THE INCEST SPIRIT
KATHLEEN MALLIGAN TRIUMPHANT MINISTRIES TOOWOOMBA – RELEASING HEARTS
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The Incest Spirit KATHLEEN MALLIGAN
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TRIUMPHANT MINISTRIES TOOWOOMBA – RELEASING HEARTS TOOWOOMBA QUEENSLAND 2
Unless otherwise indicated, all scriptural quotations are from The Interlinear Bible – Hebrew Greek English. Jay P. Green, Sr. General Editor and Translator, sovereign / grace Publishers Lafayette, Indiana 47903 U.S.A. The Incest Spirit Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba Toowoomba Queensland 4350 Copyright 2020 by Kathleen Malligan © 2022 Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba All Rights reserved on teaching material Kathleen Malligan All rights reserved, Apart from any fair dealings for the purpose of private study, research, criticism or review, as permitted under the copyright act reproduction of text in whole or in part without the express written consent by the author is not permitted and is unlawful according to the Australia Copyright Act. ISBN
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NOTE TO READERS This book contains the opinions and ideas of its author/I. It is not given away or sold or distributed with the understanding that neither the author/me nor the Christian Ministry Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba or myself the publisher is engaged in rendering medical, health or other professional advice or services. I am not a psychologist or psychiatrist, but I do extensive studies. The information, the views the prayer strategies outlined in this book are my personal studies, my journey, my testimony my healing to heal from the ripple effects of child sexual abuse. The book may not be suitable for every individual and is not a guaranteed or warranted information to produce any particular results, but to be informed that we might have hope with keys to heal and naturally and spiritually stop the cycle of child sexual abuse. No warranty is made with respect to the accuracy or completeness of the information contained herein. If the reader requires such advice or services, a competent registered professional should be consulted. Both the author/I, and the ministry specifically disclaim any responsibility or any liability, loss, or risk, personal or otherwise, which may be incurred as a consequence, directly or indirectly of the use and application of any of the contents of this book. Or the other books by the author/myself and Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba write and distribute. Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba does not claim the contents herein are the complete pathway of complete healing; or stopping you from being an incest perpetrator; or a pedophile; or your children from growing up and being pedophiles and or incest perpetrators; or being victims of child sexual assault; or to fully demolish this spiritual stronghold. Like my other books and those with prayer strategies I give keys that have come out of years of research, my personal experience, heartache, repentance, restoration, healing, and deliverance from spirits of darkness. Years of being taught, and how to see and heal in Christ Jesus, with and within the knowledge of The Christian Holy Bible. I have been trained and taught how to see, to get beyond the realities of life, to see the strategies against a person or a Christian person. To overcome the realities of life and the reality of the kingdom of darkness’s warfare against the souls of mankind and the disciples of Christ Jesus by these dark spirits as early as the womb bringing the twistedness to the human mind, the sexual addiction with sexual perversions, the rape of incest and the lust of pedophilia against babies, toddlers, children and the abuse of teenagers and young adults lives. Once rooted into the human psychic the person is attached engaged and bonded to these evil entities, thus having a lust and life of their own human flesh.
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Contents ________________________________________________________ Covering Prayer
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Introduction
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Our Warfare
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How Does The Spiritual Foundation Of Incest Form?
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Nimrod, Semiramis and Tammuz
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Zeus And Hera
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The Incest Spirit From The Beginning
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The Incest Spirit Is Under The Strongman Whoredom
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The Incest Spirit Is A Spirit Of Control
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The Incest Spirit Is Married To Trauma And Fear
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The Incest Spirit Is – And Its Fruits Are
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What It Takes to Heal
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Introduction To Prayer Strategies
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Sinners Prayer
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Prayer For Filling Of The Holy Spirit
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Renunciation Of Darkness
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Seek Continued Prayer For Healing From Incest and Pedophilia
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Prayer To Repent And Renounce Incest Control And Pedophilia
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Prayer For Healing From The Sexual Abuse of Incest And Pedophilia
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Prayer For Guilt And Shame
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Prayer To Renounce Death And Hell That is Connected To: Trauma Shock Fear Incest Pedophilia Sexual Physical Emotional Abuse And Spiritual Abuse 84 Prayer For Freedom From Fear
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Prayer For Release Of Trauma And Shock
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Prayer for Healing Of Incest
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Warfare Prayers Against The Kingdom Of Darkness
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Prayer To Bring Judgment Against Each Spirit And To Proclaim They Will Be Cast To The
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Place Appointed Of Them Of Tartarus
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Prayer Of Judgment And Release From Spirits Of Darkness Connected To Incest
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Prayer To Expose The Spirits Connected To Incest And Pedophilia
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Warfare Until Child/ren Are Released From This Stronghold Of Incest and Pedophilia
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Prayer To forgive God Ancestors And Others For Their Transgressions
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Renunciation For Committing Incest And Pedophilia
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Bibliography
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Bibliography Of Internet Citing’s And Sources
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COVERING PRAYER Father, It is my prayer that any spirits of Satan of the kingdom of darkness does not beguile those who read this teaching and pray the prayer strategies. Contend with those who would contend with them and allow none to block, control, distract, hinder, deafen, or blind as they read study apply this teaching and pray the prayers for deliverance. Father, let their minds be opened greatly by the power of Your anointing. This way the Holy Spirit can reveal and teach truths and bring conviction as they read. Father, enable them to receive the paths of righteousness. Let not the devil come immediately after that which you have sown in their hearts. Let it be so, that they receive Your word that it may accomplish that to which it has been sent. Thank You for being strong in the strength of Your might, by delivering them from all powers and works of darkness as they read study and apply this teaching and pray the prayer strategies. Thank You, then your children’s minds will be fully assured of Your truth. Father thank You and make haste my God to cast out and cut off all the demonic, the unclean in their wickedness throughout this teaching and prayer strategy. Do not allow any spirit to violently or strongly manifest but to leave quietly and peaceably. All honor all glory all power belongs to You. In Jesus name Amen.
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INTRODUCTION I write this teaching to those who believe that The Father and The Son and The Holy Spirit set the standard of who may enter into eternal life and inherit the blessings of His Kingdom life here on earth and the age to come. To those who believe in Jesus Christ’s and His Holy Scriptures are inspired by the Spirit of Christ Jesus who indwells Servants of Christ Jesus because He moved upon their minds to write via His Holy Spirit. This inspired Book is called The Holy Bible. I write to men and women who believe that Yahweh The Father, The Lord Jesus Christ Yeshua, and The Holy Spirit are the One True God. Who are The Creator of heaven and earth and The Creator of all mankind’s in the earth today. OUR GOD, The God above all gods who will one day judge the one third of His angels and living creatures that went with Lucifer The Morning Star and Astarte The Evening Star. He will judge their offspring and the gods and goddesses of this age: Jupiter-Juno, Neptune-Minerva, Mars-Venus, ApolloDiana, Vulcan-Vesta and Mercury-Ceres; 1. [Cited 7/08/15] Aphrodite, Molech, Cybele, Hermes and Hecate. The One True Living God. God over all the gods who will judge all demon all unclean spirits, all spirits, and all peoples of the earth and all of us who claim to follow and worship Himself in either Christianity or Judaism. The teaching is to those who want spiritual restoration, healing, and deliverance, those who want to understand the origins and the spiritual side of the incest and the trauma spiritual network; to face the reality that our natural realm co-exists with the spirit realm. Either coming down the family line due to ancestral transgressions, due to breaking laws of Yahweh and the worship to gods and goddesses of old and new Testament. Those who are believing that incest, pedophilia and the fruit of trauma is a result of compounded sin structures coming down the generations because of the lawlessness of Bible instructions. Thus, bringing forth perverted and degenerate lust and lust addictions; idolatry and uncleanliness and things alike stemming from the wiles of darkness and the base natures desire for un-reigned animal pleasures. Therefore, bringing forth a network of unclean spirits that will continue to destroy with robbing stealing and killing their natural and spiritual inheritances; to keep the person in a spiritual stronghold of desire for pedophilia and incest. Hence, bringing forth fortified sin structures in the flesh in hope to build into the carnal person a proclivity to be a pedophile, and or an incest perpetrator; to be perverse in many sexual ways; to bring forth a gay, bisexual, or transgender or queer or non-binary personality. This is the true foundation of all these proclivities; the spirits caused the human to desire by manifesting in thinking for them. People were none the wiser that their thoughts were not their own, this is the deception, no one is born this way. Once yielded to these constant lies, they have access to the central nervous system to give them heightened orgasms. This is how they will and can under legal rites of passage revisit time after time to the next generation, the next and the next until the earth is no more. This book I write is to those of us who believe that being as such we will not inherit eternal life with Jesus Christ. Those of us who are believing on and are following the laws of the scriptures written in The Holy Bible as said below: “So, then, brothers, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live according to flesh; for if you live according to flesh, you are going to die. But if by the Spirit you put to death the practices of the body, [practices of homosexuality – words in brackets here mine] you will live.” Romans 8:12-13
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“Do not love the world nor the things in the world, if anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him, because all that which is in the world: the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and its lust. But the one doing the will of God abides forever.” 1 John 2:15-17 “…let everyone naming the name of Christ depart from unrighteousness… But flee youthful lusts, and pursue righteousness, faith, love, peace, with the ones calling on the Lord out of a pure heart.” 2 Timothy 2:19, 22 “But I say walk, walk in the Spirit and you will not fulfil the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, lest whatever you may will, these things you do.” Galatians 5:16-17 “you are slaves to whom you obey, whether sin [sin is disobedience to His laws, His Kingdoms way of living as a citizen in the Kingdom– word in bracket here mine] unto death, or obedience unto righteousness?” Romans 6:16 “having been set free from sin, you were [now His slaves to right living – words in brackets here mine] enslaved to righteousness, I speak as a man on account of the weakness of your flesh. For as you yielded your members as slaves to uncleanness and to lawless act unto lawless act, so now yield your members as slaves to righteousness unto sanctification.” Romans 6:18-19 “…the spirit now working in the sons of disobedience.” [Spirit here implies a network of unclean spirits – words in brackets here mine.] Ephesians 2:2 “Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of these things the wrath of God comes upon the sons of disobedience. [A son is either male or female who has been sealed with The Holy Spirit – words in brackets here mine] Ephesians 5:6 “Or did you not know that unjust ones [and or disobedient ones/sons – words in brackets here mine] will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be led astray [and or deceived, word in brackets here mine], neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor abusers, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous ones, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor plunderers shall inherit the kingdom of God.” 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 “Now the works of the flesh are clearly revealed, which are adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lustfulness, idolatry, sorcery, hatreds, fighting’s, jealousies, angers, rivalries, divisions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness’s, wild parties, and things like these; of which I tell you beforehand, as I also said before, that the ones practicing such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.” Galatians 5:19-21 “…that to whom you yield yourselves slaves for obedience, you are slaves to whom you obey, whether of sin to death, or obedience to righteousness?” Romans 6:16
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“Therefore, what fruit did you have then in the things over which you now are ashamed? For the end of those things is death. But now being set free from sin, and being enslaved to God, you have your fruit unto sanctification, and the end everlasting life. For the wages of sin is death; but the free gift of God is everlasting life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 6:21-22 “Blessed are the ones doing His commands, that their authority will be over the tree of life, and by the gates they may enter into the city.” Revelation 22:1 “…sure of your calling and election; for doing these things, you will not ever fall. For so will be richly furnished to you the entrance into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ.” 2 Peter 1:10-11 “Those who live in the darkness, and in the shadow of death, being prisoners in affliction and iron-11. because they rebelled against the words of God, and despised the counsel of the most high; … 19. and they cried to Jehovah in their distress; He saved them from their straits; 20. He sent his word and healed them; and delivered them from all their pitfalls. Psalm 104:10-11, 19-20 … I know pedophilia and incest is complex and very real and many believe they were born that way as do homosexuals. Regardless of what are the predominate root causes in any individual being either a victim or a perpetrator, Jesus Christ understands every reason, all the causations as to why one is or still is attracted to children/babies or same sex children/babies even after many years of being Christian and seeking the pathway of restoration and healing from these transgressions against the powerless. Jesus does not reject or scoff at these persons but is willing to bring transformation and power to abstain and overcome. Recall, Judgment day awaits us all regardless of the differing transgressions One day we will be judged as goats or sheep, guests or brides, or wise or foolish virgins. No matter what strength your attractions or desires are, I believe if you are willing and or you are willing to be made willing. If you take Him to be your Lord and Savior in this particular stronghold and thus allow Him to bring you forth to become the spiritual man or woman than the carnal man or woman you are today.[Words in italics here added mine] Therefore, you will not live by what your corrupt nature desires, or by spirits of darkness for He The Truth will deliver you. He is Able to cause you to live above your base nature and become a Priest and King in His Order, The Melchizedic Order. As you seek you will find, and His Spirit will lead you into all truth and deliver you from evil. I believe I know Him and His Word and His ability to heal, deliver and keep one's sexual desires under His Anointing and even kill them off that they no longer have power over you to desire to do such acts.” 1. [Malligan, 11:2015] I did a teaching on The Homosexual Spirit and Did Jesus Speak on Homosexuality, and you can find them at https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan these can apply to pedophilia and incest desires. Or you can listen to some other teachings at www.understandingandovercominghomosexuality.com Here you will find several other teachings and books, five cd’s, the Understanding and Overcoming Series of eleven booklets and the Personal Workbook of 26 prayer strategies that will give freedom from sins stronghold, freedom from unclean spirits in The Name of Jesus Christ.
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I believe if you have done or are committing incest or pedophilia or viewing this in porn sites all these teachings will apply for overcoming and understanding, you just need to replace the word homosexual/transsexual/queer/binary with incest and pedophilia or whatever other sexual stronghold you are bound in. The reality of the spirit world is written in The Homosexual Spirit on page 18. If you are wavering as to incest and pedophilia having a spiritual power base these pages will teach you and cause you to reconsider your beliefs and see spirits are real as is spiritual warfare real, as is the bondage you are in caused and fortified by spirits long ago in your personality and inner man/woman.
OUR WARFARE The armies of the kingdoms of darkness have operated against the power of God in cities and in the government of this world since the fall of mankind, King of Tyre and Prince of Persia (Ezekiel 28:11-19; Daniel 10:31). The kingdom of darkness began to be established since the fall of Adam and Eve, bringing forth the worship of different gods and goddesses. The Word writes that our warfare is not against people, but against principalities and powers and spiritual wickedness in high places and those spirits who dwell in and over people on the earth (Ephesians 6). Known to us as The Prince of the Power of the air, he rules over the world, and the systems beliefs and so his kingdom has put into place all as such. We can’t vote them out or kick them out, but we have to keep preaching the Gospel and let The Holy Spirit turn the light switch on in their soul that they may turn to Christ Jesus and be saved, this is our victory. The incest perpetrators and pedophiles and LGBTQ persons are not our enemies, but The Kingdoms or Darkness who are operating in and over them. As written in The Word: "The whole world who is under the control of the evil one."
1 John 5:19
Have you ever been kept in the dark so to speak by your friends or family? How much power did that give to them? How then can you make good decisions if you do not know all the facts? I am sure you can relate to this and see being kept in the dark can be used as a weapon, and our ignorance can be used against us. 12. … giving thanks to the Father for having made you fit to share in the inheritance of his people in the light. 13. He has rescued us from the domain of darkness and transferred us into the Kingdom of his dear Son Colossians 1:12-13 CJB 14. …in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins 15. He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation, 16. For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones, or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and for him. Colossians 1:14-16 NIV We have two kingdoms, Light and the Darkness, one is full of darkness, and other is full of light. The truth is that in the Dark we cannot see, yet in the Light we can see. The Kingdom of Light gives us recovery of sight from being blind (Psalms 146:8; Luke 4:18), so we can see again when we are transferred from darkness to light.
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In our warfare, we have weapons and armor, The Lord is also our rear guard. We are at war, and the kingdom of darkness keeps people from seeing, keeps them blinded, keeps people seeing things for what they really are! That is the Rule of this kingdom or a rule/law of this dominion to keep its citizens in the dark. The average incest perpetrator and pedophile, not those in Satanic or Illuminati do not know, or the LGBTQ are not unaware of the war going on around them. Their lives are being sucked away from them for they do not know or perceive the realities of the world they are living in. In as much as they know not, they believe one is born gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, pedophile or pederast because these are real desires that comes from the soul. Regardless of the political correctness in the earth today in 2020 and the militant side of LGBTQ persons and the strategies of incest and pedophilia being incorporated into movies, as Christians we are co mmanded to speak out, to wake them up or they stay in the dark. They do not understand that it is love for our fellow humans as we wish hell on no one. Also, they do not understand we believe we will be judged or lose rewards if we do not speak out to those in the churches or the LGBTQ church. Also, to unbelievers and those who walk contrary to The Scriptures in The Bible, therefore we take responsibility. Preaching and or speaking about the Kingdom, Jesus refers to it as the Good News of the Kingdom of God (Mark 1:14:15; Isaiah 52:7). Because we fear being one the sons of His kingdom who shall be cast out into the outer darkness, where there shall be weeping and gnashing of the teeth (Matthew 8:11-12) we feel we are to be not just led by The Spirits unction, but compelled to share Christianity and give warning and offer a way out of sins bondage. Therefore, we believe we are obeying the great commission so as to make disciples (Matthew 28:19) and are being fishers of men (Mark 1:17). Asking to be endued with power from on High (Acts 1:8) to speak forth; to pray, to show signs and wonders and give testimony of our own healing, transformation and how He enabled us to overcome to those especially who are already in the Churches and professing to be Christian. “Jesus said to them, I must preach the kingdom of God to the other cities also, because for this purpose I have been sent.” Luke 4:43 “For if I preach the gospel, there is no glory, for necessity is laid on me, and it is woe to me if I do not preach the gospel.” 1 Corinthians 9:16 “I am a debtor both to Greeks and to foreigners, both to wise and to foolish, 15. So as far as in me lies, I am eager to preach the gospel to you in Rome also. 16. For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation to everyone believing, both to Jew first, and to Greek.” Romans 1:14-16 “For we are not struggling against human beings, but against the rulers, authorities and cosmic powers governing this darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” Ephesians 6:12 Complete Jewish Bible There are forces at work in this world that we cannot see because they are spiritual. It is a dark world because this world in under the kingdom of darkness. This is why people are in the dark because of the forces, the rulers, authorities governing this darkness/world.
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Many of these persons act out in hatred of Christians and at Mardi Gras they display burning of the bible or putting themselves on crosses. Even dressing as Jesus and Nuns and doing these things with sexual actions in gay parades. We understand why, as they are under the sway of the evil one who has taken them captive to do his will (2 Timothy 2:26). Laws are being pushed to criminalize ministries who offer help to our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who truthfully desire freedom from homosexuality, transsexuality and gender non-conformity. Also, to date many laws are being changed globally, and here in Australia they want to bring penalties to Christians and for anyone saying homosexuality is a sin. LGBTQ persons are already taking people and Christians to court if business owners do not bake a wedding or a celebration cake. Or marry the homosexuals or who refuse to take same-sex weddings or photographs of newborns and their children’s birthday parties. Now the state of Victoria in Australia are trying to pass a bill in the upper house to stop all religions from saying homosexuality is sin or giving counselling either in written teaching or from the pulpit or face to face with those wanting restoration and reconciliation. Hopefully, the moral compass will not change, and we do not see pedophiles with the same rights as the LGBTQ. The reality of prophecy that these things must come, and Christians will be hated, mocked and be in difficult times (Matthew 24:6-9; 2 Peter 3:3; 2 timothy 3;1) is more evident today than ever before. Do not be alarmed when you see our governments implementing change of laws so faith-based schools cannot teach against homosexual marriage or even to those of the “flock” these things must take place. When we see them pushing the anti-conversion bill that is, not allowing biblical traditions to be spoken in the home or at Christian schools or Christian online ministries or even to be written about in books we know the end is near. As sad as it is, the bill is in parliament, their pushing wills to cancel parents’ rights. Their change will ensure the religious and moral education of a child is in conformity with their convictions not our biblical convictions. Therefore, we will not be able to counsel or speak against a five-year-old who believes he is a girl or against a girl who believes she is lesbian, or they will bring a fine with a possibility of a jail sentence. A faith-based school that teaches there are only two genders can also end up before the Human Rights Commission. Do not be alarmed at the craziness of the Governments unfair legislations towards His sheep, His Converts. Or those who want change from same-sex attractions or gender identity. These will be able to stand as they have searched the scriptures by sitting at the feet of Christ and believe to act out homosexuality is a sin a transgression of His laws. It is these who will keep their garments on that they do not go about naked and be seen exposed (Revelation 16:15). Bottom line, the bills will not pass unless it is their time, unless it is part of Yeshua’s will, purpose and plan. The day is approaching if you do not clothe your shameful nakedness not only you, but all will not be able to buy gold or silver (Revelation 3:18). Anti-Christ who pretends to be God who is responsible for apostasy will blind all persons especially those who have no love of the Truth or who do not walk in The Light. Those who do not clothe themselves with fine linen (Revelation 19:8) who do not allow Him to be their refiner and purifier and refine them like gold and silver (Malachi 3:3) they will be part of the great falling away to awake to the shame and everlasting contempt (Daniel 12:2) even cross over and take the mark. That woman who rides the beast has her false gold and silver of heresy and error and she has horded it up.
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If we think to date, we are being hindered from seeking counsel and teaching from those He has called, anointed to give keys for overcoming, it is only the birth pangs. Laws one day will be changed to stop ministries and books like this from being sold, taught and given away. Laws will be against all Christian teachings one day that do not conform to their ways of life. These are signs of His eminent return and that the end of the age is closer. Even more evident is The Antichrist realm as he sits more in the churches than ever before (2 Thessalonians 2:3-4). Watering down truth, pretending to be Holy Spirit / God, thus sitting in the temple of God or understand it this way, preaching in the Houses of God as if he is God bringing worship to himself (1 John 2:18; Matthew 24:24). This is seen not only in the mainstream churches by the way they are all filled with mixture of spirits/Spirits preaching truth and doctrines of darkness and the bizarre false signs and wonders. But also, the LGBTQ churches believe one can be married to the same sex and inherit eternal life. Not to mention be an open gay or lesbian Minister, Reverend, Pastor and Elder. Apostasy comes first and the man of lawlessness is revealed the son of destruction - AntiChrist who exalts himself and takes his seat in the houses of God. Do not be deceived this mystery is already at work (2 Thessalonians 2:1-12). It is not you and me against the world, the fight is Cain and Able, Isaac and Ishmael, Jews and the Muslims, Judaism and Islam. The major fight is within our own Kingdom living. Some of you are adopted, grafted into the rich root, that makes Christians spiritual Israel. The fight is against you, it is our bible story. I have a Jewish heritage, they went to Scotland and Ireland, I am grafted back into the rich root. The war is against Israel and us as spiritual Israel, and against Jerusalem and the kings and the priests who will obey the commandments. Enmity between the serpent and the woman and his seed and her seed (Genesis 3:15). I do not believe the new world order will be like China’s regime. Besides the dragon already has China and other nations with their multiplicity of gods and goddesses. The works of a global system of government, global economy and religion for a new world order may be more conspiratorial then we realize, a decoy to take eyes off the real battle in our own realm/spiritual dimension. Afterall will it not be aliens who take mankind, it will not be seen as the rapture of the return of Christ will it! The fight is with the church with the doctrines with truth and lies, light and darkness; she who rides the beast is drenched in the blood of the saints. Others all over the world are not targets as they follow the Dragon’s gods and goddesses. Those who serve no gods are their own gods and goddess’s making their own minds up to what is good and evil. Occult and new age doctrines, disguised as light life and liberty and re-birthing in the next life under the same lie as the garden “you will be as god.” The battle is ours, with another Christ, an antichrist who seduces Christ sheep to fall away from the faith and they do as they pay attention to the deceitful spirits and doctrines; for, they prove not and test not. Again, not only anti-Christ spirits are in the church but the woman who rides the beast teaches His servants heresy and error in the churches/online/books/denominations (1 Timothy 4:1; Revelation 7:7-14, 2:20). It is the battle of the ages - truth verses lies and who will you worship, who will you serve. What is sin and who is in charge of your life, did God really say that you can eat unclean foods. Did God really say that you can worship any day you want. Did God really say that you can celebrate any feasts and holy days you like and keep the traditions of man. Didn’t God say where sin abounds grace abounds much more, and you are not under law but grace? No He did not say that. More fool you if you test not and try not and believe every
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spirit and run your lives according to what you think is good and evil, what is righteous and what is unrighteous. Yes, law is law, laws are laws for a reason, His Glory is His laws. Bottom line you and they never knew Him because of heresy and error of the scriptures you and they did not test. In so many ways you, they were workers of lawlessness, without the law; “but did we not prophesy in your name and case out demons in your name and do many mighty works in your name, … sorry I never knew you, depart from me you workers of lawlessness” (Matthew 7:23). Not in obedience to the laws of God – lawlessness. Deceived, unknowingly knowing what laws are still operative, you and others are workers in agreement with the Lawless One. That’s the deception, that one who sits in the temple, that one who gives the false anointing, that one who said he would sit in the temple as if he was God. This is the reality of the warfare we are in and the old age war of the gods on who is going to be God over all the gods/goddesses. God verses Satan (Genesis 3) and here we still are AND Satan is permitted to wage war against the saints (Revelation 13:7). We must see and understand the battle plan by knowing we cannot decide for ourselves what is right and wrong and what is good and what is evil apart from His eternal laws. Life must be measured up against the Words of God, against the laws of God, you have got to know them, know if you are not to eat pork, know if you are to keep Saturday sabbath and celebrate feast days and or flat out tithe a first fruit of 10%. This is the fight. You will not have to worry about taking the mark of the beast if you are obeying and knowing His laws. You will be marked with holiness unto the Lord over your forehead and you will discern The Shepherd say, “come follow m.” do not do that, it is the mark of the beast. We cannot bow the knee to receive any beginnings of an imprinting of the mark of the beast because we want to do it our way or not study the scriptures with intent on knowing His laws we are to keep, knowing Him and His will for our lives, and be discerning and endued with The Power to carry it out. We must stand and fight and lay down our lives. We must continue to stand against the works of darkness who want to shut our mouths. We must stand against not only antichrist infiltrating the church, and the homosexual agenda in the church. Incest and pedophilia and child marriage is their next agenda. Regardless of fulfillment of prophecy we are commanded to speak to our fellow brothers and sisters and warn them as His people perish because of lack of knowledge. If we do not under the unction of The Spirit of God speak to whomever, we will answer to Jesus for not allowing His Spirit to work through us to open their eyes, to turn them from the power of Satan that they may become rescued from the dominion of darkness. “To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” Acts 26:18 KJ Satan’s power is to keep people in the dark, his weapon here is darkness, keeping those from seeing sin for what it actually is. People are told they are who they are, and they have freedom to be their own moral agent. Yet evil is more than human, they cause the pedophilia the incestuous acts. He blinds their minds and especially more easily those who God The Spirit is not working in. I cannot wait till this present evil age comes to an end and our human race freed from being vessels of the gods. As an ex-homosexual now a child of Light, I have had my eyes open from homosexuality that seemed so natural, to the real truth that it has its roots in the kingdom of darkness.
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I am convinced woe to me if I were to practice or marry a woman, I would forfeit eternal life and end up in outer darkness. Satan’s spirits used that to keep me from seeing it as sin and from seeing I was in darkness, in captivity, and we know for many of us it brought forth much destruction to every aspect of our lives. Same for being a pedophile or a pederast or a person who has sexual relations with their bloodlines son/daughter/niece/nephew they are in captivity. It is all part of the battle going on around us, and they do not realize they are casualties in this war. We as EX are understanding and empathetic to LGBTQ and those in the LGBTQ church even to pedophiles and incest perpetrators. We know and have seen, and we are those in the church who have been treated with such religious indignation. But they have no understanding of the battle that rages against them either. Let alone they are being used by their own religious spirits and are in captivity to error and heresy and selfrighteousness. This behavior only makes them want to stay in the gay community or go to the gay churches or not go to church. Not to mention their negligence, inept strategies to conform those with same sex attraction or gender beliefs to righteousness in their conversion therapies. Any wonder they had closed them down and rightfully so. Any change has to come with free will and for how ever long it takes one to walk as a king and priest before Christ Jesus it will take. The strength of their attractions differ and as does their up bringing, personalities intelligence and so on. We know sin makes one spiritually dead and iniquity separates from God, from The Light. Sin can build a huge wall of separation from Gods Light, so they do not see God’s face or His Truth, they do not and or cannot listen. The darkness rule(s) is to kill, steal and destroy lives, if only they knew that; we know they are slaves to sin and slaves of darkness (John 8:34; Romans 6:20). Sin not only has a claim to them but also Satan; both have dominion. "... and they may come to their senses and escape from the snare of the devil, having been held captive by him to do his will." 2 Timothy 2:26 So as many as there are wrong and right ways, we have to witness to reveal truth against something that seems so natural to them including pedophiles and incest perpetrators, the battle has to be fought. We have to continue to pray, speak and continue to write and fight to keep our ministries open. Continue to fight on a Biblical basis for the Word has the final authority. We must overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony (Revelation12:11), we must know the Blood Covenant of The Lamb we are in as it shows us the instructions of righteousness. Scripture carries Light, and life or death with penalties for sin, for living the ways of the kingdom of darkness. Satan’s kingdom spirits know that if they can trick people and tempt us to sin, they can keep us in the dark and we get Jesus penalty for playing in the dark. Satan came from a religious realm and is the master of deception. He is giving false doctrine to the gay church, and his kingdom knows they can bring them so close to the Truth but to never be truly born again” (John 3:3-6). It is written in Matthew 5:44 to love everyone even our enemies, we see Jesus He loved the Pharisees and wept over them. But He did not and was not going to bow down to the religious and legalistic and proud spirits that bound them to doctrines of demons/darkness, or was He going to hold their hands and join in with their sinful ways.
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It is only The Light of The Spirit of The Word that can release, The Works of The Spirit of Christ is our weapon so that they and we may escape the snare of slavery that keeps them captive to live the ways a kingdom of darkness. Therefore, we have to draw a line and put down biblical boundaries when understanding sexual sins such as incest, pedophilia, pederasty, lesbianism, homosexuality, and transgenderism. We have to fight it from a theological viewpoint, not a social and worldly view; let alone Jesus is Love, or Jesus loves homosexuals or incest perpetrators and pedophiles, we must draw The Sword of The Spirit and bring Light into darkness. 2. [Malligan, 2015:20]
HOW DOES THE SPIRITUAL FOUNDATION OF INCEST FORM? “Generational curses work because a person’s guilt is genetically passed down to all his or her descendants, and a she carries the sins of her father’s not just a he. People not only inherit their ancestor’s sin nature, which is the tendency all have to rebel against God’s Rule and laws, but they also acquire the accumulated guilt of their ancestor’s transgressions – blood line. As a result, God sees them as guilty, not only for ancestors’ sins but their own sins as well, neuma-genetics. So, the spirits attached to these transgressions have the right to continue to hold a legal claim against the ancestral heritage that is coming down the family line. Therefore, patterns of behavior or proclivities cannot be explained solely in terms of personal experiences or the environment/social. The root cause can go back generations, even thousands of years of a spiritual predisposition – pneuma-genetics. In plain English if your ancestors committed: murder, stealing, incest, pedophilia, rape, bestiality, child sacrifices, gay anonymous sex, male bonding rituals in fraternities, were Wiccans or Knights Templar, any homosexual rituals, are or were members of freemasonry temples, engaged in temple sodomy - freemason do this to children and for life force. Also if ancestors have been into homosexuality or done this in temple prostitution to appease and worship other gods or to invoke life force or receive longer life and eternal life, or they gave allegiance or offered homage or worship for rain, or for fertility for pregnancy or to win a battle at war these breaches of law are passed on with the connected spirits, familiar spirits with their differing names, titles and ranks. Further, maybe they visited the physic medium, follow star signs, cast magic spells, using and addiction to drugs, alcoholism, using drugs in sorcery and temple worship these transgressions would continue on to the third and fourth generation or until they were confessed. See Exodus 20:5-6, 2 Kings 5:27; Judges 9:57; Malachi2:3; Isaiah 14:21, 65:6-7; Jeremiah 32:18 and Luke 11:50-51; 1 Corinthians 11:31-32; Ephesians 5:3-6; 2 Peter 2:13-14; 1 Timothy 1:9-10; Revelation 2:22. After reading the above scriptures, it would be safe to say Jesus puts judgment on the uncircumcised that is the unbeliever, and the ones that hate Him, and even those in Covenant and or the believers. However, in Ezekiel 18:19-20 He will no longer hold the sins of the fathers accountable to us after Calvary for we are in a New Covenant. In the book Transition How do we get there? By entering into the Melchizedek Priesthood, I cover this and reveal our marriage to Christ in this Covenant is the antidote that sets us free from spiritual influence from our bloodlines. However, there is a principle to acknowledge and confess that the forefathers have transgressed and broken covenant, have committed wickedness that we put right what was wrong by confession.
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Read the book it will bless you beyond belief, especially if you think you have to do a finetooth comb on confessing every sin/transgression your ancestors committed. Ancestral spirits are squatters they have no right to be in and over us. But they did get there from our ancestors and did do some damage; also, some remain because of our own sin/transgression before being translated into the Kingdom of Light. Now these spirits are another teaching, and if you read Melchizedek booklet, it will teach you that even though we have changed spiritual realms we are still in spiritual warfare. As we are translated out of the kingdom of darkness we may still be bound to the carnal life and or live by the flesh and not according to The Spirit (Romans 8:4) and sinning in ways listed in Galatians 5:18; Colossians 3:5-6; 1 Corinthians 3:3; 2 Corinthians 12:21 because we still have deep brokenness and bonded in iniquity, therefore spirits attached. This is where we see the scripture fulfilled in Ephesians 2:2 of an unclean spirit being at work for disobedience, or as a result for being cursed children. The booklet will make this clearer as this teaching does not permit going into lengths of bonds of iniquity and transgressions whilst in this New Covenant. Also, I have written a book Can and Do Christians Have Demons that goes into detail and depth. I believe the following are some of the sin’s attached to homosexuality this being: selfindulgent, self-gratification, perversion, whoredoms and fornication (1 Corinthians 7:12), adultery (Matthew 19:19), voyeurism, pornography, debauchery. Mardi Gras is just sex on a stick; the revelling’s the nudity and idolatry in the parade is so obvious and is seen to me as a form of Temple prostitution in the spirit realms. Mardi Gras venerates these gods and goddesses attached to homosexuality and they are savage (Romans 1:1-28); Transgressions also are listed in Galatians 5:19-21; 1 Corinthians 10:14; Revelation 21:8) homosexuality is a sin as lawless as incest (1 Corinthians 5:1), bestiality (Leviticus 20:15-16), prostitution (1 Timothy 1:9-10) all these sins lead to eternal death (1 John 5:17). Therefore, as a Christian: “Ye cannot drink the cup of the Lord, and the cup of devils: ye cannot be partakers of the Lord’s Table, and the table of devils. Also, we do not provoke the Lord to jealousy?” 1 Corinthians 10:21-22 KJ” 2. [Malligan 2015:22] The sins responsible and attached to incest and pedophilia are numerous, to mention a few here, I will cover open doors in later chapters. Roots and fruits of incest and pedophilia and pederasty involve various sexual perversions of sodomy, homosexuality, rape, power abuse, usurping dominance, adultery against husband or wife with a sibling or relative, seduction and deception for sexual gratification, murder/sacrifice and or consummation of a baby, child with a priest or priestess, temple prostitution and fertility rites, even those done in freemasonry temples, druidism, covens, and Satanist cults with their acts of child rape and child sacrifice and parental rape and sacrifice of their children within these sects and occult practices. This network defrauds, kills, steals, and destroys, it brings down boundaries and causes no parental protection, and brings forth rape of these children or being molested by clergy, teachers, neighbors, whomever outside the family home. The spirits know what child is being molested and will allow other networks of spirits from other people to know, then they come out of the woodwork to further abuse. 3. [Malligan, 2015:24]
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This satanic network of pedophilia and incest runs throughout all walks of life. Royal households, Deep State, Governments and political members, secret sects, occult, new age and false religions, the poor to the rich. Deranged persons, people who exploit the innocent, who exert power and dominance over the weakest are in my mind dogs! These weak mortals who abuse and those who traffic and use children and babies for rituals have sold their soul or who have relinquished their souls to darkness deserve exactly that, the lowest parts of darkness with torment for eternity. Those decriminalizing this act for such exploitation will deserve every bit of judgment they receive when they meet their Maker. Evil for evil, trauma for trauma, never ending with no way out. It is a good thing Jesus forgives, to me it is the only transgression that really riles me, and I do not care if these fellow humans spend eternity in hell. Even a daughter or relative or a parent. I have not the mercy or compassion or do I care if they did not repent that they end up in hell for eternity; to sad too bad they had many an opportunity too! Regardless of what I understand, seven things God hates, well one thing I hate, is child sexual abuses. I am not called into ritualist or child trafficking; therefore I cannot write prayers to come against The System, Governments, Sects, Occult or Religious systems to bring down or expose their crimes against humanity, crimes against the most innocent persons on the earth. Praise Yahweh He has called others to do so. I will stay in my lane and continue to write this book that you will be able to free your family from the grips of pedophilia and incest.
NIMROD, SEMIRAMIS AND TAMMUZ
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An origin of this spiritual network is from Mother son incest of Queen Semiramis and Tammuz her son that comes down generational lines. Most writers agree that King Nimrod (Genesis 10:8) was married to Queen Semiramis and the child Tammuz was born after his death. Tammuz became defied as the resurrected Nimrod, thus Semiramis had a justification to marry Tammuz her son. In the natural you can think she was just perverted with lust out of control for children!
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However, I believe she a goddess was in a human vessel for she was the exceedingly high ranking fallen angel Astarte The Evening Star, and Nimrod was Lucifer The Morning Star inhabited a human vessel. To make it clearer, they were in their human hosts. Just as Jesus Christ The Ancient of Days came into the womb of Mary, recall at twelve He astounded the Teachers with His knowledge of The Word (Luke 2:41-52). The spiritual can only operate if it has legal passage through the natural, the system of laws that were preordained at creation. The kingdoms of darkness with all their gods and goddesses have operated against the power of God in cities and in the government of this world since the fall of mankind (King of Tyre and Greece Ezekiel 28:11-19; Prince of the Persian kingdom Daniel 10:13). The kingdom of darkness began to be established since the fall of man bringing forth the worship of different gods and goddess for individual nations, tribes and peoples for their individual reign and to deceive mankind. In the Ancient Babylon period, she is known as Queen Semiramis worshipped as the Moon Goddess and Nimrod was the Sun God of Babylon. To later became a distortion and perversion of the trinity and the truth of The One True Living God with Tammuz. Regardless of her origins or worshipped name in nations she as a spirit being has a desire for sexual intimacy with son and or children. She eats all fruit, has no moral boundaries, nothing is off limits to her in a sexual appetite. She is responsible for birthing the transgression of mother and son and or incest. She was in the vessel of the natural, hence the consequence for breach of law falls on the natural as that is the realm, we exist in today and the realm she wants to have dominion over. Research shows in Egypt, their names were Seb (Nimrod) Isis (Semiramis), Horus (Tammuz). In India we see the same goddess is called Devaki and Krishna the child. In Rome she is Venus and cupid the child, in Greece she is Aphrodite and Mediatrix the child. In Israel she is Ashtoreth and Baal is the child. According to Restoring the Bride of Messiah in Asia she and her son were worshiped as Cybel and Deoius, pagan Rome as Fortuna and Jupiter-puer, or Jupiter the boy; in Greece, as Ceres, the great mother with baby at her breast or as Irene, the goddess of peace, with the boy Plutus in her arms. 5. https://aletheia.consultronix.com/7.html [Cited 20/06/20]
She sits on many waters/peoples of the earth, bringing forth the abominations in and of the earth (Revelation 17:1-5). Also known as Ishtar, Mother of god, Queen of Heaven, fertility goddess, wife and mother of Baal the child. Referred to in The Word as Queen, Mother of Harlots, a prostitute and Priestess (Revelation 17:1-5).
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The city of Thyatira was previously known as city of Semiramis. The church in Thyatira Jesus mentioned in Revelation 2:18 was still influenced by this female spiritual
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stronghold – Jezebel whose city had its origins in worship of these deities. She blends herself into, as does Tammuz into religions to covert worship, to pervert, weaken and take away Truth and Rule of her original Deity Yahweh, our Heavenly Father. As seen in the Catholic church deifying Mary with the various statues and paintings of the virgin Mary with her god-incarnate son Jesus, worship or mother and son. This is why this ungodly power base brings forth child sexual abuse of Priests molesting children, mainly boys, yet still pedophilia. Come out of Babylon (Jeremiah 50:9-15, 51:6; Revelation 18:4-8) Babylon is not just a denomination or churches with her teachings, it is all her links to iniquities and transgressions like jealousies, dissensions, envy murders, control, compulsion, manipulation, incest, pedophilia, homosexuality, transsexuality her strong grip in a person’s life.
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Her demands are mother and son worship. When we see mothers idolizing their sons they will be neglecting and undermining their daughters, giving no favor. She even rejects her daughters bringing a stronghold of rejection that will continue throughout many aspects of the females lives. This gives her more grounds in another area of the soul adding soul destruction upon soul destruction to the daughters and sons of Gods creation. Jezebel murders the relationship with mother daughter - Matricide and Infanticide thus the idolatry of son (1 Timothy 1:9, Ephesian 5:5). When there is a divorce you will see the mother keeping the son and the father having the daughter; there is legal door for incest to occur and or reoccur, keeping the cycle going under her sorcery and witchcraft powers. The idolatry of son and with this incestuous sexual bonding it is and open door for spirits to birth femininity instead of masculinity, then to birth homosexuality. A door to turn the child into a perpetrator and or bringing forth double-mindedness to form transgenderism and bisexuality. A pedophile and or homosexual or transsexual personality is being conceived to later birth into these proclivities. Then she further grips them with her Political Powers and Militant Armies to accept all deviations. “There are three ways that we believe generational iniquities are passed down: 1) Through learned behavior, 2) through DNA, and 3) through the broken soul. When a generational inheritance produces a broken soul, the person is born with their core (or host) personality and an alternate that we will refer to as the “flipside,” that carries the sin pattern of the generational iniquity. This is not in any way the fault of the person inheriting the broken soul. It is the fault of their ancestors. It is their sin that is passed down. James 4:8 refers to the “double-minded” using the Greek word dipsuchos. The word dipsuchos is used only twice in the New Testament, and both times are in the book of
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James, a book written to Christians. Dipsuchos means both “double-minded” and “doublesouled,” or “split-souled.” It shows that God’s people can have a condition in which their souls exist in two primary pieces. Those two pieces are the core personality and the flipside personality. This is the case when a broken soul is inherited. The split-soul/double-soul is present at birth. When a flipside is present, there is also an ancestral demon that has the flipside as its rightful territory. Like the demon in Mark Chapter 9 that would not obey the disciples, the ancestral demon will not be cast out on the basis of the believer’s authority alone.” 1. [Cited 1/09/15] http://hopepreserved.org/?page_id=352 https://books.google.com.au/books?id=TZTeDFdMdCcC&pg=PA231&lpg=PA231&dq=TH E+HOMOSEXUAL+SPIRIT+IS+A+COUNTERFEIT+PERSONALITY&source=bl&ots=3Sz3Z6 I_8H&sig=ntJqjxOtai1bRtJ7PXaz9z50cIw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0CCMQ6AEwAWoVChMIu_ WK9PHUxwIVRuimCh02lQpK#v=onepage&q=THE%20HOMOSEXUAL%20SPIRIT%20IS% 20A%20COUNTERFEIT%20PERSONALITY&f=false “ 7. (Malligan, 2015:62) In the incestuous stronghold when a son becomes an emotional husband this also conceives confusion of sexuality. Same if mother is widowed, child not only becomes fatherless, but the wrong attachment that eventually births homosexuality and the over exaggerated persona of a gay feminine man. It is a false personality acted out by the unclean control spirit via takeover of the mind; this gives it ability to speak out of the mouth, then the soul of the man intertwines to act the same and the spirit can stop at any time from manifesting its function. If she does not succeed here or the Curse Keeper deems a different curse structure, the man will treat woman as objects always returning back to mum for the pay off with mum is greater than, and his worth is objectified by mother. The narcissistic personality also has its foundation of sexual or emotional mother and son relationship. Now you can see the Principality of Jezebel has the power base of incest, mother and son relationship mother and son worship. With her many abominations of sexual perversions her armies have so much territory in the earth, seated in Spiritual Wickedness in High Places and seated on Thrones and Dominions in the air (Ephesians 6:12). She is the goddess of sex, war, justice, and political power who has no issue with putting desire into the minds then bonding them with compulsion to sexually abuse babies, toddlers, children or teenagers in acts of incest and pedophilia. Jezebel and Antichrist is always married in spiritual realities. The Principality of Antichrist is where Tammuz Rules and has many names and faces. Tammuz is equated to a snake-god
Istaran, a deity of the city of Der a Sumerian city in the Middle Babylonian period. 8. [Cited 21/06/20] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I%C5%A1taran He was worshipped in the days of Ezekiel as Tammuz (Ezekiel 8:14). By the Geeks he was worshipped as Adonis. Writers refer to him as being the consort (spouse/husband of a reigning monarch) to Queen of Heaven Ishtar not as her son, yet his origins are son of Semirasis/Ishtar then husband. 9. [Cited 21/06/20] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dumuzid
Each nation of peoples have a differing take on Semirasis and Tammuz. Research writes that Tammuz is the Hebrew name for the Mesopotamian god Dumuzi. Tammuz was associated with vegetation and fertility. He was also believed to be responsible for making the ground fertile, he was seen as a Shepherd god and believed to provide milk to ewes to nourish their lambs. 10. [Cited 21/06/20]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dumuzid He was worshipped by the Sumerian kings who assumed his identity in sexual ritual acts with the priestess’s of Ishtar in the Temples. 11. [Cited 21/06/20] https://www.compellingtruth.org/tammuz.html 22
According to Wikipedia he was worshipped as an agricultural deity associated with the growth of plants. 12. [Cited 21/16/20] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dumuzid Tammuz was worshipped as a dying and rising god; however, these deities do not rise from the dead in the same body as Jesus Christ did, they enter another body.
To add, “Some claim that Tammuz was also the origin of the story of Jesus. The main similarity pointed out is death and resurrection. The differences are striking. however, Jesus was raised by God (Acts 2:32), not rescued from the underworld by a faithful lover. He did not die multiple times (Romans 6:10). He was not worshipped as the god of the underworld or the god of agriculture. And He did not die once and for all after numerous resurrections (Psalm 16:10). 13. [Cited 21/06/20] https://www.compellingtruth.org/tammuz.html The stronghold of incest is the Principality of Jezebel thus connected to The Ruler of this kingdom the Queen of Heaven Semirasis/Ishtar/Astarte. Tammuz the son who is connected to Antichrist is not the ruling kingdom neither is Death and Hell; however, pedophilia is in both principalities. Therefore, when the father is committing incest with the daughters or the sons these spirits belong to the kingdom of Jezebel whatever name title or rank or how it functions to keep a strong grip of incest. A Principality is a system set in place by a Queen and or King with ranks from Princes, Generals just like any armed forces has name title and rank.
ZEUS AND HERA Ares is the Greek god of war. He is one of the Twelve Olympians, the son of Zeus and Hera. 1. [Cited 29/08/2020] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eros Eros is the Greek god of love and sex. His Roman counterpart was Cupid. Cupid is one of the children of Aphrodite and Ares.” 2. [Cited 29/08/2020] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eros “Pederasty in ancient Greece was a socially acknowledged romantic relationship between an adult male (the Erastes) and a younger male (the eromenos) usually in his teens.” 1. [Cited 29/08/2020] “Some scholars locate its origin in initiation ritual particularly rite of passage on Crete, where it was associated with entrance into military life and the religion of Zeus.” 2. [Cited 29/08/2020] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pederasty Zeus and Hera were sisters, “Hera and Zeus started their romantic relationship early on. Zeus was at war with his father Cronos, but would find the time go at Oceanos’s, where Hera dwelled: there he they used to have sex in secret. After the war, Zeus took many wives and lovers, but in the end he chose to marry Hera. Zeus also slept with his other sister Demeter. The other sister Hestia does not feel desire and swore to never marry.” 1. The gods engage in incest for their own gain in both the natural and supernatural. Regardless they have taken over the soul of the particular mortal they dwell in, the spirit of that human has to be judged with the same judgment as every other spirit of a person on the earth.
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Humans have to be hosts for the gods when they will to rule in the natural. It is said they married their sibling so they could co-exist with one another and or simultaneously. Also, to bring forth offspring for other gods and goddesses who existed so these could be reborn. The rules of the mortal still apply, not to them as spirit beings but the spirit of the inner man the mortal. Because the gods used the passage of mortal to rule, the mortals are under the dominion of Yahweh who founded the earth. He gave the humans dominion over the earth and all that was in it. When He cast Lucifer out (Ezekiel 28) of His presence from His heaven/planet one third went with Lucifer, thus heaven needed to be reconciled for the iniquity of Lucifer and for their idolatry and transgression of those who chose to leave. Therefore, mankind was created as Adam and Eve so Yahweh could bring forth the Savior Jesus Christ through the vessel of a human to not only reconcile His heaven, as the fallen angels still had access to come before Him (Job 2:1). He was also able to redeem mankind from these fallen angels, taking back dominion of the earth and to reconcile man to Himself; even better give Him the power to reconcile mankind from the sinful nature by sealing of His Spirit of Christ Jesus who now has dominion authority and power over all the earth, not mankind. Once Christ completed Calvary and ascended, the fallen angels and these gods and goddesses and other spirits no longer have access to appear before Yahweh (John 16:11). They cannot enter Yahweh’s abode ever again, but they will one day face judgment of the Abyss (Jude 1:6; Revelation 20:7-14). To make note here, demons are the offspring of mankind and fallen angels, as in Rephaim (Genesis 14) the Nephilim (Numbers 13:31-33) Rephaites (Deuteronomy 3:11) these giants. When these died, they could not be reconciled so they came under Lucifer’s Reign and Rule to do His kingdom works and to continue the war between the two kingdoms, demons are not gods and goddesses, but demi-gods. Recall, as it was in the days of Noah, so it is in these days (Luke 17:26-27). Therefore, more children have been birthed and being birthed from these encounters of gods and goddesses and other fallen angels with mortals/humans.
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1. [Cited 19/06/2020] https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=oRH09WyJ&id=946D1053CF80 74AA92E49CED7CACCD0C90B9744D&thid=OIP.oRH09WyJYODhcnI_fr9e7wHaLJ&me diaurl=https%3a%2f%2fthumbs.dreamstime.com%2fb%2fgreek-goddess-hera-marble-statue68254966.jpg&exph=900&expw=598&q=Facts+About+Hera+Greek+Goddess&simid=6080 33537872629724&ck=71B43E211667DAA89D0C816C2D96AB07&selectedIndex=103&aj axhist=0 https://www.bing.com/images/search?view=detailV2&ccid=ADsRL2Sf&id=3B5A2D858D0 CE295CA76646D380EB05322ED5654&thid=OIP.ADsRL2SfFLVK5lgmIytK2wHaE7&me diaurl=https%3a%2f%2fmichaelhislop.files.wordpress.com%2f2011%2f11%2fzeus.jpg&exp h=533&expw=800&q=Ancient+Roman+God+Zeus&simid=608033877198637918&ck=60B 9DEFC6D6F86704DA86273EC9B9486&selectedIndex=14&ajaxhist=0 “Yes, I do believe that the fallen angels had sexual relations with one another, thus some of their offspring became known as demigods and goddesses, deities. Those from human and god, they were the men of renown like Herakles/Hercules by Zeus and Alkmene, a Lady of Greece. 1. [Cited 23/08/15] He is known as Jupiter by the Romans; see a list of demigods and goddess at the below link. The Eastern, the Greek, the Roman, the Egyptian gods and goddesses are fallen angels. Referred to as mythology but they are real, and it is Satanic lies to deceive people that gods are just myths. Those who believe they are real they serve them as their deities. Yet these were created not as gods or goddesses but to serve The True Living Christian God. The One God Yahweh, Yeshua and Ruach HaKodesh, the three in One God. I would even go as far as saying that some of the Kings of the earth, the Chinese and Roman Emperors and Pharaohs were also human in appearance but either or either half spawned by supernatural beings or possessed by the spirits and or the gods and goddess they claimed to be. 2. [Cited 23/08/15] After all Jesus was the offspring of The Holy Spirit and a mortal woman Mary. He was a God before He possessed the mortal birthed body of Jesus, who ate and drank. They have to come through the passageway of mortal birthing, born of flesh and blood. We are avatars and or hosts of spirits of darkness, some are avatars of the gods and goddess, see list 25
above of people who have been considered deities. I do not see or believe all peoples on the list are, as we have mental illness and people who abuse their power, yet these I believe are ruled and influenced by lesser spirit bringing the twist the delusion. It is written in The Word the created angels referred to as sons of God (Job 1:6, 2:1, 38:7) had intercourse with the daughters of man/humankind (Genesis 6:1-8). Those before the flood who were guilty of this were locked up in chains in Tartarus (2 Peter 2:1-6; Jude 6, 14-15). In Job, Lot’s household made a feast and baked cakes, and the two angels ate (Genesis 19:5). So, if they can eat, of course, they can have sex with daughters of men and or humans. This would be what Jude is referring to as mankind/natural man going after strange flesh (Jude 7). Recall Satan was after the seed of man, so mingling his seed with our seed was his attempt to corrupt the bloodlines so the seed / Christ Jesus could not be born to the daughters of man that way he could keep his rule on the earth. Any wonder why Yahweh said to Satan “have you seen my servant Job;” there was still someone righteous. “I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her seed – He will bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel.” Genesis 14:15” The offspring of natural women and these women could well have been giants as God did create dinosaurs. Recall a cluster of grapes the twelve spies brought back, they had to carry it on poles (Numbers 13:23). They did exist and if you consider a giant near some of those dinosaurs they would not have been as big as we being average 180 cm tall would be to them. (See Enoch 1:1-36) Consider also if as in the days of Noah so are those of today then these sons of God are still having sex with human seed. Then the DNA of the offspring can or could well cause a predisposition to homosexuality. However, there is no redemption the forgiveness of sins for the offspring of darkness’s seed. I believe Nephilim means offspring of the fallen ones these supernatural beings (Genesis 6:4) from marrying and or giving children to the daughters of man. These unions produced men of renowned like Herakles/Hercules, who are then known as demons at death. They are not given redemption the forgiveness of sins so after death their spirit would be earthbound and or given stature as demi-gods with rank within the chains of command in the kingdom of darkness; as it was in the day of Noah, so it is today (Matthew 24:37-38). I believe it would be safe to say they also had sexual relations with one another. Satan, having first rank also took with him those of high rank, the morning stars and other sons of God (Job 38:7). Greater status and powers for the morning stars and less for the sons/angels as there is a dominion, rank, purpose and gifting and so on in heaven. This is why I include the gods and goddess known throughout the Bible and some that are recorded in mythology. I have always believed these morning stars are major gods and goddesses. The sons of God or lesser angels were bound in chains of darkness as they had sexual relations after the flood with daughters of men/mankind, and these became renowned, men of great. I also believe different living creatures [fallen ones] went with Satan in the rebellion and the gods the Egyptians speak of are these like Ra, Horus and Monthu, having human bodies and 26
falcon heads. The principal gods and goddess on the councils under Satan they are actually fallen angels their offspring between each other like Hecate sit on lower councils ruling on thrones. “The four living creatures are found in Revelation 4:6–9; 5:6–14; 6:1–8; 14:3; 15:7; and 19:4. The texts that describe these creatures do not indicate that they are figurative—they are real, actual beings. The four living creatures (literally “beings”) are a special, exalted order of angelic being or cherubim (Ezekiel 10:2, 14, 20). This is clear by their close proximity to the throne of God. Ezekiel 1:12–20 suggests that they are in constant motion around the throne.” 3. [Cited 23/08/15] “And the likeness of their faces; the face of a man, and the face of a lion, and on the right side to the four of them; and the face of an ox on the left side to the four of them; and the face of an eagle to the four of them;” Ezekiel 1:10 “And four faces were to each, the first face was the face of a cherub; and the second face the face of a man and the third the face of a lion; and the fourth the face of an eagle. 15. And the cherubs rose up. This is the living creature that I saw by the river Chebar.” Ezekiel 10:14-15 “In the year that king Uzziah died, then I say the Lord sitting on a throne, high and lifted up. And His train filled the temple. 2. Above it stood the seraphs. Each one had six wings; with two he covered his face; and with two he covered his feet; and with two he flew.” Isaiah 6:1-2” 4. [Malligan, 30:2015]
1.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_demigodshttp://www.theoi.com/Olympios/ZeusLoves 3.html 2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_who_have_been_considered_deities 3. http://www.gotquestions.org/four-living-creatures.html 4. Malligan K. M. The Homosexual Spirit [Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba, Queensland, 4350, 2015]
THE INCEST SPIRIT IN THE BEGINNING We have all thought about Adam and Eve being the first humans and their offspring a product of incest down many generations. Yet have you ever considered if He made the first two from the dust, what makes you think He did not make many many more from the dust? I believe Yahweh created more mortals and I also believe there would have been incestuous marriages and incestuous relationships from Adams and Eves linage. However, given they were governed by Yahweh as creator they were not born defective. Further, the Adamic Covenant (Genesis 1:26-30; 2:16-17) brought their blood lines their DNA and RNA under a Spiritual Realm. Adam was technically a king and priest and taught by Yahweh in the garden; thus, he was born into an order, a priestly order. Melchizedek is an order of Christ Jesus also for King David, also and order in Abrams day, it is a title. When we are truly born again, we too are under this ancient order, Christ our High Priest, we are knowingly kings and priests, so we are in a realm a spiritual order. When we have renounced our rights our bloodlines our linage, we inherit the genetically flawless bloodline of our High Priest the Lord Jesus Christ. (For greater explanation follow
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the link below and read book six in the overcoming series, it will blow your mind!)
https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan/docs/u_ohomosexualitymelchizedek_priesthood We know Abraham married his half-sister Sarah (Genesis 20:12) was it their rebellion? He was chose prior, thus having married his half-sister he had destiny to fulfil. As a firstborn Abraham was from Noah’s linage, was to be chosen by Yahweh. Therefore, He opened the womb of Sarah who was barren. Not sure why she was barren, but she was prevented from having children (Genesis 16:2). Possibly because he married his halfsister (Genesis 12:10-20, 20:12). Barrenness is a judgment; it was given later on to the household of Abimelech because he took Sarah (Genesis 20:17-18). It is only in The Mosaic law in Leviticus a curse (Leviticus 20:17) for taking his sister, his father’s or his mother’s daughter, yet does not say barrenness. Isaac is birthed from a half-brother half-sister relationship a same bloodline in the natural, but not held against Sara and Abraham. See map of family tree from Noah.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abraham%27s_family_tree Isaac was childless for years before Yahweh opened up Rebecca’s womb. Abrahams grandson Jacob also may have inherited barrenness (Genesis 30:1), was a great grandson of Terah. Rebecca’s brother was Laban the Aramean, daughter of Milcah and Nahor the brother of Abraham. To add Jacob married two sisters, first cousins (Genesis 29:16-35), which is also forbidden by law. Bloodlines are mixed as the linage goes back to Noah so they could bring forth many nations. Why barrenness do not have the revelation if there is an inherited curse from transgressions down the family line or Yahweh’s sovereign will to birth children in His appointed time for Divine reasons. Yahweh had entered into a Covenant with Abraham to promise him descendants naturally and spiritually – us that are grafted in. Thus, Abraham a firstborn is in the Priesthood by Covenant and is a king and priest, his bloodlines are brought under a spiritual order and for the purpose of fulfilling Covenant promise of descendants; and for the seed to come forth His Firstborn Yeshua Isaac is not affected or cursed. There has to be mysteries and allegories here as we all are the Bride of Christ, He is our Melchizedek, who will always be our High Priest and King. He marries Israel His sons and daughters, His Church his brothers and sisters. Thus, as His Spiritual Israel under His Perfect Blood and His Blood Covenant, all in His Melchizedek order intermarriage is negated in a Spiritual Realm. The Melchizedek is a title like Pastor, its meaning is King of Righteous who was Shem (Noah’s son) the High Priest of Yahweh that Abraham met after the battle of the kings to bring a tithe (Genesis 17:1, 18:1). Therefore, Abraham knowing law(s), having been taught as a priest needs to be taught. Having been taught prior to his calling when he lived in Ur of the Chaldees, they lived for hundreds of years and were all connected to Noah who was a Priest of Yahweh, tithes were understood as law; this is why Abraham brings Shem a tithe of the spoils. “To back this up again “It is interesting that in each case the blessing of the father is intended for the “firstborn” son to carry the authority of the father. According to Genesis 9:28, Noah blessed Shem when Noah was 600 years old, and then Noah lived for another 350 years. Shem‘s first son was born two years after the flood when Noah was 602 years old, and Abram was born when Noah was 897 years old. Genesis 9:29 records: The whole lifetime of Noah was 950 years, which means Noah would live another 53 years after Abraham’s birth. One wonders if Noah had just died and in giving his blessing to Abraham if Shem-Melchizedek was giving the blessing of the “firstborn” to Abraham as his designated heir? Jewish oral tradition supports this interpretation. Rabbinic tradition records that Abraham succeeded Melchizedek as priest-king [Rabbinic text: Leviticus Rabbah 25:6], fulfilling his role as the designated heir of Melchizedek as priest-king who
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was Shem, Noah’s righteous firstborn son. The first century Targums and rabbinic writings regularly identify Melchizedek with Noah’s son Shem… 5. [M. Hunt:2008; Online, accessed 11th December 2013] Here is another truth, Abram was not some heathen man Yahweh plucked out of Ur of Chaldeans (Genesis 15:7) for he was descendant from the line of Noah knowing righteous instruction having heard righteousness instruction obviously not fully obeying it, yet He did know laws as God Almighty told him to “walk before me and be blameless” (Genesis 17:1) and he was a firstborn son. If you want, please sight this chart on the link below you will be amazed and so much will fall into place for you. 6. [Online accessed, 19th January 2014] http://members.psyber.com/macgoats/AGE%20CHART%20ADAM%20TO%20PRO MISED%20LAND.htm 3. ‘Citing Electronic Resources’. http://www.agapebiblestudy.com/hebrews/hebrews_lesson_8.htm [Jewish Wars 6.438; M. Hunt:2008; Online, accessed 11 th December 2013] 6. ‘Citing Electronic Resources’. http://members.psyber.com/macgoats/AGE%20CHART%20ADAM%20TO%20PROMISED %20LAND.htm [Online Accessed 19th December, 2013] Moses’ father Amram married his aunt Jochebed (Exodus 6:20). Then we have David’s son Amnon who intentionally raped his half-sister Tamar (2 Samuel 13) knowingly knowing it was against the law as David knew the Law, Psalms 119 reveals this, thus his children would have been taught The Law and the laws within the Law. Lot had children to his daughters, however it was via deceit as the daughters instigated it by getting Lot drunk (Genesis 19). Drunkenness is no excuse and how many times did they have to do this before they fell pregnant, and, as if Lot did not remember being raped by his daughters? Given the daughters thought it was necessary to continue the name, the act was still incest and the three transgressed the laws of Yahweh and it brought forth consequences down the generations. The linage from Lot were the Moabites. The following is noteworthy “The daughters of Lot produced seed by incest. The names of their two sons are very meaningful. The first, Moab, means “from father” (19:37). When the first sister named her boy “from father,” she was saying, “I have a child from my father.” She even gave her child a name to remind her of this. The second daughter gave birth to a boy named Ben-ammi, which means “son of my kin” (19:38). The seed produced by incest became a great damage to the people of God through fornication (Num. 25:1-5). As God’s people were wandering in the wilderness, the Moabites came in. Firstly, they hired the Gentile prophet Balaam to curse God’s people (Num. 22:2-7), but God turned that curse into blessing (Num. 23:11; 24:10). Secondly, Balaam counseled the Moabites to seduce the children of Israel to worship idols and commit fornication (Num. 31:16). Idolatry always brings in fornication, for these two evil “sisters” go together. In Christianity today there are the teachings of Balaam mentioned in Revelation 2:14. The Lord told the church in Pergamos, a degraded, worldly church, that some among them held the teachings of Balaam, the teachings which damaged God’s people through idolatry and fornication.” 1. [cited 27/06/20] https://www.ministrysamples.org/excerpts/THE-SEED-BY-INCEST.HTML Then we come to the time after the flood when there is Noah and his wife their children Shem, Ham and Japheth and their wives (Genesis 7:6-7, 8:18). Yahweh blesses Noah
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and his sons and tells them the same command as Adam and Eve to be fruitful and multiply and replenish the earth (Genesis 9:1). Therefore, to repopulate the earth there would have been incest to get sets of parents, however it was again approved by Yahweh, bringing the RNA and DNA under a spiritual realm. In Genesis 9:18-27 Ham sees the nakedness of his father, some versions say he uncovered the nakedness of his father. In the laws of Moses to uncover means sexual encounter. So, it can be said whilst Noah was drunk Ham has committed incest with his father, to which his father judges him severely with the curse of Canaan. Even looking at his father’s nakedness was a transgression of law. Some writers say Ham had sex with his mother, thus the meaning of uncovering the nakedness of his father. Sex with either his mother or father was said to be a conscious act of usurping the head of the house, parental authority to take dominance. I believe moreover Ham only saw his Father naked, as he told his two brothers and they came in backwards and put a garment over Noah (Genesis 9:22) Noah was Priest of Yahweh, the sons were also taught righteous living. He may have deceived his brothers after he had raped his father to make himself look innocent, thus they walked in backwards to cover him up. Yahweh and Yeshua from the beginning were teaching humans His ways and will, not only them both (Exodus chapters 19 to 34) but by angels (Acts 7:51-54; Galatians 3:19; Hebrews 2:1-3). It was not until the time of the giving of two tablets of testimony to Moses, did they stop (Exodus 32:15-16). Of course, Yeshua The Word made flesh taught as a Rabbi on the earth, angels were messengers but no longer teachers as we have been sealed with The Spirit of Christ Jesus, He is our Teacher. Therefore, laws of Yahweh have been taught from the beginning. Incest and pedophilia laws were given and recorded at the time of Moses. So, there was acceptance for Noah and his sons and their wives children to inter-marry with siblings/relations to replenish the human race. Governed under a spiritual order, only until the Law and the laws within the Law became known by being passed on by written parchments for the peoples of the Earth. Law stating it was transgression and or sin to have sexual relations and to marry or conceive children with same bloodlines, and as it still is today. Given the laws of incest were defined when given to Moses, and are in this Eternal Blood Covenant we are not to marry or have sex with father, step-father, father-in-law, mother, step-mother, mother-in-law, or any half brothers or sisters on either the mothers or the fathers side, sister, half-sister, brother, half-brother, brother-in-law, daughter, stepdaughter, son, step-son, aunt, uncle, nephew, nephew-in-law, niece, niece-in-law, cousins/near kin, fathers brothers wife, the sister of a living wife or husband, daughter in law, granddaughter, step granddaughter, no one descended from our blood lines. “None of you shall approach any blood relative of his to uncover nakedness; I am the LORD. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father, that is, the nakedness of your mother. She is your mother; you are not to uncover her nakedness. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father’s wife; it is your father’s nakedness. The nakedness of your sister, either your father’s daughter or your mother’s daughter, whether born at home or born outside, their nakedness you shall not uncover. ‘The nakedness of your son’s daughter or your daughter’s daughter, their nakedness you shall not uncover; for their nakedness is yours. ‘The nakedness of your father’s wife’s daughter, born to your father, she is your sister, you shall not uncover her nakedness. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father’s sister; she is your father’s blood relative. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of your mother’s sister, for she is your mother’s blood relative. ‘You shall
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not uncover the nakedness of your father’s brother; you shall not approach his wife, she is your aunt. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of your daughter-in-law; she is your son’s wife, you shall not uncover her nakedness. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of your brother’s wife; it is your brother’s nakedness. ‘You shall not uncover the nakedness of a woman and of her daughter, nor shall you take her son’s daughter or her daughter’s daughter, to uncover her nakedness; they are blood relatives. It is lewdness. ‘You shall not marry a woman in addition to her sister as a rival while she is alive, to uncover her nakedness.” Leviticus 18:6-18 “If there is a man who lies with his father’s wife, he has uncovered his father’s nakedness; both of them shall surely be put to death, their bloodguiltiness is upon them. ‘If there is a man who lies with his daughterin-law, both of them shall surely be put to death; they have committed incest, their bloodguiltiness is upon them.” Leviticus 20:11-12
As written in Leviticus 20:11-12 it is a transgression of the law to have sex between sons and the wives of their fathers. Ruben had sexual relations with Jacob’s secondary wife Bilhah (Genesis 35:22, 49:3-4). Absalom had public sexual relations with his father David’s concubines in a tent on the roof in the sight of all Israel (2 Samuel 16:20-23), He likewise knew laws, having been taught his Father David who wanted to build a House for God (1 Samuel 13:14; 2 Samuel 7:1-28), rebellion to law always has consequences. When Jesus said “Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh. This is why a man leaves his father and mother and bonds with his wife, and they become one flesh. This is the reason that a man leaves his father and mother and embraces his wife, and they become one flesh.” (Genesis 2:24) (See also Matthew 19:5 and Ephesians 5:31) The command is to leave the parental bloodline and unite with another bloodline. The identity comes out from the parental not the oneself or the one soul of a same bloodline. So, it is a joint selfhood with a relative through either sexual intimacy and or marriage. Then what is brought forth from the incest couple(s) is unity and or unified and inseparable “one flesh” the spiritual union with selfhood and self-identity happens, one soul one spirit. Thus, we see the connection to narcissism in the parent and child sexual abuse of incest. Incest perpetrators cannot express empathy, or love unconditionally. They are limited to see their child as a boundary they were not supposed to cross for their needs are more important than the child’s. They see the rainbow but are color blind to see the colors, no excuse, however narcissism has its roots in a spiritual stronghold, once the soul intertwines in this personality, it will function and have a life of its own to become that person. It always burdened me to think the incest perpetrator did not consider the life long devastating effect on their daughter or son. The sexuality struggle that would come forth, the shame, the “it must be my fault”, the copious burdens, the trauma they carried. The unclean spiritual infestation and the struggle to get free over their whole lifetime filled me so much anger and distain. Then the fact that they too may become an incest perpetrator or a pedophile or a sex offender having an entitlement to their own children like their father or mother did to them. Not caring about the needs of others only their own, then knowing the cycle may be never ending and if so, I knew the spirits would keep strategizing to bring it back down the generations. All because their sexual gratification had to be met at the daughters or sons expense, the child had to be their object to get off. Little did I know a large piece of wood on the fire was narcissism. A disorder, a bondage, a mental illness, a spiritual stronghold driving them coercing them, a power they had no
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power over distorted their attraction towards one of their own, the same bloodline. This is well recorded and researched in psychology. I am not saying narcissism is a stronghold of every incest perpetrator, however this disorder is a huge precursor for incest to begin. There is some truth in saying many sex offenders were themselves children of incest, and many narcissistic parents had narcissistic parents themselves. However, accountability has to happen, we have to fight to stop the cycle to stop the damage done to children. This book gives keys to come against the spiritual powerbase, this book gives awareness, education and keys so you get set free and you teach your children, so they do not grow up and become incest perpetrators or pedophiles.
THE INCEST SPIRIT IS UNDER THE STRONGMAN WHOREDOM “According to Win Worley, the spirit of whoredom has a throne in the heavenlies, is the major link up and Ruling Spirit in and over families, and the homosexual scene is Whoredom, Idolatry and Prostitution (Isaiah 4:4). 1. [Worley, 14:1996] Kitchen writes Masonic ancestral lines links this homosexual spirit by acts of pedophilia and sodomy to bridge the LGBT spiritual power and authority. The Fertility Cults with Baal worship, Molech, Isis/Astarte/Ishtar/Cybele, Bacchus/Dionysus, Jupiter/Mars/Venus, Underworld, the worship of the phallus brings forth homosexuality, lesbianism, fornication adultery and sins alike. This militant authority has a power base of deception that fortifies its right to exist and move forward as a kingdom authority. 2. [Kitchen, :1997] Gay-affirming now has taken a new level to try and bring a stamp of God’s solidarity for the oppressed! Words being used are “Love and justice include sexual liberation, and the multitudes in the world have to be loosed from homophobia and the fundamentalist control of the church! Her Throne spews out her witchcraft to seduce those in the church having named her spirits Jezebel to carry out her will to ensnare so as to control. “And it came to pass when Joram saw Jehu that he said, ‘Is it peace, Jehu?’ And he answered, ‘What peace so long as the whoredom of thy mother Jezebel and her witchcraft are so many?’” 2 Kings 9:22 WHOREDOM and JEZEBEL “Jezebel’s whoredom includes adultery, fornication, prostitution, debasement and sexual sins of all sorts [Incest pedophilia pederasty, bestiality. Words in brackets here mine]. Whoredom also refers to a betrayal of faithfulness, breaking of vows, and prostitution of self and others for advancement. The whoredom spirit will sell itself and you out. As you can read the Jezebel spirit is not faithful in relationships, in word, or deed. Take the bait and fall in love with an unfaithful Jezebel spirit and you will get your heart ripped out. Scripture declares, “For a whore is a deep ditch, and a strange woman is a narrow pit. She also lieth in wait as for a prey and increaseth the transgressors among men” (Proverbs 23:27-28). Jezebel is the strange woman.” 3. [Cited 4/07/15] http://www.jonasclark.com/sex-seduction-jezebel-spirit-whoredoms/ WHOREDOM and ANTICHRIST 4. [Cited 4/07/15] https://midrashmonthly.wordpress.com/2011/07/11/homosexuality-gender-confusionand-the-spirit-of-baphomet/
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WHOREDOM and DEATH AND HELL Sins with blood and blood covenant with hades release death in the bloodstream that bring forth venereal diseases, aids and even cancer. Taking of virginity is a transgression of blood. Giving of babies in sacrifice into fire are also doors for child abuse on all levels, child hatred also. Taking of virginity of a child female and a child male is also blood covenant. Gods of death and hell are Molech and Mot. THE SPIRIT OF WHOREDOM IS LAWLESSNESS Sexual duality THE SPIRIT OF WHOREDOM IS CULTISM THE SPIRIT OF WHOREDOM IS GENERATIONAL SIN THE CHURCH IS INTOXICATED “With her the kings of the earth committed adultery, and the inhabitants of the earth were intoxicated with the wine of her adulteries." Revelation 17:2 THE SPIRIT OF WHOREDOM HIDES THE MYSTERY OF INIQUITY I have included the following as Worley brings out the strength of this spirit not only in an individual’s life but in the life of a church and her doctrines. You can see this stronghold over persons and or your daughters. WHOREDOM: “Ezekiel 16: “Verse 4, 5 rejections from the womb; Verse 15 - trusting in your own beauty (trusting what the Lord has given you or done for you.) Verse 15 - playing the harlot and pouring out fornications on everyone who passes by (possible false teachings passed on, spirits transferred, a wasting of God-given talents, no discretion.) Verse 16 - decking the high places with colors and playing the harlot there (Possible giving of money or gifts to false religious works or causes, failing to maintain separation from the world; ecumenism) [Grace teaching Christians cannot have demons it’s all under the blood – therefore they refuse or don’t take down the high places deal with the sins of the ancestors or their own transgressions. Saying “oh no I fall under grace” - then they wonder why healing is so far from them, and they cannot maintain ongoing transformation or receive total restoration or healing. This is why they return to their former ways or say I was born this way, or these same-sex attraction have never gone away therapy does not work. Words in brackets here mine]. Verse 16 – making idols or images of men and committing whoredom with them (Idolizing men or teachers) Verse 18, 19 – giving that which belongs to the Lord and what the Lord has given you to idols; sacrificing your sons and daughters to idols to be devoured by them (False religions and cults, possible intermarriage with the heathen.) Verse 24 – building brothels and high places in every street (using your God-given resources to build false ministries and monuments to men) Verse 25 – multiplying whoredoms by being open to everyone who passes by (Possible openness to false teachings and teachers and doctrines of demons.) Verse 26 – increasing your whoredoms with the Egyptians through sexual indulgences. Verse 27 – diminishing your ordinary food (possible poverty, hunger, or not being able to digest and utilize your food.) Verse 28 – being insatiable and unsatisfied (Possibly with food, overweight, sexual lust, money, fame, etc.) Verse 28, 29 – increasing dissatisfaction by multiplying whoredoms with the Assyrians
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and Chaldeans (Babylon) Verse 30 – weakness of heart and mind Verse 32 – adultery Verse 33, 34 – being contrary Verse 37-41 – losing God’s protection Verse 37-41 – God’s judgment upon you Verse 45 – loathing and rejecting husband and children (Rejection God, divorce, broken families.) Verse 47 – being more corrupt in God’s sight than the heathen Verse 49 – pride, fullness of bread (overeating, gluttony, self-indulgence), abundance of idleness; not helping the poor and needy Verse 50 – haughtiness, committing abominations Verse 52, 54 – shame, being confounded (disappointed, delayed, shamed, becoming dry spiritually.) Verse 59 – despising oaths made to God and breaking covenant with Him.” 2. [Worley, 1996:16-17] “They will not frame their doings to turn unto their God; for the spirit of whoredoms is in the midst of them, and they have not known the Lord.” Hosea 5:4 KJ Worley, Win, Booklet 30 Seducing Spirits, [www.hbcdelivers.org E-Mail: wrwmail@aol.com H. B. C, Box 626, Lansing, Illinois 60438, 1991] 14. [Malligan 56:2015] 5.
THE INCEST SPIRIT IS A SPIRIT OF CONTROL One of the most powerful forces for good and evil is sex, and we know sex changes everything. The incest spirit, a family inherited spirit, thus, it is a familiar spirit. It can be in a nest of differing strongmen. The strongman is in charge of their underlings in its nest to allow whatever spirit to function to secure its dominion and grounds or to enlarge its borders. Over strongmen are Ruling Strongmen. The incest spirit is a mind control spirit, mainly belongs to the Principality of Jezebel. It is not a strongman, but its strongman can also have the desire for mother son relationship or any incest, and it does function alone without the incest spirit manifesting as the incest spirit is a lessor control spirit, but very able to take-over the mind. This spirit works controlling the mind, a takeover spirit. Keeping the mind confused, depraved, darkened, and inflamed in lust in skills to continue the incest. It profanes the Name of God and is profanity (Amos 2:7). Just like homosexuality this spirit will keep their host thinking futile and the heart foolish, blinding it from the truth, harding the heart. Bound to the immorality the person remains in sin and the network of spirits it functions with have the intent of them remaining down the family line. When a parent dies and has not uprooted this spiritual stronghold, it hangs around the family line to enter into whoever commits these transgressions. If you are in deliverance or praying into your own life, ask for The Anointing to put them into the place Jesus has assigned of them till the Great White Throne Judgment. Speak it, then ask Jesus to breath on your words to let it be so. “21. But their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools.” 26. Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones. In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Me committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the
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due penalty for their perversion.” Romans 1:21-22, 26-27 see also verses 28-32 The ways most spirits function is a strongman spirit will cause you to receive other spirits and or inherited spirits will want to be able to outwork their personalities and control. It will bring in others such as homosexuality, voyeurism, self-love, narcissism, guilt, blame, lying, silence, shame, self-mutilation, murder, revenge, disgust, grief, sorrow, torment, silence, denial, fear, fear of men/women, lust, depression, mental torment, mental illness like OCD, it will bring forth multiple personalities, dissociate, bi-polar, eating disorders, self-hatred, hatred of men or women, hatred of parents, drug and alcohol and pornography addiction. If you have a family stronghold of Leviathan the king of pride this strongman will cause you to go to the spirits of lust and perversion for sexual pleasures. These spirits keep you on the merry go round of destruction to keep you trapped in the transgression, they are destroyers, they are your enemy and never give your enemy a second change or reason with them, show no mercy, none. Any mind control spirit is horrid and powerful, and works with manipulation, it is in mental illness, schizophrenia, depression, and suicide to mention a few to add religious control. Spirits of domestic abuse, jealousy and envy all cooperate with one another to keep one in a powerful disastrous state with the conscious seared. This is where we see the marriage of antichrist and jezebel as antichrist is physically and emotionally abusive. They operate to keep one in a stronghold, a fortress, or a fortified place of incest, and or pedophilia. Even bringing forth bi-sexuality, transgenderism, lesbianism, and homosexuality and other perverse transgressions. Such as sodomy in marriages, sadism, and sex with animals. We must invade the enemies territory to see this stronghold come off our children’s and our lives and stop it from reconnecting in our seeds linage. They have to be taught there are some secrets we just do not keep! It is not easy as children grow up leave home and do the opposite to what they have been taught in a Christian home. They do marry non-Christians or live in sin and invite these networks of spirits back down the family linage. They birth children out of wedlock and then separate, and that stronghold is there over the son(s) from the father. So, they work relentlessly at the mother to commit incest with the son, it is heart breaking. Then the mother keeps the child in fear by physical and emotional abuses to keep it a secret. The child is traumatized and disturbed in so many ways, and mother says he has ADHD to cover her driven lust and guilty behavior. She knows it is an offence worthy of jail time. Her sins pile up, and happy is the kingdom of darkness for ensnaring God’s children and in witchcraft consummation of mother and son. The damage of incest with its tendrils of fear and trauma is in so much of our spirit body mind and emotions. It takes a terrible toll on persons and takes years to untangle and demolish out of the personality. It as though we have been programmed by spirits when we are triggered in later life we go back to the time of the abuse. However, the Good News is, inviting Jesus in as Lord and Savior into every area, every programming done not only by works of spirits but by the perpetrators. Into every effect of incest, child molestation, pedophilia, rape, abuses will lessen and unhooks us from the enemies legal grounds of fortification and destruction they cause in all directions. Father let it be so In Jesus Name Amen” [Malligan, 2014:36]
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THE INCEST SPIRIT IS MARRIED TO TRAUMA AND FEAR New Age techniques, mental health and their doctrines or occult ways cannot deal with the spiritual infestation of unclean spirits that perpetuate these unhealthy iniquitous cycles.
https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/trauma-is-not-a-life-sentence [Cited 23/07/2020] Being traumatized because of sexual assault, rape, pedophilia, incest having happened to us or being a secondary victim cannot remain for we have out Great High Priest who has Power and Authority to set us free and uncover all things hidden. He alone is the only One who can truly set us free and cause a complete change in every aspect of our lives, even though it takes time, but it is possible. Trauma is suffering, it is a tool used by darkness and Trauma is hidden in plain sight, and the spirits want to keep it hidden. It gets overlooked as fear, paranoia, phobia’s and anxiety and depression. Therefore, to label yourself and say “I’m in trauma” “I have PTSD” is a blessing. Like others and I we could not see or discern we were in trauma or experiencing PTSD. Trauma always causes you to feel frightened, helpless and to not trust people. Trauma brings disturbing thoughts, the what if’s, the maybe, the reminders when you see the same event or when you see children or babies and anxiety levels escalate. Overcoming trauma and fear is no walk in the park neither is it a onetime event. Labeling trauma is a blessing, it frees us from the stronghold and uproots the spirits behind it who bring the memory recall, the dreams, the dread, the lies, the scenarios the deception, the out of control running thoughts. For me hearing babies cry, hearing correction or seeing children get hit or knowing a child had been or is or maybe being sexually abused sent me into anxiety, dread, fear, panic, nervousness, upset/sick in the stomach. I would get thoughts I did not think, imaginations I did not think, memories of my suspicion, memories of my childhood, memories of parental fights. I would struggle with depression with sleep and drinking to get happy. My muscles in my neck and shoulders or back ached. Always no appetite yet the desire to get drunk to knock the edge off. I was unable to cope to make simple decisions without the feelings of constant anxiety. Then I would make rash decisions so that decision was out of the way, yet they were poor choices. I always socially distanced myself in these times to only speak to my customers I cleaned for. Sad thing was, I invited them in my circle of trauma and fears to damage their mindsets. Trauma has dominated my life and kept me in captivity, even blinded me to not seeing I was in it and had a stronghold of trauma. I overcame fear of demons and this took seven years. I have had trauma in the womb, trauma from hospitalization as a baby having died three times, and they left babies in those days to cry it out in a room full of other crying babies away from the mothers. Trauma from tormenting spirits “we are going to molest all your children” “men molest their daughters.” Trauma from seeing my father bash my mother up, seeing his violence after he came home from the pub throwing his meals through the window or at the wall or at Mum.
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Trauma from being taken in the car with my other siblings by our father who would drive so fast on dirt roads and say he is going to kill us all; even parking at the edge of a river and saying he was going to drive in and drown us all, we would be screaming. We were so afraid of him that we feared his violence so we would get in the car. I saw him once throw my one-year old brother from one end of the room to the other and he landed on my other little brother. Trauma from knowing my school friends and neighbors were being sexually abused by their fathers. Trauma seeing a schoolteacher molest girls in the class in front of us all and them come behind you and you would wonder if you would be the next victim, he ran his hand down over your breasts. Trauma from seeing where a man had run down two elderly persons on a pedestrian crossing, he drove off dragging a body for a kilometer or more leaving a wide trail of blood on the road. Trauma from being brutalized by a man thinking I was a gay man coming onto him as I accidently went into the wrong toilet; I was black on one side of my face for weeks. Traumatized from a man who held a knife at me as I parked in his car park. Trauma from infidelity in a lesbian relationships, her gaslighting and possessiveness. Trauma from having my daughter molested by a girlfriend who herself had incest from her father. Trauma from having perceived my grandson was being groomed maybe molested. Trauma of my daughter living with me and correcting her son to me unfairly and the yelling and the crying and the hitting him for what I believed to be not needed; myself sticking up for him and her anger at me for interfering in her parenting. No wonder I did not cope with ordinary or simple things when she and her son were living with me. I was in throws of trauma, unknowingly acting in a traumatized personality. I never saw it in myself that’s what was happening to me was trauma rooted, PTSD. So I just numbed my emotions with drinking before I came home from work to deal with the triggers that would arise just being around her, just looking at her. I had the trauma of rejection for once being a lesbian by church members and leaders, unable to keep or make friendships. Trauma from being disregarded for the core beliefs of this ministry exposing the spirits of darkness attached homosexuality and sexual transgressions. The darkness still use family and people to dislike me, to shun me, to disregard and ignore me, to not talk to me anymore. I am not concerned anymore, but absolutely honored. They can say I am to mental, to Christian, too lesbian for after all once a lesbian always a lesbian, even Christians think this! No Jesus heals, especially the desire for same sex relationships, it lessons, you become born again. Truth is, it is far more valiant to be His soldier, His servant than live from your base nature; we have to move on to the upward call. The fight is real, and these things need to be imprisoned, away from our blood lines and away from our humanity. Regardless of what people say that I’m to demon minded, to obsessive with child sexual abuse, not right in the head, too much into conspiracy to much whatever they can use to keep me friendless, family-less, unliked, disregarded or isolated, daughterless and grandson-less, Jesus will vindicate. Besides it becomes training for reigning and I’m in the fight. I’m not here to and we are not here to descend to the whims of our humanity or base emotions. I ascend to be the spiritual person I am to become and be the warrior I am invited to become. I’ve had more trauma, when I became a Christian the trauma from unseen entities/spirits of physically moving me under the lie of intercession and their groaning and weight upon me, bouncing me on my bed, this brought forth fear of demons when I discerned it was
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not Holy Ghost. So ticked that I was allowed to be deceived as I was ignorant of scriptural truths, thought this was unfair for Holy Spirit to allow such deception. Witchcraft said, “we have had your family for generations, and we are not going to let you go.” They have put up a real fight, so I fought back. Regardless of the effects I have milked as much as I can to set others free and myself free. Trauma from their emotional abuses of constant voices “we are praying for you we are thinking for you” and the torment of saying “well f..k you, well f..k you, well f..k you”. Because of this tormenting of my mind I went into passivity, the mental pain when I did think inside my head had to be overcome. That took me years and years to overcome and the fear of demons to conquer and find my authority over them in Christ. Trauma was the major causation for homosexuality to be outlived in me. Held hostage by trauma and fear, it was not until the age of forty-one that I was free from fear. However, trauma was hidden as I thought trauma was fear and anxiety. It only surfaced to name it when I went for ministry on a prayer line a few years ago. The Prophetess said I had a principality who has hindered me and stopped me moving in ministry and more healing. The Holy Spirit revealed it was Hell and Death with their tentacles of trauma and their inroads. I never knew, I just kept on receiving wounds after wounds from anyone they could use. Overall my Christian walk they worked relentlessly to keep me unwanted, friendless, isolated, and out of platform ministry. Bringing trauma everywhere they could from anyone they could work through. Little did I realize I had not overcome trauma or seen the extent of it in my life, or pulled it down in the heavenlies over my life, thus they had inroads to bring forth warfare and give me more trauma that cycled around. I continue to work through trauma and in regards to her treatment of me, her abuse, rudeness, her void of empathy remorse and compassion, her disrespect, disloyalty and hidden immorality I am sifting this also. I wonder what she is not telling me of past events, or did not see the forest for the trees as I believe I did not do that bad as a Mother or in bringing her up. As for spirits, I think they are cheats, it is no real fight when demons and spirits of darkness capture a soul to do their will. It is easy for them to capture. To illustrate: of course a child is going to take a bag of lollies from an adult or pat their dog, there is no battle here. If it interests you, the following link is my testimony out of fear of demons and homosexuality:
https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan/docs/jesus_set_me_free_from_lies_to_truth_from_hate_t o_ https://books.noisetrade.com/kathleenmalligan/jesus-set-me-free-from-fear-an Death and Hell is one principality, the others are Jezebel and Antichrist mentioned in The Bible. Death is not just an event and hell is not just a place for the dammed. In Revelation 1:18 Death rides the pale horse and is the 4 th seal of Revelation and Hades is following with him and they are given power over a fourth of the earth. Revelation 20:14 reveals there are evil spirits by the names of Death and Hell. Revelation 20:13 infers they have the spirits of dammed people as prisoners, and they hold them until the day of judgment; Revelation 21:4-8 reveals who are in hell. This is same when these spirits enter our bodies for transgressions done against us or our transgressions, they operate in the area they possess or where they have inroads to manifest. Sin allows them to manifest yet stay in faith as all spirits that indwell us are as dogs on chains. They are limited and they are used to correct us and used to keep us on the narrow path and to train and teach us His will and ways. Fear not, we have authority against them
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to bind them, to put judgment on them whilst their grounds are outworked in our souls when they manifest unrulily. Once cast out if they come back, we can confess the transgression and they must leave as “when we confess our sins, He is just to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” This means the unclean spirits are unrighteous, not just the sin by Him forgetting it, both are cleansed. We can ask for any curse to be broken and any spirit attached to be plucked out, so we may be cleansed from all unrighteousness when we transgress. He is Lord and it is only Him by His Spirit who can cast them out so we can be cleansed. He can use them as an irritant like sandpaper if we abuse His grace or if it is a sin that leads to death eternal, so do not get to excited, He will not leave us in our sin but bring us to repentance. Trauma builds a house, a fortress, brick by brick, wall by wall. Freezes our mobility, deafens our judgment, numbs our feelings, yet underneath hidden is them a ball of flames. Trauma roots itself in the wounding, its cohorts cause and freezes us at each event to put more ice more cold more alignment to jail us in destruction. Numb, me numb, me numb, me it cry’s out that way it will stay hidden. Shattering us psychologically, emotionally damaging us that we never feel secure. It is a strong emotion presenting itself as fear, shame, guilt and anxiety, panic, hiding behind these emotions. Shock is its offsider which also lodges in the psychic and goes into the body like trauma to cause illness, sickness and disease. If they have the brain, they have the body, so they bring forth incest, rape, pedophilia, children dressed as adults, pornography, voyeurism, sexual abuse, sex slavery and trafficking. PTSD - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder down the family line is a power base to continue to bring the cycle of destruction. From the womb we experience trauma as it has inroads. I know I was tormented in the womb, “you are a girl, and they want a boy” “we are going to get you” “we are going to molest your children.” Hearing the arguments, the physical abuse from my father to my mother would also have given me trauma in the womb. Going home and being mothered moreover by the elder sisters than my mother kept the ice blocks of trauma building their house for future occupation so as to takeover for destruction and loss at my expense. I did not realize trauma will revisits us in many ways and being a Christian does not exempt us or our children from being traumatized again and again, or becoming incest victims or perpetrators or pedophiles. Neither did I realize trauma runs so deep in the psychic the mind the emotions the will and the body and the spirit of us as humans that it can take years and years of ministry, counselling and self-help and prayer to uproot. If we believe we have dealt with trauma do not be surprised it will show its face again. We have to learn ways to process and discern it as life happens. To add invite Jesus in when you experience a traumatic event. If you are mature you will process the event and no spirits will be able to attach to the event. Remember trauma is as natural as sweating, trauma response is part of the human makeup. We do not get spirits for sweating or laughing or crying or at that going to the toilet. So stand in your deliverance knowing Jesus is Lord and Lord over the traumatic event, it is a finished work at Calvary, you are redeemed from the hands of the enemy. I have written about trauma in a book Understanding And Overcoming Homosexuality By Healing All Trauma and Shock. You can find it as the following site or put in search bar Kathleen Malligan Issuu, and it will bring up all the ministry books I have written. I have also mentioned and have prayer strategies in the teaching of being a secondary victim of pedophilia if you are a secondary victim. It has strategies on how not to let trauma take root again.
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THE INCEST SPIRIT IS - AND ITS FRUITS ARE: This network’s fruit is various, if this generational curse cannot get you one way, they will get in other ways. They have all the bases loaded and are the players on both teams even pretending to be friends and on your team. If one knew that the devastation of this act was so deep, so debilitating for a life time, so many open doors for unclean spirits; and, if one truly loved their child, was about their best and their welfare they would never concede to the temptations of committing sexual abuse, molestation, incest or pederasty or pedophilia. However, these perpetrators already have a stronghold operative, as seen in the narcissistic personality. Regardless what foundational stone it operates from they become depraved, their conscious becomes seared, their heart hard, and basically, they are an unclean spirit trafficker. That is a person who opens doors for copious amount of spirits to de-rail and wreck a life and their own and the lives of their generation and those to come. Incest carries a ten (10) generational curse, this is why we must invade and demolish their territory. We must and I say we must train our children about the war between the gods. We must tell them temptations will come from indwelling spirits and witchcraft projection to commit incest, think about incest, think about pedophilia, think about sexual acts when changing babies nappies, or watch this in porn sites or to masturbate about these acts or the acts that happened to others, that is their spouses or partner or friends. We must inform them that spirits come from the breaking of biblical laws and spirits lure others in or others back if a generation uproots these networks. We must inform them they will be targeted. We must educate our children why not to yield to any temptations on the mind about father daughter sex mother son sex or any incest or adult and child sex in any form. We must tell them that sister and brother, sister and cousin or brother is never permissible. We must tell them about Uncle or Aunty or friends of the family that suggest or touch inappropriately to tell, to speak up, to fight, to run. We must tell them that not all people are safe and keep a discerning heart about teachers, day care teachers, swim coaches, football coaches, priests, pastors, leaders, scouts and places alike. We must keep them covered in prayer so that their mouths are loosed to speak up, that they fight back, and say no, I am telling, they need to know this is not a secret to keep. As raw a subject it may be, they must be informed that sibling sexual acts is unlawful, gross. We have to reveal the spiritual and natural consequences of just one action like show me yours or let me suck your nipple or can I get on top of you or I will show you mine if you show me yours will in time bring more temptations and in the long run put themselves and their children in a mine field of destruction. We must inform them they will one day become a father, or a mother and we must say this temptation will most likely come against their mind. To never yield to it, to rebuke it and bring judgment of angelic sore vexing for their suggestions. “I resist your will Satan, get behind me.” Father, let Your angels bring a judgment of sore vexing upon the spirits who are bringing these perverse thoughts to my mind for three days and three nights, in Jesus Name.”
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They must be taught to listen to their conscience, listen to their inner heart that tells them right from wrong, as realize it is speaking. I did not and this is why I write this book. It is wise to train your child from an early age on how to listen to their conscience, how their inner man/woman can receive The Light of Spirit of Christ Jesus and the Ministering Spirits of our Kingdom to know right from wrong. The truth is, spirits of ten generations will want to hold their grounds, take back grounds and want to refortify to weaken and overpower the Kingdom of Light our Lord and Redeemer Jesus Christ and His people. This act sure does enlarge their spiritual boarder to bring us to shipwreck. When you read the points below you will understand the importance of training a child in the way he and she must go, we do not want our children to grow up to become pedophiles or pederasts neither do we do not want our children to grow up to become incest perpetrators. These are the strongmen the spirit can be nested within: •
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The following are their fruits and the functions of the copious amounts of unclean spirits because of the acts of incest and pedophilia. Everyone is not affected in the same way, you may want to tick, circle or highlight the fruit you felt and experienced so you can pinpoint and work through and become healed. You can name a spirit behind the fruit, these are the ones that function in the network of trauma, incest and pedophilia. The Spirit of Christ Jesus will bring light to your reality, your personal experience. After you read the following you can commit these areas to Jesus and take Him as Lord and Savior specifically at each point you marked. This takes away their ground, and do it out loud. This shows them you resist them, renounce them and refuse their will in your life any longer; making Jesus Lord and Savior in every aspect of your life from the womb to date in this stronghold. It is assumed you are reading this book for healing and deliverance of the unclean power base and the desire to uproot this from the generation and the generations to come. Or you may be a pedophile or committed sins alike. Therefore, the points below do not determine you have been a victim of incest or pedophilia, however they are experiences or the fruits of the root of incest, or you can say the offshoots to the root of incest/sexual abuse. Again there are spirits to the fruit that can be identified, and the Spirit of Christ Jesus will enlighten your mind to your individuality. If you are a perpetrator seeking understanding and freedom, I trust you understand children are not capable of consenting. Therefore if you were abused how could you be to blame? It is never the fault of the child, never. They do not understand the nature of sex or have they any information regarding the act or its consequences. You are the guilty one of child rape and for the violation of their rights and the stealing of their innocence and childhood. However, continue to read for there is no power other than that of The Finished Work of Calvary with The Power and Presence of The Spirit of Christ Jesus to change your heart and bring you to genuine repentance that you allow Him to keep this lust of your flesh, this perversion, to be brought under His Power and to train and teach you and lead you to His Words of the Scriptures. Let me make this clear, you never had the freedom to have sexual interludes with a baby or a child or a teen. Laws of the land and laws of The Bible are clear that it is forbidden. It was always under your power to reach out for help, to reach out for knowledge, to reach out to surrender to a power greater than yourself. If you were brought up in church you had The Spirit of Christ Jesus within you to get on your face and go for grace, you could have studied why you were tempted and driven to desire incest and pedophilia. I am fully aware of the spiritual power base and the spiritual manifestations that control the mind and the nervous system, yet somewhere you ignored your conscience to cross the line for this network to ensnare you and bring you under their control; you choose not to fight it or resist it or at that talk to it or invoke the power of The Angels of The Living God against such incoming thoughts.
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I believe the desire to have sex with children and or babies can be controlled, there are many recovering pedophiles and at that alcoholics. I was once sex addicted, a heroin addict and an alcoholic. I once was with a young girl and her age I had no idea. I went as far as having a shower with her and when we went to the bed my conscience could not engage sexually with her. I later found out she was fifteen. Another circumstance I was drunk and myself my girlfriend were in bed with a neighbor who was like a sister to me, and here I even had the power to resist not to engage sexually with her, I could not do it as drunk as I was. Your conscience screamed at you, yet you let it fester and you never listened. Therefore once addicted to this lust you lost control and you believed all the lies, these spirits told you. Truth is, they are and were the voices in your head that you thought were your own thoughts and now they are yours, you must wear the guilt and where wise make restitution. Bottom line, it is a work of evil, pure evil, originated from evil spirits and you having intertwined you also have become evil in actions and your personality has taken on a false evil personality of a pedophile. Your demonstration of lack of self-control needs to be surrendered and reigned under the Power of The Spirit of Christ Jesus. You will have to deny yourself till death and pick up your cross and follow closely Christ Jesus till you die, unlike most Christians. Where your trauma has given you pathways of sexual arousal, these fusing neurons can be unfused. Dr Mark Schwartz says, “neurons that fire together wire together.” 1. [Cited 5/06/2021] (6) WEBINAR VIDEO: SEXUAL DIFFICULTIES FOLLOWING CHILDHOOD SEXUAL ABUSE and TRAUMA - YouTube However, your pleasure centers can be rewired, Christ Jesus is Able. Therefore, trauma therapy is necessary, especially if you have to have the memory of your childhood abuse to get turned on when you are with your partner and or spouse. If you are the victim turned oppressor, this is your sexual power base and where the unclean spirits will intrude. Yes, they continue to operate even when your soul has been trauma bonded to sexual desire. Their spiritual intrusion is to keep your desires active and operative and your anxious attachment to incest and or pedophile fueled. All the parts of yourself have to be integrated. The internal communication can be subconscious and habitual, only The Spirit within knows your way of functioning. Flashbacks of memory can be neutralized, seek and search for therapy, seek online teachers, in line with praying it through, taking Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior in your pleasure centers, where the neurons that fired together that wired together can be unfused and brought under His Dominion and Lordship and Power. Enmeshment can be undone; you will have to do work here in this stronghold. Empathy for children has to be fostered and the anointing on you to learn this and do this. The deviant arousal has to be brought to death, the Spirit of Christ Jesus is well Able to do this and bring forth non deviate arousal. He can and does anoint the pleasure centers of our being, He can numb this in your central nervous system. The Scriptures tell us there is a gift of singleness, I have it, I leave sleeping beauty sleep, I do not wake her up, I do not want to, I walk closely with Him. He can lead you to techniques and methods as you search online for healing. Pointing out your sin in scripture and making you realize this will lead you to death eternal in hell. Saying a prayer or prayer strategies will not be the full cure or stop you. There is a partnership expected a bringing to death of the stronghold, a conversion to being His faithful Disciple living by instructions of righteousness. You will have to be converted to holiness, a conversion to King and Priest or Eunuch unto Him. Being an ordinary person an ordinary self-willed Christian will not suffice, you have to be born again, walk close and foster constant relationship, be at one with Him, it will be a process of transformation.
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There is no magic that will take the reality away that you have a proclivity to incest and pedophilia. You have a blueprint that needs to be drawn again and definitely recognized by your consciousness. Prayer does not take you to a place that incest, pedophilia, rape and so has never happened, you do not get a new body soul and spirit. That motor has done some miles, it needs reconditioning, no new one is not available here sorry, memory remains till death. Yes, your desires and compulsions can be altered back into wholeness and definitely holiness, you and people like myself being ex-homosexual will have to walk close all the time and obey all the time, thus we become truly born again from above. We surrender all of ourselves; therefore these proclivities will have little or no power over us one day, it is possible, lesbianism has no power over me neither does sex addiction. You must surrender to be the Eunuch, that is abstinence of all sexual pleasure. If you are single, no sexual arousal, it has to be brought to naught. Becoming The King and The Priest of Yahweh, walking in this anointing, empowered to live by His instructions and laws is the only way or rehabilitation. The LGBTQ who want to criminalize rehabilitation of homosexuality and transsexuality, even though the proclivity has come forth from child sexual abuses are the blind leading the blind. They themselves are violating humanity and the rights of human freedom. They are also guilty of violating the rights of those who can help and those who want help and restoration and rehabilitation. The queer and the ridiculous the fabulous the savageness should not be allowed to dictate to our Governments and person put in authority in any nation, yet we see they have snuck in the back door and the windows to bring their desired change. Love might be love but not when it breaks spiritual laws and changes the fabric of society for digression and open doors for child marriage and a blind eye to incest and pedophile. To say once gay always gay, to say all of them were born gay and to say calling homosexuality and transsexuality sin to be a criminal offense is denying that mankind is in need of a power greater than himself/herself of a God. It is denying that mankind needs a religion, needs forgiveness of sin, needs moral improvement, needs psychiatric and counseling and rehabilitation and above all needs to have the freedom of choice according to sound laws of a religion of any nation. To deny one of the adjustability of unwanted sexuality or unwanted pedophilia in saying they are unchangeable, and these proclivities are natural, this is straight out wrong. This belief is corrupt and evil in itself. We all are to have instinct, created with instinctive moral genes that give us filters; all are born instinctively to have control, all are to reign in desires. Actions that are sins that become habitual and addictive and harmful to self and others must be brought under laws under the power of The Spirit of Christ Jesus, the fusing has to be rewired, our instinctive behavior has to born again, back to a human Geno that was intended to be. The homosexual and transexual scene is riddled with sexual perversion and addiction and few boundaries fuels their immoral sexual exploits. This is why we are human and not animal. Even animals can be taught right from wrong, even animals have intelligence, we are without excuse and should never have bowed down to such a perverse minority that criminalizes the righteous, the moral, the servants of any God. Incest and pedophilia must never be normalized, I say it is evil, the weak the ignorant are never to be overpowered by this perverse desire. I say it is a crime against the powerless and it is a crime if we stop people reaching out and pointing out laws that call these acts acceptable and legal, it is sinful, unrighteousness. Forgive my rant, against child rapists, for pedophiles or incest perpetrators. I believe crossing the boundary into incest needs a dressing down and I need to dress down for my
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own healing and closure. Anyway, be blessed and be a blessing as you read the following A-to-Z accounts of the fruits of these horrendous act of incest and pedophilia. To make note here, I write because of the calling on my life, for my own healing and to set both the perpetrators and the victims who are captives free from this prison house of incest and pedophilia, regardless of my opinion of the acts. This is personal and what you went through is your journey out, therefore I do not need to write all the deviate ways your were seduced or what lies you were told. I do not want to teach people or give them ideas how to get away with incest or pedophile and sins alike. To add if I sound like an expert, I am not, I do a lot of research and listen to many podcasts and YouTube teachings. I am not called to speak, I can think inside my head very well, but to speak it out is not a gift or a strength. A lot of information and knowledge is repeated in my findings, so I speak in general and do not quote persons all the time for many reasons, however I list most book and internet citing’s. I trust you will be propelled to recovery and healing and restoration from this book.
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Alone, suffering alone, not safe to express emotions, isolation, socially do not fit in, cannot make or keep friends, disconnected.
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Anxiety, panic attacks, overwhelming anxiety and fear, always alert, worry about going crazy
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Accusation “you are crazy” “you are bad” are the scapegoat or the sacrificial lamb, all the problem of the wife is blamed on the child, problems of the family are blamed on child/victim/survivor
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Anger rage especially towards the sex that was the perpetrator, misogyny, anger at them usurping authority or violating will
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Astral Travel, dissociation [Because the trauma is so great, they leave their body. To further cope they see it as only happening to the body not their spirit person. They then can see in the spirit and choose to leave that scene and travel elsewhere. This is just another demonic/spirit door opened, done under the power of another spiritual network. This network will later function to lead them into error heresy and false teaching of new age and the occult, satanic and witchcraft beliefs and practices to either heal or to possess portions of their soul, never lead them to truths of Christianity where it is the greatest Power to deliver them from their evil grounds]
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Anorexia and Bulimia [Fear of growing up into an adult body is a root to these illnesses. Some do not want their body to change. Some can think they are not good enough to eat, or a form of self-punishment stemming from parental lies and the avoidance attachment.
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Blame: blame mother and or father for not protecting them; blame God for allowing it to happen “where were You God” [Yet the parent/family did not cover victim in prayer; or they may not have been in Covenant; or did they respond to the witness in their heart when Holy Spirit or ministering spirits were speaking. This network keeps hidden and keeps it hidden using many excuses in and over the mind of the others close to keep it hidden. Rationalization is easy for the human brain. This was discussed in the bullet point of someone being complicit, and or a silent partner, an accomplice, a cohort. The perpetrator will blame others to get the guilt off of them, if they see someone as a threat to exposing them or it stopping, they will gaslight, they will blame those of being mental suspicious or whatever. They will even oust you out of their lives especially if you are a grandparent or an outside relative, so you are not a threat to their exposure. Perpetrators will blame you, saying you are the one molesting their child; deflection is an old age trick, obviously revealing their guilt. The anger displayed by them gives away their guilt, blame shifting attacks. Reverse psychology is manipulation, it is the doing and saying of the opposite of what they want or are guilty of doing]
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Belittling, demeaning
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Bedwetting
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Busyness, workaholism, stealing [Sad thing is thoughts are twisted to believe one is taking back what was stolen to even the score; or going against authority as a way of getting back power; or receiving the rush of adrenaline that fusing feeling became pleasurable or a backward way of crying for help]
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Charismatic [Hidden behind the ‘you beaut’ all-rounder man, (Can be linked to a narcissist profile) that nice man, that man who everyone likes and or woman everyone likes; that man who is so kind and loving and or who does the housework the washing the laundry, everything for his wife, yet he is molesting his daughter(s). Not just the parent, but the outsider or the relative he or she may be buying your child stuff, taking them to games, groups, to Sunday school, or school. He / she may be your friend, Pastor/Priest/Reverend, church member, Head teacher, schoolteacher, best friend they can be all types of persons. He or she also is doing it under your nose, in front of you, very touchy feely, very generous, gifts, overly concerned for your children. Yes, but your trust and ignorance, and his / her calculated skills have gone under the radar. He has tested the waters enough to know you were the one, he or she could deceive and groomed your children enough to get them alone to begin his violation. His/her control, his power games in his/her mind and they are aware of what gets them off. Truth is his/her games they play can be noticed, if you think back and ask for Jesus to reveal what you overlooked
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and what was in plain sight and what was hidden in plain sight you will have confirmation and healing and prosecution can begin. Recall that accidental touch that he/she apologized for, that comment to test you “she is my girlfriend” that trick to carry out his/her things to the car or inside their house; that trick of helping your child with his zipper; that sexual comment about a woman/man in a magazine on the table to your child/ren; the leaving out of sexual material so the child sees it so they can talk about sex to them which is all part of the grooming; the day they came home seemingly drugged or alcohol had been given to them; that emergency trick to get them over or near them; that sitting on the lap right over the crotch and his/her hand up the back of the child’s shirt; the time they told you that this perpetrator was going to make them someone when they grew up or pay for their first car or get them a good job; when they offered to teach them sport, teach them music without cost; get him or her a pet and so on. Has your child told you about the special privileges given by his/her coach, teacher, relation, babysitter, father/mother, doctor, pediatrician; (Never underestimate or fully trust a doctor or someone in the medical profession. I have been sexually abused by three doctors and even at fifty a doctor begged me so to speak to give me a pap smear. One doctor asked me to leave him alone with my daughter when she was twelve-years-old, come on! Be cautious also of a driving school instructor and also those who dress up as Santa or a clown, watch their behavior. I have heard of pedophiles groups who go to adventure parks and fantasize on what they would do to the children they watch play. If you look you can see the pedophile, especially if you pray for the gift of discernment and have the spiritual protection and deceit pushed back. Do not go looking it is not healthy, walk in faith, He will show you and they are sticky, you can see it. Prior your senses told you many a time, gut feeling it is a knower another brain telling you to beware, look out look at that, Holy Ghost will be speaking. A spirit will come in and rationalize what you saw, and your own fear will. It says it cannot be he is the Headmaster, he is the Priest, he goes to church, she is his mother, I just do not know what you can do to a baby or a toddler, he is her father, she is his Nana, he/she would not do that! Look, there is a phantom spirit hiding them, it operates behind there persona and its link up in and over you keeps you from seeing it. Yes, it can be seen and prayed into the Light; your eyes can be opened. The Spirit of Christ Jesus will show you and those you pray for so they can see. These spirits are defrauding the whole household, the linage, your family and can be and will be and have to be exposed. Ask the questions, when your child says they are playing doctors and nurses, Thomas the tank engine, dinosaurs, wrestling or whatever game they say they are playing with dad mum uncle aunty grandad grandma and so on. With wrestling, watch this as they are touching these children, it is the pedophiles foreplay. Focus on that gut feeling, your instinct speaks, ask yourself questions when you get triggered that what you saw was weird or inappropriate or when The Spirit of Christ Jesus is enlightening you to warning. Reverse psychology is drummed into us from the system, from school from the media. You have to override this conditioning and have it brought into The Power and Presence of The Spirit of Christ Jesus. Keep it in your heart, pray about it, write it down, your instinct is correct. All these missed moments will allow the abuse to go the extra mile. One day you will join the dots]
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Control; maternal control; mind is controlled by spirits; mind is controlled by spirits of children to desire to go to daddy/mummy sister brother uncle aunty or cousin. [It is a strategy of spirits, therefore in early stages the perpetrator thinks they like it and want it and want them. You will not miss this as the child will act out in front of others and seem sexually mature or sexually aware. They can even go to the perpetrator and start making out in front of people/family/friends. I’ve see it, they get shoved away, not told that it is inappropriate behavior as it will bring attention on their guilt. Or you will have opposite of this, and the child will not be wanting to be near them or hug or allow them to kiss hello or goodbye. There will be a change in their behavior, bed wetting, angry, fighting, teeth grinding, even setting the area that it happens in on fire or setting things on fire according to studies. When visiting family or others they can go to either the perpetrator or the partner/spouse who may not be committing incest/pedophilia and start sexually acting out. Especially if this is a norm since a baby, the child has no idea it is inappropriate behavior. To you it must be a warning sign, a red flag to reveal that it is out of natural order for a child to be acting sexually at such a young age to parent or stepparent]
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Control sex for safety; use sex as power and control [this is discussed throughout this book, sex has to be on their rules, timing when where and how. Or as a victim one desires as the adult to control sex for secure attachment when dating or in marriage]
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Cohort, silent partner [Many reasons why the wife and or husband and or partner and or grandparent does not expose the incest. Some reasons are: they are co-dependent; they fear child being taken away by family services and the possibility of pedophilia happening in foster care; they fear wrath; they sacrifice the child to keep themselves from having to have sex; they enjoy the sexual overtones and the stimuli it gives them knowing it is happening; they gaslight telling the child they imagine things or that didn’t really happen or they are not or you are making too much an issue to much fuss over nothing; they undermine the child’s self confidence and put doubt in their accusations; they rationalize the abusers behavior by believing that’s just the way he/she is; they believe he/she does not have sex in their intent when behaving that way near her/him. Someone who is guilty of this is being complicit and or they are helping indirectly one to commit a crime, they are considered an accomplice. Online Psychologists record that when the child grows up, he or she is enraged at this person for not stopping it or protecting them, and the anger can be directed at the grand/parent for not intervening, betrayal is operative. There is another truth that the silent partner is in denial, is still in disassociation as he/she was a victim of incest. Thus her/his mind will not register any obvious or any confessed abuse, it cannot. With blocking out it is backed up with a spirit manifestation and the soul has also a habitual way of coping by blocking and denial]
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Child prostitution and pornography
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Cancers, infirmities, illnesses, sicknesses
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Cruelty in speech and actions; making child fear them [Killing the dog or cat or falling out of a car with child on lap to warn them “I will kill you if you tell” “your rubbish your nothing but rubbish”]
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Conflicted when experience desire or please as adult
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Compulsive eating for suppressing emotions
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Criticize or cynical or humorous [Our family have used humor as a coping mechanism for the trauma we have endured. We laughed at the incidents, older girls made fun of them however, not when they were happening, fear ruled]
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Kingdom of did I want to process or forgive anyone, just loved it as I had enough excuses to drink and be drunk getting joyful and happy. My nerves were raw, my emotions were sensitive, not just because of menopause, but I was in trauma and experiencing PTSD for my perceived perceptions. Menopause aided my inability to process her behavior and actions towards me and her son; and see that she too was hurting and had issues. I was self-centered and denial and trauma led the way. She had never experienced me drunk or was I a daily drinker from when she was two to twenty-three. She left home at nineteen was pregnant at twenty, came home after she had turned twenty-two. I relapsed as I used to be an alcoholic and an addict. Alcohol changes the personality, and you are many a time in demonic manifestation, it is not the real, real you. I did not bridle my mouth at times when I was drunk thus added to her ways, she was towards me. I numbed my emotions with alcohol, so at times I had no empathy or understanding towards her. I blamed her and was resentful towards her, but she was just as powerless and hurting in her own way as I was. I did not resume the role of mother, I became irrational, the child. There were times I knew better, but refused to act or stop acting out and there was no way I was going to not drink. I was done with everything, God and everyone as I had endured so much being Christian, lost so much F U God! I told her this often that I regretted having her, even said I wanted a divorce from being her mother, as she was so mean. I know this now, that hurt so bad; but it did not mean I did not love her. I was just being selfish and blame shifting. The me myself and I, the child of well what about me ruled. To this I am sorry, as the message came against her as a person in her own right, she had a right of birth she came into the world from the door of my birth channel. Chosen for me to have when I was in my mothers womb. I admit I have always had a self-pity stronghold, selfishness stronghold. I believed woe is me because having a child robbed me of being myself and from self-satisfaction. Feeling so sorry for myself I was so self-centered, I believed having a child took my freedom to live for myself away. Bottom line I inferred unknowingly it was her fault, if she had not of been born, I would not have had this much pain. It is not true we all suffer the human condition and the warfare from spirits of darkness, we are created to be vessels for the spirit realm. We will always suffer them and pain of the human experience regardless of child or being childless. I just felt if I had not had a child, I would never have had to experience all this and no child of mine would have been molested. Sure, I had my shortcomings as a Mother and a single mother with all my issues, my traumas, my mental illnesses that affected her as a person and as a female. I am not saying I was perfect but how damaged I was, I tried hard to be the best mother in the ability I could. I repented and will find the way to reconcile my attitudes my messages my sins against and towards her to her. She is loved and is to be loved warts and all as a person. Also as one who is here in this world for such a time as this. She has a right to exist and be loved and accepted as a daughter and as a person who God knew would come from my womb. Regardless of if I had to forfeit my sexual pleasures my lesbianism my want to love and be loved by a woman this was the road that I had walked. It was the road that would lead me to be free from the reality of bondage to darkness and my human base nature. It was the road that would cause me to fight for my fellow kind to bring them out of their captivity.
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It is not that I blamed her for being born or existing, I loved being her mother when she was little and all her school years. I just had so much trauma and had not got past the psychological and emotional pains of my life experiences that I told her I regretted having a child. Over the years I thought I was trapped, forced to remain a Christian with no woman to love and having to attend the church where peoples shunning never stopped that poked at unhealed wounds of rejection. Forced to be alone, friendless and I never wanted this. Then to top it off, there were the realities of the existence of spirits and demons, unseen entities that mentally tormented me, traumatized me, that could throw me. They could bounce me on the bed, they could groan through me like a cow having a calf and God The Holy Spirit had let them rape me and spiritual and naturally abuse me, until I learnt how to wield that Sword of The Spirit. These things who would scheme and plan to kill, steal and destroy my life and my daughters. Who put sleep on me when I was driving and even when she was in the car. However they would have put sleep on me anyway and destroyed me in other ways. Having a child rescued me, saved me from them and has molded me into a warrior against them to make the net they have hid and trapped me in to catch themselves. It is not her fault, this is not what I am saying or meant to say to her, she did not ask to be born and she is lovable. My ignorance, my selfcenteredness and the painful experiences and love for her as a human soul just gave me feeling of regret for having her. I wanted her as my daughter, I did throughout my pregnancy, yes, I was fearful and yes, I was afraid I’d seen the dark sides of life. I love my daughter, warts and all, and I made an inner vow to have a child at thirty when I was maybe thirteen. Now the light shines on my heart it shows me, I’m still selfish and have not embraced the higher self or ascended enough to know this was my destiny and I was chosen to have her with all events known by Him prior. Thus it gave Him opportunity so I could be fashioned and formed by Him into a warrior bride who lives for her High Priest; and to battle as one who is to come up higher within The Priesthood to battle against the gods and their spirits for the freedom of others. I now realize we are lied to when we live outside Christ, so we only think of the me myself and I, we are self-centered. Selfishness is the human condition, and it is conditioned to us by the system, the visible world we live in. It is not the way of The Kingdom of Christ Jesus, and is not to be the way for us, it is best for us and instructed to us to live in Him and for Him through Him. I so understand now that show so to speak must go on. Christian truth is my reality and will and would have remained and been the case regardless of having a child or not having a child. I have to continue to accept my calling. Wow, it would still have remained my reality of no female partner, child or no child. I blamed a birth of a child of this loss, thus wounded deeply her soul. Christ would have pursued me out of homosexuality and brought me back into His Kingdom even if I had of had no child. I would have not been able to be loved and love a woman anyway. I was destined from the womb to become a called out one and for such a time as this the calling and ministry I have on my life would have manifested. My need to embrace the eunuch in the priesthood order of Melchizedek, Christ Jesus our High Priest would have remained even if I had not of had a child. High call on my life would not have allowed me to
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remain a practicing or married homosexual. Heaven and hell will remain as real as a blessing or cursing, walk on. I am sober to date as I went sober because one of my nieces (39 years old) was killed in a car accident. I could have prayed her to stay alive as I know and have been taught by The Spirit of Christ Jesus how to pray life to those in those circumstances. The day she died, her car door was cut off and she laid on the footpath, a half an hour she clung to life. Sadness was no one was praying for her and no one in our family knew the power of God and the keys in prayer. I had drunk a bottle of champagne and how could I discern Holy Spirit to pray and how was He going to anoint me I was in sin and far removed in my heart from wanting to talk to Him anyway. The darkness won that battle, left their fingerprints shoved their finger up at me globally, I see it now. Prayerfully by the Grace and Mercy of our King and Savior I will not allow that again to happen to any of my seed. So I am staying sober, staying as the watchman on the wall.
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Disorder [When a parent acts for the child/ren so their needs are prioritized over their own; giving them authority and growing them up and or telling them adult knowledge that is out of the milestone and or appropriate stage of their life; doing everything for child/ren, smothering; choosing their career; never happy with their choices of a partner or knowingly or unknowingly trying to break up relationships up with division because the partner was less than or their psychosis said believing they were not the right one or this one would molest]
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Denial, no compassion, no intervention, abandonment, loneliness, blame, trivialized, distorted, not believed “he/she would never do that, you are lying” this sets up the cycle for future abuse.
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Disconnected when having sex [There is a lot of YouTube online for healing for you to access here on this subject]
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Distorted thinking [Pedophiles have been very abused themselves on many levels, their brain is neurologically broken, their reasoning is way out of alignment with a conscious. They believe the child loves them and sexually loves and enjoys them. They will rationalize it with “they did not say no.” But it is abuse, they are exercising power and control and manipulation over a minor, over a child who has no life skills or no power to absorb what is happening cannot possibly consent to sex or what has been said. They are controlling the situation, especially by the words they have whispered in their ear and the threats if they tell. They get personal gain; they misuse power and control knowingly to cause harm to receive sexual gratification. The incest perpetrator will most likely make sure their son or daughter loves them, adores them. When trauma bonded it is difficult to break this, or for the child to tell on their parent or even want to leave the parent. Some continue to have sexual relationships with their parent till they are in their thirties. This is definitely distortion, yet it can be spiritually bound and broken so as to warfare to weaken and expose and bring the person back to a sound mind and to repentance]
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Denial, minimized, no support, told to forgive and forget or to let past go, the abuser’s needs are more important than the victim/survivor
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Death, curse of and death in so many aspects of the soul spirit and body, death wish, dead on the inside
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Disconnection with self or people; in relationship with persons who are disconnected
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Denial
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Dissociation [This can morph into multiple personalities, however when you are conscious that you leave your body and can witness the act from above it is different from DID. This can be difficult to walk out of as an adult as you can go back to being not present and numb yet not leaving your body. Great coping strategy especially leaving your body when it is occurring, separates the real you from the body you inhabit. I had a friend from church who had Dissociative Identity Disorder – four distinct personalities. She was a ritual sexual abuse victim within the Freemasonry Order. Shared by her father and mother with other men for money and used in oaths and rites at Lodges. It was here I became familiar with personalities and was taught to invite Jesus Christ in as Lord and Savior into each personality. I had Silly Cyrille she was the fourteen-year-old persona that I hid in as my happy place and there was Teena who was the lesbian personality. I seldom acted from the intelligent informed able to act mature real self that I am seeing today as the real me as I am still broken, still healing and the new wounds from trauma of suspecting a boyfriend of my daughter grooming my grandson, and all that snowballed from that, then to add just the walk in Christ of the reality of warfare from spirits. People who were mental were attracted to me and I would act out mental in their presence, not always knowing I was manifesting and linking up with their spiritual networks in and over us. Not any more I do not give those spirits the time of day or any foolishness, I am free from them, just got distain for them now. However, I still have mind issues of thinking inside my head, most times I talk out loud. Why? Because of the spiritual trauma from tormenting spirits, I went into passivity as I believed they were praying and thinking for me. So I listening for them became self-conscious. I know that book War on The Saints by Jessie Penn-Lewis is true, I can identify firsthand with her insights. I am fine writing, I have always felt peace and the anointing here, and I often hid in writing books. I am still somewhat habitual being empty headed as thinking triggers anxiety; then I feel like a band comes over my forehead. I listen to my thoughts always, have done since I can remember. I still can wonder if they are mine or a spirit who has my mind or over my mind, I have to work hard here to walk in free thinking to have faith that Holy Ghost will enlighten me if they are not my thoughts. This came from their traumatization of “we are praying for you; we are thinking for you.” There was even a stage when they used to groan out of my body and bounce me up and down on my bed. I would say an Incubus raping me, I was clothed. In that time I believed I was anointed, in intercession, going through the seven stages of intercession according to Benny Hinns book
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on Intercession. He said this was how the Holy Spirit manifested in prayer because Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane was so groaning and He sweated blood. In as much as I believed He allowed this, He did send a couple to my gate through an ad in the paper I ran to sell a washing machine to say, “we did not come to buy the washing machine, but to tell you what you are experiencing is not of God.” They were from the Revival Centre, the group that believe if you do not speak in tongues, you are not going to heaven. Praise God for the revival members I was most of the time groaning as if I was giving birth like a cow, feeling like I was a walking brick out house. The Pastors said, “God is doing something in your life, it is the anointing.” I know firsthand spirits have access to our mind and body. So glad they came around, so relieved for these intrusive and supernatural happenings to stop. But it took seven years of battle and teaching and training to get me out from under deception and fear of demons, to which I wrote False Signs and Wonders and The Abominations of Occult Practices with A to Z Prayer Strategy. Also, Power and Authority to Cast out Demons. These can be found at the sites I have mentioned prior. So, you can understand why I never went to mental health for counsel, help or medication. I knew Jesus heals and things were a result of events and ways of coping in the natural as well as spiritual abuses. From 1995 these last twenty years have taken their toll and the devils have taken so much from me and they have stood against me every way they can. So, I am depressed at times, saddened that I am where I am. I am learning to overcome again after the four years of my drinking again. To take care of myself, have showers, brush my teeth, wear clean and new clothes and change my undies and not isolate myself. I am accepting my reality and the reality of a supernatural fight that wills me devastated destroyed and perpetually miserable every way they can. I am accepting again to lay my life down and embrace Christianity and obedience to His Word and live by His ways and not to pick up a drink. I hope to do more works, I hope my books get to go on and on like Catherine Bushnell and Jessie Penn-Lewis whose books are still being sold a hundred years after their death] •
Emotional incest, child becomes a replacement of husband/wife, this may have no sexual relationship or inappropriate gestures touching or being in bathroom when child is adolescent or at an age where they privacy should be respected
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Enjoyment and willful submission and into adult years; happy to tell others they enjoyed their father’s/mothers incestuous relationship. Therefore, conscious recommittal of incest with own children and or those of the same bloodlines. They may also have sexual issues such as sex addiction, constant masturbation and one orgasm never enough becoming what they calls themselves “a multiple.”
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Exclusion, from family, peoples, places, community, rites of passage and inheritances, churches; put in and exclusion in jails; treated as the outcast; loss of respect for perpetrator and victim; social ostracism; spiritual set up for exclusion, spirits will ensure exclusion on many and or all levels [When a grandfather incest’s the granddaughter he is at blame, when the grandmother incest’s the grandson just before he reaches puberty there is a mindset, and it is a lie, that the boy should have know better to allow it or for it to continue. Seduction and rape is operative in both, therefore, both grandparents are guilty of incest regardless.
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God and man/woman put social structure and society norms in place. In communities, villages, tribes, extended families these and other punishments define boundaries that were not to be crossed. Incest of parents with children and between siblings and blood relatives is meant to be looked upon as taboo. Forbidden universally in a nuclear family for it is devastating and destructive on so many levels] •
Emptiness, something is always wrong, fatalistic attitude, hole in the soul [There is a hole in the stomach, hole in everything nothing fills the hole, neither drugs alcohol or sex or anything fills the emptiness]
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Feeling worth is primarily sexual
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Grooming – [Sad thing is that many victims turn out to be abusers. They have had their conscience so seared, and their pleasure centers programmed from the trauma and or the innocence of stimulation. They have learnt to be secretive, cunning, have no guilt or fear thus it is easy for them to groom a child or recommit to their own seed. Their conscious has no empathy, moral boundaries, or conscious, or respect or remorse or loyalty to their own kind or their own bloodlines, bottom line they are bonded in selfishness, so self-centered. To add they are demonized by this network of spirits who help them become and give them ideas and skills, and heighten their sexual sensations and depth of orgasm. These spirits aid them, so they know how and when to commit pedophilia and or incest. I have heard therapists and psychologist say “lets not demonize this” but the real truth is there is a network of spirits in these perverse act, who precipitated it. It has to be uprooted and these things cast out. However you can cast out a multitude of spirits in this network and unless you are transformed by the renewing of The Word; the works of The Spirit of Christ Jesus and you making up your mind that you will not go back to that stronghold, you will be pushing against the winds. Your soul must be born again from above, you must be trained in righteous ways of living and righteous instructions and accept correction and discipline. When the pedophile embraces their proclivity, they are patient. They look for vulnerabilities, they can constantly be looking for ways to have sexual exploits with babies, toddlers and or children of these ages.
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Look again if you have a gut sensing, your instincts cry out, as they do subtle actions in front of people. Even with shaking your hand or the child’s hand by the way they feel it, touch it for way to long. Spirits know who the vulnerable families, who the children at school are who are being molested at home or out of school hours. Thus, they insert the offenders into the lives of the children to bring their schemes. The pedophile is unknowing being fed the information and the know how and where how and are given the mental fantasy from the beginning to drive the offender so as to bring such ruination. Afterall, it houses these spirits and gives them a life and gives them pleasure mentally and sexually. According to Marilyn Hawes on the Chrissy B show, link below says the grooming can go on for years. She says it is the grooming the pedophile likes; I would say the fantasy is fed over these long lengths of time for intense masturbation. She says the grooming is about control and is a mind game. That the pedophile gets to say in his/her mind “if, when, or maybe not”. Also that these types love the anticipation of waiting, the game of deceit. She also says that when they finally sexually molest, they will whisper in their ear “you never said no, you have not said no, it’s your fault, you asked for it, you should not be so handsome or so beautiful and pretty, you love me, I love you, let us keep this between us, you won’t say anything, only I love you like this, you are special. To then shaming them, belittling them and saying who would believe you, your dirty, mummy will die, your cat will die, you will lose your friend, no one will ever love you if you tell. Children do not have the knowledge the information that what happened was not supposed to happen to them. Children are abused as babies they are silenced over and over in so many ways. They are threatened, they are lied to. They are deceived into thinking it is a game for years. They think it is normal and all kids must have this happen to them. “my Daddy has sex with me” other little kids have not got the knowledge to respond or to say it is not right, so on it goes. One woman said to me her grandson said when she was changing his nappy “are you going to put a dinosaur in my bum” and he would say to her “are you ready” then proceed to lay on top of her. She believed it was her own daughter who was committing incest with her own son, and her daughter had been sexually abused as a baby till she was three and then abused by teachers. She said she could not bring in family services as she feared the abuse that could happen in foster care could be way worse than a female molesting a boy. She believed his father lived too recklessly to have the boy and he may be at a greater risk there as he lived in a shared house with other men. Marylyn Hawes also says that pedophiles who insert themselves into families who are not a relative will act their will out in front of you, in front of other siblings. The vulnerable one, the easy target will always be asked to sit on their lap, over the groin and the pedophiles genitals will be touched indirectly in plain sight and he knows it. They will even test your personal space and watch your reactions according to Marilyn Hawes. She also says, they will take advantage of your past if it has been abusive and offer your comfort and gentleness. They know they have got you when they can weaken your defenses so that you pay no attention to your gut feelings when they act out in front of you subtly as they are such a nice person. She also says to beware of the game of writing numbers or letters on a child’s back this is grooming procedure. Look again she said there is a sexual energy happening. Get up and take that child off his/her lap that is
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foreplay for when they get your child on their own, they will abuse. And in time they will, they are planning it to happen and or will take the opportunity as life happens. You can be in a place that you think you have no choice but to leave your child/ren with this person or you may let them/take him/her shopping or somewhere. My mother allowed a man to take me to the paddock to shoot the galah birds with an air rifle. That man asked me to play rudies with him, that is show me yours touch mine game. Thank God, he did not force himself on me or molest me. My mother had been molested by her father, not good for her to put a daughter at such risk not to mention to allow me to be taught to kill birds. I get the discernment that man had built up trust with her about himself, as pedophiles do. (5) How to Spot & Stop a Paedophile -
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Illegitimate children, Congenital birth: Autism, Downs Syndrome, Arrested Development, Deaf and Dumb, Blindness, pathological - mental diseases
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Idolatry
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Inability to accept their bodies or never feeling at home in their skin [This is one root cause for transsexuality or overweigh in females, so they are not attractive]
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Imprinting - from mother to son/daughter and or father to daughter/son or brother to sister, stepfather to son/daughter, stepmother to son/daughter
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Loss of memory, memory block, denial, blocking, repressive that one cannot remember childhood
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Luring, flirtation [Spirits twist the mind to go back to the perpetrator, later on will bring blame and guilt “you wanted it” “you asked for it” “it is your fault” “don’t you remember!”]
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Murder literal, emotional/soul murder, spiritual murder
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Mistrust, suspicion, paranoia
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Mind control, mind programming, mind blocking – stop feeling – no crying – controlling emotions
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Mutation of genetics [Communication of disease from one person or to another – contagion, neuma/spiritual genetics and or genetics through sperm or milk or blood. Attraction of siblings one to another in contagion of possession of opposite and or same sex’s attributes, a fusing happens to result in twin spirits. Also in the form of spiritual cannibalism. For example lesbians are attracted to women who have traits they lack, so in effect they eat those characteristics and or traits from the other woman to become as them when sexually intimate. A possession of the a same-sex bodies attributes. I wanted to be able to stay feminine instead of swaying from butch to fem. I have a sporty masculine body, no hips, so I was attracted to women who had the feminine physical attributes I wished I were born with and where I lacked mental attributes it was the same. Siblings can also have these mindsets, according to Dr. Annadurai Variankaval a Psychiatrist this happens where property, goods, land, shares are common and owned between themselves. Royal bloodlines is an example of this, and it happen within the common bloodlines. There can be emotional incest happening here without physical sexual incest also. According to Dr. Annadurai, siblings who eat from the same plate and or their mothers breasts and who share the milk and or the mothers property can become incestuous when fear is an operative factor. Because the fear manifests itself believing she will receive her brothers masculine traits or vice versa he fears he will receive his sisters feminine traits as they are always with each other, sharing the same experiences. So sexual dominance happens to usurp such a possibility. Hence the role he or she plays is no longer sibling ties. To make this clearer, a son innately moves away from his mother for identification with his father as he innately fears the contagion of female attributes or a desire for his body wanting and or becoming feminized if he remains associated with mother. As Dr. Annadurai writes then the boys normal psychosexual development enables him to explore
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the female body without fear of contagion. As Christians whose beliefs are in curses and the realms of unclean spirits, we understand as this and other fruits of incest are spiritually accelerated or planned and put into motion by unclean spirits. By spirits taking over the mind, the central nervous system, the deception of building a fortress of lies and the heightening of orgasm stimuli. Just say on a scale of one to ten normal orgasm decibel is eight, spirits can bring the measure of intensity well over ten. Thus the natural man/wombed man is deceived believing that is the ultimate get off when committing incest and or pedophilia. Innately attachment between father and daughter and mother and son is by nature non-erotic, sexual aversion is the natural fruit. I believe unclean spirits have got to be the foundational stone in the causations of incest and pedophilia also homosexuality and transsexuality. To add here, it is natural for a parent to want to give all they possess to their child/children. Sad thing is, unintentional psychological wounding happens here when we want to share all we possess of our prosperity, of our wealth, wisdom, knowledge, lessons learnt, and mistakes made. I never intentionally meant to harm or injure my daughter. I operated from the platform of wanting the best for her welfare and prosperity to the capacity I had and could, skilled in some areas, unskilled in other areas. However when incest occurs there is a twisted possessive happening or a longing to share their sexual skills. The size of penis or a twisted belief they will not turn homosexual but always love cock, and or just love cock, and or vice versa in a mother and son relationship. The father who incest’s the daughter has a possessiveness of his penis to pass on to his daughter, the narcist personality at work. It is not always the case as some men have small penises and when sexually with children, they perversely think their penis is large, here unclean spirit of fantasy is at work. In addition the father can have a desire for possession of breasts due to psychological or pathological wounds from his mother. Mothers incest of son or at breastfeeding and or breast feeding for too many years, crossing of boundaries of attachment. The son has identified with his mother so according to Dr. Annadurai, the son has breast envy resulting in breast possessive behavior rather than breast explorative behavior and writes this is vice versa for girl 1. [Academia Milk Relationship and Incest Taboo. Dr. Annadurai Variankaval Ramasamy, MD; DPM] cited 18th October 2020]
file:///C:/Users/Kathleen/Downloads/Milk_relationship_and_inc est.pdf Incest behavior reduces humans to their base animal nature, they live from this as if they are ignorant, exercising no self-control, pure selfishness. Sorry, I liken this behavior to dumb animals. Perpetrators disregard their intelligence and reasoning and refuse to reign their will and ignore their innate conscience. We are without excuse and are far more intelligent than a father cat who will mount his daughter cat when she is on heat. They have not the knowledge of right or wrong, we do. Likewise a teenage cat will want to mount your arm or his offspring that are weeks old after he has had the experience of orgasm. Even a male cat can be taught right from wrong. I realize it is more complex than this, however incest perpetrators put the lust of their heart to worship the creature rather than The Creator and the knowledge that persons are created in the image of God their Creator. The One who has written laws that forbids incest. So again, there has to be a demonic component driving these lusts.
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Mental Illness, speech and hearing difficulties; childish self-will/gets their own way/reaction to life situations as a child and with childish fears/arrested development; schizophrenia, multiple personalities disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Depression, Disassociate Identity Disorder [When this spirit is in a stronghold of mental illness most definitely it will and the mental illness named spirits will bring intrusive thoughts of incest with your own baby/child; to think that brother/sister is hot or father/mother or causing one to look on their private parts and or desire them]
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Neglect, abandonment
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No pleasure, inability to relax or to have joy in all aspects of life
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No self-worth, worthlessness, mockery and self-mockery, hatred of self, self-pity, low self-esteem, shy, unable to communicate or express feeling, stone walled
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Neurosis’s: mental disorders that involve chronic distress, constant worry, negativity, obsessive thoughts that your mind finds no peace from to the point that everyday living is hard to handle, psychologists call it neurotic behavior
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Neglect, left alone with perpetrator whilst mother/father was drunk or absent or outright neglectful
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Numbness, inability to get pleasure in sex, from sport or dance or bushwalking, hiking; shut down, sleep, sleep with depression, inability to discern if they are hungry tired or in pain
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Obesity [When women who are lesbian become way overweight this is a way, they feel safe that no man can be attracted to them; mostly rooted back to father committing incest to them. There were three in four women I met over my sixteen years of being lesbian that had be sexually abused by their fathers or sexually abused by someone. It is such a thief on so many levels]
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Overachiever, successful, [I recall a woman telling me of her friend who was perfect, perfect in appearance perfect in the home, perfect in all her ways because she was hiding her pain her being a victim of incest. This is a false personality, fueled by spirits]
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One soul, one spirit [When Jesus said “Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh. This is why a man leaves his father and mother and bonds with his wife, and they become one flesh. This is the reason that a man leaves his father and mother and embraces his wife, and they become one flesh.” (Genesis 2:24) (See also Matthew 19:5 and Ephesians 5:31) The command is to leave the parental bloodline and unite with
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another bloodline. The identity comes out from the parental not the oneself or the one soul of a same bloodline. So, it is a joint selfhood with a relative through either sexual intimacy and or marriage. Then what is brought forth from the incest couple(s) is unity and or unified and inseparable “one flesh” the spiritual union with selfhood and self-identity happens, one soul one spirit.] •
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Phantom, it is masked, its hidden and shrouded, it is in a curtain, a shawl, a veil of privacy and secrecy, it is in the dark, hidden, with their works of hardness of heart, seared conscious of the perpetrator [This is a work of spirits on many levels in many links to other people]
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Personality control; multiple personality, split personality, clown personality
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Psychic intrusion on mind and imaginations and emotions and other spirits effect the nervous system. Projection to become mother father brother sister husband or wife to your partner, spouse [Wives call their husbands Dad or husbands will call their wives mum, they replace the spouse as parent, this happens the son can become a brother to his mother]
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Paralysis over the mind, will and emotions, spacing out
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Perfectionism, never able to enjoy winning, labor, job, house or achievements, never accept self and always correcting self, destroyer of moral never a good leader as perfectionism frustrates person and others or the entire work force
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Perversion, sex addiction, orgasm addiction, never satisfied-multiple orgasms
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Pornography, using dark web to watch child abuse; Pornography of taking of photos and or filming abuse
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Passivity, passivity over the mind, taking of headship from male, making female headship, mother ruling, female rulings, making strong women
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Possessive and ownership of another
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Prostitution, stripping, porn star, being an incest porn star, bestiality, S&M, D&D
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Powerlessness; giving up; self or sabotage aspects of ones future hopes and dreams, believing you are damaged beyond repair, sense of being different from other people – outcast – not fitting in
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Psychosis’s – anxiety neurosis, trauma dissociation schizophrenia [Rooted from infancy and childhood, my fear, paranoia of child abuse was way out of balance. I had no control over the fear that it would happen if I had children to a man. Crazy thing is that it happened anyway, not by a man but by a woman to my daughter. All that time of fear that brought rotten fruit into my life, shows I had no power of it anyway. Still do not as it will happen again by my seed or to
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my seeds linage. Truth is that trees grows seed pods and humans molest and devils have inroads and will make inroads to bring this to fruition. However, Prayer works, and prayer for your seed and those to come is a must to hinder and even prevent it perpetuating again in your children’s live and those in the linage to come. It should be “Mumma don’t let your babies grow up to be pedophiles”. Know this. You are responsible to train and teach your child and to pray into their lives that a network of spirits cannot and do not birth this transgression to bring forth pedophilia or incest desire and sins alike.] •
Rape, emotional, body, spiritual rape, births fear of rape, fear of children who will be birthed becoming a victim of incest or pedophilia –
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Rage, fury, out of control with rage or other feeling
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Ritual abuse, ritual blood sacrifice, taking of virginity, blood transgression, cultish, occult/ish, witchcraft, covens, satanism, druidism, freemasonry
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Rejection: rejection of being a child/son/daughter, set up for cycle of rejection in relationships / friendships; rejection of ones sexuality and or gender
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Reliving an act that happened to someone else (This perverse network wills to bring forth fantasy. For example, a woman has concealed that she was molested in her cubby house under the house, so the perpetrator wills or does make a cubby house under the house to molest her/his child/ren. Or a schoolteacher recreates a situation that a pupil has confessed that happened to her as a child by her brother. The person being powerless, once again is put into a powerless position and it concretes more of her prison of abuse adding more spirits to the network. Show no mercy to any of them, do not and I say do not cast them to dry and arid places (Matthew 12:43), or back to Jesus or the foot of the cross. Cast them to Tartarus put them in chains in this dense darkness to be reserved for judgment (2 Peter 2:4) Yes, this will be until the Great White Throne Judgment. “For now is the judgment of this world now shall the prince of this world be cast out (John 12:31), I give you power and authority over all the power of the enemy” (Luke 10:19). Show no mercy and give them not a chance to revisit the next generation or come back to ensnare again, they deserve to be chained up for hundreds of years, thousands of years in a dark place full of screaming.
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Rebellion
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Secondary victim [These are the people it has effected who are in the family; or may be the spouse; people in general and or those who absorb the pain because of the knowledge of incest and pedophilia happing to those they know or work with or counsel]
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Self-mutilation [This is a sign to others of how much pain they are in on the inside, so numb, the only time they feel pain, even a twisted way of hurting themselves to be in control. Some think if they cut themselves the pain will come out or give them the ability to flee their numbing. A controlling powerful network of spirits working here. I worked in welfare with homeless people who were from the age
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of twelve to twenty-four for several years when I was younger. Not a one who had come through the doors for refuge had not been sexually abused by some family member, these found the courage to run away] •
Separating intellect from feelings
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Sexual aversion
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Sibling relationships either consensual or by grooming / seduction and or rape
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Sibling marriage, father daughter marriage, mother son marriage, cousin marriage
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Surrogate husband/wife in the natural
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Sibling to sibling whilst father/mother watch or engage in
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Sleep, shut down
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Spiritual voices, spirit voices of name calling ‘slut’ ‘whore’, spiritual voices of swearing ‘fuck you’ ‘well fuck you’, spirit voices of slander, spirit voices of threats of getting your offspring
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Shame, guilt, shyness
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Show Pony, Narcissism and relationships with those who look like themselves or siblings or parent, Self-Idolatry
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Stubbornness
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Suicide, cutting self-harm of mutilation
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Sex as a tool or to meet a need
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Secrecy, silence; spiritual silence over mouth passivity-a spirit stops you from telling stops you from speaking up; I never told anyone; shame does in the natural especially when feeling at fault, fear if anyone found out no one would like you or spouse would leave
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Sex is disgusting opposite turned on by violent sadistic and incestuous fantasies, or they marry older men/women so as to engage or repeat the abuse, be sexually abusive to others
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Spirit husband/wife [Opens this door to projection for incubus and succubus to attack and to enter into dreams. Once yielded to the sexual act, they have grounds to continue to return and even may expose themselves to form relationship]
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Spirit marriage, spiritual consummation
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Set up for future rape of incest and pedophilia and teenager and adult molestation and rape and rape in marriage
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Twin spirit between the parent or stepparent and or sibling and or relative
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Theft, theft of childhood, theft of adulthood, theft of emotional balance, theft of health, theft of sexuality, theft of relationships, theft of marriage and children, theft
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on waiting to choose who to marry instead marrying the first date at young age, theft of sanity, theft of love of self, theft of education, theft of who you could have been when grown up, theft full stop in every aspect of one’s life •
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Trauma, PTSD-post traumatic stress disorder; sexual and psychological trauma
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Torment, torment in the soul and by spirits “we are going to get you again and again” “we are going to molest your children” “be afraid, be very afraid” “your father will molest you”
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Torment; memory recall; new memories; nightmares-difficulty sleeping, flashbacks in sexual intimacy [Like criminals who loves their craft and their way of life of devastation, so is the incest spirit who relishes in its destruction on the human soul. Its darkness and evil of destruction is their delight.]
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Trauma, betrayal trauma [Trauma is incest’s husband they are married together, it is the lock that shuts the gate, the key that locks the door, the high wall around the fort of incest. Trauma gets lodged in the nervous system, the body bringing forth illness sicknesses and diseases, the human spirit becomes fragmented. Also, to overcome the trauma and fear they may engage so as to enjoy the situations the acts; then later on become a perpetrator as a twisted way of self-protection and or selfsurvival, or the deception they were to blame]
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Usurper putting son/daughter over husband/wife
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Ungodly soul ties/evil soul ties
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Unclean in habits, unclean in personal hygiene, no self-care or self-nurture and in later life, feeling dirty, lazy, lack of motivation, sense of immobilized, unable to see talent, gifts or traits or the real self
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Uncomfortable or scared around children, children trigger their fears, or it brings up memories and feelings of powerlessness; un-comfortability being affectionate with child [This is not always an indicator the person fears committing child sexual abuse. However there may be a probability due to a work of tormenting spirits; but it is the memory of what happened to them or their phobia is triggered thus fear, anxiety and traumatic feeling takeover]
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Universal Iniquities [This fruit of incest, rape, pedophilia in now in video games, television series, movies and advertising. Desensitizing the act to make it a goal, a game play in PC, Sony and Xbox games, even the marriage of father and daughter as a final win. Some games have part of the game play of consensual incest, or mother controlling son; rape of child as she/he sleeps by the babysitter. It just beyond moral boundaries of society, Sodom had nothing on what we as nations are guilty of committing. Adverts now sexualize children dressed as adults and doing sexual overtones with moves and dancing. Movies have it in their story lines, in movies of kings and queens and their offspring of the Princes and Princesses. Eroticizing underage males and females, also the blatant push for gender change from the age of five from governments and LGBTQ lobby groups. Children in drag attire and encouraged to dress drag in their day
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to day living. The obvious push of prepubescent bodies and innocent features and childlikeness displayed in all this adds to the transgressions of nations and the enlarging of the boarders of Principalities, Powers and Spiritual Wickedness in High Places (Ephesians 6). Fantasy spirits get access over households. Fantasies in games of sex dolls, sex toys, gang rape and you name it are accessible simulator games sold by online without going into the dark web. The spirits behind such perversion make sure there is a realistic approach to fantasy worlds by suggestion, and online have ways to play out the fantasies. It is sad to see such deviant behavior so widespread and the animation movies where children are depicted as sexual objects and in sexual situations
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Vaginismus [This is the condition where involuntary muscle spasm happens when a penis or a tampon or even if the genital is touched. The vagina tightens up and can cause intercourse to be of no event or painful, or fear of pain]
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Violation of soul body and spirit
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Violence, physical abuse, domination
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Witchcraft, witchcraft consummation, satanic consummation
I have gleaned some of the above from online sources, noted in bibliography and also the book THE COURAGE TO HEAL: A Guide for Women Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse by Ellen Bass & Laura Davis Completely Revised and Expanded 4 th Edition. I recommend again you purchase this book or get it on kindle for your own self help. People have pioneered this subject, have written many books, therefore it is not necessary for me to write this book conclusively. We are a body ministry so you can do searches to find these resources. Yes of course, some are inadequate, not giving enough or limited healing keys or knowledge for you to pinpoint the effects personally, therefore search until you sense peace for your measure of healing and deliverance. Given I do not have total peace on this subject, and I am still in need of healing of trauma connected to child abuse, I write this book. Also I am called to do so. Anointed, that is, I am moved by The Spirit of Christ Jesus through my inner person to write and receive the understanding. There is no automatic writing here, it is all filtered through my spirit I have the abilities to type. In addition peeling back these layers of self takes time, and time is needed to settle down and filter the traumatic reasoning’s through traumatic filters. I believe prayer strategies are needed for us/Christians with His powerful keys and anointing on prayers read. Further we know that we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against powers and principalities and spiritual wickedness in high places, we know the kingdom of darkness is the power base to child sexual abuse as it is evil and a destroyer. Therefore, we must face them, put them in chains, demolish their fortified areas and cast them to the place appointed of them till the great white throne judgment for their crimes against us our families and mankind in general. I encourage you to continue reading at your own pace, no matter how triggering it becomes. For we know the only way out is the only way in.
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Blessings to you and your generations of freedom from this network as you read and pray the prayer strategies. Agape Kathleen.
WHAT IT TAKES TO HEAL As Christians prayer is absolutely necessary to uproot and demolish and to be delivered from all spirits attached to this stronghold. A powerful key is inviting Jesus Christ into this stronghold by taking Him as Lord and Savior verbally, single in each and every area. This will give Him the legal right to takeback, to demolish, to cast out and heal each effect. For example, Father, Lord Jesus Christ, I take You as Lord and Savior where incest and or pedophilia and or sexual abuse has happened to me and or where I have committed it. I surrender this area of my body soul and spirit to Your Lordship, I renounce the spirits of darkness that have housed themselves here because of me being sinned against and or me sinning by committing incest and or pedophilia and or sexual abuse to others. I take You as Lord and Savior in my personality and the false personality of ________. I take You as Lord and Savior where shock and trauma has lodged in my nervous system, in my actions, in my mind will and emotions. I take You as Lord and Savior in ______________. I was moreover a secondary victim, trauma so deep, paranoia and fear. I had personalities, and much more mental illness due to these acts. He taught me to pray the same prayer for other areas that are known as a result of this act and its fruits. Father, Lord Jesus Christ I take You as Lord and Savior into my fear, my phobia of incest and pedophilia, my paranoia, my traumas, the traumatized body soul and spirit, my personalities – name them, my mental illness, my counting, my phobia that men abuse sons and daughters, my fear, my ___________. I surrender these areas of my body soul and spirit to Your Lordship, I renounce the spirits of darkness that have housed themselves here because of me being sinned against and seeing and knowing my family my child my linage and knowing others were sinned against by incest and pedophilia, Amen. Prayer will not uproot the full effects of incest, we have to heal, we have to be walked out of each and every aspect where it has had its tendrils, as it is in every aspect of our lives. This can take years and years and years. Same as spirits they may not all leave in prayers as they are attached to certain behaviors or for example, drinking, overeating, gaming, masturbation, porn, you will discern what you are bonded to, He will let you know, He brings these bonds of iniquity to death, don’t strive, don’t get into works of the flesh. He is like the silent achiever, at work to will and to do in us. He will reveal unseen personalities, all bonds of our iniquity and our transgressions. Spirits of darkness are under The Lordship of Jesus Christ, so do not focus of them. “Who are they?” Nobody, give them no credence, no recognition, do not even reason with them. They are defeated at Calvary, we are no longer owned by them, we are redeemed back even if they indwell us or are over us. The Spirit of Christ Jesus told me once they are just dogs on leads as He holds the lead; they are all under His Authority legal grounds or no legal grounds. You may not realize how fortified the stronghold of trauma can be as it is a large offshoot to the tap root of incest. Imagine the carrot, it is a taproot of a plant, now imagine that taproot has formed into two roots from the one plant. Therefore, incest and trauma come from or are part of the one plant. Trauma is rooted deep, after many years, a traumatic event or the reoccurrence of incest in your grandchild(s) life may happen. You may have stopped drinking or drugging or
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overeating or? However, because trauma runs so deep another centimeter will surface. If you do not use the keys the knowledge or surrender a new event to Jesus Christ it will remain or go back buried. You will not be able to fully uproot the carrot so to speak. So, you pick up a drink or a drug again because it happened again in your bloodline. It can be that you stopped the healing process to early so your soul has not been fully healed. Or a stronghold of trauma has come back due to other life events and you have not continued to apply the keys or prayed it through. Maybe you have not spiritually matured as a Disciple, or you have not found enough skills and or keys. Or you choose not to use the known skills or keys, or did you surrendered this new event to Jesus Christ to invite Him in to lessen the impact, instead like me I went back to an old coping mechanism. Living life in general can be traumatic in some cases. Truth is trauma strategizes to reinforce itself for you to remain fragmented so you cannot escape and or uproot the strongman’s house of trauma and or the trauma of incest. The other events or a new incest in your family causes you to revert to your wounds so you go to a happy place. To a coping mechanism which may be alcohol, drugs, prescribed medication, food, adultery, sex, child sex, incest, pedophilia, shopping, perfectionism and so on. Jesus will never force you to heal or grow up spiritually or grow in healing. We must partner with Him and if so to say I am willing to be made willing; ask Him to minister to you when you are asleep, when you are awake, to speak to your inner person so you can continue to uproot and become one soul. We do have instinct to survive, and healing is one part of our instinct. You and I used various ways to survive, good bad and the ugly, but instinct is in all of us. He knows the pain we go through when we decide to heal, when we decide to find ways to live with the reality that it happened. We cannot change that it happened, the show must go on, but we can heal and learn to live with that reality, and it is far from easy. He knows we will get through it and He knows for some there may never be absolute healing or total closure, however I believe we can come to a place of peace. It may seem we may never heal when we are in the midst of pain, whatever stage, whatever fruit we may be or because life sends us curve balls. But it does lesson with commitment, and we do heal in so many ways; we do find the keys to continue to face the monsters and we do find ways to understand and overcome so as to heal. We do apply a Christ mind to all things in life, it comes with sitting at the feel of The Healer and Teacher. Commitment is a major key, as the song’s lyrics goes “put your hand in the hand of Man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the Man from Galilee”. I am reading a resource, a Kindle book The Courage to Heal: A Guide For Women Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse, the fourth edition by Ellen Bass and Laura Davis. I am gleaning so as to make this book effective and informative and believe it will trigger whatever and will bring me more healing and some more closure. I recommend you do a search and buy the book, full of counsel, hope, healing and testimonies. If you are a male, this book is pertinent and beneficial to you also, and I recommend it as healing is general. That saying, “the only way out, is the only way in”, sorry we have to face our pain, squeeze the boil, so we have to go through it, cut it open. I wrote this book, Prayer Strategy for Secondary Victim of Pedophilia and Incest and this book, Prayer Strategy of Judgment to Break the Back of the Pedophile Spirit. These can be found at https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan they were part of my healing process. I tell my story, my struggles, some of my healings in those books. Now writing about the incest spirit I am believing for more understanding and more overcoming keys for more healing so I can get free from my phobia of incest and pedophilia.
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I have written other books found at that site, many on Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality as this is one of the fruits of incest and pedophilia. Because I had the fear of men, fear of marriage and having children to men, fear incest would happen, and I believed men molest or would definitely incest my children it bent my sexuality. Fear took me to attraction to the same-sex and brought forth a phobia of incest and pedophilia. I was homosexual for sixteen years, living with three different women. The crazy thing is the last woman of ten years where I had a child in was a pedophile. Discerning and then to discover she was molesting my daughter since a baby until two and a half years of age when I caught her just threw me a six. Herself being a victim of incest by her father and it went on till she was eighteen years old. I believe she had a daughter to her father; the child was retarded. Not long after we met, child was put into an institution. That girlfriend always had a character defect of being secretive, non-talkative about pasts. Any wonder she hid so much, as I look back, she would have been committing pedophilia to various children she baby sat and her own daughter who so stiffened her legs when her nappy was being changed. You know what? The Holy Spirit told me she was a pedophile, three times, yet I had no compartment or no knowledge that women molest I thought men only did this, so I ignored the warning. In reflection I have seen my mother handle a baby with no nappy on in such a perverse way. She was a victim of her father incestuous behaviors, even at visits when she was put into the convent as a child. I am a secondary victim in so many ways. I believe my grandson was being groomed by a boyfriend of my daughter when he was a toddler. I sensed to go check him under the inspiration of Holy Spirit and found him stroking his belly sideway above the nappy line. It appeared to me that it was inappropriate, and the man’s intent was sexual grooming. That sent me into trauma, and that my daughter turned on me from that day to aggression, not believing me over this one-month stranger! As for God, I was furious, “How did you let him into my house God”, “why did you allow my daughter to hook up with a pedophile,” “I’ve prayed,” “I’ve broken the curses off the generational lines.” “I came into the church and to You so You would protect me and my daughter” “We are not even safe with You God!” F U, I’m done with the heartaches and trauma of being Christian, so I got drunk to numb my realities, and unhealed fragmented soul. I did not recognize that I had entered into trauma, had not named it. I know I dissociated lots to cope in life, one personality I had was 14 and childish funny and happy that I often went into, it would so annoy my daughter, but I had no control over its power base. No, I did not realize what I was going through was how trauma felt or that it was trauma. I had lived most of my life traumatized not labelling it trauma but anxiety or fear; for a few years, drowning it with drugs sex and alcohol. Post-traumatic stress disorder, I guess I lived in it, functioned in my dysfunction. Those sick feelings surfaced at triggers and surfaced when I perceived that event of my grandson. To add my daughter seemed hard on her son with correction and I had come from an abusive childhood of dad hitting mum, so I was triggered back in those memories that caused dissociation in the first place. Well the only way I remembered to hit those sick feelings on the head was to self-medicate with alcohol. After all I was pissed off with God and I was not going to yield to Him or do it His ways, He allowed it and I was faithful walking upright in all my ways. Not to mention the trauma I was experiencing for just being a Christian. The constant demonic spiritual abuse with torment and sexual rape from unseen entities disguised as intercession. Spirit voices of torment, fuzziness in my ears, coupled with the rejection by church members for once being a lesbian, so no friends, and no honor or recognition for being a leader in this Nation, F U God, I went for time out.
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Then there was no success in ministry because I wrote on the demonic side of homosexuality, F Him I was done, I had enough of Christianity and I am mental because of warfare, works of darkness, and the reality that spirits exist and have all the bases loaded and I cannot get past first base! The enemy strategized everywhere they could, even old school friends disregarding me so obviously after we all connected when we were fifty. I lasted nine years applied Christ’s teachings in my heart to cope with them; but I had to respect myself and leave their Facebook page and no longer meet up on weekends away. My daughter lived with me from then on for four years after my perceived suspicion of her Melbourne boyfriend grooming and a possibility of molesting her son, it was traumatic, so I remained drinking. Her yelling, her hitting for uncalled reasons, her anger at me triggered my traumatic childhood. I come from a large family or noise yelling screaming and our father hit our mother to black eyes and bruises. He took us on many terror rides to say he was going to kill us all; even parking the car down an embankment near the water to say he was going to drown us all. Through this traumatic filter I saw her as abusive to her child and to me to aggressive that I could not come home unless I was drunk. How could I ask her to leave, I had to protect the child, she missed it! The effects of her living with me is that sorrowful that I cannot even live on that side of the house or enjoy being on the side of my house where she lived. I do claim this is my home and I am getting more comfortable; however, it now makes me money on short term stays. So, yes 4 years of daily drinking, trauma kept and enlarged her borders. They snuck up on me with their legal grounds to fortify, to dig deep and to bring ruin because I would not give that area to Christ Jesus. Financial destruction of $66,600.75 did not even make me sober up. The enemy slapped me in the face with their stamp of a triple six - 666 – gleefully telling me “we got payback and we gave you more devastation”. As learned as I am, as anointed as I am, I am still healing from the offshoots, the effects of incest and pedophilia, trauma my tap root; trauma held me unfunctional all my life until only of late have I seen this strong grip and identified it. I am a long way ahead and I believe I am not free as trauma from religion has to be healed and trauma of demons has to be healed. The phobia of child abuse that I lapse back under I do believe I can see a big light at the end of this tunnel; however, I have to use keys I know to keep it in check. He brought me to the place that I did not have to look for it, think of it or assume someone was doing it or is a pedophile. He told me He had this and if I needed to know anything He would give me the discernment. So I stopped focusing on it and put my trust in Him. Thank God, it did not torment me like it did, or do I fear it like I did, or do I speak about it as much as I did. I have come to the place of “it happens” and I can only do what I can against this act, there is no need to fear or worry about what it or what ifs or what it does to people or that it is happening, He has this. I have realized fearing it does not, and will not and I cannot stop all people committing incest or pedophilia; where free will is, sin is and so are unclean spirits on the earth. Every person is responsible for their children and their welfare, I realize that is a blanket statement, but I am sure you get what I mean. Hypothetically, I cannot even stop my daughter committing incest to her son; even if she has been taught right from wrong and the ways of Christ Jesus or she knows my fear of it and the damage it has done to me mentally, she has free will, she has the ability to be or not to be no matter how obsessed I am or was or feared these actions.
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Bottom line is, if she or anyone can be an incest perpetrator it was their choice to yield to the darkness out of the corruption of their soul. There is a yes but if that is the case as I have been given and have many keys of the Kingdom that can hinder, abort, stop, catch and judge any person when The Spirit of Christ Jesus informs me. This is the major reason I write this book to give the keys I have learnt and gleaned. To disarm and judge, to come against this horrendous act and the spiritual network that is the power base to this act. As it has been said before “the power of the unjust exercised against the weak is cruel, horrible, inhuman, simply terrible. But fortunately, it is not compared to other powers that are innate to human beings like the power of a survivor who wants to take back the power they stole from the powerless, the instinct to survive. Sadly, there is no abuse of power that does not leave a mark that does not scar you for life. When the time has come you know the time has come to take back the power away from those who wielded it corruptly and continue to abuse it.” 1.[ movie cable girls episode 38] I have been sick in the head for years because of this sick act, why did this affect me so deeply when I have no memory of being a victim of incest. I had many years of being at peace in my Christian walk when I trusted Jesus, and when raising my daughter. However, I did tell her to be aware and did ask her was she safe or look out for that man or when it seemed not right, I would ask is he a safe man or woman. I tried not to be out of balance and not transfer my fears onto her, sadly it got twisted by the voices of darkness and I did. I traumatized her certainly not on purpose. I could not win anyway; the enemy was going to twist as much of my parenting to get back at me and remain in my family line regardless. Initially when she came home with an eight-month-old son I was at peace and trusted Jesus would protect or tell me by His Holy Spirit if or when it was happening. Yes, He did tell me and give me the discernment of her visiting internet boyfriend who she only knew online for a month to go and check him. He had got me to the place, and I had to learn not to look for perpetrators or see certain traits or actions as suspicious, as it is was triggering and unhealthy and hindered my peace and trust in Him so I never looked at him as being unsafe, this is why I was able to receive His words in discernment to check my grandson. Over the next four years of drinking at times my thoughts became irrational, my phobia lived again. Once I asked the grandson did the teacher make him take his pants off because he showed me a pen, she gave him. I did not know she had come back from a holiday and gave all the kids in her class at day care a pen from her snow trip, I just jumped to conclusions. She screamed “you are not going to do to him what you did to me, you made me fearful of everyone, go, stay out of our lives” and “you have wrongly accused that man.” She told her new boyfriend that I would accuse him of being a pedophile sooner or later so I was commanded to stay out of their lives for I would just cause another boyfriend split, I did not and have not. We do not talk often to date, early days she put on me guilt trips for being a bad parent for being drunk those four years. Her threats you cannot have the boy, we will not come and see you. Her air of power and control just compounded my PTSD and trauma stayed in rule and never any apologies for her abusiveness, I was glad she did not want me in her new life; besides I could keep drinking with my mate trauma. I have forgiven her and understand her. I have waited at the gate prophetically on a chair and make declarations. “Father I prophetically wait at the gate for my daughter. Today is the day of salvation, today the prince of this world will be cast out.” I’ve sung the Name of Jesus over her and against the darkness in and over her life, saw breakthrough and communication levels increased, not total restoration.
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He asks me to trust Him here, so I have gone back to leaning on Jesus to sort it all out. I am believing He will guide the reconciliation; I am doing well. I’m doing well in my healing of fear and irrational thoughts. Of late there was a man and his Philippine girlfriend and her nine-year-old daughter living on the other side of my house for a year. I did not fear him abusing the girl or did I worry, or did it trigger me, I’ve just trusted if Holy Spirit wanted me to know anything He would give me the discernment and the keys on what to do. I know now if that man/woman has free will, he/she can and may not sin. It is not my problem unless it is revealed to me, I need not dwell on it or look for it or think about it or fear it any longer. I give that phobia no more power, I receive deliverance and healing. I have suffered enough with that irrational fear and worry about the endangerment of strangers or loved ones being sexually abused. I am still learning not to talk on the subject or vent any pain. I think I am awfully close as I have been practicing self-control. I yield when I want to by inviting Jesus into my conversations daily. If the spirits project this against my mind to think or speak about it, I go to a memory of my happy place as a child and say these thoughts are not mine, and He honors this by putting them to flight. This mental illness has caused me to lose a close relationship with my daughter, potential friendships, customers and other family members because they say and infer I am obsessed with the subject. I know I never got closure and I talked to anyone about it as I was suffering, tormented, and spiritually tormented; and I did not want to suffer in silence, sad thing is I kept no boundaries, talked to anyone. In sharing my pain, I never came across a person who could counsel me or help me heal, would there ever be someone? I have a thing about going into the doors of a counselor or a therapist or a psychologist. I know their demons, and if mental health got a hold of me our enemy via their demons would have me certified, classified and medicated, and could hold it against me in my older age and you lose many freedoms. I’ve always discerned there was an assignment of darkness to drive me into mental health, keep me down and unhappy, to want to get me under the ways of the world system of mental health. Once you are in, it is held against you, they do not believe in total healing most do not believe in Jesus or spirits of darkness, to them you are just a looney and healing is never possible. Over many times in my life I would have been certified as having schizophrenia because of hearing spirits. Split personality as I would go to the 14-year-old personality, my family used to call this Silly Cyrille. In my youth I was border line obsessive compulsive. I was super clean, I would count all things, put things in line of highest to lowest, analytical, I had a measure of a need to be in control of my life. Most of my life I had paranoia, the phobia that the majority of men are child molesters and will molest any children I have. Especially if I marry them and when I did have a daughter I was on guard of men. Post-traumatic stress disorder over the last years, I supposed they would diagnose me with an anxiety disorder to seal the deal. I had depression after the car accident, I had wanted to die many a time and could not care if I got a disease or died prematurely. I seldom showered or cleaned my teeth, isolated myself and was full of self-pity. I choose to take medication offered by the GP; the little blue pills and they worked as I feared getting Covid-19 because God had let so many things happen to me. Spiritual warfare has and is hard yards, they take everything they are allowed to take, and now it is just me the dogs and cats. Jesus knew all my pain and issues and ways I would act out and fall to pieces, I had walked with Him too long and knew too much on the kingdom of darkness. I have always trusted Him as I know He heals, and I knew there was a generational spiritual power base to all
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my mental illnesses and due to environmental causations and sins against me and my own sins. So I stayed away from mental health I was not going to allow the kingdom of darkness any more access into my life through their medical health professionals assessments spirits had enough grounds. Or allow these doctrines of demons who taught you to live with it via medicine and classification, there is no way out of classified mental illnesses. I have gone back to how years ago He did teach me that He will let me know if I need to know if it is happing. Otherwise my relationship to incest and pedophilia will not change, it will still have a power grip over my body soul and spirit and the circles of life I live in will be brought into my pains. Neither will I be loosed from the false burden I have carried of known peoples and strangers pain of powerlessness because of incest, and pedophilia. I might add here I have lived my life as if it happened to me, yet I have no memory of being sexually abused. However, I did have in prayer counselling a vision of my eldest brother asking me as a three-year-old to touch him, seemed like a one off. Also, he, my brother was committing incest with three sisters. I have no memory of seeing this but possibly I did as a toddler. My fears my pain came from tormenting spirits telling me they would molest my daughters if I married a man. Also, people and the spirits would tell me the knowledge of neighbors, friends, school mates, friends of my sisters that were being sexually abused by their fathers and could not get away from it. I received secondary trauma from one sister who told me of those in the neighborhood being sexed up by their fathers, fueled on by spirits and fuel from my generational spirits they twisted my mind. So of course, I thought if I married a man, he would incest my daughters. I have only found out of late that my mother was sexed up by her father. I saw my mother once nurse a baby boy with no nappy on. He was her grandson and her face was full of glee and her hand was on his belly and the pointer finger was pointing down close to his penis and the other fingers were curled up. I can only image was she a perpetrator also; she idolized her three sons. I have no knowledge of her molesting them, two are dead and the other I do not speak to. I could never trust him because he had sexually abused our/his niece as her brother watched as children. Regardless they were close in age, it was still incest, and he crossed a moral boundary thus spirits of darkness were in and over him, so, he was too high a risk, a bad influence. That spirit network tried to come against my mind over my life, but I had such trauma to the act that I did not yield. I became aware of emotional incest as a new Christian and as I raised my daughter from two and a half by myself with God of course, I was always careful not to make her my surrogate girlfriend/partner or a friend. She would say “I want you to be my friend and my mum” and I’d always say, “I am your Mother, not your friend” and she would literally cry. I allowed her to express her feeling and challenge me, I was supportive, not mean or a hitter, but a talker, a peace-keeper because of my traumatic childhood. Only problem was I did not realize in the long run I was giving away my parental power. I had to remind her often I was the Mum, and she was the kid. Would not have mattered how I went about mothering my daughter, the spirits would have twisted that and found a way to bring deception and lies to her mind. In writing this book, it is my hope that not only my future generations but others who read this book will pass it on, will fight to break the cycle of incest. I hate the fact that it has given me brokenness. I guess, I would not have ever written this book or many others, could have lived without it though, and hopefully my rewards in the next realm are worth the suffering and hopefully the books will be used by ministries after I’m dead. So I will stand against this monster and say, “thus far and no further, I take back a thousand generations devil not only in the natural but the spiritual, you will no longer
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maintain this strong grip on my seed line or other people I can reach in the earth. Get ready, pack your bags for I prophesy it is your moving out day.” Selah
INTRODUCTION TO PRAYER STRATEGIES The following prayer strategies will bring healing, deliverance and knowledge and wisdom. They will teach you to enforce Covenant, by anointing you to take action for Victory. To cast out, cast down and have uprooted each and every spirit in this network of incest and pedophilia to the place appointed of them until The Great White Throne Judgment. Praise The Father for The Good News, Jesus came to heal the broken-hearted and set the captives free. Prayer indeed works and The Spirit of Christ Jesus has Power and Authority. For so great is the finished work of Calvary that Christ Jesus has judged every spirit of darkness for “now is the judgment of this world now the prince of this world will be cast out.” (John 16:11) Jesus has disarmed the powers and authorities and has made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by His cross. Having spoiled principalities and powers, he has given us the victory over them in His Name (Colossians 2:15) giving us tremendous authority over them via His Holy Spirit. I am in agreement with these prayers therefore, it carries the anointing for deliverance, so stand having done all stand and allow The Spirit of Christ Jesus to bring forth Covenant promise of judgment, deliverance and healing. With the power of The Blood of The Cross to set you free from unclean spirits and the works and things of darkness Jesus will restore unto you what sin has done and once again you will know the joy of your salvation as you commit to pray and as you walk in His Light as He is in the Light. The following prayer is known as the sinners prayer a prayer for someone who wants to repent of their sins and ask god for forgiveness and help to overcome sins powers receiving The Spirit of Christ Jesus; then become His follower and or disciple. It is also for the back slider who has walked away from the faith being ensnared once again in the darkness. If this applies to you go ahead and pray for salvation.
SINNERS PRAYER Heavenly Father, I know I am a sinner, and I have been living my life without you as my God and I have even turned away from You being my God. I come to You now personally through Your only crucified Son Jesus Christ and ask for forgiveness and salvation for I have sinned against You and You alone. I believe Jesus Christ died on the cross and took the penalty for my sins, and I know I am a sinner. I believe He rose from the dead and ascended into heaven and now offers me power over my sinful nature.
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I want to recommit my life – I want to commit my life to you today to live as a Disciple of The True and Living God. I choose to turn from running my own life and ask you to help me live my life with You and for You. Help me with all the sinful ways I am caught up in as I obey the command to enter the boat and follow You Lord Jesus Christ to the other side that I may truly worship You in Spirit and Truth and to be born again. Help me to go to a Church You know will suit me; help me to read my Bible, study my Bible; lead me to join an internet group and a Facebook group to fellowship receive support and prayers and to increase my knowledge about You, and how I am to live as one delivered from darkness and set apart for a plan and purpose You have for me. Help me to pray to You, help me to follow on in Baptism as You did in the river at Jordan and cause me to receive the Baptism of The Holy Spirit for power for the journey across to the other side. Thank You that now I have received Your Spirit of adoption The Holy Spirit, and I believe I am now a part of your family, I am now your child sealed by Your Promised Spirit of Christ Jesus. In Jesus Name I pray Amen.” [Malligan, 2015:7]
PRAYER FOR FILLING OF THE HOLY SPIRIT ”And do not get drunk with wine, for that is dissipation, but be filled with the Spirit, 19. Speaking to one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody with your heart to the Lord; 20. Always giving thanks for all things in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ to God, even the Father;…” Ephesians 5:18-20 NIV Father, I ask for the Holy Spirit to take Lordship in me everywhere there has been ground occupied by unclean spirits no matter if it is grounds they just lost because of praying prayers in this cleansing manual or grounds I gave them in my past or present and no matter what their name title or rank is I invite You Lord Jesus by Your Holy Spirit to come into these areas. Father I also pray for the infilling of Your Spirit for I believe I am Your child and I believe in my heart that Jesus has been raised from the dead and I have confessed Him as my Lord and Savior. Therefore, as Jesus said, “How much more shall your Heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those that ask Him.” I ask You now in the Name of Jesus to fill me with the Holy Spirit for I believe, and I expect to speak in tongues, and I yield my vocal organs for the Spirit to give me His utterance. In the Jesus Name Amen.” [Malligan, 2015:8]
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“Take no part in the worthless deeds of evil and darkness; instead, rebuke and expose them.” Ephesians 5:11 NLT “For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?” 2 Corinthians 6:14 NIV Father, I humble myself before You and submit to You according to Your Word, “submit to God resist the Devil and he will flee” before praying and working through this prayer strategy. Thank You, and I agree there is no power other than the Power of Your Finished Works of Calvary The Blood of Jesus Christ and The Indwelling Power of The Spirit of Christ Jesus that can deliver me, heal me and cast out spirits of darkness and release me from judgments. Father according to Your statute and You have written this statute more than thirty times to confess the forefathers transgressions and iniquity. I obey, and I agree that my ancestors on both sides of my family line have transgressed your laws Your Ordinances Your statutes and commandments. According to Your statute, I am to take accountability for my forefather’s sins and iniquity back over three-four ten and I want to pray for a thousand generations for where they have transgressed and been iniquitous. Therefore, I agree and I acknowledge this before You and I repent for theirs and my guilt, theirs and my guilt betrayal, theirs and my guilt unfaithfulness, theirs and my guilt spiritual and natural adultery, theirs and my guilt incest, theirs and my guilt pedophilia, theirs and my guilt homosexuality and transvestitism, theirs and my guilt idolatry, theirs and my guilt robbery, theirs and my guilt extortion, theirs and my guilt visiting the shrines of darkness, theirs and my guilt oppression of others, theirs and my guilt breaking covenant; and they and myself did not feed the poor or not clothe the naked. Father I repent for every law, statute and ordinance they and myself broke and for all other unknown iniquity and transgression I ask forgiveness and I claim the promise of Your Word that I would no longer share the guilt of my ancestors. Father, since I have chosen to do what is just and right according to Ezekiel 18 and I have chosen to keep Your Decrees Your Statutes Your commandments. Because I choose to leave the life of my forefathers sins and iniquity to serve You to keep Your commandments decrees and statutes I can receive the children’s bread of freedom from the ancestor’s judgments and curses. So, Father in Jesus Name, let every curse every judgment be broken and let me be set free from these ancestral iniquities and transgressions. Father, before You and them I disown and renounce my ancestor’s transgressions their corrupted bloodlines, their pneuma-genetics, their curses their judgments and declare I am now a citizen of Heaven, I am not of this world I am a sojourner my home and my Kingdom is my Beloveds The Lord Jesus Christ, The King of Kings and Lord of Lords and I am becoming the king and the priest You have called me to become. I renounce the sins and iniquity of my bloodlines my ancestors on both sides of the family, so they can no longer have authority in and over my life or my children, for I am in Covenant with Him, and I choose to keep Covenant and remain in Covenant.
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Father I now address these spirits: spirits I have acknowledged that many generations have transgressed and committed iniquity so today all you ancestral spirits, yes all of you ancestral spirits are moving out. I have turned from my ancestor’s iniquity and their transgressions for I choose and have chosen righteous living in His Kingdom for I am delivered from the kingdom of darkness into The Kingdom of Light. Therefore you spirits from curses, from iniquity from sins of the generations back over a thousand generations on both sides of the family, I declare against you I am faithful, that I am baptized into His death, I am one with Him, washed in His Blood, bone of His bone and flesh of His flesh, He is the Father of my spirit, I am adopted into His family, I have an inheritance and I am a fellow heir and I am righteous and betrothed so I am His wife and now delivered from the iniquity the sins and curses of the ancestors. I declare I choose to remain a faithful wife, and I choose Him, and His Covenant and I choose to become all that He has for me, I choose the priesthood of Melchizedek, I resist you, I renounce you and I refuse your will in my life. Ancestral spirits, all familiar spirit, you curse spirits from the ancestors on both sides of the family Jesus has redeemed and delivered me from the curse and the children under my authority. You spirits are now squatters, no longer have the rights to remain because of ancestral sin and iniquity or because of oaths; for what He and His Blood has done for me you lose your grounds. You must now loose and leave this very moment, and you will be plucked out of your dwelling places and taken to the place appointed of you “for now is the judgment of this world now shall the prince of this world be cast out.” Therefore, every one of you spirits you will loose and leave for you can no longer remain, you no longer have any legal grounds to stay for all that I am in Him supersedes your legal grounds your oaths your curses your rights have been stripped from you no matter what degree my ancestors have gone to in Freemasonry you have lost your grounds to remain. I declare the blood on your doors on your gates on your oaths, and I declare them open for you to leave. His blood line against the blood line of my ancestors, so I say now those doors are sealed and closed because of His Blood Covenant with me; I am my Beloveds and my Beloved is mine you will loose and leave for I cast you out, and Father let it be so in Jesus Name. Father I now want to address those in and over me because of my iniquity and my transgression, so I submit to You. I address all spirits of the kingdom of darkness in and over my life from my iniquity and transgressions for I renounce you and refuse your will for my life any longer. I no longer want to be in agreement with your ways or your perverse ways. I denounce you and your ways, and I hate you and declare you are my enemy, and I come into agreement with Jesus Christ, my deliverer that you will leave His Temple, my body this hour. Today is the day you are going to loose and leave me. I come out of agreement and fellowship with you and resist all of you; you will leave me, and I declare and agree you will be taken to the place The Lord Jesus Christ has appointed for you along with the ancestral spirits from both sides of my family lines. I surrender all the area’s I have given over to you to The Lord Jesus Christ for I declare my salvation is by grace through faith and faith of the finished work of Calvary and His
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shed blood for the remission of sins. I reclaim where I have given ground to you in my body, soul and spirit because of deception, lies and my iniquities my sins and sexual transgressions and those that fortify your strongholds of perversion, of bisexuality, homosexuality and transgender. I resist you, renounce you and refuse your presence any longer in my life. The Lord Jesus Christ rebuke you and take you all to the place He has appointed of you as you have lost your grounds in and over my life for, I confess and repent and renounce before my Father, so you will lose your grounds. Father let this be so in Jesus Name, for I call upon the power of the Blood Covenant for deliverance, healing, and restoration and I invite you into every area that has been occupied by unclean spirits from the kingdom of darkness and from Your judgments. Father I now take accountability for my life and all the sin and iniquity that I have in my life and my life alone. I declare I shall overcome I shall come up higher I shall be purified and refined to be the king and priest you have called me to be in the Melchizedek Order, I declare I am being born again from above. “Father, have mercy upon me, according to Your loving-kindness; according to the multitude of Your tender mercies, blot out my transgressions. Wash me thoroughly from mine iniquity and cleanse me from my sin, for I acknowledge my transgressions and my sins are ever before me. Against You and You only have I sinned and done evil in Your sight that You are justified when You judge me.” Psalm 51:1-4 Thank You all Power all Glory belongs to You, In Jesus Christ Mighty Name, Amen.” 15. [Malligan 2015:9]
SEEK CONTINUED PRAYER FOR HEALING FROM INCEST One prayer or deliverance sessions will not fully uproot and heal you from being a person who has been sexually abused by your Father, Mother, or Step-Parent or Uncle, Aunt or whomever it was. The guilt, the shame, the trauma does not disappear overnight, as all these effects have to be worked through, this takes time and will be in your own personal time. If you have not had any counsel, therapy, prayer or deliverance for any form of rejection for being a daughter or son due to incest against you, you do understand it is necessary. Rejection is just one offshoot on the root of incest. Incest has many offshoots, rejection, shame and trauma, mental illnesses to mention only some. Therefore, you will be in need of much healing and also deliverance from the spirits of darkness attached here to the lies, the deception of this false love. “You asked for it” “you got sexual arousal”, “you enjoyed it”, “you participated in it”, “you consented to it.” “I never sexually abused him/her”. Whatever lie or deception was yours personally. Also, where is it so hidden in the sub-conscious, where it is hidden in denial and self-protection healing is needed. The effects and the impact of sexual abuse will need new ways of thinking new ways to learn to walk out of the cycles that it has created. These habits these ways of thinking that will keep you in captivity to all the lies and deception that are not the truth of your identity
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in Christ will need an overhaul, will need restoring and reconciling. Trauma and betrayal is a stronghold, trauma runs deep, depression, substance abuse, self-injury, attempted suicide, identity issues with transsexuality homosexuality or queer are just some area’s that need counsel, prayer and an overhaul. You cannot deal with this in silence, especially if you are a male and it was your mother who sexually abused you during your childhood. Tamar was sexually abused by her half brother (2 Samuel 13:12), and her shame went into the soul. Amnon loved her, but it was not genuine love just perverse lust for afterward he hated her. Men and likewise women are driven by spirits of hatred of men/women, lust for power, lust out of control, lust, rape and different controlling spirits in this network of incest. Tamar was told to hold her peace and be quiet and this is a major work of darkness that spirits use to keep secrecy on the mouth. This causes a form of autism over the mouth and a silence that will break when healing comes forth and the breaking of curses attached. This type of rejection is fueled with unclean spirits and flows over into relationships and marriages. Unless uprooted and healing sought these spirits remain at work in your life. You act out of these wounds without even realizing or realizing the triggers that set you off in sin structures or you do not realize the barrage of overtones of the spirits because you think it is your mind thinking this way. (I encourage you to download my book on Rejection, it is book three at https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan) Memory recall brings back the torment, the doorkeeper of curses and rape keep open the door for future sexual assault and sexual assaults on your sons and daughters to set this up for generations to come. If you have never addressed this in your life, no matter if you are fifty or seventy today is the day to begin. Today is the day to ask Jesus to come into this brokenness. Today is the day to trust He will lead you to receive the ministry, the determination and change of heart to have this tap root totally uprooted out of your life; and all the spirits plucked out of their dwelling places and uprooted out of the land of the living (Psalm 52:5, 5:10). If you are a perpetrator caught in the trap of incestuous activity or pedophilia in all its dimensions continue to seek help. Surrender it to Jesus, He understands what drives you and what precipitated your involvement, reach out for ministerial or professional help; for this can be overcome and brought under the Power of The Spirit of Christ Jesus and His Word. You are aware there may be charges pressed against you and this may be a pathway of healing and restitution needed. This is personal between you and The Lord Jesus Christ. He may require you to make restitution as the act is not legal under the laws of the land or under His laws. Those you have abused will need to recover from the damage incest and pedophilia does and they will have mental health issues. So pray to have discernment on your pathway of reconciliation. Therefore, restoring back in helping them recover from the damage inflicted cannot be in your power. You may need to ask for forgiveness if it will not bring any further harm or injury, but you must know that you know The Holy Spirit is requiring to ask forgiveness. Self-help is a pathway you may choose and if you are reading this and have not exposed your transgressions to others in counsel or therapy or pastoral, I am sure you realize incestuous rape is never acceptable. I do not judge you and do commend you for wanting to repent, renounce and overcome and understand why you have committed incest and or believed you were attracted to children or to your son or daughter or whomever it was, I am a victim but moreover a secondary victim, so I do not have much mercy for your sin
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stronghold. To you the victim, taking the pathway of restitution is a sign of true genuine repentance it restores peace, and it is agreeing with the first and second commandment of love the Lord your God with all your heart and love your neighbor as yourself. Forgiving yourself and restitution will enable you to move on and not repeat these transgressions and deal with the causations in your own life so as to recover and overcome any incest and or pedophilia that has happened to you.
PRAYER TO REPENT AND RENOUNCE INCEST CONTROL AND PEODPHILLIA If you are a person male or female committing incest or pedophilia and have an unrepentant, with an unrestrained heart, this will continue to bring you disgrace and dishonor. Into not only your own life but the person/s you are abusing. Not to mention the cycle of abuse that you will perpetuate for the generations to come. You will also one day stand before God Almighty at the White Throne Judgment, and hell is not worth your incestuous or pedophile encounters, eternity never ends, hells horrors will never end. When you surrender to Jesus Christ His condemnation will be brought under His Ability to save and change, recall all of us have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God. Your identity needs to come out of darkness and into His Glorious Light to walk in His Kingdoms ways. To comeback into Divine protection and to allow Him to recover the years the locust, the cankerworm caterpillar and the palmerworm have eaten in your lives, you need to enter into restoration, repent renounce and resist the devil and made strong in the strength of His Might to stay dead to sin and alive unto Him. Therefore, it is a surrendering of all of you, and all that would keep you in the stronghold that is fortified with many iniquities and transgressions. Letting go of control and manipulation and where you have been controlled is a good beginning. The following prayer is your beginning, so you bear righteous fruit and have abundant life in Jesus Name. “Herin is My Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be My disciples.” John 15:8 KJ Father, where I have dominated, manipulated, controlled, cohered people and circumstances for personal and ungodly gain I repent and renounce this control and ask for forgiveness. For all lust of power with control, for all addiction to power and control with all sexual gratification with power, I repent, I renounce and ask forgiveness. For all physical, psychological emotion and spiritual abuse everywhere I have traumatized those that have been my victims of these abuses I repent and renounce these ways and ask for forgiveness for I repent. Father, bring to my heart where You will me to see where I have done this that I may specifically repent and renounce and ask for forgiveness so as to change and see the extent of my iniquities and transgressions. Father I confess my seduction with sex, seduction with control and with money, time, lying, stealing, physical abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse in incest and pedophilia. Father where I have weaponized situations persons and circumstances to get sexual gratification from my son/daughter/relative and other persons I repent and ask forgiveness, change my heart oh Lord and make it one with You, You are Lord. Father, I receive healing for my subconscious that is blocked in memories, I take You as Lord and Savior into this area into the unknown. I invite You into and take You as Lord
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and Savior Jesus in all the fragmentation and the brokenness of my soul that has caused me to be controlling and manipulative and lusting for power and control and committing sexual abuse. Father, I let go of those that controlled me and all fear and all the reasons that led me to control, to abuse, to lust for power, to become addicted and governed by control and lust in all levels and all sexual gratification of incest and pedophilia and _________________, ______________, _______________. I release all control in every aspect of my body soul and spirit and every aspect of my life and ask You into these areas of my life to bring this totally to death in my personality and in every area of my life. I submit to Your Lordship to do a work in me as one who follows the way of a Rabbi and that is You Lord Jesus Christ my Teacher my Lord. Father, everywhere I am soul tied to others because of my controlling behavior I ask for a breaking of these ties and deliverance from a controlling mind, the spirits of control and the spirits linked to all control and manipulation and these abuses. Father, cut every cord to each person I have controlled and been controlled by. Father let every spirit be plucked out of their dwelling place and uprooted from the land of the living (Psalm 52:5). For if we confess our sin you are just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). Let Your Spirit cast them out and let them be gathered and taken to the place appointed of them, in Jesus Name (Matthew 12:28). Thank You In Jesus Name Amen.
PRAYER FOR HEALING FROM THE SEXUAL ABUSE OF INCEST AND PEODPHILLIA “He heals the broken hearted and binds up their sorrows.”
Psalms 147:3
“Father, I call upon the power of The Blood Covenant that provides demonic deliverance and the provision of healing. For it is written “if we confess our sin You are Faithful and Just to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9) and that includes cleansing of the unclean spirits of darkness. Father, incest and pedophilia is “an act of satanic worship … an act of witchcraft consummation” 1. [Kitchen 17:2006] I ask for the breaking of this consummation and this covenant off my life. Where the act has put me on the satanic altar as an act of worship, I declare a release because of the Blood of Redemption of Jesus Christ. Where the pneumogenetics of my family line are incest and pedophilia Thank You, this link be broken off me and my generation the doors are closed from both sides of the family. Father, break every controlling link up and spirit because of sexual abuses from each and or from the offender(s) and every soul tie with them and my sibling(s). Father, where I have been so fragmented because of molestation and incest and rape and sexual sins against me, thank You for restoring my soul. Where I hate me, blame myself and reject myself and or believe my body, my breast and my private parts are disgusting I repent and renounce and invite you into these areas to heal and change my heart. I invite you into my sexuality my feminine gender and as a male into my masculine gender to bring it back to Your original design. Father, I agree with You, it was not my fault and Father where my own father or my relative has not admitted to me he did sexually abuse me, I hear Your word in my heart “I’m sorry, yes I did abuse you, I admit I did sin against you.” Father where closure cannot
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come because he/she is dead or refuses to admit in fear of jail, I receive from You a Fathers voice in my heart, and I release them to You. Father, I renounce the deception of being considered as daddy’s/mummies favorite, as the pet, the lie of having a little secret and being considered his/her precious one or his little angel or ______________. I renounce the secret of do not tell if you tell you will be killed. Where I have sworn to secretary with the penalty of death, I renounce this oath and lie. I agree it was not my fault; I did not provoke or ask for such betrayal of my childhood or youth, but I chose to forgive myself if I am blaming me. I agree, and declare I am not guilty, not guilty, and not guilty, and I renounce all guilt complexes and ask where I have anxiety or any form of anxiety neurosis from deep guilt and blaming myself, I receive my healing. Father I release my imaginations to Your Lordship, and I renounce all guilt, condemnation and shame, feeling depressed and miserable because of these transgressions or my negative thoughts about self and my so-called failings. I agree with Your Word that when we confess our sin “You cast it as far as the east is to the west and remember it no more.” (Psalm 103:12) Jesus, I receive, “I am not guilty, not guilty, not guilty” and I forgive me for my involvement in any of these transgressions. Father I let go of all anger hatred, bitterness, revenge, un-forgiveness self-pity and the victim mentality. Father where verbal, mental emotional, physical and spiritual abuse has touched my life impacted my life I invite You into here. Father, bring to my heart these wounds for I willingly want to release them to You and invite You to come into these areas’ and be Lord. Father, bring the pain to the surface of where I have been treated cruelly, treated shamefully, had cruel words said to me, even the cruel countenance that has glared at me.
Father I receive that the abuse was not my fault, and I receive the words Not Guilty Not Guilty Not Guilty into my inner most being. Father, let all agreements, lies, soul ties and covenants be broken between me and the perpetrator(s). Father, let every judgment and area where control has taken grounds, and silence has ground be annulled and broken. Father, where I have been abusive verbally physically emotionally sexually and spiritually, I repent and ask for forgiveness and ask for the release of all judgments and grounds of darkness. I invite You into these areas to bring them to death (Romans 8:13) and to demolish every area that keeps these iniquities and sin structures fortified in my life. Father, I receive healing restoration and comfort of The Lord for a new heart, to trust You with all my heart, to trust others, for intimacy with others and You, for compassion for kindness and for self-control. Father, let every curse of abuse be released from my life, and every link to the perpetrators and the kingdom of darkness be broken. Let all control coming from those who abused me be severed and broken from me to them. Thank You, Father and - Father let it be so in Jesus Name Amen and Amen.” 2. [Malligan, 2014:54] To make note here, the prayer strategies in this teaching are not complete, neither will they provide all the keys to heal and overcome the effects of sexual abuse. Or will they bring total healing that you will not ever desire to commit incest or pedophilia again.
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However, the ministry does have many books that disciple you to walk and know His ways. These can be found at https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan or at
https://www.pastemagazine.com/noisetrade/books/kathleenmalligan/depart-to-the-other-sidehow-do I know shame and guilt are a heavy load to bear, shame carries with it condemnation. A strategy the spirits of darkness use to take us into their courtroom and keep us there. But God! He is our He is our Judge, He is our Jury, our Advocate, who will not leave us in this courtroom of Divination and religious condemnation. So, I encourage you to continue to seek counsel, healing and resources from other ministries that have additional keys or different strategies to be free and be healed so as to be the king and priest you are called to be. Selah.
PRAYER FOR GUILT AND SHAME “The LORD is close to the broken hearted; He rescues those who are crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18 NLT
Father shame has been a part of my life since I can remember, but today I no longer receive shame or guilt as a part of my identity or life. Even where it has been unconscious, I ask for Your power to remove it from me. Father where shame has come down the generational lines and been a way of life in my family and has come from shaming messages I repent and renounce this shame off my identity off my whole life “your fat and no one will want a fat girl” “you will never amount to anything” “you are_____________.” Where shame and guilt has come on me because of incest, pedophilia, molestation, sexual perversion, whoredom, harlotry and all forms of abuse and from fear and torment, I renounce this and all inward silence and declare I am not guilty; I have You as my beauty my robe of righteousness. Father, because of my transgressions and my families let the curses attached to shame, the shame of incest, pedophilia, illegitimacy, sodomy, and all perversion that has come be broken and lifted off me this day. Even the curse that keeps me out of the house of God and the curse of ten generations for incest for I receive the blessings of deliverance and healing and restoration in Jesus Mighty Name. Father, where shame has made me angry, resentful, bitter, a people pleaser, emotionally dependent, negative, work-alcoholic, super religious in works, striving to be successful and wealthy, a perfectionist and for acceptance and love for being needy, for being a rescuer a savior to others I repent and renounce these iniquities and transgressions. Where shame mocks me, torments me, makes me hold my head down gives me depression and oppression I renounce these fruits of shame. Where shame brings oppression a spirit of heaviness and deep depression I invite You Lord Jesus to demolish any fortified stronghold. I declare I am a Prince/Princess of The Most High God and belong to my Lord and Redeemer The Lord Jesus Christ who has carried my guilt and shame at Calvary I am bone of His bone and flesh of His flesh.
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Father I specifically repent and renounce all shame and even self-hatred that I have ever felt and received of e.g. brought up in poverty; being told there is something wrong with me; to be quiet; for having incest happen to me; being raped molested; for being a perpetrator of child sexual assault; being homosexual for being transgender: ______________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________ Father, where fear and mockery have been a part of shame even a hiding place for me, I come out of the dark into Your Light. Father reveal where I sin because of trying to cover up shame and guilt. Reveal the caves I run into and start to demolish these out of my personality and character. ______________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________________
Prayer to Renounce Death and Hell That is Connected to: Trauma Shock Fear Incest Paedophilia Sexual Physical Emotional and Spiritual Abuse Father, I verbally declare that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. His life is my life, His cross His shed blood sets me free from all trauma, shock, fear, incest, pedophilia, sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional and spiritual abuse and mental illness. I proclaim my position in Christ as one who is redeemed from the kingdoms of darkness that Death and Hell has no power over me, no rule in me. No where they hold grounds do, they have any longer legal rights to bring destruction, death or steal from me. Jesus has the keys to Death and Hell and the power of Satan, and his kingdoms power and authority is under the Blood of My Lord and God Jesus Christ the enemy is under His feet and mine. No spirit of death and Hell or no Principality of Death and Hell can any longer hold me or my soul or any aspect of my life in captivity. I renounce Death and Hell and forgive all persons for opening doors over and in my life and my family lines. I forgive myself and ask for forgiveness and take accountability for my rebellion theirs knowingly and unknowingly to Your laws Father, Lord Jesus Christ. I declare no spirits that belong to the Pale Horse can come nigh my dwelling place or be of any power over me or my family, my home or the regions I work, travel or live in. I declare Death and Hell, cannot take any authority to rule or kill steal or destroy my life ever again. Regardless of any transgression or sin structure I have or will have in the future. I belong to Christ Jesus and I declare Blood Covenant is against you, and also the principality of Antichrist and Jezebel, for I renounce Antichrist and Jezebel and Satan.
Prayer For Freedom From Fear “For God did not give a spirit of fearfulness to us, but of power and of love and of selfcontrol.” 2 Timothy 1:7
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Father, forgive me of all fear of demons, rejection, abandonment, non-approval, people’s opinions, inadequacy, inability to cope, failure, sense of fear or terror or insecurity or torment and my fear of: (If you want to take the time to write your personal list of fears and all the fearful circumstances you have been through to date that have impacted your memory do so whatever your hearts desires.) men,_______,marriage,___________,incest____________,_____________,_________ ____________,__________________,________________,_____________,_________ ____________,__________________,________________,_____________,_________ ____________,__________________,________________,_____________,_________ ____________,__________________,________________,_____________,________ Where generational fear has come because of my parents imparting fear and fearful messages and those of shame knowingly and unknowingly into my life [“my mother always said she was dying” “nobody is ever going to want you if your fat” “if you tell anyone I will kill you and your mother and your dog”] I renounce fear and these fears and these words and repent of them and I forgive these people and ask for deliverance and release of all curses of fear. Father where I have felt out of control, great terror, paranoia and it has caused me to act out and sin I repent. I ask that You build in Your character Your trust Your heart that fear no longer has a stronghold over my life and actions and attitudes. Father today I receive a fresh anointing of courage, boldness, faith, trust and confidence and self-control that I may overcome all fear. Let every off shoot of the root of fear in my life be severed that it is pulled up so I am free from fears for today I invite You to fully demolish all fear in my heart in my subconscious in my emotions and body and spirit and take You as Lord and Savior where fear has affected me in my body soul and spirit and my living life. Father In Jesus Name Amen.” [Malligan, 2014:30]
PRAYER FOR RELEASE OF TRAUMA AND SHOCK Father, contend with those who contend with us. Thank You for Your fullness to deliver and heal and counsel. Thank You for peace and comfort as I pray this prayer strategy. Thank You for release from all traumatic experiences. Father, thank You for ministry to my heart, my body, my memories and my spirit. Remove the trauma, the shock, the fear and the terror that I have experienced. Lord Jesus, draw all trauma from every cell of my body, from my brain, from my nervous system and in every way my soul spirit and body has stored and taken on the memory of all fear and trauma so no longer any buttons or triggers can be fully operative living and active in and over every aspect of my life. Father, go to the fear center of my brain where the memory has lodged in there and has distorted my views my perception my discernment, release me out of captivity. Hopelessness and uselessness is a liar, I am in You and I can do all things and I have courage and strength, and, I receive this anointing. I renounce such beliefs and attitudes, let it be broken in Jesus Name. Father, my thalamus my limbic system, the hypothalamus, the amygdala, my pituitary gland and the pineal gland and spinal cord have been taken out of divine order. Let Your Power and Glory restore my brain, my body, my spirit, my organs and every system of
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my body. Trauma, shock, fear or stress or depression is not my inheritance, I no longer receive brain lock. Wrong messages because of fraying, overload, negative or electrical impulses no longer have authority or lordship to lie or send wrong messages to any area of my body soul or spirit. No longer do I need to go into stress, fear or panic attacks. I see it clearly no button has any power over me, and memory will no longer push buttons or trigger me, as I bring it into The Light in Jesus Name. If necessary, anoint me with fresh discernment to reveal where memories of trauma are locked up and what are post-traumatic stress triggers that causes panic and me to be stressed or have fearfulness. (An example is, when I drove turning right at a T intersection my daughter was on the lap of my ex-girlfriend and they fell out of the combi van front door. May well have even been a threat to keep her silent to the sexual abuse she was committing, who knows! Regardless, those trauma memories are blocked in her brain. Why? Because, she is so extremely car seat safety conscious, and even buys her friends the most safest baby capsules or seats. Her fear and panic are crazy behavior. This is why a prayer strategy will not always uproot all trauma, fear, terror or triggers or will we understand why our buttons are being pushed and why we lose it. However, invite Jesus in to be Lord and take Him as your Savior here. Also you can when something occurs at that moment, we invite Lord Jesus in and He gives us the memory and the discernment where it is coming from. He will expose it straight away or in time and He will break its power once it is exposed and named and accountability is applied. Bottom line is, we do have to grow up to come out of trauma and fear, this is why we will have to apply the keys to overcome and walk in the keys.) Father, let all torment and all of this be loosed off of every aspect of my life. All trapped memories be loosed and all shutting down and shutting off of memories have restoration brought forth and be whole in Jesus Name because “by His stripes I am healed.” Father, drive out every work of darkness from my brain, all bitterness, rage and anger, all blockages all reliving threatening experiences. All fragmentation of memory disassociation, amnesia, loss of memory and all blame. All perceived facts that are not reality, truth that is distorted and twisted, and where bound by paranoia bringing forth insanity. Myself seeing everyone as the enemy, all delusion, fantasy, unreality, even playing and enjoying mind games, I surrender and repent. Father, in the Name of Jesus where trauma and fear has affected me from in utero pour in your peace and remove all trauma from my RNA and DNA. Restore all of me to my rightful design and where I have taken on other personalities and homosexuality and or transsexuality personality or where I identify as bi or non-binary or have become an incest perpetrator and a pedophile I repent and renounce these false identities. I ask for Your miracle power and restoration and reconstructive ability to begin to transform me. I invite Your Lordship over every doorway and every eye gate over every cycle of trauma, shock, fear, stress and depression illness sickness and disease or other areas unknown. Father, thank You for having a plan and purpose for me, a destiny and a future and a hope. Where I have been a cutter, been suicidal, wished to be dead and have a death wish and wished I’d never been born I surrender this over to Your Lordship, and I take You as Lord and Savior here, I no longer want or will to remain in death or knocking on heaven’s door. Where addiction, shut down, depression and sadness and lack of desire to serve You or walk on daily in life has become a stronghold, I ask for forgiveness. Where I have told my body to die and I live to kill myself slowly I repent and receive Your newness of life here. Lift it from me and I ask You into this area to be Lord and Savior, I am powerless to change, I receive my inheritance of the mind of Christ.
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Where my birth was fetal distress and I was carried in maternal distress and even my birth sex and name caused trauma from other relatives, or rejection or self-rejection, all abandonment, all betrayal, all adultery, all demonic torment, all pedophilia, all incest, all emotional and physical abuse, lack of favor and affection from parents and or siblings and ancestry torment, trauma, fear, shock, insanity have brought the cycle of trauma and given me a predisposition to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder medically and spiritually let this hold be loosed and these spirits from the whole network in and over me be taken to the place appointed of them till the great white throne judgment. No longer will any cycle hold me or destroy my life or rob me of my inheritance in Christ Jesus. Now is the judgment of this world now shall the prince of this world be cast out. Where near drowning, being locked in a cupboard, tragedy of murder or ___________, tragedy of a hurricane, an earthquake, a tornado, divorce, loss of family member, witness of pet being hit by a car, all violence, all rape, abortion, all deceit, from child care and the baby sitter, neglect, attacked with a weapon, moving from school to school and place to place, from covens, witchcraft, occult, new age, satanic ritual abuse, Masonic ritual abuse, cult abuse or church abuse or doctor abuse or medical or ________ , demonic rape abuse and torment, extreme control, sadistic abuse, child or adult prostitution rings, human trafficking, organized abuse of witnessing and participating in the abuse of others, being powerless to help when I’ve seen my parent or siblings being beaten, told not to cry especially when my pain was legitimate, disciplined for being afraid or in panic, where I have stayed in self-pity, where I have seen an event I repent, surrender and receive deliverance and healing. (I saw a blood trail when I was thirteen. A man run over two elderly persons on a pedestrian crossing and one got stuck under the front of his car. He continued to drive away from the scene leaving a wide blood trail till the body got loose at the town library, it was a long distance; the thought of this traumatized me for years.) Father, all nightmares, all sleeplessness, all loss and all financial loss, all shame, all bullying, all accidents, all witnessing of death, all family and parental food and provision lack, drug and alcoholic trauma and other trauma in the household of ____________, all non-recognition and or for being a female/male either in the womb or at birth or for being not/intelligent or not/gifted or not/artistic, or just not enough or good enough or _____________, and all circumstances and situations of _______________, _____________. Where the above have brought forth disconnection because of trauma, even surgical lobotomies, becoming the living dead, mental, physical and emotional illness bringing forth a perpetual cycle of trauma, shock, stress and fear deep within my being and the living in an echo chamber I receive You as Lord and Savior here and ask for Your Fatherly blessing. Let breakthrough be released in Jesus Name. Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit says the Lord. Let Your Miracle Power remove the shock, trauma and fear, paranoid and paralytic fear from my mind, will, emotions, body and spirit. Off my central nervous system, my autonomic nervous system, my limbic system, my muscular system, my adrenal system and my immune system. Reconcile me with myself and with Yourself and enable me to reconcile with others with wisdom and enable me to outlive no longer this in my life today. Even if this has affected me to chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia and depression and or anxiety. Birth me to cope and teach me, lead me to the keys to walk in my deliverance and healing with persistence. Where I live out of always being alert, waiting for danger, believing the worst, pessimistic and fatalistic. Where I live out of the lies imparted by spirits or what has been told to me or what I thought to be true expose this so I can repent and renounce and be renewed in the spirit of my mind.
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Father, untwine this ball of stress, trauma, shock, terror and fear for You know how to unwind how to cut away and when to unravel every connection. Bring me to an encounter with You that I may be renewed in my soul and spirit. A double minded man is unstable in all his/her ways (James 1:8). You are a safe place and the righteous run in and are safe and Your perfect love casts out fear and I will grow up in all thing (Ephesians 4:15) in the Power of Your Spirit I will be one mind, one heart and one person. Father, where my memory has been affected due to trauma, or due to passivity or due to fear and has been damaged in the neurons. Where I cannot think, remember things, where I do not think because it brings forth trauma memories and torment memories, I ask You to walk me out and counsel me out. I surrender this over to Your Lordship and I repent for these actions. If there is a root to Alzheimer’s from trauma and fear, I receive and declare full covenant restoration and health and prosperity to my body soul and spirit, bless You Father for You restore my soul (Psalms 23:3). Sorry I have blamed you so often for not being a Good God, forgive me. Where thoughts, loud noises or certain smells or places have set me off, I refuse going backwards or being trapped. I receive the miracle healing and the spiritual and natural deliverance that The Blood of Jesus Christ won for me at Calvary. Jesus Christ be Lord here and let Your Spirit fill me and reside as King. Father, where I have no desire to be emotional, stopped feeling, stopped crying, stopped dreaming, stopped believing in You, become emotionally crippled and disconnected from memories emotions and certain behavior. Where I have become a people pleaser as I do not want confrontation and I want to remain chill, I repent and renounce these bonds of behavior and take You as Lord and Savior here, I receive the Blood of Jesus to heal and all Post Traumatic Stress. Father where I have stopped having relationship with my daughter, family, husband/wife family and work peers because I just cannot cope, I repent and surrender this to Your Lordship. Where I cover up trauma fear and shock and stress, I come face to face with it all for total restoration, healing and the ability to press on and grieve and grieve my losses. Let Your healing virtue enable me to grieve all trauma, fear and shock. Father, let all inroads of behavior be blocked off to the demonic and I ask for The Light of Your Glory to expose where necessary so I may walk free and walk in the healing available. Intense emotions, crying for no reason and not being able to stop, nightmares, sleeplessness, flashbacks, memory distortion or loss, unable to do simple tasks or hold down a job. Takeover and control has no more authority over my brain, mind, emotions or will power. Neither does any hidden Post Traumatic Stress, or trauma or fear, or shock. I come out of their grave of death, I come into emotional maturity and spiritual maturity. I invite You Lord Jesus Christ to be Lord and Savior here that I may grow up emotionally, spiritually, physically, mentally and psychologically. Where rejection and abandonment have caused trauma, shock and fear I ask for all territory to be redeemed unto You. (For an effective prayer strategy on rejection and abandonment please go to following site to download the book. Covers mental illness of schizophrenia and depression due to trauma and fear.)
https://issuu.com/kathleenmalligan/docs/u_ohomosexualityrejection44 https://books.noisetrade.com/kathleenmalligan/depart-to-the-other-side-book-3 Father, where I have not been able to learn, where I have had arrested development, retardation, multiple personalities, dissociative identity disorder, epilepsy, bi-polar, dyslexia, panic attacks, have been into substance and alcohol abuse, eating disorders and where all diagnosis and certification has been labeled on me I receive Your healing and
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the fullness of the mind of Christ. I receive deliverance from tormenting demons of trauma, fear, shock, stress, breakdown and all neurosis disease sickness and illness connected to this stronghold. I renounce Death and Hell, Antichrist and Jezebel that are linked from all the trauma in my life bringing homosexuality, transsexuality, pederasty, pedophilia, incest desire, incest against me, death, fear, terror, panic, anxiety, stress, insanity, madness, torment, twistedness, splitting, confusion, schizophrenia, all mental illness and disorders, paranoia, falseness, takeover, mind control, control, lack, darkness, depression, oppression, frozenness, numbness, murder, theft and destruction, uncontrollable mood swings emotional stress, breakdown, and all destruction and fragmentation. Father, all things I have mentioned in this book of prayers. For I declare Divine Order to every aspect of my life where these networks, these principalities have held me captive in curses and bonds of iniquity. All Power All Glory to You Thank You In Jesus Name Amen” 2. [Malligan, 2019 1. Kitchen, Yvonne. Pyramid in The Brain, Egyptian Witchcraft Fruitful Vine, 500 Kelletts Road Lysterfield, 3156, 2010” 2. Malligan, Kathleen. Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality By Healing all Trauma and Shock Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba, Queensland, 4350, 2019
PRAYER FOR HEALING OF INCEST Heavenly Father, where my experience was denied, trivialized and even distorted I release those persons to you, especially the one who did not believe me. I forgive them and release them to You. Lord Jesus, when I need to use pen and paper or the computer as a healing strategy, I invite You into here to enable me to write what happened to me. I need to acknowledge the impact of incest. Enable me to tell my story, read it back to someone who can receive my story or if it is wiser out loud between myself and You, I need to hear. When I cannot write anymore, I will be able to continue or take it up tomorrow, or I can write, I cannot write anymore to enable me to continue. Enable me to be able to grieve, to unearth memories and pain, fear and anger. I will have You beside me and I am adult and compassionate and learned enough to cope. I need to set aside the right time and place so I can process the effect and not allow this to overload in the family home/workplace or _____ when I re-enter my day to day living. [PLEASE NOTE: I do not advocate occult or new age visualization or guided imagery or relaxation method of listening to speakers or hypnosis. However, I find when I am overwhelmed with fear or memories of incest or the knowledge of it happing now, I imagine a place and see it in my imagination where I was the most happiest. This works, it calms me, and The Holy Spirit brings peace as I take my thoughts captive to those things that are not lovely, so He bows down
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any spirit bringing forth those thoughts. I just refuse to think them or own those thoughts; they are of no profit. You can do this after writing out your story.] Enable me to stand in remembering I am able to overcome, enable me resilience and strength when I stop, even take a walk to help calm me down if that is for my best. Lord Jesus, I invite the comfort of Your Spirit to strengthen, guide and lead and comfort me. If I need to feel because I am so numb, I allow myself to feel and express my emotions no matter what that may feel or sound like before You. [PLEASE NOTE: The book The Courage To Heal mentioned in the bibliography will enlighten you more about writing, it is not expensive as a kindle] Lord Jesus where incest has stolen my childhood, stolen my life, stolen a healthy emotional life and prevented me from being stable I invite You in as Lord and Savior. Release the hard heart the seared conscious with a fresh anointing of The Holy Spirit. Break the curses and command the curtains, shawls and veils of the curses to be shredded and their roots dug up and destroyed and brought into and seen in the Light; Confess and command the curses of whoredom and the iniquities to be lifted from the person and all descendants.
INTRODUCTION TO WARFARE PRAYERS AGAINST THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS The following prayers are for when you believe incest or pedophilia is happening to one of your relatives or you find out that it did happen to your child or relative or whoever you are praying for. You may have to ask given you are a relative, the grandparent for permission from the Mother/Father or sibling or relative whoever could you pray and warfare. This gives you legal rites of access in the spirit realms against their legal ground and parents are the legal guardians the priests of the household who are the persons responsible. When they allow you to help in prayer you then are given authority by their authority and power. Let me add, as a child of God you also have the legal rite to pray against the enemy, against spirits of darkness, especially if they are your offspring and or seed or they are children of God themselves. So don’t get to legalistic, the enemy will use this against you to keep himself operative active and hidden in their lives. “to bind their kings with chains and their nobles with fetters of iron, 9. To execute on them judgment written; this is an honour for all His Godly ones. Praise the LORD.” Psalms 149:8 NIV
PRAYER TO BRING JUDGMENT AGAINST EACH SPIRIT AND TO PROCLAIM THEY WILL BE CAST TO THE PLACE APPOINTED OF THEM OF TARTARUS Father let Your anointing flow anoint my prayers for it is You who shall cut off the spirit of princes, You who are terrible to the kings of the earth (Psalm 76:12) through the greatness of Your Power shall our enemies submit themselves unto You (Psalms 66:3) for You shall tread down our foes (Psalms 60:12).
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Father for the following prayer strategies I agree that “The spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.” As written in Isaiah 61:1-2 Father as it is written in Psalms 149:8, “to bind their kings with chains and their nobles with fetters of iron, 9. To execute on them judgment written; this is an honour for all His Godly ones. Praise the LORD.” (NIV) Lord Jesus, You gird us with strength for the battle, You have given us The Shield of Salvation to pursue our enemies to shatter them that they are not able to rise and so they turn their backs (Psalms 18:32-41). Lord Jesus, release the sword of the Spirit, anoint me to come against the kingdom of darkness with the Sword of Your Spirit to execute judgment and terrify them in Your wrath. So, You can contend against them that contend against me, _______, ______, ______, so You can prevail against our enemies for I am in Christ, in Blood Covenant. Father, breath on the following prayers and breath to pray for me in Your Holy Spirit in agreement. For in the Power and Authority of The Name of Jesus, I remove, bind and block the stronghold of perversion of fornication, pedophilia, incest and homosexuality and whoredom coming against my (son/daughter) household. I release an anointing upon the Armor of Righteousness, the Armor of Ephesians 6 and the Armor of Light of Romans 13:12 for myself and my _______ and my ______, my ________ that we can walk in the Light and receive warfare, deliverance and protection from the kingdom of darkness and from works and workers of iniquity. Father, where these spirits have come into the home to devour to destroy to kill and steal and have dishonored my household, let judgment, the exceeding greatness of Your Power according to Ephesians 1:19-21 be operative living and active. For now, is the judgment of this world, now shall the prince of this world be cast out (John 12:31). For You spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment, the Great White Throne Judgment (2 Peter 2:4). Father, I proclaim and declare when these works are exposed and uprooted that each spirit is to be plucked out of their dwelling places and uprooted out of the land of the living into Tartarus. Selah. Father every doorway the gate and curse keepers have to remain open, I prophetically and in the authority of The Name of Jesus shut them that no future perpetrator will walk through them. I proclaim and declare Blood Covenant, Redemption and Covenant warfare and protection for my _______. Father I decree and declare a shield around ______, and let Your skirt come over _________. Breath on my words, let it be so in Jesus Name. Father if there is anyone who currently has __________ in captivity, I expose this to The Light The Blood and The Word and the Power of Blood Redemption and Covenant for ________ release, let Justice and Judgment come swiftly. Father, I proclaim and declare Psalms 18:12-14 and from verse 37-42 for Your Word shall not return unto void it will accomplish that to which it has been sent as written in Isaiah 55:11 for these prayer strategies. No weapon will succeed, they have intended evil and devised a plot, yet You will make them turn their back. You will aim Your bow string at their faces. Be exalted in Your Strength oh Lord; Praise be unto God our Rock, Power and our Salvation. (Psalms 21:8-13)
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Father, this person, this boyfriend, this relative, this daughter, this son, this man has come into our/my home(s) as a guest as a future husband/wife to my son/daughter and really, he/she has been plotting evil, to destroy, to harm and bring mischief as written in Proverbs 16:27 and Psalms 37:12 and verse 32 to harm the child(ren). Father, Justice, and Judgment belong to You, I forgive him/her, my flesh wills to judge him/her as a lame man walking. However, I deliver this man/woman/daughter/son into Your Hands. I thank You for allowing me/someone/boyfriend/husband/wife/girlfriend to catch the thief and for delivering us from this foe as written in Psalms 106:9-11. Father, in the mantle on my life and in the Breath of Your Spirit, because I have the honor to release judgment against the kingdom of darkness I command the Ruling Strongman and the Ruling Familiar spirit in and over this person/man/woman and his/her entire household be bound, and isolated and separated one from the other and their link up broken with one another and with the kingdoms in the air and in other persons and the family linage. Also the strongman that nests the incest, the pedophile, rape, perverse and seducing and lying spirits, the trauma and fear spirits; this whole house/nest of these spirits that houses the incest, pedophile, pornography, lust, perversion, sexual spirits, debauchery, the control, deceiving and lying spirits all these strongman’s house and armor no matter what if their name is Control, Gate Keeper, Curse Keeper, Jezebel, Perversion, Bondage, Belial or whatever. I command they be bound as well and when he/she is set free and when the perpetrator renounces and returns unto You I prophesy they will be gathered and sent to Tartarus until the Great White Throne Judgment, even if that is at the death of these persons. Father, where they are trying to enforce themselves with the kingdom of darkness from my grandson’s/granddaughters household or my own or the boyfriend/girlfriend, I release Spiritual Blocks of The Power of The Pillars of Covenant of The Blood of Jesus. I declare this will not prosper and I pull it down from the ground below and above, the sea, the air above and the heavenlies and the governments of darkness of this age, and Father let it be so in Jesus Name. I release the swords of authority off my back and raise them in the air against these spirits to bring forth a judgment of Tartarus with the judgment of warfare until they are exposed and completely uprooted out of their lives. Father their transgressions are many, they are guilty for plotting evil against me, my daughter and grandson, therefore, they will be judged with Tartarus. They knew and this network knows who I am and the calling on my life, who I am in the Realms of Authority of The Kingdom of Christ and His Angels they were in revenge and returning evil for good. I am called to these works to demolish their kingdom work and to set at liberty those who are bound in darkness, they have no authority of payback. Likewise, Father, I want the Ruling Strongman and the Ruling Familiar spirits in and over my household and my son/daughter household of his/her father’s bloodlines and boyfriends for being in agreement and knowing and allowing this unholy alliance and plot of darkness to come against my grandson/granddaughter, my son/daughter and myself to have warfare against them until exposure and the thief is caught. They will not bring/keep this defilement into my house; my camp and I say they will not continue to bring such vile works against my bloodlines. Let it be an object lesson to them Father that they do not contrive to ever bring forth the secrecy of incest, pedophilia or rape or molestation ever again.
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Father let Your warring angels go forth and war, Father let it be so in Jesus Name. Father, I address the kingdom of darkness. Devils, from my position in the third heavens I address you and declare to you kingdom of darkness that this warfare will be operative living and active against you until I receive the desires of my heart of you conceding defeat and no longer have control of this person/man/woman/son/daughters or in my grandson/granddaughters life. I resist you; I renounce you and refuse your will to be silent or believe I am powerless over these heinous sins. I acknowledge the will and Lordship of The Great and Living God and The Awesome Lord of Hosts our Savior our Deliver Jesus Christ. Our God is now against you for these works you have brought against my household my seed. I declare Covenant Blood and warfare against you for this is the honor of all the saints (Psalm 149:8-9), and I deliver you all into the hands of The Living God, and I will fight under the power of The Risen Christ and with the Mantle on my life always against you. I will stand and see the salvation of our souls for I am enforcing Blood Covenant.” 16. [Malligan, 2015:14] “I release a statement against darkness and a proclamation in the spirit to declare Job 34:22 “There is no darkness or deep shadow where the workers of iniquity may hide themselves.” And declare “My God rules the raging seas, You crushed Rahab like one who is slain and scattered Your enemies with Your Mighty arm. The heavens are Yours, the earth also is Yours; the world and all it contains, You have founded them.” (Psalms 89:811 NIV) All is now exposed and brought under the Light of Christ Jesus and the victory is ours.” Sela 17. [Malligan 2015:18]
PRAYER OF JUDGMENT AND RELEASE FROM SPIRITS OF DARKNESS CONNECTED TO INCEST Father, breath on my prayers with Your Spirit that it all be so in Jesus Name (Psalms 52:4-6). Let Your anointing flow that I may be mighty in the powerful in the strength of Your Might and Blood Covenant. Father, I loose The Mantle and Spirit of Elijah over the household to break the back of this network of spirits in and over this household and family line and coming against my household and family line. I declare the Government of the Lord Jesus Christ against his/her household of this spiritual network from the lowest rank to the highest in and over all ancestry lines, Principalities, Powers and Spiritual Wickedness. For now, is the judgment of this world, now shall the prince of this world be cast out; and what an honour have the saints to bring forth judgment and Covenant warfare to bind the Kings with chains (Psalms 149:8-9). Father it is You who gives counsel might and skill to rule, through You we shall do valiantly, for You shall tread down our enemies as written in Psalm 60:12. For it is You God who are terrible out of Your holy places, You God of Israel is He who gives power and strength unto His people as Your Word declares in Psalm 68:35. Blessed be You for none of Your Word shall return unto You void (Isaiah 55:11).
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Father, I ask that You to avenge us and send back double the works devised, wrought and assigned against us. Let the net they hid catch themselves into their own destruction let them fall, because the walls of Jericho are going to be brought down and crumble into ash. I sound the trumpet in the spirit, I sound the trumpet in the natural. Father, we are commanded to pray, commanded to bring those out of captivity. Keep them from every spirit that would operate to outsmart You and fill their mind with reasoning or skills or knowledge and so on, I declare they are loosed from these transgressions to return unto You and to surrender to Your Lordship. Father, in Jesus Name, I command the Blood between each and every one of these spirits all on the team of the batters and even each of the other team players in their positions on the field. They have all the bases covered, they are both teams, but no longer can they win or devise loss or win. Covenant Promises and Covenant protection and Covenant Warfare is now operative living and active against them to strike them out and down so she and he will walk free. Never again will they be taken captive by these perverse works of darkness and or workers of iniquity. Father in Jesus Name, I bind the mantle of death from my grandson/granddaughter that has been put on by this man’s/woman’s transgressions to give spirits of death grounds or to bring any or all premature death or death by drowning or car accidents or self-mutilation or self-harm or any other form of death of loss of natural sexuality. I proclaim and declare for him/her “unto the Lord Jesus Christ belongs the issues of life and death” as it is written. Father, I break the death covenant and break its power and dissolve it with The Blood of Jesus and I repent for it happening, and my guilt for not discerning this earlier and my daughter/son for committing incest. I repent for not protecting my child and grandchild because of the sins of my own lives and the hardness of my heart and the backslidden state of rebellion. Likewise for her/him and this lust out of control and power out of control and the bully in her/him, I cast down and bind this Haman Antichrist and all its works and operations. Father, I by faith untwist his/her spirit and pull out the crookedness and I loose healing on my grandson/granddaughter, son/daughter in Jesus Name. I declare no false personalities or personalities of becoming an incest perpetrator or a pedophile or a homosexual or a transsexual or a bi-sexual or all of the above will take root in his/her persona because of defiling sexual acts of incest and rape and pedophilia. Neither will mental illness or schizophrenia, bi-polar, ADHD, OCD or any other mental illnesses form in him. Where it is operative in her the perpetrator, I loose her mind will and emotions from these spirits. He/she will not get locked into the system of mental health of the gods of this world, I declare they belong to the Kingdom of Light of The Lord Jesus Christ. I release them both out from the clutches of the kingdom of darkness in Jesus Mighty Name and Power. I release in my mantle the anointing the blessing of maturity for the natural and for him/her to become a mature son of God in the Spiritual for their later days. I prophesy this for my grandson/granddaughter, my son/daughter also when he/she turns back to You to serve You once again. Father, I break every controlling link up, and spirit because of the incest, this paedophilia the sexual rape, this sexual abuse, the physical abuse, the emotional and spiritual abuse
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and the trauma and traumatized body soul and spirit. Every ungodly soul tie between father and daughter / mother and son and I command it to be bound and remain bound. Then broken when this unholy alliance is exposed and demolished in Jesus Name. Father, I repent and break the sexual covenant and break its power to be dissolved with The Blood of Jesus. I bind and break the power base of incest and pedophilia and where there are bases and receivers in and over the grandson/granddaughter and son/daughter coming from the air to empower these spirits to remain functioning, to bring harm, death, devastation and destruction and lies and deception I scramble their ability to link up to empower to operate, I bind the mind control in the air and in and over my daughter/son and grandson/granddaughter. I command The Covenant Power of The Blood of Jesus Christ to avail for these works to cut them off in their wickedness and keep them from linking up and functioning in Jesus Name. Father, over his/her sub-conscious and imaginations and mind I release Your ministering spirits for counsel and to undo every lie and deception at work. To cause him/her to be strong, to counter the works devised, and, for him to know how and who to tell, to speak clearly about what his/her father/mother is doing. Father, let him/her be caught in the act, as I release Your ministering spirits, let the judgment of the natural come into play. So, let him/her speak loud and clear into the mind of him so she is caught red handed and or into her mind that he is caught red handed. Father in Jesus Name, I command every spirit that has entered my son/daughter, my grandson/granddaughter and in place over this household because of these abuses, these transgressions these seductions to be brought under the Light. I release the Light and Blood Life and Love of Christ Jesus for my son/daughter and grandson/granddaughter and to have ears to hear, eyes to see and a heart to receive the Conviction, the Counsel of Your Holy Spirit to come to repentance and to seek Your help and self-help so as to stop and overcome the proclivity of pedophilia on all levels. Let the link ups of photography, pornography, masturbation and voyeurism and allowing the child to walk around looking sensual also be bound and brought under this warfare in Jesus Name. I declare the net that they have hid has caught themselves and into their own destruction they will fall according to Psalms 35:8. They will not accomplish any other nets to catch my grandson/granddaughter to be abused by others in the family or outside the family or at school or anywhere. Or my daughter/son to commit these acts on other children in their circles or outside their circles. This warfare stands and is operative active and living against such assignments, schemes and nets, plots and ploys every aspect of incest and pedophilia. Father, I command in Jesus Name all spirits continue to be sore vexed and covered with reproach and dishonour at any onset. That their mouths be closed to bow the knee to The Lordship of Jesus Christ in all circumstances; at all times when my grandson/granddaughter is near or visiting family, friends, at school or around people who are bound to these transgressions or who are defiled by these transgression or who are tormented to commit these transgression. Let Your Waring angels be loosed to war to protect to fight for Your Skirt and hedge of roses is now round about my grandson/daughter son/daughter. Father, I ask that You go before us from this day onwards, to make crooked places straight and shatter the doors of bronze and cut through the bars of iron for my son/daughters grandson/granddaughters freedom and deliverance and redemption Father, let it be so in Jesus Name. Amen my Father, Amen, and let it all be so In Jesus Name.
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PRAYER TO EXPOSE THE SPIRITS CONNECTED TO INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA Father, I command a binding and shutting of the mouth of all Ruler spirits in the heavenlies; their religious lawyers, barristers and the lawyers of death and I strike down these guards in Jesus Name to bow the knee. I release judgment of Psalms 2:4-5 “He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the lord shall have them in derision. 5. Then shall he speak unto them in his wrath, and vex them in his sore displeasure.” Let it be perpetual against these spirits over and above and in the members in Jesus Mighty Name until they submit to defeat, to desist their moves and cause my son/daughter to no longer want to commit incest pedophilia and abuses attached. Father, I expose the evil protector and or the guardian that keeps the incest and pedophile spirits hidden that keep these spirits as phantoms. The dots will be joined for I expose the spirits and the network to the light and release The Light of Your Glory against them to stop them and from going on the offensive in every scheme, no weapon formed against my grandson/daughter son/daughter will prosper any longer. Father, I shut the mouth of these dogs in the spirit, I command they cannot link up with any spirit or pride, religious spirits, fear and terror, trauma and mental illness, abuse, anger, rage and murder, confusion, lying, doubt and unbelief, deception and selfdeception, bitterness resentment and un-forgiveness to make my son/daughter continue acting in incest. Father let their chains of command be broken that each spirit be bound from operating and linking up with one another to empowering one another and giving each other orders in Jesus Name. Father, where he/she will be left with the lust of his/her flesh being bonded in iniquity and for the many transgressions, let her have no spiritual interference because of these prayers, for I loose The Spirit of Holiness and Conviction to stop him/her. Even loose a Ministering Spirit to speak clearly and loudly into her ear, his/her mind in warning, in dreams, in visions, in counsel and in truth and in Your Sovereignty in Jesus Name, this wickedness will stop. Father, I command in Jesus Name they be pushed back in him/her, in the air and their link ups broken to the powers, principalities and spiritual wickedness in high places especially to the incest power base of The Queen of Heaven and her principality Jezebel or others unknown with their marriages to Antichrist and Hell and Death. Also, his/her ex, his/her partner/husband/wife households and those in my own household. Father, also all sex magic, witchcraft known and unknown, witchcraft projection and take over and control and all sorcery, from this mother of sorcery and all other works of the sorceresses under her command and all water spirits from the sea, in Jesus Name. Father, in The Name of Jesus, I bind and cut off all evil supply lines to and from Powers, Principalities, Spiritual Wickedness in High places, World Rulers, the Ruling Strongmen, all Rulers, all strongmen, all Mind and Control spirits and all other strongmen; all Gate Keepers and Curse Keepers and their nests under Seduction, Heaviness, Haughtiness, Whoredom, Jealousy, Lying, Familiar, Perversion, Fear, Infirmity, Bondage all strongmen of Jezebel, Antichrist, and Hell and Death known and unknown. I command their witchcraft of the third eye be burnt out with the all-consuming fire of Your Holy Spirit to disarm all witchcraft and sorcery and coming from all link ups to Xbox games in Jesus Name.
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Father, against the stronghold of pedophilia, incest, rape, sexual fantasy, sexual filth of the mind, sexual idolatry, whoredom, harlotry, perversion and trauma and schizophrenia and split or multiple personalities all mental illness, murder, death and destruction I command they be subdued to be gagged and all to be separated one from the other and boxed in spiritual boxes in Jesus Name. Father let Ministering Spirits be loosed to read them the Scriptures day and night until this relationship comes to naught between mother and son and or father and daughter and every bit of communication, love, lust, desire, false love, and obsession towards the child is finally under the control and power of Your Holy Spirit and my daughter/son released from captivity to return unto You and her heart turned back to You for You shall turn the heart. Fire Of God, I call on The All-Consuming Fire of God, breath like a mighty dragon. I will not tolerate this darkness, or these works against my family, my son/daughter and my grandson/granddaughter to remain; we are the righteousness of Christ and we will be made holy by The Blood of The Lamb for a thousand generations. Father, I decree and declare all Incest, Pedophilia, Molestation, Violence, Rape, Physical and Emotional Abuse all abuse, Torment, Trauma and Fear all stops now, stops here. In The Name of Jesus and the Mantel on my life I bind these spirits and the perverse spirits and loose the pureness and holiness of The Spirit of Christ Jesus against every strongman. Father, in Jesus Name, I isolate and separate each and every spirit one from the other and every strongman over each of this whole network of spirits so they cannot link up with one another and function or give each other orders. Father, let the Seven Fires Burning of Revelation 4:5 to swallow up in fire every foul work of darkness that has defiled my grandson/granddaughter son/daughter, and myself. My son/daughter/husband/wife/mother/father is coming out of this dungeon, coming out of captivity of this darkness. I prophesy it, I proclaim it I declare it and command it to be so in Jesus Name. Father, if this is happening by someone else like stepfather or father or relative or friend or sibling or person of authority as I’m not been made aware, let the totality of this warfare be operative against them in Jesus Name. Father where the Strongman of Whoredoms brings dissatisfaction, excessive appetite of overeating over desire over urge for multiple climaxes and each way it functions in excessive appetite with dissatisfaction, idolatry, love of the world and the excuses of not stopping and not being Christian I release the double-edged sword of the Spirit against it and its underlings of Ezekiel 16:15, 28; Proverbs 5:1-14; Galatians 5:19; Deuteronomy 23:17-18; Ezekiel 16:28; Proverbs 15:27; 1 Timothy 6:7-14; Hosea 4:13-19; Judges 2:17; Ezekiel 16; Leviticus 17:7; 1Corinthians 6:13-16; Philippians 3:19; James 4:4. Father in Jesus Name, I loose The presence of The Spirit of God of Ephesians 3:16; John 3:34 and John 14:12 in Jesus Name. Father I declare over her/him the Gospel has been preached unto her/him and she/he received it therefore she/he can stand for she/he was saved and the preaching she/he heard will not be in vain, for Christ Jesus died for her/his sins, the spirits have no longer any claim to her/him.
MANUFACTURER'S HANDBOOK: SPIRITUAL WARFARE MANUAL -- Strongman's His Name -- What's His Game by Jerry and Carol Robeson pdf file of book (stuffyouadore.blogspot.com)
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Prayers Against Strongman In The Family | PRAYER POINTS (everydayprayerguide.com) Father where heaviness is operative, I bind this network of spirits and loose the oil of The Spirit of Christ Jesus to loose her/his mind from being drawn into perversion for false comfort and false joy in Jesus Name. Father where the Strongman of Bondage holds her/him in captivity I open her/his eyes and bring out her/him to no longer be a prisoner in prison of incest and pedophilia and bring forth The Light of The Spirit of Christ Jesus to the darkness she/he sits. I loose liberty and The Spirit of Adoption of Romans 8:15 in in Jesus Name (Isaiah 42:6-7). Father, in Jesus Name I bind the spirits of infirmity, sickness that operate with heaviness to cause her/him to find relief in sexual perversion of incest and pedophilia in all its forms. Father, where the familiar spirit down the generational lines guards this doorway and enables the curse keeper to remain operative, I bind them with chains, and I loose The Seven Spirits Burning and the Hornets of The Lord to burn and sting this fortified house to the ground in Jesus Name. Father, where the Lying strongman and likeminded functioning spirits and the Seducing Strongman and its lessor spirits speak and deceive to keep her/him in captivity believing and justifying incest and pedophilia, I shut their mouths. I command a silence on them with coals burning and I loose The Truth and Conviction and Holiness of The Spirit of The Lord Jesus Christ to the heart and the mind and to speak to him/her even whilst she/he sleeps in Jesus Name. Father, where the Ruling Strongman of Control over incest and pedophilia gives supernatural strength, I take its power and control and strength off it and the underlings. I forgive her/him for acting out in incest and pedophilia, I stand in the gap as King and Priest and ask for forgiveness for him/her let her/him be loosed from its captivity and manifestations in Jesus Name. I command these control spirits be put in chains and isolated and separated in a spiritual boxes until she/he is set free from its strong grip. Let them not manifest or bring in reinforcements for let it be reduced to weakness, fear and trembling via Your Waring Angels in Jesus Name. I command them to bow the knee for I bring them under the forgiving power of The Blood of Christ Jesus and The covenant Blood of Salvation and Redemption, they both shall walk free and both shall have a hatred for such vile acts of incest and pedophilia, in Jesus Name. Father, where these Ruling strongman of Death and Hell, Antichrist and Jezebel work in union with one another and with other spirits in the home in the family I loose The Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus to attack each and every weak link to bring down to expose to cause the net they have hid to catch themselves and fall into destruction and judgment. I enter the strongman’s house and plunder the goods in The Breath and Power of The Spirit of Christ Jesus and Covenant Promises of the Blood Covenant for we are in Christ Jesus. Father I command shields up in every direction against the principalities, powers, rulers of darkness and spiritual wickedness in high places and thrones and dominions in and over the perpetrator(s), my household and other people, places and things that they cannot continue to remain operative and active. That they cannot cause ________ to keep believing he/she needs to have sexual pleasure with a child. I break the office and mantle of Queen Mother and Son and of Witch and Mandrake, the powers of an alchemical marriage 1. [Kitchen 2009:52] being forged against _________ with her son/my son with his daughter to bring forth this unholy alliance.
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Father, I decree and declare they will not put the child under the religious systems of Rome of mother and son worship where pedophilia is rife, I cast this scheme or any assignments down to the feet of Christ Jesus to bow the knee, I cast it to the ground in Jesus Name and put my foot on their necks. Father, where Hecate, water spirits, the underworld, necromancy, and divination are working and speaking with this perverse and a religious stronghold of spirits, I command in the power of Prophet Priest and King a cutting off of all powers and authorities, and I smash their power bases with power and authority of prayer and Blood Covenant. I command a ceasing a silencing of such death, destruction, and devastation. I command each weapon used to be rendered null and void of no effect, and I cast them down to fall to the ground. I deliver my grandson/granddaughter and son/daughter from evil in Jesus Name. Father, I command they be cut off as written in Psalms 94:21-23 and all put to shame as written in Psalms 108:13 and 109:29 and all trod down as written in Psalms 44:5. I command perpetual warfare until my son/daughter grandson/granddaughter is no longer in a sexual relationship. Father, against the whole network from the North to the South from the West to the East, from above and below I release the anointing of War and The Blood of Covenant and the Word of Christ Jesus for all three all bear witness and are mighty and powerful to save in Jesus Name. Let them be sore vexed at unawares in the battle and at each time spirits rise up against their minds. Breath Your Word in The Spirit and cause them to submit by derision. Let it be upon them and let them be sore vexed and smitten as written in Psalms 2:4-5 and Psalms 3 verse 7 and chapter 6 verse 10. Let them become so afraid to continue to hold their grounds, or to bring forth their works, let it be so against every arrow, against every weapon they would form. Against everywhere they manifest in my grandson/granddaughter to want to be sexual with his mother/father/stepfather or whoever. I call upon the Power of Blood Covenant to bring the Blood of Covenant between them and us and all their gods, strategies, powers, authorities, link ups, weapons, assignments and these servants of darkness and the workers of iniquity including the supernatural. I declare my son/daughter/grandson/granddaughter is not going to be marked to be a son of Belial, he/her or any of my children/grandchildren for a thousand generations they will be servants of Christ Jesus walking in Spirit and in Truth. None will be placed on any satanic alter or be as a witchcraft consummation. The blessings of Abraham Isaac Jacob and the blessings of Christ Jesus are for my sons and daughters we shall serve The Living God. We are redeemed and purchased by The Blood of Christ Jesus. In Jesus Name I pray, Amen. Father let it be so in Jesus Name, Amen.
1. Perverse Spirit [Bind a Perverse Spirit and Loose God’s Spirit, Pureness & Holiness]- Isaiah 19:14
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WARFARE UNTIL CHILD/REN ARE RELEASED FROM THIS STRONGHOLD OF INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA Father, I break the witchcraft love, the obsession with the child and with children, the false love between my son/daughter and his/her child in Jesus Name. Father, where sorcery and witchcraft work with the spirits of Fantasy, Rosemary and Venus to keep this seduction and lust alive I command they be bound and swallowed up in Your wrath to devour them for You have given me the necks of mine enemies according to Psalms 18:39 and verse 41 for none can save them when they are delivered into Your hand. Father where his/her conscience is seared with a reprobate mind to follow after these perverse ways and perverse spirits and lust out of control and obsession for child I command a binding so tight that they cannot function operate or manifest to keep him/her in the delusion of this unholy alliance or in love with the child. I command naught to all illogical thinking and desires in Jesus Name. Father, I command they receive perpetual warfare of being confounded and consumed that they are not able to rise. Let them be sore vexed at unawares (Psalms 6:10, 18:38) until all spirits in and over my son/daughter my grandson/granddaughter or myself and his/her household concede to defeat, to stop the relationship that it ends and so they will never cause it to be started up again. Father let the souls of these spirits be fragmented, let their mischief return on their own head as written in Psalm 7:15-16. The very destructions fall upon their souls. Let their souls be slung out as from the middle of a sling according to 1 Samuel 25:28-29. This way they will concede defeat, and they will weary from the battle, and they will want peace to return to their house. Great are You and “how Terrible art thou in thy works! Through the greatness of thy Power shall thine enemies submit unto thee” as Psalms 66:3 declares. Father, where the spirits of rebellion, stubbornness, disobedience, and hard-heartedness have justified these transgressions and will to continue to justify and keep them in denial, self-deception, and deception I command they be cut off in their wickedness according to Psalms 94:21-23 and bound in affliction and iron to be vexed in Jesus Name. Father, I command against all spiritual determination to prove himself/herself not guilty or to hide his/his actions from partner/husband/wife, they or he/she will not stubbornly keep any grounds because of the great warfare that is now against them. I declare this will wither and die in Jesus Name. Exposure, exposure, exposure. Father, these spirits will not hide behind lies and deception and pretend for I declare it will be over and they will not make him/her continue is such perverse relationship with one another. Father allow the partner/husband/wife to join the dots of evidence. Where the partner/husband/wife wants to bury or fobs off suspicion let Ministering Spirits reveal truth and a set up to catch the perpetrator. Father, I release Truth to this lie and the Light of Revelation to minister according into their hearts, Your will, Your fruit and Your Ministry and Lordship in Jesus Name will prevail. Father, I declare Your authority, The Lord Jesus Christ over her/his carnal man for he/she was once obedient to Your ways. Let Your Counsel be to his/her inner man when he/she sleeps at night so he/she can no longer be under the delusion and self-deception and lie of attraction to the child. Let her remember Your truths about demons about Your Word
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about forgiveness for I bind all fear, shame and guilt, and all lies that You will not accept her and that she has lots of years to live and does not need to return to Christianity. Father, break that evil soul tie to the Father and daughter, Mother and son, the son and father/stepfather. Father in Jesus Name, I break and bind this ungodly evil soul ties between him and her and or her and him and from this fornication of incest and pedophilia. Father, I proclaim and declare Your Word and Loose this Sword in The Spirit against our enemies for it is written: “When the wicked spring up as grass, and when all the workers of iniquity do flourish; it is that they shall be destroyed forever: 9. For, lo, thine enemies, O Lord, for, lo, thine enemies shall perish; all the workers of iniquity shall be scattered. 11. Mine eye also shall see my desire on mine enemies, and mine ears shall hear my desire of the wicked that rise up against me.” Psalm 92:7, 9, 11 (K.J.) and my household. Let it be so Father, in Jesus Name Amen.
Prayer To Forgive God Ancestors and Others For Their Transgressions “For if you forgive others their trespasses, your Heavenly Father will also forgive you because you love the Lord.” Matthew 6:14 ESV Father I acknowledge I have been holding unforgiveness and I now choose to release all unforgiveness to You. I repent for not forgiving You my ancestors, my parents, my siblings, my children for their transgressions that have brought affliction destruction and poverty to every aspect of my life and my children’s lives and to You for giving judgment. Father I acknowledge forgiveness is not forgetting, not stuffing down my emotions, not acceptance of sinful behavior, not good manners, not giving someone what they deserve or not even being religious and spiritual. I do acknowledge Father that forgiveness is obedience to righteous living and a key to my release and eternal destiny. Father, I forgive as an act of my will and I release blessing to You and to __________. I bless You and ask you to bless __________ with peace and prosperity and the greatness of Your love and mercy and long life and good health and to deliver them from their destructions. Father I also choose to forgive myself and accept myself as Your son/daughter cleansed by the blood of Jesus Christ my Savoir. Father, I ask you to release me from the judgment of unforgiveness. Cleanse me from all defilement where grounds were given to spirits of Satan because of my nurturing and unwillingness to forgive and the desire to run with my offenses and unforgiveness. I thank You for releasing me from the tormentors (Matthew 18:34-35), let Your healing balm go into these areas that I may be renewed and refreshed and anointed once again with Your Spirit. Father where a root of bitterness (Hebrews 12:15) has entered in my soul I now renounce all bitterness and repent of all bitterness and the fruits of anger, rage, abuse, malice, resentment, gossip, retaliation, payback, addiction, feeling rejection and whatever other fruits You reveals to me that has come because my unforgiveness that has gone into a gall of bitterness. Father I will not retain them, but I will forgive them and all that they have done, and I even say as Jesus said, “Father forgive them for they know not what they did.” I stand in
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the gap and repent for their offenses and their transgressions that I have held on with unforgiveness. Father you know them as I have mentioned them to You. I accept myself and declare I am no longer guilty of unforgiveness but forgiven, for as Your Word writes when we confess our sins You are just to forgive us and cleanse us from all defilement (1 John 1:9) especially the defilement of unclean spirits. Father I thank You that You understand that sometimes forgiveness has to out worked in the soul. Today I choose to continue to forgive until seventy times seventy until I have totally forgiven from my heart their offenses and transgression that have brought such devastation and pain into my life and my health and wellbeing. I choose not to retain their offenses (John 20:23) and I choose to cast off the works of darkness (Romans 13:12-13). I choose to walk in the light as He is in the light (1 John 1:7) to no longer walk in darkness with unforgiveness towards __________ (1 John 2:911). Father I recall Your Word that Jesus spoke “but I say to you, Love your enemies, bless those cursing you; do well to those hating you, and pray for those abusing and persecuting you; so that you may be sons of your Father in Heaven.” (Matthew 5:44-45) I choose to abide in Your Love and abide in Your Word as I choose to forgive them and specifically __________ his/her trespasses. I choose to take Your yoke upon myself as I accept Your teachings (Matthew 11:28-30) as the way I am to live as one set apart with an anointing from You The Holy One. Father, for those who have ever offended me and for myself I choose to receive the promise “But He was pierced for our transgressions, crushed for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was on Him; and with His wounds we ourselves are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5). I extend the same forgiveness You have given to me to __________ who has offended me and sinned against me. Father thank You for the power of forgiveness, thank You for Your kindness has led me to repentance in Jesus Name Amen.” 1. [Malligan, 2005:36] 1. Malligan, K.M.D. Overcoming Rejection with Prayer Strategy, [Triumphant Ministries, Toowoomba, 4350, 2009] Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba – Releasing Hearts
RENOUNCIATION FOR COMMITING INCEST AND PEDOPHILLIA Father I now take accountability for my life and all the sin and iniquity that I have in my life with regards to incest, pedophilia, rape and all mental, physical, emotional and spiritual abuse. I declare I shall overcome I shall come up higher I shall be purified and refined to be the king and priest you have called me to be in the Melchizedek Order, I yield and declare I am being born again from above. Father I repent and renounce for all my transgressions of physical abuse, sexual abuse and treating females as objects and sexual objects and considering they are worthless as prostitutes and to be of no use but to abuse. Where I have considered them as animals, as less than and without value worth and intelligence, I repent, I renounce and ask forgiveness.
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Father, where I have had hatred of males and hated they are firstborn and especially because they have sinned against me, so I have got my vengeance by abusing my son, and other mothers sons and even my husband/partners I repent and ask forgiveness. I repent for where I have sexually, physically, emotionally abused my son, daughter, relative “Father, have mercy upon me, according to Your loving kindness; according to the multitude of Your tender mercies, blot out my transgressions. Wash me thoroughly from mine iniquity and cleanse me from my sin, for I acknowledge my transgressions and my sin is ever before me. Against You and You only have I sinned and done evil in Your sight that You are justified when You judge me.” (Psalm 51:1-4) Lead me in the way everlasting and reveal all truth and remove all veils over my eyes and heart and change my heart to no longer desire to commit incest, pedophilia and rape and all forms of abuse. My Lord and my God do not let me be like those of Zechariah 7:1112 who would not be teachable who chose stubbornness and who hardened their hearts and deafened their ears to Your commands. These who end up under Your Judgment and who are cast into outer darkness for all eternity. Thank you for your mercy. I return unto you from where I have knowingly and unknowingly been deceived by the voices of darkness to turn from Your Covenant ways. I have ‘played in the devil’s playground’ by committing incest and pedophilia. I choose now to be in submission to You and Your Word. Lord Jesus I repent of my rebellion towards You, the governments laws, all rebellion against my husband/wife my children, other persons children. Father, bring all heart attitudes to death to change my heart so I honor and obey You and find Your ways to walk in them. I choose to abide in Your Love and abide in Your Word as I choose to forgive those who sexually abused me, specifically __________ his/her trespasses. I choose to take Your yoke upon myself as I accept Your teachings (Matthew 11:28-30) as the way I am to live as one set apart with an anointing from You The Holy One in a Kingdom of Priests. Father forgive me for I repent, renounce and I choose to get out of the pit of a false identity, this false personality of incest pedophile perpetrator personality maybe coming out of the fruit of all self-loathing, self-hatred, self-condemnation, self-destruction, selfdelusion, self-deception, self-rejection, self-righteousness, self-rejection, self-accusation, self-consciousness, self-awareness, self-reward of sexual pleasure, spending, debt and over eating. And out of self-will, self-pity, depression, shame and guilt. Or out of fear of disapproval, suspicion, fear, loneliness, attention seeking, flirtation, seduction, jealousy, anti-submissiveness, seduction, idolatry, inferiority and or all seniority. All rejection, fear disapproval, or where I am over-concerned with what others think, unfairness, fantasy, self-awareness, sensitivity, nervousness, timidity, chattering, inordinate affection for my own blood line for children and even animals. Out of envy, false compassion, fear of rejection, false responsibility, despondency, despair, discouragement, hopelessness, shame, perfection, vanity, pride, egotism, narcissism, selfishness, isolation with depression and a hard heart. Where I think I will always be sexually desiring babies, children, toddlers, teenagers my own kin I renounce this lie and declare my identity is in You and these ways these fruits are originally from the kingdom of darkness then attach to the unbridled lust of human nature. I now come in agreement with You that these ways are not Your ways and will never be acceptable and are worthy of the judgment of hells flames for eternity. Father I repent and renounce everywhere I have weaponized circumstances situations and weaponized persons so as to get sexual gratification from my son/daughter/relative. Father I renounce and repent all possessiveness, possessiveness of child/ren, all false love of child/ren, all inappropriate love of child/ren. Father I repent and renounce allowing all sex magic, witchcraft power witchcraft projection. I acknowledge I have put a spirit of
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control on those I have sinned against and linked myself with them in satanic control. I repent and acknowledge my guilt my transgressions of takeover and control, control with fear, control with abuse, control with manipulation, control with lust for power, control with adrenaline, being fixed on the sense realm on all sensitivity with engaging in control for sexual gratification bringing forth sexual obsession and addiction. I surrender and repent of all pornography and where I am guilty of this is photographs, I repent and will delete and burn all books and photos. Jesus, I take You as Lord and Savior into all these areas, so I do not walk in this wickedness again, so I stand against it. Release The Fire of God and take back Your Government and Your Order and the Love of God that honors my seed, honors children siblings and all peoples. Father I repent where rape, incest molestation and other sexual abuses does cause attraction to the same sex in later years or to cross dress or gender confusion or to also become a perpetrator. I so repent and ask that none of these transgressions will take root, enable me to pray and be an intercessor a watchman on the wall for my family and other peoples sons and daughters. Father, incest and pedophilia is an act of satanic worship … it is an act of witchcraft consummation” 1. [Kitchen 2006:17] I ask for the breaking of this consummation and covenant off my life and those I have sinned against. Where the act has put them on the satanic alter as an act of worship, I declare a release because of the Blood of Redemption of Jesus Christ. Where the blood lines and pneuma- genetics of my family line are incest and pedophilia let the links be broken off this generation and cleansed by The Blood of Jesus and His Finished Works. Father I repent and renounce all covenant with Belial all covenant with Satan with the Queen of Heaven with all false love of siblings, false love of children, false love of my own seed, all witchcraft consummation and satanic sacrificial dedication. All mother son, father daughter false love, all this incest all pedophilia in all its forms. I renounce covenant with darkness, covenant with my offspring, covenant with the Satan and Queen of Heaven and all the Kingdom of darkness, their gods and goddesses. Father, loose me and those from all evil soul ties with the ones I have sexually and physically and emotionally sinned against. Forgive me for these false and dark covenants that allow evil to perpetuate itself against them and their generations to come. Deliver us from evil for I return to Your Kingdom Your Kingdom come Your will be done. Where I have committed incest and pedophilia because of little opinion of myself or low self-worth and or a self-esteem stronghold, I repent. Father, bring me forth into newness of life with the truth of my identity I am a son/daughter of You Father with the nature of Christ, the mind of Christ. Father, I recognize the fruits I walk in, and that stem from the root of incest and pedophilia from where it has happened to me, yet I do I know what is the root causations of my emotional and sexual lust to commit incest and pedophilia but You know. I will trust You to uproot this network and demolish this stronghold that is fortified in other area’s that wills to keep me in captivity. I declare I will walk in my freedom and liberty of a child of God as a king and priest in the order of Melchizedek who does not give into the works of darkness or any perverted animal lusts. I will fall on my knees or lay on the ground to surrender such vile works of darkness when this perversion comes against my mind. Father anoint me to take my eyes off myself, to come up higher to take a hold of life in Christ Jesus that I remove myself from the throne and put You back in Your rightful place on the throne of my life. I agree with You that to die is to live. I choose life and Your way out of incest and pedophilia out of lust for power, this false power this sex magic. I will not be taken into death or take any child into death or generations to come any longer,
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establish Your Kingdom in my family in and over my children. I stand against this transgression this network of darkness that has had my family for generations. I declare I will stand and fight and educate my children from now on about the works of incest and pedophilia this lust will want to come back into the generational line. Teach me to teach them from bringing this stronghold back this lust for sexual power and takeover. Teach me to stand in prayer to fight in prayer to stop and hinder this work from marrying up with my generations ever again. Be strong in the strength of Your might, teach my hands to war. Father, where I do not know boundaries of me from the false me and the unclean spirits of incest and pedophile as opposed to what is false and theirs, I ask for fresh anointing of discernment. Where this lust has gone into my most inner man, I take accountability and take You Lord Jesus Christ as My Savior and Lord in this counterfeit personality, into the sexual predator, sexual pervert, sexual lust for power committing incest and pedophilia. I declare I will come forth in victory in Jesus Power and Authority. All I need is You, all false neediness will no longer be a weapon of warfare they use against me or a net that I will be caught in again for I repent renounce and surrender this false neediness to Your Lordship and take You as Lord and Savior in the false neediness. Father where I have been selfish to demand, they love me I repent and ask for a change in my heart that I learn to love in a Godly heart. Where I have wanted those persons all to myself even obsessed even brought destruction to their siblings, their friends and family; and even where I could not face the day without contact with them I repent and renounce these ungodly obsessions and actions and bring them into The Light in surrender to Your Lordship and Salvation. Father, where the wounded self has a life of its own let it be brought to death. I receive You Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior here into the wounded self. I even receive You Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior in every other false personality that is fragmented, let me see them. I see it as a counterfeit to the true me for I renounce being a perpetrator. I resist it and I come out of agreement with it and I declare every unclean spirit attached to this stronghold my enemy and an enemy of The Cross of Christ Jesus my Lord my Savior my Redeemer my Deliverer in Whom I can do all things. Father where this stronghold is driven by the unclean and I come under a spell under a power greater than my own self I declare The Blood of Jesus is against this and it can no longer rule my heart my body my emotions or any part of my life anymore. I surrender my nervous system, my ability to climax, my private parts, my sexual appetite to Your Lordship and deliverance of being Lord and Savior over my private parts, my ability to orgasm, over my hands, will mind and emotions, my spirit my central nervous system. Father, where it is Your will to reveal this to me the difference that I see the fog lift and I may discern the difference to my flesh and the spell of sex magic with all its lies and deception and stronghold of these unclean spirits make room make way, no more destruction. I declare a closing of all doors, all takeover, all control all doors to incest and pedophilia be closed. Father, let the Blood of Salvation, Blood of Covenant with Christ Jesus finished work at Calvary be applied to close the door. I declare You to be Lord and I receive Covenant as I surrender these portions of my soul. Even where it has affected my appearance I surrender once again my body as an instrument of righteousness to Your Salvation Your Lordship Your ownership, I surrender I submit. I fall out of agreement with my flesh and with the spirits who have this area of my personality fortified. Father, in all area’s in my body soul and spirit and other aspects of my life, the way I have lived to date I surrender to Salavation and Your Lordship. I declare Blood Covenant against the darkness who wants to steal my life to outlive their
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lives. I receive my freedom and liberty from sin and a raising of the dead anointing to bring me forth walking in obedience to Your ways being my lifestyle. Father I lay the axe to the root of incest and pedophilia this lust this false love I renounce and break the power of the yoke and its destruction. Where I am soul tied, where I have an umbilical cord attached in the spirit to those that I have sinned against let the cords and the soul ties be cut in Jesus Name. Father I pray where I have an iniquity of idolatry because incest and pedophilia I repent and ask for forgiveness for all those I have made idols of and where I have allowed myself to have evil soul ties and evil soul ties of control. Father let every soul tie in my mind, will and emotions be broken in Jesus Name, and I name every one of these I have made an idol of and soul tied myself to________, _________. Father I forgive myself for my committing incest and pedophile and the other transgressions attached to these acts, I receive Your forgiveness. Where I am under deception and the deception that he/she loves me and needs me I bring this to Your Truth. Father I know deep down that these ungodly relationships end in grief, resentment, unhappiness, insanity so I repent renounce all this false love and this love abused, love manipulated all false emotional dependency. Father where I have imparted and imprinted fear on those that I have abused I repent and ask forgiveness. Forgiveness for bringing forth silence, secrecy, autism over the tongue and mouth, fear of man, fear of woman, fear of parents, fear of those older, all fear all trauma; giving them no rights no opinion, giving them grief shame and great trauma; gaslighting them, making them out to be liars, I repent and I renounce and ask for forgiveness. Father, where I have a network of spirits of mental illness in every false identity and the fragmented personality, I will become the man/woman You have me to be; the real me, healed and made whole. I declare You Lord Jesus are my Redeemer and Savior in every aspect of my fragmented personality and my iniquitous character; I declare I will be stable of one mind and one accord with You to restore all things and make whole to bring me to the real me. Let me be loosed from each and every spirit here that fortifies a way of life as an incest and pedophile perpetrator. I trust You, for I know You will do a work in me to renew me and transform me to the identity I was meant to have since the womb of my Mother and I allow You to do the work in me as this too will take time to outwork so the journey may be longer than I want. But You are with me in this restoration, You are there for me to bring forth You fruits of righteousness that enable me to bring forth the real me to bring forth fruits of righteousness. Father where I am to come away from this/these unhealthy relationships, I believe You will bring them to naught. Help me to say sorry and ask for forgiveness and if need be to give reason why this love was wrong and cannot continue anymore. I trust in You here, knowing that this false love and will fade away as You will bring forth Godly love. Father as this kind of love of mother son or father daughter is never acceptable in You sight. Father, I receive healing restoration and the comfort of The Spirit of The Lord for a new heart, to trust You with all my heart, to restore intimacy with my husband/wife, I receive Your Spirit of compassion for kindness and for self-control. Father I ask you to continually minister to my spirit and by Your Word and those of the fivefold ministries and my own studies that I will have to pick up my cross, I will suffer and learn obedience through suffering and I will need to endure hardships and I will have
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many times of loneliness living in the discomfort of the desert eating locusts especially where I am to live celibate and if I am set apart with a ministry calling. (Hebrews 5:8; Matthew 3:1-6; 2 Timothy 2:3-7; John 21:18-19; Joel 2:1-11) Father I choose to agree with Your Word and pursue sexual healing and choose to take Your pathway in healing and restoration, sanctification and a life of purity; if that takes years for me coming to the realization that I am not a pedophile an incest perpetrator. I ask for perseverance and a Spirit of wisdom, knowledge and understanding and Your anointing from Your Spirit to remain faithful to Your Truth and Your ways of life regardless of the level of restoration I have and have come into. I commit to a lifestyle of sexual purity and abstinence from all forms of sexual sin and I believe for Your help and anointing and counsel and teaching to enable me to stay committed and faithful to Your truth and laws. Father do not allow me to be taken back to Egypt because of deception or self-deception with the want to justify, keep all veils off my eyes, keep the phantom the witchcraft back so that poison will never enter again. Father, I surrender to allow You to work in my heart to change me to cause me to be restored and living for You. I take a hold of Your will for my life and to live a life in The Spirit and to learn how to walk in The Spirit and to learn to live above the carnal man/woman. I surrender my body as an instrument of righteousness (Romans 12:1), I choose to renew my mind to prove Your will (Romans 12:2) I put off my old self with its evil practices and surrender to put on the new self (Colossians 3:9) to agree that You can cause me to be at peace with the fragments of same sex attraction. I put no confidence in the flesh (Philippians 3:3) for the weapons of warfare are not flesh but Your Divine power to demolish strongholds (2 Corinthians 10:4). I declare my complete dependence on You and agree walking in the Light is the only way of life, therefore, I stand against the enemies lies and deception of sodomy, homosexuality as a way of life or as my identity; I fall out of agreement with darkness and agree with You the Healer and Restorer that You Jesus Christ will restore paths to dwell in and raise up former desolations. Father, I acknowledge healing and restoration can take years so help me to stay at peace knowing incest, pedophilia and sins alike are the ways of darkness. Keep me obedient enable me to continue to be renewed and restored to a place that it no longer phases me or disturbs me, that it is completely dead that no temptation can every cause me to yield again. Father, I choose righteousness I choose not to walk in these transgressions or those of my ancestors on both sides of my natural family. I am taking accountability and have taken accountability for my sins that is my transgressions of Your laws, commandments and statutes now I can receive the promise of being cleansed from all unrighteousness and the inheritance I have as a child of God in your family of freedom from judgments deliverance of spirits and prosperity and healing and restoration and reconciliation and transformation and so much more. Father, I declare because I am in Christ, bone of His bone and flesh of His flesh, His betrothed and one with Him I no longer have to receive these judgments, curses, fruit of oaths, diseases, illnesses, sickness’s imperfections in my body or soul or my DNA or my RNA my genetic coding that the curses have put upon me especially from the sins and iniquity of the forefathers and my own sins and iniquities. Father, thank You that every spirit of every judgment every curse every abnormality illness sickness disease attached can no longer hold legal rights for I declare the children’s bread I declare freedom deliverance and healing from all destruction into wholeness and health
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and prosperity because of the shed Blood of Jesus Christ my Great High Priest my King of Righteousness my Redeemer. Father, let every spirit be plucked out of their dwelling places and uprooted out of the land of the living and taken to their place appointed of them in Jesus Name, and Your Healing Virtue flow and let it be so in Jesus Name. Father, in Jesus Christ’s Name I pray, amen and amen (Isaiah 7:14). Father, breath on this prayer with You breath my Lord and my God. Let it be so My Father, in Jesus Christ’s Mighty Name Amen and amen.” 2. [Malligan, 2015:] 1. Kitchen, Yvonne 2. Malligan, Kathleen
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THE INCEST SPIRIT We must repent and renounce, so these generational family line spirits not longer bring devastation in every aspect of one’s life. Biblical spiritual laws allow this network to function in the lives of people, Trauma a cohort. Inviting Jesus into every area, every aspect and effect of committing or being a victim of incest, child molestation, pedophilia will lessen and remove the enemies legal grounds of fortification. Christ Jesus will demolish the strongholds and judge the spirits attached and forgive us where we are guilty of these transgressions. Heal us where we were victimized. Knowledge or a prayer on its own will not heal you of victimization or cure you from bring a perpetrator. Or stop the deviant arousal, it has to be brought to death, killed off. The Spirit of Christ Jesus is well Able to do this and bring forth non deviate arousal, but is not overnight. There is a partnership expected, a bringing to death of the stronghold, a conversion to holiness, a conversion to a King and Priest or Eunuch unto Him. The teachings within this book will give keys, knowledge and spiritual warfare prayers and strategies that you become free from victimization and or are no longer desiring to be a perpetrator. Thus the prayers and teachings will put you way on the path to healing and lead you and keep you into repentance, reconciliation and restoration. We must invade the enemies territory to see this stronghold come off our children’s and other lives and cease from being a person who acts in these unrighteous behaviors.
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