Quest Towards Profound Inner Peace

The journey through self-discovery is a path worth exploring. Those were words I fought against for years. I must admit, it was a bit scary for me. On a deeper soul level, I desired to be more connected with inner peace, yet I held myself back from experiencing it, simply because the inner chaos, being stirred up by external situations, felt safer.

Early on in life, I had learned ‘coping skills’ as a result of formative years’ abuse by family members, the most impactful one being my stepmother. Needless to say, those experiences at such an early age, made me shy away from the spiritual abilities I was experiencing within.

Around the age of ve or six, I can recall several occasions when spirit was present in my bedroom. I often ‘saw’ Jesus standing beside me. It was very comforting (though I still slept with a night light), to know I was not alone (though I felt that way on so many levels). This is where my love of journaling & doodling had begun… in a small diary, with a lock, that I poured my heart and soul into. I do not know what ever happened to that diary, but it would not surprise me if my stepmother burned it. She was extremely jealous of my mother, and always placed me on restrictions for writing letters in my journal to my mom. My writings included all the craziness from her brainwashing, such as, “your mother put poison in those cookies” or “you have no other mothers except for me.”

Lies and manipulation from someone who had never dealt with her childhood traumas. She was continuing the cycle of abuse, and so began the many years of my inner turmoil of not feeling worthy of unconditional love, which ultimately exploded years later when I found myself on the heels of another unhealthy relationship. “This is it.” Those three words crossed my mind when he threatened my life one final time. Not on my watch said my inner goddess. Abuse stops here. I moved out and promised myself a journey of self-discovery, overowing in nurture while I taught myself a healthier version of self-love.

I was re-awakening my truths. I was owning my worth. This spiritual journey was transforming my inner peace on so many levels. I was experiencing life in the present (instead of traumabased reactions).

It was also during this time that I discovered some crystals in my late paternal grandmother’s jewelry box. During childhood, I knew I was dierent and so was Gram, but I did not know enough about ‘spiritual gifts’ to question her at a time when

ONE WOMAN’S QUEST TOWARDS PROFOUND INNER PEACE

this was frowned upon. Even today, I nd myself wondering ‘ what if’. What if she had been more open about it? What if we had talked about it? This does not mean I have regrets, but rather it was a soul lesson to master. Her not telling me back then serves as a reminder to always speak up and to live from my truth. In soul sessions with clients, I do utilize my grandmother’s crystals, which also provide an even stronger connection to angels, archangels, guides, and Universal energies. These crystals include: amethyst, sodalite, unakite, turquoise, moonstone, garnet and lapis lazuli. (More about client sessions below)

In my personal spiritual practices, I continually choose alignment with my true essence and to live each moment from heart-center, fully standing in my worth, in gratitude to God for gifting me this wondrous journey of inspiring other beautiful souls, along their sacred walks towards profound inner peace, to also embrace their powerful voices. Kim is a third generation Intuitive, with over 20 years’ experience in the eld of human relations, and she specializes in emotional intelligence / emotional energy. She is passionate about helping others to believe wholeheartedly in themselves, to strengthen their foundations strongly rooted in self-love, especially those who have had formative years' trauma and those who have endured abusive relationships in their adulthood. Having moved through the healing process to now thriving, she understands the courage and strength it takes to reconnect with your inner goddess. Kim’s nurturing sessions are a safe space where healing transforms your soul on many levels. Her oerings include intuitive readings, Usui Reiki sessions, therapeutic art journaling and soul coaching for individuals and businesses. She also oers scholarships for monthly coaching sessions. To read more details about how you can become crystal clear in awareness of your mind, body & soul for the highest good of all, and for booking links, including a complimentary consultation, and client testimonials, visit: www.bimberlynnsoulworks.com and www.facebook.com/bimberlynn