NEW VIEWS 2: Conversations and Dialogues in Graphic Design
10 DESIGNERS, 10 STORIES, 10 PAGES EREN BUTLER — TURKEY
Knock, knock, knock! Evaluating my role as a designer through references to psychology.
I was brought up with an understanding that the boundaries of work and life are blurred. Work was a part of everyday life, and life was a part of everyday work for my architect parents. That being said, it was no surprise that growing up I would often lose my dad followed my mom to the walls and corners of interior and exteriors anywhere we went. They would knock away with curiosity in an investigative manner in order to understand, through the delicate balance of sight, touch and sound, the mysterious matter tucked delicately within the building. As a 10 year old, I would naturally get embarrassed. I remember once strongly vocalizing my embarrassment by uttering ‘no more working!’ while we were on vacation as they were momentarily knocking on the hotel lobby wall. I always thought knocking was a part of work. Only later did I realize it was not work, but a way of life. Today, at age 25 years old, I realize how my parents have trickled in to me. I have also started knocking, just not literally. I realize that much of my knocking is evident in almost everything I do, from simple things to life defining tasks: Is that carrot or butternut squash in my soup? Is dust really mostly dead human skin? To where does that street lead? I wonder what language they are speaking? Where is my next destination? Should I become a psychologist or designer? What is the purpose of my design? Should I ask for more bread with my soup? In the short run, the questions you ask out of curiosity may slow you down, divert you from the path
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you have already taken and lead to a mildly confused you. In the long run, most cases than others, I have found out that a curious and confused you can open alternative life paths and keep you awake and in-check. Art was one of my favorite subjects in school, nevertheless at university I decided to study psychology because was intrigued and inspired by human nature. I thought I would become a psychologist. After graduating, I realized I missed the visual and tactile sense of creativity that came with the Arts and decided to take a drastic U-turn towards design. In my mind, I justified my choice by saying that psychology would be an inseparable part of what I would continue to do. Not as work, but as a way of life. And as a way of life, I relentlessly ask myself ‘what is the purpose of my design?’ In essence, I am knocking on my ideas, my design and its outcome to find substance. Truthfully, I am fearful that I may hear a hallow sound and so I am hanging on tightly to my curiosity to keep me in check to make sure that I have not abandoned the element that drew me to psychology in the first place; people. To answer the question, I believe my purpose is to design for the people. Similar to the role of psychologist, I see design as a platform that can dissect information, re-present itself with an outlook perhaps never considered before and by doing so, encourage re-evaluation and bring constructive change for the betterment. Knock, knock, knock! As long as I do not hear a hallow sound, I think I am good to go…
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