ADHD no.10: She Sells Seashells

(no. 10)

SHE SELLS

SEASHELLS

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editor in chief and creative director Cenon Norial III associate editor Mav Bernardo editor at large Shahani Gania fashion editor Paul Jatayna layout Cenon Norial III and Paul Jatayna contributors Alyssa Africa, Anna Buquid, Annalita Vizcarra, Cru Camara, Erka Inciong, Eunice Armilda, Hanri Gabriel, Inah Evans, Isabella May Cantu, Iya Consorio, Julianna Force, Julie Bourgeois, Karen Bolilia, Kayle Melgarejo, Keren, Mafia Escasinas, Melissa Peritore, Renee Hassani, Roy Back, Sharon Atillo, Stefan Punongbayan, Steffi Ziebert, Sylvina Lopez, Tyang Karyel, Vince De Guzman, Yumi Puruganan, Zarina Laluan, Zoie Lam Inquiries/ Advertisments/ Suggestions contactadhdmag@gmail.com

on the cover Rene Hassani photographer Cenon Norial III stylist Karen Bolilia makeup artist Sylvina Lopez

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Nick Name: keren

Sexuality: sapiosexual Birthday: 12/13

Birth Place: metro manila, philippines

Hobbies: confectionery, intimate hikes, ogling interiors/wares/furniture, blaring music (usually

during) manic painting sprees, time arts, floral

arrangement, deep undisrupted sleep, dancing with my cherubs at lovecraft bar in pdx, periodic stargazing Sports: water

Music/Singer/Band: death grips, aphex twin, bradford cox, experimental/hip-hop

Food: avocado, mushrooms, french dessert, indian/ mexican/vegan cuisine

Drinks: blue flower earl grey tea, espresso, dairyfree smoothie

Color: none. black. maybe green.

Friends: infinitely grateful for their illumination festation......... nooo

Quote you live by: “i am independent of the thoughts and opinions of others” is a current mantra

Define love: excruciating, enduring

Who is your first crush: lola bunny? the fuck i am

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Deepest fear: infidelity, animal cruelty, maggot in-

What is your type: blunt & scrawny intellectuals with similar music taste First kiss: sloppy carwash mess Have you ever been in love: now His/ her qualities that you like best: brain, vocabulary, taste, integrity, ambition

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WHERE IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO SEEK INSPIRATION? Dark place, usually. I have to have eaten, had coffee, listen to blaring hip-hop music.

WHEN/ HOW DID YOU START LIKING DARK THINGS? Probably having undiagnosed ADHD as a kid. My mom’s always told me I’m kinda morbid. I have dark humor also.

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WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DID YOU LISTEN TO WHEN YOU WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL? The first band that pops in my head… I was Baby Spice.

I wanted to be Posh Spice, but I became Baby Spice. I kinda liked the choreographed dance steps. I think I got the darkness from being repressed, being around super strict Chinese-Catholic… I went to a Ctaholic high school.

WHO’S YOUR FAVORITE LIVING ARTIST? Skip Skip Skip IF YOU CAN HAVE 1 ENTIRE DAY TO EXPLORE MANILA, WHERE WOULD YOU GO AND WHY? I would love to go around and commute. I like nature, but probably, I’ll go find abandoned place where there’s music and butts. I don’t know if I like dancing, but I like jumping. I’d go somewhere strange but with my friends, cool people. Probably a church with cool music. An abandoned church.

IF YOU HAVE THIS PURSE SENSE OF SELF-CONFIDENCE AND YOU GET TO DRESS UP AS WHOEVER OR WHATEVER, HOW WILL YOU DRESS YOURSELF UP? Probably as a nude dancer. Like an opium den momma. I’ll just wear a bra and kimono.

IF YOU COULD PAINT ONE PART OF MANILA AND CHANGE IT TO SOMEGTHING ELSE THAT’S ON YOUR HEAD, WHERE WOULD IT BE AND WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE IT TO? The first thing I thought of, but it’s very inappropriate and probably because I’m still angry, is my mom’s place.

I want to burn it, but it’s bad though! Sorry, mom! I haven’t explored Manila much because I just got back.

IF YOU CAN HAVE A BIRD’S EYE VIEW OF ANY PLACE IN THE WORLD, HOW WILL YOU PAINT IT? I haven’t been to Iceland, but I want to go to Iceland…

OK, LET’S GO TO ICELAND. HOW WILL YOU CHANGE ICELAND? I don’t know. If I don’t like a place I just march out.

I’d rather make my own place than change it. I want a place that has… clean bathrooms, sex dens, nutrients, art studio, lots of confetti and cake. I’m trying to age but… I could see myself burning a house and getting a piece of cake.

WHAT’S THE FIRST ART WORK YOU EVER SOLD? It was from my first show in Hopworks Urban Brewery, this bike-beer place in Portland. I sold 4 pieces. I was around 20 or 19 at that time. One of them was of this portrait of a Japanese girl I had coffee with. I think I really like to draw people’s faces. I feel like when I’m fascinated with a person, I have to draw her. The last person I drew was this girl I wanted to take on a date, but I ended up dating her boyfriend. That was a mess. working? pt.3

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IF YOU COULD BE A CARTOON CHARACTER FROM YOUR PAST, WHO WOULD YOU BE? I want to watch Space Jam. I want to be a Lola Bunny, maybe because I am not feminine like that at all.

WHAT IS YOUR DEEPEST SEXUAL FANTASY? It changes. Right now, I don’t know what it is. The first thing that came to mind is a tall building and open air.

Something dangerous. It’s like I don’t know what my deepest sexual fantasy is, but I want to know. It’s frustrating.

WHEN YOU WERE IN CATHOLIC SCHOOL, WHAT THOUGHTS USUALLY WENT THROUGH YOUR HEAD? I was just so bad, I stayed up really late. I’d be up drinking til 7am with a bunch of male friends and I’d go to school really sleepy. I would draw my teachers, I was always doodling. I wish I studied but I couldn’t focus. I had a secret boyfriend and I’d pretend to be in school, but I’m usually not.

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HOW DO YOU FIND YOUR CURRENT CULTURE NOW? I’m so in love everyone. I’m really excited to know everyone. I’m really picky, I like to selectively retain. I feel like meeting everyone here makes me want to move back here. I feel inspired. I feel like I can find people I can really relate to here.

IN A DIFFERENT WORLD, IF YOUR FEELINGS WEREN’T REPRESSED, WHO WOULD YOU BE NOW? I’d be in charge of something art or music related. I’d be rich and travelling a lot. I’d be a good influence somehow. Be really independent. I haven’t found a real home because I’ve been travelling a lot. I kinda like Manila this time around because I’m meeting new people.

IF THERE’S A SONG THAT DESCRIBES YOUR STYLE COMPLETELY AT THE MOMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? I’m quietly very drawn to all these contemporary pop stuff. I always wonder, like, is this me? Can I not sleep for three days and party and dance all night. All these things I see in music videos, I kinda want to do it. I also have a lot of aggression, like when I think of being in my own music video, I see myself bashing things. I want to get a fish bowl and bash my head into it.

DO YOU LIKE THE CRACKED FOREHEAD OR THE CRACKED FISH BOWL? Hmm. In the music video that I’m creating, I want to bash my head into an aquarium, and the for a second everything goes all chaotic and then i go inside the fishbowl world. Music video people, please don’t steal anything. Haha. I think it would be cool if somebody did that.

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WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? I’m grinding coffee with my fingers.

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IF I ASK YOU TO PAINT SOMEONE RIGHT NOW, WHO POPS IN YOUR HEAD? I’ve been thinking of Super Starlet showing her panty, or whatever she wants to show. She has really pink nipples, I think that was the first thing she ever showed me, a picture of her pink nipples. Hot pink, cute nipples.

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? I have a lot of journals, but as of now, no, I’m not collecting anything.

WHAT VALUES DO YOU WANT TO PASS ON TO THE NEXT GENERATION? I want people to be OK with sexuality and gender roles.

I want people to be people, be more sensitive.

IF YOU COULD LOOK OUTSIDE AND JUST TRIP, SEE SOMETHING BEYOND THE EYE COULD SEE, WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU’RE GONNA SEE? A naked woman. Probably it’s Super Starlet.

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Name: carriel santos Nick Name: TYANG Sexuality: F Birthday: december 26, 1989 Birth Place: manila Hobbies: painting, woodworking, toy collecting, mineral rock collecting and sculpting Sports: darts Music/Singer/Band: klaus nomi , blondie and tonetta Food: pizza Drinks: black coffee Color: pastel colors Friends: many to mention :) Deepest fear: to be buried alive Quote you live by: things that are real doesnt need a reason.

Define love: all we know that love is a deep feeling or sexual love but the truth is, you can find love in everything.

Who is your first crush: skeletor from masters of the universe.

What is your type: I am a chubby chaser.

First kiss: i got it from a girl Have you ever been in love: always His/ her qualities that you like best: his sense of humor and he can put up with all my shit.

DESCRIBE YOUR ART. My art is baduy and very kitsch. It has no boundaries and every piece that I make is from my experiences.

WHAT IS YOUR MEDIUM? Mostly wood and acrylic. I also do paintings on canvass.

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? ANY FAVOURITES? I do. I collect Ultraman mosters, Filipino comics, folk art. My favorite art to collect is Skinner.

WHAT IS THE FIRST ART WORK YOU EVER PURCHASED? The first artwork I purchased is… The first was a Skinner toy. It was a set I got from Vinyl on Vinyl.

IS THERE ANY ARTWORK YOU WISH YOU DID YOURSELF? I want to make fibreglass sculptures. I’m actually learning how to work with fibreglass now. Hopefully I’d be able to do it someday for my exhibit.

WHEN DID YOU START MAKING YOUR TYANGANIZE? I started in 2014, I was just making fun of my friends with the portraits.

YOU HAD A DIFFERENT STYLE OF MAKING ARTWORKS BEFORE. CAN YOU TELL US MORE ABOUT THAT? In 2009, I was doing acrylic on illustration boards. Then I had this hunger to do art with a certain technique, so I tried doing watercolour. But I later on realised I wasn’t feeling it and I wanted my art to still be fun.

So in 2014, I changed everything that I was doing again. I even changed my street name—I’m a street artist—from Kariton Kai to Tyang. Tyang is also an inside joke amongst my friends. I’m the only female in our group and they treat me like a tita, that’s how I ended up being called Tyang. I would trip on people’s faces and called it Tyanganize.

WHOSE PORTRAITS YOU’VE CREATED ARE YOUR FAVOURITES? Steve Bushemi, Trevo, and Fuzi, the cat of Ryan and Garovs of EverywhereWeShoot. Garovs and Ryan were actually the first that I’ve done a Tyanganize portrait of. They gave me the opportunity to paint on wood, and that idea grew from there.

WHO DO YOU WANT TOP COLLABORATE WITH? Pao Martinez, because he’s doing folk art that I really like. Naïve and child-like. If you look at his pieces, it could really make you happy.

JP Quizon… I like his work because it looks so happy and colourful.

AS AN ARTIST, WHAT ARE YOUR INFLUENCES? 90s pop culture. I loved He-Man, I had a huge crush on Skeletor.

ARE THERE ANY OTHER ARTISTS IN YOUR FAMILY? I have a grandmother who’s a photographer. Trip niya lang talaga pero ang gaganda ng kuha nIya. My other grandmothers… There’s a grandmother on my father’s side who’s a fortune-teller in Sta. Ana. My mother’s grandmother was an aswang-hunter in Leyte. When I found out about that, I was like wow grabe ha, hindi man lang napasa sa akin.

DOES YOUR SURROUNDINGS AFFECT YOUR ART IN A WAY? I’m always surrounded by art; almost all my friends are artists. It’s challenging because it’s hard to find your own unique style when you’re surrounded by art made by other people. Thankfully, I think I was able to establish a style that I can call my own. My fear is… when you run out of ideas, when my mojo gets dry. It’s not uncommon for any artist. As much as possible, I study, I try to find something new, I do research, anything that could boost my creativity.

SO DO YOU THINK ART IS SOMETHING THAT CAN BE LEARNED, OR IS BEING ARTISTIC A NATURAL-BORN SKILL OR TALENT? Nowadays—with the generation now—anything can be learned easily. From cooking to sex. You can read about it anywhere. Lahat naka-hain na. Everything’s spoon-fed. But it’s up to you how you’re going to go about doing things. Hindi mo siya gagawin dahil gusto mo yung technique, hindi dahil fad siya. Gagawin mo yun dahil yun yung makaka-tulong sa yo.

WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS AS A CREATIVE INDIVIDUAL? I don’t have plans. Go lang ako kung saan. I never expected that I’d be doing what I’m doing now. I mean, I studied mass communications in college, not fine arts. Hindi ko hinangad na ito ang mangyari sa akin pero dito ako napadpad.

WHERE CAN GO TO SEE MORE OF YOUR WORKS? I have furniture right now on Vinyl on Vinyl. I have an intestine-table that’s made of wood. I carved it myself. My furniture are based on my drawings. You can also check out my works in Facebook and Instagram.

IF YOU ARENT AN ARTIST, WHAT WOULD YOU BE DOING? I’d be a micro-biologist. Mahilig kasi ako tumingin sa mga maliliit na bagay na hindi madaling makita. Meron siyang pitik sa akin. I have a microscope at home and I like looking at stuff under it.

BASED ON YOR DAILY ROUTINES AND ACTIONS, WHERE CAN EXPECT YOU IN FIVE YEARS? I’d be the same! Hindi ako magsasawa gumawa ng mga gusto ko makita. I wouldn’t be bored learning new things.

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WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO SEEK INSPIRATION? Actually, I’m just always at home. I seek inspiration through the internet, books. I would check references on my iPad, and I would also collect picture books, children’s books. I have 2 kids, so it’s like multi-tasking… I buy books for my kids and then I have references. I take pictures of what I like and then may nabubuo ako. I like teddy bears and stuffed toys. My kids are 1 and 2 years old.

YOU MARRIED YOUR IDOLED AND FELLOW ARTIST ANDRES BARRIOQUINTO. HOW DID YOU GUYS MEET? On-line. We first met through Friendster, then it became Facebook. And then eventually we met here, in Cubao X. We married a year after. We both studied in UST pero hindi kami nag-abot because of our 11-year difference.

HOW WILL YOU DESCRIBE YOUR ART? The recent one… It’s a sculpture that has many tentacles. Somebody told me, interpreted it, as a mother… marami siyang galamay and marami siyang mata. A mother is usually paranoid or palaging nag-aalala.

Marami siyang mata, maraming possibilities. That explanation made sense. The conceptualization and execution of that piece took 2 months.

HOW WILL YOU DESCRIBE YOUR AESTHETICS? Creepy but beautiful.

WHAT INTERNATIONAL ART DESTINATIONS DO YOU VISIT? I’m happy with Asia. I like the art I see in Asia. Hong Kong, Singapore.

WHO’S YOUR FAVOURITE LIVING ARTIST? Syempre si Barrioquinto. Hahaha. But it’s true! Sya talaga eh. Internationally, I like Mark Ryden.

WHAT ARE YOUR MEDIUMS? In my recent show, it’s oil paint. I also like acrylic and watercolor. But I enjoy doing pen and ink.

WHAT’S THE FIRST PIECE OF ART YOU’VE EVER COLELCTED? Dexter Sy. I like exchanging pieces with different artists.

FIRST ART WORK YOU’VE SOLD? It’s the one I sold to my current manager! I met him the same time I met my husband.

WHAT’S YOUR MOST UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIENCE AS AN ARTIST? Every day is unforgettable. Feeling ko kasi an artist you’re cynical. You embrace the sadness of life. It’s like you’re miserable but you’re really not. Sadness becomes your comfort, it becomes your alter ego. But ever since I became a mom, after doing my art, iba nanaman ang personality ko. Mommy duties. But every day is memorable.

WHAT ARE THE TV SHOWS THE INFLUENCED YOU GROWING UP? I like MTV’s Happy 3 Friends, Little Lulu and Casper The Friendly Ghost. When I became a mommy, my childhood influences flashbacked. I started doing more child-like, creepy art works. I really like children’s books and cartoons. I can’t remember them all specifically, but I watched a lot of cartoons when I was younger.

WHY IS YOUR INSPIRATION ALWAYS DARK? HOW DID IT COME ABOUT? I don’t really know, maybe that’s how I really am. Beauty and darkness come hand-in-hand, I guess. I like beautiful things with a splash of darkness. The emotions are more real.

ARE THERE ANY ARTISTS THAT YOU FEEL ARE UNDERRATED AND DESERVE MORE ATTENTION? Daniel Aligaen is good. Intricate yung designs niya. I think she deserves more exposure.

HOW WILL YOU DEFINE OUR CULTURE AND IF THERE’S ANYTHING YOU WANT TO CHANGE ABOUT IT? I want us to be more Japan-like, minus the bastos. I think the people there are very open-minded and nice.

WHAT SONG DESCRIBVES YOUR STYLE COMPLETELY AT THE OMENT? The title of my next exhibit is actually the title of a song by Neon Indian. I like psychedelic, and usually the titles of my exhibits come from songs.

VALUES YOU WANT TO PASS ON TO THE NEXT GENERATION? Keep the passion and the dedication to the arts. As much as possible be spontaneous para authentic ang pag-gawa. So it wouldn’t be for image’s sake, or for other people’s sake.

FUTURE DREAM COLLABORATIONS? With my husband, Andres.

BEAUTY PAGEANT QUESTION: WHAT IS WORTH SUFFERING FOR? Family. love for my husband and children. Corny pero yun talaga eh. It’s the family that I have right now, the family that I’m making.

BASED ON WHAT YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW, WHERE CAN WE EXPECT YOU IN FIVE YEARS? I want to lie-low, pero tuloy pa rin. I want to multi-task as a mom and as an artist. I want to be relaxed, but I’ll still be doing shows.

If there’s an opportunity, I won’t let it go. I honestly couldn’t tell what’s gonna happen to me in five years. Can you?

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Hobbies: Painting , driving and painting ...haaaaaa Sports: swimming , running Music: electronic ,folk Singer/ Band: king of convenience, Digitalism Cartoon character: Adventure Time with Finn and Jake _ jake Food: Ramen , Thai Food Drinks: Tea Color: Orange , White Friends: Ping , Man , Sonia Deepest fear: nightmare Motto: trust yourself and keep walking

What is love: Love Is Inclusive Of Everything Who is your Crush: my grandmother First kiss: bad ..hahhaaa Have you ever been in love: yes , i have His/ her qualities that you like best: no , not the best to me interview by Paul Jatayna

ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP AND YOU REALIZED YOU GOT TRANSFORMED INTO ONE OF THE CHARACTERS THAT YOU ILLUSTRATED FOR ZLISM, AND IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY, HOW WILL YOU DESCRIBE YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY? (AND CAN YOU SEND ME A PHOTO OF THAT ZLISM CHARACTER? HAHA) If one day i wake up , and i think i will be my Charcters " tui tui " , and that day is my birthday , i will call all of my zlism friend to join my party , and we will all enjoy the food and playing game all the day :) i think BBQ is a good choice to us , as i like eating :)

HOW DID YOU COME UP WITH YOUR ILLUSTRATIONS? DO YOU HAVE ANY INSPIRATION? WHEN AND WHAT MADE YOU CONVERT THEM INTO FASHION? i am a fashion designer and i always will keep drawing everytime , i will have a drawing i feel free then i will drawing , so i start to drawing

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LET'S SAY THAT HEAVEN IS ONLY AN INFINITELY REPEATING .GIF THAT LASTS FOR FIVE SECONDS. LET'S NOT HOPE FOR THIS TO HAPPEN SOON, BUT ONE DAY YOU DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN. HOW CAN YOU DESCRIBE YOUR HEAVEN? i think the heaven is all white and my zlism planet already there , becouse i already can go my dream place , the place is look alike my painting , colourful and happy :)

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Hobbies: none Sports: park attraction, coaster, walk & swim Cartoon Character: Calvin Food: recently my favorite fresh fish salade, gaspacho Drinks: fresh juice, Water, Beer Berliner, and Rosé Color: all, but I don t like so much blue turquoise and some brown Friends: best one gabriel Deepest fear: depends Motto: it is a code between Gabriel and I Who is your Crush: at the moment I like this actor Xavier Dolan, looking his movies.

First kiss: 10 year old Have you ever been in love: yes His/ her qualities that you like best: kindness, attentiveness

One morning you woke up as your nine-year old self, and it’s a Saturday, how do you think will your day go?

Use breakfast with my sister in front of some comics and beach all day with my family.

In the evening I guess when the skin and body are really nice tired from sun and salty water we will eat a pizza outside in some garden and sleep early in front of the Saturday night movie.

If you get the chance to recolor the stripes of a Zebra, what color/s will you choose and why?

I would not want to change it.

A wizard gave you the power to create your own spell or potion. What would it be?

A potion which is adapt to the person who took it and cure any kind of sickness.

Ni c k Na m e : n o n e Sexuality : fiancé Birthday : 3 april Birth Place: Marseille (clinique B eauregard) Ho b b i e s : n o n e Sports: walking listening music Mu s i c : w e p l a y i n a b a n d AU T I S T ( w w w. a u t i s t . t v ) C a r t o o n C h a r a c t e r : Ho b b e s F o o d : b u r g e r, s a l a d , f r e n c h f r i e s , l e n s Drinks: water and wine C o l o r : t o w e a r f e w, t o u s e m a ny Friends: best one julie Deepest fear : it is secret Mo t t o : i t i s a c o d e b e t w e e n Ju l i e a n d I W h o i s y o u r C r u s h : my f i a n c é First kiss: around 11 Ha v e y o u e v e r b e e n i n l o v e : y e s His/ her qualities that you like best: passion & tenderness

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(day 1)

isabellamay500c: “I am 56 years old but everyone always tells

me that I look at least 65.�

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melissaperitore:

“ Every

place is a goldmine. You have only to give yourself time, sit in a teahouse watching the passers-by, stand in a corner of the market, go for a haircut. You pick up a thread – a word, a meeting, a friend of a friend of someone you have just met – and soon the most insipid, most insignificant place becomes a mirror of the world, a window on life, a theatre of humanity.” (Tiziano Terzani). Makati

(day 2)

isabellamay500c: “Whodunit”

melissaperitore:

And when I think I have seen the most bizarre jeepney there’s always a new one that amaze me with itvvs color and lights! Pembo, Makati

(day 3)

isabellamay500c: “LONG NAILS�

melissaperitore:

leeping in odd places part 1.

Divisoria, Manila S

Sl e e p i n g i n o d d places part 2 Manila (day 4)

melissaperitore

:

isabellamay500c: “We used to sit over there for hours on

Sundays. Now that she’s gone I rarely ever pass this way. Okay lang.”

(day 5)

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isabellamay500c: “Bathers bathing.�

(day 6)

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(day 7)

“Liminal spaces in which we build a makeshift home.� isabellamay500c:

melissaperitore

: From a taxi window.

Burgos, Makati

(day 8)

“ You can’t approach the tree of life by a shortcut.” isabellamay500c:

melissaperitore

: Makati duality.

Guadalupe, Makati

(day 9)

“The Filipino landscape makes me nostalgic.� isabellamay500c:

melissaperitore

: The simple things

are also the most extraordinary things, and only the wise can see them. (Tiziano Terzani).

Somewhere in Manila.

(day 10)

“And it may often be easier to live in exile with a fantasy of paradise than to suffer the inevitable ambiguities and compromises of cultivating actual, earthly places” isabellamay500c:

melissaperitore

: “It’s the possibili-

ty of having a dream come true that makes life interesting” (Paulo Coelho). Pembo, Makati

(day 11)

isabellamay500c: “but the past can

all to easily become not only another country” but a space of projections and fantasies”ambiguities and compromises of cultivating actual, earthly places”

melissaperitore

: In the gritty Cubao

you can find hidden gems that you will never expect. Cubao, Quezon City

(day 12)

: I always see this woman under the Guadalupe bridge in Edsa; she is a vendor like hundreds of others in Metro Manila, inhaling all the pollution in Edsa, all day, every day, for few pesos. She decided not to give up. Guadalupe, Makati melissaperitore

isabellamay500c: “I used to have it all. But I’m

happy now, I just want to be a good father.�

(day 13)

: We are destroying our planet. Somewhere in Manila melissaperitore

isabellamay500c: “If expatriation is the route of

cool detachment, exile is for some that of furious engagement.�

(day 14)

: Burgos street: Love&Hate. Burgos, Makati melissaperitore

isabellamay500c: “In a way, we are nothing more -or less - than an

encoded memory of our heritage.�

(day 15)

isabellamay500c:

“The bargain is thus struck: I will be a model

resident. In return for your tolerance and non interference.�

: Finding hidden love.

Somewhere in Manila melissaperitore

(day 16)

B

: There is always a “Plan B”. urgos, Makati melissaperitore

isabellamay500c: “A universe that contains much that is obviously bad and meaningless, but containing creatures like ourselves who know that it is bad and meaningless.”

(day 17)

: The expressiveness eyes of filipino kids is something extraordinary melissaperitore

isabellamay500c: “Pepeng.�

(day 18)

: I would spend the whole day walking down the pal e n g ke alleys

melissaperitore

isabellamay500c: “But there were also elements less

palpable that nevertheless constituted

my psychic home�

(day 19)

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“MEDYO MURA NA NGA” isabellamay500c:

(day 20)

:

Discovering the growing “rooftops” scene of Metro Manila. Bunk, Mandaluyong melissaperitore

isabellamay500c:

“ I ’ m c o m i n g u p h i g h e r. T h a t ’ s w h a t m a t t e r s . ”

(day 21)

: Markets are the real place to know local culture. Everyone should avoid malls and explore the local Palengke! Pasig melissaperitore

isabellamay500c:

“I no longer even know what home means.�

(day 22)

isabellamay500c:

:

“R o s e �

Fx ride back from work sitting in front of a t h o u g h t f u l woman. Somewhere in Manila melissaperitore

(day 23)

isabellamay500c:

“Dapat maglilinis ka nang tambucho no?!

:

“My baby shot me down”.

Pembo, Makati melissaperitore

(day 24)

isabellamay500c:

“High moral values.”

:

”Everyone has beauty, but not everyone sees it” (Confucios). Pasig melissaperitore

(day 25)

isabellamay500c:

“ t h e d i f f e r e n c e s b e t w e e n E a s t a n d We s t w e r e

blurring pretty completely and that simultaneously the various divisions and oppositions I had set up in my inner landscape were shifting and blurring, too.�

melissaperitore

:Forever Bata. Manila

(day 26)

isabellamay500c:

melissaperitore

“Imagining homelands�

:Every time I pass by

those faded posters a thought recurred in my mind: may be the perfect representation of what c a t h o l i c i s m is becoming? Makati

(day 27)

isabellamay500c:

melissaperitore

“m.u.”

: “No matter what

he does, every person on earth plays a central role in the history of the world. And normally he doesn’t know it”(Tiziano Terzani).

Pembo, Makati

Hidden face. Pembo, Makati (day 28)

melissaperitore

:

isabellamay500c: “ H a l o s e v e r y d a y a k o

nandidito.�

(day 29)

melissaperitore

: I can’t get enough of

the filipino combination of lighting and bits & pieces. Makati

isabellamay500c: “ I w a n t t o g a i n m u s c l e s o t h a t

I can beat up my dad when he gets drunk.”

(day 30)

isabellamay500c:

“I will imagine a new homeland built on reclaimed land.�

Caliph8: how I wish everyone in the music industry was like him! I would listen to his dj sets 24/7. Pablo Gallery, Cubao, Quezon City melissaperitore

:

(3.3.0) YUMI PURUNGAN

ON THE LOOP

Royalty of a distant cyberpunk future? Princess Nokia brings a distinct collection of digital tunes from the NYC underground with her debut album, Metallic Butterfly.

Disparate musical influences from the 90s and beyond mesh with contemporary lyrical views like gender equality, to produce diverse, eccentric sounds. Otherworldly and stylistic, this Harlem princess is putting her own edge to the scene, and she’s someone to look out for.

Asian female rapper of the WestAwkwafina changed the rap game with her 2012 album, Yellow Ranger, as she dually tackled social issues like racism and cultural identity, while embracing her femininity in a way many women might have not.

She released tracks that take pride in her body and a bodily function otherwise known as taboo, hitting listeners’ consciences with “Queef” and “My Vag.” Humorously witty and musically inclined, Awkwafina spits fire in celebration of women and her experiences as an Asian American, and it’s safe to say that she won’t be stopping there.

Soulful and melodic, the tunes on Kali Uchis’s Por Vida are the type you would listen to while drifting on a cloud. Her time transcendent music and husky voice, comparable to the late Amy Winehouse, gives off a chill wave that mixes styles from doo wop to hip hop. However, she does not hide behind her pastel image and love songs, as her lyrics are provocative, sensual, and shameless of her womanly needs! She’s worked with Tyler, the Creator of OFWGKTA for the album, and sports an aesthetic that stretches from neo-chola, to 60s through nineties flower child, while exuding charisma through and through. If anyone’s looking for the new “it” girl of the decade, Kali Uchis could be her.

When listening to music, we might isolate the vocals from the instrumentals, but with Warpaint, it’s something else. The all female band’s self-titled, second album features an extensive and expansive, deeper sound than their first, and the distinction between vocalists, Theresa Wayman and Emily Kokals’s voices from their guitar riffs seem more melodic than different.

The album oozes drifty bass lines to muffled, dreary drumming, seemingly typical of shoegaze, but a bit difficult to pinpoint.

In a genre where there aren’t that many “all girl” rock groups going around, the power of this quartet calls to attention that contemporary rock hasn’t really revolutionized itself in years, but if anything, this contributes to it.

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BEYOND THE REEL

BY ISH

MAEL B E

MANILA BY NIGHT

RNAL

PRESENTS

REVIEWED BY @WATDAHEL_ MARCEL, @INAHEVANS, @BABYGIRLZIEE

Ang Maynila, una’t sa pangkalahatan, ay isang espasyo. Higit sa pisikal, ito ay pulitikal at ideolohikal. Sino ang nangingibabaw rito? Sino ang nagpapasakop?

Sino nga ba ang may impluwensiya at sino ang naiimpluwensiyahan? Alalahanin nating ang bawat teritoryo ay may puwersang namumuno’t namamayani. Sa isang opresibo at nandarahop na lipunang katulad ng noong kasagsagan ng Batas Militar ng Pangulong Ferdinand Marcos, ang espasyong ito at ang tunggalian ng mga kapangyarihang kaakibat nito ay hindi maiiwasang manghimasok sa ating mga tahanan, masikip man, pang-iskwater, o up-and-down.

Alex’s mom reminds me of my own mom with all this nagging! they talk exactly the same with all the “punyetas” and “bwisit namans” #momsofmnl ANG GWAPO NI WILLIAM MARTINEZ TANGINA!

William Martinez sings so well ?!?!?

ANG FRESH NILA RIO LOCSIN, GINA ALAJAR, LORNA TOLENTINO AT ALMA MORENO. Wala akong ma-say! At dahil 1980s ito, I’m sure ‘di pa patok ang mga retoke at kung anu anong ‘Salamat po ‘Dok’ na paandar para gumanda. Iba ‘yung ganda nila bakla. Sa matinding low res nu’ng buong pelikula, aninag na aninag ko ang mga ganda nila. Inggit na inggit ako! Hahaha

Cherie Gil as a lesbian is so cute! i never thought i’d ever say that in my life.

“i love you manila, kahit ano ka pa man; bata, matanda, mabaho, pangit, babae, lalake, bakla o tomboy.” TRUE TRUE!

Ang Maynila ay isang kuwento. Minsa’y naging isang malawak na kabihasnang pinagyaman ng mga Raha at Lakan, ito ay sinakop ng mga dayuhang puwersa nang mahigit tatlong dantaon, binomba at muling naging katumbas ng kasalukuyang Makati noong huling bahagi ng ika-20 siglo, at unti-unting nilamon ng gabi simula noong Dekada Sitenta. Bawat umaga ay sinasakluban ng dilim para sa mga nagsisibangong mamamayan ng lungsod, tinutugis ng mga halimaw at maligno ng pook na minsang nabuhay, namatay, at nang lumaon ay nabigyan ng buhay na pang-araw at panggabi. Ito ang gabi ng curfew ng Pangulong Marcos. Ito ang gabi ng mga lihim na pagtatagpo at transaksiyon. Ito ang gabing inilatag sa buong mundo ng dakilang alagad ng sining na si Ishmael Bernal. Ito ang gabing naging balisa ang Unang Ginang na Imelda Marcos kung kaya’t napalitan ang pamagat.

MARAMING TINALAKAY NA KALECHEHAN NG BUHAY IYONG PELIKULA AT LAHAT IYON, MAS TALAMAK PA HANGGANG NGAYON. So imagine, the movie was set almost 4 decades ago pero naging HD lang ang mga pelikula natin, pero ‘yung mga problemang pinakita nila sa film, nasasaksihan pa rin natin hanggang ngayon. Punieta at its best. Long live the Philippines!

This movie was during the 80’s but i feel like we could still relate to it in 2015. with all the sex and all the drugs and all the usual problems people our age still have.

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is this like an 80’s manila version of Skins?

Nakakastress ang mga laplapan scene nila! Hahaha hayok na hayok, laway sa laway, dila sa dila hahaha. Ewan ko ba pero tawa talaga ako ng tawa, nakakaloka ang mga kissing scenes nu’ng araw, maliligo ka sa laway hahahaha. Parang mga janitor fish na nakakain ng watusi hahahaha. Kems.

alex only uses manay sharon for money or is it really love? why does our media always show straight guys using gays for money??!!

almost everyone in this movie cheats on their partners or has multiple partners at the same time. i wonder what’s with the Philippines and it’s fascination with cheating?

Ang Maynila ay isang tauhan. Siya ay gutom at may malubhang sakit. Kung sa araw ay nakabihis siya ng bell bottoms at Vonnel. gabi-gabi naman siyang nakaratay nang hubo’t hubad—nakatihaya, nakadapa, at nakatagilid. Dumudulas lamang ang sinag ng mga poste’t neon signs sa kanyang gulugod na pinalitaw ng mga mikrobyo sa kalamnan: mga puta’t dating puta, adik, manunulak, babaero, kabit, at mga bakla (na sa konteksto ng naturang panahon ay tinitingnan bilang salot sa lipunan). Ang bawat isa sa kanila ay may sintomas na itinatanghal sa pamamagitan ng mga naratibo upang palubhain ang karamdaman ng naghihingalong lungsod. Ano pa nga ba ang mas mainam na makapagbubuklod ng iba’t ibang sakit kundi ang kahirapan at pambubusabos? Maging ang manonood ng pelikula ay hindi ligtas sa epidemya, salamat sa napakahusay na pagganap ng pawing pinakamagagaling na aktor na paborito ni Bernal.

if this was an accurate portrayal of what went on in manila at night during the 80’s then i think basically nothing has changed....

‘yung droga, prostitusyon, pangangaliwa, pamemera sa bakla, aborsyon, mga probinsiyanong sumasabak sa Maynila, mga mapang abusong mayayaman, mga ipokrita, mga mapagpanggap, mga mahihirap na kinakaya, mga mahihirap na kumakapit sa patalim, mga taong hinahanap ang ginhawa sa pag iibang bansa, mga nagmamahal sa ‘di nagmamahal sa kanila, mga nagmamahal kahit may minamahal nang iba, at mga barkadang babago sa ‘yo at marami pang iba: lahat ‘yan nangyayari pa rin ngayon.

so, just like the present, most of the problems and issues they faced were: what they wanted to do about their careers, sexuality, getting knocked up “accidentally” and have very limited options, prostitution and drug addiction.

is it weird that almost everything that happens in this movie, there’s a friend / someone i know that i’m reminded of? what does this mean??

lesson: the world is so small and everyone is somehow connected to each other and you just don’t know it.

so in the end they somehow overcame their issues and problems. The drug dealer went to jail, the drug addict stopped doing drugs, the prostitute found a decent job... and the gay guy stopped being gay? did i get that right?? so being gay was up there with drug addiction and prostitution?

Ayon nga sa karakter ni Cherie Gil, “I love you, Manila, kahit ano ka pa man—mabaho, pangit, babae, lalaki, bakla, tomboy.� Ang sabi naman ng bulag na karakter ni Rio Locsin ay nakikita lamang niya ang nais niyang makita. Para sa marami sa ating nakakakita, mas madaling magtapat ng pag-ibig sa Maynila pagsapit ng umaga.

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