HEART! a sincere effort
THERE IS A WHOLE HEART INSIDE ME I FEEL IT ALL THE TIME
SOMETIMES IT IS A GLOW SOMETIMES IT IS A HOLE
I want to love everyone in the world with everything I have, everything in me. All straining to get out at once, it escapes in sighs and drafts before I slam the window shut, worms its way out of every orifice. I resent having a body. I think if I didn’t, it could get out just fast and hard enough, just about.
i am all but waiting to ascend into the ether
The ocean is always behind me. It laps at my heels, laughs in my ear, waits for me to come home
I want to run away all the time because if I can’t love as much as I’m supposed to,
maybe I shouldn’t love at all maybe I shouldn’t love at all maybe i shouldn't love at all maybe i shouldnt love at all maybe i shouldnt
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are you keeping up?