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VOLUME 15 | SPECIAL EDITIONS SPRING 2021
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YOUR MAG VOLUME 15 | SPECIAL EDITION SPRING 2021
TALIA SMITH Managing Editor
LILLIAN COHEN Editor-in-Chief
L I LY W A L S H Creative Director
AMANDA HAMPTON Asst. Editor-in-Chief
MARIANNA REYES Head Designer
ELOISA DE FARIAS Asst. Creative Director
MARIANNA REYES Romance Editor
ILEANA PEREZ Asst. Head Designer
NATASHA ARNOWITZ Art Director
BECCA LETTS Asst. Romance Editor
SEREN CHO Asst. Head Designer
REBEKAH CZUKOSKI Asst. Art Director
AMANDA HAMPTON A&E Editor
GABRIELA PORTUGAL Asst. Head Designer
E M I LY K I N G Photo Director
ALEXIS GARCIA-RUIZ Asst. A&E Editor
LAURA PHILIPS Co-YMTV Director
PA L L A S H AYE S Asst. Photo Director
MARYCATHERINE NEAL Living Editor
OLUWATAMILORE ODUNSI
Co-YMTV Director
LAUREN DILLOW Style Director
OLIVIA CIGLIANO Style Editor
NEEKA BOROUMANDI Marketing Coordinator
KHANH NGUYEN Talent Director
KATIE POWERS Head Proofreader
DELANEY BAILEY Co-Social Media Coordinator
JESS FERGUSON Co-Copy Chief
TIFFANY CARBON Web Director
JULIA MALLON Co-Social Media Coordinator
ALLISON HUGHES Co-Copy Chief
COPY EDITORS: MEHER GUPTA, ALLISON CARAVELLA, MADELYN MULREANEY, KATE HEALY, JO MALICDEM, SARAH PERRY,
PHOEBE SWEETING, CHARLOTTE DRUMMOND
DESIGN: AINSLEY BASIC, CHLOE WILLIAMS , ANA HEIN , HALEY BROWN, MADELYN MULREANEY, TOBY LICHTENWALTER PROOFREADERS: MADELYN MULREANEY, KATE HEALY, BECCA LETTS, CHARLOTTE DRUMMOND, JESS ROSS, FIONA MURPHY, KAITLYN FEHR, KATIE REDEFER, CHRISTINA HORACIO, AMARIS RAMIREZ, MARYCATHERINE NEAL
TABLE Romance
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DID I REALLY DREAM THAT?
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STUDENTS TURN TO SEX WORK
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PILLOW TALK
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SEX LIFE CONFESSIONS
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WHY CANT I CUM?
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“IT’S A METAPHOR FOR UNREALISTIC ROMANTIC...
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BEING FUNNY HAS RUINED MY DATING LIFE
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SEXUAL MINDFULNESS
YM ADVISES 20 SONGS TO GET YOU GOING ‘SOLO’
Editorials 22
UP TO OUR NECKS
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TWISTED
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SOCIAL MEDIA FASHION MAKING TRENDS...
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HERE COMES THE BRIDE...IN BLACK
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THE TRUE INTENTIONS BEHIND CRUEL INTENTIONS
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JUSTIN DONELLY WORKS IN FASHION’S PAST...
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NEVER CHANGE YOUR HAIR FOR A BOY
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GAP HOODIES
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REPRESENTATION ON FASHION COMPETITIONS
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I BLEACHED MY EYEBROWS
YM ADVISES 56 GO-TO SPRING OUTFITS
Editorials 58
FLOUR
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DOLLHOUSE
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THE TIKTOK DOCTOR IS IN
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WHERE ARE THE GIRLS WITH STOMACH PAIN?
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HOW SISTERHOOD SAVED ME
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PLAYLIST THAT REMINDS YOU OF HOME
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TURNING 21 AS A RECOVERING ALCOHOLIC
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A LOVE LETTER TO JIMMY CARTER
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YOUR NOT-SO-SCARY GUIDE TO DONATING BLOOD
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PETS ARE GETTING US THROUGH THIS...
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THINGS TO DO YOUR LAST NIGHT IN BOSTON
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PIZZA
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SENIOR SHOOT
Arts
entertainment
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INFLUENCER MEANS ACTOR
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THE CASE FOR ASMR
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SCREAMING FOR CHANGE...
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IF MY LIFE WAS A MOVIE MONTAGE PLAYLIST
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PRINCESS DIARIES: THE QUINTESSENTIAL...
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GOODBYE TO “HISTORICALLY INACCURATE”
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GUILTY AS CHARGED: I STILL WATCH RIVERDALE
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THE EFFY STONEM EFFECT
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GUILTY PLEASURES
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GROWING UP DERRY
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GAMESTOP EXPLAINED BY MY FRIENDS DAD
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THE SPRING BREAK THAT GOT AWAY THE PROBLEM WITH PROMISING YOUNG WOMAN FAVORITE BOOKS
EXTRAS ARTIST STATEMENT YM ADVISES ARTIST STATEMENT YMP3
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PERSONALITY QUIZ
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SAVANNAH BERKELAND
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FAVORITE SHOWS TO STREAM
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DEV LEMONS
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NOT SO RAINY DAY PLAYLIST
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YOUR MAG SPECIAL EDITION SPRING 2021
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EDITOR’S letter
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ontrary to past publications and what the calendar may or may not say, this is not our April issue. This is not a compilation of our past issues from
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both worlds, with new specialized content only released in print, and our favorite articles and content from our March
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really resist?
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Did I Really Dream That? WRITTEN BY MARIANNA POLETTI REYES ART BY REBEKAH CZUKOSKI
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or father, and you are familiarly tantalized by the idea and relationship psychotherapist. ly desire it. The one dream that most people dread includes -
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strapped for cash, students
turn to Sex Work WRITTEN BY SOLEIL EASTON ART BY FRANCESCA POLISTINA
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a separate study, 7 percent of students say they turned
car insurance, student loans, and even food. the pandemic to pay for essentials, such as rent.
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you can trust. es were not fully covered by her student loan and part-
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and she needed another source of income to pay for was, the more money she earned. Despite her undeniable self-love, she sometimes feels embarrassed because some men automatically label her
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Pillow Talk WRITTEN BY MARYCATHERINE NEAL PHOTOGRAPHED BY XINYI XU
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tand-up comedy specials have never been my
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hump all of the decorative pillows in her house when
Big Mouth,
about my body and its relationship to pleasure.
milestone? even adults, include pillows while they masturbate. Pen15 seen it in a couple of tv shows and movies but had never tried it out themselves. Of course, maybe they
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the action, Pen15
Girl Daddy, Pen15, and Big Mouth hormones and puberty. More importantly, these shows Nox Journal
Big Mouth masturbation. YM
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Sex Life
Confessions members of our editorial team and magazine contributors anonymously shared some of their worst sex stories. Art by Natasha Arnowitz
I tried to take a guy’s virginity my freshman
I hooked up with this guy from BU sophomore year at his
him a human anatomy lesson instead. cemented with my mascara on the
cover my face with my hands when
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I was hooking up with this guy I was super nervous and awkward around. When he put on a red condom, I said his dick looked like Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer’s nose. I didn’t hook up with him again after that.
Man was almost a virgin and hadn’t done it too much, so he was super nervous and had trouble getting it up. Understandable. But what I couldn’t understand was why this 29-year-old man was trying to put a semi-softie inside me. IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK, SIR. I just let him figure it out for himself. We still had sex; I just didn’t feel a thing.
I got a flat tire immediately after leaving a hookup and had to be picked up by AAA down the street … not my greatest moment.
He ate hot wings right before he fingered me. Needless to say, I was on fire for a good while until we found a water bottle in the back of his car to relieve the pain. We still had sex after.
The first time I hooked up with my boyfriend, I didn’t realize he finished. I said to him, “You okay?” He said, “I finished.” And I said, “Oh, period.”
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Why can’t I Cum?
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WRITTEN BY KATARINA MONDOR
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“It’s a Metaphor” for Unrealistic Romantic Expectations
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Being Funny Has Ruined My Dating Life
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the hands of someone you are intimate with is a whole occupy that space in the relationship. So from here on
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Sexual Mindfulness WRITTEN BY MARIANNA POLETTI REYES ART BY NATASHA ARNOWITZ
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These practices ease stress, reduce levels of cortisol (a stress hor-
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Y.MP3 SONGS TO GET YOU GOING “SOLO” PHOTO BY EMILY KING
SOAKED — BENEE MILK & COFFEE — NOMBE GIRLS NEED LOVE — SUMMER WALKER JUNE — FLORENCE + THE MACHINE BITING DOWN — LORDE GO SLOW — HAIM BLUSH — ALLAN RAYMAN MAKE OUT IN MY CAR — MOSES SUMNEY, JAMES BLAKE KICKS — FKA TWIGS BURNING DESIRE — LANA DEL REY DANCE LIKE U — OKAY KAYA BITCHES — TOVE LO EXXUS — GLASS ANIMALS AMERICAN BEAUTY — GIRLPOOL GIMME — BANKS NEW DORP. NEW YORK — SBTRKT WARM HONEY — WILLOW SEX MUSIC — BEAK> LOVEHAPPY — THE CARTERS BIRTHDAY — DISCLOSURE, KEHLANI, & SYD COLD WAR — CAUTIOUS CLAY MOMENT — VICTORIA MONET BEAUTIFUL — DOJA CAT DOVES IN THE WIND — SZA FEAT. KENDRICK LAMAR YOU WANT IT BAD – CLUB KURU
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TO OUR NECKS
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Twisted DIRECTED AND PHOTOGRAPHED BY LILY WALSH STYLED BY LAUREN DILLOW MODELED BY LILY NELSON VANECIA NIAMOKO
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sustainability. This independent fashion house is based in Spain,
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Here comes the bride IN black
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The Knot
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WRITTEN BY ALEJANDRA CUELLAR ART BY ELIZABETH APPLE
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The True Intentions Behind Cruel Intentions WRITTEN BY DERIN YILMAZ
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Les Liaisons Dangereuses, and scandalCruel Intentions Seductive vs. Angelic nette. The chemistry between the two is built upon op-
Annette. She’s All That, The Sweetest Thing, A Cinderella Story
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Cruel Intentions remains her favorite. The fashion is not only hind the characters and the story.
ductive playboy charm, and yet, they balance each other out.
Red as the Forecaster of Sex color palettes and styles for each character. She creates a contrast between the sinfully sophisticated step sibator-prey dynamic.
costumes. She dresses Cecile in a red, hooded sweatshirt
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steps into her true self as she snorts cocaine out of her Hidden Corsets and Retro Sunglasses
Cruel Intentions and her mom, to earn their trust. She does this in a
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Justin Donelly Works in Fashion’s Past for Fashion’s Future
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The archival community has been around for a Donelly now rarely buys retail, and if he does, val fashion pieces, for this was when brands and labels
that would otherwise be thrown away and contribute to to this waste, however. -
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ers, for ourselves, and for the craft. Donelly, his friends, fashion status quo. There has never been a more important time in our history for hobbies and activism to -
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he felt that it cheapened the appeal of the archive, he
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Y.MP3 SONGS TO GET DRESSED TO PHOTO BY EMILY KING
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DANCING — LEO SAYER WATERLOO SUNSET — THE KINKS BOREDOM — TYLER THE CREATOR, REX ORANGE COUNTY AND ANNA OF THE NORTH BLIND — ROLE MODEL HEARTBREAKER — MARIAH CAREY FEAT. JAY-Z BOYFRIEND (REPEAT) — CONFIDENCE MAN IF LOOKS COULD KILL — LAUREN AQUILINA CHERRY RED — IDA MARIA QUEEN OF THIS SHIT — QUAY DASH POST THAT — LEIKELI47 BOSS — THE CARTERS RICH GIRL — GWEN STEFANI, EVE WTP — TEYANA TAYLOR, MYKKI BLANCO VERSACE HOTTIE — PRINCESS NOKIA FITNESS — LIZZO SET — CIARA DENIM JACKET — SAMMY RAE & THE FRIENDS PINK PONY CLUB — CHAPPELL ROAN DANCING ON MY OWN — ROBYN CRUEL SUMMER — TAYLOR SWIFT DON’T START NOW — DUA LIPA
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NEVER CHANGE YOUR HAIR FOR A BOY
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HOODIES WRITTEN BY MARYCATHERINE NEAL ART BY EMILY KING
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FASHION SHOWS: DO’S AND DON’TS
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America’s Next Top Model, very almost all memories of competition winners,
Making the Cut when it aired in early diverse
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The conversation around misrepresentation in the ress made in the fashion industry to celebrate bodies, orientations, and identities of all sorts. But representation ANTM, Project Runway fashion competition show Next In Fashion seems unfath-
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Often, any model or contestant of televised fashion shows who presents other than the usual aforementioned
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style and physical attributes were frowned upon and distoshoots of her cishet counterparts was celebrated and
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Go-to Spring Outfits Art by Natasha Arnowitz
Some of the members of our editorial team and magazine contributors describe their ideal spring outfits
ral dresses, especially my blue Lacey Monterey Dress from
comfortable and feels very me.
FLOUR
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DOLLHOUSE DIRECTED AND PHOTOGRAPHED BY TAINA MILLSAP
MODELED BY GABRIELA PORTUGAL
THE (TIKTOK) DOCTOR IS IN
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When Harry Met Sally ride.
middle school. Since then, she has become more comher. As a spectator, you are embarrassed, but for whom?
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hicle Lady Bird Bridesmaids, or overt avoidance. school when fettuccine alfredo put her in the fetal position. A particular point of contention for her on the ment. She, however, understands the inherent comedy of the situation.
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rare occasions where an on-camera bowel evacuation
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Where are the girls with stomach pain?
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How Sisterhood Saved Me WRITTEN BY MARY GRACE PURSER ART BY NATASHA ARNOWITZ
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seen our parents slip away from reality and science, only
a place of despair and pity rather than the deep-root-
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ical transformation really stemmed from our promise to hold each other accountable to the belief that we should always remain critical and never complacent. Many cannot say the same. Perhaps it was the moments in between the confusion and the pain that weaved our little tapestry of sions, weird church member impersonations, and of course, Little Women Beth. Little Women
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Y.MP3 SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF HOME ART BY NATASHA ARNOWITZ
BOSTON — AUGUSTANA SEND ME ON MY WAY — RUSTED ROOT AMERICAN PIE — DON MCLEAN BOSTON — DERMOT KENNEDY WALK ON THE WILD SIDE — LOU REED RIVERS AND ROADS — THE HEAD AND THE HEART GAP IN THE CLOUDS — YELLOW DAYS PINK PONY CLUB — CHAPPELL ROAN INTERSTATE LOVE SONG — STONE TEMPLE PILOTS CHELSEA DAGGER —THE FRATELLIS COME ON EILEEN — DEXYS MIDNIGHT RUNNERS TAKE THREE — JERRY FOLK DANG! — MAC MILLER (FEAT. ANDERSON .PAAK) LIMESTONE — MAGIC CITY HIPPIES I DON’T WANT TO BE — GAVIN DEGRAW BUTTERFLIES — KACEY MUSGRAVES SOS — ABBA BLUE RIDGE MOUNTAINS — FLEET FOXES SOAK UP THE SUN — SHERYL CROW SWEET VIRGINIA BREEZE — ROBBIN THOMPSON INTO THE MYSTIC — VAN MORRISON PUFF, THE MAGIC DRAGON — PETER, PAUL AND MARY BEFORE THE WORLD WAS BIG — GIRLPOOL REAL LOVE — BIG THIEF BIG SIS— SALES PLACE WE WERE MADE — MAISIE PETERS IN MY LIFE — THE BEATLES
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state. Alcohol was the answer to my problems, my best friend and my worst enemy.
needed alcohol
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A LOVE LETTER TO JIMMY CARTER WRITTEN BY MARY GRACE PURSER ART BY LILY WALSH
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ment for anyone who wants to meet him is simply
Carter deviates from the typical role model most
abides by his promise to spread his faith however nity to sit in on one of these sermons at Maranatha
Christian man who has served in politics. And yet,
States President preaches there twice a month.
sure to behold in this hellish landscape we call life,
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Your Not-S0-Scary Guide to
Donating Blood WRITTEN BY MADELYN MULREANEY
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donors were lost because blood centers could no lonblood supply is critically low internationally.
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tion can be lifted entirely. blood, my sisters would not be alive. A lot of people all need to be that someone. But what if I’m scared of needles?
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men as people with penises and women as people
Pets are getting us through this WRITTEN BY MARIANNA POLETTI REYES ART BY NATASHA ARNOWITZ
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my Last night in Boston... “I’ll be spending all the time I can with my roommates. This is the last time we will all be together in Boston since two of us are graduating. I hope it involves Mario Kart and maybe one last cooked meal. Also maybe some outside time if the weather is nice.” — MaryCatherine Neal, Living Editor “A homemade pot pie and glasses of champagne to celebrate graduating from college!” — Lillian Cohen, Editor-in0Chief “Probably spend the night walking around the city with my friends before I have to move back home across the country.” — Anne O’Leary, Contributing Writer “Probably playing Bang! and Mario Kart with my roommates to celebrate/mourn the end of another year.” — Madelyn Mulreaney, Contributing Writer “I’ll definitely be spending it at my favorite jazz bar, The Beehive, hopefully locking eyes with a mysterious man in a leather jacket from across the room, marking the start of a beautifully chaotic romance … I’m clearly a hopeless romantic.” — Soleil Easton, Contributing Writer “Probably out celebrating my birthday since it falls right as we leave, taking one final walk to the Esplanade with my friends.” — Mary Grace Purser, Contributing Writer “I’ll probably be sitting and laughing in the Garden with my friends, procrastinating packing for as long as I possibly can.” — Jess Ferguson, Co-Copy Chief “Panic-packing and fitting in last minute quality time with my roommates and boyfriend.” — Katie Powers, Head Proofreader
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PIZZA DIRECTED AND PHOTOGRAPHED BY LILLIAN COHEN CO-DIRECTOR AND MODEL AMANDA HAMPTON
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Y.MP3 IF MY LIFE WAS A MOVIE MONTAGE PLAYLIST PHOTO BY EMILY KING
START ME UP — THE ROLLING STONES O GREEN WORLD — GORILLAZ BACK IN BLACK — AC/DC YOU SEXY THING — ZELLA DAY AN HONEST MAN — FANTASTIC NEGRITO WAKE AND BAKE — FLEECE COOL COLORADO — LA FEMME BITTER RIVALS — SLEIGH BELLS NEW YORK GROOVE — ACE FREHLEY NEVER GOING BACK AGAIN — FLEETWOOD MAC I DISAGREE — POPPY TEAR YOU APART — SHE WANTS REVENGE GOOD TIME GIRL — SOFI TUKKER I’M IN LOVE WITH U, SORRY — J’SAN WATCH ME SHINE — JOANNA PACITTI BITTER SWEET SYMPHONY — THE VERVE HAYLOFT — MOTHER MOTHER 6 WEEKS — BEACH BUNNY FEEL GOOD INC. — GORILLAZ UNDER THE TABLE — FIONA APPLE TAKING PICTURES OF YOU — THE KOOKS DREAMS TONITE — ALVVAYS DEVIL’S ADVOCATE – THE NEIGHBOURHOOD HOLY TERRAIN – FKA TWIGS, FUTURE RAWNALD GREGORY ERICKSON THE SECOND – STRFKR
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Princess Diaries:
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fond displays of womanhood that have made it such a beloved movie. The Princess Diaries’ charm entiated Mia from other female leads was her authentic
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innate curiosity. “People are interested in their ancestors and their
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confused.
Bridgerton and musicals Hamilton into these roles without any question of accuracy or suitability. Little Women
The Little Mermaid because Ariel is portrayed as and voiced by a white woman.
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Guilty Pleasures Who is watching?
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Ileana Perez — Asst. Head Designer
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Katie Powers — Head Proofreader season of Summer House non-Covid times, the show follows a house of semi-
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The Problem with Promising Young Woman
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CW: This piece discusses violence against women and sexual assault as well as reveals spoilers
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rom the moment I first saw the trailer for Promising Young Woman, I was hooked. I was so excited to see the film that I didn’t even mind shelling out $20 to watch it On-Demand; however, that purchase was a lot harder to justify after actually having watched the movie. The trailer promised me that at least one would-be rapist was going to die, but instead, I watched Carey Mulligan’s Cassie give men some stern talking-tos for an hour and fifty-four minutes, only to watch her get brutally murdered in the finale. I couldn’t help but feel like I had been tricked. What was the sense in taking so much time to make the movie seem like a feminist film, only for the last thirty minutes to completely tank all of those themes by killing off the main character? To say the movie left a bad taste in my mouth would be an understatement, and all I wanted to do was warn people to change their expectations before watching it. Promising Young Woman did have some things going for it—namely, the brilliant artistic choices made throughout the film, such as the cinematography and the setting. The film had a gorgeous color palette that juxtaposed against the sometimes-horror movie, sometimes-bubblegum pop score and soundtrack. The use of blues and pinks both in the lighting design and the set & wardrobe subtly communicated gender and power dynamics throughout the film, making the woman-centered themes foundational to the storytelling. The movie also showcased actors that are typically cast as gentle male characters to play
on the audience’s preconceived notions of the ‘nice guy’ archetype, in order to drive home the film’s criticism of how any guy could become violent. Emerson alum Gina York gushed about these casting choices, saying, “Adam Brody usually plays such sweethearts! So, when I was watching the movie, I remember texting my friend and saying, ‘Adam Brody’s not going to assault her, right!?’ because I couldn’t believe that Adam Brody could do it.” Despite the good things happening in production, the film’s first set of flaws appear in the execution of Cassie’s revenge plans. Cassie’s outlandish idea of revenge was to inflict as much trauma onto others as what was inflicted upon her and her childhood best friend Nina while in college, which is fundamentally troubling. “I have a lot of ethical problems with the movie,” said Laura Abell, a junior social work major at Millersville University. “You can’t solve violence and harassment with more violence and harassment.” However, the film fails to properly condemn Cassie’s problematic response—and since the only ‘justice’ we really see Cassie execute is through causing trauma to others, the film isn’t putting out a positive message about this reaction. My particular issue with Cassie’s revenge is that she only manages to actually inflict trauma onto other women, which is counterproductive to the seemingly feminist message of the film. There’s no justification for letting Madison, played by Alison Brie, believe that she had been assaulted for half the film just because she had perpetuated rape culture, nor was there any reason to kidnap a minor and then lead a woman to believe that her daughter was going to get gang-raped by a pack of college boys. Those
actions were inexcusable and failed to address the culture that taught these women to give rapists the benefit of the doubt in the first place. For this reason, I don’t think Cassie’s character was a feminist, nor do I think her form of revenge was in any way empowering to watch. The ending of the film has clearly been the most divisive part of the story—and for good reason. Killing off the main character in a movie is a bold choice, but depicting a very long, very graphic murder of an otherwise-powerful woman is a completely new level of horror. Cassie’s on-screen murder lasted for two and a half minutes—the actual amount of time it would take to suffocate someone to death using a pillow—which was unnecessarily triggering for myself and many other viewers. Abell said that this scene left her upset and unsatisfied with the film as a whole. “It was a little inappropriate to show the whole murder. The guys didn’t get tortured at all, but when we get to Cassie’s death, [the director] decides to milk that scene. It was excessive.” The setting and shooting of the scene also made Cassie’s murder particularly difficult to stomach; by setting the scene on a bed, combined with Al using his physical dominance to trap Cassie while he smothers her to death, the scene visually parallelled a rape scene, which was an especially gruesome choice. So much of the movie was exaggerated, so for the most grounded scene to showcase a woman getting brutalized, I couldn’t get on board. There are too many movies made by men that already do this, so I didn’t need a female director to give me the same content. Especially not when the conclusion to the film was unsatisfactory and left justice unserved since the rest of the film proved how ineffective the justice system is at protecting women and holding everyone that was involved accountable. In an already exaggerated film, I just wanted to see the woman beat the bad guy and walk away from the fight. Ultimately, my main problem with Promising Young Woman boils down to the marketing of the film. It was advertised as a feminist revenge film, and while the story was certainly
female-oriented, there’s something distinctly anti-feminist in creating yet another thriller where women are abused and degraded on-screen. I went into this film expecting to find catharsis from the everyday nightmare that is rape culture, and instead, I was forced to watch a woman get graphically murdered by a rapist. I didn’t want or need to see that, and I’m not sure if anyone else did, either. The women that this movie had been advertised to certainly didn’t need to be reminded that most men could probably physically overpower and kill us if they really felt like it. The story is too female-centered to appeal to a male audience, but the message is lost in the echo-chamber of women for whom the threat (and execution) of male violence is already an inescapable reality. The trailer refers to the film as “a delicious new take on revenge” and I simply can’t agree, unless that “new take” is that Cassie never actually gets revenge. “She never completes her quest to get revenge—she wasn’t given any justice in the end! [Al getting arrested] wasn’t enough to call this a revenge movie,” said Abell, who was shocked to hear how the movie has been advertised. However, Gina York did not have an issue with the film’s marketing strategy. “If [marketing the film as a revenge thriller] is what’s going to bring new people to see the movie, then I think it was a great choice,” said York. I was duped by the trailers and walked away from the movie needing to talk to any and everyone about the ending. In this way, York was right; the misleading advertising sparked conversations about violence against women and what justice for survivors of male violence should be. There’s no doubt that the movie was a social commentary, but it wasn’t about exacting revenge, and it wasn’t cathartic for the women watching it; for that reason alone, I take issue with the advertising. If you’re hoping to watch an actual feminist revenge film on your next movie night, opt for Jennifer’s Body instead of Promising Young Woman. This is not to say that Promising Young Woman isn’t worth watching, but I can’t in good conscience recommend anyone sees the film without a crucial trigger warning. YM
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5. What’s your go-to Emerson dining place? A. El Jefe’s Taqueria B. Tatte C. Garbanzo D. Blaze Pizza What element is your zodiac sign? A. Air B. Earth C. Water D. Fire What’s your favorite pair of shoes? A. Docs B. Converse C. Mary Janes D. Air Force 1s
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