Original Memory Book for Jonathan Jerome Carroll

Jonathan “Jodi” Carroll

• 1980 - 2021

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Lieutenant

Born: Sunday, May 18, 1980 9:15 a.m.

8 Pounds 10 ounces Princess Margaret Hospital Nassau, New Providence The Bahamas

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Delivered by: Dr. Kirtland Culmer Pediatrician: Dr. Patrick Roberts.

Jonathan “Jodi” Carroll

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JONATHAN “JODI” CARROLL A Precious and Unique Gift

“How blessed is God! And what a blessing He is! He’s the Father of our Master, Jesus Christ, and takes us to the high places of blessing in Him. Long before He laid down earth’s foundations, He had us in mind, had settled on us as the focus of His love, to be made whole and holy by His love. Long, long ago He decided to adopt us into His family through Jesus Christ. (What pleasure He took in planning this!) He wanted us to enter into the celebration of His lavish gift-giving by the hand of His beloved Son.” [Ephesians 1:3-6, Message] Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mother’s womb. I thank you, High God— you’re breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made! I worship in adoration—what a creation! You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth, 18th May, 1980; all the stages of my life were spread out before you, The days of my life all prepared before I’d even lived one day. Your thoughts—how rare, how beautiful! [Psalm 139:14-17 Message] ....

The challenge always to be in agreement with those Thoughts....

Moses-like attributes and intellectual brilliance were lavished on this First Gift of the Second Generation of the Joseph and Estella Zonicle Progeny. He skipped one grade at Kingsway Academy, his Primary School, skipped second and third Grades at Lyford Cay School, was admitted after testing straight into Seventh Grade at St. Andrews School. On his Mother’s relocation to Freeport, given his perfect grades at St. Andrews for three years of High School, he was admitted directly

into the then Catholic High School, without testing, and became Valedictorian by force of the excellence of his grades, despite not having come up through all the grades in that School. His Mother recalls that he asked his meticulous eldest Aunt to review his Valedictorian Speech and she could find no fault. He entered University abroad at sixteen years old on full Scholarships.

As Guide Posts were lacking, he had to return to The Bahamas to work, having forfeited all Scholarships. On his own initiative, however, Jodi returned to University abroad with sacrificial, financial help from his Mother.

He graduated with Honours, and was courted by premier United States tertiary Institutions, such as Stanford University, for their Graduate Programmes.

The time spent in The Bahamas, before he would return to the United States for Study and ultimate Permanent Residence, were transformative, as he learned and always faithfully applied a Life Lesson from his maternal Grandfather, namely, Yahweh’s Standard for a Man as Father, to protect and nurture at all costs.

During his undergraduate years, he was pursued , succumbed, married and started a Family. Thus, despite overtures from top Universities in the United States, he opted to go to work at the Accounting Firm of Deloitte and Touche to support his young Family which became two amazing Sons, Jaden, born 23rd September, 2002, and, Jonathan Junior, born 10th August, 2005, whom he adored, and was relentless in ensuring he had access to them when his marriage failed.

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His protective instincts were innate, as his Mother also recalls, when he and his closest Sister Jonquill were ten and six respectively, got separated from her in a Shopping Mall in Florida, Mall Security found them almost five hours later, Jodi holding tightly onto his Sister’s hand!

Perhaps the best expression of the mutual adoration between Jodi and his eleven Aunts was his comment to his Mother at the Reception for him on his first ‘send-off’ to University: “Mummy, I am sorry l, but I have twelve Mothers!”

Jodi found True Love with Patricia Poff, and, a Blended Family of a Step-daughter Ayana and Step-son Kai whom he came to love as his own.

True Bliss is guaranteed when True Love is grounded in being equally yoked [2 Corinthians 6:14] Jodi’s Heavenly Election is secure, having accepted Jesus as his personal Saviour, and followed Him in Baptism [John 15:16 Message]: a ‘red letter’ day for “Lieutenant”, his maternal Grandfather’s nickname for him, and, his Pastor.

The Almighty has proven that at every stage of Jodi’s Life, despite even literal Life and Death challenges, He been there for him. He says: “‘I am—not was—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, the God of Jacob.’ The living God defines himself not as the God of dead men, but of the living.”

[Matthew 22: 32, Message] As an initially single Mother, chosen to be the Vessel for this Precious Gift, this Assurance, especially for the Care of her Children, was divinely communicated and reinforced to her via the Scripture: “The Lord will

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perfect that which concerneth me: thy mercy, O Lord, endureth for ever: [I] forsake not the works of [Mine] own hands.” [Psalm 138:8 KJV], and, has come to be the bedrock of her Faith.

Jonathan Jerome Jodi Carroll is survived by his two Sons: Jaden and Jonathan Carroll of Virginia; Mother: Josephine Zonicle-Lopes; Father: Jonathan Carroll, Sr.; Stepfather: Manuel Lopes; Sisters: Jonquil [Lavardo} Neymour, Leslie Carroll, Joyanne {Demarco} Spears, Dagmar {Gamaliel} Johnson, Sharina Williams, Bernika {Shawn} McKenzie; Brothers: Gerald {Daviea} Carroll, Jonathan William, Chris Wilson and Jason Smith; Maternal Grandparents: Bishop Joseph and Estella Zonicle; Twelve Aunts: {mothers} Marilyn and Mellany Zonicle, Christiana {Julian} Russell, Deborah Zonicle, Pauline Claude, Dr. Samara {Roland} Zonicle-Newton, Martha {Clinton} Minnis, Clavia {Samuel} McClain, Shirnelle {Lloyd} Gardiner, Sheena Zonicle, Wanza {Kevin} Munroe and Vernice Smith; Nephews: Lavaro and Lajuan Neymour; Nieces: Lavaranae and Lanae Neymour; Godparents: Michael {Zonya} Bain, Dencil Kerr, Eugenia Cartwright and Deborah Zonicle; Cousins: Andrew {Stephanie} Judah, Naomi, Isaiah, Elijah, Aaliyah and Micaiaa Russell, Jason {Mindy} Zion and Levi Russell, Jamila Russell, Gabrielle {Ondre} Raine, Blaise and Claire McKenzie, Charisma and Aneka Minnis, Ophir Neymour, Theo {Anna} Lyon McClain, Alex, Samia and Clavia McClain, Dominic Newton, Nachalah, Nike and Kadin Gardiner, Josue {Joslyn} Raymond, William Raymond, Joseph and Deborah Zonicle, Kevin Jr. Churton, Mellany and Joelle Munroe, Addis Huyler, Jessica Martin, Ginger Brown, Sheiko Hoyte, Carnell Pinder, Larry Duncombe of West Palm Beach, Ebony Carey, Llewelyn, Tina and Lila Smith; Step Children: Ayana and Kai Frankson.

Other relatives and friends: Mary Bastian, Judy Grant, Clinton McCartney, Geneva Fynes, Andrea

Taylor, Linda Pinder, Machelle Sands, Bertie and Edward Carey, Indira Belle, Joann Curry and Freda, Vivian Rahming and family, Shekyra and George Lightfoot, Mrs. Patsy Neymour and family, Cheryl Bain, Eleanor Steele and family, Lucile Davis and family, Emily Hall, Ivis Segura, Lydia Wallace, Lillis and Deserene Zonicle, Eden, Charles, Carlton, and Audley Zonicle, Ruth, Esther, William, Virginia, Ellen, Belva, Charles {CB} and Barbara Zonicle, Theron and Therell Smith of Freeport, Grand Bahama Catholic High School Class of 1996, The Mount Royal Avenue family, Providence Baptist Church family, First Baptist Church {Freeport} family.

Predeceased by: Paternal grandparents: Gerald and Ezelia Carroll; Aunts: Esther {George} Zonicle , Hazel and Leroy Carey, Eugie Turnquest; Uncles: Hubert and Bernard Belle, Charles {Celeta} Zonicle, Antonio Turnquest {Brother} Joseph Zonicle {Uncle}, Aphia Neymour {Cousin} and Kevinique Munroe {Cousin} The family would like to thank everyone for your calls, prayers and words of comfort. May God’s richest blessings shine upon you.

SPECIAL THANKS to Mr. Larry Duncombe and Mr. Addis Huyler.

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SEQUENCE OF EVENTS MODERATOR | Rev. Clinton Minnis MUSICAL PRELUDE PRAYER | Pastor Geoffrey Wood OLD TESTAMENT SCRIPTURE PSALM 139 | Mrs. Gabrielle McKenzie {Cousin} CONGREGATIONAL HYMN | “And Can It Be/Charles Wesley” And can it be that I should gain An interest in the Savior’s blood?

Died He for me, who caused His pain— For me, who Him to death pursued?

Amazing love! How can it be, That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me?

Long my imprisoned spirit lay Fast bound in sin and nature’s night; Thine eye diffused a quickening ray I woke, the dungeon flamed with light; My chains feel off, my heart was free, I rose, went forth, and followed Thee.

’Tis mystery all: thee Immortal dies: Who can explore His strange design?

In vain the firstborn seraph tries To sound the depths of love divine. ’Tis mercy all! Let earth adore, Let angel minds inquire no more.

No condemnation now I dread; Jesus, and all in Him, is mine; Alive in Him, my living Head, And clothed in righteousness divine, Bold I approach thee eternal throne, And claim the crown, through Christ my own.

He left His Father’s throne above So free, so infinite His grace— Emptied Himself of all but love, And bled for Adam’s helpless race: ’Tis mercy all, immense and free, For O my God, it found out me!

AS I KNEW HIM | Mr. Addis Huyler {Cousin} NEW TESTAMENT SCRIPTURE: 2 Corinthians Chapter 5 | Mr. Sheiko Hoyte {Cousin}

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SELECTION: “ I Don’t Know About Tomorrow” | Mr. Charles A. Zonicle {Cousin} EULOGY | Dr. Julian Russell PARTING WORDS OF COMFORT AND PRAYER FOR THE FAMILY | Pastor Geoffrey Wood RECESSIONAL HYMN | “Farther Along” Tempted and tried, we’re oft made to wonder Why it should be thus all the day long, While there are others living about us, Never molested, though in the wrong.

(Chorus) Farther along we’ll know all about it, Farther along we’ll understand why; Cheer up my brother, live in the sunshine, We’ll understand it all by and by.

When death has come and taken our loved ones, It leaves our home so lonely and drear, Then do we wonder why others prosper Living so wicked year after year.

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Faithful til death, said our loving Master A few more days to labor and wait, Toils of the road will then seem as nothing As we sweep through the beautiful gate.

When we see Jesus, coming in glory, When He comes from His home in the sky, Then we shall meet Him in that bright mansion, We’ll understand it all by and by.

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OUR DAD Jonathan and I would like to thank you all for coming

out here today to pay respects. We know that our dad will look down on us at this moment and see all the love that he had from his family and friends. Although he may no longer be with us at this time it is important to realize that the bond is not broken as he is still with us in spirit, waiting for us to meet him up in Heaven. We appreciate you all for coming to not only pay respects but also celebrate the life of our dad.

When I woke up on that Wednesday and read the text, I immediately shut my phone off and tried to go back to sleep. I could not believe the terrible news and did not want to face the reality. All the memories that we had, all the laughs we shared, the moments we shared, I thought they would all disappear. I am sure I have still not fully accepted the fact that he is gone but I can always look back at the time spent together and the love that he had for my brother Jonathan and I.

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Our dad’s laugh would light up the room as he always wanted to brighten the day of those around him. Growing up in the Bahamas, he always had so much love for the place he grew up and those that he grew up with. He held so much love for his family. Deciding to go to the United States as a teenager to enhance his education embodies the type of person he was. Not afraid to take chances and experience something new.

I had so many memories with my dad. For one, I had never held a huge love for reggae, and he never stopped trying to enlighten me as he would always have it playing. He always loved spending time talking about sports as that was a major interest we shared talking about our Dolphins. Jonathan may have not loved sports as much as Dad and I did, but the love and care that my dad had for Jonathan was unfathomable. We would all love to go to the Florida beaches together and enjoy the sun and talk about random topics. He always talked

about Bahamas beaches and how they were the best in the world and wanting to take us to see family and go to the beaches there. Whether we were cooking a meal together or just spending time watching TV together, I will always cherish the time I had with Jonathan and my dad.

Relationships are never perfect and there were troubles in our relationship after my parents separated when I was in the 5th grade, but I always knew that the love that my parents had for me would not waver. Although it was difficult not seeing him as often, there were countless memories for us to still have together whether it was only a phone call to talk about the game, or trips to go fishing.

As a parent, my dad had so much love for all his children whether it was Jonathan and I or his stepchildren Ayanna and Kai that he treated them as his own. He

would ask us how our day was going and wanted to know when something was up as he would always try to make us laugh to brighten our day. He loved to spend time with all his children, and it was some of his favorite memories when we were on a family trip, and we all got to enjoy ourselves. He wanted only the best for those that he loved and always encouraged us to do better.

He is in God’s hands now and he will forever be looking down upon us to see the life that we choose to live out. We will always be together in spirit and that bond is never broken it is just extended. Life does not last forever but the love that he shared with all of us will.

Jaden and Jonathan Carroll

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GRAVESIDE SERVICE HYMN | “To God Be The Glory” To God be the glory, great things he hath done!

So loved he the world that he gave us his Son, who yielded his life an atonement for sin, and opened the lifegate that all may go in.

(Chorus) Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, let the earth hear his voice!

Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, let the people rejoice!

O come to the Father thru Jesus the Son, and give him the glory, great things he hath done!

O perfect redemption, the purchase of blood, to every believer the promise of God; the vilest offender who truly believes, that moment from Jesus a pardon receives.

Great things he hath taught us, great things he hath done, and great our rejoicing thru Jesus the Son; but purer, and higher, and greater will be our wonder, our transport, when Jesus we see.

PRAYER | Rev. Clinton Minnis COMMITAL | Pastor Geoffrezy Wood

HYMN | “And Can It Be” And can it be that I should gain An interest in the Savior’s blood?

Died He for me, who caused His pain— For me, who Him to death pursued?

Amazing love! How can it be, That Thou, my God, shouldst die for me? ’Tis mystery all: thee Immortal dies: Who can explore His strange design?

In vain the firstborn seraph tries To sound the depths of love divine. ’Tis mercy all! Let earth adore, Let angel minds inquire no more.

He left His Father’s throne above So free, so infinite His grace— Emptied Himself of all but love, And bled for Adam’s helpless race: ’Tis mercy all, immense and free, For O my God, it found out me!

Long my imprisoned spirit lay Fast bound in sin and nature’s night; Thine eye diffused a quickening ray I woke, the dungeon flamed with light; My chains feel off, my heart was free, I rose, went forth, and followed Thee.

No condemnation now I dread; Jesus, and all in Him, is mine; Alive in Him, my living Head, And clothed in righteousness divine, Bold I approach thee eternal throne, And claim the crown, through Christ my own.

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MY BABY

BOY

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y beautiful baby boy, oh how I miss you. Your last words to me were “I love you Mummy”. My heart aches every time I think of those words. You didn’t have to say it because I knew you did. There were so many times you made me so proud of you. Yes, you were brilliant, but I was most proud of you when I saw how much you love your little sister. As a little boy you would advise her on how to behave. You would tell her “Mummy wouldn’t spank you if....” You loved Jophi and you were a good big brother. You were an excellent father too. I was so proud of you when I watched you with your two boys. You were a Young father, but you took on your responsibilities like a pro. I always commented that the only thing you didn’t do for your boys was to bring them into this world.

I don’t understand why you had to go so soon but, The Holy Spirit has assured me that your leaving was for God to be Glorified. It was no accident that two days before your spirit left this earth, the Holy Spirit told me to sing in a voice note for you, your favorite hymn (from you were a child) “And Can It Be” And, oh how you loved to hear me sing. I can picture us in church, you on one side and Jophi on the other, as we sang and you pushing up closer to me so you could hear me better. Baby, I have so many wonderful memories. I am comforted knowing that I will see you again.

So my baby boy, until we meet again.

Mummy

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The fun, laughter, jokes, nicknames, songs we made up, secrets we shared, codes we made up, the loyalty and bond between us!!!!

Wow!!! We had an awesome childhood together!!!

Though it was just us, there was never a dull moment.

Remember when we were small, and mummy had just picked a few peppers out of the yard. When I fell asleep you rubbed one of those on my thumb and stuck it back in my mouth!!! Dude, who does that?!?! I did make sure you got in trouble though, lol. I was known as the “sassy” one, and you the “quiet” one. Nothing about you was quiet when we were home, and you were always so protective when it came to me. Like the time we went on vacation to Orlando and got lost for an entire day in the mall. Though only about six or so, never once did I feel afraid or worried. I knew I was safe was my big brother. You never let me out of your sight, and you held my hand the entire time. As we got older and came to Nassau on school breaks, I would always have to pass “inspection” when wanting to go out anywhere. “Where are you going in that? You’re not going out in that!” Then when Sheiko was a part of the mix, that made it worse, you had back-up! I might as well had just let you guys choose my outfits!!! Then there was this one-time mommy asked one simple thing of you…. just to drop me out somewhere and bring me back home…. that’s it!!! You gave me my space while we were out, however as it was nearing the time for us to leave, you found me talking to a guy. You came up to me and pulled me away embarrassing me!!!! Mummy aint tell you do all of that!!! You were just supposed to be my ride.

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Your love for music forced me to follow suit. It felt like you had every cd, no matter the genre. You did not discriminate when it came to music. Your favorite was reggae though, and it became my own too. Many evenings we spent listening to your various cd’s, we knew all the lyrics. When you went off to college you would always bring back cd’s from my favorite artists.

When you went to college, you never missed a birthday, or Valentines Day. There would always be a card in the mail for me. Every Christmas, you would make sure I had my gift. We were always there for each other even as we got older. Your babies were and are my babies and my babies were your babies. I had just completed college in 2005, when little Jonathan was about to be born. I made sure that I was there for the delivery and was one of the first to see him. I left for a bit but came back when Ellen returned to work. I watched Jonathan and Jaden for quite a few months before returning to Nassau to start work. You would always tease me and remind me that Jonathan was my first baby and told me not to forget it!!!

While I was in Orlando with you all, you taught me how to drive in the US. I would always ask you to take me here and there, until you got tired and threw me the keys to the Civic. I had no other choice. But every time a certain time approached, or a certain amount of time lapsed, my phone would ring. It was you asking if I was okay, where I was and how much longer I would be.

We were always so close. We would share secrets and tell each other “don’t tell mommy”. Even as adults and up to a few months ago you told me something and told me not to tell mommy. I thought she should know, so I told her what questions to ask you, so you could tell her since you didn’t want me to lol. And it worked, and I didn’t tell mummy, you did. You always showed just how much you loved me and cared about me. When I had my babies, the same love and affection was shown to them. You met Lanae at about six (6) months when we traveled to visit you, Ellen, and the boys in Virginia.

You and Ellen had bought Lanae sooooo many gifts and treats that we weren’t even able to bring them all back to Nassau. You adored my babies!!!! Everytime we spoke you asked for them. You didn’t believe me when my first son was born, and I told you LJ’s middle name was Jonathan…lol…you had to confirm with mummy!!!

And guess what? He is sharp and intelligent like his uncle. We just told each other how proud we were of each other and the awesome parents we had become.

Whenever we spoke you would always say you can’t wait for me to visit so I can cook (and you would list off the dishes) for you.

This truly still fells like a bad dream. Never would I have imagined that I would be here doing this. I miss you so much, words will never be able to explain or

describe. As I write this, the tears are pouring. Though not in the same country, we made it a point to see each other at least once a year. As a result of covid, the last time we were together would have been when mummy got married November 2019. We were both patiently awaiting the arrival of my baby. You said you couldn’t wait to see what I would name her. Well, she will have your name Jodi!!!Every time we spoke, we would end with I love you and I am so grateful for that. If I had only known that the last time, I spoke to you a few days before your passing was the last, I would have spoken longer, I would not have let you go!!! Who am I going to text “hey big brother,” or “hey, my favorite brother” to?!?!? Who am I going to laugh with and share jokes from back then with? Just a few days before your passing you asked me if I remembered boulavar?!?!? Lol lol lol.

Dude….only us know what that means, along with other stuff. My prayer is that your boys are and remain as close as we were, and that my children too have a close relationship and an unbreakable bond with each other. JODI, I WILL ALLWAYS MISS YOU, AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY FAVORITE BROTHER!!!

Love, Jonquil Jonathan “Jodi” Carroll

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“Paint With The Colors Of The Wind” Speech by Jonathan Carroll, Valedictorian of the class of 1996, Grand Bahama Catholic School (Mary’s Star of The Sea Catholic Academy)

It was approximately six years ago when we, the class of 1996 had graduated from primary school and were awaiting the day we would enter the intimidating halls of high school.

It was as if there was an eternity ahead of us. The thought of reaching the point where we, would have to venture out into the real world, alone, was the furthest thing from our minds. But now that this time has come we must prepare our hearts and our minds to meet the new challenges of life.

Like the different elements and colors of the wind, most of the things we need for our preparation are abstract, and in order to attain them, we must look beyond the physical and material aspects of life. We must focus on developing ourselves spiritually and mentally, We must grasp a more philosophical outlook on life that will assist us in becoming useful members of society.

It goes without saying, that if we are to achieve this status, we must look to the Almighty God for guidance and direction. As St. Paul tells us in Phillippians Chapter 4, verse 19 “MY GOD SHALL SUPPLY ALL YOUR NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS RICHES IN GLORY BY CHRIST JESUS” Thus, it is evident that God is the most vital of all things needed to progress in the ongoing journey of life.

By maintaining a sound balance between the physical and the spiritual aspects of life we greatly increase our potential to become extraordinary human beings, so long as we do not limit ourselves...........

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Jodi was the first nephew and first male child born into Estella and

Joseph Zonicle’s family in more than 26 years and because of this he was very special to his Mom, grand parents and 11 aunts. We all loved him dearly and will always treasure all the accomplishments and wonderful and precious experiences we shared during his short time with us.

Aunt Deb Tribute To My First Nephew “Jodi” “John-John” “Lieutenant” I remember Jodi was born. He was very plump and had fat red cheeks.

John-John was a very intelligent child, and we all knew that he would go places. When Daddy saw him for the first time, he gave him the name Lieutenant. He had an infectious smile. Everybody loved him and wanted to hold and kiss him.

I remember John-John going to school wearing his St. Andrews uniform, long navy-blue pants, and a nice clean white shirt. Whenever Jodi came to Nassau on any type of break be it summer, spring break or any short trip, Mama knew she had to prepare white rice, steam turkey wings and coleslaw. Boy he loved that!

With his radiant smile he would always hug and ask, “Aunt Martha, how are you going?” Lieutenant I will miss you. You will forever be in my heart. Rest in Peace

Aunt Martha Conceived in Love... Elevated ...

Redeemed!

[Luke 11:13 Message; Ephesians 2:4, 6 Amplified; I Corinthians 1:30 Amplified: John 1:3-4 Amplified, Ephesians 2:1 Amplified]

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REMEMBERING JODI All

thru my High School years 1975 – 1980, I was jealous as my schoolmates talked about their nieces and nephews. Then on May 18, 1980 a few weeks before I graduated St. John’s College, my sister Josephine gave birth to a bouncing, handsome, red, boy. This baby was the spoilest, most loved infant being the second male in a family of thirteen females. For a while we shared Addis with Aunt Eugie and Vernice, but now we had our own bundle of joy.

He was not allowed to cry and the only time he was not being passed from aunt to aunt was when he was sleeping. My most painful memory of him was when he at around eight months toppled out of my arms and cracked his skull on the kitchen floor. I was so scared.

I cried and cried. The memory still brings tears to my eyes. I didn’t ever want to hold him again, but he loved his Aunt Nell, so I had to make sure hold his back from then on.

I prayed from then until his demise that he would suffer no physical, psychological or neurological effect from it. I didn’t want that ever on my conscience. So, I was happy to see him grow and mature into a man intelligent and smart. It was I, who played ‘peek a boo’ with him to capture the smile for his childhood photo that hangs at the Zonicle homestead. I was happy to see him kick butt at all the local schools he attended. I was happy to be present at his Grand Bahama Catholic High School graduation and hear his Valedictorian address. I was happy to attend his wedding to Patricia. It was always

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good to see him when he came back home, tall, suave and soft-spoken.

There is a lot of regret and unanswered questions surrounding your demise, but an acceptance of life with its twists and turns. Aunt Nell will always hold your memory dear in her heart. Farewell my ring bearer paige Jonathan, Jodi Carroll

Nell

In all things we are to give thanks.

I thank my Heavenly Father for allowing Jodi to enrich my life. From a baby to adulthood I have always been thankful that Jodi has been in my life.

Whenever Jodi said “Aunt Sheena”, it touch me. I felt his genuine love and respect. I will always love you and cherish you.

With Love Forever,

Your “Aunt Sheena”

J

odi, I just cannot accept the fact that you are gone. Our last interaction was when you wished me a happy birthday and commented that I was always one of your favorite cousins. Without a doubt, I can say that the feeling was mutual! At that time, I had no idea that you were in a fight for your life and just one week later, you would be leaving us forever. You were always modest in that way – never seeking to draw attention to yourself. Jodi, this hurts man…I can’t believe that you are really gone.

We grew up so close that you were just like my big brother. I will never forget the time spent watching sports, playing video games, listening to music…those were all things that you really enjoyed, and no one could absolutely destroy a fried chicken breast from Grammy on a Friday night like you could! You gave me the nickname “joegibbz” and to this day, I still don’t understand where it came from and what meaning it carries, but nonetheless that was the nickname you gave me, and I will cherish it forever.

To my big cousin, brother and dear friend I say, take your rest. I love you and will miss you forever. RIP Love always,

Joegibbz (Gabrie)

Jodi I was speechless. I didn’t want to believe it. Jodi meant so much to me. Moving away so young from all we knew was really hard and challenging. But seeing Jodi was always one of my ‘have-to’s’ when we visited Nassau.

Jodi was the epitome of cool for me. I secretly wanted to be like him. With his love for hip music, braids, getting an earring and contagious laughter, I saw him like a second big brother. I think he was the one who gave me my nickname ‘Jace’ that is still being used today.

To Aunt ‘Phine and Jophi, there is no title for a parent who has lost a child and for a sibling who has lost another sibling. I think that is because it’s one of the most painful experiences in life.

To Jaden and Jonathan, I can’t imagine what you are going through with the lost of your father.

I am so sorry. The only words of comfort to you all is that, even though it is hard and will be hard, God will see you through. He knows your pain and sorrow. There will be moments even after the years go by, that the grief will be overwhelming, but please take heart that when we are all reunited with Him in Glory, that there will be no more weeping or sorrow!

I love you Aunt Josephine, Jonquil, Jaden and Jonathan.

Sincerely,

As

all of you when I heard the news about

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I love my family deeply, and as a little girl I’d be so

excited to visit either during the summer or Christmas break. My fondest memories of visiting family in the Bahamas was always when we spent time by Grammy and Granddaddy’s house. Jody was always the one cracking jokes, making us little ones laugh, giving us nicknames, and just playing with us. I thought he was one of the coolest persons I know, and I still think he was one of the coolest person I know. I am so proud to call

him my cousin. I am so grateful to know his sons. I will miss Jody dearly, but I am so grateful that I got to spend quality time with him, Tricia, Jaden, Jonathan, Ayanna, and Kai last summer. I had not seen Jody in a long time, and I felt so loved to be taken cared of by him. I had planned to visit for the day, but Jody insisted I stay longer and I’m so glad I did!

Jamila

Jodi was always someone I looked up to, ever since I was young. He left an example of excellence that was felt by me and felt throughout the family. I regret not spending more one on one time with him

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MY GODSON Jon Jon, I wish I could see you one more time, walking through the door at the Zonicle’s home,but I know that that is impossible. It Saddens me that I will no longer hear your voice. I will miss our chats, and Iknow that you can feel my tears.

My heart is broken because I can’t understand why someone I love and so precious to me was taken away.

I know that God will get me through.

My heart aches knowing that I have lost you, because you were more than just a Godson to me. I look forward to the day when we meet again and I can see your smiling face.

I love you, but God loves you more. Rest In Peace.

Your Godfather,

Michael

Although you are no longer here with us anymore, we will never

be apart. You will always be in our thoughts, our memories, and our hearts. You will never be forgotten. This is not a goodbye; this is just until we meet again at the pearly gates. Save a spot for me, my brother. Until that day comes we love you and will miss you.

Love,

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Expressions OF GRATITUDE

We, the family of the late Jonathan “Jodi” Carroll, would like to express our sincere gratitude and appreciation to all of those who provided our family with support, prayers, comfort, or assistance in many other ways in our time of sorrow. Today, the prayers and the presence of those who travelled from near or far, are greatly appreciated and has helped to strengthen us during this challenging period.

Such sincere deeds during this time has encouraged us and through God’s help, our sorrow is easier to bear.

May the Lord richly bless all of you.

PALLBEARERS Sheiko Hoyte Theo McClain Addis Huyler Lavardo Neymour

Funeral Services Entrusted To Demeritte’s Funeral Home Market Street P.O. Box-GT2097 Tel: 323-5782

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Jonathan “Jodi” Carroll

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HONOURARY PALLBEARERS Michael Bain Gerald Carroll Julian Russell Lloyd Gardiner

Bishop Joseph Zonicle Samuel McClain Andrew Russell Jason Russell Kevin Munroe Sr.

Clinton Minnis Josue Raymond Larry Duncombe Roland Newton

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