DAYAH'S NOTES

DAYAH’S NOTES COLLECTION OF NICE NOTES WRITTEN BY MY LOVELY DAUGHTER,

Dear Abah, I’m always been the trouble maker, the rebellious child and constantly testing your patience all these 19 years.

But you never get mad and still love me so much.

I remembered the days when I was a little girl and I can’t sleep and you were very kind to sleep with me, read me a book and listen to my weird imaginations. Every-single-night.

I remembered you came to us one night, I was pretending to be sleeping and I saw you killed the evil mosquitoes that bite us.

I remembered that Wednesday when you came to meet me at school but you don’t know I had Taekwando training and you waited for hours!

You didn’t get mad, you just said I’ll come again this weekend" I cried like a child. Because I hate waiting and you waited for me that long, it just break my heart.

I remembered when I was sick, you take good care of me. You give me medicine on time, buy my favourite food, concern about me until I feel better.

I may be a doctor one day, Abah, insyaAllah.

But you are my doctor! I’m your apprentice.

Hehe

You always want to hear me. Even with my weird thoughts, and questions.

And you and Ummi show me the greatest love in the world.

There are so many good things about you that I remembered, Abah.

You are the best, Abah.

And I love you so much, I hope Allah will let us all be together forever.

If there is anyone who show me, in real life, a few of sunnah Rasulullah SAW, I should say it is you.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! You are the strongest person,dad! You never get mad. Easily.

You didnt laugh out loud, you just smile.

Love, Hidayah June 2013 the-good-daughter, insyaAllah

Dear Ummi Ummi!!!!!!!!!

I was celebrated amazingly on my graduation , but I feel very happy and special for a while.

I’m truly thankful to you and Abah for being the reason that day become reality.

It definitely felt like the best day in my life.

I can never thank you enough but I would like to express any gratitude with this beautiful flowers. I hope you’ll delightfull ~Hidayah~ 2018

A letter for my annoying little sisters [Aha and Anna].

Assalamualaikum Today you both got the result you had been anxiously waiting for.

I don't know how do you guys feel about it.

But of course we all want to be the best and get the best results.

I really hope you are fine with your results, but in case you don’t, then here's a few things you need to know.

You guys are amazing.

Not everyone can learn to play musical instruments at your age by self taught.

So I know even how much we try to convince Not everyone can paint amazing paintings ourselves its okay, we do fell a little sad about like you guys did and not everyone can do it. Sometimes, that feeling can be a good what you can do at your age. thing and make us more eager to prove ourselves.

I want you guys to think positively about the results instead of feeling down or less than anyone who did better.

We all knew how ridiculously hard and insane the questions are for your level. And it doesn’t your true potential my dears! .

This journey of learning is still a long way to go, sisters.

And I believe if you have the right attitude and dedication on it you will succeed.

You have more than that. And even though with all or our reasons that we thought could possibly affect us in our study, don’t forget that we too must look into ourselves and reflect.

Ummi once told me,the only person you should be better than , is yourself.

Have you done enough to get what you want?

So it doesn’t matter how small the steps you make or how slow your progress is, as long as you keep improving yourself, that’s good enough.

Is your will strong enough to get what you want?

Have you sacrifice all the sementara things for your aim?

And have you push yourself to your limit?

If the answer is no, then you have to improve yourselves.

But if the answer is yes, then just accept it with an open heart because one can do so much, but ALLAh holds the results.

There is always room for improvement. You are no less than anyone, you just need to start again.

If tonight, those who got straight As are celebrating merrily their achievements, I don’t blame them, they deserve it, but let us celebrate tonight by praying syukur to Allah.

Say; Ya Allah, Alhamdulilah. We did our best , and this is the result you give me, thank you Allah. I'm thankful to you. inshaaAllah He will give you more.

Say sorry to ummi and abah if you had let them down.

I’m having premenstrual syndromes right now I think that why I’m being a little bit emotional but, all and all , I want to wish you

CONGRATULATIONS sisters!

And may your paths to the next phase be clear and full of success for this world and the after world even more!

Love, Your emotional sister.

Kak Dayah 19/12/2016

“Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is a mystery Today is a gift. That’s why it’s called the present”

SHE IS MY ANGEL She is an angel Sent straight down from heaven One in this world, no other...

The precious one..

With a pure and strong heart, That inspires thousands of souls by watching her, When she talks, it is wisdom, And when she tested, it's an example.., Because of that, and many other reasons she is amazing, She is amazing enough for being my angle, She gave me hopes, Make me dream, And living my life making all those dreams come true, I can't thank her enough, I can't apologise enough, But today, and everyday, I want to thank her and wish her,

Happy Mothers Day!!

Thank you Ya ALLAH,, For the greatest thing that happen in my life, For my mother and father, For an angel I saw when I opened my eyes in this world, I will do my best to treat them well, Now and Forever...In Sya Allah.

Ameen.. ~Hidayah~ 2013

THE 9 MONTHS MYSTERY When two become one is a miracle and then it becomes two again?

Wao! That’s impossible But impossible had become possible, That’s the sign of existence of Allah, the Incomparable, What is this? Such happy news but sickness comes along with it Weakness over weakness each day.

For 9 months or maybe a delay

Nausea, vomiting, back pain and shortness of breath But she’s still keeping the faith that she have Tears in her eyes but she is still smiling when for the first time she heard my heart beating Really? Its yours?

Maybe.

Couldn’t walk long distance, her foot will ache, Cannot sit for long hours either, her back will ache, Tossed and turn she goes, but she still couldn’t sleep, But she put her hand on me, hoping I wouldn’t weep, She stays strong because she knew, it will worth it, Everywhere she goes, whatever she does, whenever it was, she still has to go through it,

But it’s amazing, when I enjoy the beat of her heart, so close when she drink, my thirst quenched And when she eat, I am full, I say ; Love is all I need to live but someone else says; Dude, oxygen is more important Yeah, and her BREATH is once MINE.. people ask him he said two Everybody laugh but they didn’t knew What he said was all along true First trimester has gone through, The morning sickness had ceased too, But now her tummy is getting bigger, And not to forget even more heavier, A little massage behind her back, Will come handy for her stomach ache,

Holding her hands tight, almost all the time, Giving her all the supports, as much he can, Never want to leave her, even just for a second, So he prayed to Allah, as he is just a human, To take care of her, in his absence.

Another day, another month, The time passing by, its almost time To part is a sweet pain 9 months finally come to an end Now come a horrendous pain She screams, she shouts, she takes a deep breath and fight Fear is not her choice, she has might

She put herself behind as she deliver Those mysterious gifts which God had gave her 2 little princesses comes out healthy and strong Just like the mother they are both belong Now what’s mystery is a reality For now she had seen, what she’d never see She feels the love at the first sight Fear not little fellas, she will continue to fight!

And who is she?

We call her Ummi She calls us my baby ~Hidayah Hadi~ 9 Feb 2015

Firman Allah yang bermaksud: “Dan ketahuilah bahawa hartabenda kamu dan anakanak kamu itu hanyalah ujian dan sesungguhnya di sisi Allah jugalah pahala yang besar.”

(Surah Al-Anfal, ayat 28)

Surah Al-Imran:139 Firman Allah SWT : “Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman.� –

Dear Me We planned.. but Allah also had His plan for us.

If what we planned is also what He planned, we should be very grateful..

But if, what we planned is not what He planned, then we should be grateful too, because Allah is the all knower, and he is the best planner, eventually, we will find what He planned is the best for us. #alhamdulillah.. ~Hidayah~ June 2012

Ummi.........

From the sophisticated modern, urban, comfortable Puncak Alam to this ageold, safari, country KMKN had real gave me big task to adapt and to adopt.

In the morning , i can hear the noisy hundreds of birds as the sign of a new day, the cool mist is very obvious, the dragonflies are everywhere, at night so many insects surrounding the light, the annoying cricket chirping nonstop, but this is the climb to succses.

I'm in the right track even though it seemed hard. But in the end, insyaallah i'll have the opportunity to enjoy the exquisite view from the summit.

Please pray for me ummi, abah. I always remember you in my prayers and lots of love from Kuala Nerang. ~Hidayah~ 10 July 2012

Dear Ummi and Abah, Thank you for being the best parents in the world for me. Thank you for delivering me into this world, thank you for always putting me first before yourself, thank you for carrying me more than 9 months, thank you for forgiving my mistakes again and again and believing in me, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for always been there for me whenever I needed you, Seriously, I cant thank you enough. Even if I devoted my whole life to thank both of you. It will never be enough, so thank you for loving me anyways even though you know I cant repay both of your loves with everything I have.

23 years had passed and I haven't been such a solehah daughter for both of you. But hey, at least I have the rest of my life now to be one.

I love you with all my heart, it feel impossible to share it with anyone else!

I pray, may Allah bless you both with the highest jannah because you are the most incredible people I had ever met in my entire life. Ameen.

Love, ~Dayah~ 8/1/2017 17.16

Happy Mother’s Day ..Ummi 10th February 1993 evoke the day a beautiful and special woman in my heart, Sariati Dalib as a mother. On this day, no one could ever tell the joy in her heart as she heard the loud cry of her first prince after she hardly assembled all her energy for the last unbearable push.

The cry echoed in the labour room. The world becomes the most pleasant place to be with this new born prince. The doctor and nurses smile happily. Tears of happiness slide down my mother’s face as she embraced the little boy who she had been carrying for nine months.

The beautiful baby boy resembles mom and dad’s eternal love. Luqman Hafizuddin is the name chose by mom and dad for my brother.

Her struggles and sacrifices had given a new soul the opportunity to see the world.

Her sacrifices repeated when she gave birth to all of us. Two princes and four princesses.

My forth brother, Syukri Hanif was a special case during the labouring according to my mother. Back in time my mom pregnant him, the technology is not as advance as now. There is no such thing as 3D-scanner.

Subsequently, the doctors can’t detect that my little brother will be delivered as face-presentation-case.

Praise for Allah, my little brother was delivered normally with no deformation at all. According to the doctor, this kind of case usually caused the baby to two conditions; broke his/her neck; or died.

And for the safety of the baby, the labour should be carried in the main hospital conducted by expert specialists.

“But, my baby was delivered normally and he is saved,” mom said to me the other day. “But the doctor catches a cold the next day,” she continued.

The nurses said, “Dr Razak will not handle the case if he knew it was face-presentation. It was the first case in that hospital.”

My mom is the best example I could ever take. She is a strong, independent woman.

A woman I would hardly be like. She is the woman with so much good values to take from. Some people said, values in life took years of experience. But, she had it all. She is just too good to be true.

If I could ever write everything she had Honestly, the record breaking continued until done for the family especially me, here. It now-with his own way. Mom took extra care for just will not be enough. My dad is so lucky Uki. She woke up early in the morning to bath to have her as her woman. And I know Uki. She just cannot give her trust to the how much dad love her. Today is a special babysitters or anyone else as Uki is so tiny at that day for her. And I want to take this time. She just needs the babysitters to watch opportunity to wish you over him when she’s at work. Until Uki managed to move his neck, no one ever cradle him HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!! except her and dad.

We all loves you very-very much and thank you for always be the best mother ever for all of us. ~Nur Hidayah~ 2011

Firman Allah S.W.T:

"Dan sekiranya kamu menghitung nikmat Allah, nescaya tidak dapat menghitungnya.

Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu Maha Pengampun dan Maha Penyayang."

(Surah an-Nahl, ayat 18)

Essay Dayah Dreams do come true even though sometimes they are hard. My name is Nur Hidayah binti Abdul Hadi, and my dream is to become a doctor. I am well aware that it is not easy to achieve my dream nowadays. But I am determined to make it real.

One of the reasons is because of this verse of Al-Quran; 'Whoever kills a person it is as though he has killed all mankind. And whoever saves a life, it is as though he had saved all mankind.'(Quran 5:32).

I was born on the 8th of January 1994 in Family Medical Centre, Pahang and I am the second child of six siblings in my family.

I discovered my ambition to be a doctor since I was six-year-old, when I was diagnosed with allergic rhinitis.

I was inspired by the kindness of my doctors and I want to be just like them. As I grew up, my passion towards medicine smouldered. Personally, it is a joy to put smiles on the patients’ faces after recovering from their illnesses.

My plan is to do specialization in Otolaryngology or also called Ear, Nose and Throat Specialist to help others like me after I finished my degree and gained working experience for a couple years.

As much as I love being a doctor, I also will to try to be a researcher. I would like to specialize in Pediatrician after 10 years working as Otolaryngology. I found there are still many rooms for improvement in the management of autistic children in Malaysia. I believe, they have great potentials!

I believed God has blessed me with what it takes to achieve good result. I felt very grateful to have attained 5A’s in Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah(UPSR) , 9A’s in Penilaian Menengah Rendah(PMR) and 9A’s in Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia(SPM).

I would like to have the opportunity to study in United Kingdom as I find their attitude towards their profession is exemplary and inspired me to become a good doctor. There, they even have psychologists to treat misbehaviour of dogs. This shows their commitment in doing their job, even to animals and this triggered me to be the best researcher to improve the treatment of Autistic children in Malaysia.

Besides, UK medicine is respected worldwide and the qualifications are widely accepted. They are equipped with advance facilities and this will surely be a good exposure for me. Moreover, many overseas doctors come to UK every year to benefit from postgraduate training. ~Hidayah~ 2012