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†bv‡ej cyi¯‹vi †NvlYvi 16 w`b Av‡M wRI‡d« nvBg‡mi †jLvwU cÖKvwkZ n‡q‡Q Ô†bv‡ej cyi¯‹vi wK ee wWjv‡bi cÖvc¨?Õ ZLb ch©šÍ jÛ‡bi †ewUs G‡RwÝ j¨vW‡eªv‡Ki ZvwjKvi kx‡l© nviæwK gyivKvwg, Zvici ¸wM Iqv w_‡qv‡½v, wdwjc i_ cÖgyL| ZvwjKvq ee wWjvbI Av‡Qb| Z‡e Zuvi bvg R‡qm K¨v‡ivj IUm, A¨v‡gvm I‡Ri †cQ‡b; mgcO&w³‡Z Zuvi m‡½ Ae¯’vb Ki‡Qb Ugvm wcbkb Ges wgjvb Kz‡Ûiv| Z‡e ee wWjvb Ug ÷cvW©, Kig¨vK g¨vK&Kvw_© Ges mvjgvb iækw`i Ic‡i| Av‡Mi eQi¸‡jv evwRi ZvwjKvq wZwb Av‡iv Ic‡i _vK‡Zb Ñ Gevi wcwQ‡q c‡o‡Qb| f³‡`i cÖkœwU n‡”Q Ñ ÔwWjvb †bv‡ej cÖvBR cv‡eb †Zv?Õ wKš‘ wRI‡d« nvBgm cÖkœ †i‡L‡Qb Ñ Ô†bv‡ej cÖvBR wK ee wWjv‡bi cÖvc¨?Õ cÖkœwU‡K Av‡iv mywbw`©ó K‡i wZwb wR‡Ám K‡i‡Qb : ÔKwe wn‡m‡e ee wWjv‡bi wK †bv‡ej cÖvBR cvIqv DwPZ?Õ DËiI wZwb w`‡q‡Qb : Aek¨B bq| ee wWjv‡bi †jLv Mvb co‡Z fv‡jv jvM‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ Zv wK cÖwZ‡hvwMZvg~jK KweZvi A½‡b KweZv wn‡m‡e VuvB cvIqvi g‡Zv? nv‡j KweZvi Rb¨ huviv †bv‡ej cÖvBR †c‡q‡Qb wmgvm wnwb, †W‡iK IqvjKU, Ugvm Uªv݇Uªvgvi, wemøvfv wmg‡evi¯‹v Ñ ee wWjvb wK Zuv‡`i KvZv‡ii Kwe? wZwb Av‡iv wj‡L‡Qb, M¨vweª‡qj Mvwm©qv gv‡K©‡Ri M`¨‡K BwZnvm g‡b Kiv †hgb AwePvi, ee wWjv‡bi c`¨‡K †Zgwb KweZv we‡ePbv Kiv AwePvi| ee wWjv‡bi AwaKvsk iPbv cvV Kivi Rb¨ wjwLZ nqwb| n‡q‡Q myimn‡hv‡M ev`¨h‡š¿i mg_©‡b †M‡q †kvbv‡bvi Rb¨| Zvn‡j cÖkœwU‡K bZzb K‡i mvRv‡bv hvq : Mv‡bi MxwZKvi wn‡m‡e ee wWjv‡bi wK †bv‡ej cÖvBR cÖvc¨? wfbœ wkícÖKi‡Yi mg_©b Qvov wjwiKm †hgb Mvb n‡q I‡V bv, K¨v‡givi KvR Qvov wUwf bvU‡Ki w¯ŒÞ †hgb bvUK n‡q I‡V bv Ñ MxwZKvi I wUwf-bvU¨Kvi‡K Kwe I Jcb¨vwm‡Ki m‡½ we‡ePbv Kiv KZUv mgxPxb? wRI‡d« nvBg‡mi †jLv †_‡K D×…Z Kiv n‡”Q : myBwWk A¨vKv‡Wwg Av‡MB bwRi ¯’vcb K‡i‡Q, hv MxwZKvi I w¯ŒÞ
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ivBUv‡ii Rb¨ GKwU `iRv Ly‡j w`‡q‡Q| n¨viì wc›Uvi, I‡j †mv‡q½v, m¨vgy‡qj †e‡bU, BDwRb IÕwbj, RR© evb©vW© kÕmn GMv‡ivRb bvU¨Kvi‡K †bv‡ej cÖvB‡R m¤§vwbZ Kiv n‡q‡Q| bvUK hw`I co‡Z fv‡jv jv‡M, Gi m¤ú~Y© cÖKvk NUv‡Z Zv AwfbxZ n‡Z nq `k©K wKsev K¨v‡givi mvg‡b| wc›Uvi hw` K‡_vcK_b iPbvi Rb¨ m¤§vwbZ n‡Z cv‡ib Ñ hv RxešÍ Awf‡bZv-Awf‡bÎxi Awfb‡q c~Y©v½fv‡e cÖKvwkZ nq Zvn‡j MvqK I wgDwRwkqvb‡`i gva¨‡g MxZ wjwiK‡mi Rb¨ ee wWjvb †Kb m¤§vwbZ n‡eb bv? Zvn‡j DwW A¨v‡jb ev Pvwj© KvDdg¨vb †Kb cÖvBR cv‡eb bv?
ee wWjvb‡K wb‡q ¯‹U Kvwbsnvg
cÖv_wgK cÖwZwµqvq ¯‹U Kvwbsnvg wjL‡Qb, ee wWjvb‡K †bv‡ej mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi †`IqvUv g~L©Zv| wKš‘ wZwb †Zv ee wWjv‡bi f³| hLb wgWj ¯‹z‡ji QvÎ (eqm bq †_‡K 13-Gi g‡a¨) Ô†iBwb †W I‡gbÕ MvbwU w`‡q ee wWjv‡bi m‡½ Zuvi cwiPq| Zuvi e‡qvmwÜ `Lj K‡i wbj wkíxi ÔU¨v½jW Avc Bb eøyÕ| hLb wZwb †hŠeiv‡R¨, ÔMvj© d«g `¨ b_© Kvw›UªÕ n‡q DVj Zuvi wcÖq Mvb| Zvn‡j wZwb ee wWjv‡bi cyi¯‹vicÖvw߇Z Amš‘ó n‡eb †Kb? Zuvi `„p wek¦vm, mvwnZ¨ I Mvb `ywU m¤ú~Y© ¯^Zš¿ aviv| ee wWjvb hw` wesk kZ‡Ki wkíxI n‡q _v‡Kb Zv‡Z wK Mvb mvwnZ¨ n‡q hv‡e? ¯’vcZ¨K‡g© †kÖô‡Z¡i Rb¨ †h wcÖrRmvi cyi¯‹vi ZvI wK ee wWjvb‡K †`Iqv hv‡e? †bv‡e‡ji `iRv Zvn‡j huv‡`i Rb¨ Ly‡j †Mj Zuv‡`i g‡a¨ _vK‡Qb eªæm w¯ú½w÷b, GwW †fWvi, †KBb I‡q÷, †Uji myBdU cÖgyL| ee wWjvb‡K bq †Kb? wZwb †Zv mvwn‡Z¨i ch©vß Dcv`vb e¨envi I †KŠkj Aej¤^b K‡ib| wMÖK I †ivgvb mvwnZ¨ Ges Bs‡iwR e¨vjvW †_‡K gy‡Vv f‡i wb‡q wb‡Ri g‡a¨ AvZ¥¯’ K‡i‡Qb| Zuvi Mv‡bi cO&w³ me‡P‡q †ewk D×…Z n‡q‡Q| KweZv‡K hw` Mv‡b iƒcvšÍi Kiv hvq Zvn‡j Mvb mvwnZ¨ bq †Kb? †jLK‡`i g‡a¨ huviv ee wWjv‡bi †bv‡ej wb‡q cÖkœ Zzj‡Qb †bv‡ejUv Zuv‡`i Kv‡Q AvOzi dj UK| †bv‡ej cyi¯‹vi n‡”Q mvwn‡Z¨i GKwU ÔGwjwU÷ wiKMwbkbÕ| ee wWjvb‡K cyi¯‹…Z K‡i GwjU‡K D‡cÿv Kiv n‡jv| wKš‘ cyi¯‹viwU hw` n¨vwi cUv‡ii †R.†K ivDwjsm‡K †`Iqv n‡Zv Zvn‡j †Zv GKB Awf‡hvM DVZ| †Rgm c¨vUvimb, w÷‡db wKs, †÷dvwb †gqvi, W¨vwb‡qj w÷j Ñ cvV‡Ki †fv‡Ui hw` kw³ _v‡K cyi¯‹vi Zuv‡`iB cvIqvi K_v| myBwWk A¨vKv‡Wwg MZ eQi GKRb mvsevw`K‡K Ges G-eQi GKRb MvqK‡K cyi¯‹vi w`‡q Kx mvwn‡Z¨i ÔGwjwUwmRgÕ ¸uwo‡q w`‡jv? 1960-Gi `k‡K wZwb ÔKvD›Uvi-KvjPv‡iÕi cÖe³v n‡jI 2016-†Z G‡m wZwb mv`v KvwW©Mvb civ cyiæl wkíx‡`i c¨vUªb †mB›U Ñ c„ô‡cvlK mšÍ| A_©vr ee wWjvb µ‡gB Pv‡P©i Kqvi Ges ag©msMx‡Zi w`‡K Szu‡K c‡o‡Qb| lv‡Ui `k‡K †h cÖMwZkxj Zviæ‡Y¨i wZwb wQ‡jb gyLcvÎ, 2010-Gi `k‡K wZwb cvj‡U †M‡Qb| wZwb n‡q D‡V‡Qb wLªóxq ûRyi‡`i gyLcvÎ| Kv‡RB myBwWk A¨vKv‡Wwgi Rb¨ ee wWjvbB wQ‡jb me‡P‡q wbivc` cQ›`|
ee wWjvb wK †kÖô MxwZKvi?
†Kv‡bv m‡›`n †bB, iex›`ªbv_ VvKzi wQ‡jb Zuvi Kv‡ji †kÖô MxwZKvi I myiKvi| Zuvi †bv‡ej cÖ v BRcÖ v wßi kZel© ciI
1965 mv‡j †Wv›U jyK e¨vK Z_¨wP‡Îi ïwUs‡q ee wWjvb iex›`ªbv‡_i Mv‡bi Av‡e`‡b †Zgb fvUv c‡owb| ee wWjv‡bi m‡½ cÖwZØw›ØZvq Kviv _vK‡Z cv‡ib? PvK †ewi, i¨vwÛ wbDg¨vb, †÷‡db mÛ‡nBg, †KZv‡bv †f‡jv‡gv, Rwb wg‡kj, Rb cÖvBb, eªæm w¯ú½w÷b, †cU UvDb‡mÛ, wµm wµ‡mUvdvm©b Ñ wRI‡d« nvBg e‡j‡Qb, wbtm‡›`‡n ee wWjvb Zuv‡`i mKj‡K Qvwo‡q| Z‡e GUvI mZ¨, wZwb wjwiK‡mi bv‡g cÖPzi ev‡R †jLvI wj‡L‡Qb| †jLK Aviwfb I‡qjk e‡j‡Qb, wZwb ee wWjv‡bi f³; wKš‘ Zuvi †bv‡ej cÖvBRcÖvwß wZwb Aby‡gv`b K‡ib bv|
ÔRxweZ‡`i g‡a¨ me‡P‡q ev‡R KweÕ
ee wWjv‡bi RbwcÖqZv, ZiæY‡`i g‡a¨ Zuvi MÖnY‡hvM¨Zv Ges c„w_ex‡Rvov f‡³i msL¨v gv_vq †i‡L Zuvi Kve¨wePvi Kivi A‡bK SzuwK| †h‡nZz cyi¯‹viwU mvjgvb iækw`i †MvÎxq †Kv‡bv mvwnwZ¨K cvbwb, wZwb wb‡Ri ee wWjvb †kvbvi ¯§„wZ nvZ‡o e‡j w`‡jb, Zuvi gv_v mevi Ic‡i| †bv‡ej KwgwU wVK KvRwUB K‡i‡Q| 1991 mv‡j †Kwfb wmgbmb‡K †`Iqv GKwU mvÿvrKv‡i møUvinvDm dvBf Dcb¨vmL¨vZ gvwK©b †jLK KzU© f‡bMvU ee wWjvb m¤ú‡K© e‡j‡Qb, wZwb ÔRxweZ‡`i g‡a¨ me‡P‡q ev‡R KweÕ| wZwb Av‡iv e‡jb, Zuvi Mv‡b GKwU K‡i fv‡jv cO&w³ cvIqv †h‡Z cv‡i, evwK me A_©nxb eKeKvwb|
ee wWjv‡bi †bv‡ej cÖvBR : fv‡jv w`K, g›` w`K
ee wWjvb‡K †`Iqv c„w_exi me‡P‡q Kvw•ÿZ G-m¤§v‡bi fv‡jv
w`K g›` w`‡Ki GKwU †KŠZzKKi ZvwjKv K‡i‡Qb A¨vWvg j¨v½vi| fv‡jv w`K Ñ 1. ee wWjvb‡K †bv‡ej cyi¯‹vi cÖ`vb gnvb mvwn‡Z¨i msÁv m¤úªmvwiZ K‡i‡Q| 2. GUv wdwjc i‡_i †bv‡ej cvIqvi m¤¢vebvi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q‡Q| 3. AšÍZ GKw`‡bi Rb¨ n‡jI †Wvbvì Uªv¤ú‡K msev`c‡Îi cÖ_g cvZv †_‡K nwU‡q w`‡q‡Q| 4. Ônvfv bvwMjvnÕ †M‡q‡Qb Ges GKB m‡½ wf‡±vwiqvm wm‡µU weÁvc‡bi g‡Wj n‡q‡Qb Ñ Ggb GKRb GB cÖ_g †bv‡ej cÖvBR †c‡jb| 5. Zvi gv‡b w÷‡fb mÛ‡nBg wKsev c¨vwÆ w¯§_I †bv‡ej cÖvBR †c‡Z cv‡ib| 6. Avgiv Zvi¯^‡i ÔBwWqU DBÛÕ, Ômve‡U‡iwbqvb †nvgwmK eøyRÕ wKsev Ô†c Bb eøvWÕ MvB‡Z cvie| hw` †KD AvcwË K‡ib, eje Avgiv gnvb mvwnZ¨ MvBwQ| 7. †bv‡ej cyi¯‹vi †K †c‡q‡Qb? †KD wR‡Ám Ki‡e bv, †Kvb ee wWjvb? g›` w`K Ñ 1. GLbB bvgKiv Aa¨vcKiv ee wWjv‡bi MÖš’ Zvivš‘jv A¨vmvBb‡g›U wn‡m‡e wkÿv_x©‡`i Ici Pvwc‡q †`‡eb| 2. ee wWjvb‡K w`‡q †h‡nZz d¬vW‡MU Ly‡j †Mj, cÖ¯‘wZ †b‡eb 2017 mv‡ji Rb¨ wjIbv`© †Kv‡nb|
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3. †dmey‡K ee wWjv‡bi eû wb›`vg›` Kiv n‡e, †Kgb K‡i wZwb wdwjc i_, R‡qm K¨v‡ivj IUm ev nviæwK gyivKvwgi KvQ †_‡K cÖvBRUv wQwb‡q wb‡jb| 4. Ab¨ eQi¸‡jv‡Z †hgb c¨vwUªK †gvw`qv‡bv wKsev A¨vwjm gyb‡ivi eB †Kbvi Rb¨ mevB eB‡qi †`vKv‡b QyUZ Ñ Gev‡ii †bv‡ej eB‡qi evRv‡ii †Kv‡bv cwieZ©b NU‡e bv| 5. ee wWjv‡bi cieZx© Ô†WRvW© wUªcÕ †kv¸‡jv‡Z wUwK‡Ui `vg †e‡o hv‡e| 6. Ô`¨ UvBgm `¨ Avi A¨v †PwÄbÕ K_v ïiæ‡Z ev †k‡l Ñ GiKg nvRv‡iv cvwÐZ¨c~Y© ePb mn¨ Ki‡Z n‡e| 7. †bv‡ej cÖvB‡Ri g›` msev`wU †Zv †c‡qB †M‡jb, KweZv I Dcb¨v‡mi e¨vcv‡i myBwWk A¨vKv‡Wwg AvMÖn nvwi‡q‡Q (fvwM¨m wb‡R‡`i Kwe Ugvm Uªv݇Uªvgvi‡K cyi¯‹viwU Av‡MB w`‡q‡Q)|
bq jvL Wjvi cÖvBRgvwb!
cyi¯‹vi‡K huviv Zz”QZvw”Qj¨ K‡i _v‡Kb, ZuvivI UvKv‡K ¸iæZ¡ w`‡q _v‡Kb| †bv‡ej KwgwUi Ici fqvbK wÿß ˆeÁvwbK AvjevU© AvBb÷vBbI g~jZ UvKvi Rb¨ cyi¯‹viwU wb‡q‡Qb| †m-mg‡q UvKvUvi LyeB `iKvi wQj Zuvi| ¯¿x ZvjvK w`‡”Qb Ñ ¯¿xi †Lvi‡cvk wgwj‡q †gvU †mUj‡g›U gvwb cwi‡kva Ki‡Z †bv‡e‡ji cÖvq cy‡iv UvKvUvB †j‡M hvq| cyi¯‹v‡ii m‡½ GKwU AvKl©Yxq kZ© Ry‡o †`Iqv Av‡Q| cyi¯‹vi weRqx‡K GKwU fvlY w`‡Z n‡e| G-ch©šÍ †h-AvjvgZ wbe©vK †_‡K ee wWjvb †`wL‡q‡Qb, Zv‡Z 10 wW‡m¤^‡ii †bv‡ej cvwU©‡Z (10 wW‡m¤^i Avj‡d«W †bv‡e‡ji Rb¥w`b) _vK‡eb bv e‡jB g‡b n‡”Q| †bv‡ej KwgwUi m`m¨ ee wWjvb‡K `ywe©bxZ I D×Z e‡j Mvj †`Iqvi ci ee wWjv‡bi m‡½ cyi¯‹vi`vZv‡`i m¤úK© Av‡iv wZZKz‡UB nIqvi K_v| Awbevh© KviY †`wL‡q cyi¯‹v‡ii m‡½ †jRy‡o kZ©hy³ fvlYwU wj‡L cvwV‡q w`‡jI PjZ| bZzb mnmªv‡ã eva©K¨ I Amy¯’Zvi Kvi‡Y †bv‡ej weRqx weªwUk K_vmvwnwZ¨K †Wvwim †jwms myB‡W‡b nvwRiv †`bwb| ee wWjvb hw` fvlY bv †`b Ñ Gi e`‡j GKUv KbmvU© K‡i Av‡mb, Zv n‡jI wK P‡j? †bv‡ej dvD‡Ûk‡bi gyLcvÎ †Rvbv †cUvimb e‡j‡Qb : †bv‡ej weRqx wkíx †hUv myweavRbK g‡b K‡ib Avgiv †miKg e¨e¯’v Kivi K_vB fvee| wKš‘ wZwb hw` mvov bv-B †`b, 2016-Gi cyi¯‹vi weRqx wn‡m‡e Zvi bvgB DrKxY© _vK‡e, wKš‘ UvKv wgj‡e bv| †bv‡ej KwgwUi GKRb m`m¨ I ¯’vqx mwPe jvm© MvB‡jb‡÷b Zuvi AvZ¥Rxebx‡Z wj‡L‡Qb, Avw_©K cÖ‡qvR‡b Ru¨ cj mv‡Î©i AvBbRxex mv‡Î©i Rb¨ †bv‡ej cyi¯‹v‡ii A_© †P‡q 1975 mv‡j KwgwU‡K Aby‡iva Rvwb‡qwQ‡jb| KwgwU Zv cÖZ¨vL¨vb K‡i| e³e¨wU weZwK©Z Ges Zv mv‡Î©i Ae¯’v‡bi m‡½ msMwZc~Y© bq| Rxe‡bi †kl †lv‡jv eQi eB‡qi iq¨vjwUi UvKvq c¨vwi‡mi †nv‡U‡j Rxeb KvwU‡q‡Qb| Avw_©K A¯^v”Q‡›`¨ wZwb wQ‡jb bv| †KD-†KD g‡b K‡ib, welqwU ev‡bvqvU| Ru¨ cj mvΩ †h-c‡Î cyi¯‹vi cÖZ¨vL¨v‡bi K_v e‡j‡Qb, cÖvBRgvwbi welqwUI †kl Aby‡”Q‡` ¯úó K‡i e‡j‡Qb : Ôme‡k‡l Avwg (cyi¯‹v‡ii) UvKvi cÖ‡kœ AvmwQ : †bv‡ej jwi‡q‡Ui Ici cÖksmvev‡K¨i m‡½ wecyj A‡¼i UvKv-cqmvi GKwU fvix †evSv Pvwc‡q †`q| GB mgm¨vwU Avgv‡K cxwoZ K‡i‡Q| UvKvmn †KD cyi¯‹vi Keyj Ki‡eb, weRqx †h ai‡bi ms¯’v wKsev Av‡›`vjb‡K Dchy³
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Ges cyix †_‡K †KvbviK, cÖwZw`‡bi 52 gvBj hvÎvq Mí R‡g I‡V Ñ Zvi g‡a¨ bvUK, NvZ-cÖwZNvZ Ges cÖvq Awek¦vm¨ GK ¯^xKv‡ivw³! wW‡U‡ji GKwU cÖgv` i‡q‡Q M‡í, †mUv gvwK©b cvV‡Ki Kv‡Q g‡b n‡Z cv‡i Ñ Ôclose enough!Õ wg. Kvcvwm K_v e‡jb ÔOrissiÕ bv‡g GKwU fvlvq Ñ GB bv‡g †Kv‡bv fvlvi Aw¯ÍZ¡ †bB| ÔOdissiÕ GKwU b„‡Z¨i bvg Ges ÔOriyaÕ n‡jv Dwol¨v iv‡R¨i Awaevmx‡`i gvZ…fvlv| Av‡iv `ywU M‡íi cUf‚wg fviZel©; ÔAv wi‡qj `v‡ivqvbÕ M‡íi g~j PwiÎ d¬¨vUevwo‡Z AvwkÖZv GK eywogv Ñ wmuwo †avqv‡gvQvi duv‡K-duv‡K wZwb c~e©e‡½ †d‡j Avmv w`b¸‡jvi ¯§„wZPviY K‡ib| †g‡jvWªvgvKxY© KiæYi‡mi MíwU g‡b †Zgb `vM Kv‡U bv| Avgvi g‡Z, GwU MÖ‡š’i `ye©jZg Mí| Ab¨ MíwUI Z‰_eP (Ô`v wUªU‡g›U Ae wewe nvj`viÕ) Ñ GK g„Mx †ivMMÖ¯Í Ab~pv †g‡qi Mí| GiKg Mí evsjvq †jLv nq cÖwZw`b, Avgvi g‡b c‡o, mv‡Zi `k‡K cÖKvwkZ ˆmq` gy¯Ívdv wmiv‡Ri ÔivYxi euv‡ai e„ËvšÍÕ M‡íi K_v| Mí `ywUB `ye©j, wKš‘ fvlvi ¸‡Y GK wbk¦v‡m c‡o †djv hvq| gvwK©b cvVK‡`i Aek¨ Ab¨iKg jvM‡ZB cv‡i| Awfevmx gvby‡li MíB Sz¤úvi Kj‡g †Lv‡j me‡P‡q fv‡jv Ñ Ôwg‡mm †mbÕmÕ MíwU MÖ‡š’i D¾¡jZg Ñ cÖavb Pwi‡Îi emevm bexb Bsj¨v‡Ûi GK wek¦we`¨vjq kniZwj‡Z, mšÍvbnxbv wZwb, ¯^vgx e¨¯Í gvbyl, wek¦we`¨vj‡qi Aa¨vcK| mgq KvUv‡Z wZwb †ewe wmUv‡ii KvR wb‡q‡Qb Ñ GKv`kelx©q GwjqU‡K wZwb ¯‹z‡ji ci †`Lv‡kvbv K‡ib| GwjqU DrmyK †Pv‡L †`‡L euwU w`‡q Zuvi mewR KvUv Ñ ÔInstead of a knife, she used a blade that curves like the prow of a viking skip, sailing to battle in distort areas.Õ MíwU gRvi wKš‘ `¤úwZi weevwnZ Rxe‡bi Ac~Y©Zvi K_vI †jwLKv Aí K_vq m¤úv`Kxq gšÍe¨ QvovB Rvwb‡q †`b| gv‡Qi gy‡ov wb‡q GB K‡_vcK_‡bi m‡½ Av‡gwiKvi A‡bK evOvwjB GKvZ¥‡eva Ki‡eb Ñ ÔYou want this cleaned, Mrs Sen?’ She nodded, ‘leave the heads on, please.’ ‘You got cats at home?’ ‘No cats. Only a husband.’ MíwU bvUKxqZvwenxb, wKš‘ fvlvi cÖmv`¸‡Y `xc¨gvb Ñ fviZxq I gvwK©b g~j¨‡ev‡ai msN‡l© cÖvYgq n‡q I‡V| AZ¨šÍ `ÿZvi m‡½ †jLv Ôw`m †eømW nvDmÕ MíwU msKj‡bi Ab¨ M‡íi †_‡K G‡Kev‡i Avjv`v Ñ gayi A_ev KiæY i‡mi †Kv‡bv †ik †bB †mLv‡b| be`¤úwZ mÄxe Ges AwYgv Ii‡d UzBsKj Zv‡`i bZzb evwo‡Z G‡m msmvi cvZvq D`¨Z| UzBsKj evwoi wewfbœ ¯’v‡b Avwe®‹vi Ki‡Z _v‡K jywK‡q ivLv whïwLª‡ói g~wZ© I wLªóxq a‡g©i bvbv mvgMÖx| †mB wb‡q ¯^vgx-¯¿xi weev`
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K‡qK gvm c‡i †m‡Þ¤^i gv‡m MÖš’wU cÖKvwkZ n‡jv wnDUb wgdwjb cÖKvkbv ms¯’v †_‡K Ñ cÖvq wZb‡kv cvZvi Dcb¨vm Ñ `¨ by¨ BqK©v‡i cÖKvwkZ eo MíwUi KvVv‡gv‡Z cÖPzi gvsm-†g`-g¾v jvwM‡q| m‡½-m‡½ Am¤¢e RbwcÖqZv Ges mymgv‡jvPbv Ñ bvg DVj †e÷ †mjv‡ii ZvwjKvq Ges A‡bK cÎcwÎKvq mgv‡jvP‡Ki g‡Z, 2003 mv‡ji †kÖô Dcb¨vm| gxiv bvqv‡ii cwiPvjbvq Pjw”PÎI wbwg©Z n‡jv K‡qK eQ‡ii g‡a¨| GK evOvwj Awfevmx cwiev‡ii Rxe‡bi wZb `k‡Ki Kvwnwb Aej¤^‡b evwYR¨mdj gvwK©b MÖš’ GB cÖ_g| Awfevmx evOvwj Rxeb †_‡K †mu‡P †bIqv A‡bK gg©¯úkx© `„k¨ i‡q‡Q GB MÖ‡š’ Ñ cÖ_g c„ôv‡ZB AšÍtmË¡v Amxgvi Svjgywo evbv‡bvi cÖ‡Póv Ñ ivBm wµm&wc cø¨v›Uvi †Kv¤úvwbi ev`vg, jvj †cuqvR Avi †jeyi im w`‡q| cÖme †e`bv ïiæ n‡j wZwb ¯^vgx‡K WvK‡Qb, Ô...instead of saying Ashoke’s name, she utters the interrogative that has come to replace it, which translates roughly as ‘Are you listening to me.’ Kvwnwb GwM‡q P‡j Ges D‡b¥vwPZ nq Awfevmx evOvwj cwiev‡ii ˆ`bw›`b Rxeb, c~e© I cwð‡gi hyMjew›`, `yB †bŠKvq cv †i‡L †gvnbvi w`‡K Aweivg hvÎv| GKzk kZ‡Ki gvwK©b K_vmvwnwZ¨K‡`i e`‡j Ebwesk kZ‡Ki iæk †jL‡Ki g‡Zv Zvi AwfNvZ Ñ nq‡Zv †mB Rb¨B gvwK©b cvV‡Ki Kv‡Q Zvi PgrK…Z bZzbZ¡| ÔFor being a foreigner, Ashima is beginning to realize, is a sort of lifelong pregnancy – a perpetual wait, a constant burden, a continuous feeling out of sorts. It is an ongoing responsibility, a parenthesis in what had been an ordinary life, only to discover that that previous life has vanished, replaced by something more complicated and demanding.’ Avgvi g‡Z, Dcb¨vmwUi cÖavb `ye©jZv nj A‡kvK, Amxgv I †Mv‡Mvj Qvov Ab¨ cvk¦©Pwiθ‡jv| cÖavb Pwiθ‡jv †jwLKv †hgb gyb&wkqvbvi m‡½ dzwU‡q Zz‡j‡Qb, †Mv‡Mv‡ji †evb †mvbvwj (c‡i †mvwbqv) Ges Zvi ¯¿x †gŠmygx (Moushumi) Pwiθ‡jv Am¤ú~Y© Ges AMfxi| †k‡lv³ Pwi‡Îi weevnewnf‚©Z cyiæl m‡½i †Kv‡bv msMZ KviY ev cUf‚wgI M‡o †Zvjv nqwb| ÿY¯’vqx cÖ‡Yv`bv Qvov Zvi Ab¨ e¨vL¨v Kiv gykwKj| †Mv‡Mv‡ji ¯‹z‡ji eÜz‡`i Ges Zvi evÜex/ †cÖwgKv‡`i Pwiθ‡jvI GKgvwÎK I †kvYcvsï| †Mv‡Mvj QvÎve¯’v †cwi‡q cÖvß eq‡m Zvi Kg©Rxeb ïiæ Ki‡j MíwU †Kgb †LB nvwi‡q †d‡j| me wgwj‡q GB mycvV¨ Dcb¨vmwU †Kv‡bv bZzb cvjK †hvM K‡i bv †jwLKvi Dòx‡l Ñ eis Av‡M cov mdj Mí¸‡jvi `xN©Zi ms¯‹iY n‡q `uvovq| fwel¨‡Z †jwLKv †Kv‡bv bZzb gvÎv †hvM Ki‡Z cv‡ib wKbv Zuvi mvwn‡Z¨, †mRb¨ Avgv‡`i A‡cÿv K‡i _vK‡Z n‡e| GLb ch©šÍ Zuvi iPbv c‡o g‡b nq †h, Dcb¨v‡mi †P‡q †QvUM‡íi gva¨‡gB wZwb †ewk ¯^”Q›`| `¯Í‡qfw¯‹ e‡jwQ‡jb, ÔWe all came out of Gogol’s overcoat Õ. AvÿwiK A‡_© GB cÖ_g GKwU Dcb¨v‡mi Rb¥ n‡jv †Mv‡Mv‡ji Ifvi‡KvU †_‡K| cuvP `¨ by¨ BqK©vi mvgwqKc‡Î Sz¤úvi mvwnZ¨Rxe‡bi ïf bv›`xgyL; hw`I MZ GK `k‡K wZwb AwMœ, nvifvW© wiwfD, m¨vjvgvšÍvi
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cÖgyL mvwnZ¨c‡Î Mí wj‡L‡Qb, GB GKwU mvßvwnK cwÎKv wbqwgZ co‡jB †jwLKvi mvwnwZ¨K wPšÍvfvebvi µgvš^‡q AMÖMwZi GKUv ¯úó cwiPq cvIqv hv‡e| Dcb¨vmwUi AfvweZ mvd‡j¨i ci cvVKgn‡j JrmyK¨ evoj Zuvi iPbvi wel‡q| Dcb¨vmwU cÖKv‡ki c‡ii eQi `¨ by¨ BqK©vi KvM‡Ri †g 28, 2004 msL¨vq cÖKvwkZ n‡jv Zuvi bZzb Mí Ô†nj-†n‡fbÕ, Pwi‡Îiv Awfevmx evOvwj Ges e÷b A‡ji Awaevmx Ñ A_©vr †jwLKvi KiZ‡ji AvgjKx| evev-gv-†g‡qi msmv‡i bZzb AvMgb cÖYeKvKzi Ñ KjKvZvi abx cwievi †_‡K bZzb we‡`‡k Avmv D¾¡j QvÎ| mywjwLZ n‡jI mv`vgvUv Mí Ñ welqe¯‘i bZzbZ¡ †bB| Z‡e jÿ Kiv hvq †h, gvwK©b Pwiθ‡jv ¸iæZ¡ cv‡”Q †ewk Ges Kvwnwb‡Z Zv‡`i ¯’vb `„pZi| †kl c‡e©i PgKwUI Avnvgwi wKQy bq Ñ eis Av‡eMeûjZvq ÿwZ n‡q‡Q M‡íi| Awfevmx evOvwj Pwiθ‡jv `ÿZvi m‡½ AswKZ, wKš‘ Zvi †ewk wKQy bq| m¤¢vebv wQj GKwU Awfevmx ÔbóbxoÕ M‡o IVvi, wKš‘ mvaviY GKwU KiæY i‡mi Kvwnwb n‡q `uvovq| cieZx© wZb eQ‡i Av‡iv `ywU Mí Ñ Zv‡`i g~j Pwiθ‡jv GK Ñ †ngv Ges †KŠwkK Ñ cÖ_g cÖR‡b¥i Awfevmx evOvwj| GKB mvßvwn‡Ki †g 8, 2006 msL¨vq ÔIqvbm Bb G jvBdUvBgÕ; `yR‡bi †Q‡j‡ejvi Kvwnwb, g~jZ †ngvi `„wófw½ †_‡K iwPZ| `yB evOvwj cwiev‡ii evm †KgweªR kn‡i, †ngv I †KŠwkK †Ljvi mvw_| 1974 mv‡j †KŠwk‡Ki evev-gv †`‡k wd‡i hvb Ñ †ngvi eqm Qq, †KŠwk‡Ki bq| 1981 mv‡j †KŠwk‡Ki cwievi wd‡i Av‡m Av‡gwiKvq Ges cÖ_‡g I‡V †ngv‡`i evwo‡Z| ·qv`kx †ngv cÖ_g `k©‡bB fvj‡e‡m †d‡j †KŠwkK‡K| GKB M„‡n Aí wKQzw`‡bi Rb¨ `yB cwiev‡ii emevm Ges Zv‡`i cvi¯úwiK m¤ú‡K©i cwieZ©b wb‡qB MíwU M‡o I‡V| Av‡Mi NwbôZv Avi cy‡ivcywi wd‡i Av‡m bv| Rvbv hvq †h, †KŠwk‡Ki gv ¯Í‡bi K¨vbmv‡i AvµvšÍ Ges Zv‡`i Av‡gwiKvq Avmv wPwKrmvi Rb¨ hZUv bv, ZviI †ewk wbwe©‡Nœ g„Zz¨i Rb¨| †`‡k AvZ¥xq¯^R‡bi g‡a¨ gvby‡li AKvjg„Zz¨ †Kvjvn‡ji KviY nq A‡bK †ewk| GK cwiwgZ, ms‡e`bkxj †gRv‡R GwM‡q P‡j MíwU| wØZxq MíwU (ÔBqviÕm GÛÕ) cÖKvwkZ nq wW‡m¤^i 24, 2007 msL¨vq| †KŠwk‡Ki Revwb‡Z Mí Ñ †m GLb K‡j‡R, gv‡qi g„Zz¨i c‡i evev Avevi we‡q K‡i‡Qb GK weaev ¯‹zjwkwÿKv‡K, Zuvi Av‡Mi c‡ÿi `yB Kb¨v, iƒcv Ges wcD| eow`‡bi QywU‡Z †KŠwkK evwo Av‡m Ges QywUi g‡a¨ eq‡m A‡bKUvB †QvU `yB mr‡ev‡bi m‡½ cvwievwiK m¤úK© M‡o DV‡Z-DV‡ZI Kxfv‡e nVvr †f‡O hvq Ges †KŠwkK LoKz‡Uvi g‡Zv †f‡m P‡j DËi-c~e© Av‡gwiKvi wewfbœ Aciƒc, wbR©b A‡j Ñ †mB wb‡qB MíwU| †jLK cwiwPwZ †_‡K Rvbv hvq †h, cieZx© Mí-MÖš’wUi bvg Abf¨¯Í aiv (ÔUnaccustomed EarthÕ) Ges Avj‡d«W G Kèd cÖKvkbv ms¯’v †_‡K cÖKvwkZ nq 2008-Gi em‡šÍ| MÖš’wUi f‚wgKvq DËic~e© Av‡gwiKvi GKB A‡j Ebwesk kZvãx‡Z emevmKvix †jLK b¨v_vwb‡qj n_‡b©i (18041864) i³eY© wPwV (ÔThe Scarlet LetterÕ) Dcb¨v‡mi cÖ_g Aa¨vq †_‡K GKwU D×…wZ Ñ ÔHuman nature will not flourish, any more than a potato, if it be planted and replanted, for too long a series of generations, in the same worn-out soil. My children have had other birthplaces, and, so far as their fortunes may be within my control, shall strike their roots into unaccustomed earth.Õ †mLvb †_‡KB MÖ‡š’i bvgKiY
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I find nothing more inspiring than the music making of my very great colleague Subramaniam. Each time I listen to him, I am carried away in wonderment.
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