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მურად მთვარელიძე
mesame napiri
შიდა ქართლის მწერლობა http://mweraltasaxli.blogspot.com/ 2017 წ. 3
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mtkvris xeobidan ver Sevelie mainc am zecas, mivdev bilikebs sveneb-svenebiT, me jer leqsebis Rrublebs avwewav, mere mzesaviT Cavesvenebi da TrialeTi isev damxvdeba mTeli Tavisi medidurebiT, mtkvris xeobidan cas rom gavxedav, mTel dedamiwas vedidgulebi. 1975
*** mTvares sxivebiT uWiravs ca _ varskvlavebis xonCa, iq erTi cida varskvlavi naTlismcemelTan moCans. Sevyureb gulis fancqaliT kvlav mokamkames norCad, rom vinmem ar CamCurCulos yurSi utifrad: _ morCa! wuTisofeli tiali, ra CoCialiT CoCavs, caze ki cida varskvlavi naTlismcemelTan mosCans. 2009
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mamuli
Suqi adgas wromis beber taZars, mtkvari iklebs gareSemos bRaviliT, raRatomRac magondeba cxra Zma, cxra udrood moSretili yvavili... feri misdis gulSemoyril zecas, modiT, mkerdze wyaros wyali daasxiT, raRatomRac magondeba mcxeTa, krwanisi da aragveli samasi. dumilis xe ever imagrebs totebs, jvarma Tavze mze gvirgvinad daidga, raRatomRac magondeba cotne da erekle _ xmaldaxrili raindi. Cerdebian gulnakluli droni, qari zmuis daqanculi xariviT, mdidari var aTasgvari omiT da arc mxsnelTa sisxliTa var Raribi. Suqi adgas wromis beber kedlebs, mze guldagul CuqurTmebSi Cawnula, zecaSi var da umiwod ver vZleb, gulSi borgavs saarTvelos warsuli. 1974
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*** gana sisxli Zveleburi Cems ZarRvebSi dacxra?! isev mixmobs gmirobisken cxra Zma! gana Ffiqri daamZimebs sulis cincxal totebs?! kidev asgzis gamaRviZebs cotne!.. 1975
*** mze Camoirbens mtkvarze am diliT, qarebs Sindebi TmebiT aTreven, wuxel leqsebis retiT daRlili, videq da Rame TeTrad vaTene. axla ra gijobs? _ fiqrebs moTovlils mtkvris xeobidan gascqer uvneblad, guli ki rogorc verxvis foToli, TrTis da sagules edidguleba. 1976
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wromi roca mTvarem idumali ukuneTi gafanta, gumbaTidan angelozi ise gadmofarfatda, rom beberi legendac ki sinamdviles misjerda, wromis beber galavanSi RmerTi daabijebda!.. 1980
SeZaxili
mamulo, nagulWiralo, isev dadumdi ganaRa?! wamoaxeda erekles erTi Tbilisi anaxa! nuTu samSoblom Tavisi amayi suli damarxa? Tund movkvde, oRond mamuli Tavisufali manaxa! 1983
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qarTuli sulis nacvlad amerikulze vawyobT am Cvens ansa da hoes, zurgi vaqcieT rusTvels da masTan erTad homers. gadaviviwyeT Cveni saxnisica da kavic axla qarTulis nacvlad amerikulad vknaviT, hai dedasa, marTlac vcxovrobT saocar droSi, dRes erovnul himns viwyebT amerikuli droSiT. ,,mravalJamiers” - ,,vari”, ,,sulikoc” aRar gvawyobs da melodiebs qarTuls amerikulze vawyobT. vai, Sen, Cemo SoTa, vai, Sen, Cemo tato, es ra eSmaki gvmoZRvravs Cveni warsulis patrons? var usaSvelod mwiri, Zvirfas saflavebs vuvli, ar damekargos oRond Cemi qarTuli suli. 2000
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saqarTvelo moryeuli fesvebiT, frTebCamoyril mercxlebiT, moCxarune vercxlebiT, uwmawuri leqsebiT, modis dRes saqarTvelo. mzeriT – farisevluriT, verc suliT da verc guliT, mxolod qceviT veluriT, gayofili enguriT modis dRes saqarTvelo. ucxouris ferebiT, sakuTaris ngrevebiT, daglejili nervebiT, carieli xelebiT modis dRes saqarTvelo. dakarguli sindisiT, quCa-quCa – Rvinis smiT, Ramis barTa TilismiT da Seryvnili TbilisiT modis dRes saqarTvelo. yalbi avtoritetiT ucxo prioritetiT, mavanT imunitetiT, mkvdari inteligentiT, modis dRes saqarTvelo. gayiduli baRebiT, ZirgamZvrali waRebiT, dangreuli TaRebiT,
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usamSoblo balRebiT modis dRes saarTvelo. dabombili kodoriT da pankisis godoliT, miuvali ,,bomboriT�, cremliT, cremliT oboliT modis dRes saqarTvelo. uwin gana zekarad gulze vardi geyara? maSinac mzes natrobdi, Cemo kargo qveyanav, axla TiTos mzecaa, TiTqos sxivic – qveyana, mainc daCexili xar, Cemo kargo qveyanav!.. 2002
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xaSuri ocnebaTa SraSuniT da dReebiT – bavSvuriT, im SuriT da am SuriT, suliT, guliT daxSuliT, mefereba xaSuri... atexili qarebiT, mokaskase qalebiT, tankenari alvebiT, poeziis qnarebiT, mefereba xaSuri. sulis udabnoebiT, moSretili rtoebiT, damuStuli torebiT, xSirad _ RvarZlis tborebiT mefereba xaSuri. siyvarulis vardebiT, siZulvilis fardebiT, maxeebis bardebiT da cremlebis dadeniT mefereba xaSuri... sizmrebiT da cxadebiT, mtrobiT, gulSi nadebiT, axdenili zRaprebiT
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da Camqrali lamprebiT mefereba xaSuri, mzis sxivebis naJuriT da eklebis tlaSuniT, WorebiT _ daSaSruliT Tu cinizmiT saSuriT mefereba xaSuri. metyvi, rad ar waxvedi, ar gameqec ratomo?! imitom rom miyvarxar da viT unda dagtovo?! imitom rom Sens iqiT suli, guli martoobs, imitom, rom mware xar, Cemo deda-batono! da Tumc mtrobac bevria da is Suric kvlav Surobs, me aseTic miyvarxar, Cemo kargo xaSuro! 2002
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*** cas waatexen ferad nawiburs da mostaceben mzeebs martis Tves da mec Sevasxam xotbas awi bevrs, cicinaTelebs Ramis artistebs. oRond ar miTxra, rom gazafxulma wargtaca xibli Sen Senmieri miwaze vwevar da ca maxuravsTrialeTiviT pirmSvenieri. mzes SemaxedeT sxivTa CuqurTmiT qaris borblebo, mravalSriano, rom yoranqedis muxis CurCuli Cems striqonebSi avaSrialo! 2009
xaSurs maqvs erTi gancda wrfeli da wminda, ankara, rogorc gancda bavSvuri, me mivdiode Zalian mSvidad da momtirodes mTeli xaSuri. 2012
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amoZaxili dRes Cems mamulSi aqeben siZvas, arc krZalva, aRarc xaTris misxali, kargaven dedas xotboben ZiZas, tiris xaxuli da TrTis xixani... da rac umetes suls da guls mizravs, aRar kvess cecxli papis xmlisani da saqarTveloc aRar hgavs mRviZars namexari da naRvTisrisxvali. 2005
suraTi yanis talRebze agorda qari, ver Seelia mere am yanas, iq, xeobaSi Sevarda zariT, fexqveS moigdo mTeli qveyana da TrialeTis viwroebidan mze nestaniviT gamoiyvana. 2011
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*** sandro SevcvaleT erT dros aleqsiT, dRes ki vuwodeT aleqss andresi da viT ticians, mec mklavs naRveli batoniSvilis aleqsandresi. 2010
xcisis taZarTan saidan mofrindnen es farSevangebi, saidan Segamkes aseTi hangebiT, an Seni amgebi netavi vin iyo, sivrces rom Segyina da uflis gangebiT rom dgaxar aseTi koxta da lamazi, Semkuli mzeebiT da farSevangebiT... 2010
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*** სულ ქვებს რატომ გვსვრის წუთისოფელი, ჟამს ხომ ისედაც ვერ მოვერევით?! ან ციცვიძეთა კაკლის ტოტებზე რად ზის ყვანჩალა ყელმოღერებით? სულ ქარებს რატომ ვანდობთ საყვედურს, გულში სულ სევდა რატომ ციალობს, როცა ასეთი მშვენიერია ჩემი ღვთიური საციციანო?! 2009
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qარუნ-ქორუნებს
და წვიმების წივ-წივს ა, ის შტო მირჩევნია, ბლის ტოტზე რომ იწვის, ცის ცრიატა ციცინებს და ღრუბლების ციმციმს ერთი გულის გადახსნა მირჩევნია მიწის!.. 2009
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*** ager anwli anwala orRobeTa bawarma aqeT-iqiT miyara da Sav-Savi giSeriT bilikebi SiSveli ise miswi-moswia, rom welSi Seuvarda da uceb Seuyvarda ki arada, mkerdidan guli gadmouvarda am TuTis xes kopwias. 2009
gazafxuli xcisSi da gazafxulze, rogorc arasdros tyemlis yvavilTa Tovli movida, Sen niavqarad iqec amav dros, amonarnardi mTvaris molidan. da vnebiT savse survils miendo es dRe _ fiqrmZime guli misanis, tyemlebis TovlSi mTvare miegdo, cas gaurboda Tavis xizani. qarbandiani vnebis almurSi gatrunuliyo lorTqo balaxi da varskvlavebis cremlTa naJurSi qari darboda alax-malaxiT. 2010
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*** ნეტავი იმას, ვისაც მამული დამცირებული და წაქცეული, უიმედო და პატივაყრილი არ უნახავს, ნეტავი იმას, ვისაც სევდა არ გაჰყოლია საფლავში მიწის - გახლეჩილის და წართმეულის ნეტავი იმას... 2009
ganwyobileba qaris RameSi SeRamebisas, ros TrialeTi RvTiuri madliT isev abzinda, ca gamoewyo da lamaz welze qamars moargo mTvaris abzinda. magram Cems fiqrebs TiTqosda gangeb qarma daado tabu RalatiT mere dilamde me boRmis bangiT mialersebda abutarati. 2010
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*** zecas Txove, iqneb sxivebs malulad idumali fiqri gamoatanos, sulac iqneb mogivarda amuri da loyebi dagiwiTla, atamo. iqneb sulac niavebis sanacvlod dRes Sens mkerze Rrublis fTila latanobs, tans zRaprebi moixvie damarcvliT, gaiRime, gaiRime, atamo! 2010
samSoblos me rom guli ar mqondes Seni mTebis nairi, me rom suli ar mqondes Seni zecis nairi, me rom fiqri ar mqondes Seni nislis nairi me rom cremli ar mqondes Seni cremlis nairi, ras getyodi terciniT, ras getyodi SairiT, me rom sevda ar mqones Seni sevdis nairi?! 2009
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patara qarTvelis simRera mteri rogor ar ecada, magram ar da ver moisra, qarTli _ umTavresi sveti deda saqarTveloisa. CvenSi kvlavac vervin dalevs verc isars da verc moisars, mec imedad gavizrdebi deda saqarTveloisa. vaxtang mefis monasmeni cidan isev Camoisma, gabrwyindeba mze da mTvare deda saqarTveloisa. 2009
Sesityveba vaJas samSoblo lamis wagvarTves gadamTielma gzirebma, netav mamuli, beCavi, xval saiT gaimzireba?! amayi Subli Seikres mTaTa da kldeTa tinebma, vaJav, rom wamogaxeda, mkvdarsac ki agetireba. 2008
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tragedia ugmirod geslis wvimebSi iRviZebs dila da mzec gveliviT geslavs agvistos, frTxilad, bewvzea sicocxle, frTxilad, sicxe moaSTobs male alvis Stos. da dRes iaraRs ver xedav Tumca, Jami Tavad gsvris tyvias yovel wams, mogivardeba borio ucbad da Seni sulis yanas molewavs. xar dabneuli, radgan ar ici saiTken unda aiRo gezi, Tu daecemi xels vin gagiwvdis, vin dagayenebs dacemuls fexze?! aravin, radgan dRes yvelas xelSi upyria gesliT savse fiala, saWeTmpyrobelma Sesulma eSxSi win xelTaTmani mogifriala, rom gacilde da gadaikargo, rom mowyde yvelas binZur Tavidan da Tumc wamiTac gadaidaros, caze imedis mTvarec Cavida. xelSi miWiravs Cemive guli, gza gaginaTo vidre mTelia, dRes tragedias ara hyavs gmiri radgan is mTel saqarTveloa 2005
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gergetis samebaze imdenad axlos viyavi mTebTan mesmoda maTi gulebis feTqva, iyo mejlisi bunebis ferTa nislis RrublebTan da casTan SerTva. dabla mosCanda jvari da mleTa caze ki - uflis ubadlo xelrTva. mindoda raRac sxvagvarad meTqva, imdenad axlos viyavi RmerTTan. 2009 w,
saRamo sofelSi qari moawyda isev eliagoras xvneSiT, cisken mzirali nisli xevebs mihqondaT peSviT. mere Rrublebis jibrze, Tu varskvlavebis eSxiT mTvare Cacurda mSvidad aqve _ CakaanTxevSi. 2009
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xcisi aq RvTiur sizmrebs ufali xedavs, sad mze gmaspinZlobs, mTvare giZRvis sad, xcisi _ ocnebis adgilis deda, saxate murad mTvareliZisa. 2008
samTavisi cas, mTvares da varskvlavebs uxmod umzers samTaves, Semodgomis qarebmac gzebi CamoaTaves. xeTa kenweroebi salamurad gaTales da miadgnen sinaziT siyvarulis saTaves_ gedis frTaze mixatul moRuRune samTaviss. 2008
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*** me ki mainc mirCevnia vidge sadme pontos, an didgoris karad, im yvelafers _ oho, ho-ho, ho-ho, am yvelafers _ ara, ara, ara... guli iwevs gareT, gareT, gareT, es oTaxi ukve aRar kmara, gazafxulebs – oho, ho-ho, ho-ho, zamTrispirebs _ ara, ara, ara. sulma zeca miatova wuxel, da saocrad eZneleba barad, es sicocxle _ oho, ho-ho, ho-ho, is sikvdili? _ ara, ara, ara... cxovreba ki dRes gadiqca ufro tramalad da jagnar- ekal-narad, meubnebi: _ miwaze xar ufrTod, suli kivis: _ ara, ara, ara. 2008 w.
krwanisis omi im erT brZolaSi xom daeca samasi gmiri cxra Zma da kidev maCabeli da kidev bevri usaxelo Tavdadebuli?! magram me mainc im iudas bedi maocebs mamaulis bWes rom qongurebi CamouSala. 2008
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mesamSobloes simRera yovel dRe vusmen me hangs mSobliurs, Cumad mivuZRvi am Cems xar-urems, var erTi vinme mesamSobloe da CemTvis fandurs mec vaCxaruneb. 2008
yayaCo Cems ezoSi netav romeli brZolidan moxvel, vis ukeravdi sisxlisfer Coxebs, vin gyavda mteri da vin ki momxre, rogor uZlebdi wvimebs da koxebs, miagebebdi qariSxlebs xom mxrebs? vis unaTebdi Raribul qoxebs, an romel mindvrebs uqsovdi noxebs, netav romeli brZolidan moxvel? 2003
*** wvimas frTaTa kankaliT egebeba kakali, Wir-varamis ataniT frTebs isworebs atami. da foTlebis niaviT dgas frTalurji qliavi.
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qarvisferi emaliT cas gaurbis tyemali... xolo vazi _ vazura, ise Camoxazula, zvrebispirad alersiT wvimas umzers Tval;ebSi. da surnelTa mofeniT cas ugalobs sofeli. 2010
popuri grZnoba mamulis movlisa axla saqveynod amzevda, ,,samSoblo dedis ZuZui, ar gaicvlebis sxvazeda”. rusTvelis sibrZniT nakurTxo, guli rom gagvixareo, ,,ca-firuz-xmeleT-zurmuxto Cemo samSoblo mxareo”. iqnebda bedis borbalma waRma triali ineba, ,,samSoblos arvis wavarTmevT, Cvens nurvin Segvecileba”. Sen, ZvelTaZvelo miwao, gmiroba Cveni wesia, ,,samSoblo ar dagaviwydeT, samSoblo umTavresia”. da mReris axla qarTveli
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amiranis mzis sadari, ,,saqarTveloo, lamazo, sxva saqarTvelo sad ari?!� 2003
*** ramdenjerac vTqvi: _saqarTvelo gayidulia, imdenjer Camces mkerdSi maxvili. me vdgavar qarSi, gulispiri gaReRili maqvs, saqarTvelo ki dgas Tavdaxrili... arada vnatrob, rom es qedi me wavuxaro, da is ki iyos siamayiT cisken aWrili. 2004
simRera vaJa-fSavelas xmaze Cemo naCexo qveyanav, mzeo, miwao, wvimao, am av sens Sen vin Segyara, ase vin gagawbilao, raic viareT, viwameT,
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naTelic ar Cans winao, mag uzneobis kuboSi nebiT vin Cagawvinao. vin, vin agyara aბჯ ა რ i, cema vin dagipirao, ase ra rigad daJangda Seni maxvilis pirao, raime cuds ar vigebdeT, ise ar gava kvirao. Cemo natanjo mamulo, Tamaris brolis pirao, viTom icini, gvacineb, Cven ki ram agvatirao, SeifrTxiale, gvaRirse, cad kvlav Sehkari irao da Seni mtrebi ufskrulSi CasCexe yira-yirao. Tendeba, viTom, Cven ki ra, dReebs mivaTrevT wvalebiT, Seni momavlis momziralT Camogveqanca Tvalebi, javrs faravs gulis sakinZe, isev savse varT valebiT, vinac Sen gamogaRviZebs, me im gmirs venacvalebi. 2006
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lahili sefe davlurs Camouvlis sefedavle badri mTvare – badriani da verani amirani wamierad datoveben taZars. gahyvebian kavkasiis beber talRebs da sulebSi ainTeben xanZars. maRla caa – varskvlavebiT gaWedili Rrubeli ki taZris gumbaTs baZavs, mTvare xevebs miuxteba daqvrivebuls, Camouxevs gulispirs da ZaZas. mere, vnebiT erTianad gadamTvrali aRsarebad miaSurebs taZars. 2009
saqarTvelo uxsovari droidan modis, suliT naTelobs Cemi mravaltanjuli dRegrZeli saqarTvelo. farnavazis anbanSi mze da mTvare janmrTelobs da epoqebs gascqeris amayi saqarTvelo.
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qristes jvaris naTelSi azric mtkiced saTqmelobs da mironi miuZRvis madlmosil saqarTvelos. zogi xmlebis JRaruniT, zogic kidev xanZTelobs da erT muStad ikvreba erTpiri saqarTvelo. mere aRmaSeneblis risxva hqris saqarT-velod, kavkasiis burjad dgas Zlieri saqarTvelo. Tamaris mzes ificebs, surs, rom zeca gaTelos, rusTavels efereba diadi saqarTvelo. mecxtametis wyvdiadSi Tavad kaci sanTelobs, geniosTa mxrebze dgas Wkviani saqarTvelo. iq, meocis siWreles dro verafriT amTelebs, mrisxane saqarTvelo sikvdils usjis qarTvelebs.
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dadga ocdameerTe, sul sxva Zala mmarTvelobs, xelsa mkravs da muSts miqnevs uzrdeli saqarTvelo. 2006
*** ra pasuxi unda gagce sulis xveulebis mrTvelo, roca mkiTxav: _Cemo Zmao, saiT midis saqarTvelo?! mzeo, sulSi Cawurulo da CuqurTmis Cemis mTlelo, saiT, saiT, saiT midis beddamwvari saqarTvelo?! Cemo mezvrev, Cemo mexmlev da momavlis Cemis rTvelo, mivdivar da CemTvis vdardob _ saiT midis saqarTvelo?! 2005
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xaSuri adgilis dedam yvela tkivilis da sixarulis icis Senaxva da mec veZebdi xaSuris xedebs, ufro lamazad rom damenaxa... da mec veZebdi zeciur edems da sulSi vkrebdi mzeebs xelaxla, msurda ocnebis RvTiuri bade ufro xilulad rom damenaxa. drom ver gaaqro ocnebis xedi da verc zRapruli gancda Selaxa, da mec veZebdi xaSuris xedebs sulis siRrmidan rom damenaxa. 2004
*** jvris monasterze Semomdgari namgala mTvare mamulis mkerdze miWedili rwmenis nalia, me sasoebiT vumzer axla momavlis karebs, samSoblos bedze dafiqreba mwerlis valia. samiaTas wlis dauberavs warsulis qari da siamayiT aivseba sulis nalia, mamuls sWirdeba dRes poetis sityva da qnari, poetis sityva yvela xmalze mWreli xmalia. sulSi minTia saqarTvelos uqrobi kvari da jvris monastris siaxlove cas uxaria. 2004
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*** viRacam mkiTxa sveticxovlis Sesaxeb raRac da me gavocdi... ar icoda is, razedac Cven vizrdebodiT da norC sulebs vasazrdoebdiT... mere Rimili uceb gaqra da gaiyina sisxli ZarRvebSi. vaiTu erT dRes sul erTi gaxdes qarTvelisaTvis ecodineba, anda Tu ar ecodineba Cveni meobis Sesaxeb rame... o, RmerTma nu qnas! mnaTeebo Cemi mamulis, viRacam merec xom uTuod unda Camohkras Zlieri xeli sveticxovlis buxuna zarebs!? viRacam mkiTxa sveticxovlis Sesaxeb raRac... 2004
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suramis cixe ara cremlebiT, ara tiriliT, ara godebiT da dananebiT, kedelSi dgeba biWi zurabi, guls iRoneben lamazmanebi. is ki mtkicea, oRond sxvagvarad nu warmoidgens am wuTs nuravin, asi zurabic ki gamoCndeba, oRond aSendes cixe suramis. 1974
mamauli Cemi saqarTvelo... rogor mominda raime meTqva... waviforxile... sityva ver movZebne, mivferebodi... guli gavimagre: didi grZnoba utyviao, gamigonia... 1988
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dabneuli don-kixoti viRas vebrZolo, roca guli sevdas maZalebs, dardimand tkivils Sors, warsulSi misZinebia, viRas vebrZolo, Cemo sanCo, erTi mibrZane, Cems samSobloSi aRarc qaris wisvilebia... 1988
mamuls ramdeni vinme wavida, ramdeni kidev wava, zogma icxovra mefurad, zogmac saocrad mwared, ramdeni vinme movida, kidev ramdeni mova, me ki gavyureb Soridan saukuneTa YTovas, movidnen, Tqves da wavidnen qveynad datives kvali, ramdeni wmindad moxdili mamuliSvilis vali. mec msurda meTqva raime Seni didebis dari, magram ra mrCeba amqveynad?
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-oriod leqsi mdare. da siyvaruli, romliTac Tavs viwonebdiT mudam, mec Seni sunTqviT vsunTqavdi, Seni dideba msurda, da amitomac vtovebdi am siyvarulis fsonebs, me murad mTvareliZe var, mamulo, damixsome! 2002
gabrazeba a. baqraZis leqciis Semdeg verafers ver vwer, vdgavar da vumzer cas – poetebis sulis medinas, netavi axla am anTil gulze sityvis marTlis Tqma gamabedvina. verafers vambob, uxmod davyureb miwas buranSi mibinarebuls, ras gagonebso mamuli, mkiTxe, ras magonebs da - qristes wamebuls. gavyureb cisfrad avardnil Walebs mTas mougdia zeca merdinad, netavi axla am anTil gulze sityvis marTlis Tqma gamabedvina. 1985
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*** wylebo, waiReT Cemi naRveli, waiReT wlebo, Torem daviwvi da gavTavdi leqsTa gundebiT, davyureb miwas, balaxs aqvs Seni tuCebis gemo, iseT gulze var, Samqoridan TiTqos vbrundebi. 1971
*** ra menatreba? axla viyo biWi fxoveli, rom xelmeored avaSeno sveticxoveli 1971
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me da Sen
quCaze modis lamazi qali
quCaze modis lamazi qali da quCac axla misebr yvavilobs, me ki vCurCuleb; naxato kalmiT, varskvlvo, cidan Camoyvanilo! xedav? Sens irgvliv ra sinaTlea, fexqveS gigalobs sios fardagi, TiTqos mzem SenTvis Rame aTia da gadRegrZela nislis badagiT. quCaSi modis lamazi qali, TvalebSi ukrTis sulis sinaTle, albaT, aseTi ieri edo nestan-darejans, asmaTs, TinaTins... da gulic axla aTiaTasjer Zalumad Zgers da bednieria, netav SemeZlos, sul Sen mogiZRvna, Zvirfaso, dRemde rac mimReria! quCaze modis lamazi qali... 2012
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viTom xumrobiT
es ra miqeni qalau, rogor ver daginaxe me?! Seni trfialis almasi ra ucnaurad maxelebs. Tu mzem damaswro da diliT gagixsna brolis sakinZe, mzes gamoviwvev duelSi da iseT ymobas gagiwev, imgvarad Semogapareb Cemi alersis Surdulebs, mzemac far-xmali dayaros da qarmac Caidudunos. dagwvav da isev aganTeb damwvav da kvlav avinTebi, waval da wamomayole Seni alersis mziTvebi, mere azrs gavucalmtvereb sokrateebs da platonebs, gagtaceb gulis karibWes da sul ugulod dagtoveb. 2012
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,,gafrindi Savo mercxalo�, anu mercxals gatanebuli ambavi alaznis piras vagdivar cao, ver mxedav gana me? gul-mkerds miZiZgnis arwivi ciskris amosvlisTanave... rad mixaroda me omSi wasvla da brZolis yiJina? mzem mkvdars damxeda am diliT da gulSi CaiJiJina. cxeni myavda da vibrZodi, axla Tavs madgas tiali, irgvliv alaznis velia, usasrulo da triali... dao, netav Sen rad gjera kvlavac vixilav Zmis tanso?! TeTrgula Savi mercxali Zmis ambavs Camomitanso?! coli Tu micdis, fanjrebze CamoufareT fardebi, veRar mouval nabrZoli da veRar gavuxardebi... iqneb kidevac moaswro da sxvisTvis guli gapira?!
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me ki sisxlgulzeSemxmari vwevar alaznis napiras. creml-mdinar-Rawvdakawruli dao, Tu Cems mzes inatreb, Sen, vinc Zmis unaxaoba vera da aver aitane, Cemi gmirobis arakebs mercxlebi Camogitanen... gafrinda Savi mercxali, gahyva alaznis pirsao, xval mouyveba das ambavs omSi wasuli Zmisao. 2010
*** Semodgomis es akordi bolo, mzis unazes gaRimebas natrobs, netav ratom moiwyine brolo, nuTu marTla migatova satrfom? zamTris susxSi aiConCxla dardi da es sxivic, albaT, veRar gatfobs, Semomxede, Se CaxCaxa vardo, me var, Seni dakarguli satrfo.
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sevdisferi Semodgomis dRea, ha, sacaaa mze mowydeba tatnobs, gamiRime, Semodgomis iav, vidre isev cocxali gyavs satrfo. 2007
*** drom veraferi gaafermkrTala da is tkivilic aris TavRia, zRapris iqiTken Seni zecaa, zRapris aqeTken _ Cemi baRia. aq yvelaferi isev isea, im bilikze ki sxvebi dadian, zRapris iqiTken Seni sevdaa, zRapris aqeTken Cemi dardia. TiTqos cxovrebac isev isea da TiTqos gareT isev daria, zRapris iqiTken Seni sioa, zRapris aqeTken Cemi qaria. sul Seni naTliT SemoifarCa, rac mzes Cvens Soris dRemde uvlia, Seni gulia zRapris iqiTken, zRapris aqeT ki Cemi gulia. 2005
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mipatiJeba verandaze rogor geloda Cemi locvani, guli mTvare da Ramis veranda, Sen ki ar moxvel da es ocnebac uceb daWkna da gamiveranda, caze varskvlavTa sevda eyara, me Cemic uxvad mqonda Wmunva da fexze wamodga mTeli qveyana, radgan sizmari gamimWvirvalda. fiqrs mTvaris sxivi miesalbuna, magram ver gaTba suli verada, damrCa sizmrebis Tavsaburavi da varskvlavebiT savse veranda. 2010
Txovna
nu gamixseneb iseTs, rogoric var, gamixsene rogoric gsurda vyofiliyavi, ufro lamazi, ufro wrfeli, ufro maRali, ufro da ufro... am ,,ufroebs� SeiZleba dasasruli aRarc ki hqondes. yvelafris Secvla SegiZlia Tund mcired mainc da Sens winaSe warmosdgeba kaci, romelic me srulebiT ar memgvaneba.
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samagierod iqneboda imaze kargi da STambeWdavi, vidre me var... oRond nu Secvli im erTaderTs da umyaress, rac me SenTan makavSirebda... nurc miumateb, nurc gamoakleb, radgan siyvaruls arc araferi SeiZleba miematos da arc daakldes, miemateba, igi mainc siyvarulia, daakldeba da siyvarulic aRar iqneba. amitomac datove ise, rogorc iyo sinamdvileSi. siyvaruli xom uRelzedac ufro mZimea, siyvaruli xom mzeze metad wvavs, qariSxalze metad boboqrobs, varskvlavebze metad brwyinavs, balaxis namze ufro wrfelia, Rrublebze ufro fafukia, mTvareze ufro sevdiania, xis kenweroebze ufro maRalia, bulbulze ufro tkbilad mgalobelia, nakadulze ufro tiktikaa, zRvaze metad mSfoTvarea, dardze ufro dardiania, gmirobaze ufro gmirobismaZiebelia, bewvis xidze metad frTxilad sasiaruloa, zRaparze ufro zRaprulia da sizmarze ufro sizmareulia. siyvaruli wuTisofelze grZelia, sikvdilis damamarcxebelia. da raki es yvelaferi Cems gulSi
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anbaniviT iyo Camowkipuli, amitom nurafers Secvli, datove ise, rogorc iyo da is gauZlebs dro-Jamis cvlasac da gadwvdeba Cvens Semdgom dgmasac. amitomac nu Secvli imas, rac yvelaze Zlieria amqveyanaze. 2010 *** მთვარემ ღრუბლის ხეივანში შეიხედა, ვარსკვლავები ცაზე ყრია კენჭებივით, ამედევნა ახლა Sენი მონატრება, ამედევნა, არ მცილდება ეჭვებივით და ეს გულიც ლამის არის ამოვარდეს საგულედან _ შენი სევდით 1999
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*** Cemgan mimavals, lamazo, netav sad migeliano, modixar _ mze xar, midixar _ sxivebi ileviano. am RamiT badrsa mTvaresa varskvlavni mieliano, netav mas, visac miuxval, Se Tvalebieliano. 2004
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winandeli ambavi Rame vnebis cecxlSi erTad CavwviT, cremlebi gSvenoda qaliSvils, tanze kocnis kaba Semogacvi da mTvaris bilikze gagiSvi. mere sizmrebsa da cxadebs Soris cremlebze Wkneboda baliSi, mxarze leqsis Winka Semogasvi da mzis sxivadanze gagiSvi. qari – dardimandi buzRunebda unda gyolodao qali Sin, me ki kocnis vercxliT SegWede da mTvare-mzis sayarze gagiSvi. iyo gazafxulis gazafxuli, suli – aRvsebuli qariSxliT, tanze kocnis kaba Semogacvi da simartoveSi gagiSvi. axla mogonebebs ca gamoekida, es ca xom Tavisas ar iSlis, RmerTo, jer SegZerwe am Cemi neknidan, mere siyvarulad zed gulze mekide mere Cveni vnebiT mzes gamovekideT, vigiJeT, vianceT da roca jer kidev gvindoda mze kidev dResac ki ar vici, ra niSniT, tanT kocnismaqmana kaba Semogacvi da simartoveSi gagiSvi. 2010
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*** ramdeni bzaric daaCnda am guls, ramdeni cremlic SeacvdaT Rawvebs, ramdenma fiqrmac daCexa suli, mxrebze imdeni tkivili mawevs... ramdeni gancdac SeerTo Rames pirTamde savses sevdis TasebiT, imdenjer ufro, imdenjer ufro, imdenjer ufro meZvirfasebi... 2009
*** caze Cxakunobs aprilis mTvare da velze uxmobs ulays faSati me SenTvis isev var cixe-fari, Sen CemTvis xati aminaSati. da TeTr aprilebs gayolil JinTa laSqari mReris ymawvilur zRaprebs, mogonebebis rom davdga zvini gancdaTa mZivebs qardaqar vapnev. da ganZarculma dRes aRar vici sevdis sanacvlod ra zma vifaro, TiTqos saSeno sityvac gamicvda Sen _ Cemi sulis azmaifaro. 2009
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iribi wvima n. C-s axla agvistoa, Sen gixseneb da Seni naTqvami maxsendeba, wvimis irib fardas nu gadaswev, Torem usaTuod dasveldebi. axla agvistoa da ocnebac zecam viT iqneba ar mawvios, me ki Seni didi monatrebiT wvimis farda unda gadavwio. TeTrad daixaza ca ocnebis, fiqri mimqral tkivils gamaxsenebs da wvima ki ara, es iribi, cremlis niaRvari damasvelebs. 2010
qali orRobeSi aTqvirebuli ZuZuebi mohqonda sxeuls, ver ikavebda, win uswrebda, samoss iglejda klertebze da vnebian almurs agebebda orRobis niavs, romelic mere misi cecxliT garetebuli orRobidan mtkvrisken garboda. 2009
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*** aTas farSevangs gauSlia boloebi caze Rrublebad Semodgoma ki _ zRurblze mdgari qoqins undeba.. lilisferia dRe, romelmac umaspinZla wvimis Sadrevnebs, rom movidoda Semodgoma miTqvams adreve... da axlac, roca mze jer kidev sadRac anaTebs, me geubnebi: ar Seexo miZinebul sulis qarafebs... Torem uTuod dazamTrdeba da TeTr buranSi mova sibere, jer vidre isev SegiZlia Tavdaviwyeba mziT, varskvlavebiT da qarebiT, Tundac RrublebiT ubeebi amoibere... 2009
*** Tvalebi cremlma, bage kankalma (xelebis caxcaxs xom nuRar mkiTxav!) xmac caxcaxebda da viT angalma gasca Tvalebi, bage da sityva...
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da yvelaferi iyo naTeli, tkivilma cremliT Rawvi gafera, gulma awkipa maRla warbebi, radgan ver gasca is veraferma... guli gulia, guli ara Cans da misi Sirmac mitom gadarCa. 2009 *** Tendeboda Rame, Ramdeboda dila da cxovrebac aRar hgavda zRapars, momiyevi rame, oRond frTxilad, ar Seexo sulSi minavlebul lampars. fiTrdeboda qari warbebaweuli, me ki Cumad, ar gaego sxvas rom, TiTqos kldeze mdgari, cerzeaweuli, ifiqrebdi masxrobs... Tumc namdvilad ase _ tkivilebiT savse, dRes gaveqec, rom miveRe Rames, SevefeTe angelozTa dasebs, SemeSinda, momiyevi rame. oRond ise, mxolod CemTvis, rom sxvis niavs ar daakldes bwkalic,
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axla suli cis silurjes erTvis da nacnobi rkali eficeba Cems davrdomil gancdas -modi, momiswari. 2009
*** me Sens saxlamde mTeli cxovreba fiqris yvavilebs ise vafendi, Sen rom msubuqad dagedga fexi iqnebda gegrZno, Tu ra Zala da gamZleoba sWirdeboda fiqris yvavilebs, rom maTTvis Tundac erTxel mainc ar SegemCnia is simZime, fafuk mxrebze rom daswolodaT... mTeli cxovreba vcxovrobdi tvirTiT mTeli cxovreba vcxovrobdi frTebiT, mTeli cxovreba _ aRsavse fiqriT gzaze gifendi siyvarulis ferad yvavilebs. 2008
*** fiqris totebs gahyveba Cemi sulis beRura da sadRac, kenweroze Seaskdeba dardebs, dRemde, Cemo lamazo, sevdis nisli mebura, dRes ki veRar gauval
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am dardebis bardebs... dRes ki mze Tu gamoCnda iqneb verc davinaxo, iqneb gulma umtyunos gazafxulis niavs, axla lurji dilaa, cas xeli ar Seaxo, Torem pawawa guli gauskdeba ias. 2007
*** warsuli, sadRac wamoqceuli, gdia mindorze, rogorc bermuxa, me gauSleli vardi megone, Sen dasaWknobad gamzadebulxar. ToTo kvirtebi SeaWkna warsuls, msurs gavigono axla Seni xma, me gazafxulis sunTqva megone, Sen zamTrispirebs Sehkedlebixar. midixar, migaqvs gulis nawili, vici, arasdros aRar momixval, me dasawyisis hangi megone, Sen dasasrulis simi yofilxar.
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reks ganSorebis mZime dumili, Cemo lamazo, oh, ra Sori xar, me momRerali cecxli megone, Sen yinuliviT civi yofilxar. 2005
*** me ki megona rom is qari ar Cadgeboda, me ki megona, rom is qnari amTavrdeboda, ras vifiqrebdi siyvaruli minavldeboda, an silamaze, rogorc Zveli analebidan fermkrTali sevda, erT dRes ise ayvavdeboda. ras vifiqrebdi, guli Seni ar daTvreboda, anda es suli erT dRes aRar amTavdeboda, me ki megona yvelaferi ise mudmivi, rom gafrTxileba ar vicodi da arc vnaRvlobdi, es aRmafrena rom odesme damTavrdeboda. 2004
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n. C-s ufliscixis gaswvriv, gaRma, velebia Taflao, iqve mcire saydaria da vrceli sasaflao. im saydarTan erTi Cumi naRvliani borcvia, aq sevdoben Citunebi da balaxebs kocnian. balaxebo, balaxebo, gulSi mze rom giRelavT, netav xom ar SemogesmaT Cemi satrfos simRera. aq davtove is odesRac me cremliT da kaeSniT, mere? mere TavdaRmarTze TvalxuWula daveSvi. da mas aqeT es cxovreba erTi didi maxea, ufliscixis gaswvriv, gaRma, sadac sulTa baRia, Tqven ra iciT, ra naTeli siyvaruli marxia. 2007
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20 wlis Semdeg
m. m-s is ukve sul sxva, mec _ TiTqmis sul sxva, vzivarT pirispir da vmusaifobT... da aRarc cecxli momnusxavi da aRarc gancda, Cveulebrivad vumzerT erTmaneTs da vmusaifobT, ise, TiTqos im wlebis cecxli arc arasodes gviwvavda am suls... da mere vfiqrob o, RmerTo Cemo, ra codnia dros _ am dalocvils da umowyalos!.. is ukve sul sxva, mec TiTqmis sul sxva, erTmaneTs vumzerT Zalian mSvidad da vmusaifobT. 2005
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n. C-s TiTqos daisis zecas gulis gaeRo kari, Rrublebs ekida cecxli da JRurtulebda mtkvari. mere kululi Tmebis moajirs daefina, wamiT Setokdnen mTebi, cac _ ocnebebis bina gulebs moawyda uceb sul sxva zaTqiT da qariT, Rames vexateT gulze samni: me, Sen da mtkvari. 1987
xalxur motivebze Sen aRzevnidan modixar, marili mogaqvs brolio, saxlSi dagxvdeba deda da cremlSeumSrali colio... modixar, win mze mogiZRvis da yvavilebis molio, vai mas, visac ar ucdis banze mtirali colio.
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II me Rames beWze vekide, SevbRavle yaraiasa, mzem Cemi sulis sxivebi sulSi CaunTo iasa. ra siyvaruliT geZebdi, SevZar ZaxiliT cis TaRi, mzes _ vnebis cecxlSi SeZenZils sakuTar mkerdiT mivCaRni, vai mas, visac Sevxvdebi gadareuli yivCaRi. 2005
erTi saRamos gamoZaxili da modis sityva, sityva RmerTia da aris hangi _ zecis wkriali, aq varskvlavebis Sori cecxlia, iq dedamiwis brolis kriali. da aris qaris gamocarteba da poezia _ TeTri maxvili, musika ufro sulis TrTolvaa da leqsi ufro gulis Zaxili. qari ki isev WalaSi dahqris, wvima ki isev miwaze cviva
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da poezia _ muzebis saxli da siyvaruli da Tavganwirva... da aRmafrena _ sulis simebSi TiTqos RvTaebis Cumi naTeba, aris musika da poezia da siyvaruli... ra memarTeba? 1999
boSaTa banaks CamorCenili x. k-s iqneb boSaTa banaks CamorCi, an iqneb gixmobs Zveli urmia, piramidebTan gxedav daCoqils, rom gaacocxlo mrume mumia, iqneb boSaTa banaks CamorCi, an iqneb gixmobs Zveli urmia?! niavis frTebze mixatul freskas gagacocxleben Zveli miTebi, gulSi samyaros borio rekavs da gazafxulis cecxliT inTebi, niavis frTebze mixatul freskas gagacocxleben Zveli miTebi. Sen planetebis mistiur Zaxils gahyvebi rogorc grZneuli nimfa,
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xelebs CasWideb Rrublebis aRvirs da varskvlavebis yvavilebs krifav, Sen planetebis mistiur Zaxils gahyvebi rogorc grZneuli nimfa. da ros fiqrebSi ocnebis rxevas SeakrTobs dilis Cumi naTeba, Sen, poeziis dardimand mxevals leqsis saxadi dagemarTeba, roca fiqrebSi ocnebis rxevas SeakrTobs dilis Cumi naTeba. da mere gxedav SenTvis daCoqils, radganac mag suls locva swyuria, me kvlav warmarTis xilvebs gavCorkni, romelic marTlac saswaulia, Sen ki - boSaTa banaks CamorCi, Sen ki - migixmobs Zveli urmia. niavis frTebze mixatul freskas gagacocxleben Zveli miTebi. 1999
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*** galobs Citi mgalobeli im RvTaebriv hangebs, _netav ratom gamifrindi, ratom damekarge?! _netav ratom mimatove RvTis amara, ratom?! qarebs vatan gancvifrebas ratom?! ratom?! ratom?! galobs Citi fanjarasTan Cemi gulis naRvels: _ase ratom mimatove, netav saiT waxvel?! lurjia da lamazia zeca gamWvirvale, galobs Citi fanjarasTan: _damibrundi male!.. 1999
Sen dagabraleb
Sen dagabraleb iWvebis sevdas, dardian mzeras da grZneul Rimils, Sen dagabraleb Cems yvela codvas, yvela sadardels da yvela tkivils.
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Sen dagabraleb vardebis oxvras da varskvlavebis RvTaebriv rokvas, qarebs, romelsac gagifen noxad, Sen dagabraleb da amiT mogklav. Sen dagabraleb yvela siyvaruls da yvela Ralats Tu Tavganwirvas, mere ki sulis qaTqaTa furclebs Seni cremlebis wvima dawvimavs. Sen dagabraleb yvela sikeTes, yvela mzis cials da cis tramalebs, mere movkvdebi Zalian mSvidad da am sikvdilsac Sen dagabraleb. 1999
nuTu marTla Sen gekuTvnis Cemi guli, Sen gekuTvnis mxolod isev, nuTu marTla ar giyvarvar, maSin deda daifice! Sen gimReris Cemi qnari da mze gulad mkerdSi micems, nuTu marTla ar gaxsovar, maSin deda daifice!
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Sen Cems striqons Seuyvardi da Semikar leqsi mtkiced, Tu Senc guli ar gixaris, eg qaloba daifice! da TvalebSi amomxede, aRar myofnis me cis sivrce, Tu Senc Cumad ar giyvarvar, maSin deda daifice! 1999 meti ki araferi iyo TeTri zafxuli, frTebi mesxa safreni, siyvaruli SemomeWra, meti ki araferi... vgavdi marTves arwivisas, caSi axlad afrenils, siyvaruli avuxseni, meti ki araferi... mTvare gvWvretda Rrublebidan da ca iyo sxvaferi, Tvali TvalSi gavuswore, meti ki araferi... mere qarma ucabedad wamoSala afrebi, mxolod erTi vakoce, meti ki araferi. 2001
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*** Sen meubnebi, dro aris avi, rom daikarga Rirseba yvela, rom ocnebebma Caicves Savi da rom samyaroc zRvasaviT Relavs. Sen meubnebi, rom mze Cavida da aRar veliT ganTiads xvalis, rom gulze veRar Semogvarida cxovrebam Tvisi cecxli da ali... da mec vCurCuleb TiTqos viSviSiT, da mec vaZageb am dros zakvians, rom xSirad mgeli kravis TivTikSi gamoxveuli avazakia. rom xSirad kaci ufro gvelia da gvelze meti SxamiT da gesliT, rom siyvaruliT arsad gvelian, rom irgvliv mxoloid boroti gvesmis. da es CurCuli da es wuwuni, TiTqos Cvenive gulis wamali, miaqvs niav-qars, yefen ZaRlebi, mefe ki dadis Tavis amaliT. ra SegiZlia, gindac amxedrde, isev droebam unda giSvelos,
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me siyvaruliT cas Segaxedeb, sulis taZari rom agiSeno. 2002
gaqceva axla gareT Semodgoma dadis, axla sulSic ipareba sicive, gamicocxlda odindeli dardi da verafriT, veRarafriT vicileb... axla miwa mindvris qulas icvlis, axla qaric brZolas iwyebs axlidan, _ ici, SenTan yofna minda, ici? vCurCuleb da gamovdivar saxlidan. 1997
dananeba
c. b-s mTeli sicocxle qarebs vebrZodi, viyav daWrili, sisxli mdioda, ar modioda, visac velodi, vinc ar mindoda, is modioda. mTeli cxovreba mzes vnatrulobdi da am natvraSi Jamic gasrulda,
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vinc me miyvarda, mas ar vuyvardi, visac vuyvardi, is me ar msurda. viyav bavSvi da viyav poeti, cis silamaziT uRvTod vTvrebodi, vis siTboc msurda, is aq ar iyo da sul sxva xilvebs veferebodi. xan viyav wvima mis fanjarasTan, xan gazafxulis Tovlad vdnebodi, vinc me usazRvrod menatreboda, mas iSviaTad vagondebodi. axla grigalma gadaiara da Semodgomac foTlebs awydeba, gavxedav cas da raRac naTelze, raRac diadze guli damwydeba.. o, ra Jami xar wuTisofelo, sulSi momskdaro leqsTan omebad, vici, wavida sulis naTeba da arc arasdros ganmeordeba. davkece frTebi, ca aRar mixmobs, dRes martoobis qrian qarebi, cota xans kidev aq davivaneb da mere cisken gavemgzavrebi. 1997
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warsuli babuawveras Taigulia, ar Secde, suli ar Seubero. giorgi lobJaniZe iq, sadac Cveni TeTri Ramea, sadac zRaprebi hgvanan legendebs, iq, sadac mzea, anda mTvarea, ver iqna, dRemde jer ver Sevbede. radgan warsuli ufro sxivia, romelsac mxolod erTxel Sexedav, radganac ginda rom daibruno, magram mwarea masTan Sexvedra. radgan iq ufro Seni sulia, romlis Senaxvis Sen xar movale da Cvenc ufrore warsuliT vcxovrobT, vidre awmyoTi, anda momavliT... da vetanebi da veferebi da raRac sevdiT misken miviltvi, is ki Sorsaa, rogorc edemi da mwuxare var axla amitom. da mesmis Cemi gulis Zaxili, rogorc wyeuli raRac magia, ar waetano, ar waetano, radgan warsuli sarkofagia, romelSic TiTqos Tavi damarxe da is, rac dRemde mxolod Senia, axla icxovre Soreul lxeniT, aba, awmyoSi ra dagrCenia?
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da mec mivyvebi, da mec marto var da mec vRiRineb locvebs warmarTTa, radgan warsuli aris sizmari, romelic avma dilam wamarTva. da TiTqos yurSi CamZaxis viRac, warsuli mzea, kldea pitalo, aTaswleulTa sarkofagia, ar gabriyvde da ar waetano. 1999
ucnobs is modioda quCaSi marto, iasamnebis veeba koniT, is iyo albaT, viRacis satrfo, viRacis deda, viRacis coli... is da is da
modioda rogorc RvTaeba siyvarulis wyaro ulevi, modioda viT ukvdaveba iyo savse gazafxulebiT...
da roca qarma gaiSriala da TeTri frTebis gahyva zmaneba, ase megona, guli ki ara, mkerdSi rekavdnen dedo zarebi. 1997
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*** suls Semodgoma Semoepara xmeli foTlebis Cumi SrialiT, Sors, sadRac darCa leqsis qveyana da siWabuke _ qariSxliani... suls simsubuqe daepatrona, Sen ki sada xar netav vicode, modi, miTebis Zveli skivridan erTi SroSani gamomiwode. rom zRaprebidan kvlav gamobrwyindes mzeSi mimcxrali leqsis Radari, vici, Zvirfaso, ukve mogwyinda Cemi cxovrebis TeTri zRapari. me ki vCurCuleb da gzas gavyureb da vidre zeca mxrebze damaTovs, o, rogor vnatrob, rom siyvarulma sadRac, Soridan gamoanaTos. 1995
sasimRerod naTqvami oqtomberi wavida, noemberi modis, rodis unda moxvide, siyvarulo, rodis, Semodgomis burani da qarebis qrolva, mova? _ viRac mpasuxobs: _ usaTuod mova. qari xeebs miawyda, SeveCvie lodins, rodis unda moxvide, siyvarulo, rodis? 1996
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*** Sen is qali xar, romelsac dResac Tvals gayoleben vnebiT biWebi, Cemi cxovrebis aliaqoTSi Sen naTeliviT SemoiWeri. Sen is qnari xar, romelsac RelviT da sulis TrTolviT vuaxlovdebi, o, am siyvaruls da aRtacebas ver daiteven albaT odebic. Sen Cemi sulis eklesia xar, eklesias ki uyvars sinaze, me Sens xatebas gulSi vinaxav yvela lamazi qalis jinaze.
aris mze, aris qaris TamaSi da siyvarulis dResaswauli, am Cemi sulis Wiakokonas mjera gulgrilad verc Sen Cauvli. o, rogor minda, rom Cemma leqsma sulis tkivili ar SegamTxvios, Sen dedamiwis TeTri freska xar, romelsac mxolod unda emTxvio. 1994
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*** wuxelis roca qars CaeZina da varskvlavebmac zurgi maqcies, me gamovardi simyudrovidan da suli leqsad gadmovaqcie. Sen ki ar Candi, Ramis sxeulSi ca caxcaxebda, Tvlemda, mReroda, da mere Cumad, viT jadoqarma aRmogacene qaris Rerodan. iyo mzeebis gamonaTeba da sulis namSi qaris TamaSi, axla mkvdari var, axla me mZinavs Cems garindebul, TeTr akldamaSi. da viT arasdros geli, uSenod albaT, sikvdilic ar eRireba, me amogZaxi sulis Tonidan, Sen Camomyureb da geRimeba. 1995
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*** d. d-s Cven xom erTmaneTs vuZRvnidiT leqsebs da suli gvqonda savse iebiT, vgavdiT legendis mSvenier xiznebs mziT, siyvaruliT da patiebiT... axla mTavrdeba Cveni zRapari pirTamde savse leqsis alvebiT, Zvirfaso, Sen xom verc warmoidgen, am guls rarigad daenanebi... 1995
*** gadiara gagiJebis Jamma, me _ naomi, cas ugulod vumzer, sad xar axla, uSenoba mzaravs, damenaxe am naRvlian gulze. gadiara qartexilma vnebis, mzem am gulSi gaaTia Rame, me mogitan cas daRlili mxrebiT, oRond sityva momagebe rame... gadiara siyvarulis alma, guli uxmod daiRadra, uxmod, sad xar? _ Cemi miqanculi landi Sens xatebas uxmobs... 1978
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aSot kurapalatis monologi dasrulda sulis amao garja, vdgavar da zecas zizRiT gavyureb, amqveynad ukve aRarcra damrCa da braziT vTelav eul samyurebs... karebdagmanul monastris zRudes icavs ufali da febronia, me am sadardels veRar gavuZleb, Cems mwuxarebas aRarc foni aqvs... Sen Camogxsnian yvela samkauls, viRac Sens gulTan undod iancebs, gagagoneben sityvebs sakralurs da Segracxaven siZvis diacad... da roca suli dards daiokebs, Sen, albaT, kidev erTxel minatreb, SegafeTeben sulis simokles da gaciebul myudro monasters... mand, simartovis dardsayudebels vin uwys, ramdeni codva amZimebs, dganan dedani muxlisTavebze da tanSi zaravT oqros barZimebs... cas Seeyina ocnebis gundi, Sen samonastro kabaSi grTaven, me uxmod vtoveb monastris zRudes, rom am cxel gulze movikla Tavi. 1989
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*** qari TeTrad avardeba Cemi soflis bolodan, guli ise, raRatomRac, ufro mets moeloda... Rrublisferi daadgebaT Robis Ziras balaxebs, ra vqna guli ara Cans da fiqric ver daganaxe... modi, gzebma uSenobis sevda Camoifara, Sen midixar, me mogyvebi da siyvaruls viparav. 1988
*** waxvel da gamogekide, ca sevdam SeaJriala, me leqsis Tokze vekide da siyvaruli brdRviala ise lamazad movida, mkiTxa raime ki ara, ise, TavisTvis, uCumrad, Sig gulSi gaiwkriala. 1983
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*** e. b_s da roca mTvare cidan ki ara, Cemi gulidan sWvretda samyaros, im lamaz dReebs _ ase brialas, ra vqna, nacari viT mivayaro?! axla rodesac suli savsea uumwvanesi sevdis wiwvebiT, xom Camqralia is siyvaruli, gamaxsendeba da daviwvebi. 1983
mwvane veli
e. b-s Sen erTma unda icode mxolod, Tu rogor geli, Tu rogor gnatrob, Sena xar Cemi Tavi da bolo, ar Canxar ratom, ar Canxar ratom? mxolod Sen erTma unda gaigo, am gulis fiqri da sadardeli, Senamde CemTvis mwvane velia, Sens iqiT ukve aRaraferi. 1977
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simartove Ramem nisliviT fiqri aSala Camoifares Savi fanjrebma, dacarielda soflis gzaSara, mTebs gauZneldaT marto gaZleba... vzivar, gareT ki daborgavs qari, mowyenis yvavils zed gulze vibnev, netavi axla gaiRos kari, netavi axla movides vinme... 1977
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davdivar, mze mxrebze mexrukeba, vuRimi balaxebs namianebs, niavi norC alvebs eurCeba, foTlebs marcvaliviT aniavebs... modi am velebis SeumCnevlad, modi, tkivilebi damiame... 1977
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m. p-s Sen meubnebodi, rom giyvars usazRvrod, Tavdaviwyebamde bloki, mere me vamsxvrevdi aseve ubralod Cemi martoobis borkils. da Seni samyaro mirCenda tkivilebs, fexqveS megebodi lamis, me viyav mag Seni sinazis mevele, patroni veeba qalis, romelsac tkioda, usazRvrod tkioda Cemi dafleTili sevda, baRnari iyo da gza gvqonda saerTo, gzaze mivdiodiT erTad, raRac saocari sunTqva, gadamdebi, orives gvaqcevda RmerTad... mere airia gza da Cven davtoveT Cveni saocari bloki, mas Semdeg uSenod aTasjer vewame, aTasjer uRmerTod movkvdi... da aha, sul sxva fiqrs mivande sxeuli, Cems velze sinanuls movmki, isev menatreba Seni gamoCena, Cveni sevdiani bloki. 1981
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*** m. p-s mominda is suli, Sen rom gagatane, Sen rom gisagzle da gaaxel, mogonebebis tyes Tavi Sevafare, Sen Sebobrundi da gaaxme. damrCa agvisto da agvistos xvati, suli _ gaxrukuli velebi mkaTaTvis, zurgSemoqceuli RmerTi da xati da sityva: _ Zvirfaso, naxvamdis... 1981
*** m. p-s Sen sxva gzam gZlia da me ki - sul sxvam, ar aris Cveni yofa advili, me gagayole grZnobaTa razmi, da unazesi gulis wadili... waxvel da qarebs gamovedevne, dRe iyo mZime, magram namdvili, samagierod damrCa zRapari, ubiwo, rogorc dedis mandili. 1981
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erTi dRis mogoneba gaxsovs mcxeTa? _ rogor gvsurda iq orives darCena, sveticxovlis danaxvaze rom agvtkivda marjvena. gaxsovs? _ raRac gvawvalebda, siyvaruli ki ara, jvarma erTad gagvaxsena maSin yvela iara. zedazenze mzes vkocnidiT, armazs vxoceT iremi, Semogfice, Seni trfobiT kvlavac gadavirevi. saguramos gzawvrilebic farTod gadaSlilia, im xeebTan Zveleburad, isev sunTqavs ilia. gaxsovs mcxeTa? _ gvawvalebda siyvaruli ki ara, jvarma erTad gagvaxsena ferwasuli iara. 1971
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*** qristeSobisTvis susxian Rames moxvel da saxlic uceb ganaTda, muxlze ewvina RvTismSobels mTvare da iyo Rame mzeTunaxavTa... qrodnen qarebi, qrodnen qarebi, ca naxulobda sizmrebs kanTiels, kalTebs ikecdnen Rrublis karvebi, Sen ki is Rame TeTrad aTie. im sibneleSi Cumi sinaTle gamodioda Cveni saxlidan, mTvare garboda soflis Saraze da orRobeSi Tavs qvebs axlida. ZaRlebis yefis xma hqonaT qarebs da imsxvreoda is xmac SoriTve da Cveni sulis mimwuxris darad iwureboda qristeSobisTve. 1974
*** es yvelaferi zRapars magonebs, yvelafers vumzer eWvis TvalebiT, sad gaiparnen sulis karvidan Tovli, wvimebi da grigalebi... saiT veZebo mze CamomWknari, an qariSxlebis TeTri vedreba, nuRar ayovneb, modi, momkali,
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aw yvelaferi cecxlad medeba. Torem sacaa daberavs qari, Torem sacaa TvalnaTliv vxedav, es Semodgomis damfrTxali qari caSi gakidebs foTlebis sevdas. 1974
*** mivatoveb Relviani am mTebsa da ialaRebs, suls mogiZRvni erTianad da sicocxles giamarRneb.‌ oRond gulSi ar Caido avi fiqri Ralatisa, me avad var, me seni mWirs aSot kurapalatisa. 1974
vedreba oRond am erTxel nu gamimeteb, oRond am erTxel SenTan mamyofe, oRond am erTxel da mere Tundac nu gamikareb gsurdes saTofed. oRond am erTxel leqsad damcale, damabertyine gulis totebi,
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Sens gverdiT yofna oRond macale, Torem uSenod vici movkvdebi... oRond am erTxel qarad maqcie, leqsi puriviT momamkevine, mere gamriye, rogorc aluda da Tundac Tavi momakvlevine. 1975
modi I gulSi xmianebda uneburad, mxolod erTi sityva: _ modi! Torem Cavimuxleb Zveleburad, xelze Sevakvdebi lodins.. modi, gadagiSli sulis furclebs, modi wagikiTxav, rac gsurs, oRond damenaxe axla uceb, afsus, rs wuTia, afsus! II wuxel wuxel magram xelze 1977
mTeli Rame viocnebe, mTeli Rame vbWobdi, ver avyevi mainc vnebebs, ver Sevakvdi lodins.
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siyvarulis axsna davawyob gegmas, rom agixsni siyvaruls ase: davdgebi Sens win da TvalebSi Cumad Cagxedav... mere bageebs amocdeba sityva miyvarxar... da Sens tuCebze mzes moZebnis Cemi SeSlili sunTqvis xaverdi... da wamoganTeb iseTive TavdaviwyebiT, rogorc odesRac, im pirveli siyvarulis dros... raRac saocar buranSi gagxvev da almodebul Sens Semcbar saxes Cemi sigiJis talRa gaduvlis... davawyob gegmas, magram rogorc ki dadgebi Cems win, me yvelaferi maviwydeba da dumils viwyeb, da mere minda marto davrCe sakuTar TavTan, rom ufro kargad movifiqro, Tu rogor SevZlo, rom Cemi sulis qariSxali gagiziaro... davawyob gegmas...
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*** rad moiwyine mindvris yvavilo, xo mar SegakrTo qarma boriom? miwidan mzisgan amoyavanilo dRe dagrCenia raRac oriod... nu geSinia, mTvare gimRerebs SuaRamisas iseT alilos, sikvdilic arad mogeCveneba Cemo pawia mindvris yvavilo! 1974
*** xekorZulas wyali viyav, moxvedi da damewafe, mas merea Sen xar sityva da sicocxlis naTels mafen... me qva viyav, Sen momsinje erT dRes sasveticxovelod, mas merea mzed damijeq, rom ZarrvebSi icxovelo. qari viyav, davrCi qarad, da vSli zecad kvlavac afrebs, xekorZulas wyali viyav, moxvedi da damaewafe... 1982
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*** vgrZnob, rogor miyurebs daRlili landi, sulia damfrTxali da sevdiT savse, ratom aqamomde aRarsad CandiT, ratom damekargeT, batono, ase?! mcire sayveduri Rimilis miRma, gulis aRzeveba qariSxlis toli, mere... - sigiJemde, miyvarxar, miyva.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . da saxlis sarkmelTan mtirali coli. 1982
meuRles axla gareT yinvaa da avi qari qris zeca raRas gimalavda Sen sigiJes qmris?! miwa welSi iRuneba Tavs miwamde xris, marTla qari ar gegonos, Cemi suli qris. 1983
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dabneuloba ha, aRsruldeba is, rasac didxans didxans elodnen Seni qarebi, viRac raRacas uazrod gkiTxavs, viRacas uxmod daemgzavrebi... Camoifxriwavs m ere dardis kvarTs Seni cisferi sevdis lerwami, mere jalaTis sulmokleobiT sulis minanqars dagilewaven, da Rameebis labirinTebSi ucxo surviliT aelvardebi, ca Camobertyavs Rrublebs –mstovarebs da varskvlavebiT gaelamdeba. Sen ki martosuls da RvTisamaras Segadareben gvels da moriels da luwukenta qaris siyvaruls noembris dila gaiyoliebs... 1987 *** ise ubralod Caivlida xolme quCaze, TiTqos verc grZnobda, rogor esxmodaT Tavbru yovelTvis mis danaxvaze mezobel kacebs... da TeTr Rawvebze mogizgize Wiakokonas TiTqos saerTo araferi ar gaaCnda im kacebis gulis xanZarTan. 1988
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*** da roca guli damZimdeba, Sen erTs mogixmob... da roca sulSi acivdeba, Sen erTs mogixmob... da roca sevda acremldeba, Sen erTs mogixmob... roca sicocxle acetdeba, Sen erTs mogixmob... maSinac, roca saimqveynod gavemzadebi da sinanuli damCemdeba, Sen erTs mogixmob... 1988
*** აბა, შეხედე, ეს გაზაფხული რა შრიალაა, ან რა ფერია, მე რომ სიზმრები გულს ჩაგიფინე nuTu is SenTvis araferia?! ca ise Rrmaa da gulic axla aTasjer metad naperwkliani, varskvlavebi rom vamRere SenTvis, nuTu ar gesma maTi wkriali?! da qaris frTebic axla imgvarad esalbuneba gulis salamurs
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tyemlis yvavilTa quTuToebze me vgrZnob Sens sunTqvas – tbils da saamurs. ase mgonia, am mzes saxeze Seni Rimili gadahfenia, me rom qarebi wamogiSale, nuTu is SenTvis araferia?! me rom leqsebiT ca mogiCrdile da mziT avavse Seni keria, marTla miTxari: nuTu es SenTvis, nuTu es SenTvis araferia?! 2012
დღევანდელი ლექსი
ცა ჰგავდა ქალწულს, ხელდაუკარებს, რომელსაც ახლა დაეტყო მკერდი, მე კი ზეციდან ვკრეფდი ვარსკვლავებს და შენს უძირო თვალებში ვფენდი... მთვარეს, ო, მთვარეს, ამ გადარეულს, გულში ვიკრავდი სუნთქვის ალმურით და სიყვარულის სხივისფერ ფსალმუნს უდარაჯებდა შლეგი ამური. მინდოდა რაღაც ისეთი მეთქვა, მაგრამ სანაცვლოდ შევრჩი ქარმხედრებს,
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მე შევაჩერე სამყაროს ფეთქვა და შენს ცხელ გულში ჩამოვახედე... სხვა რა შემეძლო? ქარს - ცადაფრენილს გავუბედავდი როგორ მე ამბორს?! ღმერთო, მინდოდა ეს ყველაფერი ცას სიბერის ჟამს შენთვის ეამბო... აწ, მეყვსეულად წლებმა იქუხეს და მეც ვბერდები გარდარეულად, თუმც სიყვარულის ბილიკ-ჭიუხვი ამ გულში მაინც არ დალეულა და ახლა როცა, მთვარეც აქვეა და თითქოს ქარსაც არვინ აკავებს, მკლავს ერთი კითხვა: ზეცის ბაღიდან ვინ ჩამოგიკრეფს ჩემებრ ვარსკვლავებს?! 2012
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mesame napiri *** me ki mesame napirze SevrCi, rad gaikvirve? aris aseTi napiri sadRac, cis dasaliers, anda sulac, usasrulobis im dasawyisSi, saidanac mze mobrdRvialebs... da Tumca axla, gariyuli mesame napirs ufro mSvidad var da iqidan ufro advilad vadevneb Tvalyurs orive napirs, mainc mgonia, rom yvelaze rTuli swored aris cxovreba am mesame napiris koncxze, sadac yvelafers Seni cremlis brwyinvaleba aqvs, anda Seni fiqris naSali gifenia qveSagebad da baliSadac gidevs Seni vaebis burTi – zogjer rom yelSi geCxireba da lamis gaxrCobs... me ki mesame napirze SevrCi da ros mdinaris gaavebuli talRebi da TqaraTqura Cqeralebi exeTqebian orive napirs, me aqedan vgrZnob, Tu rogor sZulT am napirebs erTimeore,
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pirvels rogor surs, is meore CaiZiros wylis CqeralebSi da is meorec swored amas usurvebs pirvels... me ki mesame napirze var da yovel diliT wamovdgebi welgamarTuli, rom muxlebidan jojoxeTi CamoviferTxo da uflis naTels Cemi Tvalebis Suqi Sevfino... mere gavxedo da davaskvna aTasmeerTed: pirvel napirze simSvidea imitom, rom deda mdinarem Cin-medlebi nariyebad Camouriga... meores ki ise miaskda, rom pirSi wyali Cauguba da, sabralo, verafers ambobs... me ki mesame napirze var da kargad vici, swored aqedan daiwyeba xval ganTiadi da mze CaxCaxa Cemi napiris sizmrebidan amoanaTebs... 2012
*** iqneb Sen miTxra raime dilav, yel-gul-mkerdSvliano, Cveni lamazi dedebi dRes logins visTvis Sliano?1 cremlebis fardebs TvalTagan dRes visTvis CamoSliano, Rawvs visTvis Caikawraven
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da glovas ar moSliano?! dedis gaSlilo logino gnamavs cremlebis wvimao, netav mag cremlTa surnelSi uCumrad Camawvinao. gana ar iciT? rad mtanjavT dardebo – maRalmTiano, dedis dagebul loginSi angelozebi krTiano. 2011
mogoneba
mReroda gazafxuli martis darabebidan, dardisgan dazafruli fusfusebda bebo da Tonis damskdar gulispirs lavaSebiT keravda, iyo savse sizmrebiT Cveni Zveli veranda, iqve Cumad Tvreboda RviniT savse xelada... mReroda gazafxuli soflis Walakebidan, saxlSi tkbil mogonebebs daebanakebinaT
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da martis fuRuroSi buybuyebda make dro, fanjrebTan ki ekida varskvlavebis akido. es ra iyo? – sizmari? Tu balRobis ancoba, magondeba, maklia bebos dedakacoba. vici, es yvavilebi am martis mzis arian, ,,RmerTo, ar gamaRviZo, ra tkbili sizmaria!� 2012
ganwyobileba mzes Cxibaven alublebSi es totebi kaparCxina, mze ki kvirtebs ualersebs, mere gaxdis kabas frTxilad... ise yvavis alubali, arRa miRirs sxva ram Cirad. 2012
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*** davdivarT Cveni Cumi naRveliT, cxovrebis dardiT gadaxrulebi da gvenatreba is dro, rodesac CvenSic mRerodnen gazafxulebi... davdivarT rogorc Cumi Zaxili raRac yofnas da aryofnas Soris da droTa srbolvis mZime marxili TiTqos sakuTar Tavebs gvaSorebs. da mainc vebrZviT JamTa marulas, cbier samyaros ra Tolebi aqvs?! rogor uxdeba mTvaris mTavruli cas – varskvlavebis anTologias! iqneb amitom sulSi barbacebs codvebi –RvTisgan misatevebi, Cven gazafxulis vloRniT anacers da gvesizmreba cisartyelebi. ra hqvia amas? naRvel-nuRveli, Tu mze –mborgavi CvenSi jer kidev? me damesizmra siyrme wuxelis da diliT zecas gamovekide... 2012
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orTabrZola gulma gazafxuli daiJina, suli Semodgomas Seexizna, dro, cad afrenili diliJansi momZaxis: iyavio, Sen, ei, fxizlad. TiTqos cis dam miwis Sua vdgavar, TiTqos foriaqobs ganzrax guli, sulSi Semodgoma agarakobs gulSi kvlav mejlisobs gazafxuli. me ki, netav sad var, an vina var? vercerTs Cemi vera Sevasmine, guli yvavilobam gamilaRa, suli Semodgomam Seamcivna. hoda, Sevatoveb guls gazafxuls, suls surs Semodgomis karibWeni, me ki – qaris fafars Cafrenili usasrulobisken gaviWrebi. 2010
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*** bolos, Turme, rogorc kubos saflavTan gulsac ise daedeba sarqveli, yvelaferi wavida da damTavrda, araferi aRara maqvs saTqmeli 2011
*** nacrisfer dReebs veZmobilebi, ase gCvevia sevdis poetebs, zogi siyvaruls, zogi sixaruls, zogic agrovebs oqros monetebs. kvlavac ocnebis frTebis SrialiT mivyvebiT dReebs – drois vagonebs, zogs Semodgomis uyvars friali, zogs YTovlis fifqi zRapars agonebs. Cven ki uCumrad, sulis sinaziT vefofinebiT mSobel mTa-gorebs da minabuli drois pinaze Cveni cxovrebis sevdebs vagrovebT. 2011
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*** mklavze monanave Semodgomis nacvlad SemaCeCes me lodebi, laSarze luxumis Semodgomas dResac gulubryvilod velodebi. lilis sifrifana silaJvardes gafantavs mTvare – es mekvle beri, mere zamTrispiris seansebze yels kvlav moiRerebs dekemberi, me ki aRvsebuli sawyauliT Cemi sevdisferi zizilebiT qaris fuRuroSi gadamZvrali sul sxva sinaTlisken vimzirebi. 2010
*** borots veraferi daakavebs, ebrZvis keTilsa da mowinaves, rad xar erTgulio? – Cagqolaven, ratom megobrobo, _ gagwiraven. geslis mdinareebs aquxeben, nuRar gaikvirveb awi rames, suli rad gidgaso, - dagmuxleben, cocxali rad xaro? – gagwiraven. malav sulSi mzis sxivs sanugeSos, Tvalebs –cremlebisgan nawvimarebs,
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saocari kia, magram, RmerTo, ratom Seicano, - gagwiraven. TiTqosda giRirdes mooqrvili maTgan morTmeuli yanwi ramed, _SenTvis mindodao, _SegZaxeben, rad ar ikadreo, _ gagwiraven... mere veRarc Rrublebs dainaxav, mzesac veRar CaTvli awi ramed, radgan Tavis mizans miaRweven -TvaldauxuWavad gagwiraven... 2010
realoba Semoideben xels kefaze geniosurad, undaT aCvenon grZnoba, gancda, geni, o, srulad da mere Tundac sisulele iayrantalon, vTqvaT, rogor darCa aqlemisgan gveli orsulad?! hgoniaT, imaT win trialebs mTeli samyaro, aq ki samoTxis Tvalwarmtaci veliT mosulan, ar esizmrebaT mSobliuri miwis ayalo raki fiqroben da cxovroben ,,geniosurad� 2010
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*** me ar movsulvar, me jer gzaSi var, sadRac, Zalian Sori gzidan movemgzavrebi albaT saxlisken, magram sad aris Cemi saxli, TviTon ar vici, radgan rac gavCndi, anTu sityvebs gamovekide me sul gzaSi var da amindebs Tu uamindobas ebrZvis Cemi Tavdaviwyeba da gamZleobis saocar unars TviTve vikvirveb… me sul gzaSi var, Tanac ar vCqarob, mivuyvebi gzas usasrulos da mivimReri da am simReras esityveba ca da xmeleTi da zeTisxilis rto Tu Semxvda, mxolod maSin mivxvdebi rom vuaxlovdebi Cems samkvidrebels, saidanac aRarsad waval, jer ki gzaSi var... 2009
sakmaod xSirad aZleven prizebs ,,magar gogoebs” Cvens mwerlobaSi da ,,biWebs magars” alublis totebs, weros bumbulebs, rac mTavaria, aZleven ,,sabas” am dros, is, rasac isini weren, rom waekiTxa, moklavda sabas. 2010
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*** mTeli cxovreba iseTi JiniT miTxridi saflavs iseTi ndomiT da iseTi TanmimdevrobiT, rom verc vaswrebdi azrze kargad rom movsuliyav da meTqva: ratom, ratom Svrebi amas aseTi TavdaviwyebiT? iyav mrisxane, iyav mrudi, daundobelic, Tanac zurgsukan dabejiTebiT miTxridi saflavs... da axla, roca faqtobrivad gardavicvale, ise damtiri da saflavSic ise nel-nel saTuTad miSveb, Tan mduRar cremlebs ise mayri, rom Rawvebze cremlis mtevnis mowyveta minda. o, RmerTo, rogor mifrTxildebi, rom daRlil sxeuls miwis siciviT uceb tanSi ar gaaJrJolos da rom samaris siRrmes guli ar SeuSindes. Sen CemTan dgaxar samaris pirs da misworeb iisfeer samans, miwas TiTebiT afxviereb rom beltebma ar Semawuxon... o, RmerTo, Turme ra sinaze yofila SenSi, ramxela siTbo da siyvarulic, mxolod axla, faqtobrivad roca ukve gardavicvale... Torem sicocxle savse mqonda Seni RalatiT da zurgsukana CasafrebebiT... axla ki, axla neilonis naZvis xes vgavar, morTul-mokazmuls Seni cremlebiT,
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romelic mxolod imitom morTes da cremlebis naTurebic mihkid-mohkides, rom ufro kargad agrZnobinon sinaTlesTan gamoTxoveba. me mSvidada var, radgan vici, roca miwiT amTavdeba samaris piri, Sen medidurad Seisworeb cbier mxrebs dazakvian tuCebs da qars gaatan cremlebis wumpes. sityviT ki yvelas gaakvirveb da aTqmevineb: _RmerTo, rogori bednieri yofilao es cxonebuli, rom aseTi erTgulebiT iyo mudam garemosili. ras izam? Turme es yofila soflis bunebac, misi simarTlec da xelovnebac. 2010
ar gaikvirvo ver gadavurCi wyeul aCrdilebs, Rames umTvaros da satanians, dRes qarTveloba da sinamdvile orive Zneli asatania. dRes es droebac, ase TvalTmaqci mware simarTles Sig yurSi mistvens, axla, poeti, rogorc arasdros, hgavs jvarze gakrul ieso qristes. ar gaikvirvo, radgan Cven yvela mamulis miRma davrCiT kadriviT, rom saqarTvelos _ yurmoWril mZevals
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dRes daekarga brZolis qadili. ar gaikvirvo, Worebis mTxzvelebs yvela sikeTe Tuki gamorCes da salomeas langarze erT dRes Seni moWrili Tavic aRmoCndes, ar gaikvirvo... 2007
gaoceba Tvalebi _ ori uZiro fskeri, gancda, rom trfobiT aRar gelian, Sen rom SroSanad mkerdSi Caisvi, Caixedav da Turme gvelia. mzera _ uazro da dabneuli, sulic viRacas Cauqelia, Sen ucodveli kravi gegona, gaixedav da Turme mgelia. ar Rirs dRes fiqri raRac diadze, anda ustaris ramis miwera, Sen rom sikeTis Tesli CaTese misgan lencofa amoiwvera. da gaoceba: _ o, nuTu, nuTu, am drom macdurma ase datora, gulSi Sen vardis baRi uxare, man ki ekali gaibatona...
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da menaneba is, rac damTavrda, da vujavrdebi mas, rac cxadia, RmerTo, miSvele, RmerTo, miSvele, es ra wyeuli weliwadia. 2006
masxara me var masxara da gamovdivar dRes sul sxva saxiT da sxva gancdebiT, diliTve viwyeb varjiSs bodvisas, romelsac ukve veRar avcdebi. upirvelesad Sevicvli saxes, tanze Cavicvam sagiJos rames, morCa, mtkivan suls aw veRar amxels saxis Rarebis mwuxare Rame. me var masxara, me vswavlob axla grexvas da manWvas swored imgvarad, drom Serekilma rogorc maswavla, anu cxovrebam rogorc migana. da vimanWebi, vicini roca unda vtirode wesiT da rigiT, (aq mTavaria, ar idge morcxvad, arc vin Cagxedos mag TvalTa SigniT). vabam sinas da gavdivar TiTqos arc tortmanebdes qvemoT qveyana, var anTebuli da veRar viqrob cecxls, sulSi dRes rom Semomepara,
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sulSi rom mklavs da meboboqreba da wyalic arvin gadamasxa ra, me viRimebi da dRe mokldeba, me viRimebi, me var masxara. me var masxara da am sacirkod aSlil qveyanas vuSuSeb codvebs, gamodiT, erTad CamovamcxikoT Cveni simarTlis daSlili kbode. Torem Tu goniT Sexede awmyos, droa, ixalo mkerdSi cxra tyvia, gana ver xedav? cxovreba wawlobs da xalxsac misi kvali atyvia. me aRar vfiqrob, vici movkvdebi, rom CavuRrmavde am xans - xaxanas, da amitomac gamosavali ai, vipove, me var masxara... da modis xalxi, modis tanjuli, damSeuls Zala gzaSi eleva, maT xom iwvnies ukve sasjelad masxaradqcevis saSineleba. Senc, Senc gamodi, nu xar avena, am awmyos viTom rad gaenaze, dRes saqarTvelo _ cirkis arena, axal Jongliors iwvevs scenaze. da ha, movdivarT, Cven varT laSqari da dResac scena unda gavTeloT, dgas sacodavad welSi gamtydari cirkadqceuli es saqarTvelo. 2005
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finia qaravnis winaaRmdeg me var finia da yovel diliT yefiT vacileb yvela qaravans, maqvs gatexili Rame da Zili da axlac ukve braziT ara var. me vyef, me vibrZvi, me veomebi, qaravani ki Tavis gziT midis, dReSi ramdenjer es meordeba, wamomepara daisis bindi Tavze, romelic ukve davkarge, radgan Cemi xma aravis akrTobs, ver movarige qveynis av-kargi, davSordi moyvass, megobars, satrfos. da axla marto, miusafari, davyureb miwas _ qariT daloSnils da Cemi yefis ybedi zRapari hgavs mRaRadeblis xmas udabnoSi. me mainc vibrZvi, me mainc vyef da maT nafexurebs davyureb zizRiT, taxtze dausvamT suleli mefe, romelic male Tavisas izRavs. me ki vafrTxileb, aba, miTxari, ra SemiZlia amaze meti, gamovardebi dilaadrian vuyef mWmunvared da enis kvnetiT. mefe mefea da qaravanic mihyveba mis kvals oqrosfilians, yurs vin maTxovebs, vinme mavani,
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me xom ZaRli var, me var finia. miabijeben gabRenZilebi, miwas ki ara cas gascqerian, caSi arian fuWi xilvebiT da sagalobels cisas mRerian. imRereT, vidre eg ca Tqvenia, vidre miwaze ar gidgaT terfi, me ki, sabralos, ra damrCenia, mivdev qravans ZaRluri yefiT. 2005
mucalis Sesityveba viome, brZolebs vigebdi, mze mxrebze madga orbiviT, viyav aRvsili sikeTiT, ara vyofilvar orpiri, aw mwiri var da samwirod ganvmzadebulvar niadag, RmerTi kacs rogor gaswiravs, roca Tavad Rmerts miagavs. suli mag kldeze mtkicea, xorcs sxva simdidre ar unda, aha, aiRe xanjali, marjvens rad ar mWri, aludav?! 1974
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gancxadeba ar vwer premiebisaTvis da arc seriebisaTvis, Cems leqsebSi ufro metad wvims, ufro keliebisaTvis, anTu keriebisaTvis, da TandaTan vemsgavsebi monanie mwirs. viT sCveviaT odiTganve, dainaxav Soridanve _ dRes anaTebs regvenTaTvis mze, gniasia gareSemo, trialeben gaveSebiT, uzneoba gauxdiaT zned... regvens gaanebivreben, mere gaarbenineben mwvervalebs da TviT parnasebs cis, me ki CemTvis Cumada var, uxmod vwer da mdgmurada var, am sofelSi, sulSi wvima cris, samwuxarod, ufro cota mixaria, samwuxarod, ufro bevri mwyins... dro gadis da raki iseTs sasikeTos veRarafers veRar vxedav win, ufro metad CemTvisa var,
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ufro iqiT qveynisa var da dRiTi-dRe vemsgavsebi monanie mwirs. 2005
*** aba, ras metyviT Cemo marTav, Cemo makrinev, sevda sulidan dRes rom leqsad amovakrine. sisxli mdioda, zeca vkortne, miwa davkbine, guli daWrili gavakldeve, suli varkine, mere sityvebis qaravani cas Sevarkine da leqsi sulis gumbaTidan amovakrine... guli gulia da amav dros aris sakire, daimaxsovreT Cemo marTav da Cemo makrinev! 2010
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me – mwyemsi me xom mwyemsi var –sityvaTa mwyemsi, sityvaTa fara gamyavs qaTqaTa ialaRebze, kuntruS-kuntruSiT dabakunoben, dalocvilebi... mereda rogor uyvarT kargebs miwa da qari, wvima da zeca da Takara varskvlavTa jari. mTvare da mze xom, nuRar ityvi, ise ancoben, gaiqcevian cvrian balaxze da aravis TiTmis ar cnoben. mirbi-morbian, mere ki qarebs kabis kalTebSi Causxdebian. maTac ra undaT?! daaqroleben aRma da daRma me ki SiSiT guli miskdeba – ar Camocvivdnen, ar damekargon. mere wvimaTa brwyinav wveTebze askinkiloben, xanac ki, viTom araferi jer ar unaxavT, mayvlis totebs eridebian da askilisas ise kvirvoben, TiTqosda maTgan gamosaTlel salamurebSi wamdauwum ar daZvrebodnen. ra ucnauri fara myavs mainc... ager rom vityvi, grovdebian-meTqi daRlilni da dasvenebas movindomeb, swored maSin acetdebian da aRaravin ukve ar undaT. me ki mivdev, vuyviri, vuxmob da ver vagoneb. meti ra gza maqvs, xan wertilebs vsvri, xan mZimeebs,
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mravalwertilsac mivyayoleb xolme xandaxan, es defizi xom araferSi gamogadgeba, TavisTvis goravs mxarTeZoze da rogorc ki daginaxavs ise ibrunebs im samiwe zurgs, uneblied Setrialdebi. roca Zalian gavbrazdebi, an gavocdebi, ai, maSin Cems sayrden joxs – Zaxilis niSans vesvri xolme kanWebSi braziT romeliRacas da Tu moxvdaT, maSin, icocxle, kiTxvis niSans emsgavsebian, simwrisgan ise ikuntebian da xavxavoben... amas rom vxedav, gul-gvami mewvis simwrisagan, mivardebi, miveferebi, xelebs vaerTeb erTmaneTTan rogorc abzacebs da davisveneb xelisgulze, mivualerseb da isinic wamsve ise itrunebian, Camitkbebian, meferebaian.. mere rogori mofereba ician zogjer?! wurbelebiviT damexvevian da ise TrTolviT, xaverdiviT nazi silboTi mialerseben da mkocnian yurisZirebSi, TiTqosda Cemi sisxliT sul ar ikvebebodnen... guSinac cisken gameparnen da mewamuli Rrublis totebze ise Semosxdnen, rom saguledan lamis guli gadmomivarda,
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vifiqre: - RmerTo, Rrublebidan rom gadmocvivdnen, mere raRa vqna... me xom mwyemsi var... da Tumc maT garda veRarafers veRar vuZRvebi, maTma sigiJem guli marTlac sul mTlad dacexva, mainc vera vTmob, davdev, davdev dasavlidan aRmosavleTiT, samxreTidan CrdiloeTisken miwidan cisken... moxetiale, bakuna sityvebs da imedi maqvs, mova is dro, es xetialic dasruldeba da davisvenebT mec da isinic. jer ki mwyemsi var, sityvaTa mwyemsi... 2011
*** Rrublebs bRavili elvas kvesi, qarebs qaruli, wvimas simRera mounda da amowkarunda sulis siRrmidan, romlis fskerzec ise, TavisTvis, Tvlems Cemi sulis giJmaJuri SemoZaxili... 2010
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*** erTgan krTeba Tolia, erTgan albatrosia, eg yorani uTuod edgar alan posia. vumzer cas da RmerTs vvedreb, momces xani nisiad, es YyayaCo - xatula omar xaiamisia. Cveni yofa jer isev ufro SaviT savsea, es arwivi - daWrili vaJa-fSavelasia. veRar Svelis Wrilobas axla sulis bervani, rodis Camoiqrolebs netav tatos merani? me ki vnatrob: ocneba mqondes ufro xalasi, es bulbuli visia? ra Tqma unda, anasi. 2008
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poezia Sen xar wurbela, romelsac Cemiv surviliT visvam kisris ZarRvebTan, rom neqtari Camasos swrafad da gamomwovos wveT-wveTobiT daRlili sisxli...… sisxli ki ara, bgera-bgera gamoitanos yoveli sityva, rac qaRaldma unda iSvilos. 2008
minaweri cira barbaqaZis leqsze ,,teqstSi darCenilebs” ar vici am wuTs ra vuwodo, var Cems senakSi da viT mowames cad xelebi apyrobili maqvs, sityvebis nislSi gamokvanwul unazes grZnobebs vaTavisufleb Cemiv gulis sapyrobilidan. ianvris Rames yinvis bwkarze gaeRviZeba xelSi SerCeba mTvare – orad gapobili da teqsti, romelSic sZinavT sityvebs gaRimebulebs, Tavgamoxsnilebs gulis bneli sapyrobilidan. 2008
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olia okujavas werilebi galaktions! -gal, qariSxlebs gamoveqec wuxel, mTvaris sxivebs da vel-mindvrebs molians, SenTan movel Cemi fiqris mwuxriT, -SehRaRadebs galaktions olia. caze nislis TeTri fara Cnndeba, ufro maRla cisartyelas zolia, ,,Caaqsove Cemi trfobis cecxli Sens striqonebs�, - kvlav CurCulebs olia. cocxali var, gzebs gavyureb axla zRvispirs dafrens mowyenili Tolia da Sen giZRvni me ucisfres salams da siyvaruls, - cremlebsa Rvris olia. gal, avad var, daviqance Tanac, leqsi Seni Cemi tanjvis fonia, veferebi ocnebebiT mTavarsgala, Sens suls, - iwereba olia, gala, Sens Tavs SevTxov axla ufals, masze meti Semwe me ar myolia, Senc ifiqre ufro, ufro, ufro da me vigrZnob, _ irwmuneba olia, axla talRebs haerisas mxolod da cas _ ase mouqnels da bolians,
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me vabareb kvlav mokiTxvas SenTan, Senc xom gesmis? - ekiTxeba olia. aTaswleulT gauyvebi, vici da saxelic Seni mze da xomlia, me ki SenTan Sekruli var ficiT, aha, guli, - mtkiced ambobs olia, is ki idga – saukunis toli cazec maRla da mwvervalebs Tovlians, dahyurebda, arsad Canda coli, SvlisTvaleba olia. da gakldevda, jer jadosnur funjiT miaxata guli zecas brolians da mere ki gulis gulis gulSi gadamala olia. 2006
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es iyo maSin... es iyo maSin _wvimebis gamas striqonTa cisfer burans vandobdi, me qars vuwnavdi zecisfer fafars da cis kalTebze davnavardobdi. es iyo maSin, mzis sxivs vkocnidi, viyav mijnuri caTa velebis, me poeziiT viyav aRvsili, kvalad damdevdnen cisartyelebi, dRes ki zRaprebSi gadavinacvle da poeziac CemTvis maxea, qarma gamtaca muzis xalaTi da mTvares mkerdze Semoaxvia. raRa mergeba sevdis Tvinier, gulSi Casaxlda sevdis varami, aravin modis cis samefodan da arc miwaze mixmobs aravin. var vinme princi-dardebmdidari, mzeo, aTas wels ar momindebi, Sors darCa leqsis mZime uReli da poeziis piramidebi. 1996
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^^^*** _eg isev caSi frinavs Tavis TixiT da nacriT, xan ironia mZime, xan gafrTxileba mkacri. -w... w... Tavs gadiqneven, mesmis sityvebi baci, raRa dros magis caa, lamis daberdes kaci?! vdgebi, vCurCuleb uxmod, savse am mziT da am ciT, sworedac droa ukve, caze fiqrobdes kaci... 20004
*** mec rom SemeZlos am tkivilebs Cems Cangamde gza rom vutio iseTive simZimis tanjviT, rogorc gulSi gamovatare, ver SeuZlebda da Suaze gamtydari Cangi SemrCeboda xelSi satared maTraxis Tasmis, rom sakuTari suli megvema, an rkinis saltiT SemomeWeda tkivilebis patara kasri, romelSic yvela safiqrali gamovatare...
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magram ver SevZel meTqva ise es yvelaferi, rogorc mindoda, da amitom gulis fiqri qars gavatane. 2004
samyaros punqtuacia ca etratia, Rrubeli - teqsti da saTauric iqvea – mTvare, varskvlavTa mravalwertilebs erTvis striqonTa vneba – es Slegi qari. elva Zaxilis niSnebad cviva, wvimis wveTebSi mZimeebs varCev da cisartyelas – striqonTa mZivebs leqsis RvTaebriv sinaTles vaCvev. Ramis bindbundi – poetis sevda Tu aRmafrenad sinaTle xvamlis da mzis sxivebis defizTa begTars, horizontebis abzacTa xaliss Tuki kiTxulob, Tuki ganicdi, Tu Seni leqsis Coxa acvia, es imas niSnavs, rom Segicvnia mTeli samyaros punqtuacia. 2011
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ra aris poezia
erTi satelevizio gadacemis gamo poezia qaris frTebze gakiduli sizmaria, poezia gulis gulis momTabare xizania, poezia ocnebaa da sulisTqmis mizania, poezia rusTvelia, vaJaa da nizamia. cidan rom reks kriala xmiT, poezia is zaria, sulis talRas ayolili ganaTluli cis bzaria, gzaa mzisken, romelzedac erTxel mainc gimgzavria, Rimilia, alvebi rom yovel diliT gigzavnian. poezia sulis mzea da am mzeze mimzralia poezia zRaparia da zRaprebis sizmaria. 2007
*** xan xriok velze vagdivar pirqve, vuZleb qariSxals da aTas taross, meomariviT xan maxvils viqnev, xanac Sig sulSi viRviveb qarozs. xan dardianad gavyureb mindvrebs, gulis kars vuReb ocnebas amos, da bolos, rogorc sCveviaT misnebs, azrebs vuCxibav sityvebis samoss. 2006
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*** iyo zRapari da mis karebTan rogorc yovelTvis, Tvlemda mekare, jer Sevefare qarTa xeivans da mere Cumad gamovepare. jer siyvaruliT suli daviTver, mivesaTuTe mzes da cis Tavans, mere ki TiTqos viRac gamiwyra da gaZeveba Cemi iTava. da wamic TiTqos saguldagulod saukuneTa Jamad gaweles, sulma tkivili ver daitia, Camovjeqi da leqsi davwere... 2005
poetis sityva gulSi rogorc tyvias axla ise mirtyams gulis gulis gulSi gamovlili sityva. ara, rogorc vardi, an, Tu gnebavT, tita, sxva surneli asdis gulSi naSob sityvas. modis rogorc dardi da maTraxebs mirtyams, gulis gulis gulSi gamovlili sityva. 1994
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boris pasternaks enatreba Tbilisi _Cemo tician! axla Tbilisi albaT vardebis eSxiT xalisobs, kvlav dards iqarvebT albaT, Rvinis smiT. ambobT, gagviskdes guli lamiso mamulis dardiT, romlis trfialic ase sCveviaT TqvenSi raindebs, mec TqvenTana var, guli tiali avma fiqrebma arc dRes daindes. vnatrulob Tbiliss, Zmao, maS ase: viwro quCebis fiandazebi da aivnebi gariJraJebze damSvenebuli cvrian vazebiT. mamadaviTze idga paolo, Svenoda Tbiliss Tqveni dendoba, ar aris axla fiqri ioli da Tu Cems sityvas isev endobiT, minda giTxraT, rom am Cems tkivilebs Tbilisma ise udastaqara, Tu Cemi leqsi aRar tiris dRes, Tu Semikedla Tqvenma amqarma, es mxolod misTvis, rom mec Tbilisis laJvardisferebs guli vaCuqe, rom davefice erTgul SviliviT, rom mivec guli da siCauqe. rom roca sions Tvali Sevavle da madaTovze arRnis hangebiT me gavxdi Tqveni Zmobis mevale
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da ros misi ciT davidageniT, me mivxvdi maSin, rom qveyanaze Cemi sevdis da dardis nugeSad, sunTqavs Tbilisi _ grZnobis avaza da TiTqos Citi mizis ubeSi, ise farTqalebs guli, romelsac gTavazobT Tqven da Tbilisis zecas, axlac qarTuli hangi Camesma, goglas xelnawers faqizad vkecav da vnatrob isev, RmerTo maRirse Zala, Sewevna, grZnoba imisi, rom davdgeT erTad mamadaviTze da gviRimodes mTeli Tbilisi. 2007
dananeba da mainc, veWvob, amaod vyefe, Tumc xelovneba aris dRegrZeli, hyavs poezias Tavisi mefe, me msaxurobac ki ver SevZeli, TiTqosda sulSi brialebs cecxli viRac koWl striqons roca miwonebs, aqvs poezias Tavisi zeca, romelsac Tvali ver gavuswore. cxovreba midis da bedobs bedi, Tumcki sityvebi sxivebs Eelian, aqvs poezias Tavisi sevda da masTan Cemi _ ra saTqmelia... mec sul amaod veZebdi lampars
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da gulis gulSi kidec vmaRlobdi, aqvs poezias Tavis taZari, romelsac verc ki mivuaxlovdi, veWvob, Zvirfaso, amaod vyefe, Tumc xelovneba aris dRegrZeli, hyavs poezias Tavisi mefe, me vezirobac ki ver SevZeli... 2002
leqsebma ilaparakon am bolo xanebSi raRac memarTeba, cas vuaxlovdebi da miwas vcildebi, cvriano balaxo da Wrelo mindvrebo, rac ufro gSordebiT, miT ufro mindebiT. miT ufro TqvenTan var da mainc gagirbiT da rasac ganvicdi, ganvicdi me mZafrad, wuxelis zecaSi angelozs davdevdi da raRac zrapruli zRaprebi mezRapra... wuxelis viyavi RrublebiT mdidari, ferad varskvlavebTan ficvercxli SevWame axla ki aqa var da wuxils vundebi, raRacas veZeb da vCivi da vborWaleb. mainc ra mZimea es TeTri mantia da sulic, o, rogor codvaTa skivria, Sig ver Cagaxedeb, radganac iqidan Cemi Secdomebi uxmod momkivian,,, da vebRauWebi zecas usasrulos daim sanetaro varskvlavTa safirons,
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cxovreba Crdilia, me am Crdils viSoreb, rom mzeSi Cemive sizmrebi gavfino. mzeo, nu gamwirav, mec Seni Svili var, oRond nu damtoveb, Rrublebis arako da Cems gamarTlebad, anda aRsarebad, dae, am leqsebma xval ilaparakon, 1999
daeWveba leqsi aRar mewereba advilad, vberdebi Tu ra jandaba momdis, aRar maqvs siyvarulis wadili, damekarga siamaye lordis. qarebs veRar avedevne am diliT, CamovrCi da Cumad vgodeb CemTvis, poeziam mimatova namdvilad, Semocamwyra siyvarulis RmerTi. fanjarasTan lurji dila qanaobs, mze Cems sneaks ucnaurad bzaravs, vgavar axla miZinebul faraons da akldamis simartove mzaravs. 1997
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gabrazebuli leqsi veRar vwer leqsebs, siyvarulis farda daimsxvra, qarma waiRo simsubuqis ganTiadebi, veRar movuxmob leqsis Winkebs sulis zRapridan, Seni xilviTac veRarasdros gavdiaddebi, veRar vwer leqsebs, damaviwyda frinvelTa ena da vCexav xeebs udrtvinvelad rogorc mindia, var ganZarculi, ar maRelvebs Rimili Seni da ganTiadic CemTvis axla ukve bindia. Tqven rac gsurT qeniT, aRara vdev areul dro-Jams, sulSi damCexeT, Cemze, albaT, esec axia, gamoitaneT Cemi sulis fermkrTali droSa, gamoitaneT da kalTebi CamoaxieT. mere damZiZgneT, SemasieT borotTa gundi, ase xom daWril arwivs jgvlemen bilwi yvavebi, me waval cisken da manmade ar davbrundebi, vidre es miwa siZulvils ar daiyvavilebs. aha, mivdivar, de gaixsnas yvela urduli, siCumeebi axla mklavebs daimklaveben, aRar maRelvebs Cemo mtkvaro, Seni duduni, aha, mivdivar da xarxariT momdevs kaeni. gagivli Cumad Sens vardisfer sicarieles, erTs ki movxedav dedamiwas – brolisyanians, mere davkecav gancvifrebis cisfer hieles da cisken mxolod Sens siyvaruls gaviyolieb, 1990
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*** Camoucvivda mxrebi am dResac, Ramem gaSala Savi mantia da vinc ki sadme leqsi dawera, ratom ggoniaT, rom is dantea? darCnen xeebi qaris amara, me patieba zecas SevTxove, ver daakavebs asi samare glinkas Caikosvks, beber beTxovens. niavi xeebs aetoleba, mTvares sabralos feri mosvlia, Tu leqsiT Sevxvdi me am cxovrebas, nu ityvi Cemze –homerosia! 1984
netav am gzas poezia erqvas! mivdivar da TeTri gzebi duman, qari momdevs kaeniviT xarxariT, momaxureT yvavilebis qula, me am miwas pirmSosaviT davxari. mivdivar da Cems nabijebs Tvlian, napir-napir daviclebi leqsebad, vidre isev jer ar aris gvian, vidre isev guli cecxliT mevseba, maTqmevineT, maTqmevineT rame, Torem lamis uTqmelobam damwvas, mivdivar da cas vusworeb Tvalebs, ra gauZlebs am velebs da am cas. axla marti kabis konkebs eZebs da Citebic JivJiveben xalisiT, RmerTo Cemo, mets verafriT SevZleb,
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roca ase axlosaa krwanisi, davardebi daqanculi xari, suls gavRafav poeziis uRelSi, ra Tqma unda, damitirebs qari, satrfo Cemi uxeSi... manmade ki sasimRerod moval, ori sityva maTqmevinoT iqneb, meCvenebi, kldeze dgaxar oblad, pawia xels moridebiT miqnev... da mec moval, suls mivyidi eSmas, jandabamde Cemi giJi Tavi, netav am gzas poezia erqvas, netav am gzas, amin! 1978 Semoqmedeba winaparTa Zaxili suls ucnaur edeba, alesili maxviliT, modis Semoqmedeba! suli, anTu gvirgvini, an surneli iaTa, sisxli? sisxli igive grgvinva qarTlosianTa. mze _ poetis mantia, Tu brdRviala sanTeli, sadac dResac anTia cecxli grigol xanZTelis. zeca – baRi samgosne, axla ufro gvWirdeba,
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miwa Tu ar dakocne leqss vin SeeWideba?! qarTa lurji Relvani gamaxsenebs am igavs: leqss viT igrZnob, cis uRels qedze Tu ar daidgam! da vgrZnob _ sisxlis Zaxili suls cecxliviT edeba, alesili maxviliT, alesili maxviliT, alesili maxviliT modis Semoqmedeba! 1979
galaktioni Tu miwis xar, cis rogor xar?! TuU cisa xar, aq ra ginda? cis rom iyo, ki icodnen, magram mainc arafridan Txzavdnen aTas tyuils, morTals, rom gadegdoT qarafidan, isic adga, sul ubralod da fanjridan gadafrinda. 1975
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leqsis dabadeba ros gariJraJze, TiTqosda SeSliT caze efina mTvaris fafari, SenTan momqonda me lorTqo leqsi, viT Cemi sulis naalafari. mere am sulis ucnaur xilvebs Cems win mzesaviT vaniavebdi, zeca ikravda varskvlavTa Rilebs da tortmanebda leqsis bwkaredi, TiTqos gulidan daZruli TqeSi SenTa ferxTa win muxlze dgeboda, samyaro hgavda ufliswuls SeSlils, qari xeebTan JiniT Tvreboda. da idga sulis aRvsebis wuTi, asgzis vkvdebodi da vcocxldebodi, gulze meyara cisferi TuTqi, guli xarobda am cecxlmodebiT. o, ra saocrad dasrulda brZola, Sen Zlieri xar da gaimarjve, leqso, modixar gulidan omad, me ki ubralod, kalams gimarjveb. 1974
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masala leqsisaTvis grZnoba da musika, bgera da qaRaldi, mZime da wertili, ritmi da riTmebi, bunebis aRqma da xibli da suraTi, mwuxare ocneba, mTrTolvare TiTebi. qarebis qrolva da qvima da Tovli da xeebis sevda da foTlebis Sriali da cisartyelebis ciali Soridan da Semodgomebis undo xetiali... warsulSi cxovreba, mermisis siCume da kidev , aTasi miTi da moeTi, sulis amRereba da RmerTTan CurCuli da, raRa Tqma unda, poeti! 1999
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dajereba aRarc urva da viSi arc tkivilebis Tova, dReidan ara giSavs, sxva silaJvarde mova. arc xetiali undo, aRarc dReebis glova, dReidan ara giSavs, sul sxva sinaTle mova. arc poeziis qnari dRemde mosuli omad, dReidan ara giSavs, sul sxva simaRle mova. 1997
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armaRani
TaTias da mindias albaT odesme dadgeba Jami, roca amqveynad aRar viqnebi, ra dagitoveT? leqsebi JRali, daustambavi kidev wignebi. sxva araferi ar gamaCnia, me sxva sazomiT ver Seviqebi da nu damZraxavT oRondac maSin, roca amqveynad aRar viqnebi! 1996
ganmarteba mindias Tavganwirul SromebiT, ufro didi omebiT, borotebis gorebiT, sxvisi koWis gorebiT daiRala muradi. Suriani TvalebiT, simdamwydari qnarebiT, uimedo xvalebiT da samSoblos valebiT
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daiRala muradi. Camqrali imedebiT, mowyenili xedebiT, daqceuli edemiT, fiqriT –male vberdebiT daiRala muradi. uxmo gacilebebiT, alesili celebiT, moRalate mcvelebiT, cru TayvanismcemlebiT daiRala muradi. ufro meti RalatiT da gulebiT – xalvaTiT, uamravi SarlatniT, Cawixluli talantiT, daiRala muradi. iudaTa amboriT, nirwamxdari mTagoriT, am cxovrebis JargoniT da Seryvnili SamqoriT daiRala muradi. dRes veRar gaigoneb: aha, guli, Zmurado, dRes, am cru samyofelSi gulic aRar guladobs.
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eri Cemi, puradi, ise veRar puradobs da Sen, rom daiRale, raRad gikvirs, murado? 2002
mironis kurTxeva sveticxovelSi
me ki ar mogiyvaneT aq, ufalma mogiyvanaT, dideba da madloba mas amisTvis. ilia meore
sveticxovlis usaTuTes xaverds surda raRac sinatifiT eTqva, mzem daaswro da axara mTa-vels, patriarqi mobrZandao mcxeTas, cam – uZirom kvlav laJvardebs uxmo, mzes mietkbo – amaysa da erTas, gixaroden, _ camaca Tqva uxmod, patriarqi mobrZandao mcxeTas. is ki ise, viT sCvevia wmindans yurs ugdebda eris gulisfeTqvas, mere locvad ambionze midga da Suqmfenma gadaxeda mcxeTas.
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naTlis sveti aRimarTa umal wmindan iyo Soris wminda berTa da rodesac iRaRada gulma, odes madli moefina mcxeTas. Tqva RimiliT sityva misxalmisxal: -vin ars mnaTi – gamfantveli bnelTa, dRes Sublze rom mirons madlad gvacxebs, TviT ufalma Segvkribao mcxeTas. wminda nino surnels hfenda taZars, RvTismSobels ki Cvili epyra xelTa, saqarTvelo Seyriliyo marTlac da mironi kvlavac duRda mcxeTas adga qalaqs RvTaebrivi Suqi da eloda cis gumbaTTan SerTvas, mTa da bari gugunebda TiTqos patriari mobrZandao mcxeTas! 2011
naTels iRebs mirian mcxeTis bWesTan mogvi rasme ubnobs, vardis rtoze bulbulebi tirian, locvada dgas mayvlovanSi nino, Sen sad mixval, mirian?!
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aragvs Tavze waadgeba bindi da naTelic axla ufro Zviria, Sen ki guli rad ara gaqvs mSvidad, vis daeZeb, mirian?! maRla caa, laJvardebis cecxliT, dabla mcxeTa, sadac Seni Ziria, sulSi brwyinavs oqro, gana vercxli, ras Sehyureb, mirian?! nuTu qristes aumRere qnari, nuTu qriste Seni rwmenis kiria? mayvlovanSi, wminda ninos jvariT naTels iRebs mirian. aw yvelafers sul sxva TvaliT umzers, es didebac axla bze da wviria, ninos jvars rom Camoifen gulze netav ras grZnob, mirian? ivlisis mze wamiT warbebs Sekravs, es lerwamic axla ufro stviria, mcxeTa bindiT imoseba, Sen ki qristes naTliT, mirian! irgvliv caa, mSobliurze meti, miwac axla asgzis ufro tkbilia, mayvlovanSi Sexvel rogorc mefe da wmindanad gamoxvedi, mirian. 2012
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SuSanikis monologi
gadawyda, vixdi dedoflis samoss, vtoveb qmar-Svils da wyeul sasaxles, me Cemi rwmena – didad saamo, sadRac senakSi gadamasaxlebs. risxva aitans undo pitiaxSs, mxarze damadebs xundis satanjvels, magram me vici, guli mtkicea, rwmena yvelafers uxmod gadaZlevs, me SevZleb davTmo leCaqi Cemi, davrCe sul marto – fsalmunT amara, magram viqnebi moSiSi RmerTis, radgan rwmenaa axla mTavari. vdgavar muxlebze qali umrwmesi, TiTqos senakis Savi xati var, mova iakob – Cemi xucesi da damaviwyebs yvela satkivars. 1977
Tevdore sul is mgonia Tevdore beris sisxlis wveTisgan Semqmna bunebam, dabadebidan gansacdels veli da mikvirs, dRemde vcocxlob uvneblad.
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sul is mgonia, ai, mova da Tavis wils momTxovs xma winaparis, me mzad ara var, jer mzad ara var, gza gaginaTo Cemis lampariT. jer welSi verc ki gasworebula amayad, Cemi balaxi lorTqo, mgonia, mova beri Tevdore da Tavis sisxlis safasurs momTxovs. 1971
minaweri gia sirbilaZis naxatze ,,natvris xe� radgan sicoxle Tavad natvraa, qarTa RelvaSi amonavlebi, radgan cxovreba gvasmevs sawamlavs da vWvretT samyaros bneli TvalebiT. radgan boboqrobs bedi mdevari da groSic ar Rirs Cveni cxovreba Sen cis skivridan ferebs ivaleb, viT saaqao sulis cxonebas. mere ki, qari molberts awydeba, magram ver aRwevs mainc Senamde, Sen moiparav RmerTis yvavilebs da TeTr tiloze miaferadeb. da am samyaros giJur gniasSi aSeneb kvlavac Sens piramidas, TiTqos am ferebs Sens suls miafSvni
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da sixarulad meti ra ginda. jer ki am tanjul simartoveSi Sen Seni suli sevdiT Catixre, mere? _ Securav Senc mzis morevSi da ayvavdeba Seni natvris xe. 1999
oTar CxeiZis leqciaze Semodis rogorc CiraRdani Zveli didebis da oTaxs wamsve idumali sxivi Semosavs, vkiTxavT: moZRvaro, Cvens samSoblos ra eSveleba? sityvas dagvigdebs: -mouareT saarTvelosa. 1974
akaki SaniZe xcisSi
batoni akakis pirveli naSromi xcisis ioane naTlismcemlis taZris warweras mieZRvna swored aqedan, diax, diax, xcisidan, swored, gahyva qarTulis samans, cas – axlobels da SoreTs.
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xcisi _ warsulis sxivi, xcisi – ocnebis frTebi, mze _ siyvarulis nami da cas SerTuli mTebi. swored aqedan, swored, gahyva sanaxebs qarTuls, jer sul Wabuki marTve hgavda iesos naTluls... mere gza didze didi, dafnis – namdvilis Rirsi da mogoneba SoriwvimoeTi da xcisi. 1976
firosmani xaSurSi
ianvris Rame kars uRebda qaris hangebiT, sulSi ki sisxlad daSxuoda ferebis Rele, yinvis sarkidan molaplape liandagebi moagonebda satrfosaken gaSveril xelebs. amer-imeris gasayarTan, lixis kidesTan, Rrublebs umzerda ocnebaTa gatanebebiT da simartovis sayudelis mrume bindidan miraxraxebdnen Jangisferi matareblebi. rux simartoves SerCenoda mixailovo, patara daba, sarkinigzo baqan-duqnebiT,
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mas afxizlebda moqeife xalxis xmauri da amxnevebdnen mikitnebi – mxne da msuqnebi. is aq movida, rogorc muSa da mis faranSic TiTqos elavda es samyaro – ferTa mkalavi, magram konduqtors _ vinme niko firosmanaSvils rad sWirdeboda am qalaqSi mxatvris yalami?! mTvare ki idga TrialeTze, rogorc guSagi, mamulic, ase ukve asgzis jvarze vnebuli, amer-imeris gasayarTan Savi muSa ki idga cxovrebiT daRlili da gaognebuli. da mainc, RmerTo, gmadlob, gmadlob vCurCuleb CemTvis, bedo, muxTalo, axla maincar mexumrebi, radgan Cems qalaqs yvela ganZze umetes Svenis didi nikala firosmanis nafexurebi. 2010
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mamida _ Zveli saxlis angelozi
q Zveli saqarTvelo, maxsovs, Semomegeba, idga Cumi bavSvoba da tkivilic egeba. Tavadebis asulebs SerCenodaT gvarebi, dro waeRoT avsulebs maTi minamgvanebi... da mamida – lamazi am saxls ise Svenoda, TiTqosda angelozi mis saxebas Cemobda, Zveli saxlis beber Wers igi axlac anaTebs, mec vugzavni leqsebad Cemi sulis baraTebs... da Tumc im bavSvobidan didi xani gavida, isev ise miRimis Cemi kargi mamida. 1976
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debi daiRalnen, vxedav, cxovrebasTan daviT, damiberda lamis, Cemi ori dai. maT RimilSi dRemde sul sxva Rimils vxedav, moemataT dardi, tkivili da sevda. guli Cumad javrobs, var umrwmesi bedad, rom ver damitiron Cemma kargma debma... dRes ki ase uxmod cas gavyureb SvebiT, dro gadis da Cumad TeTrdebian debi... 2001
mamidaCemi sona rogorc bavSvobis zRapridan mzis sxivTa mkrTali qsova, rogorc mdinaris gaRmidan qarebis mkveTri solo, rogorc warsulis skivridan mogonebebis qrolva,
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Cndeba sizmrebis mxaridan mamidaCemi sona. da mec warsulSi vbrundebi da cas vuyureb sworad, bavSvobis iagundebiT var im dReebis mona, dRes mTeli dRea vundebi am striqonebis konas da warsulidan miRimis mamidaCemi sona. 2000
liana baxtaZes mindoda raRac lamazad meTva, magram sanacvlod am guls gTavazob, Senc xom imitom moxvedi qveynad, rom es cxovreba gagvilamazo, gmadlob, Zvirfaso, vambob da gCuqni sityvebs SensaviT wrfels da vardisfers da Semodgomis mewamul foTlebs siyvaruliviT fexqveS gagifen. 1999
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maswavlebeli me sul Sens sityvas Sevfofinebdi da sul Sens saval Saras gavdevdi, radgan arasdros gafermkrTaldeba maswavleblobis Saravandedi. drom bevri rame gadaafasa, magram Sens saxels vercra Sebeda, maswavlebelo, Sen xar simarTle, maswavlebelo, Sen xar legenda. maswavlebelo, xar CiraRdani maswavlebelo, maswavlebelo, 1999
Sen xar mzis sxivi, da xar sinaTle, zarma dareka, gza gaminaTe!
giorgi lobJaniZes
Tvlems Semodgomis daRlili baRi, foTlebs saxeze asdis almuri, Sen poezia verasdos dagRlis, radganac sulSi gizis amuri. ha, sadacaa cas estumreba niavi – qaris cisferi marTve da poeziac, rogorc cduneba, mova da TiTqos yvelafers garTmevs.
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mere daRlili da ganwiruli miwaze daxval rogorc mlocveli, mzeebi Rimils Segiwiraven da saTqmels – leqsis celiT mocelils. me axla vumzer im nanatr mwvervals, odesme albaT Sen rom aivli, poeziaSi xar ufliswuli, mironiT fexebamobanili. 1988
eka baqraZes
es Semodgomac gadireks Rrubels, cas gaexsneba sevdis bzarebi, miwa daidgams dekembris uRels foTlebi xeebs aziareben. da siTeTreSi wasul ocnebas kvlav daibrunebs muxa grZneuli, ca fifqTa jariT gadikocneba ase saTno da fermileuli. mere atydeba qari dueli, SeSindebian mtkvrispir kunlebi, Sen poezia dagasneulebs da verc verasdros ganikurnebi. 1988
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efemia
eTer urotaZes axla Semodgomis Cumi saRamoa, mcxeTas idumali Suqi Sehfenia, mwuxri mSvidobisa, mwuxri mSvidobisa, mwuxri mSvidobisa, dao efemia. suli tkivilebiT marTla daiRala, axla yvelaferi ise erTferia, locva momagebe, locva momagebe, locva momagebe, dao efemia. qari – ucnauri Rrublebs efereba, casac es Rrublebi ise Sehferian, taZrad davivanoT, taZrad davivanoT, taZrad davivanoT, dao efemia. suli aRsarebad TiTqos miiswrafis, sulSi idumali naTlis svetebia, muxli moviyaroT, muxli moviyaroT, muxli moviyaroT, dao efemia. radgan qristes naTliT suli gvewmindeba, radgan kelaptrebi sulSi enTebian, cisken gavixedoT, cisken gavixedoT, cisken gavixedoT, dao efemia.
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axla Semodgomis Cumi saRamoa, mcxeTas idumali Suqi Sehfenia, mwuxri mSvidobisa, mwuxri msvidobisa, mwuxri mSvidobisa, dao efemia. 1988 taZari
n. oqropiriZes Sen xar taZari da sasoebiT Sensken moiltvis suli codvili, me ganwiruli viyavi wuxel da gadaRlili Seni lodiniT. Sen xar taZari da Sens wiaRSi ganaTlulia Cemi warsuli, ai, movedi, gTxov, aiazma am gadaqancul gulze masxuro. vdgavar da TiTqos mze mewureba da aRar vici, raRa gaxaro, mTeli samyaro boboqrobs gulSi da mec mivyvebi am Cems samyaros. aris nugeSi, iq ki, Sens iqiT sxva cxovrebaa, sxva siSmagea, mze gvirilaa – zecis yvavili da mTvare ufro Ramis magia.
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Sen ki dgaxar da codvebs ibareb, roca codvaTa warTqmis wuTia, mavans taZari zurgze hkidia da mavans gulSi lamprad unTia. axla es sulic Sensken iswrafvis da SenTan aris Cemi gulisxmac da Tu taZari ver dainaxe samaradJamod dakarguli xar. vici es sibrZne da amitomac aRar mcildeba sevda uJmuri da aqamomde, Cemda nugeSad, sulis taZarSi var SeyuJuli me – dakarguli Seni cxovari Sensken viltodi da gza amebna, ver movaswari sulis ganwmenda codvaTa nanva da Cabareba. axla raRa vqna, saiT wavide, roca yvela gza taZarTan midis, me ki zamTari wamomepara da sadacaa dadgeba bindi. da radgan ukve Camomemarcvla dReTa anbani mwir asoebad, Sensken movdivar, mjera radganac Sen xar taZari da sasoeba. 1999
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megobars
m. f-s fexqveS iebis konebs gamifen, Tu movindomeb, Seni xelebiT, gulSi imedis lampars aminTeb, WirSi ucilod SemeSvelebi. ver moisveneb, ar gagaxarebs vidre am gulis xmai mkvesavi, ra SemaSinebs, ra SemaSinebs, gverdSi midgaxar roca kldesaviT. 1975
vano CxikvaZes Sens striqonebSi Cemi sulis tkivili vigrZen leqsis xafangSi gamogibavs msoflio sibrZne, Sens amooxvras cis talRebSi sxvebisgan varCev, Sens wigns vkiTxuloba, rodi veZeb raime sarCevs. aq yvelaferi rCeulia da Rrmaa radgan, yvelas Tavisi mokaSkaSe varskvlavi adgas, yvela iseTi Zvirfasia, Sig sulSi viZvren, Sens striqonebSi, Zmao, Cemi tkivili vigrZen. 2004
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maradisoba
maradisoba
dReebi, Tveebi da weliwadebi yvelafers iwyeben Tavidan, Tavidan, yinvis sarecelze Rame gawkarunda, varskvlavebs isroda ca mTvaris navidan, da mere damTavrda lamazi zRapari, ase mSvenieri ani da bani da qarebi movidnen, qarebi wavidnen, suli ki wamodga da gareT gavida. 2008
Cveulebrivi ambavi gaiReba karebi, daicleba saxli, Camwkrivdeba skamebi, aJRerdeba baxi. yvavilebis mdinare, axloblebi TalxiT,
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gareT _ Cveulebrivad mwuxr-mcinare xalxi. mxridan mxarze tortmani, ca mimWknari saxiT, iqiT bina mudmivi, aq- oboli saxli, Sezvinuli borcvi da martoobis wmaxi, esec Cveulebrivi wuTisoflis Carxi. 1999
da Tqva iakob cxovreba ese _ yvavili velis, ars daudgromel da ars warmaval, vin ganabnia, Sekrebas elis, vin sTesa, isic imkis kvaldakval. cxovreba ese _ yvavili velis, ars daudgromel da ars warmaval. 1999
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*** aTas farSevangs gauSlia boloebi caze Rrublebad Semodgoma ki _ zRurblze mdgari qoqins undeba.. lilisferia dRe, romelmac umaspinZla wvimis Sadrevnebs, rom movidoda Semodgoma miTqvams adreve... da axlac, roca mze jer kidev sadRac anaTebs, me geubnebi: ar Seexo miZinebul sulis qarafebs... Torem uTuod dazamTrdeba da TeTr buranSi mova sibere, jer vidre isev SegiZlia Tavdaviwyeba mziT, varskvlavebiT da qarebiT Tundac RrublebiT ubeebi amoibere... 2010
dabadebis dRe TiTqos aRarc dro ar myofnis, TiTqos _ aRarc haeri, aris sevda ufro Cumi, ufro raRacnairi...
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aRar Canan siaxloves visi, aRarc nairi, aris guli ufro mSvidi, ufro raRacnairi... aRarc qari aRar mixmobs, qnariT, aRarc dairiT, aris grZnoba ufro utyvi, ufro raRacnairi. da es fiqri axlac isev iwyebs RaRans SairiT, TiTqos isev zafxulia, magram raRacnairi... 2007
*** Cemo moxuco, momiyevi raime Zveli ambavi, iqneb gulma odnav gamoidaros, Torem am awmyos Tvalebi aqvs saocrad sveli da Tumcki gangeb uwminduri Jami wmindanobs. sevda moawyda garindebis cixe-darbazebs, romlis binadrebs Semogvacvda tanze flasebi, miTxari rame, dalocvilo, dro rom ganqardes da Seicvalos sinamdvile Zvelis aslebiT. miTxari rame, Sengan naTqvams sul sxva xibli aqvs, iq Cemi siyrmis saocari qari rialebs, Cemo moxuco, warsulamde aRarc xidia,
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me am ufskrulSi bewvis xidze ver gaviare... isev iqa var, isev Zveli mze da mTvare mwvavs, am TeTr Rameebs eSiniaT Cemi fiqrebis, miTxari rame, tkbili iyos da Tundac mware, Torem xval kargo, Sen Tu ara, me ar viqnebi. Cemo moxuco, gamaxsene Zveli simRera, dedis simRera da gitaris nazi strunebi, me Camovjdebi Sens fexebTan Cumi RiRiniT da molodinSi morCiliviT gavitrunebi...… Cemo moxuco, gamaxsene dedis simRera... 2008
*** arc vardi da arc nargizi, aRarc SroSani ReleTa, dRes isev SemoiZaxes, ,,uCemod vin imRereTa”? aRarc mze, aRarc mTovare, da arc naTeli mRvimeTa, dRes isev dasxdnen mglovared ,,uCemod vin imRereTa”? da mec msurs mtkiced SevZaxo samSoblois bWis mrRvevelTa: aRar msurs isev esmodes Cemi samSoblos tye-velTa, es damRupveli siave: ,,uCemod vin imRereTa”... 2003
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*** Semodgomaa, xarbi TvaliT gavyureb mindvrebs, miborialebs TuTunisferi dReebis jari, Sen ras miSveli, meubnebi giSvelo iqneb, eh, Cemo cao, javri mWirs, javri... 1971
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ise amaforiaqes Semodgomis qarebma, sevda raa, dardi raa, guls sul ar ekareba. mivdivar da mivimReri amayi da Tavneba, ise amaforiaqes Semodgomis qarebma. 2003
*** saiTac waxval, am drois yuriswamRebi qaria, saiadono saRamo Jamma ariv da daria. Sen vardis baRi gegona, gaixedav da naria,
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ciskris locvaze moxvedi da ha, daisis zaria. visTvis ocneba bodvaa, visTvis ki jerac faria, Sen wminda wyaro gegona, daxedav, niaRvaria da sulic, rogorc arasdros, abedia da kvaria. ra sazareli dro ari ra saZageli daria, Sen Seewie Sens wil-xvedrs mzeo, dedao, mariam!.. 2005
Cemi megobrebis dedebs _xedav? ra umowyalod ra dRiTi-dRe vberdebiT, sevdiT SemomCivian megobrebis dedebi. me ki ise maxarebs Tundac maTi Civili, minda gulSi Cavekra maT erTguli SviliviT. minda dedaCemis wil maT mivendo bavSviviT da mivuZRvna es guli,
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rogorc wigni gaSlili. vismen maT xmas caxcaxas da siyvaruls vnebdebi, RmerTo, didxans micocxle megobrebis dedebi. 2004
*** nariyalas xavsmodebul kedlebs mze am diliT sxivTa laSqars Sehfens da SesZaxebs mozeime xalxi: ,,mefe mokvda, gaumarjos mefes”! sefe hangebs dRes imRerebs qnari, sufris TavSic mze dajdeba sefed, gamoaReT umTavresi kari, ,,mefe mokvda, gaumarjos mefes”! qaravani kvlav Tavis gziT wava, da ZaRlebic Zveleburad yefen, dRes nuravis moixsenebT avad, mefe mokvda, gaumarjos mefes”! da Senc, kargo, nuRar gaikvirveb, Tu ver getyvis qebas vervin Senfers, Tavis droze Senc SesZaxe, maxsovs, ,,mefe mokvda, gaumarjos mefes”. 2003
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*** xalxi? _ xalxi Wrelia da es qveyanac Wrelia, sjobs rom yeli gamoiWra, vidre dana mWrelia. anda ahyve mis bilw TamaSs da Senc iqce masxarad, dRes qedmaRlobs uzneoba, znem ki Tavi daxara. raRa gijobs, vidre waxval, vidre Tavs qvas axlide, erTi unda SeukurTxo, Sebrunde da waxvide... 2003
sakvamuri Jamma uqara am guls mokaluls da radgan sevdiT movel aqamde, rogorc suraTi kedlis sakvamurs me amafares am Cems sadardels. da darCa guli suraTis miRma aTiaTasi gulis TqaruniT, sakvamuric xom buxris gulia gamomwvari da gamoqaruli. sakvamurSic xom mudam cecxlia, an sulac, mudam qariSxalia, rogorc am gulSi, ufro metwilad,
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sikvdilisferi dariSxania. da radgan axla mec mis dReSi var, ar momasvenebs, vici, awi es: suraTis miRma buxris simRera netavi ratom gamoamwyvdies? rad ar undodaT qarebs emReraT, an esalbunaT misgan niavebs, rad SeaCeCes bunebis Crdili da fiqri ratom gauniaves? vgrZnob, miwis sevda Tu rogor awvims suraTis miRma mfeTqav sadardels, da gekiTxebiT: _ sakvamuris win unda vekido netav sadamde? var ganZarcvuli da guls gulRias aRarc Cangi surs axla, arc Tari, sakvamurs aqeT gazafxulia, sakvamuridan mReris zamTari. 2004
dekembris vardi eldino saRaraZes da am noembris acrecil zecas Sen egebebi mxrebis caxcaxiT, vardis kokoro, dro sivrces kvecavs, aw dekemberi Sens win Tavs daxris... aw es qarebic aiSlebian da iqneb mag Sens Seyinul furclebs sul sxvanairi gulis cecxli aqvs
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da gulic, albaT, sxvagvarad ucems. maisSi wiTlad avardnil almurs dekembris qari utifrad utevs, vici, zRaprebiT icxovre, anu uxilav peSviT mze Seisrute da ase moxvel sikvdilis karad, gimzer sinaziT mag yelnaRerebs, mjera, kokrebSi vnebian amurs sikvdilis win kvlav amoamRereb... da Secivdeba mere dekembers, SeakrTobs zecas Seni geduri, mere Sens hangebs mzeSi Sekreben, Sen ki dekembers sul ar emduri... rogorc arasdros, ise miyvarxar, minda mzis sxivi SenTvis movkono, dekembris qarebs me Sevebmebi, Sen ra gatirebs, vardis kokoro?! 2005
es imas niSnavs roca Citebi aRar galoben, an, ufro sworad, Sen aRar gesmis, roca muzebi aRar gwyaloben da cidan veRar Cagesmis leqsi. roca wvimebis ferad musikas veRar aRiqvam Zvelebur gancdiT, roca midixar umisamarTod, radganac ukve saval gzas acdi.
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roca quCaSi ver amoicnob Sen rom giyvarda, im melodias, roca grZnob, fexqveS bewvis xidia, anda uZiro boRmis kbodea... da sulac, roca ase gulgrilad uyureb mas, vinc erT dros giyvarda, vinc xelSi uxmod xels CagWidebda da samSvidobo gzad gagiyvanda. roca ver xedav, roca ar gesmis, roca veRar grZnob, roca ar ginda, es imas niSnavs, rom daiRale da rom gulis kars miRma dabindda. es imas niSnavs, SenSi mzis nacvlad gadaxrukuli sulis axoa, cam giRalata, mzem giRalata da dasasrulic sadRac axloa, es imas niSnavs. 2005
*** noembris qarebSi ca damekargeba da mcire nugeSic damtovebs, qarebma qarebis sasaxlis ageba daiwyes da zeca datores... siTeTris surnelSi mzes gaeRviZeba da ise, TavisTvis itirebs, aba, me ra vici, Tmebi miTeTrdeba, guli ki bavSviviT titinebs. 2005
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*** SemomeWreba warsuli urcxvad da me maocebs gulis yabuli, Cven, eleqtrofikaciis quCa, mze, megobroba da siyvaruli. sadRac feTqavda patara bina, viT galaktikis erTi wertili da iyo sulSi sinaTlis brwyinva da poezia Tavawyvetili. qarebs itevdnen saRamoebi, cicinaTelebs _ gulebi Cveni, iyo ocnebis ganmartoeba, viT sulis sxivi da gadamrCeni. dRes ki warsulis naTeli sxivi viT sanTlis Suqis nazi parpari atortmandeba da magondeba im dalewili tivis zRapari. gamaxsendeba patara bina, TiTqos mimqrali drois maruliT, Cven, eleqtrofikaciis quCa, mze, megobroba da siyvaruli. 2003
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*** dro maqvs Zalian cota da amitomac vglovob, Cems meocnebe sizmrebs, gardasul dReTa golos. droa Zalian cudi da amitomac vdardob, rogor Cagidga suli, Cemo damWknaro vardo?! 2005
*** ocnebaTa afrebi jerac vardisferia, cisken qarebs gahyvebi, gulic ciT naferia. miTxar, sxva danarCeni xom sul araferia, roca sulSi zRaprebi da mzeebi mRerian. 2004
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*** Cemo Zvirfaso, mimRere rame, guls sadardeli ram daswolia, Torem iWvebi am undo Ramis male imedebs gadaswonian. mimRere rame, rom grZneul sivrces miesalbunos gulis wyaloba, Torem xval iqneb saflavSic viwve da ar mesmodes Seni galoba. Cemo Zvirfaso, mimRere rame... 2004
*** me mimatoves Cemma qrebma da davrCi rogorc uZiro sevda, dReebi iyo savse wamebiT da ucnauri feriscvalebiT Seni fermkrTali saxeba mdevda. me mimatoves Cemma xilvebma mzec miefara sevdian gorebs, da rogorc naTlis gamosxiveba, an ucnauri fiqris mxileba, mimavals guli Tan gagagyole.
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da daval axla TiTqmis ugulo da naTlis sxivebs gulSi vagroveb, cota xans kidev am cas vuyureb, gasacileblad zari gugunebs, me ki vCurCuleb: _ ,,cota madrove�. 2004
Rirseba es mdinares hgavs, _ ambobs erTi andaza Zveli, rac ufro Rrmaa _ xmaurobs naklebs, da wuTisoflis Saras gasdevs sizmari grZeli, vuaxlovdebi gasafrenad gaRebul sarkmels... da sulic axla sevdiani fsalmunis mzmeli surnels saocars da saswaul sinaTles akmevs. Rirseba mohgavs mdinareso, _ meubneba andaza Zveli, _ rac ufro Rrmaa, xmaurobs naklebs. 2004
Senc, brutus? me Semovbrundi da Ria TvalTa sarkeSi CamrCa Seni saxeba, _Senc, brutus? _ sulma amoigmina, _mec, SemomRima Senma saxema.
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_Senc? _ am kiTxvaSi gacxadda Cemi tkivilic, sevdac da gakvirvebac, es SeZaxili, viSiT da qSeniT droTa sivrceebs Caekireba. _Senc? _ CemTvis vambob, rad gaimete Seni erTguli guli uwyalod, rad Seacivne saukuneebs, romelTac Jamic ki ver uwamlebs. nu ityvi magas, rom Senc imitom, rom sxvebmac Camces zurgSi maxvili, Sen sxva iyavi, Sen sul sxvagvarad gesmoda Cemi gulis Zaxili. amitom mtkiva, amitom vkvnesi, amitom gixmob uxmo mudariT, Sen iyav Cemi uTqmeli leqsi da erTgulebis navTsayudari. vkvdebi da mainc sul ar mgonia cas Seni xeliT kari Sevxseni, Tqvi, rom imisTvis Camec maxvili, meti tanjvisgan rom dagexseni. diax, namdvilad, vTqvaT, rom namdvilad, ara amyoli cbier gulisTqmis, rom ar yofila mcire Ralatic, rom es SesZeli Cemi gulisTvis. moarRvevs ager saukuneebs es SeZaxili _ ,,brutus, Sena xar?!� da meocnebe sulis legendebs pirze Rimilis Wirxli Seaxma. mivdivar da Tan mimyveba, vxedav, raRac sxvagvari xmiT da tustusiT,
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es saZageli da sayvareli Cemi erTguli mkvleli brutusi... 2006
ucabedi pasuxi SeZaxilze - mokvdebi arc magaze aRar vityvi uars, imden vinmes venatrebi iq, veRar vuZleb marTalsa da mtyuans da maradJams mgloviare fiqrs. miwac TiTqos meubneba uars, TiTqos qaric ise veRar qris, dardiani Semodgomis droa, mec veCvevi ganSorebis fiqrs. arc magaze aRar vityvi uars, ramden vinmes venatrebi iq! 2006
SeZaxili Sen ki ratom Sewuxdi, mSvenieri bindia, aqedanac es gzebi sul aRarsad midian... aRarc sawuTroa da aRarc bewvis xidia, ra mSvenivrad vmTavrdebiT,
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ra naTeli bindia... garindebul mzeebSi sul sxvagvari ridia, RmerTo, ra lamazia, ra diadi bindia... 1997
Sewuxeba
yvelaferi icvleba, razec naRdad vdardob, gadavida modidan vxedav, brijit bardo. yvelaferi xundeba, yvelaferi, lamis, aRaravin kiTxulobs axla ,,vis o ramins� aRmerTeben yvelafers martivsa da iafs, aRaravin ar usmens RmerTo, edit piafs. yvelaferi icvleba, razec naRdad vdardob, gaiafda Seqspiri da TviT Lleonardo! 1986
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*** sul nawil-nawil guli davxarje, frTa mivamsxvrie undo grigalebs, yvela mokeTe gadamemtera da axla RmerTic aRar mibralebs, sul sunTqvasunTqva guli Sevwire miwas – zecisgan siTbonabkurevs, axla ki vdgavar rogorc mindia da im damsxvreul dreebs gavyureb. 1974
*** aq yvelaferi zRapars magonebs, yvelafers vumzer eWvis TvalebiT, sad gaiparnen sulis karvidan Tovli, wvimebi da grigalebi. saiT veZebo mze Camomwknari an qariSxlebis TeTri vedreba, nuRar ayovneb, modi, momkali, aw yvelaferi cecxlad medeba. Torem, sacaa ixsneba kari, Torem, sacaa TvalnaTliv vxedav, es Semodgomis damfrTxali qari caSi gakidebs foTlebis sevdas. 1974
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*** Semodgomis qaria, iqneb kidec moTovos, Sen ki ra gixaria, ganwirulo foTolo?! dardiani Ramea, mTvare caze qoTolobs, netav xval sad iqnebi, mocaxcaxe foTolo?! modis lurji sicxade, gadikarge Sors, Toro, xec foTlebSi gagyidis ganwirulo foTolo. 2000
yvaryvare
Sen yvela droSi kargad xar, Cemo batono yvaryvare, magram rad ginda, veravis Tavi ki ver Seayvare, viTom ratomo, risTviso, kiTxvebi kvlav damayare?! sword magitom, rom yvela dro SenTvis ginda, yvaryvare! 1974
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sasaflao iq yvelaferi sxvagvari iyo, cxovrobda Cumad sevdis qveyana da rogorc sulis veeba siTbo irgvliv lodebis jari eyara... iq yvelaferi iyo cisferi, saydars muxlebi dgomiT daRloda, mTvarali ca idga rogorc fxizeli da mtkvars dascqerda Zalze axlodan, Cumad mivdevdiT Rre-kldes eklians, biliks vagnebdiT bolos wvalebiT da sasaflao Semogvyurebda aTasi mkvdari kacis TvalebiT, 1974
soflis sami etiudi
* dila, zamTari avi ZaRliviT uyefs yvelafers, papa gava da mxrebs daizilavs mainc TovliTa, mere aavsebs RviniT xeladas da mTvaresaviT moqneul SoTebs bebo amoyris cxeli Tonidan. * da iyo sio TeTri frTebiT da aTasmagvari fiqris motaniT,
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papa ijda da wuxda mTeli dRe soflad vrCebiTo Zalze cotani. idga aprili, rogorc ocneba, saxli aevso mzes da silurjes, didedaCemi gamCens locavda, papa icemda mkerdze qimunjebs rad davberdio... * buxrispirs sevda ZaRliviT lokavs, iqve TeZoze goravs sakece, Semoparula Cvens saxlSi mze da Tvalebs acecebs... 1975
*** araferi ar aris mudmivi da maradi, magram Seni sinaTle mimdevs kubos karamdi, me zraprebiT vcocxlobdi da mzeebs viparavdi, araferi ar aris mudmivi da maradi. 1975
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*** fexaTreuli qarebi isev nacrisfrad qrian, cas nu Caxedav TvalebSi, vidre ar aris gvian, mekvrian muxis foTlebi da simwvaneSi mxveven, mec zRaprad movagondebi am dafeTebul xevebs. 1975
miniatura SemomCivian es beRurebi: -didi zamTari dagvidgao, - JivJiveben da gakvirvebis mosasxamSi Camalul naRvels TviTve afrTxoben pawawina frTebis caxcaxiT. mere qars saxes Camokawraven daJinebuli TavdajerebiT da budeebs miaSureben, rom meore dRes kvlav naRveliT aRivson suli. ase grZeldeba mTeli zamTari... gazafxulze ki Tbil qveynebidan mofrenil mercxlebs taSs ukraven did-patarebi da verc grZnoben gakvirvebiT aRvsil TvalebSi rogor boboqrobs
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beRurebis umweo sevda... maT xom zamTars tanjviT gauZles, magram samSoblo ar miatoves... ukvirT beRurebs, aravin erCis moRalate Savtuxa mercxlebs maT ki yvela amreziT umzers. SemomCivian es beRurebi da ar vici, riT vanugeSo. 1989
eqspromti erTi Sexvedris gamo elaqucebian da alaReben mefes, qaravnebi midian, ZaRlebi ki yefen, imaT Soris yvelas surs TviTon dajdes sefed, mefe jerac mefea da icinis mefe!.. 1996
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*** axlovdeba Semodgoma -Cemi sulis zRapari da am sevdas sinaTlis Suqs ise Cumad vapareb, TiTqos ha da, ainTeba erTad yvela sinaTle jer ki, jer ki, dardian suls ris gavlaxiT mivaTrev,,, jer ki vidre ar damwydaran am Conguris simebi da sicocxlec kvlav savsea zeciuri xilvebiT ,,gulo, Cadeq sagulesa� – vCurCuleb da gixseneb da am sulis aivanze Semodgoma isvenebs. 1997
*** sadacaa gazafxuli mova da atmebi amovarvardebian, daiwyeba ocnebebis Tova, ra gauZlebs ocnebebs vardebians?! sadacaa siyvaruli mova, guli isev atokdeba CitiviT, me gavyureb ocnebebis Tovas da gardasul gazafxulebs mivtiri 1997
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*** ukan damdevs Worebi da eWvebi da ,,piarebi� me ki ise Sublgaxsnili da amayi viarebi. me ki ise kargada var mSobel casTan ziarebiT, ras damaklebs eWvebi da Worebi da ,,piarebi� 2003
*** xom lamazia samyaro, Sen ufro gamilamaze, mze xar TavTuxis yanebSi da ocnebaTa Tavanze odesme rom daRamdeba, netav ras metyvi amaze? 1989
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foToli
n. onaSvils SeiTamaSe, kidev erTxel SeiTamaSe, vidre caSi xar, am miwaze vidre daece, Torem sacaa mwuxris sevda igulisWirebs, miesalmebi dedamiwas – Sens Sav sarecels. SeiTamaSe, gauRime mag Semodgfomas, iqneb SeakrTos miwis guli Senma RiRinma, Torem sacaa dasasrulis Jami mogoravs, TeTri Rrublebis TavsasTumals veRar ixilav. ar Seepuo am borios, ar Seepuo da arc zamTrispirs – TeTra fiqriT Cumad moTovlils, da mainc, hoi saocrebav, sulac ar mismens, dedamiwisken mobancalebs xmeli foToli. 2000
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*** yvelaferi kargia da yvelaferi cudia, yvelaferi sworia da yvelaferi mrudea, es ramxela naTelia, es ramxela bindia, es qveyana mcirea da is veyana didia.. yvelaferi sizmaria, yvelaferi cxadia da kibezec ganuwyvetliv adian da Cadian, ra tkbilia es sicocxle, Tan rogori mwarea, yvelaferi uferoa, Tan saocrad mwvanea. midis, midis es sizmari, modis, modis sicxade, guSindeli megobari dRes oms cxadad micxadebs. gulo, guli ar waiRo, dardo dardebs gaaxleb, vdgavar CemTvis, cas gavyureb da sadardels vaaxleb. 2003
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cremliani TvalebiT
*** visTvis cxovreba ukve damTavrda, visTvis iwyeba axla Tavidan, Seni varskvlavi amoCaxCaxda, Cemi varskvlavi sadRac Cavida. visTvis sicocxle lurji baRia, visTvis omi da sevdis yvavili, netav vicode im gzas naRvlians ukanasknelad rogor Cavivli, 1986 tkivili moaWres totebi beber Wadars, atirda Wadari, sikvdilis SiSma dauara da ucnauri simartove igrZno eulma. axla xom misTvis qarebic veRar iqarebdnen, veRar miagebebda qaraSots totebs... tiroda uxmod, TavisTvis tiroda. an raRa iyo misi sicocxle, Tavis Ronier, ganier totebs veRar SeaSvelebda zamTarSi fifqebs, rom rbilad daesvenebina Tavis sxeulze Sori gzidan mofrenili sicocxlis maxaroblebi...
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verc gazafxulze gadaifenda mzes grZneul tanze da kvirtebad veRar amoisunTqebda miwis simwvanes. moaWres totebi tankenar Wadars da idga rogorc damarcxebuli goliaTi, romlisTvisac yvelaferi sul erTi iyo da dastiroda Tavis warsuls nacrisferi simartovidan... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . moaWres totebi beber Wadars. 1988
iyuCe sulo!
umadurobis bewvis xidze roca adgexar, ar dagaviwydes, Sen bedkruli herostrate xar! madlierebis farTo Saras roca adgixar, maSin qriste xar, maSin marTlac, wminda xati xar! da ros zecisken morakrake aRmarTs adgaxar, maSin sul sxva xar, aRaravis maSin ar gavxar. da roca Cumad iRvenTeba Seni sanTeli, roca aRar gaqvs Sen mciredi Tundac saTqmeli, roca mSvidad xar, araferi rom ar gawuxebs, sworedac maSin dagTamaSebs Tavze naTeli. da xan asea, xan isea Cveni cxovreba,
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bavSvoba, deidaCemi mas sami Svili hyavda da samive gardaecvala is mTeli Rame mogonebis Tokze ekida da yulfi misi savse iyo cremlis fTilebiT, sevdian myofads _ gamoZerwils misiv neknidan miacilebda Semodgoma vercxlis wvimebiT. is garindebis eSafotze idga niadag, natrobda sikvdils, iRimoda sadRac macili, yovel ganTiads iRviZebda adamianad, rom kidev erTxel daelia suli daclili. mere mtverwayril mogonebebs emorcxveboda fermkrTal warsulSi TiTqos Canda misi qalobac, ase dRiTi-dRe, sanTel-sanTel TiTqos cvdeboda, da Sestiroda JamTa grZneul warmavalobas. da miaTrevda am cxovrebas – egzom dardians da azri TiTqos warTmeoda dReebs darCenils, anuS! sada xar? _ qviTinebda mwared readio, vai, Svilebo, _ bans aZlevda deidaCemi. 1978
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*** Tovli mosulao, ise mSvidad Cailaparaka dedaCemma, rom gancvifrebis vardisferi frTebi damemsxvra... da mec ubralod gavxede miwas TeTrad Seburvils da mivxvdi, ratom aRar uxaroda dedaCems Yovli,,,, yvela misians Tovlis qvemoT eZina axla. 1988
ra damaviwyebs?! ra damaviwyebs sulis im gvalvebs, yofna-aryofnis uxuces kiTxvas da dedaCemis sevdian Tvalebs, sikvdilis win rom raRaca miTxra... ra damaviwyebs im bolo sityvebs, an cremlebs, sulSi uxmod nawvimars da dedaCemis momRimar saxes sikvdilis win rom sikvdils dascina, ra damaviwyebs?! 1997
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*** _deda aRar myavs, Sevtirodi mezoblis qals cremliT da viSiT dedas, romelmac erTaderTi Svili damarxa. _bednieria dedaSeni, amoigmina moxucma Cumad da TavSlis yuriT upeebi amoimSrala. 1997
dedis saflavi davmarxe deda da momeCvena, rom masTan erTad gulic davmarxe, dRe iyo Cumi, magram uCvevi veRar vxedavdi cisfer sanaxebs. TiTqos dabnelda, TiTqos daeSva raRac saocrad mrume safari, me movdiodi sasaflaodan yvelaze ufro miusafari. da ar mesmoda xalxis nugeSic, viyav mWmunvare da unugeSo, davmarxe deda da TiTqos sulic Tan Cavatane im Tbil ubeSi. fexze videqi, viyav cocxali, Tuki sicocxle erqva am yofas
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da maSin mivxvdi, Tu ra yofila, Tu ra yofila sulis gayofa, mas mere ase undod davdivar, TiTqos usulo, miusafari da ar mcildeba da ar mcildeba veeba sevda _ dedis saflavi. axlac aqa var, miwas davyureb, marto var da arc aravin minda da viT arasdros, miyvars es miwa, yvela miwaze Tbili da wminda. de, momiteon yvela xatebma, me maT Sevwirav am guls natyviars, magram saflavi dedaCemisa CemTvis yvelaze wminda xatia! 1997
mama simwriT datvirTuli uremi Camodga, uRelSi SeebaT sikvdilis xari, wvima modioda cis Savi xarodan da mze Rrublis perangs xravda‌ iyo simartovis sastiki SegrZneba, samyaro-ufero bindi, Tvalebi viRacis Tbil mzeras eZebda, mamas ki eZina mSvidad... da im gaocebul noembris amindSi Wkneboda ferebis gama,
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mere saocari farda CamoeSva da Tvals miefara mama. 1989
dedis simRera _,,ax, mTvarev, mTvarev, tanjulT imedo!” rogor Svenoda dedas gitara, daamRerebda da ifiqrebdi, TiTqos aprilma gamoidara... ,,ax, mTvarev, mTvarev” – kvnesoda simi, grZnobis, ocnebis, sevdis damtevi da iyo saxli savse mzis sxiviT da yvavilebis korianteliT, ,,ax, mTvarev, mTvarev”!.. 1999
osiaurSi, meliton baraTaSvilis saflavTan bedma ramdeni atriala, ra ar anaxa, Tbiliss Svenoda rogorc kaci, rogorc qarTveli, mere sawuTrom am miwaSi ise damarxa, ver Seimecna geniosi
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Svilis naTeli da misi gulic iyo ise gauCorknavi, viT saflavis qva – ostatisgan gamosaTleli. 1987
gia sirbilaZes ise ubralod vkargavT, ise ubralod vkvdebiT, ise ubralod migvyavs samaris pirad Zmebi. ise ubralod, TiTqos es asea da morCa, dRes Sen migvyavxar cremliT, win ki wyvdiadi moCans, ise ubralod xvdebi am mwuxarebis siTbos, mag samareSi, Zmao, guls ar gatande TiTqos! 1999
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cicino burnaZis xsovnas sikvdilis winac rad werdi leqsebs, rad imoklebdi manZils zecamde, es sulgrZeloba rogorRa SeZel Tavi sikvdilSic gamogecada ise, rom sityvac ar dagcdenoda, an sayveduri vinmesTvis gendo, albaT, sikvdilic ise gSvenoda, rogorc sicocxle gSvenoda erT dros. maklixar-meTqi, aba rogor vTqva, Tavad gaklivar yvelaze metad, es naTlismcemlis mwvane golgoTac SenTvis ufalma gamoimeta. tkivili Tua, tkivilebs vesvri dros – uSenobiT aq rom moRelavs da ar masvenebs me Seni leqsi, Seni tanjuli sulis novela. 2012
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Temur metrevels Cems sayvarel yvavilebs veRarc martis mdelo Slis, rogor unda vicocxlo me am saqarTveloSi?! ar mwams sityva mezRapris, memTvralis da memloSnis, rogor unda vimRero aseT saqarTveloSi?! vxedav, CaSavebia mamuls TvalTa upeni, ara, unda gaviqce, Torem daviRupebi... landi Cemi winapris eh, ramden xans meloda, cremliani TvalebiT mival saqarTvelodan. Tumc mwams, es dro msaxvrali eris rwmenas ver moSlis, netavi vin Semxvdeba ciur saqarTveloSi?! 2005
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goCas mtkvarSi CaifSvna ivnisis dila, Sen ki zRaprebis pirad iweqi, erTi SexedviT geZina tkbilad, Sen _ garSemortymuls mziT da siTeTriT. da mTeli Rame gimRerda mtkvari, gefereboda usulo mxedars, zeca - silurjiT da sevdiT mTvrali, Senc Tavis naTel kalTaSi gxvevda. da midiodi nabrZoli moyme, RvTis gzas daadeq TiTqos fexSveli, me Seni sevdis maTraxs davirtyam, mag kaeSanSi rom SegeSvelo. waxvel da calad darCenil tkivils uxmod SevCivi mSobel mTa-gorebs, Cemi cxovrebis daimsxvra tivi, mogZaxi, magram ver gagagone. 2004
eTer lobJaniZis xsovnas rad moiwyine, SroSano, rad Camoyare frTebio, jer zecas verc miesalme, ukve ukvalod qrebio... ratom daalte cremlbiT Seni savali Sarao,
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atirda naTlismcemeli, qarmac Tma gaiSalao. Cemo didgula SroSano, Sen, dedofalo yaniso, rad hgavxar mTvares moRrubluls zecidan Camoyvanilso?! me xciulispirs geZebdi, Sen cis kalTaze geZina, SemakrTo cvarma Tebervlis ciskideCamoZenZilma... minda cremlebis nagubi Sens civ sadgomze movSalo, rom sevda Segimsubuqo Cemo damWknaro SroSano... 2013
ana kalandaZis xsovnas mTebs gazafxuli velebma amcnes, buCqs gamoeqca ia Tavneba, ca sawvimari Rrublebma gasces da gaikvirves iasamnebma. mTvare Seuyva mTawmindis kalTebs, ufals taxtrevans awvdis sameba, ca rom axelda iisfer Tvalebs, ra wagCurCules iasamnebma? 2008
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nita tabiZes moirRva zrude epoqis didis, mixakis sisxlma sulSi gawveTa, midixar saTno, amayi, mSvidi, Sen, bolo TrTolvav cisferyanwelTa. drom Sens winaSec CamoiCoqa, gulmarTals soflis vali ra gqonda?! midixar, migaqvs Tavad epoqa, romelic mudam mxrebiT dagqonda. Sen, poeziis Cumo Rimilo da didi gvaris saxnav- samkalo, midixar, migaqvs warsulis xibli cisferyanwelTa gulis varskvlavo’ did winaparTa gelis laSqari, Sen maT winaSe Rirsad aswev Tavs, monatrebulo mamis sizmaro bolo cialo cisferyanwelTa. migyveba Cvengan naRveli didi da siyvaruli yovel nabijze, dRes Tavis jvarcmul mSoblebTan midis maTi marTali tanit tabiZe. 2007
*** maisis ca SeRamebis mwuxri da mTawmindis saocari burani, mere ana Cumad hkiTxavs muxrans: _Zmao, ratom dagvaSores murmani?! 2011
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muxrans ityvis viRaca: _ho, magari poeti iyo! da es iqneba yvelaferi – anic da hoec kacisTvis, vinac jojoxeTi gamoiara, rom misi sityva ers ise egrZno, rogorc igrZnobda amas rusTveli, rogorc igrZnobda amas vaxtangi, rogorc igrZnobda amas sulxani... ityvis viRaca: -ho, magari poeti iyo! mamadaviTs ki guli ise Seutokdeba, TiTqos dabrunda wamierad marTlac im droSi, roca erisTvis Tavdadebuls ikravda gulSi. anda raSia gansxvaveba ? asea dRes da ase iyo sul raRac guSin...‌ da ha, miudis raindulad wamoqceuli, viT brZolis velze kirTebisas sityvis laSqarTan erisa da leqsis medroSe, romelsac sefed gverds moijens Tavad ufali iq, im zeciur saqarTveloSi. 2010
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da tiroda akaki ram agatira cremlebiT uxviT Tavi rad igrZen uamxanagod, Sen, poeziis fesvmagar muxas TviT zeca unda mogeqaragmos. ram Seawuxa kaci –poeti, ratom atirda RmerTi zecidan, romel amxanags unda moeZRvna SenTvis Zvirfasi is fic-vercxli da vis unda eTqva erTi simarTle, Tu ar mzes, mbrwyinavs qveynis bomondad sad gagonila, anda sad Tqmula, RmerTs amxanagad vinme hyoloda? cremlad gadmoRvril varskvlavT almasebs imereTis ca Cumad kvirvobda da iq, sxvitorul miwis baqanze kaci ki ara RmerTi tiroda. 2010
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Camoifarebs daisi niRabs, rom Rames Cumi sevdiT eaxlos da Senc gahyureb sivrceebs frTxilad, es simZimili rom ar Selaxo. da me vigoneb Soreul sizmrebs: fanjris win vdgavar da cas vuRimi, axla Ramea, ca Cumad mimzers da suls mibruebs qaris RiRini. Sen kvlav gawydeba zamTris borio, radgan Sens iqiT TeTri nislia da Cemi gulic, rogorc arasdros, axla ufrore metad sxvisia. Sensken viswrafi, radgan am sulis da tkivilebis Sen xar saSveli, radgan fanjrebze dgamen yvavilebs, rogorc saxlis da sulis samSveniss, radgan am diliT mzem Sens kalTaze sxivebis kaba Camoixia, radgan Sen dgaxar rogorc imedi, radgan ufanjro saxlic cixea. radgan fanjridan danaxul mTvares da varskvlavebiT moWedil zecas
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da yinvis xeliT moxatul zRapars ver Seedreba amqveynad vercra, dgaxar Cemsa da samyaros Sua, viT sakvirveli raRac magia, gamogaReb da aqvea zeca, gamogaReb da miwac aqvea. da me ar vici, saiT wavide, am fanjris iqiT ar Cans saSveli, zeca varskvlavebs Camoarigebs, mTvare ki waSlis RRublis saSleliT. Sen xar am gulis mesaidumle, radgan Yyvela fiqrs Sen erTs gimxeldi, videq Sens gulze Tavmidebuli da Sen iyavi ase mimxvedri Cemi fiqrebis, Cemi gancdebis, da tkivilebis da imedebis, mzes mastumrebdi yovel cismare da Rame mTvariT maimedebdi. da axla, roca guli av fiqrebs da tkivilebis gundebs dajaravs, TiTqos salbunad da sasoebad pirispir vrCebiT me da fanjara. 1999
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natvris xe da Senc modixar didi surviliT, gulis natvriT da sulis caxcaxiT, me vdgavar rogorc imedis ylorti, rom agacilo sityva nazraxi. da Senc modixar rogorc mlocveli, TeTri frTebiT da feradi WinWiT da rom Sens natvras frTebi Sevasxa, RmerTma miboZa amisi niWi, Sen ki loculob da Sens bageze Cumad imcvreva natvris namcvrevi, nu damimalav, radgan aqamde me mxolod Seni natvriT gavZeli. vdgavar da qarSi mivafrialeb ferad naWrebs da ferad survilebs, me Seni natvra gaviTavise, Seni survili gavisurvile, da axla roca Cems morTul sxeuls dro qariSxlebiT isev exleba, verafers maklebs, radgan mzis sxivebs me tanze visxam ferad Sxefebad. da mixaria, rom kidev erTxel movidnen CemTan sulis mudariT, Senc eg feradi natvra Semabi da Camomxseni qaris sudara. Torem vin icis, dabla miwaa amis mowme da maRla RmerTia, me vdarajobdi wuxel Sens natvrebs, wyeuli Rame rom gameTia.
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da avsulebis gasafantavad vaSrialebdi am ferad naWrebs, me legendebi mebrZodnen wuxel da wyeulebma Sig gulSi damWres. axla vnatrulob mxolod erT rames, rom Seni natvra iseve vigrZno, vinZlo es qaric dauberavdes da gamtacebdes am foTlebs vinZlo. vidre dro sizmrad gadamaqcevdes da damkenwlavdes Jami veragi, xelSi miWiravs natvris naWeri, nuRar ayovneb, modi, Semabi! da gavcocxldebi da gierTguleb Torem lamisac fesvi gamixmes, ai, modixar da mec giZaxi, isev aqa var Seni natvris xe. 1999
beberi mglis monologi
wuxel, mTeli Rame, mTvares Sevymuodi, gulSi viurvebdi naRvels da sadardels, tyeebs Seesia qaris mayrioni, me ki sasikvdilod dRes Tavi gadavde. da vidre damglejdes me mglebis jogi da kvlav aRsruldebodes es mgluri adaTi, mTvaresTan movedi, rom Tavi movikla
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da EeSmas mivyido me suli warmarTi. radgan daviRale marTliT da tyuiliT, cxovrebam macxovra me ase umadlod, mgels mgloba Seerqva da sinamdvileSi turam es qveyana ufro amoagdo. mgeli var da Tumca ar gamovxveulvar arasdros me arvis qurqsa da samosSi, mainc mabralebdnen da Tavqve magdebdnen me borotebis da Ralatis xaroSi, da xSirad es Cemi bedi da cxovreba ekida yofnis da aryofnis sasworze da aviwydebodaT, rodesac daWirdaT, me adamianebs Zuzuc ki vawove’ an, aqve, algeTSi, gana ar Cavudgi me Cemi Zala da jilagi im bokvrebs?! vinc guliT mzeobda, axla ki sawuTrom Sig sulSi Camxeda da dReebs mimoklebs. me Tqven uSurvelad mogeciT mglis muxli, axla ki gavyureb mzes – aTaskiTxvians, ratom momigoneT, Tqven xom saxareba Cems Tavze arasdros ar wagikiTxiaT. an mgeli arasdros ar moSlis mglobaso ratom imeorebT Tqven ase niadag, me xom anabaris Senaxvac vicodi, sul cudi, netavi, rad gamixmianeT?! davZrwivar da tyeebs vafxizleb ymuiliT, natvris siyvaruliT me arsad melian da Tumca Znelia adamianoba, icodeT, rom mgloba aTasgzis Znelia. aTasgzis Znelia, kaci rom mgelia
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da mgluri TvalebiT Sehyurebs am awmyos, amaRam mTvaris win me ki Tavs moviklav, magram kacTa Soris mglobas ver gaawyobT. aha, serze vdgavar da mTvares moveli Cems mijnurs – gulsavses varskvlavTa bokvrebiT da vidre damglejdes me mglebis amala erTs daviRrialeb da mSvidad movkvdebi. 1999
ZaRli autirdeba Rrubeli zecas, Senc Seneuli criata sevdiT, gahyureb mTvares, radgan gaSfoTebs mZime yofa da ZaRluri bedi. ras izam, roca bedis ficarze winaswar weren yvela ganaCens, ros Seneuli gulis muraziT sakuTar sulsac ver gadaarCen. da dagdevs mudam sevda faruli, Tumc vervis etyvi dards da samduravs, Sen xom gangebam mag erTgulebis uumZimesi xvedri garguna. Tvalis upesTan mTrTolvare siTbos aqvs sinanulis krZalva da ridi, dae, iyefon gambiT ZaRlebma, qaravani xom Tavis gziT midis.
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Sen ki keTili da dardiani uZleb aTasgvar umadurobas, xar ganwiruli erTgulebisTvis, ase yofila ZaRlis buneba. mere ra vuyoT, Tuki Sens yefas dahkravs sibrazis mrume elferi Sen xom cxovrebis Cumi sevda xar da Cvens yofasac Aase Sehferi. mere ra vuyoT, am ZaRlur dReebs mec xom SensaviT Cumad ganvicdi da ZaRlur yofas es sizmareTi rogor movargo marTlac ar vici. guli mikvdeba maSin saSinlad, roca mavani mavanze ityvis: ZaRli kacia, Sen am dros dumxar ar gaqvs ufleba Tqmisa da sityvis. da aRar vici raRa sjobia, an raRas unda vuTxra uari, iyo ZaRli da kacis gesmodes, Tu iyo kaci ZaRlze uares? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . radgan orives zurgi gvaqcia bednierebis TeTrma aRlumma, nuRaras ucdi, Cven xom tolni varT, modi, vicxovroT erTad ZaRlurad. 1999
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brbo am aurzaurSi, am sastik bomonSi, brbo sadRac miRelavs da Cxavis uazrod, TiTqos siyvarulic sadRac daikarga, TiTqos sasoebas kari Caurazes. da me sinanuliT gavyureb qaravans, ZaRlebis yefaa da TiTqos omia, ager mze bneldeba da sulis wawymedad wamoimarTeba grZneuli mumia. da mesmis Soridan winapris Zaxili: xalxi ufro xSirad brboa da Sxamia, vxedav, eSafotze dahkides Rirseba da droc aseTia, bilwi da Savia... vxedav, moaqanebs brbo zizRs da gahyviris, rom ukeTurebam daidgas karavi da Sen Cumada xar, radganac ici rom Sens sityvas madlians Seismens aravin. TiTqos sakuTari me daviwyebiaT, sxvisi me aqcies uazro saxated, o, RmerTo, ramdenjer ver gagviRviZia da TiTqos RviZilis uflebac wagvarTves. ras izam, rodesac xalxi dabrmavdeba RmerTic ver auxels Tvalebs da gonebas, vici, beladoba rarigad Znelia da ra advilia usityvo monoba. da Tu dRes mona xar, xval ra Seicvleba, an ra gaaRviZebs mZinare mxedrions, radgan beladoba da winamZRoloba xSirad uwignurTa da brmaTa xvedria.
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maS nu gaiRviZeb, radganac ZilSi xom feradi sizmrebis mzea da Tovlia da brboSi garevas, an mis beladobas iseve lamazi sizmrebi sjobia. mivdivar, zurgsukan brbo maxvils milesavs da droSas sisxlisfers dRes niri Sexria, me xom gavbede da zurgi SegaqcieT, zurgidan mesroleT, eg Tqveni xerxia! 1999
cxovreba wuxel varskvlavebma zeca moipares da wvima Rrublebis tyveobas gadurCa, cxovreba omia, xSirad gamigia, omia, romelsac jer bolo ar uCans. da ase omsa da qarsa da gniasSi dReebi gadian da modis sibere, zogisTvis sicocxle qonebis Sovnaa da zogic namceca qonebas ibevrebs. zogs eSma Zalavs da zogsac ufro metad sikeTe ubrwyinavs Tvalebis upeSi, zogi miwazea da caSi dafrinavs da zogic dabobRavs wumpidan wumpeSi. da aris cxovreba – es aurzauri Suri da Ralati, jibri da gacema viRacam sikeTis jejili moTesa, movida viRaca da gangeb gacela’’
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viRacam aSena taZari rwmenisa, viRaca SeboWa sindisis artaxma, mere ki movida viRaca Serisxvad, daamxo taZari da gaapartaxa. da suls SeZrwunebuls amdeni codvisgan ara aqvs Svela da savaned alagi, radganac iq, sadac vardebis baRia, viRacas unda rom aqcios sanagved. radganac zogisTvis cxovreba kibea, zogma es cxovreba iqcia safixvnod, bevrisTvis dila jer ar gaTenebula da zogi ver acda im pirvel safexurs.. da mavans, saocrad briyvsa da cariels Wkviani hgonia briyvi da uzneo, radganac zogisTvis cxovreba mzea da mravali cxovrebas atarebs umzeod. da midis es Jami, Cvenc mivdevT qaravans, meti arc Zalaa da aRarc Ronea da vibrZviT – dayrilni cxovrebis amara, radganac cxovreba Tavadac omia. 1999
nu esvri talaxs da siSoridan, anda miTidan, an zesknelidan, mzidan, mTvaridan, mofrindnen TeTri angelozebi da simartovec sadRac wavida.
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mofrindnen TeTri angelozebi kvlav zeciuri Rrublis marxiliT da mTeli Rame TiTqos mesmoda saukuneTa gadaZaxili: -nu esvri talaxs da nuSebilwav mzes Tvalmoxatuls oqros varayiT, Torem TviTonve dagibrundeba Sengan nasroli qva da talaxi, nu esvri talaxs, radgan siwminde ise wrfeli da ise TeTria, rom erTi pwkari wumpec Sebilwavs da CaaSavebs mis suls erTian. da hoi, mainc sakvirvelebav, axsovT es grZneul saukuneebs swored siwmindes esrodnen talaxs, rogorc ukeTurs sens ukurnebels. siwmindes, radgan vervin xvdeboda mis faqiz survils – wrfelsa da amays da rom pirveli mis wasabilwad xom uwminduri isroda talaxs?! anTu xvdebodnen brmani gonebiT xSirad naTlavdnen sufTas binZurad, mere talaxis gundebs esrodnen niSnad –cxovrebam rom moiZula. da yvela droSi iyo talaxic da wumpec, rogorc boRma tiali da, raTqma unda, iyo siwmindec Caqolili da talaxiani. da dacemuli da Sebilwuli da eSmakebis kerZad cnobili,
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radgan talaxi WuWyis kveria wumpis ToneSi amocxobili. dRes ki am RamiT angelozebad CemTan mosuli yvela siwminde me miyvebodnen, rogor Caqoles aq, miwaze da iq ganiwmindnen. da saTiTaod CamCurCulebdnen an, ufro, saTqmels pirSi maxlidnen unda gesrolon qva da talaxi, rom angelozad caSi axvide. me Tqveni mjera angelozebo da muxliT vTelav am mwvane balaxs, magram ra vuyo, Tuki warsuli yurSi CamZaxis: ,,nu esvri talaxs�. 1999
Seican Tavi Seni bevri vecade, bevri vikvlie me sakuTari Tavis xlarTebi da Tumc mesmoda sulis CurCuli: netav ra ginda, ras memarTlebi? mainc veltvodi da vnadirobdi, sakuTar Tavis msurda Secnoba, ver movaxerxe, radganac xSirad Turme Tavic ki aRar gecnoba. Turme rac unda Rrmad SeaRwio, mainc ver Secvli RmerTis ganaCens
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da Tu ar unda aim uzenaess, veRarafersac ver aRmoaCen. radgan rac ar gsurs, imas akeTeb xSirad da mere wuxils undebi da Tu aTasjer caSi adixar, aTiaTasjer miwad brundebi. da rac ar unda Rrmad Caukvirde da rac ar unda sibrZnes miendo, ver gamoicnob sakuTar Tavsac da ver iqnebi gulis imedad. Cemi cxovrebis am sibneleSi me sul vusmendi sulis saCivrebs da ros sakuTar TavTan mivedi, iq sul sxva vinme aRmovaCine. da rac yvelaze umTavresia da, albaT, aris ufro saWiroc, jer, albaT, unda dakargo Tavi, rom xelmeored aRmoaCino da Seimecno da Seiswavlo da sasoebiT mowyde miwidan, unda codvaTa zRva daagubo, mTeli arsebiT rom ganiwmindo, o, RmerTo Cemo, yvelaze metad saukuneebs xom Sen ecnobi, rad ar momeci netav ufleba me sakuTari Tavis Secnobis? an, iqneb ase kidec jobia, albaT jobia, neba RvTisaa, davdivar ase Seucnobeli, radgan cxovari mec xom RvTisa var.
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da gulisyuri Sensken iswrafvis, suls es WurWelic ukve emcroba, madlobeli var, rom ar maswavle me sakuTari Tavis Secnoba! 1999
,,ave maria” wuxel gangebam qari maCuqa da masTan erTad veZebdi Rrublebs, mere davbrundi mSobel miwaze da mTeli Rame vukocne ube. da axla, roca TeTr simartoves mxolod Sen gCuqni da mixaria, roca Cems sulSi Cumad Semodis grZneuli sityva ,,ave maria”. roca sulidan isev momesmis daniis princis uTqmeli urva, me mainc jiqur miwas Cavcqeri da CemTvis vambob: ,,is mainc brunavs” da CemTvis vambob: ,,SeCerdi wamo”, da CemTvis vambob: ,,meti sinaTle”, mere ki Cumad zecas Sevxedav da RvTis winaSe Tavs gavimarTleb. amaRam mTvares aviyvan xelSi da qaris frTebze gamovaZineb, dro did satkivars vera da ver Slis da verc gardacvlil xsovnas aZvirebs. radgan zRapridan gadmosul sizmars
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xSirad surneli dahkravs laJvardis, me gulmokluli gemSvidobebi, Sen meubnebi: -ara, naxvamdis! da var mwuxare, Tumca Cems yofas xSirad bednier wuTebs Aadrian, CemTvis cxovreba ufro omia zogisTvis ufro abli-bablia. da mirCevnia, viyo sizmarSi, es sinamdvile radgan mwarea, sulSi ki Cumad moipareba grZneuli sityva ,,ave maria�. 1999
morielis monologi ar gamibrazde Tuki daggeslav, Tu Sens sikeTes SxamiT davxvdebi, ase vatareb dReebs abezars boRmis, balRamis, geslis TanxlebiT. ar gamibrazde, me xom gangebam swored aseTi xvedri marguna, Sen unda maRal sikeTed iqce, me – borotebis grZneul lagunad. da roca ggeslav, Cems Tavs vemduri, Cvevam rom kidev erTxel miZlia, mec ara mnebavs, magram ra vuyo, sxvagvarad yofna ar SemiZlia.. da veferebi qvas da notios, mze sikeTea da is sxvisia,
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me borotebis CrdilSi davbobRav, Cemi samumi Savi nislia. da gevedrebi, ros qaraSoti sikeTis Teslebs gaiyoliebs, me gamixsene da sibralulSi yvela sibraze uceb molie. radgan kuprSi var amoxarSuli, CemTvis ucxoa sulis cxoneba, me xom es Cemi xvedric meyofa da morielis mZime cxovreba... 1999
yayaCo ferad mdinareSi Sen mainc sisxli xar, Sen mainc kvnesa xar da dardis nafleTi da Tumca am gulSi sxvagvarad mizixar, aTasjer gnaxe da aTasjer davfeTdi. aTasjer SevbRavle mindvrebs da mwvervalebs da sulSi kioda aTaswlis naRveli, Sen wiTlad avardnil mindvrebTan elvareb, elvareb mindvrebSi mesiis saxeliT. da TiTqos qarebic bans geubnebian, mec TiTqos warsuli momyveba – qoTqoTa, me vici, miwaze risTvisac daeSvi da risTvis aminTe am gulSi golgoTa. me vici, ra hqvia Sens wiTel mantias da uflis sisxlis wil risTvisac moxvedi,
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dagyureb da mjera, rom Seni sinaziT ufali Cems miwas sxvagvarad moxedavs. radgan Sens TvalebSi jvarcmis simartoves da cad amaRlebas vxedav da ganvicdi, me mogeferebi da gulSi Cagisvam, Torem es zafxuli, vxedav, rom ar gicdis, rom ar gameyino, rom ar agaTrTolos am zamTrispirebis qarma da tarosma, miwis pasuxi xar iesos sisxlis wil da angelozebis miwaze Camosvla. da ar msurs Segxedo Sen ase sevdians da an sibraluli am gulSi gavivlo, Sen mzeo mkaTaTvis da sulis ganwmendav, Sen wamo sicocxlis da uflis yvavilo. da minda am gulze zecas SevuerTde, an am gariyulma boriom damaxrCos da rogorc imedi uflis sasoebis, amobrdRvialdebi, Sen, Cemo yayaCo! da TiTqos damZaxi - ufali didia da mec vuerTdebi zecas da macxovars, Sen ki mSvidad dgaxar aseTi suldidi, sulis sixarulad da uflis saxsovrad. o, gmadlob, sicocxle rom gamilamaze da rom aqamomde Sig gulsi mizixar, Sen xom golgoTis mzed Cems mindvrebs anaTeb da Cemi macxovris _ iesos sisxli xar! 1999
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qari saidan modixar, an saiT midixar, aravin ar icis Sens garda, aravin, sada gaqvs bina da taxti da sadgomi, sadaa Seni mze da Seni samani... da mainc Sen gixmob, da mainc mwyurixar, modi, gamogyvebi da erTad viaroT, radganac am gulSi Sen gazafxuli xar, romelic Tan damdevs da mudam xmianobs. qari xar, Tavneba da mousyidveli, aravin ara gyavs uRlad da patronad, mwvervalebs zed gulzed qariSxlad exlebi, radganac camac da miwamac dagtova; da Tumca ar eZeb moyvass da megobars, me mainc Seni var da Sen erTs giZaxi, modi, miatove mag zecis Tavani da gulSi, rogorc mzes, ise Seginaxav, modi, miatove mindvrebis xaverdi, Cems gulSi metia siTbo da qaTibi, imdeni fiqri maqvs, imdeni saTqmeli, imdeni gancdaa da samkal-saTibi, rom male es guli am mzes da am miwas mjera rom sul sxvagvar minareTs augebs, es Cemi cxovrebac radganac qaria, romelsac veravin verasdos gaugebs. maS raRad gamirbi, Cven xom saerTo gvaqvs qrolva da siSmage, vneba da ferebi, amaRam me TrTolviT fanjaras gagiReb, saxlSi Semogiyvan da mogeferebi.
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da Tuki es mTvare ar ieWvianebs, arsad ar gagiSveb, am gulSi Cagketav, mere varskvlavebze Rames avabunteb davafrTxob zecis da varskvlavTa karetas, qari var, Seni xma da oreuli var da ar mimatovo oRond am yinvaSi, radgan marTali var, udanaSaulo Cemi uflisa da am Ramis winaSe. da radgan aTasgzis matkines guli da fiqri sanukvari qvebiT Camiqoles, Sen modi nebivrad, Cems saxlSi Semodi, me ki Sens magivrad zecaSi viqroleb! 1999
oboba me TeTri samosiT haerSi vekide da TiTqos samyaros vumzerdi zemodan, me, visac Zafebis qaTqaTa mantia yvelaze Zalian vici rom mSvenoda. da ase, mTeli dRe vqselavdi Zafunebs da iyo haeris simebis xlarTebi, me dedamiwisken ca momaqanebda, romelze ocnebiT odiTgan davTveri, magram qars mihqonda Cemi sasoeba da Cemi xaliCa – es TeTri sikvdili TviTonve Sevqmeni da TviTve gavebi da axla gardasul ocnebebs mivtiri.
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ra iyo sizmari, an cxadi ra iyo, ver vigeb, najafar suls sevda minislavs, raisTvis davSveri, raisTvis vewame, an risTvis movqsove es jado Tilisma. vCivi da viRaca TiTqosda CurCulebs: cxovreba omia da RvarZlis naleqi, Sen TviTon moqsove Senive saflavi, romelSic Senive surviliT Caweqi; da gatrunuli var am mrume naRvelSi, dReebi gadian zantad da gulgrilad, me xom arc cocxali aravis vundodi, movkvdi da mkvdari sul aravis vundivar. veravin gaigebs am gulis vaebas, Cems Sromas damqancvels da sulis oblobas, male dazamTrdeba, me ganwiruli var, haerSi vkidivar sabralo oboba, gTxov momiaxlovde, Cagxedav TvalebSi, da aq ar iqneba Suri da balRami, ise kargada var sawuTros gareSe, vwevar da sakuTar samares davxari. da ici, Zvirfaso, ra simsubuqea, rodesac yvelafers esmeva wertili, rodesac niavic ki aRar gaRelvebs da uxmod am zecas uxmob da Sestiri. maS, gadaaTeTre mTeli dedamiwa, Torem ver uyureb? sikvdili mobobRavs, am silamazeSi jibrs nuRar gamiwev da nu gamomixsni xlarTidan obobas. 1999
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udabno viRac mTeli Rame warsuls maZalebda da mameluqebis mesmoda yiJina, me Camovicile awmyo da SoreTSi gavardi da gulma sevda daiJina. iyo udabno da udabnos qarebi cxel qviSas warsuli TvalebSi maxlida. me piramidebTan davxetialobdi da TiTqos welTa svlas viwyebdi axlidan, mere SevefeTe Soreul sizmrebs da TviTon ar vicodi saiT mivdiodi, o, es udaburi qarebis qaosi Cems win boboqrobda da gangeb kioda. da ca –saocari da miusafari, TiTqos CurCulebda CurCuliT monazvnis, Tu mTeli arsebiT ar igrZnob udabnos, ver daigemovneb mSvenier oaziss, Tu ver dainaxav mzes – am unayofos, saRamos sikvdilis pirad rom midgeba, maSin veRarc warsuls veRar gaixseneb da veRarc momavals am piramidebTan. unda imartvilo da suli ganixvna am sawuTisoflo fiqrsa da qaosSi, Torem ver ixilav im netar miraJebs mze am udabnoSi natvrad rom CamoSlis. da me vuyvirodi cas uswormasworos: es miwa sjobia, Sen aRar mindixar, radgan es cxovreba xSirad udabnoa da Sen ki udabnos bedkruli mkvidri xar. da Sen ki mwiri xar da miusafari
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da qarebmdidari cxovrebiT namSveni, rom xSirad sruldeba lamazi zRapari da rom oazisic araa saSveli. maS raRas daveZeb, silaSi vagdivar da Camqral TvalebiT cas vumzer udaburs da rogorc warsulis Cumi gaelveba, Cems sulSic boboqrobs wyeuli udabno. da vrCebi am cis da am qviSis amara, me mameluqebis sizmrebis winaSe da rogorc nugeSi, an sulis kamara, zecidan eSveba mwuxare miraJi, 1999
Wvima
wuxel saxuravs kenkavda wvima, CamoeRwia surda Cemamde, me ki eulma da ase mwirma Rame sizmrebiT gavaferade, da fanjarasTan tokavda wvima da saxls uvlida mere garSemo, iqve, gubeSi iRrCobda boRmas, wuxda, amaod rogor davSvero. eh, wvimav, Cemo kargo dobilo, Cemze ukeTes vin gicnobs, aba? mze almasebiT agabrWyvialebs, Rame dagxuravs foTlebis sabans,
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da elodebi qarsac, romelsac xSirad wvimebis kaba acvia, Sen ki alersiT moawkrialeb Semodgomebis dReebs nacrians. da Cems mowyenil simartovesac esityvebodnen xSirad wvimebi, radgan Tu wvimis xmebs gaeqcevi, vici, uTuod gaiwirebi. da wkapunebda mTeli cxovreba gareT wvima da sulSi naRveli, da xSirad sulis mZime kaeSans swored wvimebis erqva saxeli. da midioda ase zamTari, suliszRudeebCamorRveuli xom gaToSili Tovlic wvimaa yinvis fTilaSi gamoxveuli, rom mzis sxivebis pirvel aTinaTs egebebian namis bwkarebi, rogorc wvimebis norCi dReebi sulis amboriT da mokrZalebiT. da xSirad, wvimav, Cemo keTilo, Sen Cemi sulis darad brwyinavdi, swored amitom xar Sen Tamami ase bakuna da dardimandi, magram xSiradac ca iyo savse Cemi saTqmelis gadmosvenebiT da swored maSin, ho, swored maSin wvima tiroda Cemi cremlebiT. da viT ocnebis Cumi axdena TiTqos vigrZeni asi wlis winaT
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sezam!
dgeba saRamo, cisqveSeTi wiTlad barbacebs, ha, sadacaa atydebian qarni xorSakni, sezam, gaiRe mowyaleba, vidre daRamdes, sezam, gaiRe, ca ukuneTs vidre mosarkavs. Jami - amtydari qaravani mglebisa momdevs da vidre awmyos mec mgeliviT avuymuvldebi, sezam, gaiRe, Torem vxedav poetur ordensis kudiani varskvlavebi sxedan kudebiT, sezam, warsulma vici cxrajer gamoitira, xandazmul foTlebs miegebnen ceti qarebi, am cisqveSeTSi gulianad vin damitirebs? sezam, mivdivar, ki ar mival, mivemgzavrebi. ra mrCeba? arcra cis silurje da garindeba da monatreba – Cemi sulis navsayudari, sezam, me vxedav yvelaferi axla iwyeba, mo, wamafare ucisfresi qaris sudara. vidre momrTavde, ca mimwuxrSi gafermkrTaldeba, damSvidobebis criat burans avedevnebi, sezam, Ramdeba, megobaro, sezam, Ramdeba da sulic Cemi aRsavsea sevdis mdevrebiT. ha, qvafenilze miuyveba aRmarTi aRmarTs
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da mTvare caze miWrialebs rogorc uremi, sezam, me vxedav golgoTaze Tu rogor nazad brwyinaven uflis sisxliani nafexurebi. sezam, giZaxi da samyaro tortmanebs TiTqos, TiTqos damskdari napralidan Cndeba warsuli, me Sen mogacli aTasi wlis lodsa da libos da Segilocav, damanebe oRond avsuli. magram Ramdeba, SeRameba Semodis CemSic da mamlis yivils miuyveba TiTqos mezared da vxedav rogorc saocrebas, wamomdgars mkvdreTiT, dro-Jamisagan gamcvdar sarqvels aRebs sezami. 1999
gveli darsa da avdarSi, qarsa da wvimaSi, mzeebis gniasSi da WroRa yanebSi, im wamsve dagyveba da moinusxeba oRond gabede da Caxede TvalebSi. oRond daijere, rom Seni sityvebi da qveynis CurCuli manac moismina, radan es qveyanac xSirad xom gvelia brZeni da cbieri, Wreli da sisina. radgan Sen im mzeras ukve mieCvie da Tvalebs – mzakvruli surviliT galeSils da adamianic xSirad xom gvelia da xSirad gvelurad giyurebs TvalebSi...
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da Sen xar SemkrTali da Cumad caxcaxeb da yviri da sityvis warmoTqmac Znelia, es kaci, ratomRac gveliviT miyurebs da Sen ki mpasuxob: -eg kaci brZenia... da mmoZRvrav, rom gvelis suls unda gageba, radgan misi yofnac amqveynad wuTia, da Tumca garedan saocrad Wrelia, sibrZniT ganaTluli mze sulSi unTia. maS raRad emduris, an rad emtereba netav es vicode eric da berico, Tuki ver Seicnob Sen gvelis bunebas, es imas niSnavs rom Tavsac ver Seicnob. isic mzis Svilia da Taviseburad am miwas Tavisi ferebiT dahxaris, rom gvelis perangSi gaxveul sinaTles mowyvitos samyaros gesli da balRami. TiTqosda am mzeris Cumi gaxevebiT Sen gesmis misi xma, rom uxmobs Temidas, oRond gaagone Sen sityva tkbili da is myisve amova Tavisi xvrelidan. radgan es wuTebi ise diadia, ise lamazia da ise netari, jer unda cxovrebis neqtarma dagaTros, rom mere mogindes Sen gvelis neqtari. da CemTvis vCurCuleb: - aq ise cota varT, iq ise bevrni varT da ise gvelian, sjobs isev gvelisgan ivalo neqtari, radgan es cxovreba isedac gvelia. 1999
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foToli da Semodgomaze, rodesac qarebi sabels aiwyveten da aeSvebian, rodesac wvimebis nazi samoseli daacxrobs xeebis sxeulebs vnebians. rodesac sigiJe caSi gaivakebs, Senc ase amayi da ase Tavneba Cumad aexsnebi mag mtanjvel xis totebs da dedamiwamde suli ar dagyveba. da mere yviTeli da miusafari usulo farfatiT gahyvebi sivrceebs, mere atirdeba xe – Wirisufali da zamTrispiramde gulmduRrad icremlebs. Sen ki qaris frTebze nazad monanave da Semodgomebis nislebis kuboTi, Cumad mogzaurob am dedamiwaze, visac Sen cocxali da mwvane surodi. ras izam, sicocxle Sen xeebs Seswire es mogzauroba RmerTma mkvdars garguna, aravin dagiSlis mag giJmaJ xetials, aravin agaclis nislebis saburavs. maS, midi, icekve da ixetiale, mkvdars xom yvelaferi dRes epatieba, mere Caezarde mindvrebs da axoebs da gazafxulebze ifeTqe iebad. dRes ki damWknar gulze zeca dagabertyavs varskvlavebs, RvTaebriv sinaTliT moTovlils da Sen samadloblad, anda sinanulad ukve gardacvlili icekveb foToli.
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mere gadauvli saocar silaRiT jer isev momwvano buCqnarebs _ am Ciebs, Sen, vinc monobaSi damtanjvel sicocxles TavisuflebaSi sikvdili arCie. ho, mTeli sicocxle xis totze ekide, gwadda da ar gqonda gaqcevis ufleba, da mere, rogorc ki tots gamoeqeci, Tumc mkvdarma, miiRe Sen Tavisufleba. o, RmerTo, mSurs Seni, radgan sikvdilis win me, albaT, sevda da cremlebi momelis, Sen ki sevdiani, magram dardimandi, Sen ki ocnebebSi sikvdilis mToveli dafrinav da qaris frTebs esaTuTebi fexTa qveS Wrel-Wrula xaliCebs mifinav, mere Semomxeda saocar surneliT da angeloziviT RmerTisken mifrinav. 1999
ekali Sen yvela gagirbis, ise viT sawamlavs, amreziT gimzeren da gulSi gwyevlian da maT ar ician, mTvare da qarebi, wvima da mindvrebi sul Seni mrevlia. Sen yvela gicilebs da fesvebs giZirkvavs da maTTvis ucxoa mag gulis caxcaxi, me Sensken movdivar da gulSi miyvarxar da raRac sinaziT gixmob da dagxari!
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Sen dgaxar ekali eklebis tyeebiT da albaT, ocnebob, ar mogiaxlovde, o, ara, Zvirfaso, me ar gageqcevi, icode ase ar toveben axloblebs. me aq var da Seni eklebis bususebs davyureb, radganac odidgan asea, Sen iq xar, mxolod iq, mag Seni eklebiT, sadac sinazea da silamazea. ase darajoben mcvelebi dedoflebs, Senc vardTa mcveli xar, fari da maxvili da rogorc aravis arasdros amqveynad, Sen gesmis vardebis sunTqva da Zaxili. da mcvelad SemorCi vardebis samefos da kidev, Cven Soris pirveli vin iyo, Sen Seni gvirgviniT dasusxe ieso, am sisxliT samyaro rom ganwmendiliyo. mere iyvavile da im narinjisfers me Cemi samSoblos ferebSi veZebdi da viyav aRvsili Seni siyvaruliT da garSemortymuli mag Seni ZeZvebiT. axla oqtomberi sxva qarebs mimzadebs da vidre dadgeba dRe bneliii ferebis, me gulze davibnev Sens yvavils uzados da ase Cems lamaz cas miveferebi. 1999
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Tovli Tovs da fifqebze dafiqrebulma guli TofiviT unda davteno, xels SegaSveleb, ra vqna, miwisTvis ar memetebi Tovlis fantelo. Tovs da vfarfateb TeTri fifqiviT, mxrebze vigroveb fifqebs naferebs, me davecemi uxmod miwaze da gadavarCen Tovlis fantelebs. Tovs, modi gulze Camomesvene, iqneb sicocxle gaginaTelo, Sen zeciuri am miwisaTvis ar memetebi Tovlis fantelo! 1981
*** im vardebis samefos dideba rom sCvevia, mindvris erTi werweta yayaCo mirCevnia.
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cxovrebis paradoqsebi mudam asea, erTni cocxloben, meoreni ki cocxlad kvdebian, erTni zRaprebSi mogzauroben da ocnebaTa cecxliT Tbebian. meoreni ki saxels Cemoben da sasaxleSi anTeben WaRebs, rom zamTrispirze mze daanaxon misakuTrebul edemis baRebs, visTvis sicocxle mxolod tanjvaa, visTvis garToba da fufuneba da midis ase wuTisofeli da rCeba ase deda buneba. SenTvis cxovreba cxeli Tonea da anTebuli suli kvarebad, viRaca ambobs, rom gazafxulda, viRac _ zamTari moipareba. mere ra vuyoT, ar gaikvirvo da ar daimxo zeca sruliad, visTvis zafxulSic aris zamTari, visTvis zamTarSic gazafxulia. da Sen dadixar da sul marto xar da simSvidea Seni samani, visTvis vardebis baRi iSleba, visTvis ia da iasamani. da roca qari Rrublebs awewavs da SeaSfoTebs sulis am yores, me sinanuliT sivrces gavxedav da Cems gazafxuls Tan gaviyoleb.
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ucxoeTidan
mand viyav, Tavad vtirodi, wamovel, gamometire, wyena ara maqvs mciredic, var isev Seni mestvire. mand viyav, gulSi mze menTo, aq CemTvis qaric ar qarobs, mandedan cas gavyurebdi, aq fexqveS gdia samyaro. Camoval, kvlav gavamagro Seni simSvidis sveti rom, xels nuRara mkrav oRondac, rom aRar gamometiro... 2012
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me kargad vicnob Sens orgulobas, Sens nacartuta Ramis wyvdiadebs, vici, es zeca jer momitkbeba, da mere ise mwared iavdrebs da mere ise Camomemsxvreva Cemi ocnebis TeTri koSkebi, rom sulSi sxivic aRar SemrCeba, tkivilebisgan davikoJrebi... da ros ifiqreb: gamsvlia yavli, TiTqos arc SemrCa Tvali sacremle, sulSi mimalul lilisfer yvavils nacartutidan aRmovaceneb! 2012
imeds vitovebT! imeds vitovebT, meti ra gzaa da wuTisoflis vloRniT miT yuebs, mere ki ferad sizmrebs vnaxulobT da am sizmrebiT Tavebs vityuebT. dResac warsulSi veZebT legendebs Tu viT mokveTes mklavi qviTxuros da dRevandeli dReis SekveTebs
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rogorc sakiTxavs, ise vkiTxulobT. arcra msurs, CemTvis var ase Cumad, arc kari minda meti, arc saxli, me unda vidge, rogorc Semferis, rom ar damCemdes mxrebis caxcaxi. Senc unda idge, Tumc ganZarculi, arc lelT-Runia, aRarc luxumi, vin moisyides, vin SeaSines, vinac Caatkbes laxaTluxumiT... gareT ki ise nacrisferia dRe, Tanac irgvliv ra yayania, dRes saqarTvelo, rogorc arasdros erTi veeba sayvaryvarea. me gifrTxildebi, Sen es gWirdeba, radganac vici, rom xar lazare, Torem Tu erTi amovigmine, mTel dedamiwas Sevazanzareb! 2012
*** guls vaSveleb wamlebs, suls vaSveleb sevdas, davatareb naRvels – am cxovrebis medals. qars vagebeb frTebs da mzes vagebeb Tvalebs, ra balRamic mdevda, vTvale, veRar vTvale... mTvares – sulis Zaxils, Rames – gulis cixes, ver gaveqec versad, Senc amaod gixme...
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Senc amaod mwamdi – Cemi sulis mzeo, gagivida yavli, martoxela zneo... guls vaSveleb wamlebs, suls vaSveleb sevdas, davatareb naRvels –am cxovrebis medals. 2012
ucxoeTSi cxovrebis Semdeg aq mxolod RamiT mTvares vumzerdi da akropoliss – ase qaTqaTas, da im nangrevebs, romlis gul-mkerdic warsuls ki ara, awmyos aqa rTavs... da erTs vcdilobdi – simartovidan Tavi rogorme gamomeyvana, me gCuqni Cems guls da monatrebas, Sen ki erTsa gTxov, Cemo qveyanav: mze momagebe, Seni mwveli mze da ocnebaTa mwveli akido momeci neba – rogorc molbertze axali tilo, ise gavkido guli, romelic SenTvis mindoda, suli, romelmac sevda Semyara, da siyvarulic - cxovrebis mindi Sen Camomifvi, Cemo qveyanav! Sen, Sens iqiT xom sxva gza arca maqvs da viT Rameebs urmis WraWuni, ise mwuxared, Tanac amayad,
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Sens Tbil kalTaze var mijaWvuli. aq mxolod Rames vumxeldi fiqrebs, verc mTa mxiblavda, verc zRva, verc yana, movdivar Sensken, mimitkbo iqneb da momefero, Cemo qveyanav! 2012
*** damiZveldnen fiqrebi, rogorc saxlis soxane, dardiani sizmrebic gzebze mivyar-movyare... gzebic sadRac davtovees umweo oblebi, axla ufro fermkrTal mzes da cas vemegobrebi. da rac damrCa fiqrebis Tu ocnebis nawili, maTac umisamarTo sivrceebSi vacileb... aris nazi sizmari daisuri blondebiT, RmerTo, netav icode, rogor giaxlovdebi... 2012
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*** veRarc Rrublebs veRar gavyev, veRarc qarTa xetialebs, magram aRar vdardob, radgan Cems garSemo mze trialebs... vetyvi wvimas –gawvimdeba, vetyvi niavs – iSrialebs, vetyvi dilas – gabrwyindeba da Rameebs eSxianebs Cems nebaze varonineb, ukvirT neba gana Cemi?! hoda, kargo, arad miRirs, araferi danarCeni. 2012
*** Sen mTebze fiqrob, me – zRvis talRebze, Sen mze gitacebs, me ki mTvare mwvavs, Sen eg loyebis cecxli gabezrebs, me lamis aris suli amewvas da varT orive ise gulwrfeli, viT Toliebis gulis farTqali, TiTqos samyaroc xarbad gvicqeris da zRvac gvafrTxilebs mRvrie qaqaniT.
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ici? es qari zRvas rom dahxaris da molovlive sizmrebs asaxdens, Cemi sulia, vnebiT damTvrali, romelsac surs rom SenSi Casaxldes! 2012
ნu meZaxi! nu meZaxi, Torem marTla moval, qaris frTebiT gavaRviZeb mTvares, daiwyeba yvavilebis Tova, Semogimtvrev martoobis karebs. nu meZaxi, isec TeTrad cviva Rameebis sisxliani jari, aprilia, aprilsac ki civa, sulSi Tu ar CauSuqe kvari... gesmis? – guli Zvel simReras mReris, gesmis? – fiqri namis freskas natrobs, aprilis cas gaukrTeba feri, mere dila cas mostacebs tatnobs. Sen ki Cumad, magram mainc mixmob da Cems qarebs Cemi sunTqviT aTbob, gesmis? – mTvare varskvlavebze oxravs, xedav? _ Sens cas yvavilebi aTovs. vidre isev vkortni Rames uZRebs da vidre ar daviRale locviT, cis tramalTa jojoxeTebs vuZleb da varskvlavebs waxnagebze vkocni.
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nu miZaxi, xar RvTaebis toli, gulSi eWvi daatarebs erqvans, vidre qali, anda Tundac coli, sjobs, poetis siyvaruli gervas! 2012
Cems moswavleebs mexmaurebiT, gexmaurebiT, kvlav erTad viyofT sixaruls, naRvels, me viRimebi, Tqvenc iRimebiT da ase erTad gulis kars vaRebT. miyvarxarT-meTqi, CemTvis vCurCuleb, Tqvenganac mesmis swored igive, Tqven Cemi sevdis bartyebs darajobT dasiyvarulis Radars miRvivebT. var bednieri, vis ar aanTebs miTxariT, amgvar marTveTa yola?! gvaqvs sulis mzeSi Semonaxuli am siyvarulis zRapruli skola. mexmaurebiT da mixaria, sikeTis sxivebs gigzavniT uxvad, nu geSiniaT, ar waiqceva mravalWirvaramnanaxi muxa. 2012
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akropolisi akropolisze, iq, sadac erT dros miTebis nislSi iwva aTina, qari miawyda qalaqis TeTrons da cas zed gulze gadaafina... da ros varskvlavTa mravalwertilebs fexqveS ar egoT arc rom moli cis, saukuneTa wyvetil-wyvetilebs mxrebs Seafrinda akropolisi... dRes ki, Rrublebze qarTa moZaxils svetebis Tavze mTvare broliT cris da dgas imedad, ufro momavlis JamTa meufe-akropolisi. 2012
mtredi Cems aivanze yovel diliT, aivanze, mofrindeba TeTri mtredi da aTenis zecis TaRze TiTqos Semoqmedis nebiT ise mSvidad kravs iraos raRac unazesi sevdiT, unda guli aniavo, unda mouxaro qedi...
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dagogmanebs, TiTqos mimRers murad, xo mar damiberdi? TiTqos jadosnuri wignis gacocxldeba erTi gverdi, yovel diliT mofrindeba da mimReris TeTri mtredi... 2012
xelSekruli qalis qandakeba aTenSi ,,Seni aq dogma sxva ra aris, Tu ar wadili, vinmem giSvelos, Segewios vinme, an rame, raTa tyve qalis tyveobidan daixsna Tavi� kiki dimula is vinme axla sworedac me var... ros daginaxe, isev ise iweqi SenTvis – dedisSobila, naxevar mxarze, Tavi maRla wamogewia da momeCvena, rom me mixmobdi, qali vnebiT da saocari momxibvlelobiT, TiTqos axlaxans gaiRviZe da loginidan wamoixede, rom sayvareli kacisaTvis Tvali Segevlo mxurvale Ramis Semdeg xom ar gaepara Seni sareclis simxurvales da Sens naz vnebas...
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TiTqosda vnebis qariSxalSi gaxveuls gsurda mamris xeli Semogxveoda da SiSvel mkerdze Sexebisas CaRvriliyav mis mZlavr mklavebSi ise rogorc Cveulebrivad xdeba xolme.… magram rogorc ki mogiaxlovdi, jer Senma saxem gamaoca, romelzedac, Cemda saocrad, vnebis nacvlad, sevda da tanjva aRmovaCine, mere ki, RmerTo, ramac suli amiboboqra da sulSic raRac saSinelma naRvelma iwyo wveT-wveT rakraki – iweqi uxmod da TeZoebze, ufro welTan, gakrul xelebSi TiTqos caxcaxis talRebic ki isev tokavdnen... ra daaSave? qali iyav Cveulebrivi, maS xelebi risTvis gagikres? risTvis dagsajes ase gulqvad, rom saukunes Sehyinoda Seni tyveoba?! magram TvalebSi rom Cagxede, maSinve mivxvdi, rom Sen meti xar, vidre qali, Tundac Sengvari, xar ufro didi, ufro maRali, radgan samSoblos xvedrs inawileb da masaviT xelSekruli usityvod godeb... raki mzis sxivebs xelebiT ver esaTuTebi, TvalebSi ifen... wamiT isic ki gavifire, ufro sworad, CagiCurCule
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agxsni-meTqi mag Tokebs, oRondme Camekari, me, me momxvie eg natanji xelis mtevnebi... magram maSinve gadavifiqre... asec xom isev tyve iqnebodi, mxolod Cemi tyve... es kia, oRond, eg marmarilos Tlili xelebi ukan ki aRar geqneboda ase gakruli, mxrebze momxvevdi mWidrod, mtkiced da samudamod Cems kiserze iqnebodi Camoyrdnobili Cemi tyve qali... hoda, mitomac gadavifiqre... iyavi ase,,, Cems tyveobas albaT, maTi tyveoba gijobs, vinc dagimona amdeni xnis win... SeeCveodi, iqneb kidec Seiyvarebdi dampyrobels Sensas,, me ki vina var? - erTi viRac gadamTieli, romelmac Seni siTbo SeigrZno imwamsve, rogorc ki daginaxa... o, rogor minda Cemi gulis farTqali igrZno! 2012
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aTenis WiSkari aq istoriis xmaurs da gniass, RmerTebis dumils, monaTa bazars, yvelafers erTad, rac dros Tan miaqvs – amfiTeatrTa tkarcals da zanzars. svetebis dgomas da gamZleobas da svetisTavTa CuqurTmis Rimils, me dRes vuwodeb vnebian myofads eris, romelsac sxvis TvalSi mRilis fasi Tu SerCa, radgan samyaros veRar ancvifrebs misi laRi ca da istoriis fuye lavgardans veRar amosdeb axla aRvirsac. xan visi gerqva da xan Sen TviTon uxsnidi WiSkars Senis dasturiT, iyav samyaros grZneuli erT dros mere SegiCnda Jami macduri. mamcnobs am TaRTan raRac Talxi xma: ver gavso maxvils adre alesils, WiSkris aqeTken Tesevsisa xar, WiSkris iqiT ki – adrianesi... 2012
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qarebis koSki aTenSi qarebi daeSvnen qarebis koSkidan da sevda moawyda romaul agoras da welTaRricxvebis wyeuli laSqari mzem Tavis sxivebze kvlav gadaagora. maRla ki elvarebs elinTa taZari da criat samyaros dahyurebs maRlidan, aq ise TeTria droebis lampari, ifiqreb, warsulSi darCenad ar Rirda... da roca zevsic ki Tavis Tavs ar wyalobs, an, sulac ara swams Tavisi Zalebis, gavyureb zemodan, radganac ar mjera am rwmenis, am xiblis, am feriscvalebis. da vgrZnob rom am awmyos warsuli moSivda, radganac daemsxvra miTebis galia, zevsi gadmoeSva qarebis koSkidan Cems Tvalwin, am wuTas da suli dalia... 2012
aTenSi da vnatrobdi: am erTxel amovides mze kidev, me wuxelis, dilamde, leqsis Tokze vekide. vwerdi umisamarTod dauwerel baraTebs
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da mesmoda: mzis sxivi mag Ramis Toks wagarTmevs, TviTve Camoexsnebi, sxvebis dauxmareblad, mova TeTri leqsiviT dila-sulis xareba. Rame iyo pirquSi, Tanac Cemi mkvleli da dascemoda Zil-quSi am dawyevlil Temidas, mere, roca inaTa da mtredisfrad gaTenda Cemi sulis fanjridan Semomcina aTenma. 2012
warmarTi samyaro
RmerTi erTia da mainc radgan aq sakvirvelad bevri RmerTia, akropolisis uZveles karTan netavi Rame CamomeTia... sjobda mec megrZno aTinas cecxli da varskvlavebis simTa JRriali, dawvnen Rrublebi TviT zevsis ferxTiT da tanSi uceb gamaJriala...
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ris saukune? aq droTa srbola da samyaroTa sevdac uxvia, aq artemidas taZarTan qarma RmerTebs kalTebi Camouxia. mec istoriis nafotze vdgavar, qarSi qanaobs dila aTenis da moqanculi droebis Tavans akropolisi gamoaTenebs imgvarad, rom Senc ifiqreb wuTiT RmerTebma Rame gauTieso, Rrublebidan ki idumal SuqSi gamoanaTebs Cemi ieso! 2012
delfo samyaros WipSi TavSefarebuls eZina warsuls delfos taZarTan da aCnda kvali aq yovelives drois qariSxlis, drois xanZarTa... da samisnoSi CaZirul sibrZnes gamofxizleba ar surda TiTqos, orakulebi oxravdnen sizmrebs da apoloni mReroda TviTon. mze ki daeca muxlisTavebze da patieba SesTxova parnass da orakulic TvaliscecebiT RmerTs samisnodan gamoepara.
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delfos taZarTan videqi Cumad, parnasos mTaze laRobda muza, mere piTia, Tu orakuli win mlocveliviT Camometuza. arc cxadi iyo da arc sizmari delfo orives erTad aerTebs, videqi Cumad me monusxuli da qeds vuxridi elinTa RmerTebs. 2012
zevsis taZari svetisTavebTan mReroda zevsi da cas swvdebodnen TeTri svetebi aqvs istorias Tavisi wesi – ebrZvis droTa svlas TavgametebiT. ebrZvian dro-Jams es CuqurTmebic, cas uRimian grZneul RimiliT, ra, ra gacinebT ase uTqmelad, rad misdevT dro-Jams Cumi RiRiniT? aq, wesiT, Tavad zevss unda evlo da damtkbariyo qarTa hangebiT, oh, zevso, Cemo, gulebis mwvelo, Tavad Tu iyav misi amgebi, rad ver moaswar, rad miatove, ratom Semowyer am Sens sauflos?! da mainc, albaT, droTa maraTons, Tu ara RmerTi, sxva vin dauTmobs?!
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da vxedav, aTaswleulTa marTve droTa xanZarSi rogor Caeflo, SemoanaTebs Rameul aTens zevsis taZari _ mTvaris samefo! 2012
dionises Teatri aq yvela skami Tavis patrons moelis isev da istoriac gaiyina am qvis skamebTan, akropolisma icis mxolod samyaros sivrce, romelsac yvela ufleba da Zala waerTva... da dionisec dabarbacebs, rogorc aCrdili, utyvi samyaros Svilobili da warmarTela, Camoubera drois sevdam aTens am diliT da warmarTebis samyofeli fexiT gaTela. ratom Eelian es skamebi Tavis patronebs, ratom ar sjeraT, dro yvelafers sadRac moisvris, Cvenc wuTisoflis TeatrSi varT SeyuJulebi da frTebs gvafarebs es qaTqaTa akropolisi. 2012
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ganwyobileba aq, trapizonSi davdivar da CemTvis vboboqrob, dro marTlac mefobs, yvelaferi icvleba radgan, Semxvdeba lazi, Tavze Tmebi ayria oqrod, mec raRac krZalviT veferebi TviTeul maTgans. aq trapizonSi minareTebs mze aelvarebs, iyo dro, roca elvarebda droSa Tamaris, da istoriis miraJebSi vxedav elvarebs qari qarTuli, _es ocneba kargi ram aris. eh, saqarTvelov, iyo dro da hquxda Seni ca, iqneb am caSi me qarTuli vigrZno naTeba, aq trapizonSi davabijeb da mixaria da masTan erTad sinanulis sevda damyveba, aq, trapizonSi...
TviTmfrinavSi marjvniv da marcxniv, ori juri sxvadasxva mizis, mivfrinav stambuls, an istambuls da mere izmirs. verafers ityvi, komfortia, xar caSi, frinav,
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aTasi juris misteria Sens ferxTqveS xvrinavs. da am saocar siWreleSi enis da rasis Wabuki vinme, Cveneburi sikeTiT savse, mkiTxavs: _qarTveli xom ara xar, ki gavxar qarTvels, israelidan Camovedi quTaiss am Tves, vbrundebi ukan bavSvobidan, isev iq mival, yelSi cremlebi mebjineba, sulSi mze brwyinavs. am mileT xalxSi, sadac beds xar mTlad mindobili, saqarTveloze enamzeobs Cemi Zmobili.
aeroportSi brWyvialebs stambuli da oqros kenWebiT TiTqosda mourTavT aq ca da xmeleTi da marmarilos zRvas Sig gulSi eWreba stambuli _ mzis sunTqva da risxva bneleTis. stambuli _ aq TiTqos samyaro boboqrobs ho, aq Seuyria Tavi mTlad msoflios, gavyureb sicxades da sulis baraqad zecidan eSveba aia sofia. stamboli _ aq vdgavar da Cemi gurjebis mesmis Soreuli urva da gniasi da rogorc arasdros, Tvalebs ar vujereb, radgan mze miwaze eSveba meased. ,,gurji�? – viRac mkiTxavs da rogorc zRvis Relva
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suls ise awydeba mamulis qviTkiri, gavyureb istambuls _ msoflios simReras da gulSi qarTuli jilagi mitiris.
*** mzera iyo qarTuli, suli _ araqarTuli, ra martivi megone da yofilxar ra rTuli, dums msoflios sizmari Tavis fiqrTan garTuli mola mTebs gadasZaxebs, radioa CarTuli. muhamedi yofila Turme uflis naTluli, me ki Cemi qriste myavs sulSi gamokvarTuli. vzivarT, gareT iRvreba simRerebi TaTruli da ukve menatreba Cemi zeca qarTuli.
o delia, delia gaixedav, udabnoa da xrioki velia, gaixedav, minareTze varskvlavebi mRerian, me ki, RmerTo, ucxo cis qveS, sad samyaroc Wrelia, yurSi mesmis Cemi hangi - ,,odelia, delia�. meCeTebze mTvare brwyinavs, gza saocrad grZelia, ra Tqma unda, daviRaleT, es mgzavroba Znelia,
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TaTrul hangebs gvagebeben, vgrZnob rom gulis mwvelia, me ki CemTvis memRereba: ,,odelia, delia�. odelia saqarTvelov, odelia mamulo, sulis sulSi siyvarulad CemTvis gadamalulo, Sennairi silamaze aba, aq sad xmaurobs, Cemi gulis simRerav da sulis aurzauro. gzas mivyvebiT, udabnoa, gza saocrad grZelia, ra Tqma unda, gviRimian da alersiT gvelian, magram mainc, TiTqos sulSi naTels mifens elia, mivdivar da guli mTeris ,,odelia delia�.
*** aq sulTanebis samflobelos saWeTmpyrobelni ganisveneben, metyvis gidi didi tkiviliT, vdgavar, akldamas Surisgebis TvaliT davyureb da CemSi borgavs mimaluli sulis kivili. Caikargeba istoria am akldamebSi mec gulSi viklav varams, erT dros guls rom miRrRnida, fexs davkrav miwas me akldamis viwro karebTan da istoria amomZaxebs miwis siRrmidan.
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*** TurqeTis mzeSi sunTqva gaWirda, gavyureb zecas Cemi fanjridan, guguli aqac iseve mReris niavze tokavs balaxis Reri da istambulis brWyviala caze naxevarmTvares mosvlia feri. konstantinepols gavyureb Cumad, da istoria tiris da mReris, vin iyvnen winad, dRes vin arian, ra saocari simwuxarea. amovardeba msoflio qari, istambuls Cumad dastovebs mgzavri.
pamukale pamukaleSi, bambis qalaqSi TiTqos yinulis samefo yvavis, TeTr mTebSi mReris TeTri badaxSi da cis silurjes gasvlia yavli. pamukaleSi, marilis mTebze TeTri akldamis mefobs ocneba, davdivar, mikvirs da vfiqrob RmerTze, romelmac Seqmna es saocreba. ufalo Sens gzas Cumad gavyurebT am siTeTridan soflis mdgmurebi da ros zRaprebis pirad dagxvdebiT
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oRondac iq nu dagvemdurebi. am siTeTreSi cac ki TeTria da miwas vumzer sulis kaeSniT, var monusxuli axla erTian da miwa galobs pamukaleSi.
areopolisi kolizeumi, imperiis sulis naTeba, dadixar, fiqrob dro-Jamia Tavad meufe, aq istoria Seecdeba Tavis marTlebas magram sul sxva ram Semawuxebs axla me ufro. kolonadebis CuqurTmebSi mTvare nebivrobs, zecas cis madli lodebisTvis Caupnevia, geubnebodi, gana marTla RmerTi Segindobs, daiRupeba usaTuod eg imperiac. daiRupeba, Tumc ki raa maradiuli, iyo, ar aris, aseTia neba gangebis, samagierod SemorCeba hangi RvTiuri, kolizeumi _ cis da miwis Sua nagebi. samagierod, istoria aq ki ar galobs yelSi gwvdeba da TiTqos ZaliT Tvisken gizidavs, samagierod, aq am qvebis TiTo fiqali myarad gabrunebs istoriis mzime nislidan. davdivar Cumad, aq verafers ena ver ityvis, axla uZlurze uZluria grZnoba kianTa,
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da gulSi, rogorc TanagrZnoba, CurCulebs sityva sabralo bedze Zlevamosil qarTlosianTa.
*** ariopolisis am amfiTiatrSi sad RmerTebs Tavisi daudgamT karavi, mze Camovardeba da sxivebs miafSvnis qalRmerTebs, romlebsac dRes Sestrfis aravin. areopolisSi vdgavar da gavyureb cialebs miraJi aq sul sxva ferebiT, da awmyos warsulis zRaprebiT vapureb, radganac momavals ver miveferebi. areopolisSi galoben SaSvebi, mRerian qvebic da veeba lodebic, me dResac sxvagvari ocnebiT davSvrebi da am cas SevakrTob romaul odebiT. romaul odebiT rad damelodebiT, nu damelodebiT, me guli aq damrCa, areopolisSi sxva sevdiT vRondebi da Tuki es suli dRes mainc gadarCa, oRondac warsulSi nu damiRondebi, orivem momavals vesroloT dambaCa.
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*** minareTebze qaris wkeplebs mTvare aicels da mReris mTvare _ moelvare es uzalTuni, istambulSi var da am gulSi Cumad qviTinebs aTasi sevda da aTasi gurji xaTuni. maT mtiral Tvalebs ca varskvlavebs veRar moparavs, maTi cremlebis zRva SeaSra stambulis qarebs istambulSi var da Cemive gulis mona var, radgan am qalaqs Cemi wili sevda movpare. da gadareul samyaroebs gamovakide warsulis mzeSi Cakarguli sevda qarTuli, axsovT am quCebs mameluqTa sulis koSki da kidev ramdeni cremliani gurji xaTuni...
legendebis pirispir
bizantia, meomarTa yiJina da Cqamia, es qaria, Tu cxenebis floqvTa niavqaria, bizantia, daamona lamis mTeli samyaro, da boboqrobs cisqveSeTSi TiTqos dausabamod. TiTqos rame mudmivia, TiTqos wertils ar svamen, da me vyviri: _ Segasmeven Senc uTuod samsalas.
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da me vyviri: _ damTavrdebi, egeTi droc iqneba, nangrevebiT Seicvleba Seni sulis dideba. gulSi mze rom giCaxCaxebs, icode, Cagiqreba, Sens taZrebze saZovrebi bilikad daiqneba. da me vyviri: _ Sesdeq wuTiT, sisastike ganaZe, gana marTla mudmivad gaqvs Zala am qveyanaze? Sesdeq wuTiT, sisastikis kari ege Caraze, Torem bedi muxanaTi Senc qvesknelSi CagaZvrens. bizantia, Zliereba ai, rogor ecema, im lodebze daivanes wlebma, rogorc mercxlebma, me ki Cumad cas gavyureb, guli boRmiT mevseba, da warsulis zRapars veZeb axla Tvalis cecebiT. bizantia, gadifrines saukunis Citebma, dacemuli siamaye axla gulSi mitkbeba, Tumc didebas am ZlierTa gana rame Sebedes?! da vkiTxulob CuqurTmebSi mziT aRvsebul legendebs..
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Xumroba tipiuri samxreTia, estradaa mRerian, Turqul hangebs ucxouric, vgrZnob, rom Semoeria, cekvavs Turqi gogo erTi, tanad xorblisferia, yvela kunTze mze unaTebs am samxreTel ferias. cekvavs, mkerdi ucaxcaxebs, mze amodis mkerdidan, vgrZnob zRapari meZaleba, samoTxeSi Sevdivar, meCveneba mec xalaTi samxreTuli Camacves, var sulTani murad bei, xma aravin ar gamces.
efeso efesoSi mReroda erTi cida Citi, davdiodiT, ar msurda araferi meti. zeca iyo saocrad naTeli da wminda da irgvliv istoriis xoSkankala crida. efesoSi niavic muxlisTavze idga, davdiodi da guli rodi iyo mSvidad. aq mze amodioda TviT RmerTebis darad da CurCuli mesmoda me efesos karad. es CurCuli ar hgavda istoriis titins, efesoSi mReroda erTi cida Citi.
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RvTismSoblis saxli efesoSi RvTismSobelo dedao, nuTu marTlac aq xar? nuTu Sens wminda saxlSi gabrwyinebuls gnaxav, RmerTo, uxmod mivdivar, momdevs Seni saxe, RvTismSobelo dedao, TiTqos marTla gnaxe. TiTqos marTla gaixsna zeciuri kari, gamobrwyindi, o, RmerTo da es wminda mxare uceb amomzianda Cems sulsa da gulSi, TiTqos Cems win afeTqda moRuRune nuSi, TiTqos viyav bnelSi da gamovedi naTels, RvTismSobelo dedao, efesoSi gnaxe.
taqsis qarTveli mZRoli stambulSi -neneim maswavla qarTuli, nenei miyvarda Zalian,_ qarTulad momiqcevs qarTveli da gulSic grZnobaTa alia. Suagul stambulSi vsaubrobT ase gatacebiT gurjebi, neneis samSoblos ificebs da TiTqos yurs arcki vujereb... ulvaSSi Rimili ukrToda sikeTiT elavdnen Tvalebic, sadRac ki musika ukravda, cekvavdnen niavze alvebi
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Cven Zmobas vficavdiT erTmaneTs mdidrebi am mziT da am guliT, iyo saocari saRamo da mzeSi curavda stambuli. 2003
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aprilis sevda (publicisturi poema)
iqneb ar iyos am sityvebSi iseTi siTbo, Cems mravaltanjul saqarTvelos rom eWirveba, magram ra vuyo, Tuki sisxli Tavisas iTxovs da uneblied marils vayri Ria Wrilobas?! iqneb ver giTxraT, Tu ra hqvia am aRtkinebas, an poezia rogor SeZlebs Tqvas yvelaferi, rac Cvens ubedur miwa-wyalze mterma ineba, hgavs saqarTvelo kvlavac arwivs – jer ver afrenils. jer isev daWrils, daWrils uRvTod da umowyalod mtrebi rom isev yvavebiviT dResac jijgnian, me cas gavxedav dRes pirvelad rogorc sawamlavs da deda Tbiliss – mkerdSelewils da mxrebnislians. me geferebiT, daviRale radgan lodiniT, Cemo Tevdorev, Cemo cotnev, Cemo berdiav, ,,Tavisufleba, batonebo, mSvidad ar modis, Tavisufleba meamboxe xalxis xvedria”
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II da aRdga xalxi, xalxi azvirTda da dahqris sio Tavisuflebis da rogorc iqna, dRes saqarTvelos ilias eniT vesaubrebiT. da rogorc iqna dRes saqarTvelos kvlav cotnes eniT vesaubrebiT, gazafxulia, mze Zalas ikrebs da dahqris sio Tavisuflebis.
III rusTavelze mitingia da droSebis frialia, am wvas, am fiqrs, am ocnebas erma ra dro Sealia!.. rusTavelze zeimia da eJvnebis JRrialia, am saocar aRtkinebas erma ra dro Sealia!.. rusTavelze mze amodis, sulic ise zviadia, samSobloa, mamulia, merabia, zviadia!.. rusTavelze mitingia, gana isev wyvdiadia? da mamulic, viT arasdros, mTliania, diadia!,, xalxi naTels elodeba, gmirTa sulis rialia,
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rusTavelze mitingia da droSebis Srialia! IV da ambobs sityvas aprilis Rames eri, romelmac gamoiRviZa, usinaTloTa SuqCamdgar Tvalebs netav ra leqsi unda migiZRvnaT? roca Tqveni xma dResac Camesmis, Tqveni simReris hangTa kriali, rom arc cxra maxvils SeuSindebiT da mters daxvdebiT qariSxliani! mReris Tbilisi, xarobs Tbilisi da erTmaneTi gviyvars saocrad, am erTianma SemoZaxilma netav vicode, vin gaaoca?! vin, vin ifiqra, rom mzis amosvlas ar Seagebos eri tanjuli, an isev ise gaabatonos qarTvelTa zeda xvalac sxva rjuli?! o, ara, vambob, sulSi mziani borgavs imedi – mze unapiro, gazafxulia da SenTan erTad Tavisuflebas veliT, aprilo! pirveli gamomsvleli saukunea luxums veliT, luxumi ar Cans, gamogvelia TvalSi Cini,
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gagviflasda Zowi da farCa, saukunea molodini aRonebs laSars, luxumi ar Cans, luxumi ar Cans... meore gamomsvleli Camoikonka siyvarulis krialosani, dReebi hgvanan sevdiT savse sneul mijnurebs, vxedav ufskrulSi iCexeba Cemi merani, romelsac axla veRaravin ver momirjulebs. kbilTa RrWialSi uRamdebaT grZneul demonebs da maT RimilSi, albaT, ufro meti Sxamia, Sen ufro giyvars saqarTvelo? xar ubeduri, Sen ufro giyvars saqarTvelo? _nu gixaria radgan bnelia da naTelic ukve aRar Cans da angelozad vxedav eSmas rogor saxaven, tyvias gesvrian Seni qveynis siyvarulisTvis da mere mkvdarsac Sens miwaSi ar dagmarxaven. dgas saqarTvelo da sivrceebs Cumad gahyurebs da gzebic axla, albaT, ufro bevrze bevria, magram ras izam, TviTon qristec veRar giSvelis, saWeTmpyrobeli roca Tavad belzebelia da hei, qaro, iqneb sadme gadamafrino, magram mamuli cremliani rogor davtovo, roca avadmyofs ukeTuri dauflebia, ros saxvTismSoblos, vxedav, eSma rogor patronobs, da rekavs isev saukunis Cumi Zaxili
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da borgavs isev gulis gulSi cecxlis Radari, mamuli giyvars sxvaze metad?_ xar ubeduri, mamuli giyvars RmerTis darad? _tyviac mzad ari! da Tuki mainc daavaddi am siyvaruliT, gTxov, megobaro, patieba zecas SesTxove, Segyvarebia sxvaze metad Seni mamuli? maSin masac da sicocxlesac gamoeTxove! mesame gamomsvleli vxedav lerwami – es mocaxcaxe, qariSxals welSi gauRunia, xma amoiReT, xma amoiReT, Cemo luxumo da lelR-Runiav! kvdeba arwivi frTamotexili, momakvdavs suli unda vSTabero, xmali aiReT, xmali aiReT, Cemo Savlego da kaxabero, dgas sevdiani qoronikoni, dro mstovar awmyos elaquceba, amayad dganan Sadimanebi qucna batono da nirucvlelad, amayad dganan luarsabebic, cotneebs Tavi rad dauxriaT?! nuTu samSoblos wminda alami drom SeubRala da dauxia? iqneb jayoebs ver gadavurCiT, iqneb am dromac moiyvaryvara,
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an es amayi qarTuli suli iqneb SebRala drois yayanma? ara, vambob da zecas gavyureb, ufalo, Cemi sulis samtexlov, Sen Seewie am obol lerwams, romqariSxalma ar gadatexos. 2003 meoTxe gamomsvleli vxedav, iqufreba nariyala, bedi marTlac bewvze dakidula, dRes rom iyideba saqarTvelo, ise arasodes gayidula. vxedav burusSia gaxveuli mTawminda da sevdiT avsebula, dRes rom muxlze xoxavs saqarTvelo, ise arasodes dacemula. Tbiliss dedas veRar dauZaxeb suli? sulic sevdiT daRarula, dRes rom ZlivsRa sunTqavs saqarTvelo, ise arasodes daRalula. irgvliv wyvdiadia saSineli da yvelgan kaenis sicilia, dRes rom sisxlSi curavs saqarTvelo, ise arasodes ucuria. rogor ganZarcula saRvTismSoblo, glovobs Cveni deda eklesia, dRes rom ekvneseba saqarTvelos, ise arasodes ukvnesia.
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iqneb iliaa mosasvleli, am wyluls sul sxvagavad Seuxvevda, dRes rom Semogvyurebs saqarTvelo, ise aravisTvis Seuxedavs da hei, qarTvelno, vis movkiTxoT, netav ra jandaba gvemarTeba, dRes rom yvelas gvmarTebs qarTveloba, ise arasodes gvemarTeba. ilias xma ver vekiTxebi SiSiT tanjvagamovlil mamuls, Tu ra Rrma Zilma gaunela gulis Radari, vxedav myinvaris maRal Sublze sircxvilis almurs da Tergi Rmuis mSfoTvar gulSi boRmaCamdgari, vgrZnob, ZarRvi rogor mebereba Sen rom giyureb TiTqmis dacemuls, TiTqmis wamxdars da suldakodils, rodis iRmuvleb sibrazisgan, rodis iRmuvleb iqneba marTlac Zala ar gyofnis?! fexs gadgam gulze, iqneb axla mainc geSvelos am saukunis dumilis merme da yurSi mesmis moxevis xma: kacni viyaviT, ros Cveni Tavi gveyudnes Cvenve.
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*** amasobaSi daRamda kidec da SuaRamis saocar bindSi, Cans patriarqi, Tumca ki mtkice, magram mwuxare raRac sxva niSniT, dgas patriarqi rogorc wmindani, gaxevebuli rogor mwuxarebs, RmerTo, ra xdeba? ras gvimzadeben? RmerTo, ra xdeba?eri mquxarebs. _saSiSroeba mogvadga karze, dro dgeba locvis da garindebis, ambobs damarcvliT kaTalikosi, RmerTo, sisixlisRvra agvarideni! wavideT, aqve gvelis qaSveTi, vilocoT, Svilno, locvis jeria, wavideT Cqara, Torem me vxedav mters rom maxvili mouReria. wavideT, aqve, gvelis qaSveTi, iq SevafaroT suli da Tavi, Torem safrTxea mosalodneli, RmerTia CvenTan, wavideT, amin! *** da maSin erma, albaT, pirvelad, ar Seismina xma patriarqis, -an aq movkvdebiT, an gavimarjvebT, viRac patriarqs pirSi miaxlis, an aq movkvdebiT, an gavimarjvebT, ara gvaqvs sxva gza, sxva arCevani, rom sabolood gadavarCinoT ager qaSveTis vazis mtevani!
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saerTo xma Cven gveSinia kiTxvis, romelic kvlav saCvenoa da saTqvenoa, winapris landma ar SemogvZaxos: -nuTu es marTla saqarTveloa?! *** raRaca xdeba, magaram mamuli aris mtkice da nirwaumxdari, raRaca xdeba aprilis Rames, raRas gvimzadebs mteri muxTali? *** ager kojori _ Cveni warsuli Tavisuflebis Cakluli guli, ager kojori, sadac Cawixles meamboxeTa amayi suli!.. sadac daecnen, rom aq, TbilisSi Sav urCxuls frTebi ver gaeSala, mainc movidnen, mainc dagvipyres mainc dagvcines ase pirSavad. mas aqeT lamis Svid aTeul wels Cumad vinaxavT suls meamboxes, dRes istoria am Svid aTeuls mateanidan risxviT amoxevs! da kvlav aRdgeba qaqucas xati SavCoxianTa gulis varamiT, rom saqarTvelos kvlav aacilos monoba sulis – es Semzaravi. es sinamdvile rodi waagavs
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raRac mieTs da moeTs moWorils, Tavisuflebis utyv monawiled Tbiliss miuxmobs axla kojori, qalebis xma Cven varT dedebi, Cven varT colebi, Cven varT qalebi bolos da bolos da Tuki mamuls venacvalebiT, bedniereba iqneba mxolod! Cven varT Tamaris RviZli Svilebi da gana unda amas mixvedra? mamulisaTvis Tavebs gavwiravT, ise rom ukan ar movixedavT! *** ,,hoi, dedano, marad netarno,!� vambob da gulSi maqvs cis safreni, me venacvale Tqvens wminda survils, qarTlis gulidan Cumad afrenils. me venacvale Tqvens gmirul nebas, Tqvens silamazes, mag Tvens qalobas, Tqvens aRtkinebas, Tqvens siankares da Tqveni sulis Seuvalobas. Tbilisi, molodini ganTiadisa hgavda Tbilisi aprilis Rames, aprili idga TeTri samosiT da rusTvelze, mTvlemare Wadrebs ZilSi esmodaT leqsi ladosi.
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hgavda Tbilisi veeba taZars da locvad idga Cemi mamulic, vin ifiqrebda rom bneli ZaZiT Cagsafreboda mteri farulad?! ase fxizeli, ase marTali, ase diadi da erTaini, diax, viyaviT mTeli zamTari, magram azriTac ase mTliani! RmerTo, ramdeni weli dagvWirda, RmerTo, ramdeni mze da ocneba, es Sen iyavi, Tumca daWrili, magram mtris jibrze vermocelili. da Tendeboda aprilis dila, iqneb sxvagvari dila naTlisa, magram, vai, rom dagvifrTxes Zili, es ra ixile, cao qarTlisav?! quCebSi isev gaisma Cexva, TiTqos dabrunda warsuli Jami da yvela drois aRa-maxmad xans qarTvelTa jletvis autyda Jini. RmerTo, gviSvele, Tbilisi borgavs da mTawmindaze qari qviTinebs, an gavimarjvebT, an unda movkvdeT, gveyo, batono, raic viTmineT1 *** mTlad saqarTvelo rusTavelze mosula axla, rom uCveulod gaiTenos aprilis dila, dautoviaT dedebsa da bebiebs saxli,
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saxlebSi mxolod patarebs ZinavT. Cemi Tbilisi gatrunuli gahyurebs sivrces da gogo-biWebs _ anTebulebs mamulze fiqriT, iqneb movides ganTiadi gareSe sisxlis, is nanatri dRec, batonebo, dagvidges ineb. magram vai rom... da iwyeba is, rasac albaT, odesme risxviT dawers vinme mematiane, o, RmerTo Cemo, rogor Cagvces maxvili, maxlas, ai, esaa codva-madlis oromtriali. *** gadagviares tankebma gulze da jalaTebma cecxli gvawvimes gulSi maxvili aZgeres uceb mtrebma mamulis mfrinav arwivebs. gadagviares da mere rogor, dagvxoces, dagvces, deda gvitires, cxedrebis sixliT danamul Tbiliss sulSi zizRis zRva Cagviqvitkires’ gadagviares da dagvixoces es meocnebe gogo-biWebi, mamulis ZarRvo, vici am RamiT rom kidev erTxel gadaiWrebi! rom kidev erTxel cas Camoiqcev da cremlis tbaSi CaiZirebi, rom kidev erTxel Caiwixlebi da kidev erTxel gaiwirebi. mzeo, netav sad gadaikarge, var gaTanguli bneli eWvebiT,
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RmerTo, gmirebad rogor miqcie es meocnebe gogo-biWebi! Tamriko wina saRamos megobrebTan ancobda Turme da poeziiT iyo savse, qali patara, mSobeli miwis jadosnur da friala ferebs efereboda ocnebebiT da monatrebiT. mTeli saRamo ,,ninowmindis Rames� CurCuliT megobarT Soris sulis ganZad aCuqurTmebda, rommeore dRes SemarTuli sxvagvari JiniT iq damdgariyo, sadac eris suli uxmobda. vai, Teqvsmeti wlis damfrTxalo Svelo, vai, jer kokobo maisis vardo, vai, erTaderTo Svilo... dardo, uxunaro dardo... Tamaris sexnias da suliT Tamars me vxedav viT dgaxar pirispir sikvdilTan, mtkiced, saqarTvelos pawia zvarako, sacaa bneleTi SenTvisac ikivlebs... magram vin giboZa aseTi guli? simtkice!.. ara, es sikvdili ar iyo, RimiliT datove Sen brZolis veli Tamriko, Tamriko, Tamriko... damTavrda ki ara, ha, axla iwyeba rasac ukvdaveba hqvia, dReidan Sen xalxSi iwyebi da arsad mTavrdebi, patara iav... me vxedav, Sen wuTiT cas Tvals gausworeb,
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mere sul erTia, rac unda Tqvan da vidre suli sxeuls gaeyreba, Sen ambob: mamuli iqneba Ta... vis ufali davis kidev satana netav gaiyolebs sul male Tan?.. ecemi, jalaTis Rimili migyveba da mama daviTis mwuxare mTa sacaa simwrisgan itirebs... naTia dRes yvela qarTvelis sulSi usaSvelo cecxli da Radari anTia, rogor gyvarebia samSoblo da Tavisufleba, naTia! Sen Turme SveliviT Tvalebs acecebdi sikvdilTan pirispir mdgari irgvliv trialebda gaziT gaJRenTili haeri, cecxli da, o, Cemo ufalo, haerze uaresi orlesi bari... mere mzem TbilisSi ver Semoixeda, ra vuyoT, jer Zala maTia, qarTveli samSoblos mixedavs, iZine, iZine, naTia... mTeli saqarTvelo Tavze dagtiroda. mere dagiCoqa tanjulma erma, Sensul sxva iyavi, gogo – alvis toti, amitom gglovobda eri da beri... diax, muxlmoyrilma xalxma Cagasvena, iyo samare da aprilis sevda,
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Sen xom saqarTvelos Tavze daaTendi tkivilad, cremlad da saSinel bedad... Turme sasaflaom is Rame tiriliT Sens gamo mTlad TeTrad aTia, movdivar qarcecxlSi da gixmob: -sada xar? naTia, naTia, naTia!.. eka Seni dRiurebi dRes sevdiT borgaven, TiTqos molodini guldagul rekavs, deda saqarTvelos namdvilo bokvero, Cemo mzisTvaleba ekav. mas Semdeg wvimamac mosvla ver gabeda, uSenod ara surs ewvios Tbiliss, Sens saxls samudamo sevda daebeda, sada hyavs Tavisi farfata Svili?! TeTrad elvarebdnen xeebis frTebi da Sen frTadakecili misdevdi quCas, bRaoda mamuli WaRara mTebidan, aseTi amayi, aseTi urCi. da Tavisufleba frTebs Slida, o, RmerTo, mag Seni sikvdiliT, mag Seni xvedriT, me Sens darupvaSi ufro mets, udidess da umSvenieres sicocxles vxedav. male saqarTvelo, arwivi frTebs gaSlis, moTelavs yovelgvar narsa da ekals, orond cota kidev, cota dagvacade, Cemo frTafarfata eka!
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barTlomes Rame es iyo dacinva bedis da gangebis dacinva amayi sulis da grZnobebis, me axla Tqven yvela Tan meamayebiT, Tan sevda mawuxebs da cremli oboli. im Rames ,,barTlomes Rameze� saSineli JletiT SemoiWrnen qalaqis gulSi, (amiTi Tumca ki ver SegvaSineben, isev ayvavdeba TbilisSi nuSi). vxedav, daecema TaTia doliZe da sisxli misi rusTavels danamavs, rogor imeteben umweo asulebs, aha, waaqcies lolaZe mananac. aha, mSvenieri manana melqaZec, nato, mamuka, nino da aza, vai, saqarTvelo, bedi ras gimzadebs, oi, es wyeuli damsjeli razmi. ager, ver uyurebT samargulianebs, nanas da marinas, Svilebis dedebs, samSoblos sicocxle ise anacvales, arc Sewuxebulan Tavisi bediT. da kidev ramdeni, eliso WipaSvils mkerdSi gazafxuli ufeTqda patara, magram mamaulisTvis daTmo yvelaferi, mowamis gvirgvini dasWirda? atara! sevda ar acales venera metrevels, isic xom msxverplia aprilis Ramis, da marTlac ramdeni, mTeli saqarTvelo cremlad daiRvara im RamiT lamis.
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vai, Cveni bedi, ase RvTisamara, ase martodmarto, mWmunvare mamulo, vici lelTruniav, vici, RvTisavaro, am sevdas verafriT dro ver gaanelebs. godeba aTi aprilia, Tbilisi godebs, jer isev tbebi dgas rusTvelze sisxlis, zRva xalxi yvavilebiT modis da modis irgvliv ki kvnesa da tirili ismis... vai, dakargulo natvrav da ocnebav, vai, yvavilebis tbao, vai, nikopsiav, Zvelo saocrebav, vai, cremliano tao. rogor daiferfla ucbad yovelive, rogor gagvimravles sevda, ramdeni mze da mTvare dagvibneles, ramdeni xvalindeli deda... axla yvavilebi aTboben Sens miwas, sanTlebi aRavlenen locvas, erTis sikvdilic ki, ubedurebaa, magram daxocili oci?! dedao uflisa, Sen miesalbune am Cems mkerddaCexil qalaqs, davdivar, Tavs sevdis gvirgvini maxuravs, guliT cremlebis zRva damaqvs... qarTvelno, sicocxles unda gavufrTxildeT, frTxilad qarTvelebo, frTxilad, odesme Wiri lxinad Seicvleba, odesme dagvidgeba lxinic!..
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Tbiliss Sens ZvelTuZveles Sukebs da quCebs axsovs sisxlisrvra da araerTgzis, magram moyvrulad mosuli mteri rodis ginaxavs Sen, Cemo mezvrev? rodis ginaxavs qalaqis sisxliT iRebeboda quCebi Seni? rodis? – avwonoT sul misxal-misxal is gardasuli dReebi Savi. vai, mamulo, Tumc ki tirili da cremlis frqveva Sen ar gCvevia, awmyo, eh, awmyo Tu ara gwyalobs, momavali xom mainc Senia!...
maro mayaSvilis gamocxadeba me aq var, TqvenTan, sadac saflavebs raRac urCxuli gadagviSenes, bednieri var, rom kvlav avRsdeqi, jilagi rom ver gadagviSenes. maSinac, roca dedasamSoblo mayaSvilebis Cumi godebiT idga TavdaxriT, cremlusaSvelod, xelebSekruli mZime lodebiT. mjeroda, mwamda, rom dadgeboda dRe aRzevebis da aRmafrenis, Cven Tu daveciT, Tqven gaimarjvebT,
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aRar SegakrTobT aRaraferi, Cven cocxlebi varT, Cven TqvenSi vcocxlobT, gmirTa survilebs Cvenc vuerTdebiT da saqarTvelos Cvenc gavabrwyinebT Cveni mimqrali sisxlis wveTebiT. da TudRes mainc SemogvierTda TavdadebulTa umwikvlo razmi, ar daClungdeba, ar daClungdeba deda samSoblos fiqri da azri. axla erTad varT, cis sasufevels aprilis gmirTa naTliT vabrwyinebT, Tavisufleba karze mogvadga, kari gauReT eris arwivebs! gmirebis simRera modi, sanTlebi davunToT gmirebs, modi, titebis avanToT cecxli, modi, pirvelad maT mivaxaroT Tavisufleba –Wikwiki mercxlis. modi, avideT mamadaviTze da goliaTTa saflavTa zeda, vTqvaT im gmirebis Sesandobari, vinc asaxela samSoblo – deda! dRes tkivilebis mdinare mohquxs da mec ar vici, ra xma vubano, locvad dadeqi, locvad dadeqi deda-Tbilisis kunWul-ubano! samSoblo xval sxva gmirebs gvaCuqebs dRes ki gvawvimes sisxlis tborebi
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da kidev erTxel migvbel-mogvbeles sisxlSi gasvrili bilwi torebiT. magram mamulo, Sen mzes vficavarT, Cveni warsulis ukvdav lomgulebs, rom ar SevdrkebiT, ar giRalatebT, movkvdebiT, magram ar giorgulebT! movkvdebiT, ise, rogorc kvdebodnen mama-papani gardasul dReTa, oRond gabrwyindes deda-samSoblo, deda Tbilisi da Zveli mcxeTa. oRond gabrwyindes kvlav iveria da SevegeboT nanatr alions, samSoblosaTvis Tavisdadeba xom uwmindesi Cveni valia! maS, nu iwuxeb, Tu SegewiroT, Tu SenTvis Cveni sisxli davRvaroT, Sen Segvewie, Sen Segvewie, Sen Segvewie, RmerTo maRalo! *** aseTi iyo aprilis Rame, im aRzevebis bolo akordi, me Sevyurebdi samSoblos Tvalebs da yvavilebis wnuliT vamkobdi. me Sevyurebdi xalxis sinaTles mere Cawixlul Tavisuflebas da damcxral imeds, anu simarTles da borotebis grZneul sufevas. Cven avbobordiT, Cven gaviwmindeT da Tumc dagvCexes, dagvWres, dagvCorknes,
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ver miaRwies im mzakvrul survils, ver gagvtexes da ver dagvaCoqes. *** darCa aprilis criata Rame mamaci sulis gmirul simarRled, gava dro, albaT, mova simSvide, mova simarTle, mova silaRe. da rusTavelze imRerebs kidev Tavisuflebis udreki suli, radgan mamuli aris ukvdavi da mis sanukvar natvras da survils vervin daaxSobs, vervin aRmofxvris, vin aRudgeba gangebis nebas? uzenaesi Tavisufleba_ ai, simarTle, rac mamuls nebavs. vedreba wminda giorgisadmi wmindao giorgi, qarebi mRerian da TeTr simyudroves ekrZalvis Rame, ocnebis feradi velebi Senia, Senia sicisfre da sulis kvari. wmindao giorgi, mze sulSi ginTia, aRsruldes egebis gangebis neba, eg Seni Rimili umwikvlo fiqria da martoSTenilTa uebro Sveba... mogvxede, wmindao da sulis naTeliT gafante ukuni miwasa zeda,
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am saRvTismSobloSi darCenil qarTvelebs rom kvlavac gvfarvides umwikvlo deda. es Seni miwaa, Zveli da diadi, es Seni zecaa – sikeTis feri, kalTebs dagikocni, wmindao giorgi, mag Seni fexebis miwa da mtveri. Tendeba, fiqrebSi iRviZebs mamuli da uflis cremliviT wrfelia name, wmindao giorgi, Seni siyvaruli, gvfarvides, gvafarvides, gvfarvides, amin! *** daim wuTebSi, roca rusTavels yvavilebis da sinaTlis alze, Tavze daadga wminda giorgi cremliT, tkiviliT da naTliT savse, roca RvTismSobels astkivda ZuZu, roca qarebma iwyes gniasi, mzem gadaswia Rrublebis ZaZa d aim saocar ferTa railSi gamokrTa sxivi, viT ukvdaveba da gamarjvebis erTgvari sveti, da es ar iyo mxolod zmaneba iyo raRaca imaze meti. iyo is, rasac Cveni warsuli axsenebs xolme uZinar qarTvels, rom gaZlebaa marTlac mTavari, ros mteri gulis sinaTles garTmevs. rom gmirTa sisxlSi kvlav gabrwyindeba iverTa miwa – omebmdidari,
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nu warikveTavT oRondac imeds, male Cveni cac gamoidarebs. imedi axla aprilia, male gaimefebs ferebi vardis da Sindis, nu SemiSindebiT, oRondac imedi, es gza simarTlisken midis. male gazafxuli siTbos mogvagebebs male gaiyreba bindi, gulebs nu gaitexT, cotnes monagarno, es gza mzeebisken midis. qari gagvifantavs yvela mwuxarebas, siTbo daivanebs didi; mziT gaCaxCaxdeba wyeuli uRrani, es gza natvrisaken midis. vuboZoT erTmaneTs siTbo da alersi dadgeba cxovreba mSvidi. oRondac CavxedoT urTierTs TvalebSi, es gza taZrisaken midis. *** me axla ufro zecas gavyureb, namexar miwas isec xibli aqvs, mamuli Cveni mama-papaTa Sededebuli lorTqo sisxlia. me axla ufro awmyos Sevyureb da ara warsuls cremlebdadenils, ra diadia, ra brwyinvalea,
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mamulo, Seni sifriadeni, mTvare Camohkravs gelaTis zarebs, qarTlis dedao, raRa gadardebs, xval avardeba mamulis qari nikopsiidgan darubandamde. CvenTan ars RvTismSoblis taZarSi eZina RvTismSobels, gundi angelozTa umRerda nanas, qarebi taZarTan ocnebas SiSobdnen, ismoda ,,ufalo” da ,,sulTaTana”. mere cas Caesma iesos Zaxili, ,,osana”, _ Tvreboda aprilis mwuxri, qriste modioda Rrublebis marxiliT, mohqonda sxeuli Cumad da uxmod. sadRac qoTqoTebda grZneuli golgoTa, cas eyureboda Cxriali vercxlis da yvela cdunebiT gulsavse iudas zed gulze ekida Ralatis cecxli. eklis gvirgviniviT eklian tkivilebs itanda ufali da wyeul urvas, mere RvTismSobelma simwrisgan ikivla da Tma gaiSala Turme... jvari tortmanebda, jvars emZimeboda jvarcmuli macxovris tkivilTa gundi da ros daicala bolomde samsala da ros daiSala borotTa bude, amaRlda ufali da iyo aRdgoma da iyo zeimi tanjuli sulis,
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me dRes uflis mimarT Cum locvas aRvavlen da Taflis sanTlebis ubiwo surnels. ,,osana” – vRaRadeb da Tvalcremliani Sevyureb qarebis Jinian qrolvas, ,,osana” – giZaxi, ca Cumad Srialebs, ,,osana” – mpasuxobs Rrublebis qoro. aprilis Ramea, ca naTliT ivseba, guli ki ocnebebs verasgziT itevs da vxedav, mocuravs miwisken nisliviT Cemi mkvdreTiTagan aRmdgari qriste! boloTqmis magier RmerTo, momivline mze Tavisuflebis salamurisaTvis askili gasaTleli, oRond daifare es miwa, ufalo, oRond mogviboZe dReebi naTeli. iqneb es samoTxe avma qariSxalma da drom miundobma veRar gadaTelos da rogorc arasdros, ise Seivrdome erT muStad Sekruli Cemi saqarTvelo! 1989
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winaTqma krwanisTan rom mze Cavida erTxel, nacrad iqca ros mravali kera da erekles – qarTl-kaxeTis mefes sul sxva mxriT rom gaepara mzera... roca qarTlSi, Cvens sanukvar qarTlSi, avma siom daubera mZlavrad, gamovidnen poetebi karSi, xotba uZRvnes ros mtkvarsa da aragvs, ros qarTlis cas Seepara Wirxli, ,,gogCas” mohyva ,,merani” da ,,dava”, mamuls Cvensas jer ar hyavda gmiri, eris mxsneli, patroni da mama... midioda cxovrebis gza kuStad, mwuxrs moecva beddamwvari xalxi, saqarTvelo _ Cemi erTi muWa amay beWebs ifaravda TalxiT.
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romantikosebi Tvals da xels Sua elaxebaT mamuli Tvisi, ara sCans gmiri, rom mas gahyvnen gulanTebulni da suls levs uRvTod iverT miwa _ aRvsili sisxliT, suldakodili, damzrali da ganqiqebuli. gza arsad aris, gzas eZeben, mzec ki ar naTobs, xedaven, ukve aRar aris arvis dandoba, mainc, Wabuki WavWavaZe midis mTiuleTs, rom xmliT da ZaliT daibrunos TviTmyofadoba. devna, Serisxva, iZuleba damorCilebis, mainc amboxi da qarTuli sulis Zaxili, ocdaTormetis SeTqmuleba, rogorc imedi, rom aRadginon qarTlis bWeni libodaxrili... gadasaxlebis kidev erTi gamotireba, sevda myinvaris da gulsavse Tergis Rriali, mamulis miwas eTxoveba da Cumad godebs erekles sisxlis bolo feTqva _ orbeliani. mze gaqcevia saqarTvelos TiTqos gangebiT, zRaprad qceula qarTvelTaTvis Jami oqrosi, da saqarTvelos gareT kvdeba, ucxo miwaze Zveli Tbilisis udidesi filosofosi. Tvalebs miapyrobs mTawmindis cas, rogorc RvTaebas, yvela dideba aris axla uRvTod waSlili, da TviT RvTaebriv merans uxmobs ucxo mxarisken
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mamulze sevdiT gulanTili baraTaSvili. Jami ki gadis am urvaSi, gadis tirilSi, krefen qarTvelTa bolo imeds, rogorc mimozebs, mere imedic uqrebaT da ,,qarTlis tkivili” TviT samareSi CaaqvT qarTvel romantikosebs.
vidre dadgeba samociani wlebi daixura kvlav mravali wigni, cxovreba ki midis mainc Tavis gziT, mwuxri? Hhai, ramdenic gsurT mwuxri, magram zogjer gamokrTeba xalisic... aba, ra vTqva, iyo ese winaT, bedi iyo Tu marTla ubedoba, Teqvsmeti wlis WavWavaZe nino gadiqceva nina griboedeovad... da cxovrebis saocari wuTebi icvlebian mere isev satirlad, dadianis coli xdeba uTqmelad koWli mxedris katina... baraTaSvils uRondeba guli, ucolobas arCevs orbeliani da mananas salonSiRa ismis maTi sulis Sriali…... ,,gluxariCi” qarTul Teatrs ikrebs, qarTul Teatrs _ marTlacda rom idida, da WonqaZe Tavadebma iqneb simarTlisTvis gadaagdon xididan... am trialSi sul sxvagvari gznebiT
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modis CvenSi wlebi samociani, saqarTvelos ukvdavebis wlebi, qarTul caze geniosTa saukuno ciali.
,,samSoblo mTebo” ,,samSoblo mTebo, Tqveni Svili ganebebT Tavsa magram Tqvens xsovnas ver mivcem me daviwyebasa” Sefenilia TrialeTze RrubelTa fara, me mainc vxedav, mze CaxCaxebs im mTebis iqiT, gulo, wuxili vici axla ratomac gfaravs, ratom giwamlavs Sen gonebas urjulo fiqri. ai, Tbilisi, ai, mcxeTa, ai, yvareli, mamuli Cemi _ sixalise da satkivari, o, sanukvaro, ganSoreba yofila Zneli, roca RrublebTan gaWrilia suli myivari... mainc mivdivar, sul sxva gzebi unda gavkafo, rom ganverido, mSveniero, me amden avsa, Sen ki, Zvirfaso, mapatie, gTxov rom Semindo, radganac ,,Cemo Seni Svili ganebeb Tavsa”.
Sexvedra ,,Cven rom ruseTSi mivdiodiT da kavkasionis mTebze viwyeT asvla, mleTis daSvebaze Semogveyaragrigol orbeliani, romelic ruseTidan brundeboda Tbiliss. Ggrigoli
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fexiT modioda. Cveulebrivad zurgsukan xelSemowyobili, pirmRimare, dafiqrebuli. daSorebiT mosdevda mas neli nabijiT etli. Cven rom davinaxeT poeti Tavisi garemoTi _ kavkasiis mTebiT da RrublebiT garSemortymuli _ aRtacebiT vTqviT erTmaneTSi, swored exla, am damSvidebul gulze leqss rasme uwers am mSvenier bunebaso. iona meunargias mogonebidan romantikosi poetebis namdvili lomi da generali, vinc Samilsac deda utira, modis mamulSi ruseTidan, daRlili omiT, ra elodeba _ dideba Tu giliutina??? daxarbebuli qarTuli cis Snosa da lazaTs mleTis daRmarTze etls aCerebs sulis amboxiT, gadava, fexiT miuyveba walkotis aRmarTs, mere am xilvebs poeziis cecxlad CamoRvris. ,,Tergi rbis, Tergi Rrialebs� da iklebs midamos, mgosnis Tvalebs ki zeciuri Suqi adgia,, daimaxsovre, axla unda gamoidaros, es sul sxvagvari, sul sxvagvari weliwadia... Cerdeba, ai, viRac modis, xilva ar aris, xilva mamulis xelmeored, darCes Tqmulebad, midis poeti, ukan misdevs etli taatiT da saqarTvelo yvavil-yvavil eCurCuleba. Tbiliss brundeba ruseTidan orbeliani,
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xolo ilia peterburgSi midis mwuxari... da xedavs _ grigols egebian fexqveS iani, poet _ generals saqarTvelos naxva uxaris... ar SeaCerebs, xilvebidan ar gamoixmobs, TrTolviT uyurebs dauviwyar ama Sexvedras, mere Sedgeba, rom samSoblos hangi Caesmas, erTs moixedavs, mamulis cas kidev Sexedavs... da ruseTisken miaqanebs etli SfoTians, rom mamuls Tvisas daubrundes mere iliad, daimaxsovre, sul sxvagvari droni modian, jer ki Sexvedra es nanatri hgavs idilias.
ruseTi ruseTi... RmerTo, es peterburgi, SfoTis, cecxlis da yinvis qalaqi, me vici, sul sxva cecxliT dambugavs da me gamyveba misi amagi... ruseTi... es xom CerniSevskia, aris belinski, aris gerceni, magram amqveynad ara aris ra mamulisa da enis Semcvleli... me maT nabijebs vuyureb axla, vzomav yvelafers, ai, mere ki, . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . jer ki _ swavlis da kiTxvisgan daRla da sanukvari ,,sovremenniki�.
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*** studentobis wlebSi ilia TviTganviTarebas daewafa. dRe-RameSi xSirad 18-20 saaTs muSaobda da ramdenjer minaxavs, rom wignTan mjdomares CasZinebia... koxta afxazis mogonebidan es ymawvili, es namdvili qarTveli axla imdens mecadinobs, imdens, rom adgia idumali naTeli da yvelafris uqonlobas iTmens. icis, aq sxva, sul sxva cecxli trialebs, da es cecxli mis mamulsac sWiria, mere albaT TviTac cecxlad ialebs WavWavaZe ilia...
carskoe seloSi ver warmoidgenT, ra STabeWdileba moaxdines am leqsebma iliazed. TiTqmis erTi kvira ymawvili bodavda baraTaSviliT. koxta afxazis mogonebidan A aq, carskoe seloSi, peterburgTan axlos, Cveni ekaterine WavWavaZe saxlobs.
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uTqvams Turme ilias erTxel koxtasTvis da swvevian ,,seloSi� dadianis qvrivs. * ekaterine WavWavaZe dauxvdaT saxlSi da erTdroulad Seageba mze da Rimili, o, am Sexvedras daviwyeba verasdros waSlis, igi savsea sixaruliT, cremliT, tkiviliT... saubroben da ixseneben mamulis zecas, TiTqos naTeli adgiao axla am wuTebs, mere katina gamoitans leqsebis rveuls, miscems ilias wasakiTxad da suls aunTebs... _ ,,es Cveni tatos leqsebia, _ ambobs katina da gasarTobad awvdis axla stumars sasurvels, TiTqos amiTi samegrelos bolo mTavrina maspinZlis raRac Cveulebriv adaTs asrulebs. ase Semodis iliasTan baraTaSvili, dadis, uyurebs peterburgis zecas lilians, TiTqosda marTlac gasafrenad frTa aqvs gaSlili, mTeli kviraa baraTaSvils bodavs ilia...
oTxi wlis Semdeg es oTxi welic Senze fiqrSi zlazvniT wavida, es oTxi weli monatrebis da simwuxaris, movdivar... axla me cxovrebas viwyeb Tavidan
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da guls mag Seni zurmuxti cis naxva uxaris. es oTxi weli, Senze dardSi xelze damadna,, ici, Zvirfaso, es ra oTxi weliwadia? es cxovrebaa, saZirkveli aris cxovrebis, bewvis xidia, bnels da naTels Sua, cxadia! da netavi mas, vinc es wlebi ase naTeli, sulis salbunad moixmara da rigianad, vis bewvis xidi fexTa qveSe ar Castydomia, da vinc mamulze zrunva jer ar daagviana... viT Segeyrebi, an Sen TviTon viT Semeyrebi, SevZleb ki, viTom Seni tanjva gaginawilo, samSoblos kari darialiT ha, SemovaRe, rom kvlav menaxe, Cemi sulis dido nawilo. vici, miwodeb Tergdaleuls, vici, miwodeb, Seni gulisTvis me yvelafers uxmod avitan, movdivar, oRond, oRond xeli gamomiwode, me xom cxovrebas viwyeb Tavidan.
ilias monologi peterburgidan rom brundeboda ver vekiTxebi SiSiT tanjvagamovlil mamuls Tu ra Rrma Zilma gaunela gulis Radari, vxedav myinvaris maRal Sublze sircxvilis almurs da Tergi Rmuis mSfoTvar gulSi boRmaCamdgari. vgrZnob, ZarRvi rogor mebereba, Sen rom giyureb,
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TiTqmis dacemuls, TiTqmis wamxdars da suldakodils, rodis iRmuvleb sibrazisgan, rodis iRmuvleb, iqneba marTlac Zala ar gyofnis? fexs gadgam mkerdze, iqneb axla mainc geSvelos, am saukunis dumilis merme da yurSi mesmis moxevis xma: _,,kacni viyaviT, ros Cveni Tavi gveyudnes Cvenve�. *** qarma Crdiloman dagimona Zlieri kverTxiT, axla Sen fiqrSi gaxveuli verafers xvdebi, arada vxedav, SeukriaT piroba erTxmad da Tavis binZur WinWebSi gxveven... nuTu amisTvis aTaswleuls Tvals usworebdi, nuTu amisTvis Sobe SoTa umetes sxvaTa, rom sityva Seni ase erTxmad idevnebodes aqve, sul axlos, iberis karTan?! dagviandao, xSirad mesmis da suls miwewavs fiqri amgvari, rom Sen _ Cemi gulis nawilo, kvlavac Tavisi xorkliani xeliT daglewavs is bneli Zala da uwyalod daginawilebs?! Zili geyofa, qristec albaT ver dagifaravs, Tu sakuTar xmas ar mieci frTebi safrenad, droa, wamodge amiranis Zlieri mxrebiT da daiquxos sityvam qarTulma.
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myinvari da Tergi ,,moZraoba da marto moZraoba
aris Cemo Tergo qveynis Ronisa da sicocxlis mimcemi.” ilia _,,didebuli ram arise eg myinavari, marTlac, vuyureb da magonebs getes _ civs da zviads, dgas, atyvevebs suyvelas da ar icis daRla, TiTqos gulic, gonebac sul Tavisken miaqvs. magram mainc, ar miyvars myinvari da momkal, Cemi Tergi cxovrebas rom magonebs mSfoTvars, ise didebuli icis Rrialic da oxvrac, mirCevnia yvelafers, is bairons mohgavs! Tergi, Tergi dRe aris, SfoTiani dRea, myinvari ki Ramea, Cumia da mkacri, ara, rogor iqneba Tergis diad Relvas pirvel xilvazeve ar daemonos kaci. vdgavar axla, gavyureb darialis xevebs da Tergdaleuloba albaT xvedrad mergo, Sensken, rogorc satrfosken TrTolviT viwvdi xelebs: ,,moZraoba, moZraoba, moZraoba, Tergo!”
,,RmerTo, RmerTo” Mmesmis, mesmis sanatreli xalxT borkilis xma mtvrevisa. ilia italia, italia, ra cecxliT xar anTili,
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aq ki _ CvenTan mimkvdaria brZolis yvela wadili. iq, Soreul apeninze, brZolis droSa frialebs da juzepe garibaldi uxmobs TavisuflebisTvis mebrZol adamianebs. me wamoval Sens miwaze, dae, sisxli davRvaro, oRond vnaxo TviTmyofadi ese Cveni samyaro... aq ki, CvenTan, saqarTvelos mZinars, borkildadebuls, rodis vnaxav brZoliT anTils, Senebr aRaRadebuls? ,,RmerTo, RmerTo, es xmatkbili” oRond aqac ismodes, me Tund movkvde, aRar vCivi, me nuRar SemicodebT.
mamebi da Svilebi Tergdaleulebs saqarTvelom gauRo kari da roca brZolis xazze dadga axalTaoba, Zvelebs warsulis didebaze eWiraT Tvali, marTlis saTqmelad ar hyofnidaT gambedaoba. da wers ilia gabedulad ,,oriod sityva Tavadi revaz erisTavis Targmanis gamo”,
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Tbilisi fxizlobs, mTawmindis ca sakinZes ikravs, axali ,,Svilobs”, xolo Zveli Taoba ,,mambos”. axlis lideri _ WavWavaZe svetiviT dadga, Zvelebma grigol orbelians sTxoves emTavra da ase orma didma jgufma, orma Taobam ,,SuRliT” aiklo lamis qveyana. da iwereba ,,hamfletebi”, ,,gamocanebi”, wereTels am mxriv badali ar hyavs, aujanydeba orbelians ZarTvebSi sisxli da yvelas erTad uRmerTod lanZRavs. SfoTia, SfoTi, azrTa SfoTi, azrTa amboxi, wlebi gadis da imarjveben bolos Svilebi, qarTuli sityva poeziis surnels CamoRvris, axlebi dganan mxrebgaSlilebi... saqarTvelo ki sevdiT gascqers im gardasul wlebs, im gardasul wlebs – ase eulebs da imedisgan frTaSesxmuli TrTolviT Sehyurebs am Seudrekel Tergdaleulebs.
reforma ,,erTma Tavadma xanjali iSiSvla da lanZRvaginebiT iliasken gaswia da yviroda: gamiSviT, gamiSviT, exlave unda movhklao”. q. mamacaSvilis mogonebidan
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mefem TiTqos moixeda xalxisken, mefe TiTqos marTla xvdeba raRacas, RmerTo, oRond glexkacs rame aRirse, marTla sul nu danacrav... xalxi msjelobs, Tavadebi kvirvoben, gakvirvebas moucvia yvela da marTaven TaTbirebs da yrilobebs, aris erTi gniasi da Relva. batonymoba gadavardes unda da miwa glexs Tu miwa batons isev da TaTbirze aq, WaRara TbilisSi WavWavaZis sityvas xalxi ismens. gamova da ganacxadebs jiqurad: miwa glexebs mieceso unda, aReldeba sisxli amiT mravali, _aman ase rad iciso mudam? da Tavadi erTi vinme vaJkaci xmals daaZrobs, iliasken midis, rom sicocxles aqve gamoasalmos es Tavadi- ,,didgula da flidi�. magram gana iolia ase saqarTvelos gulis dasamareba? mTa xalxisa eRobeba gzaze ... da idaves didxans eqstra gvarebma. ilia ki, azri rom aqvs mtkice olimpoze dgas da fiqrobs brZnulad, saqarTvelos guli misca savse, saqarTvelom ki – tanjva da urva. aw yvelafers, rac mamulSi xdeba, misi sityva da marjvena icavs,
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saqarTvelo iliaa axla, ilia ki saqarTvelod iqca.
olRa igi iyo yovlad keTili, saTno xasiaTis adamiani, qvelismoqmedi, yovlis keTilis TanamgrZnobeli, didad mosiyvarule Tavisi saxelovani qmrisa da maRmerTebeli misis niWisa. Ggr. yifSiZe Hha, naTeli sulisa da Hha, naTeli gulis, Aai, marTla aRmafrena, ai, siyvaruli. misi suli cecxlad uvlis saguramos serebs, maT mSvenier siyvarulze bulbulebi stvenen... qari aragvs wakidvia, wiwamurTan oxravs, saguramo WavWavaZes colad atans olRas. * ilias colobas uReli undoda xaris (aki ver gauZlo akakis meuRlem uRels!) olRa guramiSvils usazRvrod uyvars qmari da axla gundruks sayvarel ilikos ukmevs.
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olRa guramiSvils mze udgas TiTqosda gverdze da farvanasaviT imis siyvarulSi iwvis, ilias colobam Caafiqra mamulis bedze, sxvagvarad Sexeda zurmuxts zecisa da miwis... da axla igia RmerTkacis colic da Semwec, mis fiqrebs, mis tkivils, yvelafers uTqmelad xvdeba, olRa guramiSvils mxrebze angelozi azis da didi ilias didi siyvaruliT dneba.
parizis komuna ara Tu qarTul, aramed im droindel rusul poeziaSic ki ar moiZebneba sxva leqsi, romelic azris aseTi ZaliTa da sinaTliT adidebdes 1971 wlis parizis komunis mebrZolebs. viqtor golcevi aha, parizis dasces komuna, aha, es brZolac uqmad wavida, magram me mjera dro sxvas moitans da daiwyeba brZola Tavidan. maS, safrangeTo, unda gamxnevde, Sen, komunis da brZolis samSoblov, mzeo, Tumc axla libodaxrilo, qariSxlebSi xar mainc naSobi... da istoria Sebrunda Tumca, Tumca mtarvali dResaswaulobs,
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me mainc mjera, rom frangi xalxi TviTmpyrobelobas anderZs augebs.
miaxloeba SeqspirTan is axla mxolod Seqspirze fiqrobs, mamulzec _ ase rig rom daCagres da Rameebi adnebaT mxrebze WavWavaZes da vano maCabels. mere, rodesac qarTul nadimze Camoiwveven hamlets, iagos, grZnobs WavWavaZe, es didi saqme erma maCabels unda miandos. da cocxldebian axla qarTulad karoli liri da dezdemona, vano maCabels dafna rad unda sul sxva didebas is daemona. mere ki mere, bankobiana maT gaaqrolebs sxvadasxva mxares, rCeba naRveli vano maCablis da mogoneba Zalian mware...
Sexvedra vaJasTan Cven, Zvelebma kalami ganze unda gadavdoT da gza axalgazrdobas davuTmoT. ilia
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erTxel Turme fSavidan ros daiZra vaJa da Camovida barSi da iliasTan warsdga, usmens Turme ilia da bavSviviT galaRda, ubadlo poezias Seeyara radgan. da fSavelas bageTi saubrobdnen Turme iq luxumi da kviria, sanaTa da lela, aris poeziis RmerTTa aRzeveba ulevi da orive RmerTkaci aragviviT Relavs... mere ityvis ilia _ poeziis Tamada, sityvas ase mSveniers, alalsa da sufTas, Cven _ Zvelebma kalami gverdze unda gadavdoT da gza axalgazrdobas davuTmoTo unda. ,,iveria” dauRalavi muSaki iyo ilia. ,,iveriis” gamosvlis pirvel xanebSi ise muSaobda, gegoneboda oci wlis Wabukiao. 2-3 saaTic rom yofiliyo Ramisa, Zili da mosveneba fiqradac ar mouvidoda vidre axaldabeWdils, svelsvel gazeTs ar moutandnen. ra siyvaruliT, ra siamovnebiT gadaikiTxavda xolme nomrebs. i. mansvetaSvilis mogonebidan ,,iveria” _ Cveni sulis WeSmariti sawyao, ,,iveria” _ daRdasmuli saqrTvelos Suqura, Cveni azri, xedav gana, mkvdreTiT rogor aRdgao,
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amboben da iliasac es tkivilebs ukurnavs. da redaqtors sad aqvs axla Zili da mosveneba, zis, kiTxulobs da asworebs dasabeWdav striqonebs, saqarTvelo ,,iverias” sul sxva TvaliT uyurebs, iliamac Tavis Tavi ipova.
,,vards gaefurCqna kokori” ,,iveriaSi” gazeTis nomrebs asdis surneli qarTuli miwis da redaqtori rom igebs omebs da sanTeliviT dRiTi dRe iwvis... zis, iqneb axla siCume mefobs, Tu mgosnis suli xilvebs uRimis, Cumad, ilia ar SeawuxoT, ar gauneloT sulis duRili. da mainc, erTi ymawvili vinme, TvalebSi cecxli rom ukiafebs, jiqur kiTxulobs redaqtors pirvels da Semxvedrs TvalTa naTels miafens... iReba kari da iliasTan Sedis ymawvili raRac silaRiT, Sen, eris burjo, kargad Sexede, iqneb gansWvrito misi simaRle... mere ifrqveva oTaxSi TiTqos vardis kokrebis suni da feri,
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zis mimavali eris dideba, dgas momavali dideba eris??? da roca leqsi damTavrdeba da aRfrTovandeba ilia odes, ymawvils TvalebSi Caxedavs wynarad, nu eSinia, imedi qondes... mere, stalini, didi xnis Semdeg, msoflio fiqrebs odes undeba, gaaxsendeba ,,iveria� da TiTqosda guli auCuydeba.
oliveri da marjori ilia namdvili ingliseli lord-meris RirsebiT idga am ymawvili qalis win da Taviseburis darbaislobiT aRWurvili margalitiviT akinZul misasalmebel sityvas moaxsenebda. ek. gabaSvilis mogonebidan saqarTvelo marto qarTvels hyvarebia rodi, xval TbilisSi marjori da oliveri modis. da ilia olRas uxmobs, olRa uxmobs sxvasac, saqarTvelo rogor uyvars dasaca da Zmasac!.. da xvalidan daiwyeba siyvaruli didi, saguramo umaspinZlebs am sasurvel stumrebs, ilia ki mcxeTisaken frTaSesxmuli midis es da-Zma ki saqarTvelos sTavazoben gulebs. qarTul sityvas, qarTul azrs da simRerasac qarTuls
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is floben, dalocvilni, gancvifrdebi maS ra? saguramos sasaxleSi im Sexvedris dastur, Turme marnis yvela qvevri daSra... ara, am Cems saqarTvelos es ra xvedri ergo, im udides siyvarulSi xelmeored iSva, gmadlob Cemo mSveniero, mSveniero bedo, es trfiali sxva didebas niSnavs.
,,mTawminda gulSi ixutebs� stavropolSi yifiani mokles da TbilisSi gamocxadda glova, aris cremli, mwuxareba, mokled da yvavilTa Tova... da rodesac mTawmindisken midga procesia cxedriTa da TalxiT, ver gafanta mTavrobam da bindma es amdeni xalxi. WavWavaZe wereTelTan erTad Tavdaxrili miuyveba cxedars, win miuZRviT eriskacis sisxli da samSoblos sevda... gulSi ikravs mTai wminda gminviT rainds wrfels da eris namdvil Semwes, wereTeli ver ikavebs tirils, leqss wers... ,,ca_firuz cas, xmeleT_zurmuxt xmeleTs vin miuSvebs aba Tavis neba, guls uklaven aha, meramdened da mainc ar kvdeba...
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mTis arwivi ,,orjer dabadebuls erTi sikvdili veras uzams. yazbegi ki meored maSin daibada, rodesac Tavisi niWieri kalami uZRvna qveyanas. Ddaibada ise, rom misi akvani yoveli qarTvelis gulSi irweoda da aseTs akvanSi gamozrdil adamians ki sikvdili xels ver Seaxebs.” ,,iveria”, 1893 w. ai, mamulo, modi da sevdis sevdian gzebze sevdiT gamiZex, es iyo gana sul misi bedi, viT SevelioT moCxubariZes?!.. damTavrda misi erTi cxovreba da ukvdaveba axla iwyeba, ara, sikvdili ver mogereva, Seni xvedria ardaviwyeba. davyureb axla Sens naTel saxes da vkreb gonebiT xalxur arakebs, kacs _ qveynad orjer sicocxlemiZRvnils erTi sikvdili veras dagaklebs.
,,mSvidoba Sens neSts, mgosano” es ara hgavs mwuxarebas Cveuls, arc lxinia, lxini _ sadardimando, iq, ganjaSi qarTul saflavs - euls tato krulviT miatovs...
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Tbilisisken modis koWli mxedari, didube ki cas SeerTos lamis, saqarTvelo uCveulod mxned ari, da fexze dgas kacica da qalic... Sen, mTawmindav, cotac unda icado, naxevari saukune kidev, mere Sensken biliks Semouyveba, jer ki, jer ki, arc ra gagikvirdes.. mze didubis Tavze jiqur anaTebs, awi aqeT kvlav mravalni ivlian, saqarTvelo tatos ZvlebsRa ibarebs da madlobas eubneba ilias...
Zveli kolxeTi samegreloSi Cavedi da iq saqarTvelo vnaxe. Ilia fexze dgas mTeli samegrelo, irgvliv saocari zrdilobaa, RmerTo, siyvaruli dagvabede, radgan maspinZlobac gmirobaa. aris Sexvedrebi aq ubadlo, kolxebs siamaye SehfeniaT da es tankenari qal-vaJebic am mzes ise rigad Sehferian, am cas ise nazad ugaloben, miwas isetkbilad umRerian, RmerTkacs cremli cviva Tvalebidan,
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diliT wamodgeba uTenia da mzes egebeba mzis SvilebTan, aq mzec siyvaruliT anTebula, ai, pirvelqmnili saqarTvelo, Tqmula Tavis droze marTebulad. mzeo, aha, guli momicia, mzeo, gulis gulSi CasanTqmelo, vambob: Camovedi samegrelos da aRmovaCine saqarTvelo.
literaturuli kiTxvebi sarajiSvilebis sasaxlis darbazi stumrebiT savsea, elian ilias, dRes, rogorc yovelTvis, dRe aris lamazi, saRamoc mTvariT da mziT Camoqnilia. am silaJvardeSi kiTxulobs ilia Tavis saocari bubuna qarTuliT, ambavs giorgisas _ ase tkivilians kiTxulobs ilia da raRac zRapruli naTeli adgia axla yovelives, Tan gulSi umadlis am myudro Sexvedras, -me vfiqrob: davarqva moTxrobas “giorgi”’ ambobs da maspinZels SefarviT Sexedavs. _,,oTaraanT qvrivi”, _ ai, ra vuwodoT, moTxrobas, aRsavses qarTuli tkiviliT, es sarajiSvilis iseTi daskvnaa, yvelas moadgeba saxeze Rimili niSnad mowonebis da pativiscemis, iRimis iliac, dRes neba maTia,
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daviT sarajiSvils TiTqos daebeda, rom iyos ilias nawerTa naTlia. es saxli qarTuli suliT da simaRliT Sig gulSi inaxavs samSoblos didebas, Sexedav mis kedlebs da TiTqos mamuli, Tavisi didebiT kvlav warmogidgeba.
qviSxeTSi 1893 wlis bolos, axali wlis wina dReebSi ilia qarTlSi gaemgzavra da qviSxeTSi luarsab yifianis Svilis qorwils daeswro. igi zamTarSi ewvia qviSxeTs, qviSxeTi hgavda zRaprul samyaros, iyo qorwili, purobad isxdnen da qeifobdnen mTeli saRamo... svamda ilia Turme qviSxuras, is ar Tvreboda ase advilad, mere rodesac gaCaRda lxini, makinem cekva moiwadina. dairis hangze cekvavda qali, mis cekvaze xom Txzavdnen arakebs, dae, brZenkacmac ixilos TvaliT, dae, brZenkacic alaparakdes. da marTlac, Turme moixibla da aRafrTovana cekvam qarTulma, suli moiTqva, guli moiTqva brZenma _ fiqrebSi ase garTulma.
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mere ki Turme uceb wamodga da aiSala misi amala, Tumc qorwilia, xsovnam iZala da xvaSiadi gana damala?! dimitris ojaxs estumra brZeni, win gadiSala ezo qebuli, mere sasmisi aiRo xelSi da gaixsena Tavdadebuli. _,,is iyo Cveni xuroTmoZRvari Cven ki _ rigiTi kalatozebi,� ambobs ilia da TiTqos warsuls uxmobs TavisTan, savse ocnebiT... iyo sevdac da iyo cad asvlac, dekembris qari cas Tovls urevda, qviSxeTis cis qveS idga brZenkaci da saqarTvelos gadahyurebda.
monatreba ucxoeTidan dabrunebuli ilia, roca Tbiliss miuaxlovda ise moxiblul iqna sayvareli qalaqis xilviT, rom Tvalze cremli moadga. artur laisti siberis pirad moiara mTeli evropa, goeTes miwas mieaxla brZenkacis ridiT, rac iq ixila, sikvdilamde albaT eyofa, iyo gancda da naRvelic didi... magram mamuli moenatra Turme saSinlad
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da gzad momavals mSoblis naxva ise exara, Tbiliss rodesac moaRwia, Turme atirda, Rawvze cremlebi CamoeRvara.
saxelmwifo sabWoSi sabWoSi mTel saqarTvelos da qarTvelTa interesebis damcveli viqnebi. ilia iq, saxelmwifo sabWoSi roca sityva gadasces Turme ilias, TiTqos dadgao brZenkaci locvad, Tvali moavlo darbazs Zilians... da mere iTqva is, rac undoda da gamofxizlda mTeli darbazi, iqneb es iyo aragvis grgvinva, iqneb es iyo sevda alaznis?! is win aRudga mTeli arsebiT adamianis sikvdiliT dasjas, ara, am kanons xels viT moawers, maS gadautydes poetis maja... amieridan qarTlSi binddeba, guls gZiZgnian da vera ZRebian, frTxilad iare eris didebav, gzaze sikvdili Cagsafrebia.
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saguramo saguramo _ Cemi sulis xati, saguramo _ silamaze zRapruli, misi xilva me sicocxles mmatebs, misi zeca mapurebs. da rodesac am sasaxles vumzer, vfiqrob: TiTqos sul esaa mxolod, rac am qveynad gavakeTe, sul es, Cemi saqmis Tavica da boloc. saguramo _ Cemi sulis mze da, saguramo _ Cemi sulis RmerTi, movdivar da moviCqari Sensken, SenTvis minda yvelaferi, SenTvis!
,,wiwamurTan rom mokles ilia� saguramo, davdivar da ar mcildeba fiqri, TiTqos suli mqondes Ria, saqarTvelos TviTmkvleloba _ wiwamurSi gasrolili tyvia. 11 raRac saocrad moenatra saguramo da olRas mudarac ar Caagdo TiTqos arafrad, Cveulebrivad WiSkris gaswvriv etli Camodga, Cveulebrivad miixura saxlis daraba... da midis, ai, gascda Tbiliss, tiris Tbilisi,
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mixede mainc, Turme cocxals veRar gixilavs, Seeyineba beber Rawvze mcxeTas Rimili, aragvi braziT wamoiRrinavs. rac axla xdeba, qristes aqeT Znelad ipovi, jvarcmad Sens mamuls es gasrola mudam eyofa, ifiqreb gana, rom sadafne Subls gagixvreten da wiwamurTan damTavrdeba mTeli epoqa?!.. da ai, tyviac gelodeba gulis kankaliT, vai, sircxvilo, ra vuwodo me am meomrebs, Sen wamodgebi da SesZaxeb: _ me ilia var! ,,me ilia var�, wiwamuri gaimeorebs... mere im miwas, Seni sisxliT codvaganbanils uxmod daxedavs Seni eri bevris amtani, da eriskacis Tvisiv xeliT dasamareba ra qnas, hgonia dRemde zRapari...
saqarTvelos monologi ilias mkvlelobis dros davtiri saqarTvelos sircxvils kita abaSiZe
gana es meWirveboda isedac namusaclils, me, arwivs _ miwad dacemuls, frTebze sisxlis zRva mawvims.
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gana kidev es mindoda, aTasi ramiT daRlils, jer yifianis mkvleloba isev mibasravs ZarRvebs... da aha, urva ragvari, guli momwyvites gangeb, bunebav, ratom damsaje, guli rad damidage? suli rad gamixeSeSe, ratom damduRre sicxiT, xelSi miWiravs viT mkerdze uRvTod dakruli wixli, kita abaSiZis depeSa: ,,davtiri saqarTvelos sircxvils.� * _iliko, RmerTo, me, me momkaliT, gadaefaros unda ilias, maS, nurvin ityvis axla dReidan, maS, nurvin ityvis: ,,suli tkbilia�... radgan wamiT ar dafiqrebula da mTeli misi najaf-namkali ucbad Sejamda erT vedrebaSi: magas nu erCiT, me, me momkaliT!!! egdo ugonod, gverdiT ki iqve, usulod iwva misi saunje, _rogor gabedes, rogor Sebedes, viT ar dabrmavdnen, viT ar damunjdnen?! mere es kiTxva ar asvenebda maSinac, roca mTawmindis Ziras
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dasaxlda raTa iqve hyoloda sicocxle misi da yovel kviras miuyveboda mTawmindis aRmarTs moxuci, mwiri, miusafari, da yvelaferi misTvis es iyo: ,,mama daviTi� da is saflavi, rac misi sunTqvis sevdas itevda da Tumc bedisgan ganawamebi, martoobaSi wlebs miiTrevda suli tkbeboda xorcis wamebiT. mere ki roca dahkra aryofnam erma madlobiT da Cumi sevdiT is mTawmindaze aacimcima, gaWra samare ilias gverdiT. is iyo Rirsi, is aris Rirsi, mTawmindis wminda miwa efaros didi ilias erTgul meuRles dafnis gvirgvini swored Sehferis.
manamde iyo kidev erTi gamonaSuqi _nu dasjiT mkvlelebs sikvdiliT, amas ilikoc ki ar moindomebda, nu dasjiT oRond, mag codvis Svilebs Torem cxovreba isec mdore da codvebiT savse sul ufro metad damZimdeba da iqceva nacrad,
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nu dasjiT mkvlelebs sikvdiliT oRond, nu moeqceviT maT ase mkacrad. nu dasjiT, maT xom isic eyofaT rac Caidines tanjvad da armad, oRond ismineT Cemi vedreba da Cems gasaWirs ar CavTvli arad. olRas am sityvebs, sityvebs ki ara raRac saocar simaRles sulis kiTxulobs lamis mTeli msoflio da gakvirveba batonobs sruli. _,,dRemde vicodiT _ aRmosavlidan amoabrwyinebs mze oqros curebs, dRes davrwmundiT mze sulierebis saqarTvelodan amodis Turme!” _ ase Seafasebs ,,russkoe vedemosti” am Suamdgomlobas ilias qvrivis da axmiandeba mTeli imperia ase ugulo da ase sulgrili. mere lev tolstoic etyvis STagonebiT Tavis mkurnal eqims _ makovskis ase: ,,_es Suamdgomloba gasaocaria, amaRelvebeli da naTliT savse”...
meoce saukunis saqarTvelos Worebi ver gamigia, ra JamTacvlam dagvimorCila, farulma SuRlma axla ukve frTebi gaSala, da Tuki vinme gamoCndeba eris morCili,
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Seifereba myisve sisxliT misi gzaSara... mtroba, o, mtroba, nabij-nabij daborialebs da saTavisod gamorCeul vinmes miiCnevs, mtkvarSi veZeboT maCabelis saflavi marTla, afrikaSi Tu sakuTari saxlis kibis qveS??? ram Seabruna bedi Cveni ase uwyalod, rad mogviZula misi xvedri qristes gamCenma, o, nuTu mefis jalaTebma mokles ilia, Tu am saqmeSi urevia sxvisi marjvenac? ase amboben: gadasceso xatze es miwa da aha, ukve raxania veRar janmrTelobs, gana amisTvis ar ikvnesa Tavad akakim: furTxis Rirsi xar, furTxis Rirsi, Sen _ saqarTvelov! riTi vicocxloT, saimedo aba ra dagvrCa, mkerdSi guldagul gvimizneben alesil danas, o, RmerTo Cemo, didubeSi marxaven vaJas da mTawmindaze asveneben mavans da mavans... dedabunebav, gaaxile Tvali sxvagvarad, mze daubrune saqarTvelos, siTbo ar akldes, rom yvelaferma sul sxvagvarad gamoixedos, mxolod sikeTe da simarTle alaparakdes. 11 Semoabija axalma drom sul sxva nabijiT, wamoixura gardasulma Savi mantia, aRar natroben Zvel didebas da Zvel qariSxlebs, ar ixseneben Zveleburad krwaniss natyviars...
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daatareben guliT sul sxva cecxls da sinanuls, qarebs andoben momdinare Jamis qariSxals, erTni cxovroben tkbili cxovrebiT, meoreni ki svamen dariSxans. aris epoqa qaosuri, aris epoqa, an viRas axsovs erTmaneTis Tayvan-Rirseba, qarTveli qarTvels daundobi mteri hgonia da esobian erTmaneTis gulebs isrebad... SeniRbul Rimils ifareben saxis pirbaded, Tumc ki ician, ver gasweven uRels iolad, da TiTqos zecam moiwminda, erT mSvenier dRes, erT mSvenier dRes frTa gaSala galaktionma...
boloTqmis winaTqma safiqrali bevri hqondaT Zalze, erTi kaci lamis qveynad uRirdaT, guli hqondaT ocnebebiT savse, saqarTvelo gamoexsnaT uRlidan... iforjales, daiRales guli, cremls wmindavdnen jafisagan daRlilT, magram TiTqos gaeyida suli, aSinebda mama_RmerTi warRvniT... ar drkebodnen, momavlisa swamdaT, wlebs elodnen usaSvelod Svebians, amxnevebda TviT ilia mamuls: ,,Cemo kargo qveyanav, momavali Senia�. cali Tvali cremliT hqonda savse
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da xars hgavda mainc naialaRars, mzes eloda, mzes, laSaris Tavze, mzes cxelsa da rqamaRals. mTrTolvare xmiT saubrobda mudam wereTeli _ es qesati Tavadi, da mamuli iyo misi sunTqva, satrfo misi maradi... sityvas rogorc wmindans ekirTeboda, daniis princs qarTuls aswavlida, maCabelic sanTeliviT dneboda da es mxolod siamayes gvrida... dadioda dakerebul fexsacmliT, ecva palto da pijakic Zveli, mamulisTvis isic enTo kelaptrad, iakobi_es namdvili brZeni. * mere modga bedi da TviT ilia Tvis miwaze waaqcia gangeb, daixura wigni, wigni genia da dadumda eriskacis bage... SeZrwundnen da daidines cremli, yvelaferi aqeT-iqiT miyares, wereTeli daZabunda sulmTlad‌ da cxedarTan xeliT gamoiyvanes. daitira, daitira rogor, TiTqos guli gaatana ilias, saqarTvelos ugvirgvino mefes, rainds namdvils, xmalawvdils da Jinians. sityva uTxra iakobmac brZnuli da Tvalebi cremliT daimduRara,
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ar daudga vaJas mTaSi guli da gaisma mTidan misi muqara... TiTqos darCa yvelaferi Riad, rac iliam mxrebiT Seakowiwa, wavida da mamuls avbedians TviT mkerdidan TiTqos guli mowiwkna...‌ ar gavida mere didi xani, cxraasSvidiT odes davidaReniT, iakobmac miixura kari da naRveli gagvimdidra naRveliT... dauberda saqarTvelos bulbuli, ver galobda ise laRad bolos, veRar Zlebda TiTqos mkerdi ugulod, mTawmindis ca amxnevebda mxolod. moawia mere dRemac amisma daikrifa gulze xeli alalad, visac qveynis usaSvelo nislma bedi gauvarama... aRarc vaJas ucocxlia didxans, balaxebSi moenatra sikvdili da luxumis molodinSi myofi miicvala ase sasomixdili. sad eyara maCabelis Zvlebi albaT maSin ramdenimem icoda, da Tu codvac gauries nebiT, mainc yvela qveynisaTvis iRwvoda... wavidnen da gafermkrTalda erT xans Jini maTi, maTi gulis feTqva, mere yvela cam naTeliT Semosa, yvela iqca RmerTad...
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wvanan axla erTmaneTis mxardamxar da mTawminda SoTas sunTqvas natrobs, maTi baRi gana marTla gadaxma, maTi baRi isev ise baRobs. da ha, vxedav, kvlav mdidari sevdiT, rogor ikrefs kalTebs asgzis nawvimars, geniosTa savaned miCneuli bediT, Cemi lurji, Cemi lurji mTawminda...
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