Reader warning: please note this story includes details that some readers may find upsetting.
Lili’s Story
Finding the good after evil A violent attack left Lili Sinclair-Williams traumatised and plagued by vivid flashbacks, night terrors, and suicidal thoughts. But with the help of cognitive hypnotherapy, she now sees how her ordeal has made her a better person
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aturday 1 August 2015 was the day my life changed forever. It was a beautiful sunny day as I flew home from France, after a glorious two weeks staying with my parents. As I arrived at my flat, I passed the communal garden where a party was in full swing. I remember feeling a real sense of contentment as I dropped off my suitcase, and changed, then headed out to a friend’s barbecue nearby.
My friend and I decided to make a night of it, and went to a local bar. The next few hours were spent on the dance floor (as any good night should). I walked home in the warm night air, thinking about seeing my friends at work on Monday, and looking forward to getting into my own bed after a long day. Walking up the drive to my flat, I heard a man’s voice asking for a lighter. I figured he must live in my block, or be visiting a friend, as he was walking up the
path behind me. I was in such a great mood that I accepted his offer of a cigarette. Although all I wanted was to be in my bed, I didn’t want to appear rude, so we briefly chatted while we smoked. After a few of minutes I said I must go as I was exhausted, and it was 2am. What happened next I could never have imagined. He grabbed me and subjected me to a 20-minute violent attack. I tried to fight back, but I was overpowered by this large-built, 6ft-something man. Continues >>>
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