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TABLE OF CONTENTS Introduction
Volume
1 This is a Weekly eBook Series, and every week there will be more volumes. This is an 8 week eBook series that will make a great encouragement on your life.
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INTRODUCTION
(What do you think?) Many of us in our lives we have experienced love or thought we have, once or twice, even thought that it is forever. Have you ever truly been in Agape love-or-Ero’s Love? That unconditional love, and intimate love that you cannot live without.
Well in this book, you will begin to learn and relate to the characters in this story. How many times we as people confused lust with love. Hmmmm(Selah) pause and think about that. Truly think about it for just a moment. I myself can relate to that person, and I am not talking about a long time ago. I am talking about five years ago. Even as being a woman a single woman, effective leader, a woman that many look up too, I myself have been tricked, fooled, hoodwinked, bamboozled, and confused love, based off of my emotions. Being empty, hurt, using outlets to ease my pain. There was a time I did not want to be in a relationship, because of terrible relationship decisions. However, things change, life, love, laughter, and living it like it’s platinum taken place. Now I am ready to seek it, feel it, and live it, with joy, happiness, and prosperity. Because it is mine, that is one of God’s gifts to us here on earth, and we shall obtain all he has for us. Therefore, enough talking about me, we can do that at the end of this series. Let us get started with one of the most powerful intense love stories, which is so profound, powerful that you will be ready, and waiting for love to knock at your door. However, not the type of love that we as humans seek, the love that is endless and comforting to one’s soul. We will be taking a journey into the lives of a few characters in this series. Before you get to finish with this series, you will see the transformation in your life. You will begin to see a little bit of yourself, in each person, or at least someone that you know. Get ready to tell everyone, you know about this series, and how this eBook has made an impact on your life. You will find yourself going through different stages each week, where you will be laughing, crying, praying, meditating, being thankful, grateful, recognizing who you are, and understanding God more. Are you READY for the Ultimate Rush? Are you ready to STOP running from Love? Did you know that true DESTINED love, always WINS in the end?
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THE MEETING, THE RIDE, AND THE VOICE
Early Tuesday morning around 8:00 am. After Tisane morning walk. She calls her sister on the phone. Very excited she says, Mara, I have a thought. “Still sleeping,” Mara says what is up sis? Tisane says I need love. Mara very sleepy say, you call me this early in the morning to tell me you need love, girl stop. Tisane laughed very loud. Yes, Sissy, I sure do, and I am determined to get it. Mara rolling over in her bed says to her anxious sister. What about Paul? What about Yacub? What about Tyrone? Sis, I love you, I also support you in anything. However, you have three men that you can choose to love. You are so undecided in which one to pick. You are too intelligent, beautiful, anointed, powerful, and admired to allow yourself, to be dating three men. Sis, I know all your secrets, and I will never tell mom-oranyone about them, however, it is time for you to make wiser choices. You need to pray, and fast get yourself out of this mess you are in. I know you say you are single, and a single woman is every man gain. I know you are dating, so you say. It gets to a point you stop and make a decision. You are a leader in the community, your office, and the church. You have many people who look up to you. I know you are very discreet with your private life. However, be careful of what you do, your sins will find you out. I am only saying this to you, because I love you, and I am your big sister. Honey, there is a man out there for you, and he will find you. You do not have to rush love, it will grab you luv. Tisane said yes Mara you are correct. I am going to choose one soon. I pray I hope I pick the right one. Mara said: Ok sis that sounds very wonderful. Can I go back to sleep first? Yes, Sissy. I am so sorry you shall. I will call you later on. Love you said Tisane. I love you more said, Mara. Walking up to her front stairs, tisane gets her morning phone call from Tyrone. Well, Tyrone McCarter, words cannot even describe him. He is 31 years old 6’1 light skinned, green eyes, short curly reddish hair. His physique is beyond words, something out of a guess magazine photo shoot. Supervisor for nooks box factory. He owns a three bedroom, five bathrooms home in Creekville Florida, and a beach house in Tampa Florida. He is the youngest supervisor in nooks box Factory Corporation. He and Tisane have been off and on dating for 2 years now. Tyrone: Hey, Baby. Tisane: Hey. Tyrone: What are you doing?
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Tisane: Just made it in from my daily walk.
Tyrone: Ok, I was just thinking about you.
I wanted to call you before I go to work. Tisane: Thank you, honey. Tisane: Thank you, honey.
Tyrone: What are you doing for lunch on today?
Tisane: I do not know as of yet. Why what’s good?
Tyrone: I wanted to have my favorite.
Tisane: Hmmmmm and what is that.
Tyrone: Now come on baby, you know what I like for lunch.
Tisane: Yes, I sure do. I am about to jump in the shower. I will call you or shoot you a text. I will let you know if I can get out. Tyrone: Ok Baby. I love you. Tisane: Ditto.
Tyrone: Bye.
Tisane: Bye.
Tisane thinking to herself. Why do I keep leading Tyrone on? I do not even really like him. There is no romance, passion, or love in this relationship. I am going to cut him off very soon. I know I can do better, much better. Well, let me get this day started off. Too much, work has to be done and interviews on today. Lord, I need your Joy and strength to help me through this day. Make my day prosperous, and keep me focused, and allow me to achieve all tasks, and have favor in everything. Tisane begins to speak to the Lord in the shower, Lord I trust you to make my life complete. Lord, I am your daughter and your servant. Lord, forgive me for all that I do with these men. Help me, Father, touch me now, take away all hurt, anger, and neglect I felt in my past marriage. Heal my broken heart, and make me whole. Forgive me Lord; I need you to send me the Love that I seek. Help me to recognize it when it comes to my life in Jesus name Amen. Tisane gets out the shower get dress, leave her penthouse, and walk down the stairs to the parking garage. Get in her car and headed to her office.
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Let me share with you who Tisane Wiman is, she is 33 years old young African American woman who is the CEO of Your Highness Magazine Television in wealthy town call Creekville Florida. She is a single mother of three children with an 18-year-old daughter name Chantal Fisk. Who she had at fifteen years old. Who is away at college at USC? She has a 15year old son Jashawn Wiman, who is a freshman in high school, and on the varsity basketball team. She also has a younger daughter Camille Wiman 11-year old, who is in middle school, and on the cheerleading team. Tisane is divorced and was married for ten years, and he is the father of her son and youngest daughter. The marriage ended in tragedy, that is why Tisane is walking around with hurt. Tisane is the type of woman that people call for motivation, encouragement, advice, and prayer. She is an ordained Evangelist and is the Co assistant Pastor in her mother church Evangelist Marla Wiman. In the daytime, she is a Mother, Lady, boss, entrepreneur, effective, leader to many, she started her first business in childcare at 18 years old. She is a go-getter, and worker by heart always had ideas in making wealth. At the same time, she has a dark side and a secret. That caused her to wear a mask. She loves men, she loves to be in control, she loves to overpower men of power, authority, and wealth. She gets adrenaline rush when she has total control of them, She loves to have them at her fingertips, to do whatever she wants tells them to do. She is a powerful woman by day and extremely powerful woman at night. She is a dominant, aggressive pimpstress at night. Tisane is 5’5 185 pounds, caramel skin, this woman have lips, hips, fingertips, pies, thighs, and eyes. Dress to impress with her own unique style, she wears glitter as her signature. Nose ring in her life side of her nose. She loves to wear long hair, different hairstyles, and boots is her favorite, she is very unique, and that is why she has influence everywhere she goes. She has six figures in her bank account since she was 28-year old. She owns two homes, one she stay in, and one she rents out to a tenant. She is the type of woman that many women want to be, and the type of woman that many men want to have. She has such a great relationship with men and women. She can motivate even an empty cup to be filled with water or juice. Tisane, pull in her office and get a phone call from her Assistant Director of her magazine T.V. Apple Strong, she is Tisane best friend for the last eight years they are just like sisters. Apple: Hey, where are you? Tisane: I am getting out the car now. Apple: great because your 10:00 am is here and he has brought his entourage with him for the banquet. Tisane: (Laughing) wonderful, he will be one of my honorees at the banquet. I have not seen him or his family in twelve years. Mom is excited about it. Apple: Do you want me to send them to conference room A-or- B? Tisane: Let them go to B, and give them anything they want to eat or drink. Make them as comfortable as possible. I am coming in now, up the elevator.
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Apple: See you soon.
Tisane: See You.
Now Tisane is having a Majesty banquet that is representing Men and Women of the cloth and business ventures. She had no clue that connecting with Prophet Joshua Greer Sr. and his son Elder Joshua Greer Jr. Would be a Heavenly connection to her spiritual freedom. What did she not know that this meeting was her first meeting of true recovery? What did she not know that her life is about to shift with healing? Tisane gets off the elevator and walks down the hall, her staff greet her and said, blessings be with you, Ms. Wiman. This is how all the workers greet each other.
Tisane: Blessings be with you all.
Margret Tisane administrator: Do you need anything, Ms. Wiman?
Tisane: No, Margret I do not thank you for asking.
Margret: Do you know that Prophet Greer and his members are in conference room B?
Tisane: Yes, I do Apple called me and let me know they were here.
Tisane: Did anyone serve them some beverages-or- any food?
Margret: Yes, they are served.
Tisane: Great, I am about to go in there now.
Tisane: Who are in there with them?
Margret: Apple, Desmond, and Will.
Tisane: Great that is everyone that needs to be in there. Tisane walks down the hall and prays inwardly to God. Lord, give me favor with Prophet Greer. Allow him to do this interview, and let him say yes that he will take this Man of God of the year award. Tisane enters the conference room and say: Prophet Joshua Greer, it has been such a long time. You are such a hard man to get in contact with. Prophet Joshua Greer Sr.: Evangelist Tisane Wiman, it is an honor and privilege to be connected to such a great woman of God. Tisane: Prophet Greer you always had a way with words. Tisane: My mother will be so excited and happy to see you and mother Greer. It has been such a long time.
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Prophet Joshua Greer Jr. (A.K.A. Josh) Yes , Tisane you stayed away from us too long. Do not do that again? Tisane: (Laughed) Josh, I have you all back in my life, and I will not let you leave me again. Mom is not going to let me do that ever again anyway.
Josh: That is what I want to hear.
Tisane: Do anyone need anything else to drink or eat?
Prophet Joshua Sr.: No. we are fine.
Tisane: Great, let us get down to business.
Josh: We have to wait for a few seconds first.
Tisane: Why is that?
Josh: We have to pray first. Dad never does any business deal-or- meeting without praying first.
Tisane: Yes, let us pray, prayer makes all things effective.
Josh, Could everyone please bow your heads.
Josh: Gracious Father, we thank you right now for this gathering. We thank you for a connection we know that this Royalty Banquet will be a great success, and father touches each person connected to this event. We pray Amen. Everyone: Amen Tisane: Apple do you have the layouts and the outline of how we want the magazine ad and show to go? Apple: Yes, Tisane I have it right here. Tisane: Gentlemen, this is how Your Highness magazine TV will represent the Royalty Banquet Ball. Tisane impressed everyone in the room, God heard her prayer and given her favor even with her own workers. When Tisane was a little girl, her mother always told her that God has blessed, and cursed her with her mouth. She just has to know when to speak and use it at the appropriate times. Tisane won over Prophet Joshua Greer, Josh, and his staff. That he agreed to be the man of God, of the year award and agreed of doing the magazine television show. This is a huge door and avenue that will allow tisane, and her magazine to be on the map all over the globe. Prophet Joshua is a well known nationwide speaker. He has a church of 3,500 hundred members and he stays on the east side of Creekville. Which, is the are of old money, millionaires, billionaires, and politicians. He has many books out and his church goes live every Sunday afternoon on ten nationwide gospel stations. For tisane to get him on her magazine was the favor of God.
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Josh: Tisane, you know we need a final approval for this to take place. (He laughed aloud) Tisane: We do, of course, mother Greer. Josh: No, mother Greer loves you and her and your mother is oldest friends. Not her, Rico. Tisane: Rico Oh wow, I forgot all about Rico. Where is he? I have not seen him in a long time. Little Rico, I would love to see him. Call him up on the phone. Josh: No need he is on his way now. He was held up in traffic. You know Rico is a youth pastor now, and he has a chain of hotels in Florida. Tisane: What, he does? What hotel does he own? Josh: Perfection, I know you have probably been there before, next to the Hilton and trump it is a five-star hotel. Tisane: Oh my God, I just had my cousin reception there. In addition, to that, I just had lunch there a few days ago with a friend. The one on the west side. Josh: Yes, that is my baby bro. God has tremendously blessed him. I am so proud of him; after he came back from the military, he has been gifted. Tisane: I am so proud of you both Josh, I always knew you to would be successful. Look who your parents are. (Tisane phone rings) and it is Paul. She sends it to voicemail. Josh: Tisane you are blessing as well, a young African American woman in ministry, and entertainment. Sometimes it is hard to separate the two, look at who your mother is, and your late father I have never heard a man preach yet like him. You were destined for excellence. Tisane: Thank you, Josh, I need that it was very good seeing you and your father. Tell your wife, Ania, I said hello. (Tisane phone rings again, it is Paul). Excuse me, Josh, you all take your time mingle. I will be back shortly. Josh: I understand and I will tell my sweet drops you said hi. Tisane walks down the hall to go to her office she thought she was going to call Paul back. However, she runs into this person and knocks everything he had in his hands. Tisane: I am so sorry. I did not see where I was going. I was looking for my phone text messaging. Let me please help you with all this stuff. I can also replace whatever that is broken. I truly am so sorry sir, I can even have one of my staff go, and get you a new suit, that is not a problem. I do not want you to walk around with stains on this suit, oh my this is Ferragamo. Oh no, we do not want stains on this suit, you have to be precise.
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Rico: No , that is fine. You did not break anything. I got it. Hmmm, now I see why they say no texting and driving(Laughing). See it this way, if you do not pay attention walking, imagine what you can do the driving. Minister, youth Pastor Rico Greer, 6’4 200 pounds of muscle 29 years old. Dark smoothskinned, nice goatee, nice haircut with perfect lining with butter waves. Power, Prestige, and Wealth, and a man of wisdom, knowledge, and strength. He owns 8 Hotel’s in the Florida area, Perfection, and Mountain Top, two of each in four different cities. He speaks three different languages, he is a former marine. He owns a four bedroom, and the penthouse in Miami. Self-made millionaire. He is every woman fantasy and every man’s nightmare. The type of man that is like M-&-M’s milk chocolate just melts your heart. He melt’s in your mind, heart, and spirit, not your hands. Tisane: (Laughed) yes I see why. Rico: said to tisane you have one of the most beautiful smiles I have ever seen on any woman alive. Tisane: why thank you, I bet you tell that to all the women huh. Rico: No, I do not but your smile will light up a dark room. Matter of fact even a blind man can see it. Tisane: (Smiling and blushing) thank you again. Rico: I am looking for conference room B. Do you know where it is? My father, brother, and church family are in there. Tisane: Yes, Rico OMG, I cannot believe it. Do you not remember me, boy? It has been that long you forgot about me. Wow, straight up. Rico: Tisane, come here girl give me a hug. Rico grab her and embrace her and held tisane tight (They both felt comfortable) in each other arms. Tisane: Wow, Rico you have grown up you are not the same big head boy who use to chase me around the house, and hide with me in the closet, when we use to run from your sister. Rico: No, I am not; I am all grown up now. You cannot boss me around as you use too. I will not take the abuse that you and your sister use to give me. Tisane: No, I would not do that to you now. Rico: Ok, I am going to hold you to your word. Rico is thinking this woman is beautiful (Rico thinking to himself, calm down Rico, you are here for ministry and business). This woman is drop-dead gorgeous. Just look at her, help me Lord you told me something great will happen. Tisane: the phone is ringing again. Rico, I need to take this call. The conference room is the third door on the left you will see the sign on the door conference room B. Rico: Ok thank you Tisane, I understand take your call, see you in the room. Tisane: Thank you, Rico, I will be there in a few minutes Rico: Woman go ahead and handle business(Smiling) Tisane walks down the hallway, and go to her office to call Paul back. Thinking to herself, what now.
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Tisane: walk down to her office shut her door and called Paul back. Paul Lone is a Caucasian blue-eyed, GQ model male who is 5’11 athletic and his eyes change with whatever color he wears. He has brown hair 36-year-old executive banker to one of the most powerful banks in the region. He is one of the most eligible bachelors in Florida. He was born with a silver spoon in his mouth. His dad is an architect and his mother is an accountant from London England.
Paul: Hey sexy
Tisane: Hey Love
Paul: I miss you
Tisane: I miss you too
Paul: I was calling you because next week I have a Business Gala, which I would love for you to attend with me.
Tisane: Paul Lone are you asking me on a date.
Paul: Tisane sexy Wiman, yes I am. Will you accept?
Tisane: Yes, I will go with you. I will be your date at the business gala.
Paul: You know all the Presidents and VP’s of all the banks of this city of Florida will be there. I will send you an invitation by a carrier, and I saw a dress that had your name on it. I will send that by a carrier as well. Do you know how much I love and cherish you? Tisane: Mr. Lone you are buying me a dress. Do you know how much you spoil me? Of course, I know you cherish and love me. Paul: You are my life, do you know what you do to me when I speak to you. Tisane: Baby I have a conference room full of clients. I will have to call you back later and we can discuss that then.
Paul: Okay, Babe I understand blow me a kiss, and tell me you want me.
Tisane: Muahhhh and you know I want you.
Paul. Bye, Ms. Wiman. Expect the invitation and dress okay. Love you.
Tisane: Bye Mr. Lone, I will be waiting. Right back at cha.
Tisane: Thinking to herself, why do I even bother? Lord, I have to make a decision with these men. I need to decide whom I want. Why can I not have them all? They are all the perfect man, all of them into one. Maybe, you can cut me some slack Lord, like you did, David and Solomon. Too funny, I need to quit it, I know you will help me to make my choice. Ooooh, Weeeeh, they are all so fine, Lord you know your daughter. Well let me get back in this room, and look at this sex me down Rico. Yes, Ooooh La La. Stop it Tisane, this is your old friend Rico, and he might be married, or involved with someone. Stay focus, your business, come first, and playtime is last.
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Tisane: walks back into the conference room. Hey, everyone, I am back. Apple: Yes, Tisane I was telling them that no one I know can pray for you. I was also telling them how you are speaking on Sunday and how they should stop by. Rico: I told her I would be there. I would love to hear you speak. Josh: Count me in bro I am going with you. Tisane: Wow, what time does your service end at your church? Rico: we have 3 services, 8:00 am, 10:00 am and 12:30 pm. Trust me my father has enough staff that if we leave one of the services, to stop by and support you we will be fine. I feel that there is a miracle there for me Sunday. Apple: Well this will be great. I cannot wait. Tisane: Me either there will be a word from the Lord. Prophet Joshua Greer Sr: Well Tisane much as I do not want to leave. I have other engagements on today. Have your administrator get in contact with my mine, for later details. Give me a hug and have your mother call me. Love you and see you soon. Thanks again for this opportunity and privilege to go before God’s people. Tisane: No problem Prophet Greer, you deserve it. I could not choose a better person for the job. Rico: you got that right. Hey, Tisane let us do lunch later this week and catch up. You can come to my east side hotel and we can eat in one of my restaurants. Tisane: Yes, let us do that. I always wanted to eat at your mountaintop restaurant. However, it always so booked. It has a waiting list a mile long. Rico: Great for you, that you know the owner who can pull some strings. I will call you and let you know what date works for you this week. Tisane: How will you do that you do not have my number? Rico: I do now; I took your business card off the table. I hope you do not mind. Tisane: No, I do not mind. It will be fun catching up it has been twelve years. Josh: Twelve years too long. Give me a hug girl, I will see you soon. Stay strong, positive, focused, and trusting in God for answers. Tisane: Amen, thank you, Josh, I need that so much. It was confirmation from God. Will: Bless everyone; I am looking forward to the interview, and magazine cover. Tisane, Will, Apple, and Desmond, all jumped up for joy. This is a huge deal for them to close, and this royalty banquet is a major door that will open, many streams in ministry and television world. Tisane: Okay everyone let us crank it up. We have to work hard and long hours to pull this thing off. I am about to get the memo together for the staff. I need you all to back me up on this, and let us make this thing happen. God put us in what. All of them said; In charge of everything he has made, and given us dominion over all things on earth and our lives. Tisane: See you all later. Tisane walks down the hall and thinking to herself God you are so awesome and I love you.
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Margret: Ms Wiman you have a call on line 1.
Tisane: Okay thanks, Margret.
What did Tisane not know that this call will change her life and that God had a greater plan for her ministry, life, and walk in his will period? What she did not understand at this moment God was setting her up for an overflow? What did she not understand is that God heard every one of her prayers, and that true love wins in the end? Tisane goes into her office after leaving the conference With Prophet Greer. Margret reminds Tisane that she have someone on hold. Tisane picks up her phone, and say hello this is Tisane Wiman.
Tyrone: Hey love
Tisane: Hey Hun
Tyrone: Wow, you sound very excited.
Tisane: Yes, Hun I am very excited. I have just closed this big deal for the royalty banquet.
Tyrone: Wonderful, do I hear celebration in your voice.
Tisane: Well, what do you have in mind when you say celebration?
Tyrone: I get off work shortly, I can come and pick you up-or- you can meet me somewhere and we can go from there. Tisane: Great come by and get me.
Tyrone: do you know how much I want to see you. I have been thinking about you all day. Tisane: You can tell me when you come and pick me up. Let me get some work done if you want me to celebrate with you. Tyrone: Bye (T-dime) Tyrone calls Tisane ( T-dime), because he said she is a trillion dimes. Tisane: Bye ( T-Man) Tisane calls Tyrone (T-Man) because she said he is built like He-man. Apple comes in Tisane office and says boss lady you have done it again.
Tisane: Apple I could not have done anything without God, and my great staff. (She laughed out loud) Apple: Life is going very well for You, for your family, Highness Magazine, and now all you need is a real good man to share life with. Tisane: Apple why would you say that? My love life is fine; there is nothing wrong with it. Apple: Come on now Tisane, your love life sucks. I mean you are dating three different men, and neither one of them have not decided to go any further.
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Tisane: The reason why I am not in a committed relationship is because of me. Because I love what I do, I can have my cake and eat it too, just like men. I have three very successful men in my life. They do what I want them to do, and when I want them to do it. Apple: Don’t that get old? I know it has to be frustrating at some point. Tisane: Well God is working on me, and I will settle down soon. None of us is perfect. Apple: Excuses, excuses, boss lady. Now did I see a love connection in the conference room on today? Tisane: What, with whom? Apple: With that handsome Rico, girl if you do not want him I will take him. That man is so breathtaking. Tisane: Wow, he is a friend that I have known all my life. Apple: Ok, a friend he can play house with me any day of the week. Ooooooh Weeeeeh, did you see his dark brown eyes? Tisane: Yes, I have seen them (Tisane laughing, and thinking about Rico's eyes as well) Apple: All right if you say so. What are you doing tonight, you want to go get something to eat, and celebrate? Tisane: Sorry kiddo, I have to pass I have plans. Apple: Ok, I will see if anyone in the office want to go and celebrate with me. Tisane: Someone will go with you, let me get back to work. I will see you later on. Apple: Smooches Chic Tisane: Smooches Chica shut and lock the door, therefore, I will not be disturbed. Tisane sitting at her desk typing up a memo, and documents on her laptop and thinking about what Apple said. Why do I continue to date these men? Lord, what is inside of me? Lord, give me the strength to fight my flesh, and help me to surrender, in total submission, and give my all unto you. I cannot do this without you, Lord, I need you to establish your covenant with me and save me all over again. When I first came into your kingdom. Tisane: Well work is done, thank you Lord for the gift of a day. Let me get ready and take a shower before Tyrone gets here. Tisane has a shower and a closet in her office, and as she looks in her closet deciding what she will wear tonight. She does not have a clue that God heard her prayer, and he has other plans for the evening. Tisane picked out a short diamond black dress to wear, with some diamond open toe stiletto heels boots that come under her knees.
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Tyrone calls Tisane on the phone, hey Baby, I am pulling up now. Get ready to come down.
Tisane: Ok, I will be down shortly boo.
Tyrone: Ok, I will be waiting.
Tisane, head down the hallway getting on the elevator, and the janitor say wow Ms.Wiman you look stunning. Do you have a date? Tisane: thank you so much, yes I do have a date. Tisane, get on the elevator, she has put on her mask of seductress and domination. She is ready for her nightlife of seduction. She gets off the elevator walk pass the security guards and they say hello Ms. Wiman. Tyrone, look out his rearview mirror and see Tisane come out the door. He gets out of his Benz, grabs Tisane, and hugs her. Tyrone: Oh Baby, you look so gorgeous, and you smell so good. Hmmm, I miss and love you. Tyrone kisses Tisane, and Tisane laughs(Thinking in her mind, I get him sprung).
Tisane: Baby you happy to see me huh.
Tyrone: If you only knew
Tisane: I miss you to boo
Tyrone: I have an exciting evening for us on tonight.
Tisane: Well let’s get it
Tyrone: All right whatever my (T-dime) say
Tyrone drives on the suburbs of the city, where this little island that has yacht rides around the city, which is overlooking the Gulf of Florida. Tyrone has rented the yacht and staff for the night. He had candles surround all over the boat. He had violinist and saxophone player. In addition, he had bubbles blowing in the winds of each room. There was red wine for him, and sparkling cider for Tisane, he knew she did not drink, there were cherries inside the champagne flutes. He also had all Tisane favorite food and dessert, along with white chocolate covered strawberries, and kiwi. He wanted to make this night special for him and Tisane. Tisane: OMG, baby I cannot believe you have done all this for me. Tyrone: Why wouldn’t I not? There is nothing in the world I will not do for you. I hope you know that. Tisane: Awww Tyrone, you are a good man Tyrone: I try to be baby. I am not there yet like you. I will one-day baby.
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Tisane: I am not very good I have things that I am not pleased with. Like you, and issues of my flesh(Tisane feel conviction in her heart). Tyrone: Can we go eat, dance, and have fun now? I am not the one with this mushy stuff(He laughs) Tisane: Laughs, of course, we can Tyrone and Tisane eat dinner, dance, laugh, talk about business, and they both enjoy each other company. Tyrone takes Tisane out on the deck where they can look at the stars and then he caresses her and tells her how beautiful she is.
Tyrone: Do you know how much I want and need you right now?
Tisane: How much?
Tyrone: Can you feel how much I want you?
Tisane: Hmmm, let me feel and see. Oh wow, it looks like you want me bad. Tyrone begins to kiss Tisane very slowly and he picks her up and kisses her very passionately.
Tisane, heard that small gentle voice say what are you doing Tisane?
Tisane acts as if she did not hear that voice(God).
Then she heard it again, and he(God) said you should let me love you. Then she said no and Tyrone said yes baby yes. Then that small voice(God) said to Tisane, you should let me love you, no one can love you as I can. Then Tisane told Tyrone to wait baby wait. I need to go the bathroom for a moment. Tyrone: All right Babe, do not make me wait too long I really need you right now. Tisane: I will not, I will be right back shortly. Tisane begins to walk down the hallway to the bathroom and immediately when she goes to the bathroom. That small gentle voice(God) said to hear do you know what today is? It is our Anniversary. The day you gave yourself to me eight years ago, when we became one, and now you want to share our day with someone else. This is the day, you told me if I spare your life, you would serve me all your life. Well, I kept the end of the bargain. Guess what I come to collect? I am a Jealous God, and I will not share you with anyone. Only your husband gets these privileges, and this man is not your husband. He does not value you or respect you. He does not love you, he just loves the way you make him feel. I brought you with a high price, and I will never just give you away to anyone. Do you not know my love is one in a million, it revolves, and I want to be your life, heart, mind, soul, and spirit?
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Tisane begins to cry out loud looking at herself in the mirror, listening to the voice of God speaking to her. She says back to the Lord it is so hard, to let go, it is hard to remain single. I get so lonely and I want to be touch, admired, and feel good. I am used to having a husband, and someone laying in the bed with me. God: I know my daughter, you have to trust me and know that no one can do the things I can do for you. You are going to have to love me with all your heart, with all your soul and your strength. When you do that and, only then you will see me. I will never leave you nor forsake you. I love you so much; I had my son lay down his life for you and your daughter. Do you think this man loves you, he does not know how to love himself. He is unaware of his identity, and who is suppose to be. The only thing he is in your life to do is sabotage your destiny. Then deposit STD(Sexually transferred demons) in your life. You have a perversion soul tide connection with this man. You like this man urinating in your womb, and giving you a spiritual infection. It is contamination to your soul, and it blocking your gifts, spirit, and anointing. I lead you not into temptation, but I deliver you from all evil. If you do, what you have come here for on tonight, it will damage us. I am pulling the mask off, and destroying it. Do not put another one on? Do you want to separate us? You suppose to let nothing separate you from my love. Did you not know, my love is the only love that will sustain you? Tisane: Oh my Father forgive me, I never meant to hurt you. I get so lonely. My heart yearns for someone to hold me. Lord, I need you to help me. Take away my demons and take away all my fears. Tisane, cries aloud that her voice echoes on the whole yacht. Tyrone: Honey, open up the door is everything okay, is everything fine. Hold on, I am going to get the key. Tyrone runs down the hallway and into the kitchen to get, the keys and he opens the bathroom door. Tisane: Yes Lord, Yes Lord, Yes Lord, I need you Yes. God: I know who you are, I made you, for a righteous person falls seven times and rises again, but the wicked are overthrown by calamity. Do not allow your calamity, allow you to lose everything. Obey, and listen. I am trying to get you to understand that he cannot love you as I love you. He can never do things for you as I can do for you. I betroth you to me forever; I betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. I will betroth you in faithfulness, and you will acknowledge that I am the Lord, declares the Lord. Don’t you know I will not leave you as an orphan, I will come to you always. If you come near to me and I will come near to you. Because I am real. Tisane: Lord, I met so many men it is as if they are all the same, and live by the same book. Forgive me, Father, I need you now touch my heart and mind soul Lord. (Tisane, worships God).
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WHAT A DIVINE EXPERIENCE!
Tyrone, look at Tisane talking to God as if he was in the room and he felt the presence of God. He said to himself God is real. He said I feel so happy right now. I do not feel aroused anymore. He also said to himself what is going on right now? I must of drink to much wine. What is the joy I feel, it is something different? This cannot be true right now. Tisane: Look at Tyrone and said God has been waiting for you. Tyrone: He speaks to you, I thought God was silent every since my mother passed away, I have been very distant from God. Our relationship ended when I prayed for my mother to be healed, to get a new kidney and she never got one. Therefore, I stop praying to God and I begin to believe in myself. Because I never let myself down, and I know me better than any God who is in the sky. I am not going to believe in a fairy tale God. Tisane: You think he did not hear, of course, he heard you and he answered your prayer. Your mother just gave up and did not feel like fighting her pain anymore. God showed up that very day and put your heart at ease. Tyrone: I have done so much wrong and dirt, I do not think God will ever forgive me. Tisane hears that small gentle voice(God) tell him as far as the east is from the west, so far as I removed his transgressions from him. Tisane tells Tyrone all that God had spoken to her(She ministers to him). Tyrone: I feel so happy, I feel joy, and like I have been released from something. I just do not know what it is yet. I have never felt this way before. Can I ask you something baby? Tisane: What is that? Tyrone: Have this ever happen to you before? Tisane: No, this has never happened before. Tyrone: Wow, I feel extra special. This feeling I feel right now, feel better man, than my first piece(He laughs). I feel high in my mind and body. No offense honey, I have never felt like this when I have an orgasm. Please, do not get me wrong, it is one of the best feelings in the world. I know I shouldn’t be talking like this, after what I have seen. This right here feels so much better than anything. I feel like a new man. Wow, this is unreal, I must be tweaking. Tisane: I totally understand and I am can relate. I do not have any words what I feel either.
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Tyrone: This is better than a Birthday dance(Laughing). Let me stop, and help you up, and get you off this floor. Tyrone picked up Tisane off the floor, sit her down on the couch in the bathroom, got a towel, and wash her face. Tisane: Thank you so much, Honey, I really appreciate it. I am ready to go home now. Tyrone helps her off the boat and takes her home and this night was a night they will never forget. The night Tyrone felt the presence of God. In addition, he got his joy back that he had not felt since he was twelve years old. He was talking about what happened on the yacht the drive to Tisane house. Tyrone: What is next? What do I do now? How can I feel the I feel tonight? Would he listen to me, the way he listens to you? Tisane: Meditate (ponders and study) his word day and night. Talk to him the way you talk to me. Be real with God, do not be fake or phony. He will check you, let me tell you, when you try to justify, whatever you doing. Wait, be patient, and listen for him to speak in everything. He will give you answers, you just have to listen. He will guide you continually. He will guide you into all truth. Yes, he will listen to you, he is married to the backslider. He will take you, one from one city, and from a family, and he will bring you to Zion. That is his place of peace, holiness, and love. I want you to know no matter what you do, or your weakness, he can, and will change you. Look what he did for us on tonight, we cannot throw it away. I want us to be only friends. We cannot do, what we did last week, or what we were about to do on tonight. I care for you, and you are a good man. I know there is a woman, who would love you completely. It is not me when we talk, it will be only business, as friends conversation. Not friends with extra’s or benefits agreed. Tyrone: Man, after what we just experienced it is fine with me agreed. You know I don”t want to lose you. I am going to get myself together, and I am going to come back and marry you. You know that I want you to wait for me. I cannot wait to tell them at the office in the morning(Tyrone shaking his head). He pulls in Tisane driveway and kisses her on the cheek. She gets out of the car and he watches her go inside the house and pulls off. Tisane: Lord, I thank you for the gift of a day and stopping me from doing something I would have regretted later. I love you Lord and thank you for a great experience on tonight. O God Arise and crucify the power of my flesh on the cross of Jesus, in the name of Jesus. My Father, Create in me a new heart and renew a right spirit within me, cast me not away from Thy presence, in the name of Jesus. This night is new O Lord, restore unto me the joy of our salvation, in the name of Jesus. O God arise in me like never before, create a thirst for righteousness in me, and fill me with your holiness till I want no more, fill me to overflow with your power in Jesus’ name, not one word will fall to the ground Amen.
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How have this story impact your life? Have you ever-or-even face some challenges like Tisane? Do you think God can change your life, from anything, that you battle? Why do people wear masks? Do you think honesty is the best key to life? How about being honest with yourself? We will be back next week, with Tisane, and the other people in Creekville Florida. Are you ready for the ULTIMATE Rush? Remember, True LOVE always WINS in the end? © Copyright 2016, by Apostle Teyshana Wiley a Platinum Ruby Production. XOXO Ero’s and Agape~~~
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