PANO MAG issue 1 by AlyssaRevolution

Issue 1

September 2013 Designed, edited, organized, created, and doodled by ALYSSA WIGANT Graphic Communication major Cal Poly San Luis Obispo alyssa.wigant@gmail.com

Facebook.com/ AlyssaWigantArt All artists and featured artwork in this publication were legally obtained and approved by their respective contributors. All rights are reserved by the artists.

Photo by Jonas Sung 2

Welcome

ello world! For those of you who do not know me, my name is Alyssa Wigant (that’s me on the left page). I’m just your average nineteenyear-old girl with hopes to someday publish something I write or create. So, with large amounts of motivation, inspiration, and time, this summer, I decided to follow through with my dream and start this magazine. The big idea behind PANO is this: It only takes one person to notice something in order to change it. I’ve realized that, in this day and age, people spend so much time trying to make their work appear better than others’ when we should be embracing the variety of talents instead. We should step back and support each other’s work for what it is and who the creators are, because art--in any form--is all about expression and finding one’s identity. There is no wrong answer, no winner, no loser--just different perspectives, and that is exactly what PANO stands for: Presenting A New Outlook. Insightful, right? PANO is about sharing a wide-range of creativity and talents with the world to help people better understand where art really comes from and where it will lead the featured artists. I hope you enjoy the debut of my (ongoing) project. I haven’t felt this proud of something in a long time.

How

PANO

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he point of PANO is to focus on the selected artists, their work, what inspires them, and where they plan on going with their talents. Each individual has a four-page spread that includes their connection to me, their answers to interview questions I asked them regarding their skill, and pictures of their work. This will give their work context and allow the readers to feel inspired by their passion to create. Every issue of PANO will focus on different categories of art, as long as there are enough people within each to feature.

Contents 7 PHOTOGRAPHY 8 12 16 20 24

Pio Tsai Marissa McPeak Jonas Sung Isabella Baldwin Xavier Durante

29 MUSIC 30 34 38 42

Michael Lozada Angela Constantino Tommy Ryan Dat Tran

47 DANCE 48 52 56 60

Auti Kamal Bryan Relampagos Mallory St. George Oby Offorjebe

65 FILM and THEATER 66 70 74 78

Delon Villanueva Emily Griffith Carl Andrew Molina Mandy Heiser

84 Acknowledgements 85

Inquiries

Photography is the only language that can be understood anywhere in the world Bruno Barbey 6

Five individuals who express themselves through their eye for composition.

Pio Tsai Photographer (4 years) New York University Since following Pio on Flickr, I had always admired his photography skills and how he manages to keep improving with each photo. He has a way of capturing candid moments and making them appear posed. His talent is undeniable.

When did you realize that you had a passion for photography? I took a picture of my family with my sister’s point and shoot and didn’t get my finger in the lens. That’s when I knew photography was my passion. How, if so, do you plan on incorporating photography into your future? I don’t think that far. How has photography shaped you as an individual? Creativity on the 24/7, always looking for the best angle. Which of your creations are you most proud of? While I was on my school’s yearbook, we profiled ten of our most distinguished seniors. Those senior profiles were the best pictures I have ever taken, sort of my thesis in photos during high school.

Being a chinky Chinese, my parents never took my pursuit into the arts seriously. After a few years of doing my thing, moving on up and getting more recognition as a photo dude, my mom had to take notice. I got to take photos of my mom around Taiwan one winter break. She even wanted me to take glamour shots of her and her friend. That was one of the most special photo shoots I’ve participated in considering I was able to show her that I’m decent at this picture stuff. So much so she showed pretty much everyone she could and I was able to impress her friends and family. That was pretty dope that I could get her to take the arts a bit more seriously.

Every time i take a photo, i want it to be better than the last.

Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? Same as the pieces I’m most proud of, the senior profiles forced me to think outside the box to present a message and figure how to pair an aesthetic with it.

Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding photography? I suck more than I think I do and I don’t know what to do about it. What/who inspires you? My biggest inspiration is probably myself. Every time I take a photo, I want it to be better than the last. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired? My main boo, Mary Jane. Or Binh. What’s a quote you live by? “I’m rockin’ PJ’s and no shirt, I smoke weed, eat yogurt” - Mac Miller Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent?

What is your opinion on film photography? If you don’t fuck with film photography then you a bitch real talk. The entire process of film provides beginners with important lessons in photography that digital cameras cannot. As far as the popularity decreasing, I would argue the opposite. People are venturing in two ways, the increasing accuracy that digital provides or the emotion that film captures. There is a time and place for both. But there ain’t nothing quite like a gritty ISO 1600 black and white photo of someone special smiling at you. Do you rely heavily on photo-editing programs? Oh yeah, heavily on Lightroom. Editing feels like cheating sometime, but what can I say I’m not a boy scout anymore. Do your photos have a specific style to them? What makes them stand out from other photography? The “ugly” is made beautiful and the “beautiful” is made ugly.

Anything else you want to say? Anything you want. My camera hasn’t been getting the kind of love it deserves from myself and I just want to apologize to my baby. I promise to caress your hard body and fondle your curves on an increasingly regular basis. 9

All photos taken by Pio Tsai.

Marissa McPeak Photographer (5 years) San Jose State University Art/Photography Major

Once my close friends in high school started getting involved with photgraphy, the name â&#x20AC;&#x153;Marissa McPeakâ&#x20AC;? was mentioned a lot because Marissa was a very respected photographer and artist in our grade. I always admired her vibrant (and magical) photos from a distance, so once I was able to connect with her this summer, I was ecstatic and immediately listed her as one of the photographers I would feature. Contact Info: Website: http://marissamcpeak.com/ Facebook: (Marissa McPeak Photo) https://www.facebook.com/marissamcpeakphoto Flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/29859769@N03/

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When did you realize that you had a passion for photography?

anced on a ladder. With rope, I tied the tripod to the ladder to keep my camera from crashing It is very difficult to pinpoint a specific year or pe- down. I probably should have had someone riod of time when photography became a necessi- assist me, but making this image independently ty in my life. Photography started as a hobby and made the experience even more fun because it then very slowly flourished into something more. was a challenge. There was also a lot of PhotoReceiving positive feedback from others about my shop work to be done. No way did I have that work really helped me realize that I love to create much cotton so with many hours on the computer making everything come together. and show how I imagine the world to be like.

How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future?

Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding your photography? There are so many things that have bothered There is so much I want to do with art! I hope photography brings me closer to people and gives me about my work. I mean, everyone is their me more opportunities to inspire and be inspired. own worst critic, right? Anyway, in the past I Something I would like to do is teach photography have lacked a lot technical knowledge about cameras and editing. Heck, I still have a LOT to workshops. It is wonderful collaborating with learn. Sometimes I fear that my work may be other people! Right now I am studying art and I too cliche, uninteresting, or I may not be able to hope to further my passion into a career. express my emotion(s) the way I want to show Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that them. Like every artist, I face roadblocks with my work, but I have had some of the most rephotography has helped you get through or warding experiences because of my struggles. document in some way? How? My art has allowed me to dream bigger and find What do you turn to when you no longer feel beauty in the little things like small acts of kindness and enjoy nature. Photography and drawing inspired to take pictures? Whenever I feel unable to create I look up artlets me express emotions that I cannot do as well ists that I follow on Flickr, Facebook, YouTube, in writing or speech. and Tumblr. There are so many incredible phoHow has photography shaped you as an indi- tographers, artists, writers, and musicians out there. Sometimes going someplace I have never vidual? Photography has taught me so much about myself been to is really refreshing or even just listening and has helped strengthen so many relationships to music. Beauty and inspiration is all around with other people. Art allows me to see the world us, we may just get too comfortable to the sights differently and to broaden my perspective. Lately and people we see on a daily basis. I have been striving to challenge myself artistically and not get too comfortable with one way of What/who inspires you? editing and taking photos. By challenging myself, I am inspired by the way people’s eyes radiate I have become more understanding and accepting with passion and fill their soul. Humans are extraordinary creatures. Many of my photos are of myself and others. influenced by music. I often find myself drifting in and out of the wonderful beats and lyrics Which of your creations are you most proud of? people compose. On the other hand, there are a I am so proud of my photo titled “Rise from the lot of artists and photographers that I follow onAshes.” This photo is of a good friend of mine who asked me to create a conceptual image about line that create things that I could never dream of doing. A few of many artists that inspire me a transitional period in her life. There was a lot are Rosie Hardy, Joel Robison, Brittany Juravof pre-planning that went into this photo. As ich, and David Talley. we were brainstorming, the idea of my friend as a phoenix-like character being ‘born again’ felt What’s a quote you live by? appropriate. After all of her pain and obstacles, “There are far, far better things ahead, than any she is still able to remain a strong and independent woman. In addition, she told me that “When we leave behind.” -C.S. Lewis This applies to how I live my life and carry on everything is falling apart, you can still rise.” with my art. I have to learn not to dwell on things that have happened in the past and to Which of your pieces was most challenging and keep moving forward. If I continue to work and how did you follow through with it? One of my most challenge photographs was a self strive to improve, I will reach my goals. We are navigators of our destiny, and we have the portrait titled “To Take Flight.” My camera setup choice to look at situations from a multitude of was difficult to achieve. I had my tripod set up to perspectives. point down at an angle all the while being bal13

“Rise From The Ashes”

“To Take Flight” 14

Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? A photographer friend of mine named Dillan, his sister, cousin, and I were out taking photos in the mountains nearby. Dillan and I were experimenting with neon pink colored powder being thrown on me in a creek. After I was done modeling for him, we decided to cross the road, and climb under a fence into a meadow that may or may not have told us â&#x20AC;&#x153;to keep out.â&#x20AC;? Needless to say, I looked pretty wild with pink powder all of over my face and hair (I have a photo on my Instagram @marissamcpeak). I am pretty sure I received some interesting looks by strangers crossing our path. As I was about to setup my camera, a lady drove by and threatened us to get out of there. So we decided not deal with any authorities and get the heck away from that location! We drove up the road a bit and then realized that Dillan had a flat tire. I never got to shoot any photos for myself, but thankfully we were able to call our parents out to come help us replace the tire. That adventure was so much fun. Instances like that make photography that much more intriguing! Do your photos have a specific style to them? Yes, I do believe my photos have evolved into dreamy and surreal concepts . As much as I try to challenge and experiment with my style, my photos seem to end up looking similar to one another. I cannot seem to escape my style (which is not a bad thing)! I think my photos have a certain vibrancy and mood that some photographers express differently. I love using bright colors that attract the eye. It is incredible how the colors in an image can set the tone or mood of a photo or piece of art! Anything else you would like to say? Big thanks to my friends and family that support me. I am so lucky to have parents that accept me for following my passions. Thanks to my big brother for being one of the people to get me into art. And thanks to my little sister for her constant imagination and joy. I am so thankful for the people that have come and gone in my life, and for those that I am going to meet.

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Jonas Sung Photographer (2 years) University of the Pacific Engineering Management Major

I first met Jonas at summer school before our Freshman year of high school, and it was then when I knew we would become the best of friends. A few years later, he started taking pictures for fun and Iâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;ve only seen his skills grow since then. I couldnâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;t be more proud of his hard work. His improvement and dedication to photography deserve to be recogonized.

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When did you realize that you had a passion for photography? I think I realized that I had a growing passion for photography when I recognized a clear reason or purpose to take pictures. It wasn’t until I accumulated all these photos of memories that I realized that I really love photography. Have you ever looked back at an old picture and get a sudden rush of nostalgia or appreciation of that moment? Never before has my life been documented like this. As we grow older I think our memories will fade and we will appreciate something to look back on to remind ourselves of what we did and who we were.

Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding photography? There are times when I have a difficult time getting the images that I want. Your camera is not exactly like your eye, so sometimes the photo doesn't turn out the way you imagined it to be, and it could be frustrating at times. Another challenge is being there at the right time and being ready to capture. There have been numerous times when I would see something that would make a great picture but couldn't pull my camera out fast enough before the moment ended. Lastly, thinking of ways to push myself, advance, and try new things is difficult. I want to challenge myself as a photographer, but finding new things and thinking outside of the box can be a challenge sometimes. Photography is so fun to me because I never stop learning.

Photography

How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I definitely plan on taking pictures in the future. I love taking pictures! Although I may take breaks from it occasionally. As of right now, photography is my obsessive hobby and I believe it will be that way for a while. I love photography but I don’t want to make it my profession. I’m currently an Engineering Management major and I feel perfectly fine with photography as a hobby for now.

is so fun to me because i never stop

What inspires you? I get inspired from the things I experience and the interesting people I am around. I get inspired from the the people I talk to. I love talking about photography with other people and taking pictures with other people. I enjoy talking to other photographers because they have their own unique set of opinions and ideas to their photography. They share their own wisdom and experiences and I feel that I gained a new perspective in photography every time. It’s not just photography that inspires my pictures. It’s the people in my life, the feelings that certain places give me, and the mood of the moment.

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Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that photography has helped you get through or document in some way? How? I use photography as an outlet for myself and I believe it has helped me in many ways. I rarely do self-portraits to illustrate how I feel, but I take pictures of the emotions and situations around me in my perspective. And through these photos I take, I hope you feel what I felt and understand why that moment was exceptionally special to me, even though it wasn't me in the picture.

What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to take pictures? I simply don’t take pictures; it’s like a break. I don’t want to force myself to take pictures, but How has photography shaped you as an individ- when I do want to take pictures and need someual? thing interesting, I go out to experience new Photography has definitely trained me to look out things and usually I’m able to find something and recognize distinctly special moments –mointeresting to take a picture of. ments that mean something. It taught me how to see without a camera. 17

Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? I volunteered at The Salvation Army for a few months in the beginning of 2012 by taking product photos for their antiques and special items that they planned to sell. The goal was to take pictures of these items in a way that made them attractive and presentable to whomever may be interested in purchasing them. For this picture of a Michael Kors watch (above), I used a leather money bag I found in the room, set the watch upright, and adjusted the desk lamp angle and distance until I felt satisfied. Iâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;m glad I had the experience to be challenged like this because I learned that itâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s important to be resourceful in photography and to make the best of what I currently have.

Macklemore photographed by Jonas Sung 18

Which of your creations are you most proud of? In May 2012, I was asked to shoot a senior prom for the first time. I was actually quite nervous because I’ve never done proms before and it was a fairly large group that I was taking pictures of. I didn’t have much experience in setting up posed pictures because I was used to candids and didn’t have to think too much about setting up the composition. For “Senior Prom”, I had Nealay and Amy sit on a large rock and told them to relax and be themselves. I just wanted to capture a real moment instead of an uncomfortable posture, and forced smile. After a minute of taking a few test shots, they loosened up and for a moment, forgot I was there taking pictures. It was just Nealay and Amy.

Jonas’ picture of Amy and Nealay at their Senior Prom. 19

Isabella Baldwin Photographer (5 years) Cal Poly San Luis Obispo Graphic Communication Major

I first met Isabella at a random dinner party and saw her more often since we are in the same Graphic Communication major. Once we started hanging out, I noticed that she loved to take pictures with her Nikon... No wonder all of her profile pictures on Facebook ooked so professional! So, when I was thinking of photographers to interview, there was no way I could pass her up. 20

Photos by Isabella Baldwin

When did you realize that you had a passion for photography? I had always been that obnoxious child with the disposable cameras demanding pictures of everyone. From the moment I got my first camera, I always felt at my best when I was behind the lenses. Regardless, I suppose my passion for the art of photography stemmed from my freshman year in high school. There was a scheduling conflict and I was forced into the yearbook class. I was made one of the photographers. Conveniently, the yearbook teacher was also the photography teacher at my high school. When she started seeing some of my work, she took me under her wing and acted more as an artistic mentor to me. From there, I began taking more photography classes and pursued the art of the subject independently.

pletely different and unique which is why I tend to sway my photography towards people versus other subjects. Being that I also want to go into fashion advertisement, I find a lot of my inspiration stemming from recent fashion lines and their corresponding advertisements. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired? I’ll find new interesting people. They’re limitless and absolutely fascinatingly beautiful. Do your photos have a specific style to them? My photographs tend to be black and white, and mostly portraits. I try to capture particular features that make the individual unique. Depending on the project, I try to display a certain emotion or talent. The chosen person for the photograph is what separates my picture from the others; therefore, I try to make sure they are featured in the best way possible.

I bring out my camera

How do you plan on incorporating photography into your future? Photography goes hand in hand with a Graphic Communication major. It is one of the ways we are able to communicate nonverbally and artistically. With a major in Graphic Communication, I hope to pursue a career in fashion advertisement. Despite whether or not I am the person actually capturing the photographs to display on the advertisements, knowing about the particulars of photography remains imperative because it is so crucial within the advertising world.

and just take

pictures. It’s a calming ritual.

How has photography has helped you get through tough situations or issues? It sounds cliche, but whenever I’m off my game academically, mentally, socially - overall just having a bad day - I bring out my camera and just take pictures. It’s a calming ritual. How has photography shaped you as an individual? I’ve been defined as the girl with the camera. Photography has provided me an outlet to express myself and it has ultimately established the grounds of what I wish to build a career upon. Being a photographer has given me drive and confidence behind my work, passion for the art, and adoration for the beauty of the world. What inspires you? People are my inspiration! Each person is com-

Which of your creations are you most proud of? A couple years ago, I created this piece titled “The American Dream” (right) for a school project reflecting on the 1920s U.S. immigration. The picture is taken from behind of a woman, who appears to be of lesser money, looking into a mirror. However, her reflection in the mirror displays a women of beauty and wealth. I was hoping to display the longing of a better life the numerous of people shared when they traveled to the United States. What’s a quote you live by? “Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary.” - Cecil Beaton, who is also a photographer. Is there anything else you would like to add? I would like to give a shout out and thanks to all my the lovely people who have donated their time to model and pose for the camera. I would be no where if it wasn’t for your help and faith in my work.

“Jazz” 22

“The American Dream”

“Roos”

“La Chic Gamine” 23

Xavier Durante Photographer (2 years) San Francisco State University Film/Theater major

I met Xavier during my Freshman year in high school and it wasnâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;t until Junior year when I noticed he got really involved with photography. With his numerous photography projects, including 365, prom photography, and photoshoots at cotillion events, it is easy to track his progress as a photographer.

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When did you realize that you had a passion for photography? This may be weird, but I don’t think I had that realization until just a few weeks ago. I always considered photography to be one of my biggest hobbies, but it was just recently that I began to see it as a passion of mine. How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? People naturally make the assumption that I would like to pursue photography as a career, but I really don’t see that in my future. Years from now, photography will probably serve the same purpose for me as it does now: documenting the people and happenings in my life in the most artsy-fartsy way I am capable of doing so. Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that photography has helped you get through or document in some way? Well, I did do my very own 365 Project in which I took photos every day and then would post one online for an entire year. Many notable events took place throughout the duration of my 365 project, some of which include: breakups, acting in my first short film, and leaving for college. Through the 365 Project, I was able to express my thoughts and emotions through photographs as well as document the happenings in my life over the course of a year. How has photography shaped you as an individual? I think more than anything, photography has pushed me to see anything and everything through a more creative lens. Photography does that, it causes you to take a step back and really see your surroundings. Which of your creations are you most proud of? The photographs in which I step out of my comfort zone by trying new things (like switching up composition or trying out different techniques).

Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding your involvement in photography? The two things that have frustrated me the most are comparing myself to other artists (photographers [“photographers”] in this case) and the inevitable creative ruts that all artists face. At times, these two things coincide... goodness gracious. What/who inspires you? I really enjoy my friend Pio Tsai’s photographs, he certainly sees the world around him in an interesting way. Danny Santos and WhoAreYouNewYork (a Tumblr blog) are some other names that come to mind. I don’t really keep up with many photographers at all. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to take pictures? As cheesy as it may sound, my girlfriend. It would be too difficult to fully explain (nor do I want to), but her warm words of encouragement work like a charm. I definitely cherish her support. Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? Just a year or two before I got into photography, my mother would never even consider letting me use her DSLR. Fast-forward all the way to now and you’ll see that my parents ask me quite often for my photographic services. Irony? Do your photos have a specific style to them? I don’t think so. If anything, my editing style might be more simplistic than a lot of photographers out there. I also try to challenge myself to switch up composition a bit; it can be tough stepping out of your comfort zone when it comes to photography. What’s a quote you live by? “I’ve always said that if my son thinks of me as one of his idiot friends, then I’ve succeeded as a dad.” - Phil Dunphy Haha, I just always want to stay true to my youthful and dorky ways-- even when I’m an old man.

Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? I think the most difficult endeavor I’ve taken on photography-wise is the 365 project. It definitely gave me a run for my money, having to produce a Anything else you would like to add? photograph each and every day. I faced many ruts #kaisahankatz while working through the project, at which point I would have to continuously challenge myself to reexamine my surroundings in a more creative light.

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if music be the food of love, play on. shakespeare

Four talented people who write, sing, and rap to express themselves and stand out.

Michael Lozada MC rapper (2 years) Stage Name: Like Mike Cal Poly San Luis Obispo Computer Engineering major I first met Michael on the Cal Poly Facebook page when I asked who would be willing to form a band with me in college. He sent me a link of his music, friend requested me, and we instantly became best friends. He has performed at almost every talent show at school, each with a new rap he wrote and produced himself. His talent with freestyle is undeniable and unbelievable. Contact Information: facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/LikeMikeakaML youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/mnmlozada twitter and instagram: @LikeMikeakaML â&#x20AC;&#x153;Bored In My Dormâ&#x20AC;? mixtape release date: September 29, 2013

When did you discover your passion for rap? The first rap song I ever heard was “Dead and Gone” by T.I. when I was 12. I was blown away by T.I.’s skills as he told a graphic, intense personal story. His flow, speed, precision, complicated rhymes, and different ways of looking at life had me in awe. As I explored rap more and more it grew on me. However, there were many mainstream rappers that were horrible in my opinion and I thought I could do better so I started writing poetry/rap to try it out. I wrote about my own personal life and all the struggles that I dealt with. While writing I began to experience understanding on a deeper level. It snowballed from there. I fell in love with the lyricism, imagery, and showmanship. How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I have always been someone who loved the spotlight, but putting out my music and performing it helped my confidence skyrocket. As a result my abilities to communicate with others have greatly increased. Additionally, rap has helped me see life much differently and has empowered me to actively help others much more. Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that rap has helped you get through or document in some way? How? I grew up with no one believing in me as a kid. At school I was excluded, beat up, teased, etc.. Family members cut our family off soon after I was born, and others would tell me on a regular basis that I was worthless and would never amount to anything. My relationship with my parents always seemed to be performance-based and nothing was ever good enough for them. When I was 11 I joined Boy Scouts and my Scoutmaster was the first person to ever accept me for who I am and to believe in me. However, 2 years later, I was the one who discovered him dead on a camping trip with our troop. In high school I found love and then heartbreak and one of my best friends deserted me during a rough time. In college I was used shamelessly. A close friend of mine died at college, my immediate family suffered extreme physical ailments, and my grandma died the day I got back from college.

been through that could have potentially changed my life negatively. However, through writing and processing these in poetry/rap I emerged a stronger individual who has used these incidents and much more to help others going through similar struggles. Rap has helped me stand up for who I am, what I believe in, and others that can’t stand on their own. How has rap shaped you as an individual? Rap has made me a much more confident and stronger individual. Because of rap I know who I am and no one can take me down. I can always be myself. It has helped me perceive others’ struggles and be there for them. It has taught me that a leader leads through serving. Which of your creations are you most proud of? My latest mixtape “Bored In My Dorm” because it shows my massive improvements both lyrically and with my flow. Additionally, my single “Where The Mike Is” which will hopefully be up on iTunes soon. It talks about my life, my struggles, and my hard work to rise above it all. I think it is arguably my best song thus far in my career. Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? In 2011, there was a contest that Hopsin (a big name rapper) put on called “Don’t Funk Up Our Beats IV”. I found out about it way later and had less than a week to write, record, produce a 3 minute song and make a music video for it. It was very early in my career and I had almost no experience. The feedback I got from it was what really showed me that I could rap. Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding rapping? There are always people that will go out of their way to tell you how “horrible” you are and at first that really used to get to me. Now, I’ve learned to not let it get to me so much and simply use it as motivation to prove people wrong, but at first it’d devastate me.

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Additionally, my parents absolutely hate that I do rap. They have threatened to kick me out of the house, stop paying for my school, and much more. But it is what I use to express myself and it is my passion, so I can’t stop. What inspires you? People. How they view situations, the struggles they go through, and their stories. Everyone has a story and too often no one is willing to take the time to listen. But when you do, you can learn so much. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to make music? Spend time with people. People inspire me. Especially my close friends. What’s a quote you live by? “A life is not important except in the impact it has on other lives.”

relax, slow down, and process my life, which is when I usually discover my best material. What do you do to prepare for a performance? I practice. Practice, practice, practice. I make sure I have my music down. That way if I mess up I can pick right back up. I make sure I am very comfortable with my music and can rap the lyrics at a variety of speeds as well. I make sure I am hydrated and typically blast some Machine Gun Kelly “Wild Boy” or “Warning Shot” to get pumped up by bouncing around and letting the stress out.

that is what my music is for:

Do you ever get nervous? Always. Before I had much experience performing it was much more intense. Now, I am nervous until I utter the first word. Then I feel nothing, instinct kicks in and I just enjoy it.

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Are you a self-taught musician? I took piano lessons for about 5 years and learned enough theory to call myself a musician. However, I have always had a very good ear for music and good tempo, which has continued to improve as I teach myself rap.

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Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? When my first mixtape broke 25,000 downloads I was estatic, because I had made a huge stride toward my dream of becoming a well known rapper. I had gotten a shout out from Kimberely Cole on Twitter, and the Rej3ctz and one of my idols T.I. had retweeted me. It was amazing.

Additionally, getting the chance to perform on the main stage at Cal Poly SLO’s Open House was pretty awesome. I feel accomplished anytime anyone says that my music makes a difference in their lives. Because that is what my music is for, helping others. Where is the strangest place you’ve written a song/arrangement? I have written music pretty much anywhere you can think. I have child menus from restaurants, church notes, and countless random scraps of paper with lyrics scribbled on them. This is somewhat embarrassing, but I typically do my best writing when I am in the bathroom. It is where I 32

How often do you involve others in your work? As often as possible. Like I said, people inspire me and working with them may present challenges, but it helps you grow as an artist and expand your arsenal. Performing, it is always nice to have at least one other person on stage doing back up vocals and such, but not necessary. As for writing, I never ask for people’s help directly. I might ask people questions about their life and thoughts, but all of my music is 100% my own writing.

Cover art for Like Mikeâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s upcoming mix tape, to be released 9/29/13

Angela

Constantino Singer (13 years) University of San Francisco

After following Angelaâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s blog for a while, I noticed that she liked to sing covers to popular songs and is very passionate about singing. Through many mutual friends, we were able to meet a few times, and though I myself have never seen her perform live, her YouTube videos prove how talented she is at singing.

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When did you realize that you had a passion for singing? When I was around 4 years old, my mom gave me the option of either taking Karate classes or taking vocal lessons. After quite some time of singing softly to myself in the bathroom (this is one of my more distinct child memories), I decided that I liked singing and wanted to pursue it as something to do after school. After a few weeks of learning some basic vocal techniques and performing in front of some crowds of people, I just knew singing and performing would be something I’d like doing for an extremely long time, if not the rest of my life. How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I have no big plans on incorporating singing in my future except to keep it as a hobby and take opportunities as they come to me!

of my favorite YouTube artists, but this would have been the first time I helped raise money for charity through singing--which I felt was extremely rewarding. What adversities have you faced regarding singing? Before, it was really frustrating being compared to everyone else who had the same vocal coach and was around the same age as me. I always felt like I fell a few steps behind everyone, and I just didn’t progress as fast as my peers did. Also, the fact that I have Asthma did not help at all. I felt as though I had to rely on medicine in order to sing and felt left out. It took some time before I really took in the fact that people progress at different paces, and no matter what stage we’re at, we should be confident with where we are and know that we’ll always have room for improvement.

Singing

and performing force me to get out of my comfort zone

Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that singing has helped you get through or document in some way? Most definitely! Whenever I’m upset or feel that I’m at sort of a stagnant, I like getting a little overdramatic by singing/belting out some of my favorite songs at home. It’s extremely stress relieving, you know, pretending my life is a musical for a few minutes.

What’s a quote you live by? “The only thing standing between you and your goal [are] the [lies] you keep telling yourself as to why you can’t achieve it.” --Jordan Belfort

This is more of a quote I live by. I truly believe that a person can achieve anything he or she wants, it only depends on how badly that person wants it.

How has singing shaped you as an individual? Singing and performing force me to get out of my comfort zone. I believe one of the most common labels given to my as a child was “extremely shy”, and having to introduce myself and sing in front of tens or hundreds of people helps me realize that there’s really nothing to be afraid of.

What do you do to prepare for a performance? Do you ever get nervous? I never drink or eat anything sweet a few hours before I perform. Sweets can make your voice sound a little raspy/sickly. But my opinion on it is that, if raspy is your style, then go for it! I always make sure I have a pack of mints I can just devour before showtime. It makes me feel more Which of your creations are you most proud of? relaxed about not stinking up the place, and The most rewarding moment as a performer was mint is just a relaxing flavor in general. I get a being a part of the opening act for Music Takes little nervous every time I perform in front of a Action, a Benefit Showcase created by a few crowd, but I’ve learned to channel my nervousstudents from Archbishop Mitty High School. ness towards a more determined, I-can-do-this Not only did I get to meet and perform with some mindset. 35

Have you taken any formal singing lessons? I’ve taken formal vocal lessons from when I was 5 years old up until around sophomore year of high school. Everything since then has been a constant attempt to get better on my own. How often do you involve others in your work? Pretty often. Since I can’t play any instruments, I usually have someone play the guitar or piano for me, and sometimes I sing with other vocalists. I prefer singing solo or in a really small group. It’s fun to have others to share the stage with, but it’s also really liberating to be up there on your own and do your own thing!

Angela and her friend Steve performing at a Charity Dinner.

Snapshots from some of Angelaâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s performances.

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Tommy Ryan Musician/Producer/Composer (20 years) Cal Poly San Luis Opispo Music Major Tommy Ryan sat next to me during the first week of a Graphic Communication lecture and always had a smile on his face. Little did I know that I had been sitting next to one of the most talented musicians at my school! Once we became Facebook friends, I discovered that he writes and records his own songs from his in-home studio. He also recently released an EP with his music. You should check it out, along with the story behind his talent. Contact information: www.tommyryanmusic.com Tommy Ryanâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s latest album (free!): http://tommyryan.bandcamp.com/album/ ep3-out-now

I see the world through my guitar. Tommy Ryan performing at the San Diego County Fair. 38

When did you realize that you had a passion for writing music? It’s not really something that happens overnight, I just did it a lot because it’s fun and before I knew it, I was doing musical things every day whether it’s writing a song, or playing with my buds.

How has your involvement with music shaped you as an individual? I see the world through my guitar. I can’t imagine my life without music, it would be a life not worth living.

Have you taken any music lessons? I have always taken formal instruction on my instruments. Lessons are so worth it, it really takes you to the next level. It also keeps you in check so that you’re not creating something that only sounds good to you.

Which of your songs are you most proud of? Every songwriter is the same—the newest song is always their favorite. I’m am really proud of my new album that I released last week. It has some seriously heartfelt lyrics that I’m very proud of. You can listen to these songs at my website www.tommyryanmusic.com.

How do you plan on incorporating music into your future? I love to write and record music, so my plan is to continue my music education any way I can by attending music classes, performing, and sometimes even watching YouTube videos! I hope to work in the industry someday and start my own recording studio, so it’s going to take a lot of hard work and effort, but it will be very fun at the same time.

Which of your songs was most challenging to write? Sometimes songs just come naturally and you write them in a matter of hours. Other times, it’s like pulling teeth—you know what you want, but you just can’t get it on paper. One of the most challenging songs I’ve written is the song “Turbulence In Transit”, which took almost two years to write. Ironically, it is now one of my favorites.

Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that music has helped you get through or document in some way? How? As with most artists, my craft is a way to escape from the troubles of this world. The songs I write are always a way to tell the stories of my life, even though they might not illustrate specific people or events, the heart behind it is always mine.

Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding your songwriting? There is always the enemy of self-doubt. When you get writers block or a song just doesn’t come out the way you hoped, it is very easy to feel that you’re not good enough. But my advice to those out there who are trying to do the same thing is that nobody said being an artist would be easy, and nobody said that you wouldn’t fail. But succeeding is worth it. You 39

Tommy Ryan writing a song in his home studio.

just have to keep reaching for your dream and never give up. Who inspires you? My dad is a music teacher and a songwriter as well, and he is the biggest inspiration I have. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to write? I usually turn to other musicians who are doing the same thing as me and use their spirit to create to inspire my own. What’s a quote you live by? “Music can change the world because it can change people” - Bono I truly believe that music is one of the most powerful forces on Earth!

son to get on stage and put yourself out there is for the rush of excitement that comes with it. To get ready for a show I do a warm-up (that sounds more like farm animals than a vocal warm-up), and drink a TON of water. I do this not only to sing better, but to also keep my voice healthy. Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? When I first started recording myself 6 years ago back in high school, my recordings sounded horrible! But for some reason I stuck with it and I am so glad that I did! Now I have a home studio and people are paying me to record their songs, I’ve come a long way and I’m glad I didn’t give up!

Where is the strangest place you’ve written a song/arrangement? The strangest place I’ve ever written a song has been in the shower. Some of my best ideas come from the shower!

How often do you involve others in your work? I collaborate often, especially with my sister. She writes music and sings as well so we often perform together and play each other’s music. It is so much more fun sharing music with others instead of keeping it all to yourself. If music wasn’t meant to be shared, then it would be silent.

What do you do to prepare for a performance? Do you ever get nervous? I always get nervous before a performance! But the way that I see it, the day that I’m no longer nervous to perform will be the day that performing is no longer worth it. The whole rea-

Anything else you would like to add? Any shoutouts? Please visit my website www.tommyryanmusic. com and listen to my music! I also compose music for TV and film so check that out as well! Thanks Alyssa!

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Dat Tran A capella singer (1 year) Singer (5 years) Cal Poly San Luis Obispo Software Engineering Major

I met Dat on the first day of college when we sang a song together and would not stop complimenting each other’s voices. Dat soon joined one of Cal Poly’s a capella groups, “That’s The Key,” and I would find him either practicing beatboxing sounds or arranging a song for TTK. Now a music minor, Dat is certainly one of the most talented and humble singers I’ve met. Contact information: That’s The Key on Facebook: www.facebook.com/thatsthekey

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When did you realize that you had a passion for singing? I have always loved to sing for as long as I can remember, but I didn’t really have many opportunities to. When I got to Cal Poly, a college with a great amount of opportunities, I decided to join a singing group/ensemble. I always thought a capella was cool, especially because of The Sing-Off, so I thought it would be a great idea to join a group. It was the first time that I sang with my a capella group that I realized that I loved it so much. Joining was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Are you a self-taught singer or did you take singing lessons? I did take singing lessons. It was for a few weeks though, because I didn’t really feel like I was learning much from it and it was extremely expensive. How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I’m not really sure. I guess I could incorporate my knowledge of music and software to create music software? Whatever it is I do in the future, music will always be an important part of it!

Which of your performances are you most proud of? I’m really proud of our ICCA (International Championship of Collegiate A Cappella) Western Region Quarterfinal performance since we worked really hard on it and spent a lot of time to make sure we sounded good. I’m also proud of our performances at our spring concert since we committed a lot of time and effort rehearsing for it. Which of your performances was most challenging? Definitely the performances where some of our members couldn’t make it. Every member is important and we all depend on each other to sound good. We have had several performances where we were missing basses, beat boxer, or soloist and those were definitely rough.

singing with my a capella group makes me feel even better

What are some adversities you have faced regarding singing or a capella? Sometimes, some members in my a capella group will have some disagreements with each other. Being in an a capella group requires a great sense of union so if anyone is ever off or out of sync, it’ll be detrimental to our performance and to our group dynamic.

How has singing in an a capella group, or simply singing, shaped you as an individual? It has definitely made me realize how much I love singing, especially with other talented individuals. Who inspires what you do? I’d like to say that my involvement in a capella has Musicians and good a capella groups. made me more of an interesting person to people. I’d like to think I’m cooler because of it, too. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to sing? Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that I turn to YouTube and look at some awesome a singing (with your a capella group) has helped capella videos. I like to look at past ICCA (Interyou get through or document in some way? national Championship of Collegiate A Capella) Singing always makes me feel great, but singsets. One of my favorite groups to listen to and ing with my a capella group makes me feel even draw inspiration from is Pentatonix. better. Just combining voices to create harmony and music is just something beyond words. It’s What is the process of making an a capella aralso great to spend time with the members of my rangement? group. They’re all great and extremely talented First, I’ll listen to the song A LOT. I’ll also have people. However, sometimes rehearsals can hap- the chords of the song in front of me, which pen at a really inconvenient time or when I’m really helps. I use Finale, which is music writing really busy studying for my classes. software, to write my arrangements. I like to

Dat and his A Capella group, That’s The Key, performing at their own concert. Below: Video stills of That’s The Key performing “Let it Snow”

Cal Poly SLO’s A Capella Group, That’s the Key, performing at the ICCA Western Quarterfinals at Bovard Auditorium in University of Southern California

write the outer parts (Bass and Soprano) first, and then the inner parts (Alto and Tenor) after. How often do you involve others in your work? (collaborations, duets, etc.) When I’m initially arranging a song, it’s not really a collaborative effort. However, when my a capella group learns the song and run through it a few times, sometimes, members will suggest an idea or give his or her input. We’re always happy to hear each other’s ideas and consider the suggestions. Every member is important. Any important decision, such as solos, set lists, costumes, etc., that we have to make will always made known to the group. Overall, a majority of the stuff we do in the group is very joint. What’s a quote you live by? “You’re one of the a cappella girls. I’m one of those a cappella boys, and we’re gonna have aca-children. It’s inevitable.” -Jesse from Pitch Perfect Where is the strangest place you’ve written a song/arrangement?

On the bathroom toilet. It might be a little inappropriate, but it’s a very peaceful place and I’ve come up with some great ideas in there. Plus, the acoustics are usually nice in bathrooms! What do you do to prepare for a performance? Do you ever get nervous? Really silly vocal warm ups that makes everyone question the sanity of my group. It definitely helps me sing a lot better though. I do get nervous before performances sometimes, but having a pep talk with my group before definitely eases me! Anything else you would like to add? Thanks, Alyssa, for this awesome opportunity! I <3 my family and friends (especially Vanessa Flores, Paola Moreno, and Christian Morquecho). Shout to the ’12 - ’13 members of my a capella group, That’s the Key! You guys are awesome and I’m so grateful for all that you’ve done for me in my first year of college and my first experience in an a capella group.

Every day brings a chance for you to draw in a breath, kick off your shoes, and dance. Oprah Winfrey 46

Four individuals who portray art through their movements.

Auti Kamal Professional dancer and choreographer (16 years) Californa State University, Long Beach Dance major Auti and I went to high school together and I would always enjoy her dance performances as part of the school Dance Team. I recognized and respected her passion for dance and choreography--not to mention her talent as well. My admiration skyrocketed when she started her own YouTube channel for dances she choreographs. Every one of her performances, whether through dance or choreography, are beautiful. Contact Information: www.AutiKamal.com www.YouTube.com/MissAuti www.Facebook.com/MissAuti

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When did you realize that you had a passion for dance? I have been dancing ever since I was three years old. Most young girls are put into ballet class as a simple activity, but from the first day I put on my pink tights and black leotard, my love for dance has only grown. From that moment forward I was spending hours at the studio dancing, teaching, and performing. Have you taken any formal dance classes? I have studied dance for sixteen years. I am extensively trained in classical ballet but have advanced training in lyrical, contemporary, jazz, modern, and pointe. How do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I intend on building upon my current career as a professional choreographer by opening my own company and hopefully choreographing for films, music videos, and commercials.

kind heart. Which of your creations are you most proud of? I am particularly proud of my dance film “In The Beginning”. The message behind the movement is female empowerment and the idea that strength is within all of us. I wanted to steer away from my generally feminine and dramatic choreographic style and show a different side of my personality.

all the talent in the world means nothing without a kind heart.

Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that dance has helped you get through or document in some way? Dance has been a key emotional outlet throughout my entire life. The art has essentially been my therapist, both mentally and physically. Whether I am dancing, teaching, or choreographing I leave all my troubles and worries outside those studio doors. I am able to release whatever emotion has taken over me through movement and music. How has dance shaped you as an individual? I pride myself on humility, confidence, and the ability to make a mistake without self-criticism. Dancing teaches you to accept who you are and embrace the beauty you can contribute to the world, while still appreciating what others can do. In ballet class you are taught to hold your head high but have a sweetness in your eyes. I feel this illustrates what I stand for as an individual: believe in yourself, but remember all the talent in the world means nothing without a

Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding your passion for dance and choreography? Due to the highly competitive nature of dance and choreography, the most prominent adversity is self-doubt. Self-doubt is the destroyer of creativity and progress. I have come to understand that fresh ideas only stem from those who are willing to risk criticism and judgment. Whenever my mind begins to spiral down that toxic path, I remind myself that I am unique in my talents and what I can offer the world of dance.

What inspires you? My work is inspired by a lot of different aspects in life. Sometimes my pieces are a reflection of how I feel at that point in my life, the way a person has made me feel, or simply my interpretation of a song or video I had heard recently. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired? Whenever I lose my desire to create, I simply take a break. This time off can be for as little as an hour, or as long as two weeks. I am a strong believer in producing quality work versus a forced creation that I fabricated when I was tired or uninspired. I respect my mind when it tells me it is exhausted and drained. What’s a quote you live by? “She believed she could, so she did.” - Unknown 49

Auti performing in the Contest of Champions Nationals, 2012

Video Still from â&#x20AC;&#x153;Goodbye Girlâ&#x20AC;?, choreographed by Auti Kamal, performed by Morgan Locke

Auti directing “Falling”, December 2012

piece, it generally takes a week for me to create Can you share a random anecdote about yourself something worthwhile. This includes creating a storyboard, gathering dancers, teaching the and your talent? I was a captain on my high school dance team and choreography, setting costumes, and filming. choreographed my senior solo, “The Meadow”. I Would you rather perform solo, in a group, or had just performed at nationals and sat down to breathe when the Top 10 soloists were being anchoreograph for others, and why? nounced. I had purchased a huge pretzel and was Coming from years and years of performing on stage and being a part of others’ pieces, I can dipping it into my mustard when my name was say that I prefer choreographing over dancing. announced over the P.A. as a finalist. I dropped There is this overwhelming happiness I feel seemy pretzel on the floor in complete disbelief and began sobbing. I was shocked and speechless, but ing my work come to life from the pages of my notebook to the bodies right in front of me that so thankful to be chosen among such talented dancers. I do not get when dancing myself. Since you choreograph dances, how long does it usually take to complete a piece? I have found a great love for choreography and directing. I find it amazing that I can illustrate my thoughts and emotions through other dancers. Though it depends on the complexity of the

Would you like to make any shoutouts? I would like to thank my loved ones who have shown unwavering support, I love you. Also, a special thanks to Sara Cuddie, Capitol Dance Company, Brayden Curtis, and Emily Griffith.

Bryan

Relampagos Hip-hop dancer (5+ years) University of San Francisco Computer Science Major I met Bryan at my first Freshman mixer (school dance) and I remember him telling me how he wanted to join a dance team soon after. Since then, I saw him get involved with FSA (Filipino Student Association)â&#x20AC;&#x2122;s dance group as well as hosting his own dance workshops. His passion for dance and sharing his talents is truly admirable.

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When did you realize that you had a passion for dance? I believe it was towards the end of my freshman year of highschool. I joined my school’s filipino club which had a hip hop dance section. After performing with them at their annual PCN, I realized that I enjoyed dancing, performing, and being on stage. Have you taken any formal dance classes/lessons? Technically, I’ve had about 1-2 years of formal dance classes. These classes taught me the fundamentals of hip hop dance, such as various grooves, glides, and weight transfers. How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? To be quite honest, I don’t plan on making a career based on dance. Because dance is something I am passionate about, I don’t want it to become “a job”. I’d rather keep dance as an escape for expression and creativity.

of a lot of confusion, hurt, and all sorts of negative emotion. In a way it felt like a “Heart Attack”. I did my best to funnel all of these emotions into movement, and this was the result. What/who inspires you? There are two main things that inspire me as a dancer. First, is the team “The Company” from Daly City, CA. Ever since I started getting serious about dancing, I would strive to constantly push myself to hopefully one day be on their level. The next thing is my other friends and team mates. Whenever I dance with them, I always find myself wanting to keep dancing. I believe we all push each other forward in our craft. What’s a quote you live by? “Be your best”

Do you choreograph dances? If so, how long does it take for you to create a piece? I do choreograph dances. I’ve choreographed for various events and clubs such as Team Sarap (FSA), VSU fashion show, Bellarmine Fashion Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that Show, VarCity SF, and several other dance workdance has helped you get through or document shops on the side. Choreographing a piece for in some way? How? me takes anywhere from 3-5 hours to 3-5 days. Of course. Whenever I choreograph, I usually try I’ve had days where I could choreograph a whole to convey a certain emotion or story. That being piece in a few hours, as well as days where I said, choreographing is an outlet for me to rewould keep second guessing myself and the prolease whatever feelings I may be going through cess would ultimately take a few days. at the time. Do dance shows on TV influence your dancing, How has dance shaped you as an individual? either positively or negatively? How so? Dancing has made me more confident in myself. The only dance show I’ve watched is America’s When I first started dancing, I was super shy. I Best Dance Crew. For me, I’d say it influenced would hide behind other people, only feel comme in a positive way. Before I started dancing, fortable when others weren’t watching me, stuff I watched an episode featuring the Jabbawocklike that. After pursuing dance more and more, eez and went “Damn, that was tight. I want to I found myself growing more confident in my do that”. This show ultimately pushed me to try dancing ability, more social when interacting dancing, something I would probably not have with other dancers, and ultimately happier as a tried without it. However, I feel like shows like person. this can push people into dancing for the wrong reasons, like proving you’re better than someWhich of your creations are you most proud of? one else or trying to show off and say you’re the I am most proud of my piece to “No Strings At“shit”, which is not what dance is about. tached” by NSYNC. This piece represents how I feel about dance: it is all about having fun, perWould you rather perform solo, in a group, or forming with a smile, and just grooving to a beat. choreograph for others, and why? Personally, I’d prefer choreographing a piece for Which of your pieces was most challenging and others and performing it with them (does this how did you follow through with it? count?). I enjoy the creative process of choreoMy piece to “Heart Attack” by Trey Songz was graphing, blocking a piece, and ultimately seeing most challenging to create. At the time, I was your piece brought to life. going through a tough breakup. This was a time 53

Video stills from Bryan’s piece to “Heart Attack” by Trey Songz 54

Video stills from Bryan’s piece to *NSYNC’s “No Strings Attached” 55

Mallory

St. George Dancer (5 years) Cal Poly San Luis Obispo Journalism Major

I was lucky enough to meet Mallory in Hall Council since we lived in the same dorm hall. When we first introduced ourselves and where we were from, we discovered we were both from the Bay Area and that she knew Auti Kamal through dance team competitions! What a small world! Mallory is one of the most outgoing, witty, and talented girls I know, and that combined with her passion for dance deserves to be recognized.

Photo provided by Mallory St. George

When did you realize that you had a passion for dance? I played soccer for ten years prior to when I realized I have a passion for dance. When I was in 8th grade I started to realize there was an artistic side to me that wasn’t being fulfilled. I found myself choreographing dances in my room, envying my best friend who danced, and feeling completely distracted at my soccer practices. It was hard quitting soccer because my dad was my coach for eight years, but I knew I had to follow my gut. On a whim I auditioned for my high school’s dance team, the Featherettes, and miraculously made it,. I was later told it was based mostly on potential, which doesn’t surprise me in the least. Nonetheless, it started my entire dance career and changed my whole life.

stress. When my boyfriend cheated on me during sophomore year, I sought comfort in the dance studio. Pushing myself physically at practice made me grow stronger mentally and emotionally. Junior year I dealt with a lot of body image issues, but dance helped me overcome them. I participated in a show called “Collision” and performed a routine that I choreographed to “What I’ve Done” covered by Marie Digby. Nobody knew what the song or performance truly meant to me, but that didn’t matter. For me, that performance was about forgiving myself and moving forward. How has dance shaped you as an individual? Dance allowed me to discover a part of myself that I would have never been able to tap into otherwise. I didn’t just get more flexible and comfortable in front of an audience. I became more okay with making mistakes, more receptive to feedback, and more able to push myself to new limits in all aspects of my life. I feel like I am an artist, and four years ago I would have never said that. That’s why dance is so special. It is both a challenging sport and a beautiful art form. Dance provides me with an outlet for my emotions, a safe place to land, and a way to express love, anger, sadness, and every emotion in between.

Keeping

Do you plan on incorporating dance into your future? I don’t plan on making an actual career out of dance, but I do plan on continuing to dance until my hair turns gray and my legs give out. I want to continue taking classes, stretching, choreographing, and participating in shows. Keeping dance in my life means keeping my sanity.

dance in my life means keeping my sanity.

Have you taken dance classes? I don’t know if you would consider it classes, but I had dance practice after school 4 days week for 2 hours. During competition season that sometimes bumped up to 5 days a week for 3-5 hours. The longest practice I ever had lasted 8 hours.

Which of your creations are you most proud of? I had a jazz solo during the competition season of my junior year. It was choreographed by Ashley Lee to the song “Oh No!” by my favorite artist, Marina and The Diamonds. Every single Do you choreograph? How long does it usually lyric of the song resonated with me and I loved my costume and the whole routine. At the Cutake for you to finish a piece? pertino Festival of Champions I took 10th place, I do choreograph dances, but mostly routines that I perform on my own. It takes my anywhere which was the only time I ever made the Top 10 from 2 hours to 6 hours to create a piece, which and what felt like the best possible way of being is usually determined by how emotional I am or recognized for my hard work. I got a medal that I have hanging in my room at my parents’ house. what audience the routine is intended for (an actual show or my YouTube channel). Also, I am extremely proud of my 1st Place award at the Fremont High School Talent Show during Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that my senior year. I had suffered from this weird dancing has helped you get through? fear of talent shows since elementary school and There are so many days that I can look back on that was my second time participating in one. in high school that were rough. The only thing that got me through them was knowing I would Taking first was a huge accomplishment for me, have dance practice at the end of the day to take especially because I choreographed the routine and edited all of the music myself. my mind off of it all and help me release my 57

Mallory leaping on the sand at Pismo Beach in San Luis Obispo. Photo by Iann Sierra Tharp

Which of your performances was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? My talent show performance of my junior year was very hard for me to choreograph because I knew in the back of my head that the routine was being judged by my peers. I auditioned with one routine and got so scared after I made the show that I completely changed my choreography and music. It sounds so weird, but I actually ended up choreographing over half of it in the shower one day! I didn’t place, but I conquered my fear and that allowed me to do the show again the next year and win first place. Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding dance? I’m not at all naturally flexible, so for the first two years of my dance career I struggled with getting my splits and doing leg extensions. I also suffered from nerve damage in my left knee because of the toe rolls I often included in my routines. I wasn’t supposed to do toe rolls for awhile, but I’m stubborn and I did anyway, so to this day sometimes my knee will get a pinched, burning sensation if I put too much pressure on it. I also found it difficult being an officer for my team. I was 1st Lieutenant my junior year and one of two Co-Captains my senior year and I definitely struggled with learning how to be a good leader, manage a team, clean routines, eliminate drama, and keep up morale. What typically inspires you? I am inspired by peoples’ stories, usually those of 58

pain and/or growth. I don’t have to experience something to choreograph a dance that conveys that event or feeling because I have learned to listen to other peoples’ stories and put those emotions into my pieces. However, often times events in my own life inspire me to create a piece to express my joy or come to terms with harsh realities. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to dance? When I don’t feel inspired to dance I often look back at old videos of both team and solo performances. It reminds me why I became a dancer in the first place. I also search for new music because if I find a song that truly connects to me I will immediately want to further express those related feelings through dance. Then, it’s off to the dance studio I go! What’s a quote you live by? “You have to love dancing to stick to it. It gives you nothing back, no manuscripts to store away, no paintings to show on walls and maybe hang in museums, no poems to be printed and sold, nothing but that single fleeting moment when you feel alive.” -Merce Cunningham Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? My boyfriend (of ten months) and I broke up before going our separate ways in college and I found myself missing him a lot during my first

few months away. I felt that I had maybe made a mistake letting go of what we had and that consumed my thoughts. One night I just got up and went to the dance studio at the Cal Poly Rec Center (which is where I dance most of the time in college) because I had this overwhelming need to dance it out. I ended up spending two and a half hours alone in the studio and created my choreography to the song “Ho Hey” by The Lumineers. I filmed the piece and put it on my YouTube channel and to my surprise it actually gained a little bit of popularity. Maybe it’s because you can see the intense emotion in my movements or the pain in my eyes, I don’t know, but that was the first routine I choreographed since college had started. I’m very proud of it.

Mallory does a tilt kick while performing in an Officers Routine.

Would you rather perform solo, in a group, or choreograph for others, and why? I love performing both solo and in a group, I really don’t have a preference. I perform solo more often because I can fit my schedule and I am not in a company or a team at Cal Poly, but I love the performing in a group because you get to feed off of each others energy, play around with formations, do partner work, and it creates a whole other dynamic.

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Oby Offorjebe Dancer (6 years) University of California, Merced Human Biology Major

Whenever I saw Oby, he was with his dance group in high school. All my friends who knew him recognized him as one of the most passionate dancers they know, and I couldnâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;t agree more, especially after conducting his interview. His involvement with dance as a teacher and team player is inspiring.

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When did you realize that you had a passion for dance? While in France during the summer of 6th grade waiting for a flight I stood outside and awed in amazement at the street performers who would move so elegantly yet so sharply to the beats and rhythms of traffic. While travelers, frustrated with airport commuting, seemed in a rush, the street performers carried on dancing to the sounds of car honks, angry passengers, and construction work as though each sound was intentionally placed for their movement. Never before had I seen dancing as that. Break dancers, poppers, contemporary dancers; twisting and turning, dipping and flipping in an array of decorative gestures; exploding into a cascade of colors, painting images in the minds of all those watching. They made the world their music box and through dancing, painted beauty with the sounds of chaos. Flabbergasted, I embarked on a quest to somehow repaint such beauty as I witnessed that day.

I learn (jazz, locking, popping, modern contemp) I feel I am a more diverse person and willing to experience more and be more accepting of people and their views. Dance has also helped me to appreciate music. Not only the songs that you play on your iPod, but the sounds of nature; birds in trees, the blowing wind and the shuffling of leaves. Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that dance has helped you get through or document in some way? How? Oh, but of course! Every success and failure, every joy and frustration, dance has helped me not only get through them, but it also helps me remember those moments. For instance, there was a point in my life when I felt I couldn’t accomplish my goals even if I tried. I planned and planned but nothing ever worked out and I saw how successful others were in all their endeavors. From this feeling I decided I would attempt to master a breakdance move that I never imagined I would be able to do, a flare. In the span of 3 lunch breaks and 1 free period in high school I mastered not only a flare, but a really good one at that. Now whenever I do a flare it reminds me that if I put time into anything eventually I can accomplish it.

i don’t ever remember

not being inspired to dance

Have you taken any formal dance lessons? I have only taken one formal dance class and that was at Bellarmine College Prep for one semester 3 days a week my Junior year in high school.

How, if so, do you plan on incorporating dance into your future? I suppose it is just a dream of mine, but I hope one day to pioneer a movement where a my team will go to various places and enrich peoples spirits with dance. I also hope to run benefit concerts of sorts where dancers from all over come together to put on a show. I’m still working out the details, but the concert would support a cause such as homelessness for two years or so and then switch to another cause in hopes of helping everyone out even just a little bit. How has dance shaped you as an individual? I feel like dance has opened me up to be a more social person. With every different dance style

Which of your creations are you most proud of? I would say my choreography to “Addicted” by Ne-Yo. My dance team required each member to make choreography as winter break homework and by the time school began again I had nothing prepared. I spent the next whole day trying to come up with something, but always reconstructing moves because I was afraid it wouldn’t look good. A couple hours before it was time for practice I decided to just make choreography without caring about what it would look like to people. It took me by surprise when everyone said they loved it and it was used for our team’s recital.

Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? My choreography for UC Merced’s “Dance Off” most definitely. I have never made choreography for a competition and I was terrified that it wouldn’t be good enough and we would lose because of it. It took a lot of courage supplied by dance to finally pull something together and in the end we won first place.

awards from my team as “Best Male Rookie...” I’ve never had so many people proud of me for dancing. And today people still thank me and tell me how proud they are when they hear that I am running Merced’s first annual summer workshops bringing choreographers from teams like GRV, The Company, and people like Pauline Mata from Season 6 sytycd. It warms my heart.

Do you choreograph dances? How long does it Can you mention any adversities you have with take to complete a dance? dancing? I do choreography; I am currently the Dance I am not flexible... like at all... I’m probably the Captain for INTRO Movement at UC Merced. most inflexible guy you will meet. I can’t point Generally it takes me no more than an average of my toes in ballet or jazz to save my life and I three days if I am dedicated to finish choreogralove contemporary above all styles. This sumphy. However, in rare cases I finish choreography mer I am trying to stretch more and change that in matter of hours such as the choreography I am and it has been definitely a tough battle, but most proud of “Addicted” by Ne-Yo. surely I’m winning. Would you rather perform solo, in a group, or Who inspires you? choreograph for others, and why? When I want to be more inspired I turn to This is tough to answer. I would say I would rathlocker Miles Caliboso for words of wisdom or er dance as a group. Generally I like doing things I look up choreography from Choreo Cookies on my own. I never did a team sport; I did track. I (now known as Cookies) or watch so you think didn’t join a dance team and stick with it until colyou can dance to watch and listen to people who lege; I was a break dancer in high school meaning share the same struggles and passion for dance. I didn’t really have to dance in a group as a team. But, after spending time on my current team What do you turn to when you no longer feel INTRO Movement I find that when we dance inspired? together we feel together and it creates greater I don’t ever remember not being inspired to joy. Almost like a candle; when you put the flames dance. together they grow greater and this exemplifies that our passion is greater in numbers. What’s a quote you live by? I live by (or at least try to live by) two quotes: Would you like to make a shoutout to anyone? “The difference between the possible and the Anything else you would like to say? impossible lies within one’s determination to I’ll give a shout out to Miles Caliboso for teaching succeed.” Sadly I heard this in the 4th grade and me so much about musicality and dance. J-Crew, never found out who it was by. In other words, which was my church dance group, for just sharthe word “can’t” is one word I try to avoid when ing dance with me. And lastly everyone that posts it comes to dance. their videos on youtube, seriously, to share something that you are so passionate about with the “We are shaped by our thoughts; we become world is a gift and it really shaped me into who I what we think. When the mind is pure, joy fol- am today. lows like a shadow that never leaves.” I believe this was by Buddha. I hope that dance continues to be pure joy for everyone is it is for me. And that down the road our Can you share a random anecdote about children are still able to experience this great gift. yourself and your involvement in dance? When I received multiple complaints and 62

INTRO Movement Winning OG Set at UC Merced Dance Off 2013

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I love all of the arts. I love motion pictures.

i love stage. i love theater. Ray Bradbury

Whether itâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s by filming, writing, or performing, these four know how to make their visions come to life.

Delon

Villanueva Filmmaker (since he first laid his eyes on a TV) Even though I just met Delon in person this summer, I had been following his blog for a few years now where he made it apparent that he loved film and creating movies. Getting to know him, I’ve sensed his passion and determination for his work, so I’d like to share it with you Film journalism – welivefilm.com Film portfolio – vimeo.com/delonvillanueva YouTube - Delon Villanueva Social – twitter.com/delonvillanueva delonvillanueva.tumblr.com .

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When did you realize that you had a passion for film? Before I specifically wanted to become a filmmaker, I originally wanted to be an animator. Disney movies and Saturday morning cartoons heavily inspired my sense of filmmaking style and humor. As I got older, I started to grow a deeper appreciation for film, especially comedy, and I would take every opportunity to make a video. How do you plan on incorporating your love for film into your future? I dream of becoming a major studio filmmaker one day. It may seem like a silly goal that only innocent and naive kids have, but I’m part of a very cynical generation that always settles for less. It doesn’t hurt to try. If you’re passionate about something, you have to fight for it. And what kid has never fantasized of being in a feature film seen across the world? Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that film has helped you get through or document in some way? I was a very self-conscious and emotional boy throughout high school, which led to so many unresolved feelings that would just build up over time. It was hard for me to express these feelings to people without coming off as bitter and overbearing. When you’re storytelling through film, you can pass on those emotions to an audience without being too self-indulgent. The usual message I try to put in my films is the idea that we’ve all had the same experiences at some point. It’s so important for my films to be relatable because I want my audience to feel comfortable with the characters and universe that I created out of my personal perspective on life. I really want to share a connection with those who watch my films. How has film shaped you as an individual? I have a very childlike imagination that many people my age don’t seem to care for having anymore. I still daydream about robots and superheroes during school. Although I don’t normally make movies about robots or superheroes, filmmaking reminds me that even as I get older, deep inside, I’m still a kid. Making movies will always be my way of letting my imagination loose. Even by the time I’m a full-fledged adult, I’m still going to have as much fun with filmmaking as I do now. Which of your creations are you most proud of? I worked on a music video for the Far East

Movement at the Universal Studios Backlot for their song, “Little Bird,” back in early 2012. Unfortunately, the video may never see the light of the day, especially since they’ve released a different version online already. Though in terms of personal projects, I have a short film called, “Christmas in the Park.” I originally made it for college applications, but I was never 100% satisfied with what I came up with it. Surprisingly, people saw a lot in this holiday-themed story about friendship, as it won the big award at Bellarmine’s 10th annual film festival. This short film always reminds me that, hey, maybe I’m not so bad at making movies after all. Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? In the summer of 2012, I directed a music video for a young artist named Preston Hutton. It was a student film project, so a lot of the pre-production was set up for me. The premise was simple: Preston is at a warehouse with a bunch of girls and nice cars around him. All I had to do was show up to the shoot and “direct.” It’s a lot easier said than done. I wasn’t allowed to make any extreme creative changes, since the storyboarding for the music video was really set in stone. I’m pretty sure this was also Preston’s first music video, so it took me a while to get him to feel confident on camera. We started shooting at 6pm and finished striking the set around 4am. For a first-timer at directing, it was an extremely stressful but important experience. Have you faced any adversities regarding film? Oh, where to begin? To start, there’s time management. If you want to come up with the best results possible, making movies takes a lot out of your day, which didn’t help at all in high school. As I’ve mentioned with the Preston Hutton music video, shoots can take forever, especially if you’re a perfectionist like me. Then there’s trying to get a crew to help make the film in the first place. In high school, no one can really focus on making movies. I really only have my closest friends available to me. Last but not least, the worst thing about filmmaking is how competitive it is, whether it comes down to film schools, festivals, etc. To truly make it into the business, you’ve got to be born a star or be just plain lucky. Who inspires you? One of my most significant inspirations when it comes to making movies is Judd Apatow (“Knocked Up”, “Superbad”, and “Forgetting Sarah Marshall”). In every production he’s ever done, 67

Delon working on the script while on set for the Far East Movement’s “Little Bird” music video in Universal Studios.

his take on comedy is clear: You can be as raunchy and juvenile as you want, but every joke or gag must be genuine and come from the heart. His movies work because they understand the awkwardness of life on the same level as the audience does. I would absolutely love to make a comedy with Judd Apatow. I have plenty of ridiculous experiences in my own life that I would enjoy telling. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to create movies? I watch my favorite movies. When I get stuck in the middle of forming a movie in my head, I look back at what inspired me to create originally. What’s a quote you live by? There’s a song called “Not Going Back,” by Childish Gambino, which really resonated with me throughout high school as someone who wanted to be accepted and cared about so badly. In his last verse, he exclaims, “When I wanna be a superhero, I just wake up!,” in reference to how he could’ve played Spider-Man and that he’s capable of anything, as long as he puts his mind to it. Childish, or Donald Glover, has shown me that you’re always going to have your haters, but you 68

know yourself better than anyone else. A common saying in film is “write about what you know”. Do you follow this rule? I believe writing about what you know is an important rule to follow...yet I break it all the time. Writing from the heart is always a huge, if not essential, part of my stories, but like all storytellers, I tend to get bored with reality. For someone who often writes comedies, I like putting my characters in the strangest situations, but when I get down to the personal conflicts between relationships, that’s where writing about what I know comes in. Do you enjoy filming more serious, informative films or happier, funnier videos? I think there’s a way to do both. Life is absurd, so why don’t we laugh about it? As a filmmaker, I like to capture the moments when we are most vulnerable to our emotions. I love visualizing the discomfort in the simplest of conversations or interactions, while making a statement about humanity overall. Maybe I’m not often serious, but I enjoy being informative, and I do it by getting people to laugh about it.

Delon on the set, shooting an episode of the television show, Backline, at Bellarmineâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s Sobrato Theatre back in 2011.

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Emily Griffith Actress (13 years) Song writer (7 years) Chapman University English & Integrated Educational Studies Major

It was early in my Freshman year when I first heard Emily play piano near the gym, where everyone was encouraging her to play and sing. From that point on, I saw Emily in school musicals, plays, talent shows, and even in the newspaper for writing and composing her own play with her friend from school. There is no doubt that Emily was born to perform and work in the realm of the Arts. Photo by Emily Senes 70

When did you realize that you had a passion for acting and songwriting? Acting: My elementary/middle school had a great theater program, and I immediately became enthralled with acting in 1st grade. My family always went to see professional shows, too, which gave me a stronger appreciation for the arts. Songwriting: After I quit piano lessons, I realized that I could figure out how to play songs by ear. I would hear a song that I like and try to pluck out the notes on the keys. After doing that, I started to fool around on the piano and began writing my own songs. How do you plan on incorporating these talents into your future? Although I’m not studying music or theater, I know that I will continue writing songs and audition for (or direct) shows in the future. I plan on being a high school English teacher, and I think I can easily incorporate my artistic nature in that field.

with peers, and the million little details that go along with putting on a show (rehearsal, scheduling, set/costumes, etc.). Grace and I just tried to stay as organized and patient as possible. What inspires you? My work is usually inspired by my current state of emotion, recent experiences/daily activities, people in my life, and thoughts about the future. In general, my work tends to be people-focused. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to write? Nature, music, coffee shops, theater, my friends and family, other artists/creative work, and my creative writing club.

Anything

worth doing is worth getting nervous for

Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that your talents have helped you get through or document in some way? I used to be a huge athlete, but my sports career had to stop due to four major foot surgeries. During this time, I focused more on song writing, and it really helped me get through the physical and emotional pain.

How has acting and songwriting shaped you as an individual? I am most proud of the original musical that I wrote with my talented friend, Grace Hoffman. I composed the music and Grace wrote the script for “Always & Forever, Kate.” We were able to cast, direct, and produce the show our junior year of high school. It was an amazing journey, and we certainly learned a lot. Which of your creations are you most proud of? “Always & Forever, Kate” was the most challenging because there were a lot of obstacles along the way: the editing/writing process, working

What’s a quote you live by? “The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls.” -Pablo Picasso Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? Before my grandma passed away, I would always play the piano for her in the next room over. Even if she wasn’t next to me, I could always tell when she was listening, and I still feel that way.

Where is the strangest place you’ve written a song? I always come up with lyrics and melodies in the shower or hot tub, and then I immediately run out and write them down. There’s just something about hot water I guess... What do you do to prepare for a performance? Do you ever get nervous before a performance? Anything worth doing is worth getting nervous for. I just try to channel those nerves into energy in my performance. Have you taken formal lessons for your music or are you self-taught? I took piano lessons for about 5 years, but I continued teaching myself after that. How often do you involve others in your work? I have some songs that I keep private, but most of my work I try to share with others to get 71

Video Still from “No Difference”, an original song by Emily Griffith performed at Concert For Love.

feedback. I find that getting outside input really helps my songs improve. I always end up having questions about my lyric/musical choices, so it’s really great to hear opinions from others. What makes screenwriting/playwriting/acting so competitive? Theater, like all art forms, is a competitive field because there is just so much talent out there. The hardest thing to do is to figure out how to make yourself stand out from the rest. A common saying is “write about what you know”. Do you follow this rule? Writing what you know is great; however, writing what you don’t know can also be great. Putting yourself in someone else’s shoes is an eye-opening experience for both writers and actors. However, I also believe that writers need to be careful about writing in a new perspective/ writing about something different and not being knowledgable about certain subjects/experiences. Don’t write a WWII novel if you know nothing about WWII. Personally, I try to push myself with writing in different styles and from different characters’ 72

perspectives. It can be fun to branch out and write something you’ve never done before. Do you prefer acting in serious, informative performances or happier, comedic, musicals? I do not have a preference. I enjoy acting in a drama as much as I do in a comedy or musical. I like acting in a variety of styles because you learn so much more about theater if you’re not stuck in one genre. Would you like to make any shoutouts? I would like to give a shoutout to my extremely talented and creative friends who are constantly dedicating themselves to the arts as well as my creative writing club, Pen & Page, for being so inspirational!

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Carl Andrew Molina Filmmaker (6 years) Loyola Marymount University Screenwriting/Multimedia Studio Art Major I met Carl once while with a mutual friend, but I had always heard my friends rave about how talented he is at screenwriting and making movies. One of the videos he filmed and edited featured many people I know, and when I discovered he edited it using only Windows Movie Maker, my admiration for Carl skyrocketed. Contact Information: http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCULO3cL_709_Dq2XbP5zZFA

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Video still from Carl’s “The Hunger Game”. The roommate who always steals Kevin’s food, Evan, spies on Kevin as he enters the room.

When did you realize that you had a passion for filmmaking? I really loved filmmaking when I touched my dad’s video camera for the first time in 7th grade. I wanted to make a video for my friend’s birthday party, so me and a bunch of other friends went to the park and shot it. I edited it and uploaded it to the internet. It sucked. But it was really fun to do.

was through filmmaking with my best friends that made me laugh and be happy for something in my life. How has film shaped you as an individual? Filmmaking has been a humbling experience for me. I’ve become more hopeful and happier since I first started this. I love people now.

How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I want to write and make films as an independent filmmaker. With my talent, I would be uploading my content on to the internet and new media for people to see.

Which of your creations are you most proud of? I’m most proud of “Sights and Sounds” because it was my first real attempt at filmmaking. It had a script, one actor bailed so I had to fill in the spot myself, and it was my first time working with sound. It was a 3-man film crew and cast, but we pulled it off and I love them and this so much.

Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that filmmaking has helped you get through or document in some way? How? Filmmaking has always helped me cope with whenever I felt anxious or sad. In screenwriting, I could write worlds and make things I couldn’t do in reality. In videos, I would always try to be funny because it helped me feel better. In middle/church school, I was often bullied. It

Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? I made a film for my PROD 200 class called “Diner Rhythms”. This was my final project for PROD 200, and it was the most difficult because it was my first attempt at legal and professional film making. I filled out dozens of film permits that got rejected, but finally got the minimum amount to shoot. I 75

Video still from Carl’s “Dr. Dogmar”. The multimedia professor, Dr. Dogmar, inspects Jane’s inadequate artwork by sniffing into it.

did a casting call that barely anyone showed up to, which resulted in using my friends. I wrote a script that was redrafted a couple of times, made rehearsals to practice the dance parts of the script, and storyboarded the shots for the film. On the day of the film, we went to a diner and were given a legal 5-hour shooting time. It took us 9 hours to finish. The employees were cool with us though, so it was okay. Having a shot list and planning everything out first before shooting really helps. Trust me. Don’t go blindly shooting a movie because you don’t want to waste time in pre-production. Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding filmmaking? I have no money for film equipment. For the first few years, I was using Windows Movie Maker. Windows Movie Maker sucks. But you work with what you got. Also, I’m Asian with parents who really wanted me to be a doctor.

What/who inspires you? I think of Jeremy Lum, Binh Tran-Tu, and Delon Villanueva. What do you turn to when you no longer feel inspired to create anything? I like video games and animation. I like watching cartoons and animated movies. For video games, I like playing Starcraft, Minecraft, and Injustice. But if I really need to feel inspired to create, I’d turn to music. I like to imagine ideas and think visually in my head when I listen to music. What’s a quote you live by? “Sometimes, when we lose ourselves in fear and despair, in routine and constancy, in hopelessness and tragedy, we can thank God for Bavarian sugar cookies. And, fortunately, when there aren’t any cookies, we can still find reassurance in a familiar hand on our skin, or a kind and loving gesture, or subtle encouragement, or a loving embrace, or an offer of comfort, not to mention hospital gurneys and nose plugs, an uneaten Danish, soft-spoken secrets, and Fender Stratocasters, and maybe the occasional piece of fiction. And we

Video still from Carl’s “Diner Rhythms”. Fizz’s character orchestrates the diner madness as she raises her arms to “drop” the bass.

must remember that all these things, the nuances, the anomalies, the subtleties, which we assume only accessorize our days, are effective for a much larger and nobler cause. They are here to save our lives”. - Kay Eiffel from the movie “Stranger than Fiction” Can you share a random anecdote about yourself and your talent? At one point when we were shooting my PROD 200 project, “Diner Rhythms”, we had to pull off a scene where Christian, the actor, had to knee slide on the ground while catching a burger. He was then supposed to toss the burger into a trash bin off screen and get up to start dancing. So when we did it, Christian slid on the ground (and it looked like it hurt) and caught the burger, but instead of throwing it into the trash bin in front of him, he, in pain, slams it into the floor of the actual diner. Christian then attempted to dance it off, but everyone burst into laughter and we immediately cut the video to clean up the mess before the employees could see it.

A common saying is “write about what you know”. Do you follow this rule? Yes, I mostly follow the rule. For example, if I wanted to write a film noir or a musical (which I really want to do), I’d have to research on how those two genres function. I think the exception for a writer is when they’re writing a fantasy/different/new world. The only thing you have to do now is make the things that you have to know in the world. Do you prefer filming happier or serious videos? I like filming happier, funnier videos because I enjoy laughing. Anything else you would like to say? My favorite YouTubers are freddiew/BrandonJLA, egoraptor, and videogamedunkey. My personal channel: http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCULO3cL_709_Dq2XbP5zZFA

Mandy Heiser Actress (16 years) Fordham University Lincoln Center Theater Performance Major

Since day 1 of high school, I always recognized Mandy as an actress. She’s been in every theater show I’ve seen at school, playing hugely different types of characters every time. Her versatility as an actress is admirable and mesmerizing--it’s no wonder she made it to NYC! Contact Information: mandyheiser@ymail.com

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When did you realize that you had a passion for acting? I’ve always been heavily involved with theater. I was in my first show at age 3, and my childhood was filled with dance recitals and voice lessons. Around 8th grade is when I began a nonstop schedule of doing show after show. It’s hard to pinpoint when exactly I realized I was passionate about theater, just because it’s always been a part of my life. However, seeing the Ashland Oregon Shakespeare Festival for the first time and studying at the La Jolla Playhouse Conservatory my junior year really bolstered my decision to study theater in college and pursue acting as my career.

How has acting shaped you as an individual? Acting has really forced me to focus on how I communicate with others. Acting is all about communicating a story to an audience with creativity and clarity. In order to be a good communicator on stage, I must first examine how I communicate in life. Acting has also allowed me to explore all these different parts within myself I never knew I had. Whenever I’m in a scene or a show, I can often draw parallels between situations in my life and situations in the life of my character. Which of your creations are you most proud of? A piece I’m proud of is a monologue I’ve been working on for two years now. It’s called “Fire is Bad” and it’s from the show “Dog Sees God” by Burt V. Royal. “Dog Sees God” follows the lives of the Peanut characters when they are teenagers. Snoopy is dead, Charlie Brown is questioning his sexuality, Linus is a stoner, Sally is emo, and Lucy, who I’m portraying in this monologue,is in a mental hospital. I read the show when I was a junior and loved it. I worked on this monologue at the La Jolla Playhouse Conservatory and continue to workshop it at Fordham. Each time I come back to it, I find more ways to communicate the piece. There are so many things to explore in this monologue, particularly the comedic and tragic elements of Lucy’s mania, which is why I continue to love working on it.

Acting allows me to explore different facets of myself.

How, if so, do you plan on incorporating this talent into your future? I currently want to act and tour in different repertory countries across the globe after I graduate. I’m particularly passionate about the classics, like Shakespeare, Ibsen, and Chekov. It is my dream to work at the Ashland Oregon Shakespeare Festival. I also would like to explore different facets of the theater, such as directing, dramaturging, designing, playwriting, and choreographing. I currently teach a drama camp to kids grades K-8 over the summer, and I’d like to continue teaching drama in the future.

Are there any issues, situations, feelings, that acting has helped you get through or document in some way? How? Acting allows me to explore many different facets of myself. It digs up emotions and thoughts that I wasn’t aware I was holding prior to doing the exercise. It can be challenging, because it dares you to stop staying in your head and really be vulnerable and connected, which can be scary to do in front of an audience of strangers. Yet acting can also be very rewarding. The physical and emotional release I experience while doing a scene or a monologue is unbeatable. I love the creative expression acting allows me to have. Even though I’m playing a character, I can always inject a little bit of myself into my portrayal.

Which of your pieces was most challenging and how did you follow through with it? A piece that was challenging for me this year was acting in a scene from “Curse of the Starving Class” by Sam Shepard. The show revolves around a lower class rural Californian family. The moral my director wanted to explore was how poverty can degrade human beings and force them to revert to their most animalistic nature. I was playing the mom, Ella. It was very challenging to play this character, firstly because it was difficult for me to relate to her, and secondly because of how contradictory she can be. Ella cares very much for her children, yet 79

Mandy (below) acting a scene from “Curse of the Starving Class” by Sam Shepard.

poverty can force her to do things that drive her children away. Ella loves her son and wants him to run away to Europe with her, yet her decision to sell the house without informing him drives a stake between them. Ella loves her daughter and attempts to teach her about the changes she will face in puberty, yet she eats her daughter’s chicken for a 4H project in the same scene, causing her daughter to run away. It was challenging for me to relate to Ella’s fierce motherly love and simultaneous selfish desperation. It was also challenging material to approach, as the scene has pantomimic comedy moments as well as subdued dramatic moments. I worked on a lot of different exercises with my director in an effort to get into character, such as doing the scene as the animal or celebrity Ella would most likely be. I also did an exercise where I paraphrased my lines in order to identify how I would communicate what Ella is trying to communicate. When it came time to do the final presentation, it went very well. I got to let go of all my stress over doing things “right” and got to have fun playing this complex yet highly humorous character. All the research and exercises I had done enabled me to bring truth to a charac80

ter who I had not been able to relate easily to. I had a lot of fun being absolutely ridiculous,yet simultaneously deeply vulnerable and human. Can you mention any adversities you have faced regarding acting? The main adversity I’ve had to face with acting is rejection. There’s a looot of it. It’s easy to feel barred from your passion as a result of being barred from a show, but the main lesson I’m still learning is you have to create your own work. When one door closes, another one will open, but it’s up to you to build that door and open it. If I don’t get cast in a show, I have to find something to do to keep in it, such as writing a scene with friends, taking classes and workshops, or being a part of tech crew for a show. What/who inspires you? Being in NYC, I am lucky to be around so much inspiring theater. You have Broadway, off-Broadway, off-off Broadway, and a constant rotation of outside theatrical projects. There’s always a show to see. I also get inspired by going to Central Park or riding the subway and

Mandy with friends in her “Collaboration” class. She designed the lighting in this picture. just observing human behavior and interaction. Sounds creepy, I know, but acting is all about getting in touch with as many facets of the human condition as you possibly can. There are so many ways we express ourselves, and that truly is fascinating to watch. What’s a quote you live by? “Life has been your art. You have set yourself to music. Your days are your sonnets.” - Oscar Wilde

on your look, your connections, and whether you’re right for the part and fit in with the cast for the show. There are a lot of talented actors who get rejected, because they’re not a right fit for the part or because someone’s else’s style is preferred. You can work hard and study a lot, but in the acting world that still doesn’t guarantee anything. It truly is a matter of right look, right time, and right place.

Do you prefer acting more serious, emotional Can you share a random anecdote about yourself performances/films or happier, funnier, perforand your talent? mances? Even though acting is my passion, music plays I love to act in everything! Musical theater into a huuuge part of that. I create soundtracks makes up a huge portion of my background, for every character I play. The emotions music but I love doing classical work, such as Shakecan bring out in me are really useful for tapping speare, Chekov, and Ibsen, as well as I love doing in to the emotions of my character. Lyrics always contemporary work, such as Paula Vogel, Ken inspire me. A song is very much like a monologue. Ludwig, and Christopher Durang. Both communicate truths to their audiences, just in different mediums. What makes acting so competitive? Acting is competitive because casting is not judged on your skill level or education, but based 81

acknowl edgements Due to the all-encompassing nature of acknowledgements, I’m putting them toward the end of the magazine. Seems like a nice conclusion to me. So, WOW, where do I begin? Thank you to all the contributors to this issue (and the photographers of the pictures that were provided). Really, this magazine would be nothing without you. I appreciate all seventeen of you taking the time out of your summer to express yourselves and share your amazing work. I’ve gained a greater admiration for what you all do, and I encourage you all to continue being the talented people you are, and striving to be the people you want to be. I hope I was of some help in that process, too. I’d like to thank Jonas Sung for being there when I came up with the idea for this magazine. If it weren’t for the conversation we had that night (July 2nd, 2013), I don’t think I would have formulated the structure for PANO, or worse, I might have given up before I started. I’d also like to thank Delon Villanueva for suggesting I name the magazine “Panorama” based on the “wide-range” of art I wanted to cover. The name PANO stemmed from his idea, so I can’t take full credit for it. Delon was always a text away whenever I made significant progress on the mag and started freaking out, so I’d like to thank him for that, too. Thank you Mehra Gharibian for inspiring me and encouraging me to create my own publication. Thank you to everyone who listened to me talk about my idea for this project, and who encouraged me to follow through with it. Seriously. It’s very rare that I come up with ideas and finish them, so the constant motivation was very much appreciated. Lastly, thank you (reader) for reading this magazine. I’m hoping to publish more work in the future, and having an interested audience is all I can ask for. You’re awesome.

inquiries?

he idea I had behind PANO was to highlight young, hard-working artists I know to show my respect for their work, and share their creations with the world. Though I did choose each featured artist myself, and will continue to do so, I am open to any suggestions for future issues. If you or someone you know has a reputation for being artistic (in any way), feel free to message me at

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alyssa.wigant@gmail.com with a description of the person, what category of art they specialize in, some examples of their work, and contact information. You can email about your own work, but the point of PANO is to recognize other peoplesâ&#x20AC;&#x2122; hard work. This magazine will only be as good as its contributors and support, so thank you in advance. Also, if you have any questions about me, my work, or any suggestions for future issues, let me know! This is a continous learning process for me and I would appreciate all the critique and help I can get. Thank you!

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Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.

-Steve Jobs