This is not a cunt either a glory hole either a vagina either being a women this is just my curse Is my punishment this is what I despite here you were born here I died
This is not about you But you need to know That everytime you call me It hurts a lot What you think I am and I’m not It’s my pain what you see Is in my chest under my pants in my voice it is in my eyes the way you feel me I can’t
I’ve got a lot of problems Contr(adictions) When a was a girl In middle school I didn’t recognise my face In the mirroir You saw me And I saw a lie I wanted to fuck To stand up and pee It was humillieting to see What I wasn’t What I thought I was 14 years of nothing and I still feel that I am Not a girl
Now that I’am older I like you when you grab my fake penis and I feel this hard feeling of being in control of myself of you of your anus and I like to feel your cock hard as fuck flattering me in front of me and I like when you cum and It was me and my cock and this strenght that’s given to me and this moment when we conect and we feel ourselfs
(and now is when you fuck me)
I spit on your values Your believes don’t mean shit
If you want ( I can be ) your dog your slave your women your husband I can be whatever you want But real This is real I spit on you
an answer for understand me
You sexting me like if I was a boy Like if I gonna suck your dick and your gonna cum Like if I wanted a blowjob Like if I got a dick too Like if I gonna cum on you But who cares? Is a mouth Is a hole Is just love
Fuck together now
I see you wondering about me I bet you are asking yourself Who is she? Who is her? Is she a lesbian? Is she a boy? Is she... Is she.. Is she... Take a sit and talk to me and you will see there will be no more she but me
And then I’ll see you wondering in front of reality
When you need them But you can’t buy them When you take them But you don’t immediatly feel it When you wait Patiently you hope you beg to God that one morning you will wake up like a boy
But illegal hormones and tutorials seem to be your only guidance
I loved when you first saw me It was not like others I thought you knew me You saw me We understand us and accept us and you let me love you and you recieve my love you tooked and for once I loved the person I was because youwere with me
Do not abandon me when I’ll get lost in t(his) transitioning
Luz Rueda