s{]m^. sF. CkvXmIv Hcp kplr-Øn-\-b-®-IØv 3.10.1992 {]nb-ap≈ h´-a-‰w, \√-t\-cw- t\m°n Hmtcm∂p sNø-W-sa∂p ]d-bm-dp-≈Xp \n߃ Imcy-am-°n-b-´n-√. As√¶n¬ B-KÃv 2˛-\p-Xs∂ \n߃ F\n°p IsØ-gp-Xp-am-bn-cpt∂m? IrXyw c≠p-amkw Ign™v AXn\p adp-]Sn Ip-dn-°p-tºmƒ hy‡n-]-c-ambn F\n°v Gsd ZpxJhpw {]bm-kßfpw \nd-™-Xmbn-cp-∂p BZn-h-k-߃. HmKÃv 2˛\v AΩsb Hcmip-]-{Xn-bn¬ {]th-in-∏n®p. NnIn-’bpw sNdnsbm-tcm-∏-td-j\pw Ign™v c≠m-jvN-°p-tijw ho´n-se-Øn-sb-¶nepw AXns‚ XpS¿kp-{iq-j-°n-Sbn¬, H∂p-c-≠p-Zn-h-ksØ sNdn-sbmcp Akzm-ÿysØ XpS¿∂v A®m-b≥ acn-®p sk]v‰w-_¿ 19˛-\v. c≠m-gvN- I-gn™pw CSbv°p a\-kp- sX-fn-bp-sa∂p tXm∂n-b-t∏mƒ adp-]Sn Ipdn-°m≥ t\m°nb-Xm-Wv. ho≠pw s]s´-∂n-cp-≠p. Ct∏m-gmWp sXs√mcp sXfn®w ]ns∂-°-≠-Xv. \n߃°m-Is´ am‰-Øns‚ ]pXp-a-Ifpw D¬°-WvT-Ifpw Bizm-k-ßfpw CS-I-e¿∂ Cu Znh-k-ß-fn¬ \m´n¬\n-∂p≈ IØp-I-fn¬ Gsd IuXp-Ihpw {]Xo-£-bp-ap-≠m-hpI kzm`m-hn-I-amWv. Zqc-Øns‚ Xn-c-io-e-bv°-∏pdw \S-°p-∂-sX-s¥-∂-dn-bmsX BsW-¶nepw ka-b-Øn\p adp-]Sn In´m-Ø-t∏mƒ \n߃ au\-ambn sXdn-]p-e-ºn-°m-Wpw. AtXm ]pXnb A¥-co£w AØcw instincts˛s\ {]Xn-a¿±n®v \nß-fpsS kzXzsØ Hcp sh¨X-cniv B°n-bn-´pt≠m? \nß-fpsS bm{XbpsS XpS°w acp-`q-an-bn¬ Bbn-cp-∂-t√m.1 B ]cn-]m-Sn-2Xs∂ ]ns∂ \S-∂n-t´-bn-√. LS-\3bpw A∏-Sn-X-s∂. CXn-\nsS ap´-Øns‚4 {]kv ]nd-∂n-´p-≠v. Nß-\m-t»-cn- `m-KØv Aß-s\-sbmcp kZvhm¿Øtb Fs‚-b-dn-hn-ep-≈p. sdPnsb5 Hcn-°¬ I≠p-sh-¶nepw \nß-fpsS ]pkvX-I-Øns‚6 A®-Sn-sb -kw-_-‘n®pw a‰pw H∂p-a-t\z-jn-°m≥ Xc-s∏-´n-√. A_p-hn-s\-t∏mepw7 I≠n-√. \h-cm{Xn-°p-tijw F√mw Dgp-Xp-a-dn-°m-sa∂p {]-Xo-£n-°p-∂p. CXn-\nsS Be-∏p-g-bn-semcp ae-bm-f-k-tΩ-f\w \S-Øp-∂-Xn\v Chn-sS-bp≈ Nne- kp-lr-
Øp-°ƒ D‰p -{i-an-°p-∂p-≠v. APn-Xv, jn_p(F≥. sI. tPmkv]-cn-]m-Sn-8bn¬ ]s¶-Sp-Ø-h¿)apX-emb-h-cm-Wv. \hw-_¿ a≤yw \S-°pw. KwKm-[-c≥am-jn-s\-bpw9 -a‰pw AXp-ambn _‘-s∏-Sp-Øm≥ F\n°mWp Npa-X-e. ASp-Ø-bmgvN AXn-\mbpw Cd-ß-Ww. ae-bm-fw, ae-bm-fn, ae-bm-f-kw-kvImcw, ae-bm-fn-tKm{Xw F∂n-ßs\ Iq¿Øp-]c - ∂ Hcp k¶¬]-amWv D≈-Xv. `mjm-au-en-Ih - m-Zs - a∂p tXm∂mXn-cn-°m≥ Icp-X-ep-≠v. kwkvIm-c-sa∂pw tKm{X-sa∂pw Hs° I¬]n-®Xv hniz-kw-kvIm-c-Øns‚bpw hniztKm-{X-Øn-s‚bpw LS-I-sa-∂ -\n-e-bn¬ am{Xw. Hcp-]t£ ae-bm-f-a-Æn¬ Bbn-cn-°p-tºmƒ am{Xw Dƒs°m-≈m-\m-hp∂ Hcp hnIm-ctam Bi-btam BtWm Cu ae-bm-fn-Øhpw ae-bmft_m[hp-sams°? Hcp-Xcw {]mIr-X-Xztam Ipeo-\-amb ImS-Øtam ]q¿∆-]-cn-an-Xn-I-fpsS BZ¿i-h¬°-cWtam Hs°-bmtWm CXv? \nß-fn-t∏mƒ Ipsd AI-sebpw AI-∂p-am-W-t√m.10 AXp-sIm-≠p -tNmZn-°p-I-bm-Wv. Hcp-kw-kvIm-ctam `mjtbm a°sf apSn-\m-cp-sIm≠p Imep-sI-´n-∏n≥h-en-°p-∂pt≠m F∂p \nß-fn-t∏mƒ ]¶n-Sp-∂-Xp-t]mep≈ Hcp-k-Ωn-{i-kw-kvIm-c-Øn¬ \n∂p-sIm≠v Btem-Nn-°ptºmtg shfn-hm-Iq. ae-bm-fhpw ae-bm-fn-Øhpw \nß-fpsS Imense ]n≥`m-c-ambn tXm∂p-∂pt≠m? AtXm IpXn∏p Iq´p-I-bmtWm? Cw•ojv aoUnbw kvIqfp-Isf FXn¿°p-I-sb∂ A\p-jvTm\w Cu ktΩ-f-\-Øn-en-√. am≤y-a-N¿®11 ths≠-∂p- h-®n-´p-an-√. \ne-\n¬]n-\p- th-≠n-bp≈ ]c-°w-]m®n-en¬ In´p∂ ssht°m¬-Øp-cpºpw D]-tbm-Kn-°pw. aoUn-bw, sXmgn¬, thjw CsXms° Aßs\-bt√ kzoI-cn-°p-∂Xv. ]t£ At∏m-tg°pw ae-bm-f-˛-a-e-bmfn hncp-≤-\m-bn-°-gn™p Bƒ F∂p Xocp-am-\n-°p-∂Xp IS-∂ ssI At√? Xo{h-hm-Zn-Iƒ Cu \n-e-]mSv AwKo-I-cn-°-bn-√. ]t£ `mjsbbpw kwkvIm-c-sØbpw kw_-‘n® icn-bmb Htc-sbmcp \ne-]mSv `mjm-Xo-{h-hm-Zw -X-s∂tbm? ae-bmfw am{Xw ]d-bp-∂, Adn-bp∂ Hcp -au-en-I-a-e-bm-f-°m-gvN-_w•m-hmbn tIcfw amdp-I-sb-∂X√ GXm-bmepw Rß-fpsS e£yw. acp-`q-an-bnse ImgvN-h-´-߃ ˛ CXpw a‰p -hn-j-b-߃ kw_‘n-®pw ˛ Adn-bn-°p-I. a\-»m-kv{Xtam KWn-Xtam Xcn-ip-`q-an-°n-Wß - n-bXv? t{^mans\12 hngp-ßntbm? GXp Kth-j-W-am-Wn-t∏mƒ ap∂n¬ ? t{^mbvUv ]cn-jvI-cnt®m? \nß-fpsS tPmen-bpsS hnh-cßfpw Adn-™n-√. Ct∏mƒ Fßs\? kvIqfn¬ In´ntbm? In´n-bn-s√-¶nepw H∂p-c-≠p-h¿jw a‰pco-Xn-bn-e-hnsS ]nSn-®p-\n¬°m-\m-hnt√? s]-t{Smƒ Uok¬ hne Ct∏mƒ ho≠pw ChnsS Iq´n. c≠p-amkw apº-p -Iq-´nb _kvNm¿Pv ho≠pw Iq´p-hm-\mbn Ign-™- Zn-hkw ss{]h‰v _kv ka-c-ambn-cp-∂p. ASn-°Sn hne-h¿≤-\-Xs∂. ChnsS iºfw ]‰n-°-gn-b-p-∂-h¿ h√mØ sS≥j-\n-em-Wv. Fs¥ms° `mc-߃ k¿°m¿ Ib-‰n-h-bv°p-sa-∂m¿°p-a-dn-bn-√. Kymkn-\p-Xs∂ 100 cq]-bm-bn-°-gn™p. Cu tXmXv Aº-c-∏n-°p-∂p. `uXn-I-Po-hnXw H∂n-s\m∂v Akz-ÿ-am-Ip-tºmƒ AXns‚ kwkvIm-c-h-i-ß-fn¬ kzmX-{¥y-Øn-s‚-b√ B{in-X-Xz-Øns‚, Iog-S-ß-ens‚ Bflo-bX ]S¿∂pI-b-dpw. 18-˛mw -\q-‰m-≠nse ]Sn-™-d≥ DZm-l-c-W-߃ ChnsS Aÿm-\-Øm-Wv. \n߃ ]pd-s∏´ Znh-ksØ tIcfw, Xncp-h-\-¥-]pcw Fß-s\-bn-cp∂p F∂-dn-bm-a-t√m. AXn\p am‰-ap-≠m-Ipw CubnsS-sb-ßm\pw F∂p {]Xo-£n-°m≥ Ign-bp-∂n-√. F¶nepw Hcp tIcfhpw ae-bm-fhpw ae-bm-fn-bpsams° D≠m-bn-cp∂p F∂m¿s°-¶nepw Hm¿Ω-bn¬ \pW-bm-\m-bn-s´-¶nepw ... Hcp k¶¬]w ... AXns\ Pohn-∏n-®p-\n¿Øp-hm-\p≈ apc-S≥ {ia-߃°n-S-bn¬ Cß-s\. acp-`q-an-bpsS lrZ-b-Ønte°pw Ipsd ae-bmf hm°p-Iƒ. ]n∂oSp kzÿ-am-sb-gp-Xmw. kvt\l-tØm-sS, CkvXm-Iv. 1. B\-µns‚ "acp-`q-an-Iƒ D≠m-Ip-∂Xv' ˛ N¿® 2. N¿®-Iƒ 3. Hcp ]T-\-°q-´mbva 4. amXyp sP. ap´Øv 5. sdPn taml≥ 6. ]cn-kvXnXn kwkvIrXn 7. A_p sk_m-Ãy≥ 8. kn. Fkv. sF. bqØv sk‚-dn¬ {io. F≥. sI. tPmkv \bn® N¿® 9. tUm. Fw. KwKm-[-c≥ 10. JØ-dn¬ ]m°n-ÿm\n kvIqfn¬ 11. A[y-b-\-am-[yaw 12. FdnIv t{^mw (Ipdn-∏p-Iƒ Xøm-dm-°n-bXv: sk_m-Ãy≥ h´-a‰w)