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Table of Contents

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Page 4 Byron L. Hopkins

Page 16 Lolo Green

Page 34 Lorenzo Yearby

Page 7 Juliette Hagerman

Page 18 2Genius World

Page 37 Brianna Valencia

Page 10 Keith McCleary

Page 21 Adina Howard

Page 39 Rondo Bandz

Page 12 Silvia Taziri

Page 23 Sheila Vossough

Page 41 Connie Fletcher

Page 14 Chika Di

Page 27 Monique Candelaria

Page 44 Dahlia Black

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BYRON L. HOPKINS

Kicking A$$ and Taking Names...

We caught up with Actor, Comedian, Producer, Model, and Writer... Byron L. Hopkins in Los Angeles.

My very first acting experience was in the theatre in middle school. We were Putting up Shakespeare’s play “The Tempest” and I had the honor of playing the love-able and drunk Jester Trinculo. It was the first time I heard the English language spoken in such an amazing way, I was hooked right away. I stayed in the theatre all the way up until high school when sports became more of a focus for me. Plus I had gone from 5’9 to 6’3 over the summer and basketball was calling and the wonderfully loud voice of the theatre was slowly drowned out with screaming fans in bleachers. But I would return to my first love (Acting) eventually.

Well, early on I would have to say, Sidney Poitier and Harry Belafonte were my inspiration to pursue a career in acting. They were definitely before my time but my mother loved them and I was so intrigued watching these two amazingly talented men on the screen who looked like me. They weren’t pimps or slaves or anything like that, they were leading men and darn good ones at that. I watched them and thought to myself “that’s gonna. be me one day”. Of course, id find out about Denzel and Will Smith as I grew older but those 2 men were my idols then I added Will and Denzel to my personal acting Mt Rushmore later.

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My biggest achievement is actually in the Voiceover world but... I can’t talk about it just yet because it isn’t slated to come out for a few months. But trust me its amazing and a dream come true and I am extremely excited about it. But I can tell you one of my most fun roles was playing a Navy Seal in the TV show StartUp on Crackle. I did my own stunts, I ran around and played in the dirt and shot weapons with a few of my friends who are also ex-military. So yes that was a great day of shooting.

I have met and worked with some pretty amazing people. I think one of my favorite stories is when I met Will Smith. I had booked a non-speaking role as one of the Orcs on the Netflix movie bright. We were all sitting around waiting for the next scene and I hear a familiar laugh and I turn around and bump right into WILL FREAKING SMITH! after all the life left my body for a second I introduced myself and he greeted me and smiled and asked me if I was being treated ok on set. I said yes and he said good let me know if that changes. Watching him work for a full day was amazing, it was a master class in acting. At the end of the day, I was able to say thank you to him and he shook my hand and told me good job and started to walk away. I yelled to him and said we were gonna do a movie together one day.

He stopped and turned and smiled and said we just did man and walked over to his trailer. That was and still is one of my favorite days in acting for sure.

I don’t think I’ve played my ideal character as of yet. I’ve played some fun ones don’t get me wrong but I am an action junkie and a comic book nerd at the same time. I want to be a Villan in a blockbuster action or superhero film. I’ll take Marvel or DC I’m not picky lol. I’m in great shape I have a Military background with the Marines I’m weapons trained I box and stay active with running and weightlifting.

So yah, I’m ready to go.

I think as an actor if you’re not evolving and getting better then why are you doing this. I use to think I needed big or loud movement to portray my emotions. I focus more now on the subtleties that draw in the audience. a small movement a shift in my body language or just a shift in my eyes can say as much as a yell can.

The emotion that drives me to stay in this tough business is definitely Passion. That is the fuel that I put in my tank every day even if it’s just enough to get me to the next day my Passion drives me. I mix the passion with the desire and those two get me up in the morning and help me continue to dream.

That and my faith is what I’m all about.

Empathy and creativity for sure are the ingredient that make me special and unique as a performing artist in an industry overflowing with new faces and ideas. Empathy is defined ed as the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. Not just receiving words you memorized for a character but really feeling what that character feels and

breathing life into them, giving them a back story that’s not on the script.

I would say my biggest challenge is not letting my losses go to my heart and my wins go to my head.

Always staying balanced and being able to enjoy the moment but know that this isn’t the end goal yet is what helps me overcome my challenges.

I disagree about the suffering part as a common phrase in the industry. I believe we have to constantly push through and stay motivated but suffer is to go through something and not love it. Now yes do certain days make you want to quit abso freaking lately. But we’re not suffering we are serving and waiting to thrive in our career.

I think that the Internet’s impacted is a good thing.

Never have we ever been able to just pick up a camera, or a cellphone and start recording and post it to things like YouTube and Instagram and possibly have millions of people see it. Even with my training and acting degree and all of that, it really comes down to can you act? Are you right for the part? Answer yes to those and it doesn’t matter how your discovered, just be ready.

If I could change anything about the film industry...

That a ma jor Director would just knock on my door and offer me a huge role lol. No, but seriously I think having more diversity in front of and behind the camera is a huge help. I believe that will help us to tell different stories and we can see life

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through other people’s lenses. We’re getting better but we’re not there yet.

3 tips of advice to an up-and-coming actor, would be... 1. Don’t be afraid to ask for help or ask questions., 2. Be you nobody can be you but you so be the best you that you can be., 3. Every day make sure you are doing something that gets you closer to your goals.

The projects I can “actually talk about”, because those NDA’s are no joke man. Well, I’m always auditioning but currently, I am pitching a show That I wrote to a few networks right now. Also, I am working with Amazon on a few things in the Voiceover world. My beautiful Fiance Paige Bryan and I are working on our podcast “Me 2 We” and looking forward to launching that.

Next for me... Well, hopefully Marvel or DC will read this interview, realize my awesomeness and call me to suit up for a super Villan or superhero film, I’m not picky. But until then I will be acting up a storm on a few of everyone’s favorite tv shows coming up (if we can continue to film after COVID) and look out for me to voice a couple of characters on Netflix.

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Byron L. Hopkins Facebook: @byronlhopkins Twitter: @byronlhopkins Instagram: @byronlhopkins Website: www.byronlhopkins.com

Juliette Hagerman

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From “Soul Train” to Pro Photographer!

We caught you with the lovely Juliette Hagerman, one of the original dancers from the hit tv show, “Soul Train” during her down time.........

Hello, I am from Chicago but I live in Los Angeles, now working between the U.S. and Africa. I am a pro Photographer and project coordinator for fashion and beauty events. I run a girls bootcamp in Nigeria for about 3 weeks for self improvement, modeling and ambassadorship. At the end of the bootcamp there is a competition that happens in Nigeria that I have produced for Silverbird Productions since 2000 titled The Most Beautiful Girl in Nigeria (MBGN) where all the girls compete and 2 out of the 38 are chosen to go on.

The 2 competitions are the MISS WORLD and the Miss Universe pageant. I am in my 5th year and I do everything from high fashion to celebrities.

I would describe myself as very ambitious, creative and a people lover.

My biggest supporter is my mom. She always has my back. I never have a typical day. There is always something to do. The Pandemic slowed me down so much but since this summer I started getting back into things. I normally would be hopping on a plane every other week because I work coast to coast and internationally.

I am a former principal stage dancer for Soul Train late 80’s till 1992, which is such a great memory Photo courtesy of Juliette Hagerman

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for me. I never had any formal training for dancing I just picked up from others. Soul Train was an incredible experience and like a big party and concert for you and all your friends.

Don Cornelius was very helpful to me in making sure I did other jobs with Soul Train like working behind the scenes on all of his other shows including the SOUL TRAIN AWARDS. I got on Soul Train by walking in the studio while on vacation in Los Angeles.

I was late getting there for the selection of people to come in and I was lucky that they had not locked the gate back that day so I was able to slip in. Throughout the years I developed great relationships with a lot of the dancers and we are still friends till today. I am glad I was determined otherwise I would not have made it on the show so I would recommend to everyone to just never give up and stay determined.

What I love about dancing is it really can allow people to express themselves. The best thing that happened to me from being on Soul Train is the mini Documentary I recently did for BET which is titled, I was a Soul Train Dancer where I was able to tell my story for the show.

Soul Train dancers have always had a lot of fans but the mini doc has allowed us to know how many are still out there. I used to get recognized a lot everywhere I went when I was on the show.

Photo by Joe Flowers

Sometimes we would receive our fan mail from Soul Train but they had to sneak it to us.

From time to time I am still approached and it surprises me how good a memory a lot of people have.

I am grateful to the fans of Soul Train, especially the ones who look up to me as a mentor.

Next up, I plan on expanding my photography and getting back to traveling through Europe and Africa. I am working on a project in Africa that was supposed to be done by 2021 but since we have the Pandemic it will be pushed back a little.

One thing that is on my bucket list is to continue to travel the world but to make sure I am also shooting around the world.

I really don’t have a particular fashion style but I do love long flowing sundresses. My fav. actress is Angela Bassett and the best advice I was ever given was, Be your best at all times.

I can not leave home without my phone, mask and keys. my fav. The song is Boogie Wonderland by Earth Wind and Fire, I always want to dance when I hear this!

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Photo by DiAct

One of my other jobs which I love is photography which I am now in my 5th year. You can see my work on IG under my name or #juliettehagermanphotography my website is www.internationalstylemedia. com. I have met many celebrities in my life, but one I would love to meet is Michelle Obama, I just really admire her. My fav, healthy food is Salmon and my fav. cheat food is ice cream. One of my strengths is the ability to easily meet people.

I spend my spare time on the internet googling things or watching DIY videos. lol hidden talents I would say I am a good swimmer. Perfect Sunday is cooking a good meal, taking a walk and then watching a movie.

Yes, I support a number of charities including some homeless shelters. Social Media is a fantastic way for quick mass communication and bringing people together.

Follow me at Juliette Hagerman International Style Media on IG and Facebook. Thanks (Top & Bottom Left) Photos by Juliette Hagerman

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KEITH MCCLEARY “The Tattness Podcast Uncensored” It is rare to find a man whose life is essentially defined by the words of Gandhi ~ “You must be the change you wish to see in the world”. His popular show ‘The Tattness Podcast Uncensored’ was just named among the Top 10 Best Global Podcasts/ Webshows/Radio shows of 2020. Keith McCleary is a modern day success story who has defied the odds and dared to chart his own path. The Scottish origins of his name epitomizes the duality that is Keith McCleary ~ “From the Battleground” and “Son of the Cleric” proving that as much heartache he has endured, Keith is determined to beat the odds and take the more difficult path to do good and champion everything he pursues.

Truth be told, I’m a very outspoken person. I had a significant amount of pros tell me I needed to start my own show because I don’t shy away from any subject, but at the same time I make sure I’m educated on each subject. Opinions are fine, but they should have some research behind them and not just conjecture laced with hostility disguised as “passion”. Initially I didn’t really consider doing a show, eventually I was convinced to do it and I’m glad. I think my show resonates with people because

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I don’t follow a formula. I feel organic conversation is far more engaging than a Q & A routine. You can still ask questions in a conversation. I also believe my life story resonates with people who may be going through a hard life, like a reminder things can and do in fact get better. Never give up.

Corey Taylor and Robert Englund are two of my goals in terms of guests. There are so many, but those two come to mind. Both are geniuses in their field, and both had a huge influence in my life. I kind of lost my mind when I saw the two of them work together on the Fear Clinic film. I feel like Robert Englund is the 80’s generation’s Bela Lugosi, Freddy Krueger being as iconic as Dracula. Corey Taylor is so multitalented I would compare his many influences to that of Led Zeppelin in regards to the fact they never had one true style, they just did what they were inspired by at the time.

I grew up in an extremely abusive home. As a result, I developed a pain tolerance nobody can comprehend. I used to be a really skinny kid, 6’ 5” and 180 lbs, one day I walked into a gym and I was hooked. I’m currently 6’ 5” 265 LBS of muscle mass.

MMA just felt like a natural choice. My style is a mix between kickboxing and wrestling. A hybrid of sorts.

I had the honor of meeting one of my biggest influences, George Chuvalo who was an absolute gentleman of class. I haven’t yet decided if I’m going to return to MMA or if I’m going to pursue other opportunities.

I was once asked if I would consider acting, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t intrigued.

Art has always been a form of therapy to me, absolutely. I lose all track of time drawing, before I know it hours have gone by and it felt like minutes. I just zone out and forget everything else. Art often leads to nostalgia for me, I typically draw 80’s horror characters or 80’s cartoon characters and it just puts me in a really peaceful mindset.

I love Rick! One day in 2015, I moved to the city I grew up in and I had a few drinks in me, it was a beautiful Summer day and I was in a great mood, I wanted to put on music as I cooked but I wanted something to party to. Rick James of course fit that description. I’m an 80’s kid and Rick is a legend! It became an annual tradition, every year it starts with the song “Mary Jane”. Maybe Rick’s legendary confidence sparks my creativity. He was never afraid to be creative, I relate to that.

I feel like there are a couple answers to that. Most know by this point that I’ve lost a child to a terrible condition called NKH. During his two year battle for his life I learned so much from him. Fear is a product of our imagination. It only exists in our thoughts of the future, people spend most of their lives worrying about things that will never actually happen. I never want to miss an opportunity to make my Son proud because of irrational fear. The only limitations we have are those we create in our minds, I don’t limit myself. I believe in living your life as if it’s a movie, maybe you start out as a mess but ultimately you have to become the hero of your own life.

To learn more about the life and career of Keith McCleary, you can watch the just realeased documentary of his life ~ ‘TATTNESS - The Other Side of Hell: The Documentary’, https://linktr.ee/Tattness www.tattnessco.com The Madden Taylor Foundation for NKH Research – “Moving forward to the day a cure is found rather than just slowing the effects” NKH - Non-Ketotic Hyperglycinemia - is a rare genetic, metabolic disorder caused by a defect in the enzyme system that breaks down the amino acid glycine, resulting in an accumulation of glycine in the body’s tissues and fluids.

Source: rarediseases.org

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SILVIA TAZIRI

Photo by Ricky Zastrow // Colorado Photoworks

“Canciones De Domingo with Silvia” We caught up with Radio Host and Professional Model, Silvia Taziri in Denver.

I have been involved in radio for almost 4 years now. Back in 2007, I was invited to a radio show called “The Heart Beat Show” with the Love Dr. Danny Ulibarri at KUHS Denver Radio/TV Station.

He wanted to interview me about my career and a short film that I just had done “Big Mike”. That’s when I met the owner of the Radio Station and now my Manager Mr. Henry Archuleta. He asked me to speak Spanish which I thought it was strange, since “The Love Dr.” told me he didn’t understand much Spanish.

After that, Mr. Henry Archuleta invited me to another Radio Show called “Canciones De Domingo” (Sunday’s Songs) it was a bilingual show. I went there and afterwards he kept on inviting me multiple times. I thought that was strange and finally he said that the show was mine and all the invites were just him testing my professionalism, punctuality, work ethic and audience acceptance. I had no idea about how to host a show like that but Mr. Henry Archuleta did not take “No” for an answer. He taught me how to work everything and the show became, “Canciones De Domingo With Silvia”.

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“Canciones De Domingo With Silvia” is a Bilingual Show (Spanish & English). Our Radio Station is Streaming so we are all over the World. My audience is amazing and from every single continent. I play all kinds of genres, I mix everything from Cumbias, TexMex to Reggaetón, you never know what to expect when you listen to my show. I also have guests from Politicians, Artists, Athletes, Authors, etc. When I don’t have a guest I put my Manager, Mr. Henry Archuleta on the spot, LOL.

Photo with Mr. Henry Archuleta on “Canciones De Domingo With Silvia” at KUHS Denver Radio/TV Broadcasting Workdwide.

Actually, my first career was Modeling. I started around 1993 when I went to a Boutique to look at some dresses. The owner asked me if I was a model and I said no, so she asked me if I could model some of her clothes at an upcoming Fashion Show.

I didn’t want to, but she told me if I wanted any of her clothes after that, she would give it to me half price. It was a great offer, so I took it. Then, on 1996 I entered the JC Penny Hispanic Model Search. The whole contest was really strange and how it happened, but I got a phone call saying I was a semi-finalist. I was very surprised and didn’t know if I really wanted to compete, but I did and won against many States around Colorado. Months later, they sent me to compete at an International Level and I got 1st runner up. Unfortunately, I couldn’t do my best since my uncle was going to be there supporting me that night. He died a couple days before, but it was a great place since the competition was against some of the most beautiful Hispanic people from all over the World. And that is when my Professional Modeling Career started. I did it for couple years but then I decided to go to College and get another career and took a break from Modeling for about 13 years.

OMG a fantastic question you ask... the industry has not evolved in a good way. Now, anyone is a model, everyone is a photographer and I can go on. Before, you had to present your gym membership to your agency in order to get a contract with them. You were put on a black list if you were a couple minutes late for your gigs and same with the photographer or HMUA. Now, most of the “Photographers, models and HMUA” have no professionalism, they do so many “No show, no call” it’s ridiculous. A lot of times it’s embarrassing telling people you are a model because of the bad reputation that some of these people have given to this Industry. That was sad to see when I got back into the Industry.

YES!! I have met a lot of talented individuals and celebrities. Well, being Mexican and growing up in Mexico the Mexican Wrestling is a big part of my culture. Well, I have a friend that asked me to interview some wrestlers that were coming to Denver and I accepted it. It was one of the biggest legends in Mexico “Tinieblas Jr. And Alushe” Tinieblas Jr. and his Dad are some of the biggest legends not just in Mexico and wrestling but in the movie Industry as well. The person that was going to drive them around Denver for couple days didn’t show up. So, my Husband and I ended up doing that for them so we got to know them so well since we were with them for couple days all day long and got to see them without masks. They are offering so much money for his mask and he trusted us enough to take it off and even took pictures with us and without his mask. He keeps in touch as well.

Another person I met was the singer for Carlos Santana, which not many people know about him, but he has

Photos by Ricky Zastrow // Colorado Photoworks

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There has been so many challenges, like people working for free just for attention and popularity. It makes it hard for us. That is one of the challenges, that none of us that are in this Industry for the right reasons can overcome, unless we find very professional people to work with.

Other challenges are people that want to be like you or take your work. But being in this Industry for so long and knowing my worth has helped me to overcome this and keep me working towards my own goals and not paying attention to immature behavior. Well, I think that goes for every single career that you choose to be in. But, once again if you have the passion you will suffer with happiness because you know that it’s all worth it.

Yes, I have suffered many times and one of them was loosing friends or gaining fake friends. So, it was all worth it because you learn how to read people and be more alert to who is really your friend and who wants to take advantage of you or who wants to hurt you.

Photo by Ricky Zastrow // Colorado Photoworks

been his singer for many years. When Andy Vargas comes to Denver, he always comes to our Radio Station.

I have covered his private concerts here in Denver.

He has an organization and also comes by himself for those and always remembers me. It’s a great feeling.

Passion will be the emotion that will drive me to stay in these tough careers. I have so much passion for these careers. I give them my all and my best at all times. In order to do what I do, if you don’t have a passion you cannot deal with this for this long. It does not matter what is going on in your life, you have to put it all aside to do what I do. You cannot make people smile or happy if you bring your problems with you to your radio show, to your acting, to your photoshoots or to your events. You are in this to make people smile, be happy, entertain them and make them feel amazing. Passion makes me willing to work hard for this, it’s not as easy as it seems.

Being in front of a camera requires some skills, it’s not all glamour, popularity and money.

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LOL, that is a hard question for me to answer... I am too shy when it comes to talking about my uniqueness, but I will repeat what I have been told by my Manager and my beautiful Audience. My personality and interaction with people. I treat everyone the same. I respect everyone and give them my full attention and time as they do to me. I do my best to be there for as many people that needs me and yes it is hard and takes a lot of time, but my happiness is seeing that I make a good impact in people’s life.

Mmmmm, do I have hidden talents?... Good question.

Well, I make amazing cakes and desserts. People have told me to open a bakery lol. I bake my children’s cakes every time and that is why I learned how to bake. I did not have enough money to buy my daughter’s first birthday cake. The one I wanted was too expensive. So, I stepped up and did it myself and ever since then, I have baked them every time. They don’t like any other cakes, but mine, so that makes me super happy and proud.

The best advice that I have received is to enjoy what you do and find the best in it, no matter how difficult it might be.

I was just chosen to be one of the models for Patrick Coates clothing line. He is a Poet that just started a clothing line. I am also working with him on another project that I cannot talk about yet, but it should be out soon.

I have pretty much every social media. I have to say that Twitter is not my favorite one. But you can see more of my personality on Facebook with memes and jokes. Also on TikTok you can see me even singing lol, I don’t sing well, but I try. You can find me on Facebook as Silvia Taziri. I have two accounts one is my business account and the other one is where I post jokes and stuff, Silvia Aideé Taziri. Instagram is __silv___, Twitter, YouTube, LinkedIn and TikTok is Silvia Taziri. I also have my webpage and that is: www.silviataziri.net

CHIKA DI

Talented Actress and Singer Colombian-born, California-based artist Chika Di has released her second single, “Hook It Up.” A unique blend of Latin Pop and EDM that teleports you into a hot, sweaty night on a Colombian dance floor. The energetic beat was produced by the emerging DJ and producer, Michael Costanzo AKA Good Bear Music. The new release is mixed by Max Perry (Migos, Post Malone) and mastered by veteran engineer, John Greenham (Billie Eilish, Katy Perry). Chika’s captivating vocal melodies are accompanied by ukulele, infectious kazoo synth melodies, live bass guitar and rhythmic 808 club drums to immediately transport you to the lively dance floor of South America with a twist of California. Hook it Up’s fresh sound and infectious energy will have listeners dancing and singing along before the first listen line is done.

I first got into music when I was 12. I got into a music program and I found myself the moment I started the program. My father also died when I was 12 and I suffered from depression right after that tragic event. I was born in Colombia and lived at the time at the worse era of violence. Part of my recovery was being in the music program so I always think that music save my life. I will say my dad inspired me to do music. I remember listening to a lot of different music growing up.

At every family event we used to listen: Afro Colombian music salsa, hip hop and disco all in one party

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My family has been very supportive ever since I started.

My first performance ever was with one of the songs that I wrote back when I was 12 years old. I never thought I would have such a successful journey as a songwriter. Now I have songs on TV SHOW, “GENTRIFIED” on Netflix and on “Vida” on Starz Season 2.

Songs that either I wrote or co-wrote with La Misa Negra, my previous Band.

I feel blessed that people all over the USA and people in Latin America and Mexico like my new music.

2020 has been a year of creation and I feel fulfilled and empowered to make more music having the support of so many people.

I have shared the stage with a lot of talented artists including, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Monlaferte, Stevie Wonder, Santa Cecilia, Flor de Toloache, are my favourite, so far.

Joy and Passion, more than anything drive me to stay in this tough business.

The mix of my authentic Colombian vocal with EDM and pop are what makes me special and unique as an artist in the industry.

My biggest challenge has been performing while I’m sick. I remember getting sick on a tour, having a 102 temperature and sore throat. I really thought that I was going to faint on stage.

More than suffer, I personally think that Sacrifice is the key to success.

We are living on the era of Opportunities. As an Independent Artist, the internet has been the best tool that I can ever have. It makes it easier to reach new audiences and it helps you to promote your music at a low cost. The internet opens up many doors for artists!!! There are no limits if you really push your music out!!! https://www.reverbnation.com/ChikaDi

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LOLO GREEN Cannabis: Healing & Educating We caught up with the lovely model and cannabis advocate that goes by the name of Lolo Green...

I have been working in the legal cannabis industry for 6 years. I have worked in multiple facilities in multiple states. From seed to harvest and distributed.

I learn so much everywhere I go. And the more I learn, the more I understand we don’t really know much about this amazing plant.

I love working in this industry because of its culture. I have worked in different states, doing different jobs.

From waitress to cashier, but no other industry has so much diversity. So many people with so many different beliefs and different backgrounds come together as one. cannabis has affected my life in multiple ways.

Growing up in a house with a disabled veteran and seeing all the meds the pharmacy was pumping in him. And after 20 year seeing the damage all these drugs did. But what help the most with no damage or side-effects was cannabis. Then at a young age I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia and I.B.S. being in so much pain and stomach problems I went to doctor just for them to give me 45 different pills to take 3 times a day. They took a toll on my body. I cut all medications off and stuck to cannabis. It has helped

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me so much. I owe my life to it. Also, my greatest friendship started with a joint.

I truly love to help people. And If I can grow good medicine for people that’s what matters. Its a natural medicine for us. We just need to make more people aware of its potential. And take away a false stigma that has been put on it.

I face several challenges in this industry. One, its became a money industry. They put such a large price on licensing so that the underdog who grows the best cannabis can’t get in industry. Just rich people who have no idea what they are doing. And their only goal Is money, not the patient having access to CLEAN, QUALITY medicine. Another challenge is that it is still federal illegal. So people just need some facts.

Some of my goals are just to get the word out and hope important people hear us. We need to make it legal. We need licenses to be cheaper so that everyone can get in industry easy. Trust me People want to be legal. They just make it so they can’t and for that the black market will always thrive. And i want people to be educated on cannabis and hemp and explore all there potential.

I have worked in legal industry for 6 years. With experience in gardens in 3 different states. From seed to sell I have done it all...

the health benefits are amazing and what people don’t understand is this plant was made for us just for that. Cannabis has cannabinoids that our body has naturally. And our bodys can respond to these cannabinoids. Other animals don’t have these receptors. It can relieve anxiety, appetite loss, chronic pain and so much more. There is even skin products.

I have been able to eat with cannabis. I’m always feeling sick and nauseated. Cannabis is the only thing that takes that away. Also, I have too much pain due to fibromyalgia. Someday camt even get out of bed. Cannabis calms all my joins and mussels.

I just love it so much. Everyone, especially when I started, had such a negative look on cannabis. But its only been a lifesaver in my house. So, I wanted to show people, you can be a great mom, wife, worker, and productive on cannabis. You can be a successful person and still enjoy your medicine.

I think because I’m an actual patient and not just doing it for pictures that makes me different. The pain I go through just to get ready for a shoot is amazing. And its not for the attention on me, I do it for but the attention to the topic. Most days i want to quit. But, I keep going and pushing. I love modeling and it combined with cannabis makes me feel amazing. Even when body feels horrible.

One of my strengths is that I’m a fighter. And I like to do things right, and get them done. I’m very loving and I find that as one of my strengths but also is a weakness. I get hurt easily.

I truly care about people, And want to help people.

I want to see people doing better and doing what they love. I have 3 kids that everyday motivates me to do and be better. So I show my journey through pictures and hope they decide to do better for them and our planet we share.

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2GENIUS WORLD Taking Your Music to a New Level We caught up music producer that goes by 2Genius World...

How I first get into music... I consider that to be a 3 layered question.

The first layer would be when I started as a preteen in church playing the piano, the organ and sometimes the drums during praise and worship. The second layer would be when I was a sophomore in high school and was introduced to the CEC (Career Education Center). There, I studied two music related courses, one was for Audio Engineering and the other was for Piano Keyboarding. Both courses were very helpful building blocks to start me on my music career. The final layer was after I graduated high school, and began looking for ways to feed my creativity. I began looking in the classifieds where I found a listing for a recording studio. I decided to check it out and the results of my curiosity set me on a path toward being a skilled Studio musician/ producer and recording/mixing engineer.

Prior to any music education, I was more of a consumer/listener and enjoyed listening to a local Contemporary jazz radio station. While listening to the station, I was introduced to a contemporary jazz artist by the name of Ronnie Jordan. While I was always influenced by music from the time I grew

up in (which was the 90s), I was also influenced by music from the 70s and 80s as well. Ronnie Jordan introduced me on to his fusion of jazz and Hip Hop. At that time, I wasn’t biggest fan of hip-hop or music with any lyrics, for that matter. But this particular Fusion style of music helped to bridge the gap for me. At that point I began to study lyricism and the meaning behind songwriting and gained a new found respect for the art.

One of my lifelong passions was to have a band, which I started in 2007 entitled Sweh. The band focused on various Urban Styles including jazz, funk, R&B and soul. During the band’s peak success we were fortunate enough to perform at the original Dazzle Restaurant and Lounge in downtown Denver.

One of our sets was accompanied by a female lead drummer that played on tour for Beyonce. At that point, although I had not been able to meet any famous artists or musicians in person, the event with Beyonce’s drummer was very fulfilling!

If I were forced to choose only one emotion, more than any other that drives me to stay in this tough business... I would have to say all of the above! But, since I have to choose one, I would say passion. That emotion alone fueled my ambition. It help me in learn to reinvent myself all of the time, which was

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a challenge not many are willing to take on. I find it’s to be a lifelong lesson helping to forge skills of resilience amid all of life’s adversities.

The ingredient I think that makes me special and unique as a songwriter and music producer in an industry overflowing with new talent and ideas...

Primarily my adaptiveness, more accurately, my versatility. I can take most any style of music /artist and magnify it and find the hidden potential. Sometimes it takes a while to mold the art into something exceptional, but I’m very persistent when it comes to crafting the results that the material deserves.

To elaborate, I would say, I as a producer, I tend to follow what my gut tells me. As a songwriter, if I find that I’m having writer’s block, I never choose to give up. The best songs I’ve written come were born out of a phrase I always use “Wait for it”. Often that means walking away from the material and coming back to it at a later the week or later that day. Usually when I do so, the perfect lyric, phrase or hook is manifested. Patience is definitely a virtue!

While I take much pride in my answer to the previous question, time has always been my greatest enemy! Yet, I still would not have it any other way!

There are too many valuable lessons that only time can teach, no matter what ambition you choose to pursue. So it’s best to embrace it early in your career.

In my opinion, the internet has always been a necessary asset. Now more than ever, this year has made it even more than essential. I believe it’s always important to take advantage of the ability to connect directly with your fan base and supporters. The internet is simply a tool. I’ve gotten to learn as much as I can about effectively networking online.The education has yielded some exciting results. I will be sharing them in the very near future!

One thing about the music industry, it’s always changing! There is never a dull moment so I don’t believe I would change anything. The old me would want the change to slow down, but I consider the unpredictability is a healthy challenge.

The 5 albums that have helped make me the person I am today are: Ronny Jordan - “The Antidote” - For its innovativeness Born Jamericans - “Kids From Foreign” - For similar reasons Michael Jackson - “Invincible” - For It’s Underrated brilliance Jeff Lorber - “Heard That” - For It’s Uplifted, infectious grooves Kow Otani - “Shadow of the Colossus” - For its ability to capture a sense of wonder

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Right now, I have many irons in the fire! But the project that is currently at the top of the list is my podcast show, The Ctrl Room. I launched it this year and will use it to showcase all of my upcoming projects.

My baseball walk onto the field song...

I’m not quite sure, Get Up by James Brown I guess?

As the podcast grows, I will focus on showcasing projects that I have worked on over the past couple of years with very talented artists, as well as feature new Talent on the show!

Thanks for the interview! I absolutely appreciate it!

Website: 2geniusworld.com Podcast: 2geniusworld.com/the-ctrl-room Email: 2g@2geniusworld.com

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Adina Howard American Singer-Songwriter, Actress and Chef 21

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Before the Great Migration of the Sexually Liberated, there was Adina Howard.

Delivering a strong debut in 1995 with her edgy RIAA certified gold & platinum hit single, “Freak Like Me” and the album, “Do You Wanna Ride?” Famed award-winning American singer, songwriter, actress and chef, Adina Howard made a remarkable impact on the music industry and achieved worldwide stardom.

Widely ridiculed for her salacious lyrics and provocative image, Adina is revered as one of the early pioneers of sexual expressionism in urban music. Her artistic contributions changed the soundscape of urban music and set the stage for female recording artists that came after her.

Born Adina Walker on November 14, 1973, Ms. Howard hails from Grand Rapids, MI by way of Arizona. Encouraged by her mother Emma Howard to sing, she began her musical journey at the tender age of seven.

Entertaining her mother’s company, landing solos in the church and later joining her junior high and high school choirs.

Far from the messages taught in church, Adina used her voice to empower women with messages of sexual liberation. Her authentic ability to translate this message through her music captivated audiences on a global scale.

Introduced to her former manager Livio Harris from the group Four Sure via her colleague Ray Hunter. Once acquainted Adina took the opportunity to showcase her talent and sang for Harris. Surprised and impressed with her confidence and vocal ability, Livio took Adina under his wings and their professional journey began.

Freak Like Me was my first single.

I’m inspired by God.

I don’t have a creative process.

An average day for me is getting up in the morning going for my walk, come home myself in order, and handle the business that needs to be tended to. After that, it’s all about being easy.

Favorite color of socks to wear?... Black.

My favorite daily attire to wear is t-shirt and leggings.

I have over 100 pair of shoes and counting.

Hidden meaning to my music...

No, my music is very straight forward, like me.

I never concerned myself with whether I could make it or not. My focus was on showing up and doing what needed to be done.

What inspired me to become part of the entertainment industry?... That’s a good question. I honestly couldn’t tell you. What I can tell you is that I was chosen to be a part of it because I’m here to serve.

Currently, I am working on figuring out what’s next for me. Stay tuned.

Website AdinaHoward.com

Social Media IG: TheRealAdinaHoward Twitter: AdinaHoward Facebook: AdinaHoward TikTok: Adina_Howard YouTube: AdinaHowardTV

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SHEILA VOSSOUGH Actress on the Rise I was born into two vastly different cultures to a Persian father and an ethnically diverse mother of mixed Mediterranean and Native American descent. I began my story on a stage, like many young actors do. I was six, performing in an interactive, gaslight theatre rendition of Robin Hood (a comedy).

But it wasn’t then, with all the laughter from the audience about the deadpan-faced child playing a moody Sheriff of Nottingham, that I fell in love with performing. Since I could crawl, my mission was to entertain people and make people laugh as a character in some movie or book. My favorite starring role was in a saga I began at age 3 as the family dog, a role full of barking at family, chasing my tail, and scratching my ear until I could channel that into theatre performances in school. Since then, something in my heart always made me feel home on a stage, or in front of a camera.

However, my love for academia coupled with stories of how so little made it in acting led me on a life of educational achievement. I put all of my drive into schooling, taking extracurriculars and becoming the “star” student versus the star of my own dream.

I fought that dream my whole life, leaving an application to UCLA’s undergraduate theatre and film school incomplete, and instead a double ma jor and triple minor filled my college years. I continued to find myself in performances, commercials, and modeling gigs throughout undergraduate years until I finally

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realized my dream could not go ignored. I decided to pursue the most theatrical academia possible – law and the life of a lawyer, while simultaneously moving to Los Angeles to pursue my dream of acting.

Dual careers of law and entertainment in a city full of possibilities is where we’re at in this story. I’m both a lawyer, and an actress (and have married the two into producer as well). My dream has been to build my own production company, sign the contracts, star in the pictures, and inspire others to believe that they can accomplish anything they set their heart on – even the impossible.

I started acting when I was 6 years old in a local Gaslight theatre. The play was a comedic version of Robin Hood with a young cast. I played the villainous Sheriff of Nottingham. Ever since, it’s became an off and on career - my parents wanted me to aspire for an intellectual career, and were worried about the financial difficulties acting often has.

I think I’ve always been a theatrical child, so I’d say informally since I learned how to crawl! Formally I started when I was 6 years old.

Oh Lawd! So many! I have 21 IMDb credits on my acting side, and I probably have 10 plays under my belt.

town and not being able to get seen much in it. I know the time is coming for the next project, but it becomes a challenge to tell yourself that you’re talented enough when colleagues surpass your audition count, or role count because they get the audition. It’s a tough place for a 20’s brunette, even an ethnically ambiguous one shockingly!

I don’t think an actor finds strength in thinking they could have done better - I think the growing comes from how a different viewpoint could have been explored and wasn’t. I think that’s the challenge find as many viewpoints as possible for the role, so you can communicate how the writer, or the real life person, would have.

I think my favorite is the role I’m currently working on! She’s tough as nails, a bit psycho, blood thirsty, but super intelligent. She takes people by surprise.

It’s a far stretch from being a lawyer in a courtroom, my other job!

Jason Bourne was my big budget, big screen debut.

I’ve also been in Party Favor, Damages, and Sympatico, to name a few!

As for woeking on any current projects.. I am indeed!

A film called Mavrick and Grundy, where I play a brunette italian-jersey version of Harley Quinn.

So many roles! I love playing ranges of characters, from an Italian impatient waitress in Brooklyn, to a Spanish rookie cop grieving the loss of her partner, to a more centered CW Cheerleader leading her team as captain. I’d definitely like to play more variations in comedy.

I have had so many roles! I love playing ranges of characters, from an Italian impatient waitress in Brooklyn, to a Spanish rookie cop grieving the loss of her partner, to a more centered CW Cheerleader leading her team as captain. I’d definitely like to play more variations in comedy.

It’s kind of fun to play make believe in crazy scenarios you could never enjoy in real life. Some of the darkest roles provide a sense of joy in telling a story that needs to be told to change systems in place, demand reform, or move people to see things in a different light.

An area in which I would like to improve as an actress... Patience. I struggle with a competitive

My strong points as an actress... Listening, taking direction, and trying whatever is asked of me. I think the best work is in collaboration, so if a director says “try this” or “Feel that”, I’ll change like a chameleon to make it happen. That and I hope comradery and set cheer! I’m a happy person, and I like to make everyone on set feel a sense of joy when we’re at work/play.

I have learned so many things... From technicals of best angles, to tilt your head for a shot to capture the eyes, to emotions like the best way to find conviction needed in your soul. A great director is priceless.

And from the senior actors... Stop trying so hard to get it right!! That’s a big struggle for me. As a lawyer, you have to try hard, and you have to get it right (because there’s always a way to argue your case that will win!). As an actor, you have to let it all go, trust the work, and sometimes the biggest “fails” are the strongest work! There’s similarities in both professions, but definitely opposites.

My schooling: I earned my Juris Doctor, graduated in the top of my class from Loyola Law School, and I’m a licensed practicing attorney in the state of California. Prior to this, I graduated from University of Arizona with a ma jor in Psychology and a triple minor, all the while pursuing my career in acting with frequent trips to Los Angeles and a modeling career out of Phoenix, Arizona.

My acting training: I’ve studied at numerous Los Angeles studios, including my current home John Rosenfeld Studios, Anthony Meindl’s studio, with Larry Moss, Beverly Hills Playhouse, UCB, Groundlings, Annie Grindlay studios, Killian’s commercial class and Judy Kain’s commercial studio.

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Definitely all of the above in terms of training, and also - from storytelling on the screens, big and little!

There’s so much amazing acting going on in the world, I love studying what another colleague is doing.

Have I matured as an actor? Absolutely, especially in terms of confidence. I am not the same actor I was when I got out here years ago.

Popularity... I think the great ones do with a grain of salt. So many amazing film stars express their gratitude and appreciation for the business that let them in, that ‘saw them’, and with how insanely tough of a town this is, I think that good natured gratitude is what keeps them where they are - and their hustle!

Most film stars have their own production company and produce their own projects, which is why I went to law school.

Carry a film on your shoulders... Definitely. Bring it on, let’s do it Scorsese! I’m ready.

I think being on the set of Jason Bourne for 2 weeks in terms of a project at that level. It was one of the best moments of my life.

I’ve been blessed to have won multiple awards for theatrical performances in period plays, including a performance as Constance in Shakespeare’s King John and Helena in a Midsummer Night’s Dream. I made my screen debut in Jason Bourne opposite Matt Damon and Vincent Cassel. I’ve since received 21 IMDb credits for appearances in multiple films and episodic new media series, and I won an award for best actress and best picture at the Santa Fe Film Festival for the short film “Money”. I have also been successful in the commercial and print worlds, my latest Disney Star Wars commercial airing internationally, and my latest magazine spread out August 2020.

Definitely prefer movie acting Movie acting over theater!

My prefered roles are the ones that move people emotionally, whether its a dramatic or a comedic role.

Hardest part of being a celebrity... I’d say keeping up with the times, and the overnight successes! So often now a celebrity is a rare commodity as a long term position, because there’s so many stars, influencers, etc who come up on social media platforms or in a breakout role. Keeping current and fresh is hard with the competition fierce.

To be a successful actor you have to be careful how you define success. I’m still learning how to define success. I’ve come to realize during the current

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COVID-19 pandemic, for example, that success is only measured by one’s self interpretation of it, and that you cannot overlook your own successes. It’s easy to aspire for more, but it’s wrong to forget your accomplishments along the way. You’ll never let yourself be happy if you’re always striving towards a success you can’t yourself create, such as the acting world, where random events can determine the outcome, not your talent, your hard work, or your accomplishments along the way. I’m still working to define what success looks like for me. I’m proud of what I’ve achieved thus far, and I can’t wait to see what’s ahead for me on the big screens, little screens, and in the Court room.

I have so many favorite actors! Michael Caine, Johnny Depp, Emily Blunt, Judi Dench are my current top!

My advice... The path isn’t ever straight, and it’s going to be rocky. For me, it certainly hasn’t been a smooth road, but it’s the rough road that leads to the greatest of heights. My struggle to balance dual careers, and to keep a dream alive that has a lot of rejection even where unwarranted, is tough on the psyche, as any actor can tell you. My biggest struggle, and this I hear is a commonly shared one, has been the failure to even get the chance to be rejected; with a town as big and busy as Hollywood, where everyone wants a chance to shine, getting an audition is near impossible even after nearly a decade

of being here. In law school and as a lawyer, when you work your hardest, you succeed. The California Bar Exam was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done in my life, and while I was fortunate enough to pass my first time, I had to stop my life to put everything I could into preparation, and therefore succeeded. In acting, however, you can take years of classes, shoot headshots with ten different recommended and pricey photographers, and pay for ten different reels, you can slave away in student films and never get the footage, or have the best agents who just can’t figure out how to get you in the room, and all of those things might fall in place to land you one of 30 spots out of 5,000 submissions; or they might not. You’ll find out the writer’s wife got the role, you were cut out of the speaking part in the big movie that would have launched your career, or my current predicament – you’re not ethnic enough to be ethnic, but not white enough to be white. It’s a tough town, tougher than it’s ever been before.

But if you have a dream, then you can’t let anything defeat you.

So be prepared for the career, the business, and the challenges. But don’t ever give up. You have to want it so bad, you’ll be trying still when you’re 80.

Do you have any social media or website?

I do!

Facebook page: facebook.com/sheilavossough Instagram: @sheilavossough New YOUTUBE! @Sheila Vossough Tiktok: @sheilavossough

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MONIQUE CANDELARIA Carving Out her Path to Success We caught up with the lovely Actress, Singer and Model, Monique Candelaria in her down time.

In 2009, I graduated from the University of New Mexico with a BA in Fine Arts Emphasis in Acting.

Making the decision to get this type of degree was the first building step I took to gaining the knowledge needed to navigate the film industry. By 2010 I became Sag-Eligible on the film ‘Bless me, Ultima’ and by 2011 I was a must join when I was cast in the film ‘Banshee Chapter’.

Modeling was an unexpected blessing! At 7, I was picked to do a catalog shoot for JC Penny that I got because someone believed I could do it and suggested me. That was my only experience with modeling as a child, until I became a young adolescent. In my teens, around 2002, I was chosen to perform a song and dance for ‘Dance, Dance, Dance, it’s a teen thing’. After one of my rehearsals a photographer name Roberto Bilbao asked if I would do a couple of modeling shoots. He gave me the building blocks I would later use when I was asked to model for Carolyn Pollock Jewelry and American West jewelry back in 2015. To this day, I continue to work with them and I am truly grateful.

In choosing this career I didn’t see it as competitive; I saw it as an avenue where I could let my passion for storytelling come to life. This realization for

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storytelling through song, words, colors and story became a magical ride when I watched ‘The Nightmare Before Christmas’ at the age of 6 years old.

Since then Tim Burton became my inspiration in more ways than one and I always contemplate how to bring more depth to anything I do in my creative endeavors! Working with him is on my bucket list and would give anything to be a voice for one of his characters.

Share a couple stories of the celebrities I have met along the... Oooooo, this is an is an incredibly difficult question!!!! I’ll tell you one of my favorite memories simply because I laugh out loud every time, I relieve the memory and then I will tell you about 2 actors that have impacted my career on a multitude of levels.

One hilarious memory I have is of a scene that was entirely cut out of the movie ’10 Years’ and for damn good reason lol! This was an improved scene where Anthony Mackie, Michelle Griego and I were supposed to be having a threesome in a bathroom stall with Chris Pratt taking a shit in the stall next to ours reading the newspaper as Channing Tatum walks in on all the shenanigans! At one-point Anthony Mackie picked me up in the air so I could have a heeled foot peeking above the top of the bathroom stall and we all died of laugher because it was absolutely ridiculous! Working with Anthony Mackie was like engaging in a live action fun house where you never knew what you were going to be surprised with next! All I can say is that all of these amazingly talented actors that I had the privilege of working with has such a good sense of humor that we laughed every day we filmed like we were at a live comedy show!

The movie ended up becoming more of a drama but when we were filming it was by far the best comedic experience I ever had.

While the above memory is my favorite because my insides hurt from laughing so hard, I have to say that I have to share my gratitude for two actors that impacted my career in more ways than I’m sure they realize. These two beautiful souls are Bryan Cranston and Brad Dourif.

everything I needed to thrive in my home state. So that is what I did and 4 years later in 2012 I was cast in the final season of ‘Breaking Bad’ with Bryan Cranston as Lucy the Denny’s waitress in the flashforward opening scene! Honestly this was a dream come true because I truly felt the cycle of events come full circle and to top it off, I was amazed to know Bryan remembered me from all those years ago. The whole experience has been remarkable and to this day I am still remembered for that role and am grateful for how Bryan impacted my career as a whole.

Brad Dourif also became an actor that impacted me in a very different way that I find myself revisiting every time I find myself in a state to connect to my characters emotionally. In the end of 2012, I landed my first lead role in a film called ‘The Control Group’ and I was to shoot in Fergus Falls, Minnesota. If that wasn’t exciting enough to have my first lead role out of state, I learned that I was going to be working with Brad Dourif whom I geeked out over because I loved him as voice of Chucky and none other than Wormtongue in ‘Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers’! I was on cloud 9 and to see him work was captivating! At one point I asked him how he was so emotionally available even for scenes that didn’t necessarily call for intense emotion. To my surprise he didn’t just give me a verbal answer; On one of our brakes he took me to a side room, in the abandoned Kirkbride insane asylum we were shooting in, and had me sit down while he walked me through a visual meditation. By the end I was in tears; sobbing like a little baby… I had never in my life felt so emotionally connected to anything and it was in this lesson that he showed me that memories of happy thoughts that we no longer have access to because

I always loved Bryan Cranston because he was the voice of the Blue Power Ranger! I have to admit I may have made fun of my younger brother for liking the show but I quickly had to check myself because I would find myself walking by and stopping to watch completely captivated by it. So, you can only imagine how excited I was in 2008 when some of my acting teachers at UNM brought Bryan Cranston and Aaron Paul in for a Q&A! They shared their stories with us of their struggles as well as all of their successes in the film industry. Bryan Cranston even went as far as to share his 5-year struggle of trying to get cast after being in ‘Malcolm in the Middle’ because the casting directors couldn’t see past him being the goofy dad. He told us ‘Breaking Bad’ was his break into stepping outside of that typecast and shared his gratitude with us by letting us hold and take pictures with his Emmy Award! It was an experience I will never forget and not just because I’m a fan but because in that hour I realized that while I had planned on leaving New Mexico for California once I graduated to pursue an acting career, I realized the film industry was coming my way and I had

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that makes an active decision to alter themselves physically, mentally or spiritually to change the perception of themselves and the world around them. These individuals may be seen as musicians, film makers, artists, writers, athletes, politicians, activists or simply an individual that in unapologetically themselves regardless of race, ethnicity or sexual orientation. I want this brand to promote acceptance, build each other up and see each other’s differences as gifts. I honestly can wait till I can model something I believe in and build a community of Shyphtors that I can hire to represent the uniqueness they bring to the table.

I thrive in the arts because of passion. In passion I experience all emotions at a heightened level and I feel that essence gets poured into whatever artform I am working with whether it be writing, painting, dancing, singing or acting. It is my love of storytelling that shines through and with that the connection to my audience to alter our perception of the world.

things change over time become the triggers that can open ourselves up to the characters, we become vessels for. So here I am an emotional mess and they call for us to come back to set and I can’t seem to control the intense emotions that were completely out of character for the role I playing. I think I had a mild panic attack trying to reign back my emotions in time but what he taught me will never be forgotten because it was nothing like I had ever been taught before.

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Right at the beginning of my career in 2011 I was cast as Patient 14 in my 1st horror independent film called ‘Banshee Chapter’ that is loosely related to H.P. Lovecraft’s short story “From Beyond”. This experience marked the beginning of my H.P. Lovecraft adventures and came full circle to the last role I embodied as Yahima in HBO’s ‘Lovecraft Country’ Episode 4 ‘The History of Violence’. Aside from my experience with Bryan Cranston I feel this experience falls into the category of serendipity at its best and shows how my career has evolved in a way to highlight my capabilities in the world of sci-fi, horror and fantasy which is where I thrive and love to be.

Modeling has always been a blessing that I never intended or expected even during the pandemic.

My modeling career has been developed through the word of others who have seen me work, loved my look and recommended me when asked whom they thought could fit what they were looking for.

It has never been something I actively pursued but the universe had its’ own idea of what would help me manifest my desires to having flexibility while I pursued a career in film… Although, I do have to say, that I would love to create a lifestyle brand called Shypht! A Shyphtor, by my definition, is any being

Optimistic passion and love for working with others is the key ingredient to my success. While I know the journey to living an artistic life is not an easy one when it comes to stability; the reward of connecting to an audience to provide a sense of relief from reality or challenging the world to see things in a different light, that can create positive change, is worth it. I believe that it is this desire that all creatives thrive and when we realize it’s not “a rat race to the finish line” but one where we find our creative family who support those desires to create magic that we all flourish because we know what each person brings to the table and use their skills to the best of their ability.

My biggest challenge as an actress is accepting that some typecasting is a positive, embracing what people see and finding ways to use my natural energy to shift their perception in a direction that I would want my career to go. Example: My main typecast is for roles that are extremely technical (Ex: military personal, agents, officers, scientists, nurses etc.) I have to acknowledge that I am two-spirited and it is my natural ability to lead that gives the quality of authority. This authority and ability to carry both masculine and feminine energy is what allows me to fit roles that are gender neutral. I am blessed that my agent takes the time to know her clients inside out in order to properly pitch us and I am blessed that I have had the ability to audition many times for various casting directors that I have earned their trust to keep bringing me back and use me as a wildcard for characters they feel I can embody regardless of character description. The role of ‘Yahima’ was the universe allowing my manifestations to become a reality. As an artist I give myself up as a vessel to tell a story and give a voice to those who need it. How this impactful role,

This phrase may be true for many but that is not where I draw my inspiration. I do believe that we have to live a full life of experiences, good and bad, to allow us to authentically relate to characters and accurately identify their relationships with others. It is our past traumas and our elated experiences that allow us to see the world through various lenses.

Through these lenses we can identify patterns that are familiar to situations either to prevent them from happening again, encourage them to be a regular habit in our life or help someone that is going through a similar experience. This is why we must not forget our past but use it to build a foundation where we can thrive and not just survive. When we have these experiences, they become a part of our creative tool kit and that is how we sometimes breathe life into the characters we have the privilege of embodying or other various creative works of art.

Aside from life experiences I am a hayoka empath and find solutions to problems in my dreams and I often use my dreams as inspiration for the stories I write. So, I’m never at a loss for having a plethora of creative content wanting to come to life.

The only suffering I have had to go through for my art is being a part of a union where I never qualify for health insurance, struggle to get approved for loans when it comes to buying a car or a home (because of a lack of what is considered stable income), always having to work a multitude of jobs to make ends meet and keeping enough jobs alive so that when I lose one because I had to drop what I was doing to go for an audition or leave the state for a lengthy period of time I can survive and pay all my bills while I am away and still have enough to experience all that can be explored in the new area I am getting the privilege of visiting. But even with all of this I am not afraid to work. I take pride in every job I have taken on so I always give my 110% in everything I do regardless of whether it’s cleaning toilets, serving tables, supervising recreational sites for children, teaching special ed students to embrace themselves for who they are and find new and fun ways to learn that is fit for how they absorb the world around them, or sitting down for 8 hours doing data entry for a payroll company. I have learned so much in life by diving in to each and every one of these jobs that I have a lot in my tool box that I can layer into my characters. So even working hard I do not see as a bad thing. It’s just not an easy stress to endure for a long period of time when there is no stability.

The internet has had a huge impact on the film and modeling industry in some negative ways and some very positive ways. The internet has provided the ability for anyone around the world to connect and provide opportunities that we would have never

have thought possible unless we were signed with an international agency that had those connections.

Streaming and allowing the ability for so many new platforms to provide entertainment has given artists the ability to thrive and work way more than what was possible. Now that so much content is needed it’s not just about being an A-List actor or a Victoria Secret Model. Now you can find work fairly easily because there is such a need for content that productions/agencies are opening their doors to a more diverse environment. The downside when dealing with internet jobs is that there isn’t a standard set as to what everyone should be making as an income. There is a lot of room for negotiations but it’s most likely done without representation and it’s more of a numbers game of how many follows one has over the skill that the individual actually has to offer. As a model I find there are even less contracts used to protect or compensate the model when they are not represented by an agency. In New Mexico there aren’t legitimate modeling agencies. Everything is self-negotiated a with that said many models can be paid for the day of hire but never receive any compensation for promotional use, percentage of sales based on how many items sold, what their face can be put on and sold for, or where they can share or manipulate the image digitally. So, while I am grateful for being a model, I know that I am blessed to be frequently hired by Carolyn Pollack to model jewelry. However, I am well aware that this is not a common experience that can be pursued by others in the same state.

As a union actor I have been excluded from the huge array of content I could be cast in digitally or develop a means of creating my own content to

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provide some form of income/stability that would at least help me to build a following and actively work on my craft... This has happened because there really aren’t union contracts made to fit these new environments and many companies do not want to go through the headache of creating a Sag-AFTRA contract when more than half of their cast in non-union or they simply do not have the financial means of making it union or following the safety protocols that must be implemented now that the world is going through a pandemic. If a union actor gets cast in a non-union project and it gets reported they could lose their Sag-AFTRA card and never again be able to audition or be cast for big projects that go union and pay the higher rates for professionalism. We are seeing things progressing because some companies do want to make sure that they are getting quality work for their content but not fast enough for how rapidly things are changing. I also have mixed feeling about Sag-AFTRA limiting their performers from creating their own digital content unless they can legitimately get a union contract which requires a lot of information which they don’t always have readily available when they don’t know if there is any money to be made with their idea.

So, why do I stay union if I could have the ability to make steady income and work regularly online?

The truth is, SAG-AFTRA makes sure that I am safe in whatever environments I work in, I have the ability to make residual income from the projects I work on, my safety is protected on set and now there are even intimacy coordinators to make sure their performers are not being violated in any way.

Being union allows someone to know where I am at all times; With so many native women and children that go missing or murdered and the multitudes of other women around the US that are being sex trafficked I do not want to be a victim of negligence

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on my part. While I may not have the opportunities to work as frequently, I am also not being put into questionable situations that can strip me of my dignity or life. That alone is worth being union in any situation and I will continue to pay and sacrifice stability for my safety.

Singing is my security blanket. It my youth it helped me to get through some of my darkest hours and realize that when I connect to the arts it is to give myself a safe space to express myself and find new ways to use pent up energy in a positive manner aside from fighting. As I grew up, I quickly learned that the arts, no matter the format, is all about energy, connection and telling stories that can allow us to see the world differently as a source of escape or enlightenment. This realization helped me as an overall artist because I am in tune with my voice and how it is used to give or command power. I understand the placement of energy within my chakras to manipulate them according to what is necessary for a character in film or for a still photo to tell a story that others can connect with on a visual format. Sound waves, movement carries recognizable energy as do thoughts. Most performers are aware of sound and movement. Most models are aware of lighting to create an energetic mood as well as angles to direct their audiences eyeline depending on what they are modeling. What is forgotten frequently by both performer and model alike in the energy of thoughts. That internal dialogue or the memories recalled, fabricated or not, that connect us to a certain situation or person is what an audience can pick up on without even realizing it. That is why someone can see a performance and even say that it was good but they didn’t connect with it and they don’t know why… Usually it’s because the performer is having an emotional disconnect from what they are doing to what is going on in their head. It’s the difference of internal versus external thought energy. When we have thoughts like, “Oh sh*t… What’s my next line?” or “Is my smile right? Does this angle look right?” those are internal thoughts that are sending energy inward because it is purely focused on oneself. When you have thoughts like, “I love you… You’re a creep… Get out… I want you…” Those are external thoughts that are being directed to the camera lens or your scene partner. These thoughts are a felt energy that can be layered under the text that’s given and that is what creates dynamic characters. Even weird fragmented thoughts that a performer or model can visualize are powerful because the emotion it triggers is authentic. An example would be “Butterflies, Pikachu and puppy dog kisses”. It makes no sense in a sentence but how we connect to each word pulls up a different emotion either individually or as a whole of being genuinely happy. in my journey of being authentic and not giving a performance of forced emotion. I suppose I don’t actually respond the way people seem to respond in

then hone in on the trigger to where tears could come on demand. Many of those traumas that had that effect on me I had already come to terms with so I couldn’t use that to draw up the appropriate emotion. Instead of tears I would be filled with anger. I was also taught how to put my body to be in a certain placement to recall moments of sadness but I found without genuine thoughts attached I couldn’t seem to connect. I was also taught to alternate between fake crying and fake laughter until both emotions blend together and through repetitive force the body would tap in and identify. So here I was 3 years after graduating with a Theatre Degree emphasis in acting and I was getting my mind blown. What brad said was a concept so opposite to what I was ever taught and yet within a five-minute meditation he proved to me how effective it was and I have used it ever sense; not necessarily to pull up my own memories but to find what makes my characters genuinely happy and letting that pain of it being gone truly set in.

scripts. I cry when I’m over complimented and when someone dies, I am struck with anger and a need to figure out what happened and take action. So, in this way when it comes to roles that have a lot of self-pity without a recourse of action, I get more annoyed than emotional and that is something I had to acknowledge in myself and learn to work around it. When in the scene with other characters I can tap in the fabricated memory of my character and the energy given by the other characters in the scene but when it’s just the camera in my face I have struggled to cry on demand…

The best advice I received was from Brad Dourif on how to connect with the emotion of sadness because this was the biggest emotional block I faced.

Brad told me, “Identify your happiest memory. When you find it recognize that it is your happiest memory because you don’t have it anymore but you still want it.” This was something I had never heard before.

In school I was taught to recall moments of intense sadness that were from over five years ago and relive the moment until I could find the trigger and

At this moment I have auditioned for many projects but the ma jority of them would have me shooting in Canada if I land them. In my home state everything is still currently shut down. New Mexico is trying to open things back up for the film industry to continue to thrive but it is a slow process and I have barely started seeing auditions within this past week from a local casting director. I have not been able to work on anything since the pandemic hit so from my work last year, HBO’s ‘Lovecraft Country’ Episode 4 already aired and the film ‘Driftless’ that I worked on as #1 on the cast list is able to be viewed through a temporary link for rent. It’s about a park ranger named Nova Abbey that is discriminated against for being native, has to deal with racist comments to not just her kind but a Puertorriquena that gets harassed by an “American” for what she is wearing.

Nova has to deal with the concept of choosing to be a ranger because she couldn’t make enough to be an environmentalist with her degree but wanted to still be close to nature. Through-out the story she deals with government shutdowns, destruction of natural resources like water, druggies, murder, abduction of a young female and having to face her own fears. If you would like to see it please look up “Driftless: A Feature Film” on Facebook to find the Vimeo link. It will soon be in festival circuits so it may take another year or two before it can be purchased.

As a reliable source to see what films I have been cast in and what has already come out please find me at on IMDb at: imdb.me/MoniqueCandelaria I interact most frequently on Instagram so please follow me @MoCa369 and if you would like to see my paintings follow my art page: @MKC.369 My facebook page link is: https://www.facebook. com/MoniqueCandelaria369

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LORENZO YEARBY Talented Filmmaker and Actor We had the privilege of talking to filmmaker and actor Lorenzo Yearby who just had has big break film debut in The 24th as Lucky. The 24th is an inspirational story as it follows the true story of the Houston Riot of 1917. We see the 24th Infantry is sent to Houston, Texas to oversee the construction for the Illinois National Guard. It’s heartbreaking the racism they endure by the brutal police force and the choices they make. I got a chance to speak with Lorenzo about his role in the film, his thoughts on racism, and his passion for filmmaking Well Lorenzo is a lot. Lorenzo is an actor, writer, director, producer, musician, cake baker, computer builder, gym rat, basketball player. This guy is a lot.

I think my interest in the industry began when I was doing extra work on a film in 2005 entitled “ATL,” and the director Chris Robinson bumped me up to a small role, as the nerd in the film. I had one fall scene in the school as the bell was ringing and another in the skating rink. I was already in love with

acting, but when I got the contract is when I figured I can make a living doing this, and I have been pursuing it since then.

Writing and directing came from me seeing a lack of positive representation of Black men in film and TV. So far, there are a lot of very narrow and stereotypical portrayals of Black men. Characters who don’t really expose younger Black men to the different opportunities there are out there for them. Children are impressionable, as are adults, and they will mirror what they see on screen from people who look like them. I became a writer, then filmmaker to reclaim the identity of Black men and Black people as a whole.

Yes, music is my second love. It helped me escape a lot of tough times in my life. I’m a person who literally likes every genre of music. I’m a big fan of old jazz, neo soul, dubstep, well, as I said, pretty much

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all music. I sent in a taped audition for one role, and didn’t hear back for a while. I then received an audition for another role, and I was a little upset because I felt like I wanted the first role I auditioned for. I booked the second role, and when I traveled in town to work on the project, I was finally switched to the role of Lucky. I am very pleased with how things worked out. At the end of the day God always knows where to place you.

The fact it was a true story. I have always felt like I wanted to be a part of a project that was a true story. I felt it was a story that needed to be told.

It’s sad to see that more than a hundred years later we are still dealing with the same issues. It is going to take the people with good hearts standing up against police brutality and racism to put a stop to it. Racism should have no place in this world.

Well, before I auditioned for the role, I did not know anything about the Houston Riots of 1917. I did quite a bit of research on Google and Youtube.My favorite scene as Lucky was definitely the courtroom. It allowed me the chance to show some of my emotional range, although I was immersed in Lucky at the time. It was powerful being able to move the hearts of people on set before the film even reached the screen. I love roles that allow me to dig deep, and cause the audience to react, whether it be through laughter, sadness, anger, or fear. If I can cause the audience to feel something, then I have at least done most of the job I was chosen to do.

I have dealt with it growing up, and almost everyday when I leave my home. It’s sad to say racism is so embedded in this country and the south that we get used to it and overlook it. My non-black friends may think I and others never deal with it, but it just happens so much that we have become almost numb to it, and don’t speak about it. Racism happens much more often than what any news headline can keep up with. I have been called the N word, and stared down when driving through the country, really just too many stories to share.

Well, it’s not that it has gotten worse. It’s that racists now have a spokesperson/motivational speaker who dog whistles to them at every opportunity, and it makes them feel empowered and makes them do bold things that have not been done in years.

They are working to make our White friends believe Blacks have a hate in their hearts toward White people, which is not true. Constant attempts to divide the country. Divide and Conquer. I do know that non-racists outnumber the racists, and I believe love and unity will win.

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All I can say is I put in hard work in everything I do. I’m not one of those actors who cares about the PA bringing him water or how cold the AC is in my trailer.

I just want to put in the work. I want to build my resume and legacy in this industry and be known as an actor to look out for.

I think both of us had a smaller amount of screen time and show that gritty, emotional depth. I think we both used some of the things we went through in life in our roles. I can see the comparison but I’m very honored to be talked about in the same conversation as her.

Well, right now COVID-19 is the agent, manager, and producer. COVID-19 kind of decides that. But, I have been talking to some other producers about some projects that are in development right now. One is actually another period piece about an African American man. We’re trying to see what’s happening with that and when they plan on going into production. I’m ready to work.

Pastor Petty was almost like an accident. One day I decided to create this character to work on my writing chops for comedy. I mainly work on dramas and thrillers but I wanted to work on my comedy chops.

I decided to act out what I wrote and see how it was received. It kind of took off faster than I thought it would. I did one for the 2017 Superbowl. I posted it and went to bed, and when I woke up the next day, it had like 800,000 views. I just kept it going as an exercise to work on my acting chops. I think a lot of people think I’m a comedian but I’m really just a writer who acts.

No, it’s not my side job, but I love that people appreciate my art. It’s great to have many things in my arsenal, but I want to make sure I brand myself as an actor. Nothing against comedy, but right now in my career I want to be careful not to be branded as a social media comedian. I just want people to know I’m serious about my craft and make sure I brand myself the right way.

Selfless is a short film that began as a push to get myself to film something after studying how to make a film for a while. I told myself I had to put what I had learned into action. I sat down and told myself whatever I wrote in the next 3 hours, would be what I would shoot. I had a shotlist of things I wanted to try and shoot, like an action scene or a night scene.

Being that I had limited time I ended writing about things that had happened in my life. So in a way Selfless was sort of a biopic. My mother is full of empathy, and passed it on to me. There would be times when we didn’t have a lot when I was younger, but I would always be trying to help others. There were times when I was young as 17 helping people pay their rent, and buy food. Some of these people used me and had bad intentions, but I learned and became wiser. Till this day that’s why I feel God always looks out for me.

I have been doing a lot of working on my feature screenplays, and trying to make them better. I’ve been putting together a home gym so I can workout at home, and working on my music room. A lot of rough things have happened this year and during quarantine, but I still remain in a positive state of mind.

I am really not sure. I am hoping that things get back in full swing. I actually do miss the big screen.

I love that we are in a digital era with streaming, but I love the theater experience.

Same thing I always say: Whatever you do in life, make sure you love it. It may be a cliché, but if you love what you do, you will never work a day in your life. I tell people the journey of acting is hard. You get a lot of no’s. Sometimes you send in 100-200 auditions a year and only book one or two. You have to be in love with the craft and not be doing this to be famous. That applies to anything in life. Just do what you’re passionate about.

My instagram is @layearby and my Facebook is www.facebook.com/LorenzoYearby. I am the worst at Twitter, but I guess I’ll have to work on that. :)

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BRIANNA VALENCIA Changing it Up to Stay on Top We caught up with the talented Model and Make-up Artist, Brianna Valencia.

I first got involved as a model during the summer of 2019. It was during a dance convention when a professional photographer asked me if I wanted to do a collaboration. I was all for it!

The ingredient that makes me unique in this trendy industry that is constantly changing would be my dynamic hair and make-up. I don’t stick to any color and style too long. I love changing it up, while I still keep it on the dark side.

The way I got introduced to modeling was through dance. An amazing dancer, agent, and far most friend of mine, by the name of Deidre Michelle, introduced to me the exciting world of modeling. She has inspired me to practice consistently and been there to support me throughout my journey.

Since I first started modeling, my career has grown a significant amount. I went from taking pictures with friends, to taking pictures with professional photographers. Now, I am fortunate to have many photographers and companies reaching out to collaborate. It’s such a cool feeling!

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Photo by Patrick Baldonado

If I had to choose one emotion that drives me to stay in this tough career, it would be joy. Growing up, only in my wildest dreams I was a model. I have heard it was a tough industry and can take a toll on a persons psyche. In my experience modeling has brought me great joy! It has allowed me to step outside my comfort zone, create art and meet so many wonderful souls.

Photo by Mariah Madeline Vigil

My biggest challenge as a model has been to be comfortable in my own skin and stop focusing on my flaws. Everyone always gets stuck on the negative, we forget to focus on what makes us beautiful.

My journey through modeling has definitely helped me develop skills that have taught me to love myself more. Although I haven’t completely overcome this challenge, I continue to work on it everyday.

As a performing artist, I do not believe the phrase “you must suffer for your art” to be true. When something brings you joy, adapt and learn from your experiences instead of suffering. You must love what you do whether it’s a hobby or your career.

I feel like the internet has blown up the modeling industry times ten and will continue to do so. With new apps being created and social media constantly adapting to the trends, it creates platforms for models to easily post pictures and vlogs for their followers and fans to like.

The best advice I have received through my modeling career is to be a sponge! Take critique, learn from your mistakes and from others. Use those critiques to practice and improve your skill. You can never stop learning in this fast moving industry!

I have some collaborations with a few local photographers coming up soon! I love adding new art to my Portfolio. Also, it’s always good to work with different photographers.

Photo by Mariah Madeline Vigil

You can follow me on Facebook at BriVal.Mod and on IG: @brii_val

Photo by Patrick Baldonado

Photo by Patrick Baldonado

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RONDO BANDZ Hip Hop Artist We caught up with the Hip Hop Artist, Rondo Bandz.

The name originally came from me playing basketball and my government name Deron, then the Bandz just came along when I started rapping.

Mostly hip hop, but I also alternatively sing a little.

Music has always been something I’ve been in love with and I was always around the studio and when I was supposed to be in school, I heard myself on the beat one time and I knew that’s all I wanted to do.

Because at first it was just fun, now it’s my job even though ima have fun regardless.

I haven’t performed as much as I should, but one night I performed and it was a completely different version of the song and I just looked crazy but people were still lit .

I already feel like my feelings towards everything are passionate or I’m the complete opposite.

I’m authentic about everything about my flow, my voice, my demeanor. It’s different.

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Fighting a case with a lot of false accusations on me and my character, certain people fell back from me and it also made me sit down and lose time I can’t get back, who yo sat.

“You must suffer for your art”.... No, I don’t agree with it, but nothing comes over night. You get out the work you put in.

The internet has changed a lot... anything goes viral whether it’s good or bad it’s all controversial. If you could change anything about the music industry.

Isn’t too much I would but the people, a lot folks will only sell you dreams.

The 5 albums that have helped make me...

1.Wish me well, 2. Dream Chasers, 3. I promise I will never stop going in, 4. Too Hard, and 5. No Ceilings They all talking about the struggle, how they caught motivation and tied with the streets.

I have a mixtape on the way, gone be called “Big Homie Rondo”. It’s a vibe. I’ma drop within the next month. I haven’t decided on a release date, yet . I’m still working.

The best advice I’ve received?...

You’ll never know if you are whatever you want to be if you don’t really go hard for it and try it.

Next... Trying to be on billboards, get plays, and be overseas touring. I work as hard as any artist.

-- I’m on all social media @rondobandz And on all music platforms Rondo Bandz

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CONNIE FLETCHER Singer-Songwriter Well, according to my parents, I used to sing along to Little Richard and Mariah Carey in my bedroom from the age of 3! I have always been into music and singing, especially as my parents are huge influences. My dad is the front of a Rock ‘n’ Roll band called the Black Cadillacs, playing classics from the 50’s such as Elvis and Jerry Lee Lewis. My mum, got me into music such as Gloria Estefan and Michael Jackson and the best of the 80’s!

My genre, I would describe as chilled acoustic with a mixture of Indie and Pop. I record all of my music in my home studio, although I am still learning music production and how to get the best sound from the equipment I use.

I would say that my dad inspired me to pursue a career in music. I have followed his band around the country watching them perform, and seeing the fun that they have and the fan base, really made me realize I want to do that for a living.

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I first started writing songs at the age of 16 with an old band that I was in called “Seeing Double”. We were a rock band, covering songs by Whitesnake

and Guns ‘N’ Roses; so the songs we worked on that were original, were of the Rock genre So this gave me the push and realization that with time and patience, you can really put your efforts into writing a decent song. The way that my music has evolved

take it personally. To quote The Beatles “All you need is love”.

A lot of listeners say I have a unique tone to my voice and that every song i sing, be it a sad song or upbeat song, I always put my emotion into it. Not only that, I am not shy about writing how I feel, if you have hurt me I will write about it. I am down to earth and also not willing to change who I am to fit into this industry. You will find a lot of people who make it are moulded into what the label or producer thinks the audience wants, but there is an audience for all types of music; be who you want to be and do not change. One of my songs has the lyrics “I won’t change who I am to fit someone else’s shoe, because that’s not me, and it shouldn’t be you too”. I still stand by that sentence!

which can be quite vulnerable. I was on stage once and I was that nervous, that as i was taking a drink my hand was shaking uncontrollably which made the water spill all over me. I thought it couldn’t get any worse than this and that ended up being one of the best shows I did. The way I write music has also changed, I like to have an idea of what I want the song to be about, I then write the chorus and work the verses around that and then I write the music around the melody that I have in my head.

I was a part of a festival event a while back, alongside a German band called Lord Bishop Rocks who are awesome. They have travelled the world touring and being able to play on the same stage as someone so inspiring and talented was really a great experience. Myself and my old band were asked after that show to do a cover of one of their songs, recorded in a studio, which was then released as part of an album. It was great exposure for us and really made me want to pursue music as a career more.

I would say love, love for what I do, what I create, the people I meet, the situations I get in, the heartbreak I experience. The thing is, in such a tough industry full of people trying to make it, you will have people knock you down, so if you did not love what you do, then you would not bounce back. You will not be everyone’s cup of tea remember that, but do not take it personally. To quote The Beatles “All you need is love”.

I would say love, love for what I do, what I create, the people I meet, the situations I get in, the heartbreak I experience. The thing is, in such a tough industry full of people trying to make it, you will have people knock you down, so if you did not love what you do, then you would not bounce back. You will not be everyone’s cup of tea remember that, but do not

Nerves! I have always struggled with nerves and yet I come across as the most confident and bubbly person ever! I do doubt myself, but who doesn’t?

The way I overcome my nerves is by diving in, by doing this I do not have time to think about my nerves; I move a million miles an hour. Also having from when I was in that band at such a young age, is through life experiences; loss, heartache, the typical ingredients for catchy songs. I have had to get over my nerves when it comes to performing, I have always been used to being in a band and having people on stage alongside me; to now being by myself with my guitar singing my own songs, my little group of cheerleaders come along with me really helps. My younger cousin, who is only 12, is my number 1 fan. She knows all of my songs, every single word, and she comes to all of my shows.

Seeing her in the crowd makes me feel comfortable and let’s face it, if i ever forget my own lyrics she will always be singing along to help me out!

Oh definitely! Whether it is being rejected by labels, or harsh comments on your music. Social media plays a huge part in getting your music heard and out there to a larger audience, however it is never a smooth ride. It is also really difficult to get your music heard by labels as a lot do not accept unsolicited music. So you do suffer, putting all your heart and soul into your art for it not to be recognized or not given a chance; I wouldn’t change anything though, I am happy finally making my very own music!

There are pros and cons to this question, let’s start with the cons. The internet allows illegal downloads of music, this impacts the music industry massively.

Artists of the illegally downloaded content are not recognized correctly, as well as many monetary factors this affects.

However to me there are plenty of pros to the internet artists impacting the music business. For example, like me are able to post content on social platforms

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to help build a bigger fan base, be recognized for their talent and meet like minded people who you can learn from. Opportunities such as being a part of this magazine has derived from the internet, a result of me posting my music and covers on social media platforms. Through the internet I was also able to have one of my songs called “Another Minute With Me” played on BBC Radio multiple times, which has been a huge highlight for me during this really strange year.

If you could change anything about the music industry, what would it be?

I would love it if there was a clear path to have oneself recognized by a label. Like I said above, it’s very difficult to have your music listened to by labels if the music is unsolicited. Many artists do not have the money to have their music produced professionally in a studio and mixed by a reputable producer.

It seems to be a “who you know” not “what you know” industry.

I have so many albums I want to talk about!! However the 5 artists below have blown my mind recently: Lennon Stella- “Three. Two. One” Her songs are full of emotion and personal experiences which you can feel just through listening.

Weirdly, I feel like I have a connection with Lennon, as from a young age she was also surrounded by musical influences such as her parents.

Mayer Hawthorne- “Where does this door go” I first heard of Mayer Hawthorne when I saw him as a support act at a Bruno Mars concert, and I was blown away! He combines his influences of 60’s soul and 70’s funk and is probably one of the smoothest guys I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. It’s refreshing listening to a modern interpretation of the bands musical influences.

The 1975- “I like it when you sleep, for you are so beautiful yet so unaware of it.”

It’s so hard to choose a favourite album of The 1975 because they are all incredible. They have certainly had an impact on me and the way I write my music; having encouragement to play with different sounds and not being afraid of being different.

Hearts & Colors Now this band does not yet have a released album, however they have many singles. I have followed them from the very beginning, of them posting covers to YouTube, to creating original content which I have streamed non-stop! Watching them start from scratch, producing their own music and creating their own sound has such a resemblance to my journey. The guys of Hearts & Colors, Philip and Nico have their own side projects too; DREAMDNVR and SoSo Faux.

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Teddy Swims Now you may have seen this guy on Facebook, and all I can say is what a voice!! He certainly has a bit of a Chris Stapleton quality to his sound. Teddy, from what I have seen, again started covering music and posting his videos on the internet and got recognized. He then went onto writing his own music with songs such as Picky and Broke. I feel he is an inspiration for who I am as an artist, Teddy remains humble and aware of where he started and that is something I will always be.

I am currently working on my first EP, I am a few songs away from finishing it! I am hoping it will be out by the end of the year, the release date will be posted on my social media!

Best advice I have received...

“Don’t stop doing what you love” Next... I am working with a band called RF33 who are planning to put on a festival next year in the South Coast of the UK and have asked me to join the list of artists to perform, which will be such an amazing experience for me. They have also secured some air time for me on Radio Respect which is soon to have its FM license in the UK; this will be great opportunity for me and I cannot wait.

My music is available on all ma jor platforms such as Spotify, iTunes, Amazon Music, etc… under Connie Fletcher.

You can also follow my socials: Instagram: ConnieFletcherofficial Facebook: ConnieFletchermusic Youtube: Connie Fletcher Soundcloud: Connie Fletcher

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Photo by Lucas Mathew Stein

The Dark and Mysterious... Obscure Fashion About 12 years ago I was working for a radio station we started promoting, this turned into modeling and getting more familiar with being behind the camera. From my first photoshoot it was edgy and punk rock on the wall was the quote “often imitated never duplicated”. This was the beginning.

and I do not know when to quit.but in the journey yes you get sad you get motivated or despondent but just like a painting sometimes these feelings give you ideas, its such an important outlet.

No one really, I waned to be the inspiration… I wanted to bring something different to this city. I find inspiration through music and art… or experiences ,what they bring you and how they make you feel. This is what really fuels, true emotion, true capture, art.

When I started years ago when I was asked to get in front of the camera I felt I transformed, I wore my emotion on my face, my passion. modeling came natrally, I am now able to bring that threw to any audition or any runway. From being a model brining what I can to the table to now designing calling the shots and creating the vision. Over the years I have gone from commercial modeling runway to background work to to music videos to fashion shows and helping to coordinate them this had led me to the fashion industry, I saw as a new beginning why not take my ideas further.

I have always bin an artist, Im a visionary, anything I do its with passion. I pour my heart into what I do

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I am who I am, no apology. I am experienced and original. I offer something more then most and I don’t quit until I get there.

In my years I have gone threw many difficulties from not shooting with many because I require a certain look to many just not liking the style. Being unique and edgy makes me limited, but being a good model means being diverse, but I don’t enjoy being boring. I don’t like to be limited as to what I can do.

The internet is what gets models anywhere now days its the ultimate platform. This allows freedom of expression. This definitely helps with inspiration and building your name the internet is a never ending tool.

Hidden talents... I draw, paint, sew I am an artist of the sorts a canvas of any sort is how I get my expressions out.

I am building my brand Obscure Fashion for the odd and unusual, currently working on putting out a new line of clothing.

Fans to be follow me on IG @ DahliaBlack783 or my fashion page at obscure_fashion

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