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IB bvg †hb wemywfqv‡mi AwMœ-D`vix evb| e½‡`‡ki G cÖvšÍ n‡Z mKj cÖvšÍ †Q‡q R¡vjvq R¡wj‡Q gnv-Kvjvbj SÄv-Akwb †e‡q| weMZ w`‡bi hZ Ab¨vq AwePvi fiv-gvi ü`‡q ü`‡q mwÂZ n‡q m‡n¨i A½vi; w`‡b w`‡b n‡q ewa©Z ùxZ kZ gRjyg ey‡K, `w»Z n‡q kZ †jwjnvb wQj cÖKv‡ki gy‡L; ZvnvB †hb ev cÖg~Z© n‡q R¡jšÍ wkLv awi 11 IB bv‡g AvR Akwb `vc‡U wdwi‡Q aiYx fwi| kZ e‡l©i kZ msMÖvg †k‡l RvwZi gyw³m~h© n‡q Avwef‚©Z n‡q‡Qb e½eÜz †kL gywReyi ingvb| e½eÜzi msMÖvgx Rxe‡bi BwZK_v KweZvi ¯Íe‡K ¯Íe‡K wbcyYfv‡e dz‡U D‡V‡Q| Ebmˇii MY-Afz¨Ìv‡bi gy‡L Jcwb‡ewkK kw³ e½eÜz‡K gyw³ w`‡Z †h eva¨ n‡qwQj, †m-K_v Kwe †cŠivwYK Abyl‡½ PgrKvifv‡e Zz‡j a‡i‡Qb GB cO&w³¸‡”Q : ÔAv‡iv GKw`b ab¨ nBby †m gnv`„k¨ †nwi,/ w`‡K w`M‡šÍ evwRj †hw`b evOvjxi Rq‡fix|/ gnvûsKv‡i KsmKvivi fvwOqv cvlvY Øvi,/ e½-eÜz †kL gywR‡e‡i Kwiqv Avwbj evi|Õ GKvˇi e½eÜzi Wv‡K †KvwU †KvwU evOvwj gyw³hy‡× Suvwc‡q c‡o‡Q Ñ †KD cÖZ¨ÿfv‡e, †KD c‡ivÿfv‡e| Zuvi Wv‡K evOvwj Amn‡hvM Av‡›`vj‡b kvwgj n‡q‡Q mg‡eZfv‡e| AZx‡Z †Kv‡bv RvZxqZvev`x †bZvi Wv‡K mK‡ji GBiƒc mg‡eZ AskMÖnY Kwe jÿ K‡ibwb| wKš‘ e½eÜzi Wv‡K Kwe †c‡q‡Qb †mB A‡gvN kw³, hv‡Z GKÎ nq mKj gvbyl : GB evOjvq ï‡bwQ Avgiv mKj Kwiqv Z¨vM, mbœ¨vmx †e‡k †`k-eÜzi kvšÍ-gayi WvK| ï‡bwQ Avgiv MvÜxi evYx Ñ Rxeb Kwiqv `vb, wgjv‡Z cv‡iwb †cÖg-e܇b wn›`y-gymjgvb Zviv hv cv‡iwb Zzwg Zv K‡iQ, a‡g© a‡g© Avi, RvwZ‡Z RvwZ‡Z fzwjqv‡Q †f` mšÍvb evOjvi| †Zvgvi ûKz‡g †ij-Rvnv‡Ri PvKv †h P‡jwb Avi, nvB‡Kv‡U©i e×-`iRv Lywj‡e mva¨ Kvi| [Ôe½-eÜzÕ] Ñ e½eÜzi AvKvk¯úkx© ZR©bxi †Quvqvq mg‡eZ evOvwji mgywÌZ RvMiY Dchy©³ cO&w³gvjvq wbfz©jfv‡e dz‡U D‡V‡Q| e½eÜzi msMÖvgx Rxe‡bi bvbv Abyl½ wkwíZv †c‡q‡Q Rmxg D`&`x‡bi Av‡jvP¨ KweZvq| e½eÜzi cÖÁv, ivR‰bwZK Av`k© Ges AKz‡Zvfq Pwi‡Îi Abycg cÖkw¯Í †M‡q‡Qb Kwe Rmxg D`&`xb| Kwe wek¦vm K‡ib, evsjv‡`‡ki gyKzUnxb cÖg~Z© ivRv e½eÜz †KvwU †KvwU evOvwji wPˇjv‡K wPiRvMiƒK n‡q _vK‡eb : ÔevOjv †`‡ki gyKzUwenxb Zzwg cÖg~Z© ivR,/ cÖwZ ev½vjxi ü`‡q ü`‡q †Zvgvi Z³-ZvR|Õ †Kv‡bv fq-fxwZ, AZ¨vPvi Avi KvivRxeb Ñ †Kv‡bv wKQzB †h e½eÜz‡K Zuvi Av`k© †_‡K wePz¨Z Ki‡Z cv‡iwb, duvwmi g‡KI †h wZwb fq cvbwb Ñ †mK_vI dz‡U D‡V‡Q Kwei kãgvjvq : ÔivRfq Avi Kvivk„sLj †njvq K‡iQ Rq,/ duvwmi g‡Â Ñ gnË¡ Ze ZL‡bv nqwb ÿq|Õ

[Ôe½-eÜzÕ] e½eÜz ¯^cœ †`‡LwQ‡jb †kvlYgy³ Amv¤úª`vwqK MYZvwš¿K GK evsjv‡`‡ki Ñ hv‡K wZwb iex›`ªbv‡_i Abymi‡Y e‡j‡Qb †mvbvi evsjv| †mvbvi evsjv‡`k Movi Rb¨ e½eÜz mvivUv

BsivwR‡Z Abyev` Kwiqv Aci bv‡g wbDBq‡K© weØvb mgv‡R †ebvwg‡Z cvV KivBqv‡Q| ivwkqv‡ZI KweZv¸wj mgv`„Z nBqvwQj| †mLv‡bI wKQz wKQz †jLv iæk fvlvq Ab~w`Z nBqv‡Q| fvi‡Z GB †jLv¸wj cÖKvwkZ nB‡j gyjK&ivR Avb›` cÖgyL eû mvwnwZ¨K I Kve¨iwm‡Ki mkÖ× `„wó AvKl©Y K‡i| †mB `yw`©‡b evsjv‡`‡k Avgvi †jLv¸wj bKj Kwiqv Avgvi m‡½ hviv wec‡`i SzuwK jBqvwQj Zvnv‡`i mKj‡K 8 Avgvi AvšÍwiK ab¨ev` RvbvB| Ñ Dchy©³ fvl¨ †_‡K mn‡RB Abyaveb Kiv hvq, gyw³hy‡×i mdjZvi Rb¨ Rmxg D`&`x‡bi `ytmvnmx D‡`¨v‡Mi K_v| iYv½‡bi gyw³‡hv×vi g‡Zv †mw`b AvUlwÆ eQi eq‡mi Rmxg D`&`xb e½eÜz Ges gyw³hy×-welqK KweZv wj‡L †`‡k I we‡`‡k cÖPvi K‡i‡Qb, Bs‡iwR‡Z Abyev` K‡i gyw³hy‡×i c‡ÿ AvšÍR©vwZK RbgZ m„wói †Póv K‡i‡Qb| cÖm½Z ¯§iY Kiv hvq fqven †mB w`b¸‡jv‡Z Kve¨MÖ‡š’i cÖKvkK Kwe-Kb¨v nvmbv Rmxg D`&`x‡bi fvl¨ : GB KweZv¸‡jv †jLvi cÖvq mv‡_ mv‡_ Kwe mhZ‡b Avgvi Kv‡Q Av‡gwiKvq cvVv‡Zb| wKQz wKQz KweZv Abyev` K‡i wewfbœ cÎ-cwÎKvq I mgv‡e‡k evsjv‡`‡ki ¯^vaxbZv hy‡×i Leiiƒ‡c wek¦ mnvbyf‚wZi Avkvq Zz‡j ai‡Z †Póv K‡iwQ| ivZ †R‡M †R‡M ¯^vaxbZvi kÎæ‡`i weiæ‡× KweZv wj‡L‡Qb Ñ †h Kwe mvivRxeb Zuvi †jLbx‡Z evsjv‡`‡ki mvaviY gvby‡li gvqv-ggZv I fvjevmvi K_v wj‡L ¯^‡cœi Rvj ey‡b †M‡Qb Ñ hvi KweZvq cjøxi Rxeb GK AmvaviY iƒc aviY K‡iwQj †m-Kwei Rb¨ hy‡× weaŸ¯Í i‡³ mœvZ †`‡ki KweZv wjL‡Z bv Rvwb KZ Kó n‡q‡Q| e„× wcZvi wbivcËvi Rb¨ KZ fq †c‡qwQ| w`‡bi ci w`b Lei bv †c‡q wPwšÍZ n‡qwQ| wZwb wPwV wj‡L‡Qb KweZv¸‡jv Abyev` K‡i evsjv‡`‡ki c‡ÿ wek¦ RbgZ ˆZix Ki‡Z Ges ¯^vaxbZv hy‡× mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z| KZ mgq fq †c‡qwQ hw` Kwe‡K a‡i wb‡q hvq| Zey wcZvi wb‡`©k †g‡b P‡jwQ| AvR‡K g‡b Kwi Zuv‡`i huviv 9 Kwe‡K wbivc` ¯’vb w`‡qwQ‡jb ...| gyw³hy‡× mkix‡i AskMÖnY Ki‡Z bv cvi‡jI Kwe Rmxg D`&`xb †mw`b Kjg nv‡Z hy‡× †b‡gwQ‡jb, wek¦ RbgZ m„wói Rb¨ cvjb K‡iwQ‡jb weij f‚wgKv| gnvb gyw³hy‡×i mgq Rmxg D`&`xb miKvwi PvKwi Ki‡Zb| Zv m‡Ë¡I gyw³hy‡×i c‡ÿ KweZv wjL‡Z wZwb fq cvbwb, wec‡`i SzuwK wb‡qB †`‡k-we‡`‡k KweZv¸‡jv cÖPv‡ii e¨e¯’v K‡i‡Qb| cÖm½Z ¯§iYxq Avwbmy¾vgv‡bi AwfgZ : Ô1971 mv‡j Amn‡hvM Av‡›`vj‡bi Kv‡j KweZv wj‡L I mkix‡i Av‡›`vj‡b †hvM w`‡q wZwb wb‡Ri K_v Zz‡j a‡iwQ‡jb| †KD hw` e‡jb, †m †Zv Ggb mg‡q, hLb mviv †`kB Db¥vZvj wQj, Zvn‡j eje, c~e©evsjv †_‡K wn›`y‡`i ev¯‘Z¨vMRwbZ †e`bv wb‡q †jLv Zuvi KweZv¸‡jv ¯§iY Ki‡Z| ZLb †Zv wZwb miKvwi K‡g© iZ Ges IB wel‡q †jLv KZ…©c‡ÿi Aby‡gv`b jvf Ki‡e bv, †m-m¤ú‡K© 10 wZwb AewnZ wQ‡jb|Õ

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XvKvi kni nB‡Z †mbviv wMqv‡Q AvwiPvi NvU `yBav‡i MÖvg `w»Z wjwc wkn‡i Kwiqv cvV| cvebvi cv‡b †M‡Q GK`j Avi `j e¸ovq iscyi Avi w`bvRcy‡i‡Z wMqv‡Q VvKzi Muvq| †Mvqvj‡›`i NvU nÕ‡Z †M‡Q Lvb&Lvbvcy‡i Avi, ivRevox †h‡q evRvi wecYx cyov‡q‡Q GKvKvi| dwi`cyi kni nB‡Z Kvgvb †Mvjvi Nvq RMeÜzi AvkÖgLvwb `uvov‡q fMœKvq| cÖv_©bviZ KqRb mvay †c‡q‡Q knx` ei, wPi-AvkÖq w`‡q‡Q Zv‡`i †`eZv ˆek¨vbi| [ÔwK Kwne AviÕ] cvwK¯Ívwb nvbv`vi evwnbx evsjvi MÖvg-bMi MÄ-evRvi me cywo‡q w`‡q‡Q, aŸsm K‡i‡Q evOvwji me m¤ú`| fqven †mB w`b¸wj‡Z Kv‡e¨i ÔwK Kwne AviÕ, ÔLeiÕ, Ô`» MÖvgÕ, ÔavgivB i_Õ cÖf…wZ KweZvq nvbv`vi evwnbxi aŸs‡mi Qwe Aw¼Z n‡q‡Q| Rmxg D`&`xb Zuvi wbR¯^ Kwefvlvq cvwK¯Ívwb evwnbxi wbg©gZvi Qwe Dc¯’vcb K‡i‡Qb| Gme KweZv Ab~w`Z n‡q cwðg c„w_ex‡Z Qwo‡q †`Iqv n‡q‡Q, d‡j wek¦-gvbyl Rvb‡Z †c‡i‡Q nvbv`vi‡`i cÖK…Z cwiPq| Rmxg D`&`x‡bi csw³gvjvq `» evsjvi iƒc wPwÎZ n‡q‡Q Gfv‡e : GBLv‡b wQj Kv‡jv MÖvgLvwb, Avg KuvVv‡ji Qvqv, Uvwbqv AvwbZ kxZj evZvm KZ †hb Kwi gvqv| ... ... ... wK‡m wK nBj, cwðg n‡Z bi-NvZ‡Kiv Avwm, mviv MuvI fwi Av¸b R¡vjv‡q nvwmj AÆnvwm| gvi †Kvj n‡Z wkï‡i Kvwoqv KvwUj †m Lvb Lvb, wcZvi mvg‡b †g‡q‡i KvwUqv Kwij i³-mœvb| †K Kvnvi Z‡i Kuvw`‡e †Kv_vq; h~cKv‡ôi Mvq, kZ mnmª cwoj gvbyl fxlY LoM avq| [Ô`» MÖvgÕ] cvwK¯Ívwb nvbv`vi evwnbx evOvwj wn›`y‡`i Ici wbôzi wbh©vZb K‡i‡Q, aŸsm K‡i‡Q Zv‡`i gw›`i-Dcvmbvjq-cÖv_©bv M„n| GiB Ask wn‡m‡e Zviv cywo‡q w`‡q‡Q HwZn¨evnx avgivB i_| cvK-evwnbx †P‡qwQj a‡g©-a‡g© we‡iva m„wó K‡i wb‡R‡`i ¯^v_© iÿv Ki‡Z; wKš‘ evsjvi wn›`y-gymjgv‡bi wgwjZ cÖwZ‡iv‡a Zv‡`i †m-Ac‡Póv mdj nqwb| cvwK¯Ívwb evwnbxi Ac‡Póvi mvÿ¨ n‡q Av‡Q Rmxg D`&`x‡bi ÔavgivB i_Õ KweZv, hv Bs‡iwR‡Z Ab~w`Z n‡q‡Q ‘The Chariot of Dhamrai’ bv‡g| GKwU i_, hv wQj evsjvi ms¯‹…wZi Ask, Zvi Rb¨ Kwei †e`bv‡eva cÖKvwkZ n‡q‡Q Gfv‡e :

cvwK¯Ívwb evwnbxi wbg©gZv wbôziZvi Qwe :

Golden Bengal burns today like a flamed garland It’s fire spread fearsome tongues all over Soldiers of shame kill our sons And transform golden Bengal into a graveyard In the forest robbed men and women wail Where will they find home and shelter Worse than flood, worse than epedemic Are the killers that Yeyia sends.

Everyday they depict such pictures of horror That would send Taimurlong and Nadirshah to shame. [‘A Poet’s Appeal’]

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AvwRI hvnviv euvwPqv i‡qwQ, AvwQ GB Avk¦v‡m, gvbe agx© fvBiv Avwmqv `uvov‡e KL‡bv cv‡k| †Zvgv‡`i †Kv‡j Av‡Q †Q‡j‡g‡q, kc_ Zv‡`i jv‡M, ¯^vgx-cyZ j‡q myL-M„n gv‡S AvQ hviv Abyiv‡M; †`k-†`kv‡šÍ `qv a‡g©i kc_ gvbeZvi; †Zvgiv Avwmqv fvO G wbVzi GwR‡`i KvivMvi| cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© wkï gvi †Kv‡j gwi‡Q ey‡jU Nvq, cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© kZ Amnvq `wjZ `my¨ cvq| Zv‡`i `xN© wbk¦v‡m fwi Dovby cÎLvwb, GB Avkv j‡q †Zvgv‡`i †_‡K cve Avk¦vm-evYx| [ÔKwei wb‡e`bÕ] D‡jøL¨, G-KweZvi iPbvKvj 27‡k gvP©, 1971 mvj| cvwK¯Ívwb nvbv`vi evwnbxi Avµg‡Yi Aí mg‡qi g‡a¨B Kwe Kjg w`‡q Zuvi cÖwZ‡iva e¨³ K‡i‡Qb, Dcjwä K‡i‡Qb wek¦-RbgZ RvMÖZ Kiv KZ Riæwi| cvwK¯Ívwb nvbv`vi evwnbx a‡g©i bv‡g wbi¯¿ wbixn evOvwji Dci AvaywbK gviYv¯¿ wb‡q Suvwc‡q c‡o| hy‡×i bq gvmB Bqvwnqv evwnbx Bmjvg a‡g©i †`vnvB wb‡q MYnZ¨v‡K msL¨v¸iæ gvby‡li `vwe e‡j cÖPv‡ii Ac‡Póv Pvwj‡q‡Q| a‡g©i bv‡g GB N„Y¨ KvR‡K wa°vi Rvwb‡q‡Qb Rmxg D`&`xb, D‡b¥vPb K‡i w`‡q‡Qb biNvZK‡`i gy‡Lvk, wj‡L‡Qb GBK_v : ÔRvwj‡gi Mov Avjøv ¯^qs kqZvb iƒc awi,/ cvK †Kviv‡bi Ace¨vL¨vq evRv‡q P‡j‡Q Zzwo|/ iwnqv iwnqv imy‡ji evYx †iwWI †UwjI n‡Z,/ weK…Z n‡q Qov‡q P‡j‡Q wel-ev‡®úi †mªv‡Z|/ bi-nšÍviv AvwR‡K †nv‡q‡Q †kÖô Cgvb`vi,/ jyÉbKvix Rvwjg wb‡q‡Q †`‡ki kvmbfvi|/ bM‡ii ci bMi cywo‡Q evRvi wecbx Avi,/ `» cjøx i‡q i‡q K‡i AwMœi D`Mvi|Õ [ÔBmjvgx fvBÕ] Dwbk‡kv GKvËi mv‡j cvK nvbv`vi evwnbx †MvUv evsjv‡`‡k wbôzi nZ¨KvÐ Pvwj‡q‡Q| †`‡ki Avbv‡P-Kvbv‡P Qwo‡q c‡o Zviv evsjv‡K `»MÖv‡g cwiYZ K‡i‡Q| Kwe AvZ¥‡Mvc‡b †_‡K †mw`‡bi wbg©gZvq ÿzä n‡q iPbv K‡ib evsjvi GB wecbœZvi Qwe :

What depth of affection evoked from his heart That millions of people made pilgrimage to see

the Chariot And light the lamp of devotion?

The Guardians of Pakistan in the guise of false

saviours Burnt A this beautiful Chariot down to ashes.

A great consolation for generations after

generations For the work that had come from the hands of the artist.

What barbarian destroyed the solace forever! [‘The Chariot of Dhamrai’]

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ÔMxZviv Pwjqv hv‡eÕ KweZvwU Rmxg D`&`xb iPbv K‡i‡Qb 1971 mv‡ji 5B Rvbyqvwi| ZL‡bv Bqvwnqv Lv‡bi lohš¿ cÖKvk¨ nqwb, ZL‡bv †`Iqv nqwb e½eÜzi 7B gv‡P©i HwZnvwmK fvlY, ZL‡bv e½eÜzi Wv‡K Avi¤¢ nqwb Amn‡hvM Av‡›`vjb, Zey ¯^”Q ivR‰bwZK w`e¨Áv‡b Rmxg D`&`xb AåvšÍfv‡e Dcjwä Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Qb wgbv-MxZv‡`i Avmbœ wecbœZv| `~i¯úkx© Kwe wn‡m‡e GLv‡bB Rmxg D`&`x‡bi cig mv_©KZv| Rb¨ †mw`b A‡b‡KB cvk¦©eZx© fvi‡Z wM‡q AvkÖq wb‡q‡Qb, cv evwo‡q‡Qb AwbwðZ Rxe‡bi c‡_| wPi‡Pbv ev¯‘wfUv wcÖq Rb¥f‚wg †Q‡o P‡j hvIqv gvbyl‡`i K_v Kwei fvlvq iƒcjvf K‡i‡Q Amvgvb¨ †e`bv I fv‡jvevmvq| ÔMxZviv Pwjqv hv‡eÕ, ÔMxZviv †Kv_vq hv‡eÕ, ÔMxZviv †Kv_vq †MjÕ wKsev, ‘Where is Mina?’Ñ GB Pvi KweZvq Rmxg D`&`xb Amvgvb¨ `i` w`‡q †`kZ¨vMx gvby‡li hš¿Yvi K_v e‡j‡Qb, Zv‡`i Rb¨ †e`bvq wm³ n‡q‡Qb| Kwei Av‡eMgw_Z fv‡jvevmv, wgbvMxZv‡`i Rb¨ Zuvi A‡bKvšÍ fv‡jvevmv I e¨vKzjZv wb‡Pi D×…wZ·q mg¨K D™¢vwmZ : K. MxZviv Pwjqv hv‡e Qvwoqv cvwK¯Ívb, †mB MxZv hvi A½ Sj‡K Sjgj-gj

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[ÔMxZviv Pwjqv hv‡eÕ] L. MxZviv †Kv_vq hv‡e? †Kv_vq hvBqv cv‡e AvkÖq VuvB| mvg‡b †cQ‡b Wvwn‡b I ev‡g Zvnv‡`i Z‡i †Kv‡bv evÜe bvB| gvbyl ev‡Niv wdwi‡Q Nywiqv cÖmvwiZ wnsmª `uvZ, †h †`‡e Zv‡`i AvkÖq, Zvi Ni evox me cywo‡e AK¯§vr| e‡b cjvB‡j eb n‡Z Zv‡i LyuwRqv evwn‡i Avwb, wb‡g‡li gv‡S K‡i †`‡e †kl ey‡j‡U AvNvZ nvwb| [ÔMxZviv †Kv_vq hv‡eÕ] M. Where is Mina gone?

Ñ D‡jøL Kiv cÖ‡qvRb, ÔMxZviv Pwjqv hv‡eÕ KweZvwU Rmxg D`&`xb iPbv K‡i‡Qb 1971 mv‡ji 5B Rvbyqvwi| ZL‡bv Bqvwnqv Lv‡bi lohš¿ cÖKvk¨ nqwb, ZL‡bv †`Iqv nqwb e½eÜzi 7B gv‡P©i HwZnvwmK fvlY, ZL‡bv e½eÜzi Wv‡K Avi¤¢ nqwb Amn‡hvM Av‡›`vjb, Zey ¯^”Q ivR‰bwZK w`e¨Áv‡b Rmxg D`&`xb AåvšÍfv‡e Dcjwä Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Qb wgbv-MxZv‡`i Avmbœ wecbœZv| `~i¯úkx© Kwe wn‡m‡e GLv‡bB Rmxg D`&`x‡bi cig mv_©KZv| gyw³hy‡×i AwMœMf© KvjL‡Ð, 1971 mv‡ji RyjvB gv‡m, Rmxg D`&`xb iPbv K‡ib Ôgyw³-†hv×vÕ bv‡g Amvgvb¨ GK KweZv| KweZvwU ‘Freedom Fighter’ bv‡g Ab~w`Z n‡q we‡`‡kI e¨vcKfv‡e cÖPvwiZ nq| cvwK¯Ívwb NvZK‡`i AZ¨vPvi Avi wbôziZvq msÿzä Kwe AvUlwÆ eQi eq‡mi mxgvbv †cwi‡q wPiZiæY n‡q gyw³hy‡× Suvwc‡q c‡o‡Qb Ñ n‡Z †P‡q‡Qb wbfx©K GK gyw³‡hv×v| Ôgyw³-†hv×vÕ KweZvq Kwe GKRb Amgmvnmx gyw³‡hv×vi f‚wgKvq †Mwijvhy‡× iZ| Kwe Rmxg D`&`xb †Kej wecbœZvi Qwe Gu‡KB Zuvi `vwqZ¡ †kl K‡ibwb, eis gyw³‡hv×vi f‚wgKvq AeZxY© n‡q wZwb evOvwj Rb‡Mvôx‡K hy‡× Suvwc‡q covi AvnŸvb Rvwb‡q‡Qb| gyw³hy‡×i cÖwZ Kwei Av‡eM Avi D”Q¡vm wek¦vm Avi fv‡jvevmv e¨³ nq Gfv‡e : Avwg GKRb gyw³-†hv×v, g„Zz¨ wcQ‡b Av‡M, fqvj wekvj bLi †gwjqv w`em iRbx Rv‡M| KL‡bv †m a‡i †iRvKvi †ek, KL‡bv †m Lvb‡mbv, KL‡bv †m a‡i ag© †jevm cwðg n‡Z †Kbv| KL‡bv †m cwk XvKv †eZv‡ii msiwÿZ N‡i, †ÿcv KzKz‡ii giY Kvgo nvwb‡Q wÿß ¯^‡i| Avwg PwjqvwQ wPi-wbfx©K Ae‡nwj mewKQz, bigy‡Ði †Xjv QovBqv cðvr-c_ wcQz| fvw½‡ZwQ ¯‹zj fvw½‡ZwQ †mZz w÷gvi RvnvR jwi, Lvb ˆmb¨iv †hB c‡_ hvq Avwg †m c‡_i Awi| [Ôgyw³-†hv×vÕ] gnvb gyw³hy‡×i m‡½ Kwe Rmxg D`&`x‡bi gvbwmK m¤ú„³Zvi `wjj Ôgyw³-†hv×vÕ KweZv| cvwK¯Ívwb nvbv`vi evwnbx Avi Zv‡`i G‡`kxq †`vmi‡`i cÖwZ Kwe D”PviY K‡i‡Qb N„Yv, Ges cÖZ¨vkv K‡i‡Qb gyw³hy‡×i c‡ÿ Rxeb evwR †i‡L mevB Suvwc‡q co‡e| cvwK¯Ívwb evwnbxi GKRb m`m¨I RxweZ _vK‡Z Kwei msMÖvg †kl n‡e bv| Kwei GB msÿzä g‡bi QvqvcvZ N‡U‡Q wb‡Pi PiY¸‡”Q : ÔG †mvbvi †`‡ki hZw`b i‡e GKwUI Lvb-†mbv,/ ZZw`b ZK †gv‡`i hvÎv gyn~‡Z© _vwg‡e bv|/ gvV¸wj cybt dm‡j dm‡j cwi‡e iwOb †ek,/ j²xi Suvwc Mov‡q Qov‡q

aha — the little shiny girl like a doll to merely look at her affection flows

without bound

... ... ...

Their village is surrounded by the pirates Every home burns to the ground The little girl, to pick her up in the lap Would only be the rational thing Who could kill her, can any one be so cruel?

Can you crush the little bulbuli bird With cold grasp of hands closing on her little soft throat?

[‘Where is Mina?’]

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k kZ‡Ki evsjv mvwn‡Z¨i Ab¨Zg †kÖô Kve¨mgv‡jvPK, `vk©wbK I fveyK †jLK Avey mqx` AvBqye (1906-82) Lye †ewk †j‡Lbwb| gvÎ PviwU cÖeÜ-m¤¢vi cÖKvk †c‡q‡Q : AvaywbKZv I iex›`ªbv_ (1968), cvš’R‡bi mLv (1973), c‡_i †kl †Kv_vq (1977) Ges e¨w³MZ I ˆbe©¨w³K (1992)| mvgwqKc‡Î gyw`ªZ K‡qKwU cÖe‡Üi mÜvb cvIqv †M‡Q Ñ †m¸‡jv †Kv‡bv MÖ‡š’i AšÍfz©³ nqwb| ÔweÁv‡bi cÖwZôvf‚wg I `k©bÕ (cwiPq, 1342); Ô†mŠ›`‡h©¨i g~j¨ Kx mvkÖqx?Õ (cwiPq, 1343); ÔBsj‡Û ¯^vaxbZvÕ (cwiPq, 1343); ÔmgKvjxb mvwn‡Z¨i c_Õ (mZ¨hyM †_‡K cybgy©`ªY, gvwmK †gvnv¤§`x (XvKv, AMÖnvqY, 1356); Ôiex›`ªbv_ I cieZx© Kve¨avivÕ (gvwmK †gvnv¤§`x, KjKvZv, C` msL¨v, 1946); Ôevg †_‡K `wÿ‡YÕ (†Mvcvj nvj`vim¤úvw`Z cwiPq, dvêyb 1355) Ges Ôms¯‹…wZ msKU bv ms¯‹…wZ msNvZ? Ñ Ges cÖm½ZÕ (wRÁvmv, ˆekvL-Avlvp, 1389)| MZ kZ‡Ki w·ki `k‡K Zuvi evsjvq †jLvi m~Pbv| GLb ch©šÍ Zuvi †hme †jLv cvIqv †M‡Q Zvi cÖ_gwU‡K ejv hvq, M`¨KweZv; ÔGKwU bv-ejv K_vÕ (bvwRiæj Bmjvg †gvnv¤§` mywdqvb-m¤úvw`Z Qvqvexw_, KvwZ©K, 1340)| c‡ii eQi myax›`ªbv_ `Ë-m¤úvw`Z †mKv‡ji †kÖô mvwnZ¨cÎ cwiP‡q Ôeyw×weåvU I Ac‡ivÿvbyf‚wZÕ (1341) cÖeÜ cÖKvk cvq; †jLK iex›`ªbv_mn mvwnwZ¨K gn‡j mv`i Af¨_©bv jvf K‡i| m¤úv`K myax›`ªbv_ †jLK‡K Rvbvb : Avwg wb‡R

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g‡b co‡e : Ôwcqv m‡b wgjb wcqvmÕ, Ônvq wK †h Kwi G gb wbqvÕ, Ôfzjv‡q Avgvq `yw`bÕ, Ôhw` `~‡i hv‡e PwjqvÕ, Ô†cÖg hgybvq nq‡Zv ev †KDÕ, Ô†mB †h w`b¸wj/ euvkx evRv‡bvi w`b¸wjÕ| we‡kl K‡i †kl MvbwU GK`v c~ee© ½evmx MxwZKvi I myiKvi-wkíx `yR‡bi R‡b¨B ¯§„wZKvZi nIqvi DcKi‡Y wgwkÖZ| †gvwnbxi Mvb gvby‡li g‡b †`vjv RvMv‡jv RMb¥q wg‡Îi K‡É| cÖ_‡g †iK‡W© G‡jv Kgj `vk¸‡ßi my‡i GB MvbwU Ñ Ôfzwj bvB fzwj bvB/ bq‡b †Zvgv‡i nviv‡qwQ wcÖqv, ¯^c‡b †Zvgv‡i cvBÕ| DrKY© †kÖvZv ïb‡jb : Ôfv‡jvevmv †gv‡i wfLvix K‡i‡Q,/ †Zvgv‡i K‡i‡Q ivbx|/ †Zvgvwi `yqv‡i Kzov‡Z G‡mwQ/ †d‡j-†`Iqv gvjvLvwb|Õ GB Zxeª nvnvKvi gw_Z Ki‡jv †kÖvZvi AšÍi| GB †e`bvi †ik wgjv‡Z bv wgjv‡Z aŸwbZ n‡jv : Ôhv‡`i Rxeb fiv ïay AuvwLRj/ Avwg †h Zv‡`wi `‡j/ dzjgvjv bq KÈKnvi c‡iwQ/ Avgvi M‡jÕ| Gev‡i e¨w³MZ `ytL-hš¿Yv cvi n‡q MvbwU‡Z VuvB †c‡q‡Q mgwói †e`bv-fvebv| wedj †cÖ‡gi †e`bv-eÂbv †klch©šÍ cÖZ¨q`xß msMÖvgx †cÖ‡g DËxY© n‡jv †gvwnbx †PŠayixi Abyf‡e, Kgj `vk¸‡ßi myi‡hvRbvq Avi RMb¥q wg‡Îi MvqwK‡Z : ÔAvwg `yišÍ ˆekvLx So/ Zzwg †h ewýwkLv|/ gi‡Yi fv‡j Gu‡K hvB †gviv/ Rxe‡bi RqUxKvÕ|GB Kv‡jvËxY© MxwZKv‡ii Mvb wb‡q RMb¥q wg‡Îi ¯§„wZPviYvq Rvbv hvq: ÔAvR GB eq‡mI †Kv_vI Abyôvb Ki‡Z †M‡j †kÖvZv‡`i KvQ †_‡K Aby‡iva Av‡m ÔAvwg `yišÍ ˆekvLx SoÕ I Ôfv‡jvevmv †gv‡i wfLvix 9 K‡i‡QÕ MvBevi|Õ †gvwnbx †PŠayixi K_vq bexb-cÖexY, L¨vZ I cÖwZkÖæwZkxj A‡bK wkíxB GBPGgwf, Kjw¤^qv, UzBb, wn›`y¯v’ b, †m‡bvjv, wiM¨vj, fviZx Ñ GBme †Kv¤úvwb †_‡K Mvb †iKW© K‡i‡Qb| bvbv ai‡bi †m-Mvb Ñ AvaywbK Kve¨MxwZ, ¯^‡`kMxwZ, RvMiYx MY‡PZbv, k¨vgvmsMxZ, †jvKMvb| Gme Mv‡bi c~Y-© ZvwjKv (evYx, wkíx, myiKvi, †iKW© b¤^i I cÖKvkKvj) †KD ˆZwi K‡ibwb Ñ †gvwnbx †PŠayixi †iKW©msMx‡Zi Z_¨ GBfv‡eB nvwi‡q hv‡”Q Ñ d‡j †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv Mvb wb‡q weZK© I weåvwšÍ evo‡Q| GB MxwZKv‡ii †iKW©msMx‡Zi Z_¨wbô cwiPq I Mv‡bi Av‡jvPbv g~jZ mykxj †Nv‡li KvQ †_‡KB cvIqv †M‡Q| Avgiv mykxj †Nv‡li Z_¨F‡Yi m~‡Î G-wel‡qi Ici `ªæZ `„wócv‡Zi †Póv Ki‡ev| cÖ_‡g †cÖg-wei‡ni Mvb¸‡jv

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