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lali kekeliZe msaxiobi mixeil TumaniSvilis saxelobis kinomsaxiobTa Teatri. monawileobda speqtaklebSi: `7 patara piesa~ `bnel oTaxSi~ `zafxulis Ramis sizmari~ `medea gaxleCili samyaro~ `cilindri~ `Kkili da du~ reJisori: `deJa viu~ `hei, vefxistyaosnebo...~ `iq, sadac Cemi saxlia~ ... `punqti #0~ `komedia tragediaze, anu “Чайка” по грузински во время русского чаепития~ (iliaunis Teatri). dramaturgi piesebi: `mama~ `usaTauro~ `buzi~ `araferi~ `mkvdari saaTi~ `yvelaferi araferze~ `punqti ##0~ poeti gamocemuli aqvs leqsebis krebuli. 1995 wlidan iyo `reaqtiuli klubis~ wevri. radio 106.4-ze kixulobda sakuTar leqsebs politikur da socialur Temebze. prizebi 1997 weli. kinostudia `adam da eva~. pirveli premia piesisTvis `Tekla~; 2008 weli. TumaniSvilis saxelobis fondi. `axali qarTuli piesa~. KII premia piesisTvis `mkvdari saaTi~

vifiqre, rogor damewyo da gadavwyvite daviwyo martivi sityviT _ me viwyeb!

rom Cemi cxovrebis manZilze, Cemi saxelisa da gvaris uamravi sxvadasxvanairi interpretacia dafiqsirda. magaliTad, rogoricaa: lili kekliZe, lia kekeliZe, laura kekeliZe, lali, magram kekelia, an kekelava, ar gagikvirdeT magram erTxel sadazRvevo baraTze, romelic demonstraciulad, saxalxod gadmomces, arc meti da arc naklebi, beso beberaSvili viyavi (oRond marTla) da ase Semdeg. mokled am peripetiebis Semdeg albaT mixvdiT, Tu rogor momwons is dro, roca baia merqva. iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, rom es Cemi qvecnobieris survilia, romelic Cemi arsis saTaurs gansazRvravs, romelic ar vici, Cemi minusia Tu pliusi, magram dRemde SemomrCa da isev baiasaviT gulwrfelad minda imis Tqma, rom `mefe SiSvelia~. ase rom, minda giTxraT, rasac davwer, es asea realurad, yovelgvari `dedas geficebiT~, `me movkvde~, `oRond marTla~ da ase Semdeg gareSe. da daijerebT, Tu ara, es ki Tqveni gadasawyvetia, iseTive realuri, rogorc is, rom me maxsovs Cemi dabadeba. rogor? ai, ase _ sibnele da mere sinaTle. rac Seexeba Cems wlovanebas: me var imdeni wlis, rom Cemi babua meore msoflio omis dros arc iseTi axalgazrda iyo. Cemi Taobis biWebi afxazeTis omSi daiRupnen da Cems patara Svils, quCidan Semosuli srolis xmis da `Suqi wavidamovida~-s dros vzrdidi. ai, amdeni wlis var☺.

magram imis gamo, rom saqarTveloSi var da Tanac qarTveli, ase dawyeba ar SeiZleba. imitom, rom aq yvelaferi martivi genialuri ki ara, aramed rTulia. ☺ CvenSi didi mniSvneloba eniWeba imas, Tu vin xar, anu visi Svili xar, visi naTesavi, an axlobeli, gaqvs Tu ara diplomi, xar Tu ara cnobadi, `visisti~ xar da ase Semdeg da ara imas, Tu ras akeTeb, an risi gakeTeba SegiZlia da xSirad simpatiebi, mxolod am `wodebebisa~ da `rangis~ mixedviT nawildeba. ras vizamT, samwuxarod es komunisturi mankieri gadmonaSTebi jer ver gvSordebian da me mgoni verc Cven vSordebiT didi enTuziazmiT.☺ da radgan CvenSi, da albaT sxvaganac, Sinaurs Sendoba ara aqvs, viqnebi ucxo, anu viRacis Svili, aravisi naTesavi, arc axlobeli da Tanac udiplomo. (sasiZo ara, sapatarZlo☺) maS ase _ gamarjoba! me var lali kekeliZe, Tumca dabadebidan sami Tvis manZilze usaxelod viyavi da baias meZaxdnen, rac mogexsenebaT bavSvs niSnavs da ramac, vTvli, rom Cemi cxovrebis bed-iRbalze didi gavlena iqonia. namdvilad veTanxmebi Zvel berZnebs, roca amtkiceben, rom yvela adamians dabadebidanve Tavisi bediswera aqvso. da ra Tqma unda froidsac, roca ambobs, rom yvela mizezi bavSvobidan modiso. etyoba swored Cemma samTvianma usaTaurobam ganapiroba,

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... lali bavSvobidan lideri iyo – baRSi, skolaSi, sasaxleSi. ar Catardeboda arc erTi RonisZieba lalis gareSe, arc erTi ucxoeTidan Camosuli delegaciis miReba ar Caivlida umisod. yvelaferi ainteresebda, mReroda, cekvavda, leqsebs werda. gansakuTrebiT uyvarda Teatri. bavSvobaSi hqonda Tavisi gamogonili dadgma – `yvavilis dabadeba~ – yvavili iRviZebs, mzes Sehxaris, mere wvima wamova da daasvelebs, bolos ki Wkneba. ezoSi xSirad marTavda warmodgenebs, agarakze roca mivdiodiT, iqac sul speqtaklebs dgamda. ... Zalian principuli iyo, me `protestantkas~ veZaxdi. SeeZlo maswavleblisTvis eTqva: `Tqven ar xarT marTali~. maxsovs, merve-mecxre klasSi ori lali iyo, erTi – Cemi lali, meore ki – misi klaseli. meore lalis mama gardaecvala. maswavlebelma im dRes 5-6 bavSvi gamoiZaxa da veravin upasuxa. bolos is lalic gamoiyvana, romelsac mama hyavda mkvdari. ra Tqma unda, arc man icoda gakveTili da oriani dauwera. am dros wamoxta Cemi lali da uTxra: `mxolod lalis ratom dauwereT oriani, an eqvsive bavSvs dauwereT eg niSani, an lalisac ar dauweroTo~. skolaSi damibares. maswavlebeli aRSfoTebuli iyo, rogor gabeda amis Tqmao. bunebrivi iyo lalis protesti... Tumca, yovelTvis veubnebodi, rom meti diplomatia sWirdeboda. misi pedagogi, qalbatoni ano kasraZEe ityoda xolme lalize: `Это юность~. sasaxleSi dadioda, norC-SemoqmedTa studiaSi, qalbaton facia paiWaZesTan. mcire konfliqti iqac mouvida: lali maSin mexuTe klasSi iyo; erTaderTi is waiyvanes konferenciaze da Tavisi leqsebi waakiTxes. qalbatonma faciam lalis leqsSi erTi sityva Seuswora. amaze erTi ambavi atyda. lali gadairia, rogor, me ase mesmis da teqsti rogor Semicvales, me xom am leqsis avtori varo...

`protestantka~ ... arasdros arafers vukrZalavdi Svilebs. sxva­ Ta Soris, lalisa da besikis dabadebis dReebs yovel­ Tvis mouTmenlad elodebodnen bavSvebi. gana rame gansakuTrebuls vamzadebdi, ara, ubra­ lod, sxvanair Tavisuflebas vaZlevdi maT, vajib­rebdi, vin mohyveboda yvelaze karg ambavs, vin ityoda yvelaze did tyuils, vin gamoWrida sain­­ tereso figuras da ase Semdeg... dabadebis dRe­­ ebze yvela saCuqriT midioda Cvengan. ­ ... erTxel samsaxuridan dabrunebuls daZma – besiki da lali – gareT damxvdnen. saxlSi ar SemiSves, dagvpirdi, rom ar gagvibrazdebio. gamikvirda, ver mivxvdi, ra meloda. bolos piroba miveci da maTac SemiSves... saZinebel oTaxSi mTeli kedlebi moxatuli damxvda; araferi ar miTqvams, ubralod gaviRime.

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Cems gulSi gadmosaxlebul daikos aseTi adamianebi iSviaTad ibadebian, isini ver itanen siyalbes, farisevlobasa Tu tyuils, amitomac yvelasa da yvelafrisgan riyaven Tavs, rCebian sakuTar `me-~Si Carazulebi: `muza muzeumSi gamovkete, nebier simartoves gaveqeci: yvela geniosi gadmovqeqe, Tavi sajijgnad miveci. vinc ki Sevibrale – gamamtyuna, visac ki vende – miRalata, visic davijere – momatyua, vinc ki Seviyvare – wavida. suli oTxkedelSi gamovkete, cxovrebis xafangebic davige, yvela geniosi gadmovqeqe, mainc veraferi gavige.~ ai, aseTi iyo lali. igi yovelTvis xedavda, rom `mefe SiSvelia~ da arc malavda, Tavis saTqmels yovelgvari mikib-mokibvis gareSe ambobda, amitomac amqveynidan Cemi daiko Seufasebeli gavida. es Cveni, qarTvelTa mourCeneli senia da ras izam?!

Zalian Znelia sakuTar sisxlsa da xorcze warsulSi saubari. gangebam mis sxeuls mcxeTis miwa mamis gverdiT arguna, suli ki – sasufevelSi gaamwesa. yovelTvis, rodesac locvaze vdgavar, misi saxelis xsenebisas vgrZnob, rom erTad varT, is Cemi uxilavi Semadgeneli nawilia, romelic gulSi Camsaxlebia mamasTan, Cems Tamuniasa da uamrav winaparsa Tu axlobelTan erTad. lalis monatrebis moTokvaSi misi leqsebic mexmarebian, gadavSli wigns da kvlav erTad varT. Znelia Cveulebrivi mokvdavisaTvis maradisobaSi myofis aRqma, magram RvTis nebiT yvelaferi SesaZlebelia. dabolos, Cemi sayvareli daikos mogonebas misi sityvebiT davamTavreb: `yovel dilas uTxari Sens Tavs, rom gaTenda araCveulebrivi dRe, imitom, rom yvela dRe araCveulebrivia, radgan meti arasodes aRar ganmeordeba...~ besik kekeliZe

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vis ganasaxierebda, xan – vis. sasaxlis dramatul wreSi warmatebul artistad iTvleboda, sul mTavari rolebi hqonda. ... lalis dabadebis dRe, 11 Tebervali, namdvili zeimi iyo CvenTvis da yovelTvis mouTmenlad velodebodiT. maxsovs, gazafxulis piri iyo, Tebervlis dasawyisi; dReebs viTvlidiT lalis dabadebis dRemde... avad gavxdi. vwevar sicxiani loginSi da vxedav, lalim SemoiWyita: dRes skolaSi ar waval da SenTan davrCebio, SemomTavaza. mec meti ra mindoda, Cemebi saxlSi ar iyvnen da veravin verafers gaigebda. SevyeviT Woraobas. erTic, gavixede fanjridan da nuri biZia davinaxe, lalis mama, sigarets eweoda da ezoSi iyureboda. manac SemamCnia, magram me damnaSavesaviT davimale. cota xnis mere isev gaviWyite da isev mas SevefeTe. rom araferi eeWva, Cemi da gavuSviT, rame moifiqre, Tundac saSleli sTxove da mixvdebi, xom araferi gaugiaT lalis skolaSi arwasvlis Sesaxeb-Tqo. amiT mgoni kidev erTxel `gavyideT~ Tavi. cota xanSi vxedav, ezoSi iza deida, lalis deda Semodis. wesiT am dros samsaxurSi unda yofiliyo, sasaxleSi muSaobda da, vicodi, gamosvlas ver axerxebda. ai, aq ki SevSindiT. lali saswrafod sawolis qveS SeZvra, Sen loginSi Caweqi da kari ar gaaRoo. ramdenime wuTSi karze daakakunes!!! rogorc Cans, iza deidas skolidan daurekes da aRelvebuli saxlisaken gamoeSura. nuri biZiac SeSfoTda, sad unda wasuliyo lalio da maSinve Cemi saeWvo mimalvisa da `saSlels xom ver maTxovebdiT~ gaaxsenda. hoda, karTan iza deida idga da Seupovrad akakunebda. me SiSisgan tirili daviwye, verc vCerdebodi, verc kars vaRebdi... isev lalim ivaJkaca da TviTon gaaRo kari... im wels lalis dabadebis dRe aRar gadauxades.

aRelvebul zRvas hgavda me da lali bavSvobidan erTad movdiodiT. veraze, italiur ezoSi vizrdebodiT; erT sarTulze vcxovrobdiT, Cveni fanjrebi erTmaneTs uyurebda. me lalize 3-4 wliT patara viyavi. bavSvobis asakSi es sxvaoba Zalian didi geCveneba, magram me mainc yovelTvis misi mesaidumle viYyavi. CemTvis lali magaliTi iyo: Zalian uyvarda kiTxva, araCveulebrivad xatavda, uyvarda poezia da Tavadac werda. am dros fexburTsac kargad TamaSobda da biWebs arafriT CamorCeboda. maxsovs, erTi ucnauri gasarTobi gvqonda: aivanze zambariani xis kari iyo, gardigardmo gadebuli xis xarixebiT. Seaxteboda lali am kars, viTom avtobusi iyo, mec SevZaxebdi, uCemod ar daiZraT, mec mgzavri varTqo da... uh, unda genaxaT, rogor davqrodiT am Cveni `transportiT~. ezoSic erTad viyaviT da pionerTa sasaxleSic. belinskis quCidan daveSvebodiT, rusTavelis metroSi CavidodiT da dRevandel `Tavisuflebaze~ amovdiodiT – es gza savse iyo TavgadasavlebiT, namdvil speqtakls hgavda, lali eskalatorze win damidgeboda da xan

... aRelvebul zRvas hgavda, emociebiTa da ideebiT savse, mudam mousvenari. yvelaferSi arAAaordinaluri iyo, sikvdilSic ki. aravis araferi gagvigia, ise wavida, ise gaqra. eka mJavanaZe msaxiobi

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la­lim datova lali la­li mra­val­m­x­riv ni­Wi­e­ri ada­mi­a­ni iyo: po­e­ti, dra­ma­tur­gi, re­Ji­so­ri, Za­li­an kar­gi msa­xi­o­bi; pa­ tar-pa­ta­ra Ca­na­xa­te­bi hqon­da, xa­tav­da, wer­da mu­ si­kas Ta­vi­si­ve leq­seb­ze. ub­ra­lod, Za­li­an bev­ri iyo, er­Ti da – bev­ri. cva­le­ba­di xa­si­a­Ti hqon­da, Se­iZ­le­bo­da erT wuTs mxi­a­ru­li yo­fi­li­yo, Si­na­ga­ nad dat­vir­Tu­li da me­o­re wams mo­ewyi­na. zo­ga­dad, ma­inc sev­di­a­ni ada­mi­a­ni iyo. la­lis­Tan me­gob­ro­ba ad­vi­lic iyo da Zne­lic. stu­den­to­bis dros Te­at­ ra­lur­Si `lak­mu­sa~ Se­var­q­viT, araf­ris da­mal­va ar Se­eZ­lo, Tu ra­me ar mos­won­da, ma­Sin­ve ga­mo­amJ­Rav­ neb­da. sa­o­ca­ri Si­na­ga­ni sam­ya­ro hqon­da da iq mar­to imaT uS­veb­da, vinc uy­var­da. da Tu Se­giS­veb­da, mar­ T­la sa­o­car sam­ya­ro­Si ga­mog­za­u­reb­da. me vi­ya­vi is ada­mi­a­ni, vi­sac pir­ve­lad ukiTxav­da xol­me axal leqss. amiT Za­lian va­ma­yob. da­iwyeb­da erT leqss, me­re me­o­res mi­a­yo­leb­da, me­re – me­sa­ mes... ka­lig­ra­fi­ac ki gan­sa­kuT­re­bu­li da gan­s­x­va­ ve­bu­li hqon­da, TiT­qos gan­geb ga­da­we­rao.

Te­at­ra­lur in­s­ti­tut­Si mi­sa­Reb ga­moc­debs rom va­ba­reb­diT, Ce­mi yu­radRe­ba Cac­mu­lo­biT mi­ipy­ro. uc­na­u­rad ic­vam­da, ga­mor­Ce­u­lad, sx­va­na­i­rad. Se­eZ­ lo ma­Ra­li qus­le­bi da jin­si mo­ex­di­na, an kla­si­kur ka­ba­ze – `ba­tin­ke­bi~. Tme­bi yo­vel­T­vis are­u­li, ga­we­ wi­li hqon­da. sul ic­v­li­da Tmis fers: iyo wab­lis­ fer­T­mi­a­ni, me­re uc­bad ga­wiT­l­da, me­re gay­viT­l­da...

Cem­T­vis la­li iyo wi­Te­li. sxva­Ta So­ris Tvi­To­nac uy­var­da wi­Te­li fe­ri – wi­Te­li ka­ba, fex­sac­me­li, Can­ Ta... erT da­ba­de­bis dRe­ze ram­de­ni­me me­go­bar­ma, une­ bu­rad, er­T­na­i­ri – wi­Te­li fe­ris Can­Te­bi va­Cu­qeT. araC­ve­u­leb­ri­vi ku­li­na­ri iyo. Tvi­Ton igo­neb­da ker­Zebs, ga­a­ke­Teb­da da gve­pa­ti­Je­bo­da. re­cepts ar Ca­ga­we­ri­neb­da, mir­Cev­nia me ga­va­ke­To Sen­T­vis, dae, la­lis ker­Zi er­q­va­so.

yve­laf­ris ga­Re­ba Se­eZ­lo, siT­bo­dan dawye­bu­li, sa­Cuq­riT dam­Tav­re­bu­li. Za­li­an bevrs gas­cem­da. ram­de­nad iReb­da ukan am Za­li­an bevrs, ar vi­ci. is ki vi­ci, rom bo­los me­tad gul­ga­te­xi­li iyo. tra­ ge­diaa, rom ada­mi­ans si­cocx­le­Si ver afa­se­ben, ar ar­q­me­ven im sa­xels, rac ekuT­v­nis. la­lim icxov­ra da la­lim da­to­va la­li, mTe­li Ta­vi­si ar­siT. da­to­va Ta­vi­si Se­moq­me­de­ba, da­to­ va Svi­li, dag­v­to­va Cven, mag­ram Cven... Ta­vis ga­re­ Se dag­v­to­va. gu­li mwyde­ba da Za­la­in me­nat­re­ba. ar min­da vi­fiq­ro, rom la­li aRar aris. ara, is aqaa, ub­ ra­lod ver vna­xu­lob... qeTevan feiqriSvili moswavle axalgazrdobis erovnuli sasaxlis direqtori

fotoze, marcxnidan marjvniv, pirvel rigSi:L zura buxraZe, lali kekeliZe, levan abaSiZe, miSka jojua, Temo gvalia, biZina miqautaZe; meore rigSi: goga gorgasaniZe, qeTi feiqriSvili, laSa kalaZe, xaTuna mWedliZe, levan wiqvaZe...7 noembris aRlumze.

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`dakarguli asuli~ la­li ke­ke­li­Ze – sa­Tu­Ti su­lis mqo­ne Ce­mi pa­ta­ra me­go­ba­ri, ro­mel­sac la­ma­zi Ri­mi­ li, mag­ram od­nav sev­di­a­ni Tva­le­bi hqon­da. man di­di tki­vi­li da sev­da da­mi­to­va. pa­tivs mi­va­geb mis ni­Wi­e­re­bas, ro­gorc Se­moq­me­dis, ro­me­lic leq­sis we­riT TiT­qos Ta­vi­si su­ lis Ta­na­mo­az­res eZeb­da. aki, gviTx­ra ki­dec Ta­vi­si saT­q­me­li, mi­si Tval­Ta­xed­viT da­na­ xu­li qve­ya­na wle­bis win: `Ce­mo kar­go qve­ya­nav, Tu ar ga­mofxiz­l­de­bi. aw­m­yo­Sic da mo­ma­val­Sic mowye­ni­li iq­ne­bi~.

Ta­vi­si bo­lo kre­bu­lis fur­c­le­bi­dan ki ase dag­vem­S­vi­do­ba yve­las: `me var am Sens aw­m­yo­Si da­kar­gu­li asu­li er­Ti vin­me cod­vi­li~.

Rmer­T­ma na­Tel­Si am­yo­fos mi­si su­li.

qe­Te­van ar­zi­a­ni sasaxlis li­te­ra­tu­ru­li stu­di­is ufrosi pe­da­go­gi

gamorCeuli la­li me­a­Te klas­Si iyo, ro­ca ga­vi­ca­ni. pionerTa sa­sax­le­Si ano kas­ra­ZesTan dadioda. ga­mor­Ce­u­li iyo Ta­vi­si ni­Wi­e­re­biTa da sxar­ti go­ne­biT. bu­ne­biT Se­moq­me­di iyo da yve­la mniS­v­ne­lo­van Ro­nis­Zi­e­ba­sa da kon­ fe­ren­ci­a­Si wam­y­va­ni ro­li hqon­da. re­pe­ti­ci­e­bis Su­a­led­Si dros ixel­Teb­da, hu­ma­ni­ta­rul mec­ni­e­re­ba­Ta gan­yo­fi­la­e­ba­Si Se­mo­ir­ben­da, daj­de­bo­da da me da lu­i­za boC­ko­vas Ta­vis leq­sebs gvi­kiTxav­da. me­re co­tas `wag­ve­Wo­ra­ve­bo­da~ da isev re­pe­ti­ci­a­ze gar­bo­da. Sem­deg Te­at­ra­lur uni­ver­si­tet­Si Ca­a­ba­ra. mis speq­tak­ lebs me, qe­Ti ar­zi­a­ni da na­na bur­ka­Ze yo­vel­T­vis ves­w­re­bo­diT. speq­tak­lis Sem­deg ku­li­seb­Si av­di­o­diT, la­lis rom miv­fe­re­bo­diT. maSindel `evrkis~ arxze vamzadebdi ga­da­ce­mas – `la­bi­rin­Ti~: bav­S­vebi erTmaneTs ejibrebodnen rTu­li si­tu­a­ci­i­dan ga­mo­sa­vlis mo­Zeb­naSi. ga­mar­j­ve­bu­lis­T­vis la­li sa­mi Tvis gan­ mav­lo­ba­Si gvig­zav­ni­da mi­si speq­tak­lis, `hei, vefx­is­tya­os­ne­bos~ bi­le­Tebs. max­sovs, erT-er­Ti pri­zi­o­ri speq­tak­lis nax­vis Sem­deg aR­f­r­To­va­ne­bu­li mo­vi­da, emo­ci­ebs ver ma­lav­da, aRar ico­da, mad­li­e­re­ba ro­gor ga­mo­e­xa­ta. la­lis da­vu­re­ke­ da mo­vu­ye­vi. xma­ze Se­vaty­ve, rom Za­li­an bed­ni­e­ ri iyo...

Cveni bolo Sexvedrac sasaxleSi moxda: qeTevan kalandaZis RonisZiebaze iyo mosuli da stumrebs Soris ver SevamCnie, TviTonve momegeba, Tbilad movesiyvaruleT erTmaneTs. la­lim si­cocx­le­Si­ve Tqva Ta­vi­si saT­q­me­li, mag­ram ax­la rom cocxa­li iyos, dar­w­mu­ne­bu­li var, uf­ro mets ga­a­ke­Teb­da.

Ti­naTin ga­bu­nia sasaxlis me­di­as­tu­dia `dros~ xel­m­ZR­va­ne­li

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m i y ­v a r s s a s ­ axl ­ e... `miy­vars sa­sax­le, Tqven bav­S­vebs Cuq­niT siy­va­ruls~... am sity­ve­biT mog­v­mar­Ta la­li ke­keli­Zem, ro­de­sac 2003 wlis 25 ma­iss, mi­si speq­tak­lis – `hei, vefxis­tya­os­ne­bos~ nax­vis Sem­deg, sa­in­te­re­so Sex­ved­re­bis or­ga­ni­za­tor klub `ran­de­vus~ Ta­os­no­biT mis mSob­li­ur sa­sax­le­Si mo­viw­vi­eT. la­lim ga­ix­se­na Ta­vi­si bav­S­vo­ba, sa­sax­le­Si ga­ta­re­bu­ li dRe­e­bi, pe­da­go­ge­bi – ano kas­ra­Ze, Ta­mar TeT­ra­Ze da sxve­bi, rom­le­bic mis mex­si­e­re­bas Se­mor­C­nen. speq­tak­l­ma – `hei, vefxis­tya­os­ne­bo~ – di­di STa­beW­ di­le­ba mo­ax­di­na bav­S­veb­ze. isi­ni gax­d­nen uC­ve­u­lo sa­na­ xa­o­bis ma­yu­reb­le­bi. es mar­T­lac yve­las­gan gan­s­x­va­ve­bu­ li pi­e­sa iyo, ro­me­lic qar­Tul sce­na­ze da­id­ga. pa­ta­re­ bi Sex­v­d­nen msa­xi­o­bebs, rom­le­bic Ta­vad­ve aR­f­r­To­va­ne­ bu­li iy­v­nen speq­tak­l­Si mo­na­wi­le­o­biT. dad­g­ma, rom­lis av­to­ri, pro­di­u­se­ri da dam­d­g­me­li re­Ji­so­ric la­li ke­ke­li­Ze gax­l­daT, mar­T­lac axa­li sity­va iyo qar­Tul dra­ma­tur­gi­a­Si. Sex­ved­ram Za­li­an Tbil ga­re­mo­Si Ca­i­a­ra bav­S­ve­bis­T­ vi­sac da Cve­ni sa­a­ma­yo aR­z­r­di­lis­T­vi­sac. la­li ke­ke­li­Ze did­xans, did­xans gve­max­sov­re­ba sa­ sax­lis pe­da­go­gebs da mis aR­s­az­r­de­lebs, mas ki­dev bev­ r­jer ga­vix­se­nebT, ro­gorc ni­Wi­er, Se­moq­med da TviT­m­ yo­fad xe­lo­vans. ne­li ni­ku­ra­Ze sa­sax­lis pe­da­go­gi

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lali... daudgromeli, meamboxe, mousvenari, faqizi, sevdiani, Tavneba, erTguli, mosiyvarule, `gadareuli~ !.. misi rolebi, leqsebi, piesebi, speqtaklebi, mTeli misi cxovreba iyo duRili, Relva, borgva, Zieba... iSviaTad iyo mSvidad da am drosac, TiTebis moZraobaSi an sigaretis mowevis maneraSi Canda, rom SigniT raRac duRs, lavasaviT gugunebs da amosafrqvevad emzadeba.. amofrqvevebi ki sruliad moulodneli hqonda, zogjer misTvisac moulodneli.. siyalbes ebrZoda da simarTles eZebda. Tavis azrs mudam xmamaRla ambobda – kargsac da cudsac... xmamaRla gabrazdeboda da xmamaRla gaicinebda, fiqric da dumilic raRacnairi, xmamaRali icoda... erTad vmuSaobdiT, „vaxurebdiT“, erTmaneTs mxarSi vedeqiT, vkamaTobdiT, vicinodiT, vCxubobdiT da vrigdebodiT... da es Zalian kargi iyo ... da es Zalian menatreba...

me da lali jgufelebi viyaviT. sxvebze metad ganebivrebuli jgufi gvqonda, Zalian xalisianebi da enTuziazmiT savseni viyaviT. maxsovs, rogor movida pirvel kursze: gabrwyinebuli saxiT, wiTeli kaba ecva, TeTri koplebiT...

TviTon lali unikaluri pirovneba iyo, ugzoukvlod ganaTlebuli, Zalian niWieri msaxiobi, reJisori da dramaturgi... kargad werda, sakuTar piesebs dgamda axalgazrdebTan erTad da isinic anTebuli saxeebiT Sescqerodnen. misTvis scena da Teatri yvelaferi iyo da Tavs ar zogavda amisTvis. cdilobda, Tavisi ideebi axalgazrdebTan ganexorcielebina, maTac abednierebda da TviTonac bednieri iyo amiT. SemoqmedebiTad Zalian datvirTuli iyo. msaxiobis profesia lodins moiTxovs, mudmivad eli, rom reJisori speqtaklSi migiwvevs... is ki TviTon werda da dgamda. lalis rTuli xasiaTi hqonda, ukompromiso iyo. Tu vinme ar moewoneboda, misTvis Rimilsac aRar gaimetebda arasdros, da vinc uyvarda, mTeli guliT uyvarda.

rusudan bolqvaZe

gia abesalaSvili

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1992 wels, roca TumaniSvilma momiyvana am TeatrSi, sxva msaxiobebTan erTad gavicani lali kekeliZec. ramdenime speqtaklSi erTad mogviwia TamaSi. yvelaze dasamaxsovrebeli iyo `kili da du~, romelic qeTi doliZem dadga. mTavar rols lali TamaSobda, me ki misi alkoholiki, gaSorebuli meuRle viyavi. lalis personaJi TiTqmis mTeli speqtaklis ganmavlobaSi borkilebiT iyo mijaWvuli sawolze. erTi Zalian mZime scena gvqonda, riTac mTavrdeboda speqtakli: is xelze mkbenda, me vurtyamdi, mere gvaSvelebdnen. am scenis TamaSiT, misi simZimis miuxedavad, piradad me did siamovnebas viRebdi. maSin aRmovaCine lalis saocari organuloba da damajerebloba scenaze. ... erT dRes movida da Tavis piesaSi TamaSi SemomTavaza, Tumca Cveni Sexvedra – lali kekeliZes, rogor reJisorsa da zura gewaZes, rogorc msaxiobs Soris – ar Sedga. moxda piriqiT: rodesac laSa buRaZis `7 patara piesis~ dadgma daviwye, speqtaklSi lali miviwvie. igi aRSfoTebul tatianas TamaSobda, misi scena bolo meSvide novela iyo. lalis teqsti am speqtaklSi Zalian mZime da rTulia, faqtobrivad, teqstSi didi gadaxvevebi ar aris, Tumca misi Sinagani mdgomareoba icvleba, viTardeba da bolos isterikaSi vardeba. kritikosebi da mayureblebi xSirad aRniSnavdnen, rom es lalis erT-erTi saukeTeso roli iyo. am speqtaklze muSaobisas lali monatrebuli iyo rols, Tumca igi yovelTvis SemoqmedebiT wvaSi iyo. rogorc yvela niWier adamians, xandaxan mZime xasiaTi hqonda da mis irgvliv daZabulobac iqmneboda, Tumca maleve ganimuxteboda xolme. Zalian keTili da yuradRebiani iyo, SeeZlo Sens TvalebSi amoekiTxa, ra gawuxebda. urTierTobaSi Tbili iyo da Zalian uyvarda Sekrebebi. samwuxarod, lali im dros wavida amqveynidan, rodesac yvelaze nayofieri SemoqmedebiTi periodi hqonda, Semokrebili hyavda Tanamoazreebi, romlebTan erTadac intensiurad muSaobda. yovelTvis hqonda miznebi, ideebi, miswrafebebi, ocnebobda Tavisi piesebis dadgmaze sxvadasxva TeatrSi, ama Tu im msaxiobTan erTad... zurab gewaZe arian adamianebi, romlebic waruSlel kvals toveben da, maradisobaSi gardasulni, misabaZ magaliTad rCebian CvenTvis; araerT talants flobda... TiToeuls didi rudunebiT amravlebda da maRal profesiul doneze ahyavda... iyo SesaniSnavi msaxiobi, reJisori, dramaturgi, poeti, blogeri, uZlieresi pedagogi, speqtaklis, perspeqtivaSi Wvretis sruliad unikaluri unaris mqone... uRalato megobari, samagaliTo deda... msaxiobebTan muSaobis gamorCeul maneras, saidumloebas flobda... Tavad uniWieres msaxiobs, Tavisuflad SeeZlo nebismieri rolis gaxsna-morgeba; SesaniSnavi msaxiobebi aRzarda; zedmiwevniT aswavla xeloba... eamayeboda Tavisi aRzrdilebi... dRes isini Rirseulad amSveneben qarTuli Teatris scenas da saintereso, niWier xelovanebad gvevlinebian; Cveni usayvarlesi kolega da megobari lali kekeliZe maTSi agrZelebs sicocxles da maTTan erTad zeimobs araerT gamarjvebas... marina xarCilava

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`vefxistyaosani? mand xom rusTavels kiTxuloben mxolod,~ – miTxra Jurnalistma, romelic erT-erT qarTul telearxze kulturul cxovrebas aSuqebs, roca vurCie aucileblad enaxa mixeil TumaniSvilis saxelobis kinomsaxiobTa TeatrSi dadgmuli warmodgena `hei, vefxistyaosnebo~, romlis avtori da damdgmeli reJisoria msaxiobi lali kekeliZe. etyoba, am speqtaklis – ufro sworad, rogorc warmodgenis programaSia naTqvami, `erTmoqmedebiani performansis~ – saTaurma, marTlac, daabnia Tbilisis sazogadoeba: zogierT Teatrmcodnesac ki egona, rom lali kekeliZis speqtakli `mxatvruli kiTxvis saRamoa~, romelic, rogorc wesi, mTqnarebis survils aRZravs xolme mayurebelSi. am warmodgenaSi, marTlac, sul leqsebs kiTxuloben. oRond ara rusTavelis teq­ sts, aramed lali kekeliZis leqsebs. `vefxistyaosans~ ki, Tu ar vcdebi, mxolod erTxel axseneben. isic `citatis saxiT~... saerTod, lali kekeliZis poezia citatebiT sakmaod mdidaria. Tumca citata arsad iqceva ubralo samkaulad. zogierTi citata gamoxatavs im kulturul faseulobebs, romelsac mowyvetilia Cveni sazogadoebis cnobiereba, zogierTi ki, piriqiT, warmoaCens im stereotipebs, im SeniRbul, fsiqologiur Tu kulturologiur kodebs, romelic am cnobierebis ganviTarebas amuxruWebs. warmodgenis dasawyisSi, roca kulisebidan avtori, lali

kekeliZe, kiTxulobs Tavis leqss, romelsac refrenad `Cemo kargo qveyanav~ gasdevs, naTeli xdeba, rom mTeli warmodgena iqneba pasuxi kiTxvaze: `visia momavali, Tuki aseTia awmyo?!~ lali kekeliZis performansiT Tu vimsjelebT, awmyo `mdedrs~ ekuTvnis. mTeli warmodgenis manZilze eqvsi qalbatoni, SeiZleba iTqvas, `utrialebs~ scenaze dadgmul mamakacis safrTxobelas. isini mamakacs Zalauflebas arTmeven, Semdeg ki umoqmedobaSi adanaSauleben. isini elian mamakacs, romelic Tavadve aqcies safrTxobelad. erT epizodSi safrTxobelas SeerTebuli Statebis droSis atributebi uCndeba. `gemudarebi, wamiyvaneo,~ – sTxoven mas qarTveli qalebi. am warmodgenaze, sul rom araferi xdebodes scenaze, mayurebeli, Tuki mas poezia uyvars, mainc ar moiwyenda. lali kekeliZis poezia, ubralod, ver gadaaqcevda speqtakls `mxatvruli kiTxvis saRamod~, Tundac imitom, rom es leqsebi absoluturad moklebulia paTetikas, xolo roca drodadro leqsSi sentimentalizmi imZlavrebs xolme, msmeneli, ubralod, ver aswrebs gaRizianebas, radgan sentimentalur pasaJebs maSinve

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iumori, zogan ki sarkazmi mohyveba... siaxle aq isaa, rom qarTulma kulturam, bolos da bolos, daiwyo genderuli rolebis urTierTobis, maTi `urTierTmimarTebis~ problemis gaazreba. `RvTismSoblis wilxvedr qveyanaSi,~ bolos da bolos, daiwyo laparaki qalis rolze qarTul kulturul sivrceSi, Tanac idealizaciis gareSe, gasaocari TviTironiiTa da `Savi iumoriT~, Tanac sxvadasxva Taobis qalbatonTa mSvenieri SesrulebiT, msaxiobebiT, romelTaganac me gansakuTrebiT gamovyofdi lia kapanaZes, SeiZleba iTqvas, qarTul-sabWoTa kinoSi erTaderT artists, romelsac ar SeeSinda yofiliyo erotikuli merab kokoCaSvilis `did mwvane velSi~, gamovyofdi mzia arabuls da, raRa Tqma unda, am warmodgenis namdvil mSvenebas, rogorc gairkva, araprofesional msaxiobs, rusudan savanels. mayurebels ki vetyodi, nu dagafrTxobT es ironiuli saTauri `hei, vefxistyaosnebo~ da aucileblad naxeT lali kekeliZis speqtakli. bolos da bolos, saqarTveloSic keTdeba raRac, rac arafriT Camouvardeba ucxoeli `kulturuli biurokratebis~ mier SerCeul RonisZiebebs.

Tu raRacas ar vqmni, viclebi, vkvdebi, vqrebi...

giorgi gvaxaria

16.06.2002 http://www.radiotavisupleba.ge/

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ba `l vS al ve is bi ~

laliko, miTqvams da dauRalavad gavimeoreb: Sen rom ara, SeiZleba me dRes scenaze ar vmdgariyavi. didi madloba Seni dauRalavi Sromisa da rwmenisaTvis, usazRvro siyvarulisTvis Seni profesiisa da xelovnebisadmi. Sen CvenSi agrZeleb arsebobas da kidev erTxel didi madloba imisTvis, rom aseTi megobroba daTese CvenSi – `lalis bavSvebSi!~ ana nikolaiSvili Cems cxovrebaSi arseboben adamianebi, vinc dRes Cems gverdiT fizikurad aRar arian, magram maT siaxloves yovelTvis vgrZnob. erT-erTia lali. yovelTvis, roca scenaze raime axals vakeTeb, is Cem gverdiTaa, viTvaliswineb mis azrs, vfiqrob, rogori reaqcia eqneboda, ra SeniSvnas momcemda, ras mirCevda... albaT adamianis ukvdavebac esaa: aRar xar, magram imdeni ramis datoveba moaswari, rom Seni cxovreba sxvebSi grZeldeba. maia gelovani

rTulia, ramdenime frazaSi Caatio is siyvaruli, rac lalim mTeli Tavisi sicocxlis manZilze mogviZRvna: brZola simarTlisTvis, warmoudgenlad ulevi energia, magaliTi, Tu rogori unda iyos xelovani adamiani, da ara marto xelovani... bodiSs vixdi misi sulis winaSe, Tu odesme rame miwyeninebia – lali Cveni pedagogi, Cveni megobari, da, Zma... da, ubralod, erTi marTali adamiani. misi xsovnis pativsacemad xSirad vixseneb mis daweril simReras, romelic erT-erT repeticiaze Tavad avtorma Seasrula da neba momca, es simRera mec memRera. bodiSi, madloba, miyvarxar.. . gaga CixlaZe

lali institutis damTavrebis Semdeg gavicani da pirvelive wamebidan Semiyvarda. unikaluri adamiani iyo, Tavisi leqsebiT, piesebiT... TiToeul speqtaklSi mTel Tavis grZnobasa da gancdas debda. man mTeli Tavisi cxov­ reba Semoqmedebas Seswira da, Cemi azriT, swored aseTi unda iyos namdvili xelovani. maxsovs, erTxel me da lalim erTad viTamaSeT: es iyo lalis dadgmuli speqtakli saxelwodebiT `iq, sadac Cemi saxlia~. premieris dRes qalbatoni marina xarCilava, romelic mTavar personaJs asaxierebda, SeuZlod gaxda. warmodgena iSleboda, amitomac gadawyda, es roli lalis eTamaSa. CemTvis didi pativi iyo qalbaton lalisTan erTad scenaze dgoma. lali kekeliZe mudam darCeba Cems gulSi, rogorc gamorCeuli adamiani. eka demetraZe

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rodesac saubaria iseT xelovanze, rogoric lali kekeliZe iyo, vibnevi. romeli kuTxiT ganvixilo es genialuri adamiani: rogorc uniWieresi msaxiobi, genialuri reJisori, araCveulebrivi poeti Tu didi dramaturgi?!. CemTvis masTan xanmokle urTierToba namdvilad RmerTis saCuqari iyo, romelic, samwuxarod, iSviaTad Tu eRirseba adamians... lalisTan or speqtaklze vimuSave. Tavidan marTla ver vxvdebodi, muSaobis rogor meTodTan mqonda saqme, magram misi energetika imdenad gadamdebi iyo, maleve ubednieres msaxiobad vigrZeni Tavi da Semdeg speqtaklze samuSaod daufiqreblad davTanxmdi. vfiqrob, rogorc reJisori, is gansakuTrebul adgils daikavebda ara marto qarTuli Teatris istoriaSi... mis dramaturgias msoflio klasikosebTanac ki gavaTanabrebdi. misi amqveynidan udrood wasvla namdvili Soki iyo yvela im adamianisTvis, vinc masTan megobrobda, muSaobda, an ubralod icnobda. samwuxarod, arc mis xanmokle sicocxleSi da arc axla, misi moRvaweoba saTanadod ar dafasebula, rogorc mravali sxva moRvawisa. etyoba, es Cveni qveynis ganukurnebeli senia, romelsac ase dauRalavad da TavganwirviT ebrZoda lali kekeliZe...

me mas veZebdi dabadebidan, yvelgan, mudam, yovelTvis. maSinac, sanam gavicnobdi da maSinac, roca bolomde SevigrZeni. is Caisaxa CemSi da daimkvidra samudamod Tavi Cems gulSi. namdvilad, me Tavidan davibade masTan urTierTobaSi. es iyo bodva, sigiJe, siamovneba, fantazia, sul raRac wamieri bedniereba, misi usazRvro niWi, romelSic vcxovrobdi, vexebodi, vkocnidi, miyvarda... zRapruli samyaro, sadac saswaulebs vijerebdi, davfrinavdi... usasrulo warmosaxviTi garemo, sivrce, romelSic Tavdauzogavad varsebobdi, mivyvebodi da mixaroda... vicodi, vgrZnobdi, rom raRac saswauls xeliT vexebodi (araamqveyniurs)... es iyo namdvili (realuri) sizmari, romlis SesaZlebloba, formebi da moculoba ganuzomeli iyo... usasrulo... da swored am samyaros „Cemi Teatri“ erqva. amis avtori, amis SemTxzveli, amis Semqmneli iyo lali.

Sen waxvedi... da albaT „frCxilebi gagezarda“, magram CemSi darCi, rogorc tkivili, simsivne da siyvaruli. me minda vuTxra madloba RmerTs, rom movaxerxe Seni aRmoCena, me minda madloba giTxra im siamovnebisTvis, im wamebisTvis, im dReebisTvis, im ZiebisTvis da TavisuflebisTvis, romlisTvisac Rirs cxovreba. Sen xom me rwmena momeci. miyvarxar...

nika werediani

qeTi asaTiani

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rodesac lalize minda rame vTqva, saSineli sevda da gulistkivili mipyrobs. simarTle giTxraT, iseT ambavs, rogorsac aseT SemTxvevebSi hyvebian, verc vixseneb... lali Tavis saqmeze uzomod Seyvarebuli adamiani iyo, bunebiT poeti, ukompromiso. man Tavisi saqme siRrmiseulad icoda.

Cveni Sexvedra SemTxveviT moxda, televiziis pavilionSi. im dros gadawyvetili mqonda, bavSvebisTvis zRaprebi gadameRo. pirveli zRapari wiTelquda iyo. wiTelqudas dedis rolis Semsrulebels veZebdi da am patara rolze lalis vTxove daxmareba. Tavidan kategoriuli uari miTxra, ar vici, vin an rogor unda viTamaSo, Tu rames movifiqreb, dagirekavTo... saerTod, Teatri misTvis yvelaferi iyo da televizias didad pativs ar scemda. or dReSi damireka da miTxra, raRac movifiqre, vcadoT, Tu gamogvivida, mere CavweroTo ... movida. Tavad moitana kostiumi, aqsesuarebi... vcadeT da, ase Seiqmna Tanamedrove, Tavis Tavze Seyvarebuli egoisti dedis saxe... mas Semdeg mravali zRapari gadaviReT... ar maxsovs, odesme moumzadebeli mosuliyo, piriqiT, rodesac partnior msaxiobs teqsti aviwydeboda, saSinlad ganicdida da aRSfoTebas ver malavda.

Mmaxsovs, „rwyilsa da WianWvelaze“ vmuSaobdiT. misi partniori, miSa jojua, dasasveneblad kojorSi iyo. damireka da miTxra, lalis mTeli cxovreba vicnob, jgufelebi varT, ra problemaa, pirdapir Caweraze movalo. magram aseTi ram lalisTvis sruliad miuRebeli iyo – SevTanxmdiT da me da lali miSas kojorSi vewvieT. didxans vsaubrobdiT, vkamaTobdiT da TandaTan vZerwavdiT personaJebs... lalisTan muSaoba udidesi siamovneba iyo... werda leqsebs, piesebs, dgamda speqtaklebs, magram misTvis yvelaze mTavari mainc msaxiobis xelovneba iyo... guli stkioda, rom TeatrSi misi SesaZleblobebis sruli realizacia ver moaxerxa... me vfiqrob, mas hqonda niWi, garegnoba, xma, metyveleba, plastika, siRrmiseuli ganaTleba, magram ar hqonda yvelaze saWiro niWi – niWi TeatrSi damkvidrebisa...

TinaTin Wabukiani reJisori

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albaT, bevrs axsovs 90-iani wlebis dasawyisSi tele­ ek­ ranebze sabavSvo gadacema `televeziris~ gamoCena, magram bevrma ar icis, rom am telegmiris ukan lali kekeliZe idga: swored man aalaparaka pirvelad CarCoSi Casmuli kacuna.

`lali, jer kidev Teatralur institutSi rom vswavlobdiT, iqidan maxsovs. keTili Rimili da cocxali Tvalebi hqonda, cota bavSvuri, TavgadasavlebisTvis da aRmoCenebisTvis mudam mzad roa... mere mZime periodi daiwyo, 90-iani wlebi, cxov­ reba Zalian garTulda... am gaWirvebam ufro gamoaCina, vin vin iyo. am dros Tavidan gavicani lali, rogorc keTili, Tbili da niWieri adamiani... silaRe, sixalise mohqonda xolme repeticiaze, vgrZnobdi, rogor exmareboda partniorebs... ...`televezirze~ vmuSaobdiT. es is droa, fuli saerTod rom gaqra da mxolod ori dRis safiqraliT vcxovrobdiT – xval riT viarseboT?.. da amave dros, Cveni mTavari sazrunavi iyo, rogorme es siduxWire Cvens Svilebs ar egrZnoT. arada, isinic xedavdnen amas da Segnebulad Tvals aridebdnen vitrinebs, sadac saTamaSoebi iyo gamofenili... aman mibiZga naxatebi gamecocxlebina bavSvebisTvis, rogorc saCuqari maTTvis... pirvelad Cemi Svilis naxati, CarCoSi moqceuli kacuna – `televeziri~ gavacocxleT... axla jeri kacunas gaxmovanebaze midga. aseTi teqsti unda eTqva `televezirs~: `vai, rogor aRmovCndi am yuTSi?.. Tu televizorSi moxvdi – `televezirad” iqcevi!..~ Tavidan gia abesalaSvilma scada. gias xasiaTiT `televezirs~ vamsgavsebdi – masaviT keTili, didsulovani da momTmenia-Tqo, vfiqrobdi. piupitrze televeziris naxati davude, xasiaTi rom egrZno... giam daiwyo gaxmovaneba, magram sul sxva personaJi gamosdioda... kargad iwvala... am dros mikrofonTan lalic ijda, gias gverdiT, sxva personaJi unda gaexmovanebina. isic

naxats uyurebda da, etyoba, kargad Cawvda mis xasiaTs... uceb, ver moiTmina da, gias intonacia Seuswora – ai, ase Tqvio!.. gia mainc sxva mxares midioda.. lali cdilobda, gias daxmareboda, `televeziris~ xasiaTi eCvenebina misTvis da kidevac aCvena, absoluturad zustad!.. me am dros, xmis reJisorTan erTad, xmis pultTan viyavi; reJisors vTxove, lalis mikrofonic CaerTo... da CavwereT!.. mokled, giam da lalim personaJebi gacvales... lalis xma `televezirs~ saocrad mouxda... misi wyalobiT `televeziri~ ametyvelda da bavSvebs sTxova, misTvis TavianTi naxatebi gamoegzavnaT, raTa isinic gaecocxlebinaT... da fosta amuSavda! bavSvebi uamrav naxats agzavnidnen... `televeziri~ uceb gaxda popularuli; Cvenc, gaxarebulebi, enTuziazmiT vmuSaobdiT, saocari periodi iyo, fexiT mivdiodiT televiziaSi – transporti ar arsebobda; viyinebodiT, gaTboba ar gvqonda... kompiuterTan sanTeli gvenTo, raTa akumulatoris deni ganaTebaze ar dagvexarja da kompiuteri ar gamorTuliyo... mokled, aseT duxWir garemoSi gviwevda muSaoba, TiTqmis anazRaurebis gareSe, magram gamogzavnili naxatebi da is SegrZneba, rom `televezirs~ elodebodnen, gvaTbobda da gvaimedebda... erTxelac maxsovs, gadacemas sponsori gamouCnda da jgufis wevrebs saTiTaod franguli sunamoebi Camouriga... lalim, neta, kartofili moetana sunamos nacvlado, Caiburtyuna. aseTi dro iyo. miuxedavad sirTuleebisa, Sinaganad savseni da laRebi viyaviT... axlac menatreba is dro da lalisTan erTad muSaoba... nodar begiaSvili

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yovelTvis Zalian miyvarda carieli furceli, Cemi magida

da wera; vwer, radgan mewerineba da amiT bednieri var. xe-

lovani Suamavalia, ideebi haerSi dafrinavs. isini unda aiRo da daafiqsiro - es procesi TavisTavad SesaniSnavia da auxs-

neli, Tumca adamianebi xSirad raRacebis gamijvnas, gamoyofas mivxvdi, rom vwer ara ise, rogorc miRebulia, ris gamoc,

erTi xani sakuTar TavSi Cavikete, leqsebsac aRaravis vukiTxavdi, gverdiTac aravin aRmoCnda, odnavi stimuli rom moeca CemTvis...

... erTxel, televizors vuyureb da vxedav, kote yuba-

neiSvili kiTxulobs Cems leqss `erTi TefSi mani-fafis Wamis dros...~. gavocdi. wakiTxvis Semdeg daamata, marTalia, lalis ar vicnob, magram dauswreblad viReb `reaqtiul klubSio~.

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ali kekeliZe plo ezia

da saxelebis darqmevas mainc cdiloben. droTa ganmavlobaSi

*** ganuwyvetliv tvini fiqris abebzea, es ar aris bodva da arc nevrozia. aRar minda proza, aRarc poezia, minda damemarTos mxolod amnezia. es ar aris ltolva da arc progresia, minda SeviZino Zilis profesia. minda, minda davdo gaCumebis fici, mxolod giTxra is, rom araferi vici. daviviwyo unda, rac ki ram vixile, gavaCero tvini perpentumobile. davibruno unda xetialis xibli, mere, rogorc boSa fexSiSveli vivli. ganuwyvetliv suli wamTa dozebzea, es ar aris bodva da arc nevrozia, SeviZino minda Zilis profesia, unda gadavyaro Cemi poezia.

Cemo kargo qveyana Tu xar stviri da Tu mxolod stiri, me ar momwons Seni stili! viTom gulubryviloba udris Sen garyvnilebas. viTom Seni eposi aris cudi gemosi. „Cemo kargo qveyanav razed mogiwyenia?!“ albaT isev ver arCev, vin sxvaa, vin Senia. warsuli xom gavida, momavali visia?! vinc iyidis awmyoSi momavalic misia. aRar minda vismino, Tu rogori gvqonda Cven sanaqebo warsuli. me var am Sens awmyoSi dakarguli asuli. erTi vinme codvili, Cems mxareSi me var TviTon ltolvili. ganwirulni, aq Cven davrCiT martoni, viT ZaRlebi dakarguli patroniT.

versad veRar vipove Sens garSemo adgili, iyos laRi, namdvili.

Seni viTom mgosnebi, viTom friadosnebi, Seni SuSanikebi, viTom patiosnebi, Seni viTom kacebi, gazluquli vacebi. „Cemo kargo qveyanav“, hoda, nu xar nawyeni.

Tu xar naiarevi, rad ar uvli Sens Svilebs ucxod daviarebiT. awmyo aris warsuli, momavalic awmyoa, yvela droSi gagvwire, viTom ase gawyobda?

Semoisvi garSemo TiTqos Seni mxevalni, mxolod farisevelni. hoda, Cemo qveyanav, aRar gamofxizldebi?! sad gauSvi, gafante, pirtitvela biWebi, daarige nisiad, hoda imaT gareSe, nu kiTxulob iseve, momavali visia?!

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aRar minda vismino Seni Zveli miTebi, samSobloze, Zmobaze ufaqizes Zmobaze da Tu rogor wiravdnen Tavs tanjuli gmirebi. „Cemo kargo qveyanav Tu ar gamofxizldebi, awmyoSic, momavalSic, mowyenili iqnebi.

Tu xar stviri da Tu mxolod stiri, me ar momwons Seni stili!

*** Tbiliselebs daekargaT Zveli gracia, am Cems qalaqs daxvretili palto acvia. marjvena ixmara kargad caciam, qveyanas gaukeTa trepanacia. miiReT cxeli informacia, daiwyo axali halucinacia, rogor gadarCes Zveli nacia.

gadavrCiT mivyvebi quCas, maTxovars vawvdi Cems bolo xurdas. `iaron~, ambobda adre muxrani, dadian, tye aris irgvliv uRrani. dasrialeben quCaSi metrebi, qveyanas arigeben santimetrebiT. qalaqs bazroba Semoajda didi buziviT, xelovanebma kontraqtebi dades muzebTan. partituraSi Seicvala Zveli notebi, isev gamoCndnen axali drois `patriotebi~. magram gadarCa, gadarCa kola, Semogvitana man `koka-kola~. bevria fantac, Taoba Cemi ki Semoifanta.

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lali, profesiiT dediko miuteve yvelas, magaria, roca SegiZlia miteveba. maSin Seni suli simSvides moipovebs. ubralod Sexede yvelafers, rac ar unda moxdes da gaagrZele cxovreba. sicocxle marTlac saocrebaa da savsea saswaulebiT, Sen es ici da yovelTvis gjerodes amis. aiRe sicocxlisgan yvelaferi, rasac SemogTavazebs, ar daemalo Sens Tavs, yovelTvis SeZeli, gaaanalizo movlenebi, ar moityuo Tavi, rac ar unda mZime iyos simrTle, mainc yovelTvis simarTle eZebe da maSin Tavisufali iqnebi. ar SegeSindes siZneleebis, ar SegeSindes ucxo adamianebis, gaxsovdes, isinic SensaviT wvaloben xSirad, mouZebne maT axsna da gaamartive urTierToba.

Cemo sicocxle, icxovre siyvaruliT, yovel dilas uTxari Sens Tavs, rom gaTenda araCveulebrivi dRe, imitom rom yvela dRe araCveulebrivia, radgan meti arasodes aRar ganmeordeba. gaufrTxildi imas, rac gaqvs axla, imitom, rom SeiZleba es ar gqonoda da SeiZleba odesRac ar iyos. ar daxarjo Seni dro uazrobaSi, Sen xar patroni Seni droisa, romelic an savsed, an carielad unda ganvlo. ar gaarTulo araferi, gaxsovdes, rom gamosavali yovelTvis arsebobs. aseve arse-

Cemo patara da dido gogo, bednier, araCveulebriv da warmatebul dRes gisurveb! me mjera Seni, Sen SegiZlia yvelafers miaRwio. mTavaria, arafris SegeSindes. gjerodes Seni. usmine yovelTvis Sens gulis xmas, rom am giJ samyaroSi, am qaosSi da xmaurSi ar dagekargos da Tu Sen gulis xmas da Sens gonebas Sensave gulisyurs miugdeb, is yovelTvis swor gzaze dagayenebs. swori gza ki Sens SigniT, Seni sindisia. iyavi Seni sindisis erTguli, is ki simarTlisaTvis, rogorc kamertoni, ise Cagvido RmerTma. gjerodes Seni Tavis, iyavi darwmunebuli imaSi, rasac akeTeb, kargad moifiqre, mere gadawyvite da Semdeg gadadgi nabiji, es yvelaferi warmatebis sawindari iqneba. aravis araferi ar unda daumtkico, Sen cxovrob da unda akeTo yvelaferi ise, rogorc Sen fiqrob, rogorc ukanasknel dRes. es Seni cxovrebaa da es Seni droa, nu gaflangav mas araferSi, an SiSSi, an meryeobaSi. iyavi laRi, pirdapiri, Tamami, ubralo, Tavmdabali, keTili, Tbili, mosiyvarule da marTali. Tu ki vinmem ver daginaxa, an ver Seafasa, ara uSavs, Tavs amisaTvis nu daimwuxreb, Sen Seni akeTe yovelTvis da sanacvlod nu moiTxov, amaSic nu daxarjav dros.

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bobs yvela SekiTxvaze pasuxi, es pasuxebi Sens SigniT aris, mousmine da pasuxsac miiReb. Cemo sicocxle, miyvarxar, miyvarxar ise, rom Sen xar azri Cemi siyvarulisa, Sen xar is, vis gamoc da visganac gavige da SevigrZeni am qveyanaze es grZnoba, rasac siyvaruli hqvia. me yovelTvis viqnebi Tu ara fizikurad Sen gverdiT, ara aqvs mniSvneloba, yovelTvis, yovelTvis mainc Seniani, Sen gverdze, rogorc mfarveli, rogorc megobari, rogorc Tanamdgomi, rogorc Suqura, rogorc SenTvis mebrZoli da Seni damcveli adamiani da, ra Tqma unda, Seni dediko viqnebi! me mjera Seni! esec Cemi danabarebi. (lali, profesiiT dediko da agreTve sxvadasxva saqmianobebiT.) gkocni! SiSi unda daZlio pirvel rigSi. rogor? ai ase, rogorc mogwere!

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