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Think, Feel, Grow
The True Meaning of Greatness By Shmuel Reichman
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here were once two boys who went ice skating on a frozen lake in their neighborhood. As they were enjoying themselves, the ice suddenly cracked, and one of the boys fell through into the icy water. His friend started frantically reaching for him, but he was too late, and the boy got swept underneath the ice. Desperate to save his friend, this scrawny boy quickly looked around, saw a tree in the distance, and rushed over to try and pull off a branch. After tugging for a few seconds, he managed to crack off a huge branch and then quickly ran back to his friend. He smashed and thrashed at the thick ice until it finally cracked, allowing him to grab onto his friend. He then dragged him back to the shore just as the ambulance arrived, and miraculously, they were able to resuscitate him. Once the commotion had died down, one of the younger ambulance members sat on the side of the lake, looking extremely confused. He muttered to himself, “How can such a scrawny kid break through such thick ice, let alone snap off such a giant branch? It’s impossible! How in the world did he do it?” An older ambulance member sat down next to him and smiled. “I’ll tell you how he did it,” he said. “How?” asked the younger ambulance member. “There was no one there to tell them that he couldn’t.” What could we accomplish if instead of listening to the voice in our head that tells us we can’t, we listened to the voice within us that tells us we can?
As Great as Moshe Rabbeinu? In Sefer Shemos, we are introduced to Moshe Rabbeinu, the greatest person who ever lived. In addition
to leading the Jewish People out of Mitzrayim, Moshe also received the Torah on Har Sinai directly from Hashem. He fasted for 40 days and 40 nights, surpassing all human boundaries and limitations. The Torah itself testifies that no one reached the level of nevuah (prophecy) that Moshe was able to attain. And yet, the Rambam (Hilchos Teshuva 5:2) says something absolutely shocking. He states that everyone is capable of becoming a tzaddik like Moshe Rabbeinu. How is this possible? It seems improbable that all of us have the potential to become leaders, let alone the greatest human being of all time. So what does the Rambam mean by this statement? This question arises in another context as well. In its account of our experience as a fetus in the womb, the Gemara (Niddah 30b) includes a cryptic and perplexing line. The Gemara says that just before each of us are born, we are forced to take a shavua (oath) that we will become a tzaddik. Once again, we face a problem. An oath is a promise, a guarantee. How can we promise that we will become a tzaddik? Are we all cut out to be great, to be tzaddikim? How can we explain this strange Gemara? To understand this topic, let us
begin by returning to the beginning of this Gemara (Niddah 30b).
Your Unique Role The beginning of this Gemara is, in fact, a familiar one. It is the very same Gemara which discusses the unique journey of the fetus in the womb. As we previously explained, while we were in the womb, a malach (angel) taught us kol ha’Torah kulah, all of Torah. As the Vilna Gaon explains, this refers to the deepest realms of Torah, a transcendent Torah that lies far beyond this world, beyond the realm of space and time. This Torah is the very root of reality, and you were granted complete understanding of its every detail. Not only were you shown this level of Torah, but you also learned your specific share of Torah – you were shown your unique purpose in the world and how your unique role fits into the larger scheme of the human story as a whole. You were given a taste of your own perfection, of what you could, should, and hopefully will become. And from this transcendent realm, you were birthed into the physical world with the mission to actualize everything you were shown in the womb, while in your primordial, perfect state. We are each endowed with our own
unique potential, and everything in our life – down to the smallest detail – is here to help us fulfill our unique role. Many people are unhappy with the life they have, constantly comparing their lives to those of others, always searching for a reason to complain. If we understood that we were each given a unique package, one uniquely designed for us, we would find so much more joy in life. Your body is the exact body you need to carry you through this world. Your psychological clothing, which includes your intellect, imagination, memory, emotions, and personality, were perfectly crafted and designed for you and your unique role in this world. You were born into a specific family at a specific time period, were sent to a specific school, in a specific community, and were exposed to a particular set of social influences. All of these things make up your unique package, setting the stage for your journey through life. Everything in your life is there only to help you grow and become the person you were meant to become, to manifest what you were shown in the womb, to recreate your ideal self. Your job isn’t to become great – it’s to become you! That is true greatness. Many people struggle to find their tafkid, their purpose in the world, because they’re looking in the wrong place. You can’t find your role by looking outside; you can only find it by looking deeper inside, within yourself. True growth requires us to grow from within. We need to go into a room, by ourselves, and ask the difficult and key questions: Who am I? What drives me? What makes me unique? What are my talents? What are my passions? What can I contribute to the Jewish People and the world as a whole? (Accordingly, self-worth and confidence should not come from comparing oneself to others. The only comparison one should make is with one’s own past self. One should ask: “Am I better than the per-
