2021 theme: RUPTURE

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FETAL POSITION Stephanie Nelson Monitor lights brightened the room but it was dark enough for Cora. Dark or not wasn’t keeping her from sleep, it was the babies crying. She rolled to her side in the hospital bed and touched the soft remains of pregnancy on her stomach. She moved her hand down until she reached the C-section wound dressing, which rustled a bit under her ingers and then the pain struck. It had only been quiet for ive minutes and her body melted a little into white bedding, looking for sleep anyway. She had sent Jef home for the night even though he’d slept in the awkward chair-turned-rollaway-bed for the past two nights and swore he was used to it. Hopefully this was the last night she’d be in the hospital and he might as well get a good night’s sleep she told him. One of them should. What if you need something? He said. I have nurses, she said. As if he’d be any help, he was such a hard sleeper. Jef patted her head like she was the family cat, grabbed his work jacket and walked out at 5 p.m. Sure, Cora had pain medication but the most recent dose was wearing of. She looked at the hands on the clock hanging over a dusty rose-papered wall by the door and then at the whiteboard where the nurse wrote her pill schedule. Sleep was the only way to get through the next two hours. The current silence pushed the hope that she’d succeed and enter sleep’s palace after all. It curled up around her and held her until the airy invitation arrived at the same time a pinched noise began from a few rooms down. The single cry was methodical at irst and she was wide awake again. Cora assumed she’d be dealing with for a crying newborn for months to come. The crying wasn’t pleasant, but it was part of the package of having a baby. She just didn’t think it would be part of this package. Still laying on her side, Cora covered her ears with her hands and cried throaty tears to drown out the noise. She didn’t even ease into it. First stop? Absolute sobbing. One newborn cry triggered a second and a third until they were speaking a bawling baby language through hospital walls to each other. Cora heard observations that devolved into existential questions. It’s cold. I’m hungry. Change my diaper. Help me sleep. Don’t make me sleep. Who am I? Why am I here? 110


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MEET THE WRITERS

11min
pages 181-190

ABOUT

1min
pages 179-180

Exhale

1min
pages 171-172

Ten Seconds to Rupture

6min
pages 165-168

The Walk

7min
pages 173-176

A Funeral Sestina

1min
pages 163-164

How to Solve a Rubik’s Cube

1min
pages 169-170

Fault Lines

5min
pages 160-162

Dinner Conversation

7min
pages 152-158

Manifest Palimpsest

0
page 159

By The Numbers

7min
pages 145-149

Miracle of Wood

0
pages 150-151

Child’s Moon

7min
pages 136-139

Three Days in Houston

5min
pages 142-144

Because of Mount St. Helens

1min
pages 132-135

Lark Ascending

7min
pages 127-131

Embrace Embarassment

1min
pages 121-126

Invisible Tigers

4min
pages 119-120

Octopus Heart

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page 116

Beauty Shop

1min
pages 117-118

Fetal Position

6min
pages 112-115

Bullighter

7min
pages 107-110

Sound of Bees

4min
pages 97-99

Descend

1min
pages 100-101

The Journey of a Magnum Opus

2min
pages 94-95

Parosmia

1min
page 96

My Pronoun

0
page 88

Dear Marcie

7min
pages 89-93

First Frost

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page 83

Seasons Change

7min
pages 84-87

ABCs for My 1, 2, 3

7min
pages 79-82

The Rapture and The Rupture

7min
pages 72-78

Breach

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page 63

Compromise

7min
pages 57-60

A Man Named Joe

3min
pages 69-70

it is natural

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page 71

Ruptured

7min
pages 64-68

No Ruptured Skull Today

3min
pages 61-62

My Mother’s Rolls

4min
pages 54-56

After the Sample

4min
pages 32-34

Shattering the Illusion of Control

7min
pages 45-52

Repairs Under Pressure

7min
pages 27-30

Rupture Stone

1min
pages 37-39

The Flood

3min
pages 35-36

Uninvited

7min
pages 40-44

My Brother

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page 31

Introduction

5min
pages 19-26
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