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Av‡Q? Avgvi Rvbvg‡Z eû †cŠimfv Av‡Q, hviv ¯’vbxq jvB‡eªwi¸‡jv‡Z bvggvÎ Aby`vb, A_ev Av‡`Š †`q bv| miKvi wK jvB‡eªwii msL¨v evov‡bvi †Kv‡bv e¨e¯’v wb‡q‡Q? Avgvi g‡b nq bv| RbmsL¨vi Abycv‡Z nvmcvZv‡ji †e‡Wi wnmve Avgiv Rvwb, wKš‘ jvB‡eªwii wnmve wK KL‡bv Kiv n‡q‡Q? †mªd g‡bv‡hvM I m‡PZbZvi Afv‡e eû cÖvPxb jvB‡eªwii GLb bvg-wbkvbv ch©šÍ †bB| myZivs K_vmvwnZ¨ ev mvaviYfv‡eB mvwnZ¨-weKv‡ki cÖkœUv RvZxq ch©v‡q we‡ewPZ nIqv DwPZ| Avgv‡`i ivR‰bwZK †ÿ‡Î huviv KvR K‡ib Zuviv wK welqUv wb‡q fv‡eb? Avgvi g‡b nq bv| hw` fve‡Zb Zvn‡j Zvi Lei KvMR gvidZ Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q Aek¨B †cuŠQZ| evnvi : K…wl‡Kw›`ªK I wkí‡Kw›`ªK Avgv‡`i Av_©-mgvR I ivR‰bwZK KvVv‡gvi †fZi †h e¨eavb Ñ G‡`‡ki K_vmvwn‡Z¨ Zvi †Kv‡bv Dcw¯’wZ bv _vKvi KviY Kx? kIKZ : Avgv‡`i eZ©gvb Av_©-mvgvwRK Ae¯’vq wkí‡Kw›`ªK Drcv`b GL‡bv ¸iæZ¡c~Y© n‡q DV‡Z cv‡iwb| Zey hZUzKz wkí‡ÿÎ i‡q‡Q Zvi cÖwZdjb Avgv‡`i K_vmvwn‡Z¨ wb`viæY iKg Abycw¯’Z Ñ G-K_v ¯^xKvi bv K‡i Dcvq †bB| Gi KviY, wkí Drcv`‡bi cÖwµqv I wkí-kÖwgK‡`i Rxeb h‡_ó cÖejfv‡e mgvR-gvb‡m Abyf‚Z nq bv Ñ Avi wØZxq KviY huviv †jLv‡jwL K‡ib, †mB †jL‡KivI wkí Drcv`b cÖwµqv I wkí-kÖwgK‡`i Rxebhvc‡bi m‡½ mswkøó n‡Z cv‡ibwb| GiI Aewk¨ KviY Av‡Q| †h-†kÖwY †_‡K Avgv‡`i K_vmvwnwZ¨Kiv G‡m‡Qb, †mB †kÖwYwUi A_©‰bwZK wfwË wQj K…wl| Avgv‡`i knivÂj¸‡jvi Pviw`‡K †Zv †ÿZ, dmj, MÖvg Avi MvQMvQvwj| d‡j, mvgvb¨ VuvB e`j Ki‡jB Avgiv K…wli hveZxq Abyl‡½i g‡a¨ c‡o hvB| wkí GjvKvq hw` Avgiv hvB-I Zvn‡j Avgiv _vwK AwZw_ `k©‡Ki g‡Zv| hš¿cvwZ wKsev Drcv`b-cÖwµqv †PvL †g‡j †`wL ïay| Zv‡Z KL‡bv PgrK…Z nB, KL‡bv nZvk| †fZ‡ii w`‡K †h‡Z cvwi bv| Avgvi g‡b nq, †jLK‡`i Ae¯’vbMZ I gvbwmK `~i‡Z¡i Kvi‡YB wkí I K…wl‡Kw›`ªK Drcv`b cÖwµqvi e¨eavbmsµvšÍ welqwU Avgv‡`i K_vmvwn‡Z¨ Abycw¯’Z| evnvi : Avgv‡`i K_vmvwnZ¨ Kvwnwbi Afv‡e µ‡gB †h ˆewPΨ nviv‡Z e‡m‡Q,

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D‡V‡Qb †mLvb †_‡K Kzwo gvB‡ji Kg `~i‡Z¡| Zuvi †QvULv‡Uv NUbv Ges ¯§„wZ wK Avcbvi Kv‡Q Avcbvi cÖ_g ¯^vgx wR‡gi NUbvewji †P‡q †ewk `iKvwi? gyb‡iv : bv, wRg †Zv G‡mwQj Ui‡›Uvi KvQvKvwQ †_‡K, I G‡mwQj G‡Kev‡i wfbœ GKUv cwi‡ek †_‡K| wRg _vKZ wKQyUv D”P-ga¨we‡Ëi kn‡i, †hLv‡b †ewkifvM cyiæl wQj †ckv`vi Ges KvR KiZ Ui‡›Uvq| wPfvi wbDBq‡K©i Pviav‡i GiKg kni¸‡jv wb‡q wj‡LwQ‡jb| Av‡M Avwg GB †kÖwYi gvby‡li e¨vcv‡i RvbZvg bv, RvbZvg bv GUv-†mUvi e¨vcv‡i I‡`i fvebvi aibUv, hv wQj mvsNvwZK †KŠZ‚n‡jvÏxcK, wKš‘ UzK‡iv UzK‡iv Kvwnwbi g‡Zv K‡i bq| Avgvi g‡b nq, †g‡b †bIqvi AvM ch©šÍ G¸‡jvi cÖwZ Avgvi A‡bK w`‡bi weivM wQj| ZLb Avwg wQjvg A‡bKUv evg‡Nulv| Iw`‡K M¨vwi Avgv‡K †h e¨vcvi¸‡jv ejZ †m¸‡jv n‡”Q Avgvi evošÍKv‡ji ¯§iY Kiv NUbvewji evowZ Ask Ñ hw`I †mLv‡b GKUv kû‡i †Q‡ji Rxeb Avi Lvgv‡i †e‡o IVv †g‡qi Rxe‡bi †fZ‡ii dvivKUv cy‡ivcywi wQj| M¨vwii Rxe‡bi †kÖôZg Ask wQj m¤¢eZ mvZ †_‡K c‡b‡iv eQ‡ii †fZ‡i, hLb †Q‡jiv `j‡eu‡a kn‡i †Uv-†Uv K‡i †eovZ| Iiv eLv‡U ev †Zgb wKQy wQj bv, Z‡e Kg‡ewk hv B”Qv ZvB KiZ, †hb kn‡ii gv‡S GKUv c„_K ms¯‹…wZ| †g‡qiv Im‡ei Ask wQj bv, Avgvi †Zv g‡b c‡o bv| Avgv‡`i †g‡q eÜz‡`i gv‡S Kg‡ewk GKUv eÜb wQj, wQj bv †Kej ¯^vaxbZv| d‡j Gme e¨vcvi RvbvUv wQj †KŠZ‚n‡ji| R¨ g¨vKK¨jK : GB GjvKvi evB‡i Avcwb KZUv mgq wQ‡jb? gyb‡iv : 1951-i †k‡li w`‡K Avgvi we‡q nq, P‡j hvB f¨vbKzfv‡i| 1963 mvj ch©šÍ †mLv‡b _vwK, Ges Zvici Avgiv wf‡±vwiqvq P‡j hvB, †hLv‡b Avgiv eB‡qi †`vKvb Ôgyb‡ivÕm ïiæ Kwi| Ges Avwg wd‡i Avwm Ñ g‡b nq GUv n‡e 1973-i MÖx‡®§| d‡j Avwg `k eQi wQjvg wf‡±vwiqvq| weevwnZ wQjvg Kzwo eQi| R¨ g¨vKK¨jK : cy‡e P‡j G‡jb wK M¨vwii †`Lv †c‡jb e‡j, bvwK Kv‡Ri LvwZ‡i? gyb‡iv : Kv‡Ri Rb¨| Ges †h‡nZz Avwg Avgvi cÖ_g ¯^vgxi m‡½ `k eQi wf‡±vwiqvq evm K‡iwQjvg, †mRb¨I| GK-`y eQ‡ii g‡Zv we‡qUv cvK †L‡q wM‡qwQj| GUv GKUv †QvU kni, Avcbvi eÜzgn‡j GKRb Av‡iKRb‡K †P‡b, Avi Avgvi g‡b n‡q‡Q GKUv we‡q hw` †f‡O †h‡Z _v‡K, Zvn‡j GKB cwi‡e‡k _vKvUv KwVb| fvejvg GUvB Avgv‡`i Rb¨ g½j, Z‡e I †Q‡o †h‡Z cvij bv, †Kbbv eB‡qi †`vKvbUv wQj Ii| Avwg Ui‡›Uvi evB‡i BqK© wek¦we`¨vj‡q wµ‡qwUf ivBwUs cov‡bvi Rb¨ GKUv PvKwii cÖ¯Íve †cjvg, wKš‘ IB PvKwi‡Z †gv‡UI _vwKwb| wekÖx jvMZ, Ges hw`I Avgvi UvKv-Kwo wQj bv, Avwg †Q‡o w`jvg| R¨ g¨vKK¨jK : KviY Avcwb wdKkb cov‡bvUv cQ›` Ki‡Zb bv? gyb‡iv : bv| IUv †Zv mvsNvwZK e¨vcvi| 1973 mv‡j| BqK© wQj AZ¨šÍ mbvZbx wek¦we`¨vjq¸‡jvi GKwU, Avi Avgvi K¬v‡m mevB wQj †Q‡j, †g‡q †Kej GKwU, I Avevi Lye GKUv K_v ejZ bv| IB mg‡q hv cÖPjb wQj Iiv ZvB-B KiZ, †hgb eyS‡Z cviv †hZ bv, †Zgwb KvR-Kvievi wQj MZvbyMwZK wRwbm wb‡q, g‡b n‡Zv Iiv Ab¨ wKQy Kivi e¨vcv‡i bvivR| Avgvi Rb¨ fv‡jvB wQj| †jLv‡jwLi wel‡q wKQy a¨vbaviYv wb‡q MjvevwR Kiv, hv Av‡M KL‡bv Avwg SvjvB Kwiwb| wKš‘ I‡`i †fZ‡i Kxfv‡e XzK‡Z nq Zv Avwg RvbZvg bv, RvbZvg bv Kxfv‡e I‡`i c‡¶ †h‡Z nq| nq‡Zv GZw`‡b Avwg Zv †R‡b

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