh gSAa * ^fQj mudh x+jS r esa mcky ugha vk;k\* mlus iwNkA ^enks± esa x+jS r gksrh gS D;k\ nks ckj ;kjksa ds lkFk ;wjksi Hkkx dj xbZ gksA rqEgsa ,d y¶t+ Hkh t”cq ku ls dgk gS\* og Bgkdk yxkdj g¡l iM+hA dgus yxh—^cq<+kis esa toku] i<+h&fy[kh vkSj ekWMuZ yM+dh ls 'kknh djus okys vk¡[ksa] dku vkSj t+cku can j[krs gSaA oSls Hkh cspkjs cqt+qxZ ?kj dh eqfxZ;k¡ ekjus esa 30

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ekfgj gksrs gSAa vkSjr dks iSj dh twrh dgus okys yksx ogh twrh lj ij fy;s fQjrs gSAa * ^'kk* dks 'kjkjr lw>h] dgk—^vPNk crkvks rks lgh] fQj dc èkekdk djus okyh gks\* ^uk] ckck uk!* mlus tokc fn;kA ^fQygky rks ml cq<+Å ds ejus dk bUrt+kj dj jgh gwA¡ esjh x+jS gkft+jh esa ej x;k rks lkjk eky igyh cM+h choh vkSj mldh vkSykn ys tk,xh! d+cz esa ik¡o yVdk, cSBk gSA cl le>ks rS;kj cSBk gSA vc ejk fd vc ejk! rqe viuh fQ+Ø djks Qqy>M+h!* ^'kk* us vaxBw k fn[kkrs gq, dgk—^;s ifr ofr] vkb MSe ds;j!* izcèa kd dk cSt igus ,d odZj mldh Vscy dh vksj c<+dj vk;k vkSj fugk;r vnc ds lkFk dgk—^eSMe] lc esgeku vk pqds gS]a flQ+Z vkidk bUrt+kj gSA* og mBhA dgk—^vPNk 'kkbLrk viuk [k+;ky j[kukA* ^'kk* us ft+n djrs gq, dgk—^vjs cSB rks lgh] ,slh dkSu&lh tYnh gS rq>As vHkh rks rqels cgqr lkjh ckrsa djuh gSA* mlus tokc fn;k —^ugha HkkbZ] ugha #d ldrhA Åij gkWy esa ^dkys&dkyh* ij lsfeukj gSA vè;{krk djuh gSA csLV vkWQ yd] ck;!* vkSj og ^dkys&dkyh* ij gks jgs lsfeukj dh vè;{krk djus pyh xbZA rc vpkud eq>s vglkl gqvk fd nksuksa vkSjrksa dh 'kDy vkil esa fdruh feyrh&tqyrh FkhA

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Q+dZ izes izdk'k bl lky dh NqfV~V;ksa esa Hkh os ckgj ?kweus ugha tkus okys FksA vk'kk us lksp fy;k Fkk fd og gj nwljs lky ?kj dh dbZ pht+kas dks cnysxhA nwljh ubZ pht+ ykdj ?kj ds gj dksus ds vklikl dks gj ckj u, <ax ls ltk,xh] tks ns[kus esa rkt+xh rks c[+'ks] lkFk esa thoarrk dk vglkl Hkh gksus yxsA ?kj ,slk ftlesa vkneh jgs rks og Hkh mlh dh rjg èkM+dus yxsA ,slk ugha fd ;g lp mUgksua s vkt vpkud ik fy;k gSA bl rd igqp ¡ us dk mudk lQj lkyksa dk jgkA ij iwjh rjg igys ds lksp ls eksg&Hkax bl ?kj ds eqgrw Z ds ckn ls gqvkA mUgksua s ;g ?kj <kbZ lky igys] vkWfQ+l ls yksu ysdj fy;k FkkA ;g lkslk;Vh ubZ&ubZ cuh FkhA vkcknh ls d+jhc ,d fdyksehVj nwjA vktdy 'kgj esa ;s Q+klys dqN bl rjg fleV tkrs gSa fd ;kn gh ugha jgrk fd dy ;gk¡ [kkyh taxy tSlk FkkA vkt vkcknh dk foLrkj mudh lkslk;Vh ds ckn Hkh ikap&vkB fdyksehVj rd QSy pqdk gSA bl ?kj ds fy;s yksu ysus dk bjknk vklku FkkA ysfdu mlds fy;s lHkh dkxt+kr tqVkuk] ruko] fujk'kk vkSj d'ked'k ls yns fnuksa dk lkeuk djus ls de u FkkA eghuksa rd mudh ft+na xh dk ;g cgqr gh vge ed+ln] gj vksj ls fleVdj] yksu Vscy rd ek=k vkuk vkSj tkuk gh jg x;kA ft+anxh dh gkflykr] u tkus fdl fpfM+;k dk uke FkkA muds fy;s yksu ikl djokuk] mudh ft+na xh dh lcls cM+h miyfCèk lkfcr gksxh] vxj tSlk pkgk] oSlk gqvk rks! ckotwn blds ;g Hkh lp Fkk—tks [k+cj mUgsa bl xfnZ'k ds nkSjku 32

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feyh fd yk[k&djksM+ #i;s yksxksa dks yksu ds :i esa fey jgs gS]a bls ikl djkus ds ,d ugha vusd rjhd+s gSAa gkyk¡fd xqIr dqN Hkh ugha] fQj Hkh mUgsa viuh nqfu;knkjh vkSj O;ogkj lEcfUèkr uknkuh ds fy;s [”knq ij [kht Hkh gqbAZ mUgksua s ,d ckj fgEer djds ,sls jkLrksa ls xqt+juk Hkh pkgk] ij ckj&ckj gkSlyk VwVus dh otg ls oks mu jkLrksa ij ys tkus okys lw=kksa dks idM+ ugha ik,A bl chp lrh'k rhu o vk'kk nks ckj gkj pqds Fks] ij mUgksua s ,d nwljs ds vkxs bl jkt+ dks Q+k'k ugha fd;kA gk¡] [”knq iwjh rjg ls tku fy;kA lc dqN gks tkus ds ckn tc muds gkFkksa esa ?kj dh pkch vkbZ rks os nksuksa ,d&nwljs dks vfo'okl dh ut+jksa ls ns[krs jgs] ;g ;d+hu ugha gks jgk Fkk fd muds gkFkksa esa ?kj dh pkch gSA fdjk, okys ?kj ls lkeku mBokdj bl ?kj esa vk x,A ml jkr mUgsa bruk Hkh gks'k u jgk fd vius ?kj esa gksus dh [”k'q kh dks eglwl djrsA ik¡posa fnu mUgksua s dqN gks'k laHkkykA dqN ut+nhdh fj'rsnkjksa vkSj nksLrksa ds lkFk ;g [”k'q kh ck¡Vuh pkgh] mUgsa vkHkkl gqvk fd vkSjksa dh ut+jksa esa ;g vke ckr Hkh dksbZ ck¡Vus dh pht+ gS\ ij mUgksua s lkspk] [”k'q kh lcds lkFk feytqydj ck¡Vus dh ckr gS] blfy;s ;g t+:jh gS fd ,d NksVh&lh ikVhZ dk vk;kstu fd;k tk,A [k+kl&[k+kl vt+ht+&nksLrksa dh lwph rS;kj dh xbZA ikVhZ ds nkSjku vyx&vyx yksx rjg&rjg dh ckrsa dg jgs Fks] ftudk fupksM+ dqN bl rjg is'k fd;k tk ldrk gS— bUgksua s vHkh rd txg dk <k¡pk gh rks cuk;k gSA nhokjksa ij fMLVsEij jax Hkh ugha gSAa vyekjh rks ,d Hkh ugha] 'kks&ihl dgk¡ gS\ cSBus ds fy;s flfVax vjst a esVa gh ugha gSA jlksb?Z kj vkèkqfud lqfoèkkvksa ds flok; Q+d+r ,d pcwrjk gSA csM:e esa iyax ds cnys fQygky ;s lkèkkj.k lksQ+k VkbZi csM pysxa ]s ij okMZjksc rks t+:jh gSA Ük`xa kj Vscy bl rjQ+ vPNh yx ldrh gS] vxj ^ekMZu&QuhZpj* okyksa ls dke djk;k tk, rksA vyekjh rks xksnjst dh gh ysxa s u\ iQoZQ %

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lsy esa vkVZ ihl cgqr lqUnj fey jgs gS]a tks nhokjksa dks dykRed Lo:i nsrs gSAa Qwynku vkSj NksV&s NksVs ikSèks Mªkbax :e esa u gksa rks og uhjl vkSj cstku&lk yxrk gSA t+ehu ij fdruh Hkh lqna j VkbYl D;ksa u gks]a ij x+yhps dh vgfe;r dqN vkSj gSA ckgj rks pcwrjk gh ugha gS] cx+hpk dgk¡ cu ik,xk\ ikVhZ gks xbZA lc ds tkus ds ckn] fleVko ds gj dke ls Qkfjx+ gksdj] nsj jkr dks os ,d nwljs ds lkeus vk cSBAs vpkud nksuksa ,d lkFk g¡l iM+As vk'kk us dgk—^vkt lHkh tSls fxu&fxudj cnyk ys jgs FksA* ^vk'kk] eq>s ,slk yxk tSls gjsd vius ?kj ls T+;knk vkSjksa ds ?kj dk felky ns jgk gksA ftuesa oks lkeF;Z ugha gS fd os vius fy;s og oLrq tqVk ik,¡] rks mUgksua s tSls viuh [+okfg'k gesa lkSia nh!* lrh'k vc Hkh mu ckrksa dk et+k ys jgk Fkk vkSj vk'kk Hkh mlh vankt+ esa 'kkfey FkhA og nqcbZ okyk lsB—eyk.kh rks ,d yktokc ckr dg x;k—^cx+hpk Qwyksa ls fdruk Hkh gjkHkjk vkSj ynk gqvk gks] og gesa viuh lqUnjrk dk vglkl Hkjiwj nsrk gS] ij vius gkFkksa ls ?kj ds fdlh dksus esa ;k ,d xeys esa cks;k gqvk ,d dksaiy Hkh vxj ,d f[kyk gqvk Qwy gks tkrk gS rks ogh gesa ml cx+hps ls T+;knk viusiu dk lqdwu nsrk gSA* ij iwNks mlls fd viuh ns[kjs[k esa cuok, caxys esa ,slk ,d Hkh dksaiy] ,d Hkh Qwy mxkus dk le; mls ulhc gksrk gS\* ^ulhc rks mls iRuh ds gkFk dh idh ,d jksVh Hkh ugha gksrh gksxhA* lrh'k us ;g okD;ka'k dqN [kkl vankt esa vkxs ;g tksM+rs gq, dgk—^;g ckr Hkh mlus fdlh vkSj dks dgrs gq, lquh gksxhA* ckrsa djrs&djrs vkf[k+j mUgsa yxk fd ?kj dks viuk ?kj le>uk] mldk vius lq[k&lqfoèkkuqlkj bLrseky djuk] vius Hkhrj gh ml lq[kkuqHkwfr dk vuqHko djuk gSA os ;g Hkh lksp ik, fd mUgsa vius chp rhljs dk Lokxr vHkh nks&rhu cjlksa ds ckn djuk pkfg,A Ldwy dh feyh gqbZ ,d osd's ku ?kj dh ubZ ltkoV lai.w kZ djus 34

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ds fy;s vk'kk dks de yxhA mls yxk fd iqjkuh pht+as fudkyus vkSj ubZ ykus ds lEcaèk esa mUgsa igys ls gh Q+l S yk dj ysuk pkfg, FkkA vHkh dkQ+h fnu rks ogh dke djus esa O;rhr gks pqds Fks] ckd+h nl fnu cps gSAa bl vjls esa og ltkoV iwjh Hkh dj ik,xh ;k ugha\ og vdsyh gh bl dke dks vatke nsus okyh gS vkSj mlds ikl nl fnu vkSj nl jkrsa gh gSAa iqjkuh pht+as Hkh ns[kk tk, rks bruh iqjkuh u Fkha ij oks mUgksua s fdjk;s ds edku ds vuqlkj yh FkhaA rc mUgsa ;g irk ugha Fkk fd dc os vius u, ?kj ds ckjs esa lksp ik,¡xAs vc ogh pht+as bl ?kj esa ugha te jgh gSa ;g Hkh nksuksa us eglwl fd;kA cspus ij yksx mudk ^u* ds cjkcj nke ns tkrs gS]a vkSj t+kfgj djrs fd os pht+as [kjhnuk mudh 'kku ds f[kykQ+ gS] ij de ls de nke esa ys Hkh t+:j tkrs gS!a ubZ pht+as ysrs oD+r ,d ckj fQj u;s vuqHko gq,A ftl uki dh pht+ pkfg;s] mlh uki dh feys ;g eqf'dy gks x;k vkSj vxj ml uki dks fey Hkh tk, rks jax vkSj fMt+kbu dk loky [kM+k gks tk;k djrkA eku yks fd eu pkgh eki] jax vkSj fMtkbu okyh dksbZ pht+ muls cuokuk pkgsa rks nqdkunkj rS;kj ughaA vxj gS rks muij vius gh rjhd+s vkSj lksp dks Fkksi nsrs vkSj nke ,sls ysrs gS]a tSls lrh'k vkSj vk'kk dkyk èku dekus okys lkgc ;k lsB gksAa etcwju vk'kk us dqN ,slksa dks <w<¡ + Hkh fy;k] rks ckgjh rkSj ij mUgksua s dqN dgk ughaA ij ftl <ax ls os is'k vk, mlls vk'kk dks yxk os ;k rks mUgsa datl w le> jgs gSa ;k fuèkZu! ml oD+r bUlku bl ft+Yyr dks lgus ds fy;s etcwj gksrk gSA mUgsa yxrk gS tSls bT+t+r vkSj bZekunkjh dh dekbZ djuk vkt dh bl lkslk;Vh esa lcls cM+k vfHk'kki gSA lrh'k vkSj vk'kk us dke ck¡V fy,A lrh'k us ?kj ds ckgj okyk cjkenk N% eghus igys gh cuok fy;k FkkA mlus bl ?kj ds ckgj ds lkjs dke [”knq ij ys fy;s] tSls [kqys vk¡xu esa ,d >wyk yxokuk] ?kj ds rhuksa rjQ esgna h vkSj rjg&rjg ds Qwyksa ds ikSèks cksukA mlus viuk reke dke lEiw.kZ dj fy;k Fkk vkSj cjlkr tks fiNys rhu lkyksa ls ugha iM+h gS mldh jkg ns[k jgk Fkk ftls ckd+h dke djuk FkkA iQoZQ %

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lrh'k jkst+ lqcg tYnh gh dke dks yx tkrk] 'kke dks vkdj dqN nsj vkjke djds og ckd+h NksV&s eksVs dke esa tqV tkrkA vk'kk dks lrh'k ds dke ls bZ";kZ gks jgh FkhA mlus ?kj ds ckgj ds lkSna ;Z dks bl rjg fu[kkjk fd og ?kj vkSj lrh'k nksuksa ij vkSj vkdf"kZr gksrh jghA iwjs fnu dh Fkdku ds ckn og 'kke dks cjkens esa [kM+h gksdj vius ?kj dk fujh{k.k djrs gq, pk; ihrh jgrh FkhA dqN {k.kksa ds mijkar mls yxrk Fkk tSls mlds Hkhrj ,d vthc fd+Le dh QqrhZ vkSj mRlkg Hkj x;k gSA og Hkhrj vkdj igys jlksb?Z kj ds dkeksa ls Qkfjx+ gksrh] fQj lkjk u;k lkeku fudky dj] Mªkbax :e ds ,d&,d dksus dks cuk&fcxkM+] cukdj fujh{k.k djrh] vius Hkhrj ,d larfq "V dk Hkko fy;s og fQj jlksb?Z kj ykSV vkrhA ,d di pk; cukdj Mªkbax :e esa ys vkrh] cSBrh vkSj ml ltk, gq, dksus dks yxkrkj ns[krs jgrhA tc Mªkbax :e iwjh rjg ls fu[kj mBk] rc og rhljs fnu dh rhljh jkr FkhA mlus ?kM+h dh vksj ns[kk] jkr ds rhu cts FksA ,d ckj] mls yxk fd og lrh'k dks mBk ns] mls Mªkbax :e fn[kk nsA ij fQj mls yxk fd og Fkddj lks;k gS] mls fQj lqcg mBdj dke Hkh djuk gS] vkWfQl Hkh tkuk gS og vdsyh gh pkjksa vksj ut+jas ?kqekdj ns[krh jghA mls vkHkkl gqvk fd mlds Hkhrj tks larks"k dk lSykc meM+ jgk gS] mlesa ,d vthc [”k'q kh Hkh 'kkfey gS ij mldk yqRQ+ vdsys ysus esa og et+k u FkkA og mBh] nks di pk; cukdj FkeZl dks ykdj Mªkbax :e esa j[kkA ?kfM+;ky dh lqbZ lok rhu ls fQjkdj N% ij dh vkSj ?kfM+;ky dks viuh txg ij j[k vkbZA nks feuV ds ckn ?kaVh ct mBhA lrh'k vuk;kl gh mBk vkSj lhèks Mªkbax :e esa pyk vk;kA igys ls gh rS;kj pk; ns[kdj mls fo'okl gks x;k fd ?kaVh eqd+jjZ oD+r ij gh cth gSA ij ekgkSy vHkh rd [kkeks'k Fkk vkSj vaèksjk Hkh jkst+ dh rjg tkuk igpkuk ugha yx jgk FkkA ysfdu og bl vksj T+;knk lksp ugha ldkA mls yxk vk'kk vkt Hkh lkjh jkr tkxh gS vkSj vc pqipki pk; ihrs mls gh fujarj ns[ks tk jgh gSA pk; dk ,d di lekIr djus ds ckn mlus nwljk di Hkjk rc mldh ut+jas Mªkbax :e esa pkjksa vksj ?kwe xb±A 36

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vk'kk us tc lkjk ?kj ltk fy;k] ml jkr nksuksa dks uhan ;kn gh u jghA os nks ckj] ckgj ls Hkhrj rd ?kj dk fujh{k.k dj pqds FksA flQ+Z ,d deh Fkh] cjlkr ds u iM+us ds dkj.k Hkjiwj gfj;kyh dhA lrh'k us lkspk] ;g rks muds gkFk esa ugha FkkA mudk ;g fopkj Bgjk fd fj'rsnkjksa vkSj d+jhch nksLrksa dks cqykdj ?kj fn[kkuk csdkj dh uqekb'k gksxhA ?kj dks vkSjksa dh ut+j ls ns[kus dh x+yrh os djrs vk, gS]a tcfd vius ?kj dks vius gkFkksa ls ltkus ds ckn viuh gh ut+jksa ls ns[kus esa tks vuks[kk vkuan gkfly gksrk gS] oks gj rjg ls futh jgrk gS] mls fdlh ds lkFk ck¡Vuk 'kk;n eqefdu ugha gSA vk'kk dks yxk bl tkxj.k vkSj ?kj ds lq[kn vglkl esa thus okyh vuqHkwfr ds lkFk bl 'kqHkjkf=k esa og lrh'k dks viuh [+okfg'k ls Hkh okfd+Q+ djk,] ij vHkh vius eu dh ckr gksBa ksa ij yk Hkh u ikbZ] mlls igys mlus lrh'k dh utjksa esa ogh i<+k tks og dguk pkg jgh Fkh—fd bl ?kj esa ge nksuksa ds chp rhljs dk Lokxr vc ykft+eh cu pqdk gSA ^ij ugha!* vk'kk us dgk—^nksuksa ukSdjh djus okys dks blesa xaHkhjrk ls lkspuk pkfg,! fQ+ygky----!

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nLrkost+ ukjk;.k Hkkjrh ea?kuey cSjd ds ckgj cjkaMs esa iM+h [kkV ij cSBk flUèk ls ysdj vk, nLrkost+k]as jlhnksa vkSj cgh&[kkrksa dh iksVyh [kksydj mlesa ls ,d&,d iqfyank fudkydj ns[krk jgkA gj ,d dkx+t+ ij ljljh ut+j Mkyrk] #d&#d dj gksBa ksa esa dqN cM+cM+krk tkrk] dHkh BaMh lkal ysrk] dHkh viuh is'kkuh ij gkFk Bksdrs—^vcks fd+Ler! ugha rks---A* dgdj dqN nLrkost+ ,d rjQ+ j[krk x;k] rks dHkh mudh ,d vyx xM~Mh cukdj j[krkA nks rhu fnu igys mls DysEl vkWfQ+l ls uksfVl feyk Fkk—^^nl rkjh[k+ dh lqcg X;kjg cts rqEgkjh gkft+jh nwljs uEcj dSia dh vkWfQ+l esa r; gqbZ gSA le; ij vius nLrkost+] mudh tsjkWDl o lHkh fy[ks dkx+t+ lcwr ds rkSj] xokgksa ds lkFk gkft+j jguk] x+jS ekStnw xh dh gkyr esa ,d rjQ+k QSlyk fd;k tk,xkA** ea?kuey us t+ehuksa dk Dyse Hkjk Fkk vkSj ?kjksa dk Hkh ysfdu ;g gkft+jh ?kjksa ds Dyse dh FkhA mu ?kjksa ds fy[ks gq, lcwrksa dks ys tkus ds fy;s og ?kjksa ds nLrkost+ <w<¡ + jgk FkkA ,d&,d nLrkost+ ns[kdj] ?kj okys dkx+t+ tqnk dj jgk FkkA ,d nLrkost+ ij ljljh ut+j Mkyh vkSj i<+rs gh mlds lkeus rLohj dh rjg ml txg dk uD+'kk fQjus yxkA mldh xks'kkyk okyh txg fgUnqvksa dh cLrh esa FkhA mlds ikl gh lqeu fgUnw jgrk FkkA og ea?kuey dh [ksr esa gy pyk;k djrk FkkA [ksr ds ikl gh lw[kk ?kkl vkSj Hkwlk j[kus dh txg FkhA bl rjg ,d txg] nwljh txg] nLrkost %

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rhljh txg---dqN nLrkost+ nl lky iqjkus Fks] rks dqN chl lky iqjkusA dqN rks rhl] pkyhl lky ls Hkh Åij ds FksA dqN ?kj mldh Le`fr ls Hkh igys ds fy;s gq, Fks] dqN dk rks fuekZ.k mlds lkeus gh gqvkA flfn~nd+ lqrkj mlds ?kj esa cSBdj] nj&njokt+]s rf[r;k¡ vkSj t+:jr ds lkeku cukrk] og mls Hkkyw dgdj fp<+krk Fkk] tks mls vPNh rjg ls ;kn FkkA nLrkost+ ns[krs ,slh vusd dgkfu;k¡ mlds eu esa mHkj vkb±A mlus ,d&,d djds fdrus nLrkost+ ns[ks vkSj ns[krs&ns[krs mldh ut+jas bu v{kjksa ij te xb±—^^jlwy c[+'k csVk fuch c[+'k] jgoklh ehjy xk¡o**] mldh fuxkgsa fQj vkxs c<+ha vkSj og i<+us yxk—^^bd+jkj djrk gw¡ vkSj viuh jt+k&[kq'kh ds lkFk fy[kdj nsrk gw]¡ eSa jlwy c[+'k] csVk fuch c[+'k] tkr—eax;ks]Z dke—[ksrh djuk] mez—30 lky] LFkk;h fuokl—ehjy xk¡o] rkyqdk&dacj] ft+yk—ykjdk.kksA ,d txg flduh] xk¡o—ehjy] rkyqdk—dacj] ftyk—ykjdk.kk] ftlesa rhu dksfB;k¡] ,d dejk vkSj uhe dk isM+ gSA mÙkj dh rjQ+ ikB'kkyk gS ftlesa eqlyekuksa ds yM+ds i<+rs gS— a 33 QqV] gn nf{k.k esa ?kj vyh gqLu xqjekuh dk] 33 QqV] gn mrj vke tyèkkjk 21 QqV] nf{k.k esa [kSjy dh txg 21 QqV] ckgj dk njokt+k mÙkj dh rjQ+ vkSj dksfB;ksa ds Vsjl s ls ikuh ds fudkys tkus dk jLrk vke tyèkkjk esAa Åij ft+Ø dh xbZ txg ds lHkh gd+ vkSj okLrs nks lkS #i;s es]a lsB ea?kuey] okfyn lsB dkSM+kes y] tkr fgUnw yksgk.kks] mez 35 lky] dke—nqdkunkjh] jgusokyk ehjy dk] mls csp fn;k gSA** ea?kuey vkxs T+;knk i<+ ugha ik;kA mldk ân; Hkj vk;kA mlds vk¡[kksa ds vkxs jlwy c[+'k dh txg] mldh iRuh vkSj NksVs iq=k dk fp=k f[kaprk pyk x;k] ftldks jlwy c[+'k dHkh&dHkh [ksr ij ys tk;k djrk FkkA mldh nqdku ds lkeus ls xqt+jrs gh og viuh rksryh t+cq ku esa dgrk—^^Hkorkj] eq>s viuk pjokgk u cukvksx\s eSa rqEgkjh xk;&HkSl a pjokÅ¡xk** vkSj t+cku ls gqd ¡ kj djrs gq, [k+;kyh cSy dks vkxs c<+krk] fQj [”knq Hkh nkSM+rk gqvk pyk tkrkA [ksr ls vukt ds <sj mBokrs oD+r ea?kuey Hkh èkku dk dqN fgLlk fudkydj jlwy c[+'k dks nsdj dgrs—^^;s vius jet+ku dk gSA** 40

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bu ckrksa dh ;kn rkt+k gksrs gh mlds gksBa ksa ij eqLdku vk xbZA ikfdLrku gksus ls rsjg&pkSng eghus igys] ,d fnu lqcg ds igys igj jlwy c[+'k mlds ikl vk;k vkSj dgus yxk—^^Hkorkj] cht pkfg;s] ugha rks [ksr lw[k tk,xh vkSj eq> feLdhu dh uS;k Mwc tk,xhA esgjckuh djds cht ds nkus ns nksA** ea?kuey us 'kks[kh ls dgk—^^fe;k¡ nks lkS #i;s ds d+jhc igys ls gh rq> ij ckd+h gSAa vHkh rd ogh ugha ykSVk, gSAa vc vkSj ds fy;s vk, gksA esjs ikl dksbZ [kSjkr rks ugha caV jgh gSA eq>ls dqN u ikvksx]s tkdj fdlh vkSj ls feyksA** ,slk dgdj ea?kuey pIiy esa ik¡o j[kdj pyus yxk rks jlwy c[+'k njokt+s dh pkS[kV ls mBk] lj dk iVdk mrkjdj mlds iSjksa esa j[krs gq, dgk—^^Hkorkj] bl ckj ;g dje djks] fQj tSlk dgksxs oSlk d:¡xkA esjs ikl lkeku ugha gS tks tkdj fxjoh j[kwA¡ vkSjr ds xys esa Hkh tks 'kknh okyh lkadyh Fkh] og ml fnu tlw O;kikjh ds ikl j[k vk;k gw¡A diM+k pkfg;s Fkk] uaxs rks ugha jg ldrs\ jksVh&diM+s ds flok dgk¡ clj gksrk gS!** ^^vPNk fe;k¡] vPNk vc vk, gks rks ykSVkÅ¡xk ughaA ij firk ds le; ls [ksrh ckM+h dj jgs gks] gekjs ikl u vkvksx]s rks dgk¡ tkvksx\s rqEgkjk&gekjk rks Lusg dk fj'rk] ij oD+r ,d&lk ugha gksrkA vkus okyh ih<+h dk D;k Hkjkslk] fQj D;ksa cSBdj dksVZ ds njokt+s ns[ksAa blfy;s iPpkl #i;s vHkh yks vkSj Ms<+ lkS igys okys] oks gq, nks lkSA nks lkS esa vius ?kj dh txg fy[kdj ns nks!** ,slk dgdj ea?kuey us pqih lkèk yhA jlwy c[+'k Hkh lksp esa iM+ x;kA ^Hkorkj] ys ns ds ;gh txg cph gS] oks Hkh---A* ea?kuey us mls chp esa gh Vksdrs gq, dgk—^^fe;k¡] og rqels dkSu Nhu jgk gSA rqe tSls mlesa cSBs gks] oSls gh cSBs jgksA tc [”knq k rqEgsa nkus ns rks fQj ls fy[kk i<+h djds txg ds ekfyd cu tkukA vHkh rks txg rqEgkjs gh gokys gS] cSBs jgksA esjk rqels t+cq kuh txg ykSVkus dk oknk gSA oSls rks eSa ;g Hkh u yw]¡ ij viuksa ds chp jguk gS\ fQj ;gh O;kikjh dgsxa s nLrkost %

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vaèkdkj dh ljgn ij! egjk.k eYykg vkf[k+j eSa mldh ijokg D;ksa djrh gw\¡ tc eSua s gh mls nqRdkj fn;k gS] rks fQj mlds [k+;ky vkdj D;ksa esjs fny dk njokt+k [kV[kVkrs gS\a mldh viuh leL;k gS] tc lEidZ gksxk rks mldh enn d:¡xhA eSa D;ksa [kqn dks ijs'kku d:¡\ ij eq>s ,slk D;ksa yx jgk gS fd tSls mudh leL;k esjh leL;k gSA vxj esjk mlds lkFk dksbZ ukrk ugha gS rks fQj ;g cspuS h] ;g NViVkgV dSlh\ tc og :Bk Fkk rks mlus dgk Fkk—^vPNk] vki vius vyxko ij d+k;e jguk] ge viuk ukrk fuHkk,¡xAs * eSua s lkspk og cst+kj gksdj Hkkx tk,xk] ij mlus okd+bZ viuk ukrk fuHkk;kA tSls dgk] oSls dj fn[kk;kA ij esjk vyxko bruk det+kjs dSls iM+ x;k gS] tks u pkgrs gq, Hkh mldk [k+;ky esjs eu esa ?kj dj x;k gSA eSa mlds [k+;kyksa dh ljgn ikj djuk pkgrh gw]¡ rkfd mldh dksbZ Hkh ckr] dksbZ Hkh ;kn esjk ihNk u dj ldsA eSa mlls uQ+jr djuk pkgrh gw]¡ tSls mlls esjk ?kj izHkkfor u gks vkSj mldh leL;kvksa dh ;g cspuS h&c[ksM+k ¼[+okfg'k ds f[k+ykQ+ xqt+j jgh ft+na xh½ d+k;e jgsA xqt+js lky ,d ekSd+s ij feyus ds ckn mlus eq>s okWd djus dh vkWQ+j nh Fkh] vkSj dqN ,sls fouez vankt esa t+kjs fn;k fd eSa [kqn dks jksd u ikbZA esjh xkM+h us Hkh vkus esa nsj dh Fkh blfy;s lkspk tc rd Mªkboj igqp ¡ s FkksM+k Vgy ywA¡ jksM ds nksuksa rjQ+ [kM+s d+nn~ koj isM+ rst+ gok ds dkj.k >we&>we dj bd nwts ls Lusg dk ukrk fuHkk jgs va/dkj dh ljgn ij %

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FksA og Hkh eq>ls dqN nwjh j[kdj] cjkcjh esa py jgk FkkA ^dqN dguk gS\* ^gk¡!* mlus esjh rjQ+ ns[krs gq, xnZu dks gyds ls fgykrs gq, dgkA ^ns[kks] vxj ogh I;kj&O;kj okyh cdokl 'kq: dh rks eSa ;gha ls ykSV tkÅ¡xhA* ^rqEgkjs fy;s I;kj dk 'kCn bruk cseryc D;ksa gS\ ^;g Q+jq lr esa jgus okyksa dk euksjt a u gSA vLohÑr vkSj vlQ+y yksxksa dh det+kjs h gSA tc ft+na xh esa dksbZ Hkh dke djus ds fy;s ugha gksrk rks vkneh I;kj djrk gSA og flQ+Z lqLrh dk lkeku gkfly djrk gSA* eSua s I;kj ds f[kykQ+ ,sls tT+ckrh okD;ka'k fudkys gh Fks fd og la=kLr gks x;kA gok ds >ksd a s jkr jkuh dh egd fy;s gesa Nw dj xqt+jrs jgs FksA pkan fdlh tklwl dh rjg isM+kas ds >qjeqV ds chp ls >k¡d dj gesa ns[k jgk FkkA ^vc dg Hkh Mkyks] reke jkLrk pqi jgrs vk, gksA* ^rqe lp esa cgqr esgjcku gksA esjh lHkh uknkfu;ksa ds ckotwn eq>s oD+r nsrh gks] esjh ckrsa lqurh gks] esjh ijokg djrh gksA* ^vlyh ckr ij vkvksA* ^rqe ukjkt+ gksrh gks u! vPNk vc vkxs ls u eSa rqEgsa ,l-,e,l- d:¡xk vkSj u gh dksbZ Q+kus dkWyA u rqEgkjs vkWfQ+l esa vkÅ¡xk] u gh ,slk dksbZ dke d:¡xk ftlls rqEgkjk fny nq[kh gksA ij rqEgsa d+le gS] dHkh Hkh eq>ls ;g ek¡x u djuk fd eSa rqEgsa pkguk NksM+ nw]¡ D;ksfa d rqEgkjs fcuk eSa th u ldwx¡ kA* ml fnu esjs otwn dks ekSr tSls lUukVs us ?ksj fy;kA i'pkrki ds vglkl us esjs Hkhrj vkx yxk nh FkhA ,d vkneh dh nwljs vkneh ds lkeus csclh dh gkyr us esjs Hkhrj ,d Hkwpky iSnk fd;kA eSua s vius otwn dks t+jkZ&t+jkZ gksdj fc[kjrs gq, eglwl fd;k FkkA blhfy;s ml jkr esjh t+cku ls ,d Hkh 'kCn u fudy ik;kA vkt eSa fdruh vdsyh gwA¡ lHkh lEcUèk gksrs gq, Hkh csxkuh vkSj 44

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dHkh&dHkh eu dks mldh ckrsa fcydqy le> esa u vkrhA mlds lkFk esjk fj'rk [”kqn esjs fy;s izfr;ksfxrk cuh gqbZ gSA ij ,d ckr t+:j gS] fd og tc Hkh esjs ut+nhd gksrk gS rks esjk eu izQqfYyr gks tkrk gS] otwn esa fdlh rkd+r o larqyu dh ekStwnxh dk vglkl gksrk gSA lksp jgh gw¡ fd mls dkWy d:¡] ij tkus dgk¡ ls dgk¡ igqp ¡ xbZA dkWy rks dj yw]¡ ij ckr dgk¡ ls 'kq: d:¡\ pyks ,slk djrh gw]¡ igys rks lyke d:¡xh vkSj fQj viuk uke crkÅ¡xhA ij mlds vkxs D;k dgwx¡ h\ vkSj D;k dgwx¡ h] ;gh fd vki us rks fcydqy gh lEidZ ugha fd;kA vkidh leL;k dk D;k gqvk\ fQj ,sls gh ckr vkxs c<+ tk,xh vkSj ,slk Hkh gks ldrk gS fd og dkWy fjlho gh u djs ;k cs#[kh ls is'k vk,A dqN Hkh gks ldrk gSA fQ+ygky ,slk ekSd+k fQj feysxkA bl oD+r og fdlh rdyhQ+ ds nkSj ls xqt+j jgk gS vkSj blh cgkus ckr dh tk ldrh gSA ij eku yks ;g iy xqt+j x;k rks fQj 'kk;n lEidZ dh dksbZ jkg gh u cps! HkkM+ esa tk;] esjk D;k tkrk gS! mldh ft+na xh esa Å¡p&uhp tks Hkh gS] og [”knq tks djuk pkgs dj ysA le>k&le>k dj Fkd xbZ gw]¡ ij et+ky gS fd mldh [kksiM+h dqN lhèkk lkspAs ges'kk myVh lksp] myVk veyA dgk gS] dbZ ckj dgk gS fd eSa gjfxt+ rqEgkjh ugha gks ldrh] ij ^ÅaVuh yxk, nl] Å¡V yxk, rsjg* okyh ckr gks xbZA okd+bZ vkf'kd] xaokj vkSj nqfu;k dks dqN Hkh le>kuk ukeqefdu gS! esjs [k+;ky gSa ;k jsfxLrku dk lQ+j] tks [k+re gksus dk uke gh ugha ysrAs vPNk vc mldk uEcj gh feyk ysrh gwA¡ ^vkidk feyk;k gqvk uEcj fQ+ygky vHkh can gS] esgjckuh djds FkksM+h nsj ckn dksf'k'k djs*a eksckby ls vkokt+ vkrh gSA

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dkQ+h vkxs c<+ tkus ds i'pkRk~ esjs Mj dk vglkl de gqvk vkSj fny dh èkM+du Hkh lkèkkj.k j¶+rkj ls pyus yxhA rc tkdj [”knq ij lkspus dh igy dhA eSa Hkh fdruk cgknqj vkSj lkglh vkneh gwA¡ ,d vkSjr vkdj esjh ck¡g idM+ ysrh gS vkSj eSa ljkik Mj ls ekr [kk x;kA vkt ,d vkSjr dks èkDdk ekjdj [kqn dks vkt+kn djok fy;k] ,sls tSls og eq>s [kk tkrhA cgknqjh dk D;k felky dk;e fd;k gS eSua s thou es\a oks dkSu ls eu dh n'kk vkSj fn'kk Fkh fd eSa ml vkSjr ds uaxis u ls Mj x;k\ D;k esjs Mj dk dkj.k esjs vklikl ls xqt+jrs yksxksa dh ut+jas Fkh tks gSjr vkSj uQ+jr ls esjh vksj ns[k jgh Fkh\ ;k og Nqik gqvk Mj Fkk fd dgha dksbZ vkokjk 'k[+l ,slh gkyr esa esjh rLohj u mrkj ys vkSj fQj esjh uSfrdrk ij geyk djrs gq, eq>s CySdesy u djs\ ,slk Hkh gks ldrk gS fd ;g esjs eu dk [kks[kyk&lk Mj cudj esjk ihNk dj jgk gksA ,slh fdruh nyhyksa dh d'ked'k esa Hkh eSa jkgr u ik ldkA vius fd;s x;s 'keZukd O;ogkj ds fy;s esjh dksbZ Hkh nyhy eq>s viuh ijs'kkuh ls ckgj ykus esa dke;kc u gqbAZ ;g gknlk eq>ij bruk gkoh jgk fd eSa vius ?kj okil Hkh fdlh nwljs jkLrs ls x;k] bl Mj ls fd dgha fQj u mlh gkykr ls :&c&: gks tkÅ¡A ?kj igqp ¡ k rks [+kkeks'k jgk] gkyk¡fd Mj dk vglkl Hkh èkhjs&èkhjs de gqvk tk jgk Fkk] ij esjk eu 'kkar u FkkA Mj ds LFkku ij vc xqukg dk vglkl mHkj vk;kA vius Hkys ekuql gksus dk Hkze pdukpwj gks pqdk FkkA xqukg dk vglkl t+gjhyk t+k;dk iSnk djds esjs eu] 'kjhj dks >d>ksjrk jgkA fQj&fQj lqcg okyk n`'; esjs lkeus fQjrk jgk] vkSj eSa vius dk;Z dks fèkDdkjrk jgkA og lkjk fnu eSua s ijs'kkuh dh gkyr esa xqt+kjkA eu dk è;ku dsUnz ls gVkus ds fy;s fujarj dejs esa j[kh gjsd oLrq dks ,dfVdh yxkdj ns[krk] fQj nwljh oLrq dh vksj tkrkA ;g flyflyk fnu reke pyk] ij Hkhrj dh gypy cjd+jkj jghA nwljs fnu fu;ekuqlkj rS;kj gksdj leqnz fdukjs Vgyus ds fy;s fudykA eu esa Mj vkSj 'keZ dk ,d feyk&tqyk vglkl FkkA cspuS h 48

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Fkh vkSj dy okys gknls dh fQj ls gksus dh laHkkouk Hkh eu esa mHkj dj vkbZA eSa èkhjs&èkhjs pyrk] vkdj fcydqy mlh txg ij #d x;kA pkjksa rjQ+ ut+js ?kqekbZ] gj dksuk ut+j ls xqt+jk] nwj Nksfy;k¡ ekjrs leUnj rd ut+j xbZA ij dy okyh vkSjr eq>s dgha ut+j ugha vkbZ] fdlh ls mldk irk Hkh ugha iwN ldrk Fkk] ,slh csg;kbZ Hkh ugha dj ldrk Fkk fd ,d ,slh vkSjr dk irk iwN!¡w vpkud esjs Hkhrj ,d loky us tUe fy;k fd eSa ml vkSjr dh ryk'k vkf[+kj fdl dkj.k dj jgk gw\¡ dy gh rks eSua s mls èkDdk nsdj [kqn dks vkt+kn djok;k FkkA vkt esjs eu esa iNrkos dk vglkl gS ;k mlls xqukg ekQ+ djokus dh vk'kk\ vxj og vkSjr fQj ls vius mlh gky esa vkdj esjs lkeus [kM+h gks tk, rks D;k eSa mldh uXurk dh ng'kr lg ikÅ¡xk ;k fQj Hkkxdj tku cpkÅ¡xk\ bUgh lokyksa esa my>rk] vc eSa ,d u;s Hkze dk f'kdkj gksus yxk fd eq>s gd+hd+r esa ,slh vkSjr ls iwjh gennhZ gksuh pkfg;s] mldh ml gkyr dk nnZ eglwl djuk pkfg;sA mlds fy;s dqN lkspuk pkfg, vkSj mldh csclh Hkjh ftUnxh dh dgkuh dh rgksa rd igqp ¡ uk pkfg,A gkyk¡fd eSua s ;s Hkh tkuk fd og vkSjr gennhZ tSls tT+cs ls cgqr Åij mB pqdh FkhA nq[k] ihM+k] 'keZ ls cse[q k gks pqdh Fkh vkSj 'kk;n eSa [kqn ls lqyg djus ds fy;s ;s lc lksp jgk FkkA ;gk¡ fQj fny esa ,d vkSj [k+;ky vk;kA eSua s lkspk—pyks eSa eku Hkh yw¡ fd eSua s ,d uSfrd xqukg fd;k gS] ij ;g nks"k eq>ij ckgjh gkykr us ugha Fkksik D;k\ D;k eSa ,sls xqukg ls nkeu cpk ldrk Fkk\ vxj [kqn dks vkt+kn djkdj Hkkx u tkrk rks nwljk dkSu&lk jkLrk Fkk ml gkyr ls ckgj fudyus dk\ eSa rks mldh ykt Hkh <k¡i ugha ldrk Fkk] mlds vglklkr dks Hkh le> ugha ldkA mlds èkeky---èkeky ---èkeky---y¶+t+kas ds chp ds nnZ dks Hkh i<+ ugha ldkA eSa mls dksbZ Hkh lgkjk ns u ldk] rks fQj eSa D;k dj ldrk Fkk\ eSa pkgrs gq, Hkh ml gknls dks Hkqyk ugh ik;kA u gh viuk jkst+ dk leanj fdukjs lSj djus dk fu;e rksM+ ik;kA blfy;s ogk¡ igqp ¡ rs gh pkgs&vupkgs ut+js ml vkSjr dks ryk'krh] ,d rjg ls ;g gknlk ge lc uaxs gSa %

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Fkk fd ljnkj viuh eVds tSlh gyd ls Hkkjh vkokt+ fudky djds cksyk ^vks, Hkwfr;kA* ^th ljnkj th* eSua s gkFk tksM+dj tokc fn;kA og eq>s ges'kk blh uke ls iqdkjrk FkkA esjs lj ds cky [kM+s gq, dkcw esa ugha vkrs] nkM+h vkSj ewNksa ds cky Hkh vM+&s vM+s ls jgrs FksA esjh ;gh gkyr en~nus t+j j[krs gq, mlus ,d jkst+ dgk ^vks,] rsjk uke rks Hkwr flag gksuk pkfg,A* vc vki gh lksfp;s Hkwr vkSj Hkwfr;k esa fdruk cM+k Q+d+Z gS\ ^Hkwfr;k] ?kksM+h dk irk ugha pyk\* eq>s dksbZ equkflc tokc ugha lw>kA vc rd esjs t+gs u esa dksbZ rjdhc ugha vkbZ FkhA eq>s pqi ns[kdj ljnkj cksyk—^vks, cksyrk D;ksa ugha HkwfrukA* vc Hkwfr;k ls Hkwfruk cuk fn;k x;kA eSua s gM+cM+kdj loky fd;k ^vki us Fkkus esa fjiksVZ ugha fy[kkbZ\* ^Hkwrus okg!* og esjh rjQ+ ns[ks cx+Sj g¡lk ^iqfyl D;k dj ysxh\ vxj eSa fdlh dh ?kksM+h ykdj vius rcsys esa ck¡èk yw¡ rks crk] iqfyl D;k dj ysxh\ vkSj fQj iqfyl dks [k+cj djuk D;k enks± dk dke gS\ Hkwfr;k! Hkwfr;k] vks, Hkwfrus nk* % lp&lp xkyh nsus esa ljnkj dks ;g Q+u gkfly FkkA tSls eSua s Åij fy[kk gS] ljnkj vDlj ,sls ekeyksa esa eq>ls lykg e'kfojk djrk Fkk ysfdu eq>s ,slk Vs<+k ekeyk igys dHkh gy djuk ugha iM+k FkkA yk;yiqj ds bykds esa bu fnuksa pksj&Mkdqvksa dh deh ugha FkhA ml t+ekus esa eqlyeku [k+kukcnks'k Hkh ik, tkrs Fks] ftuds enZ cM+s je.kh; vkSj vkSjrsa cM+h glhu gksrh FkhaA budk cl pys rks gkFk ekj tkus esa nsj u djsAa vkSj ^igj ckj* dk bykdk Hkh d+jhc gh Fkk] tgk¡ ds fl[k buls Hkh c<+&s p<+s FksA ogk¡ ,d ls ,d èkkdM+ ekStnw FksA dkSu tkus bl dke esa fdldk gkFk Fkk\ nks ckrsa lkQ+ tkfgj Fkha—vOoy ;g] fd ?kksM+h dk pksj 'kkSd+hu fet+kt Fkk] ojuk ?kksM+h ds vykok vkSj tkuoj Hkh gk¡d dj ys tkrkA nwljh ckr ;g fd pksj dksbZ ekewyh vkneh ugha FkkA duZy flag dh bykds Hkj esa 'kksgjr Fkh vkSj gj 'k[+l ij mldh èkkd cSBh gqbZ FkhA ,sls esa mldh ?kksM+h pqjkus dk dke ekewyh 54

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^rqEgkjk xk¡o vkSj fdruh nwj gS\* ^;g lkeus gh gS lkgcA* xank lhyu Hkjk dqvk¡] iu?kV] ?kw?¡ kV ls eqg¡ <k¡i]s lj ij eVds ysdj iu?kV ls vkrh vkSjrsa gesa ns[kdj ,d rjQ+ gks xb±A ^gksjh ds lkFk vkt ;g tsfUVyeSu dkSu gS\* ^u, MkWDVj lkgc gS!a nhuw dks ns[kus vk, gSAa * viuh tkudkjh dk flDdk tekrh gqbZ ,d vkokt+ ihNs ls vkdj eq>s NsM+ tkrh gSA ^[k+kd MkWDVj lkgc gS!a * eSa eu gh eu esa cM+cM+krk gwA¡ lkbfdy feV~Vh esa èk¡l xbZ gSA gksjh lkbfdy ij cSBs&cSBs gh t+ksj yxkdj chl d+ne vkxs c<+ x;k gSA eSua s t+kjs yxkus dh dksf'k'k ugha dh gSA lkbfdy ls mrjdj vius lkFk lkbfdy dks Hkh ?klhVus yxk gw¡A eSa ;g dsl ns[kus tk jgk gwA¡ ftruk ifjJe vHkh fd;k gS] mruk gh okil ykSVrs oD+r fQj djuk iM+xs kA bejtsl a h cSx esa vxj dqN VwVk&QwVk gksxk rks HkjikbZ tsc ls djuh iM+xs hA ejht+ dk psdvi djuk gksxkA mls nok nsuh iM+xs hA oD+r [k+jkc djuk iM+xs kA cnys esa eq>s D;k feysxk\ flQ+Z vkSj flQ+Z flj dk nnZA bl rjg gks jgk gS esjk izkbosV izfS DVl dk eqgrw !Z gksjh #d x;kA mlds lkFk vkdj eSa Hkh [kM+k gks x;k gwA¡ lkeus ,d lkbfdy nqn'Z kkxzLr gkyr esa iM+h gSA yxHkx ik¡p QqV Åij cnjax feV~Vh dh nhokjs]a lM+h gqbZ ikVh] VwVk gqvk NIij pjejkrs iqVB~ ksa dk cuk gqvkA gj oD+r fxjus dks rS;kj NIij ckgj ;w¡ fudyh gqbZ fd lkèkkj.k&lh ykijokgh esa lj Vdjk tk,A gksjh viuh lkbfdy dks LVSMa ij yxkdj esjs bejtsl a h cSx dh vksj yidrk gSA eSa gkFk ds b'kkjs ls mls jksdrk gwA¡ lkbfdy LVSMa ij [kM+h djds bejtsl a h cSx dSfj;j ls fudkyrk gwA¡ gksjh >ksia M+h ds njokt+s esa xqe gks x;kA v¡èksjk vkSj eugwfl;r! bl ckr dk è;ku j[krs gq, fd iV~Vh ;k pkS[kV lj ls u Vdjk,] eSa dqN >qddj Hkhrj d+ne j[krk gwA¡ rst+ cncw dk ,d >ksd a k vpkud èkdsyrk gSA ?kcjkgV esa esjk flj Åij mBrk gS vkSj t+kjs ls iV~Vh ds [+kwu %

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lkFk Vdjk tkrk gSA esjs gks'k mM+ tkrs gSAa [kqn dks l¡Hkkyrs gq, tsc ls :eky fudkydj ukd ls yxk, j[krk gwA¡ cncw cnkZ'r djrs gq,] fny et+crw djds eSa >ksia M+h esa vkrk gwA¡ fcuk pknj lu dh jLlh dh [kkV ij vV~BkbZl&rhl lky dk gM~Mh vkSj ekal dk [k+kdk] cstku&lk iM+k gSA [kkV ds vklikl mYVh dh xanxh gSA >ksia M+h esa lc dqN fc[kjk&lk gSA iScna yxs diM+]s xksy eksy eksM+s fcLrj] pDdh] ejht+ dh csfyckl [kkV] xanxh vkSj mYVh—dqy feykdj ,d vthc fgdkjr dh Hkkouk mRiUu dj jgs gSAa gksjh ds crk, gq, ifjokj ds lHkh lnL; ejht+ ds vklikl gSAa mldh iRuh >ksia M+h esa dksus es]a psgjs ij ?kw?¡ kV Mkys gq,] ?kqVuksa esa viuk flj nck, cSBh gSA cqM<~ k x+exhu vankt esa [kkV ds ,d rjQ+ cSBk gSA cqf<+;k vkSj rhu cPps [kkV ds ik;nku dh vksj cSBs gSAa esjs Hkhrj ?kqlrs gh cqM<~ k viuh txg ij [kM+k gks tkrk gS vkSj cwf<+;k >ksia M+h esa d+k;e ekreh [k+keks'kh dks rksM+rh gqbZ esjh vksj c<+rh gS—^esjs csVs dks cpkvks] MkWDVj lkgcA* ukd+kfcys cnkZ'r cncw dks lgus dh dksf'k'k djrs] cqf<+;k dh nhurk ls fou; djrh vk¡[ksa vkSj MkWDVj lkgc dk lacksèku eq>esa [kh>us dk lcc iSnk djrs gSAa cqf<+;k dks Mk¡Vus dks th djrk gSA mlh oD+r ejht+ [kkV dh bZl ij Nkrh yxk, mYVh djrk gSA NhaVksa ls cpus ds fy;s eSa rqjra nks d+ne ihNs gV tkrk gwA¡ fQj è;ku vkrk gS fd t+ehu ij iM+h xanxh esa [k+uw dh ek=kk c<+ xbZ gSA xanxh ls cprs gq, eSa ejht+ ds d+jhc tkrk gwA¡ bejtsl a h cSx [kksydj VkpZ fudkyrk gwA¡ >ksia M+h esa vaèksjk vkSj csiukg lhyu gSA fcuk VkpZ tyk, bejtsl a h cSx dh gkyr ns[kuh Hkh eqefdu ughaA VkpZ tykrk gw¡ xuher gS] bejtsl a h cSx esa lc lyker gSA eq>s rlYyh gksrh gS fd FkIiM+ yxrs&yxrs jg x;h gSA vc csfQ+Ø gksdj VkpZ dh jks'kuh ejht+ dh vk¡[kksa ij Mkyrk gwA¡ ns[krs gh pkSd a tkrk gwA¡ yxrk gS ikuh dh deh ds dkj.k fdlh Hkh le; mldk ne fudy ldrk gSA ^dc ls rdyhQ+ gS\* eSa lkoèkku gks x;k gwA¡ 84

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^dy jkr ls nLr o myfV;k¡ gSaA ikuh dh ,d cw¡n Hkh isV esa ugha fVdrhA* ^dy fdruh ckj myfV;k¡ dh gS\a * ^ckj&ckj vk jgh gS]a MkWDVj lkgcA* cqf<+;k us csclh esa gkFk QSykrs gq, dgk—^vc rks [+kuw Hkh vk jgk gS* mldh vkokt+ HkjkZ xbZA bUVªkosUl Xywdkst+ mldh igyh t+:jr gSA bejtsl a h cSx [kksydj LVsFksLdksi fudkyrk gwA¡ tk¡p djrs gq, fgnk;r nsrk gw¡—^fdlh lkQ+ crZu esa ikuh xeZ djks vkSj ;g t+ehu Hkh lkQ+ dj nksA ckgj ls feV~Vh ykdj blij Mky nksA* vpkud eq>s gks'k vkrk gSA ;g D;k dj jgk gw¡ eS\a ;gk¡ ls Q+hl feyus dh mEehn rks ugha gS] esgur dks Hkh xksyh ekjksA ij D;k bUVªkosUl batDs 'ku Hkh viuh tsc ls yxkuh gksxh\ ,slk gh vxj djrk jgk rks gks xbZ ;gk¡ ukSdjh! myVh can djus dh batDs 'ku bls igys yxkuh iM+xs h] tks fd Ms<+&nks #i;s dh gSA ij Xywdkst+ ds batDs 'ku rks egaxs iM+ tk,¡xAs ^eSa uqL[kk fy[kdj nsrk gw]¡ rqe tYnh ls tkdj ys vkvksA iangz &chl #i;s lkFk esa ys tkukA* LVsFksLdksi dks lesVrs gq, eSa gksjh ls dgrk gw¡A cqM<~ &s cqf<+;k us etcwj ut+jksa ls ,d nwljs dh vksj ns[kkA eSa fny esa [kqlj&iqlj djrk gw¡—^vjs rks D;k] rqEgkjh nok dk iSlk Hkh MkWDVj ns] gw¡…!* eSa [”knq dks uq[+lk fy[kus esa el:Q” j[krk gwA¡ ijph gksjh dks nsrk gwA¡ cqf<+;k gksjh dks lkFk ysdj >ksia M+h ds ckgj fudy tkrh gSA ckgj ls QqlQqlkgV lqukbZ nsrh gSA fQj vkokt+ vkrh gS—^cgw ckgj rks vkukA* ejht+ dh ?kjokyh igyh ckj fgyh gS] vc rd eSys diM+kas dh xBjh dh rjg dksus esa iM+h FkhA mBrs gh mlds iSjksa esa iM+s pk¡nh ds nks eksVs dM+s vkil esa Vdjkdj vkokt+ iSnk djrs gSAa tYnh gh cw<+s dks Hkh ckgj cqyk;k tkrk gSA mu rhu fucZy cPpksa dh ekStnw xh ds ckotwn Hkh eq>]s cw<+s ds ckgj tkrs gh >ksia M+h esa csgn lUukVs dk vglkl ?ksj ysrk gSA ekSr&lk lUukVk! [+kwu %

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cqf<+;k vkSj mldh cgw vUnj vkrh gSAa bl ckj vkokt+ u lqudj eSa mlds iSjksa dh vksj ns[krk gwA¡ ogk¡ dM+s ugha gSAa cw<+k 'kk;n gksjh ds lkFk pyk x;k gSA esjh fgnk;rsa vey esa ykbZ tk jgh gSAa cqf<+;k ckgj ls feV~Vh ykdj [kfV;k ds vklikl fcNk jgh gSA mldh cgw vY;wfefu;e dh dVksjh esa ikuh Hkjdj ckgj xbZ gSA eSa flfjat vkSj fufMy ysdj ckgj vkrk gw¡A vY;wfefu;e dh dVksjh tyrs gq, vksiyksa ij j[kh gqbZ gSA eSa >qddj ns[krk gw¡ fd ikuh lkQ+ gS ;k ugha] fQj flfjat vkSj fufMy ikuh esa Mky nsrk gw¡A ^dVksjh dks fdlh crZu ls <d nksA* eSa Hkhrj vkrs gq, dgrk gwA¡ mlh oD+r gh ejht+ myVh djrk gSA igys dh rjg eSa >Vds ls ihNs gVrk gw]¡ ij bl ckj dqN NhaVs esjh thUl dks [k+jkc dj nsrs gSAa xqLls Hkjh ut+jksa ls igys gk¡Qrs gq, ejht+ dks vkSj fQj cqf<+;k dh vksj ns[krk gw¡A esjh vk¡[ksa cqf<+;k dh vk¡[kksa ls Vdjk tkrh gSaA mldh vk¡[kksa esa cspSuh] fujk'kk] ;kpuk] etcwjh vkSj csclh >yd jgh gSA u tkus D;ksa os vk¡[ksa eq>s vUnj rd lqjk[k+ djrh gqbZ eglwl gqbA± eSa tsc ls :eky fudky dj [+kuw lkQ+ djus yxk gwA¡ thUl ij [+kuw ds nkx+ gSAa vHkh&vHkh dh xbZ myVh dh vksj ns[krk gw¡] ogk¡ Hkh [+kwu ds flok; dqN ughaA ^mldh mYVh esa [+kuw D;ksa vk jgk gS] MkWDVj lkgc\* cqf<+;k us csgn ?kcjkbZ gqbZ vkokt+ esa iwNkA vxj cSx ls Xywdkst+ dk batsD'ku fudky dj eSaus mls ugha yxk;k rks og ej tk,xkA bPNk ds fo#) esjs gkFk cSx dh vksj c<+s gSAa ij tYn gh [”knq dks jksd ysrk gwA¡ esjk rks is'kk gh ,slk gS] fdl&fdl ij n;k d:¡xk\ ?kksM+k ?kkl ls nksLrh djsxk rks [kk,xk D;k] isV dSls Hkjsxk\ cqf<+;k tokc u ikdj feV~Vh ysus ds fy;s fQj ckgj pyh xbZ gSA mldh cgw us mcyrs ikuh dh dVksjh ykdj esjs lkeus j[kh gSA eSa cSx [kksydj myVh jksdus dh batDs 'ku yxkus dh rS;kjh esa tqV x;k gwA¡ cqf<+;k gyds gkFk ls feV~Vh fcNk jgh gSA mldh cgw fQj ls tkdj dksus esa cSB xbZ gSA 86

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^gksjh x;k\* cqf<+;k dh vkokt+ lqudj eSa njokt+s dh rjQ+ ns[krk gwA¡ cw<+k ykSV vk;k gSA lQsn ckyksa okyk mldk flj ^gk¡* esa fgy jgk FkkA batDs 'ku rS;kj djds] VkpZ tykbZA cw<+s dks VkpZ dh jks'kuh Mkyus ds fy;s dgdj] eSua s mls vius ikl vkus dk b'kkjk fd;kA ejht+ dh ul idM+hA cw<+s ls ck¡g idM+okbZ vkSj eSua s lqbZ ul esa MkyhA [+kuw flfjat esa vkus yxkA eSa vkfgLrs&vkfgLrs batDs 'ku yxkus yxrk gwA¡ ^gksjh fdruh nsj esa vk,xk\* eSa cw<+s ls iwNrk gwA¡ ^tYnh gh vk tk,xkA* og HkjkZ, Loj esa tokc nsrk gSA ^vEek] ikuh]* ejht+ us gksBa ksa esa dgkA cqf<+;k ikuh ysus ds fy;s yidrh gSA eSa mls jksdrk gwA¡ ^ugha] vc ikuh er nksA ojuk fQj myVh djsxkA* cqf<+;k #d xbZA yM+dk csgn I;klh fuxkgksa ls ek¡ dh vksj ns[k jgk gSA vk¡[ksa pqjkrs gq, og csVs ds fljgkus tkdj mlds ckyksa esa m¡xfy;k¡ Qsjus yxhA yM+ds dh I;klh vk¡[ksa fQj Åij mBkdj ek¡ dks rdus yxhaA mldk eqg¡ [kqyk gqvk FkkA m¡xfy;k¡ Qsjrs&Qsjrs cqf<+;k csVs dh is'kkuh ij >qd vkbZ gSA ^Vi&Vi* vk¡[kksa ls fudydj nks vk¡lw lhèks mlds csVs ds eqg¡ esa tkdj iM+s gSAa yM+ds us thHk dks gksBa ksa ij fQjkus dh dksf'k'k dh gS vkSj vpkud mldh vk¡[ksa ?kwe tkrh gSAa flj >Vds ds lkFk ckb± vksj yq<+d x;k gSA eSa QqrhZ ls mlds gkVZ ij >qddj] gkFk ls uCt+ idM+us dh dksf'k'k djrk gwA¡ ogk¡ dqN Hkh ugha gS] iFkjkbZ vk¡[kksa esa I;kl fy;s ,d futhZo ftLe esjs lkeus gS] cl! ,d nnZukd ph[k+ ds lkFk cqf<+;k csVs ds Åij fxj iM+h gSA cw<+s us t+ehu ij cSBdj [kkV dh ikVh ij viuk flj j[k fn;kA cgw nkSM+rh vkbZ gS vkSj enZ ij fcN dj foyki djrh jks jgh gSA cM+kas dks jksrs ns[kdj NksVs Hkh t+ksj&t+ksj ls jksus yxs gSaA >ksaiM+h esa dksgjke ep x;k gSA flj >qdk, eSa ckgj fudy x;k gwA¡ #nu yksxksa dks [khapus yxk gSA vkus okyksa esa ls ,d us fgpfdpkrs eq>ls iwNk—^nhuw---nhuw---ej x;k D;k\* esjs tokc feyus dk bUrt+kj djus ls igys gh og >ksaiM+h esa ?kql [+kwu %

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x;k gSA eSa ;gk¡ ls] bl ekgkSy ls] bl xk¡o ls tYn ls tYn fudy tkuk pkgrk gw¡A igyk dsl] og Hkh ej x;kA Q+hl xbZA tsc ls batsD'ku yxkbZ] thUl [k+jkc dh] bruk djus ds ckn Hkh cnukeh fgLls esa vk,xhA Hkhrj tkus dh bPNk fcydqy ugha gSA exj bejtsl a h cSx >ksia M+h esa gh jg x;k gSA vUnj tkuk iM+ jgk gSA ogk¡ Øanu vkSj fnyklksa dk rwQ+ku cjik gSA [kM+s gq, yksxksa esa ls ,d us esjh rjQ+ ns[kk gSA eSa ekSd+s dk Q+k;nk ys jgk gwA¡ ^esjh cSx mBkdj nksA* cw<+s dk flj vc Hkh [kkV dh ikVh ij >qdk gqvk gSA esjh vkokt+ lqudj og Åij ns[krk gSA eSa cSx ysdj ckgj fudyrk gw¡ rks og Hkh esjs ihNs vkrk gSA laons uk trkus ds fy, eSa dgrk gw¡—^eq>s vQ+lksl gS ckck] eSa rqEgkjs csVs dks u cpk ik;kA* ^ekSr dks vkt rd dkSu jksd ik;k gS MkWDVj lkgc* dgdj og flld&fllddj jks jgk gSA dqN Hkh le> esa u vkus ds dkj.k eSa mlds cktw esa [kM+k jgk gwA¡ tYn gh [”knq dks laHkkydj] og èkksrh ds dksus ls vius vk¡lw iksNa ysrk gSA fQj bUrgk, ladksp ls dgrk gS—^MkWDVj lkgc! ge x+jhc vkidh vkSj dksbZ f[k+ner ugha dj ik,A ij---!* fQj èkksrh dh ijrksa esa ,gfr;kr ls c¡èks gq, ,d ik¡p vkSj ,d nks #i;s okyk uksV vius nkfgus gkFk ls fudkydj esjh vksj c<+krk gSA nk,¡ gkFk dks Nwrh ck,¡ gkFk dh m¡xfy;k¡ mldh J)k ds euksHkkoksa dk bt+gkj dj jgh FkhaA cgw ds dM+s cspdj batDs 'ku ds fy;s #i;s nsus ds ckn] cps gq, lkr #i;s esjh Q+hl--- vkSj dQ+u---\ vanj iM+h gqbZ yk'k dk dQ+u dgk¡ ls vk,xk\ eSa >Vds ls lkbfdy ysdj Hkkx fudyrk gwA¡ vkSj vc ysV&s ysVs lksp jgk gw]¡ esjh bejtsl a h cSx esa j[ks Xywdkst+ ds batDs 'ku dh d+her D;k bruh T+;knk gS\ ,d ft+na xh\

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xje Li'kZ vtquZ pkoyk dSIVu euh"k dks vklke ls ukxkySMa esa rcknys dk vkWMjZ feyk rks fny dqN mnkl gksus yxkA ij vkSj Hkh cgqr lkjs lkfFk;ksa dks rcknys ds vkWMjZ vk, Fks ;g tkudkj dqN <k<+l feykA lkspk dqN rks nksLr lkFk gksxa As oD+r vPNk chrsxkA ukxk fonzkfs g;ksa dh ljxjfe;k¡ dkQ+h c<+h gqbZ FkhaA ;gh ns[krs gq, igkM+h Q+kt S dh pkj cVkfy;u dksfgek esa Hkstuh t+:jh le>k x;kA dSIVu euh"k dksfgek jsthesVa gSMDokVZj ij gkft+j gq, rks mldh dEiuh dks dksfgek ls 60 fdyksehVj dh nwjh ij [kwclwjr igkfM+;ksa ds nkeu esa Q+kt S h dSEi esa igqp ¡ us dk vkns'k feykA tSls gh os dSEi igqp ¡ s rks pkjksa vksj ut+j fQjkrs gq, cgqr izlUu gq,A pkjksa rjQ+ Å¡ps igkM+] muij lky vkSj nsonkj ds isM+A uhps eSnkuksa esa pkjksa vksj ehyksa rd QSyh gfj;kyh vkSj lCt+ e[k+eyh ?kklA rjg&rjg ds dqlfq er iq"iksa us mldk eu eksg fy;kA nwljs fnu 'kke dks thi esa dSEi ls nks ehy dh nwjh ij fujh{k.k pkSdh dk eqvk;uk djds ykSVs rks jkLrs esa NksVs ls jsLVksjVas esa dkWQ+h ihus ds fy, thi jksd nhA Hkhrj dksus esa iM+h Vsfcy ij dkWQ+h dk vkWMjZ nsdj cSBs gh Fks fd mudh ut+j dqN nwj cSBs ,d tksM+s ij xbZA nksuksa us eqLdjkrs] xnZu fgykdj dSIVu dk vfHkoknu fd;kA dSIVu us ns[kk fd nksuksa LFkkuh; FksA ukStoku Vh&'kVZ vkSj thUl esa vkSj psgjs&eksgjs ls ukxkA ij yM+dh LdVZ o Cykmt+ igus gq,] [+kcw lwjr lqMkSy ftLe] ukd&uD+'k rh[kk! nksuksa us vkil esa dqN [kqljq Qqljq dh vkSj mBdj dSIVu ds ikl vk,A xje Li'kZ %

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lkeus ;w¡ vk jgs gSa] tSls f'k";o`Un vius ?kjkSans esa ykSVrs gksaA** nksLr dks dgk Fkk—^^ge cM+s gjkeh gSaA bfrgkl gesa dHkh Hkh ekQ+ ugha djsxkA gesa d+kSe ds uQ+s vkSj uqd+lku ls dksbZ lacaèk ugha gSA gd+hd+r esa ge viuh t+krhvuk vkSj futh ykHk ds Hkw[ks gSaA bfrgkl ds dSysaMj esa os xksfy;ksa ls Nyuh gq, lhus] xeZ vkSj ukStoku fny] vèkwjh [+okfg'kksa vkSj vufxur liuksa ls lqyxrs uSu] mu ukStoku 'kghnksa dh cguksa vkSj ekrkvksa ds vk¡lw] mu dh chfo;ksa dh bart+kj esa ue vk¡[ksa] gesa gekjs ckn vkus okyh uLyksa ds vkxs uaxk vkSj t+yhy djrh jgsaxhA gekjh vkus okyh uLy gels uQ+jr djsxhA geus x+jhc et+yweksa ds [+kwu vkSj vk¡lqvksa dks cspk gS]---geus---A** vkSj chp esa mlds nksLr us ,d cslqjk Bgkdk yxk;k] tSls iqjkuh nhokj ls fpIiM+ fxjk gksA nksLr us dgk—^^;kj rqe rks cgqr tT+ckrh gks x, gks** vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw Hkj vk,] dgk—^^,sls ekeyksa esa okd+bZ lathnk jgrk gw¡] D;ksafd ;s ekeys flQ+Z gekjh fl;klh 'kkyhurk ds gh ugha] ij lkjh d+keS ds leFkZd gS]a bUlkuh fgr ds i{kèkj gSAa ** vkSj fQj 'kkar Loj esa dgus yxk—^^vkneh tkfgy vkSj Mjiksd ugha] Mjiksd vkSj tkfgy os gSa tks vknfe;ksa dks tkfgy vkSj pksj le>rs gSaA** vkSj mls yx jgk Fkk fd mldk eu 'kkar ugha gSA vkfgLrs&vkfgLrs vius ns'k ds dYpjy baLVhV~;wV dh vksj c<+ jgk Fkk vkSj lwjt nf{k.k esa vLr gks jgk FkkA ;g og laLFkk gS tgk¡ ns'k dh lH;rk lqjf{kr jgrh gSA vpkud mls lH;rk ds f'k"Vkpkj ds lanHkZ esa ,d vkSj vlqjf{kr gksus dk [k+;ky fctyh dh rjg ?ksj x;kA D;k ge èkhes&èkhes vius vki ls Hkh vtuch gks jgs gSa\ baLVhV~;wV ds ckgjh ykWu esa ewey mldk bUrt+kj dj jgh gSA mldk psgjk ml Qwy dh rjQ+ gS tks lk;adky dh gok esa ;w¡ >we jgk gS tSls nkSM+rh gqbZ gok dks idM+us dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gksA og vkdj ewey ds cx+y esa [kM+k gks x;kA ewey us mlh vankt+ esa fujarj Qwy dh vksj ns[krs mlls dgk—^^nsj dj nh\** ^^rqEgsa dSls irk pyk fd eSa vk x;k gw¡\** tokc u nsdj mlus loky fd;kA 112

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^^rqels igys gok] rqEgkjh [”kq'kcw ys vkbZ esjs iklA** ewey us Qwy ij ls fuxkgsa mBkdj mlds psgjs ij fcNk nhA mls yxk fd] fdlh iqjkuh bekjr dh nhokjksa ij rst+ ckfj'k ds ckn tSls lwjt dh jks'kuh QSy xbZ gksA ^^eSa vkt cgqr ijs'kku gw¡A** ^^eSa le> jgh gw¡] D;ksafd rqe iqjkuh rLohj ds leku yx jgs gks ij ckr D;k gS\** ewey us eqLdkjrs gq, vius yacs ckyksa dh yV dks nk;sa gkFk ls ihNs djrs gq, iwNkA ^^rqeus dy baVjus'kuy czkWMdkLV lquh Fkh\** ^^gk¡!** BaMh lk¡l ysrs gq, ewey us viuh fuxkgsa nwj >wers gq, ujfxlh Qwyksa ij MkyhA [+kkeks'kh! os nksuksa tSls [+kkeks'kh ds fcLrjs esa rfd;ksa dh rjg fyiV x,A lkjk baLVhV~;wV [+kkeks'kh ds rkykc esa dey dh rjg rSj jgk Fkk vkSj gok,¡ tSls eklwe cPpksa dh rjg ekgkSy ls cs[k+cj gksdj u`R; dj jgh FkhaA ewey us mlds ikl ljdrs gq, dgk—^^vkneh tc [k+keks'k gksrk gS rks ,slk D;ksa yxrk gS fd gj iy] gj {k.k jcM+ dh rjg f[kaprk gqvk yack gks tkrk gS\** mlus lokyh ut+jksa ls ewey dh vksj ns[kk—^^gekjh ft+anxh [k+keks'k fMD'kujh dk fcuk y¶+tksa okyk ckc gS vkSj ge---** ^^rqe dqN T+;knk ijs'kku yx jgs gks( rqe 'kCnksa esa ckr ugha dj jgs gksA** ewey us mldh ckr chp esa gh dkVrs gq, dgk—^^vlyh leL;k D;k gS\** ^^eweh! eSa lksprk gw¡ fd fnu ls jkrsa vkSj jkrksa ls fnu tUe ysrs jgrs gSaA ij D;k gekjs ulhc esa ,d Hkh ,slk fnu gS] ftl fnu gekjh vk¡[kkssa ds lHkh lius] eu dh lHkh vk'kk,¡ okLrfod vkuan ys ldsa\** mlus èkhes vkSj fouez vkokt+ esa ;w¡ dgk tSls dksbZ Hkwyk gqvk eqlkfQj HkVd&HkVd ds Fkd gkj ds fdlh ?kus isM+ dh Nk¡o esa cSB tk,A ^^rqe cgqr lkns vkSj eklwe gks tkfucA** ewey us I;kj Hkjs ygt+s essa dgkA xqykc dh [kq'kcw %

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^^eSa cgqr Fkd x;k gw¡] ewey!** mlus dqN ;w¡ dgk tSls mldk dqN [kks x;k gksA ^^rqe csotg nkSM+s gksA rqeus vk¡[ksa ewandj frrfy;ksa dks idM+us dh dksf'k'k dh gS tkfuc!** ewey us mlds gkFk ij gkFk j[krs gq, ;w¡ dgk] tSls og dksbZ vge Q+Slyk lquk jgh gksA nksuksa pqi] mudh ckrksa ls dejs esa [k+keks'kh ,sls vkdj fxjh tSls Nr esa ls fpIiM+ fxjrh gSA {k.k Hkj dh pqIih ds ckn tkfuc us vius ckyksa esa maxfy;k¡ fQjkrs gq, dgk—^^gekjh ft+anxh esa] gekjs ,d tSls fnuksa esa rCnhyh dc vk,xh! ge ftl pht+ ds fy;s yM+rs gSa] og feysxh Hkh ;k ugha\ vkf[k+j dc rd---vkf[k+j dc rd ge ft+anxh ds xqykc dh [”kq'kcw ds fy;s] jkrksa esa fnu ds fy;s vkSj fnu esa lwjt mxkus ds fy, yM+rs jgsaxs\ vkf[+kj dc rd\** mlus vkf[k+jh tqeyk ,sls [+kRe fd;k tSls og jks nsxkA ^^jkr ds ckn fnu dk vkuk vfuok;Z gSA jkr vxj yEch gS rks ?kcjkuk ugha pkfg;sA** ;w¡ dgrs ewey dh vk¡[kksa ds vkdk'k ij I;kj vkSj vkl ds djksM+ksa flrkjs txexkus yxsA ^^rqEgkjs Hkhrj tks eè;oxhZ; vkneh cSBk eq¶+r esa rqEgsa ijs'kku dj jgk gS mls rqe ckgj D;ksa ugha Qsadrs\ vius t+gu esa bUd+ykc ds fy;s ;d+hu iSnk djksA** ^^rqe ges'kk ,slh volkndkjh ckrssa D;ksa djrh gks\** mlus vpkud bl rjg iwNk tSls dksbZ uUgk ckyd uhan esa ls pkSaddj mBrk gS vkSj ml iy esa mls yxk fd ;gh ckr] igys Hkh dbZ ckj og ewey ls dg pqdk gSA ewey us ,d gYdk lk Bgkdk ekjk] tSls tyrjax ck.k gksA mldh vksj FkksM+k >qdrs gq, dgk—^^rqe ladh.kZrk ds [+kwclwjr tky esa Q¡l x, gksA** og gSjr ls ewey ds xksy psgjs dks ns[k jgk Fkk( ftlds eq¡g ls 'kCn cjlkrh ckSNkj dh ekfuan fudy jgs FksA ewey us viuh ckr dks mlh vankt+ esa tkjh j[kkA ^^rqe cgqr gh dq'ky] le>cw> okys balku gks tkfucA eq>s 114

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;d+hu gS fd rqe mlh dêj fopkjèkkjk esa viuh izfrHkk dks ;w¡ nQ+u dj jgs gks tSls igys t+ekus esa yksx viuh csfV;k¡ n¶+uk nsrs FksA** ^^rks ;g ladh.kZrk gSA ;kfu ns'k ds lkFk dksbZ Hkh leL;k ugha gS\ eweh] ;g gj jkst+ tks xkfM+;ksa vkSj clksa dh ekfuan] lksp&le> vkSj nk<+h&ew¡N okys ckyd iSnk dj jgh gS\ gekjk ns'k tSls ,d izlo'kkyk cu x;k gSA ge ,d&,d djds ?kjksa esa can gks jgs gSaA** mldh ckrksa esa njvly vlj FkkA ewey mlds blh vankt+ ij eksfgr gks tkrh FkhA mlds ikl tSls y¶+tksa ds Hkjs gq, czhQdsl FksA og ns'k ds ekeys dks vius fo'ks"k vankt+ esa tc Hkh is'k djrk Fkk rks yxrk Fkk fd] og ckrsa ugha] ij ikuh ih jgk gksA iy Hkj #ddj mlus ewey dh ?kuh dkyh vk¡[kksa esa ?kwjdj dgk—^^ij eweh ;g rqe 'kk;n vklkuh ls u le>ksA ekurk gw¡ fd rqeus ekDlZ vkSj ysfuu dks cgqr i<+k gS( eSaus Hkh mUgsa i<+k gSA rqe igkM+ dh Å¡pkb;ksa ls ns[krh gks] blfy;s rqEgsa uhps dh pht+sa NksVh ut+j vkrh gSaA rqe Hkys gh d+kSeh leL;k ij vPNk---A** ewey us mldk okD; vkèks esa dkVrs gq, dgk—^^pht+sa Åij ls ns[kh tk,¡ rks Hkh] vkSj uhps ls ns[kh tk,¡ rc Hkh NksVh gh ut+j vk,¡xh] Q+klyk Åij ls 'kq: djsa ;k uhps ls] gksrk rks leku gS] ij ;g ,d QylQ+k gSA gesa ,d ckr le>uh pkfg;s fd gekjs ¼bfUnz;k¡½ Hkh gesa èkks[kk ns tkrh gSa] os Hkh fo'oluh; ugha gSaA gd+hd+r cfg"Ñr vkSj ekU;rk izkIr tk¡p&iM+rky ds vkèkkj ij ugha ij[k ldrsA fdu gkykrksa esa gekjh bafnz;k¡ gekjk lkFk NksM+ tkrh gSa rks dgha lkFk fuHkkrh gSaA ckd+h tgk¡ rd ekDlZ vkSj ysfuu ds i<+us dk loky gS rks rqeus mUgsa i<+k t+:j gS] ij ladh.kZrk dh ,sud igudj! rqe ekDlZ dk m)j.k Hkh djrs gks rks Q+d+r vkbjySaM ds eqd+nes ds gokys lsA rqeus ysfuu dh fdrkcksa esa flQZ os tqeys js[kkafdr fd;s gSa tks ysfuu us] lektoknh vkSj lkE;oknh dh x+yr ikfylh dh vkykspuk ds :i esa fy[ks gSa ij 'kk;n rqeus ysfuu ds oks va'k ugha i<+sa] ftlesa mlus ladh.kZ d+kSe ijLrh vkSj fycjy igyqvksa dh fuank dh gSA rqeus 'kk;n os tqeys ugha i<+sa gSa] ftuesa ysfuu us xqykc dh [kq'kcw %

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dkSe+ ijfLr;ksa dh ykfyR;] dkseyrk vkSj :ekfu;r dh dfe;ksa dks iznf'kZr fd;k gSA** og bl rjg lqu jgk Fkk] tSls vkbZuk ns[k jgk gksA ewey dh ;gh [+kwch mls csbUrgk ilan Fkh fd og gj lPph ckr dks csf>>d dg fn;k djrh FkhA ewey ds 'kCnksa esa okd+bZ ,d ,slh df'k'k Fkh tks gj vkneh dh lksp dks vkx dh rjQ+ [khap dj ys tkrh gSA ewey ckr dj jgh Fkh] gok Qwyksa ls [ksy jgh Fkh vkSj lk¡> fdlh eka>h dh eqLdku dh rjg QSy jgh FkhA ewey cfr;krh jgh—^^tukc ge tks [+okc viuh vk¡[kksa dh vyekfj;ksa esa can fdrkcksa dh rjg ltk, fQj jgs gSaA ,d fnu mu vyekfj;ksa ds fdokM+ [kqysaxs] vkSj dk;ukr esa u;s [+okc tUe ysaxsA gk¡! ;g esjk ;d+hu gS] vfMx ;d+huA** ,sls dgrs gq, ewey us lqdwu c['kkus okyh yEch lk¡l yh vkSj fQj vutku yEgksa rd os nksuksa [k+keks'kh dh Mksj ls c¡èks jgsA lkou ds nfj;k ds nks fdukjksa dh rjg] nksuksa ds Hkhrj meaxs Fkha] tks'k Fkk] gypy FkhA ,d nwljs dh vksj ns[krs jgs vkSj [kkeks'kh mudh fuxkgksa esa 'kCn Hkjrh jghA ut+jksa dh ml [k+keks'k cgl esa Hkh tkfuc gkj cSBkA ^^gesa dqN nsj gks xbZ gSA** tkfuc us viuh fuxkgsa mldh fuxkgksa esa maMsyrs dgkA ewey vkleku esa fdlh eklwe cPps dh eSyh pksyh tSls cnjh dks ns[krs gq, mB [kM+h gqbZA gok tSls mlds diM+ksa ls [”kq'kcw >Vd jgh FkhA ^^rqeus viuh vlyh leL;k rks crkbZ ughaA** ,slk dgrs gq, ewey us viuk gkFk mldh vksj mBkus ds fy;s c<+k;kA tkfuc us viuk gkFk ewey ds gkFk esa nsrs gq, dgk—^^ewey ;g gkFk eq>s 'kkg yrhQ+ u cuk nsA** nksuksa mB [kM+s gq, vkSj mudh g¡lh ds Bgkds gokvksa esa fc[kj x,A Qwy ukp jgs Fks vkSj ns'k dh lH;rk dk izfr"Bku eqLdjk jgk FkkA ij dqN Fkk tks tkfuc ds Hkhrj dPph nhokj dh rjg lsadk tk jgk FkkA os nksuksa ykWu ls gksrs gq, gkbos dh vksj py jgs FksA gok muds vkxs ihNs ;w¡ py jgh Fkh tSls oQ+knkj uLy dk vaxzst+ dqÙkk vius ekfyd ds lkFk pyrk jgrk gSA [+kkeks'kh ds lw[ks iÙkksa dks jkSanrs ewey 116

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us dgk—^^ge nksuksa dks tSls gksuk pkfg;s ,sls ugha gSa geA tkfuc eSa rqEgkjh gw¡] vkf[k+j rqe viuh ijs'kkuh eq>ls D;ksa Nqik jgs gks\** ,slk dgrs gq, mlus uSu es?kkPNUu gks x,A ^^rqe dgrh gks u] fd esjs t+gu esa y¶+tksa dk dkj[k+kuk gS\** ^^gk¡] ;g rks eSa vc Hkh dgrh gw¡A** xwxy ds gksaBksa ij gYdh eqLdku Nk xbZ] tSls pk¡nuh ds pk¡n ds lkeus gYdk ?kwlj&lk ckny vk x;k gksA ^^ij eweh] 'kCn Hkh ft+íh ckyd ds leku gSaA t+gu ds ?kj ls gksBksa dh ikB'kkyk rd vkrs gh ughaA** tkfuc ;w¡ ckr dj jgk Fkk tSls dksbZ dq,a ls Hkjh gqbZ Mksyph [khap jgk gksA ^^rqe esjh gks] esjh viuh] ;g Hkh irk gS vkSj ;g Hkh fo'okl gS fd tks Hkhrj esa ijs'kkuh gS og rqEgsa lquk, fcuk de ugha gks ldrhA** 'kCn muds iSjksa ds lkFk py jgs FksA nksuksa gkbos ds nkb± vksj ls tk jgs FksA cxy ls [k+keks'k isM+ tSls drkj esa [kM+s gksdj mudk Lokxr dj jgs FksA os vkxs c<+ jgs Fks vkSj ihNs NwVh gqbZ gj 'kS mUgsa [kq'kh vkSj gljr ls ns[k jgh FkhA og ckr dj jgk Fkk—^^eweh] esjs lkFk dqN fl;klh leL;k gqbZ gSA dqN vjls ls eq>s yx jgk gS fd eSa oks dqN ugha dj jgk gw¡ tks eq>s djuk pkfg;sA eSa---eSa---A** og ckr djrs&djrs pqi gks x;kA mls yxk fd 'kCnksa ds lc cYc tSls ¶;wt+ gks x, gksaA gkbos ls eksM+ cnyrs] os yM+fd;ksa ds gkLVy dh vksj c<+rs gSaA ^^rqe esjk---eryc le> jgh gks u\** ^^eSa rqEgkjk eryc le> xbZA** ewey dks yxk mldk ftLe vkSj t+gu gYds gks x, gksaA dksbZ pht+ cQ+Z dh ekfuan fi?kydj mrj xbZ gks( vuqekuksa vkSj Hkzeksa dh teh gqbZ cQ+ZA ,d nwljs ls vyx gksdj mUgksaus ,d nwljs dks ns[kkA jks'kuh esa ugk, gq, nks ftLeA ,d xkM+h rst+h ls vkbZ vkSj mUgsa ihNs NksM+rs gq, pyh xbZA y¶+t+ksa dh frrfy;k¡ fQj ls ewey ds gksaB&lqeu ij fQjus yxhaA ^^eSa vkSj rqe ,d nwljs ds Hkhrj ds vkbZus gSa] tkfucA** ewey ;w¡ ckr dj jgh Fkh tSls ekssaxjs dh [”kq'kcw lk¡lksa esa Hkj jgh gksA xqykc dh [kq'kcw %

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^^tkfuc] tc ge ykWu ij cSBs Fks rks rqeus eq>s eksgu dYiuk ¼flUèkh dk ,d gLrk{kj dFkkdkj½ ds ml fdjnkj tSls yx jgs Fks] ftldh pkjksa vksj tklwl ut+js Fkha vkSj ftldk psgjk bLrhQ+k tSlk FkkA ns[kks] gesa viuh ijs'kkfu;k¡ nq[k@lq[k vkil esa ck¡Vus pkfg, tkfuc! rqEgkjh fu#Rlkfgr vkSj t+guh ijs'kkuh eSa vPNh rjg le> jgh FkhA** gkWLVy vk x;k vkSj os xsV ds ckgjh rjQ iksLV ds fMCcs dks Vsd yxk, ,d nwljs dks èkdsyus yxsA mudh fuxkgsa ,d nwljs ds xys fey jgh FkhaA tkfuc us dgk—^^eq>s rqEgkjh ckrsa ges'kk lPph vkSj rqEgkjh nyhysa et+cwr eglwl gqbZ gSa] ewehA** vkSj jkr] vkleku dh dksBh ls uhps jkLrksa ij] isM+ksa ij] bekjrksa vkSj gj pht+ ij mrj vkbZA jkLrksa ij jkr ds lkFk gok,¡ Hkh nkSM+us yxhaA muds fnyksa esa vkus okys fnuksa ds [+;ky vkSj Q+Slys nkSM+us yxsA ^^eSa rqEgsa laiw.kZ :i ls vLohÑr ugha djrh ij bruk dgrh gw¡ fd rqe tks dqN pkgrs gks mlds fy, rqEgkjh yM+kbZ vlQy gS] csdkj gS D;ksafd ogk¡ fl;klr] nyhy dk ugha MaMs dk uke gSA rqe vxj ns'k dh ekvksa ds vk¡lw] ns'k dh vkSjr ds eu ds ?kko vkSj ns'k ds vkneh dh csclh ugha ns[k ldrs rks fQj vkvks feydj mlh lekt dh nhokj ij ft+anxh ds u, vkn'kZ dk dSysaMj yxk,¡] tks lekt gekjh eqLdjkgVksa vkSj eqgCcrksa dk t+kfeu gSA eSa flQ+Z rqEgkjh egcwck gh ugha] csgrjhu lkFkh Hkh gks ldrh gw¡A** og] ewey ds psgjs dh vksj ns[k jgk Fkk] ftlij ls jkr ;w¡ fQ+ly jgh Fkh] tSls cPps <yduh ls f[kldrs gSaA jkg pyrs dksbZ yM+dk mudh vksj 'kd+h vkSj Mkg Hkjh fuxkgksa ls ns[krk gqvk pyk x;kA xwxy us ckr t+kjh j[kh—^^eSa d+kSeh leL;kvksa dks ekurh gw¡ vkSj le>rh gw¡ fd mudk gy Q+d+r oSikf{kd gksdj lkspus ls gksxkA nqfu;k ds mRihfM+r tkfr vkSj i<+s&fy[ks oxZ dk ,der gh ,slk batsD'ku gS tks x+qykeh dh ekSr vkSj vkt+knh dk lans'k gSA vkvks---vkvks rks---** ,slk dgrs ewey ds vkdk'k :ih eq[k ij n`<+ fu'p; vkSj mEehn ds vusd 118

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bUnzèkuq"k mHkj vk, vkSj okD; iwjk djus ds lkFk gh ewey us viuk gkFk t+kfuc dh vksj c<+k;kA tkfuc ds eu esa QSlyksa ds] lkspksa ds lkS&lkS toku tT+cs vk¡[ksa jxM+rs gq, mBsA mlus ewey dh rjQ+ ns[kk] iy Hkj esa tSls cjlkr ds ckn i{kh ij >Vddj isM+ksa ls mM+us yxsA tkfuc us ewey dk gkFk vius nksuksa gkFkksa esa ;w¡ idM+ fy;k tSls dksbZ Q+Slyk dj fy;k gksA vkSj jkLrs ds lHkh cYc jkS'ku gks x,A jks'kuh nks ijNkb;ksa dks jkSanrh vkxs c<+ xbZA jkr fo'ofo|ky; ds nsocu vkSj igkM+ksa esa Nqi xbZ vkSj ewey] tkfuc ds mn; gksrs gq, lwjt tSls eq[kM+s dh vksj ns[kdj ,sls eqLdjk jgh Fkh] tSls eklwe cPpk fdlh vkneh ds Lokxr ij mls xqynLrk is'k djrs gq, eqLdjkrk gSA

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fglkc fdrkc ds fy;s! 'kksyksa dh izrh{kk dh ihM+k] larki o ;kruk tks ekSr dh lt+k d+jkj dS+nh viuh ft+anxh dh vkf[k+jh jkr eglwl djrk gS] bls bl dS+nh ls T+;knk vkSj dkSu dSls tku] le>] eglwl dj ldrk gS\ eSa tks vius otwn ds igys fnu ls vaèksjksa esa HkVdrk] f[kldrk] Bksdjsa [kkrk lkQ+&'kQ+kd] mtyh jks'kuh vkSj mtkys dh [kkst djrk jgk] feyk D;k\ vaèkdwi] izdk'kjfgr dkyh jkrsa eqd+íj curh jghaA eqd+íj] rd+nhj] HkkX; irk ugha D;k gS! ij lp esa vthc nLrwj gS fd ,d tSlh gh ifjfLFkfr;ksa esa] ,d tSls volj ikus ij Hkh dksbZ thr tkrk gS] dksbZ gkj cSBrk gSA dksbZ cp tkrk gS rks dksbZ ft+anxh ls gkFk èkks cSBrk gSA ,d gh cl ds gknls esa dksbZ ej tkrk gS rks fdlh dks [kjkssap Hkh ugha vkrh vkSj eSa ftl fdlh dke esa gkFk Mkyrk gw¡ rks cl xM+cM+ iSnk djus dk lcc cu tkrk gw¡A lhèkk&ljy dke rks eq>ls dHkh gqvk gh ugha gSA esjk otwn gh ,d ^fØfeuy tksd* gSA fØfeuy!----Økbe---D;k gS] Økbe\ fØfeuy] vijkèkh cuuk vkneh dk viuk pquko rks ughaA bUlku rks fcYdqy [k+kyh vkSj dksjk gSA mlds ikl nsus ds fy, viuk dqN Hkh ugha gSA og rks flQ+Z lekt dks ogh ykSVkdj nsrk gS] tks lekt mls nsrk gS vkSj ;g lekt! bl lekt ds ikl rks fØfeuy] vijkèkh] v'kDr ejht+ ;k ikxy iSnk djus ds flok gS Hkh D;k\ ;g jpuk ,d cM+k dkj[kkuk gS] xqugxkj vkSj nqcZy ejht+ iSnk djus dk viuh iSnkb'k ds fy;s lt+k,¡ Hkh lekt [kqn gh r; dj cSBk gSA ft+anxh eSa ugha xqt+kj jgk] ft+anxh gh eq>s èkhjs&èkhjs th jgh gSA dHkh u de gksus okyh ;krukvksa esa] uk mEehnksa vkSj ek;wfl;ksa ds dHkh u [k+Re gksus okys flyflys esa ft+anxh ds gkFkksa eSaus gj d+ne ij] gj eksM+ ij ekj [kkbZ gS vkSj esjs fgLls esas vius gh t+[eksa dks pkVus ds flok vk;k gh D;k gS\ vkxs D;k gksxk\ Hkys dqN Hkh gks ij csgrjh dh mEehn csodwQ+h gSA dHkh&dHkh èkks[ks vkSj u[k+fyLrku Hkh csgrj gksrs gSaA dqN oD+r ds chekj vkdka{kkvksa dh [kkst %

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fy;s vkneh esa thus dh reUuk rks iSnk gks tkrh gSA tc og ft+anxh esas vkbZ rks eSa le> cSBk fd dqN Hkh gks og esjs fy;s fdlh ?kus nj[+r dh Nk¡o gSA eSaus lkspk] ml isM+ ds rus ds lgkjs mlds lk¡oyh ?kVkvksa tSls ckyksa esa eq¡g Nqikdj] ckd+h dh cph ft+anxh xqt+kj yw¡xk] dqN Hkh lksps fcuk mu nq[kksa] mu ;krukvksa] mu cSx+jr O;ogkjksa vkSj ft+Yyrksa dks cktw j[kdj] ij og Nk;knkj isM+ Fkk] fVd u ik;kA [okfg'kksa vkSj vk'kkvksa dh HkhM+ksa esa jkSanrs] dqpyrs gq, Hkh] ml HkhM+ ls vyx jg ikuk fdruk dfBu gS] vius cnlwjr ikthiu vkSj ekewyh otwn dks Hkqykdj pkgk eSaus Hkh Fkk fd dksbZ gks tks VwVdj eq>s pkgs] fdlh vkSj ds uke ls tqM+h gqbZ u gksA flQ+Z vkSj flQ+Z esjs fy;s gks vkSj mldh vk¡[kksa esa flQ+Z eSa gh lek;k jgw¡A mldh vk¡[ksa Hkh mldh rjg dq¡okjh gksa vkSj eSaus vius liuksa dks mlds :i esa okLrfod :i èkkj.k djrs gq, ik;kA mlus dgk— ^^—mldk igyk I;kj dksbZ Fkk] tks mls NksM+dj pyk x;kA blhfy;s og vius vki esa [kksbZ jgrh gSA oSls Hkh vkSjr dks I;kj ls T+;knk lkekftd f'kuk[+r dh t+:jr gksrh gSA og rks flQ+Z 'kknh ds pDdj esa gSA mldk fny] lkspsa] [k+;ky caVs gq, gSaA og VqdM+ksa VqdM+ksa esa thrh gSA** y¶+t+ u Fks] ce ds èkekds FksA esjs ik¡oksa rys t+ehu f[kld xbZ vkSj eSa [kqn dks t+ehu vkSj vkleku ds chp esa yVdk gqvk eglwl djus yxkA ;s lnes HkkX; gSaA nq[k fQj Hkh gqvk] ihM+k vkSj rdyhQ+ dk dkj.k rks bruk egRoiw.kZ Hkh ugha Fkk] fQj Hkh tkus D;ksa\ irk ugha eSaus vodk'k D;ksa fy;k—lqdwu ikus ls T+;knk ;kruk vkSj ekufld larki ;w¡ ?ksj ysrs gSa] tSls eèkqeD[kh ds NÙks esa gLr{ksi djus ls eèkqefD[k;k¡ ?ksj ysaA nks"k mldk ugha Fkk] gLr{ksi eSaus gh fd;k FkkA mlus dgk— ^^,d ckr dgw¡\** eSa pqi! esjh fdlh izfrfØ;k ds u gksus ij mlus dgk— 122

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^^'kknh vkSjr ds fy;s chek&ikfylh gS] ftldk izhfe;e og lsDl dh lwjr esa vnk djrh gSA** eSaus gh dgk Fkk ml ckr ds Hkísiu ds cgykus ds fy,—^^ugha] ,slk Hkh ugha gSA vkSjr dk cPpksa esa Hkh rks eksg gksrk gS] og Hkh rks vlkekU; gS---!** vc vkSj dqN rks ;kn ugha] cl blh rjg dqN cdrk jgk ;g lkfcr djus ds fy;s fd lc dqN ukeZy gSA dqN Hkh vpkud vkSj lnes tSlk ugha gS] lc Bhd gS] ,slk gh tSlk FkkA pkSjkgs ij esjk [kM+k gksuk LokHkkfod gS] tc eafty dk vrk&irk u gksA esjk ihM+knk;d lQ+j rks tUe ls 'kq: gqvk gS] ejus ij [k+Re gksxkA ekSr Hkh tkus dSls vkSj fdl gkyr esa vk,xhA og Hkh nnZukd gh gksxh…'kk;n] ugha…fuf'pr gh Hk;kud gksxhA lt+k,¡ rks dkV jgk gw¡ ^lslQl* dks lt+k nh xbZ Fkh fd og Hkkjh iRFkj daèks ij mBkdj igkM+ dh pksVh ij p<+s vkSj tc ogk¡ igq¡ps rks iRFkj gkFk ls NwVdj fQj igkM+ dh èkjkry ij vk tk;s vkSj og ml fu"Qy dk;Z ij gj oD+r vQ+lksl djrk jgs— csed+ln ifjJe dh lt+kA lslQl dh rjg eq>s Hkh u thrus dk larki] ,oe~ fcuk fdlh eafty ds lQ+j djus dh lt+k feyh gqbZ gSA esjh :g dh nnZukd ph[ksa xwaxs cgjs dkuksa rd ugha igq¡p ldrh] lc csdkj gSA ;g jkr Hkh vusd vf}rh; jkrksa esa ls gS] ftlesa jkrksa dh uhan mM+ tkrh gS vkSj mldh txg vfunzk ys ysrh gSA vDlj ,slk gksrk gS] uhan Hkh :Bs gq, egcwc dh rjg gksrh gS] ft+íh] dBksj] feUursa u ekuus okyhA tkxj.k vk¡[kksa esa ;w¡ cl tkrk gS tSls [k+kyh ohjku vkSj mtM+h txgksa dks Hkwr&izsr viuk fuokl cuk cSBrs gSaA vc gksxk ;w¡ fd lwjt fudyus ds ckn Å¡?krk lk] csgky gksdj csgks'kh dh gkyr esa vkt dk lkjk fnu vkSj jkr] dy Hkh csdkj pyk tk,xkA dksbZ dke&èkke djus dh dksbZ lqèk&cqèk u jgsxhA ;g ,slk gh gksrk jgk gS ij djus ds fy;s ,slk dqN gS Hkh rks ugha! vc bl ft+anxh ds fy;s cSBdj D;ksa lkspk tk;] dkSu lk vkjke chekj vkdka{kkvksa dh [kkst %

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vkSj lqdwu feyk gS vkSj fQj ft+anxh dkSu ls fuckZèk <ax ls xqt+jh gS\ ;g thou rks D;ksa&D;ksa ds lokyksa esa gh chr x;kA 'kjkc D;ksa ihrs gks\ xanh os';kvksa ds ikl D;ksa tkrs gks\ ,sls D;ksa gks\ oSls D;ksa gks rqe\ ij dHkh fdlh us ;s ugha iwNk fd rqe ft+Unk fdlfy;s gks\ ej D;ksa ugha tkrs\ dksbZ Hkh esjs vanj >k¡ddj eq>esa Nqik gqvk] Mjk gqvk eklwe cPpk u ns[k ik;k gS! esjs l[+r psgjs vkSj O;ogkj ds ihNs Nqis gq, det+ksj nqcZy 'k[+l dks rks og Hkh ugha ns[k ikbZA ges'kk eq>s iRFkj fny gh dgrh jghA ft+anxh ds t[+eksa dh [k+fy'k dks mlus eglwl ugha fd;k] tks eq>ls tqM+h FkhA ^^rqEgkjs joS;s esa Hkh fujk'kk gS] rqe ges'kk ^fuxsfVo* lksprs gksA ^ikft+fVo* joS;k rks rqEgkjs ikl ls Hkh ugha xqt+jrkA** eSaus dc dgk vkSj lkspk gS fd thou dk Q+d+r ,d gh igyw gSA eSa rks flQ+Z ml ft+anxh dh ckr dj jgk gw¡ tks esjs fgLls esa vkbZ gSA oukZ lqcg dh mTtoy fdj.kksa esa thus dh vk'kk fdls ugha gksrhA gj bUlku [”kq'kh pkgrk gS vkSj nq[k ls NqVdkjs dh pkg j[krk gSA ij D;k ;g eqefdu gS\ bUlku ds fu;a=k.k esa gSA lc dqN ,slk gh gSA vc yxrk gS ft+anxh dk leLr ys[kk&tks[kk gks pqdk gSA ,d rjQ+ gh lgh] bl thou esa uQ+s&uqd+lku dh rd+jkj esa cSBdj dkSu jks,\ ykokfjl lokyksa dk tokc gkfly gksus okyk ugha] ,sls tSls fèkDdkjs gq, vglkl fnokfy;s vkSj daxky eqgCcr ds cnys esa ugha feyrs gSaA eSa pkgs dqN Hkh dj yw¡ ij ;g r; gS vkSj ;gh esjh vfyf[kr lt+k gS] ftlesa esjk lkjk otwn ,d ,slh yxu vkSj ifjJe esa yxk gqvk gS ftlesa ls dqN gkfly gksuk ugha gSA dksbZ Hkh urhtk fudyus okyk ughaA Ýkal ds d+kSeh fnol ij Ýsap ,Ecslh ds jktnwr ds fuokl LFkku ds ,d pkSM+s fo'kky ykWu ij feyh ,d nkor esa eSa ykWu ds ,d [k+kyh dksus esa lcls vyx cSBk gqvk Fkk] rks og esjh vksj c<+dj vkbZA u tkus D;k lkspdj ;k 'kk;n fdlh x yrQ+geh ds rgr 124

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;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS\ xksfoan ekYgh eksgu us eq>s vius ?kj ij feyus vkSj mlds ikl jkr jgus dh lykg nh] vkSj eSa QkSju jt+kean gks x;kA ,d t+ekuk Fkk tc ge nksuksa dk mBuk] cSBuk] [kkuk&ihuk] ?kweuk&fQjuk vkSj fy[kuk&i<+uk lkFk esa gh gksrk FkkA og u flQ+Z esjh mez dk Fkk] ij esjk iM+kl s h Hkh Fkk] cpiu ls ysdj eSfVªd rd nksuksa lkFk jgs FksA eSfVªd ikl djus ds i'pkRk~ eSa tkdj djkph esa dkWyt s h nqfu;k esa nkf[k+y gks x;kA mldk cki nky&jksVh okyk t+:j Fkk] ij dkWyt s ds dej rksM+rs [k+pZ Hkj lds ,slh mldh gSfl;r u Fkh! eksgu dqN oD+r csjkst+xkj jgus ds ckn ih- MCY;w-Mh- esa eqykft+e cu x;kA ge ,d nwljs ls tqnk gksdj] u feyus okyh jkgksa ij vkxs c<+rs jgsA lkyksa ckn ge ,d nwts ds lkFk xys feys rks flU/k esa ugha] cfYd vgenkckn ds xk¡/kh pkSd esa feysA gekjs fcNM+us ds yEcs vjls esa nqfu;k u tkus fdruh djoVsa cny pqdh FkhA og fMikVZeVas y ijh{kk ikl djds ^jksM fMoht+u* dk gsM DydZ cu x;k vkSj eS-a --eSa lkfgR; vkSj lsok ds pDdj esa Q¡ldj u ?kj dk jgk u ?kkV dkA mldk ?kj e.kh uxj esa Fkk] mlus cl esa esjs cxy esa cSBrs gq, iwNk—^rqeus 'kknh dh gS\* eSua s g¡lrs gq, dgk—^eSa ft+Unxh esa vHkh rd [”knq dks clk gqvk ugha le>rkA fdlh dh dU;k dks jkgksa esa HkVdkuk eq>s ilan ugha!* og foLe; esa iM+ x;k] dqN vkSj eq>ls iwNs mlds igys eSua s viuk loky mlds lkeus j[kk—^rqeus rks t+:j 'kknh dh gksxh\* ;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS %

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eq>esa mldh ckr dkVus dh fgEer u FkhA pqipki fugk;r gh ut+kdr ds lkFk js[kk dks t+ehu ij mrkj fn;kA og nkSM+rh gqbZ ?kj ds Hkhrj Hkkx xbZA eSa ,dVd mlh vksj ns[krk jgkA eksgu us esjs eu dh voLFkk le>dj ckr dk #[k+ cnyrs gq, dgk—^firkth dgk djrs Fks] tc eD[ku Fkk rc nk¡r ugha Fks] vc nk¡r gSa rks eD[ku ugha gSA* eSa vHkh Hkh mlh njokt+s dks rkd jgk FkkA ij eksgu us tc eq>s Hkhrj pyus dks dgk] rc eSua s [”k'q d vkokt+ esa tokc nsrs gq, dgk— ^eSa ;gha cSBrk gw*¡ ,slk dgrs gq, eSa cjkens esa iM+h lu dh jLlh ls cquh [kkV dh vksj c<+kA eSa [kkV rd igqp ¡ k] mlls igys ?kw?¡ kV vks<+s ,d ukjh pknj gkFk esa Fkkes gq, [kkV ds ikl igqp ¡ hA eksgu us mlls pknj ysrs gq, dgk—^eqg¡ D;ksa <d fy;k gS\ ;g esjk nksLr gS] HkkbZ ls c<+djA* ukjh us dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k vkSj u gh ?kw?¡ kV Åij mBk;kA pqipki eksgu dks pknj fcNkus esa enn djrh jghA vkSj fQj esjh vksj eq[k+kfrc js[kk ls rfd;k ysdj [kkV ds fljgkus j[kk vkSj fQj Hkhrj pyh xbZA js[kk dks ns[krs gh eSa ;g tku x;k Fkk fd eksgu dh iRuh lqMkSy vkSj vPNs u;u&uD+'k okyh gksxhA ukjh ds gkFk vkSj ik¡oksa dks ns[kdj tkuk fd og xksjh Hkh FkhA eSa [kkV ij cSBk vkSj eksgu diM+s cnyus vanj pyk x;kA js[kk èkhjs&/khjs] #d&#d dj esjh vksj c<+hA esjs ikl igqp ¡ dj iwNk—^eSa viuh xqfM+;k fn[kkÅ¡!* eSua s >V ls dgk—^gk¡] gk¡ ys vkvksA* js[kk tc okil vkbZ rks mlds gkFkksa esa xqfM+;k ugha] feBkbZ dh IysV FkhA ?kw?¡ kV vks<+s ihNs ls mldh ek¡ frikbZ ys vkbZA eksgu us Vkoy esjh vksj c<+k;kA eSa gkFk&eqg¡ /kksdj fQj [kkV ij cSBk rks js[kk gkFk esa xqfM+;k ys] bBykrh cy[kkrh esjs ikl vkbZA eSua s mlls xqfM+;k ysrs gq, dgk—^cgqr lqUnj gSA* js[kk us iwNk—^eq>ls Hkh lqUnj gS\* eSa ,d iy ds fy;s rks ;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS %

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dh ek¡ [kkuk [kkrs oD+r esjs lkeus vkbZ ij igys ls Hkh yEck ?kw?¡ kV fudkydjA eq>s ,d rjQ+ mldk ?kw?¡ kV [kVd jgk Fkk fd mlesa Nqih ,d lqUnj ukjh ---ugha---,d J)kyq ikBd ls :&c&: gksus dh vkrqjrk Hkh nwljh rjQ+ c<+ jgh FkhA ij t+cku bruh fgEer ugha tqVk ik jgh Fkh fd eSa mlls dqN cfr;k ldw!¡ [kkuk [kkus ds i'pkRk~ eksgu us dgk—^[kkuk [kkus ds ckn] iku [kkus dh vknr rks t+:j viukbZ gksxh\* ^vHkh ugha!* eSua s eq[+rlj tokc fn;kA ^gesa rks vknr gS] iku u [kk,¡ rks [kkuk gt+e ugha gksrkA* ;w¡ dgdj og cjkens ls uhps mrjus yxkA ^dgk¡ tk jgs gks\* eSua s iwNkA mlus mÙkj fn;k] ^pyks! rks iku Hkh [kk,¡ vkSj nks pkj d+ne Hkh py vk,¡A* js[kk us nkSMd + j firk dh m¡xyh Fkkeh vkSj dgk—^nknk eSa Hkh pywx¡ h!* eSua s cjkens okyh [kkV dh vksj c<+rs gq, dgk—^rqe tkvks] eSa cSBk gwA¡ jkr ds [kkus ds ckn eq>s ?kweus dh vknr ughaA* js[kk us firk dks [khaprs gq, dgk—^rqEgkjs fy;s iku ykÅ¡\* ^t+:j*! eSua s [kkV ij cSBrs gq, dgkA muds tkus ds ckn esjk fny ml J)kyq ikBd dk psgjk ns[kus vkSj nks 'kCn cfr;kus ds fy, vkrqj gks mBkA eSa [kkV ls mBdj] ?kj ds Hkhrjh fgLls dh vksj c<+k] vpkud----ihNs ls vkokt+ vkbZ—^ehBk iku [kkvksxs ;k lknk\* eSua s pkSd a dj ihNs ns[kk] js[kk vk/ks jkLrs ls nkSM+rh] gk¡Qrh vkbZ FkhA eSua s gM+cM+kgV esa dgk—^ehBk--- ehBk iku ykukA* js[kk tSls vkbZ Fkh oSls nkSM+rh gqbZ pyh xbZA vc ?kj esa Hkhrj tkus dh esjh fgEer tokc ns xbZA eSa cjkens ds ikl b±Vksa ds cus pcwrjs ij Vgyrk jgkA js[kk dh ek¡ ,d ckj fQj esjs lkeus vkbZ] gkFk esa nw/k dk fxykl fy;s gq,A mldk ?kw?¡ kV d+k;ns ls d+k;e jgkA eSua s mlds gkFk ls nw/k dk fxykl u ysrs gq, dgk—^eSa nw/k ugha ihrkA* ;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS %

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og eqM+dj ykSVus dks gqbAZ eSua s g¡lrs gq, dgk—^HkkHkh] vkidks esjh dkSu&lh dgkuh ilan gS\* ^HkkHkh* y¶+t ij og #dh] ij vkSj dqN u lqudj tokc nsus dh ctk; og tYnh&tYnh Hkhrj pyh xbZA lksrs oD+r js[kk esjs fcLrj ij vk cSBhA eSa gkFk ds fljgkus ,d cktw ysVk FkkA esjh dej ij p<+us dh dksf'k'k djrs gq, dgus yxh—^pkpk] dgkuh lqukvksA* ^fQj rqe esjs lkFk lks tkvksxh\* ^gk¡] eSa eEeh ls iwNdj vkbZ gw!¡ * eSa lh/kk gksdj lks x;k vkSj og dksgfu;k¡ esjh Nkrh ij j[kdj viuk psgjk viuh gh gFksfy;ksa ij fVdkdj esjk psgjk rdus yxhA eSua s 'kq: fd;k] ^,d Fkk jktk---* ^fQj\* ^[kkrk Fkk dktw---* mlus ckr vk/ks esa gh dkVrs dgk—^Å¡g]¡w ;s dgkuh eSua s dbZ ckj lquh gSA* eSua s FkksM+k lksp&fopkj djds dgk—^,d Fkk jktk] mldh vkSykn gh ugha Fkh--!* ^;g dgkuh eEeh us eq>s lqukbZ gS!* eSa fQj lksp esa iM+ x;k] mlus eq>s >a>ksM+rs gq, dgk—^pkpk dgkuh lqukvks ukA* eSaus xyk lkQ+ djrs gq, dgk—^,d Fkk jktk] mldh lkr csfV;k¡ FkhaA* og [kQ+k gksrs gq, cksyh] ^;g dgkuh Hkh lquh gqbZ gSA* eSua s gkj ekurs gq, dgk—^eq>s vkSj dksbZ dgkuh ugha vkrhA* eEeh rks dgrh gS—^rqe dgkfu;k¡ cukrs gks---A* ^eq>s jktkvksa dh dgkfu;k¡ ugha vkrh gSAa * vpkud mlus dgk—^eSa dgkuh lqukÅ¡\* ^lqukvks* 136

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^;g dgkuh eEeh us vkt eq>s lqukbZ gSA* ^lqukvks rks lgh!* ^ikfdLrku ds ,d xk¡o esa ,d yM+dh jgrh FkhA pkpk] ikfdLrku cgqr nwj gS u\* ^gk¡] rqe dgkuh lqukvksA* ^ogk¡ ,d yM+dk vk;k] ml xk¡o esa mlds ukuk&ukuh dk ?kj FkkA* FkksM+h nsj #ddj mlus fQj dgk—^oks nksuksa lkFk [ksyrs FksA vèkM+u&nknM+u [ksy [ksyk djrs FksA v/kM+u&nknM+u [ksy D;k gksrk gS pkpk\* ^rqeus viuh eEeh ls ugha iwNk\* ^mlus dgk vius pkpk ls iwNuk!* ^tSls rqe xqMM~ &s xqfM+;ksa ds lkFk [ksyk djrh gks] oSls gh igys xk¡oksa esa yM+d&s yM+fd;k¡ xqMM~ k&xqMM~ h cuk djrs FksA* ^yM+d&s yM+fd;k¡ xqMM~ k&xqMM~ h cuk djrs Fks\ fQj D;k gksrk Fkk\* ^rqe viuh dgkuh lqukvks---* mlus dqN iy #ddj dgk—^yM+dk yM+dh dk nwYgk cukA yM+ds us yM+dh ls dgk eSa cM+k gksdj rqels 'kknh d:¡xkA 'kknh D;k gksrh gS pkpk\* ^viuh eEeh ls iwNdj vkvksA* ^eEeh ugha crkrh gSA* ^rqe igys viuh dgkuh lqukvks] fQj crkÅ¡xkA* ^yM+dk tc ogk¡ tkrk Fkk rc yM+dh dks ,sls dgrk FkkA* esjs eqg¡ ls cs&vf[+r;kj fudy x;k—^fQj D;k gqvk\ ^og dkWyt s esa x;k] dkWyt s D;k gksrk gS\* eSua s mrkoysiu esa dgk—^rqe dgkuh lqukvksA* ^yM+ds us yM+dh dks Hkqyk fn;kA* ^fQj\* ^yM+dh vkl yxk, cSBh jgh] vkl D;k gksrh gS pkpk\* esjs psgjs ij ilhuk rj vk;kA eSua s ilhuk iksNa rs gq, dgk—^fQj vkf[k+j D;k gqvk\* ;g Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS %

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mlus y¶+tksa ds mPpkj.k ij t+kjs nsrs gq, dgk—^yM+dk fQj ugha ykSVk] vkSj yM+dh ds ek¡&cki us mldh 'kknh nwljh txg dj nhA* eSa Bxk&lk jg x;k] esjh t+cq ku dks rkys yx x,A mlus 'kjkjrh vankt+ esa dgk—^dgkuh [k+re gqb]Z vc ,d vkuk nks* ¼vkuk #i;s dk nloka fgLlk gksrk gS½ eSua s g¡lus dh dksf'k'k djrs gq, dgk—^;s Hkh dksbZ dgkuh gS\* ^eSua s Hkh eEeh dks ;gh dgk] eEeh us igyh ckj ,slh dgkuh lqukbZ gS ftlesa yM+d&s yM+dh dh 'kknh ugha gqbAZ eSua s eEeh ls iwNk— ^yM+ds dk D;k gqvk\* ^D;k dgk\* eSua s ?kqVu Hkjs vkokt+ esa iwNkA ^dgk] igys yM+dk cgqr nw/k ihrk Fkk] vc fcydqy ugha ihrkA* eSa csvf[+r;kj mB cSBk] esjh gkyr ml vkneh dh rjg Fkh ftls lkai us Mlk gks vkSj t+gj mldh jx&jx esa QSydj mlds lHkh vaxksa dks ihM+k ns jgk gksA mlh oD+r eksgu ckgj fudykA eq>s ijs'kku ns[kdj dgk—^js[kk us rq>s dkQ+h ijs'kku fd;k gSA* eSua s :eky ls psgjk iksNa rs gq, iwNk—^xka/kh pkSd dh rjQ+ cl pyrh gksxh\* mlus ?kM+h ns[krs gq, dgk—^lk<+s nl ct x, gS]a can gks xbZ gksxh] ij D;ks\a * eSua s [kkV NksM+h vkSj mBdj [kM+k gks x;k] dgk—^VSDlh feysxh\ eq>s fdlh ls t+:jh feyuk gS!* eksgu us xaHkhj Loj esa dgk—^rqe ;gk¡ jkr jgus dk oknk djds vk, gksA* ^lqcg og cM+kns k pyk tk,xkA* eSua s [kM+&s [kM+s dgkA js[kk us jksrh&lh vkokt+ esa dgk—^pkpk] rqe tk jgs gks\ esjs lkFk ugha lks ikvksx\s * eksgu us dgk—^ys[kd gksuk Hkh eqlhcr gSA* eSua s js[kk ls dgk—^rqe esjs lkFk pyksxh\* mlus cs/kM+d gksdj dgk—^eEeh pysxh rks eSa Hkh pywx¡ hA* 138

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esjk eu [k+jkc gks x;k] eksgu us dgk—^eSa diM+s cnydj vkrk gwA¡ LVs'ku jksM ls 'kk;n dksbZ VSDlh fey tk,A* dgrs gq, og Hkhrj pyk x;kA eSua s js[kk dks xksn esa ysrs gq, dgk—^eEeh ls dguk fd yM+dh yM+ds ls 'kknh djds nq[kh gksrh] vc og cgqr lq[kh gSA* cjkens ds njokt+s dh vksV esa ls t+ukuh vkokt+ vkbZ] xks;k og [”knq ls ckr djrs gq, dg jgh Fkh—^L=kh ds lq[k dks ukius dk vankt+ enks± dk U;kjk gS!* esjs ikl dksbZ tokc ugha FkkA eksgu diM+s cny dj vk;k vkSj lkFk esa esjh osLVdksV Hkh ysrk vk;kA eSa mls igurs gq, cjkens ls uhps mrjkA eksgu us g¡lrs gq, dgk—^lqcg dks mlls fey u ldksxAs * ^ughaA* dgrs gq, eSa vkxs c<+k] esjs ihNs vkrs&vkrs eksgu dgrk jgk—^NqViu okyh ft+n dh vknr vkt Hkh rqe esa ekStnw gSA* ihNs ls js[kk dh vkokt vkbZ—^pkpk] VkVk!! fQj dc vkvksx\s * eSua s fcuk eqM+s gkFk ds b'kkjs ls mls vyfonk dj nh!!

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ij ikuh ds NhaVs Qsd a ]s ij u vklwnh gks'k esa vkbZ vkSj u mldh gkyr esa dksbZ ifjorZu vk;kA ^gs jke! esjh cgw dks ;g D;k gks x;k\* vklwnh dh lkl us viuh O;kdqyrk t+kfgj djrs gq, dgkA brus esa vklwnh dk nsoj rqylh MkWDVj dks ys vk;kA vklwnh dks iyax ij fyVk;k x;kA MkWDVj us rikl ds ckn csgks'kh dk dkj.k ^xgjk lnek* dgdj mls bUtsD'ku yxkdj gks'k esa ykus dh dksf'k'k dhA ifjokj ds lHkh lnL; lokyh fuxkgksa ls jes'k dh vksj ns[k jgs Fks] ij og [k+keks'k [kM+k jgkA dqN nsj esa vklwnh gks'k esa vkrs gh cM+cM+kbZ— ^ckck--- ;s lc D;k gks x;k\* vklwnh dh lkl us mlds flj ij gkFk Qsjrs gq, csVs dh rjQ+ lokyh fuxkgksa ls ns[kkA jes'k us ,d ut+j ?kj ds lnL;ksa dh vksj ns[krs gq, mUgsa rkj fn[kkbZA ^ckck dks pkj fnu igys dikl ds dkj[k+kus ls vk/kh jkr ds le; vxok dj ys x, gSa vkSj mudh tku c[+'kus ds ,ot+ nl yk[k dh ek¡x dj jgs gSAa ,slh tkudkjh ckck ds nksLr lsB jkepan us ehjiqj ls rkj ds t+fj;s Hksth gS vkSj iSls vkt dh rkjh[k+ esa igqp ¡ kus gSa ;g crk;k gSA* [k+cj lqurs gh ?kj ds lHkh lnL; LrC/k gks x,] lHkh ds psgjs mnklh ds dksgjs esa <d x, vkSj os [k+keks'kh ls ,d nwljs dks fuxkgksa gh fuxkgksa esa dqN iwN jgs Fks---! ^vc D;k gksxk\* vkt 'kke lsB Vksi.knkl dh bdykSrh csVh dh 'kknh gSA ?kj esa ckjkr vkus dk oD+r gks jgk gSA ?kj esa [kq'kh dk ekgkSy] lHkh xhr&laxhr dh rS;kfj;ksa esa yxs gq, gSAa vkt 'kke dh ¶+ykbV ls lsB Vksi.knkl csVh ds dU;knku ds fy;s igqp ¡ us okys FksA muds csV&s cgw mUgsa gokbZ vM~Ms ls ys vkus ds fy;s lc rS;kfj;k¡ dj pqds FksA ,sls [”k'q kh ds ekSd+s ij vpkud ;g eugwl [k+cj iksLVeSu ys vk;k fuokZlu %

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ewyh xq# ckck dh eUur ekurs gq,] tilkgc dh ikS<+h i<+r&s i<+rs vius dejs dh vksj py iM+hA o ns'k ds cnulhc foHkktu ds oD+r lsB Vksi.knkl us Hkh fgUn esa vkus dk iz;kl fd;k FkkA ij muds v/ksM+ ekrk&firk viuh tUeHkwfe flU/k dks NksM+us dks rS;kj gh ugha gq,A Vksi.knkl ml oD+r ukStoku Fks] mUgksua s vius ekrk&firk dks Hkkjr pyus ds fy;s dkQ+h le>k;k] ij mUgksua s vius izk.k flU/k esa gh R;kxus dk vVy bjknk dj fy;k FkkA muds ckd+h fj'rsnkj] ikl&iM+kl s okys fuokZflr gksdj pys x,A gqdew r ds gkykr vuqdy w u gksus ds ckotwn os ogha jg x,A ekgkSy esa d+keS h raxfnyh QSyh gqbZ FkhA x+jS lykerh ds nkSj esa mUgksua s viuk thou fcrkuk 'kq: fd;kA viuksa ls fcNM+us ds x+e ij mUgksua s d+kcw ikuk 'kq: fd;kA oD+r viuh rst+ j¶+rkj ls pyrk jgkA Vksi.knkl ds ekrk&firk le; ds lkFk LoxZ/kke i/kkjsA iSls dekus dh gksM+ us mlls viuksa dks ;kn djus dh rkSQ+hd Nhu yhA gqdew r ds gkykr vuqdy w u gksus ds ckotwn Hkh mls vius QSys gq, dkjksckj vkSj dekbZ gqbZ tekiwt ¡ h esa cslykerh ds nkSj esa Hkh viuh lykerh ut+j vkus yxhA ml oD+r mldk ,d gh bjknk Fkk] dkjksckj c<+kuk vkSj iSls bdV~Bs djukA mlus iM+kfs l;ks]a dehZ&et+njw ksa vkSj gqdew r ds fuokfl;ksa ds lkFk viuk fj'rk csgn iq[+rk dj j[kk FkkA vpkud 'kkar ekgkSy esa ,d t+kjs nkj rwQ+ku mBkA gqdew r esa pksfj;k¡] ekj&/kkM+] ywVekj vkSj vxok djus dh okjnkrsa lkeus vkb±A lHkh cls gq, /kuokuksa ds fnyksa esa vkrad dk Mj Nk x;kA x+Sj lyker dk liZ ,d ckj fQj QqQdkjus yxkA dqN dks rks lkai us Ml fy;k FkkA gqdew r esa ek'kZy ykW vkSj QkSth nkSjs pkyw jgus ds ckotwn Hkh vxok djus&djkus vkSj gksus ds gknls gksrs jgs] dHkh fdlh eklwe] dHkh fdlh dkj[k+kus ds ekfyd dh yk'k mlds dkj[k+kus ls gh feyh] rks dHkh dksbZ t+ehankj vius QkeZ esa ejk gqvk ik;k x;kA dqN iSls okyksa us rks eqg¡ ek¡xh jd+e nsdj viuh tku c[+'kk yh FkhA eryc fd fuokZlu %

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ekgkSy esa yM+dh okyksa ds psgjs eqLdjk jgs Fks] ij eu gh eu esa ,d vutku Mj /khjs&/khjs mu ij gkoh gksrk tk jgk FkkA vpkud :e esa VsyhQ+kus dh ?kaVh t+kjs &t+kjs ls ctuh 'kq: gks xbZA jes'k us Hkhrj tkdj VsyhQ+kus mBk;k] tgk¡ mls lquk;k x;k fd eqd+jjZ oD+r dh ek¡x ds vuqlkj jd+e u feyus ij lsB Vksi.knkl dk d+Ry djds] mldh yk'k dikl ds dkj[k+kus ij NksM+ x, gSAa [k+cj lqurs gh jes'k ds gkFk ls Q+kus fxj iM+kA og yM+[kM+kus yxkA osnh ij ea=kksa ds mPpkj.k us mls l¡Hkyus dk ekSd+k fn;kA og Hkkjh d+neksa ls dejs ls ckgj fudydj iaMky esa vk;kA mldh cgu vfXu&dqMa ds pkjksa rjQ+ vius thoulkFkh ds lkFk Qsjs yxk jgh FkhA yM+ds okys [”k'q kh ls ukp jgs Fks] xk jgs FksA mlus ,d ut+j Hkj cgu dh vksj ns[kkA nksuksa dh vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lw >j&>j cg jgs FksA 'kgukbZ dh vkokt+ rst+ gksrh xbZA jes'k dks vius iSjksa rys t+ehu f[kldrh eglwl gqbZ vkSj og [”knq dks vfXudqMa esa ls fudyrs gq, èkq,¡ esa xqe gksrs gq, eglwl dj jgk Fkk!

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jks'kuh ykSV vkbZ ,-ts- mÙke lk;ju ctk] dqN iy ctrk jgkA pkjksa rjQ+ lUukVk Nk x;kA lHkh lkt+&vkokt+ /khes iM+ x,] lkjk 'kksj&xqy can gks x;kA jkr vf/ kd va/k;kjh yxhA ;gk¡ ogk¡ ls jks'kuh] va/kdkj ds vkxks'k esa Nqius ds fy;s fBdkus <w<¡ rh jghA ekSr dk lk;k va/kdkj ds vkx+k's k ls fudydj gekjs edkuksa ij Nk x;kA lkbju ctrk jgk---ckjg ?kjksa ds fuokfl;ksa ls Hkjk gekjk edku tYnh&tYnh [kkyh gksus yxk] tSls Iysx dh chekjh ihNs iM+h gksA lp rks ;g gS fd Iysx ls Hkh dqN Hk;adj xqt+j jgk FkkA xgjs vaèksjs esa t+ehu [kkyh djus dk ,syku gqvk gSA vc rd rks lk;ju dsoy dkj[kkus esa dke djusokys et+njw ksa ds dke ij p<+us ;k fQj 'kke dh NqVV~ h ds oD+r brykg ds rkSj ctrs lquk djrs FksA ysfdu vkt rks ;g lk;ju bUlku vkSj mldh reke [”knq kbZ dks [k+Re djus dk ,syku dj jgk FkkA igys rks eq> ij lk;ju dk dksbZ vlj ugha gqvkA tgk¡ ckd+h yksx lkbju dh vkokt+ lqudj vius ?kjksa dh cfRRk;k¡ xqy djds ckgj fudy vk,] ogha eSa viuh cRRkh tykdj dejs esa tklwlh ukWoy i<+us cSB x;kA esjh f[kM+fd;ksa ij dkx+t+ Hkh fpids gq, ugha Fks] blfy, uhps [kM+s yksxksa dh ^cÙkh cq>kvks---cÙkh cq>kvks--- ykbV vkWQ---* dh vkokt+kas dh /kwe eph gqbZ FkhA vupkgs eu ls viuh iqLrd ,d rjQ+ j[kdj eSua s cRRkh xqy dj nhA dejs esa vc iw.kZ :i ls va/ksjk FkkA gkFkksa ls VVksyrs gq, tkdj 146

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f[kM+dh [kksyh—ckgj ns[kk] gYdh&lh pkanuh ds lk, esa vknfe;ksa dh Vksyh [kM+h FkhA mudh ut+jas vkleku dh vksj mBh gqbaZ FkhaA ekSr dh Nk;k muds psgjksa ij eaMjk jgh FkhA NksV&s NksVs cPps viuh ekvksa ls fpids gq, FksA vkSjrsa vius ifr;ksa vkSj Hkkb;ksa ds d+jhc lVdj [kM+h FkhaA ,slk yxk tSls os lc iRFkj ds cqr gksAa oD+r [”knq ,d cM+k cqr cudj #d x;k FkkA esjs cnu esa [kwu dk lapkj rst+ gks x;k] fny ?kcjkus yxkA èkhjs&èkhjs Mj dh ygj eu esa jsxa us yxh] ftlls cpus ds fy;s dejs ds chp gh rst+h ls Vgyus yxkA tkus D;ksa eglwl fd;k tSls esjs lkFk dksbZ vkSj Hkh py jgk gks] ml Hkze dks rksM+us ds fy;s ckgsa QSykdj tkap dh] exj dksbZ gks rks feys! ogha flxjsV lqyxkbZ] ij mlls Hkh [”knq dks cgyk u ldk vkSj vkdj f[kM+dh ds ikl [kM+k gks x;kA ckgj Hk; dqN de gqvk Fkk] 'kk;n blfy;s fd yksxksa us vkil esa ckrphr 'kq: dj nh FkhA ij esjs eu esa Mj nkSM+us yxkA [”knq ij gSjkuh gqbAZ vkt rd rks dHkh Hkh fdlh dk Mj u jgk] ek¡&cki dks vDlj myVh lh/kh lquk fn;k djrk FkkA mudk Hkh /;ku esjh vksj dqN de Fkk] blfy;s i<+kbZ ij Hkh T+;knk /;ku ugha fn;kA [khap&[khap dj eSfVªd ikl dh FkhA vkWfQ+l esa Hkh fuMjrk ds fy, e'kgwj FkkA ukSdjh ij p<+us ds rqjra ckn ?kj dks frykatfy nsdj vdsyk jgus yxkA tc Hkh fdlh yM+dh us eq>s vius Lusg ls uokt+k] eSa mlesa dksbZ u dksbZ deh fudkydj mldks vius jkLrs ls gVk fy;k djrk FkkA lp esa dksbZ Hkh pht+ eq>s jkl u vkrhA gj fdlh dk et+kd mM+kuk] gj ,d dh [k+kfe;k¡ fudkyuk] fdlh ij Hkh fo'okl u djuk esjk LoHkko cu x;kA cl dg fn;k djrk Fkk—;gk¡ dksbZ fdlh dk lkFkh ugha] lc ds lc LokFkhZ gSAa nksLrksa us rks eq>s ludh dguk 'kq: dj fn;kA vkSj eSa Hkh dgrk cgqr vPNk f[k+rkc fn;k gS vkSj [k+cw t+kjs &t+kjs ls muds lkeus g¡l iM+rkA lk;ju ctus ds dqN iy igys fny gh fny esa ljdkj dh vksj ls eu eSyk gksrk jgk] tks mUgksua s vkWfQ+l] flusek] nqdkuksa dks tYnh can djus ds vkWMjZ tkjh dj j[ks FksA jkLrksa vkSj ?kjksa esa Hkh va/ksjk d+k;e djok;k FkkA eq>s tYnh ?kj vkdj cSBuk eqlhcr yxkA ysfdu blls jks'kuh ykSV vkbZ %

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igys rks dksbZ ckr esjs fy;s eqlhcr u FkhA fdruh ckj nksLrksa us tax dks eqlhcr trkdj cgl dh] ij eSa ges'kk mudk et+kd mM+krk jgkA ^^tax fcyk'kd vk,A vkneh tks dhM+&s edksM+kas dh rjg c<+ jgs gS]a oks vxj [k+re u gksxa s rks D;k gksxk\ nqfu;k esa j[kk gh D;k gS] Hkys gh og rckg gks tk,!** ysfdu rckgh tc lj ij vkdj eaMjkbZ] rc igkM+ tSlk et+crw esjk eu Mk¡okMksy gksrk eglwl gqvkA eu ij fdruk rks xqeku Fkk! eSa vdlj ;w¡ dgrk Fkk—^^eu ,d cM+h nqfu;k gS] ftlesa tkx`fr dh vusdksa fLFkfr;ka gSAa bUlku cl mUgha dk x+y q ke jgk gS] ml ij ckgjh nqfu;k dk dksbZ vlj ughaA** ij ;s D;k gks x;k Fkk\ cl ckgjh nqfu;k dk ,d gh >ksd a k eu ds et+crw fd+ys dks fxjkus yxk Fkk\ cs[k+kQ S + gksus ds lc fopkj O;FkZ ls yxsA lk;ju dh ,d gh vkokt+ us esjs Hkhrj daidaih Hkj nhA fny esa [kkSQ+ dh rjaxs mHkjus yxhaA cl ce QVsxa s vkSj /kjrh eq>s fuxy tk,xh! vkSj ,sls gh bl NksVs ls ?kj esa nQ+u gks tkÅ¡xk!! vdsyk gh vdsyk! vdsyk gksus ds Mj ls Mjus yxkA rUgkbZ eq>s dkV [kkus dks nkSM+rh jgh] vc rd ftldh vksj dHkh vk¡[k mBkdj ugha ns[kk FkkA eq>s ;gh le> ugha vk jgk Fkk fd chrh ft+Unxh eSaus dSls rUgk dkVhA fj'rs&ukrksa] ;kjksa&nksLrksa] gj egfQ+y ls [”kqn dks vyx j[kdj ,d ykokfjl&lk cu x;k FkkA izk;% lkspk djrk Fkk fd vdsys ejus esa dksbZ Mj dh ckr u gksxh] D;ksfa d ihNs dksbZ jksu&s ihVus okyk Hkh u jgsxkA thus ds fy;s esjs ikl dksbZ mn~n's ; Hkh u FkkA blfy, thus dh bPNk de jghA fQj ekSr dh gYdh&lh vkgV ls eq>esa ft+Unk jgus dh reUuk D;ksa HkM+d mBh] ;s ugha tku ik;kA viuh Vkaxksa vkSj ckgksa ij gkFk Qsjdj eglwl fd;k fd eSa ft+Unk gw¡ ;k ughaA fQj f[kM+dh ds ikl ykSV vk;kA ckgj [kM+s yksxksa dks ns[kk] tks ekSr dk fuokyk cuus ds fy;s rS;kj [kM+s FksA 'kk;n mu lcdks pkjnhokjh ds vanj vdsys ejuk eatjw ugha FkkA bUlku 'kk;n u vdsyk thuk pkgrk gS u ejukA ;s yksx ,d nwljs dks vyx gksrs gq, Hkh ,d 148

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nwts ds fdrus d+jhc FksA os vc vius fy;s ugha lksp jgs Fks] ij lkjs ns'k ds fy;s lksp jgs FksA eq>s mu yksxksa ij vtc yx jgk FkkA vHkh lk;ju ctus ds igys ;gh yksx vius ?kjksa esa viuh t+:jrksa vkSj xjt+kas ds ckjs esa lksp jgs Fks] ,d nwljs ds lkFk yM+&>xM+ jgs Fks] [+k[¡w k+kj ls gks jgs FksA og fØf'p;u] tks uhps [kM+k vius csVs dks pwe jgk gS] lk;ju ds dqN iy igys viuh iRuh ls >xM+k dj jgk Fkk vkSj mls ^MVhZ fcPk~* dg dj iqdkj jgk Fkk vkSj og Hkh mls ^ckLVMZ* dgrs gq, ,d ckj Hkh ugha fgpdhA ml tksM+h us bu nks f[k+rkcksa dks bruh ckj nksgjk;k gksxk ftruh ckj 'kk;n mUgksua s bZlk elhg dk uke ;kn u fd;k gksA >xM+s esa u tkus fdruh ckj ,d nwts dks lyhcksa ij p<+k;k gksxkA ftl cPps dks oks vHkh pwe jgs gS]a mls u tkus fdruh ckj—^yM+rs D;ksa gks---er yM+k*s dgus ij ekjk gksxkA oks nks HkkbZ tks ,d gh ek¡ ds ftxj ds VqdM+s Fks] oSls rks os ,d nwljs dh tku ds nq'eu FksA mUgsa vDlj ,d&nwts dks iqfyl vkSj dksVZ dh èkefd;k¡ nsrs lquk Fkk eSua As mudh cgu vDlj mUgsa dgrh Fkh ^HkkbZ >xM+uk can djks---iSlk&iSlk gks tk,xk] ek¡&ckiw dh ykt j[kksA mudh ekSr ds ckn rqEgkjk ikyu djus ds fy;s 'kknh rd ugha dh eSua *s ysfdu os nksuksa dHkh&dHkh rks mls ekjus rd ls ckt+ ugha vkrs FksA vkt ogh lc da/ks ls da/kk feykdj [kM+s FksA vkSj og ifjokj—,d L=kh] nks iq#"kA L=kh ,d dh thou&lafxuh Fkh vkSj nwts dh ek¡A csVk fu[kV~Vw vkSj ,s¸;k'k Fkk] blfy;s cki&csVs dk >xM+k gksrk jgrk FkkA nksuksa ,d nwljs dh ekSr dh nqvk ek¡xk djrs Fks vkSj ml oD+r og L=kh fxM+fxM+kdj dgrh—^ejs vkids nq'euA ml ekSr ls cpus ds fy;s rks viuh tUe&Hkwfe] ?kj&ckj lc NksM+dj ;gk¡ vk,A* 'kk;n ogh ^ejs nq'eu* okyk Hkko mu lcdks vkil esa tksM+ jgk FkkA blfy;s lc NksVs ifjokj vius&vius >xM+s Hkqykdj] nq[k&nnZ Hkqykdj ,d cM+s ifjokj ds lnL;ksa dh rjg viuh d+keS dh fd+Ler ds ckjs esa lksp jgs FksA jks'kuh ykSV vkbZ %

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eSa Hkh vdsyis u vkSj Mj ls cpus ds fy;s ckgj fudydj muds lkFk gh [kM+k gks x;kA ;gk¡ eqEcbZ esa tks iM+kl s h oSls vius vki esa O;Lr jgrs Fks vkSj jkg feyrs Hkh fdlh ds lkFk dksbZ esy&esyki ugha j[krs Fks] os vc ,d&nwts ds tkus&igpkus lkFkh cu x,A vc muds psgjksa ij Mj dk ukeks&fu'kku Hkh ugha FkkA ckotwn mlds mUgsa Hkh ns'k ds fy;s fpUrk…A brus esa fQj lk;ju ctk vkSj dqN iy ctrk gh jgkA jsfM;ks ij lekpkj lwfpr dj jgs Fks—^nq'eu ds ceckt+kas dks Hkxk fn;k x;k gS*A ,sls yxk tSls va/kdkj iNkM+ [kkdj ykSV x;k gks vkSj jks'kuh fQj ls ykSV vkbZ gksA

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vkt dh lhrk rkjk ehjpank.kh lfjrk nhokj ls lVdj cqr cuh cSBh FkhA ckgj ls 'kkar ij mlds Hkhrj tSls vdfYir vkx gh vkx fudy jgh FkhA mldh vkRek thrs th vfXu&dqMa esa ty jgh FkhA jke dh lhrk dks Hkh vius ifrozr /keZ dk lcwr nsus ds fy;s vfXu ijh{kk nsuh iM+h FkhA ij lfjrk---\ mldk eu tSls ryokj dh rst+ /kkj ij fVdk FkkA uksd pqHkrh jgh] [k+uw dh cwn¡ &cwn¡ fjlrh jgh vkSj cwn¡ &cwn¡ Vidrs ygw ls mldk eu ygwygq ku gks pqdk FkkA mlds fnekx+ esa xqt+js pan fnuksa ds okD;ka'k esjh xks jkÅaM dh rjg ?kwe jgs FksA Ñ".k dh ifjofrZr fuxkgs]a lkekftd ykurs]a lkl dh pqVhyh ckrs]a tsBkuh dh cn~nv q k,¡] tSls ph[k+ dj mls ?ksj jgh Fkha] ij og fLFkj cuh ogha [kM+h jghA mldh 'kknh dks vHkh le; gh fdruk gqvk Fkk] pan eghus! ml ij Ñ".k dh ukSdjh Hkh nwljs 'kgj esAa ifjokj okyksa us lkspk Ñ".k ubZ ukSdjh esa fLFkjrk gkfly dj ys] fQj iRuh dks lkFk ys tk,A ?kj esa lkl] tsB vkSj tsBkuh FksA N% vkB eghus rks et+s ls xqt+j x,A Ñ".k chp&chp esa vkrs jgrs FksA tsBkuh bfUnjk vdlj chekj jgk djrh FkhA lfjrk us lgt izof` RRk ds vuq:i ?kj dk lkjk Hkkj laHkky fy;kA og Fkh Hkh ljy vkSj lq?kM+A FkksM+s gh oD+r esa og lHkh dh ykM+yh gks xbZA gj NksV&s cM+s dke ds fy;s mls vkokt+ nh tkrhA tsB Hkh cgkusckt+h dh vksV ysdj jlksbZ ?kj esa vkrk vkSj lfjrk ls xi'ki djrkA og Hkh mUgsa cM+k HkkbZ ekudj bT+t+r nsrhA vkt dh lhrk %

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mu fnuksa bfUnjk ek;ds xbZ gqbZ FkhA og izk;% ek;ds esa jgk djrh FkhA lkgwdkj ek¡&cki dh csVh tks FkhA eghus] nks eghus esa cqyok Hkstrs] mldh rch;r Hkh cgqr ukt+d q jgrh FkhA ,d fnu lfjrk vius dejs esa iyax ij ysVh] Vscy&ySia dh jks'kuh esa ukWoy s i<+ jgh FkhA mlds tsB fd'kksj us njokt+s ij gydh nLrd nh vkSj dejs esa Hkhrj pys vk,A iyax ds lkeus j[kh vkjke dqlhZ ij / kM+ke djds ysV x,A mudk psgjk eqj>k;k gqvk yx jgk FkkA is'kkuh ij fpark dh ydhjsa mHkjh gqbZ FkhaA lfjrk yid dj iyax ls uhps mrjh vkSj ykbV tykus ds fy, gkFk c<+k;k gh Fkk fd fd'kksj us det+kjs vkokt+ esa dgk—^cRRkh er tykvks lfjrk---vk¡[kksa dks ugha HkkrhA* ?kcjkdj lfjrk us iwNk—^D;ksa HkkÅ] rch;r rks Bhd gS u\* fd'kksj us vk¡[ksa ewn¡ yhaA lfjrk us vkxs c<+dj mudh is'kkuh ij gkFk j[kkA fd'kksj us viuk gkFk mlds gkFk ij j[k fn;kA lfjrk dks yxk tSls fd'kksj dk gkFk ty jgk gksA vpkud fd'kksj us lfjrk dk gkFk vius gkFk esa ysdj vius gksBksa ij j[kkA lfjrk pkSd a iM+h] ij mls yxk fd vkt 'kk;n tsB th dk eu Bhd ugha gSA gkFk NqM+krs gq, my>h vkokt+ esa nqckjk iwNk—^D;ksa HkkÅ] rch;r Bhd ugha gS D;k---;k /ka/ks oxSjg dh dksbZ ijs'kkuh gS\* fd'kksj dqlhZ ls mBdj dejs esa Qsjs yxkus yxkA lfjrk us dgk—^vEeh dks cqykÅ¡\* fd'kksj us ?kcjkdj dgk—^ugha] ugha] njvly---* fQj fgpfdpkrs gq, dgk—^lfjrk njvly---* lfjrk us dqN Hkh u le>rs gq, dgk—^HkkÅ crkb;s uk] njvly D;k---\* fd'kksj us ,d iy ds fy;s lfjrk dh vksj ns[kk] fQj ut+j pqjkrs gq, dgk—^eq>s HkkÅ er cqyk;k djksA* lgtrk ls lfjrk us iwNk—^rks D;k dg dj lacksf/kr d:¡\* fd'kksj us >q> ¡ ykrs gq, dgk—^vHkh rd ugha le>h csod+Q w +A* 152

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';ke t;fla?kk.kh ¼1937&2009½ dksbV~;k] cyksfpLrku] flU/k ¼ikfdLrku½A dgkuh laxzg&4] miU;kl&2] ukVd laxgz &2] dfork laxgz 3 rFkk dqN laikfnr vkSj vuqokfnr iqLrdsa izdkf'krA u, Hkkocks/k ds ,oa ges'kk iz;ksx djus okys l'kDr gLrk{kjA egkuxj ds ik=kks&a ifjfLFkfr;ksa ds dFkkdkjA ^ft+yft+yks ,ClMZ* ukVd laxgz ij 1998 esa lkfgR; vdkneh] fnYyh }kjk lEekfurA irk % 8 dey Qwy lkslk;Vh] psEcwj] eqEcbZ&400 072

d+ej 'kgckt+ ¼1938&2009½ flU/k dk cj[k Mªkekfuxkj] igys dkWyt s esa izkQ s ls j vkSj ckn esa yxkrkj ikfdLrku dh ljdkjh flfoy lfoZl 1991 rd dhA izdkf'kr % vkBok¡ ?kj] dej 'kkgckt+ dh dgkfu;k¡] t+ehj dh ekSrA jsfM;ks Vh-oh- ij muds ukVd czkWMdkLV vkSj VsyhdkLV gks pqds gSaA iRkk % B&60] No. 17] cknck¡] Mh- ,p- ,- oh- djkph

izse izdk'k ¼tUe 1946½ gSnjkckn] flU/k ¼ikfdLrku½A dgkuh laxzg 2] dfork laxzg 1] ukVd&8] vkykspuk&5] laikfnr&12] vU;&2 izdkf'krA u;h ih<+h ds dFkkdkjA fla/kh esa u, ukVd ds izorZdA djhc 50 ukVdksa dk funs'Z kuA fla/kh Mªkek odZ'kkkWi ds 1976 ls Mk;jsDVjA ^jpuk* lkfgfR;d if=kdk ds lglaikndA lHkk&t;iqj 2002] xqtjkr vdkneh ds xkSjo iqjLdkj] lh-,p-Mh- fnYyh iqjLdkj rFkk ^Hkxr* dfork laxzg ij 2001 esa lkfgR; vdkneh fnYyh }kjk lEekuA irk % Mh@6@1017&1018] iksLV&Ñ".k uxj] lgtiqj cks/kk] vgenkckn&382 346 ¼Qksu % 079&32509955½ ys[kd ifjp; % 163


ukjk;.k Hkkjrh

gfj iadt

¼tUe 1 vDVwcj½ daHkj] fla/k ¼ikfdLrku½] ^gksteyksa* yksd xhr dk ,d nLrkost+h laxzg] ftl ij vf[ky Hkkjrh; fla/kh cksyh dh vksj ls iqjLdkj o lEeku gkfly] vktdy ppkZ esa gSaA lkfgfR;d if=kdk ^fla/kh VkbEl* ds laiknd gSaA irk % ghjk dks- vksi- lkslkbVh] ¶yWV G@56 3&¶yksj] mygkluxj 421003 Qksu % 09890730334

¼tUe 1934½ ekfj;k Qdhjk] ykM+dk.kks] fla/k ¼ikfdLrku½A ^Hkxy&pwfM+;*aw dgkuh laxgz izdkf'krA v/kZn'kd ls Hkh igys dh I;kjh fla/kh cksyh esa fy[kh dgkfu;k¡ vuks[kk yqRQ nsrh gSaA jk-fl-cks-fo- ifj"kn] fnYyh }kjk iqjLÑrA irk % 402@3] lksuk vikVZesaV] xksy eSnku] mYgkluxj&421 001 ¼Qksu % 0251&2547318] Qksu % 9323369883

dhjr ckck.kh

Hkxoku vVyk.kh

¼1922& ½ uokc'kkg] fla/k ¼ikfdLrku½] dgkuh laxzg 2] ukVd laxzg 2] dfork laxzg 1] vkykspuk&4] ys[k&1] vU; 6] lQ+jukek&4 Hkkx] bR;kfn iqLrdsa izdkf'krA izxfr'khy èkkjk ds iDds fopkjdA fla/kh lkfgfR;d vkanksyu esa ize[q k ;ksxnkuA lksfo;r ySMa usg: veu iqjLdkj&1980] vf[ky Hkkjr fla/kh cksyh lkfgR; lHkk eqEcbZ }kjk&1986] egkjk"Vª ljdkj }kjk xkSjo iqjLdkj&1987] ,oa ^/kjrh v tks lnq* ukVd ij&2006] lkfgR; vdkneh iqjLdkj ls lEekfurA irk % dapu] 13@31] egkjk"Vª gkmflax cksMZ] ckUnzk fjDyses'ku] ckUnzk ¼i-½] eqEcbZ&400 050 ¼Qksu 022&26433352½

¼tUe 1945½ ykjdk.kk] flU/kA jktLFkku vdkneh ds iwoZ v/;{kA fgUnh esa 12] flUèkh esa lkr iqLrdsa izdkf'krA buesa pkj miU;kl] pkj dgkuh laxzg] pkj ,dkadh laxzgA nks laxgz vuqokn fd;s gSAa Hkkjrh; KkuihB iqjLdkj rFkk okRlY; cky lkfgR; iqjLdkj dh fla/kh lykgdkj lfefr ds iwoZ la;kstd] 26 iqjLdkj vkSj 50 ls vf/kd lEekuA irk % Mh@183] ekyoh; uxj] t;iqj&302017 ¼Qksu % 09828 400 325½

bZ'oj Hkkjrh ¼tUe 1942½ VaMks vkne] fla/k ¼ikfdLrku½A miU;kl&2] dgkuh laxgz 6 ,oa lkfgfR;d ys[k&1 iqLrdsa izdkf'krA djhc pkj n'kdksa ls u, Hkkocks/k dh ^NksVh* vkSj lVhd dgkfu;ksa ds jpf;rkA jk-fl-cks-fo- ifj"kn] fnYyh ,oa xqtjkr lkfgR; vdkneh }kjk lEekfurA irk % DohUl C;qfV] bysDVªhd gkml ds lkeus] fjyhQ jksM] vgenkckn&380001 ¼Qksu % 079&25359296½

gwUnjkt cyok.kh ¼tUe 1946½ ykjdk.kk] flU/k ¼ikfdLrku½A cky lkfgR; ds e'kgwj vnhc] 2009 esa u;k fujkyk taxy ds fy;s vkSj 2011 esa cky lkfgR; ij iqjLdkj gkflyA cky dgkfu;ksa dh jsfM;ks ls is'kxh] LVksjh Vsyj ds :i esaA flU/kh y?kqdFkkvksa dk ladyu] ^fo'o y?kqdFkk dks"k* esa lfEefyr gSA mudh 100 ls vf/kd iqLrdsa izdkf'kr gSa tks flUèkh] fgUnh o xqtjkrh Hkk"kk esa viuh rstLoh d+ye ls ekfgjrk ds mLrkn gSAa xqtjkr lkfgR; vdkneh ds v/;{k in ij jgs gSaA lkfgR; vdkneh dk vuqokn iqjLdkj vkSj flUèkh vdkneh ls iqjLdkjA irk % 172] egkjFkh lkslk;Vh] ljnkj uxj] vgenkckn&382475 ¼Qksu % 079&22862765 @ 09408739831½ 164 % flU/h dgkfu;k¡

vtqZu pkoyk tUe % 10 Qjojh 1931] dk'keksj] ¼flU/k½] f'k{kk % M.A. ¼vaxzsth lkfgR;½] ch- ,MMh-,l- izf{kr % 4 dkO; laxzg] ,d eT+ewu ijA C.H.D. ls ^pkj.k pksfj;ks pax*] NCPSL ls ^mHkj;k vDl gt+kj* ij iqjLÑr] fofHkUu laLFkkvksa }kjk lEekfurA ds-vkj- xoZesaV xYlZ dkWyst] Xokfy;j ds izk/;kid jgsA dbZ laLFkkvksa ls lEekfur iRkk % 6@198] LVªhV ua- 1] ubZ cLrh] vyhx<+&202001 ¼;w-ih-½ ¼Qksu % 9759500081½

MkW- fgnk;r izes tUe % 24 ekpZ] 1946 ?kksVdk ftyk flU/k 1973 eas flU/k ;wfuoflZVh] t+ke'kksjks ls fMIyksek o ckn esa ih&,p-Mh- dhA bl oDr flU/k ;wfuoflZVh eas flU/kh i<+krs gSaA irk % lh&25] flU/k ;wfuoflZVh dkWyksth] t+ke'kksjksa esa

eq'rkd vgen 'kksjks 10 ebZ 1952] BBs ftyksa esa fla/k fo'ofo|ky; ls lksf'k;ksykWth esa ,e-,dgkuh laxzg ^Fkds tT+cksa dh ekSr* 1978 esa izdkf'kr vusd dkWye] ys[k vkSj Mªkes Hkh fy[ks gSaA irk % 8 vikVZeasV] Cykd ,&72] QSfeyh lq;y] xqy'ku gukg] bLykekckn

ys[kd ifjp; %

165


txnh'k yPNkuh

lqUnjh mÙkepank.kh

¼4 fnlEcj 1939½ tUe % ihjxksB] flU/k] ikfdLrkuA izdkf'kr Ñfr;k¡ % 4 dgkuh laxzg] 1 ukWosy] jkM+h ukVd] cky lkfgR; ij 12 iqLrdsa izdkf'kr] vaxsth vkSj fgUnh esa vuqokn dk foLrkjA dgkuh ij ,e- fQy- ,oa ih,p-Mh-A NCPSL vkSj egkjk"Vªk fla/kh vdknseh dh vksj ls iqjLÑrA fiz;nf'kZuh vokMZ ls 2013 esa lEekfurA irk % th 2] jktho vikVZesaV] xksy eSnku] mYgkluxj 421001 ¼Qksu % 09423087336½

¼1924½ gSnjkckn] flU/k ¼ikfdLrku½] miU;kl 4] dgkuh laxgz 7] dfork laxgz 2] rFkk vU; iqLrdsa izdkf'krA foHkktu ds ckn lfØ; ltZu dk;Z vkt rdA Hkjiwj laosnu'khy vkSj ik¡p&N% n'kd igys okyh vnwf"kr—fiz; Hkk"kk 'kSyh dh iz[;kr dFkkdkjA egkjk"Vª lkfgR; vdkneh }kjk iqjLdkj rFkk ^foNksM+ks* dgkuh laxzg ij lkfgR; vdkneh }kjk lEekfur ¼1986½ irk % 12&ch&2] tsBh cgu uothou lkslk;Vh eksjh jksM] ekfge] eqEcbZ—400 016 ¼Qksu % 022&24464941½

xksfoUn ekYgh ¼1921&2001½ tUe % Bk:'kkg] fla/k ¼ikfdLrku½] miU;kl 24] dgkuh laxgz 4] ,dkadh laxgz 3] vU; 6 iqLrdsAa vkRedFkk] lQ+jukek] ys[k bR;kfn izdkf'krA ^miU;kl&lezkV* ds rkSj ij [;kfr izkIrA foHkktu ¼1947½ ds igys gh fla/k esa ys[ku dk;ZA izxfr'khy /kkjk ds iDds fgek;rhA fla/kh xk;u vkSj laxhr dks yksdfiz; cukus esa cstksM+ ;ksxnkuA ^eqdZ* if=kdk ds laiknd] ^I;kj th I;kl* miU;kl ij 1976 lkfgR; vdkneh ,oa egkjk"Vª ljdkj }kjk xkSjo iqjLdkj ls lEekfurA

MkW- tsBks ykyok.kh ¼1945½ dafM;kjks] uokc'kkg] flU/k ¼ikfdLrku½A 25 iqLrdksa dk izdk'ku] dgkfu;k¡] ys[k] vkys[k] vf[ky Hkkjr fla/kh cksyh] xqtjkr lkfgR; vdkneh dh vksj ls iqjLÑr o lEekfurA irk % 37 vkfnR; caxykst+] vokl ikdZ ds Hkhrj] uksfcy uxj ds ikl] vgenkckn—382340 ¼Qksu % 079&30214033 @ 09879 563 312½

,- ts- mÙke ¼1923½ gSnjkckn] fla/k ¼ikfdLrku½A foHkktu dh dgkfu;k¡ ¼d'ked'k½] vkys[k ¼lkfgR; vkSj lkfgR;dkj½] dgkfu;k¡ ¼gh tgk¡] gh eu½] fla/kh lalkj] fla/kh lekpkj o ubZ nqfu;k dk laiknuA vusd ns'k&fons'k esa iqjLdkjA irk % CykWd 12&13] ¶ySV—2] uothou dkWyuh] eksjh jksM] ekfge] eqEcbZ—400 016 ¼Qksu % 022&2445&6889½ rkjk ehjpankuh ¼1930½ gSnjkckn] flU/k ¼ikfdLrku½] miU;kl—6] dgkuh laxzg—5 izdkf'krA ik¡p n'kd ls l`tudk;Z esa layXu dFkk lkfgR; esa eq[; :i ls L=kh ds vanj&ckg~; lalkj dk Hkksxk gqvk lR; lkdkj gksrk gSA v-Hkk-fl-cks-lk-lHkk] eqEcbZ }kjk 1992 esa rFkk 1993 esa ^gB;ksxh* miU;kl ij lkfgR; vdkneh }kjk lEekfur irk % ,&1] tSd&fty vikVZesaV] ukjaxhckx+ jksM] iq.ks—411 001 ¼Qksu % 022&26130842½ 166 % flU/h dgkfu;k¡

ys[kd ifjp; %

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