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p/Stavna sh pircy Aaje hu& AmerIka nI 3rtI wpr p/-@ u na Aapel [vas l; SvaS9pu8R @vn psar krI rhyo 2u&,Tyare Aitt ma& psar 9yel Ane lag8I s-r vItavel smy drMyan Anu-vel x8o Ae mne stt ivcar=Il ra`I rhel 2e.jena pir8am Svrup -artde=…marI mat<-uim ma& ATy&t VySttapu8R @vn @vta @vta AmerIka jeva ATy&t VySt de= AavI gyo.Aane hu& ;[vrk<pa Ane mox magIR “ma…bap” nI p/-u smIp rhI krI rhel k<pa smju& 2u& .Aek mhentk=,kmR5 Ane ;mandar Ane shj srXta sh smaj na ANy loko sa9e Aekmek 9; -a;cara 9I @vn @vva nI p/8alI 3ravata iv[vkmaR smaj ma&9I Amaro pirvar Aave 2e. AmarI ke4lIy pe7IAo su9arI kam krI gujran clavtI Aavel 2e.pir8ame “morna ;&Da cItrva nap De” tem Amare karIgrI =I`va ke rIperI&g kam ma4e v3ara nu& p/i=x8 nI jrur n pDe. Maara ipta@ Aek Aa&trIyaX gamDa ma&9I sara su`akarIvaXa @vn nI Apexa Ae =her ma& kam meXvva AavI gya.smy jta& kapD nu& wTpadn krtI mIl ma& imS{aI trIke nokrI mXI. mhentk=,kmR5 Ane ;mandarI Ae r&g ra~yo…….mara ipta@ temna sahebo no A`u4 iv[vas kma; =kya.Sv-av nI srXta Ae temne mIl na ANy -8el mIkenIkl,sIvIl,;lek4<Ikl AeN@yro na 3nIQ5 s&pkR o ApavI dI3a. Aa vatavr8 ma& mara ipta@ ne “-8tr” yane ke “i=x8” nu& mhTv smjayu&. Ane Aek vEcarIk k/a&it na bIj ropaya…………… “mara baXko ne hu& -8avI=” .Aaje temna b3aj baXko `ub saru -*ya…………sarI kamgIrI krI sara hodda sh temnI njr smx S9ayI 9yel. Maara ma bap nI dI3R d/Q4I ne fX Svrupe Amara ku4b &u na b3aj baXko de= prde= ma& saru i=x8 meXvI srs ,suSa&SkarI,3mRnIQ4 @vn vItavI rhel 2e.mara A-8 p8 g8el ma….…bape Amara @vn 3Dtr ma& krel 3mR sI&cn,kmRnIQ4 kam krta rhev&u , ANy na ma4e srXta vaXu @vn @vvu& , smaj wpyogI kayoR krva ……….vgere vgere susS& kar sI&cn 9I Amaru @vn Aaje p8 srXtamy 2e.ma bap na Aava sI&cn ne kar8e hu& saru -8I =kyo,s&sar ma& VySt rheta rheta smaj wpyogI kayoR krto rhyo,smaj sevana kayoR nI srXta ma4e rajkar8 ma& sik/y rhyo. p/-@ u nI Ane Maa bap nI k<pa Ae maro kayRp9 wjagr krta rhya.stt VyStta vCce mara BaXk na wCCa i=x8 ma4e nI Aa9IRk srXta meXvva hu& de= 9I prde= AavI gyo.idkro 2

AoS4<l e Iya maS4r DIg/I meXvI , marI sa9e AmerIka S9ayI 9yo.p/-u k<pa Ae mne mXel smy na Avka= drMyan h<dy ma&9I srI pDel tr&go ne =Bdo Vdar sjavta sjavta l3u vataR sh kaVymy =Bd rcnaAo nu& sjRn 9; gyu& te Aa x8e hu& sveR “ma….bap” na cr8o ma& smpIRt kru 2u&.

AStu. Gau8v&t gjjr (B.Sc.), KolI&ga,kelIfonIRya ,yu.Aes.Ae. Gunvantray Gajjar(B.Sc.), Coalinga ,CA 93210 ,U.S.A Email: gmg1948@yahoo.com

Maa…….bap nI seva Aej sacI p/-u seva

“Maa…….bap” ne p/m e -av nI huf& AapvI Aej saco p/-u y}a.

Nao 3& : Aapno Ai-p/ay moklI Aapva k<pa.Aa puStk p/ka=n Vdara wpa@Rt 9nar tmam Aavk sama@k Ane =Ex8Ik rIte p2at Aeva iv[vkmaR smaj na jrurIyat vaXa baXko na =Ex8Ik kayR ma4e vaprva ma& Aav=e.

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Anukm / 8Ika p/Stavna……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….……………………………………………………………………….2 idkra -ulto nhI…….sic{a……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. 5 Ane idkro boLyo bapa -ulta nhI………………………………………………………………………………………………………..13 Yauva s&tano Ane 3rDa ma bap kaydakIy 28av4…………………………………………….…………………16 idkra idkrI to Aavaj Aapjo p/-u ………………………………………………………………………………………………………….18 idkra yad ra`je…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………20 jevI idkranI mr@…………………………....................……………………………………………………………………........22 “ma” nI mmta………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………27 idkra nI lag8I s-r vato…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….29 “Maa” Ae4le “ma” …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………30 baXp8 maru& …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….………31 idkra ne Aave “ma” nI mI5I yad………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………32 ipta no p{a pu{a ne………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………34 “ma” nI yad……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………36 “ma” Aeto =a[vt “ma” ………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………37 Aa4lu ja8o Ane Aa4lu smjo………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………39 Samaj Ane smaj nI VyktI………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………45 kmR Ane v8R VyvS9a Aa3arIt kmR………………………………………………………………………………………………………………48 guru d/o8 rajkar8………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….50 kDI no s&de=o……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………52 srX ku-ar Ane calak g3eDo………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………54 Aamne ja8o Ane tme mja ma8o…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………56 3mR Ane 3mR Aa3arIt rajkar8………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………58 lohku4 pvRt BaNyo piv{a ;lacl pvRt………………………………………………………………………………………………61 4a&4Iya `ec & …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………62 manv deh……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………64 ivSfo4……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….…65 3rDa 3r nI yad……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….………….67 =&kr name karIgr………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….……………69 b/Mha&D nu& sjRn……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… ………………………………………….………………72 -gvane -u` AapI………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….……………74 3Dp8e p/-u p/a9Rna……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..……………75 smy bdlayo 2e. …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..76 3mR ….i=x8……3Dtr………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…..……77 =a[vt pa&c tTvo……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………78 sjRnhara ne kevI rIte khu&……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………81 s&Skar sI&cn………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..82 =u-Ce 2ko nI yadI…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….…………84 nm/invedn………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..………………………86 4

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Saat sm&dr par p<(vI pr na khevata Ait sm<#3 Aeva AmerIka nI 3rtI wpr ikr8 no jNm 9yel.khevay 2e ke pu{a na lx8 par8a ma&9I j j8a; Aave tem JNmta nI sa9ej baX kNaEya nI jem mohk SmIt verta nana baXne jota&j -artIy s&Sk<it nI mhek AavtI htI. Aavo Aa baX baXp89I j najuk de`ato, rXIyam8I Aa&`o vaXo mohk SmIt verto “ikr8” ke je ne jota&j ko; ne p8 rmaDvanu& mn 9; Aavtu&.ma Ane bap na Aan&d no par nhoto. Aa baXk na ipta su`ram ne de= ma& sO du`Iram trIke bolavta hta ,jyare prde=ma& sO su`Iram trIke bolavtahta.-r jvanI ma& j prde= jva no moko mXta&j su`Irambapu to vtn 2oDI su` nI =o3 ma& AmerIka Aavta rhel.AmerIka nI Aja8I 3rtI,AJa*ya loko vCce kam nI =o3 ma& Aam9I tem -4kva ma&j Aa`o idvs nIkXI jto…….Ane Aa su`Iram frI 9I du`Iram bnI jta ….de= ma& potanI jevI piriS9tI htI tevIj pirS9It AhI& p8 Anu-vta de= nI yad AavI jtI…..potanI A-8 p8 p/m e aX piTn p/m e Ila nI p8 yad AavI jtI Ane 13

bor bor jevDa AasuD& a Aa&`o ma& 9I vhI Aavta,lacar njro krI p/-u ne kheto he “p/-u tu& mne su` na idvso kyare AapI=?”

H&m= e a pota naj su` na ivcaro ma& racto su`ram ne kam krva nI tk p/A u e purI paDta&j ,teto kame lagI gyo.AhI ko; sgu nhotu&,ko; doSto nhota,ko; AoX`Ita n hotate9I v3u ne v3u smy kam ma& gXaDub rheva laGyo.smy ko; nI rah joto n9I tem su` ke du` na idvso kaym rheta n9I. su`Iram nI mhent ,kamnI lgn jo; su[aI Aan&dmyI na pPpa name dyanc&d nI njr ma& su`Iram vsva ma&Dyae.hve to su`Iram ne pu2ya vgr #yanc&d fek4rI ma& ko; nva kamno nI8Ry p8 krta& nhI.Aam su`Iram nu& pota na =e5 ne 3re jva Aavva nu& inyimt 9va ma&Dyu& .Aekl p&DI su`Iram hve to b3a nI sa9e w5ta& bestae 9va ma&Dyo. Samy jta& Aek idvs [aI #yanc&de pota nI Aek nI Aek idkrI su[aI Aan&dmyI ma4e lGn no p/Stav su`Iram smx mukI dI3o.su`Iram ma4e 3mR s&k4 AavI pDyu&. =u& krvu& ? ha paDvI kena paDvI? Jo sTy hikkt j8ave to su`Iram na su` na idvso no A&t AavI jay. `ubj gDm9l bad su`Irame mnomn nkkI kyRu ke “hu& AmerIka su` nI =o3 ma& AaVyo hto……..pEsa nI =o3 ma& AaVyo hto………………….mare Aa bNne su` jo; Aej 2e.-UtkaX nI khanI dohravva9I Aavel tk jtI rhe=e Ane AmerIka no kaymI vsva4 kaym ma4e jto rhe=e.” te8e pota na =e5 [aI #yanc&d@ ne potanI s&mtI d=aRvI khyu& ke mara to tmo j ma bap,sga vaha&la je kho te….tmo j 2o? maru ko; j n9I.smy jta& su`Iram na lGn [aI #yanc&d nI Aek nI Aek idkrI Aan&dmyI sa9e 9; gya&.su`Iram hve to [aI #yanc&d@ na jma; trIke AoX`ava lGya.pote gaDI.b&gla na malIk 9; gya.`ubj Aan&d ma& idvso psar krta& krta& pa&c vqeR pota na 3re par8u& b&3ay teva smacar potanI piTn Ae Aapta&j su`nI ko; sImaj n rhI………..b3aATy&t `u= `u= 9; gya.su` na idvso ma& du` na shIyogI Ao yad Aavta& n9I tem su`Iram ne p8 pota na du`Iram p8a na de= na idvso yad nhota Aavta&.de= ma& mukI ne Aavel potanI piTn p/m e Ila de= ma& kevI rIte dhaDa psar krtI h=e?potanI gerhajrI na vIyog ma& kevo kLpa&t krtI h=e ? su` na idvso ma& AavI b3I vato ivsa; g; htI.smy jta& nano baX ikr8 no jNm 9yo………………..smy vhI jta& ko; ne ~yalj nhI AaVyo ne ikr8 mo4o p8 9; gyo.nanp8 9Ij gu8Iyl ikr8 ,tejSvI bui#3 3ravto ikr8,puvR na 3mR s&Skr8 wjagr krto ikr8 Skul ma& “sa&Sk<it Aadan p/dan”kayRkm / neja nIce “-art de=” jnar iv#ya9IR nI 4Im ma& ps&d krayo.ikr8 na Aan&d no parj nhoto….3re AavI p/9m pota nI mMmI Aan&dmyI ne vat krta&j mMmIAe ikr8 ne gXe 14

vXagaDI Vhal9I nvravI dI3o.potana de= ma& pota no idkro jvano Ae ~yal9I mMmI Aan&dmyI nI Aan&d nI ko; sImaj rhI nhI.sa&je su`Iram 3re Aavta&j `brpDI ke pota no idkro potana vtn de= nI s&Sk<it na Aadan p/dan ma4e de= jva no 2e.A&tr ma& Aan&d to 9yo,pr&tu h<dy na `u8a ma& SvSva9R 9I krayek Apk<Ty ,ANyay nI yad AavI g;…………………..mn wdas 9; gyu&……mo & nI re`a Ao fIkkI pDI g;………………..mo& wpr nu& tej gayb 9; gyu&………………………..smju ikr8 x8 ma& sm@ gyo ka&; gucvaDo pPpa ne 2e.=u& h=e ?.kevo h=e? te to hu& =o3I ka7I= Ane pPpa ne =a&it ApavI=.-art de= jvanI tEyarI ma& vStuAo Aek{aIt krta& krta&j Acank j ikr8 na ha9 ma& -art de= ma& vprato kapD no bgl 9elo ha9 AavI gyo.-art de= no bgl 9elo jota&j ikr8 `u= 9; gyo…Aa juno to juno p8 -art de= noj “kapD no bgl 9elo” l; ne -art de= jva no mnsubo krI lI3o.bgl 9elo `alI krva jta&j 9oDa juna l`aAek p{ao sa9e Aek fo4o ha9 ma& AaVyo. Fo4a ma& ko; juvan S{aI sa9e pota na pPpa ne jota&j ikr8 sm@ gyo..juna va&ka cuka Axro Vdar l`aAel kagXo va&cta&j ikr8 nI Aa&` ma& 9I bor bor jevDa& AasuD& a pDva ma&Dya.ikr8 ne rDto jota&j tenI mMmI bebakXI 9; ikr8 pase AavI ne pu2va lagI.ikr8e pota na Vy9It ipta nI AkX Vy9a potanI mMmI ne smjavI.khevay 2e ne “Aek krta& be -la” pPpa nI Vy9a dur krva hve be j8 ma…………..idkro Aek 9; gya&.je S{aI Ae pota na pit na su` `atr Aa4 Aa4la vqoR no ivyog ve5yo hoy ,potana pitnaj su` ma& potanu su` joyu hoy,ja8e Aja8e Amara su` na mhel no payo na~yo hoy….tevI gu8Iyl piTn ne frI9I su`Iram ne cr8e lavvI Ane sO Ae sa9e rhev&u . Aavu& ma idkra Ae nkkI krI lI3u&. ikr8 ne -art de= jva na idvse Aerpo4R wpr mukva Aavel potana pPpanI Vy9It Aa&`o,rDtu& h<dy jo; ikr8 bolI w5yo “pPpa muja=o nhI &,sO sara van 9=e j, marI ic&ta kr=o nhI,-art de= pho&ctaj tmarI sa9e roj fon wpr vat krI=.tmara 9I dur 2u& tev&u tmne lagvaj nhI dw&.smy 9ta& ikr8 nu& AeroPlen -art de= jva wpDI gyu& .-art de= pho&ctaj ikr8e potana p/jke 4 lIDr ne pota nI vat sivStar smjavI pota ne jNm n Aapnar “ma” ne mXva nI Ane sa9e AmerIka l; Aavva nI vat krI.manvIy A-Igm 3ravta Sv-avvaXa p/jke 4 lIDr to ikr8 na susS& kro nI Anu-utI pamta&j -av iv-or 9; gyo.ikr8 ne `a{aI AapI ke Aa babte te pote tmam p/kar nI shay kr=e.-art de= phocta&j p/jke 4 lIDre su`Iram nI p/9m piTn p/m e Ila no s&pkR krI ikr8 sa9e meXap kravI dI3o.jNm n Aapnar “ma”j Nm Aapnar “ma” je4laj p/m e 9I ikr8 ne vXgI pDI…co3ar Aa&su vhavI ikr8 ne nvDavI dI3o. “ma………… idkra”nu& mIln Ano`u imln bnyu&.prde= 15

nI 3rtI wpr jNmel ikr8eтАжтАж-art vqR na gX9u9Ima& PaDel puvRna s&Skaro ne wjagr kyaRтАжтАж.saca A9R ma& -art vqR no idkro bNyo.potanI тАЬma p/m e IlaтАЭ ne pota nI sa9e l; jyare te AmerIka nI 3rtI wpr prt AaVyo Tyare tene leva Aavel тАЬpPpa su`IramтАЭ to ikr8 sa9e Aavel k<= kay S{aI ne jota&j rhya&тАжтАжтАжтАж..jota&j rhya&тАжтАж.=u& krvu& tenI ka&; smj n pDta& тАж..=uNymnSk w-a j rhI gyaтАжтАж.Tya&j ikr8 nI mMmI Aan&dmyI doDI ne k<q kay S{aI ne gXe vXgaDI co3ar Aa&su Ae rDva ma&DI.hve su`Iram `ubj mujayaтАжтАжтАж..pota na guna nI sja =u& ho; =ke? Paote potanI j njr n meXvI =ke tevI pirS9ItI ma& mukayel su`Iram nI shay ma& idkro ikr8 AaVyoтАжтАжтАжтАжтАжтАж..hXvek 9I ipta ne `-e ha9 mukI ne boLyo тАЬpPpa tme ke4lay vqo R 9I marI sacI тАЬmaтАЭ nI yad nI Aag ma& ivrhta hta&тАЭ Aej -gvane tmne krel sja 2eтАжтАжтАжтАжAne -gvane mne Aapel p/sadI 2e hve bBbe тАЬmMmI Ane ma тАжтАжтАжтАж..yane p/m e Ila maтАЭ nI p/m e nI 2av8I ma& rheva nu& mne mX=e.

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ркХрк╣рк╛ркирлА тАШркЕрк╡ркдрк╛рк░тАЩ =ркл?рко

ркХ тАШркмрк╛ркЧркмрк╛ркитАЩ -рк╡рлА =рк░ркпрк▓ рк▓рк╛ркЗрклркорк╛ркВ =ркл?ркорк╛рк╡ркирк╛рк░ рккрлЛркдрлАркХрк╛ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛркирлА ркл=рк░ркпрк╛ркж ркХрк░рк╡рлА ркдрлЛ рккркг ркХрлЛркирлА ркЖркЧрк│ ркХрк░рк╡рлА ? ркдрлЗркоркирлА рк╕рк╛ркорлЗ рккркЧрк▓рк╛ркВ рк▓рлЗрк╡рк╛ркВ ркХ ркХ рко ? ркмркЪрккркгркорк╛ркВ ркорк╛ркдрк╛тАжрк┐рккркдрк╛@ рлБркВ рки рк╕рк╛ркВркнрк│ркирк╛рк░ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркиркирлЗ ркорк╛ркдрк╛-рк┐рккркдрк╛ рк╣ркХркерлА ркПркХ рк▓рк╛рклрлЛ ркЭBркХ, ркж ркдрк╛ рк╣рлЛркп ркЫрлЗ рккрк░ркВ C рлБ рк╣рк╡рлЗ ркдрлЗ рк╕ркоркп рк░DрлЛ рки рк╣рлЛркЗ ркЖ Eркорк░ ркЬ; рлБркВ ркдрлЛ Fрк╛ркВ ркЬ; рлБркВ ? -рк╡рлА ркоркирлЛрк╡рлЗркжркирк╛ рк╕рк╛ркорлЗ рлБ ркХркбрк╡рк╛ IркЯркВ рлВ ркЭGркоркдрк╛ ркорк╛ркдрк╛тАжрк┐рккркдрк╛ ркЬрлЛркХ , ркЖрко ркдрлЛ рк▓рк╛ркЧркгрлАрк╡рк╢ ркеркЗркирлЗ ркЬ ркЕHркпрк╛рк░ ркзрлА рлГ рккрк╛рка ркЧрк│, ркЬркдрк╛ркВ рк╣рлЛркп ркЫрлЗ . ркмрк╛ркХ, ркЬрлЛ ркдрлЗркУ ркЗLркЫрлЗ ркдрлЛ ркдрлЗркоркирк╛ рк┐рк╡рк▓рки -рк╡рк╛ркВ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛркирлЗ ркЬ7рк░ ркнркгрк╛рк╡рлА рк╢ркХ . ркЬрлЛркХ , рккрлЛркдрк╛ркирк╛ркП ркЬ ркЖрккрлЗрк▓рлА рккрлАркбрк╛ ркЕркирлЗ ркарлЛркХрк░ркирлЛ ркорк╛рк░ ркЦрк╛ркЗ N рлВркХ рк▓рк╛ркВ ркорк╛ркдрк╛рк┐рккркдрк╛ркирлА ркорк╛ркирк┐рк╕ркХркдрк╛ркорк╛ркВ рккркг рк╣рк╡рлЗ ркмркжрк▓рк╛рк╡ ркЖрк╡рлА рк░DрлЛ ркЫрлЗ . рк╕рк░ркХрк╛рк░ ркЕркирлЗ ркХрк╛ркпркжрлЛ рккркг рк╣рк╡рлЗ ркдрлЗркоркирк╛ OркЧ рк│ркпрк╛ркд ркмркирлА ркдрлЗркоркирлА рк╕рк╛ркерлЗ ркЫрлЗ . ркЖрко ркдрлЛ, ркнрк░ркгрккрлЛрк╖ркг ркорк╛ркЯ ркХрк╛ркпркжрлЛ ркЕркорк▓ркорк╛ркВ ркЫрлЗ ркЬ,рккрк░ркВ C рлБ ркХ QR рк╕рк░ркХрк╛рк░ рлирлжрлжрлнркорк╛ркВ рккрлЗрк░ QркЯрк╕ ркмрк▓ ркЕркирлЗ рк┐рк╕рк┐ркиркпрк░ рк┐рк╕ркЯ,ркЭрки ркПVркЯ рккрк╕рк╛рк░ ркХркпW ркЫрлЗ . ркЖ ркПVркЯ ркЕQрк╡ркпрлЗ ркдрлЗркоркирк╛ркВ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛ ркдрлЗркоркирлЗ ркЖрк╡XркпркХ ркмркзрлА

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рлГ ркЬ7=рк░ркпрк╛ркдрлЛ

рлВрк░,

рккрк╛ркбрк╡рк╛

ркмркВркзрк╛ркпрлЗрк▓рк╛ркВ

ркЫрлЗ

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ркЖ ркПVркЯ

ркЕркЧрк╛ркЙ

рлБ , ркУ=рк░:рк╕рк╛,рк░рк╛ркЬ:ркерк╛рки, ркХркгрк╛ ркЯркХ, O[\ркж рк╢, ркХ рк░рк│, рк┐ рк░рк╛ рко^ркп\ркж рк╢, ркирк╛ркЧрк╛рк▓рлЗQркб -рк╡рк╛ркВ ркЕркирлЗркХ рлзрлз рк░рк╛`ркпрлЛркорк╛ркВ ркЕркорк▓ рк╢7рлГ ркХрк░рк╡рк╛ркорк╛ркВ ркЖ ркпрлЛ рлБ рк╣ркдрлЛ, ркЕркирлЗ рк╣рк╡рлЗ aркЬрк░рк╛ркдркорк╛ркВ рккркг ркдрлЗркирлЛ ркЕркорк▓ рк╢7рлГ ркХрк░рк╡рк╛ркорк╛ркВ ркЖрк╡рлА рк░DрлЛ ркЫрлЗ . ркЖ ркПVркЯ рлБ рк╣ ркарк│ рк╡ркб,рк▓рлЛркирлА рк░bрк╛ркирлЗ ркХрк╛ркпркж рк╕рк░ркдрк╛ ркмbрк╡рк╛ ркЖ ркЬрлЛркЧрк╡рк╛ркЗ рк╣ ркарк│ рк╡ркб,рк▓рлЛ рк╕рк╛ркорк╛Qркп cрк╡рки cрк╡рлА рк╢ркХ ркдрлЗ ркорк╛ркЯ ркдрлЗркоркирлЗ ркмркзрлА ркЖрк╡XркпркХркдрк╛ркУ ркЕркирлЗ рк╕рк╡рк▓ркдрлЛ рлВрк░, рккрк╛ркбрк╡рлА ркП рлБ ркдрлЗркоркирк╛ dрк╡рк╛рки рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛркирлА ркХрк╛ркпркж рк╕рк░ ркЬрк╡рк╛ркмркжрк╛рк░, ркЧркгрк╡рк╛ркорк╛ркВ ркЖрк╡рлА ркЫрлЗ . ркЖ ркЬрк╡рк╛ркмркжрк╛рк░, рк┐ркиркнрк╛рк╡рк╡рк╛ркирлЛ ркЗркиркХрк╛рк░ ркХрк░ркирк╛рк░ ркирлЗ 7рлГ. рллрлжрлжрлж

ркжркВ ркб ркЕркерк╡рк╛ -рк▓ркирлА рк╕$ркирлА ркЬрлЛркЧрк╡рк╛ркЗ ркеркЗ рк╢ркХ ркЫрлЗ . ркЖ ркЬрлЛркЧрк╡рк╛ркЗркорк╛ркВ

рк╡ркб,рк▓рлЛркирк╛ ркмрлА$ рк╕ркВркмркз ркВ рлАркУ ркХ -ркУ ркдрлЗркоркирлА рк┐ркорк▓ркХркдркирк╛ рк╡рк╛рк░рк╕ркжрк╛рк░ ркЧркгрк╛ркдрк╛ рк╣рлЛркп ркдрлЗркоркирлЛ рккркг рк╕ркорк╛рк╡рлЗрк╢ ркХрк░, ркж рк╡рк╛ркпрлЛ

рлБ ркЫрлЗ . ркЖ ркХрк╛ркпркжрк╛ркирлА ркЕQркп ркЬрлЛркЧрк╡рк╛ркЗ 4ркЬркм - рк╡ркб,рк▓рлЛ

рлБ :рк╡рк╛fркпрлА рки рк╣рлЛркп ркдрлЗркУ ркнgркерк╛ ркорк╛ркЯ =hidрлБркирк▓ ркорк╛ркВ ркЕрк░c ркХрк░, рк╢ркХ ркЫрлЗ .dрк╡рк╛рки рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛркирк╛ркВ рлГ ркорк╛ркдрк╛-рк┐рккркдрк╛ ркорк╛ркЯ cрк╡ркиркирлА ркврк│ркдрлА рк╕ркВ^ркп ркП рк▓рк╛ркЪрк╛рк░ркорк╛ркВ 4 рлВркХрк╡рк╛ркирлА k:ркерк┐ркдркорк╛ркВ ркирк╛ркХ ;< ркжркмрк╛рк╡рлА ркдрлЗркоркирлА рклрк░ркЬ рлВрк░, ркХрк░рк╛ ркпрк╛ рк┐рк╡ркирк╛ ркмрлАркЬрлЛ ркЖрк░рлЛ рккркг рки рк░рк╣ ркдрлЛ рк╣рлЛркЗ ркЖркЬркирк╛ рлБ рлБ рккркб ркЫрлЗ . ркЖlрк┐ркиркХ рккрлЗрк░ QркЯрк╕ рк╣рк╡рлЗ ркЖрк╡рк╛ркВ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛркирлЗ рккрк╛рка ркнркгрк╛рк╡рк╡рк╛ркирк╛ рлВрк░рк╛ 4 рлВркбркорк╛ркВ ркорк╛mрко ркШрк░ркбрк╛ркШрк░ркорк╛ркВ рк▓рк╛ркЧрлЗрк▓рк╛ рк▓рк╛ркВркмрк╛ рк╡рлЗркЗ=ркЯnркЧ рк▓:ркЯркорк╛ркВ рк┐ркиркГрк╕рк╣рк╛ркп ркорк╛ркдрк╛-рк┐рккркдрк╛ркирлА ркоркЬp рлВрк░,ркирлЛ ркЕрк╣ рк╕рк╛рк╕ ркжркк ркгркирлА -рко ркж ркЦрк╛ркЗ ркЖрк╡рлЗ ркЫрлЗ . ркЕркоркжрк╛рк╡рк╛ркжркорк╛ркВ рк╣рк╛рк▓ рлзрли -ркЯрк▓рк╛ркВ ркШрк░ркбрк╛ркВркШрк░ ркЫрлЗ `ркпрк╛рк░ рк░рк╛`ркпркнрк░ркорк╛ркВ ркЖрк╢рк░ рлирлжрлж -ркЯрк▓рк╛ркВ ркШрк░ркбрк╛ркВркШрк░рлЛ ркЖрк╡рлЗрк▓рк╛ркВ ркЫрлЗ . -ркорк╛ркВркирк╛ ркорлЛркЯрк╛ ркнрк╛ркЧркирк╛ркВ ркШрк░ркбрк╛ркВркШрк░рлЛркорк╛ркВ ркмрлЗ ркмрлЗ ркХ ркг ркг рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛ ркзрк░рк╛рк╡ркдрк╛ркВ рк▓рк╛ркЪрк╛рк░ ркЕркирлЗ рк┐ркиркГрк╕рк╣рк╛ркп ркорк╛ркдрк╛ ркХ рк┐рккркдрк╛ ркПQh, ркорлЗрк│рк╡рк╡рк╛ркирлА рк░рк╛рк╣ ркЬрлЛркЗркирлЗ ркмрлЗркарк╛ркВ рк╣рлЛркп ркЫрлЗ . ркХ рко ркХ , ркдрлЗркУ рк╣рк╛рк▓ рккрлЛркдрк╛ркирк╛ ркЬ ркШрк░ркорк╛ркВ ркЬ ркЕрккркорк╛рки ркЕркирлЗ рк▓рк╛ркЪрк╛рк░,ркнрк░, qркЬnркжркЧрлА cрк╡рлА рк░Dрк╛ркВ ркЫрлЗ . ркдрлЗркирк╛ ркХрк░ркдрк╛ркВ ркдрлЛ ркШрк░ркбрк╛ркВркШрк░ рк▓рк╛ркЦ рлБ ркЕркирлЗ :рк╡рк╛ркеr рк╡рк▓ркг ркирк╛ рлБ ркжрк░ркЬ- рк╕рк╛рк░рк╛ркВ ркЫрлЗ рк╕ркорк╛ркЬркирк╛ dрк╡рк╛рк╡ркЧ ркЕрккркирк╛рк╡рлЗрк▓рк╛ ркЖ 7b ркХрк╛рк░ркгрлЗ рк╕ркорк╛ркЬркирк╛ ркорлЛркнрлА ркЧркгрк╛ркдрк╛ рк╡ркб,рк▓рлЛ ркЖ-

рк╡ркзрк╛рк░рк╛ркирк╛ рк╕рк╛ркорк╛рки -рк╡рк╛ ркмQркпрк╛ ркЫрлЗ . ркЖ

k:ркерк┐ркдркорк╛ркВ ркПркХ рк╡рк╛ркд ркиs, ркЫрлЗ ркХ , ркдрлЗркоркирлА рк▓рк╛ркЧркгрлАркУ, ркдрлЗрко@ рлБркВ ркЦрлЛрк╡рк╛ркпрлЗm рлБркВ рк╕Qркорк╛рки рккрк╛tркВ ркирк╣B ркЬ ркЕрккрк╛рк╡рлА рк╢ркХ . ркдрлЗркерлА ркЬ ркдркоркирлЗ рк▓рк╛ркЪрк╛рк░ ркмркирк╛рк╡ркирк╛рк░ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛркирлЗ рккрк╛рка ркнркгрк╛рк╡рк╡рк╛ ркЖ

ркмрк▓ркирлЛ ркнрк░ рлВрк░ ркЙрккркпрлЛркЧ ркжрк░ ркХ ркЕрк╕рк╣рк╛ркп ркорк╛ркдрк╛-рк┐рккркдрк╛ркП ркХрк░рк╡рлЛ ркЬрлЛркЗтЧМрлЗркП. рк╡рк╢ркорк╛ркВ рки рк░рк╣ ркирк╛рк░ рк╕ркВркдрк╛ркирлЛ@ рлБркВ ркирк╛ркХ ркжркмрк╛рк╡рлА ркдркорк╛рк░рлЛ ркЕрк┐ркзркХрк╛рк░ ркдркорлЗ meXvo

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Aek grIb ku4u&b htu&.mgn iv[vkmaR Sa`t pir[am krI potana ku4u&bnu& gujran clavtae htae.Aa nana ku4u&b ma& Aek idkro Ane Aek idkrI hta.sO Aek bIja na su`e su`I Ane du`e du`I 9ay tevI lag8I na t&tuAo 9I joDayel hta.kam n mXta wdas lagta bapa nI Aa&` ma& AavtI kal na `ava pIvana Anaj nI ic&ta Doka; jtI…………..pXvar ma& 3rna sveR Aa ic&ta va&cI jta&……………………potana bapnI ic&ta na -agIdar 9; jta……………….Ane AavtI kal nI ic&ta no boj “bap” na `-e9I hDselI deta…..Ane sO p/-u nI mr@ ma& ra@ rheva lagta.Aek bIja nI stt sar s&-aX leta Aa nana ku4u&b ivna lxmI Ae su` =a&it 9I idvso psar krtu& htu&.

Aek idvs Aek s&t nI p3ram8I temna pDo=I ne Tya& 9;.mhoLla na sO loko Aa s&t[aIna d=Rn krI pavn 9va Aek{aIt 9; gya.Aa mhoLla ma& rhetu& mgn iv[vkmaR nu& Aa grIb ku4b u& p8 s&tna d=Rn ma4e pho&cI gyu&.stt p/-u ma& [a#3a ra`tu& . Aa ku4u&b “s&t”ma& p8 p/-una =axat d=Rn jota& hta&.s&t[aI Ae Aa ku4u&bna tmam s_yo ne jota&j Aek Ano`I Anu-uit Anu-vI…….ja8e p/-u j s&t ne khI rHya hta ke “tare Aa ku4u&b nI su`akarI na Aa=IRvad Aapva na 2e…….kam nI srXta na magR `olI Aapva na 2e.”s&t[aI Ae mgn iv[vkmaR ne potana Aa[am pr kam nIsrXta ma4e bolaVyo.mgn iv[vkmaR na baXk nI Ano`I indoRq p/it-a jo; s&t A&ja; gya. baXkna indoRq haSy drMyan iv=aX 9yel mu` ma& Ad-uTa d&t rcna jo;.s&t[aI Ae `ubj #yan 9I jota Aek “d&t” AOlIk p/-u re`a&kn vaXo joyo.s&t[aI nu& hudypulkIt 9; w5yu&.baXknI mata ne `ubj av9I khyu& ke “he “ma” taru& Aa baXk Aa jgt nu Ad-ut baXk 2e.te jrur 9I Aek mhan VyktI bn=e……………jgt kLya8 na kam kr=e.”s&t[aIna Aa=IvaRd l; mgn iv[vkmaR nI piTn pota ne 3re prt AavI.tenI Aa&` ma& stt A[au nI 3ara j vhetI htI…ko; rIte rokatI j nhotI.pota nu& baXk bhar9I rmta rmta 3rma& pa2u& AaVyu&. potanI ma nI pase pIva nu& pa8I maGyu&.ma Ae `ubj p/me 9I potana Vhala baXk ne pa8I AaPyu& ne 18

tena ma9e ha9 fervta& fervta& tene AekI 4=e jo; rhI htI.Aa&`o ma&9I [aav8 adrvo stt vhI rhel.baXke ma ne rDtI jo; shjta 9I tene vXgI pDyo.ma na `oXa ma& lpa; gyo.mana Aa&` ma&9I vheta “Aa&su"lu2va laGyo.`ubj nIdoRq -av 9I ma ne pu2yu& “Ae …………….. ma” tu kem rDe 2e? mara9I ko; -ul 9; 2e “ma”? ma bolI dIkra tarI ko; -ul n9I Aa to pela s&t[aI Ae khyu& ke “tu& mo4o ma8s 9va no 2u&” tu& mo4o ma8s 9;= Ae4le mara 9I tu& dur 9;=, tarI pase smy j nhI hoy…………………..stt kamkam ne kam j rhe=e………………………….Ane tu& mara 9I dur rhI=…………….bs Ae4le j Aa&su Aave 2e. baXk bolI w5yo… bs marI “ma” Aa4lI Am9I vat9I rDe 2e?” tu m&uja;= nhI “ma”. tu& to marI ma 2u&… tne du`I jo; hu& kyarey su`I rheto ho;=?

“Maa”tu& cI&ta krI= nhI& .hu& h&me=a tarI pasej rhI=.Aem khI baXk potanI ma na hufaXa `oXa ma& 9I w-o 9; 3r nI bhar jto rhe 2e.9oDIk var ma& “p/-u re`a&kn vaXo da&t” ha9 ma& l; potanI Vhal so; ma pase Aave 2e. ma na kr kmX ma& pT9r9I toDel “ da&t” mukI , lohI nItrta mu` 9I bole 2e….. le “ma” Aa “p/-u re`a&kn vaXo da&t”, hve da&t j n9I rhyo to hu& kya&9I mo4o ma8s 9;=…………..hu& h&me=a marI “ma” pasej rheva no.pota na Vhalsoya -a;na mu` ma&9I nIkXtI lohI nI 3ara jota&j nanI Bahen potana ;la ne vXgI pDI.bI@ j x8e pota na Aek na Aek fa4ela F/okma&9I Aek mo4o 4ukDo faDI potana Vhala -a;la na mo ma&9I nIkXta lohI ne rokva dabI dI3o.potana -a;lane Aek dm vXgI ne bhen rova ma&DI. “ma”to a;………….bhenna p/me lag8I ne jo; potana bNne baXko ne potana `oXa ma& smavI dI3a Ane p/-u ne p/a9Rna krva lagIke “he p/-u& te s&sar nu& sO 9I mo3eru& suSa&Skar su` mne dI3u& 2e…………………mara baXko ma& s&Skar nI srva8I AavI ne AavIj vhetI ra` je. te 3n n9I AaPyu p8 s&Skar lxmI AapI mne sO9I v3u 3nvan bnavI 2e. sO ne Aavaj suSa&SkarI “dIkra………dIkrI”Aap je.Saa&je mgn iv[vkmaR pota na kame 9I 9akyo pakyo pa2o Aave 2e.Tyare tenI Aa&`o ma& Aek cmk de`ay 2e………… kaymI kam mXya nI `u=I de`ay 2e.s&t nI k<pa nI Anu-uit de`ay 2e.3r na sveR na mu`arvI&d pr Ajb nI cmk jota j mgn iv[vkmaR potanI 19

piTn ne pu2e 2e “kem Aa4la b3a `u= `u= lago 2o?” mgn iv[vkmaR jyare Aa`I vat ja8e 2e,Tyare te p8 b3a ne -av9I vXgI pDI p/-u@ no paD manI boLaI w5yo ke “ idKra………….. idkrI……………to………….Aava j sO ne Aapjo p/-u……………………”

idkra yad ra`je………… idkra tu& jNmyo Tae x8e, tne jotaj b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel. tne bolavva lagel. stt tarI AagX pa2X rheva lagel.

3r ma& b3aj tarI vato krta& 9akta nhI&,tne w&3ma& p8 rmaDta. idkra tu& 9oDIk Aa&` ma&DI ,AoX`to 9yo…

Aa marI “ma”Aa mara “bapa”.

Tae x8e to b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel. Hay mne AoX`to 9yo…. tne p8 AoX`to 9yo…. idkra tu& mo4o 9yo jate calto 9yo.

Tae x8e tne calto jotaj b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel.b3a tarI Aa&gXI pkDva tlsta hta,potana vara nI rah jota hta. tu& pDI n jay te ma4e stt tarI n@k rheta hta&. tu& pDI jto to potane vaGyu& hoy te4lu& du` Amne 9tu& htu&.idkra tu& jvan 9yo Tae x8e . tne jotaj b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel. mno mn bolta “hve” maro dIkro mo4o 9; gyo 2e.

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Aa x8e mne yad 2e.

Aa&`e Aa2u& Aa2u& jota& tarI v<#3 dadI kheta ke “dIkra” baXp8 Aej 3Dp8” Ane “3Dp8 Aej baXp8”. “tara baXp8 ma& tarI kaX@ lenar b3anI kaX@ temna 3Dp8e l;= to taro “p/-u”ra@ rhe=e.ma bap na Sa&Skaro no varso jaXvje.Ane b3anI kaX@ leto 9je.” nana “3r” ma& rheta& mo4u& idl ra`I taru& jtn krta& krta&,smy ivtto gyo.idkra tu& jNmyo Tae x8 9I l; .tara mo4p8 su3I stt tne huf Aapnar tara “ma…..bap” Aaje 3rDa& 9ya 2e. tne jotaj Aan&d iv-or 9ay 2e.

Aaje tu& mo4a “mkan” ma& rheva gyo 2u&. pa&c beDrum vaXa tara “mkan” ma& `u8a ma& Aavel S4or nI bajuvXo rum te Amara ma4e faXVyo 2e. idkra ne stt njr same jova nI AmarI 4ev kemye krI ne 2u4tI n9I.tu& “DIS4bR”n 9ay,tu& guSso n kre te ma4e ,tara kame jva Aavva na smye,tara Aavva jvana rSta wpr ,AekI4se Aa&`o go5vI ra`IAe 2IAe. tara su`vaXa mu` ne jota&j jota&j AmarI Aa&`DI hr`9I 2lka; jay 2e. “covIs klak” tarI smIp rheva 2ta& ,“covIs sekD& ” tne jota&j Amaro mansIk 9ak wtrI jay 2e. Ane p/-u ivn&tI ma& mn lagI jay 2e. te Amar rum ma& mukl e A&g@ / kelNe Dr ma& jota&j `br pDI ke Aaje “perNe 4s De ”2e.

Amo bNne p/-u ne ivnvIAe 2IAe “he p/-u mara idkra ne Amara jevI pa2lI @&dgI n Aapto, tena mo4a “mkan” ne mo4u& “3r” bnavI Aapje, stt tena baXko nI njr smx tenI 3Dp8 nI x8o vItave…. tevI k<pa krje”.

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Saa&je hu& 3re AaVyo .

Tyare marI piTn Ae mne =usmacar AaPya “hu& tmara s&tan nI mata bnvanI 2u&” Amo bNne `ub hr`ayahta, marI “ba”Ait Aan&dma& AavI g; htI.maraSv.iptanI 2bI pase j; mara“ba” bolel…”sa&-Xo 2o……2okra ne 3er 2okro Aavvano 2e.Tame -gvan ne khejo “srs mjano,suSa&Skar vaXo idkro Aape”. `re`r mara “ba” nI vIn&tI -oXa -gvane sa&-XI……………. pu{a rTn no jNm marI piTn nI ku`e 9yo.

Aan&d na sagr ma& sO DubI gya. smy krv4 bdlto gyo. mara “ba” nI tbIyt k9XtI g;. idkrana idkra nIsar s&-aX ma4e stt cI&tIt “ba”Ae vsmI ivday lI3I………Tyare mne te var& var gatI htI te p&ktI Ao yad AavI g;…………marI “ba” mara idkrano ha9 jalI ne 3r ma& tene calva nI mja kravtI kravtI gatI…….. “marae ha9 jalI ne l; jje , muj p/-u m&idr su3I…………., d=Rn kravI lavje , tuj 3r m&idr su3I………….,maro ha9……………” smy krv4 bdlto gyo. idkrae saru -8I mo4o AeN@nIyr saheb bnI gyo. Tau& `ub kmato 9yo……………3r vsaVyu&,3rne sjaVyu& Amne rheva Aek Alaydo “AorDo” AaPyo… Ane………smy Aavta& potanI ps&dgI nI “piTn”p8 l; AaVyo. rup rup na A&bar smI ruAabdar piTn ma& idkro `ovato gyo.Amo hve khevata “ma bap” bnI jotaj rhya.

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smy krv4 bdlto gyo……….. idkra ma4e smy no A-av 9to gyo……Amara ma4e -av no p8 Aav 9to gyo. smy krv4 bdlto gyo. prde= nI nokrI mXta&j idkra Ae prde= jva nI tEyarI krI.potanI piTn ne l; prde= S9ayI 9; gyo. smy nI krv4 bdlatI g;. smy Amara ma4e rux bnto gyo….. idkra ma4e smy suvaXo bnto gyo.

3Dp8 nI AvS9a ma& phocel Amo bNne Aekla pDI gya, Aek bIja no sharo bnI gya. kyarek dIkra nI 2bI sa9e vato krI leta, idkra sa9e vat krvano mokoj Aavto nhI. Aek idvse m#yra{a Ina smye Acank fon nI 3&4DI r8kI.jagta jagta 2ta& w3ta rheva ne 4evayel Amo bNne jagI gya. Aa4lI m3rate kono fon h=e? marI piTn bolI ko; tklIf ma& hoy toj moDI ra{ae fon kre, Ae4lu p8 smjta n9I? me fon wpaDyo.3Ime 9I pu2yu& ko8 bolo 2o -a;?

Tya& sam 2eDe 9I Avaj Aavta&j mara mo ma& 9I “Are idkra tu& bole 2e” wdgaro srI pDya. idkra nI “ma” Aekdm doDI ne marI pase w-I rhI. idkra no Avaj sa&-Xva tlsIrhel .idkra Ae smacar AaPya tmo dada//..…dadI bnvana 2o.aje j Dok4r no rIpo4R Aavel 2e. tmara bNne na hIAavva ma4e vIsa nI kayRvahI maro im{a mhe= kr=e Ane jrur pDe tmarI shI Ao le=e.tenI sa9e tmo jjo………….ivzI4r vIsa mXe tetmne AhI Aavva Aerpo4R” mukI j=e.tbIyt sacjo. hu& 9oDo wtavX ma& 2u& tmo m&ju sa9e vat kro.tmne te bhu yad kre 2e. me fon marI piTn ne AaPyo ne khyu& “ vhu ” vat krva ma&ge 2e. idkra Ae Aek x8 ma4e p8 “ ma” sa9e vat n krI ten&u du`tena mo wpr de`atu htu&.

2ta& “ma” 2e ne mo4u mn krI vhu sa9e vat krva nI =ru krI.Vaat vat ma& m&ju Ae khyu& marI DIlIvrIsmye tmarI`ubj jrur pD=e… tmara idkra ne smy j n9I mXto. tmo AavI jaAo to mne raht rhe……….Ane Aavnar baXknI kaX@ l; =kay.

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idkra na 3er s&tan Aavva nu& hoy ne “ma” hajr n rhe tev&u bne. “ Vahu” ne jrurI sucna Ao AapI fon mukyo. svar su3I Amo vato krta rhya. smy nI krv4 bdal; … svar suhanI lagI….. smy saro laGyo……….. mn hXva= vaXu& 9; gyu&.

Aan&d ma& ne Aan&d ma& smy ivtto gyo……………

Amone vIsa mXI gya………….jvanI tarI` AavI g;. idkra nu& mo jo;=u&……… idkra na s&tan nu& mo jo;=u& …… idkra nI pase rhI=u&……. tena baXk ne rmaDta rmaDta mo4u& krI=u.

Amo prde= idkra na 3re phoCya….. mo4I gaDI l; Aerpo4R wpr leva Avel”idkra” ne jota&j Amara bNne nI Aa&` ma& 9I [aav8 -adrva rupe Aa&su no drIyo w-ra; AaVyo. idkra ne vXgI pDya.tenI gaDI ma& besI tena 3re AaVya. Alayda AorDa ma& Amaro wtaro AaPyo. 3r nvu&, de= nvo, loko nva, pherve= nvo, drek vate =IQ4acar Aacrta loko nva, -aqa nvI, bhar ko; nI sa9e vat krta AavDe nhI……….ne ………..3r ma& vat krva no Avka= Aave nhI. sona na pIjra ma& AavI gya ho;Ae tevo -av 9to hto…pr&tu idkra ne njr same jova no moh Amone sona na pIjr ma& jkDI ra`to hto. smy krv4 bdlto gyo.

Aek idvs vhu& ne l; idkro Ane idkra nI ba hoSpI4l “DIlIvrI” ma4e nam no3avva gya.Tyare Amone nva; lagI…Aek “ma” ne potaj baXk na jNm ma4e 2 mhIna phela hoSpI4l ma& `a4lo no3avvo pDe. no3avva nu& kam ptavI idkro,vhu& Ane marI piTn 3re 24

pa2a AaVya.hoSpI4lI sgvDojo; marI piTn ATy&t p/-avIt 9yel. brabr Aaj idvse idkra Ae ;NDIya tena mI{a mhe= sa9e ko&; 3us pus 3us pus krto sa&-Xyo,mne ka&; smj n pDI ,pr&tu teno im{a mara idkranI vat sa9e s&mt 9to nhoy tev&u mne lagtu& htu&. me Aa&` AaDa kan krI…………….vat -ulva na p/yTno ma& pDI gyo. mara hav-av no stt A_yas 3ravtI marI piTn bolI “=u& gD m9l ma& pDI gya 2o?”

-gvan b3u saru kr=e? tmo ka&; `rab krva to AhI AaVya n9I ne? yad ra`jo…………. jen&u ko; n9I teno -gvan 2e.” p2I =a nI cI&ta ma& Dubo 2o.? je smye je 9va nu& 2e te 9vanu& j 2e. ic&ta krI ic&ta nI icta pr =u& kam be5a 2o? mne marI piTn nI srX p8 sco4 smj ma4e `ub man 9yu& .Ane idl 9I hXvo 9; tenI jem hXva= meXvvana p/yTno ma& lagI gyo. smy krv4 bdlto gyo. mara @vn ma& smy krv4 nhI p8 krvt bnI ne AaVyo.idkra na idkra ne rmaDta hta Tya&j idkra Ae khyu& “ba” hm8a& AhI rhe=e. Ane tmare de= pa2a jva nu& 2e. tmarI 4IkI4 AavI g; 2e.tmone Aerpo4R leva ma4e maro im{a mhe= Aav=e.tmare Tya& `ava pIva nI,3rkam nI ke ANy ko; tklIf pDe nhI ,tenI go5v8 me mara im{a Vdara kravel 2e.hma8a& marI “ba” AhI rhe=e Ane nanI nI s&-aX kr=e. mara lGn p2I Aek sekD& jena 9I hu& dur rhyo n9I. Aej piTnne prde= mukI de=v4o -ogvva no mara -age AaVyo.idkra nI “ba” Ae to idkra ma4e “-og” Aapva nI shj tEyarI btavIj dI3el.A&te to “ma” 2e ne “ma” nu& hEy&u idkra ma4e kurban j hoy 2e.te9Ij khevayu& 2e…“ma”na mol ne ko; mol toil n =ke”,ko;k kvI Ae potana A&thkr8 ne vlovI ne khel 2e, …………….….jnnI nI joD s`I nhI jDe re lol……Ae ra{ae marI piTn mne vXgI ne `ub ro; ………….. idkra na “ra@pa” ma&j Aap8o “ra@po” ra`e tej saca “ma bap”. tme marI cI&ta kr=o nhI tmarI b3Ij kaX@ levay tevI go5v8 to 2okra Ae krel 2e.Aap8e mn 9I 9oDa juda pDIAe 25

2IAe…tm tmare de= ma& roj -gvan ne p/a9Rna krjo…mne jLdI tmarI pase moklI Aape. smy krv4 bdlto gyo.Par&tu …………. smy mara ma4e krvt bnI ne AaVyo………… prde= 9I de= nI 3rtI wpr pg mukta&j Aek Aneru jo= AavI gyu&………..

AnerI huf mXI g;…………Aekle ha9e jg lDI leva nI takat AavI g;.

Aerpo4R wpr mne leva Aavel idkra na im{a mhe= na mo& wpr gmgIn 2vayel jota&j,me shajkta 9I pu2yu& “mhe= kem tu& wdas 2e ? ” ka&; tklIf ma& 2u&? mne khe hu& hju @vto 2u&… tarI tklIf Aek cp4I ma& dur krI d;=? de= nI 3rtI wpr pg mukta&j mara ma& Aavel jo= na jore hu& bolI gyo. Nae “muk= e ” mne vXgI 3/= u ke ne 3/= u ke rDI pDyo.mhe= boLyo, hve….. mara ma& hImt n9I rhI ke 2 mas phela tmara ma4e buk kravel “3rDa3r” na drvaja su3I mukva Aavva nI. Tamo mara 3re calo.. mara “vDIl dada”9; ne rhejo. stt tmarI yad ma& Ane Vy9a ma& gXaDub rhetI Ane stt be idvs9I Aa&su sartI marI piTn “rmu” ne tmarI dIkrI g8jo. mara 3r ne tmaru 3r g8jo. pr&tu , tmone 3rDa 3r su3I mukva hu& nhI Aavu&.

Mahe= na hav-av jota&j maru hEy&u bolI w5yu& “he p/-u b3a ne Aava j “idkra” kem n9I Aapto?” “mara mhe= ne tu& tmam su` Aapje . mne gumsum w-o rhel jo; mhe= boLyo “kaka” ka&;k to bolo?

Ka&y su3I du` pI3a kr=o? hve to hu& 2u& tmaro , huj tmaro saco sharo bnI ne rhI=. tmo ka&;k to bolo?

Mae shej hXva= btavI “de=” nI 3rtI wpr pg muktaj Aavel jo= ne yad krI boLyo….. mhe= idkra tu& nahk nI cI&ta kre 2e. =her mara 9I kya& Aja*yu& 2e? ne =Her 9I hu& kaya& Aja8 2u&?

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tu& marI cI&ta krI= nhI.hu& rIxa ma& besI “te” btavel “3rDa3r”mukame phocI j;=. smy krv4 bdlto gyo. smy krv4 bdle Tyare smy ne AnukX u 9; “@vn” 2vva nI Aadt pDI g; 2e.mne mara “Sv.ba” mara idkra ne rmaDta rmaDta& je p&ikt Ao var& var g8 g8avtI htI te yad AavI g;……………………….jyare marI “ba” mara idkrano ha9 jalI ne 3r ma& tene calva nI mja kravtI kravtI gatI…….. “marae ha9 jalI ne l; jje ,muj p/-u m&idr su3I………….,d=Rn kravI lavje ,tuj 3r m&idr su3I………….,phela

mne p/-u nI mr@ mujb @vva nI Aadt htI.hve idkra nI mr@ mujb @vva nI Aadt pDI g; 2e. te9I j mhe= hve to……………………….hu& Ae4luj khI=……………….. ……………..jevI idkra nI mr@..........…

“ma” tara covIs klak na SnanI#y ma& hu& je4lo su`I hto te4la su` nI Anu-UtI p<(vI wpr p/ve= kyaR p2I Ao2I Anu-vu& 2u& .

Aavu& kem 9tu& h=e “ma” ? mne yad Aave 2e “ma” tara wdr ma& hto Tyare `ubj mI5I nI&Nd/a htI, smye smye marI mag8I vgrj tu& marI xu3a m4aDtI htI, stt tu& mne suSka&r -rI vato nu& [av8 kravtI htI. Keva m3ur Svro9I -jno nu& [av8 kravtI htI, hve tuj khe “ma” tara Ae shvas 9I iv`U4o pDu& Tyare hr`avu& kevI rIte ? mara Aa p<(vI wpr Aagmn nI x8o v`te hu& tara iv`u4a pDva na vIyog ma& rDto hto Tyare mara Aagmn nI p/itxa krnar sve R hr`aya hta.

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“ Maa” hu& tara wdr ma& hto Tyare te Aek s&t va8I s&-XavI htI, mne te s&t nu nam kbIr sahIb htu& .te p8 yad 2e. mne Aa2u patXu& yad 2e te khel Sa&tva8I “jb tum Aaye jg hsa, tum roye , Ab AesI krnI krna jb tum jayo , tb jg roye tum hsna” “ma”hu& Aeva kma Re krI= ke b3aj khe ke………………

Aava gu8van dIkra nI “ ma ” kya& 2 e ? “ ma ” hju mne bolta n9I AavDtu& p8 tarI Aa&`o nI -aqa mne 38u& b3u& khI jay 2e. “ma” tarI Aa&`o na -av , tarI va*aIna m3ur Svr, -av Ane -avna pu8R te gayel -jno na m3ur Svr Aaje p8 marI Aaspas gu&@ rhel 2e. .p/Tyek x8 tara gu&jn na Svro mara kan Aaspas guJya j kre 2e. hve tuj khe “ma” tara wdr 9I vI`u4o pDI p<(vI wpr Aavta& j rDu& nhI to =u& kru ? “ma”tara wdr 9I iv`u4a pDva nu& mne kevu& vsmu& pDel te to tu& ja8e 2e. he “ma” te mar I nv mas lI3el kaX@ jevIj kaX@ Aa p<(vI lok wpr l;= ne ? mne iv[vas 2e “ma” tu tevIj kaX@ l;= j. “ma” tu& to marI jnnI 2u&, tej mne j*yo 2e.mne `br 2e “ma”tara jevo =ItX 2a&yDo mne ko; Aap=e nhI. “ma” tu to maro kaym no ivsamo bnI ne rheje. Hu& mo4o 9;= to p8 tarI god no mI5o 2a&yDo magI=.tu& AapI= ne “ma”? “ma” mara 9I tu& je x8e AXgI 9;= tej x8e maru& A&tr h<dy rDI pD=e……………… marI Aa&`o A[au vhavI de=e !!! “ma” tu& marI njro 9I AXgI n 9tI. tara 9I AXga 9; @vvu& AtI vsmu& lag=e mne. “ma” mne yad Aave 2e ke hu& tara wdr ma& je 3DI……………………… je x8e hu& mI5I nI&dr ma& =a&t pDI jto , Tyare tu& mara sXvXa4 nI kevI p/tIxa krtI krtI tara wdr wpr taro j m<du ha9 felavI mne mI5I nI&dr AaptI htI. 28

“ma” tuj khe AavI Anu-uit Ao 9I Alg 9ta& j hu& rDu& nhI to =u& kru&?

He “ma” tu& mara su`e su`I Ane du`e du`I 9tI htI…………………….. yad ra`je “ma” hu& mo4o 9;=, Tyare tarI Aek Aek pX hu& tara su` nI ,tara @vn nI srXta nI ,kaX@ l;=………. tu& mne bX Aapje. “ma” tu& to “ma” 2e. tne ivsarI ne hu& @vn su` kevI rIte ma8u& ? “ma” tu& to “ma” j khevay tene AnulxI ne te khel vat hu& -ulI n9I gyo , pr&tu& Ae4lu& to yad 2e ke “ma” Ae “ma” j 2e. bIja b3a j vgDa na “va”2e.

Vhala BaaXk nI “ma” ma4e lag8I s-r vat…………………………………

Aaje marI “ma” hyat n9I.2ta&………………………….. “ma”nI yad tro taja mara idl ma& 2e. @&dgI nI hr pX “ma” Taaro hsto ,murzato chero stt marI Najr smx rhe2e.

2ta& “ma” tarI gerhajrI `ubj sale 2e.

Aaje marI “ma” hyat n9I. ivrast ma& mXel tenI yad ivsratI n9I. b3a vDIlo khe 2e ke “be4a” tarI “ma” p/-u pase tarI su`akarI nI vat krva gyel 2e. Pa8, “ma” 29

mare marI su`akarI n9I jo;tI, “ma”Maare to tu& marI pase rhe te jo;Ae 2e.

He “ma” tu p/-u ne khe ne tne marI pase Aavva rja Aape !

He& “ma” hu& p/-u ne p/a9Rna kru& 2u .

Mane marI “ma” pase l; jay, “ma” hu& tarI pase rheva magu 2u& . “ma” tarI pase rheva ma& je su` mXe 2e. tenI same dunIya na tmam su` tuC2 lage 2e mne.

Aaje marI “ma” hyat n9I. “ma” tarI gerhajrI `ubj sale 2e.

2ta& “ma”nI yad tro taja mara idl ma& 2e.

He “ma” Aaje taro jNm idvs hot , te x8-r hu& -uLyo p8 tu& n -UlI, tara p/m e nI =a[vt srva8I -ulI n pDI…. tarI AmI d/Q{4I nu& tej -ulu n pDyu , Aaje tu& Aa jgt ma& n9I .2ta& tu& hyat hoy tarI 2{a 2aya hyat hoy tevI , Anu-t u I Aaje te frI 9I AapI……………….. hu& -ulI gyo, taro jNm dIvs… tu& n -ulI tara baXk ne, KevI 2e tarI dIkra p/TyenI lag8I , p/m e Ane huf. mara =yn kx ma& komX suyR na ikr8o Vdara tu& p/v= e I, nImRX =a[vt p/ka= 9I mne -I&jvI dI3o………

Aekj x8 ma& “ma” hu& nana baXk jevo bnI gyo !!! kevI 2e p/-u nI k<pa ? kevI 2e p/-u nI maya ?

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kevI 2e tara p/m e nI =a[vt srva8I ? kevI 2e tarI mmta!!!!

Mane Aaje AevI Anu-t u I 9ay 2e ke je manv “ma” nI mmta muke ….Ae manv kyarey “manvI” n bnI =ke.” tarI mmta ,p/-unI k<pa =a[vt 2e…………

Ad-ut 2e…… AmuLy 2e!!!!!!!

BaaXp8 maru!!!!!

Hu& nano hto Tyare “ma” nI pase j hsto….rmto. “ma” het9I ma9e ha9 fervtI ,Vhal krtI!!!!!

Aa “Vhal” mne bhu& gmtu&. mara tmam du` ,rIsam8a& ,frIyado dur 9; jta&!!! Tae smye “ma” Ane “ma” na Vhal nI huf smjatI nhotI…tenI mhTvta smjatI nhotI,bs “ma” marI pase hoy, “ma” marI Aaspas hoy, “ma” marI njr smx hoy te4lu j smjatu htu.

Aaje hu& mo4o 9yo 2u&.

Aek baXk no ipta bNyo 2u&.

Tyare p8 marI “ma” jog s&jog mXta&j mara ma9e ha9 fervI vaTSaLy no 3o3 vhavI detI. Mao4I wmre p8 mne gmtu& . kayrek “ma” na Vhal nI z&`na p8 krto!!!!!

2ta& y “ma” na vaTsLy nI, “ma” nI mmta na saca muLyo ne mulvI nhoto =kyo.kar8 ke tenI hajrI marI Aaspas stt rehtI htI. Aaje “ma” n9I…………………………. ma9e het 9I ha9 fervtI “ma”n9I .

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Tyare “ma” na tmam muLyo nI AmuLyta smja; rhI 2e. marI Aa&`o na tej tenI yad ma& w-ra; Aavel A[au& 9I za&`a pDI rhya 2e , 2ta& “ma” nI 2bI marI Aa&`o ma& Aej tejSvIta sh de`a; rhI 2e……… kevI 2e “ma” nI mmta……………………………… kevI 2e. “ma”nI het nI stt vhetI het nI srva8I. Aaje “ma” n9I “ma” nI yad 2e. “ma” nI Ad-ut Anu-utI AaptI 2{a2aya 2e. “ma” Aaje hu& mo4o 9yo 2u& .

2ta& tarI yad smx p8 nano j 2u& Ane nano j rhI=.

idkra ne Aave “ma” nI mI5I yado “Maa” hu& nano hto Tyare 3r ma& rmva ma4e tu& kevI srs jgya krI detI htI, mne rmta rmta ka&; vagI n jay te ma4e tu& kevI kaX@ letI

htI. hu& Aa&g8a ma& rmva jva jevo wmra bhar pg mukto tu& jo; jtI ne kevI zDp9I doDIne maru& bavDu& pkDI sacvI ne Aa&g8a ma& mukI jtI htI.. hu& Aa&g8a ma& j rmto hov te v`te wmra vCco vCc besI tu& mne AekI4se mnej joya krtI htI. jo ko; mne rmva n deto,tu& trtj doDI AavtI ne pela baXkne mI5I,p/me aX va8I 9I marI sa9e rmva smjavI detI. “ma” hu& mo4o 9; ne marI @- wpr p8 tara jevIj mI5a=,p/me aX-av ra`I=. tu& jevI rIte zgDa na muX ne p/me -av na muX ma& bdlI na`tI htI ne ………………. “ma” tevaj s&Skaro ne hu& mo4p8e p8 wjagr krI=.

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te mara baXp8 ma& je s&Skar sI&cn krel 2e.tenu& mo4p8e hu& p8 jtn krI=………….Aml krI=. “ma” hu& -8va jva SkUle jto 9yo Tyare p8 tu& marI kevI kaX@ letI htI………………………. mara in=aX jva na smy nI tEyarI krtI, in=aX mukI jtI………hu& Klas rum ma& phocu nhI Tya& su3I tu& mne j jotI rhetI htI…..

Ane 2eLle hu& tnee la&bo ha9 krI ne “Baay bay” krI doDto vgR ma& jto rheto. tej rIte sa&je hu& in=aXe 9I Aavvano smy 9ay ne tu& mara Aavva na magR pr AekI4se njr ma&DIne wmra vCcej kevI w-I rhetI htI.. hu& jevo Aavu& ne tne jotaj doDI ne kevo tarI god ma& besI pDto……. tu& p8 kevI mne vXgI ne Vhal krva ma&DtI………… “ma” Aa b3u kem -ulay ? “ma” hu& -8I g8I mo4o 9yo, tem ne pr8avI dI3o,2ta& “ma” tu& to tevI ne tevI j p/me aX rhI…………. nano hto ne Skule jto Tyare tu& mne joya krtI… Aaje marI piTn mne bar8a su3I mukva Aave 2e………….ne……….. tu& barI ma& 9I tarI njro 9I hu& Aozl n 9avu& ………………….

Tya& su3I barI ma& 9I `stI p8 n9I.hu& Aa b3u marI gaDI ma&9I joto hov 2u&. sa&je mara Aavva na smye tu& 3r nI barI ma& DokIyu& krI …………….mara AagmnnI p/tIxa krtI hoy 2e………………marI nI njr p8 3re Aavvana smye “3rnI barI” wprj pDI jay 2e.Tyar bad 3rna bar8a trf hjr pDe 2e. bNne jGya Ae tmo ne marI rah jota jovu& 2u& Tyare marI “Aa&`”na `u8a -Ina= vaXa 9; jta hoy 2e.mara covIs klak na stt kayR-ar ma& p8 tu& ivxep kyaR vgr smye smye marI smx AavI kevI “mI5I” njro krI A&dr na rum ma& jtI rhe 2e .Tyare ……………. mare b3a kam baju wpr mukI tarI pase AavI ne besvu& pDtu& htu&.Aava smye “ma” mne 9tu& ke hu& kevo 2u& ke 33

marI “ma” ma4e smy faXvto n9I.stt kam kam ne kam………………pr&tu& =u& kru “ma” te je prI[am krI, pe4e pa4a ba&3I Mane w2eyoR 2e……………. te9I tne su` na drIya ma& ra`va hu& stt pir[am kru& 2u& . “ma”.ma mara ma& mo4p8 AaVyu& te9I tne -ulI 9oDo jvano 2u&. “ma” fkt marI njr smx tarI hjrI j mne stt pir[am krva ma4e 9ak vgr nu& bX p/dan kre 2e.“ma”mare tne “dIkra na p/me ” na vrsad ma& -I&jvI devI 2e. “ma”Maare tne =a[vt su` na na vrsad ma& -I&jvI devI 2e. “ma”Maare tarae styugna “[aav8” jevo 9vu& 2e. tne tI9RS9ano nI ja{aa 9I& -I&jvI devI 2e. “ma” hu& -le ne w&mr ma& mo4o 9yo ,to p8 tarI njr ma& to “taro Vhasoyo dIkro”j rhevano. dunIya na tmam su` na tol smx “ma” tarI lag8I , p/me .inQ5a s-r jtn nu& muLy mara ma4e “AmuLy” 2e. “ma” Aeto “ma” j 2e.

Aaje 38a smye tne mara A&trnI bI@ sTy vat krva Aa p{a AmerIka9I l`u& 2u .hu& Ane tara “mMmI” Aaj9I co{aIs vqR phela& “AGnIdev”nI =axIAe 3mR9I b&3a; AekbIja na su`du`na sa9I bNeal `ub mjana r&gIn ..gulabI spna jovanI =ruAat krel.kar8 Aap8a smajma& Ae4leke iv[vkmaR smaj ma& te v`te -8trnu& p/ma8 Ao2u ht&u tema&p8 idkrIAone -8avvanu& vl8 nhIvt htu&.idkra Ane idkrIvCce -ed-av nu& p/ma8 shjta9I jova mXtu htu& 38a smy Ane dunIyadarIne sm@ =kel ma..bapo Ae dIkrIne p8 dIkra je4luj mhTv Aapva ma&Del.pri8amae Aap8a “iv[vkmaRsmaj”ma& dikrIAo ma& -8tr jova mXva ma&Del.Ane Aaj kar8osr hu& Ane tarI mMmI bnne say&s g/ejyuA4e hova9I AekbIja nI smj Ane ps&dma& go5vayel.tara mMmIna@vnma& temna ma..bape je 3mRns &u I&cn krel tene kare8e tara mMmI 8el temj sarI srkarI nokrI krtahova 2ta& shn=Ilta,s&yukt ku4&ubnI avna lag8I s-r Sv-avno Anu-v turtj 9va ma&Del.Aap8a 3mRma& kevu 34

@vn @vvu& wtm 2e ten&u magR d=Rn Aapel 2e.S&as & arI @vn @vvanI Ae4le ke SaacIsu`akarI vaXa @vn ma4e Aap8I jatne v3u bu#3I=aXI g*ya sIvay 3mRna Aade= mujb calvu& jo;Ae.Ane `re`r tara mMmIAe -8tr hova 2ta& bapana 3rnI su`akarI -ogvel 2ta& 3mRAa3arIt @vn AajdIn su3I @v rhel 2e.AmarI vI=aXAne sman vIcar3arane kar8e AmoAe =ru9Ij dIkra..dIkrIne smkx S9an Aapel htu& Ane tevIj vIcar3arane AamoAe sTytapu8R krel 2e. temj Aap8ne Aap8a 3mRma& khel 2e ke ma ..bape kev&u @vn @vvU& jo;Ae..da.t. Amara =ru 9yel s&sarIk @vnma dIkrI trIke nI3I nu& Aagmn Ane dIkra trIke taru Aagmn ..Ae 3mR Aa3arIt babto9I tara mMmIAe @vel @vn nu& =u- fX 2e. mata bnvana cINho tene mXta&j te8e tmara =arIrIk ba&3anI mjbutI ma4e te8IAe tena -avta -ojno no Tyag kyoR je tmara =arIrIk b&3ar8 ma4e nuksan kark hta,3mRnu& va&cn v3ayuR,sara ivcaro,sarI vato,sara va&cno =ru krI dI3a.& `re`r mara krta tara “mMmI”Ae marI Ane Aap8a ku4&ubnI p/gtIma& `ubj -og AaPyo.Ane piTn3mR ne wjagr krI btaVyo 2e.mne te vatno gvR p8 2e.sa9e sa9e mara Amuk smye tmone b3ane n gme teva vtRn ma4e du` p8 2e.tmara b3ana iv=aX hudy Ae mne Aaje p8 A`u4 p/me tmara b3a trf9I mXto rhel 2e.tene hu& p/-u k<pa smju 2u&.,Aaje idkra tu& AoS4^elIya wCc i=x8 p/aTp krI AmerIka jeva 3na5y de= ma& S9ayI 9yo 2u& ,2ta& tarI 3mR -avna ,kO4u&bIk kaX@ leva nI -avna Amara jevI j jova mXe 2eAa vat no Amo”ma-bap ne gvR 2e.sara Ane saca h<dy-av9I tmara ma& tmarI “Maa” Ae krel 3mRsI&cn nu& Aa fX 2e,je ne Amo p/-pu /sadI sm@ ra@po krI Ae 2IAe.Aaje Amone Amaru& 3Dp8 wjagr 9tu& de`a; rhel 2e.smy smy nu& kam kr=e….jyare AmarI Aa&`o na tej Ao2a 9=e Tyare tarI Aa&`o 9I jo=u& , jyare Amara 9I calI nhI =kay Tyare tara ha9 no sharo Amone hufaXo lag=e. tarI lag8I s-r ,AmI-rI njru& Amone =a[vt inNda/ Aap=e. p/-u taru @vn wjagr kre teva Amara A&tr na Aa=Iq. Taara ipta na A&th kr8 na Aa=IRvaRd Gua8v&t gjjr

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Aamto ....manI yad n Aave... du‰` pDeto ,‘ma’nI yad Aave -u` lageto,‘ma’ nI yad Aave calta calta & pDI jvay to,‘ma’ nI yad Aave par8a&ma& julta ‘ma’ na halrDana Avaje Aamto .... ‘ma’ nI yad n Aave mI5I nI d& r ma &9I jbkta,‘ma’nIyadAave Aajubaju ‘ma’n de`ata,‘ma’nIyad Aave hrta Ý frtaÝ rmta,‘ma’nI yad n Aave ‘ma’njre n pDtaj ,‘ma’nI yad Aave w5ta& besta AekI 4se mne jo; rhetI ‘ma’nI yad Aave rmta vagta cu&bno vrsad vrsavtI ‘ma’nIyad Aave mara Aagmn nI ,durdur xItIjma& AekI4se rSta jotI ‘ma’nI yad Aave Aam to “ma”nI yad n Aave pr&tu Aeklvayo pDu ,‘ma’nIyadAave mara vIrhma& Aa&`na `u8a -I &jvtI ,‘ma’nI yad Aave AmuLy hIra jeva ‘ma’ na A[aubI d& u no pu &j Aaje p8 yad Aave Tyare ‘ma’nI yad `ub Aave Aaje “maDI” n9I ,mara Aa&`na `u8a -I &ja; jay 2e Maara A[au po 2 & nar n9I Tyare, ‘ma’nI yad `ub Aave Aaje ma9e hetno ha9 fervnar n9I Tyare “maDI”nI yad `ub Aave mara nankDa Am9a du‰`ma& du`I 9tI,‘ma’nI yad Aave bap Aej 2e ,‘nvI mMmI’Ý “ma” Ýn9I bnI =ktI Tyare ‘ma’nI yad Aave 36

‘ma’nI pu*y tI9I Ae p/-du Ip p/g4avta& ,‘ma’NaIyad Aave mara komXha9pkDI p/-u dIp p/g4avtI ‘ma’Aaje “ma” n9I te,‘ma’mne yad Aave rDI w5tu maru h<dyÝ maru A&trAaTma khetu ‘ma’ Ae ‘ma’j 2e bIja b3a vgDa na ‘va’j 2e.

Aa smjayu Tyare `ub moDu 9: gytu Tyare ‘ma’NaI `ub yad Aave Aamto “ma”nI yad n Aave

marI =a&itmy ra{aI na A&t nae p/ar&- 9ta&j =u- p/-at na pa……….pa pgla& 9ta& j ,n-o m&DX ma& cmkta tarla Ao Ad/Qy 9va ma&Del. ra{aI no sunkar As&~y chlphl ma& prIvtIt 9va laGyo.3Ime 3Ime sup/-at na komX suyR ikr8o mara =ynkx nI barI ma&9I p/ve=I,marI p9arI trf pa…pa… pglI 9I p/ya8 krta& hta& Tya&j marI mI5I nI&d/a na A&t no p/ar&- 9yo.Aaj x8e mara mansp4 wpr mI5I mI5I yado nI Sm<it 2va; g;.Aek nana baXk nI jem hXva ful haSy sh hu& p9arI ma& 9I w-o 9yo.Ba&3 nyno krI be kr joDI A&thkr8 puvRk …………….mnomn p/a9Rna krva laGyo…….mara @vn na A&3kar ne shjta9I dur krI srXta9I p/ka=my sup9 pa9rata suyR naray8 dev ne nmn kyaR.ko8 ja8e kem mne Aaj no suyR p/ka= “nv p/ka=” laGyo.ka&;k nvIn Anu-utI Aapto laGyo.marI svarka&; nvI lagI. ka&; smjatu nhotu&……………..te9I smjva na p/yas ma& hot Tya&j mara 3mR piTn no mI5o m3ur r8ko mara =ynkx ma& p/ve+yo………………..+au tmarI svar pDI ke nhI? MaoDa su3I su; rheva nI 4ev hve to su3aro? m&gXa nI ArtI d=Rn ke AartI kaya&9I gava na 2o ?Bae baXko na bap bNya, ?ka&; nhI to svar nI puja ma& besta 9av toy saru ? MaI5I svar na mI5a 5pka sh [aI mit AartI l; mara trf AaVata hta& Tya&j temnI Dg ma&Dva nI git m&d pDI g; ! Aa&`o ma& Ajb nI cmk 2va; g; !! x8 ma{a ma& Aek Aa&gXI temna mu`arvId wpr go5va; g;.AekI4se mne nIr`at& bolI “Aaje tmo ke4e la hXva ful jeva lago 2o?sacej Aaje tmo ka&; Ano`a lago 2o?Aa x8ej mne p8 Ahesas 9yo ke svar na phor ma& marI Aa&` `ulI Tyar9Ij mne ka&; nana baXk jevI shjta Anu-va; rhetI htI….tev&uj mara [aImit khI rhya 2e.=u& ko; Ajb gjb no jog s&jog h=e? maru kdavr =rIr nana baXk jev&u hXvu& ful lagva ma&Del! 37

Maara =ynkx 9I calta calta D^o;&grum Tarf Aavta& Aavta&j ….marI cal Aek Ajayb “pa” “pa” pglI paDta& baX jevI lagel 2ta& mne te maro -/m laGyo ,kdac svarnI A3RnINda nI Asr h=e tem manI w-o rhel….tej x8o Ae [aimit nI 4kor sa&-XI hu& ivcara3In 9; gyo.hu& x8 bex8 komX ha9o ma& how& ,ko; hXva ful ,suvaXa `oXa ma& jag<t AvS9a ma& how&…….nImRX mu`arvI&d….mmta -yaR nyno ne joto how& ….x8e x8e marI jrurIyato ne pu8R krva tTpr hoy teva komX ha9o ma& hova nI Anu-utI Anu-vto Ad-ut …….Aan&d iv-or hova nae Ahesas Anu-vto how& Tya&j….marI smx w-a rhel [aimit nI puja nI 9aXI ma& p/g4I rhel….p/ka= pa9rta& dIva wpr marI njr A4kI g;. p/-u dIvo l; w-a rhel mara 3mR piTn boLya ha hve mne smjayu& !!!!! Tamne smjayu&?hu& boLyo”na” mne n smjayu&?Amara Aa mI5a s&vado calta hta& Tya&j dIkro Ane dIkrI SVC2 vS{ao 3ar8 krI D^o;&g rum ma& AavI gya.”ma” na ha9 ma& AartI htI te AartI l;……AmarI bNne smx w-a rhI gya& .dIkrI bolI =u vat 2e pPpa, Aaje tmo Aekdm hXvaful nana baX jeva lago 2o?Tya&j mara 3mrpiTn bNne baXko ne l; D^o;&grum ma& mo4I f/me ma& sjavel fo4a trf l; g:.mI5I mI5I yad sh,stt huf vqaRvtI marI mox magIR 9yel “ma” nI 2bI w-I rhI g;.bNne baXko na ma9e het no ha9 mukI bolI……………………Aaje tmara pPpa nI mox magIR “ma” no jNm idvs 2e.Aaje svR p/kar nI su`akarI no dIvs 2e “he p/-u Aavanar dIvso AavIj x8o 9I -rpur krje, Amara @vn “ma’ na Aa=I vR cn 9I wjagr ra`je. Amara p9 ne suyR devta wjagr kre 2e tej p9 ne Amara @vn ne p/ka=my kayoR krto p9 bnav jo. “ma” nI huf Ane “ma” nI AmI d/Q4I Vdara Amara @vn p9 wjagr krvje .

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………………….Aa4lu ja8o Ane Aa4lu smjo……………..

VaaTsLy p/me nu& Svrup Ae4le

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s<Q4Ina sjRnhara Aaidnaray8 iv[vkmaR -gvane “vaTsLy p/me ” bIj ne “ma” Svrupe p/ag4y kyu R Ane “ma” te “ma” nu& Ad-ut sjRn 9yu&u !!!!!!

Je “ma” na -av ne sm@ =ke te “p/me ”na -av ne sm@ =ke.

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“ma” b&3 Aa&`e p8 potana s&tan ne jo; =ke 2e.

“ma” jrur pDe , potana s&tan ne =axatkar p8 AapI =ke 2e.

Saaco “3nvan”Aej khevay je “ma” nI seva “ma” na vaStsLy jevI j seva “ma” nI kre.

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Mau&ga mada p=u,pxI p8 s@v deh Svrupe “ma” trIke na p/me nI srva8I no Ad-ut smNvy 3rave 2e.

“ma” na vaTsLy nu& muLy muga& p=u ,pxI ,jXcr pa/8I vgere ma& Aeksr`u& vaStly saMy smayel 2e.

Maada p=u ,pxI Vdara Taemna nvjat jNmel bCca nI mavjt krta jo=o to tmne “ma” na vaTsLy nI -aqa srXta9I AavDI j=e.

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“idkrI” ne 3mR sh i=x8 Ae4le “ i=xIt sud/5 smaj ” nu& nImaR8 .

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potana A}aan ne dur krI p/-u sjRn p/ikya ne smjnar Ae4le Aajna khevata =&so3ko .

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“;su -gvan su9ar na dIkra hta” tem8e h&m= e inQkam inSva9R,fkt manv kLya8 A9eR sveR ne =r8e ra`el. prI8ame temne pujnar svR p/kar na kLya8 karI magR meXvI rhel 2e.

Samaj Ane smaj nI VyktI………..

Aek mo4I ndI ne ka&5e vsel =her htu&.=her ma& judajuda smajna na loko rheta hta.pa4Idar smaj , rajput smaj, jEn smaj, 5akor smaj, devIpujk smaj, iv[vkmaR smaj jeva Anek smaj na loko Aek bIja sa9e shkar 9I rheta hta.Aa`a =he ma& kyarey ko; p/kar na AnI:C2nIy bnav bnel nhI.Aaj =her ma& iv[vkmaR smaj na juda juda 34k na loko Ae4le ke mevaDa gjjr, su9ar, kDIya , kuar,s9vara ,pcal , luhar ,sonI, vgere vgere vgRna loko su`akarI puvkR rheta.hta Ane sO pot potanI kXa kO=Ly mujb kam krI gujran clavta hta.pa4Idar smajnu& -Vy -vn jo: devI pujk smaje potana smaj nu& -vn bnavvanu& nkkI kyuR.9oDak idvso ma& Aa smaje srXta9I potana -vn nu& nImaR8 kayR puru kyuR.Aa jo; iv[vkamaR samaj na loko Aek{aIt 9; pa4Idar smaj Ane devI pujk smaj jev&u s&g5n krvano nI8Ry kayoR.sOAe nkkI kyaR mujb y9a =ikt dan Aapvanu& SveC2a Ae jaher kyuR.Aek su9ar smaj 34kno Aek luhar smaj 34kno , Aek p&cal smaj 34k no , Aek sonI smaj 34k no , Aek kDIya smaj 34k no Aek Aek s_y ps&d krI temne smaj -vn nImaR8 nu kayR sopI dI3u&.potana smaj na kam ma4e sO sa9e mXI ndI par na game dan leva nIkXya.sO ndI kInare AaVaI phoCya Tyare fkt Aekj nav hajr htI. Aa nav no navIk ram -gvan ne ndI par kravnar na kuX no hto,.pir8ame `ra -av Ane -avna 9I potanI nav ma& besnar nI kaX@ leto.Aa nav ma& Aek v8Ik Ane Aek sa3u mharaj be5l e hta. iv[vkmaR smaj na Aa pa&ce -a; Ao Ae navIk ne same kInare Aavel game phocaDva vIn&tI krI.pr&tu navIk `ubj w&Da ivcar ma& pDI gyel jo; sa3u mharaje navIk ne pu2yu& ke “ he navIk tne =u& muzv8 2e?”navIke sa3u mahraj na kan ma& potanI muzv8 khI.ke he 45

sa3u maharaj mne Aa pa&ceiv[vkmaR v&=I -a;Aone marI nav ma& besaDva ma& jo`m lage2e.kar8 ke temne me A&dr A&dr Aek bIja ne paDva nI gbDavvanI yojna krta sa&-Xya 2e. mne -o4 Ane gmar sm@ tem8e temnI vato calu ra`el…pr&tu marI tej [av8 =ikt ne kar8e temnI 2Xkp4na nI yojna 9I maru mn wdas 9; gyu& 2e. je potanaj n9I 9; =kta te Aap8a =u& 9vanae 2e? potanaj -a;Aone DubaDva nI v<it krta hoy te marIj navDI nhI dubaDe tenI =I `a{aI? Aek -a ; bIja -a; ne A&3ara ma& ra`I tene Aa9Irk,=arIrIk mansIk,sama@k rIte brabad krva na 3&3a krta hoy,temno -roso ke4lo krvo?

He sa3u mharaj mne Aa lokone marI nav ma& besaDvanu& mn 9tuj n9I ?

-le ne marI nav Aa su9ar,p&cal,lvar vgere iv[vkmaR v&=I na kXa kO=l 9I bnI hoy.Aek kInare9I bIja kInare manv smuday ne pho&caDvanu& kam krtI nav ne p8 potana Sva9Rma& AavI j;Aa iv[vkmaR v&=I nu pa&c -a; nu& 4oXu& Aa nav ne nhI dubaDe tenI `a{aI =I? navIk nI tmam Vy9a sa&-XI Saa3u mharaj boLya “he navIk taru ktRVy 2e ke tare loko ne Aa kInare 9I samena kInare pho&caDva.je manv jev&u kmR kr=e tevj &u fX te manv pam=e.” tu& tara kmR ne s&-aX.. tarI frj bjav… tara ktRVy ne par paD. ;[vr saca Ane sara kmoR nu& h&m= e a saru j Ane =u- fXj Aape 2e.

Aa pa&ce iv[vkmaR v&=I -a;Aone temna kmaR nu& fX temna kmR mujbj mX=e.Aa iv[vkmaR v&=I -a;Ao 38a vqoR9I Aek bIja nI p/git9I ;qaR pamI Aa3ogtI no magR Apnavta Aavel 2e.te9Ij Aa s<Q4I wpr no ATy&t bu#3I=aXI,iv[vkmaRp/-@ u nI k<pa9I kam krvanI srX smj 3ravnar hova 2ta& Aa iv[vkmaR smaj Aaje p8 s&g5It n9I Ane su`akarI na srX magR meXvI =ktI n9I.navIke sa3u mharaj nI Aa}aa manI pa&ce iv[vkmaR smaj na -a;Aone nav ma& besva nI AnumtI AapI.sa3u mharaje b3a ne saTvIk,inQkp4 Ane manvIy manvta vaX &u @vn @vva no wpde= AaPyo.navIke wpde= sa&-Xta Sa&-Xta b3ane ndI na same ka&5e 46

phocaDI dI3a.Aap8a vDva Ao Ae Aek khevt Aap8 ne varsa ma& Aapel 2e……….. “kutra nI pU2DI va&kI te va&kI” sa3u mharaj no wpde= sa&-Xya p2I p8 pela pa&ce pa&c iv[vkmaR v&=I Aek bIja na 4a&4Iya `ec v<it9I mukt n 9ya.sa3u mharaje jta jta kheta gya ke “iv[vkmaR p/-@ u p8 sm@ gya 2e ketemna Aa pa&cye pu{ao jya& su3I saca mn9I,saca hVdy9I Aek bIja nawTkqR na, Aek bIja nI su`akarI na , Aek bIja nI srXta na magR k&Darva na Aek bIja na 4a&4Iya `ec p/v<it nItIla&jlI nhI Aape Tya& su3I temne “saca s&g5n nI mhTvtanhI smjay.Aa tmam iv[vkmaRv= & I Ao inQkam,inQkp4ta vaXu& @vn 2vvanI =ruAat kre Tyare bad j tmam iv[vkmaR v&=I ne iv[vkmaR p/-@ u k<pa na d=Rn 9=e.”

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p/g tI ma4e “kmR Ae to kmR” j 2e. ke p2I v8R VyvS9a A3airt

kmR!!!!!!!!

=u& wtm 2e ? te tmo nkkI kro ,bakI hal to Hu& Amer Ika ma& 2u& `ub j mja ma& 2u&.

-artIy s&Sk<it Aa3arIt }aait vad ne -ulI j gyo 2u&. de= ma& hto Tyare Sv.mhaTma ga&3 I@ nI temj Sv.nrsI&h mheta na @vnnI vat sm@ =kyo nhoto.

Amer Ika nI 3rtI Ae marI tmam p/kar nI crbI wtarI na`I 2e. me AhI vsta loko nI Aa@VaIka ma4e nI kayRp #3tI no Aa2o patXo A_yas kayoR Tyare `br pDI ke “ gIta” ma& khel 2e ke ko; kmR mo4u& n9I ko; kmR nanu& n9I.kmR Aeto kmR j 2e. de= ma& Aavel mara Aa&tryaX gamDa ma& hto Tyare Aek v`t ko; kar8 sr gam na p/itQ4It 3mR na 5ekedar sa9e………..Sv.ga&3I@ na @vn =ElI nI vat ccaR 9ta me tem ne khyu& ke……………………

Aap8e AavtI kale svare “3mR pujn AcRn ”kayR sfa; kayR krta smaj vsva4 vaXa loko na mhoLla ma& krva nU& Aayojn krel 2e.tmare Aa kayR krva nu& 2e.puja AcRn bad Aap8e tem na 3r Ane Aa&g8u& SvC2 krva nu& kayR p8 krva nu& 2e.”bs mara ma9e pap no phaD tu4I pDyo.maraj mhoLla na loko 3mR na 5ekedar nI trfe8 ma& bes I gya ne mne “3mR” na cok5a nI bhar mukto 5rav krI dI3o. Aavu& nIc vIcarta tmne =rm n AavI…………………….. 3mR na p/itQ5It gam na 5ekedar ne g&dgI safa; krvanu& kheta tmarI @- kem n kcDa; g;. tmara ma bape tmne Aava j s&Skar AaPya 2e? f4 2e tmara ma bap ne……jem8e tmne 3mR na s&Skar no 2a&4oy APyo n9I………………...? Are Aa`u& A5vaDIyu& kDva ve8o sa&-XI ne hu& {aasI gyo. Mae sTynaray8 -gvan nI k9a kravvanu& nkkI krI………….b3a ne mara 3re Aek{aIt krI marI 3mR -avna jag<t 2e nI p/t ItI kravva nu& nkkI kyuR.me mara p/Tye komX lag8I btavnar gamna loko no s&p kR krI mara mnnI vat smjavI…….kmR ko; p8 hoy kmR to kmRj 2e……….kmR ne ko; jat nu& 2ut….A2utp8u& hotuj n9I………………………pr&tu& marI kmnsIbI ke 3mRna 5ekedare mara Tya& “sTynaray8 -gvan nI” k9a krva AavvanI 3rar na paDI Aelan kyuR ke tmare Tya& k9a ma& je p8 Aav=e ten e Tya& ko;p8 p/karnI 3mR ik/ya krva Amo nhI j;Ae. Aa`a gamma& sopo pDI gyo.me t9a marI vIcar3ara sa9e mXta gamna -a;AoAe gamna groDa b/aMh8 ne bolavI k9a nu& kayR s&pNn krva nu& nkkI kyu&………………..

Ane gamna khevat SvaS9 p/dan krta manv devo jev a A2uto kheva ta smaj na loko ne Aam&{aIt krI “sTynaray8 -gvan” k9a kayR s&p Nn kyu&.vqoR p2I mare AmerIka S9ayI 9va nu AaVy& ne hu& AmerIka ma& S9ayI 9yo. mo4el ma& nokrI Ae laGyo.AhI& mare tmam p/kar na kam krva na hta je mne m&jur htu&. hu& AmerIka ma& mo4l Ae4le bhar gam jav Tyare rheva ma4e na geS4 haws,ho4el ma& Aap8e roka;Ae 2IAe AavI S9X ne AmerIka ma& mo4el khe 2e.me AmerIka ma& mo4el ma& rhI kam nI 48

=ruAat krI……………………!!!!!!! rupaXa de`ata AmerIk no Vdara g&da krayel “jajra” yane “s&Das” tmam p/akr na SvC2ta na kem Iklo vaprI ne saf krto………………rum ma& felavel g&dgI hsta& hsta saf krto……. pakIRg Plo4 ma& fekel kcro “ZaDu&”l; 3sI 3sI sak krto…………… Aam Amer Ika ma& “ko; kmR mo4u& n9I ko; kmR nanu& n9I”tem kmR krto Ane vXtr meXvto hto. smya&tre nokrI bdlva nI 9ta& n@k na =her ma& nokrI bdlI gyo. 9oDak smy bad nva =her 9I prIcIt 9to gyo. marI mo4l 9I n@k nI Aek bI@ mo4el Aavel.te roj hu& joto Ane vIcarto hto “ko8 Tya& kam krtu& h=e ?” mara de= no ko; hoy to saru& ka&; vatcIt krva no shvas 9ay……….

Ane ka&; k Aap8a ma8s ne mXva no Aan&d 9ay. Aek dIvs marI piTn bolI roj Aek no Aek vIcar =u& kro 2o ? be Dgla calI ne jatej tpas krI Aavone.ko; tmne ka&; fa&s I n9I cDavI dev a na n9I. de= no ma8s n hoy to tur tj pa2a Aavjo….. de= no ma8s hoy to “ca pa8I”kraveto krI ne Aavjo. BaIja dIvse hu& to hI&mt krI ne baju ma& Aavel mo4el wpr pho&cI gyo . Mao4el AofIs no bel vgaDyo.nano 2okro bhar AaVyo. Konu kam 2e?pu2ta& j ~yal AavI gyo. “de=vasI”no dIkro lage 2e. v3u pu2 ta& Ae8e kHyu& ……….mara pPpa mMmI “rumo” kre 2e….te9I tmo mo4l nI rum ma tpas kro. me to rumo na `uLla drvaja trf njr krta& Aek rum nI sfa; nu& kam 9tu& hoy tem lagta&j te rum ma& phocI gyo to……………… marI Aa&`o fa4I j g;. maro mara madre vtn gam ma& maro j 3mR bhIQkar krnar 3mR na 5ekedar AmerIkne g&du& krel “s&Da=” 3sI 3sI ne saf krta hta, temna 3mR piTn rum ma& felayel g&dgI saf krI rhel. mne jota&j Aedm Ac&ba ma& pDI j; Aekdm mne -e4Ij pDya. mara Aa s<iQ4 na svoRTtm =u-eC2k nI jem mne vXgI pDya. tem na Aa p/kar na vtRn 9I marI bu#3Ij bher marI g:. maro ha9 pkDI 3rma& l; j; “Cha naSto” kravI gamna ,3rna sven R a `brA&tr pu2ya. Tyare de= nI 3mR Aa3arIt smj Ane AhI nI @vn 4kavI ra`van I smj Ane ko; p8 p/kar na kmR nI tEyarI nI smje tem nu& @vn kev u& pirvtIRt kyu& ten I daStan Aa[au s-r nyne krI…………….. Tyare mare tem ne frI9I khev &U pDyu& “jaGya Tya&9I svar” “ko; kmR mo4u& n9I ko; kmR nanu& n9I……………..” Sv.mhaTma g&a3I@ Ae hrIna jno trIke =ud , loko ne SvIkarel………………….

Sv.nrsI&h mheta Ae =ud/vas ma& j; -jno gayel……………………….Ane me de= ma& Ane prde= ma& “SveC 2a”Ae kmR SvIkarI………. @vn ne nImRX bnavel 2e. Aa nImRX @vn bnavva ma4e Hu& =u& kru& 2u& te n pu2 =o. Ha , hu& AmerIka ma& 2u&. kmR krI gujran clavu& 2u&. keva p/kar na kmR krI @vn gujaru& 2u& te Aayna jem SpQ4 2e.hIdu 3mR nI vIcar sr8I vaXa AhI “daru”vec e 2e, ma&snI vangI Ao TeaEy ar krI ne vece 2e,vaTsayne v8Rve l vato Aa3arIt sahITy vec e 2e…… Aeva Anek kmR 2e je kmR krva pota na de= ma& …..madre vtn ma& kyarey tEyar n 9ay. te b3aj kam “AmerIka” ma& krva tEyar rhe 2e…Ane 3n wpajRn kre p8 2e.…………… Aava “AmerIkn de=I” de= vasI Ao………..madre vtn na de=vasI Ao sa9e “nImRX”9; @vn na sTy v<ta&t madre vtn vsta de= 49

vasI Ao ne khI “kmR Ae to kmR j 2e…..”nI vat no p/car p/sar krav=e? ke p2I…………………” “Aek {aajve {a8 Nyay” na ka4la& vaprI…………… luCca; vaXu & @vn y9avt ra`=e!! mne to `br n9I ……….pr&tu Ae4 lu j khI ke!!! “Aeto -gvan ja8e…” no&3..p.pujy SvamI sCcIdan&d@ na puStk “A3ogtI nu& muX v8R VyavS9a”9I p/era; ne l`ayel 2e.

Aap8a susS& k<t smaj ma& guru@ nu& S(aan h&me=a pujnIy rhel 2e.guruR b/Hma, guruR ivQ8u&, guruR devo mhe[vra gata gata Aap8e 9akta j n9I.guru -ikt ma& Ae4la b3a gXa Dub rhIAe 2IAe ke guru Aap8I lag8I Ao nu& sacu& muLya&kn kre 2e ke nhI tej jota n9I.bs guru@ Ae khyu& 2e Ae4le mare tmare smpIRt -ave Tyagva nu& 2e.Aa Tyag -le ne deh no hoy,ke 3n no hoy ke p2I Svjn no hoy……bs guru@ Ae khyu& hu magu te tu AapI= ne!!!!!Aap8e Ae -ulI j; Ae 2IAe ke guru `re`r Aap8I lag8I Ao no SvSva9R ma4e to wpyog krta n9I ne……..sara Ane saca guru kone khevay te g; kal na styug ma& p8 ja8vu& A3ru htu& to Aaje to hXahX kXyug calI rhyo 2e.Satyug ma& guru Vdara `elayel rajkar8 Ae4le j “d/o8 rajkar8”. Naadan ,indoRq Bacara AekLaVy ne to Aekj lx htu& “svR [aeQ5 ba8avaXI” 9vanu&…p2I guru@ pote p/Tyx }aan Aape ke nhI&. Jo guru@ na paDeto temnI mUtIR bnavI temnI hajrI sm@ 3nu R iv#ya p/aTp krI=.Ane `re`r nadan,indoRq #yey nIQ5 AelKVye p<(vI pr nI [aeQ5 3nuR iv#ya ha&sIl krI. Je guru d/o8@ nI ja8 ma& Aavta& j tem8e nana,grIb,inQ5avan Ane lag8I Ao 3ravtae smaj no Aa Aeklvayo AekLaVy guru@ nI rajkIy ku4nItI no -og bnI gyo. Ane “d/o8 rajnItI” na ck/Vyuh ma& fsa; d/o8 rajkIy `4p4 no -og bNyo , guru d/o8@ Ae guru dxI8a ma& teno A&gu5o ma&gI lI3o.Aekj guru dxI8a nI ma&g Vdara d/o8@ Ae smg/ p2at smaj nI =ikt h8I lI3I, smSt smaj nu& AE[vyR h8I lI3u& ,smSt smaj ne pota nI 3nuRiv#ya 9I rx8 puru paDI =kva nI xmta ne nQ4 krI dI3I…….temnI ANy svaRg & I ivkas nI id=aAo j ru&3I na`I.Aam Aek ka&kre Anek pxI marI lI3a.Aava hta guru d/o8e inQ5avan mjbut smaj ne su=IxIt smaj 9I AXgo krI s&pu8R AsurxIt krI dI3o.Aaj 3nuR^ iv#ya [aEQ5 AeklVy [aI k<Q8 ne hSte 3nuQy ba8 9I j h8ayo Ane m<Tyu pamel. Aaj guru d/o8 nI nItI rItI ne Aajna rajkIy neta Ao b`ubI 9I Aml krI rhel 2e. tej rIte je Aajna yug na khevata rajkIy netaAo nI -egI 9yel 4oXkI harI 9akI nbXa pDel smaj 50

sa9e rajkIy `el `elI rhel 2e.d/o8e AeklVy ne A&gu5a vgr no bnavI dI3o Ane Aaj na rajkar8Iya smaj Ane p/gtI z&`ta nbXa bnI gyel smaj na vo4 l; ne “A&gu5o”btavI de 2e. juAo Aajna rajkIy pxo na p/itko tmne Ane mne =u& khI rhya 2e?......

• Aaj nI ko&gs e/ ha9 no p&jo btavI khe 2e ke “=a&it ra`o,Ame ka&;k krI=u& ”, • to vXI kmX na p/itk vaXa -ajpa vaXa to gurudo/ 8 ne p8 4pI jay teva nIkXya ……………….kmX btavI khe 2e ke 9o-o “kmX” nI jem =r klm krI ikt btavo Ane Amr 9av…….ihduTv ne Amr kro”,p2I jo;=u…& ………………….

• sIpIAem vaXa nu& “datrDU& Ane h9oDo” khe 2 eke “Ame khIAe tem kro nhI &to “h9oDa”9I 4IpI d;=u …………….tem 2ta& jo nhI manoto”datrDa”9I kapI na`=u&.

• vXI b.s.pa.no ha9I khe 2e ke “gvR 9I mStk w&cu kro Ane marI same juAo…nhI to… “3n 9I `rIdI l;=…………tem 2ta& nhI mano to “ha9I”pg nIce cgdI d;=” • d/o8 -/Q4acar nam na jaDI camDI vaXa ge&Da Ae to Aajna yug ma& rajkar8Iya Ao,srkarI xe{avaXa ke4lak Ai3karI Ao to vXI =am….dam..d&D btavI kam nu& AnEitk na8u& Aek5u& krnar bnavI dI3a.

• Aam 2ta& Aa manv kLya8 ma4e ko; yojna ke Asrkarak ,wTkqRk kayR p#3tI ke kam ma&go to b3aj rajkIy pxo “vato no A&gu5o” btavI de 2e.p/ja su`akarI nI vatone ckkr cDe teva ckDoX ma& ckrave cDavI de 2e.

• Tao vXI rajy kxa na mu~y m&{aI Ao Aa jrurt m&d vaXa smaj ma4e kLya8karI yojna ma&go to tem8e p8 “guru@ d/o8”nI jem “ANy boDR”no drvajo btavI mo4o “A&gu5o” btavI de……………………………. `re`r “d/o8” smy 9I caLyu Aavtu& grIbo nI lag8I Ao Ane mag8I Ao nu& =oq8 Aaje p8 calu 2e.Ane calu rhe=e. AeklVy ne jgaDvo………….smjavvo A3ro 2e smaj na kLya8karI kayoR ma4e jvabdar rajkar8Iya Ao same bXvo jgavva Aekla “AeklVy” ke “ANna hjare” ma4e p8 A3ru kayR 2e.hve to fkt ne fkt “-gvan ” j Aa rajkar8IyaAone `ra A9Rma& jnhItay bnavva jag<t kre Ane p/r8a Aape……………….toj “smaj”no su`akarI no magR k&Daray…………………………..fkt potanI “vo4”be &k mjbut krva ma& gXaDub rheta rajkar8IAoAe to “guru d/o8”ne p8 =rmavI de teva supr guru bNya 2e…..Ane Aap8a kmnsIbe Aava rajkar8Iya Ao Aap8 ne mXya 2e. no3 > AeklVy na ipta jras&3 na rajy ma& l+kr na vDa hta.Aaj AeklVye “mah-

art” yu#3 na shyogI Aek raja name “i==upal Ane rukm8I na ipta “i-Smk” vCce dut yane ivdu=k nI -umIka -jvel. Aaj AeklVy pa2X9I [aIk<Q8 na ha9e h8ayel. Jyare [aI ANNaa hajre rajkIy pxo Ane p/ja na ihteC2u& “ivdu=k” trIke kXyug nI sal be hajr bar ma& h8a; j=e.

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kIDI ne tme p8 jo; 2e. me p8 jo; 2e. ANy smaj na ma8soAe p8 jo; 2e.Aa 4cukDI kIDI jo AeklI kya&y jtI hoy to p8 potana magR ne l`tI jay 2e.je9I pa2a vXtI v`te -Ula pDI -4kva na divs na Aave.jo smuh ma& hoy to potana lIDr ke magR d=Rk ne cuStp8e ko; p8 jatnI dlIlo kyaR vgr Anusrse. AavI Aek 4cukDI kIDI no Aa phaD jevo s&d= e ………… Aek kIDI htI .potana sa9IAo sa9e Aek S9Xe9I bIja S9Xe rhetI kIDIAo ma4e seva no s&d= e ,seva na kayoR krva nIkXel htI. Aa kIDIAo no sevk smuh jya& p8 pho&ce Tya& shjta,srXta,kava dava mukt,s&g5It takatna la-o,A&dro A&dr shkar nI -avna na la-o,potana rhe5a8o nI smuh ma& rhI rxa krvI,vgere vgere Anek su`akarI na s&d= e a AaptI,nkkr kayR krta& krta& Aek S9Xe9I bIja S9Xe phocta hta. Aa drMyan kIDI na kd krta& hjaro g8o mo4a kdno,vjndar,Ane mo4a durbIn jeva c+ma 3ravto Aek manv na #yan ma& Aa sevk kIDIAo #yan ma&AavI. potanI junI pura8I Aadt mujb temna Aava sud& r Ane nkkr kayoR ma& vI#no na`vano ivcar AaVyo.potane sjRn Ane ivsjRn no mhar9I smjto Aa manve tena iv34n na kayoR no Aml =ru kyoR.p/9m to te8e sevk kIDIAo na magR ma& car ;&c w&co ma4I no 7glo krI teno AagX jvano magR b&3 krI dI3o.bIcarI kIDIAo ne to ~yalj n AaVyo ke temna seva kayoR na Aa y}a ma& manv namna danve iv#no na`vana =ru kyaR 2e. potanI mStI ma& potana #yey trf AagX v3tI Aa sevk kIDIAo nu& dX ma4Ina 7gla pase pho&cI,Aek x8 ma4e A4va; pDI,bI@ x8e ko;p8 jatna va&3a vcka ,ko;ne p8 gaXo -a&Dya sIvay,ko; ne p8 doqI bnaVya vgr potana #yey ma& AagX v3va ma&DI ma4I na mo4a 4ekra ne cDva ma&DI.potana p/gtIna mageR shjta9I pho&cI g;.Aa kIDIAo nI Aa sfXta jo; sjRn ivsjRn nI takat 3ravto iv#n s&toqI Aa manv ne Anek 38o guSso cDyo,potana ANy sa9IAo sa9e mI4I&g krI Aa kIDIAo na seva na kayoR ma& Aitivk4 iv#no nI yadI bnavI.Aa kdavar manve potana bIlorI kac jeva c+ma9I kIDIAo na magR no A_yas =ru krI,7aX vaXI jGya ma& mo4I `a; jev&u w&D&u ka8u& paDyu& .kIDIAo ne Aa danv jeva manve paDel ka8a ne par kyaR sIvay AagX jvanu& =Ky 52

nhotu&. nanI Am9I Aa 4cukDI kIDI Ao Ae to frI9I ko;p8 jatna va&3a vcka ,ko;ne p8 gaXo -a&Dya sIvay,ko; ne p8 doqI bnaVya vgr potana #yey ma& AagX v3va magR ma& paDva ma& Aavel ka8a ma& wtrI bI@ trf nI ma4InI dIval ne share bahr nIkXI AavI,potana p/gtIna mageR shjta9I pho&cI g;.4cukDI kIDIAo nI sfXta jo;,Aa danv manv Ane tena sa9IAo no guSso satma Aasmane pho&cI gyo.b3aAe -ega mXI Aa 4cukDI kIDIAo no pgnI AeDI 9I msXI na`I temna AStIno na= krvano ivcar kyoR.shj Ane srXta 9I @vta @vo nI rxa sjRn Ane ivsjRn ma& p8 sjRn krta iv[vkmaR p/-@ u Aa kIDIAo nI shay ma& AaVya.kudrtI rIte Aavnar Aafto ma& potana rx8 nI Agm cetmI Aa 4cukDI kIDIAo na sevk smuh ne mXI g;.p/-@ u nI shay hoy Tya& mu+kelIAo no A&tj hoy ne.Aa 4cukDI sevk kIDIAono smuh potanI ANy kIDIAo na smuh nI n@k phocI gyel htI. Aa tmam kIDIAo na ngra Ao Ae -ega 9; potanI rxa ma4e s&g5It takat no Aml krvanu& nkkI krI rxa Vyuh bnavI dI3o.jeva danv manv no smuh temnI n@k phoCyo ke tmame tmam kIDIAo na smuhe temna =rIr wpr cDI c4ka -rva nu& =ru krI d3u& As&~y kIDI Aona dX ne jo; mha danv manv smuh w-I pu2DIAe -aGyo. tmam kIDIAo no smuh potanI s&g5It takat9I potanI rxa nu& kayR puru krI pot potana kame lagI g;.potana ivjy nI j= y= maXa ma4e ko; kIDI AagX AavI nhI,potanI nEitk frj sm@ sO iv`ra; g;.sevk kIDIAo no smuh frI 9I potana seva na kayoR ma& srXta 9I VySt 9; g;.

Nao3…. iv[vkmaR smaj ,wTkqR,i=x8,tj}ata,Aa9IRk wNntI, s&g5n jeva Anek “piv{a y}a kayoR” ne Aek #yey lxI bnavI par paDva nu& jom Ane jo= keXvva nu& Aap8e 4cukDI kIDIAo pase 9I =I`va nu& rhe 2e.

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Aek nanu& gam htu&.gamma& iv[vkmaR smaj na su9ar, ku&ar,p&cal,kDIya,mevaDa,sonI ,s9vara jeva g*ya ga&5ya pa&c d= 3r hta&. Aa iv[vkmaR smajna b3a&j loko gamma& b3anI sa9e sumeX9I rheta Aene potanu& Ane 3rna sveR nu& gujran clavva potanI kXa.kO=Ly9I kam krI @vn @vta hta&.Aa gamma& Aek vi8k name ivQ8u& Ane Aek ku&-ar name @v8 be im{ao hta&.Aa vi8k ivQ8u& h&me=a potana @v8 ku&-ar im{a ne jrur pDe VyajbI Vyaj l; Aa9I Rk shay krto. vi8k ivQ8u& potanI Aa9Irk takat ne kar8e 38a& grIb Ane jrurt m&d loko nu& Aa9Irk =oq8 p8 krto hto.gamna jrurt m&d loko ne Aa9Irk shay krtI srkarI m&DXIAo n hova9I temnI Aa9Irk wNnit 9tI nhotI.Aa9Irk s&kDam8 ma& p8 @v8 ku-ar tena vi8k ivQ8u& im{ana tmam Vyvharo sarI rIte krto hto.Aava sama@k Vyvharo sacvvama4e kyarek tena 3r `cRne kapto……………………… to kyarek baXkonI Skul fI moDI -rto to ……………………..kyarek ma&dgIma& turt sarvar meXvva dva`ane jvanu& ma&DI vaXto.potana Aa `as im{a na Aeva to 38a kamo inSva9R rIte krto hto.Aava kamo krvama& te potana ku-arvaDama& ;&4o paDvana kamma& Aao2u& #yan Aapto.pir8ame ;&4onI gu8vta jXvatI nhI.te9I tEyar ;&4o na wTpadn ma& 34aDo 9to.Aek&dre nuksan 9tu&.potana ku-ar im{a nI Aa b3I tklIfo 9I teno vi8k im{a ivQ8u& A&dr9I ra@ rheto.gamma& ko; nI Aa9Irk su`akarI v3e to potano na8a& i3rvano 3&3o m&do pDe…………………to potanI su`akarI 34aDvI pDe.je tene m&jur nhtu&.potana nva b&3ata mkan ma4e Aae2a pa8I vaXI ndI parna dukanma&9I sImeN4 nI 9elIAo lavvanI htI.te9I te8e ivcayuR ke -aDanu& 4ek4r kru& to ruipya cukvva pDe…je tene m&jur nhotu&.te9I te8e potana ku-ar im{ano Ane tena ma4I `ecI lavta g3eDa no wpyog krvano ivcar AaVyo.Aek sa&je vi8k ivQ8u& potana @v8 ku-ar im{a ne 3re phocI gyo.AaDI AvXI vato krta krta tena nva b&3ata mkan ma4e sImeN4 lavva becar fera krI Aapva nI ivn&tI krI. @v8 ku-ar im{ae hsta hsta khyu& ke yar “taru 3r bntu& hoy ne hu& kamma& n Aavu&. Aevu& te bntu& h=e.”tare to bIndas khevanu& j hoy.mkan ma4e ;&4o to pDtr -ave Aapel.Aa b3I babto9I tena mug & a g3eDa vakef hta.AajnI be im{aonI vato b3aj g3eDa AekI 4se sa&-Xta hta& Ane A&dr A&dr guSse 9ta hta.potana malIk nu& =oq8 9tu& jo; b3aj g3eDa du`I du`I 9ta hta&.malIk ne naraj krvanI temnI tEyarI nhotI.te9I b3a g3eDaAoAe -ega mXI potana vDIl g3eDa nI pase phocI gya&.potana ku-ar malIk nu& Aa9Irk =oq8 krta tena vi8k ivQ8u& im{a nI vat krI.b3aAe ccaR ivcar8a krI nkkI kyuR ke Aa v`te vi8k ivQ8u& ne Aevo jbrjSt pa5 -8avvo ke bI@ v`t malIk ne kam btavvanu& -ulIjay. bIje idvse vhelI svare vi8k ivQ8u& to potana @v8 k&u-ar 54

im{ane 3re pho&cI gyo.tenads g3eDa Ane ku&-ar mI{a ne l; sImeN4 vaXa nI dukane phocI gya.drek g3eDa wpr {a8 {a8 9elI sImeN4 nI bego ladI potana nva b&3ata mkan nI jmIn pase jva nIkXya.b3aj g3eDaAo Ae A&dr A&dr ;=aro krI vi8k ivQ8u& ne sbk =I`vvanu& AekbIja ne yad kravI dI3u&. g3eDa nI AagX 3ImI gtI9I calta calta bNne im{ao vato krta krta jta hta&.potana nva b&3ata mkan nI n@k pho&cva vCce Aa2a pa8I vaXI ndI AavtI htI.Aa ndI Aavta&j b3a g3Da Aek s&p9I AekI sa9ej pa8I na w&Da `aDa ma& Aek p2I Aek gbDI pDya&.pa8Ina `aDama& pDta&j temnI pI5 wpr go5vayel sImeN4 9elIAo plXI gyI.b3oj sImeN4 pa8I ma& bgDI gyo Ane `alI pI5e b3aj g3eDa pa8Ima& Snan krI SfutIR vaXa 9; w-a 9; gya. vi8k ivQ8u& to ma9e ha9 mukI ne poke poke rDva ma&Dyo.ku&-ar potana vi8k im{a ne ndI ma& pDel `aDa ne kar8e 9yel nuksan ma4e Vy9a Vykt krto hto Ane tena b3aj g3eDa A&dr A&dr hsta hta. @v8 ku&-ar potana g3eDa Aone `ubj Vhal krto hto… tena potana baXk nI jem sacvto hto….te9I te tmam g3eDa wpr 9oDo guSse 9yo….pr&tu ko;p8 jatnI marzuD n krI… potana vi8k ivQ8u& im{anI rja l; potane 3re pho&cI b3aj g3eDa ne vaDa ma& Aaram krva 2u4a mukI dI3a.potana kaXjana 4ukDa jeva b3aj g3eDa pa8I ma& Aavel `aDa ma& pDI jva9I pgoma& ko; co4 AavI 2e ke nhI te jova ma&Dyo.b3aj g3eDa tmam rIte saja nvra jo: iv[vkmaRp/-n u& o paD manto manto hr`ava laGyo. `as no&3. iv[vkmaR smaj drek gamma& vsva4 kreto jova mX=e. drek gamma& drek smaj sa9e `ubj sumeX9I rheto jova mX=ej. h&me=a b3ana kam krvama& srXta btavto….3saro ve5to…Aa9IRk s&kDam8 Anu-vto jova mX=e.AavaAa smajna Aek 34k sman“ku-ar”34k na calak g3eDaAoAe Aek vi8k ne tenI =oq8 init9I potana malIk ne kevI srXta9I muikt ApavI.te vat Aap8a smSt\ iv[vkmaR smaje =I`vanI 2e.

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Aamne ja8o Ane tmo mja ma8o SaaTvIk -ktI 3ravta MaIraba; khe 2e ke……………… sonu Amne `pe nhI ra8a……………Amare to jo;Ae tulsI nI maXa. 2aya -ktI 3ravta s&to khe 2e………………

Pa/-u -ktI tmarI..Tamaru 3n Amaru& -ktI vgr -kt suno Taena 3n vgr Ame suna Sa&p/day bnavI -kt pr…. raj kro Ae 2aya s&t nItI. -agla paDo………………raj kro Ae rajnItI Baaba ramdev……………khe…………. SvaS9 na 3nI bno tmo…………… tmara 3n 9I 3nI bnu & hu& .

SvamI AGnIve=……………khe…………………. sEnIko ne jo;Ae de= -ktI…………………… mare to jo;Ae rajnItI . nkslvadIAo ne gmtI vat marI rajnItI Ka=mIrvasI muslmano ne gmtI vat marI rajnItI ANyvadIAo ne gmtI vat marI rajnItI………………………………......... rajkar8Iyo……………….khe………….

3n tmaru…………..kaXu 3n Amaru -/Q4acar Amaro…..

ANna hjare khe………………-/Q4acar -gavo de= bcavo….. rajkar8Iyo……… khe………….……………………………………………………… khe hm tuMhare sa9 he laekIn ko; pT9rse n mare mere krP4=n ke kmoR ko… @s ne krP=n n kIya ho vohI pT9r mare…………mere krP4=n ke kmoR ko… VohI -Q4acar -gane kI bat kre……… de= vasI Ao khe………….

3n hmarI psIne kI kma;………

Vao4 ke lIye dIya gye Agu7e kI mhor bInpsIne kI mhor Hm 3n kI kImt jan te hE LaekIn Vao4 ke lIye dIya gya Agu7e kI mhor kI kImt nhI jante Jane ……………………Anjane me hm bn gye “_a/Q4acarI ke jNmdata”

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-gva vS{a 3arI manv 3mR s&g tmone AapI tmarI lxmIs&g krnar 2e.

-gva vS{a 3arI saca s&t 3mR s&g tmone AapI tmane moxs&g krnar 2e. ………………………………..........................................

DI4rjN4 pavDr nI jaherat. rajkIy neta wjXa vS{ao 3ar8 krI boLya ……….mara sfed vS{ao no cmkar…………….mara -/Q4 krtuto nI kmal.

ManvSaa3u boLya ……mara -gva vS{ao no cmkar…………….3mRsh vato krI 3n p/aTpI no kmal!!!!!! ……………………………….............................................. rajkIy neta boLya……….hm sfed vS{a ka Tyag kr =kte hE…….lekIn -/Q4 krtuto ka Tyag nhI kr =kte!!!!!!

-gva vS{a 3arI MaanvSaa3u boLya………….hm -gva vS{a Tyag nhI =kte…….nahI 3n lalsa Tyag =kte………Aapko jo krna ho kro!!!!!!! rajkIy 3ur3& ro Ane 2aya3mR 3ur3& ro BaoLya…………………………

Hmara lxy hE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maanvta ke nam pr hme 3n cahIye. 3mR ke nam pr hme 3n cahIye. KIsI hal me kIsI-I magR se …….

Hme 3n cahIye!!!!!!! de= -ikt sEnIko kI rgrg me hE…….

3n -ikt hmarI rg rg me hE!!!!!!

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3mR Ane 3mR A3arIt rajkar8…………………………… sP4eMbr mas 2009 na roj AmerIka ma& mara rhevana S9X nI n@k Aavel f/s e no namna =her ma& rheta mara AmerIkI S9It im{a ne mXva gyo hto.teAo sa9e 38I b3I AopcarIk vato 9;.vato vato ma& Amo bNne 3mR Ane AmerIka S9ayI 9yel baXko na 3mR s&Skr8 A&ge vato nIkXta j tem8e potana Anu-vnI vato khI je mhd A&=e AhI vataR Svrup ma& v8el 2e………………ko; nI 3mR -avna ke A&gt lag8I ne du-avva no maro Aa=y n9I.2ta&y kya&k ko; =Bd rcna 9I mn du` ke -avna du-ay no iv=aX mne xMy krva k<pa krvI…………hve va&co AagX……………. 3mR Ane 3mR nI mhTvta manv @vn ma& `ubj mhTvnI -umIka -jve 2e.Aaj na Aa yug nI 3rtI wpr AStITv 3ravta drek 3mR Aek mhTvnI vat khe 2e…………..drek @v ne p/me kro ,;[vr ne yad kro……………ko; 3mR hIsa p/v<it krva nu& kheto n9I.drek 3mR ma& drek manve potanI @vn =ElI kevI ra`vI tenu& magRd=Rn Aapel 2e.Aa magRd=Rn nI mhTv nI 3mR Aa3arIt vato smjavnar 3mR s&to potanI smj p/ma8e potana AnuyayI smaj na manvo ne smjavva no A3ag p/yTn krta hoy 2e. temna Aa p/yTno ne prI8ame Aam smaj ma& 3mR nI p/v<it 3m3mtI hoy 2e.38a 3mR na khevata 3ur&3ro Aeto potanI maNyta mujb nva nva p&9o ,s&p/dayo p8 w-a krI potanI 3mR p/v<it ne Aa kXyug ma& 3m 3mtI ra`e 2e.Aap8a vedo Ane wpnI=do na muX rcIyta ne 3mR 3ur&3ro p8 -ulI gya 2e A9va sTy vat nu& tar8 Aapva na smy nI rah jota h=e ,Aa smy drMyan 7ol ngara vgaDI “ved Vyas munI” nu& nam vagoXya kre 2e.Aa ved Vyas munI na mt mujb car vedo nI vat drek j nmans ma& -ravI dI3el 2e.pa&cma ved na AStITv nI vat temnaj k9no ma& Aavta& n9I , smya&tre kul “pa&c vedo”nI vat sTyta puvRk bhar Aavel 2e.Aaj babt btave 2e ke potana man ,mo-a, 3mR sta nI jaXv8I ma4e khevata 3mR 3ur&3ro samaNy jn smuday sa9e keva keva Agn `el `elel 2e Ane AajnI tvarI` ma& p8 `elI rHya 2e.muX 3mR Aa3arIt sTy vat Ae 2e ke “pa&c vedo na rcIyta b/MHa@ na mu`e 9I wTpNn 9yel “b/Mha&D”na rcIyta “-gvan iv[vkmaR@” hta.hve juAo 3mR sa9e Agn `el `elta Aap8a 3mR 3ur&3ro na kaXa karnama.hm8a j mara AmerIka na f/sno =her S9It jlaram bapa na prm -kt im{ae vatvat ma& vat khI ke marI mo4el ne kar8e 58

AhI vsta -artIyo Vdara smyanusar 3mR na meXavDa 9ta rhe 2e,3mR na 3ur&3r s&to nI p3ram8I p8 9tI rhe 2e.mare jvanu& 9ay ,s&to na Aa=IRvad meXvva b3a la;n ma& w-arhI cr8 Sp=R krta krta& temno n&br AaVyo………………=rIre 9oDa -are Ane wmr ma& sInIyrsI4Izn,Sv-ave SpQ4 vkta…………..s&t na `-e hXvek9I ha9 mukI boLya “ ;[vr” tmne tmam p/kar nI manv seva nu& bX Aape.”s&t to be 3DI ivcar ma&j pDI gya p2I shj -ave hsI ne vat ne shj krI dI3I.Aavaj iv=aX h<dy s&p/day na s&t[aI AavIj AmerIka ma& Aavel Aek mo4a bIsnes malIk ne Tya& p3ram8I krva phocI gya.malIkto s&to nI p3ram8I potane Tya& 9va nI 2e tenI `u=I ma& ne `u=I ma& AmerIka na kayda kanuno ne -ulIj gya, Ane s&to nI p3ram8I no dIvs AVyo…………………..s&to Ae p3ram8I krta&j AofIs ma& kam tmam S4af ne malIk ne Aade= kyoR ke sO Ae AofIs ma& 9I bhar nIkXI jvu& je9I s&t[aI AofIs ma& Aa=I Rvcn Ane p/-ukp< a nu& kayR smysr s&pNn krI =ke. s&to nI 3mR Aa3arIt jrurIyat ne saTvIk jrurIyat manI bIznes malIke AofIs fkt s&t[aI Ane -kto nI hajrI vaXI krI na`I. AofIs ma& 9I bhar jnar AofIs S4af na Aek VyktI ne Aa babt Aapman jnk lagI.Aa Apman no kDvo 3u&4Do Aa AmerIkn -a; nI w&3 wDaDI gyo.te8I Ae AmerIka na kayda nu& =r8u& lI3u& ,prI8ame pela mo4a bIsnes malIk ne AmerIkn srkare “DIsik/mIne=n”Ane ANy kayda nI klmo nIce -are d&D kyo R.Aa d&D nI rkm jo n -reto -are sja 9ay,jo sja 9I bcva d&D nI rkm -rva jay to kroD pit ma& 9I roDpit 9; jay.manvI ne du` pDe Ae4le -gvan j yad Aave te rIte Aa -a; ne 3mR na 3ur&3r s&to nu& j =r8u& yad AaVyu& .Sa&to ne potanI muzv8 purava sa9e btavI s&k4 ma& 9I muktI Apavva Aa@@ krI…………………….p8 3mR ne bhera kan hoy 2e ke 3mR 3ur&3ro ne bhera kan hoy 2e.je hoy te pela -a; nI shay ma& 3mR na 3ur&3ro 3n na 5gla ma& AaXo4ta hova 2ta& shay ma& ke kam ma& n AaVya.prI8ame pela -a; roDpiTa 9; gya.ko; temnI shay ma& AaVyu& nhI………………baXko sa9e du`na drIya ma& DubI gyel mo4a bIznes malIk ma&9I roDpit 9; gya. 3mR 3ur&3ro Ae jo temne huf Ane 3mR shay ,3mR sa9e s&kXayel manv smuday no `Dklo krI dI3o hot to temnI 3mR AaS9a AcX rhet Ane Aek v3are “mhmdAlI @Nha@” no jNm n 9at ,-art vqR na -agla n pDt. Sv.mhm&dAlI @8a nu& muX kuX Aek cuSt vEQ8v s&p/day nu& htu&.te v`t na 3mR 3ur&3ro Ae ih&duTv ma& mannar manv smudayo na wTkqR na kayo R krela nhI,fkt ne fkt dan,dxI8a,m&idr ,m5 , vgere Aa3IpTy jmavva ma&j rCya pCya rhel.prI8ame drIya n@k rheta luha8a kuX na Aa ku4u&b ne ro@ ro4I ma4e mSyw3yog nI p/v<tI SvIkarvI pDel.bs tem8e Aa mSyw3yog kem ApnaVyo ? no mo4o va&3o 3mR 3ur&3ro Ae lI3o Ane temne “ihdu3mR”nI bhar mukI dI3a.muSlIm 3mRe temne SvIkayaoR.muSlIm 3mR A&gIkar kyaR p2I sara man pan AaPya,tmam p/kar nI shay AapI.la&ba gaXe,frI 9I ih&du 3mR ma& pa2a Aavva 3mR3ur&3ro ne Aa@@ krI ,frI 9I 3mR na ke 3mR 3ur&3ro na bhera kane Aa muX lva8a kuX nI Aa@@ n 59

s&-Xa;. prI8ame temne muSlIm 3mR ma&j rhevanu& AaVyu&.Aa drMyan p/aTp 9yel pu{a rTn nu& nam mhmdAlI @8a ra~yu&.Aaj mhmdAlI @8a Vdara -art de= nI AazadI ma& muSlIm raQ4^ nI ma&g8I p/bX bnI……………………….A&te paikStan(puvR Ane pi[mm) raQ4^ nu& nImaR8 9yu&.Aa 2e Aap8a 3mR na rajkar8 nI khanI………………………….AavIj du`d khanI 2e………………………Aap8a rajkIy neta AonI 3mR Aa3arIt rajkIy rmt……………………………….hu&duTv nI vat krvI Ane raQ4^ ma& potanI sta na g5 bnavva,sacvva,Ane sta3I= rheva tmam krtuto krta rheva ma& rCya pCya rheta rajkar8IyaAo 9I ko8 bcav=e Aap8a de= ne ?Aap8a raQ4^ ma& A7Xk s&pit 3mR na S9ano ma& dan na Svrup ma& manv smudayo trf9I Aave 2e.Aa s&pit no ihsab magnar ko; n9I.p/ja na dan na na8a no sdwpyog p/ja su`akarI na kamo ma&,manv smuday na wTkqR na kayoR ma& vpraya no ;ithas `ubj `rab 2e.srkar na hStxep 9I w-I 9; rhel nvI haDmarI 9I huduTv nI vato krnara p8 Aja8 bnI rHya 2e.potna s&p/day,vaDa,m5,m&idro ma&j rCya pCya rhel 2e.Aek 3mR nI s&Sk<it wpr ANy 3mR nI s&Sk<it nI vor yane lDa; je calI rhel 2e,teno jo4o -art vqR ma& mXvo mu+kel 2e.iv[v 3mR yu#3 na kar8e -ivQy ma& -art potanI ih&duTv trIke nI ASmIta gumavI de=e.pota na sta na ro4laj =ekva ma& racta 3mR 3ur&3ro to rajkar8IAo ne p8 =rmave teva 2e.Aajna rajkar8 ma& rCya pCya rheta sta lalsu loko potanaj Sva9R ma& gXa Dub rhe 2e….temnI maNyta vaXo px potanI j rcel jaX ma& gXaDUb rhe 2e…………….. 3mR na 3ur&3ro…… sTy 3mR ip/y 9ay Ane rajkIy netaAo phela maru& “raQ4^” Ane p2I marI jat ma mannara 9ay toj p/jasu`akarI na magR srX bnav=e.bakIto Aap8a 3mR 3ur&3ro Ane rajkIy rmto rmnara rajkar8Iyaj ja8e………………………“;[vr” sOne sdbu#3I Aape………….de=hIt.. p/jahIt na kayoR krva sbX kre. `as no3….. AhI p/ka=It krel tmam l`a8 vataR Svrup ma& v8Rvel 2e………………ko; nI 3mR -avna ke A&gt lag8I ne du-avva no maro Aa=y n9I.2ta&y kya&k ko; =Bd rcna 9I mn du` ke -avna du-ay to iv=aX h<dy ra`I mne xMy krva k<pa krvI…………

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lohkU4 bNyo piv{a ;laclpvRt Anek deva3Idevona Aa=IRvad meXvel lohku4 Ý hemku4 bNyo. p<(vIlok ma&9I pataXlokma&jvaÝAavva no magR bNyo.Aaj lohku4 devo na Aa=IvRcn 9I mnuQyrup 3ar8 krI =ktahta, tej p/ma8e nagloko temj nagkNyaAae mnuQySvrup 3ar8 krI =kta hta.Aek nagkNya name n0devI yane ;ladevI,pataXlokma&9I p<(vIlokma& frva ma4e AaVya hta&.temnI njre ruprup na A&barsm suv8Rkay hemku4 AaVya,p/9m njre temne potana pit mnomnmanI lI3a.potana idlnI vat hemku4rajane krI, sveRnI s&mtI9I hemkU4e temno piTn trIke SvIkar kyaeR .hemku4 Ae ;lacl trIke p*a AoX`ava laGya.Aek v`t ;ladevI vnma& Aavel nynrMy puQpva4Ika ma& puQpo leva gyahta. ;ladevIna rup ne jo; ke4lak dETyloko temne r&jaDta hta.Aek mhabXvandETye ;ladevInu bXjbrIpUvkR Aphr8 kyuR. ;ladevIAe saca-av9I h\dypuvkR iv¼kmaRp/-unIp/a9Rna krI AavI pDel AaPtIma&9I mukTaI ma4e ivnv8I krI.saca -av9I krel p/-p u /a9Rna AcUk fXe2e.tem ;ladevInI p/-p u /a9RnafXI. Ait dyaXu iv¼kmaRp/-u turtj p/g4 9ya.mhabXvandETyne m<TyudD& devanI tEyarIma& hta.Tya&j dETypiTn Ae sO-aGynI rxa ma&gta.mhadETyne iv¼kmaR p/-A u e xma AapI.:ladevIne l; iv¼kmaRp/-u hemkU4 pase AaVya.hemku4nI cI& t & a 4XI.;ladevIne iv¼kmaRp/-A u e idkrI manel. ipta pu{aIne Tya& jay Tyare ka&;kne ka&;kAapIne jay 2e.tem iv¼kmaRp/-A u e ;ladevI t9a hemkU4ne vrdan ma&gvanu khyu. bNneAe temnI AivcX -ikt Ane ;lacl pvRtmaXama Ae4leke potanama& vas krva ivn&tIkrI.iv¼kmaRp/-u t9aStu khyu .

AarIte iv¼kmaRp/-A u e ;laclp/d= e ma& vas kyoR..;laclp/d= e ma&Aavel sUykR D&u ,c&dk/ D&u ,t9aiv¼kmaRp/-u je kuD& ma& vaskyoR te kuD& iv¼kuD& Snan krva9Isvep R k/ arna su`Ý=a&it,sm<i#3 ,tmam paap kmaeRnae na= 9ay 2e. Aam hemkuU yane ;lacl piv{a;lacl bNyo. no3‰ ;lacl pvRtmaXa vaXo ivStar kaXk/me ;laclp/d= e trIke AoX`ava laGyo je ATyare ;lorg7 trIke AoX`ay 2e.je mharQ4^ raJy ma& AOr&gabad nI n@k Aavel 2e. Jya& Aap8a p/-u iv¼kmaRp/-@ u Ae iv¼kuD ma&vas krel 2e.prI8a me smg/ ivStar p/-uinvas nu piv{a0am bnI gyel 2e.;lorg7 jnar na tmam papno tTkal xy 9; jay 2e.

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Aap8a iv[vkmaR smaj na wTkqR nI vat hoy ke iv[vkmaR smaj na s&g5n nI vat hoy………………….shkarnI -avnanI jyot Aap8a A&tr ma& p/jjvlIt nhI 9ay Tya& su3I tmare ne mare stt p/v<t rhvu& pD=e..te4lo smy Aap8ej Aap8a VHalsoya baXkona -aivne A&3karmy ra`vana doqI yane gung e ar bnvu& pD=e. Aek bIjane 2aDvanI…..ke……….4a&4Iya `ec p/v<it ma& rCya pCya rhI je yikt potana j Ae4le ke Aap8a VHalsiya baXkona -aivne ne bgaDva ma& kar8-ut bntI p/v<it ma& rt rhya kr=e tene iv[vkmaR p/-u kdI maf nhI kre. jo Aap8e `re`r Aap8a iv[vkmaR smaj iht ma& ke Aap8a VHalsiya baXkona -aivne wjjvX bnavva ma&gta ho;Ae to Aap8e Aek bIjane p2aDvanI…..ke………..4a&4Iya `ec p/v<it ne `ra dIl9I tjvI pD=e. Aek -a; potanaj sga -a; nI p/gtI ma& hr`na Aa&su n vhave Tya& su3I………………..Aek -a; potaj -a; nI p/gtI na p&9 nhI k&Dare Tya& su3I…………………………..Aek -a; potana j -a; nI su`akarI na p&9 nhI k&Dare Tya& su3I………………………… Aek -a; potanI bolvanI Ane CaalvanI 2X kp4 vaXI v<it ne tIla&jlI nh Aape Tya& su3I…………………………iv[vkmaR smaj s&g5n Ane AavnarI nvI -avI pe7I na su`akarI na magR srX nhI bne.Aap8oj su9ar-a;…………..Aap8oj p&cal-a;………… Aap8oj kDIya kam krto -a;…………..Aap8oj i=Lp kam krto -a;……………………….ke4lo k5or pir[am krI wtk<Q4 sjRn krto hoy 2e.te tme Ane me njro njr joyu& 2e Ane jo; rHya 2IAe …….je kam ke je wtk<Q4 sjRn ma4e Ao2a [ame…………………Ao2a smyma& ATy&t wtk<Q4 sjRn iv[vma& wTam p/karnI tj}ata Ae4ke 4eknolo@ 9I krI =kay 2e.jem8e iv[vna p/gtIkark de=o yane vel Devlop kN4^I na p/gtIna kamo joya 2e……………….p/gtIna sopan sr krvama& vprayel 4eknolo@ ja8I 2e. temne `br 2e…………………….Aap8a tmam iv[vkmaR v&=j -a;Ao & wCc gu8vtavaXu sjRn ma4e jrur krta& v3u smy no wpyog krta& hoy2e…te4laj smy ma& te {a8 g8u& wCc gu8vtavaXu sjRn kam krI Ai3k na8a& nu& wpajRn krI =ke………………..sa9e sa9e kam ke sjRn p/ik/ya drMyan =arIrIk rx8 p8 meXvI =ke 2e.Aa b3u& Tyarej =ky bne “ ko; ivrlo “iv[vkmaR smaj”na wtkqR ma4e smpIRt @vn @vva pake toj ” Aava inQkam,kmR5,smpIRt @vn @vva pakta iv[vkmaR ivrla ne ko; 4a&4Iya `ec hrIfa; 9I p2aDI n deto………………. Aava pakta ivrla ne potanoj -a; ;qaRv<it9I 9I p2aDI n deto …………………….smjjo “iv[vkmaR p/-u@” no ra@po 9yo 2e. Ane Aap8a iv[vkmaR smajna Vhalsoya baXkona wTkqRna magR srX bnvanI =ruAat 9; j=e.iv[vkmaR smaj na p/Tyek 34k Aek bIja na p/gtIna magR srX bnavva smpIRt -av9I kam kre………………..Aek bIja sa9e s&g5n nI -avna ne AdMy bnavI Aek bIja sa9e s&kXa; jay…………….Aek 34k bIja 34k na 4a&4Iya `ecva nI v<it….p/v<it9I mukt 9ay to smjjo…………………..“iv[vkmaR smaj na tmam 62

nana mo4a v&=jo nI su`akarI .wTkqR na tmam magR srX bn=e.tmam xe{ao ma& srXta na Vdar `ulI j=e,iv[vnI wtk<Q4 4eknolo@ p/Tyek iv[vkmaR v&=Ine potanaj gamma& =I`vanI yane ke 4^n e I&gnI srXta mXva ma&D=e.tmara Anemara prsevana 4ex na na8a& ma&9I tmam p/karnI srXta AaptI yojnaAo jevI ke HeL9 ker,b/;n DevlopmeN4 p/jek4,;nove4Iv koNseP4 DevlopmeN4 vkR=op,Aa4IRsn yane karIgr pOQ4Ik Aahar yojna , AavI Anek yojna Aono 3o3 tmam iv[vkmaR v&=Ine mXto 9=e. iv[vkmaR smaj na wTkqR ma4e………………………………………………. iv[vkmaR smaj na s&g5n ma4e………………………………………………. iv[vkmaR smaj na baXkona wTkqR ma4e………………………………………………. iv[vkmaR smaj na svaRgI wTkqR ma4e………………………………………………. tmare……………….mare……………smj 3ravnar…………Ane smj n 3ravnar tmame tmam iv[vkmaR v&i= Ae Aek 9; jvanI jrurt smjvI pD=e Ane te id=a ma& Tyag v<it ApnavvI pD=e…………………p2I Aap8o -a; mara9I AagX nIkXI j=e……………………………maro Aa v&=j “j=” l; j=e……………………………maro Aa -a; “namna kma;” j=e ma4e tene yen ken p/kare p2aDvo………yen ken p/kare tena “4a&4Iya” `ecI tene p2aDvo vgere v<it ne “jDmuX”ma&9I ka5vI pD=e.Aa4lu& 9ay to smj jo tmara mara Ane tmam “ivvkmaR v&i=Ao”na “-aGy” w3DI gya 2e.

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Hu& mr8 p9arIye pDel hto ,Tyare “Mao&” ma& g&gajX mukta jDayel sonano da&t de`a; gyo,deh cetna vIhIn 9ta& j sonano da&t `ova; gyo, @vta& @ve vqeR AeksoAa5 v`t jm8a A&g5u a nI shI krI , mIlkt vsavto gyo Ane ,jrurt m&d loko ne mILkt dan krto gyo Ga&gajX mXe te phela&j Aekso nvmI v`t ko; A&g5u a nI shI kravI gyo, cI{aguPte tena drbar ma& Aeksonv v`t nI shI nI `ra; kravI, Tyare maro @v phelI v`t muza; gyo , dan krayel mILkt prt ko; na name 9; gya no ihsab joyo , frI maro @v murza; gyo, p/-u ne Arj krI ke mne hve kyarey “manv deh” n Aapto tu&.!!! @vte @ve kXyug ma& `ub “Aa&su” vhaVya,hve cI{aguPt na drbar ma& p8 “Aasu&” vhavI gyo. frI p/-u ne Arj krI ke mne hve kyarey “manv deh” n Aapto tu&.

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ivSfo4 Aek nanu gam htu Aek mo4u gam htu Aek nanu ku4b &U htu , Aek mo4u ku4Mu b htu, sveRna dadaÝdadI hta, maÝbap hta, -a;Ýbhen hta, sOsOnI mojma&rheta hta. sO sOnI frj sm@ kam krta hta, p/atŠsveR AekbIjane ,hsta mu`e jota hta, nana sveR mo4asveRna cr8Sp=R krta hta, va8Ima& s&ymÝp/m e ÝAadrsh rheta hta, sOsa9e besIne,svarnI =Irom8Ikrta hta, bporÝsa&jnu -ojn leta hta, sO AekbIjane,p/m e 9I nIhaXta hta, p/m e 9I jmaDta hta,Aadr9Ibolavta hta, sh-ojn u rhSy htu, ko;na mnma& wd|veg, ko;na h|dy nI gmgInI, ko;na -avma& g&-Irta, sveRne shj Anu-uit ptI htI, ~yal AavI jto hto, nana ne =u 9yu?, mo4ane =u 9yu? maÝbapne =u 9yu? dadaÝdadI ne =u 9yu? kem Ao2u bolta hta? kem Ao2u jMya? kem mo wpr p/sNnta nhotI? Aekidvs nano mybaX sh-ojnÝinTy-ojn smye de`ayo nhI sveR no0 lI0I 65

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0rma& n9I? =u 9yu 2e? ko; boLyu 2e? ko; v7yu 2e? sh-ojn bNyu , p/[NoanI AarsI sh-ojn bNyu p/m e -avnu -ojn, p/sNntanu -ojn shAaTmIytanu -ojn, AaTmIytanu bX v)yu, drek p/[nonuÝmuzv*a nI 28av4 9;, suÝSaSk<t wpay =o0ayo, p/[n hXva 9ya, mansIk t8av 04ya, muzv8onI harmaX dur 9;, kLae=ne jakaro mXyo, idl `a4a 9; jta A4kYaa, mn w&ca 9; jta A4kya&, dadaÝdadIna, s&SkarsI& c & n fXya, sh-ojn -avna fXI, maÝbapnI s&SkarsI&cnnI tpSya fXI, -a;Ýbhenna hetnI srva8I,mjbut bnI, p/-u iktnI Anu-uit 9;, inQ4ashsh-ojn VyvS(aa fXI, -ojnsaTvIk bNyu,

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3rDa3r nI yad yad Aave 3rDa3rnI yad Aave2e mne 3rDa3rnI, Tyare -I j & ay 2e marI Aa&`no `u8ae. n9I sukvI =kto ,n9I lu2I =kto,n9I rokI =kto, Ae Aa&`nI srva8Ine. Tyare, yad Aave2e 3rDa3rnI jrur lage 2e 3rDa3rnI mne, n9I jo;tI mare jGya 3rma&, jo;Ae 2e 9oDI jGya tara H\dyma&, n9I jo;tI mare 4ek8 lakDI, jo;Ae2e tara lag8Is-r =BdonI 4ek*a lakDI, n9I jo;tu -avtu -ojn jo;Ae 2e ru`uÝsu`u -avnu -ojn, n9I bdlta& -Ina gadla&ÝgodDI, Tyare -Ijay 2e marI Aa&`no `U*oa bIDay2e marI Aa&`nI plko, 2ta&y njre Aavo2o, tmo baXSvrupe yad Aave2e vaTSLypU*aRpsar krel smynI je tmone w2ervama& shj-avma&psarkrel , Tyare , tmo baXSvrup9I mae4aSvrupma& Aavel, Tyare AmoAe pIrSya hta , AmInjreÝAmI-ave Ý-avna -ojn, hetna hIDoXa, tEyar kYaaR hta kQ4muktÝk&4kmukt rah, Aaje tmo tEyar kro 2o , kQ4pu8RÝk&4ksh rah Amar ma4e, Tyare, -I j & ay 2e marI Aa&`no `U*oa , `Uc2 e e marI Aa&`no tarlo marI Aa&`ma&, 67

Tyare, Dusku -ra; jay2e,Dumo -ra; jay 2e ,gXu -ra; jay2e, Tyare, marI Aa&`no tarloÝAvaj krvanI na paDe2e Tyare, kkXI w5e2e Aa&trDI marI, hlblI w5e2e h\dy maru, jakaro SvIkar&u 2u taro , Tyare, wprvaXo SvIkarto n9I, Tyare , yad Aave2e mne 3rDa&3rnI Tyare , jrur lage 2e , mne vaSTLy pu*aR 3rDa3rnI Tyare, -I j & ay 2e marI Aa&`no `U*oa , ivnvu2u iv¼kmaRp/-une deje fkt taroj sharo, n9I jo;to idkraÝdIkrI no sharo je vh e c & e 2ee maÝbapne, je tole2e na&*aavDe maÝbapne, Tyare , yad Aave2e mne 3rDa3rnIÝ jrur lage2e vaTSLypU*aR 3rDa&3rnI

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=&kr name Aek karIgr Aek mo4u =her htu. =&krnameAke karIgr rhetohto, tenI3amIRkSv-avvaXIpTnInamel`mIhtI. -gvaneAapelabenananana baXko ram Ane l`n hta. =&krrojsvareri@ma4e mjurIAe jay. rojsa&jp e a2oAave. mXelmjurIna pEsama&9Igujran clave. roj kamejay,rojkam=o3vanu. rojkammXXenHI.kammXetopurtI mjurInapEsamXenhI. ru`oÝsu`oro4lo jme.

Aekidvs =&kr kamnI=o3ma&inkXe2e. kam mXtun9I.sa&je 3r3 pa2oAave2e. v#yuÝ34yu nanananaAa&`nartnsma baXkone `vDavI pitÝpiTn pa8IpI sU;jay2e. =&kr bIje idvse p8 kamnI =o3ma& jay2e. `ub r`De2e.`ub kammeXvva mhent kre 2e Pa8 kam mXtun9I. sa&je 3re pa2o Aave2e. mujay2e! baXkone =u `vDavI=.

Sva-ImanI ,ho=Iyar karIgr hova9I ko;nI pase9I potana Aa&`nartnsma baXko ma4e`avanuma&gva mn mantun9I. te idvse baXkone pa*aIno =Iro bnaVyo2e te jmaDI baXkone hetna iH&DoXaÝhalrDa& ga;suvDavI d; pitÝpiTn bIjeidvsep8 pa8IpIne sU;jay2e. svarpDe2e =&kr kamnI =o3ma& jay2e.

-U~yape4e =&kr `Ub kamnI=o3ma& ro@nI=o3ma& -4ke2e.

Kamma4e Aa@@ kre2e.sa&jpDe2e kam mXtu n9I. inra=vdne =&kr 3ImI cale 3rtrf Dgla&maDe2e. ic&tama&2e =&kr, 69

mujv8ma&2e =&kr, nasIpas 2e =&kr , njr smx nanananbaXko AavI jay2e. g59olIya`a;jay2e. harel=&kr, 9akel=&kr, 3re Aave2e. p/m e aXpiTn p/m e puvkR pa8I Aape2e. khe2e sO saravana9=e.

-gvan Aap8I kso4I krto h=e, teno ko; =u- s&kt e h=e, Aap8a pr-vna pap Ao2a 9ay2e. tmo 9ak=o nhI, tmo har=onhI . h@ hu tmarI pD`e 2u. hu tmarI sa9e -UlkaAone l; mjurI Ae Aaiv=. marainisb nu kam nhI mXeto =u?

Aa devna id3el nana baXkona n=Ibnu p8 kam nhI maXe. tmae muja=o nhI. Kam9I 9akel , icDayel =&kr potanI piTnnI vato sa&-XI v0u cIDay 2e. potanI 3aimRkSv-avvaXI piTn wpr `ubj guSsae 5alve 2e. sihQ*au piTn lxmI, susk& arI lxmI, smju lxmI , potana pitne 9oDIk var p2I smjave 2e. guSsokrva9I mu+kelIAo Ao2I 9vanI n9I. 70

potana pitne ivnve2e. baXkoma4e ivnve2e.

Ane khe2e marI Aek vat mano, Aa4lu kro, Aekvar p2Imne khejo!!! kame jta phela 9oDok smy Aap8a Aaidnaray8 p/-u [aI iv¼kmaRp/-u nI puja kro, tenu =r8u mago, teno nanofo4o tmarI pase ra`o, mu+kelI ma& fo4o `Isam&9I bharka7I iv¼kmaR -gvane , tmarI mujv8 kejo, saca -av9I kejo , p2I mne kejo!!!

AkXayel =&kr potanI piTnnu khyu manI le2e. svarpDe2e. nahI3o; =&kr [aIiv¼kmaRp/-unI smx pujama4e bse 2e. `Ubj -av9I pujakre2e. =&kr kamnI =o3ma& inkXe2e. srXta9I kam mXe2e. `ubj saru mhenta8U mXe2e. =&kr inTy seva kre2e, inTy kame jay2e. kamma&mz u ay2e.

Tyare potana i`sama&r`el Aaidnaray8 iv¼kmaRp/-u Ýpotana ;Q4dev na fo4ana d=Rn kre2e, `ra-av9I kamnI mujv8no wkel mage 2e. prmk<paXu ÝAitdyaXu Aeva Aap8a 71

iv¼kmaRp/-u tene AlaEikk suz Aape2e. =&kr -gvane Aapel suz mujb kam kre2e. tenu kam v`8ay2e. kamnI namna 9ay2e. ~yait mXe2e, `ub 3nmXe2e. =&kr smaj [aeQ4I bne 2e. =&kr 3amIRk bne2e. lxmI baXkone iNaTy p/-u pujnma& sa9e l; bese 2e. baXko p8 inyimt pujaÝAcRn kre2e. maÝbap pase9I 3mRsS& karnu sI&cnmeXve 2e.

-gvannI k<pa9I -8vama&p8`ub ho=Iyar 2e.

3rna b3a `ub su`Ý=a&it meXve2e. iv¼kmaRp/-u 3mRpc / ar,p/sar kre2e.

Aaidnaray8 iv¼kmaR p/-unI AvrIt k<pa mXtI rhe2e.

b/Mha&D nu& sjRn “ma” =ikt”na idVy s&car9I =eqnagnI =Eya wpr yogxem nId/a ma8ta “naray8 p/-@ u ”nI pa&p8ma& “=ikt”s&car Vdara “ma”=ikt no b/hma&D na sjRna9eR p/v= e 9ay 2e.Ane “naray8 p/-@ u ” n I na-I kmX ma&9I “=ktI”A&=my “b/hma@” nu& p/ag4y 9ay 2e. Aa .p/-u “b/hma@” ne so&payel b/Hma&D sjRn kayR ma4e“=ikt A&= my” “v[vkmaRp/-@ u ”nu& pag/4y 9ay 2e.Aaj =iktA&=my sjRn =ktI=aXI “iv[vkmaRp/-@ u ”Ae b/hma&D nu& sjRn krel.n-o m&DX 9I l; Aalok 9I prlok sjyaR.tema&na satlok ma&nu Aek Aevu&“p<(vIlok” 2e.Aa p<(vIlok nu& sjRn s&p8R 9ta&j soXe kXaAe `IlI w5el.Anek p/s= & a puQpo9I “p<(vIlok”ne nvajvama& AavI rhe jota&j n-o m&DXma& vsta Aek “tara”ne tena Aelvaya p8a no Ahesas 9va ma&Dyo.potane ko; nvajva j Aavtu& n9I… marI p8 vah vah 72

9ay………………………….…marI p/ss & a 9ay………………….…..marI wpr p8 puQponI vqaR 9ay…to kev&U ? te9I te8e mnomn “b/Hma@ p/-u” ne “p<(vIlok” nI gadI g/h8 kravI Aapva h<dyp<kR p/a9Rna krI.b/hma@Ae tene smjaVyo ke taru& halnu& S9an jya& 2e tej brabr ne Ait yoGy 2e.2ta& tarI p/9Rnano SvIkar krI tne 9oDak smy ma4e “3rtInI gadI”g/h8 kravu& 2u&. Aa rIte “b/Mha@” Ae tara ne p<(vIlok nI gadI g/h8 kravI AapI.”tara”Ae 3rtInI gadI g/h8 kayaRne 9oDIj x8ovItI 2e. Tya&to “tarla”nI mujv8o v3va ma&DI Ane du` na phaD tu4I pDva laGya..teno [vas ru#aava lagyo…mujava laGyo…becen bnI w5yo…….=a&t =a[vt su` vaXu& @vn @vta “tarla” ne p<(vI pr nI AkLpnIytano ~yal Aavva ma&Dyo…Anek vI=aX pvRtono -ar, iv=aX drIyana jX ne nIy&{a8 ma& ra`vanI xmta,suyRna Aagman9Ij =ru 9tI grmI Ane tena gmn9Ij =ru 9tI vru8 dev nI vqaR Ane hIm vqaR, pvndev na susva4a…….vavazoDa…….Anek @v s<Q4Ina poq8 kayaeR.temnI s<Q4I nIy&{a8 na kayoR………………Anek p/karnI vI4&b8aAo vCce “p/sa&sa”na puQpo vqaRvnar g*ya ga&5ya lokoj jova mXta, tenI Vy9a `ubj v3I g: …tenI shn =iktno A&t Aavva ma&Dyo.te8e frI9I “b/Hma@”ne h<dypuvkR pa/9Rna krI “p<(vIlok ma& Anu-vel yatna”Aoma&9I muikt Aapva Ane p<(vIlok nI gadI prt l; leva vIn&tI krI.te smye “p/-u b/Hma@”Ae tarla ne wpde= kyaR Ane khyU& ke “he “tarala” mara =ktI A&= rupI dev pu{aAeva “iv[vkmaR deve” `ubj sm@ ……….AgMy dur d/Q4Ish Aa p<(vIlok nu& sjRn krI tema& Anek gu8o na -av Ane xmtano smNvy krel 2e.A=a&itma& =a&it……sy&m ra`I potana ktRVyo nIQkam rIte nI-ave ra`el 2e.prI8ame te p/== & a puQpo p/aTp krvane Ai3karI8I bnel 2e.Aaj kar8osr p<(vI wpr vsva4 krnara @vo tene “ma”no drjjo Aapel 2e.”

Aa4lo wpde= sa&-XI n-om&DXno tarlo” p/-u b/Hma@nI temj p/-u iv[vkmaR@ nI rja l: prt potane S9an g/h8 krva n e p<(vIlok 9I n-om&DX trf rvana 9ay 2e.

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-gvane manv ne -u` AapI Maanv -u` -a&gva nokrIAe laGyo,nokrIAe Aeva nac kraVya ke “vanr” p8 =rma; gyo, -gvane manv ne -u` AapI Maanv -u ` -a&gva gamin ve5 krva lagyo,ve5 AevI krva laGyo ke “ve5”p8 =rma; g;, -gvane manv ne -u` AapI Maanv ne lacar bnavI g;,lacar manv Aevo “=rm” vgrno bNyo, Ke “=rm”p8 =rma; g;, -gvane manv ne -u` AapI, Aa jXo j9a ma& A4vayel , “Maanv” ma&9I Aa “Maanv” kya&9I “manvI” bne -gvane “manv” ne -u` AapI,gjb nu& sjRn kyuR.

mhek jemnI pase jva9I mn =a&tI mXe te g<hS9s&t jemnI pase jva9I mn..h<dynI =a&tI mXe te s&sarIs&t jemnI pase jva9I mn..hUdy..AaTmane prm =a&Tvn mXe te s&t jemnI pase jva9I A&tr AaTma jag<t 9ay te prms&t jemnI pase jva9I AaTma Aa#yatmIkta mXe te prm pujnIy s&t jemnI pase jva9I s&sarI rheva 2ta& Aa#yaTmIk=ktI mXe te prm pujy AaTmIys&t 74

3Dp8e p/-u p/a9Rna "AmvItI tuj ivt=e 3IrI bapuDIya...." Ame nana hta Tyare -8vama& Aa kvIta AavtI...Tyare yuvanIma& kivna h<dy Sp=IR..mamIRk =Bdono..-avnano ~yal nhoto Aavto je Aaje 3Dp8e brabr smjay 2e.marI yuvanIna Ae idvso yad kru 2u& "ma..bap"nI lag8Ina ta8ava8a yad Aave 2e..temnI Aa&`ona AmI sh 5pkae Aapta =Bdo sa&-Xva nhota gmta kar8 ke temnI Aa&`o ma& smayel AmI nI smj nhotI .je Aaje maraj baXko na A8gmana -avo .Ane =Bdo Saa&-Xva mXta marI -utkaXnI yuvanIma& krel nadanI yad Aave 2e.ma.bapnI....dada..dadInI Anu-vna nIcoD rupnI vato..sucno..magRd=RnnI mhTvta hve smjay 2e..je yuvanIna n=ama& nhotI smjatI.Aaje mne 9ay2e ke me mara ba..bapuna h<dy ...dada..dadIna lag8Ina ta8a va8ane kem du-aVya?..Aaje h<dy9I mafI magvI 2e Tyare teAonI hajrI Aa s<Q4I wpr n9I ...ke4lu b3u moDU kyum R e...????p/-u xma Aap=e..???? xma AaTma9I prmaTma pase ma&g2 u &u ke .."he p/-u marI yuvanIma& ja8e..Aja8e mara9I mara ba..bapuna..dada..dadIna ke ANyna dIl du-aVya hoy...temne du` 9ay tevu vtRn 9yel hoy to p/-u mne xMy krje" Ane "mara @vnama& Aavel -ulonU punravRn mara baXkoma& n Aave tevI k<pa krje"..temne ba..bapuna...dada..dadIna -av -yaR =Bdone ,Aa&`ona AmIne smjvanI =ktI Aapje" 3mR Aa3arIt }aan..s&to Vdara sa&-Xel k9no yad Aave 2e..ke p/-unImIRt @vn 34maX na k/ma&k sunI[VaIt hoy 2e..." tej rIte kaXk/me AEtIhasIk 34nanuj & prIvtRn 9ay 2e ..Ane :tihas nu& punravtRn Aekj p/8alI mujb Aa 3rtI wpr 9aya kre 2e.Aaje mara 3Dp8e mara yuvan pu{ana gma..A8gmana Anuvo meXvI rHyo 2u& Tyare kvIna h<dy Sp=IR =Bdo frI yad Aave 2e..."pIpX pan `r&ta, hstI kupXIya ..Am vItI tuj vIt=e 3IrI bapuDIya"Aa Aej v<x 2e je8e nvI kupXone jNm APyo..Aa=ro AaPyo...tena @vnne sarI rIte `IlvI AaPyu&...Aa Aej kupXo ...3rDa ..`rta& pan..ma..bap..ne jo; -avvIhIn va8I vtRn kre 2e.Ae yuvanInI pXoma& -ulI jay 2e ke "jNmdata @v potana 9kI jNmel @vnu& AhIt kyarey n9I ivcarI =kto...pr&tu jNmel @v jyare "Sv"m& racva ma&De 2e..sh AStITvma& rhel s@vone -ulva maDe 2e.Tyare frI9I 3mR Aa3arIt "kmR"na sI#3a&to yad Aave 2e..krel "kmaeR"na fX -ogvvaj pDe 2e...kmRna b&3no "@vo"ma4e tu4ta n9I..ke..2u4ta p8 n9I...jyare "@v"ma& rhel "@vaTma" Ae4le ke "AaTma"ne kmRna b&3no n9I Sp=Rta..Tyare p/-@ u ne p/a9Rna krvanu mn 9ay 2e ke "he p/-u mara "@v"ne "@vaTma"n@k l; jay teva magR Aap..teva "kmR"Aap Ane mara "@v"ne "@vaTma" bnavanI k<pa kr..=u& maro "@v"p/-u k<pa pa{a bn=e???????? " 75

Samy bdlayo 2e!!!!!!!!!

Mane yad 2e nano hto Tyare Dgle ne pgle mara ma bap mara p9d=Rk bnI rheta hta.hu& ka&;p8 kayR krto how ne jo teAonI njr pDIjay to Av+y mne smajavta ke idkra Aam nhI Aam kr tne srXta pD=e Ane taru kayR saru 9=e.mara drek kayR ma& mara ma bap =u-avna9I rs leta hta,je9I idkra ne js mXe,man mXe.pr&tu hu& jvanI na jo= ma& marI jat nej ho=Iyar manto.prI8ame jyare jyare mara mabap mara kam ma& rs l; slah Aapva besI jay Tyare Tyare mara mgj no paro…guSso Aasmane pho&cI jto.hu& mara ma bap wpr wkXI pDto ne bolI w5to ke……=u& marI drek babt ma& ma9u mayaR kro 2o? tmne jra p8 smj pDtI n9I?nvra 3up jeva 2o?ka&; kam krta n9I …..Ane bIja na kam ma& pg ADaDya kro 2o? vgere vgere Anek p/kar na k4u vcno hu& temne s&-XavI deto…………..Aaje mne smjay 2e…….ke ma bap kone khevay? Mabap nI lag8I na ta8a va8a keva hoy 2e.mne Aaje p8 yad Aave 2e mara ma bap na chera pr 2va; gyel du` nI re`aAo….sh nIsaso …Arere maro idkro AmarI sa9e kem AavI w#3ta; 9I vrte 2e? Ame =u& tena du+mn 2IAe?...maro guSso jo; mara ma bap marI njro same9I plvar ma& AoZl 9; jta ,3rna bIja ko; `u8a ma& lpa; ne lacar chere….du`I chere besI jta hta….mno mn ivcarta ke idkra no guSso =a&t pD=e ne Aap8 ne Vhal9I bolav=e,=a&t p=e Tyare tene tenI -ul smja=e.Aava Aava ivcaro krI ne Aa&trIk =a&Tvn =o3ta =o3ta ANy kam ma& mn provI d; mara9I phocel du`` ne –ulva no p/yTn krta hata. vhI gyel 3n ne pa2u meXvI =kay 2e,vhI gyel mal mILkt ne pa2a meXvI =kay 2e,rIsayel mI{aO ne mnavI =kay 2e….rIsayel ma bap ne mnavI =kay 2e….pr&tu vhI gyel smy ne pa2o meXvI =kato n9I…vhI gyel smy AmuLy s&-ar8u& bnI jay 2e… ,hve mara 3Dp8 na idvso n@k Aavta jay 2e ne mne smjatu jay 2e ke ko; na dIl ne du-aVya nu& muLy cukvI =katu& n9I….ma bap ne du-aVya jevu& mo4u ko; pap n9I !!!!!.......Ane pStava nu& zr8u& Aa&tr mn Ane h<dy ma& 9I vheva lage 2e.3rna Aeka&t `U8a ma& besI mno m&9n =ru 9; jay 2e….me mara ma bap ne u khel sa&-Xyu hot to mara su` nI srva8I vhelI wgt Ane temna h<dy ne kevI mo4I =a&Tvna mXt!!!!.....Aaje mare pStava no idvs jovo pDe 2e te jovaj n pDt ne……vhIlo na Anu-v na -a(aa ne me mara srX sfXtao p9 bnaVyo hot to AmuLy sI#3I p/aTpI na mageR vholo phocI jat ne…me marI juvanI ma& junI khevt …………………”3rDa&j gaDa vaXI Aape” me marI juvanI ma& “3rDa& wprj gaDa VXI dI3a”. Aaje hu& mara bap bapane yad krI temna Aa&tDIna Aa=IRvad ma4e vl`a& maru& 2u&…Tyare mne 9ay 2e ke mara jevI –ulo nu& prIvtRn mara baXko n kre………….mara ma bap sa9e na mara vtRn nu& punravRn mara baXko n kreteva s&Skar sI&cn ma& hu& lagI gyo 2u&…he p/-u tuj mne srXta…sfXta Aapavje…mara baXko mabap nI saca hUdy 9I seva kre….sara va8I ,vtRn VyvharnI sNmane… marI juvanI ma& marI nadanI ma& me krel Vyvharo nu& punravRn mara baXko n kre….manv shj p/Tyek vDIlo nI seva kre….man ,sNman kre………..tvu 76

tu krje p/-u………………Aaje p8 smy teno tej 2e….smy nI 3ar p8 tevI ne tevIj 2e……………fkt bdlayo 2e …maro JuvanI no tej Sv-av…. 3Dp8 nI dI=a no nrm nm,p/me aX Sv-av. Samy nI vhI gyel srva*aI m9I a& hve smjay 2e……………………………………………………………………………………pIpX pan `r&ta hstI bapuDIya………Am vItI tuj ivt=e 3IrI bapuDIya!!!!!!!!

3mR9I 3Dtr Ane -8tr 9I g8tr 3mR Ae4le =u ?

-8tr Ae4le =u ? g8tr Ae4le =u ? ja8o 2o Ao iv¼kmaR p/-u na Pyara baXko 3mR Ae4le =u)0 inmRX -av inQkp4 inrainra-ImanI svR ma4e @ve Ý svR na -la ma4e @ve Ý tevu @vn Ae4le 3mR Sv Ae4le potanI j Jat ma4e @ve tene Aap8e Sva9IR kih Ae 2IAe Sv ma4e @ve te kdIAe s&t Ý mahaTma Ý yogI Ý sdgu£ na k<pa paà kyarey n 9: =ke svR @vo ne cahe te svR no Svjn bnI =ke te s&t ÝmahaTma Ý yogI Ý sdgu£ na k<pa paà bnI =ke iv¼kmaR p/-u na AsIm Aa=IRvad Ý k<pa meXvI vI =ke p/-ukp< a 9ay to -8tr Ý g8tr Ý sm<)0I srXta 9I mXe jo tmare p/-ukp< a meXvvI hoy to =u kr=o ??? p/-u ktI srX mageR Ý p/-ukayR srX mageR =£ kro Aavu ãan kya&9I mXe gu£ ivna ãan kha& se paw Ý0mR sI&cn sIvay khu na paw 0mRsI& c & n nanp8 9I j =£ kro @&dgI nI ko; p8 w&mre p/-u -ktI =£ krI =kay l`coyaRsIna fera ma& mXel Aa AmuLy manv @vn ne 0mRsI&cn 9I v0u muLyvan manv@vn bnavo 77

=a[vt p&c TaTv ja8o.

Sa<iQ4 na sjRn hara ko8 ? jvab 2e Aaidnaray8 -gvan 9I b/hma@ Ane b/hma@ 9I “iv[vkmaR p/-@ u ” pr&tu iv[vkmaR p/-@ u nu& p/ag4y p&c tTvna AiStTv 9I wd-vel 2e. sO p/9m to Aap8e sO ja8IAe 2IAe ke Aaidnaray8 -gvan n I na-I ma&9I kmX nI wTptI 9; te v`te Aaidnaray8 -gvan nI Aaspas na p&c tTvo mhTvna bnel .

• yogxem sagr,Aevo jX my sagr jema& moja w2Xe 2e ,2ta& S(aIr jX 2e.

• yog xem ra{aI, Aevo A&3kar ke jya& A&3kar 2e ,2ta& b3u & j jo; =kay 2e.

• yogxem vayu, . Aev&u vayu m&DX ke jya& hva na moja Aave 2e ,2ta& b3u S9Ir rhe 2e.Hva na Sp=R no Anu-v 9ay 2e,2ta& =a&t Sp=R 9ay 2e.

• yog maya =ikt Ae4le ke sjRn nu& muX tTv 2e.2ta& inQkIy,=a&t 2e,2ta& siK/y sjRn =iktvaXu& tTv 2e.

• yog maya Avka= Ae4le ke iv=aX Avka= hova 2ta& Avka= n9I…….Ae4l4 ke iv=aX jGya hova 2ta& jGya n9I………jya& Aaidnaray8 =eqnaraya8 po7ya 2e te jGya 2ta& Tya& jGya n(aI tevo Avka= !!!

Ane 9yu& , b/hma@ nu& p/ag4y,Tyar bad puvR id=a ma& 9I Aek Aaka=va8I 9ay 2e.iv[vkmaR@ nu& Aek mu` p/ag4y 9ay 2e. p[cIm id=a ma& 9I Aek Aaka=va8I 9ay 2e.iv[vkmaR@ nu& Aek mu` p/ag4y 9ay 2e. dxI8 id=a ma& 9I Aek Aaka=va8I 9ay 2e.iv[vkmaR@ nu& Aek mu` p/ag4y 9ay 2e. wtr id=a ma& 9I Aek Aaka=va8I 9ay 2e.iv[vkmaR@ nu& Aek mu` p/ag4y 9ay 2e. w#vR id=a ma& 9I Aek Aaka=va8I 9ay 2e.iv[vkmaR@ nu& Aek mu` p/ag4y 9ay 2e.

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Aa rIte p&c mu`I Svrup 3ravta Aaidnaray8 iv[vkmaR p/-@ u nu& p/g4y 9ay 2e.

Aa p&c Svrup Ae4le iv[vb/am8 trIke pujata 9yel Aa pa&c pujnIy ru[aI Svrup Ae4le mnu ,my,TvS4a,dev}a,i=LpI je Anuk/me pa&c vedo na Ai3karI bNya.

rIgved • yjurved • =amved • p/8vved • A9rved Pa&c 3rtI tTv 9I sjayel 3rtI Ae4le • Hva tTv • jX tTv • Aaka= tTv • -umI tTv • AiGn tTv p&c tTv 9I sjRn Ane p&c tTv9I ivsjRn Ae4lej khevay 2e ke sjRnhara na sjRn ne kem khu& ke Aa maru sjRn 2e!!!!!! no3 …………..vedo nI muX rcna Ane Aaidnaray8 Svrup p&c mu`I -gvan [aI iv[vkmaR p/-@ u Ae s<IQ4 nu& sjRn =ru krva potana pa&c mu` Vdara p&c mans pu{ao Anuk/me mnu,my,TvQta,dev}a Ane =ILpI nu& p/ag4y kyRu.Tyar bad smg/ b/MHa&D na suVyvS9It s&caln ma4e nI Ad-ut VyvS9a sucvta g/&9o l~ya je kaXk/me p&c vedo trIke AStIYv ma& Aavel.te9I muX vedo na rcIyta -gvan iv[vkmaR@ khevaya.Aa smSt vedo nI `re`r vedo nI ja8karI BC 2700 ;SvIsn bIsI behajarsatso na smy gaXa ma& Aavel jyare [aI vedVyas munI no jNm Aa=re pa&c hjar vqR phela& ymuna ndI na kInare [aI pra=r munI Ane temna 3mRpiTn sTyvtI ne 3re 9yel. vedo nI babte Vyas munI Ae -/amk sTy felavI sTy nI Aa-a w-I krel je kaX k/me ivdvano dvara cks8I yane s&so3n 9ta& styug nu& sTy bhar AaVyu& ke pa&cma p/8v ved nI ja8karI ved VyasmunI@ Ae pota na pu{a nI p/is##I ma4e gopnIy ra`el.ved Vyas@ na j k9n mujb drek ved na kul [loko nI s&~ya je tem8e khel,te mujb tem8e jaher krel vedo ma& nI kul [lok s&~ya g8ta& Aek ved na [lok nI s&~ya v3el.je [lokonI s&~ya v3I te4lIj s&~ya na [loko “p/8v ved” ma& 2e. Aaj hkIkt btave 2e ke vedVyas@ Ae pu{a p/is#3I na moh ma& AsTy ne -/amk sTy ma& rju krel `as no&3….

Aa babte AmerIka nI kelIfonIRya S9It “kelIfonIRya yunIvsIR4I”na shyog ma& -art de= ma& “rIlI@ys AensIyN4”babto A&ge s&so3n krI rhel”-&Darkr rIscR s&S9a pase Aa babte `ubj sahITy 2e.

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Aa babte AmerIka nI kelIfonIRya S9It “kelIfonIRya yunIvsIR4I”na shyog ma& -art de= ma& “rIlI@ys AensIyN4”babto A&ge s&so3n krI rhel”-&Darkr rIscR s&S9a pase Aa babte `ubj sahITy 2e.

Ved Vyas The life history of Ved Vyas is an interesting one. The author of the great epic Mahabharata, Ved Vyas was the first and greatest acharya of Sanatan Dharma.

He is responsible for classifying the four Vedas, wrote the 18 Puranas and recited the great Mahabharata. In fact, the Mahabharata is often called as the fifth Veda.

The most important and the most glorified section is the Bhagwad Gita, the lesson recited to Arjuna by Lord Krishna on the battlefield. The biography of Ved Vyas is very vivid and makes an interesting read. Around some 5000 years ago, he was born on an island on the holy river Yamuna. His father was Parashar Rishi, a sage and his mother was Satyavati. He taught the Vedas to his pupils with ardent devotion and dedication. It is said that Mahabharata is the 18th Puran that was written by Ved Vyas. He fathered four famous sons, Pandu, Dhritarashtra, Vidur and Sukhdev. Ved Vyas received knowledge from great sages like Vasudeva and Sanakadik. He described that the most important goal in one's life is to attain Narayana or the Divine Supreme. Apart from the Mahabharata, he also wrote the Brahmasootra, one of his shortest theologies on Hindu philosophy. It is said that Ved Vyas is immortal and he never died. Seeing the widespread violence in today's times, he is said to have retreated into some remote village in Northern India. The life of Ved Vyas is an example to all in the modern times on how to be selfless and devote oneself entirely to Lord in order to attain Nirvana.

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Aaj nu& supr sonik je4 ivman

lx ve3I Ane Avaj lxI ba8

lx ve3I mIsa;l

mha -art yu#3 nu & “la;v” “la;v” b/oDkaS4I&g krta mha purqu [aI

Aaj nu& manv s@Rt 4IvI………….manv nhI &

ivdur@ manv =rIr v3 9ya p2I ANy na s@v A&go nu& rop8 yane

Aajna khevata Dok4r sjRno fkt manv

sjRrI …..da.t.g8e=@ nu& mStk

A&g wpr manv A&g nu&j rop8 krI =ke 2e.

3qR8 rhIt,stt wjaR p/du=8 vgr ,Svy&v lx clIt sud=Rn

p<(vI lok wpr 3qR8 shIt,stt wjaR

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p/du=8 peda krta, sucna mujb j lx clIt y&{ao

yog xem sagr …..Aevo sagr ke care trf jX ne jX j jova

ALp Ane AS9Ir sagr……yad sagr……yad kro sagr

mXe 2e.2ta& Aa jX =a&t 2e,=ItX 2e,mI5o 2e,`arop8 2e,2ta&y

ma& 9I sjaRyel ..”sunamI tufan”…jX Tya&

sveR no Aa[ay data 2e.Aava Aava yog xem sagr no Sp=R ,ivcar

S9X Ane S9X Tya& Tya& jX .p<(vI lok wpr

Sp=R,manv Sp=R,p8 AaLhadk Anu-uit Aape 2e.Aava yogxem

9yel -OgolIk ferfar

sagr na Ai3pit Aaidnaray8 -gvan 2e,jemnI Aa AkXlIla smjvI manv =ikt nI kLpna bhar 2e. yog xem ra{aI ….AevI ra{aI no sagr 2e jya& A&3kar 2e 2ta&

p<(vI lok wpr ra{aI 2e 2ta& kvcIt

AjvaXu& 2e.AjvaXu& 2e 2ta & prIpkv nI N& d/a Aape 2e.prIpkv

prIpkv nI&Nd/a Aape

nI&Nda Aape 2e 2ta& jag<t in&Nd/a 2e.Aa jag<t inNd/a ma& b3uj x8e x8 nu& jo; =kay Ane sm@ =kay 2ta& ga7 in&Nd/a ma8I =kay 2e. yog xem rhIt ra{aI…………..jrap8 ga5 nI&d/a vgrnI ra{aIra{aIgvan nI lIla AkX 2e.manv smj bhar 2e.

yog maya =ikt AevI =ikt 2e jena wTpadn ma4e ko; ik/ya krvI

p<(vI lok wpr =ikt yane wjaR nI

pDtI n9I.yog xemra{a I na A&3kar ma& p8 wja= pa9yaR vgr

wTpadn ik/ya krvI pDe 2e.manv deh na

tejomy bud& Svrupe p/g4 9; =ktI =ikt jena ma& sjRn krva nI

koqo nu& iviv-ajn ke p/Tyarop8 ma4e Aaje

p8 =ikt smayel 2e AavI =ikt Ae4lej yog maya =ikt.Aa

p8 vE}aanIko S4em sel DevlopmeN4 na

=ikt nu& v8Rn Axro na smuh Vdara krvu& ATy&t j4Il 2e.Anek

name fa&fa marI rhel 2e. temj manv Vdara

Svrupo ma& ASvrup 2e. yogmaya =ikt nI AkX lIla Ane AkX

sjRn ke wTpNn 9yel kcro p/dqu 8 j

sjRn =ikt manv smj bhar 2e ne rhe=e.no3 . iv[vb/ahm8 trIke

felave 2e. jya&9I wTpNn 9yu& Tya& ivs@Rt

ja8Ita iv[vkmaR smaj na ruqI Svrup p/ag4y pamel mnu ,my,TvQ4a,dev}a ,i=LpI

9tu& n9I. h@ =o3 `oX krva nI bakI

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Ae yog maya =ikt na A&= ruip 2e.prI8ame prI8ame j Aajna kXa ko=Ly sa9e s&k Xayel

2e. kyare 9=e te to -gvan ja8e .

su9 ar,p&cal,i=LpI,3atu kmR krnar vgere Aek iv=IQ4 d/Q4I 3rave 2e. jene sIks seNs khe 2e.tej yogmaya =ikt nI k<p a rupe 2e.Aek ivqe= ja8karI………………yogmaya =ikt nu& Aaidnaray8 -gvan nI yogxem nI&Nda ma8ta hta Tyare yogmaya =ikt@ temnI plk wpr besI temnI A&dr p/ve= krI sjRn nI p/ik/y a no Aade= Aape 2e.sjRn na Aade= mXta&j pXvar ma& p&c ruq I na p/ag4y =ru 9a; jay 2e. tme juAo yogmaya =ikt,yog xem sagr,yogxem vayu,yog maya Aaka= ,yog Aa3ar Aa p&c tTv na shyog ma& sjRn pamtu& vnSpit jNy kmX Ane vnSpit jNy kmXma& 9I deh Svrup “b/Mha@”nu p/ag4y 9vu& ,temne pa&c id=a ma& 9I s&-XatI Aaka=va8I mujb frta frta mu`arvI&d frta& j pa&c tTvo rupI,pa& I,pa&c ruqI pu{ao…mnu, my,TvQ4a,dev}a,i=LpI dev Svrupo nu& AiStTv Aavvu&………..btave 2e ke p&ctTv nu& mhTv ke4lu& b3u& 2e.manv deh p8 p&c mhamha-Ut ma& j sjRn pamI p&c mhamha-ut ma& j -XI jay 2e.

s&Skar sI& c & n s&SkarsI& c & n fXya, sh-ojn -avna fXI, maÝbapnI s&SkarsI&cnnI tpSya fXI, -a;Ýbhenna hetnI srva8I,mjbut bnI, p/-u-iktnI Anu-uit 9;, inQ4ash, sh-ojn VyvS(aa fXI,-ojnsaTvIk bNyu, mnnu sTv v)yu, tnnu sTvv)yu,AaTmanuSaaTvIkbX v#yu, 82

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9a=e w)0ar sveR @vono je Anusr=e 3mRsS& karne, je Aav=e 3mRpc / arÝp/sar9I.

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