Delusions within the DaysBria Dyer Bria Dyer...Dear Father...16

Delusions Within the Days Bria Dyer

My days and nights have been mixing. So when I see the sun I think the day is done And when the moon is out I’m just ready to wake up. The stars greeting me with a kiss on the cheek And the clouds whispering bad memories. The mosquitos out so they can suck me dry And I got the grass on my feet wishing I would die. I slap the bushes back and clap back with thunder. I’m just trynna be free but I don’t wanna be run over. The wind tried to speak some sense into me but I’m not sensible. Pollen dust in my eyes and lilac tears falling down. I watched the sunrise and the moon show its crown, but when I set I hope everyone is around and I pray I never let myself down.

Dear Father Bria Dyer

Home is where your hearts at but you ain’t got no home so where is yah heart at. You was driving so fast that you had demons riding shotgun and when you got angry you would pop one. Trying to keep them swallowed down but the liquor couldn’t stop them.

I remember when you always use to be around. Now you’re just around the corner trying to see your daughters. When it was easy you made it harder.

And now you’re more lost than when you lost your father. Can’t you see I’m trying to set you free? I’m not charging a fee. I was a part of you and the same for me.

Now a burden. Now in pain constantly hurting. Driving me insane. Trying to pull you over but you in your own lane. This ain’t living basically sinning. Unforgiving. It’s always hard to mention. Hoping you become the man that you need to see.

Love, B