Essence of motherhood

Sarah was a high-profile model and well sought after in society. One fine day, she came to visit her parents, and they suggested she remarry. Not in the mood to discuss her marriage, she picked up her mobile and stepped out into the garden

Five years back

Sarah and her husband had divorced each other, navigating their relationship through conflicts. The couple had decided to give each other their own space And with a signature, the feasible bond was broken

The garden was coloured in myriad hues. Spring was around the corner. The aroma of dahlias and roses filled her nostrils. Marigolds swayed with the breeze in festive tunes. A gentle breeze dried those rolling tears

She lives a life that anyone could long for - a successful career, money, and recognition. Yet, she felt that something was missing in her life. She wanted a baby whom she could call her own.

Childhood

As an adult she reminisced about her days as a child. Often tucked in a nook playing house. She had carefully crafted her doll house. Making it as homely as possible. Merrily playing with her dolls. She liked to think that they were a family and adding more members to the family gave her immense joy

That's what she wanted her future to look like. She longed to have a family when she grew up, a loving husband and kids around her. A family which grew together. Her stomach churned, and she felt a void inside her She was sure, she wanted to embrace motherhood.

Being a mother and having children is an incredible gift of God to females. Whenever she and her sister ran errands in the house, messing with the decor. Dropping things here and there, maa would shout, "Wait until you have your own children!" Isn't that the sweetest revenge to make your daughter stand in the same shoes?

That afternoon

Suddenly, Maa entered the garden and sat beside her on the white rattan chair. The breeze was cool. She ran her fingers through her tresses, dark, silky, and smooth. Maa always knew what she wanted, a hug or a kiss, as if she could read her mind She went inside the kitchen and came back with two mugs of espresso coffee in her hands. Amidst the feast of colors and cusps of spring, Sarah had clarity of what she wanted in life, yes motherhood! Can she be a mother as loving and caring as the one sitting beside her? "Darling, what's going on in your mind? You can share and talk to me." Sarah looked at her mother. The bond of flesh and blood, is so intense and full of unconditional love

Sarah looked up and saw her mother looking at her lovingly. She took her hands in hers and said, "Tell me, baby!"

Decision Time

The afternoon turned warm, radiating love like maa She felt like a child at this very moment. "Maa, will you say no if I ask for something? "No, never" was her usual reply. "Maa, I want to adopt a baby." Maa gazed at her. Somewhat shocked and surprised she said, 'Do you have time to raise a child?'

Being a mother is a big responsibility, my kidlet. I know motherhood brings a sense of fulfillment to any woman, but it is a lifelong commitment and a roller coaster journey in the life of a woman. Are you prepared for this? It is a fulltime job. Guiding and nurturing a child can be challenging and overwhelming too There is no blueprint, formula or book ever written which can truly explain the emotions and joy of being a mother If you're ready, I am with you. Motherhood is a blessing."

Sarah jumped with joy and kissed maa. Took out her laptop and started searching for an orphanage in the city Excited, she called on the available numbers to inquire about the process of adoption. She has to pay a visit to the centre and choose the baby said the voice from the other side of the phone She felt her dreams would come true.

Adoption

Days morphed into weeks. She was dying to hold her baby in her arms. Suddenly the mobile buzzed The call was from the orphanage, asking her to complete the adoption process and take the baby home. Thrilled Sarah and her mother rushed to complete all the legal formalities. Her prayers were answered

The air was full of love It bandaged her past. Holding her little bundle of joy, Sarah stepped out of the adoption center as a proud mother. She felt the power of motherhood and the jubilation of being a mother The boughs swayed as if they wanted to celebrate her motherhood between the beauty of the season.