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`uvov‡j †ek GKUv myweav nq| †`Lv hv‡e evbiwU †Kgb Aw¯’i; LuvPvi evB‡i hv wKQy NU‡Q Zv‡ZB †m PÂj n‡”Q| `k©K wKš‘ w¯’i n‡q †`L‡Qb| gvbyl †h w¯’i _vK‡Z cv‡i Zvi KviY gvby‡li †fZ‡i e¯‘ _v‡K| Avi IB e¯‘Uv‡K hw` `k©b ewj Zvn‡j Ggb wKQy evwo‡q ejv n‡e bv| Ab¨ cÖvYxi m‡½ gvby‡li ZzjbvUv hLb G‡jvB ZLb GB weiƒc aiwY‡Z gvbyl †Kb wU‡K Av‡Q, Ab¨ A‡bK cÖvYx †Kb wejyß n‡q †Mj †mB cÖm½Uv Avm‡Z cv‡i| †hgb WvB‡bvmi| AwZKvq cÖvYx| A‡bK Kvj wU‡K wQj| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ cv‡i wb| †Kb †h cv‡i wb †mUv WvB‡bvm‡ii †Pnvivi w`‡K ZvKv‡jB †Ui cvIqv hv‡e| Mv‡Qi Wv‡j †m _v‡K wb wVKB, Z‡e Zvi Mjv wQj j¤^v, gv_vUv Lv‡Uv, nvZ wQjB bv| Mjv j¤^v n‡q‡Q Lv‡`¨i A‡š^l‡Y; gv_v Lv‡Uv, KviY eyw×i PP©v †bB; Iw`‡K Avevi nv‡Zi e¨envi G‡Kev‡iB Rv‡b bv| †kl‡gk †ePviv ZvB wbwðýB n‡q †Mj| gvbyl wU‡K Av‡Q KviY Zvi gw¯Í®‹ Av‡Q, nvZ Av‡Q, †m nvwZqv‡ii e¨envi Rv‡b, †m m„wókxj| wKš‘ GB gvbyl wK †klch©šÍ wUK‡e? G cÖkœUv GKv‡j †ek eo n‡q †`Lv w`‡q‡Q| cÖm½wU‡Z GKUz c‡i Avgiv Avevi wd‡i Avm‡ev| m„wókxjZvq gvbyl Ab¨mKj cÖvYx‡K Qvwo‡q †M‡Q| gvKomvi eybb, wcuc‡oi mÂq, †gŠgvwQi ¯’vcZ¨, meB Avq‡Ë Zvi; mewKQy‡K aviY K‡i gvbyl µgvMZ eo n‡q D‡V‡Q wb‡Ri wPšÍvkw³ I Kíbvkw³‡Z| GB kw³ Zvi Áv‡bi Øviv mg„×| ZvB †m gvbe mf¨Zvi m„wó Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Q| Ges wb‡RI e`‡j wb‡q‡Q wb‡R‡K, Pjvi c‡_| weÁvb GK mg‡q wQj bv, `k©bB ZLb weÁv‡bi KvRUv Ki‡Zv| Zvici weÁvb G‡m‡Q, Ges weÁvb I `k©b ¯^Zš¿ n‡q c‡o‡Q| weÁvb P‡j †M‡Q we‡kl †ÿ‡Î, g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q‡Q Avwe®‹vi I D™¢ve‡b| `k©b AÿzYœ †i‡L‡Q Zvi ¯^vfvweK wePiY‡ÿÎwU‡K| GK K_vq weÁvbxiv we‡klÁ n‡q‡Qb, `vk©wb‡Kiv †mUv nb wb| weÁvbxiv GLb ej‡Qb wek¦ Mfxi GK msK‡Ui g‡a¨ c‡o‡Q| gvby‡li wb‡Ri RMr I cÖK…wZi RMr Df‡qB fxlY Amy¯’| cÖK…wZ iæó; Zvi Ici AZ¨vPvi Kiv n‡q‡Q, †m cÖwZ‡kva wb‡”Q Ñ bxi‡e I mi‡e| bxi‡e eid hv‡”Q M‡j, mgy`ªc„ô DV‡Q DuPz n‡q, f‚c„‡ôi

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cÖ‡qvM m¤¢e meB K‡i‡Q| Qjbv K‡i‡Q AvaywbKZvi, weÁvcb w`‡q‡Q DbœwZi| ejcÖ‡qvM K‡i‡Q AvB‡bi, gRy` †i‡L‡Q wewfbœ evwnbx| mewKQyi †cQ‡bB D‡Ïk¨ †gnbwZ‡`i‡K Aax‡b ivLv, we‡`ªvn Ki‡Z bv-†`Iqv| we‡`ªvnx‡`i‡K AvU‡K ivL‡e, evovevwo †`L‡j wbwðý K‡i †`‡e, kvixwiKfv‡eB| D‡ëvw`‡K †m Avevi AwaKvi w`‡q‡Q †UªW BDwbq‡bi, Qy‡o w`‡q‡Q wKQy wKQy Dw”Qó| e‡j‡Q MYZš¿ w`‡q‡Q| MYZš¿ gv‡b †fvU; e‡j‡Q, GLb †Zv †fvU Av‡Q mK‡jiB, mK‡jB GLb mK‡ji mgvb| wKš‘ mgv‡R gvbyl †Zv mgvb bq, Zviv †Zv †kÖwY‡Z †kÖwY‡Z wef³| cyuwRev`x MYZš¿ gv‡b †h UvKvi _wji MYZš¿, †m †h ÿgZvq emvq †Wvbvì Uªv‡¤úi g‡Zv †kqvbv I wec¾bK cvMj‡K, †m †h c_ K‡i †`q agx©q RvZxqZvev‡`i ¯^‡NvwlZ cÖPviK b‡i›`ª †gvw`‡K ÿgZvq emevi, cyuwRev` †mB mZ¨wU‡K mvg‡b Av‡b bv| wnUjvi I gy‡mvwjwb Df‡qB wKš‘ MYZvwš¿K c×wZ‡ZB ivóªbvqK wbe©vwPZ n‡qwQ‡jb| Zvn‡j?

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†jb‡bi bvg (1940-80)| cÖ_g `yRb Av‡gwiKvb, Z…Zxq Rb Bs‡iR| Gu‡`i meviB c~em© w~ i wn‡m‡e Avm‡e wZbwU bvg Ñ cj †ivemb (1898-1976), DwW Mv_wi (1912-67) Ges wcU wmMvi (1919-2014)| Gu‡`i g‡a¨ †ivem‡bi Mv‡b evievi G‡m‡Q eûiK‡gi ivóªxq wb‡lavÁv I `gbcxob| DwW Mv_wii wQj †jvKMv‡bi wecyj mÂq I AwaKvi Ges Zuvi jÿ¨ wQj †jvKmsMx‡Zi cybiæ¾xeb| wWjvb wQ‡jb Zuvi cÖZ¨ÿ fvewkl¨ I AbyKviK| wcU wmMv‡ii wQj ¯^vfvweK †bZ…Z`¡ v‡bi ¯^Zš¿ PvwiΨg~wZ© Ges Awemsevw`Z AMva Rbms‡hvM| mgMÖ lv‡Ui `kK GB wZbRb bMievD‡ji Mv‡b I DÏxcbvi †ÿv‡f cÖwZev‡` I cÖwZ‡iv‡a †R‡M I‡V gvwK©b hyemgvR| Zuv‡`i g‡a¨ GKRb Db¥Ë AbyivMx mivmwi ¸wjwe× K‡i Rb †jbb‡K ¯Íä K‡i †`q| Rbv`‡ii kx‡l© †_‡K gvÎ Pwjøk eQ‡i †jbb we`vq †bb| †mB nZ¨v LyeB inm¨gq| †KD †KD g‡b K‡ib †h, ivóªkw³ nq‡Zv †KŠk‡j Zuvi Kɇiva K‡iwQj| wf‡qZbv‡g Av‡gwiKvi AvMÖvm‡bi e¨vcv‡i †jbb cÖwZev`x Mvb †j‡Lb : ÔGive Peace A ChanceÕ Ñ 1986 mv‡j cÖKvwkZ A¨vjevg †_‡K GB MvbwU cÖPvwiZ n‡q mvivwe‡k¦i kvwšÍKvgx MvbcvMj‡`i gš¿g» y K‡i †`q| NUbv Av‡iv Av‡Q| 1969 mv‡ji 15 b‡f¤^i cuvP jvL cÖwZev`xi †bZ…Z¡ w`‡q wf‡qZbvg hy‡×i wec‡ÿ wcU wmMvi wgwQj K‡ib| Zuvi K‡É wQj †jb‡bi †mB weL¨vZ ÔwMf wcm Av PvÝÕ MvbwU| wcU wmMvi Ab¨fv‡eI †M‡q RbwcÖq K‡ib ÔDB k¨vj IfviKvgÕ MvbwU, hv wmwfj ivBUm gyf‡g‡›Ui evYxen| GB c„w_ex-weL¨vZ ÔWe shall overcomeÕ MvbwU GK AevK Kiv Rbwkí| mgMÖ c„w_ex‡Z m‡PZb mgvR-msMÖvgx‡`i Kv‡Q GB Mvb †hb kc_g‡š¿i g‡Zv cweÎ I DÏxcbv m„wóKvix| GgbwK Avgv‡`i evsjv fvlv‡ZI ÔAvgiv Kie Rq wbðqÕ ev wnw›` fvlvq Ông †nv‡½ Kvwgqve GKw`bÕ Ggb ¯^”Q iƒcvšÍ‡i g~j my‡i MvbwU KZRb KZevi †h †M‡q‡Qb mfv-mwgwZ-mgv‡e‡k, RbZvi gyLwiZ m‡L¨, nv‡Z nvZ †i‡L! A_P g~j MvbwU wQj 1830 mv‡j †jLv Gospal HymnGi Av`‡j, A_©vr ag©vbyl‡½ Pv‡P©i PZ¡‡i ˆZwi| g~j Mv‡bi evYx‡Z wQj : I’ll overcome I’ll overcome I’ll overcome some day If my Jesus wills. I do believe I’ll overcome some day.

Mv‡bi GB Avw` evYxiƒc cÖKvwkZ nq

1942 mv‡j Ges 1954-†Z KwcivBU †bIqv nq GK Avwd«Kvb-Av‡gwiKvb e¨vcwU÷ Kqv‡ii bv‡g Ñ †mB Kqv‡ii cwiPvjK wQ‡jb jyBm mªcmvqvi| †KD †KD g‡b K‡ib, Avwd«Kvb-Av‡gwiKvb K‡¤úvRvi †efv‡ij Pvj©m wUÛj MvbwUi MxwZKvi| µ‡g µ‡g Pv‡P©i agx©q AvIZv Avi whïi gwngv Z¨vM K‡i, fvlvMZ cwieZ©b wb‡q, MvbwU n‡q I‡V cÖwZev` I kc‡_i †Kvivm| Rwo‡q I‡V Av‡gwiKvi wmwfj ivBUm gyf‡g‡›Ui fv‡l¨| msMxZ-cwiPvjK wmjwfqv nU©j A‡bK‡K †mB gvbweK msMÖv‡gi fvl¨iƒ‡c MvbwU †kLvb| Zuv‡`i g‡a¨ GKRb wQ‡jb wcU wmMvi| †mB wmMvi I Av‡iv A‡b‡K (†hgb ee wWjvb) 1960 mvj eivei MvbwU bvbv Drm‡e, Rgv‡q‡Z I Kbmv‡U© †M‡q Zzgj y fv‡e Qwo‡q †`b| hvi GKUv bgybv cvB GB Z‡_¨ †h, 1963 mv‡ji AvM‡÷ †Rvb ev‡qR (ZLb Zuvi eqm gvÎ evBk eQi) wZb jvL ÿzä I D‡ËwRZ RbmsN wb‡q bvMwiK wgwQj wb‡q nuv‡Ub We shalll overcome Mvb †M‡q| ïay ZvB bq, Z‡_¨ Rvbv hvq, 1968 mv‡ji 31 gvP© cÖL¨vZ gvwK©b Rb‡bZv I gvbe`iw` e¨w³Z¡ gvwU©b jy_vi wKs Zuvi Rxe‡bi †kl fvl‡Y `„߯^‡i GB fzeb‡Rvov AvmbcvZv MvbLvwb †_‡K A‡bKUv Ask c‡o †kvbvb| Gme hyMvšÍKvix NUbvi m‡½ GKUv Mv‡bi †cÖv¾¡j ms‡hvM Avi e³e¨-Mfxi e¨envi †_‡K fviZxq ev evOvwj wn‡m‡e Avgv‡`i GB we¯§q I †L` Rv‡M †h, nvq, Avgv‡`i Rxe‡b Ggb †Kv‡bv AwMœjxjvi mÄxebx fiv Mvb GL‡bv †KD iPbv Ki‡Z cv‡ibwb| †Kbbv, mwZ¨ mwZ¨B G-K_v gvb¨ †h, iex›`ªbv_ †hgb e‡j‡Qb, Avgv‡`i Mvb n‡jv ÔwbR©b G‡K‡KiÕ Avi I‡`i Mvb n‡jv ÔmRb †jvKvj‡qiÕ| eûR‡bi †ÿvf, Kvbœv, nZvkv Avi ¯^‡cœi evYx I‡`‡ki MxwZKvi-MvqKiv mn‡RB wjL‡Z cv‡ib LvwbKUv we`ªƒ‡ci Xs‡q Ñ We are born in a prison Raised in a prison Sent to a prison called school.

cvVK jÿ K‡i‡Qb †h, ee wWjv‡bi cÖm½ mwVKfv‡e Dc¯’vcb Kivi Rb¨ Zuvi cvwicvwk¦K © †`kKvj, mvsMxwZK cwi‡ek, wecyjmsL¨K mgS`vi †kÖvZvi mgv‡ek Avi Db¥v`bv Gme K_v G‡m hv‡”Q| Avm‡Q e‡ei mgmg‡qi GgbwK GKm‡½ Ask †bIqv MvqK-MxwZKvi‡`i K_v Ñ †Kbbv GB Af‚Zc~e© Mv‡bi Drmvi I Av‡eM †Zv fzBu ‡dvo bq, Zv‡Z Av‡Q c~eR © MvqK‡`iI ci¤úiv| †ivemb-DwW Mv_wi-†jbb‡`i K_v bv


Rvb‡j †Zv wWjvb‡K m¤ú~Yf © v‡e †evSv hv‡e bv| wZwb †hb Aweivg †XD-†Ljv‡bv GK weivU mgy‡`ªi Ask, hvi jnwi Abv`¨šÍ| we‡kl K‡i g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e Zuv‡`i mgqKvi wek¦cwiw¯’wZi Aw¯’Zve¯’v, AvMÖvmb, mvgªvR¨ev`, hy×-cwiKíbv, ivóªxq cÖZv‡ci ej`cx© wbj©¾Zv Ges Zvi cv‡k msKí`„p cÖwZev`, kvwšÍi Rb¨ AvKzjZv, cÖwZev`x wgwQj I MYwfwËK †PZbv D‡b¥vP‡bi we‡`ªvnx Mv‡bi mgy`¨Z jvL jvL KÉI mZ¨| NUbvP‡µ MZ kZvãxi Av‡gwiKv Ggb GK Av‡eM-_‡iv_‡iv mg‡qi †K‡›`ª †cuŠ‡QwQj, cÂvk †_‡K lv‡Ui `k‡K, †h-Mv‡bi †gvnb †eYy eR©b K‡i MvqK‡`i GwM‡q Avm‡Z n‡qwQj cÖKvk¨ g‡Â I wgwQ‡j| dzj †Ljvi w`b‡K †cQ‡b †d‡j, Mv‡bi we‡bv`b f‚wgKv AMÖvn¨ K‡i MvqK-MxwZKvi‡`i †NvlYv Ki‡Z n‡qwQj Zuv‡`i Ae¯’vbMZ wek¦v‡mi wfwË| RbZvi AMwYZ myk•„ Lj mgv‡e‡k †h ˆe`y¨wZK wkniY MvqK‡`i Pg‡K w`‡qwQj Zvi AwfÁZv Zuviv e¨³ K‡i‡Qb| Gme Mvb wPwýZ n‡qwQj ÔSong with a purposeÕ e‡j| Gu‡`i wek¦vm †hgb aªæe wQj †h, ÔWe shall overcome some dayÕ †ZgbB ey‡Ki Mfx‡i GB cÖZ¨q wQj †h, ÔA guiter can beat a gunÕ| GLv‡b g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e †h, †h-†Rvb ev‡qR cieZx©Kv‡j g‡Â D‡V eû wWjvb iPbv‡K cÖvY¯úk© Av‡e‡M Ges Zvi h‡_ó cÖej K‡É †M‡q RbwcÖq K‡iwQ‡jb Zuvi wKQy e¨w³MZ Revwb i‡q †M‡Q| hLb ev‡qR wbZvšÍ ZiæYx eqmx, A‡Pbv, ARvbv, ZL‡bv huvi wecyjmsL¨K †kÖvZvi mvg‡b, Zuv‡`i Ziw½Z Av‡Mœq Dcw¯’wZi mgv‡e‡k Mvb MvIqvi Avðh© I †ivgvÂKi AwfÁZv N‡Uwb, ZLb wcU wmMv‡ii Mvb Zuv‡K cÖ_g †mB Av¯^v` †`q| wZwb Keyj K‡i‡Qb : ÔItÕs like they gave me a vaccine and it workedÕ| wZwb Zuvi mvsMxwZK Rxe‡b cÖ_g eo Abyôv‡bi WvK cvb 1959 mv‡j, hLb ee wMemb wbD‡dvU© †dw÷f¨v‡j ev‡qR‡K g‡Â †W‡K †bb| ev‡qR Rvwb‡q‡Qb, I walked on stage and it looked like the largest gathering of people on earth... I felt as if I’d been invited to my own execution.

†Rvb ev‡q‡Ri G-ai‡bi Mvb cwi‡ekbvi cÖvÄj AwfÁZv c‡i h‡_ó Kv‡R jv‡M, ZLb wZwb µ‡g Rwo‡q c‡ob ee wWjv‡bi m‡½, Zuvi m‡½ MvB‡jb Ges ü`q w`‡q †dj‡jb|

ee wWjv‡bi cÖm‡½ Gev‡i Avgiv mvbyc•y ÿ mÜvbx †PvL wb‡q cÖ‡ek Ki‡Z cvwi Zuvi †e÷ †mjvi Mvb ÔLike a rolling stoneÕ K_v¸‡jv †hb mgMÖ Rxeb‡e` Zuvi| ¯^fv‡e wewew³ ai‡bi Ges AvPi‡Y wbwj©ß wZwb| †Kv‡bv wKQyB Zuv‡K eive‡ii Rb¨ †U‡b ivL‡Z cv‡iwb| bvixm¤úK©I bq| bv n‡j Zuvi m‡½ †Rvb ev‡q‡Ri eQi K‡q‡Ki Nb mvwbœa¨, Mv‡bi euvab, †klch©šÍ †U‡K bv †Kb? Awb‡KZ ¯^fve Zuvi wbe©vm †PZbvi| A_P GKUz hw` e‡ei ¯^fv‡e _vKZ Rxebvmw³ Avi †fvMev‡`i AvZ¥cÖwZôvi wKsev h‡ki AvKv•ÿv, Z‡e c„w_ex †cZ GK wPiKvjxb Mv‡bi RywU Ñ ee wWjvb Avi †Rvb ev‡qR| GKmg‡q Zuv‡`i GKRb‡K ejv n‡Zv ÔwKs Ae †dvKÕ, Av‡iKRb‡K ÔKzBb Ae †dvKÕ Ñ GK‡Î Ôiqvj KvcjÕ| wKš‘ wWjvb †m-m¤úK© ¯’vqx Ki‡Z Pvbwb| 1961 mv‡j `yR‡bi Avjvc Ñ 1965 mv‡j we‡”Q`| m¤úK© †kl ch©šÍ GZUvB wZ³ n‡q hvq †h, †Rv‡bi m‡½ GK g‡Â DV‡Z Pvbwb ee| Zuviv †hb wVK K‡i wb‡qwQ‡jb, ÔAvgiv `yRb ¯^M‡© Ljbv Mwoe bv aiYx‡Z|Õ ee m¤ú‡K© Z_¨wP‡Îi bvg hLb †Wv›U jyK e¨vK, ZLb †evSv hvq Rxe‡bi mewKQy †d‡i bv| ïay ZvB bq, †Kej †Rv‡bi m‡½ m¤ú‡K©i AvovAvwo bq Ñ wWjvb †hb D`vmxb GK ch©UK| ZvB wb‡R‡K iu¨v‡evi g‡Zv wbgw¾Z ivL‡Zb GB wPšÍvq †h, ÔI is someone elseÕ Ñ Avwg †hb Ab¨ GKRb| Zuvi Pjw”PÎvwqZ Rxebxi bvg †h ivLv n‡q‡Q I am not there †mUvI fvwi †`¨vZK| cZbkxj `ªæZ avegvb cÖ¯iÍ L‡Ði g‡Zv Zuvi D`&åvšÍ Rxeb wKš‘ w`kvnxb bq| mgKvj Avi iæM&Y gvbeZvi m‡½ wb‡Ri Rxeb‡K wZwb eive‡ii Rb¨ mvgÄm¨c~Y© e‡j g‡b Ki‡Zb bv| Zuvi wek¦vm wQj †h, wnUjvi, PvwP©j, gy‡mvwjwb, iæR‡fë mevB Agvbe Ges NvZK| ee©iZv G‡`i i³MZ| Z‡e Zuvi eskavivq wKQyUv Zzi‡¯‹i i³ wQj e‡j, A‡b‡K g‡b K‡ib, e‡ei cÿcvZ wQj mv`v Pvgovi †P‡q Kv‡jv Pvgovi w`‡K| †KD †KD cÖkœ Zz‡j‡Qb, †mUvB wK Zuvi evivK IevgvcÖxwZi KviY? cÖkK œ vix‡`i wRÁvmv GB †h, IevgvI wK gvwK©b AvwacZ¨ev‡`i Ask bb? Avm‡j e‡ei gbb I wPšÍb GKUz Ab¨avivi Ges mgvavbnxb ˆØ‡Z AvµvšÍ Zuvi m„RbmËv Amnvqfv‡e D”PviY K‡i‡Q Ñ Well, I’m looking for some answers But I don’t know who to ask

†mm‡½ g‡b K‡ib, But I’m walking and wondering And my poor feet don’t ever stop.

KZUv c_ †c‡iv‡j Z‡e G inm¨ Rvbv hvq Zvi gxgvsmv Av‡Rv n‡jv bv Zuvi Ñ wKš‘ ZvB e‡j ch©U‡b ÿvwšÍ †bB Ñ K¬všÍ Zey K¬vwšÍnxb ee| ïay g‡b nq Zuvi Ñ †h-iv¯Ív a‡i Zuvi c_Pjv †mUvB †h g„Z| K¬všÍ Zuvi `ywU cv, gMR aŸ¯Í, AvKv‡k ïay †g‡Ni mRj wejvc| gv‡j© †nMv‡W©i euvav †mB Mv‡bi K_v Zuvi †ek cQ›`| hv‡Z ejv n‡q‡Q, ÔI am on the run, the highway is my homeÕ| Zuvi Av‡Mi I c‡ii bvgKiv MvqK-MxwZKvi‡`i m‡½ ee wWjv‡bi cv_©K¨ GBLv‡b †h, wZwb Mvb iPbv I Mvb MvIqvi cv‡k PP©v K‡i †M‡Qb Ab¨ `yB Zvrch©Mfxi Kjvwk‡íi| ZvB Zuv‡K AvL¨v †`Iqv n‡q‡Q Artist and writer e‡j| Rvbv hv‡”Q, Since 1994, Dylon has published six books of drawings & paintings and his works has been exhibited in major art galleries.

Gi m‡½ g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e, 2008 mv‡j hLb Zuv‡K cywjrRvi cÖvBR †`Iqv nq ZLb Zuvi g‡bvbq‡b KZ…c © ÿ D‡jøL K‡ib, GB cyi¯‹vi ee‡K †`Iqv n‡jv, Ôfor his profound impact on popular music and American culture, marked by logical compositions of extraordinary poetic power.Õ

Zuvi wjwiK jve‡Y¨i ¯^xK…wZ Ges we‡kl K‡i KweZ¡ kw³i m¤ú‡K© ¯^Zš¿ m¤£g‡eva, GLv‡bB ee wWjvb m‡e©v”P Awfb›`b †c‡q †M‡jb| jwjZ Kjvwk‡íi bvbv gyLkÖx PP©v K‡i †kl ch©šÍ Zuvi wmw× I wek¦gv‡bi m„RbcÖwZfv †h Zuvi Mv‡b dz‡U DVj, cÖavbZ Mv‡bi wjwiKvj ey‡bv‡U, Zvi KviY ee wWjv‡bi msmM© N‡UwQj Zuvi mgKv‡ji e¨wZµgx ¯^‡ii Kwe‡`i m‡½| Zuvi Mv‡bi evYxeq‡b Iqvë ûBUg¨v‡bi mvejxj free versa-Gi e¨envwiK cÖ‡qv‡Mi K_v g‡b †i‡LI fve‡Z cviv hvq we‡klZ A¨v‡jb wMbmevM© Avi iu¨v‡evi msiv‡Mi cÖm½| Z‡e †mme Qvwc‡q †R‡M _v‡K wWjv‡bi AvZ¥wek¦v‡mi ¯^vaxb †NvlYv †h, wZwb Avi gvby‡li Rb¨ †j‡Lb bv... wjL‡Z Pvb g‡bi Mfxi †_‡K| wZwb †Kv‡bv Av‡›`vj‡b †hgb †bB, †ZgbB wegyL cÖvwZôvwbKZvi| wZwb LvwbKUv cwinv‡mi my‡i †M‡q‡Qb Ñ Come writers and critics

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KbmvU© di evsjv‡`‡k RR© n¨vwim‡bi m‡½ ee wWjvb Who prophesize with your pen And keep your eyes wide The chance won’t come again.

ej‡jb, c„w_ex‡Z GB n‡”Q †kÖô mgq| G‡mv gy³ K‡iv gy³ K‡iv me eÜb, wQbœ K‡iv gy‡Lvk| †KD †KD wWjv‡bi Mv‡bi g‡a¨ Kvwnwbi Qvc †`‡L‡Qb| wKš‘ wWjvb‡`i †Kv‡bv euvav QK ev c¨vUv‡b©i g‡a¨ gvbvbmB jv‡M bv| Ab¨‡`i cÖ‡kœi Dˇi wWjvb KL‡bv hw` ev e‡jb, ÔSong and Dance manÕ (A_©vr Avgy‡` bvPMv‡bi gvbyl), ciÿ‡Y e‡j e‡mb, Avwg njvg lvU `k‡Ki Îæev`yi| A_©vr Mv‡bi Q‡j Avwg GLb e¨vL¨vZv| †evSvB hv‡”Q G n‡jv mg‡qi e¨vL¨vb| Îæev`y‡ii KweZvi ¯^iƒc †Zv †mUvB| †miKg GKUv gg©‡f`x †KŠZz‡Ki Mv‡b wWjvb e‡jwQ‡jb Ñ When the second world war came to an end We forgave the Germans. And we are friends. Though they murdered six millions.

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I m„wó‡Z me©`vB †hgb c~e©R‡`i cÖwZ AvbyMZ¨ I ¯^xK…wZ wQj, †ZgbB wQj cvwicvwk¦©K‡K AvËxKi‡Yi AvZwZ| Avm‡j †h-mg‡q Zuvi c~Y©v½ Avwef©ve N‡U, cÖZ¨q I cwic~Y© cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡q †mB mgq A_©vr lv‡Ui `k‡Ki Av‡gwiKvi Mv‡bi cwimi UMeM K‡i dzU‡Q bZzb wKQy D‡b¥vP‡bi Av‡e‡M| A‡bK mªóv fvewQ‡jb, †jvKmsMx‡Zi †Zv cÖej aviYkw³, ZvB †mB Av`‡j f‡i †`Iqv hvq bv wK ivR‰bwZK gZvgZ? ZLbKvi mg‡q me‡P‡q RbwcÖq iK Gb †iv‡ji cÖPwjZ wPrK…Z Av`‡j me K_v †hb aiv hvw”Qj bv| AšÍZ ee wWjv‡bi †fZ‡i eyfzÿz GK bZzb evZ©v cwi‡ek‡b g‡b nw”Qj ÔwPË wccvwmZ †i/ MxZmyavi Z‡i|Õ †mB MxZ n‡e i‡Ki gh©v`v eRvq †i‡LI †jvKMxwZi ewbqv‡`| wZwb ¯úóZ eyS‡Z cvi‡jb †h, wcU wmMvi Avi DwW Mv_wii Mv‡b i‡q‡Q †ekwKQy K‡g›U Avi bZzb fvebv, †hgb wZwb GKvšÍ Av‡e‡M LyuRwQ‡jb DrcxwoZ nZgvb Amnvq gvby‡li gg©R¡vjv Mv‡b Kx K‡i f‡i †`Iqv hvq Ggb ¯^‡cœ †h, Imagine there’s no countries It isn’t hard to do Nothing to kill or die or And no religion too.

Imagine all the people Living in peace.

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m”PwiÎ eø~wgsU‡b G‡m AvwgI cÖvq my‡eva evjK eÕ‡b †MwQ Ñ mßv‡n `y‡Uv K¬vk †bB, gv‡S-gv‡S wPwVcÎ wjwL, wPËwe‡bv`‡bi Rb¨ Kvi‡Y-AKvi‡Y cvovi gyw`Lvbvq Ny‡i Avwm Ñ Aewkó mgq eB cÕ‡o KvUv‡Z nq| ÒKvUv‡Z nqÓ Ñ GUv GKUz AZz¨w³ nÕ‡jv; ï‡b nq‡Zv AevK n‡e †h co‡Z Avgvi Lye fv‡jv jvM‡QI Gevi, AvÇv cve& †i‡¯Íviuv BZ¨vw`i Afve eB‡qi Øviv †gUv‡Z n‡”Q eÕ‡j Avwg †h Lye `ytwLZ Zv wKš‘ bq| ïay covevi R‡b¨B bq Ñ Avgvi wb‡RiB †Kgb †bkv †P‡c hv‡”Q, Rvb‡Z †jvf n‡”Q †nvg‡ii Pwi·`i wb‡q m‡dv‡K¬m †_‡K ivmxb ch©šÍ †jL‡Kiv Kx K‡iwQ‡jb, K_vmwirmvMi RvZK cÂZš¿ BZ¨vw` †Kvb-†Kvb iv¯Ív aÕ‡i Kx-fv‡e †qv‡iv‡c Qwo‡qwQj, Ges cwðgx mvwn‡Z¨ cÖvPxi e¨envi I cÖfveB mwZ¨ KZLvwb Ges Kx-ai‡bi| G-me wel‡q Avgvi aviYv †h A¯úó bq Ggb †gvn Avgvi g‡b †Kv‡bvw`bB wQj bv, Avgvi AÁZv †h mxgvnxb G-Avwe®‹viI Avgvi c‡ÿ bZzb bq Ñ wKš‘ Gi cÖ‡Z¨KUv welq KZ Mfxi I `~iwe¯Í…Z Zv †`L‡Z †c‡q Avgvi †Kgb Aw¯’i jvM‡Q, BwZg‡a¨B Lvb cÂvk eB G‡b R‡ov K‡iwQ jvB‡eªwi †_‡K, Ges †ivRB cÖvq †Kv‡bv-bv-†Kv‡bv bZzb Z_¨ Lyu‡R †c‡q Pg‡K DVwQ| ÒcÖvPx-cÖZxPxÓ m¤^Ü mwZ¨ wKš‘ GK wecyj welq, Gi g‡a¨ GZ wKQy Av‡Q †h G wb‡q eskci¤úivq ÒM‡elYvÓ Kiv hvq| A_P GB wel‡q †Kv‡bv-GKLvbv mgMÖ eB AvR ch©šÍ †jLv nqwb; GgbwK Ñ `yt‡Li K_v Kx ej‡ev Ñ BwÐqvbvi g‡Zv mg„× jvB‡eªwi‡ZI Ò†M¨‡U I cÖvPxÓ wel‡q Lyu‡R †cjvg GKwUgvÎ ÿz`ª wbeÜ, ZvI †Zgb mvievb bq| iæ‡mv-cÖYxZ cy¯ÍK¸‡jvi gvwR©‡b fj‡Zqvi †h-me gšÍe¨ K‡iwQ‡jb ZviI msMÖn m¤úvw`Z I cÖKvwkZ n‡q‡Q Ñ wKš‘ †bB Òfj‡Zqvi I cÖvPxÓ wel‡q †Kv‡bv Av‡jvPbv, hw`I cÖvPx wel‡q fj‡Zqv‡ii †jLv cÖPzi I bvbvw`K †_‡K Av‡jvPbv‡hvM¨| Ñ wKš‘ †k¦Zv½‡`i †`vl w`‡q jvf Kx, Iiv †Zv meB K‡i‡Q Ñ Avgv‡`i cÖvPxb †MŠi‡ei cybiæ×viI I‡`iB KxwZ© Ñ Avgiv †h Gw`‡K `„wó w`w”Q bv GUv Avgv‡`iB AÿgZvi Ab¨ GK cÖgvY| Avgvi †KejB g‡b n‡”Q †h †Zvgiv hviv Zz.mv.i g‡a¨ cÖ‡ek K‡i‡Qv Ñ GB KvR †Zvgv‡`iB Rb¨ A‡cÿv Ki‡Q| Avgv‡`i †`‡k hviv ïay GKwU mvwnZ¨ c‡o GB `„wó I AvqZb Zviv †c‡ZB cv‡i bv| iæwg‡K _xwm‡mi welq wn‡k‡e cÖ¯Íve K‡iwQ Ò†eøK †_‡K †kwj ch©šÍ Bs‡iwR mvwn‡Z¨ cÖvPxÓ (ÒGwjqU I

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fviZÓ-G †h-me ag©ZË¡ G‡m hv‡e Zv Ii c‡ÿ AbyK‚j n‡e bv) Ñ Bs‡iwR AvVv‡iv kZ‡K cÖvPx wel‡q GKLvbv eB Av‡Q, †ivgvw›UK hy‡Mi ïay GKUv Z_¨wbf©i weeiY `uvo Kiv‡Z cvi‡j Lye Kv‡Ri GKLvbv eB nq| †Zvgv‡K ewj Ñ Sb©v †hUv nv‡Z wb‡qI Ki‡jv bv †mUv Zzwg †f‡e †`L‡Z cv‡iv, fj‡Zqv(‡i)i †h cÖvPx wel‡q Ñ GgbwK fviZ wel‡q Ñ KZ `xN© MwÄKvi wQwjg Pvwj‡qwQ‡jb Zv AvgivI Rvwb bv, †KŠZzK wn‡k‡e GUv Lye AvKl©Y‡hvM¨| A_ev Ñ Òû‡Mv I †ev`‡jqv‡i cÖvPxÓ Ñ GB LwbwUI Mfxi| gnvfviZ wel‡q wØZxq eB wbðqB Zzwg wjL‡e (†ZvgviUv ÒwØZxqÓ n‡e GB Avkv GL‡bv Avwg Qvwowb), wKš‘ Ab¨ †Kv‡bv wel‡q cÖ_g eB †jLvi R‡b¨ GLb †_‡KB †Zvo‡Rvo K‡iv Ñ †mUv Av‡gwiKv‡ZB Kiv fv‡jv, †Kbbv †`‡k wd‡i GZ eB nv‡Z cv‡e bv| †Zvgvi †cbwmjf¨vwbqvi †Kv‡m©i weeiY †h-iKg w`‡q‡Qv Zv mwZ¨ ˆbivk¨RbK| mvwnZ¨ Avi divwki K¬vk cvàvi Lye fv‡jv jvM‡Q Ñ mvwn‡Z¨ cov‡bv n‡q‡Q Òc¨vbÓ, cÖ_g WzB‡bv GwjwR, GKLvbv wR`, GLb co‡Q cÖæd«K| G‡`i cvV‡bi `ªæwZ Aek¨ AgvbywlK, Rvwb bv QvÎiv KZUzKz wb‡Z cv‡i mwZ¨ Ñ wKš‘ AšÍZc‡ÿ eB¸‡jv fv‡jv| f‚‡Mvj wb‡qB gykwK‡j c‡o‡Q cvàv Ñ GLvbKvi f‚‡Mvj †ek k³, cÖvq meUvB wRIjwR, djZ cvàv‡K K‡jR †_‡K wd‡iB Nvo ¸u‡R co‡Z n‡”Q Ñ Dcvq †bB| wKš‘ †Zvgvi eqm, cwiYZ iæwP I AwfÁZv wb‡q Zzwg wKQyUv ¯^vaxbZv Avkv Ki‡Z cv‡iv Ñ GgbwK wQ‡U(v) †duvUv myL Ñ `y-PviLvbv fv‡jv eB _vK‡jI GB bvMcvk mnbxq nÕ‡Zv| ¯úóZ, †cbwmjf¨vwbqv †Q‡o †Kv‡bv cy‡iv Zz.mv. wefv‡M Avm‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K Ñ me K-Uv fv‡jv RvqMv‡ZB Av‡e`b cvVvI, BwÐqvbv fv‡jv n‡e| Avwg †h †f‡ewQjyg _¨v¼mwMwfs-Gi QywUi m‡½ e³…Zv Ry‡o †be Zv nÕ‡q DV‡e bv| Iu‡`i cÖ¯ÍvweZ ZvwiL nÕ‡jv Ñ 7, 8 I 14, 15 b‡e¤^i| _¨v¼mwMwfs wel‡q Avgvi cÖ¯Íve nÕ‡jv Ñ Zzwg QywU nIqvgvÎ †mvRv eø~wgsU‡b PÕ‡j G‡mv| GLv‡b QywU 28†k b‡e¤^i †_‡K 1jv wW‡m¤^i Ñ hw` †Zvgv‡`iI Zv-B nq ZvnÕ‡j Zzwg mvZv‡k we‡K‡j evm& aÕ‡i AvVv‡k `ycyi bvMv` GLv‡b †cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡e| EbwZwi‡k we‡K‡j Avgiv `j †eu‡a wkKv‡Mv †h‡Z PvB Ñ `y-w`b Lye ˆn-ˆn Kiv hv‡e ILv‡b| cÖ`xc Mvwo wb‡q †h‡Z Lye DrmyK Ñ Ii gvóvi gkvB KiæYv Ki‡jB nq| Zzwg GLb †_‡KB e¨e¯’v K‡iv hv‡Z QywU nevi w`bB †ewi‡q co‡Z cv‡iv Ñ †Kv‡bv Kvi‡YB †`wi bv nq| GB gd¯^‡j Ggb ai‡bi Rxebhvcb KiwQ †h Lye GKUv RgvU AvÇv ev e‡ov kn‡ii e¨¯ÍZv I wfo Ñ G-me fve‡ZB †ivgv n‡”Q| Ñ Ò†`kÓ †_‡K Avgvi GKUv KweZv †Zvgv‡K cvVvjvg Ñ Gi Bs‡iwR †m‡Þ¤^‡ii Ò†cvBwUªÓ‡Z †ewi‡q‡Q| fv‡jv Av‡Qv †Zv? ey. e. wPwV 8 INDIANA UNIVERSITY COMPARATIVE LITERATURE

18 A‡±vei, 1963 Awgq, Avwg K‡qKw`b Av‡M †Zvgv‡K `y-cvZv †Rvov wPwV wj‡LwQ Ñ Zv‡Z d¬¨vU b¤^i wQj bv, wKš‘ wbðqB †c‡qQ? _¨v¼mwMwfs-G †Zvgvi m‡½ †`Lv nevi Rb¨ DrmyK nÕ‡q AvwQ Ñ †`‡Lv, †hb bv dkKvq|


Avgvi g‡b wQj bv Zzwg Ò`gqšÍx : †`ªŠc`xi kvwoÓ †`‡L Av‡mvwb| iæwgi bv‡g GKUv cvwV‡qwQjvg Ñ †mUv K-w`b Av‡M †cuŠQ‡jv Ñ wgwg‡K wjLe †Zvgv‡K GK Kwc cvVv‡Z| Òfv‡mv, Avgvi †fjvÓ †ewi‡q‡Q Lei †c‡qwQ Ñ mywcÖq‡`i wµqvKg© wKQyUv gš’i, Rvwb bv KZw`‡b Avgiv †Pv‡L †`L‡ev| GLv‡b cy[‡]Rv-msL¨v ÒD‡ëv i_Ó mgvMZ; Zv‡Z be¨v Awf‡bÎxi bv‡g Ò†jvwjZvÓ evbvb †`‡LI Avwg gÕ‡i hvBwb! Zv‡Z Ro RM‡Zi gvnvZ¥¨ †NvwlZ n‡”Q| †g‡qwU Avevi Avgv‡`i Kj¨vYx gy‡Lvcva¨v‡qi †evb| †Zvgvi Rb¨ Ò†`kÓ cwÎKvI Rwg‡q ivLwQ Ñ †divi mgq wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e| †h-eBUv Avgv‡`i bq A_P Kv‡jv Uªv‡¼ wQj †mUvi bvg ÒThe Prospects of Communism in ChinaÓ. GUvB †Zvgvi Awš^ó nÕ‡j Rvwb‡qv Ñ cvwV‡q †`e| †Zvgvi cvVv‡bv PwU cÖ`x‡ci cv‡qI †j‡M‡Q cQ›`I n‡q‡Q| Iiv G‡Kev‡i mgq cvq bv wPwV †jLvi Ñ wKš‘ cÖ`xc Nb-Nb wR‡Mm K‡i Ñ ÒAwgq K‡e Avm‡Q?Ó Avi iæwg Lyu‡U-Lyu‡U †Zvgvi wPwV¸‡jv cÕ‡o hvq| BwZg‡a¨ †Wwf‡Wi wPwV †c‡qwQ, ÒwefvMÓ wfbœ Ab¨ wel‡q fv‡jv Av‡Q, †Zvgvi Lei Rvwb‡q w`‡qwQ I‡K| Avi wPwV G‡m‡Q Avgv‡`i QvÎ wnRwjevmx Kj¨v‡Yi| gvbe bxie Ñ bxie _vKvi KviY †bB ZvI bq| GLv‡b `y‡Uv fv‡jv wRwbk †`Lv nÕ‡q †Mj Ñ CwWcvm †i· wm‡bgv Avi ejkq e¨v‡j| e¨v‡jUv Aek¨ LyP‡iv cwi‡elY Ki‡jv Ñ avivevwnKZvi Afv‡e im cvIqv †Mj bv, ïay I¯Ívw` †`Lv‡bv nÕ‡jv| wm‡bgvUv jЇbi GK w_‡qUvi †_‡K AweKj Qwe Zz‡j wb‡q‡Q Ñ wVK MÖxK ai‡b gy‡Lvk cÕ‡i Awfbq Ñ fw½cÖavb Ñ †Kvivm¸‡jv myi KÕ‡i ejv, MÖx‡m Kx-iKg hvÎv nÕ‡Zv Zvi wKwÂr aviYv cvIqv †Mj| GLv‡b ÒAdzišÍ wb`v‡Ni w`bÓ Pj‡Q| myax›`ª‡K cÖvqB g‡b c‡o| fv‡jv †_‡Kv| ey. e. wPwV 9

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Awgq, AvR iweevi, mKv‡j GKLvbv wZb-†mwi by¨ BqK© UvBgm wK‡b G‡bwQ Ñ wKQyÿY cvZv Iëvevi c‡i gbUv †hb Aemv‡` fÕ‡i †Mj| cvZvi ci cvZv Ry‡o cÖKvÐ weÁvc‡bi wgwQj Ñ Avmb emb ˆZRmc‡Îi wewPÎ A_P ˆewPΨnxb †gjv eÕ‡m †M‡Q Ñ GB gnv_© wejvwmZvi †P‡q K¬vwšÍKi Avi wKQy †bB| gvbyl Zvi GB ÿz`ª †`nUzKz wb‡q KZUzKzB ev †fvM Ki‡Z cv‡i, cuvPUv Bw›`ª‡qi GKUv mwµq nÕ‡j Ab¨¸‡jv ey‡R hvq, Ggwb gvby‡li `yf©vM¨| ÷¨vwÐk Avg©&m& †nv‡U‡ji ev‡iv Zjvq Avðh© `„k¨ wQj Ñ wKš‘ Zzwg †Zv mvivÿY `„‡k¨i w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡Z cv‡iv bv, `y-Pviw`‡bi Rb¨ †eov‡Z G‡j fv‡jv, wKš‘ †jLv-cov BZ¨vw` hw` Ki‡Z nq ZvnÕ‡j `„‡k¨i w`‡K wcV †div‡bv Qvov Dcvq Kx? GB †nv‡UjUvq Avgv‡`i Ni †_‡K GK wPj‡Z mgy`ª †`Lv hvq, †mUv eis fv‡jv, †ewk wewÿß K‡i bv, `ywU N‡iB †iv` Av‡m cÖPzi Ñ wKš‘ GKwUI †jLvi †Uwej bv-_vKv‡Z wKQyUv

KvZifv‡e KvjvwZcvZ KiwQ| ÷¨vwÐk Avg©‡m GKZjvq GK-N‡ii GKUv d¬¨vU †`wL‡qwQ‡jv Ñ Zv‡Z wQ‡jv fv‡jv ev_iæg I ivbœvNi, †jLvi †Uwej wQj, eB‡qi †kjd †`‡e e‡jwQj Ñ gvÎ GKLvbv N‡ii 160 Wjvi fvov eÕ‡j †Mjyg bv, wKš‘ GLb gv‡S-gv‡S fvwe, †mLv‡b AšÍZ †jLvi †Uwej †cZzg †Zv? gvby‡li c‡ÿ myLx nIqv KZB bv mnR, A_P KZ KwVb! e¨w³Z¡ I †ckv wn‡k‡e cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki we‡kl K‡qKwU cÖ‡qvRb _v‡K Ñ Aí K‡qKwU gvÎ cÖ‡qvRb Ñ A_P †mBUzKz †hvMv‡hvMI me mgq NÕ‡U I‡V bv| GB `¨v‡Lv bv Ñ GLv‡b Ab¨vb¨ mywe‡a _vKv m‡Ë¡I †jLvi †Uwe‡ji Afve wKQy‡ZB fzj‡Z cviwQ bv, Avgvi c‡ÿ †mUv AZ¨šÍ Riæwi Ñ †Zvgv‡`i A¨vUIqU‡ii †Uwej `y‡Uv‡K †eRvq wns‡m n‡”Q, g‡b n‡”Q †h-†Kv‡bv cÖKvi GKUv †`ivRIjv †Uwe‡j UvBcivBUvi I KvMRcÎ wb‡q ¸wQ‡q emvi g‡Zv ¯^M©myL Avi-wKQy †bB| †h KÕ‡i †nvK, GKUv †RvMvo KÕ‡i †be Ñ gvk©vj Avkv w`‡q‡Qb| Kvj iv‡Î nVvr Avgvi g‡b cÖkœ RvM‡jv : ÒGwgwjqv Mv‡jvwÆÓ bv Kvi †jLv? H †h... H †h... wKQyÿY c‡i ÒjvIK‚bÓ bvgUv g‡b co‡jv, ÒNathan the WiseÓ‡KI ai‡Z cvijyg, wKš‘ †jL‡Ki bvg †KejB mÕ‡i hv‡”Q| A‡bKÿY cÖ‡Póvi c‡i †jwms gnvkq aiv w`‡jb| Zvici fvejyg, GB ai‡bi ¯§„wZkw³ wb‡q Avi hv-B †nvK gvóvwi Kiv P‡j bv, nv‡Zi Kv‡Q cy¯ÍK PvB| ÒEuropean LiteratureÓ bv‡g fjy¨g `y‡Uv cvàvi R‡b¨ †i‡L G‡mwQjyg, wKš‘ †m †Zv G-†m‡g÷v‡i †Kv‡bv cvðv˨ mvwn‡Z¨i †Kvm© †bqwb, Zvi ev †Zvgvi ev iæwgi hw` Amywe‡a bv nq, Avgv‡K I-`y‡Uv cvwV‡q †`‡e? †Zvgiv jvB‡eªwi †_‡K wZb wgwbUgvÎ `~‡i Av‡Qv Ñ †m-w`K †_‡KI Avgvi `vwe nq‡Zv †ewk| [GLvb †_‡K eªæKwjb K‡jR AvaNÈvi c_, mßv‡n `y-w`‡bi †ewk KL‡bvB hv‡ev, Ggb Avkv AwKwÂrKi, jvB‡eªwii m‡½ AšÍi½Zvi m¤¢vebvI †ewk †bB|] Avi-GK K_v : Avgv‡`i NÈv-evRv‡bv NwoUv †evanq †eKvi cÕ‡o Av‡Q Ñ iæwgi I cvàvi AvcwË bv-_vK‡j cvwV‡q †`‡e? (GKUv gvcmB †ev‡W©i ev‡· fÕ‡i, my‡Zv w`‡q †eu‡a WvKN‡i wb‡q hvIqv Ñ GUzKzgvÎ e¨vcvi, wKš‘ Gi R‡b¨I D‡`¨vM PvB|) AvR A‡bK †ejvq D‡V AbyZß n‡qwQ, Avgvi eq‡m AwaK wb`ªvi cÖ‡qvRb †bB, wKš‘ ïay gbw¯’i KÕ‡i mvZUvq IVv m¤¢e nq bv, GKUv hvwš¿K mvnvh¨ DcKvix| AZGe GB Av‡e`b| Zzwg wK †Kvm© e`j Ki‡j? BwÐqvbv‡Z †d‡jvwk‡ci Av‡e`b †ck K‡i‡Qv? ILvbKvi covï‡bv †Kgb jvM‡Q we¯ÍvwiZ wj‡Lv| cvàvi wPwV †ivRB Avkv KiwQ| †Zvgvi wcÖÝU‡bi wPwV c‡ii w`b cvwV‡qwQ Ñ Avkv Kwi AMÖvn¨ n‡e bv| GLv‡b ZzlvicvZ †ewk, wKš‘ kxZ Gevi cÖLi bq| †nv‡U‡ji wVKvbv‡ZB wPwV wj‡Lv, eB, Nwo cvwV‡qv| ey. e wPwV 10

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Awgq, Zzwg †d‡jvwkc cv‡e †mUv AvkvB K‡iwQjvg, wKš‘ cvKv Lei †c‡q Lye Lywk n‡qwQ| fve‡Z fv‡jv jvM‡Q †h †Zvgvi †hvM¨Zv

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Gu‡`i Kv‡Q aiv c‡o‡Q, Ges Avgvi Aby‡ivaI D‡cwÿZ nqwb| BwÐqvbvi Zz.mv. wefv‡Mi m‡½ cÖvq GKUv AvZ¥xqZv Abyfe KiwQ| fv‡M¨i cv‡K cvàvI †mLv‡b G‡m co‡jv| AvMvgx GK eQi Zzwg Avi cvàv GKm‡½ eø~wgsU‡b _vK‡Z cvi‡e, GB ïf †hvMv‡hv‡M Avgiv †h KZ wbwðšÍ njvg Zv bv-ej‡jI P‡j| cÖvPx I cÖZxKx‡`i wel‡q †Zvgvi †jLvUv nq‡Zv GZw`‡b †kl K‡i‡Qv| gvjv‡g©i ÒfviZxq KvwnbxÓi K_v Avwg RvbZvg bv| m¤úÖwZ GKUv eB‡qi cvZv Iëvw”Q Ñ ÒHindu PolytheismÓ Ñ †jLK, Alain Daniélou, ewj‡Äb †_‡K wkMwMiB †e‡iv‡”Q, Avwg GK eÜzi gvidr AwMÖg Kwc †c‡qwQ| BwÐqvbvi jvB‡eªwi‡Z G‡j eBUv †`‡Lv| cÖ_g cwi‡”Q‡` wn›`y †`e‡`ex‡`i Òwm¤^wjR&gÓ wel‡q Av‡jvPbv Av‡Q Ñ Avgvi nVvr g‡b nÕ‡jv wm¤^wj÷ KweZvi aviYv¸‡jv‡K wn›`y †`e‡`ex‡Z ZR©gv KÕ‡i †bqv hvq| divwk cwÐZ †ek wj‡L‡Qb Ñ eû Z_¨ I ZË¡ Av‡Q hv Avgvi Rvbv wQj bv| Zzwg wK G-†`‡k Lei-KvMR c‡ov? Avwg cwo bv, ïay gv‡S-gv‡S iweev‡i N.Y. Times wKwb| AvR †mB †avcvi e¯Ívi cÖ_g cvZv‡ZB GKUv gRvi Lei cvIqv †Mj| divwk fvlvq m¤úÖwZ †h-me B½-gvwK©b kã Xz‡K hv‡”Q Zvi weiæ‡× †Rnv` †NvlYv K‡i‡Qb me©‡bi Zz.mv. cwÐZ Et[i]emble, Zuvi cy¯Í‡Ki bvg ÒParlez-vous Franglais?Ó Ñ A_©vr evOvwji evs‡iwRi g‡ZvB bvwK divwk fvlv Bs‡iwR wgkÖ‡Y wK¤¢~Z n‡q hv‡”Q| Aa¨vcKwUi gvwK©b-we‡Øl Zxeª, Ges †mUv †Mvcb Kivi †Kv‡bv †Póv ev B‡”Q †bB Zuvi| Avwg †`LwQ Av‡gwiKvi I ivwkqvi f‡q Ab¨vb¨ †`k bZzb KÕ‡i DMÖ RvZxqZvev` eiY Ki‡Q Ñ ZvB d«v‡Ý GLb `¨ †Mvj gnvgvbe eÕ‡j MY¨| Avðh© GB †h A‡bK D`vi‰bwZK gvwK©bx eyw×RxexI `¨ †Mv‡ji cÖwZ AZ¨šÍ mkÖ×| e¨vcviUv †evSv k³, wKš‘ nq‡Zv Avm‡j k³ bq Ñ Avmj K_v, RMrUv‡K Pvwj‡q w`‡”Q ag© bq, †cÖg bq, ˆgÎx bq Ñ ÿgZv, wbZvšÍ cvke ÿgZv| †Kv_vI †Kv‡bv kw³kvjx kÎæi DÌvb nÕ‡j †mB kÎæi m‡½ wgZvwj KivB GLbKvi cwjwU·| fviZel© a‡g©i eywj RÕ‡c Zwj‡q hv‡”Q, kw³c~RK Pxb I cvwK¯Ív‡bi cÖwZ †k¦Zv½ RvwZi JrmyK¨ GLb ¯úó| hywawôi ¯^‡M© hvb e‡U, wKš‘ gZ©¨ kvmb K‡i AvKxwj‡miv| Zzwg wK ÔIqvwksU‡bi wPwVÕ †jLvi K_v fve‡Qv? mvMievey †h ïay ivRbxwZ Pvb Zv bq, bvbv ai‡bi gyL‡ivPK Lei Pvb| cÖ.e. m¤úÖwZ GKUv †jLv cvwV‡q‡Qb, wKš‘ gv‡m GKUv KÕ‡i †Zv `iKvi Ñ Zzwg wjL‡j Avgv‡`i Rvwb‡qv| gv‡S-gv‡S bvbv ai‡bi KvMR co‡j Dcv`v‡bi Afve n‡e bv| Kvj iæwgi cixÿv Avi¤¢, †h-Ae¯’vq Avgv‡`i GB QvÎxwU cixÿv w`‡”Q †mUv †ek cÖksmbxq| wbðqB fv‡jv n‡e| wPwV wj‡Lv| ey. e. cÖ. e. †Zvgv‡K c‡i wjL‡eb| cybð Ñ GKUv Kv‡Ri K_v wjwL| †h-Le©Kvq K…òeY© fviZxq hyeKwU e¨v‡j›UvB‡b mvivw`b eÕ‡m eB c‡o, Zvi KvQ †_‡K myeªþY¨ fviZx (Kwe) wel‡q wKQy Z_¨ †RvMvo KÕ‡i †`‡e? fviZx wel‡q Zvi †Kv‡bv cÖeÜ nv‡Zi Kv‡Q _vK‡j cvVv‡Z cv‡iv Ñ ev †Kv‡bv eB hw` _v‡K| Avgv‡K †mB GbmvB‡K¬vwcwWqvi †jLvUvq nvZ w`‡Z n‡e Gevi| cvàvI †P‡b hyeKwU‡K Ñ Zvi bvg †evanq g~wZ©| GUv Riæwi| (Rb¥-g„Zz¨i ZvwiL, cÖavb cy¯Í‡Ki bvg, Kx-ai‡bi †jLv, GB me PvB|)

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Awgq, †Zvgv‡K eûw`b wPwV wjwLwb| cov, cov‡bv, evRvi Kiv, jwЪ‡Z hvIqv-Avmv Ñ GB mg„× I wejvwmZvewR©Z †`k Kx fv‡e gvbyl‡K cwikÖgx KÕ‡i †Zv‡j, Zv †Zvgvi ARvbv †bB| gvwK©bx Rxeb †h Òˆ`bw›`‡bi g‡a¨ ˆ`bw›`bZgÓ Zv Gev‡i Dcjwä Kivi my‡hvM nÕ‡jv| Avi hviv e‡j by¨ BqK© Av‡gwiKv bq ZvivI nq‡Zv fzj e‡j bv| by¨ BqK© nÕ‡jv RMr, Avi Av‡gwiKv nÕ‡jv gd¯^j Ñ GB ZdvrUv wK Dwo‡q †`evi? wKš‘ Av‡gwiKvi cÖwZ Avgvi cÖxwZI e×g~j| GB †`‡k, Ae‡k‡l, Avgv‡`i KvwjKvi mgv`i n‡q‡Q Ñ b_© W¨v‡KvUvi R¨vKmb K‡j‡R (kn‡ii bvgI R¨vKmb) PgrKvi PvKwi †c‡q‡Q †m| GZw`‡b Ii Auvavi iRbx †cvnv‡jv| Ggb GKUv myLei Avwg wkMwMi cvBwb Ñ AvMvgx `y-wZb eQ‡ii g‡a¨ †m nvf©vW© A_ev B‡q‡ji wc-GBP.wW n‡e, †mUv Gevi aÕ‡i †bqv hvq| (AvMvgx K‡qK eQi c‡i Avgvi hv`ecyixq Qv·`i g‡a¨ wc-GBP.wWi msL¨v GZ †e‡o hv‡e †h Avwg gq~‡ii g‡Zv †cLg Zz‡j †eov‡Z cvi‡ev| bebxZv evK©wj‡Z ivgvqY wb‡q †h-M‡elYv Ki‡Q, Zvi A_© wK Av‡iv GKUv wWwMÖ?) †Zvgv‡K ejvi K_v Avgvi A‡bK R‡g‡Q Ñ mvwnZ¨, ivRbxwZ, ciPP©v Ñ bvbv ai‡bi| _¨v¼mwMwfs-G hLb Avm‡e g‡bi †evSv bvgv‡Z cvi‡ev| Avgv‡`i GB evwoUvq ¯’vbvfve †bB Ñ _vK‡jI †Zvgv‡K Avm‡Z ejZvg| Avwg Avgvi Bs‡iwR A¨vš’jwRi Rb¨ ÒAvU eQi Av‡Mi GKw`bÓ Abyev‡`i †Póv KiwQ Ñ wKš‘ ÒKvjx`nÓ K_vUvi Bs‡iwR Kx nÕ‡Z cv‡i Zv wKQy‡ZB †f‡e cvw”Q bv| evsjv BwWq‡g K_vUvi Kx Bw½Z Zv wK †Zvgvi Rvbv Av‡Q? hZx›`ªbv_ †mb¸ß ÒKvgbvi Kvjx`nÓ wj‡LwQ‡jb Ñ Rxebvb›`i jvB‡b †mLvb †_‡KB Avm‡Q m‡›`n †bB Ñ wKš‘ GZw`b c‡i g‡b n‡”Q †h K_vUvi A_© KL‡bv †f‡e †`wLwb| Ò`nÓ gv‡b WvOv, ¯’vb, Rbc` (†cvov`Õ, wkqvj`Õ) Ñ wKš‘ ÒKvjx`‡nÓ Av‡e‡Mi Abyl½Uv Kx? Òeywo Puv`Uv‡i Avwg KÕ‡i †`e Kvjx`‡n †e‡bvR‡j cviÓ Ñ Limbo? Styx? Lethe? we¯§iY? †Zvgvi gv_vq wKQy †Lj‡j Rvwb‡qv| GB Abyev‡`i e¨vcv‡i wKQy mvnvh¨ Ki‡e Avgv‡K? †Zvgv‡K †Kv‡bv fvi wb‡Z jyä Kiv wK m¤¢e? ÒAvaywbK evsjv KweZvÓi cvZv Iëv‡Z Iëv‡Z g‡b n‡”Q Awgq PµeZx© mwZ¨Kvi fv‡jv Kwe| KweZv †h Kwei cÖKvk¨ e¨w³Z¡ I †NvwlZ Rxeb`k©‡bi Dci wbf©i K‡i bv, †mUv Avgv‡`i KZ e‡ov †mŠfvM¨ Zv †f‡e AevK jv‡M| ey. e. GB wPwVUv hLb A‡a©K †jLv n‡q‡Q ZLb †Zvgvi †dvb G‡jv| hv`ecyi wel‡q Avgiv mK‡jB †e`bvnZ, wKš‘ b‡ikB nq‡Zv me‡P‡q †ewk, †Kbbv Zv‡K AwcÖq NUbv¯’‡j Dcw¯’Z _vK‡Z nÕ‡jv| Zzwg b‡i‡ki wPwVi Reve w`‡Z †`wi †Kv‡iv bv, AvwgI wkMwMiB Zv‡K wjL‡ev| Avwg †iwR÷ªvi‡K Rvwb‡qwQ Avgvi Ò†gŠwjK †Kv‡bv AvcwË †bBÓ Ñ G-Ae¯’vq Gi †ewk Avi Kx †jLv †h‡Zv?


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Kj¨vYx‡qly, Awgq, G-gv‡mi cÖ_g w`‡K Avgiv `j †eu‡a Ñ †R¨vwZ, b‡ik, wbiæcg, Avwg Ñ cvUbv wM‡qwQjyg wZb w`‡bi Rb¨; †mLv‡b USIS-Gi D‡`¨v‡M gvwK©bx mvwnZ¨ wel‡q GKwU †mwgbvi AbywôZ nÕ‡jv| †mwgbv‡i cvwÐZ¨ A_ev im‡ev‡ai D¾¡j †Kv‡bv `„óvšÍ cvIqv †Mj bv Ñ Zv Avkv KivI Ab¨vq Ñ wKš‘ mevB GK †nv‡U‡j wQjyg eÕ‡j †ek AvÇv Rgv‡bv wM‡qwQj| mybxjI (Mv½ywj) wQj, †Pbv‡kvbv Av‡iv A‡b‡K| Zvici GB †mw`b Dwoqv †jLK‡`i wbgš¿‡Y `y-w`b fze‡bk¦i Ny‡i Gjyg Ñ wZwik eQi c‡i †KvbviK Avevi †`Lv nÕ‡jv| Avi-GKw`b _vK‡j wPév A_ev cyixI Ny‡i Avmv †hZ, wKš‘ BwZg‡a¨ b‡ik hv`ecy‡i GK weivU B‡qUm-Drme Pvjvw”Q‡jv, Zvi me©‡kl w`‡b Dcw¯’Z _vKvi Rb¨ wPévi †jvf KvwU‡q wd‡i Gjyg| m‡Ü‡ejv ÒYeats CountryÓ bv‡g GKwU wdj¥ †`Lv‡bv nÕ‡jv (PjbmB †Mv‡Qi), wngvbxi (gvb‡ei ¯¿x) cwiPvjbvq †h-KweZv cvV I bvUK-cvV nÕ‡jv †mUv bv nÕ‡j †Kv‡bv ÿwZ wQj bv, Zvici myax›`ªi Abyev‡` Òw` †iR&v‡iKkbÓ Awfbq nÕ‡jv Ñ GUvi cwiPvjK wQj cÖY‡e›`y| hxï †hLv‡b cÖ‡ek Ki‡Qb bvU‡Ki †mB PigÿY Rgv‡Z cv‡iwb Iiv, wKš‘ ZvQvov Awfbq BZ¨vw` myôz n‡qwQj Ñ mK‡jiB fv‡jv †j‡M‡Q| wØZxq wjwiKUvq myi w`‡q GKwU †g‡q Mvb Ki‡j, †mUv Ñ Avi †g‡qwUi I ixqvi Ave„wË †ek ü`qMÖvnx n‡qwQj| b‡ik †ek e‡ov gv‡c Av‡qvRb K‡iwQj Ñ UGC Q-nvRvi UvKv w`‡qwQ‡jb Gi R‡b¨ Ñ KjKvZvi evB‡i †_‡K A‡b‡K G‡mwQ‡jb, gwjøK ej‡jb mK‡jB Lye cÖxZ n‡q‡Qb| b‡ik ejwQj Zzwg Avi `xcK _vK‡j Av‡iv mye¨e¯’v nÕ‡Z cvi‡Zv Ñ G-wel‡q Avwg Zvi m‡½ m¤ú~Y© GKgZ| Avgvi kirP›`ª-e³…Zv †jLv nÕ‡q †M‡Q Ñ 19†k Rvbyqvwi †_‡K Pviw`b †m¸wj cvV Ki‡Z n‡e, Zvici ÒAg„‡ZÓ †e‡iv‡e, Zvici eB| †mB Bqvi-ey‡Ki Kwc Ly‡u R †c‡qwQ Ñ ÒTagore … fv‡e evsjvq wjLjvg, †mUvI in TranslationÓUv Av‡iv we¯ÍZ I-eB‡qi Ask n‡e| Ògnvfvi‡ZÓ GL‡bv nvZ w`Bwb, Òwecbœ we¯§qÓI AvR ch©šÍ A¯ú„ó †_‡K hv‡”Q| Gi †Kv‡bv-GKUv wkMwMiB ïiæ KÕ‡i †`e fvewQ Ñ wKš‘ Dcb¨vm †jLvi g‡Zv gvbmZv wb‡Ri g‡a¨ Avi Ly‡u R cvw”Q bv, eis GKUv bvUK †Póv Ki‡Z jyä nB gv‡S-gv‡S| duv‡K-duv‡K KweZvI †jLv n‡”Q Ñ KweZv †jLvB Avgvi mwZ¨Kvi KvR eÕ‡j g‡b nq, wKš‘ †h‡nZz me mgq KweZv †jLv hvq bv, Ges AwaKvsk mgqB KweZv †jLv hvq bv, ZvB `yB A‡_©B Ò†gvUv fvZ-Kvc‡oiÓ Rb¨ M`¨ †jLv Avgvi c‡ÿ Acwinvh©| Avgiv nq‡Zv wKQyw`b c‡i bvKZjvq e`wj n‡ev Ñ GB NUbv Avgv‡`i c‡ÿ GKUv msKU, mwZ¨Kvi µvBwmm Ñ iv. we. GwfwbD †Q‡o Kx KÕ‡i euvP‡ev fve‡Z cvwi bv, A_P wewea Kvi‡Y g‡b n‡”Q bvKZjvq bv-wM‡qI Avi Dcvq †bB| †R¨vwZ‡`i gvwK©bx NyuwU Gev‡i †c‡K Gj, †deªæqvwi bvMv` Iiv hvÎv Ki‡e eÕ‡j Avkv Kiv hv‡”Q| Iiv cÖ_‡g hv‡e wkKv‡Mv‡Z Ñ †Zvgvi m‡½ wbðqB †`Lv n‡e Ñ wKš‘ iæwg‡`i m‡½ Kxfv‡e †`Lv n‡Z cv‡i †mUvB GKUz fvebvi K_v, †Kbbv iæwgiv GwcÖj bvMv` †`kgy‡Lv iIbv †`evi †Zvo‡Rvo Ki‡Q| mywcÖqv wbwe©‡Nœ GKwU Kb¨v cÖme K‡i‡Q, `y-R‡bB fv‡jv Av‡Q Ñ G-Lei wK Av‡M †c‡qwQ‡j? †mw`b ïbjyg iv‡Rk¦ix †Kw¤^ªR (Bs) wek¦we`¨vj‡qi jvB‡eªwi‡Z GKUv Lye fv‡jv KvR †c‡q‡Qb

Ñ Rvbyqvwii gvSvgvwS wkKv‡Mv Qvo‡eb| GUv we‡kl myLei, †Kbbv wZwb †h Av‡gwiKvi PvB‡Z †qv‡iv‡c A‡bK †ewk Avivg cv‡eb Zv‡Z m‡›`n †bB Ñ Bsj‡Ði †K›`ªxq-Zvcnxb my`xN© I myZxeª kxZ m‡Ë¡I| wW‡m¤^‡ii QywU †Kgb KvU‡jv †Zvgv‡`i? †Kv_vI wK †eov‡Z wM‡qwQ‡j? ïjR&‡K †ev‡jv Zvi wPwV cvevi `y-wZbw`b c‡iB ksmvcÎwU h_v¯’v‡b cvwV‡q w`‡qwQjvg Ñ Zv‡K Avgvi ïfKvgbv Rvwb‡qv| ZvRDÏxb‡K †ev‡jv KL‡bv KjKvZv G‡j Avgv‡`i m‡½ †hb †`Lv K‡i| Zzwg †h gnvfviZ I W÷‡qfw¯‹‡K wb‡q eB †jLvi K_v fve‡Qv GUv Avgvi Lye fv‡jv g‡b nÕ‡jv Ñ †jLbxi axiMvwgZvq Drmvn nvwi‡qv bv Ñ g‡b †i‡Lv †ivR gvÎ `y-c„ôv K‡i †jLv nÕ‡jI 300 w`‡b 600 c„ôv †jLv nÕ‡q hvq| ˆah©, ˆah©B me Ñ Avi cÖwZÁv| †`‡k wd‡i Ò†bnvr gvóviÓ nÕ‡q †h‡qv bv, GB ÒAa¨vcKe‡l©Ó †mUv GKUv gnvAvk¼v| cvàv †Zvgv‡K GL‡bv wPwV wjL‡Z bv-†c‡i we‡eKcxwoZ Ae¯’vq Kvj KvUv‡”Q Ñ †`LwQ I‡K GKUv Avjv`v †jLvcovi RvqMv KÕ‡i †`evi R‡b¨B bvKZjvq hvIqv `iKvi| AvRKvj Ñ KjKvZvi wn‡k‡e Ñ †ek kxZ Pj‡Q, Avwg wb¯Ívc I wbiv‡jvK N‡i evwZ †R¡‡j w`b KvUvw”Q| ey. e. (jvj Kvwj‡Z †hvM) ivby †Zvgv‡K †mœn-Avkxe©v` Rvbv‡”Q| wPwV 13

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Awgq, †jLv, †jLvi fvebv, cÖæd cov, eB cov, gv‡S-gv‡S mvsmvwiK `ywðšÍv, gv‡S-gv‡S ˆbivk¨ I wegl©Zv, gv‡S-gv‡S cÖdzjø mgxiY, 202 †Q‡o G‡m bvKZjvq Af¨¯Í nevi Kó Ñ GB m‡ei ga¨ w`‡q Avwg AvUvbœ eQi eqm cvi nÕ‡q Gjvg| Avgvi K‡qKUv bZzb eB †ewi‡q‡Q I †e‡iv‡”Q, †Zvgv‡K B‡”Q KÕ‡iB cvVvBwb, †Kbbv Zzwg nq‡Zv wkMwMiB wd‡i Avm‡e, Avi RvnvR-WvK †cuŠQ‡Z †Zv Pvi gvm, Zvi Dci _xwmm I cov‡bvi e¨¯ÍZvq nq‡Zv AemiI †ewk cvI bv, Avevi Avmevi mgq cv‡m©j cvVvevi Sv‡gjv| Zzwg KjKvZvq wdi‡j me¸‡jv eB GKm‡½ †Zvgvi nv‡Z †`e, †mB Avkvq AvwQ| Avgvi Fl¨k„½-m¤úwK©Z bvUK (ÔZc¯^x I Ziw½YxÕ) eB nÕ‡q †ewi‡q †M‡Q, wWgK&‡K GKUv Kwc w`‡qwQjyg, wkKv‡Mv‡Z †M‡j †mUv †cv‡ov, A_ev wgwg‡K cvVv‡bv Ò†`kÓ-Gi dvBj| (eBUv wKwÂr Ôcwi‡kvwaZÕ)| Avi-GKUv bvU¨vK…wZ Mí wj‡LwQjyg c~Rv-msL¨v Ô†`kÕ-G| `xcK †mUv c‡o‡Q, KL‡bv my‡hvM nÕ‡j cÕ‡o wb‡Z cv‡iv| b‡ik †Zvgv‡K †h-Dcb¨vm `y‡Uvi K_v wj‡L‡Q †m-`y‡Uv GLb A‡bKUv evovw”Q I e`jvw”Q Ñ eB †ewi‡q †M‡jB cov fv‡jv| bZzb KweZvi eB Ôgi‡P-cov †c‡i‡Ki MvbÕ fviwe †_‡K wkMwMiB †e‡iv‡”Q| (weivgeveyi cwiPvjbvq fviwe cÖKvkbx G‡Kev‡i g‡bvgy»Ki, wKš‘ wZwb ïay Ôwe`»Õ eB †ei K‡ib eÕ‡j jv‡fi A‡¼ GL‡bv †iLvcvZ n‡”Q bv Ñ †R¨vwZ‡K wZwb K‡qKUv eB cvwV‡qwQ‡jb, AvqIqv‡Z †M‡j Avkv Kwi †`L‡Z cv‡e|) Avgvi gbUv GLb Lye bvU‡Ki w`‡K Szu‡K‡Q, fwel¨‡Z hw` Av‡iv bvUK wj‡L †dwj AevK †nv‡qv bv| (ÔKwe iex›`ªbv_Õ Ñ kirP›`ª-e³…Zv, fviwe †_‡K †ewi‡q‡Q|) cÖY‡e›`y I gvbe `y-R‡bB hv`ecy‡i Zz.mv.we-†Z cov‡”Q

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9. Z‡`e, W. cÂvbb mvnv| 10. Ab¨K_v mvgwqKcÎ, Zvbfxi †gvKv‡¤§j| 11. India’s Partition, Strategy, Process and Mobilisation, Mushirul Hasan Ed. . r


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947 mv‡ji AvM÷ gv‡m cvwK¯Ívb bv‡gi GK K…wÎg iv‡óªi cÖwZôvi ci †_‡KB c~e©evsjvi fvlv wb‡q weZK© R‡g I‡V| c~e©evsjvi RbM‡Yi fvlv mnR I cÖwgZKi‡Yi Rb¨ miKvwi-†emiKvwi ch©v‡q bvbvgvwÎK Av‡jvPbv I weZ‡K©i †cÖÿvc‡U c~e©evsjv miKvi 1949 mv‡ji 9 gvP© Ôc~e©evsjv fvlv KwgwUÕ (East Bengal Language Committee) bv‡g GKwU KwgwU MVb K‡i| Ôc~e©evsjvq cÖPwjZ evsjv fvlv cÖwgZKiY, mnRxKiY I ms¯‹v‡ii cÖkœÕ cixÿvi Rb¨ miKvwi cÖ¯Ív‡e fvlv KwgwUi Kg©cwiwai kZ© wb‡gœv³fv‡e D‡jøL Kiv nq Ñ 1. c~e©evsjvi RbM‡Yi fvlv (evsjv e¨vKiY, evbvb BZ¨vw`mn) mnRxKiY, ms¯‹vi I cÖwgZKi‡Yi cÖkœ we‡ePbv K‡i †m-wel‡q mycvwik cÖ`vb| [To consider the question of simplication,

reform and standardisation of the Language of the people of East Bengal (Bengali including Grammar, Spelling, etc.) and to make recommendations.] 2. †hme we‡`wk †UKwbK¨vj I Ab¨vb¨ k‡ãi cwifvlv evsjv fvlvq †bB, †m¸‡jvi Rb¨ bZzb kã I †d«R Kxfv‡e MVb Kiv hvq Ges †m¸‡jv‡K Kxfv‡e hZ`~i m¤¢e Abyev` Kiv hvq, Zvi wbqgv`k© I c×wZ wb‡`©k Kiv| [To suggest methods of coining new words and phrases for and for translating as for as possible technical terms and other words from foreign Languages for which equivalents do not exist in the said language.] 3. evsjv fvlv‡K Kxfv‡e cvwK¯Ívb Ges we‡kl

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K‡i c~e©evsjvi cÖwZfv I ms¯‹…wZi m‡½ mvgÄm¨c~Y© Kiv hvq, †m-wel‡q KwgwU Ab¨ hv wKQy cÖ‡qvRb‡eva K‡i, †m-Abymv‡i civgk© cÖ`vb| [To make such other recommendations as the Committee may consider necessary for bringing the said language in harmony and accord with the genius and culture of the people of East Bengal in particular and of Pakistan in general.] gIjvbv †gvnv¤§` AvKig Luv‡K mfvcwZ Ges Kwe †Mvjvg gy¯Ídv‡K m`m¨mwPe K‡i Ôc~e©evsjv fvlv KwgwUÕ MVb K‡i c~e©evsjv miKvi| miKvwi-†emiKvwi †hme e¨w³ fvlv KwgwU‡Z wQ‡jb Zuviv n‡”Qb Ñ 1. gIjvbv †gvnv¤§` AvKig Luv, mfvcwZ, 2. nexeyjøvn evnvi †PŠayix (cÖv‡`wkK gš¿x), 3. W±i GGg gvwjK (cÖv‡`wkK gš¿x), 4. W±i †gvqv‡¾g †nv‡mb (DcvPvh©, XvKv wek¦we`¨vjq), 5. †gŠjvbv Ave`yjøvn Avj-evKx (GgGjG), 6. W±i gyn¤§` knx`yjøvn& (Aa¨ÿ, evsjv wefvM, XvKv wek¦we`¨vjq), 7. Aveyj Kvjvg kvgmyÏxb (GgGjG, m¤úv`K : ˆ`wbK AvRv`), 8. ˆmq` Aveyj nvmbvZ gyn¤§` BmgvBj (†WcywU B݇c±i †Rbv‡ij Ae cywjk, c~e©evsjv miKvi, XvKv), 9. gxRvbyi ingvb (†WcywU †m‡µUvwi, wkÿv wefvM, c~e©evsjv miKvi), 10. GgvRDÏxb Avng` (cÖv³b Aa¨ÿ, gyivwiPuv` K‡jR, wm‡jU), 11. kvBL kivdzÏxb (Aa¨ÿ, BmjvwgK B›UviwgwW‡qU K‡jR), 12. GwKDGg Av`gDwÏb (Aa¨vcK, BmjvwgK B›UviwgwW‡qU K‡jR, bIMuv, ivRkvnx), 13. †gŠjfx RyjwdKvi Avjx (¯^Z¡vwaKvix, Avjvweqv †cÖm, PÆMÖvg), 14. M‡YkP›`ª [M‡YkPiY?] emy (Aa¨vcK, evsjv wefvM, XvKv wek¦we`¨vjq), 15. †gvwnbx †gvnb `vm I 16. †Mvjvg gy¯Ídv, (†nWgv÷vi, †m‡µUvwi)| Dch©y³ †lv‡jvRb m`m¨ QvovI wewfbœ ch©v‡q wewfbœ Kvi‡Y wb‡gœv³ e¨w³‡`iI fvlv KwgwUi m`m¨ wbe©vPb Kiv nq : 1. W±i gyn¤§` Gbvgyj nK (Aa¨ÿ, evsjv wefvM, ivRkvnx K‡jR), 2. Ave`yj gwR` (c~e©evsjv miKv‡ii evsjv Abyev`K) Ges 3. AwRZ Kzgvi ¸n (Aa¨vcK, evsjv wefvM, RMbœv_ K‡jR, XvKv)| e¨w³MZ ev kvixwiK Kvi‡Y, KL‡bv-ev g‡Zi wfbœZvi Kvi‡Y GKvwaK m`m¨ nq fvlv KwgwUi mfvq Abycw¯’Z †_‡K‡Qb, A_ev KvR Ki‡Z AcviMZv cÖKvk K‡i‡Qb| Aa¨vcK M‡YkPiY emy (hw`I cÖwZ‡e`bwUi me©Î Zuv‡K M‡YkP›`ª emy e‡j D‡jøL Kiv n‡q‡Q; GgbwK cieZx©Kv‡j e`iæÏxb DgiI GKB fzj K‡i‡Qb) cÖ_g ˆeV‡K Dcw¯’Z wQ‡jb; wKš‘ KwgwUi D‡Ïk¨ eyS‡Z †c‡i m`m¨ wn‡m‡e _vK‡Z Awb”Qv cÖKvk K‡ib| 1950 mv‡ji †g gv‡m Zuvi ¯’v‡b XvKv wek¦we`¨vj‡qi evsjv wefv‡Mi Aa¨vcK nibv_ cvj‡K wbhy³ Kiv nq| wKš‘ wZwbI KwgwUi m`m¨ wn‡m‡e KvR Ki‡Z AcviMZv cÖKvk Kivq Aa¨vcK AwRZ Kzgvi ¸n‡K miKvi m`m¨ wbhy³ K‡i| 1949 mv‡ji 22 I 23 Ryb gIjvbv AvKig Luvi mfvcwZ‡Z¡ c~e©evsjv e¨e¯’vcK mfvi KwgwU K‡ÿ fvlv KwgwUi cÖ_g mfv AbywôZ nq| mfvq mswkøó e¨w³‡`i gZvgZ msMÖ‡ni Rb¨ GKwU cÖkœgvjv ˆZwi Kiv Ges Zv Rbmvavi‡Yi g‡a¨ e¨vcKfv‡e cÖPv‡ii wm×všÍ M„nxZ nq| G-D‡Ï‡k¨ c~e©evsjvi wkÿvmswkøó e¨w³ I cÖwZôvbcÖavb‡`i Kv‡Q cÖkœgvjv cvVv‡bv nq| GK nvRvi `y‡kv Kwc cÖkœgvjv cvVv‡bv n‡jI gvÎ wZb‡kv PviRb DËicÎ KwgwUi Kv‡Q †cÖiY K‡ib| cÖPvigva¨‡gI cÖkœgvjv cÖPvi Kiv nq| cÖvß DËigvjv ch©v‡jvPbv I KwgwUi m`m¨‡`i gZvg‡Zi Av‡jv‡K fvlv KwgwU P‚ovšÍfv‡e Zuv‡`i

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mycvwikgvjv miKv‡ii Kv‡Q †ck K‡i| mycvwikgvjv cÖ¯‘Z Ki‡Z wM‡q KwgwUi m`m¨‡`i g‡a¨ bvbviKg gZwe‡iva nq, nq gZvšÍi| †hgb Ñ 1949 mv‡ji 23 Ry‡bi mfvq K‡qKRb m`m¨ e‡jb, miKvi fvlv KwgwUi †h-kZ© wb‡`©k K‡i‡Q Zv‡Z nid cwieZ©‡bi †Kv‡bv K_v †bB; †m-m~‡Î evsjv fvlvi nid cwieZ©bwelqK Av‡jvPbv KwgwUi GLwZqv‡i c‡o bv| wKš‘ Ab¨ m`m¨iv e‡jb, Ôms¯‹viÕ Ges ÔmnRxKi‡YiÕ K_v hLb ejv n‡q‡Q, ZLb Zvi g‡a¨ ni‡di cÖkœI G‡m †h‡Z cv‡i| AZGe nid cwieZ©‡bi welq wb‡q Av‡jvPbv nIqv LyeB Riæwi| gZ-wfbœg‡Zi GB †cÖÿvc‡U KwgwUi mfvcwZ gIjvbv †gvnv¤§` AvKig Luv AwfgZ †`b Ñ mivmwi ni‡di K_v ejv bv n‡jI ni‡di cÖkœwU c~e©evsjvi †jv‡Ki ÔcÖwZfv I ms¯‹…wZiÕ m‡½ RwoZ, Kv‡RB Zv Aek¨B KwgwUi Av‡jvPbvi GLwZqvifz³| G-†cÖÿvc‡U gIjvbv AvKig Luv‡K mfvcwZ K‡i nidwelqK GKwU mve-KwgwU MVb Kiv nq| 19 †m‡Þ¤^‡ii GK mfvq mveKwgwUi cÖwZ‡e`b g~j KwgwUi Kv‡Q Dc¯’vcb Kiv nq| mve KwgwUi cÖwZ‡e`‡b ejv nq Ñ †h‡nZz Aviwe‡Z †KviAvb cvV me gymjgv‡bi Rb¨ eva¨Zvg~jK Ges †m wn‡m‡e cÖ¯ÍvweZ cÖv_wgK wkÿv w¯‹‡g cvV¨ ZvwjKvfz³ Ges evsjv I D`y© (D`y© n‡”Q cvwK¯Ív‡bi ivóªfvlv) Dfq fvlvB cÖ¯ÍvweZ gva¨wgK wkÿv w¯‹‡g

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cÖKvk cvq Ñ GB †kvKvÄwj‡Z n«¯^-K‡je‡i RMb¥q wg‡Îi Rxeb‰ewPΨ I msMxZK…wZi cwiPq aiv c‡o‡Q : Veteran singer Jaganmoy Mitra (1918-2003), better known as Jagmohan, passed away at his Mumbai residence on Wednesday, leaving behind three sons, two daughters and admirers all over the globe. Jaganmoy Mitra was born in a family of rich landowners. His family had no desire to see him become a professional singer, and hence, he had to face strong opposition in becoming one. His quest for a guru continued till Dilip Kumar Roy of Pondicherry chanced to hear him. RoyÕs tutelage and JaganmoyÕs untiring efforts yielded fruit. In 1937, he won the All Bengal Music Competition. The following year, he was adjudged the best Kheyal singer in the All India Music Competition. JaganmoyÕs first disc was released in 1939 and he never looked back. He was known as the father of the Hindi Geet. By the mid-forties, Tagore songs rendered by him had made him a household name throughout Bengal. He was appointed as examiner for music by the Calcutta University. In the early-fifties, at the peak of his popularity, Jaganmoy left for Bombay following ideological differences with the Gramophone Company. After his success as music director in the film Sardar, he was flooded with offers. But he kept his distance from the film world. Jaganmoy was awarded the Padmashree in the late-nineties in recognition of his contribution to Bengali modern songs. 5

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†kvfv †mb : Pjw”PÎvwf‡bÎx

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†kvfv †mb : hvÎvi RM‡Z

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