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ISBN 978-9941-23-367-8 Haruki Murakami Norwegian Wood Copyright © 1987 by Haruki Murakami Translated by Tamar Subeliani Georgian edition © Sulakauri Publishing, 2015 All rights reserved. www.sulakauri.ge
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ocdaCvidmeti wlisa viyavi maSin, im uzarmazari boing 747-is savarZelSi mokalaTebuli, romelsac safren bilikze dasaSvebad hamburgis Tavze xSiri Rrublebis fena gaerRvia. noembris civ wvimebs miwa gaelumpa. yvela da yvelaferi – sawvimar labadebSi gaxveuli ekipaJis wevrebic, aeroportis Senobis saxuravze aRmarTuli droSac, BMW-s bilbordic – pirquS flamandiur peizaJs moagonebda mnaxvels. da, ai, isev germaniaSi davbrundi. daeSva Tu ara miwaze TviTmfrinavi, kabinaSi musikis saamuri hangebi gaisma – biTlzis `norvegiul tyes~ asrulebda romeliRac orkestri. es melodia yovelTvis Jruantels mgvrida, axla ki SemZra, SemaZrwuna, ise amaRelva, rogorc arasdros. win gadavixare da Tavi ise Cavrge xelebSi, TiTqos Tavis qalas gadaxleCisgan vicavdi. cota xnis mere erTi germaneli stiuardesa momiaxlovda da inglisurad mkiTxa, rogor xaro. – ara miSavs, odnav Tavbru mexveva. – verafriT dagexmarebiT? – vera. gmadlobT. RimiliT gamSorda. biTlzi bili joelma Secvala. mxrebSi gavimarTe da iluminatoridan gavxede CrdiloeTis zRvis Tavze moqufrul cas, Tan ki im yvelaferze vfiqrobdi, rac cxovrebaSi damikargavs. vfiqrobdi gasul wlebsa da gafermkrTalebul g rZnobebze, megobrebze, romlebic daixocnen an gauCinardnen... 3
TviTmfrinavis miwaze daSvebis Semdeg xalxma usafrTxoebis qamrebis moxsna da xelbargis CamoReba daiwyo, ai, me ki sadRac sxvagan viyavi, Zalian Sors am yvelafrisgan, im mwvane mdeloze. balaxis suni mcemda, qari saxeSi mexleboda, Citebis gadaZaxilic Camesmoda. iq 1969 wlis Semodgoma idga, male oci wlis gavxdebodi. stiuardesa isev momiaxlovda, amjerad gverdiT Camomijda da mkiTxa, rame xom ar giWirso. – gmadlobT, marTla ara miSavs, – gavuRime, – odnav sevda Semomawva. – kargad mesmis Tqveni, zogjer mec memarTeba egre. wamodga, gamiRima. – sasiamovno mogzaurobas gisurvebT. Auf Wiedersehen. – Auf Wiedersehen. Tvrameti weli gavida da mdeloze gatarebuli im dRis yoveli detali maxsovs. zafxulis uwyvet Sxapuna wvimas mtveri Camoerecxa da mTebi muqmwvaned xasxasebda. oqtombris sio kacis simaRlis TeTr gafoTlil totebs arxevda. civlurj caze zolad gadaWimuliyo Rrubeli. uZiro ca Tvalebs gvtken da. qarma mdelo gadmoWra, Tma auwewa naokos, vidre tyeSi Sesxlteboda foTlebis asaSrialeblad da iqidan Soreuli, araamqveyniuri yefis mosatanad – im yru xmis, im gaugebari gadmoZaxilisa. sxva araferi ismoda. arc vinme Semogvyria gzad. ori brdRviala wiTeli Citi davinaxeT, damfrTxalebi rom afrindnen mdelos Suagulidan da tyes Seafares Tavi. seirnobis dros naoko Webze melaparakeboda. mexsiereba ucnauri ramaa. im dRes peizaJisTvis TiTqos yuradReba ar mimiqcevia. aseT STabeWdilebas Tu moaxdenda Cemze, ar megona, an ras warmovidgendi, Tvrameti wlis Semdeg is mdelo ase cxadad Tu damidgeboda Tvalwin. ara, im dRes is peizaJi odnavadac ar madardebda. mxolod Cems Tavze vfiqrobdi da im gogonaze, romelic gverdiT momyveboda. xan maszec vfiqrobdi, xan mxolod Cems Tavze. im asakSi viyavi, cxovrebis im etapze, roca yoveli sanaxaoba, yoveli gancda, yoveli fiqri 4
ukan bumerangiviT gvibrundeba. Tan Seyvarebuli viyavi; sirTuleebze Seyvarebuli. is xedi yvelaze naklebad mainteresebda. axla ki jer swored mdelo maxsendeba. maxsendeba balaxis suni, qari, mTebis xazi, ZaRlis yefa – Tan sruli sicxadiT. iseTi gancda maqvs, mgonia, xeli rom gaviwvdino, TiTis wverebiT Sevexebi. da marTalia, ase mkafiod vxedav im scenas, magram iq aravin dgas, aravin. arc naokoa iq, arc me var. neta sad gavqriT? aseTi ram rogor moxda? yvelaferi, rac im dros ise mniSvnelovnad meCveneboda – naoko da Cemi imdroindeli pirovneba, da samyaro, romelic maSin mqonda – sad gaqra es yvelaferi? damijereT, mis saxesac ver vixseneb. mxolod da mxolod foni SemrCa xelSi, m xolod peizaJi, da arc erTi adamiani. gonebis daZabvis Semdeg maxsendeba misi saxec. TandaTan vcdilob mTliani suraTis Sekvras – vixseneb mis Tlil, civ xelebs, swor Sav Tmas, daxvewil, momrgvalebul bibilos da pawawkintela xals yuris ukan, aqlemis bewvis qurqs, romelsac zamTarSi icvamda xolme. vixseneb kiTxvis dasmis dros utifrad rogor miyurebda TvalebSi da drodadro xmaze odnav etyoboda TrTola (TiTqos qarian mTis wverze mdgari laparakobda). mere uecrad Tvalwin midgeba misi saxe – jer profilSi, me da naoko xom yovelTvis gverdigverd vseirnobdiT, mere Cemken trialdeba, iRimeba, odnav, sul odnav gverdze swevs Tavs da laparaks iwyebs, TvalebSi ise miyurebs, TiTqos kamkama wylis guburaSi gamsxltari Tevzis danaxvas cdilobdes. naokos saxis gasaxseneblad dro mWirdeba. wlebis gasvlasTan erTad ki ufro da ufro met dros vandomeb amas. samwuxaroa, rom gonebaSi misi saxis aRsadgenad jer mxolod xuTi wami mWirdeboda, mere aTi, mere ocdaaTi, mere ki mTeli wuTi – TandaTan es dro ise izrdeba, rogorc Sebindebisas wagrZeldeba xolme Crdilebi. albaT, erTxelac iqneba, am Crdilebs srulad STanTqavs wyvdiadi. amas veraferi SeaCerebs. Tavidan mxolod is peizaJi, is oqtombris mdelo midgeba Tvalwin, rogorc filmis simboluri kadri. da yovelTvis, roca is mdelo max5
sendeba, gonebaSi TiTqos raRac wixls mkravs. gaiRviZeo, meubneba, isev aqa var. gaiRviZe da amaze dafiqrdi. imaze dafiqrdi, isev ratom gamovCndio. es dartyma mtkivneuli arasodes ar aris. da yovel amortymul wixlTan erTad yru xmac gaismis. magram esec erT dRes sul gaqreba. hamburgis aeroportSi ki es wixlis kvra ufro grZeli da mtkivneuli iyo, vidre odesme yofila. swored amitom vwer am wigns. rom vifiqro. rom gavigo. ras vizamT, aseTi vinme var. imisaTvis, rom mTlianad Cavwvde movlenebs, maTze unda vwero. iqneb gavixseno, im dRes naoko raze melaparakeboda? ho, ra Tqma unda, `mdelos Waze~. warmodgena ara maqvs, aseTi Wa marTla arsebobda Tu ara. SesaZloa, es xateba Tu niSani mxo lod naokoSi arsebobda, iseve rogorc uamravi sxva ram, rac im Savbnel dReebSi mis gonebaSi Cndeboda. Tumca mas Semdeg, rac is Wa aRmiwera, mdelo uimisod veRar warmomedgina. im dRis Semdeg Wa, romlisTvisac Tvali arasdros momekra, ganuyoflad SeeTvisa mdelos im xeds, romelic Tvalwin mqonda gadaSlili. is Wa SemiZlia detalurad aRgiweroT kidec. swored iq iyo, sadac mdelo sruldeboda da iwyeboda tye. bneli ormo, daaxloebiT iardis diametrisa, balaxebSi Camaluliyo. arc RobiT SemoesazRvraT, arc qviT (yovel SemTxvevaSi, miwis zemoT araferi Canda). xvreli iyo, meti araferi, dafCenili piriviT. Wis pirze qvebi wvimas sul gaeTeTrebina. dabzaruli iyo, zogan amotexilic ki da napralSi patara mwvane xvliki misrialebda. kidec rom gadaxriliyo kaci, sicarieles Tu CaaSterdeboda, sxvas verafers dainaxavda. erTi is vicodi, rom imsiRrme iyo, SeeSindeboda kacs. verc ki gaizomeboda, sibneliT iyo savse, TiTqos samyaros mTeli sibnele SeekumSaT da iq CaewnexaT. – marTla Zalian Rrmaa, – naoko sityvebs frTxilad arCevda. zogjer sCveoda ase nela laparaki, cdilobda, Sesaferisi sityva moeZebna, – magram is ki aravin icis, sad aris, marto is vici, rom sadRac aqvea. marTla aseao, tvidis kostiumis jibeebSi xelebCawyobili TiTqos RimiliTac amas meubneboda. 6
– maSin warmoudgenlad saSiSi iqneba, – avyevi mec, – warmoidgine, Rrma Wa, romelic aravin icis, sadaa. mand Tu vinme Cavarda, boloc moeReba. – ho, Cavardeba da morCa! brax, da aRar iqneba! – neta marTla Cavardnila vinme? – rogor ara! or-sam weliwadSi erTxel vinme moulodnelad qreba da veravin poulobs. am dros aqauri xalxi ityvis xolme, oh, mdeloze WaSi Cavardnilao. – aravis vusurveb egre sikvdils. – ho, ase sikvdili saSinelebaa, – naokom kostiumidan balaxis Tesli CamoiferTxa, – yvelafers sjobia, maSinve kiseri moitexo, magram albaT mxolod fexi Tu mogtydeba da mere veRarafers gaxdebi. yvirilisgan filtvebi dagiskdeba, xmas ki veravis miawvden, imis imedic ver geqneba, rom vinme gipovis, cxrafexebi da obobebi SegabobRdebian, ijdebi iq, imaT ZvlebSi, visac Senamde amoxdomia suli, sibnelesa da sisveleSi, sadRac Sors, Sens Tavze, zamTris mTvaresaviT sinaTlis rkali iqneba, da mokvdebi ase, SenTvis, marto. – ah! amaze fiqric ki Zrwolas mgvris. vinmem eg Wa unda ipo vos da kedeli Semoartyas. – veravin ipovis. amitom jobs, bilikidan ar gadauxvio. – nu dardob, ar gadavuxvev. naokom kostiumis jibidan xeli amoiRo da CamWida. – Sen TviTon nu idardeb, kargad iqnebi. SuaRamiTac rom irbino am mdeloze, im WaSi mainc ar Cavardebi. da vidre Sen gverdiT viqnebi, arc me Cavvardebi. – arasdros? – arasdros. – eg saidanRa ici? – ubralod, vici, – kidev ufro momiWira xelze xeli, gza ki Cumad ganagrZo, – aseTi rameebi vici. arasdros vcdebi. amas logikasTan kavSiri ara aqvs – ubralod, vgrZnob. ai, roca SenTan ase axlo var, arafris meSinia. veranairi Savbneli Tu boroti Zala ver macdunebs. 7
– pasuxic gcodnia. isRa dagrCenia, yovelTvis CemTan iyo. – marTla ase fiqrob? – ra Tqma unda. naoko SeCerda. mec SevCerdi. xelebi mxrebze Camomado da TvalebSi momaSterda. Rrma, mSvenieri Tvalebi hqonda. didxans, didxans miyurebda. mere fexis wverebze aiwia da loya loyaze momado. aman wamiT guli gamiCera. – gmadlob. – arafris. – rogor mixaria, es rom miTxari. marTla mixaria, – sevdianad gamiRima, – magram es xom SeuZlebelia. – SeuZlebeli? ratom? – eg araswori iqneboda. eg saSineleba iqneboda. eg... naokom piri momuwa da isev gza ganagrZo. vxvdebodi, rom TavSi aTasi azri utrialebda da nacvlad imisa, rom xeli SemeSala am fiqrebisTvis, mec gavCumdi da Tan gavyevi. – es araswori iqneba, SenTvisac araswori iqneba da CemTvisac, – didi xnis pauzis Semdeg siCume daarRvia. – ratom iqneba araswori? – Zlivs amoviluRluRe. – gana ver xvdebi? yovlad SeuZlebelia erTma adamianma meores mudam mixedos. ras vgulisxmob, ici? ai, vTqvaT, davqorwindiT, dRis manZilze Sen muSaoba mogiwevs. roca wasuli iqnebi saxlidan, me vin momivlis? an roca mivlinebiT waxval, maSin vin momivlis? gana SesaZlebeli iqneba, mTeli sicocxle Senze viyo mokruli? ra urTierToba eg iqneba? adre Tu gvian mogbezrdebi. erTxelac imaze dafiqrdebi, cxovreba raSi gavflange, mTeli cxovreba am qalis movla-patronobas ratom Sevalieo. amas ver avitan. amiT Cemi problemebi ar mogvardeba. – magram mTeli cxovreba ase xom ar gagrZeldeba? – zurgze Sevexe, – yvelafers eSveleba. da roca problemebs movagvarebT, mere gadavwyvetT, rogor ganvagrZoT cxovreba. iqneb mere Seni daxmareba me damWirdes. Cven xom sabuRaltro wignis mixedviT ar vcxovrobT. Tu dagWirdebi, gamomiyeneb. gana amas ver xvdebi? an ra saWiroa aseTi sijiute? moeSvi, modundi. ase da 8
Zabuli imitom xar, rom mudam uaress elodebi. Tu modundebi, sxeulic Svebas igrZnobs. – amas rogor meubnebi? – emociebisgan daclili xma hqonda. amiT mivxvdi, raRac iseTi vTqvi, ris Tqmac ar Rirda. – rogor SegiZlia, aseTi ram miTxra, – fexebqveS dascqeroda miwas, – gana TviTon ar vici, rasac meubnebi? modundi da sxeulic Svebas igrZnobso! ra azri aqvs amis Tqmas CemTvis? axla Tu movdundebi, daviSlebi. yovelTvis ase viyavi, me mxolod aseTs SemiZlia cxovreba gavagrZelo. Tu wamiT movdundebi, maSinve Tavs davkargav. daviSlebi nawilebad, da es nawilebi gamefanteba. amas rogor ver xvdebi? amas Tu ver xedav, Cems movlaze rogorRa laparakob? araferi miTqvams. – dabneuli var. Zalian var dabneuli. da es gacilebiT rTuladaa, vidre ggonia. ufro rTulad…... ufro CaxlarTulad... rogor iweqi CemTan? aseTi ram rogor gamikeTe? ratom Tavi ar damanebe? axla fiWvis tyis sazarel siCumeSi mivabijebdiT. momRerali WriWinobelebis qereQWi, romlebic gazafxulis bolos daxociliyvnen, bilikze mimofantuliyo da fexsacmlis qveS RraWunebda. me da naoko ise uxmod mivuyvebodiT biliks, TiTqos raRAac dagvkargvoda da mas daveZebdiT. – mapatie, – xeli CamWida, Tavi gaaqnia, – ar mindoda. nu gewyineba. marTla vwuxvar. mxolod Cems Tavze vbrazobdi. – albaT jer kargad marTla ar mesmis Seni. aseTi Wkviani ara var. dro mWirdeba raRacebis aRsaqmelad, magram Tu sakmarisi dro meqneba, SevZleb gagigo, imaze ukeT, vidre sxvebs esmiT. SevCerdiT da im Cum tyes davugdeT yuri. fiWvis girCebi da WriWinobelebis qereWi fexsacmlis cxviriT gavsrise, mere ki Ftotebs Soris avxede cis naglejebs. xelebi jibeebSi Caewyo da fiqrobda. – toru, giyvarvar? – isedac xom ici. – maSin ori Txovna Semisrule. 9
– samsac SegisrulebT, madam. naokom gamiRima da Tavi damiqnia. – ara, oric meyofa. erTi isaa, minda icode, ramdenad madlieri var imis gamo, aq rom moxvedi. imedi maqvs, xvdebi, rogor gamaxare. Tu raRacas SeuZlia gadamarCinos, mxolod amas. SeiZleba saTanadod ar vamJRavnebde, magram marTla asea. – isev moval Sens sanaxavad. kidev ra gindoda geTxova? – minda, yovelTvis gaxsovde. gemaxsovreba, rom varsebobdi? rom Sen gverdiT ase videqi? – yovelTvis. yovelTvis memaxsovreba. uxmod ganagrZo gza. xis totebs Soris moJonavda Semodgomis mzis sxivebi da naokos mxrebze eTamaSeboda. ZaRlma isev daiyefa, amJamad ufro axlodan. naoko patara gorakze aZvra, tyi dan gavida da mere daRmarTs dauyva aCqarebiT. me ori-sami nabijiT ukan mivyvebodi. – aq modi, – davuZaxe uknidan, – aq sadme Wa ar iyos. – naoko SeCerda, gamiRima da xeli CamWida. mere ukve gverdigverd mivdiodiT. – mpirdebi, rom arasdros damiviwyeb? – TiTqmis CurCulebda. – arasdros dagiviwyeb. verasdros dagiviwyebdi. mogonebebi ki mainc gamifermkrTalda, uamravi ram ukve mimaviwyda. aseTi mogonebebis gamo weris dros SiSic amitans xolme da sindisic mqenjnis. yvelaze mniSvnelovani ram rom damviwyeboda? iqneb, CemSi bnelilimboa, romelic yvela mniSvnelovan mogonebas iwovs da TandaTan talaxad aqcevs? SesaZloa, asec iyos, amitom amas unda avuwyo fexi. vebRauWebi am gafermkrTalebul, arasrulyofil mogonebebs da am wignis weras ganvagrZob sasowarkveTili daZabulobiT, mSieri kaciviT, romelic Zvlebs RrRnis. mxolod ase SemiZlia naokosTvis micemuli piroba Sevasrulo. erTxel, didi xnis win, roca jer kidev axalgazrda viyavi da Cemi mogonebebi gacilebiT ufro mkafio iyo, vidre dRes, xSirad vcdilobdi, amaze damewera. magram pwkaric ver 10
davwere. vicodi, rom, Tu pirveli xazis Sevsebas SevZlebdi, danarCeni TviTon gadmoiRvreboda furcelze, magram esec ver SevZeli. yvelaferi Zalian cxadi da mkafio iyo, da amitom verasdros vxvde足bodi, rogor damewyo. es mogonebebi im rukas hgavda, romelic metismetad bevr rames giCvenebs da amiT xdeba usar足geblo. axla ki vxvdebi, rom weris arasrul足yofil WurWelSi mxolod arasrulyofili mogonebebi da arasrulyofili fiqrebi SemiZlia movaTavso. rac metad fermkrTaldeba naokos Sesaxeb mogonebebi, miT ufro metad mesmis misi. isic ki vici, ratom mTxova, ar damiviwyoo. naokom TviTon mSvenivrad icoda es. icoda, rom masze mogonebebi gamifermkrTaldeboda. zustad amitom mexveweboda, nu damiviwyebo, nu daiviw足yeb, rom varsebobdio. es fiqri autaneli sevdiT mavsebs, radgan TviTon naokos arasdros vyvarebivar.
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